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<sup>Not much has been happening. I asked for several pictures to be drawn, commishion and not. I started college, it;s okay and I'm currently sick. Have school Tuesdays and Thursdays. I beat Tomb Raider Anniversary. The best fucking game evar. I'm playing Legend on and off at the moment. I'm tryuing to find a guy. No luck but eh. He'll come sooner or later. I may be talking to him and not even know it. I've been going to some teen chat room. It's filled with desperate people yet I find it amusing and kinda fun =/ Oh and Emily (Hachi) and I arn't friends anymore. I miss her a lot. More than I should =/

.....You my love.....</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/12484144/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/12484144/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 13:17:33 PDT You're all I ever wanted.....

I think it's about time I updated my journal. Okay, my aunt does NOT have breast cancer.

I love The Used. Like woah

Chico lost his nail due to Sunny biting it off. Bastard.

I'm sick. *coughs on everyone* Suffer with me, bitches.

I'm deleting pics off of the computer. Due to all the music I have on here. Not a total loss. I DO have a photobuck, so all the pics I took,. my drawings, gift art/trades are there too.

Journal entry title- MURPHY LAID AN EGG!!!

Not an 'egg' but an EGG. Sorry, that was stupid, but it had to be done. And it's funny how we write in journals EXPECTING someone to reply. Kinda sad, yo.

Schools almsot over then I'll be goign to West Valley next year. Hachi going to her college, which I think is still UCSC. She said she wont' have tiem to do the things she wantds, dance, model, or RP with me. I can handle that, but as long as I can still talk to her I'll be fine. I fucking love her. She's my best friend.

All my past jpurnals are pathetic. I'm LOOKING for attentiona nd being all- POOOR MEE! WAI WAI WAI!. It's like0 SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!

Oh. I've been called emo. Do I dress/look/act liek it? I'm nto even aware. It's funny.

^{.....You my love.....} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/10807034/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/10807034/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:39:10 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Finally typing a blog entry, isn't that grand? Typing in e-mail right now, so if Myspace starts being a bitch I'll still have it! Yay me! WOOOOOO!

In further news- I think I'm failing English... AGAIN! YES! I, Iris, is a failure! But I'm going to do better this time. I promise myself that! And I still haven't got my damn new VCR yet D= Makes me sad. I need it... I can't watch a lot of movies now because of it.

Brother called earlier. He was ranting on how he hates Best Buy. He says the people who work there do absolutely NOTHING. If they want to do nothing they should stay home.

Made a new Deviant ART ID. A big pic of me, with little pics, 3 of my birds, Brandy (dog), a rose and my parents. Also posted my new deski-poo and some Jelly Fish pics from our last visit to the Aquarium in August. I really put off posting them. Damn me and my damn Procrastinator ways.

Saw Happy Feet, Friday!! OMG! IT was so cute. I want a little Penguin.... <3

I feel like I'm shallow and desperate. I say I don't care about looks right? Yet I want to have this really good looking guy to be my boyfriend and have these girls talk about US. And why he's with me. I guess it'll make me feel good but I feel so shallow for that. Sure, he has to be nice and have a great personality too.. But I still feel bad. I love personality but yeah... I wouldn't mind having the GORGEOUS guy.But beautiful people only get beautiful people. Not all the time, but most. And I went to sign up for eHarmony. It's this dating site, ye know? But I stopped. It's not right... But ug... This sucks... I'm tired of being along. And this got me emo. And I DO cut. But only when really pissed off at myself or upset over something. It's like- "Hey kid! Cut! It'll make you feel better!" and you're saying- No. Go away." and the voice keeps pestering and saying" Go on! Go on! Cut! You'll feel better!" then you finally give in and yell at the voice- FINE! HAPPY NOW?! and all the voice can say is,"Do you?" then you reply- well yeah... a little...

The whole cutting convo was funnier in my mind when I first though it up. Man, I need to have a tape recorder and keep it with me at all times. So when I'm having a fun time in my mind I can record it and not worry about if I forgot this or that. The bad thing is- if you say something wrong or really odd you can't erase it. But that'll made it funnier. Like my friends and I were talking about the menstrual porn we saw.. I found it funny. The girl was getting anal and you see the string of the tampon sticking out... It looked like a little worm coming out... But then when I was walking to class I was thinking that I will never have sex during that time of the month no matter how much the guy begged me. Then I thought- Honey, fun time on blood time is no good time"

I worry about a lot of things. I was once a hypochondriac, I wonder if I still am. I think sometimes I maybe be a Skitzo. But that's because of the 48 Hours mystery I saw/. About this woman being a scientologist and getting stabbed 77 times by her son. He was a Skitzo, he didn't get the proper help he needed so he lashed out. Kinda sad. So people, unless you really WANT to, don't become a scientologist. It's kinda funny since I have a Scientology place near my house. I should go check it out- for the hell of it. It'll be sad if I start laughing at the people's faces though. If anything, I think I may be OCD... With certain things at least. Imperfection drives me crazy. And I have many of them. but it bugs me in art. Since I try to make things as perfect as possible yet I have issue's with it. It sucks.

Speaking of sucks, my mom got the new Ill Divo CD.... I wanted to get it for her! And My dad didnt' tell her and let her get it! D= Makes me sad... My gift for her is RUINED. Now my new quest is to find a new one.

Oh.. No news on my aunt yet. She got tested for the cancer but we don't know yet if she has Breast Cancer or not... I hope she doesn't..


Watched Man In The Iron Mask today. Good Movie. I saw Carrie and Good Will Hunting the day before. Carrie was okay. Good Will Hunting was good. I kinda liked it. Only watched it since Robin Williams is in it <3 I love him.


my computer hates myspace so my rant on GH was lost.. But they brought back Laura and now their getting rid of her. I HATE IT! I want Laura to stay.... And She and Luke are still the SUPER COUPLE. Everyone loves them. And for the first wedding, peopel even SKIPPED SCHOOL to see them get hitched! It was the most viewed episode on Soap history. And Laura told Luke that he gave her extra time with her family but she can't have one thing she really wants- to be with the one she loves forever... Omg it's so sad. And Lulu is taking the fact that her mom won't be there much longer pretty hard... ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7814642/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7814642/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 00:12:45 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Mood: Excited

OMG! AN EGG HATCHED! THE BABY IS SOOOO CUT!E! *squee*

I'm also writing a romance/.drama story.. will have sex in it.


title- My biggest mistake was loving you

I sighed deeply, watching the movie, the history professor was playing. It was a war movie, though, I wasn't paying attention, just sketching in my notebook. I glanced at Verse, noticing her eyes were glued to the screen, and the teacher aide, who, I had to admit, was good looking. He was reading at the moment, yet scolding random people for annoying eachother, or making to much noise. I saw Verse lean in to whisper something in my ear, "He's looking at you." I glanced at my friend, then at the teacher, Mr. Michaels. I glanced away, giving a sigh. "I don't care, he can look all he wants" I stated, looking back at the note book.

Rod sighed, looking over at Jet. "Looking at Corinthois again?" He asked, raising his pierced brow, looking at him from over his book. Setting the book down, he slid closer to him on his rollie chair, in what seemed to be an elegant movement. Rod gave a nod, glancing at his aide. "Do you think I should ask her out? To lunch, or something of the sort?"
Jet rubbed his chin a bit, moving his glasses up a bit, then moving his hair through his chin length hair. "I think you should, if you like her that much" He pursed his lips a bit, "Think I should ask Miss Clement? She's so adorable" He stated, with a smile. Rod gave a nod. "She seems to be good for you too, I think she also likes you"
"Which girl doesn't like me in this class?" He raised a brow, and Rod grinned a bit. "You have a point there." Michaels commented.

This is the beginning, which I WILL finish, I jsut cna't at the moment...

Part of it, or my plans of what will happen-

I was afraid of him, I don't denny it. After Mr. Vladimer Gagarin raped me, more then once, I was afraid Rod, would do the same. I was wrong though, oh so wrong. A few more moans escaped my lips, before long, I climaxed, biting my bottom lip, as Rod continued. Moving up, I clung to him, tighlty, my nails marking his back more. It wasn't long before, he too, climaxed. He groaned, still rocking his hips, until he came to a dead stop. Though, the whole time he held me close to him. Pulling out, Rod moved to lay beside me, and wrapped his arm around me, kissing my forehead. "Tell me... What was your childhood like" He suddenly asked me, as I looked up at him, surprised. I layed my head down, looking up at him, my hand near the nape of his neck. "It wasn't... What I would of liked it to be... I was.... Very lonely, and when I moved out here, when I was ten, alot of kids teased me about my accent.... They wouldn't accept me... They even teased me worse, since I didn't have a mother...." Yes, my father wasn't married ot my step mother at the time... Though, they were going to get married, soon. "It was worse when I got older.. I made a mistake of screwing my boyfriend when I was thriteen... So I can get attention from my father......" I bit my lip, afraid of what his reply may be. Rod just looked down at me, seeming shocked, then frowned, pulling me closer. " You're adorable" He said suddenly, " You were lonely, no one accepted you?" He kissed my lips gently," Don't worry, I'll make you happy" I felt Rod place his hand gently on the top of my head, stroaking my hair. "You're a good girl, Skye." He stated softly, closing his eyes. I felt a smile spread across my face, as I nuzzled up to him more, before I fell alseep in his arms.



This is based off of a RP I'm doing wiht a friend, which we need to continue. This is kind abase don a romance book I read bits of pieces of, and a part of the manga Peach Girl. Sudgestions? Please give them to me!

^{.....You my love.....} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7540044/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7540044/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 22:29:21 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Mood: Excited
Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

<sup>Yep, my green parakeet, Murphy, laid an egg. AndI thiknk I noticed abotu an hour or more ago... Wow, I'm so happy But I dont' have a nesting box, and I think I need one. I didn't intend thenm to breed, nor do I know one was a male, until sky went on Muphy's back.

.....You my love.....</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7385501/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7385501/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 18:48:06 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Mood: Paranoid
Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

<sup>My Doves Have lice >-< I'm so paranoiud. I dont' knwo if I have it, but I doubt it. I checked the Conure and One Parakeet. If one doens't have it, I assume the others don't, since I would of saw. It's REALLY easy to tell with Athie. Becuase she's WHITE. Polyneices, not so easy. He's light browm, the color of the lice and him clash together. But they BOTH have it >-<

.....You my love.....</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7166516/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7166516/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 10:50:50 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

<sup>Eck, okay, I personally think someone out there is out to get me. First, I got an F in math >-O I knew that was going to happen.... Then yesterday night, about ten thirty-ish, I get a call on my cell phone. And this girl is telling me I have a bill for about 38 dollars for the porn I have been viewing...... I asked her how she got this number, and she said it's the number I put down, and she asked if I really was Heather.... But, how the hell did this happen? I would NEVER register for a porno site, for one, it costs money, and two, I wouldn't want to see that shit alot anyway. And I put my cell number down. But the thing is, I don't even KNOW my number. I wrote it down, but I lost the thing for it LONG ago. But the bill is due today.... I told my mom, and she asked me "why didnt' you give me the phone?","Did you tell them you were sixteen, a minor?" And she said if she finds out I really did register, she'll keep me away from the compy. But I didn't tell her, I have been watching it, but that was in the summer. And I only watched the trailers, I wouldn't sign up, or anything, or down load the full video. A few things come to mind, that might've gotten me into this.

1. Some how during, or before summer started, I kept getting this pop up. I figured it was from Internet Explorer so I kept x'ing out. Until one day, when I actually saw it. It was a porno thing. I clicked on the thing that said,"Why am I viewing this" and it said I some how dowloaded it. So I needed to download something ELSE to get rid of THAT.

2. It could of been the sites I have been viewing, yet my friend didn't have this prob, and it's only two, one or the other.

3. It could of been the cause of all the porn ad's I get in IM's from random SN's.

4. On my compy-poo *sick -_-, really sick* everytime I'd go to Vampire Freaks, I'd get porn pop ups. Someties I would click on one of the diff sites and view trailers, ONLY. It could of been from that. And everytime I'd x it out, more would come.

My mom said she doesn't know whats going on. I got a bill before for some call, that was about 40 dollars and I didn't know what it was, and it was two minutes, and now this -_- ...... And she doesn't know if she should trust me or not...... This is just great -_-

.....You my love.....</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7018875/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/7018875/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 13:49:21 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

<sup>Sky got into another fight -_-......... This is his FIFTH ONE! >-< Poor thing.... His foot is hurt and what not.... I think I need to get another keet for Sky.... So he won't go after Duckie... But then Murphy would be alone.... :sigh: Sky is and always be my little problem child.... -_-

.....You my love.....</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/6946814/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/6946814/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 16:46:29 PST You're all I ever wanted.....

Listening to: Vampire Heart- HIM

I'm happy! I can fit into the size nine jeans I wore as a freshmen! They're tight, and I have a rip in them, an dmy fleshy thigh skin is poking ou t=/ So I still need to work on it, and lose a more weight, but I can fit into them! HAPPY! WEEE!

Art news-

I'm doing an Art trade wiht Ryu-nmo-Joo *knwo I spelt it wrong* and I still need to do my half, here's is ready.

Drew a picture of my old RP charrie. And yeah, she needs to be colore,d when she is, I'll post her.

Requests-

Mana- Salisha - 0% done. Will get to it, Salishy! I proimise!
Two gusy together- Chris- 0% done. Like with Salisha, I'll get to it!

Meh, I got insulted today. Salisha wanted to see my sketch book, and I showed her. The drawing of Rose, she commented" Can her chest get any bigger!" and "You draw like a guy!" Guys= Draw girls with big boobs. But dude! Rose is a D! Skye a C, Rika and Hariko- B! And Alice, she';s also a D! BUT SHE'S A D! THE CHEST IS SUPPOSED TO BE BIG! But I felt insulted I dont' think I'll let her look at it anymore...

^{.....You my love.....} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/6082622/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/6082622/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:09:19 PDT Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Mood: Pissed
Listening to: Funeral of hearts- HIM

I just finished reading the Half Blood Prince..... I HOPE SNAPE DIES IN THE NEXT BOOK! That bastard!
Poor Dumbledore... I LUFFED HIM! I cried more for him then Sirius.
*sighs* I loved this one paragraph though. When Harry is telling Dumbledore everything will be ok... And he says, 'I'm not afriad....... I am with you' That made me cry T-T
And Poor Draco. He isn't really evil... He's a good deep down inside. And I bet he would of took up Dumbledores offer if the damned Death Eaters didn't come.
Several parts of the book *last few Chapters. Begain in the Cave* reminded me of LOTR. Like wiht the Inferi. The Bog. With the dead people inthe water, and them trying to pull Frodo in, deeper, like they were trying to do with Harry. And Harry going on about the dead people in the water. Like Sam.
Sam- 'There faces! Dead faces in the water!'
And then Dumbledore saved him. Like Gollum.
Dumbledore dying, and nothing Harry coudl do about it. Like in LOTR. They watched Gandalf die, and they couldn't do a thing. And lastly- The last scene. Hermione and Ron wanting to go with Harry- even if he doesn't want them too. Like Frodo and Sam at the end of the Fellowship. Sam went with Frodo.
Frodo- No Sam! I'm going to Mordor alone!' Sam- 'Of course you are! And I'm going with you!'

And I personally think R.A.B is Regulus Black. Sirius's younger brother. And his middle name, begining with an 'A'. Maybe, he didnt' want to work wiht Voldie anymore, and he knew about the Horcrux being a locket. He took someone with him *who acted like they hated voldie too* to help him out. Then after getting the Locket, he destroyed it. Then the person with him, tipped Voldie off, and BOOM. Younger Black Brother dead.

^{In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5996523/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5996523/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:57:05 PDT Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Reading: Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince

*~Sigh*~ I know I havn't posted much AT ALL. Nothings been really happening.

I've just been getting pains in my chest. In or under my breasts. I went to the doctors yesterday. Messa got the hot doctor ^-^ But it was embarassing.... He needed to touch my breasts, askign if it hurt when he pressed down. It did. And plus, It was on my breasts plate/bone whatever that thing is called. Then he had me up my hand against his, and push. I did, and I felt my arm twitching as he too, pushed down. He said it may be nothing, but to take it easy basically. and move the birds out of the room, since they can get a desease, and it infects the lungs of humans.

Today- The news pissed me off. Some place these guys were having a SHARK CATCHING COMPENTIION! WHAT THE FUCK?! Sharks are engangered, you low live bastards! They dont' need help to becoming extinct! Other bastards are already working on that! But one of the jackasses caught a Tiger Shark.... Poor baby.... Honestly- humans are STUPID! Once we killed off all the Sharks, we're goign to bitch that we wished they were still here, and that the fucking ocean is being over populated by fish and maybe even seals. Well go fuck off- it's our own fault that'll happen. Everyone who hunts and kills sharks, and anyone that thinks they should all die- YOU SUCK! Anyone that thinks we should save these animals *including me*- Go us!
Sharks are not mindless killing machines. They're smart, and cunning. If a Great White wanted *this was proven by a made shark the Myth Busters used, for two experiments.* that they can race at 25 miles an hour to a shark cage, and bust it open. Also, if they wanted, they can charge at the same spead into a small boat, like in Jaws, and made a hole, but not much of one. ALL OF THESE ARE POSSIBLE! DOESN'T MEAN IT'LL ACTUALLY HAPPEN!
Also, there was another program on Shark Week, Called 'Great Whites- Uncaged'. It was rather interesting. Before the group of people *I think Four Men, One Women* went into the water- they put a manicane inthere, to see how the sharks woudl react with them, in the water. The White Sharks were circling the manican, and bumping into him cautiously. Then they gave him a curious bite, then swam away, then came back. Several others bit at his feet, then swam away. But being that they don't have hands or anything, they test things with there mouth.But this shows how cautious they really are. And no- they're not stupid! Attacks happenign for two main reasons- Out of curiousity, they bump and bite. OR, they mistake us for there normal diet- seals *this is for White Sharks. But all sharks, pretty much mistake up for something else. Though, sometimes, maybe there hungry and lazy. And go for the easiest prey...Us* But Sharks really arn't bad guys. When I learn hwo to swim/scuba dive, when I'm older, and much more experiance. I WILL swim wiht Great Whites- Cageless! Course, I'll be careful, and do the same as the group did in Great Whites- Uncaged. Put a manican in to see how they react. And I will have a cage handy, just in case, and a partner, who will have a spear if some gets aggressive. Not to kill it, just to ward it off. And I dare you- Call me a crazy Bitch. But I DON'T care! I want to do that!

Not much besides that. I need to draw more. I'm going ot try to draw Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy. Along with more Sirius Fan Art. Oh! I'm on the Twelth Chap in the new book! *woot*

If you want to know how to save the Sharks go to - [link]

^{In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5360691/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5360691/ Sun, 15 May 2005 00:24:45 PDT Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Mood: sad.. maybe...
Listening to: You raise me up-Josh Groban

Damn... I havn't posted in a long ass time... So here are the things that have been happening in my life-
I'm starting to like this guy in my history class. His name is Kenny Bake. HE was in my earth science class last year. He's so nice to me.. And is really the only guy in class who goes and talks to me first, without me starting something them. He also showed me a way that I can make the eyes on my drawings the same size... I don't know.. He's just so nice.. And one day, a few years ago, I saw a girl with a shirt that said 'Guys are like parking spaces. All the good ones are taken' And that's so very true. Kenny is a great guy. Nice personality, he's smart, nice and everything else. but the downer, is that he has a GF.
In History, since we were watching a movie, Since Ms. Mead was o a cruise for her honey moon, and we were in a different class room, since the teacher had stuff to do, and he was talking to me. I asked him if we were friends... He said we were and that it ticks him off when people say I'm evil and what not...

*sighs* My Miss Miss got grounded. So she can't be back online till the First of June. Which is killing me, since I feel negleted from her. I talk to her onthe phone a few times, but still... It's nice talking to someone on line... *hugs missy* I miss her... She'll be my new sister.... Maybe... I wonder how long our online friendship will last.

Kim and I arn't friends anymore really. Same wiht Christina. I won't settle for a 'Hello' and being ignored after that. It's like I'm a old toy and they got tired of me, and went to new toys, which are their friends. But whatever. If they can just do that, then screw them.

I got Destiny upset today.. AndI felt bad and didnt' go to sleep, since I wanted to wait for her to get on. and tell her how sorry I was... And I dont' know what made me go on my AIM name when she sighed on then off after a hour later. But it turns out she blocked me.. And that really hurt. I confronted her, saying what I had too. And too my surprise she unblocked me saying she was the one that should be sorry not me. And before she signed on again, when I was all worked up, I was talking to Missy. And She said I should just rest and not worry about it. And I told her I cna't help but feeling guilty after I hurt someone and she thought I should get out of that habbit.. Which I should..since my problem is that I care too much.. But before I called, I got soem tweazers with a sharp end and carved 'Des' in my arm. Not too deep, it didnt' bleed, but it still stung later on. But things are ok now... But I dont' feel as close to her, and I still feel hurt. but that will pass, in due time. But I was an idiot for carving 'Des' in... >-<

Nothing much is new now... Just listening to Josh Groban, the CD is Closer.. Of course, it's my moms CD.. And I will TRY not to steal it form her, no matter now much I love it. All the songs are great, but I love Track 5-When you say you love me and Track 12- You raise me up. Such great songs ^-^

^{In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary} ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5039294/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/5039294/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 01:11:51 PDT Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Mood: Inwaiting
Reading: Clock work orange-Anthony Burgess

<sup>A few days ago I thought I heard one of my birds chirp my name.... Which was...... Kinda weird..... And I'm strating to hear the voices calling my name again...... I wish I would stop hearing it.....

In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4956016/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4956016/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 20:38:59 PST Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Mood: Surprised, pleased
Listening to: In the End-Linkin Park
Reading: Black Creek Crossing-John Saul

<sup>Tomorro is her birthday, so when I got into the house, I told her I was going to kinikuniya. So I went there *I had $90 at the time* and I bought her some thigns for her b-day, small pig shaped mechanical pemcil, pig note pad, piglet stickers and pig magnets. While I got my self a pen, pencil and copic drawing paper. Then I went to Mitsuwa, and bought her this really pretty purple flower teaset. It was $35 also with tax, and it came to 40, since I wanted it gift wrapped. IT was 4 dollers for it. But the lady took a dollar off. So when I got home, I let her have it... And now, I had only 11 dollars plus some change. When she opened the tea set and the other stuff, after knowing I spent most of my money, she was crying. And said it was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for her.... She even was bragging to her online friends about what I did, and how sweet I was....

In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4712670/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4712670/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 15:58:04 PST Everytime I dream....... I dream of a new place... A new more safe and peaceful earth, where none pollutes, murder or kill animals for the hell of it. A perfect world...... That only exists in our dreams...

Mood: Deprressed.....
Listening to: In the End-Linkin Park
Reading: Black Creek Crossing-John Saul

<sup>It's offical. I dont' have any friends at school. Meagan and Julie talk to each other, Kim and Christina don't really bother when together. Kim doesn't talk to me at all anymore....
Like WHAT THE HELL! I bet she's doing what she did to Chrissy. But screw it. She'll lose me as a friend. I don't think I'll go to her B-day. No point really.... They say when life gives you lemons, make lemonaid. but I hate lemon aid, so I keep the lemons, which make me sour..... Oh who cares.... People are stupid anyways.
Jen,Henry,My mom and Serg *I think....*, are the only people thta are the closet things to friends. My actualy friend is my mom.... If I have her, then I don't need anyone else right?
I don't know.... Hope you guys have better luck in friends then me.

In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary</sup> ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4574432/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4574432/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:14:24 PST
Mood: Crazy, Depressed.
Listening to: Simple and Clean-Utada Hikaru
Reading: Black Creek Crossing-John Saul

I FINALLY FOUND MY WALLET! YES! I'm so happy! It's been missing for months! I only found it when I was cleanign my room, putting new sheets on my bed I also found a necklace I didn't know was missing, some clothes, a pencil I lost Heh yeah... My bed also ate some stuffed animals and two blankets... God, I'm a slob. Lol

I did a gift art for I hope she likes it! I'm also going to do a gift art for And perhaps my dear friend, Zakku (Amanda). I'll have to think of something though... I would draw her Cloud or Zack, But It's hard for me to draw them now. Cloud is somewhat easy, but Zack is hard. Cause of his freaking hair *growls*

Other then that, not much is happening. Just have a week off. Yay! Heehee... Yeah...

,

Iris

In our dreams, were safe. Safe from all the harm and troubles in the world. Out own little get away... A get away to our promised land... A place where we imagine perfect, out own santuary ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4368980/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4368980/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 13:21:34 PST Mood: Sick. Uck!

I had a strange dream last night..... It was about my real dad, Tony. He had written this book, about hwo he lost me. And it was also a special (part two) of it on TV. My mom didn't really want me to watch it, though I did anyway. And it was weird..... I ended up seeing him again.... And he wanted me to meet his new wife and I didn't like her.... But yeah.... It was weird... I wonder what it meant?

I'm half tempted to look him up on line, maybe getting a website of his if he has one.... Though I doubt I'll find one, and even if I e-mailed him, what if he doesn't reply? *sighs* I don't know.... Maybe I should give it a shot?

]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4347266/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4347266/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:32:19 PST Mood: Sick. Uck!

Sick and I have finals tomorro which I'm forced to go and do. :sigh: And It's consider cheating writing on your hand for the definition for 'Mean, Median and mode' I know how to do them, I just forget which is which ><


I'm currently working on a picture of one of my elf characters 'Estel'. Well he's my only elf charrie really, besides Catherine, who I don't use anymore.
Estel has no personality, or anything. But I will probaly make him into a RP character, and add a story behind him. Like I did with Skye, and she's the character that as a deep story behind her, unlike the others. She went through alot of shit. So perhaps I might do something like that with Estel? I don't know.... Maybe. But he's problay going to be a villian, and is a ladies man. Dunno..... Will let chu people know if I decide...........

]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4306112/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4306112/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 20:38:33 PST Mood: Depressed

I've been really depressed lately, same wiht my friend. I just hate this. Sometimes I wish god will just tak emy life away and give my parents a new child sinc eI don't deserve them.

I'm also a sucky artist, so maybe I should just leave this freaking site, eh?

Life sucks... I hat eoit.. I hate school. I just want to stay home forever....

My mom go tme a new doctor for my condition. It's a female this time, which I'm happy about. At least they'd understand things better.... I got a new one, since the last one yelled at me for gaining weight...An dI didn't want to eat for the rest of the night, and I felt pretty shitty. I meet her on the tenth of Feburary.. If we don't liek her, my mom wrote the names of two other doctors I can see.

]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4171222/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4171222/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 17:06:17 PST Mood: Tired, Depressed

I heard about the damned earth quake in Indonesia. I have a friend there, in Jakarta. My mom said that place is pretty high up. But frick! That earth quake was huge! She must have felt it! And I'm worried about her! I don't know what to think. I don't know if she's ok, if she's hurt or dead. Nothing! I've cried several times today too....

I hope she's ok. I'm so freaking worried... I knew her when I was 11 an din the 6th grade. Thats a long time! I love her like a sister.

God dang it... You better be ok Susy...

]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4141613/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/4141613/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 01:12:00 PST Mood: Tired, Depressed

*sighS* I really don't belong to any kind of art site. I really SUCK at everything I draw. And my friends arn't really my friends... I mean, they hurt me without realizing it *err.. One did.. And thats online friend. They don't know about it*. I hardly get any comment son my art. So I taken I SUCK. Even pics I was opnce proud of, I see flaws in.
My BFF says she misses me. Well if you miss me so damn much, why won't you come over! Your to freaking busy with your stupid boyfriend!

I really want someone to draw my RP character for me.. So if any of you are willing too, note me and I'll give you the details....

I'm worried about my Aussie friend. I heard a Australian girl died in a shark attack and I'm hoping it isn't her... Since she hasn't been online.... Maybe she's just busy..... Hopefully....

Is Currently:

Trying to draw a piccie of Squall, in the postition Tetuya Noruma drew him... Aint easy. I keep screwing up. Then I will mov eon to a Cloud, Halloween Town Sora, Yuffie and Riku one.


RP's I am in..:

A Blue/Squall/Skye/Cloud/Ansem and Sephiroth.

Teh othe rRP's are with people that arn't on this site. Two is a HP past, Western Romance *new for me*

]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/3894082/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/3894082/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:07:27 PST
This weekend I finaly downloaded YIM on this computer. For all of you that wish to chat with me *which I doubt anyof you will* my SN is sharkangel2. Same as my AIM one....

I'm happy. I got knew boots today! Actually, there mens boots, but who cares! I'm still wearing them too There black and steal toed

I found omy rubber ducky keychain. I name dhim 'Little Ducky Poo Jamal' Cause of that one thing form Albino Black Sheep. My Best friend, Kim (AKA Jubs) told me it. God I love her like a sister. She drew me a picture of us in our hogwarts uniforms. *I'm a HufflePuff and she's a Slytheirn* I colored it for her, and now it's in my binder. I also drew her one. Which look ok. I'm not really happy with it, to tell the truth. ]]> ~Darkness-Flame8 http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/3079405/ http://Darkness-Flame8.deviantart.com/journal/3079405/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 02:15:20 PDT
I'v been lazy to take pictures of my drawings and post them.... It woudl be bette rif I had a scanner so I can get the whole drawing...... But Oh well.....

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