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I couldn't go sleep last night that i was crying in bed the whole night. I was so depressed today and tonight. I don't know where to go now. I need take some medicine for the depression pill..

]]> ~Darkshadow49 http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/26320450/ http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/26320450/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:08:22 PDT 2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

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I kept having this awful pain in my heart, that i shouldn't do in my entire life.. It's was last year ago back in the winter of 2008.

My enemy used to be my friend a comrade, subordinate, closed friend. He was a friend that give me confidence. That was over.

He crossed the line that he shouldn't have done... He walk away from my life, he immediately block me on aim, myspace and he ignore my call..

He and I haven't spoken to each other for half a year and now we are like enemy of an enemy. He and I will never crossed path each other..

I will let the anger inside my heart control me. Fate will decide for me whether or I will not apologize
what he did to me.





Friends have their fights. Sometimes dont talk for days, weeks, months or even years. During those times they say things they dont mean, and lose trust by the second. For a while, they hate each other. But before you know it someone has the strength and dignity to apologize. Before you know it, no matter how long it has been, you're talking on the phone. First time in almost a year... Its not even weird, it actually feels like you pick up right where you left off. And it feels good, like a part of you is put back, a part that's been lost for a long time

]]> ~Darkshadow49 http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/25243659/ http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/25243659/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 20:26:12 PDT __<. Anyway when i driving back home, that I saw the police on my left lane. When I was driving 65 mph. I'm glad that I found my wallet in my room

]]> ~Darkshadow49 http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/24545722/ http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/24545722/ Sat, 02 May 2009 10:07:11 PDT +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Re-post this as "what a kiss means"

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.:FIRE:.

[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 4

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 9

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[ ] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[x] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 4

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[x] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[ ] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[ ] You wish you could fly (I wanna be able to jump high and glide ).
Total: 8

.: DARKNESS:.

[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[ ] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 3

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[ ] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you. (says my boyfriend)
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 3

]]> ~Darkshadow49 http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/24443453/ http://Darkshadow49.deviantart.com/journal/24443453/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 10:36:53 PDT [ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[X] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[X] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[x] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[x] 1 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who ate
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[x] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[x] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Now for the next one!



i got tagged by



1) First Name?
Philip

2) Were you named after anyone?
Not that I know of.....

3) Do you wish on stars?
Used to when I was 5

4) Which finger is your favourite?
The index finger which i call the Pointer Finger

5) When did you last cry?
Last year

6) Do you like your handwriting?
Hell yeah I have awesomeness Handwriting

7) What is your favourite lunch meat?
beef, Chicken

8) What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
Britney spear CD >_>

9) If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?
Hell yeh!

10) Are you a daredevil?
sometime.. but not all the time

11) Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
I always keep a secret with me in my entire life

12) Do looks matter?
can't judge person way way book by it's cover

13) How do you release anger?
I release anger when I in a mad mood

14) Where is your second home?
i don't have a second home unless your talking about apartment

15) Do you trust others easily?
yes

16) What was your favourite toy as a child?
does toy car count ?

17) What class in school do you think is totally useless?
i don't know all the classes are important

18) Do you have a journal?
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127. I actually drank on my 21st birthday
126. I'm now celebrity
125. I'm was on San Jose Mercury News Paper
124. I'm into many different type of cars
123. I do Martial arts "Wushu"
122 I wear shoes which are Nike
121 I usually sometime do my girl voice on the Karaoke machine
120 I always talk on aim or on the phone
119 I always take a shower twice a day
118 I sleep late at night
117. I usually wake up 8'o clock AM in the morning
116. I can build my own computer.
115. I always go to 24 fitness on the weekend.
114. I know what the weather gonna be like.
113. I can guess what times without looking at the watches
112. I know how to cook food when i'm home alone
111, I always spike my hair everyday in the morning
110. I give guy advice how to get a girl
109. I actually regret alot of things in my previous past
108. I'm interest in asian girls either they are 19 or in their 20th
107. People think i'm 19 or 20 but I'm actually 21
106. I'm a very picky person.
105. I'm a last minute type of person when going out.
104. I will help my friends homework on problems.
103. I usually remember stuff what happen couple of years ago
102. I've worn glasses through out my elementary school to college
101. I got my first kissed when i was little kid.
100. In 1st grade I always get in trouble.
099. I dressed up as Power Ranger when i was a little kid.
098. I always save my money until I really need it.
097. My cursive writing sucks.
096. I hate using pens.
095. I never been to any concerts
094. I always thought that eating fish can make you smart.
093. I'm very color blind when it's come to colors
092. My music is mostly Trance, rock, R&B and Pop.
091. I always get a "Free Sample" of candy at supermarkets.
090. Whenever I'm pissed off i listen to music.
089. I collect video games toys.
088. My Senior Shirt
087. Probably why i hate the nickname Dr. Phil .
086. Some of my friends call me Dr.Phil, Phil of the future .
085. Villains to me are always better then Heroes in movies or games.
084. I'll watch a movie about three times,but only if its good.
083. I drove my car anywhere to my friend's house
082. I can be the nice guy
081. That's why on my b-day I always get chocolate cake.
080. I always drink water or juice at home.
079. I'm afraid of losing a friend.
078. My fear is being alone in the dark.
077. I think fashion class in my senior year
076. I always listen to people conversation while eating.
075. I dose off in class if the professor is boring.
074. I have the crazy or weird dream.
073. I played Badminton and Tennis.
072. When people give me something I always keep it.
071. People think i'm Chinese guy
070. People say I talk too fast.
069. I get White gummy bear from Jamaba Juice now.
068. I check my e-mail everyday for important stuff.
067. I have Facebook and Myspace.
066. I have X-box 360,Nintendo Wii, DS, PS2, Game cube,N64,Super Nintendo,Nintendo,Sega Saturn.
065. I always learn how to play classical guitar to anyone.
064. English or biology is my better subject then math.
063. I want to learn how to speak Japanese and Tagalog.
062. My camera is from Nikon.
061."I want my money."-Stewie (family guy)
060. My cell phone is a razor but it's cingular.
059. I used chopstick for every Asian cultures.
058. I never drank wines before in my life.
057."Knowledge can't replaced friendship."-Patrick Star
056. I always licks 200 times on the lolly pop .
055. People say that I'm a video gamer freak.
054. I get DVDS of movies that I never watch and they turn out good.
053. My favorite candies is starbust. Reese, Snickers
052. I finally got an ipod.
051. I always listen to the radio when i take a shower,.
050. I'm very attracted type but some of my friends don't believe me that i can get any girls .
049. I keep all my movie tickets.
048. I've been on every single rides at Great America.
047. I swear a lot.
046. I always carry 40 bucks with me everywhere i go.
045. I dislike country music .
044. I always drink milk every single morning.
043. I'm good at giving advices to people in their problems.
042. I broke my ankle during my 8th grade .
041. I have my senior prom pictures on my desk.
040. I can guess what people ages or birthday .
039. I always raise my hand in class.
038. I always smile in pictures.
037. I always watch The Simpsons and Family Guy whenever its on.
036. I always exercise every morning or afternoon.
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