http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Darkbeat-Kaerith&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Darkbeat-Kaerith en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 21:34:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/28406004/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/28406004/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 23:43:45 PST
"DIE! DIE! DIE!!!"

For those who are not familiar with Zagi, he's a character from Tales of Vesperia. One who you'd smack in the face for talking too much XD He's constantly following Yuri and gang, picking fight for his own pleaure...basically that's his drive in life, to fight Yuri as his rival (which annoys Yuri as hell XDD)

Gooooooood I love Zagi ♥

But like I said, he doesn't get the credit he deserves...there's no official artwork from him and the fanart that can be found is awesome but most of it seriously doesn't portray him how he is.

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Around 3:35 he makes his (second one storywise) entrance ♥

This is why...the world needs more Zagi!!!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/27349568/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/27349568/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 23:56:52 PDT
Anyway, things are decent and I'm picking up some old stuff, like writing and RPing. Well I'd like to pick up some writing because I'm rusty as hell. But I think with RPing things will become somewhat better. Currently taking care of a RP section on a forum as RP Director...never really imagined myself in a staff role again to be quite honest. I was quite done with it, but this forum got my spirit fired up.

Anyway it's a RPG forum from a fellow Renegade, Masamune. Lots of stuff like Final Fantasy but most important series like Chrono Trigger/Cross, Suikoden, Breath of Fire ♥

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I'm such a referral whore...nah not really XD Anyway for those who are interested, feel free to lurk around and register if you want ^^ It's a nice place with a relaxed atmosphere. And of course if you enjoy watching Simen and me drooling over Fou-Lu and Teepo from Breath of Fire ♥

That and...I miss Suikoden. After finishing Breath of Fire III for the PSX I'ma start Suikoden I and II again ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/26077307/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/26077307/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 23:21:01 PDT
God drama and I don't need that right now...NOT NOW!

Anyway things have been decent for me. Working and all and finally some gaming time for me (that is when my girlfriend is not around or busy with something). I got my hands on Tales of Vesperia some time ago and I haven't played a Tales game in quite a while. Although the story is quite cliche, it's well told and enjoyable nonetheless. I'm having lots of fun grinding and farming grade and just the game is hilarious at times.

Yuri's line "Remember? Prepare to die, Eggbear!" was plain fucking awesome in its context XD

Anyway...this evening moar Tales of Vesperia for me...I need to play it <3

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/25245919/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/25245919/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:32:30 PDT
...if RL will allow so XD

Next to that I recently bought a laptop and it's amazing! Got it yesterday and tested some stuff and it actually is somewhat better with getting internet signals from the neighbors. So I'll be more online the next two weeks hopefully. Gives me some time to finish some last things online.

All the rest I'm doing great, real life is going nice, work as well and I feel happy.

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/23485238/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/23485238/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 08:37:58 PST
So currently I'm working on rebuilding the world of the book. Creating the continents and its villages/towns/cities and everything else and then the characters. I'm going to change the main character's history a lot and I'm making place for new characters and old ones will get a more important role. I is one character that won't change...at least her character.

Can you guess who that is? XD

Anyway that's a little update from my part. Hopefully this pre-working will be done very soon so I can start writing. I have so much inspiration right now and it would be a shame to let it go to waste.

Darky out!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/22835656/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/22835656/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 01:26:49 PST
Yes today is the day that I celebrate my birthday and where am I? AT WORK FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!! Ah well things are pretty nice here at the moment and my boss started to sing for me. Isn't he a sweetheart XD I had a shitty customer on the phone who started to yell at me and I hung up on her whahahahahaha! No yelling at my on my birthday! That's the rule that I am using today ^^

I already got my presents a while ago (just a few of them) and tomorrow I'm getting some more XD I'm not going to celebrate it at home though. To be honest I don't feel like doing that anymore. So tomorrow I'm just gonna celebrate it with my girlfriend/whatever you want to call her. I'm really looking forward to that ^^

Darky out

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/22346222/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/22346222/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 02:40:57 PST
But first of all...Happy New Year to all of you!!! I seriously hope this year has started somewhat better for you than it did for me. Make sure you take everything that this year has to offer for you...and never regret the things you did!

Now I guess some explanation is in place for why I started so depressing in this journal, right? Well a few days before Christmas I got a phonecall from my aunt while I was at work. I was quite surprised tbh because she usually doesn't call so unexpected...

She told me my biological dad was in The Netherlands for the holidays and a bit after that because of some tv program that we have here that reunites people with long lost relatives/family/etc. And apparently my family was chosen after they wrote a letter to get my dad to Holland. Huge shock for me of course...especially because I wasn't in the studio at that time while my family was. My aunt is not to blame though...she's awesome and I was the first person who was told he was in Holland. After this phonecall I called my mom and suddenly I broke down, started crying at work and all my co-workers didn't know what to do. I finally calmed down and took some decisions...I asked some time off until my dad went back and my team leader was really awesome about it.

So now I've been at home for one and a half week and I have two more weeks to go before he goes. But I have no idea how to feel or what to think...I got all the things I want to ask written down on paper, but still. I haven't seen the guy over 18 years. It's confusing and weird, but it feels nice at the same time. I'm not angry and at the same time I am...

Wow...emo entry... XD

Anyway tomorrow I'm going to my family down south and I'm staying there for two weeks. Pretty nervous and my mom wanted to bring me there, but I just decided I'd go by myself. I need some time to think and maybe I can get some stuff on paper during my traveling.

Anyway...got some stuff in my head for a re-write for Journey to Present and Past...it simply won't come out for some reason.

That's it...Darky out!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/21276576/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/21276576/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 04:01:21 PST

...AND I DON'T REGRET IT EVEN NOW

God this game is marvelous...short but marvelous nonetheless. The storyline seems to be quite short which is a shame since the game has so much more potential with the 360 but they haven't put it into good use. Still it's an awesome play and I'm planning to get myself the first Fable to play it. Next to that I have my eyes on RPG's that I wasn't able to play before, like Lost Odyssey XD

Anyway been playing Fable II this weekend and hung out with Nat because I really needed it. Friday was pretty crap at work and I almost broke down and cried. Feeling better now though ^^

Soooooo...how's my awesome DA crew of awesomeness doing *looks at Fuzzeh, Ren, Simen and some others*



]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/21012468/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/21012468/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:38:00 PDT
See how much I love her XD

So things are going fine here...work is awesome and I just bought Saints Row 2 for PS2. Nice game overall...funny to play and cause rampage with. Only stupid girl in le store asked if I was 18...

WTFOMGBBQIMMFACM......want translation of that?

Much love from le Darky

Love le B>

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/20405166/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/20405166/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 11:09:18 PDT
Just got transferred for 3 months to an internet company as helpdesk person. Answering questions and all that crap...you know XD Pretty awesome but the training is tiring me out for real. Waking up at 6 AM and getting back home around 7 PM, you can imagine that I'm pretty much sitting here like "Okaaaaaaay...where's my bed?"

Thing is that this is the perfect opportunity to get a fulltime job and have a nice income so I can get my own place. I need to do this one and make sure I do it right since it's the shot I've been waiting for.

As for art and shizz...busy with a tag for Felix since I promised him. I promise I'll work on it this weekend (if I'm not too tired). I do want to finish that one ASAP!

Aside from that I'm thinking about rewriting Journey to Present and Past. Got some fresh ideas and all, but I still want to keep some old elements and characters and at the same time introducing new ones who had a small role in the first book...one thing for sure...RENNARD STAYS!!! Her role was just plain awesome and her character made a mark in my story! XDDD

So this was Darkeh...back to the studio!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/19572299/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/19572299/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 12:09:03 PDT
On the contrary, real life called out to me and I had to hear its call and follow. Work and of course one of my closest friends, who needed me (and still needs me). So I need to get my butt into gear again and start writing and tagging.

I'm looking forward to do some collabs one of these days. Met someone on DA not too long ago and her work is pretty awesome. fellow Dutchie btw...which is even more awesome.

BTW Speilbilde...let me know if you're interested in another collab again. Reflection in the Mirror was certainly a success

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17715430/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17715430/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:38:51 PDT
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]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17617714/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17617714/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 01:26:10 PDT

1. Name three things you think you do well.
Ughh..
• Writing/RPing: thought I tend not to do it a lot these days, they're my passion and I'm good at it.
• GFX: also something I haven't done in a while, but something I'm pretty proud of since I learned to do GFX myself without (muhc) help.
• Being a Purifier: DUH obvious...Puyrifiers rawk!!!

2. What’s a moment in your life when you were proud of yourself?
• The day I graduated from High School...I did it while being in a hard situation at that time and managed to pass with one try!

3. What’s a song you feel good listening to?
• Exceeding Love - Himekami

4. Compliment yourself on a physical characteristic.
• My eyes are like effin' gorgeous XD

5. Post your three favorite deviations from your gallery.
• Trance in Motion - Zidane tag
• Journey to Present and Past - book
• Reflection in the Mirror - collab poem

6. Rant about your favorite thing(s) EVER. What makes you happy?
• SUIKODEN!!!! Like the most awesome and bestest RPG ever created for the PSX and PS2. The whole storyline is plain amazing and you gotta love the bad guys, like Luca Blight. The Rune system is refreshing to use when it comes to magic and it's even better since they integrated it into the storyline.

7. Write something nice about at least, but not limited to, three people! (They don’t have to be here on dA).
• :iconFelixelon: A fellow writer and a great friend who'll always be there when I need him. He always is willing to listen and give advice no matter what and he pwns with Pookiebattles

• A great friend who I've known for like 4 years now. You're really awesome to talk to and you always know how to make me feel better. I seriously hope you and Fuzzeh will be happy together and meet up soon...I'll definitely visit you when I have the chance to get to the US.

• The person I respect because of her friendship AND her art. She's damn amazing and I plain love her so much that she gets a special place in my story...to be honest she's my favourite character in the story because she rawks!

• One of my best friends evah on ACF. Dunnow he is always fun to talk to...especially when he starts singing Linkin Park. Him and me...we're just sex <3

8. Write something nice about the person that tagged you.
She's an awesome and caring friend who deserves nothing but praise.

9. Now it’s your turn - describe yourself in five words (at least three have to be positive).
• Caring
• Thoughtful
• Silly
• Weird
• Overprotective

10. Tag somebody!


]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17584164/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17584164/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 05:25:01 PDT
Been watching my message list here and noticed that a lot of people love my Zidane tag. I now have 11 favourites in total, which is quite surprising. I guess people are really psyched about the game, Zidane and all (which is must admit is something I do as well). Gotta love FFIX and the fact Zidane and Kuja are in Dissidia.

Anyway thanks peopple for the favs on that tag. I'm glad you all like it ^_^

I'm really sick now...caught a cold and it has been draining my energy quite a lot. I'd rather not go outside, but I don't have much choice. Have to get my bike fixed tomorrow which will be another trip outside and I have to work this week since it's my last week from what I know. My contract is coming to an end and I have no idea if they're planning to give me a new one. I'm tired and dizzy as hell, so I'll just have to see where it'll go

Need to write again, but everytime I start, I get tired again because of this cold and all. I hate it because I have quite some stuff thought out and planned for new stories and the fact I can't get them on paper now sucks.

Anyway...time for tea again

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17111777/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/17111777/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 02:35:57 PST
1) Full Name: Darkbeat Sayre Kaerith...or do you mean my other alter egos? I also have Kyril Isaiah and Kyezra Elazul and Ikaryas...wait my REAL name? Glenn van der Ley XD

2) Male/Female: male...but sometimes I wonder *laughs at self*

3) Were you named after anyone?: Nah, though my middle names were chosen after my grandfather's middle names ^^

4) Does your name mean anything?: Inhabitant of a beautiful valley...or in short a valley dweller

5) Nick Name(s): Do you have a few hours? XD Darkbeat, Darky, Darkp00f, Mr. Purifier, Darkums, Darkburglar, DarkBeak...seriously not normal how many people actually rape my name XD

6) What do you think you look like name wise: ...do I even want to know?

7) Date Of Birth: January 27th 1986

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Helmond (translated in English...Hellmouth, literally XD) currently living in Alphen aan den Rijn, The Netherlands

9) Nationality: Dutch...but I'm a half blood

10) Astrology Sign: Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Ehr...I actually have no idea

12) Religion: God I forgot the religion we Purifiers do...should I be ashamed now? *blushes*

13) What’s your favorite smell?: Unfortunately my ability to smell sucks major ass because of a disorder, but I actually love the smell of my girlfriend (no she doesn't stink XD)

14) Political Position?: Ugh...screw politics

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Depends...usually tea

16) Hair + Eye colour: Both dark brown

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: God...celebrity crushes are soooo passé...we only did those when we were kids

18) What do you look like?: Some girl claims that I look like Billy Crawford...I say bullshizz XD

19) Any unusual talents?: Picking my nose and farting...no kidding, wel except for the latter part XD Dunnow actually...

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: "I'm so motherfucking GAY!!!" is what I would say if I wasn't straight XD

22) What do you do for a living?: Telemarketeer...yes I call people and sell shit XD

23) What do you do for fun?: Writing (like my fellow fox friend), Role Playing, and gaming on ocassion.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Ahhh that would be either my keyboard or pen

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Hmmm...I'd pick up my pencil again to draw stuff, but I haven't done it in years.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Ah...that one is difficult, but you could say I do have one ^^

28) Crush: Ehr...crushes are over although my current crush is my girlfriend ^^

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Cameron Diaz plz XD

30) Current worries?: I'd rather not think about those...makes your life feel shit and stuff

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):

< a dear friend of mine and fellow writer...but annoying as hell at times XD

< SIT DOWN AND DRINK YER TEA! I love Ren ^^

< one of my best buddies

And many many more...but I'm tired and I need to go in a little while XD


32) Favorite place to be?: My girlfriend's place

33) Least favorite place to be?: Work...well at times XD

34) Do you burn or tan?: Tan and quite fast

35) Ever break a bone?: Dude nevah

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Coco Pops <3

37) Person you cry with: Ehr...


Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Two

39) Any brothers: Two

40) Any pets: Not anymore

41) An Illness: Some disorders

42) A Pager: No

43) A Personal phone line: No

44) A Cell phone: No. I've got a Mobile Phone < Felix...that's the same beesh XD

45) A visible birthmark: Dunnow

46) A Pool or hot tub: Nope

47) A Car: No

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Pros: Friendly, Kind, Helpful, Carefree, Patient (at times), Protective | Cons: Impatient (when I'm not patient), Overworried, Protective
<... ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16810337/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16810337/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 02:49:46 PST
So expect your (late) birthday gift one of these days Ren XD

All the rest I've been taking it easy. Too many thoughts in my head that are causing stress and other crappy stuff, so I took some time off from the webz. Just hopping on to check on stuff, but not actively posting around unless I am bored ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16559732/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16559732/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 23:31:55 PST

Anyway I hope you'll have an awesome day and lots of presents. Mine is coming up very soon. Need to do some finishing touches, since I didn't have much time to do so this week.

-----------------------------------


Further update...won't be doing too much after the present for Ren and a bio for Felix's RP. I'm rather depressed at the moment, because of my dad...my biological dad that is. The guy contacted me and I kinda broke down. Ugh...effin' great!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16441497/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/16441497/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:39:40 PST
I'm still alive, don't worry. I kind of vanished from the internet for a while because my dad was being a huge ass and didn't pay the bills. Luckily my mom has internet again so I can do my thing again.

I hope everyone here had an awesome New Year celebration! ^^

So yeah...I've been sick for two weeks now and it's getting a bit better. I decided to work on a few projects now that I want to finish. Actually I almost finished two of them. But one has definite priority, since that day is coming near.

Yeah a short story I've been promising someone as a birthday present. Don't think I forgot XDDD Been working on it and I can say I'm quite pleased about it. Some battle thing needs to be improved though, but I think I'll be able to present it soon enough.

Then there is a RP Profile that I'm finishing for a RP that I want to participate in. Guess I'll be posting part of it very soon so that I have some stuff ready.

Guess that's all......for now

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15746913/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15746913/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 09:26:37 PST
New Years Eve will be nice though that is IF everything goes as planned. If I won't get word from my family about getting together, I'm likely going to visit my best friend and celebrate it there and staying there for the night. She's one of the most awesome people ever and I'm glad she moved to Holland some time ago, at least I'm able to see her more often. She actually asked me not too long ago to join staff again of a Dutch forum I used to mod. She really wants me in there since things are quite a mess and she knows she can rely on me. I'll likely do it since it's not so stressful as a certain other forum XDDD

Seems my supervisors and co-workers are extremely happy with me, since I'm always the one who starts at 8 AM these days with the new project going on. No one wants to start at 8 AM and I plain volunteered to come that early and work. Pretty awesome you know...so yeah XD

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15658086/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15658086/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 00:53:35 PST It has finally happened, my dear friends. The moment of truth was last night and I feel like this has been the biggest accompolishment for me on the intarwebz. I can finally sit back and start to care about things that are truly important on the webz.


I LEFT ACF STAFF!!!


Yes indeed...I decided to leave the place because I just couldn't do it anymore. I once made a promise to stay, but that promise is just one I can't keep. Things were not what they used to be and I can't be arsed with it anymore. Next to that, real life has taken over as well so yeah. The only thing I will come to ACF for is RoA. I decided to stick around as Team Leader and going back old school again to fix the current state of our team. I feel like I've neglected the team for too long with responsibilities and burdens that are now off of my shoulders.

I'm a free man...and now RoA can blossom like it did before and I can just concentrate on the people that actually matter to me. My friends in there...my family ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15571482/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15571482/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 03:20:34 PST 's journal, I just had to do so.

Say Something to eleven people anonymously.

1. I found you, I lost you, regained you and lost you once again...time is of no essence when a bond is as close as ours and yet current circumstances didn't allow us to build something up. It hurts and at the same time I can put a smile on my face, which is hard to believe but true nonetheless. I'm not sure if I'll be able again to tell you my true feelings...but if I do, then I'd probably hold back anyway for the fear of rejection.

2. It's been so long since we last talked, but nothing changed between our friendship. Many times I was on the edge of strangling you at times, but never did I lose my patience in front of you...and the same counts for you when our roles suddenly switched. You were the one to catch me at that moment and I can't thank you enough for that. You saved me from insanity and hopefully I'll be able to tell you this in person one day.

3. Through thick and thin you have been by my side and helped me with your advice. A man of his word...a true friend, that is how I would describe you. We can talk about almost anything and laugh as hard as possible even during battles and trades. I appreciate your friendship and support, never forget that.

4. Never did my feelings for you change, even if things seemed awkward at some point. I know I did some stupid things, but you were able to forgive me and leave it in the past. Your friendship truly means a lot to me and hopefully I'll be able to pour you some of that nice hot tea one day so we can talk about the good old days.

5. You're still in my thoughts and in my heart...never will you leave there.

6. The same counts for you...but unfortunately I'll never be able to tell you those words in person. I still blame myself for my lack of actions, even if you'd probably tell me it wasn't my fault.

7. Once I called you part of my life...once my blood was yours...but no more. With your words you only fueled my hatred for you. I have never hated anyone...but you, yes you will be the first one who will have to live with the thought that your own flesh and blood hates you.

8. I apologize for not being there when you needed me most...I apologize for my fear of seeing you and not knowing what to say. I blame myse;lf for not being able to spend more time with you when time was running out and each year at that one day, tears won't stop flowing for that mistake I made.

9. This one is actually not for one person but for more...the ones who have been there for me when I had it rough. The ones who supported me and listened to me. You guys own so bad!

10. You'd laugh at me if you knew, but I actually have a crush on you for the longest of times. You're an awesome person and I enjoy talking to you a lot. Dunnow it's weird. Maybe you'll be reading this when you are on DA, but will you know it's you?

11. One day I'll look at you and tell you that you're far from the worthless person you claim yourself to be.

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15444831/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15444831/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 06:48:46 PST

Yes today was Judgement Day...I got my first paycheck from work and I was so damn happy with it that I decided to be awesome and spend it...well most of it that is. I still have let's say...100 euros or so left. But still, I'm very happy with my purchase from my first salary as callcenter agent.

The choice was between a PS3 and a Wii. Tough choice since both system have or will have games I'm really digging. But I'm determined to buy both, that's for sure. The issue only was, which would enter this house first and all that jazz. So Darkeh went into thinking mode (and of course I asked help from my awesome Renegades).

What the PS3 had to offer me now:

• Folklore
• The Godfather (I heart that game)
• Blue Ray Disc (OMG drool drool)

Unfortunately not many RPG's at the moment...but still the thought of playing a future Suikoden on this system is absolute sex ♥


What the Wii had to offer me now:

• The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
• The Godfather (I'm such a sucker for these games...ah well...)
• Avatar: The Burning Earth (come on...Toph Bei Fong is so fucking awesome!!!)
• Wii Sports
• MySims (yes shoot me...I'm a sucker for this game)
• A fucking awesome time with my dad while being dorky with the nun-chuk controller XD


And the choice was a Wii with Avatar: The Burning Earth and The Godfather. Most likely I'll buy Twilight Princess upcoming week, seeing my mom gave me some money that she owed me XD I haven't opened the box with the Wii yet, but hell I'm so excited to start playing. Seriously thanks Ren for advicing me...your advice kinda made me go to the Wii side already so I need to put extra work in my surprise for you, which I started this morning XD Yeah yeah...your birthday surprise

Anyway...I'm so effin' happy right now ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15343286/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15343286/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 09:06:32 PDT
Yup I'm actually thinking about leaving it all behind. Just say goodbye and concentrate on other stuff. It's not making me happy anymore like it used to. It's not giving me satisfaction or whatever it should give me, like...it doesn't add anything special in my life. I guess when you have reached such a stage you really need to start thinking to step out of it and start over with something else...in my case picking up my writing, tagging and RPing since I've been lacking that for a long time.

I'm thinking about continuing my second book or maybe rewriting the first one. Not going to change any of the storyline, but expand it some more. I don't know yet, but I have some nice ideas I want to work on. BTW in a little while I need to work on someone's birthday present which will consist of a story of something I ended with a cliffhanger XD


Real life is very satisfying. I love my job, even though people curse me for being a telemarketer XD I'm good at it and I love talking and all. My co-workers are really awesome and the money is quite good. Might buy myself a Wii or PS3 soon ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15024088/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/15024088/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:34:05 PDT

What a beesh, but I love the guy ^^


1. What Do You Say Most When You're Trying Not To Curse?
I just curse...screw that XD

2. Do You Own An Ipod?
Yup...iPod Shuffle and me likes ^^

3. Which Person(s) In Your Top Friends Do You Talk To The Most?
This is typical a Myspace thing...no?

4. What Time Is Your Alarm Clock Set To?
04:00 am...yes because I'm that much more badass than you

5. Do You Want To Fall In Love?
Sure

6. Do You Wear Flip-Flops When It's Cold?
Alright...who is so stupid to do this...everyone knows you need to go out with bare feet...nudist style ftw yo XD

7. Would You Rather Take The Picture Or Be In The Picture?
I'm always in the picture...I'ma camwhore and no one will change that!

8. What Was The Last Movie You Watched?
Ciske de Rat...some OOOOOOOLD Dutch movie, but very good

9. Do Any Of Your Friends Have Children?
Ehr...I think one does

10. Has Anyone Ever Called You Lazy?
Yes, but that doesn't matter because I am

11. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep?
No...that's why I do drugs XD LOLOLOL no I smoked joints in a distant past because it was calming stuff AND MADE ME SLEEP WELL...NO i AM not an addict and I never have been one

12. What CD Is Currently In Your CD Player?
This is the motherfuckin' FUTURE!!! We don't do CD's anymore

13. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
Hot choco plz

14. Has Anyone Told You A Secret This Week?
I told myself one... *giggles*

15. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
Geez that must've been ages ago

16. Can You Whistle?
No...I just pretend that I can to be cool...what the fudge...OF COURSE I CAN

17. Do You Have A Trampoline In Your Back Yard?
Typical an American thing...break your neck and tape it to send it to America's Funniest Home Videos...oh wait Bob Saget isn't in that shit anymore XD

18. Do You Think People Talk about you behind your back?
Of course...because they are that sneaky

19. Did You Watch Cartoons As A Child?
Yes...still do so

20. What Movie Do You Know Every Line To?
Most Jim Carrey movies XD

21. What Is The Last Thing You Purchased?
Dinner

22. Is There Anything Wrong With Girls Kissing Girls?
I find that quite...interesting actually *replace interesting with hot*

23. Do You Own Any Band T-Shirts?
I used to have one of...........The Backstreet Boys...fuck you they were cool in the old days XD

24. What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing?
Hehehe...RANCH DRESSING...LMAO (for the insiders who know what I mean)

25. Is anyone in love with you?
Ehr...dunnow actually

26. Do You Do Your Own Dishes?
Depends

27. Ever Cry In Public?
Emo corner yes?

28. Do You Like Anyone?
Dunnow...I think I do but I'm not sure

29. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
Yus...in my nipple LMAO XDDD No not really

30. Who Was The Last Person To Make You Mad?
You don't want to know...

31. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
Ehr...no

32. What Did You Do Before This?
Well started to talk to Felix

33. When Was The Last Time You Slept On The Floor?
On the floor...but that's like...cold

34. How Many Hours Of Sleep Do You Need To Function?
Usually 4...but I'd rather sleep 8

35. Do You Eat Breakfast Daily?
Depends

36. Are Your Days Full And Fast Paced?
Not always

37. What are you doing right now?
Yawning and waiting for a phone call

38. Do you use sarcasm?
At times I do...sue me

39. Have You Ever Been In A Fight?
Yes

40. Are You Picky About Spelling And Grammar?
Yes...I'm very picky with that and I always correct people XD

41. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags?
When it was still called Walibi Flevo I did XD

42. Have You Ever Gotten Beat up?
Not really

43. Do You Get Along Better With The Same Sex Or The Oppo... ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14737328/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14737328/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:41:59 PDT
I was about to deliver newspapers when some officers stopped me for not having my lights on...mind you it was 5 AM and no one was even on the streets. The instant they started to talk to me, they acted all big and had this arrogant tone in their voice that I didn't like...they wanted my story but each time I wanted to tell them stuff, they wouldn't let me finish my sentences and told me all of the sudden that there was no logic in what I said...WTF?! Then there was a racist comment from their side, which made my blood boil...and those who know me will also know that I'll become really hard to handle at that moment.

They wante dmy name...they had a piece of paper with my name on it, but I needed to spell it for them...like what? I told them "we're not in damn kindergarden...I don't have to spell my name for you and you cannot force me." This is instant fact...I am not obligated to spell my names for them, only giving them my names...but they thought they knew it better than me...assholes. So they threatened me to take me to the police station and that I would sit in jail for a long time if I didn't cooperate....uh huh like THAT would scare me...so I refused to spell my name and got escorted by THREE CARS for effin' sake. LOLOLOLOL!!!

At the police statioin it got even better...I wasn't allowed to call my mom or my boss and they asked all questions double...if I used drugs, stuff like that and suddenly one of the guys who took me in asks me

"Do you have any problems in your life?"

I laughed my ass off and the officers in my cell were pissed as hell. WTF problems in my life?

"Yeah because you're such an arrogant and talk back to me. You won't ever make it in society like that"

Alright...at that point I was about to tell the guy to fuck off, but bit my tongue. Who the hell did he think he had in front of him. Bastard...only reason I was like that because I was being treated like a criminal from the very second they stopped me. Seriously this was so fucked up and funny at the same time.

Anyway one and a half hour later I was released and I got a fine of 20 euros...uh huh, but the fuckers did steal newspapers from me, so guess what I am gonna do...exactly press charges...sue the asscrackers




On a brighter note and myself are busy with an awesome collab poem. We're really far and it's kind of darkish. She's an excellent poet and working with her is amazing. Seriously cool that you wanted to do a collab with me ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14597891/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14597891/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 00:20:57 PDT

Tag code of conduct:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal / blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

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I-/ My sleep is sacred...I need it and only a select few are allowed to wake me up if something is wrong ^^
II-/ People look weird at me when they hear me talking about Suikoden (or other RPG's)...I have way too much knowledge about the Suikoden series and yes it's an obsession.
III-/ Like Fozeh I write and have some unfinished written projects going on that I really should finish or at least work on.
IV-/ People rape my nickname like no tomorrow...I have way too many nicknames that came from Darkbeat and I always listen to them strangely enough XD
V-/ The number five (5) is my lucky number. XD Yes Felix...so is mine
VI-/ I get way too attached to people when I let them close to me, which is not good for me at some point...especially when they hurt me and/or I have to let them go.
VII-/ My Renegades are my second family...no one messes with them!
VIII-/ I like being alone in my own imaginary world...maybe bad for my social life, but hell it's where I feel most comfy ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14544929/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14544929/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:48:54 PDT
This gave me an idea for a topic in RoA on how people got their nicknames...might create that one soonish...I know we probably had that already but seeing lots of new people joined, it would be cool to see that again. I've been using the name Darkbeat for like almost 7 years now I think. First it was just Darkbeat and the other two names gradually were added to make one whole...thus Darkbeat Sayre Kaerith was there XD

Anyway going back to the subject...I still love the 2K drawing Ren did for me...the one with Darkbeat and Rennard. Seriously the detail and all, it was such an amazing thing to see. She drew her character exactly how I had imagined her to be, like she basically was in her skin when she drew herself. I think that watching this one drawing again gave me some inspiration to write again and continue my second book...the sequel to the first one XD

Seriously...Ren you are an amazing artist in all the aspects you work with. Never change hear me...you're bound to become an even greater artist and person than you already are ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14481197/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/14481197/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:17:33 PDT
Hehehe...yeah guess I haven't been around in a good long time. Lots of stuff on my mind and also a lot to do in the past couple of weeks/past month...whatever...just stick with the fact that I haven't been here in ages and return to see 49 deviations in my list and 30 messages. Now I'll have a lot to read XD

So, how's my current situation...physically seen?

I moved in with my dad a week ago. Finally my own little space with peace and quietness. No more siblings each and every day and lots of freedom. It's basically living on my own since dad is out most of the time either working or hanging out with friends. So I also make my own dinner and all nearly every day. My neighbors have been sweethearts though and told me that if I ever needed anything, I could always ask them ^^

Anyway yeah...it's nice here, but at the same time shit since some bills haven't been paid so now the tv got disconnected. I've been stuck without tv for almost a week now, so I'm missing out so damn much with certain series I am watching. Usually I end up watching some DVDs during dinner, so I guess by the end of this week I've seen them all. Now isn't that a sad thing? I think it is at some point, since I'd rather watch the news and all (yeah boring me XD )

I've also been applying for a job so hopefully I'll have it soon. Would be nice since my paperjob is really getting the best of me. Better yet I am annoyed to death by the amount of work and my boss. Bastard! Soon my friends I will make some more money foir a job that is somewhat less energy consuming.


My mental state?

I'm a damn wreck! I hardly eat or sleep anymore - lost weight because of it too btw, which is nice!!! - have nightmares. Fuck I think I fought with myself last night as well since I woke up with a bleeding nose and some scratches LOL! Things in life have become very confusing and they are dragging me in a whole together with all the feelings that came with it and it's a bitch I tell you. Each and every time I think I figured it out and am two steps ahead, one thing is done that tosses me back 5 steps so to speak. I'm tired figuring it out, but something tells me I have to for my own sake and well being.


But let's say...all on all I'm doing decent. I just need my own computer back again and hooked on the webz so I can do some writing and graphics again. I haven't made a tag in let's say 2 months...maybe longer?

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13520431/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13520431/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 03:23:10 PDT
For those who know me...Journey to Present and Past anyone?

Yeah I'm going to submit it for the contest, seeing the winner gets his book published and even the chance to get a second one published as well. Two flies in one hit!!!

So yeah need to work on the first book some more to make it perfect!!! ♥

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13409047/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13409047/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 15:45:18 PDT

Besides...she's gorgeous ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13360166/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/13360166/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 18:56:23 PDT
Ze girlfriend and I broke up, I got severely ill which resulted in me not working for three weeks and getting all sorts of medication, I failed college..........and then ze depression!

But I did manage to do some stuff when it comes to art. Some tagging here and there and of course writing and looking at other people's art. Gotta love those Dissidia scans with Zidane and Kuja ♥


Oh and still drooling over the awesome Purifier artwork some of my friends made me in the past. Gotta give some love to then so...Ren, Simen and Oki: I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥♥♥


That be all ^____^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12773304/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12773304/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:56:00 PDT
is the club I have just been accepted in. Seriously amazing and I can't wait to see the many artworks and disucssions around this serie. I've been a fan for years and definitely the Legends games are way underrated. The voices and facial expressions are amazing...The whole gameplay rocks so bad and this makes me want to play the game once more!

If you're a Megaman fan, I definitely recommend this serie to you...and of course join the club! ^^

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All the rest...yeah I'm going to do the one thing that I've been wanting to do for so long. Leaving ACF! But I'm taking RoA with me to a new project that Bri started a while ago...a new anti-drama forum based on KH and Xenosaga. ACF will change soon enough and things will be gone...totally erased from existance.

I'm no Admin anymore and it is a relief...I should've done it sooner...way sooner!



Peace our everyone

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12491800/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12491800/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:19:43 PDT

...BREAKFAST PLZ !!!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12129133/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12129133/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST
Yes...the late birthday present for Ren. It's going along pretty well actually. I finally managed to have an interesting into to the whole story. But now I have to make the character and the whole ordeal she will go through complete. But I gotta say...lots of tea references that's for sure ^^

Tomorrow a family party of my girlfriend and I am invited as well. Gonna meet some of her family and then there's this band playing in some dunnow shit XD Whatever...I'm gonna have an awesome time!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12040415/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/12040415/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 13:12:10 PST

-|[ b i r t h d a y . p r e s e n t ]|-

Remember this one? I kind of lost inspiration for a certain someone's birthday present...that and I just didn't have much time because of college and recent problems with my girlfriend

Big shame...but I'm planning to finish this one for Ren! Definitely I've been wanting to do this piece of writing for a while...some more in depth thing about her character in my book ^^


-|[ s t o r y ]|-

My most loyal fan finally saw it...yeah talking about Miss Silverberg Highwind once again XD She and Felix Xelon are the most awesome readers of my work and always commented it and stimulated me to go on...

Thanks you two...you are just plain awesome and I need to work on the second book again and post the first one up here ^^


-|[ l i f e ]|-

It's been messy, but I'm managing ^^

Oh...someone from RoA (a team I am leading on another forum) sent me a birthday present...the Spice Girls CD. God...Tasha/Lunar is such a dork for doing that and I'm so getting her something XD



OOOOOOH almost 1000 pageviews <3 Psssssh if you get it...make a screenshot and I'll try to fix something nice for le kiriban ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11610852/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11610852/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 12:04:44 PST
Sunday was the day my family visited me and my girlfriend came as well. She's so sweet ♥ She gave me this awesome huge Valentine's card and a necklace ^^ And she stayed over for the night!!!

So what am I doing now?


ATM I'm busy with a birthday present for so yeah that is taking some time. It's gonna be a surprise so you'll see it coming here on DA soon enough ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11505244/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11505244/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:59:59 PST

[GENERAL]:

[nicknames]: Darkbeat, Darky, Darkfluff, Darkp00f (and many other variations), Kyril, Michafute, Kyezra
[bday]: 27 January 1986
[birthplace]: The Netherlands
[height]: 5'3"
[hair color]: Dark brown
[eye color]: Dark brown
[righty/lefty]: Righty
[heritage]: Indonesian, Dutch, Portuguese
[weakness]: Meh...dunnow
[fears]: Small spaces, heights
[your thoughts first waking up]: I miss my girlfriend
[best physical feature]: My eyes
[bedtime]: That just depends...

[FAVORITES]:

[food]: Almost everything
[drink]: Lemonade, Dubbel Frisss, Ice tea
[band]: Meh
[type of music]: A lot...now into eurobeat, but I like everything
[instant messaging service]: MSN
[place to go]: Soooo many
[color]: Ocean blue
[book]: The Old Kingdom Trilogy
[sport]: Gaming...XD
[country]: Japan
[state]: Dunnow...PA I guess
[city]: Ugh...
[place to go on a vacation]: Japan...at least I want to
[candy]: Chocolate chip cookies
[ice cream]: Chocolate chip cookie dough ♥
[shoe brand]: Usually Nike or Adidas
[tv show]: Avatar, the Last Airbender
[place for a date]: Restaurant and then somewhere romantic ♥
[animal]: Dragon
[vegetable]: Tomato
[cartoon]: Fairly Odd Parents, Avatar, Teknoman...some old stuff
[school subject]: History all the way!!! But Multimedia is kewl too in college
[toy]: Action figures ♥

[DO YOU]:

[have a bf/gf]: Yes...my sweet and awesome Natascha ♥
[have a crush on someone]: Of course as you can see in the above question
[drive]: Yes I can but no driver's license
[have a car]: Nope
[have siblings]: Yeah
[sing in the shower]: Uh huh
[dance around the house]: Lol...ParaPara style
[plan to go to college]: Already in college
[want to get married]: Yup
[want to have kids]: Yup
[want to be president]: I wish
[want to be famous]: Maybe
[habla espanol]: Just a little because of Candice
[think you could live w/o a comp]: Nope
[take a shower every day]: Yup
[like school]: Sometimes I do
[believe in yourself]: Sure
[get motion sickness]: Sometimes
[think you're attractive]: I won't say it because it sounds arrogant, but my gf thinks I am
[think you're a health freak]: Aber nein
[like thunderstorms]: Lol no
[play an instrument]: Nope
[get along with your parents]: Definitely
[wear a watch]: Used to but the thing is broken so I don't anymore
[believe in miracles]: Everything happens for a reason...so yeah sort of
[believe in magic]: Yes
[trust others way easily]: Unfortunately yes

[HAVE YOU EVER]:

[drank]: Yes
[smoked]: Yup
[been in love]: Of course
[played a sport]: Nah
[skydived]: No...
[bungee jumped]: No...
[been out of the US]: Yeah...when I went there on holiday and got back XD
[waited for someone to IM you]: A lot yeah
[fallen for your best friend]: Yeah...bad thing
[been rejected]: Yup
[rejected someone]: Yup
[used someone]: Nevah!
[done something you regret]: Sure...but in the end it was good since it got me where I am now
[been in jail]: Nah
[run away from home]: Once I did
[broken a bone]: Nah
[gotten drunk]: LOLOLOL
[been in the hospital]: My life is all about visiting them
[let a friend cry on your shoulder]: Yup
[fell asleep in the shower]: Yeah
[never slept during the night]: Yup
[been on a motorcycle]: Yes
[been to summer school]: We don't have em in Holland
[seen someone die]: Yes
[didn't wash your hair for a week]: Uh huh once
[broken something valuable]: LOL yeah
[said i love you and meant it, not to family]: Mhmm
[been hurt by the guy/gurl you loved]: Yup
[spent the night on the phone]: YES
[wanted to die]: I did once but now...no way
[slow danced]: Yup
[been kissed]: Yup
[done drugs]: Yup
[been on stage]: Lol a lot of times
[gotten sent to the principal]: Yes
[sucked your thumb]: never in my life
[pictured your crush naked]: Yeah...sue me for it but I did and I saw her naked not too long ago HA! So there!
[been in a car accident]: No
[saved AIM convos]: Yeah I do
[wished you were a member of the opposite sex]: Maybe for one day XD
[gone to the mall]: Duh
[eaten an entire box of oreos]: I do that all the time ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11295459/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11295459/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 23:36:07 PST
Nah...guess now is my time to decrease my time on the internet with the new options that have appeared in my life. A new girlfriend nearby, who will keep me busy most of the time. Combined with my study and daily activities at home, my time may be limited.

Hahahaha never though I would be saying this XD I'm actually getting a life LMAO!

Nah...I'll be around quite much, but definitely not as much as I used to. Guess this is my first RL relationship in a few years and I don't want to mess this one up ^^ Gonna have a nice date with dinner and a movie next Tuesday so that should be awesome.

Hurray for real life!!!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11224255/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11224255/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:16:42 PST
Introducing:

A dear friend I met through some old Dragonball Z RP we both participated in. Animal lover till the end and she still is. She was the one who found me on a Dutch community called hyves. Pretty neat how sites like those can reunite old friends.

Another dear friend and also met her in that same DBZ RP! Hahahaha was pretty funny. Zaylie and I dated each other for a while, but we're still friends and I'm very happy that we talked again. Yesume told me she was here as well so I saw she was a Dev watcher of Yesume and decided to add her ^^


So showing some love to these two! They are both awesome people ^^

Friends:


]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11183074/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/11183074/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 02:46:41 PST
But though 2006 will end without snow, it will definitely not end without my dear friends and the thoughts of them. Even though we do not live near each other, we are still with each other in spirit and that thought is one we have to hold on to, to know that those who care about you will always be close to you.

So a special thanks this year to a few people...

One of my best friends...we've known each other for more than 2 years now and I couldn't have wished for a better friend. You have always supported me and helped me out when I had a hard time and I really want to thank you for that. Your friendship means the world to me and I hope that you and me will be able to meet one day ^^

Someone I admire and respect a lot not only for her art, but also for who she is. You've always been there for me and willing to help me out and that is something I appreciate and will never forget. I really hope 2007 will be a year for you full of awesomeness and good things ^^

My awesome friend Fozeh! A great person, always calm and serene. You're a great person to talk to and you'll always listen and give advice whenever you can. Thanks for all the support and help and I hope that 2007 will be the year in which you get closer to the person you love ^^

And of course everyone else here on DA a Merry Christmas and soonish a happy New Year!


Friends:


]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10956380/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10956380/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 04:35:24 PST
Seriously DA, you are making this website a drag for taggers. You add the fact that people can submit icons and tags and yet you remove them, claiming it is plagiarism. What do you want them to do then?

If you really want those taggers to remain here, I'd suggest you undo this and adjust your policy when it comes to copyright/plagiarism matters. This is absurd and many people will most likely keep submitting their work until you undo this.

And I cannot blame them...they worked their asses off for those tags and you remove them. Bah!!! Well I'm with those who are against it.

Thanks for notifying me on the stuff , much appreciated ^^

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10913225/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10913225/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 12:51:10 PST
Duh...of course I want a screenshot of it huh XDDD

All the rest things are okay...weekend at last so it should be good!

OMG ONE MORE WEEK BEFORE THE wii GETS HERE!!! TWO MORE WEEKS TILL I CAN GET TWILIGHT PRINCESS FOR LE CUBE <3333

/end fanboyishness XD

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10820152/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10820152/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:51:38 PST
Come on people...what's this crap? I try to submit stuff and it won't even appear until I don't know when.

Lovely...plaaaaaiiiiin lovely...

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10807354/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10807354/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:55:38 PST
I decided to become somewhat more active here and post up some stuffies I made. Yus I'll be uploading my tags and show them off on DA. Got the first few uploaded already and more will follow soon enough ^______^

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A special shout out to Miss Silverberg Highwind for reaching her second kiriban!!! I was the lucky person to get it, but still a nice accomplishment. Awesome Ren!

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So all the rest it's nice here XD

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10406005/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10406005/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 20:33:33 PDT
Life is hectic! College and the work I get is basically draining me and my time and the spare time I have left I usually spend on Photoshop, writing or playing PS2 with my little brother. I'm still around on forums and all that jazz, but to say I'm active like I used to be...meh!

Main thing that keeps me going and out of depressions is college when I think about it. That and my friends of course, who have supported me through thick and thin. But college and the things I do with classmates are just a nice distraction and it pleases me a lot.

So I bought myself a tablet a few weeks ago and I'm really getting the hang of it. I actually love working with it and I'm planning to get more into the artsy thing if I find the time.

So yeah...hurray for updates!

]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10018867/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/10018867/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 11:44:07 PDT
No Simen, don't feel unloves, I will visit you soon and give you a hug XD

Riiiiiiight!!! XDDDDD

FAVOURITES:
Favorite Color: Ocean Blue
Favorite Food: Noodles
Favorite Movie: Soon to be...FMA: Conquerer of Shambala
Favorite Sport: Gaming XD
Favorite Day of the Week: Friday
Favorite Season: Spring
Favorite Ice Cream: Vanilla

CURRENTS:
Current Mood: Depressed
Current Clothes: Boxers, t-shirt
Current Desktop: Renegades of Apocalypse
Current Time: 20:39 GMT+1
Current Surroundings: Stuff
Current Annoyances: Homework, hunger, being alone
Current Thoughts: I miss Candice
First Best Friend: Pfff...dunnow
First Crush: Natascha I think...or was it Renske XD
First Movie: Bambi
First Lie: "I didn't eat from the sugar pot...I swear!"
First Music: Dunnow...

LASTS:

Last Drink: Tea
Last Crush: Candice... *sigh*
Last Phone Call: Yesterday with my dad
Last CD played: CD?

HAVE YOU EVER:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yes
Have you ever broken the law: Oh yeah XD
Have you ever been arrested: Nevah!
Have you ever been on TV: Yup
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Uh huh

THINGS:
5 things you are good at: Writing, helping people, making them feel comfy, eating, sleeping
4 things you done today: Eating, sleeping, working, homework
3 things you can hear right now: My fart, music, tv
1 thing you do when you are bored: Masturba....collecting stamps XDDDD Nah...Photoshop ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9531437/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9531437/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 08:57:43 PDT
100 Facts
001. First name: Glenn
002. Your Nickname: Darky, Darkeh, Darkstuff, Darkfluff, DarkBeak, Kyril, Sera, Michafute and many, many more...
003. Middle Name: Eugénio Maximiliaan
004. Place of Birth: Helmond
005. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
006. Male or Female: Male...yes even though I crossdressed once or twice XD
007. Your last name: van der Ley

008. School: Hogeschool Utrecht
009. Birthday: January 27
010. Residence: Somewhere in The Netherlands
011. Screen Name: Darkbeat (Sayre) Kaerith

YOUR APPEARANCE
012. Hair Color: Brown
013. Hair Long or Short: Short
014. Eye Color: Dark brown
015. How do ur nails look: Ehr...nani?
016. Height: 5'3"
017. Do you have a crush on someone: I am in love...yes
018. Do you like yourself: Sometimes
019. Smile: Depends...I fake my smiles sometimes
020. Think your skinny: No I'm actually chubby
021. Piercings: Nopez
022. Tattoo: Nuh-uh
023. Righty or Lefty: Righty ftw!

YOUR FIRSTS
024. First Kiss: When I was...7 or 8 years old
026. First best friend(s): Hmmm...yeah that is like ages ago actually, Dimitri was his name
027. First award: You'll never believe it, but it was for writing a story when I was 8 years old
028. First Sport You Joined: Swimming
029. First pet: A cat called Mozart
030. First vacation: Portugal when I was 5 years old...I went to the castle of He-Man...or so my mom told me <_<
031. First Concert: I was 10 years old and I went to...The Backstreet Boys!!!

FAVORITES
033. Movie: Power Rangers!!! XD Nah...I think it would be The Lion King
034. TV Show: Avatar...sue me because my brother and sister like it too
035. Color: Ocean blue
036. Band: No real favourites
037. Song: Too many...
038. Food: Sushi, Noodles
039. Drink: Dubbel Friss Thai Lemon
040. Candy: Sugared Peanuts
041. Sport To Play: ...
043. Brand Of Clothing: I stand out...I don't wear brands most of the time
045. University: College
046. Animal: Dragon
047. Books: Journey to Present and Past, Felix Xelon's book, The Old Kingdom Trilogy
048. Magazines: Fancy...z0mg yes a girls magazine but it has a special reason XD

CURRENTLY
049. Eating: Chocolate chip cookies
050. Drinking: Water
051. Money in pocket?: Ehr...no
052. Online?: Yeah...when am I not online XD
053. Listening to: GO GO GIRLS - I WANT YOUR KISS BOY
054. Thinking About: What the hell to write for Candice's birthday
055. Wanting to: Go to Boalsburg, PA to visit Candice...(shooting her current boyfriend) and win her back XD
056. Watching: This damn screen while typing this thing
057. Wearing: Green shirt, white shorts, head set XD

YOUR FUTURE
058. Want Kids: Yup one or two...boy and girl named Alaric and Sera
059. Want to Get Married?: Yus
060. Careers in Mind: Writer/journalist type of thing

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
067. Cute or Sexy: Rawrrr both
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses: Both plz
070. Short or Tall: Either. Short...not too short though
071. Easygoing or serious: Both...
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both.. o_O
073. Muscular or Skinny: Dunnow...skinny isn't that superb, but muscular either so in between...
074. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
075. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
076. Sweet or Caring: Both..
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: Midway, really..

HAVE YOU EVER
078. Kissed a Stranger: Yeah...once or twice
079. Drank Bubbles: Yup
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Lost on purpose...yes
081. Ran Away From Home: Yeah once
082. Broken a Bone: Nope
083. Got an X-ray: Too many
084. Broken Someones Heart: Yeah...unfortunately
085. Broke Up With Someone: Yeah...unfortunately
087. Cried When Someone Died: ...
088. Cried At School: Uh huh...recently actually

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
089. God: Nope.
090. Miracles: Yes
091. Love At First Sight: Yes
092. Ghosts: Somewhat
093. Aliens: No
095. Heaven: Pearly white gate XD
096. Hellun dun DUN!
098. Kissing on The First Date: Depends
099. Horoscopes: A little

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
100. Is There Someone You Want? Candice Marie Diaz...I WANT YOU ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9507233/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9507233/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:54:51 PDT
Once again he managed to tag me and I will gladly do this one again...even if it's the most shitty day ever today!

-------------Describe---------------

-- Your Heritage: Dutch
-- The Shoes You Wore Today: None actually
-- Your Eyes: Veeeeeery dark brown
-- Your Weakness: Lack of confidence
-- Your Fears: Losing the people I love and care about
-- One Thing You'd Like To Achieve: Becoming a successful writer and getting my first book published.

-----------------What Is------------------

-- Your Thoughts First Waking Up: Crap...that time already?!
-- The First Feature You Notice In The Opposite Sex: Their kindness and sincerity
-- Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
-- Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel like sleeping...my sleeping pattern sucks since one and a half year
-- Your Greatest Accomplishment: Everything in life that I've been through with my disorders
-- Your Most Missed Memory: Too many...

-----------------You Prefer------------------

-- Pepsi Or Coke: Coke (yeah screw you Simen XD )
-- Mcdonald's Or Burger King: BK Lounge
-- Chocolate Or Vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino Or Coffee: Cappuccino

-----------------Do You------------------

-- Smoke: Nope
-- Curse: Yes I do dammit
-- Have A Crush: Yes
-- Who Are They: Candice...also known as Tiferet or Twilightonix *sigh* unfortunately not together anymore, could change though...ugh
-- Do You Think You've Been In Love?: I know I've been in love and that I still am!
-- Want To Go To College: Ehr...already did one year, will do it again next year
-- Think You're Attractive: Meh
-- Think You're A Health Freak: No

------------In The Past Month Did:/: Have You--------------

-- Drank Alcohol: Yup
-- Smoke (D): Nope
-- Done A Drug: Nope
-- Have Sex: Virgin here...so no XD


-----------------Have You Ever------------------

-- Flown On A Plane: Just once
-- Had An Imaginary Friend: Ehm...actually yeah
-- Played A Game That Required Removal Of Clothing: Nope...I'm crazy but not THAT crazy

-----------------The Future------------------

-- How Do You Want To Die? In my sleep...but with saying goodbye to those I love
--What Country Would You Most Like To Visit? US to see Candice but also Norway to meet Simen (AKA Pyreway)

-----------------Opposite/ Sex------------------

-- Best Eye Color: Any
-- Best Hair Color: Any
-- Short Or Long Hair: Any
-- Best Height: Any
-- Best Weight: Don't care

-----------------Number Of-----------------

-- Number Of People I Could Trust With My Life: A few...
-- Number Of Piercings: None
-- Number Of Tattoos: None
-- Number Of Scars On My Body: A lot actually...
-- Number Of Things In My Past That I Regret: Nothing much except the things that concern Candice that hurt her

----------------Favorites------------------

-- Fav Color: Ocean blue
-- Day/Night: Day
-- Summer/Winter: Winter
-- Fave Cartoon Character: Link, Captain Planet, Lion-O
-- Fave Food: Too much to mention
-- Fave Movies: Power Rangers The Movie XDDDDD Okay...not really
-- Fave Sport: ...

----------------Right Now------------------

-- Thinking About: Candice and that it's two months ago we broke up...and today would be like one and a half year we would be together... ><
-- Listening To: Eurobeat ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9422547/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9422547/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 03:16:08 PDT *nids*

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Yes...more than one actually...but many more to come ^^

3. Are you athletic?
Lyk wuts taht?

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
Regular....bit chubby

5. How much do you weigh?
Ehr...I have no idea

6. What's your height?
153 cm

7. Shoe size?
40

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
...

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
Both actually, sue me for it!!!

10. How old are you?
20 years, yeah I know I'm old!

11. When's your birthday?
January 27

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
<33333 I'd lick them XD

13. Are you sociable?
Depends...sometimes I am, I have moments I'm not.

14. Do you have many friends?
Meh...not really, rather close friends than many ^_~

15. What's your race?
Dutch...Indonesian and Portuguese...shit so many bloodlines!

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Ehr...no I only laugh on the phone XD

17. Are you single or taken?
Single...well yeah sort of you know, there is this girl...

18. Do you eat meat?
Yes

19. Are you paranoid?
Hmmmm the voices in my head say I don't...

20. Do you read a lot?
Used to do that...

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
EUROBEAT!!!!

22. Do you play any instruments?
No

23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't draw...

24.Whats the meaning of life?
Go to Norway and buttsecks Simen, followed by stuffing him in a closet and keep him there until he obeys me and becomes my bishie <3

Other than that...catch Brianna in a pookieball and train her so she evolves XD

Marrying Candice and getting two half blood Purifier kids named Sera and Alaric, who I will teach how to use magic and to fly from a 286 floor building.

Oh....and having fun ^^

Now for those other people to tag!

ThePencil (Whahahaha I always have to tag you!)
MrsYazoo
Rennard (Just for annoyance...she's so cute when she feels the tag!) ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9241650/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9241650/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 12:09:01 PDT
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Rules:
1. Must answer every question.
2. Be honest.
3. Pass onto six of your DA friends.

Name: Glenn Eugénio Maximiliaan van der Ley
Birthday: 27th Jan. 1986
Birthplace: Helmond, The Netherlands
Current Location: Alphen a/d Rijn, The Netherlands
Eye color: Dark brown
Hair color: Dark brown
Height: 155 cm.
Right handed or left handed: Righty
Your heritage: Dutch/Indonesian/Portuguese
The shoes you wore today: Le silver Adidas
Your weaknesses: I'm a softie
Your fears: Losing close friends and loved ones
Your perfect pizza: Extra cheese ftw.
Goal you would like to achieve this year: Get my girlfriend back...stufu!
Your most overused phrase on the internet: "Meh", "WTF", "LAWL", "Le fart", "Marry me"
Your bed time: Whenever I feel like it
Your most missed memory: Hmmm dunnow
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Mcdonalds or Burgerking: BK Lounge!!!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappucino or coffee: Cappucino
Do you smoke: Nuh uh
Do you swear alot: Sometimes
Do you sing: Yes
Do you shower daily: I try to
Have you been in love?: Duh
Do you want to go to college?: Yupz
Do you want to get married?: Mhmm yes I do
Do you believe in yourself?: Depends...sometimes I do...
Do you get motion sickness?: Only when I read or it gets too hot
Are you a health freak?: Of course not...that's SOOOOOO passé
Do you like thunderstorms?: No
Do you play an instrument?: Nope
In the past month have you drank alcohol?: Yes
In the past month have you smoked? Nope.
In the past month have you been on drugs?: Nope
In the past month have you gone to the mall?: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos? Unfortunately no...
In the past month, have you eaten sushi? Yes
In the past month have you been on stage? No
In the past month have you been dumped? I hate to say this......but yes
Do you work, as in an official job? Yup...well paperboy is an official job...

In a boy/girl:
Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: Doesn't matter
Height: Smaller than me or just as tall plz
Weight: Couldn't care
Best clothing style: Something she feels comfy in

Number of drugs I have taken: I did...like when I was 18/19 years old, quit when I met Candice
Number of CDs I own: 20
Number of piercings: Wut?
Number of tattoos: Double wut?
Number of things in the past I regret: Being an asshole to Candice and making her cry... >.<


Ugh...6 people huh...


ThePencil
MrsYazoo
Lady-Yazoo
r4r3truffle
Rennard (just to annoy her double since Simen tagged her XDDD <3 you Ren)
shadowgirl669 ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9229721/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9229721/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 08:42:36 PDT
<3 ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9046206/ http://Darkbeat-Kaerith.deviantart.com/journal/9046206/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 11:29:53 PDT
1) Full Name: Glenn Eugénio Maximiliaan van der Ley
2) Name Backwards: Nnelg Oinégue Naailimixam nav red Yel
3) Were you named after anyone?: Nah...but the middle names are from my grandfathers
4) Does your name mean anything?: Inhabitant of a beautiful valley
5) Nick Name(s): Darkbeat, Kyril, Sera
6) Screen Name(s): Darkbeat
7) Date Of Birth: 27th January, 1986
8) Place of Birth: Helmond
9) Nationality: Dutch
10) Current Location: Alphen a/d Rijn, The Netherlands
11) Sign: Aquarius
12) Religion: Cele Faelivrin...the Prophecy of Purification XD
13) Height: 153 cm.
14) Weight: 60 kg
15) Shoe Size: 40
16) Hair colour: Brown
17) Eye colour: Very dark brown
18) What do you look like? Like my biological dad...exact the same way
19) Innie or Outie?: Bit of both
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight
22) Best friend(s): Simen, Bri, Candice, Ren
23) Best friend you trust the most: See the people above
24) Best friends {your sex}: Simen
25) Best friends of the Opposite Sex: Bri, Candice, Ren
26) Best Bud(s): The same peeps
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: *sigh* I wish that I had Candice...really
28) Crush: Well see the above
29) Parent(s): Serge and Pascaline
30) Worst Enemy: Meh
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Simen
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Bri, Candice, Ren, Parichart
33) Funniest friend: Simen, Bri, Candice, Ren
34) Craziest friend: Simen
35) Advice Friend: Simen
36) Loudest Friend: Bri
37) Person you cry with: Bri, Candice

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters?: Yeah, just one...Sophie
39) Any brothers?: Yup...Noah
40) Any pets?: Yes one cat
41) A Disease?: No but I have disorders
42) A Pager?: A what?
43) A Personal phone line?: No...
44) A Cell phone?: YES!
45) A Lava lamp?: No
46) A Pool or hot tub?: No
47) A Car?: What's a car?

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Silent when in company of new people...strange and silly with friends. Can be emo at some point...really sensitive guy
49) Driving: Oro?
50) Car or one you want: First getting my driver's license...then we'll see
51) Room: Messy
52) What’s missing?: A girlfriend named Candice
53) School: College...
54) Bed: High
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Really good ^^

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself?: Depends...sometimes I do
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Definitely
60) Get Along with your parents: Yup
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Duh
62) Pray: Yes...sometimes
63) Believe in reincarnation: Yes and no
64) Like to make fun of people: If possible
65) Like to talk on the phone: Yeah sure...
67) Like to drive: Fuck.you!
68) Get motion sickness: Only when I read in the car
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yes
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Uh huh
71) Dream in color: Gawd...yes
72) Type with your fingers on home row: Exuse me?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeah my teddybear I got since birth

74) Right next to you: Too much mess
75) On the walls of your room: Greenish stuff and a fly I need to squash soon!
76) On your mouse pad: Nothing interesting
77) Your dream car: One I can actually drive in
78) Your dream date: Candice Marie Diaz...a Spanish girl living in the US
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: I don't care
80) Your dream husband/wife: Sigh...once again Candice
81) Your bedtime: Whenever I feel like it
82) Under your bed: My PS2, GameCube, SNES and television
83) The single most important question: I dunnow...
84) Your bad time of the day: Monday...
85) Your worst fear(s): Dying or witness the death of someone I love
86) The weather like: Changing
87) The time?: 20:22 PM
88) The date?: 12th June
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Do you have a few hours?
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Cow tongue...I really ate it in France 7 years ago!
91) Theme Song: Ai Wo Koete (Exceeding Love) by Himekami (Suikoden III theme)
92) The hardest thing about growing up: Accepting
93) Your funniest experience: Yeah...got some hours left?
94) Your scariest moment: Weird dreams about my ex
95) The silliest thing you've said: Buy me a new book to draw in....in my sleep!
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: Begging...no shit!
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): Someone almo... ]]> ~Darkbeat-Kaerith