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deviantART: by:Darkandinhell http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Darkandinhell&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Darkandinhell en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 06:02:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Back in Motion http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/28719447/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/28719447/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 21:33:31 PST

Just unable to do anything computer art oriented. until I get a new computer chair. my neck is killing me. from hunching over so much.

Thats all.

Drea

]]> ~Darkandinhell It's been awhile eh. http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/28519582/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/28519582/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 22:20:52 PST

Addicted to Shaiya once more, and loving it.

That's really all I can say

]]> ~Darkandinhell Updates and all that Jazz http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/27748419/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/27748419/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 16:30:23 PDT
So much has happened in the past month. First of all.

-I got contacts.
---- It's been fun poking the eyeball and getting the bloody things in,it just feels weird to wear sunglasses now and walk outside without my handy dandy protecting glasses of doom. Yes, doom.

-I got an A on my essay
---- I've never received anything higher than a C on an essay. I just about ran out the door surprised at what I received. This writing class is easier than my English class in high school

. Apparently, I'm really philosophical when I write. LOL

- I have a goal for next summer
---- School had this study abroad program for the summer of 2010. And just where is it going to be. Japan of course. And I wanna try and go if I can. I figured its about $5000 for airfare,hotel etc. I'm gonna say its about 2-3 program which is cool with me. I've always been interested in the Japanese culture. I had a chance to try out and go back when I was in 10th grade, but I couldn't at the time. Mom thought I wasn't mature enough to try out. But now, If I can get more information, I can apply for a passport, and get this thing going. So..I'll get back to you guys on that.

-Haven't been drawing or doodling lately
---- Been so busy with school,cat and Bleach. I've sat down a couple times and started brainstorming and occasionally finishing some stuff but more lately I finish Mannie. A character that is/will be used in #JediOrder .

-OMG It's raining
---- I flat out frowned when I saw it raining this morning when I left to head for the bus. It hasn't rained since like...February or something. I should be happy, but I guess since I hate wearing tennis shoes, I felt annoyed with it. But hey, just means the cats gonna stop whining and I get to sleep in.

- D8 I can't hear out of my right ear.
---- Cold and Sinus/Ear infection maybe D8

~Thats it for right now.

P.S I have a lot planned for special things and special people -smirk-

Tell me.If it were to fall upon you today, which flower would you be
The red rose or the black?

]]> ~Darkandinhell More Free time? http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/27212405/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/27212405/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 16:08:33 PDT _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

So I broke to the edge today , and dropped my favorite class. Electronics, I noticed how much I was struggling in my other class. Note. I'm over full time at my school. I'm "suppose" to put 10 hours of study time into my math based on how many units it is. :< 4 days a week. I'm not home till around 5:30 and I'm pulling to sleep around 1 and waking up 4 barely enough time to study.

As well I may be changing my major, I may not. I may stick to transferring for the Engineering but other than that. I may try enroll in the Nursing program they have here at my school. I'm still searching for something that I am capable of having the skills for and that I can focus on. Computers, children, medication ( 8D Pharmasist?) etc

Anyways thats my rant for now.
:< Igohaveanxietyattacknaow

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26993288/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 09:48:37 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

So technically I have 15 (4 day weeks) and one day before I'm done with fall semester. :< and then I go into winter semester.

So far its been all good. I bought all my books the second day I came back to school. Best time to go to the bookstore here on campus is before 9 am. xD And even then there's a swirly line with people holding pounds and pounds of books.
I weighed my bag when I got home. It was hitting around 25 pounds. No wonder my shoulder is bruised, sore and all swollen. I was hauling all that on my shoulder for hours at a time.

My sleeping schedule is still the same I get about 4 hours of sleep and start to fall asleep in class around 2 pm. xD I'm so bad. I need to adjust a schedule so I get a alright amount of sleep. But who knows. perhaps I'll stick to 4 hours or so of sleep and.

But! After 4:30 pacific coast time. I'll be having a four day weekend 8D No school on Monday Heck yes. :< and booooo. I don't get to have Electronics on Monday and Math as well.

Speaking of which. Electronics. Whew. I was so scared they were going to shut down the class due to the budget crisis and the low enrollment. It's honestly the only class I look forward to going too. BUT! It's still going. I bought the book ,going to order Multisim (It's a computer program where you can build and test electrical circuits. It's an awesome program I had the trial but it ran out and its time I refresh my memory on it. So I need to purchase it.

Bah Math. ohhh This type of class is one I don't wanna be in. The teacher likes everyone to be involved. I like being quiet, occasionally participating for the points. But she likes to do these group work and buddy partners stuff.Ugh. I like going solo but so far she teaches quite well. She goes over everything in detail and shows many examples. Great teacher, but she so.....perky?

English is alright. Guys really laid back, but we all know I'm gonna do horrible in the class. I have to get at least 70% to get credit for the course So I can get into the next level of English (which I need).

Japanese.
Dude...
It's like high school all over again.
I literally have brought out my notes from 4 years ago to help review some basic things. The teacher is a sweetheart though. D8 and for once a teacher is shorter than me.

Anyways. Just decided to rant rant rant on that college crap.

~Drea

I don't have much arts planned. I've been suffering from artist block. Most(if not all) of the stuff I do I submit to my scraps. I've been more focused lately on an OC of mine for a Resident Evil room here on the chats #UmbrellaGenetics. So far it's been great allot of work has been put into the wiki which is here [link] ~Drake-Rylan *FierceOmen as well its the Rooms creator ~lavenderwolf have been amazing. I'm glad to be apart of the room

I know I'm advertising the chat...but hey it's my journal :3

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~Darkandinhell Uhhhhhh. Do/Don't ignore this http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26754828/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26754828/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:04:40 PDT _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

:< I can't help but admit doing these has made me a bit curious.
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Dear Drea, Andi, Andrea, (You choose)

I _______ you.

You have a nice _______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will _______.

You + me = _______.

If I saw you now I'd ______.

I want to _______you.

I would build a _______ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _______.

We could _______ under the stars.

From,

__________

(P.S. _______________.)

Oh and I am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26598241/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 20:55:43 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26446650/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 14:22:50 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

So After about a week of bed/couch rest and lots of pain pills. I can walk and move around again like I used too. Im assuming I bruised a couple organs (if thats possible I dont know my knowledge on such stuff) and a couple ribs. But all is well now, so i can move, run, walk, swim , laugh etc.

I may not be on much next week. Mom's company is Furloughing everyone. So they have to pick 2 weeks where they will not come to work. Some may not know what Furlough is. It is basically where you dont work and you dont get paid for now going unlike when you take a sick or vacation day. My mom's company isn't do very well so this is the way they hope to fix this problem. Mom chose her first week for next week. As her Birthday is on Aug 12th. and the next week she's taking off would be the week of Jan 11 ( my birthday). So she has alot planned for her and I next week. So I may or May not be around alot next week. Depends on her moods.

As for College. It's approaching fast, and I'm unsure if i can handle it again. I'm putting myself to the limit with the amount of classtime i have. and what sort of classes it is. Since I needed a language to transfer. I origonally was going to do sign language as I know basics. but I know Japanese more due to taking it for 3 years in grade school. I still have the english to conquer so enrolled in a writing class. ( I DONT PLAN TO PASS). As well contining my love for Electronics, I enrolled in the next intermeediate level. But I fear with the sudden budget cuts here in California as well my college is over populated. They're cutting classes. My electronics class I'm enrolled in right now is the only one offered for that class. It will sadden me if i go the first day to find out that they have canceled it. It will effect my grades. my financial aid as well my feeling.

Taking Math again. Decided Pre-calc. I need a review again. and what does Andrea do? She enrolled in the 2 days a weeek. 3 hour math class. Yes. I'm stupid. yes i should have thought it over before. BUT! it was the only class open so i had to do it.

I go back to school Aug 31st. .

~ Drea

Also been going back to Shaiya recently. I'll be finishing a couple piccies of Shealaon, and my new char Selus ( a healer i know right) xD.

*sikoro has been playing with me as well joined the guild I'm part of. She's such a dear. and such a cute ranger 8D oh yeah. I'm gonna spoil her on the game. as well give her good weapons and such as Shealaon is a ranger as well. :3

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/26282674/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 18:18:11 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

So today was the last day of summer session for me. So I'm waiting for the bus yes. The grass and curve is quite uneven. So I rush to the bus cause it was late. The vehicle was quite a ways from the curb in stepping distance.

What happen to me...I steps down at a bad angle between the grass and curve. My Ankle twisted resulting in a painful sprain. And landing quite hard on my left side against the curve. The curve is made of concrete fyi.
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I'm in so much pain now. Hurts to breath,hurts to move. hurts to talk or even shift.

I'm sure I bruise a couple ribs and all that jazz. I don't know if I'll be around now. It hurts to shift and with grabbing a laptop that requires me to shift.

<3 but don't fret. I'll make an effort to stay in reaching unpainful distance to do art of somesort or just slinker into dAmn. Besides that.

:3 I'm certified for profession Reascue and CPR, Community CPR on Adult, child and infant. and Basic First Aid. <3 I got my cards to prove it. xD

The irony of it.

8D my practical exam was quite hilarious. I got the infant that was choking. :3 I passed. Got an A in that class. Which I must say, some of those tests were difficult. required alot of thinking. You must always think fast in a situation. that may occur.

I'm glad I took the class.

Until then...
~ Drea

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25909257/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 22:16:35 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

So I was sitting here, debating if I should purchase a subscription. It's been a couple weeks since my other ran out. And I must say it feels extremely different on dA when you're used to a subscription. I had some extra money laying around (that should be for my lunch but hey...I need some love from dA) also. decided to give 2 presents. Each one month subs.

Purchase =general-greivous-luv and *Razkiel <3

I know they already had subscriptions. <3 but, they deserve these from me. Such dears to me. <3

When I run out of this sub. I'll purchase and give presents out again. <3 As always. I love to spoil people

-Drea

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25524529/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:52:43 PDT 2. Age: 19
3. Single or Taken: Single (like I'll be forever)
4. Favorite Film: The Labyrinth
5. Favorite Song or Album: Sancta Terra by Epica
6. Favorite Band/Artist: Kamelot
7. Dirty or Clean: Clean
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Ear peircing
9. Do we know each other outside of dA? nope
10. What's your philosophy on life? We live it...regrets or not..it's life
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty? half empty
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? perhaps
13. What is your favorite memory of us? 8D

<--- that
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure? Being held
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: I love getting things peirced
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the "world peace", etc.). What are they? To have freedom, live on the east coast, have..friends
17. Can we get together and make a cake? 8D Depends..who's better at cooking
18. Which country is your spiritual home? UMMMM.....dunno
19. What is your big weakness? I'm extremely harsh on myself
20. Do you think I'm a good person? Yes
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school? Math
22. Describe your accent: Blunt, california accent.
23. If you could change anything about me, would you? 8D being cooler than you are
24. What do you wear to sleep? tank and boxers
25. Trousers or skirts? Trousers
26. Cigarettes or alcohol? Alcohol
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Talk
28. Will you re-post this so I can fill it out for you? of course

]]> ~Darkandinhell School is back. http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25435328/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25435328/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 13:22:57 PDT
I go back to school on Monday will July 30. and i get I'm guessing a 2 1/2 week break before I go back for the fall. I won't be on as much as I have been. I'll probibly be tired and it takes awhile to get home from the school. as I have to take two different buses one that comes every 40 mins. and another that comes every 20. It all depends when I leave. I shall try and bring my laptop and work on various things, but space is limited at the college. as well finding a plug.

Sub expired and I'm broke. I'll have to get a new one next week or so whenever i have from money.

]]> ~Darkandinhell Finalized Update for summer and Fall http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25038101/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/25038101/ Sat, 30 May 2009 18:18:17 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

I as able to sneak in a class for summer, that i found usuable in life. I've was able to be placed in First Aid and CPR for the summer. I'll be in school Mon - Thurs for a couple hours.

I'm still looking for a job, but as usually medical complication have been pushing me away from it.They've recently changed my medication and i have been having major mood swings at home. more than 3 times a week. I'm only hoping the meds are trying to get my body back to functioning properly and to do so i have to go through these wild mood swings.

As for the Fall. I am more than a full time student. I'm taking 4 class mon- thurs like this past semester. I'm going to be taking Japanase 1 (I was qualified for 2 but 1 was a better time), Electronics inter-AC/DC, English, Pre-Calc (only things i could take).

As for Art. Its gonna be slow for the summer. I have alot to do and get over mentally and school wise.

I've also taken Crocheting again. Was making a small bag/Infant hat. its almost finsihed. i just dont like the yarn I have right now.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/24839291/ Tue, 19 May 2009 13:00:50 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

So I decided to type this up so I can inform people on what my plans are for the summer :3.

I'm sad to say, I won't be taking the summer semester at my school. I wanted to too. but I've thought it over and sadly regreat I need a break from school. But I do have a long list of what I wanna do :3.

1. Get a Job

Still looking <3 >> I just want my own cellphone plan and spoiling money.
2. Either take driving school to learn properly to drive since I figured I'm gas happy xD (must run in the family) or try and get my bro and his GF. to properly teach me :3
3.Get off my ass and go outside for one :3

4. Arttttt

5. MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES MMMMM boys. mmmmm

6. Be Lazy <3 and slice off all my hair again <3 perhaps shave it off

jk. It needs to be colored and sliced off.

7. Get healthy

and Mentally Well <3

8. Go back to college in the fall xD

ummm...That's my list so far.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/24811156/ Sun, 17 May 2009 18:51:39 PDT _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

Been having some trouble with my usual one.

If you want the new one. Note me or ask me here and I'll tell you <3

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~Darkandinhell Been Absent Lately http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/24462209/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/24462209/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 12:26:00 PDT _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

I havent been very active in the past week :3 and Many know why.

SHAIYA OWNS MY SOUL. it's true it does :3 I'm having fun going back to the game. I've made a couple friends and I love my guild. But i can't forget Deviant art. Nope.

:3

I'll be back on soon. More art coming your way. Be ready for a large load in your inboxes :3 I'll be sure to give you lots and lots.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23563530/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 19:48:17 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

*grumbles* I hate them. I hate them. OMFG

One. They're so freaking loud but I knew this already
Two. Going braless is not fun even if its for 25 mins.
Three. Claustrophobia sneaks at you
Four. It's uncomfortable.
Five. The noise of teh MRI is still ringing in my ears.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23438627/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 18:25:20 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

Went to the doc since my neck has been hurting. I always never told him (im stupid) and so he went in took an x-ray hooked me up to a machine. (electrical massage) and then tells my mom. "Oh...He spine in her neck is twisted"

I have to miss a day of college to see a chiropractor.

Then get a MRI

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~Darkandinhell >.> Anywho http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23405919/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23405919/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 19:22:35 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

I decided to do this journal a day early. I've made it through my 2nd week of college

.
So far so Good.

I did my first lab in Electronics today. Was calculating how many Ohms on resistors had along with its error rate and max and min crap.

I have to memories colors and put numbers with it blah....on with the rant.

English..is pissing me off already

I'm suppose to read a book. and I got denied. I wanted to read a play and my teach said no

so I'm resorting to Lord of the Rings. That teacher better look forward to one loud, large rant during my oral report to her

in April.

Math is simple. like always

Comp is very easy. I have my first quiz tommorow.

one ofthe questions is : What is your OS on your home computer? xDDDD.

>>;
Anywho. Hopefully this weekend I'll be home and not dragged out to who knows where.

_{_{I dont know what I did last weekend but i have gigantic bruises on my legs ^^:}}

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~Darkandinhell WOOT it's the weekend http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23291181/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23291181/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:19:06 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

I got through my first week of college omsdkgfkhdgifd sadgfjhlfdsu

I'm happy. I do think I will be enjoying my classes. Even If I'm still a loner

I'm happy to be one. Im too busy to sit down and chat away. I go to class have lunch, go to my room and sit (up to an hour or 3) and study my bloody arse off. So..I'll just break it down <3

Electronics

I AM THE ONLY GIRL......in that class.....xD Its gonna be fun besides that. This stuff is the basics of the basics. I'm pretty sure. I'll do JUST fine. <3 I know some things about Electronic <3 and even more so it'll help me with my computer class. hahahahah

English

It's alright. The teacher is NOT as crazy as the teacher I had last semester before I had to drop. She's bit freaky but none the less. She likes reading (Which is fine by me)

She wants us to read a book of our own choice and in about 6 week. go give her a oral report in her office

I'll have fun in here.

Math: OMG I WAS SOOOOOOOO BORED <3 But I like it. I'll be able to pass this class with no problem at all. The teacher is nice, and not an arse like the one before. He doesnt complain about how much work you have to show and blah blah blah. He's cool. and very nice. and hate where the classroom is as much as I do (I hate the module buildings, all class you can hear the teacher in the other class yelling

)

CIS (Computer Information Systems)

I took this same class in High school....It's going to be easy but the pain in the arse about it is that I need to get Office for my comp. So I'm looking aorund for prices

Even though it doesnt matter to me. I do have money set aside just for school. <3 Plus when I'm done with my lab I get to leave. which mean I get home early like today.

:3 I think I'm in love with Subway Even more now than I was before.

I have it for lunch 4 days aweek. xD Rain or sunny. Ill cross the bloody street today.

<3 I do think I'm going to have fun this semester. But if I do get cranky pmsy and suddenly snap at you

I'm sorry. Its the tension of school and transportation. I just need to settle down and relax

I've been on my feet allday

Anywhoooooooo! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

That's all Folks!

`Andrea

PS. <3 I MAY bring my computer on Tues and thurs since I have a longer free time between classes. I get maybe 45 mins. but it all depends in the upcoming weeks <3

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Tue, 17 Feb 2009 20:01:40 PST

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OC MEME
Rules:
1. No skipping
2. Have them answer the questions
3. Tag five people

What's your name?
Eonis Fanir

How old are you?
21

What's your marital status?
In a relationship with a Sexy Skywalker

Are you a virgin?

I thought the whole galaxy heard me

Any children?
One daughter adopted.Seshmira

How often do you get drunk?
Quite often. Makes time fly by

How many sex partners have you had?
one

He's a lucky man

What's your dress style?
Tight clothing, usually grey colored or black

How would you be stereotyped?
Crazy Mad scientist

If you were a member of DevArt, what would your name be?
EonisKarisA

Do you like fruits or vegetables?
Fruits

Have you ever killed anyone?
Killed many younglings, and people during time at home.

Have you ever said or done anything to intentionally hurt a person?
Many times.

Have you been heartbroken?
One by Joga with his pushing away

What was your family like?
What family...

How tall are you?
5'3

Do you have a magic familiar? If so, what is it?
No idea

What's your battling specialty?
Form Three

Do you like your creator?
My creator kicks arse, <3 She gave me red hair.

Would you be lovers with your creator?
D8 I dont think I could do that!!! She's like family

What's the most random thing you've ever done?
Wore a slave outfit while going shopping purposely flaunting myself to get a reaction out of my lover

Did you like answering these questions?
Oh its fine, but soon your check up will occur

...with me as your doctor
Who do you tag?

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... ]]> ~Darkandinhell :| http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23244397/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23244397/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 21:29:30 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

I start school tomorrow.
Hopefully I'll make it to class on time.
<3

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23208844/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 03:25:05 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

~RobSkywalker-FanClub

THAT'S RIGHT. ROBERT SKYWALKER HAS A FANCLUB.

you can't deny you love that GrandMaster of #JediOrder.

I know I do <3

Go Show that Skywalker some love <33333

Andrea

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BTW I start school on tuesday. Damn

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23129021/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 20:05:49 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

So I went to the Pharmacy to get my refill on my medication that i Absolutely need I cannot stop so help me. We get it right, then we go out to lunch my mom Im guessing brought it in with us since I didn't have it. She took her meds while I didn't need mine till the evening. So we go on to Target (Its one of the stores i absolutely love

) so I go there, we go home and we're like "OH SHIT where's the medication!!" My mom and I start yelling and we're scrambling around the car looking for it. and we can't find it

We Lost........our medication....
I was doomed, heartbroken....I called the resturant praying they found my pill bottle (Its giant btw or well really really big) and i got no luck....

So we looked all over the house ( in the target bags) and in the care again.

No Medication...
Fuck!

So I call the pharmacy to see if i can get another refill

They tell me its too early for another refill and i have to PAY the full price on the fucking medicatin. Mind you I need this. so of course i have to pay the full flipping price.

So i only needed 20 days worth until i can get a refill. and since im taking a lower dose than what the prescription tells me ( doc told me too) I had to pay about $30 for it. omgWTF!!!

I curse the fullmoon i had badluck <3

Andrea

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~Darkandinhell Got This Semesters Books! http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23019120/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/23019120/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 11:52:43 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

WOOO! So this semester of school. My books (Majority of it was used, and i already had one book) Cost me a total of $245. That's only 7 things. One class books costed $130, which is Used Books. O_O I can't imagine, nor do I remember the New price on those books.

Classes I'm taking this semester are:

English- Blah English is a must. Just got to get through this english and another before i can take a english class on Shakespeare (<333333333)

College Algebra - I should be in Calc, but i was too lazy to show them my Transcripts from High school. The class itself is quite easy for me. Its all a review for me.

Intro to Electronics- Now this class looks like alot of fun. I love circut boards, and such. I already look through the material I had to get, and just chuckled. There's alot of Math involved with Polar equations (MY Fav!) and Logs, Exponents. All that fun stuff. I'm Frankly a bit excited about this class. Even though it starts at 9:30 and goes till 12:30. Great way to start to morning with a soldering iron xD.

Computer Info Systems- I took a class exactly like this in High school. But I need this class so i can pass the prerequisites for the class after this one. This one is what cost me a lot. the $130 for the supplies. but i can't blame them. The book company customized the book for the college. I'll probably pass this class with flying colors. It's basically how to use Microsoft and Office

With Vista which i have already, and have adapted to it.

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Now I start school on Feb 16th. So Starting then. I won't be on much. I have Friday and the weekends off. But I'm looking for a part time job, because Bus fares are getting expensive (I take 2 buses there and 2 back). If I am on , I'm probably doing school work and catching up on various things. I will not be bringing my laptop with me to school. Even though they have Wifi. I'm only getting a 20-30 min lunch between classes. That's not even giving me enough time to go across the street and getting food, eat and rush to the next. I'll be having to Eat while I'm walking to my next class (The campus is twice the size of my high school, which to me is big). My classes are each in different buildings which are across campus from each other. and with People traffic it takes some time to get through.

I plan on completing this Semester. I REFUSE to let my health stop me from getting to school and back. I'm a semester behind because of it. And I will not let it keep me down

. I will face the large crowds of people, and pray I don't have a panic attack. So I start school at 9:30 which means i'll be leaving by 7 am from my home. and I don't get out till 3:45 which i have to wait for the 4 pm bus, then takes maybe 2 hours to get home. Should be home by 6 pm. Cook dinner (Since I guess its my job or something now since everyone is lazy) and then in Bed by 10.

This is gonna be a tight schedule.

But Luckily I only go to school 4 days a week and I'm still a full time Student.

Anywho. I will try my best to make time to dAmn. I may bring my laptop tues the Thurs to school. Depending on if i bring my lunch. So if you see me on between 12:30 and 1 pm (Pacific) Means I'm on lunch chillin in the math building with free wifi.

And That's it for my little Rant today <3

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22912847/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 20:54:50 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

I need to clear my head of some thing, along with getting some more thinking done.

I may be back tommorrow night. I should be on AIM,YIM and MSN anyways. I have work to do on the computer.

- Andrea

P.S I think my meds are slowly making me sick. I can't see straight after taking all of them by the end of the day.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22864576/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 12:39:53 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

Read Read Read! Make sure you're aware of this!!!!

There is a spam comment going around which appears to only post on deviations. The text is "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" and is a link.

If you get this comment please DO NOOOOOOTTTT click the link. If you do it will send out comments like it through your account to other deviations.
Report it as spam if it is on your deviation.
[link] <--- article

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I havent been hit with this. But many other have. and I read an article on here today. Keep aware of your comments and devs. Make sure you check your activity as well.

UPDATE! :
Seems everything has been fixed with the spammed. :3

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22693942/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 13:10:25 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

:3

Not much to update here. other than I've been in a good mood lately :3

Missed the president thing xD ( My mom decided to tell me to move but not watch it)

School starts next month. Which I'm not very excited about. If I have to drop again. I wont be going to this school nor school again ( I think i still need to think on that)

:3 My cat's fat. He has a year to lose a pound (he's 15 pounds)

Thats it

Andrea

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22533010/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:54:18 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

I'll be here tonight and so on. I wont be going out tommorow. I was given new medications, that make me extremely tired through out the day. So I'll be inside, and not out till 3 am.

:3

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~Darkandinhell Back on Tuesday? http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22496964/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22496964/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 22:27:15 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

Alrighty :3 So I'm going to be taking a leave the next couple days.

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Saturday
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I have a long arse Doctor Appointment. Hopefully I can get through my doctor's mind. I can't take these bad side effects anymore. It's not health nor is it fun.

I will also be going out to dinner with my immediate Family (Mother, Brother , and bro's girlfriend). I will probably only spend my time on Shaiya, if I get on the computer.

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Sunday
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I turn 19. ( does a fake happy dance). I'm just turning a year older. I do think we're going out to dinner again. So I'll probably be depressed most of the day, and ignore the computer in general, along with my cell. Birthday are not fun for me. Never have never will be.

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Monday
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I'll probably still be depressed from the day before. But I also have a 'going away' party from 9pm to 2 am that evening at the Bowling Alley. I'll go and be there for my best friend. ( Who canceled on she and I's Birthday dinner)
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I may come in on the computer, off and on. Depends on my mood as well as my schedule. If I'm on AIM or MSN. but not on dA means, I'm getting miscellaneous stuff done.

Also Some have been asking me what Shaiya is. Shaiya is a Free MMORPG. I find it interesting and type of gaming. I don't like paying a monthly fee and such. And with Shaiya you don't have to pay for anything. You just download, make a sign in name. and you play. I find the game very addicting and fun. I have my own little group of friends. Which I'm in a guild with

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22431694/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 11:00:18 PST _{Thank you =}general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

Stole this from =doggirlinu

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1.) Your name?
Andrea comes from the Latin meaning "Womanly" or "Beautiful Lady". She is steadfast and confident,honest and reliable.A tower of strenth for thoughs she cares for and a rock to the family.

That girl is quite the andrea.

2.) Your age?
Eighteen: Age norfs gonna die from overweight and clogaged arteries.

Norf is so fat from eatting so much hes gonna die at 18

3.) One of your friends?
Kristin: language used by someone who wants sex, used to turn people on.

i wanted to bone her, so i talked kristin

4.) What should you be doing?
Cleaning (v) The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it decent.
"I'm cleaning my closet."
"Where are you shoving all your stuff then?"
"My room."
"Ah."

5.) Favorite color?
GREEN: yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?

'yo, where da green at?' .

6.) Birthplace?
Douglasville: Oa suburb outside atlanta, where all the people that grow up there say they are going to leave and never come back, but no one ever does.

chris says, someday, i'm gonna leave douglasville and i'm never coming back!

20 years later...

chris's angry son says, someday, i'm gonna leave douglasville and i'm never coming back!

7.) Month of your birth?
January: National Hangover Month. Because of the recent holadays and masive partying the general population spends the month hungover

"Crap I have to go back to work. Wait, Its January which means my bose will be hung over too"

8.) Last person you talked to?
Amber:An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.

"dude, i want to hang out with that girl, shes such an Amber"

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~Darkandinhell Happy New Year! http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22360787/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22360787/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 19:01:33 PST _{Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.}

Blah not much to say, other than...it's Obviously 2009 now. xD

Happy New years People.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22190844/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:52:02 PST

Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

1. Put your MP3/iPod or other device that plays music on "Shuffle."
2. For each question, skip to the next song. Whichever song appears is your answer.
3. YOU SHOULD WRITE THE NAME OF THAT SONG WHETHER YOU WANT TO OR NOT!
4. Tag seven other people using a note (including the person that sent it to you) that you believe will have as much fun with this game as you did.

If everyone says, "everything is well," what do you say?
Magical Lasso

What best describes your personality?
Les Poissons

What suits you today?
Run the show

What is your goal in life?
The End

What is your motto?
Eric to the Rescue ( >> leave me be i like the Little Mermaid)

What do your friends think of you?
Anakin's Betrayal (O_O like wow)

What do you think about often?
Lovesick for Mina

How much is 2 + 2?
Psalms of Extinction

What do you think of your best friends?
Vivaldi's Rain

What do you think of the person you like?
Obsequey(The death of art)

What is the history of your life?
Maybe we can take a ride

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sisters of the Light ( xD)

What will you do when you meet the person you like?
The Flame of Youth

What do your parents think of you?
Filthy little secret

What will you dance to in your wedding?
Angel with the scabbed wings (WTF)

What music will play during your funeral?
Be Prepared (LOL For what?)

What is your pastime?
He was the chosen one

What is your biggest secret?
Across the stars

What do you think of your friends?
The Reflecting god

What is the worst thing that could happen?
The bright young things ( eh?)

How will you die?
Organ Grinder ( O_O why does that sound painful?)

What is the only thing you regret?
Final Destination

What makes you laugh?
Medusa and Hemlock

What makes you cry?
You raise me up

Who will you marry one day?
Part of your world ( uh....who's world?)

What scares you the most?
Unusual you

Does anyone like you?
The Beast lets Belle go

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Pain redefined

What hurts you now?
Play Dead

What will you name this post?
Temptation

I tag whomever wants it.

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http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/22102408/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:31:12 PST

Thank you =general-greivous-luv for the CSS. You're awesome sweetheart.

Recently the Grand Master (~SanguineAngel) announced Dec 22 would be the Appreciation day for our loved Admins, and mods that help run the room on a Daily Basis. I too believe they deserve respect for all what they done.

~SanguineAngel This man is the Grandmaster and without he we would not have our JediOrder. He listened as well giving wonderful advice.

=Lord-FSan Fsan is our High Jedi Master. He created the JediOrder Club page (

). He is a wonderful and great influence to all members.He contributes so much to the chat and club. He should be given an award.

=warui-shoujo Just like Fsan. Warui is one awesome Gal.She has contributed so much to the chat and club just like Fsan. Those two are the definition of Awesome.

~bienku B is a great admin and friend of mine. He welcomed me when I joined. and we've been friends since then. He rps equally with our members.

=doggirlinu Em is one great gal. She comes in regularly and admins wonderfully. She's a very freindly person around.

~Leia1987 Little Leia is such a sweet girl. She welcomes all our newcomers as well as our regular members. She's a tad bit shy

but who isn't.

*lycansei My daughter is such a wonderful girl. She admins perfect in my eyes. She enforces the rule ( just like everyone else

). She welcomes all our members. <3

=NeoWolf06 Neo is an awesome guy.I dont know him much do to our different times we get on. But From what i've known he's a cool guy. (

he used Fsan's JO Banner, and decorated it for our holidays).

=nizzie Niz is a cool gal. She helps and welcomes everyone when they come in. when she isnt AFK (away from keyboard

)

~PowerRangerGirl PRG has been an admin since I can remember. (

you know her if you just think for a momemnt). She's an cool gal, always welcome and enforces the rules

~Seriacles My little brother is a wonderful admin. ( I can say from experience in admining with him). When he's on, he always treating other equally and enforcing the rule

he's a great influence

~Shona-Chan Shona is nice when she's on. She a cool admin, laid back and equal to all others. (

)

~narutofanx100 He's one of our New Mods. And from what I've seen, he does it very very well. just like all our others admins and mods. He welcomes and explains when asked a question.

Good Job

~IdokRebits I'm not sure if he mods anymore. But H... ]]> ~Darkandinhell Woo! My cat is okay http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21898072/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21898072/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 12:54:35 PST
Thank you guys

Andrea

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He can't even make it to his litter box anymore, hes that sick.

Update: I think it's his food that's causing him to be sick.:sigh: Never happened before with this food. Hope it doesnt get recalled or anything.

]]> ~Darkandinhell No Power Dec 1 and Turkey Day 8D http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21665966/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21665966/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 15:05:27 PST
As for Thanksgiving. I will be having it with my family, and a guest. I've figures how to add one more space to our kitchen table without having to throw me out of the dinner. Hopefully Thanksgiving will go alright. The past Thanksgiving have been very heart wreaking and such. But With a guest I'm sure it'll go alright. So much to cook, put together in so little time. Hope all how celebrate Thanksgiving have a great Holiday.

I should be off and on during Thanksgiving.

And everyone knows in the US after thanksgiving, It's Christmas season. So round up your guns, it's time to go shopping. But not for me of course. I run to the Craft store and make my gifts and Cards.

]]> ~Darkandinhell Echocardiology tests scare me. http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21475032/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21475032/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:48:21 PST
that's all for now.

]]> ~Darkandinhell Reason if I'm not on during the day http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21236042/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21236042/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 16:58:10 PDT

I should be on during afternoons and evenings, if not. Means I'm on Shaiya, having a blast.

]]> ~Darkandinhell Sudden need to Apologies http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21204069/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21204069/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 15:23:56 PDT
So I'm sorry for whatever I've done.
I've thought over alot last night with my actions I've commited in the past 6 month, and though I feel guilty, I did bring it all upon myself.

Also My yahoo messenger list, kinda went splat. So for those who had Yahoo. Can you note me your SN. they're all gone.
On with the journal.
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My bloody mother refuses to let me carve the Deathstar into a pumpkin for her works contest.

I had everything ready for it to. Designs and everything. She made the excuse "No one would know what that is Andrea" -_- come on. People know the deathstar.

So I won't be carving Pumpkins. (I havent in about 10 years) but anywho.

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I've Come to terms with a severe problem I have.

I have an addiction to gambling, meaning Lottery tickets, and such. I splurg on scratchers when I have money, when I should really be saving. But I always wanna win. So I spend all my money

I used all my emergency Bus money recently on them. This bloody sucks

Time for an Intervention I'm guessing.

If you have an idea, to help me not spend all my money on lotto. I need help. Yes I'm actually calling out for help -_-

My mom isn't very aware of my addiction, I know she notices it, when we head to the store, i go straight to the lotto machine.

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First of all I'd like to thank ~general-greivous-luv, for her severe generosity. This gal is one amazing person.

Go give her some love.
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On with the review. Alright for once I left my house, after my insane 'going to stay inside, since i dont like leaving' streak went on. I was invited to the movies (rather not go into the detail of how rude people can be and fail to notice it).

My friend(s)and I saw "W". First things first I loved this movie, It was hilarious, and quite surprising at some moment. Even though I was probibly the youngest person in that theater. Josh Brolin(George Bush) did an amazing job. His voice was almost like Bush's real voice. I was flabbergasted by it.But my favorite char in the film was none other than Dick Cheney that's right. xD I was laughing my butt off. Since how semi-close it looked to the real cheney. Some parts towards the end, you couldn't tell if it was the end until you saw the credits. I'd recommend those who like movies that are a tiny bit long, and a good laugh about our government.

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I usually don't go to the theaters, because I'm that person no matter how good they clean up, wash use caution gets sick. Any time i go to any theater, i get a cold or a runny nose. But since I'm not outside much. Its doable.
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Side note: I FINALLY GOT YAHOO TO WORK. And hopefully it'll stay that way.

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:devCapt-Bagz: Just opened a new Feudal Era Japan Chat room. Just opened today,we're in need or members we have many different ranks you can choose from. please stop by either ##FeudalJapantherp or ~FeudalJapantheRP for more.

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]]> ~Darkandinhell blah blah Tag if you dare. http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21115873/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/21115873/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 18:39:56 PDT 002. Nickname â Andi/dark/chidori..etc
003. Status â All over the place
004. Zodiac sign â Capricorn
005. Male or female â female
006. Elementary â Too many to name I went to like 6
007. Middle School â Calle Mayor Middle School
008. High School â SHS
009. Smart â I dunno
010. Hair color â Dark brown
011. Long or short â short
012. Loud or Quiet â quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans
014. Phone or Camera â Camera
015. Health freak â Oo no
016. Drink or Smoke? â drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? â Yes no maybe
018. Eat or Drink â both!
019. Piercings â Ears
020. Tattoos â Will get one in future

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing â Ear
024. First best friend â Ashlee
025. First award â Excellence award
026. First crush â Best friend in 4th grade
027. First pet â Cat
028. First big vacation â Julian, CA
030. First big birthday â 12 years old

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating â nothing
050. Drinking â Water
052. I'm about to â Move to the loveseat
053. Listening to â TV
054. Plans for today âRP, stay online, sleep play ps2
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? â Sure if it's possible :/
059. Want to get married? â ........
060. Careers in mind â uhhhh....Something to do with math or Horticulture

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY?
068. Lips or eyes â eyes!
070. Shorter or taller? â taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous â I haz no idea
073. Nice stomach or nice arms â blah done matter
074. Sensitive or loud â between please
075. Hook-up or relationship â ...
077. Trouble maker or hesitant â ehhhhhh

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts â yes
081. Ran away from home â yes/no
084. Broken someones heart â I'm not sure
085. Been arrested â Almost but no
087. Cried when someone died â Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself â uh yeah
090. Miracles â not sure anymore:/
091. Love at first sight? â :/....
092. Heaven â no comment
093. Santa Claus â Someone named that yeah
094. Sex on the first date â .....:/
095. Kiss on the first date â maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now âyeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â kinda
099. Do you believe in God â ....
100. Post as 100 truths and tag â I dont care

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~Andrea

Need me just email me @ Andreakay1990@gmail.com . I check that pretty often and will respond. Or catch me up on aim, msn and yahoo(if its working)

Update: I should be on late evenings or so.

]]> ~Darkandinhell Stolen tag http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20746268/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20746268/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 17:13:45 PDT

Hi, my name is:
Andrea

When I'm nervous:
I get quieter than I usual am, or start to shake

By this time next year:
I should be more mature, and independent

Last night:
nothing except internet

PART 1: YOU

Were you a planned baby?
I was one of those backstabe unplanned yet planned babies

Were you the first?
no

PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY

Do you have low self esteem?
yep

Are you happy right now?
no not really, I'm bummed out xD

PART 3: APPEARANCE

Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Yes and No

Describe your hair:
Short to my shoulder, in different directions

PART 4: RANDOM

Ever been kicked out of a bar?
no

PART 5: THE OUTDOORS

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
indoors all the way

How's the weather?
sunny

Do you like walking in the rain?:
yes, only time i like the outside

Do you like thunderstorms?
as long as my home Isn't shaking yes.

PART 6: FOOD

Are you a vegetarian?
nope

Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
burritos

How about drink?
Water

What is your favorite dessert?:
Im not allowed to have sweets really.

PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE

Do you want to get married?:
Yes and No

Are you in a relationship?:
may-be

PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS

Where is your cell phone?:
Somewhere either in my moms car or her work

Cheesecake?:
no where

Your dream last night?:
Something about me screaming about spiders

Your fears?
Spiders,worms, maggots...etc

One of your wish list items?
dunno

Where did you grow up?:
Georgia the first 8 years and the rest California

What are you wearing?
pj pants and a shirt

shoes your wearing?
Why wear shoes ...

Tattoos?:
Don't have any

Your computer?:
Gateway...

Your life?:
currently depressing..and boring

What are you thinking about right now?:
if i can lose the weight to go into the military

Favorite color(s)?
green

When is the last time you laughed? :
two days or so

Last received call?
I had my phone taken away so...last week maybe

Part 9: LIFE

Who knows the most about you?
A couple people

Who do you blame for your mood today?:
Myself and my mother

my current mood?
Down down and more down and bored.

What is making you sad right now?:
The constant bickering from my mother

What was the first thing you did this morning?
bathroom

Last person you went out to dinner with?
myself

Do you drink lots of water?
that's all I drink

How do you vent your anger/sad?
I get quiet

Last compliment you received?:
I forget

What theme does your room have?
what room?

Would you ever join the military?:
It's appearing to be an option

The thing that made you laugh really hard?
a memory

Last website you visited?
myspace

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
would be with Ambre <3

Last person you went to the movies with?
Jacklyn

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
i did nothing

Is anything alive in your room?
no unless you include the cat

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
forward

What are you looking forward to right now?
Sleeping and maybe going for a walk

If you HAD to die your hair a color what color would it be?
Red like blood red

If you HAD to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
LOL if I HAD? my lip, nose and eyebrow of course

Photos, CSS and Design by
MaskedVengeance

]]> ~Darkandinhell #Chidorinobaka Naruto RP http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20713253/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20713253/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:21:23 PDT

It's been Reopened,Modified and in the process of more modification. Members needed. All are welcome.

Takes place 40+ years after/from the series.

If you would like to join, please either stop by and/or post a char sheet.

Name:
Age:
Bloodline:
Ninja Rank:
Village:
History:
personality:

Origonal Char sheets were [link] here.

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]]> ~Darkandinhell Life for now http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20654635/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20654635/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:57:09 PDT

Howdy!
Well just doing and Update. Seems my Subscription expires next week, I'll have to see if I can beg to put another three months on here. Since I've left school, I've had no luck getting a job. I've lost count to how many applications i've filled out and turned in. Maybe Oo People don't think I'm cut out to work. I don't know.

I've got an Issue and I need some advice. Alright As some of you know. My brother took his Girlfriend Turtle and brought it home, since he felt bad for the thing (I did too after awhile). But the issue is Dante (my cat) is a bit jealous of Mikey And the Feeder fish. I've been trying to balance out attention to both. I gotta feed,and clean the fish tank. While entertaining the cat. He's been extremely curious about the turtle he sits half the day by the tank looking at it. I feel bad. Any way I can make him stop being jealous?

It's amusing when you have 10 fish in the tank and you go look in the morning and there are only 8 xD. Poor poor fishies

Alright, Now I've learned for good. No more sugar for me. I have high blood sugar that is lining toward diabeties. And what Did I do. While on my medication. I have ice cream

Yep Dark has real ice creme. I felt like shit about 10 mins after and couldn't sleep. I haven't been able to afford a Blood glucose System to check my blood sugar. I think no more sweets for me, for a long while. Sucks but I can do it.

I've decided once, I'm stable and such I have various places I've decided I wanted to go. ( thank you Capt xD) Too many place to name and too lazy to list.

Well That's all for now.
~Andrea

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]]> ~Darkandinhell dA Appreciation :D There's a lot...sorry :D http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20539965/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20539965/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 15:45:15 PDT

Alrighty! So...HAPPY DEVIANT APPRECIATION DAY

Alright So a long long list is gonna be going through. Its not in any order.

Alright here we go

*tearsRsanity Kristin, You've become a very dear dear great friend of mine for awhile. And Yes you hold a mother/older sister figure to me. You understand what happens to me. As well what health complications I have. I love you my friend.And I appreciate you being a dear dear friend to me. It always helps me ^^ <3

~CaptBagz Mark, Dude..You're awesome.Though We just met what a couple weeks ago. You're a cool person xD. Gotta love ya Capt. Always know how to make someone laugh xD. And you got some great ass ideas

Thanks Bud

~bienku Steve, ^^ You've been a great friend from the start. Always there, taking the chance to listen to me, and all my whining, And you have some wonderful great ideas. I thank you for inviting me to the rp room.

it's great there. as well as having your plot bunnies. You're a great guy. Best of luck

=Andon-Mie

Dude, You have been a wonderful great help recently. You're special to me. I love talking to you. You're family to me, like alot of others. We all have a shitty times but you always help them and I thank you for that. Yeah we had a rough start but hey, that's the past. Thank you for everything you have done my friend

~Snake-Plisken Snakie

dude..Bro.You're just plain out awesome. You are one of my many brothers. YOu're cool through and through. Always there ready to help another out. You have wonderful ideas. And you always love kicking your other brothers arse.

Thank you.

~Shawn1993 Now Now My little Bro ^^ You're a very caring young man (gosh I sound like a old lady) To be honest I forgot when we started talking lol. But running some of the chatroom togeather we great. Through its' been abit shakey. You're always gonna be my brother no matter what.

<3 Take care bro.

~Seriacles George, My other Little bro. You've been great to me. Always caring for others, as well being there for me in rough times. When I first starting going into dAmn you and a couple others, Took me under your wing. I thank you so much for that. Youre family along with many others dear to me.What would I do without you My friend ^^

~lycansei My little sweet I love you. You're very very special to your mama (kweehhh). Hope all is well to you. You've always been there never mean or harsh. You've understood so much and dont hold a grudge against others. You are soooo much fun to talk to on the phone as well (lol). Love you sweetie <3

~RazielXavier Casey (

) The past couple weeks have been fantastic. You are so caring and loving my dear dear friend

http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20501053/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 06:30:20 PDT

Many of you know what's happened to me in the past 24 hours. Its sucks,Yeah. So with that happening. I need to find a new place to live, since I'm not really accepted in my home.
Seems I'm a walking time bomb, meaning....I'm just waiting for something to happen. But that's how it goes right. lawl.

But anywho:

1. I'm a walking timebomb
2.I'm going to be homeless soon
3. My mother hates me.
4. I'm dropping out of college due to many reasons.
5. Life just sucks.

But...hey its life right. lawl

Edit: When I mean by Walking Time bomb..I meant it in a health term as In blood sugar up the roof.

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]]> ~Darkandinhell 3 week of college Down http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20438691/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20438691/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 13:04:19 PDT

Has it really been 3 weeks? O_O It seems like nothing.... Oo but anywho...It starting to pull me back. Everynight i have like 4 hours of work to do for the next day.
English writing teacher has this thing about Oo writing.... Till this day i still have no idea what the fuck is an adverb...(i suck at english excuse me(

English English Teacher....is so pretty....she likes saying "bad boy" to the guys who come in late or forget that the teacher sent them an email and they have yet to check it. I sit up front since im blind yeah...im still blind. But OMG im so use to the old school projectors...now its the computer graphic ones.. Oo and i was like wow...i can read....But anywho. This teacher is really happy...and says the most random things ive ever seen come out of an old ladies mouth.

Math teach is boring. He loves checking our work. And yet i try my hardest to stay up. Since I'm suppose to be in Buisness Calc...i didnt show my transcript so im currently in the easy eay college algebra. Teach is cool. I hate his format of showing step by step by step. But hey when a test comes around Oo its open book and open note...so

wooohooo

But school is starting to get stressful. The past weak there was an assult in one of the parking structures.Which mean...i'm taking fucking boxing next semester and kicking some ass if someone tries and takes my bags.

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]]> ~Darkandinhell 2nd Week of College is cleared! http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20324247/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20324247/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 13:19:16 PDT

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. Boring as can be, but easy as well. It takes me on average of 2 hours to get to school and 2.5 hours to get home. So I leave around 7 am for a 10 am class.

Mon thru thurs classes.

Doctor and hospital appointments on fridays.

Now, New update

IF YOU DO NOT LIKE MY JOURNALS DO YOURSELF A GOOD FAVOR. TAKE ME OFF YOUR WATCH LIST THEN

But New meds

May kill me may help me...don't all meds do that.

My new med isssshh Metformin yay!

Bad bad possible side effects: Kidneyyy faaaiiilluureee (yaaaay) and Lactic acidosis (yaaaaayy blood streeeeaaam kill me)

Anywho...

Have a nice day. And please keep your hand, feet mouth , ass , shit to yourself and have a wonderful day

Andrea-Out

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]]> ~Darkandinhell Devious Journal Entry http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20254170/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20254170/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:03:50 PDT

Info
[X] I am shorter than 5'4. (leave me alone)
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. (I burrrrrn)
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.(though im friendless)
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[X] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents. (I have too many times)
[ ] I've run away from home
[X] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together. (If they were. I'd be an orphan)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school. (I was dying)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (lol)
[X] Disney movies still make me cry. (Lion King)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing. (I had a cold >.>

[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone (Almost My knee)
[X] I've had my tonsils removed.(I was a sick kid)
[X] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.(best thing that ever happen!)
[X] I had a serious surgery. (eyes)
[X] I've had chicken pox. (As I stated. I was a sick kid)
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.(I've Beeen! driven)
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city. (I was in search for the Chuck Norris Dojo >.>

[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.(I was drugged)
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Bored)
[X] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[X] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car. (NO COMMENT)
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from myspace. (I already knew them though)
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken. (In more ways than one)
[X] I've played a prank on someone
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.(Best way to get to LAX)
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (

Lets do the time warrrrppp agaiiin!)
[X] I've eaten sushi. (three years of Japanese

)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single (hard to explain lol)
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from... ]]> ~Darkandinhell Side note and Update http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20190145/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20190145/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:35:40 PDT

Alright So I've been in college for three days now. And let me say something "It ****** ********** ***8 can shove it up their ******* ****". In other words, I'm completely exhusted. I barely have time for computer, and sleep. I have to take the bus which means heading to school 3 hours before my class so I can actually get there with some time before to hang out and cool off.

My classes are okay. But boy theyre are long and the teachers are annoying. Math is gonna be soooooo easy. English blahhh...it sucks as usual

I've currently spent $434 on transportation,food, books and more supplies just in the past 2 weeks for school.

The buses suck..the one i have to take only come ever 40 min to an hour. So if i miss it i have to wait a long while.

Overall....Its interesting. And it has AC and Wifi. OMG when i got hooked up to the wifi I was all "heck yeah..air condition and Wifi"

But with the bus schedules, i get to school a couple hours early just to make sure I'm on time.

That's all for today

Sidenote: I've lost more weight =_= from not eating while at school....

~Andrea

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]]> ~Darkandinhell Wooo http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20113258/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/20113258/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 12:42:30 PDT

So Yeah, I start school at the local Community college on Monday. Oh boy...its gonna be so boring >.> I've been having second thoughts about not going. I had an issue when I ordered my books. I orders two "Required Texts" and they didn't come. And if they are out of stock they're suppose to inform us. Well i didn't get any email or call about it.

On with the rest of my recent Life. I get to have a huge huge huge Blood test on Monday. boy do i hate having my precious red life sucked out of me. I bet their gonna take like 8 vials or something. They have to do a ton of tests...-_- . The doc is seeing if my depression and mood swings are a chemical in my brain..that's causing it.

8D I learned something recently that really surprised me...I've lost 18 pounds this summer..>.> From being sick Bit still....I'm surprised my pants are falling off of me

Another Update: #KnightofZonan. Is going pretty well. We're getting more members slowly. 8D We had about 9 or so members come in a couple nights ago. I'm so proud. We have a page up if you wanna check it out. It's still in the process of making.

But This couldn't have been made without my dear friend

(Thanks Steve for inviting me too it

). Also I would like to thank you

(Thanks tears. You're the best

) Also I'd like to thank

(Capt your awesome). Those 3 people have made it possible for the chat to soar.

More to come soon.

~Andrea

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]]> ~Darkandinhell :| gaeh http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19987016/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19987016/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:06:46 PDT <

So After all my groaning and moaning of pain My mother dragged me to the ER Around 9:30 pm last night. They tested everything my blood, had to pee in a cup.

and.....

They did an ultrasound. Let me tell you...I hate these kinda ultrasounds. ><

But anywho. They didnt find anything and yet im still in some pain. its wore off from the iv drip meds they gave me. So we didn't leave till around 2:20 am.

Least I know I'm not dying......yet.

So case closed. All good. but yet not so good. I have strong pain meds for the next couple days for it. but i'm living. that's all that matters

~Andrea

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]]> ~Darkandinhell It never ends. http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19964951/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19964951/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 06:23:24 PDT <

Seems I'm sick again, this time I have an idea what it is. But unsure. I've had this pain going on 3 days today. I can't really move, and such. and holding a laptop isnt good for it either. I've been having to take all the pain meds i have in my name, to help with pain and it seems to be working up not enough.

-_- So I probibly wont be in for a couple days . Or I'll be on by tommorow unsure yet.

May go to the hospital. I was told by so many yesterday to go including my mother earlier in the evening and being the stubborn ass I am. I decided not to go. because i needed a shower. and All they were gonna do is give me pills, an ultrasound and send me on my merry way full of pain.

If you wanna know more. just ask me. and I'll explain.
Though I shall warn you now. It's a girly thing

If you get my drift.

~Andrea

Oh and if you are by on dAmn. Come check out #Knightofzonan. It's new. I help with it. And the few members we have are loving it. We're getting a club page up too. If you need more info on that. either contact

Or contact me. I'll be checking my messages and notes once in awhile.

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]]> ~Darkandinhell Tagged >.> Again http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19942428/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19942428/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 21:03:37 PDT

I was tagged by

~Shawn1993

The rules are:

1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4] Tag three people. I'm tagging 3 people.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Julian

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I kissed a girl ( WTF)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Babylon AD

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A feast for the Vain

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE
Revenga

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The promise ( O-o)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
F**k the system

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sacred Lie

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
This cocaine makes me feel like im on this song ( Okaay...weird)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Morning After

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)
Intervention

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Havoc

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Poison was the cure

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Memory

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Vermillion pt.2

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
RadioVideo

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Higher than Hope

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Pain Redefined ( wow)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lost in Hollywood

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]]> ~Darkandinhell Tagged http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19941760/ http://Darkandinhell.deviantart.com/journal/19941760/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:16:22 PDT

I was tagged by:

~Shawn

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-Aliments: Any negative condition, or debuffs, on your character-

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
I reach the phone

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The news on that missing Toddler

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
about 8 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:06 pm O-o

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Tv

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
yesterday, had alot to do and celebrate my moms b-day

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The dAmn chat screens. youtube and some stuff

9. What are you wearing?
I'm wearing nothing than what i wear normally

10. Did you dream last night?
uhhh duh

11. When did you last laugh?
yesterday

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Some bamboo decorations and a japanese Udon wallscroll >>
13. Seen anything weird lately?
That weird thing they found on the coast on TV

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I hate it

15. What is the last film you saw?
Underworld xD

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Would blow it all on family. and buy us a house, car and buy the cat what ever he freaking wants

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
I hate the outside

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
The way we treat out world such as global warming, nuclear waste and weapons

19. Do you like to dance?
I've never danced

20. George Bush:

Potatoes

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Shera lmao

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Neirc

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I have no clue.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
You get a "get out of free" card. You may now pass through the gates

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
um 6 people....

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