http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Darkangel12362&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Darkangel12362 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:54:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/22257112/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/22257112/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 09:04:46 PST You can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

~SIXX:A.M., Life is Beautiful

Story of My Life

Wow, I really need to update this more. Sorry guys, I didn't mean to abandon dA, things have just been really crazy lately. I'm half way through my 10th grade year and I haven't had a lot of time to do anything. But since I'm in the middle of a long winter break, I'd thought I'd finally update my journal.

Well, as I stated before, I am now in 10th grade! Nothing specail really, pretty much like 9th grade except gym is a lot more fun, the classes are a bit harder, and you don't get harrased for being a freshmen. So yeah, a pretty good year so far. It's been going really fast though, can't believe I'm halfway through 10th grade, it's really weird.

I hope everyone has a great holiday season and an excellent New Year! Let's make 2009 a good one


OBESSIONS

Over the summer and into the beginning of the school year I got into some new things, finally!

During summer vacation I started watching Burn Notice on USA. I only really got into it in the second season, but the first season aired when I was in school and I usually don't follow T.V. shows well when I'm in school. But it's a pretty good show, and funny as well. Check it out!

I become bored a lot during school, so I decided to start reading again! It made the time go by a lot faster, espcailly when I had nothing to do. My sister suggested Artemis Fowl, so I picked it up and I didn't put it down until I was finished with the sixth book. I FLEW through that series, it was sooo good! Espcailly the last few books, it was amazing. Even if there was a time paradox, but I've watched Star Trek before, they do worse things in that show then screwing around with time. Ugh, I really want the next book to come out but that won't happen for at least another three years D: I don't know what I'm going to do with my life!!!

Naruto! Yes, I'm still hooked. When will it end? I have no freakin' idea... the last few manga chapters have been FREAKING SAD. Good lord Kishimoto, might as well kill everyone off, that would been a good ending for the manga: and everyone DIED! I'm not bitter...

Stargate: Atlantis: Since my siblings and I have competely finished Stargate: SG1 (all ten seasons, 200+ episodes)we needed something else to obess on (mostly my sister) So my sister found out how amazing Stargate: Atlantis was! And now she's competely obessed and bought like 4 seasons of it and it's the only thing she wants to watch. I like it a lot, but I don't want to watch it every minute of the day! Good God. But it's still really good, it's not better or worse than Stargate: SG1, but you can't compare it to that, it's a great standalone even though it does tie in a lot with the other series.

Futurama!!! Omg, I that show! Godly! I love all of the movies (sadly, only own the first and third D but each movie is better than the last. Hehe, they're so funnnyy! <--- is NOT obessed or anything


dA Crap

I have been drawing, don't get me wrong. I've been drawing a lot actually. In art class we're doing a year round project, outside of the class actually. We're doing a picture story pretty much. You can do whatever size and medium you want, as a long as you are consistent. I'm using watercolor and pencil, I really like it so far. I did it pretty big in size, so the only way I'd be able to post it on here would be to take p... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/19043167/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/19043167/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 17:05:39 PDT The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do have time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for

There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins
The drinking never stops because the drink absolves our sins
We sit and throw our roots into the floor
What are we waiting for

So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

~The Bravery, Believe

Story of My Life

Oh goodness, it's been a LONG time since I've updated my journal (not that many people read these...) but yaw. I'm on summer vacation now! This year went so fast, I can't believe that I'm already a sophomore! I have a feeling high school is going to go pretty fast for me.

I'm glad that summer is here, I pretty much shut down in..april. I can actually relax now and do what I want! I thought I would be bored out of my skull, but I've managed to keep busy lately. I went to Hershey park today for example! It was sooo much fun, and the weather was nice, even though it got hot at times. And I went on my first roller coaster! I was scared shitless but at the same time had a blast. It might be a while before I go on another coaster though... and I got sun burnt pretty badly in two random patches of skin. The rest of me just got a little tan, hmmm.

Well, my beloved computer is 'broken'. I dunno what happened to it excatly, but it's been down since sunday D: I now have to resort to using my brother's laptop.. and you can imagine how that works out. I hope it gets resolved soon, I don't like actually having a life!!

OBESSIONS

Ah, so many things have caught my attention lately! And they're all old things, har. Cardcaptor Sakura, Bleach, Naturo, Stargate SG-1, Matrix Trilogy.. augh! At least I'm occupied..


DA Crap

Most of my drawings have been presents for friends really.. as usual. I have gotten into water coloring lately and I also like pastels thanks to art class But right now summer has been making me pretty lazy and I don't really feel like doing much. But if I feel like it i'll draw something. Plus I have many friends birthday's coming up..

Jen

]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/17348733/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/17348733/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 14:36:31 PDT I'm not always like this
It's something, i become
A terrible weakness
In my nature, in my blood
Save me, oh save me, save me from myself
Before i hurt somebody else again

Domino motion jump starts when we touch
The blackout approaching
Here it comes now, wish me luck
It's all over, it's all over, it's all over in a flash
I can't remember,
What have I done now?

~Glittering Clouds, Imogen Heap

Story of My Life

Har, exactly three months since I've last updated. I've been lazy but school's also taken up a lot of my time. A lot has happened in the past three months though. I'm now 15 My birthday was a few weeks ago, the 25th of last month. I didn't really publicly announce it, I didn't really feel the need to. I got a lot of nice presents from my family and my lovely friends, they were all too kind ^_^. One of the cool presents I requested was Skullcandy lowrider headphones. They're really cool! --> Here's a picture [link]

I read reviews online, most people gave it bad reviews, saying it had crappy sound quality. Of course, they were comparing it to Bose and Bose is like top notch. These aren't like pro headphones, so considering that, they're pretty good. And look sweet also.

A little over a month ago I got me hair cut! I haven't gotten my hair cut since August '06. The split ends were horrible D: It's now about shoulder length and easier (somewhat) to maintain. Long hair is nice sometimes, but is a pain to comb and is yucky when it's really hot and humid out ><

Well, this past week I've been sick D: I caught the damn stomach bug that's been going around school. NOT FUN. The week before spring break and I missed two and 1/2 days :/ I'm feeling better, not 100% but hopefully by monday I'll be back to myself

..As the title states, I will be doing absolutely nothing for the next week. Thank GOD.

Obsessions!!

Naruto!!

Ugh, the manga has been driving me crazy. For the last like TWO months it's just been about Sasuke and Itachi duking it out.. yaw, it's supposed to be the final and destined fight blah blah blah, but it got old around the 5th week... Come on Kishimoto, the manga is called 'Naruto' not 'Sasuke' for heaven's sake..


Chrono Crusade!

Hrm, it's been like over a year since I've read any of the manga.. I kind of miss it. I may start reading it again.. I still haven't finished the mere like 7 volumes.. I suck D: But I am NOT watching the anime, they twisted the end so badly that I felt my stomach twist. Gah, horrible. *twitches*

DA Crap

Same old, same old. Nothing really new. I've been coloring more of my pictures and I am liking how they are turning out. It's taking me longer, but it's worth it

Aye, I decided not to have all the icons and flashy crap at the bottom of my journal, I dun know why, just annoyed me. Plus, all my friends know who they are.

Jen

]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/15948659/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/15948659/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 18:02:10 PST Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love that one more chance
Why can't we give love give love give love give love
give love give love give love give love give love
'Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And loves dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure

~David Bowie/Queen, Under Pressure

The Story of my Life

I LIVE! It's been like.. 12 weeks since I've last updated my journal (not like anyone really reads these anyway). I've been busy with school and being well..lazy. but school's been going GREAT, I love it ^_^ And, egad, it's about 9 days until Christmas! Geeze, where did the time go? (ha, I sound like an old person xD) But seriously, seems like I just started High school and we're almost half way done the year! Bah, my brain still hasn't registered that I'm in highschool, but one of these days I might realize it. Probably not 'till after graduation

Oh, everyone, hope you have a great Holiday season and a wonderful New Year!

OBSESSIONS

Naruto!

Yes, I'm still a Narutard It's such an addicting show, I'm hooked T-T

Bleachhh!

Needed something a little new after a while, Bleach caught my attention a while ago, but I never looked into it. After a while I finally did, I'm glad I did! Bleach is freaking awesome! It's actually a lot like Naruto in some ways.. but it's unique it a lot of ways too. I'm hooked also xD


Imogen Heap

Ah, this women is absolutely AMAZING. Go listen to her, she will blow your mind. =]


Stargate SG1

Wee, for those sci-fi fans out there, an awesome show. Watch the movie, Stargate first, the series makes a bit more sense but you don't really need to watch the movie if you don't want to. Just some background knowledge really..


DA Crap

I've been drawing a lot lately, mostly because I'm giving them as part of Christmas gifts, so I've been drawing my ass off x: I've been trying a new style and I'm going to start inking my drawings (at least my good ones). I really, really, like how they turn out afterward. It takes more time but it looks twice as good. It's a lot more clear and it looks almost professional. I'm so happy ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/14661061/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/14661061/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 14:23:18 PDT In the car, I just can't wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Let´s go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... let´s make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... let´s make this last forever
Forever, and ever... let´s make this last forever

~ First Date, Blink 182

Story of My Life

Since when? (referring to title) Geeze, can't believe I'm in highschool already. I can remember the first day of kindergarden..vaugely
Anyways, Jen is loving highschool very much (yeah, I know, every other highschooler out there is probably going "AHAHA, SUCKER!!" ) but I actually do love it (so far anyway). Besides gym, Jen don't like no gym D:< I'm an artist (and lazybum) not a freakin' athlete! I don't mind exercising but I'm not running like 5 laps, s'crazy I tell you D:< I'm taking an art class, and I love it already! And I know where I'm going and everything and I'm very content :3 Well, tomorrow starts my third week as a freshman!


OBESSEIONS

Naruto!

Yes, the obession CONTINUES! I would watch the Nartuo Shippuden episodes, but like NOTHING happens! There's no progress. Ugh, it's driving me insane.

Anyway, the past month I've been frying my brain on fanfiction.net.. only the good ones, there are some...specail ones. But I mostly like the deep ones that still keep the character's personalilties. I don't like OOC stories. It's just too odd.



DA Crap

Yeah, I haven't posted anything in a while but I have been drawing! I'm working on a project in art, I drew something for an english project and have drawn somethings on the side. I'll post them when I get a chance. I won't be updating as much, school's gunna pretty much have my full attention.



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Mom:

Older Sister:

Twin Sister: ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/14273130/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/14273130/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 13:42:43 PDT Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
How would you know
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm today

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don't have to run

~She Says, Howie Day

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1. I am the only one in my family that doesn't have an 'm' in their name

2. I look almost excatly like my sister when she was my age

3. I like to have things schedualed

4. I can pop out part of my right knee

5. I have hitch-hikers thumb

6. I have a cyst in my brain near my brain-stem

7. I had a tumor in Kindergarden on my left arm (it was removed in Kindergarden) I now have a pretty large scar there

8. I have four pericings (two in each ear)

I won't tag anyone, I'm feeling nice today.


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MY DA FAMILY!

Mom:

Older Sister:

Twin Sister:

Younger Sister:

Lover:

Female Cousin:

Male Cousin:


Meh Budd... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13911185/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13911185/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 07:56:16 PDT Shall I shy down. that's boring. snoring
I'd like to teach me to sing in perfect harmony
And I'd like to change the world.
It's easier than changing me
And I'd like to find one girl who knows me
Strum bang the drum aloud or put it down
and figure out if I'm out of line
Sit around and figure out if I'm wasting time


Wait for the sign
It's time to shine shine shine
Wait for the sign
It's time to shine shine shine

~Shine, Carbon Leaf

Story of My Life

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 8000+ PAGEVIEWS! I feel so loved ^_^


Ugh, I need to update more D: Sorry. I've just been...really lazy (as usual). Well July flew by, almost August. School's coming in about a month D: Already, it feels like we just got out! oh well, I've been enjoying it, even though some days it's really dull. I've been excercising though, 82 miles. And I've been seeing some changes, so I'm happy with that :3 And yeah, my sister got into an accident, but she's okay. Just got a chip fracture in her left hand (she's right handed so she can still write and everything). Oh, and I've been making pillows as gifts. Since I have no money and all the money I'm making is going into the Wii Account (my brother and I are saving up for a Wii ) so I'm basically broke D: Solution? Buy bandanas and make pillows out of them! It's easy, fun, looks awsome, and it's so freakin' light that it doesn't cost that much to ship! and plus, who wouldn't want a pillow as a gift? I love pillows! So far I've made like.. four xD But no one's birthday is really coming up so I haven't made any recently. Well, for summer reading I have to read "The Odyssey". It's like a 400+ paged poem. It's pretty interesting actually, I like it. Some parts are dull and it's a little confusing keeping track of all the characters, but I like it. I haven't read it in like 3 days, so I need to hurry up. (I'm only on Book 8 out of 24 books D: (the 'books' are basically like chapters)



OBESSEIONS

Narutoo!!

Yes, the obession-ness continues! I've been watching the Sasuke Retrevial episodes, I really like them :3 I don't really like Sasuke, he's like an ass to his friends for leaving then beats the crap outta Naruto at the end then goes off and gets all powerful then comes back and beats the crap outta Sakura and Naruto (again). Now, I really don't see how that can qualify as a 'friend'.


Carbon Leaf!

It's a band, and I really like them. They're Irish inspired I think, not sure. But they're very good, go check them out :3



DA Crap

I've been drawing more stuff, not the best stuff, but at least I'm drawing something. And I've been coloring that Naruto picture, and it's going really slow (probably because I'm lazy). I'll try to finish it soon!




Later dudes and dudettes!

~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13604053/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13604053/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:29:42 PDT Talking about nothing at all,
We acted in a moment and displayed our habits.
Though I don't have to remind myself not to forget,
From somewhere within me, fully...
wow oh oh oh oh no no no no
I remember YOU and ME

SO 1.2.3.4, one by one
1.2 STEP you, in this way
I want to know you well

~ STEP you, Ayumi Hamasaki

Story of My Life

Well, so far this summer has been pretty lazy, not that I'm complaining or anything... I've been mostly just hanging out, drawing a little and trying to exercise. (I've walked 58 miles in a little over a month, I'm proud of myself ) My family has been going on little road trips since we can't go on a big vacation (we spent all our money on a new AC ) The major events were going to the Consitution Center and going to the Kutztown festival. Those places I had the to most fun. Yesterday I went to the Kutztown festival, it was huge, I don't think I've ever seen that many cars in my life. It was so full, it was hard not to walk into people. People came from all over the country and sold their homemade items. I got a leather bracelete (I may have to take a picture of it and post it, it's very prettyful) and a turtle made out of bolts! There was this guy that made scupltures out of trash, it was amazing. There were pigs, cats, even a helicopter! It was so cool. I would've got more things but it was so expensive there, for my bracelete it was about $10! And it was about $40 just to get in. But I really enjoyed it anyways.

Yesterday I went to see fireworks with (yes, i know that today is the 4th of July, they had it early.) It was so much fun, mostly just , her mom and I just talked. But it was fun. :3

OBESSEIONS

Naruto!

Yes, the obession still continues! I downloaded up to 60 some.. then I watched a lot of youtube, I'm now watching a lot of filler. I kinda like the fillers. I am now officaly a NaruHina fan! (sorry to those who dislike that couple D: ) *dances around like an idoit*

The Spinning Man

Yush, this is a book I am reading for summer reading, it's very good and it's humorus, so I recommend it all you peeps that want a good book to read :3

DA Crap

Well, I haven't really been drawing lately, I'll try to draw something at least once a week. I love drawing, just I don't do it as often as I use to D:

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Darkangel12362







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... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13368428/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/13368428/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:49:30 PDT The storm is coming but I don't mind.
People are dying, I close my blinds.
All that I know is I'm breathing now.

I want to change the world - Instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.
But all that I know is I'm breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing
Now I, Now I
Now I, Now..., Now...

~Ingrid Michaelson, Keep Breathing


Story of My Life

EDIT: (I realized what I put in here before was kinda mean, even though I was venting I should've kept those comments to myself. Sorry if I offended anyone D: )

Well, my middle school experince ends tomorrow. Today was the awards assembly. I can't say that I liked it because the same people basically won everything. Not saying that those people didn't deserve it but basically it around the same thing for every award. Kinda annoying. I'm glad that I'm moving on to high school, but I'll miss middle school. Middle school has altered my life, I am almost a compeletely different person. If I went back to fifth grade and met the person I was then I would ask that person "who are you?" But it changed me for the best. I think I'm a better person now. I still need to work some things out but one day I might actually be happy with my person.

Reflection Time!

Sixth Grade

I was so nevrus when I first entered middle school. I remember getting on the bus 136 for the first time. It was a mini bus and there was a lot of people on it. I had to sit next to some upperclassmen. People laughed at me when I sat down. I dreaded what would happen next. I was so confused when I walked inside, I didn't understand how the schedual worked at all. It was like I was reading a forgien langauge. Non of my friends were in my classes, so I wrecked. But things got better after a while. The second day of gym class we had to play this tag game, we had to pair up into partners. I didn't know anyone in my gym class so I paired up with this girl whom I didn't know. Turns out it was ! My first new friend in middle school. =] School became easier and I started to make new friends and they were in almost all of my classes. And two of my friends were even on my bus! We used to all sit in the back seat to annoy the 7th and 8th graders, it was so much fun! And I loved my teachers, they were awsome! This is also when I met my three oh so wonderful pen pals! Towards the end of the school year things started to go downhill. The long road with my headaches had just begun D: By the end of the year I managed to maintain myself pretty well. I loved sixth grade :3

Seventh Grade

Now, I can't really say that I enjoyed seventh grade that much. Actually, it was my worst year of middle school D: I barely had any classes with my friends and my headaches were horrible for pretty much all of the year D: My teachers were reliable and helped me a lot. I became depressed after I was put on anti-depression meds. I missed so much school, almost 30 days. I was doing half days for a long time. Finally, the school forced me back for they said that I didn't have a good enough reason. I am glad that they forced me back even though I didn't like it at the time. By the end of the year I learned that I had to deal with things, even if I didn't like it.

Eighth Grade

By far my most favorite year of middle school! All of my classes I had at least one friend in it. I loved all of my teachers and my headaches started to fade away. I barely get them anymore I decided to open myself, I became more friendly and made new friends. I started talking to some people that I haven't talked to since 6th grade. And, this was the first year since 5th grade that I had some classes with ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12981161/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12981161/ Wed, 16 May 2007 18:02:57 PDT What you got now gotta, gotta give it up
What you got now gotta, gotta give it up
What you got now, what you got now

We keep ourselves a mystery
But we provide, provide the clues
So the rest is up to you
and don't forget to check the obvious
We are so serious
So I guess it all comes down to how curious you can be

What you got now gotta, gotta give it up
What you got now gotta, gotta give it up
What you got now, what you got now

Drama doesn't follow me it rides on my back
I may be ugly but they sure love to stare
Drama doesn't follow me it rides on my back
I may be ugly but they sure, they sure, love to stare

~Cute Is What We Aim For, There's A Class For This

The Story of My Life

EDIT: I would like to mention that my good friend that I haven't talked to in a long time, is on DA! Weee!

I haven't updated my journal in a while, sorry. (Not that anyone really reads this). Anyway, nothing really exciting has been happening. School ends in like 23 days. I'm happy but at the same time sad, I am going to miss my day's at Peirce. 8th grade is by far my best year of school, I love my teachers, my classes, and almost all of my friends are in my classes. has even been in some of my unified arts classes so that makes me even happier. It's been the first time since 5th grade that we have had a class together. I'm nervus about next year, but I think I'll be okay.

Ugh, this weekend is going to be so busy. On saturday we are going to burry my Grandmother's ashes and we are going to have like maybe a 15 minute service. It's only going to be my family, my uncle, aunt, and my Grandfather. No one else is going to be there (kinda sets me off a little but I guess people have more important things to do than see someone they love get put to rest finally)

OBESSEIONS

TMNT!

Yes, I'm still obessed. I know I'm a loser, but the movie that came out a couple months ago was very good, I was actually surprised at how good. Yesterday my sister burned me a copy of the soundtrack, that also surprised me for it is very good too! I use to watch the 2003 animated series around when it came out so I guess you can say that I was a turtle fan for a while now

Grey's Anatomy

Yes, I like doctor shows, byte me. I cannot wait for tomorrow's episode. After what happened with Meredith and her father.... SQUEE!


DA Crap

Well, I guess you could say that I have been drawing more. I still love the arts I just really need to get back into it. It may take a while, I'm sorry D: (not that anyone really pay's attention to my art but I'll make it a personal goal)

I drew Sakura! and I didn't fail horribly. So I think that is an accomplishment. (I take pride in my almost-failed-attempts )



Later dudes and dudettes!

Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12779513/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 14:36:11 PDT You wait, wanting this world
To let you in
And you stand there
A frozen light
In dark and empty streets
You smile hiding behind
A God-given face
But I know you're so much more
Everything they ignore
Is all that I need to believe

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

~ Goo Goo Dolls, Let Love In

Story of My Life

[link] <--- Please SEND A CARD TO SHANE FOR HIS 8TH BIRTHDAY ON MARCH 30TH! HELP HIM GET 350 MILLION BIRTHDAY CARDS! SPREAD THE WORD BY POSTING THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL!


My girl scout troop and I made about 11 cards, I think its for a great cause, to make a card for a child with cancer. I think even if he doesn't make the record, he'd still be happy knowning that some people out there cared enough to send something to him. So help him out, even if it's just one card, it's one more card closer to his goal of 350 million birthday cards!

Oh, I'd also like to thank the wonderful for sending me the gifts! THANK YOU SO MUCH!


OBESSEIONS

TMNT!

I went with my sibbies to see the movie. IT KICKED ASS! It was awsome, I loved it. When I saw the trailers I was kinda iffy because sometimes they have those movies where it's bringing back something old and trying to make it fit in with today and then it turns out that it sucks. But this movie actu... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12680252/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12680252/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:31:56 PDT
All I need is a bitter song
To make me better
Much better
All I need to write is a bitter song
To make me better
Much better

It found me to hold me
But I don't like it at all
Won't feed it,
Won't grow it
It's folded in my stomach;
It's not fair,
I found love;
It made me say that.
Get back,
You'll never see daylight;
If I'm not strong it just might.

~ Butterfly Boucher, A Bitter Song

Story of My Life

Well, my wisdom teeth are anyway. Yesterday I have all 4 of them removed. I'm not really in pain, just more uncomfortable than anything.. and I think I'm bleeding again. I can't tell. Yesterday my mouth was bleeding like crazy, it was insane! Well, I have to say on liquids and non-solids. Horrahy for soup, pudding, jell-o and icecream. (I ate too much soup and jell-o, my stomach hurts ) My cheeks are swollen a bit so I have to put this strap around my head with ice packs in them (not really attractive might I add). Feels nice though. Anyway, I'm fine. I'll live.

ohh, I gots a new computer! (well, a old one from my dad's work, but it's an XP and it's really nice! Woot!)


OBESSIONS

Cardcaptor Sakura!

Like 7 years ago my sibbies and I use to watch the English version of the anime on Kids WB! I don't remember alot of it, I don't think we watched it alot but a few times we watched it. I remember the TIME episode the best. Other than that I don't really remember (then again I have been watching the Japanse version). I absouletly love this anime! It's so cute! Over spring break all I did was watch the anime, it was pretty pathetic actually.. Anyway, I got the first two volumes of the anime on DVD for Easter! I want to get some of the manga also. I think everyone should watch Cardcaptor Sakura, it's such a cute show! It's one of my favs!

Grey's Anatomy!

Last week they finally showed a new episode! It wasn't the best, but it was pretty good. I hope next week's is gunna be really good.



DA Crap

I know, I need to draw more. I've attempted to draw Sakura from Cardcaptor Sakura on my art folder, I'm not done yet (very slow work in progress) but I might post what I have done so far. It's not the best though. I'm really sorry, I just haven't been in a drawing mood ever since my Grandmother died. But I'll really try to get back into it, I promise. And I'm sorry for being all dead and that. I've just been distant and kinda out of it. Once summer comes along then perhaps I can finally clear my head and get back to my usual self. Sorry!

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I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

~ Michelle Branch, All You Wanted


Story of My Life


Ugh, I need to post more often! I'm terribly sorry D: And I need to get off my ass and draw more! I've only drawn like two things since I've last posted something. What has gotten into me? I've been so busy lately and all stressed out. But since it's SPRING BREAK ( :woot!: ) I'll have more time to draw and post more. Again, I'm sorry D:

Nothing new has really happened. Last week we basically didn't do anything. Monday I was sick so I missed school, Tuesday we had a French field trip (which was awsome by the way) and then we had three half days! And we did even more nothingness those days! Now that is fun.

OBESSESSIONS :heart


Finally, I've gotten myself obessed with a few things for a while.

Tsubasa!

I have like a billion dollars at Barnes & Noble so I thought that I should start a new manga collection. So I was staring at the shelf for like 15 minutes (while my mom was near by tapping her foot) and something caught my eye. It was Tsubasa! It looked really cool so I bought it. I really like the first volume so far. It's really cute also :3 And I thought that I finally got a manga that doesn't know about, but apparently she knows every manga that exisits on the planet...


House!

I've gotten myself hooked on that show, I love it. House ... there's really no word to describe him, he's just that awsome. It's a really good show, everyone should watch it.



and I have offically confirmed that Hugh ( [link] ) is the sexiest borg.


DA Crap

Ayeeeee, I need to DRAW MOOOOREEEEEE D:




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1. [link] <-- so adorable! <3 [link] <-- the hair and wing is awsome! http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12228446/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:05:55 PDT all day the city's selling something
always, the busy people spinning 'round
busier
dizzier
'til they go back home to somewhere

and taxies stop to say "hello"
"want a ride? I'll take you there"
"to anywhere, just tell my driver"

the sun is casting shadows
an afternoon is fading
I ask, but no one knows
the answer to the question
my life is like an island
where does this ocean go?

~Where does this ocean go?, Ilaria Graziano

Story of My Life

ayyyee, I'm sooo sorry for not a) posting anything in a long time b) replying to any comments and c) well, not really doing anything. Yeeh, school has been taking over my life, I haven't really has anytime to do anything. and I've been a lazy ass (like always) I feel bad D: Please, don't take offense if I don't reply to your comment, it's just that things have been crazy and I just haven't the time. Spring break is in like 2 weeks, I'll have a full week off so I'll most definatly get some things then, but 'till then I'm going to pretty much be idle, I just don't have the time.



OBESSEIONS

eh, nothing new, I'm still an anime/magna/scifi/trekki/fantasy/book nerd. No change...




DA CRAP


I haven't really drawn anything of importance or value.. but I might post something. I am in the process of making a T-shirt, when it's done I might post it, dunno.






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~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12037147/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/12037147/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 08:28:48 PST It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

~Evanescence, Sweet Sacrifice


Story of My Life

Geeze, it's March already? Feb went by quickly, so did all of the other months. This year has seriously been going by extremely quick. It seems like we just started school and it's more than half way done! I just seemed to grasp the fact that I'm an 8th grader and I soon am going to be a 9th grader!! Since when did that happen???
Anyway, I've been doing okay. I cried a few times in school but I'll be okay. It takes time.

As the title states, I'm now 14 years old! I turned 14 on Feb 25th. It was very good birthday, it snowed alot (we got a 2 hour delay the next day!) and I got $55 in gift cards ($50 for Barnes & Noble and $5 for 5 and Below) and I got some kick ass jewerly from my sister (hand made man) and some hair ties (don't ask). But overall it was an awsome birthday, couldn't ask for a better one! And I got a card from my Grandfather and $10 from him :3 (I'm rich again!). I still owe my parents like $14 though...

OBESESSIONS


I've gotten back into reading again (I've always loved reading, just never got a chance to read that much) and I am currently reading a book by Alice Sebold, The Lovely Bones. It's a very good book, I fell in love with it. I started it like a week ago and I'm almost finished! it's very addicting. It's about this 14 year old girl who was raped, murdered then chopped up and burred in a cornfield on December 1973 named Susie Salmon (she's a fictional character, this really didn't happen) and it's basically just her watching her family in heaven. She's watching them grow up and move on. It's sad because the family grieves for a while but also it's sad because they move on while she's watching. It's a very, very, good book, I recommend it to anyone who loves murder mysteries or just a good book. But- it does have some disturbing parts because they actually describe the rape and some other things. So if you have a weak stomach and/or don't like that type of thing, don't read this book.


DA Crap

Yeah, I know, I need to draw more. I haven't drawen anything since my grandmother died. I don't know, just don't have any inspiration right now. But I will eventually.



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And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

~Switchfoot, Meant to Live

Story of My Life

I've been doin' okay (like the title says). I'm still sad over my Grandmother's death, but it'll take time. Monday was the service. It was really sad but at the same time it was happy for it was the celebration of her life. I wore a dress Yeah, that's one of the few times you'd ever see me in a dress. Where the service was, was a bueatiful place. I felt wierd walking up and seeing her lifeless body laying in the casket. I wanted to cry and my stomach felt sick. It's not like I see a dead body everday >.> After the service we went out to eat, my sibbies and I had a lot of laughs together and all of my realtives generally did. After almost puking from stuffing ourselves, my sibbies and my mom and dad went back to my Grandfather's apartment and took a family picture because I doubt we'd ever be the dressed up ever again (or at least for a long time). Then we went home. I still get all teary when I think about it, but when I don't I'm okay. I'd like to thank everyone for their sympathies and kindness, it has made it so much easier for me. Even and my other friend's family sent us a card. Yesterday at school I got hugged twice. So thanks everyone, you're all too kind.

Yesterday we got out early and today we had a snow day! Yay! Tomorrow we'll probably have a two hour delay then we have off friday and next monday. Oh, and my birthday is not this weekend but next weekend. My Grandmother has died 16 days before my birthday, so it'll be a bit of a sad one.


Thanks again everyone. I'll try to post more when I get the chance. Also, Happy Valentine's Day!

I'm tried, so I won't post anymore.



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It's the cycle of life but that's hard to accept.


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1) Full Name: Jenna Lynn (not tellin' you the rest)

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone? uh, no

4) Does your name mean anything? Small Bird T_T

5) Nick Name(s): Jen, Jenn-Jenn, Munchkin

6) What do you think you look like? uh, me?

7) Date Of Birth: 2/25/93

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: PA

9) Nationality: American

10) Astrology Sign: uh..

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: dunno

12) Religion: Atheist

13) Whats your favorite smell? Vanilla xD

14) Political Position? uh..

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? COFFEEEEEEE

16) Hair + Eye colour: Brown hair and green eyes

17) Do you look like anyone famous? yup, me!! hehe xD

18) What do you look like? tall, 5'8, straight hair to shoulders, glasses.

19) Any unusual talents? I can pop out my right knee cap partly...

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight, but gay people ROCK!

22) What do you do for a living? uh, I live

23) What do you do for fun? draw, write poetry, think, daydream, listen to music, chat with friends

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? graphite pencil

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? Very nice colored pencils/markers and Photoshop CS2

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yes, on my mom's side, I them very much

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: No boyfriend T_T

28) Crush: Yeah, on a high school kid..

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? None

30) Current worries? if my grandparents are well, if my mom is okay, and if that and are okay.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): The list below!!

32) Favorite place to be? My room and outside

33) Least favorite place to be? Hospitle

34) Do you burn or tan? Tan and burn

35) Ever break a bone? Nope

36) What is your favorite cereal? I dunno, I LOVE SO MANY D:

37) Person you cry with: No one really

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: one. Ten years old than me ^_^

39) Any brothers: One. 3 years older than me!

40) Any pets: None.

41) An Illness: yep

42) A Pager: Nope

43) A Personal phone line: Nope

44) A Cell phone: No T_T

45) A visible birthmark: not that I know of

46) A Pool or hot tub: neither

47) A Car: dude, I'm 13!

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Charming (ha, yeah right), kind, gentle, crazy, random, empathtic

49) Driving: once again I am 13

50) Your clothing style: Whatever

51) Room: uh, a room.

52) What’s missing: and ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/11503171/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/11503171/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:17:46 PST Last call now I'm outta time
And I don't got no valentine
Singled out, now I stand alone
The underdog in a modern world
Suburbia is hot tonight
But nothing seems to feel alright
I don't want your sympathy
I just need a little therapy
At least that's what they say to me

Hey ho let's go
I'm gonna start a riot
You don't wanna fight it
One two fuck you
Don't tell me what to do
I don't wanna be like you
Can't you see it's killing me
I'm my own worst enemy
Knock me down I'll keep on moving
It's the art of losing


~The Art of Losing, American Hi-Fi


Story of My Life

Oh wow, I've been dead for a really long time. I'd like to apologize for the long absense, just so much has been going on that I really haven't had anytime. I wouldn't say that it's school because school has been pretty good for me. I've had like barely any homework or any projects and I'm pretty much aceing all of the subjects. I do kinda wish that they would give us a little more homework because then it would prepare us for high school, but oh well. My Grandmother had a mini stroke a couple weeks ago. She's alright now, she just has some speech problems. I've also gotten sick last week, got over it, then got sick again (oh joy joy). My God, snot tastes like HELL I tell ya! ooh, in French class we got pen pals (a while ago actually ) and I finally wrote to my French pen pal. I hope that she writes me back! And I got back in touch with my old pal from Germany. We met on my old Teen Titans fourm a year or two ago. ( [link] ) And she agreed to become pen pals with me! Yay! So now, including , I have 5 pen pals. Yeah, that's alot of pen pals, but I love become pen pals with people, it's so much fun! And you become like best friends with them after a long time. 3 of my best friends live in Cali, they know me better than some of my friends that go to my school! Yup, pen pals are amazing dude!

Ohh, my 14th birthday is almost here, Feb. 25th! ...not that anyone really cares... heh

OBESSEIONS!

I found this awsome comic online, go and read it it's on [link] you'll get hooked, I guarentee! *sp*

FMA! (of course) I for Christmas I got the 7th volume and I when I was at the mall with I got the 8th volume. *I always have to be a nerd and buy my manga while I'm out with a friend* Both volumes are very good, I really want to get volume 9 sometime. But my birthday is coming up soon anyway, so I might as well save my own money and just wait.


Chrno Crusade!!!! weeee! I got the... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/11248675/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/11248675/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 18:17:43 PST Inside-out, upside-down,
Twisting beside myself.
Stop that now,
'Cause you and I were never meant to meet.
I think you'd better leave.
It's not safe in here.
I feel a weakness coming on.


Alright then, (alright then.)
I could keep your number for a rainy day.
That's where this ends.
No mistakes no misbehaving.
I was doing so well.
Could we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on.


It's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
Yeah.
No it's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.
I don't want to feel like this.
So that makes it all your fault.

~The Walk, Imogen Heap

Story of My Life


Eh, nothing specail. Except for the holidays of course. Happy Late Christmas (to all of you who celebrate it) and Happy New Year!!!




And yes I know I need to post something. I haven't really drawen anything lately. I'm still working on 's b-day present, It's going to be a while, Sorry




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Meeting someone at the bar... where loose ends still have uses.

It's complicated... this time, I think it could be.
Triangulated, it could be just what we need...
So what you say... we give it up and walk away?
We're overrated, anyway.

We're kissing without kissing... got it down to a fine art.
Love's supposed to keep you young and frisky; we grew up and wide apart.
Not now, not ever, no... it's never a good time.
How will the good times ever roll along?
Comparing photos then and now.
Just wondering...wondering...where it all went wrong.

~Imogen Heap, Loose Ends


Story of my Life


Well it's been an interesting week and I don't really mean that in a good way. Not that it was bad for me or anything, just alot of sadness. Sometime last week there was an accident and 2 boys really got hurt and one guy even died, so that was alot of sadness there, but we really got my school mourning was the death of a 7th grader. She died of a brain tumor on Sunday and monday the whole school was told. Everyone, even people who didn't know her (like me) were sad. I was so sad this week, it was horrible. This week alot of people wore pink because that was her favorite color. My one friend went to the funeral on Thursday and she said that she looked so peaceful in the coffin that she cried. She said that not one person didn't cry, she said it was beautiful. But at least she's at peace now, but my school is still sad. Alot of the teachers are really sad and the people who were close to her cry whenever they pass her locker. It's really sad. but, we will recover, it will just take sometime.



On a happier note, next week is going to be exciting, tuesday I'm going on a field trip to valley fourdge (sp) and on thrusday the French class is going on a field trip to see a play, so yay, get to pretty much miss two days of school!!!


OBESSEIONS

FMA!!! I bought the FMA movie, specail addition like two weeks ago. AND I DIDN'T GET IT YET!!! Stupid mail. Overstock shipped it to the postoffice a while ago so it's the stupid postoffice's fault! Yeah I know it's the holiday season, BUT I WANT MY MOVIE! I lost my faith in the mailman, I really did. I would sit by the window and wait for the mailtruck to come and as soon as it left I'd run out the door and check the mail and then scream the f word and kick the mail box and bring the rest of the mail back. So yeah, that was my reruten for a while I've pretty much given up hope that it would come anytime soon but I'll scream with joy when it get's here.



DA Crap


Yeah, I know, I need to post something. I am working on coloring a picture of 's b-day which is going very slowly, so it'll be a while. but it will (hopefully) turn out awsome when (and if ) I get done it.


HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OMFG, CHRISTMAS IS CLOSER THAN IT WAS the last..time..I posted a journal... yeah, I really need to get a life I am planning on drawing a christmas related picture but I don't know. Heh, if I want to I better get working on it because I don't want to post a Christmas picture after Christmas, so yeah...






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Bleh, I must list 6 Wierd Habits/Things about myself. Oh this is going to be interesting.


1. I like to dance to my music

2. I like to make weird faces in the mirror (Oh come on, I need some fun in my life )

3. I daydream, ALOT

4. Sometimes when I daydream, I actually will start saying what my characters or the people are saying or I will start making movements what the people are making. It's kinda creepy if people are looking at me and I'm doing wierd movements

5. I like to make part of my knee cap pop out yet sometimes when I do it my knee really starts to hurt

6. I talk to myself. (no, I'm not crazy.... well not 100% crazy)


Time to spread the evilness; I tag:




Ok, heres the rules!
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours..." etc.





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Mom:

Older Sister:

Twin Sister: <... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10823545/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10823545/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 13:20:08 PST Knock, knock…are you alone?
No one’s out here and I was not followed.
Love, love…you’re already home.
Party’s over and you don’t look so good.

You find your way back down.
And I’ll keep the area clear…please clear the area.
When you find your way back down…in one piece.
Then I’ll just be waiting here…right here.

Low light…mercury morning…
No need to stay as it’s always nothing.
But your eyes tell a whole other story…and I feel the weight of the world.
You Won’t talk…You Won’t try…just move…
It’s too still in your sadness.
Cry…give up…it’s okay…
You’ve just got to trust me.

~Imogen Heap, Clear the Area


The Story of My Life (I basicly tell my life story on here..)

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I didn't eat much and I still feel like barfing x_X But it was all good. And I gave my Thanks to everything I have. I am an extremely lucky girl to have all that I have. So I thank whoever gave us this stuff. (I'm not sure if I believe in God... I dunno, I don't really think about it too much). Anyway, we bought a new TV! It's really big!! BUT, we haven't gotten it yet D: we bought it online and it'll probably come tomorrow, but we are going to be away tomorrow so we have to wait until Monday! Poop in my soup But I can wait. I think >.> Well last weekend we had a yard sale and we made alot of money! We each got 70 bucks! (We split the money 4 ways, you do the math) Add that to my money that I already have and I have over 100 bucks! And plus I got my report card tuesday, HONOR ROLL! (In middle school, honor roll is no poop, it's only really good in HS but I'm still happy) All A's and B's. 2 B's to b excat. (to B excat, har har. ) Okay, I'll stop cracking bad jokes >.> Well, all above is good news. Here's bad news: My headaches are getting bad again D: But hopefully it's just the weather because we have had rain non-stop. But I hope that they become more mild cuz I can't stand bad headaches, I seriously go insane!

wee, yesterday , and another friend of mine went to see Happy Feet yesterday! It didn't really have a plot and towards the end it got a bit..wierd, but it was cute. I give it a 4 outta 5 :3



OBESSEIONS

Omg, this week marks that it has been excatly a year that I've stumpled upon (well, actually introduced me to the series) FMA! So I've started watching some of the eppies again (believe it or not, I haven't watched some of the episodes in a while D: aye, I'm such a nonloyal fan! *dies* ) I should draw something FMAish since this is a specail week.. I dunno, depends if I'm still being a lazy ass or not

Wee, I've been watching Furuba again! I luffs that show. I need to get some merchaindise >.>



CHRNO CRUSADE! squueeee! I've bought the 3rd manga a while ago, I want to get the fourth sometime. Last time I checked they didn't have the fourth one online but I can check again. I mean, I have the money.



I've become obessed with a new artist, Imogen Heap. She's a british singer. She was a par... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10595818/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10595818/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 17:16:56 PST What am I expecting?
Every time the phone receiver
I'm grasping trembles
My heart leaps
But soon I'm let down with a sigh
How many times will I continue to do this?

How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day"
When it will never come?

It's better to forget
Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while
Though I know very well
A miracle will never happen
Though I know very well

~ Ayumi Hamasaki, HOPE or PAIN


God, I hate that song "Sexy Back". Totaly lacks the term "musical talent" .


Bleh, today I've been feeling down. Maybe it's because the immature idoits at my school got to me today. We're starting sex ed in Health and all that happens is just a bunch of giggling. No seriousness what so ever. There was even some rude comments and they just laughed it away. Immature bastards...

I need to stop being such a grump *slumps into bed*


Out of the whole "depressing state" and on to...other stuff..

Well, my one "friend" and I are still kinda iffy, but whatever. She's changed alot and I'm starting to notice some things that I really don't like about her. But I don't mind being friends with her. But I'm starting to open up a bit, starting to talk to some people that I haven't like talked to since 6th grade. Like now when I walk in the hall way, more people are saying "Oh, hey Jenna!" and I'm actually talking to people in my classes that I wouldn't ususally talk to. Which is somewhat new for me because I've always been the "overly shy" person. But once you get to know me I'm actually pretty loud >.> But it's making me happy because I've now realized that I have more that just 3 friends, I have a ton of friends. I just need to open up some more. I guess I started shutting myself out when I started getting headaches. Because everyone told me not to talk to anyone about my headaches because they either 1. don't care 2. don't understand or 3. just don't wanna hear it . And most of the time I'd listen to their problems but now I'm just rambling about stuff.


I"m still getting headaches. Not as horrible I guess. Still getting one about everyday. I wish that they'd leave. Alot of memories are coming back from what happend last year because this was around the time that it started becoming a hellish nightmare. I've come a long way, but I'm still in pain...

gah, I need a happy pill or something! What's with me being so sucky? Like I've felt like a big glum ball pretty much all day 'cept 7th period when I was going nuts with a friend of mine. But now I'm all sadish again. Maybe it's because I got like an axiety attack today from sex ed and also because we're doing these mini projects in History and we are in a group of four and we have two posters to do. So two guys in my group are working on one thing and a girl and I are 'supposingly' working on another. Turns out that she ditched me to go hang out with her friends and left me all the crap to do! 3 hours to be a shitty poster. I'm talking to the teacher, there's no way she's getting a good grade when she did nothing! *smacks head on table* Stupid teenage hormones.


OBESSEIONS

Chrno Crusadeee!

Yes, I'm still obessed, I'm a loser with no life... *stands in corner* I bought the 3rd manga online and I dun know if I already said so but I bought the 2nd manga already. I hope it comes here soon, I've already read Vol. 3 online, but it's still exciting to get the actual thing. And yes, I bought it on Overstock. I'm not going to buy anything from Amazon for a year. Serves them right for taking a FREAKIN' MONTH TO SHIP A STUPID MANGA AND A MOVIE!!!




*sigh* I do oh so love Chrno. SO KAWAII! I've always been a fan of devils and short people with long hair in braids with bangs. So this is like a dream come true ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10431020/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10431020/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:02:54 PDT It's because I love you so much that I hurt you, that I'm so confused
Coming close to your cold cheek, my soul was born
I always want to see you right away

I love you so much I can't speak, so how will you see my kindness?
Hold me tighter, I believe in your warm heart
Farewell, solitaire, to tomorrow

~Chiba Saeko, Farewell Solitaire

News on My Life

Nothing new really. Had some friend problems but they cleared. But it's middle school, there is always drama in middle school. Hope that High School is easier. *get's laughed at by High Schoolers who are secrelty thinking "haha, SUCKER!" *

Anyway, school is going extremely well, I absoultely LOVE IT! I know, everyone is like "ew, she likes school? Well, if you were in my position, you'd love school also. Not trying to put anyone down, but you should love school. And the phrase "You don't know what you've got until it's gone" is 100% true. If you think something that you have sucks and you lose it, you might start thinking differently. School, at one point, was taken away from me and I really, really missed it. So take advantge of education, because it's awsome!! and plus I all of my teachers, they are totaly awsome and I couldn't be happier!!! I still can't wait for high school though because then I can take up art classes!


Gah, 's present still hasn't gotten here yet!!! It hasn't even been shipped yet! I bought it September 29th and it still hasn't gotten here! grrr Darn you Amazon!!!



OBESSEIONS


Yet again another anime has captured my heart. Anyone wanna guess?


... it's Chrono Crusade!!!! *major heart throb* Another anime that takes place in the 1920s! CHRONO IS SO KAWAII!!! One hell of a cute devil, I can tell you that. I thought that devils were suppose to be all like...ugly and evil and..not nice. But Chrono is a nice and kawaii devil! My everydream. *adds him to my hott guy anime list* I still to stop falling for guys that arn't real -_-

Yesterday I ordered the first manga on Overstock! And it had 1$ shipping! And it was a lower price than Amazon (HA, beat THAT AMAZON!) Hopefully I get it sometime next week because I really wanna read it and get all obessed and put it on my bookshelf with my other mangas!

MAJOR SPOLIERS

I have to say that I only like up to episode 18, (there are 24 episodes) all of the others are so sad!! Espcailly the last episode when Chrono and Rosette die! I so cried and for like the next 12 hours I was like so sad and I couldn't like breathe (it was some deep anime..) ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10323918/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10323918/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 10:19:56 PDT If I recall, far far away
The future was shining on everywhere
Beneath the beautiful blue sky
We were just a little afraid

The window will be tinted
A nostalgic color

If we advance forth, can we ever meet again?
The future goes on to everywhere
Beneath the large signboard
I want to keep watching the eras changing

Hidden away
My heart’s a battleground

~ Passions, Utada Hikaru


News on my Life

6th week of school starts tomorrow. :amazed: 6 weeks, holy crap! I know, I'm a loser for counting, but it's like, wow. Seems like I just started school and it's almost Christmas! Speaking of Christmas I need to earn some more money to buy Christmas gifts...


Anyway... Today is 's 14th birthday! :boogey: Go wish her a happy birthday! If not I will byte youuu! or stick a fork in your head.

Well, last week was an interesting week for me. Had some friend issues, worked it out but I'm still kinda hurt a bit... with my one good friend I can't tell her how I feel anymore. She says I'm too deep and she just doesn't understand. (does anyone?) *sigh* I wish that one day she would fully accept me for who I am, because I've accepted her...


gah, this weekend went by too fast! My dad has off tomorrow yet we have school tomorrow :shakesfist: Oh well, this school week is gunna fly by like the rest anyway.


OMFGZ, wednesday my grade is going to the Pennsylvania Rennassiance Faire! Weeeeeeeeee! I can't wait! I'm dressing up as a witch...thing. I don't think they had witches back then...well.. BYTE ME! and are meh buddies for the trip! yayez!



OBESSEIONS



FMA!!!!! *dances around like a loser with chibi Edo plushie that ~MoonLightNightingale gave to me and Al pillow I bought*

I could never stop loving FMA, I'm that much of a loser that I just can't let it go. I became obessed with Teen Titans in 4th grade and I still love it now! I like obesseing over things, it's fun Anyway.. I want more FMA stufff. I wants an FMA poster but my mohla is so low that I can't buy anything. I really need to get off meh lazy ass and a... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10258199/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10258199/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:40:00 PDT Chitty chitty baby
When your nose is in the nitty gritty
Life could be a little sweet
But life could be a little shitty
What a pitty
Boston and a Kansas city
Looking for a hundred
But you only ever found a fitty

Three fingers in the honeycomb
You ring just like a xylophone
Devoted to the chromosome
The day that you left home

Tell me baby what's your story
Where you come from
And where you wanna go this time
Tell me lover are you lonely
The thing we need is
Never all that hard to find
Tell me baby what's your story
Where do you come from
And where you wanna go this time
You're so lovely are you lonely
Giving up on the innocence you left behind

~Tell Me Baby, Red Hot Chilli Peppers




Amish Shooting

My God, it's all over the news. Horrible. An asshole came into an Amish school and shot children from 15 to as young as 6! 6 have been killed and many are wounded. Poor Amish!


It happend in Lancaster.

News On My Life

Gah, school has like sucked all of my time out of me! Seriously! I have never been busy before! And I have no idea why O_o I don't have much homework and it's not like I do anything after school... But this four day weekend has been super nice. Even though it was super crazy also! Friday (haha, teacher inservice ) we visted my Grandmother in her crapy nursing home, then we took my Grandfather to this smorgis (sp) board. (yummy) then we took him down here and he spent the night. Next day we celebrated my brother's 16th birthday (we celebrated it a day early with my Grandfather because the day after he had a party) so then we took my Grandfather back, visited my Grandmother, then my Uncle, being the asshole he is, totaly pissed off my mom so she's not talking to him. *chucks rock at Uncle* (yeah... we really love our family...) Then, the boys came. For eight teenage guys they were pretty quite. Then, next day, my bro's birthday. Guys went home and my bro calucalted his money and he almost has $300!!! *almost has $20* EVIL!!! Then we had girl scouts and now today, we're off once again (some holiday I guess...) and now we're dead. *falls asleep on the floor*

Stupid change of season allergies...





OBESSEIONS


Big Fish! (it's a movie)

Gah, that movie is AWSOME! Yet the ending is so freakin' sad!! Made me cry so much! But the all time saddest movie is "Because of Win-Dixie" <-- that is a waterworks movie, seriously. But, anyway, Big Fish is an awsome movie. it's for people that like a little adventure and fantasy!!!



FMA

My one and only true love! I've gotten back into my FMA obession! November 24th will be excatly a year when I've first watched FMA. And that's really what brought me into the whole anime obession. But, I guess I was an anime nerd at heart because the first obession ever was Pokemon.. (don't laugh, I was like...7 ) Yay, I like being an anime nerd! Anyway, I found some kick ass posters that I really want to buy cuz I... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10189015/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10189015/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 04:18:21 PDT Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

Love's Divine, Seal



New on My Life

Well, apparently I did But, all has been going well with school. 4th week already? Damn. And this week is only a four day week! And we have a four day weekend! *yay!* And my brother is turning 16 October 1st and I believe that it's October 5th (I forgot her birthday, ahh, I'm a horrible friend oO) is 's brithday. *needs money to buy gifts* Yay, I have like 33 dollars! *is going somewhere* okay, I'll stop...

With my Grandmother, she finally got into a nursing home. Not the greatest one, my mom says, but it's a home none the less. And the way she's acting, I don't think she's going to return home anytime soon. My Grandfather is so lonely all by himself But, at least this weekend he's coming to visit! Yay!


Again, so sorry that I haven't been updating. I've had to time lately! It's not like I have alot of homework, work level has actually been pretty low.. but by the time get done homework it's time for dinner then after dinner time to clean up then shower and pack my stuff, excerise and before I know it it's already like 8 pm!! *dies* Not enough time to do anything.... yeah, I do go to bed at like 9ish, but I usually stay up for like an hour listeing to music.

Gotta cut this short, time for school!











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Darkangel12362







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MY DA FAMILY!

Mom:

Older Sister:

Twin Sister:

Younger Sister:

Lover: http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/10057274/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:59:53 PDT We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

~Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol



News on my Life

Woo, I'm back! heh..

well, for me, school started about two weeks ago (happy happy joy joy) but, believe it or not, I actually got good classes! The teachers are pretty awsome and I have one class with and a class with And like... three classes with another friends And have alot of other friends in my classes. (not that I have alot of friends in school, but friendly people that don't bite my head off) The homework has been to a minimal level (thank God) and the teachers, again, are totaly awsome. When I wake up in the morning, I'm actually excited to go to school. And plus, I'm really glad that I'm actually able to go to school. I really don't want to go through with that half day crap again. My goal for this year is to not miss a single day of school. (pfft, yeah right)



But, with school and all I'm doing just fine


OBESSESIONS


Fruits Basket!!!

It's stole my heart once again. I just love that show, it's one of those animes you can never get tired of. And I'm reading the manga online and it's so kawaii (cute)! I need to actually buy the manga instead of filling up my computer with the manga files.... but, I don't really have any money right now....so maybe for Christmas? (Probably not) Ohh! They have Fruits Basket stuff at Hot Topic!! I was so temped to buy an "I Love Kyo" T-shirt


POCKY!!!!!

Ha, I have no life, probably never will. But I LOVE POCKY! Took me a while to convince my mom to let me buy it (I even paied for it) And she let me! Okay, I'll stop being.. odd

Gilmore Girls!!!

I really want the next season on DVD, but I have no money and they money I do have (or trying to earn) is for me able to buy presidents for my friends. 's birthday is almost here! *needs more MONEY!* Too the scanner!




DA Crap

Since school has started, my amount of deviis will be very low. My time is very limited and right now my top priority is to concertrait on my work *isn't typing this during class..no...defintaly not...... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9960156/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9960156/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:16:24 PDT [link] I may not have been a huge fan of his, but he did many great things. He was a great man and a great role modle. Sad he had to leave us and his children and wife. Animal Planet just won't be the same anymore...


RIP Steve...




Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

~How to save a life, The Fray ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9826706/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9826706/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 14:51:20 PDT I'm a soldier, meaning that I'm
Both the defendent and the judge
I'm standing on both sides of the fire
Going around turns, overtaking death and life
I'm running to fight with the shadow of a lie
No matter how many threads deception would weave
Truth will show its face of light

Save your tears
for the day
when our pain is far behind
on your feet
come with me
we are soldiers stand or die

Save your fears
take your place
save them for the judgement day
fast and free
follow me
time to make the sacrifice
we rise or fall

~Origa, Rise


The first 5 people to tell me what they want get a free request!-
-BUT! If you want one, you have to post this in your journal too.-


1. ~KitsuneProwler requested a character from some game

2.

3.

4.

5.


Please, no yaoi or anything like that. Nothing too complex. If an OC of yours please post a link to a picture of that person.

New on my Life

Just another big migrain really... *sigh* My Grandmother is still...well, my Grandmother and my Grandfather is very tired so yesterday my mom had to run up and camp in at my Grandparents...again Which leaves my older sister in charge. I keep throwing around the thought if that's a good thing or bad thing. She's not a bad sister, she's awsome, but she has a tendancy to be lazy and tease me alot.

I also got alot of jeans! They all fit perfectly in the fitting room, then after my mom barely washed them (so that they wouldn't shrink) ONLY ONE PAIR FIT!

Good news: I got my hair cut! And it looks good!


Aye, crap, Christmas is coming fast. *Needs money to buy 6 friends and my family (including my Grandparents is 6 people) to buy them somewhat nice gifts*



Well, other than all of that stuff, I don't really have much to talk about with my obessions because nothing much has happened in that department. Besides seeing Star Trek: Generations movie. I saw it once a long time ago, but forgot alot of it, but it was a really cool movie. If you are a Trekkie or like Sci Fi, watch it darn you!


For people that have myspace, I have one (had it for over a year): [link] My profile is set to friend's only, so you have to send me a friend thingy. And if you think that you can get some personal information from my myspace, think again. I don't even post my nickname in my profile. I'm only on Myspace to keep in touch with my friends, and my friends obviously know my name and everything about me so there is no need for me to put all that info crap so that it would make it ten times easier for people to come after me. Not that they would come after me of all the billions of people on myspace but okay, now I'm rambling. Just.. go and add me to your friends list okay?



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Darkangel12362







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Mom: http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9738563/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 15:00:01 PDT These streets
Turn me inside out
Everything shines
But leaves me empty still
And I'll, burn this lonely house down
If you run with me
If you run with me

I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you

~Stay With You, The Goo Goo Dolls


News on my Life

The past week has been another one of those spinning, nausiating, crazy, completley hetic times that everyone has gone through at least once.

This is going to be somewhat of a long rant...

Well, last monday, my Grandmother fell, broke her arm and is hullinating. She got an infection and her diabetis is goin' outta wack, so she's seeing all kinds of interesting things. The hospital said that she doesn't need help, she's fine. Yeah, she's fine, that's why my mom is going up there everyday! They are a freakin' hour away from our house, my mom's brother lives only five minutes away from them and he doesn't help at all! That jackass! She's the only one that is helping them out! And she is totaly stressed. So, today my mom is actually going to camp over at my grandparents 'till Friday. My mom isn't one happy camper...

And on top of all that, school's gunna start soon. It's not the education that I'm worried about. First day of school I might walk in and there's this huge dark voertext comeing from the office, huge tenticals coming out and putting chains on me, forrbidding me to leave 'till the end of the school day.. Really, I don't know if that's gunna happen or not... Me *red* --> <-- The School *grey*

And on top of all that! The whole eight grade thinks that I'm a scary, cyco suicidal freak that needs help. oh and the school thinks that also. *bangs head against table* I don't care what people think, but I don't want to go into high school with people talking about me like that! It could effect the teachers who basicly decide where we are heading, and where you are heading in high school is your whole freaking future! I don't want to have "Mental Help" on my permiate record that's gunna be looked at by colleges!!! I'm probably looking too much into this...


Life's more fun with a little insaintiy...


OBESSIONS


Star Trek: TNG *is a treky*

(Don't blame me! My sister and dad LOVE star trek! I was basicly raised with it!)

wee, I love TNG! It's the best Star Trek series ever! I love Geordie La Forge, Data, Worf, Jean *pronouced "John"* Luke Picard and basicly most of the characters in TNG. Kplah! *holds up Worf chibi*



Gilmore Girls!!

Rory: You're nuts!
Lorelai: Well you're double nuts!

I love Gilmore Girls, not really sure why, but there's something about this show that just makes me want to watch more. I guess it's because it's showing a realtion ship between a mother and daughter. 'Cept they're like best friends. That's nea... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9625890/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9625890/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 07:50:47 PDT It's a new day, but it all feels old
It's a good life, that's what I'm told
But everything, it all just feels the same

At my high school, it felt more to me
Like a jail cell, a penitentiary
My time spent there it only made me see

That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
And I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem
throw all your hands up, you, don't wanna be you

The Anthem, Good Charlotte



New on My Life

Weee, Happy brithday dA!

Anyway... yeah, school's almost here. This year is going to be...interesting. But none the less, I want it to go by fast People do not know how badly I want to go to High School, I'm sick of Middle School! High school you have more choices, your schedual is the same everyday (don't have to swtich classes like in MS) you get to carry your bookbags with you (yay!) and hopefuly, the people are more mature. Because the people at my school are stupid and immature. Seriously. So I hope eight grade goes by fast, because I really want high school...

Meh, anyway, my sis is [probably] coming home today. I'm excited to see her, but she's going to be living with us for a couple of years (because she's out of college) >.> I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing. I need to draw her something...


Also, I through a surpirse party for ! she was really surprised and happy! I only invited one person to the surprise party, but it was still alot of fun. Oh, ~DancingPirate1 You forgot your present from me and your balloon at my house...





OBESSESIONS

Ouran High School Host Club! *Get's hit with a brick by ~KitsuneProwler *

What? I like this show! It's a bit odd at times (isn't most anime odd at times?) but overall, it's a cute show Most of you probably haven't heard of it, it's pretty new, but go to Youtube.com to watch it! *is watching impaiently for episode 18 to come out with subtitles*



FMA

Oh yes, I must once again rant about this anime. I can't help it, it's in my blood! *ew*

sent me an Edward Elric UFO plush doll! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I basicly screamed when I opened the package ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9562737/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9562737/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:54:22 PDT





1) Full Name: Jenna (Not saying my last name)
2) Name Backwards: Annej
3) Were you named after anyone?: not that I know of..
4) Does your name mean anything?: Small Bird T_T
5) Nick Name(s): Jen, Jenn-Jenn (only ~DancingPirate1 is aloud to call me that), munchkin (only my older sis can call me that)

6) Screen Name(s): Darkangel12362, SexyEdoBean...ect
7) Date Of Birth: Feb. 25th 1993
8) Place of Birth: PA
9) Nationality: Switzerland/Austra
10) Current Location: PA
11) Sign: Not sure..
12) Religion: Don't have one/believe in one
13) Height: 'bout 5'9
14) Weight: ......
15) Shoe Size: 9 1/2
16) Hair colour: Brown
17) Eye colour: Green
18) What do you look like?: uh, a person?
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie ^.^
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Dude, I'm straight, I like guys!
22) Best friend(s): *see list below of all meh DA buddies*
23) Best friend you trust the most: ~DancingPirate1 been BFF's with her for 'bout 6 years :3
24) Best friends {your sex}: *see list below...*
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: *see list below...*
26) Best Bud(s): ... isn't that the same thing as Best Friends?
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I'm still single
28) Crush: Hot anime guys/musicans *has no life*
29) Parent(s): my mother and father
30) Worst Enemy: Myself
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): *see the freakin' list below*
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): *SEE THE LIST BELOW!*
33) Funniest friend: I dunno, all of my friends are funny
34) Craziest friend: All of them
35) Advice Friend: All of them again
36) Loudest Friend: Of course, all of them
37) Person you cry with: I cry to ~DancingPirate1 But I dun cry with her

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Yes, 1, I meh nee-san
39) Any brothers: Yes 1, I meh nii-san also :3
40) Any pets: Nope
41) A Disease: no
42) A Pager: No
43) A Personal phone line: No
44) A Cell phone: No
45) A Lava lamp: My sister has one...
46) A Pool or hot tub: Nope
47) A Car: haha, I wish

Describe Your...

48) Personality: My personality cannot be labled
49) Driving: I'm 13, I can't drive.
50) Car or one you want: Uh, one that runs?
51) Room: Green and is messy
52) What’s missing?: My sainty
53) School: the education and learning and my friends, hate everything else -_-
54) Bed: is hard...
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Pretty much good

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Yes! *go me, go me*
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yup
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Depends on the situation
60) Get Along with your parents: Sometimes
61) Save your e-mail conversations: http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9466198/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 09:02:31 PDT When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

~My Immortal, Evanescence







Tagged by:






SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO:
1. Go to college
2. Lose wieght
3. Become a famous writer
4. Learn French sucessfully
5. meet in person
6. graduate grade school
7. Try to understand George Bush...

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1. Smoke
2. Drink (well, not alot)
3. Do suicide
4. physically hurt a child
5. not help people in need
6. Become a follower of Bush
7. Try to be someone else




SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. XD
2. OMG
3. hehe
4. hi
5. ....
6. haha
7. lmao

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1. Spiderman 1 + 2
2. The Matrix
3. Sereinty
4. Batman Begins
5. Shrek
6. She's the man
7. benchwarmers

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
1. Any LoZ game
2. Kingdom of Hearts
3. Halo (1 and 2)
4. Final Fantasy 7
5. Blinx
6. Super Mash Brothers Melee
7. Jet Force Gemini




1.Do you like animals?
Yes

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Nope

3. Are you athletic?
I exercise, but I'm not athletic

4.Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
Little more than Average

5. How much do you weigh?
About 180

6. What's your height?
5'8 - 5'9 about

7. shoe size?
9 1/2

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Tomboyish ALL THE WAY!

9. Guys- are you girly or guyish?
Dude, I'm not a dude.
____________________________

10. How old are you?
13

11. When's your Birthday?
Feb. 25th

12. Do you like to recieve giftart?
Yeah :3

13. Are you sociable?
Not really

14. Do you have many freinds?
Yup ( 's you all!)

15. What's your race?
White

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Not really...

17. Are you single or taken?

Single

18. Do you eat meat?
Yes

19. Are you paranoid?
Sometimes

20. Do you read a lot?
Kinda

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Everytype really


22. Do you play an instrument?
Yes

23. How long have you been drawing?
All of my life, just started really drawing for about a year

24. What's the meaning of life:
Cookie?

25. Now tag five of your friends. They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal.
There are the five lucky, random victims. Remember, you do not have to do this.

Muahha!

~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9351370/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9351370/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 06:46:17 PDT
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

~Goo Goo Dolls, Iris


New on my life

Oh yes, I was crazy once.... Okay, I'll not get into that whole saying "Then the worms came!" my older sister already drove me mad by saying that a 100 times when I was younger. Anyway, it's still summer. Yet, it still be crazy. (gah, not with the crazy's again..) My room always need to be cleaned up and moved around, (I have too much crap) FMA stuff is taking over my bookshelf... and my room was being attacked by black spiders. First a lil' one appeared, squished it with my Swifter sweeper. Then, a bigger one came O_o. I guess that was it's older brother. Squished that one also. Thank God for Swifter sweepers...

Hopefully the bugs will stop invading my room once I get new windows! Which I'm getting tomorrow! (wee!) The windows I have are so messed up. My room is messed up. The person that fixed it was an insane maniack that didn't know a wrench from a hammer! My room use to be a walk in closet with the roof slanted. Had no windows. So when I came along, my parents where going to bunk me with my older sister who is about 10 years older than me, but they thought otherwise, and hired a guy to turn the closet into a room! ...Don't think that it improved too much -_- Window sills are slanted, floor boards are horrible, he switched one of my sister's closet doors with mine, so we both have mitch-match closet doors.. and the celing has a huge crack in it because the idoit put a new ceiling with an old one. I am thankful that I have a room, not complaining about that. But I'm surpirsed that it hasn't cracked in half yet. (I was always afraid that was going to happen when I was little ) Okay, I'll stop rambling....


I'm boring you all to death, gomen nasai!




OBESSIONS!


FMA

Oh yesum! Well, and I went to the mall, first I tragged her into Borders Express to get the 5th volume of the magna, then we went to Hot Topic and they had FMA stuff there!!! So, being my obessed loser self, I bought some FMA keychains! Have one of Edo riding on Aru's back currently hanging on my moniter, have Tasia (did I spell that right?) hanging on my bookshelf, and the Snake thingy hanging on my bookshelf also. And also on meh bookshelf, are the 5 manga's and the awsome figuren of Edo I want to get an Aru figuren to put their also. Then I have a random RD-D2 cookie jar... (don't ask).



Teen Titans!

Want to get the complete first season on DVD...costs alot, but if I make enough money I can buy it! *Too the scanner!* ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9284615/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9284615/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 15:54:56 PDT
EDIT: Today, and I went to the mall and we went to Hot Topic, now I love that place, so I need to take off the check that I don't shop at Hot Topic... so now I'm 12% girly


TOTAL: 2

[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 1

[] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL:

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[] I've been or am on a diet
[] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 3

[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[] musicians are so hot
[] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours


TOTAL: 1

[] I am self-conscious (T_T)
[x] I cry often (Not THAT often)
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry (I drive my mom's car)
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 0

[] I dance a lot.
[] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[] I love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton!
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[] I like to be the center of attention
[] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] hate the grunge look
[]I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 2

[x] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[] I'm all about being vegetarian
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life!
[] I have a lot of jewlery!(Dad's rich)
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[x] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 12% - Shows that I'm not much of a girly-girly, am I?
~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9248760/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9248760/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 07:07:07 PDT And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

~Britnay Spears, Everytime


News on my Life

I'm backkk! Sorry that I couldn't have gotten on more, the last two hotels that we stayed at had no internet access We drove alot, like a thousand miles if you added it all up. Can you say butt cramp? Overall, it was a fun trip, I'm glad that we took it. I actually got back two days ago, just too lazy to post a journal. But I'm back and loving my summer.


OBESSESIONS


Time for meh daily rant about FMA!

Over vacation I bought Hiromu Arakawa's (did I spell her name right?) artbook for the magna! Her artwork is amazing, she can paint beuatifuly (sp?) And she has funny little comments at the bottom of each artwork. It even has some sketches of the characters from the game "FMA and the Broken Angel". It was 20 dollars, but it was cheaper than on the net. Barnes & Noble ROCKS MAN! I want to get the first sountrack, it's cheap, just need to find a good place. Amazon doens't have any new ones in stock T_T



Ah! My Goddess :3

I want to buy the first vol. but my mom just showed me my bill from vacation, now I only have about 12 dollars need to start scanning again if I ever want to buy anything.




Gotta cut this short!!














Later dudes and dudettes!

Darkangel12362







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Meh Buddies (in no order)
http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/9130289/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 19:30:56 PDT ....All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

~Vitamin C, Graduation (Friends Forever)


New on My Life


Nothing new really.. well, actually yeah, but nothing too life changing.

One thing I am happy about: SHCOOL'S OUT! I really needed summer to be here and it's here :3 I'm not all jumpy and excited as much as I want to be.. don't feel my best today (Girls, you should understand what I mean). But, I am happy. On Thursday (June 22nd) I'm going on vacation for nine days! So for a little bit more than a week I won't be on alot. I can still come on because alot of the hotels will have free interenet access! Heh, you're probably thinking that I'm going to Paris or London like some other kids, but no. I'm going to West Virgina, Ohio (To visit my older sister that's working at a camp there right now) and then to Williamsburg (West Virgina again). Then it's back home :3 So it's like a short road trip. But it's not really short because it's going to take like eight hours to get to West Virgina.... :Bleh: I know, people have gone longer, but the most I've gone was like 6 hours. But, since we got a new portable DVD player and I'll have all of my music and snacks, I'll live. I'll probably sleep alot too... so it all works out :3



OBESSEIONS


Once again, another anime has stolen my heart for the time being (yes, I know, I find a TV show or movie that I like then I get all obessed about it for a long time, then find something else to obess about.. yeah, I'm sad.) This time, the lucky anime is: Ah! (or "oh") My Goddess! And there are older versions, but I'm watching the most recent TV anime. It's a really great anime, lots of love and... other stuff but it's really cute. And plus, being the mystical nerd I am, I love Goddess' and all that good stuff, so this show really get's my attention! I recomned this anime to anyone that likes romance, humor, drama, action and all of that good stuff. I watch it on youtube, but I want to get the Volumes (which are rather expensive)_




Weee, Gilmore Girls again!

One of my all time favorite "reality" based shows! Today I got season three DVD! Watched a few eppies, but I"m saving alot for the trip so I won't get bored :3 I will never get bored of Gilmore Girls. It always makes me laugh and alot of people can realte to it. Not the excat things they do, but the situations. Like saying something you shouldn't have said or doing something that totaly thru your life away. Getting into major conflicts with your family, trying to make a relationship work. Trying to run your own buissness and just trying to be yourself. Now that is something that I can really relate to. It's basicly like real life, but it adds alot more humor and drama to it. Whoever hasn't watched Gilmore Girls, I totaly recomned it! It's a great show!


BATMAN!

I can never, ever get tired of that bat! He's my HOMIE!!! (don't ask,... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8958319/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8958319/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 10:26:10 PDT ...On these hands and knees I’m crawling
Oh, I reach for you

Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m calling
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m falling
I'm falling

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth savin' me

~Nickleback, Savin' Me


Updates on my Life

bleh, nothing new really. Same old stuff... the blisters are gone.. but my feet are starting to peel now O_O I refuse to wear shoes until winter, my feet don't want to touch shoes and plus my ones that I like are all sandy now -_-

School's almost over though! Even thought I do heart my education, I am glad for summer to almost be here... 7th grade was an interesting year for me, I surely won't forget it soon..



OBESSESIONS

Woo! Finally got back into the LoZ twist! I started reading the magna's again because I haven't read them for so long! I looked on the interenet and found OoT soundtrack! EVERY song from the game!!!! I really want it! Except... it's 50 dollars that would so wipe out my money. I don't want to use all of it on one soundtrack, even though I really, really want it. I did find some used ones for like... 8 bucks so I might get a used one. Rather spend 8 bucks and have it used than buy a brand new one for 50 bucks! Oh, does anyone know when Twilight Princess is going to come out? It was suppose to come out in March... or are they still editing it yet? GRRR, I REALLY WANT IT!



Weee, Batman! Oh yes, I batman so. (I'm a loser, I was raised on superheros like Batman and superman...yeah I know, sad ) Since my sister just left for her camp for the summer, she left her batman DVDs behind no, I'm not going to chuck them into a fire, I'm going to watch them!!!!!!! Finally, get to watch some batman without my siblings breathing down my back. Unless I buy some of my own. Once my sister moves out she definatly will take them along, so the rest of us will be Batmanless


Evanescence

wee, their new CD "The Open Door" is coming out October 3rd, 2006! (wierd, same day as the FMA Movie is coming out in America...) I hope that it's as good as "fallen" I oh so http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8871721/ Thu, 25 May 2006 08:38:04 PDT I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But It's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish some one out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

~Green Day, Boulevard of Broken Dreams





Updates on my Life

Woo! I'm back from Cape Henlopen! Actually, I returned yesterday, but I was so tired and I ached so much that I didn't feel like posting a journal (or doing anything ) I had a blast! It was so much more fun than I imagined! My cabin, my god, I was so happy, I got all nice people! They're all funny and nice to me and everything. It was great. was my partner! So she was in my cabin also. The weather was awsome, clear and sunny skys! (ow, sunburn X_X ) The first day my cabin (and 2 other cabins) went out to beach and caught stuff with a big net. Well, I was stupid, I didn't change because I thought "hey, I can just roll up my pants! I don't have to change". My pants did roll up. But they didn't stay up So yeah, I was going out into the ocean with long pants, wierd things going into my shoes and I had my period so when we got to a certain height I was like screaming "I CAN'T GO ANY FARTHER!" Bleh, I don't want to ever go out into any body of water in long clothing again. It was After that, we went beach combing! so much fun. Even more fun to do it while you where soaking wet waist down and having sand slowly rip away your skin... (yeah, I have like a really big scrap on my right ankel from the stupid sand...pain... ) Then it was shower hour! We all where like "THANK THE LORD!!!" the showers where nice, nicer than the ones at this one camp in 5th grade, the only thing that seperated the showers where curtains...... here, we actually had walls!!! (I'm pathetic, I know). Weee, I also went dune jumping! SO much fun! If you don't understand what I mean, you go to a big dune (big mountain of sand) and fly off of it and try not to hurt yourself! That was totaly awsome. And while we where doing that, there was an amazing sunset. I've never seen anything more beautiful in my entire life... It was just... words can't even describe it's bueaity! I took a few pictures of the sunset, hopefuly they turned out. If not I am going to rip my hair out of my currently very red scalp! Next morning, we went on a boat ride! TOTALY AWSOMEEEEEE!!! When we got out onto the Ocean, the waves really got big, and I was up near the front of the boat....so yeah, I got soaked. no, i got DRENCHED I had 3 layers on and they all got drenched! FREEZING MAN! But other than that, it was fun After that we did some teamwork activites and then took like a mile hike. It was nice and woody :3 We got to this huge tower and we went into it. 115 FREAKIN' STAIRS! (People where counting, I was freaking out ) (oh, and if you where wondering why there was a random tower, Cape Henlopen use to be a military base back in World War 2, but now it's used for educational purposes, it's a National Park) After that, we had free time! I played Frisbee! woOoOoO!!! During that, a teacher almost stepped on a snake ( http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8824871/ Sat, 20 May 2006 11:10:27 PDT ....Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

~Fort Minor, Where'd You Go


Updates on My life

After getting tired of looking at the same journal for 2 weeks, I decided to finally update.... just to let you guys know that I'm not entirely dead. Well, I had that sleepover with my friend and ! It was so much fun, I definantly won't forget that

Well, nothing's really new... on Monday I'm going to Cape Henlopen (Delaware) for 2 and 1/2 days! And is ma PARNTER O' DOOM! (okay, I might be over doing it a bit but I dun care ) I am so glad! And my cabin has nice people that I've actually talked to! (or, at least heard of them) I hope that I have a good time, I REALLY hope that I feel poopy... because I get tired easily (I'm a wimp) And I bought alot of stuff today for the trip! What's more fun than going out, buying a bunch of crap that you'll probably never use (but are totaly awsome) and your parents have to pay for it! (Parents are like this: Why'd we have kids, why'd we have kids, why'd we have kids) I'll take lotsa of pictures and show them to you!




OBESSEIONS

Weee, Fruits Baskets!

Yup, I'm still obessed! as with every I have like one more episode to watch.. I think... I've been watching them out of order, got kinda confusing at one point... well, yeah, that's me, Ms. Wierdo Ohhh, I got the Fruits Basket soundtrack! I'll have to upload the songs if you guys want to listen to it, it's really good :3


Here's the music!

For Fruits Basket [on Air Version]: [link]
Memory-For You: [link]
Secret: [link]
Solitude: [link]
Both Styles: [link] ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8669808/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8669808/ Thu, 04 May 2006 08:15:40 PDT ..... Another way
To spend my day
All by my self
Starin at the tv screen
Flipping through my magazine
Everything is unclear
I need you hear do

And I wake up
Put on my make up
Pick up the phone
Nobodys home
I need to break out
Give me some take out
Standing side the crowd
I wanna scream out loud
I’ll be ok
I’ll be ok

Walking down this whining road
Raining days are all unknown
I have hit the ground
Staring up into the sky
Countin all the reasons why
My mind is spinning around
I need to breath dooo

~Tomorrow, Lillix




Updates on my life

Everything with that whole situtation in my last journal has somewhat cleared up. I was harrased monday though.... The word got out that that person was supsended, but no one (but me) knew why. So, everyone came to me because they knew that I am best friends with that person. So, this girl comes up to my table and was like "Did you hear that *insert name here* was supsened?" I almost had a heart attack. I asked her again what she said and she said "Do you know what happened". My heart seriously stopped beating. The room started spinning and all of those feelings came back. My other friend told that girl to stop, but she didn't. She kept on asking. I had no idea what to do so...I cried. Yup, I cried. Most stupid thing to do ever, but I couldn't take it. Still, that girl wouldn't stop. Finally my other friend got the counsiler and she made her go away. I told two of my friends vauge details about the whole situation and they felt horrible too. I just want to let that person that got supsened know that I didn't start anything. I felt bad because I said that no rumors would get around.. but I couldn't help it. but I refuse to tell anyone in my school about this. I am keeping my promise to my friend!


Other than that... I'm at school right now. My fingers are like killing me because we had a three hour strings rehesal... ugh! I officaly hate viloin right about now (after the concert I'll start to like it again). Bleh.. But, school's almost over! and in about 2 weeks my school is going on this cool trip! Wee! I can't wait!!! And this weekend my Girl Scout troop is going on a trip two! ( and my other best friend are in my troop) It's going to be so much fun!!!




OBESSEIONS

FRUITS BASKET!!!!

I've always wanted to watch that anime for some reason, it always seemed so interesting. So, finally, I decided to download the first episode. Guess what? I'M HOOKED Ah, and I also have another guy to add to my "Hott Guy List". Kyou!!!! (Kyo for short) HE IS SO HOTT!!!!!!!! (I know, I know, you are all like "my god, she likes too many anime guys!!!" ) I watched almost all of the episodes, and I might by some stuff, I have almost 100 bucks!!! http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8592356/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 13:24:00 PDT EDIT I'm fine, I talked to the school and they said I did nothing.

I apologise to everyone, I didn't mean to get everyone hyped up. But thank you all so much for caring! it was all sweet of you!!!! It's nice to know that there is some support out there.

<<< I'm sorry. I hope that everything works out.




okay, something major came up. I will say NO names.


A friend of mine filled out a sheet and my friend put bad things on it. Like usage of guns and killing a person. My friend posted it on the interenet. The school found it.


I'm upset for that and because...



I SCANNED THAT PICTURE






I did not give my friend any ideas. NONE. I merely scanned it because it had a picture on it. NOT FOR THE WORDS.

My god, what if I get supsended???? That goes on your permate record!!!!!!! Collages will probably shoot me! I don't want to be known as the "kid that got suspended once"!!!!! I never got a detetion and NEVER will! I don't like breaking rules, it makes me feel horrible! If I get suspended, I will be shamed for the rest of my life! No one in my family has gotten a detetion or has gotten suspended... I will be a bad example for everyone!

But, if I do get punishment, I will take it. I deserve a punishment...


Help me... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8429557/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8429557/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:17:14 PDT <<< ahh, she tagged meee!





WHAT/WHO IS YOUR…
1. Favorite shirt: my black one that says "dude" on it xD
2. Favorite cereal: anything that makes me hyper
3. Favorite nickname: Jen
4. Favorite part of life: When I ate good food and didn't gain any wieght xD
5. Favorite actor/actress: Toby (person that plays spiderman)
6. Favorite video game: Super Smash Bros. Mele!!!
7. Favorite OC character: Candy! <3

MULTIPLE CHOICE:
1. MUFFINS ARE:
A: What...?
B: My soul…o.o
C: FOOD! RIGHT?!
D: What I live for!!
E: OH MY GOSH A MUFFIN! *runs around* WHERE??!
~Your answer: B. xDDD

2EDO IS...:
A: ZOMGHEISHLIKWMYFREAKIN'WIFE'CAUSEHE'SSOFREAKIN'AWESOME!!! x333
B: My LIFE!! >D
C: The best thing that has ever happened to me
D: *cusses*
E: Eh. *shrugs*
~Your answer: A!!! *grabs Edo with a rope* HE'S MINE!

3. HOT CARTOON BOYS ARE:
A: Uh…Hot? Duh.
B: Cartoon boys can’t be hot. Oo; They’re not real.
C: OH MY GOSH WHERE?!?!?! *tackles one*
D: I don’t watch cartoons.
E: >>...<<… My life -.-
~Your answer: A: C xDD

4.YOUR PARENTS/GUARDIANS TELLS YOU TO CLEAN YOUR ROOM, YOU:
A: Ignore them.
B: Do what they say. *cowers*
C: You’re really random, you know that?
D: OH MY GOSH TV! *watches* O_O
E: Um….I know this one….
~Your answer: E

5.YOU SEE A GIANT GUEANIE PIG WALKING TO YOUR SCHOOL, YOU:
A: Ask it for it's phone number
B: Flirt with it
C:Hide behind a trash can
D: Throw a bannana at it
E: Leap at it and hug it, all the while hoping it doesn’t scream and run away.
F: Sing your ABCs
~your answer: D (I am random)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF…:
1. Music: JPOP! weeee!
2. Housework: I do it even if I don't want too... *hiss*
3. Trench coats: *pulls out side of coat* wanna bye a Polish Dictonairy? (XD)
4. Photoshop: WHERE??!?! <.< >.> I WANT PHOTOSHOP! *cries like a conspiated baby*
5. Cell phones: Can't have one 'till I drive ( if I drive that is xDD)
6. Parents: Love em <3 ^.^
7. Siblings: 22 year old sis and 15 year old brother = chaos... -_-
8. Teachers: Love 'em if they arn't mean <3
9. School: Love it <3
10. Friends: WEEE! I love you alll! *glomps you all* ^///^
11. Chocolate: yum but can't eat....
12. Gum: *points to huge bag of gum up in my room* I <3 gum!!!!!!!!!!
13. Shopping: Only for CDs, gum, vedio games and food. THAT'S IT!
14. Role Playing: Weee! X3
15. Animal cruelty: Gah, us baka humans should all go to hell!
16. Vegetarians: Fear my canarvor teeth! *rawor*
17. Food: WHERE???
18. Anime: Only my life
19. Writers and or art block: WHICH DO YOU PREFER: NONE! THEY BOTH SHOULD DIE!
1. Balloons or confetti: Balloons!
2. Cartoons or real-life: Cartoons
3. Fact or fiction: Fiction!
4. Stormy or sunny: Sunny!
5. Pizza or spaghetti: pizza
6. Angst or non-angst: angst
7. Lightning or thunder:lightning
8. TV or computer: Computer!!! >DD
9. Ski or snowboard: Neither xDDDD
10. Writing or drawing: BOTH! <33
11. Summer or winter: Summer yo
12. Cat or Dog: ...... (I DON'T KNOW) But I wanna get a doggie x]
13. Bracelet or necklace: necklace
14. Peanut butter or Jelly: Peanut butter, man
15. Sweet or sour: SOUR!!! x333
16. Spider or cockroach: Spider, please x)

LASTLY….
1. Is the glass half full, or half empty? half empty
2. Did you know that a cockroach has a brain in it’s behind? ...if it poops does it's brain come out? xD
3. Is love important? yes!!! <3
4. How would you want your boyfriend (or girlfriend) to treat you? loyally and nicely
5. Do you like to keep your hair up, or down? Up, yo
6. Do you wear make-up? ewww! hell no!
7. Name a near-death experience you’ve had: Almost colliding with meh neighbors all terrain vechile while my bro was driving a Gator... (all three of us would have died) Almost getting hit by a car like three times... almost drowning.. (my go... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8337103/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8337103/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 19:43:33 PST Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand.
I don't care, I'm still free
You can't take the sky from me.

Take me out to the black,
Tell them I ain't comin' back.
Burn the land and boil the sea --
You can't take the sky from me.

There's no place I can be
Since I found Serenity,
But you can't take the sky from me . . .



Updates of My Life

I don't know, it's probably me, but I've been feeling really skpecitcal this week. Guess it's because it's April.... most of you won't understand how or why I'm acting this way. But you don't need too. In late April I got sick. That means I've been sick for almost a year. It brings alot of things to my mind that will stay there for a while. When I first got this, I wasn't too clear on life, not that I am now... but I understand that life isn't clear. I mostly thought of myself and the normal "Teenage" needs. Like music, T.V., interenet and Instant Messanger. I was heavy into that. I focused so much on that and not the world that's around me, when I got sick it broke my back. I was so uneducated about life that I completly broke down. I then had to face the fact: Life isn't all it's chocked up to be and there are going to be things that happen that you can help and you have to move on. I'd dwell (and I still do at times) on small things that don't matter. But now I try to make myself concentrat on the most important facts. I also learned not to complain and there is always something worse. I remember that alot of people complained about school... how much they hated it and how much they wanted not to go to school. It was mostly my friends. They didn't know how much that hurt me, because they where so lucky. I wanted to go to school so badly... I wanted to stay there and be happy, which I was not able to do at the time. And they would always complain over the little things. Going to school isn't going to kill you. Losing your ipod doesn't mean that the apocoplyse is coming. Your computer breaking down isn't going to destroy you. You have a whole life in front of you. Don't waste your life dwelling over things that don't matter. I know, I ramble too much, but I have learned so much from this sickness. I still break down though. Almost ever week I cry because I am still weak. But I am slowly getting stronger even thought my sickness doesn't look like it's going to end anytime soon. And it is not going to be a simple answer, if there is one that is...

It's late, I should retire soon. Forgive my odd behavior... this might be the way I act in April for the rest of my life. What I am going to be drawing is going to have really deep meaning. So you have to read the description first. Don't judge by what it looks like.

I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm looking for an question that may never be answered.

Don't say "ooohhh, I'm so sorry!!!!" unless you mean it.....


Night.







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~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8297869/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8297869/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:21:58 PST ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8297867/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8297867/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:21:51 PST ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8194952/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8194952/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:07:40 PST
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why

But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I’m talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I’ve lost my mind

~Matchbox Twenty, Unwell


Updates on my life

note: I DID NOT DIE

thought all of you should be informed of that.

anyway.. I'm really sorry about not being on alot, I've just got back to school full time and i really gotta put all of my energy into that >< But on the weekends I'll really try to update as much as I can. But right now, school has my full atetntion!
But believe me, as soon as summer comes along, I will update as soon as I finish my drawings and comment alot more


wweee, my sis came home yesterday! She's only staying for the weekend though, But I'm having a sleepover today with and another one for my best friends from school! Sorry, that you can't make it, it won't be the same without you


OBESSESIONS

Guess what time it is kids? IT'S TIME TO RANT ABOUT FMA! (I seriously need to find a life)

I'm current saving up all my money (as I stated in my last journal) and I might buy some FMA stuff of the interenet (thanks to ) my room needs to be FMAified! and also I want the first soundtrack (which I found for like only $10.00! ) I guess I need to start doing chores around the house for moolah...


Naruto

I NEED MORE MAGNA! and more eppies, I only downloaded 7 so far


well, I gotta end this journal, need to get ready for the sleepie :3


DON'T FORGET ABOUT MY KIRBIAN! 3,666!!! REMEMBER TO CATCH... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8034643/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/8034643/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 05:55:09 PST Angels and demons were circling above me
Breaking the hardships and starry ways
The only one who doesn't know happiness
is the one who couldn't understand its call

I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...

Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...

...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...

~Inner Universe, Origa



Updates on my life

Crap, it's March already!??! Just seemed like February just started! Soon it's going to be April, then May then *gasp* JUNE! *hypervenulates* I'll stop now.


Bleh, over the weekend I had a fever. I just have a cold now >< .. yeah, I just sneezed and got snot everywhere My life is going upside down!


Also over the weekend it was my 13th birthday :3 even though I was sneezing and could barely swallow anything because of my throat. It was an okay birthday ^_^ I even got some nice pictures from lot's of my friends and I just want to thank you all now! You guys so didn't have to make me anything



OBESSEIONS

Time to rant about my most favorite topic: FMA!

Last tuesday, my mom took my brother and I to Barnes & Noble and I got some FMA magna!!! I got Volume 1 for my birthday, I got volume 3 and 4. (They didn't have volume 2 for some reason). And with volume 4 came this AWSOME limited addition figure imported from Japan! There's an Al one, I need to get that And I got a better version of the FMA movie from ! ( thank you ^_^) There maybe no subtiles, but it's way better version than the other one. That person didn't know the term "KEEP THE FREAKIN' CAM-CORDER STRAIGHT"..... I'll have to make my own subbies >.> but that's okay :3






Naruto!! (yes, I have gotten into Naruto, BYTE ME)

On the same day that I got all of the FMA stuff (squueee) I also got the first Naruto Manga!!!!! Even though I already saw the first 7 episodes, the manga still kicked ass! I love Nartuo xD he's so wierd! I need to make some fanart...




J-pop ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7864249/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7864249/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 11:19:29 PST ..Even though that's already plenty enough to me
The petty me does nothing but repeat mistakes
How strong a strength do I need to have so that nothing will get hurt?
Without hesitation, I believe in this love and live on
I'll tightly embrace your unbandaged wound
And together we'll keep on walking, because we can't go back
Even now, the inerasable sin deep in my chest hurts, but-
Darling

~Inerasable sin, Nana Kitade

Updates of my life

don't worry people, I did not die! I've just been so busy with homework and everything that I haven't had time to update. Forgive me!!!!

anyway.. my sickness hasn't really been getting any better, but I've been managing to live it through. Drawing helps the pain go away I've been going to a therapist, she's cool :3 specailly her hair...

Guess what? My 13th birthday is almost here! on Febuary 25th :3 I don't expect anything from anyone, so if you don't get or make me anything, it's no sweat.


OBESSESIONS

Time to do my daily ranting about FMA!

I have all of the FMA opening songs yes, I am that obessed. But all of the songs are so cool! Japanse people can sing way better than us American's. Some of us have no sense of music ... So if you guys want some FMA songs, feel free to note me or email me at batmancrazy@gmail.com :3 I won't charge anything, but if you want to give me some money, that's fine I finshed reading the magna... well, not really, only got to like 52 because that's how far the person got to posting them all xD I didn't really read all of the stuff 'cause I'm freaking lazy


Final Fantasy 7, Advent Children (the movie)

I finally watched it! :3 I've never played a FF game because I don't have a PS or PS2, but I want to get one. anyway... THE MOVIE KICKED ASS!!!!!!!! Cloud is so HOTT!!!! I don't know why, but I'm somehow attracted to hott blonde guys that have big swords and big motorcycles xD He was so awsome! The whole movie was like non-stop action! And not to metition that the kids where so cute ^_^ I like Reno, he doesn't stop saying yo It wasn't really short, pretty long actually. Almost two hours long 0_0 took me 3 days to watch it Didn't have much time, specailly on weekdays.. but it was so awsome! (I can't stop saying that )


BATMAN!

I need a life, yes I know. But come on! Batman is cool! He is a man dressed up like a bat, nothing is cooler than that.


DA Crap

drawing drawing drawing sleeping drawing drawing drawing drawing ea... ]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7608627/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7608627/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 07:58:26 PST ... I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma!
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said

All the things she said, T.A.T.U


News on my sickness

I really feel like stabbing one of the doctors right about now....


OBESSESIONS :heart

Time to rant about FMA :3

still didn't finish the manga. my god, I need to stop being so damn lazy And I really really really want one of the FMA soundtracks! or some type of FMA merchindise... anyway.. I'm drawing alot of FMA stuff *most ed...* but I tried drawing human Al and my god.. it looked like he went got plastic sugery that had gone wrong... really wrong but in English class one day I was doodling and I drew him! and he didn't look like he went through plastic sugery! *i had to keep myself from screaming out loud with joy* :3 so you will see human Al soon... I have drawn so much FMA stuff I'm just so damn lazy to scan them I really need to stop being lazy...


T.A.T.U

T.A.T.U is a band *I think so... I don't know what else to call them * oh my god, I love them! They rock so hard! They may be lesbian... but that doesn't really matter to me. As long as they don't start making out on like a CD cover i'm fine with it I am so obessed with their song "all the things she said" that song is probably their best song ever. I've wasted like all of my battery in Ed *my MP3 player* just listening to that same song like 1,000 times :setero: yeah.. I need a life... BYTE ME!!!


GUM! *what, can't I rant about gum?*

I LOVE GUM! Especailly cinnamon gum

*well, this rant ended quickly...*


DA crap

this is so scary.. I have over 2,000 pageviews, almost 30 watchers and i am getting favs and comments on my artwork.. I never imagined this actually happening! I never knew that people would actually like my work! just makes me so happy *bawls like a five year old* :3


<<<< oh my god, not only is her art awsome but her personality just blows me away! If you like Legend of Zelda art, check her out *sagey is my role modle *

<<<< her art is SO FUNNY! if you want to fall off your chair laughing, check out her gallery!

~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7497995/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7497995/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 10:57:02 PST ..even now
As if to confirm something, you tightly clench your right hand
If the rules are annoying you, just go ahead and break them
If you're thinking of resting your ailing legs
Move just one more step forward from here, instead

Even if we push our way through the distorted winds
Even if we outdistance the cold sky
Even then, we still continue to wander

The two of us are screaming all the time
Just continuing to believe isn't the answer
Expose your weaknesses and your wounds
If we don't continue to struggle, nothing will begin
So break through, beyond the door

~ Beyound the Door by YeLLOW Generation


news on my sickness

*sigh* not getting better nor not getting worse and the stupid Jr. High is getting pissy and won't get off my back

OBSESSIONS

weee! It's FMA rambling time!

well, I drew some more fan art of Edo *I need to scan them I've been lazy lately....* and *when I get around to it* I am going to attempt to draw human Al *fangirls scream* >.> yeah... anyway.... I didn't finsh all of the manga cuz I'm so freakin lazy xD! And plus my stupid mirgraines arn't excatly getting better..... I need some FMA stuff... I mean, how can I be SO obsessed and have absoulty NO FMA stuff??? It makes entierly not sense and must be dealt with! For my birthday I know what I'm putting down on my list...


Batman! weeeeee!!!

My sis got the fourth volume of the Batman collection and it has mini-robin *Tim Drake* in it! I love Mini-Robin! he rocks! Must..do...FANART! Anyway >.> I might ask my sis if I can make copys on the batman CD's


LoZ!!!

Yay, the fourth manga was finally posted *took forever -_-* :3 more Link-battling-evil-forces action! UGH, I want to play the new LoZ game! Twilight Princess, but of course it doesn't come out until May *stab* evil.....


DA Crap and Talented Artists!

<< if you like Invader Zim, you'll love her gallery!

<< watch her to get yourself a watch! and she has awsome Final Fantasy, TOS, LoZ and FMA art!

<< my best friend since 2nd grade Please visit her gallery!!

I will most three more talented artists in my next journal!

Later dudes and dudettes! ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7429707/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7429707/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 09:04:45 PST litteraly...


Let me begin...

1. 3 types of gum
2. Altoids *my bro got them for me *
3. Tick-tacks *oh yeah! *
4. Gilmore Girls complete season 1 DVD
5. Harry Potter soundtrack, star wars eppy 3 soundtrack and yellow card CD
6. Teen Titan's Trading cards
7. Some glass figurens
8. some stuffed rabbits
9. some cool thing that has bells on it *my bro also got it for me *
10. and the most coolest thing! AN MP3 PLAYER! xDDDDDDDD I named it Ed :3

I wuffs all of my presents soo much!!!!!

Let me hear what you guys got! :3


I love Christmas...


Later dudes and dudettes!

Darkangel12362







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http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7409635/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 03:20:29 PST MERRY CHRISTMAS
to everyone that celebrates it :3



not only that, but I got 20 WATCHERS! I'm so happy! and I almost have 2,000 pageviews

Have a great holiday!!!!!!!!



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]]> ~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7334248/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7334248/ Sat, 17 Dec 2005 06:38:13 PST ....The pointless ultra-fantasy
Revive
The unforgettable sense of being
Rewrite
The meaningless imagination
The driving force that creates you
Give it your whole body and soul...

News on my sickness

erm... nothing really....



OBSESSIONS

Time to rant about FMA! *this rant may contain spoilers! BEWARE*

I *finally* downloaded the second part of the FMA movie! I was rather shocked at the end. I thought that it was going to be the other way around! I thought that Ed was going to stay in the world with Al and Winry! But instead Al stays in the other world with Ed! And they left behind Winry I thought that was really sad. I mean, her two best friends that she knew sience she was little went off on a jounrey and she like alomst never got to see them, then when Al got his body back and Ed was in another world Al had to got to training so she still like never saw them... then when she finally saw them both they left to the other world and she'll never see them again. I just find that so sad... and the movie at the end sorta seemed like a cliff-hanger *damn, I hate those things... * Other then that I thought it was a kick ass movie! It was very good. Al is so adorable... I gotta try to draw him! And of course more Edo And I needed to download some of the FMA songs! I know... I'm so obsessed I need to get some FMA stuff for my room, like posters and stuff.... I seriously NEED SOME STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!! *i'm losing it*


Batman- *WHERE?!??!* last night my sis, bro and I watched more botmon! squeeeeeeeeeee! batman rocks!


DA Crap

I'm gunna draw some more Edo and maybe so Aru

<<< visit or I shall eat you *believe me, you don't want me to eat you*

http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7262313/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 07:24:01 PST 3 day weekend! :boogey:


News on my sickness

nothing really >.>

I have a stomach virus type thingy... other than that it's really the same...


OBSESSIONS

FMA - *SPOILERS IN THIS RANT* I FINSHED THE SEIRES! *I rock*... yeah... anyway... in eppy 51 when Ed was killed I was not only about to pass out from a heart attack, I was totaly confused. I was like "WHY THE HELL ARE THEY GUNNA KILL ED OFF IN THE LAST EPISODE!?!?!" While I was thinking of that I was tempted to scream out "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDWAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRD DDDDDDDDD!" but my parents would give me a very odd look if I did that I watched the first hour of the movie.. I gotta download the second part. *Al looks so cute* But I am still an Ed fangirl. Ed= sexy Al= cute *they both are awsome though* On my Christmas wishlist I asked for the first FMA soundtrack! :3 I really want to get it! I'd be so awsome! Listening to music and I don't even know what they are saying! my life will be completed then... *actually, my life will be completed when I beat a vedio game...* UGH! I NEED to see the second part of the movie! but my parents are like "NOOOOOOOO WE HAVE TO LIKE MODERTOR THE DOWNLOADING" Parents... but they are still alowing me to watch the seires and the movie.... *i'd still manage to watch it without them knowing even if they didn't want me to watch it * UGH, I JUST CAN'T GET OVER HOW SEXY ED IS! *heart throb* I watched the first eppy and my GOD he is so CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEE I just wanna squeee the crap outta him! But when he starts to become a teenager then he becomes sexy

I shall now be a freak and type 'I LOVE EDWARD ELRIC' in 4 different lanugaes!

Ich LIEBE EDWARD ELRIC

AMO EDWARD ELRIC

J'cAime EDWARD ELRIC

Eu AMO EDWARD ELRIC


... it seems as though I've used up about half of this jounral just rambling about FMA... just goes to show you how obsessed I am


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I will draw more Ed *shut up* and if I can find a good picture, I will draw movie Al

>>> visit PLEASE

*growl* VISIT IT! *whip* NOOOOOOOW!

~Darkangel12362 http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7210285/ http://Darkangel12362.deviantart.com/journal/7210285/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 08:35:17 PST but he's a cute little midget! >.> oh crap *runs away as Ed tries to kill her*

News on my sickness

erm... same old same old I guess....


OBSESSIONS

FMA- I'm almost done the series! it's the best anime I've ever seen and I'm not kidding. I love it! It's so emotional heh... I AM NOW AN ED FAN GIRL! .... yeah I know I'm pathetic

ZELDA- FINALLY the next manga chapter was up! Wasn't the best... but it had to be there. Can't wait for the next one :3

MUSIC- Listen to Kill Hannah *I have nothing against people with the names Hannah, it's a band* they're really good


DA crap

eh.. I need to update more I've been busy *and lazy* so I haven't gotten around to drawing anything good... >.> just wait though, I will attempt to draw Ed and maybe some batman people so just wait... for a few more days, until then you can just glamor over my new wallpaper

HOILDAYS!!!

hehehehhehhehehehehe *get's smacked* ahem.. anyway... it's the hoilday season! :3 Christmas is almost here I'm not excatly in a cheery mood today cuz I feel like crap but... that will change *hopefully*


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News on my sickness

eh... if anything at all it's getting worse .... >.> ... *sigh* I don't think I'm going to school today... sense I have my period I feel like total shit. *exsuse my language*


OBESSIONS

BATMAN everyone loves Batman! *points gun at people* don't you? anyway... batman is the coolest super hero to ever live and you should all know that. fan art of batman and the gang *nightwing, robin, batwomen...ect* are coming soon

ZELDA obessing as always. Still waiting for that next manga chaper >.>

FMA let me borrorw alot of the eppies... not sure when I'll copy them, but I will soon! thanks so much! I'll get them back to you as soon as possible!



DA crap

>>> visit her page! please!

>>> visit her page too!

Please, the two above are really talented and really nice! they both deserve more page views!

how many times do I have to say it? JUST VISIT THE STUPID PAGE GAH!





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Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving! Stuff yourselves with turkey and everything else!





Happy Holidays!




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