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..and then I remember that there have to be people who simply support the truly talented people in this world.

Ahh well.

]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/7107109/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/7107109/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 16:27:59 PST ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6885173/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6885173/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 18:38:41 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6870431/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6870431/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 05:10:45 PDT
I see the world on a string
It's hanging from a wire
It gets tangled up and spun around
Like the truth inside a liar
Sometimes you wanna get high
And sometimes you run and hide
Cause it eats you up and spits you out
It swallows you alive

When I'm down on my knees
And it hurts to believe (I'm bleeding)
You'll bring me back to life
When there's no songs to sing
And no flowers to bring (no feeling)
You'll bring me back to life
You'll bring me back to life

I see the world on a beach
It's sinking in the sand
Oh it tries to suck you down with it
You better get out while you can
Sometimes you wanna scream out
And sometimes you just can't
Cause your lips
Feel like they're glued together
And no one gives a damn

When I'm down on my knees
And it hurts to believe (I'm bleeding)
You'll bring me back to life
When there's no songs to sing
And no flowers to bring (no feeling)
You'll bring me back to life
You'll bring me back to life

This is the world on a string
There's no songs left to sing
Just sing
Sing

I see the good
i see the bad
The revolution
I see the happy
I see the sad
The absolution
I see hate
And I see love
When the world's on a string

When I'm down on my knees
And it hurts to believe (I'm bleeding)
You'll bring me back to life
When there's no songs to sing
And no flowers to bring (no feeling)
You'll bring me back to life

When I'm down on my knees
And it hurts to believe (I'm bleeding)
You'll bring me back to life
When there's no songs to sing
And no flowers to bring (No feeling)
And you'll bring me back to life
And you'll bring me back to life
And you'll bring me back to life ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6775822/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6775822/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:04:32 PDT
I got accepted to the University of Minnesota and I'll be going there for computer sciences, yay....mm, nothing more, just bored. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6004891/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/6004891/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 13:16:06 PDT
Ex:


Leafs of crinkled paper trickle out
This 99-cent notebook confessional
Because I find myself without
A current state of emotion

Yeah... so I'm gone. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5954778/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5954778/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 21:45:51 PDT (haha ya right), that some people must feel the need to have something to call a history...or something like that. Like cutting or going through depression and suicidal stages etc... It kind of sickens me to think this is how the current day relationship is. America is so damn lucky that we make up shit to cry about so relationshiops can have deeper meaning...either that or people want to have something to complain about because life is always different than the movies until you choose to fuck it up on your own terms. I'm just ranting so yeah...

:happy thoughts: ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5874228/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5874228/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 05:53:03 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5787313/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5787313/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:41:18 PDT
It's a relief I guess, I feel better than I felt a few hours ago. Well, something is different, I know that much...It's kinda like being excited about a guy you like for the first time, and you know things are gonna go somewhere, but it's not me, it's my friend and this other guy. So I don't know why I feel this way, but it's scaring me now. I feel like I'm being surveyed in some test room or something, it's too surreal, and to ....perfect. I'm too calm and too happy. I mean, I know, like...I KNOW I should be suicidal right now but I'm not. So what the fuck is wrong? I need to do more drugs... ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5584363/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5584363/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 22:11:57 PDT
Maybe i'll try to make this journal intersting...

and once I got a paragraph into an explanation, I figured, why bother? Nobody's gonna read this crap anyways, and i'm not complaining. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5575087/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5575087/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:25:29 PDT

Something I've been working on a bit...



My mother is a dying poet,
feminist and condescending,
the usual .
Her proud collection perched
upon deep mahogany sheen
proves that she is not afraid
to keep a profound montage
about mothers and dragons
that she used years before I,
and vocabulary with words
like cadmium, and cerulean,
and even in the absence of
an impressive vocabulary -

By the school a party
of bicycles bellies up to the bar
already drunk on sunshine.

-it can still make more sense
than I can make in my mind.


My mother is a dying poet
losing her sense of dignity
in concern of what matters.
Feminist and condescending
to the family, now the usual,
arrogant with her collection
she keeps a pocket of hubris,
bubbling over like burnt-soup
Unafraid of what her poems
say to anybody, even about
her family and her daughter
-who she leaves stranded on
pages yet to be edited for
tomorrow’s next paycheck-
that she used to understand.
Her vocabulary with words
like viridian and vagabond
half colorful, half leaving
in the absence of her old
impressive vocabulary lies

Marijuana brownies…

My mother is a dying poet,
dead fingertips continue to type
terrifically-wonderful words
that I could never imagine.
I almost wish that I were dead
so that I may be ahead of her
in at least one area of life. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5370780/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5370780/ Mon, 16 May 2005 05:52:38 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5306376/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5306376/ Sun, 08 May 2005 21:33:07 PDT Mood: FUCK FUCK FUCK >_<
Reading: wicked

Ok, so I'm trying to go to sleep, really. I have an AP test thing tommorow for Biology O.o. ew. I've been so incredibly manic today looking up pictures and stories to please my mortal curiosity and sick mind. Oh well, it makes me feel more human.

So..rape, incest, and child molestation have all become a bigger part of my life, not my life but yeah. hush hush.. not me my friend, and it's so scary learning about it. He was crying in my lap for an hour... and i'm still not sure what to think about it a week afterwards. I don't want to talk about it to people because it's not really other peoples business but I feel so emotional about it right now that it's building up. Or maybe that's stress....or the ten pounds of food I shoved down my throat a bit ago, I can still feel it in my throat there was so much (should have thrown it up). Yeah, well, nobody reads this anyways so I'll end it and try to get sleep..heh. goodluck to me. thank you me. your welcome.

]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5278305/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5278305/ Thu, 05 May 2005 18:57:03 PDT
Mood: woot
Listening to: cigarette lighter love song
Reading: wicked

Well this is a happy suprise I guess, I get to try out the subscription thingy for DA...but i'm not sure what the difference is yet besides the journal. Maybe I'll figure it out before the trial is over. Prom wasn't the best but I didn't really talk about it anyways. I didn't dance though, too many people that I hated plus too many people in general. Claustrophobia is bad. I drank lots of bawls. You sickos, jk.. I'm okay. Too much caffine for me. haha, idk why I do this, nobody reads it.

footer! ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5227858/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5227858/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 07:46:52 PDT
I’m listening to pop music
Questioning whether I’m in a state of euphoria
Or silent hysterics
While I’m drawing on my arms
Feeling high from the pungent aroma
Of sharpie markers…

The black lines soak into my skin
Some ink escapes around the edges
While I overcorrect tribal ecstasy
Anything to be different

It’s Cathartic nonsense?
Yet a sharpie is cheaper than a tan
And marijuana

At 8 o’clock tonight
I’ll be different, in my greens and blacks
I’ll be the once in a lifetime wicked at this prom. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5109484/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/5109484/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 07:09:00 PDT I found my moms poems online...she's so much better than me and it makes me want to cry because I thought I could be better than her (I beat her once in a poetry slam that had people in it like Jane Yolen), but it was only because I was young and innocent, so they thought a poem about the justification for mona lisa's smile was cute, (you see the boogey man whispers secrets in her ear). Where did I come up with stuff like that? Yeah, her poems are on this feminist website that I find quite sickening but the poems themselves aren't all that bad, although gross when you think about it.
The site with 3 of her poems.
[link]

I don't know what else to say... ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/4714815/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/4714815/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 20:19:35 PST
I went to the running water poetry slam and listened to very bad poetry, while watching my friend flirt with guys who wanted her. At least the food was good.

I downloaded porn...


Yeah, not too much happens. So let's write poems about having orgasms. ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/4281806/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/4281806/ Sun, 09 Jan 2005 21:47:40 PST

~sleeps~ ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2965057/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2965057/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 14:46:22 PDT i'm afraid kinda but kinda excited cuz it's money and ...yeah. I wanna save up so i can go visit mere in hawaii ^_^ but idk if i'll make enough....yep yep...i gotta go ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2693533/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2693533/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 21:56:22 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2669950/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2669950/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 21:03:57 PDT
I'm signed up for this gaiaonline thing now, wow....big community. heh, yeah, check it out

Yeah......me tired ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2524454/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2524454/ Thu, 27 May 2004 20:29:05 PDT and it's so pretty..i love it so much...and ...and..i'm gonna cry....ahhh ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2499519/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2499519/ Mon, 24 May 2004 16:37:34 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2482678/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2482678/ Sat, 22 May 2004 09:38:47 PDT _> two people are watching me.... *hides* muahahaha...err...yeah, i still haven't gotten this whole site down quite yet, but i like pretending to! ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2479784/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2479784/ Fri, 21 May 2004 20:40:45 PDT ]]> ~Darkpyrokitty http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2464477/ http://Darkpyrokitty.deviantart.com/journal/2464477/ Wed, 19 May 2004 17:28:22 PDT ~Darkpyrokitty