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I'm still not happy. In fact I feel worse than ever.

I don't know what to do anymore. Someone please give me some advice or something.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28615216/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28615216/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 17:14:36 PST
001. Real name → Dawn. simple.
002. Nickname(s)→ Dawn De'Era, Dawnizzle, Nawd, Miss Rei Faun
003. Zodiac sign → Taurus
004. Male or female → I am woman
005. Elementary → Ritzman and then Glover...?
006. Middle School → Goodrich. It was hell.
007. High School → Firestone. Hated it.
008. Hair color → Black.
009. Long or short → My actually hair is down to my neck.
010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet.
011. Sweats or Jeans→ Both.
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → No.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drinking is a little more tolerable
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yeah. Or at least unresolved sexual tension
016. Eat or Drink → Both)
017. Piercings → My earlobes.
018. Tattoos → No, and I'm not sure I want any

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane → Yes.
020. Been in a relationship → Yes, I am in one right now.
021. Been in a car accident → Yeah.
022. Been in a fist fight → No.


FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My ears
024. First best friend → Some girl named Nancy.
025. First award → I don't remember.
026. First crush → Some kid named Van.
028. First big vacation → We went down South to see my Dad's family when I was 8 or 9.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → ~MigerstSonic and ~Dualityends
030. Last person you IMed → My boyfriend.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → I don't even remember. Probably my neice
032. Last food you ate → Pumpkin pie
033. Last movie you watched → Girl With a Pearl Earring.
034. Last song you listened to → I don't remember
035. Last thing you bought → Food.
036. Last person you hugged → My dad and my stepmother


FAVES:
037. Food -> Lots. 88% of them I can't eat anymore...
038. Drinks → Lots. 75% I can't drink anymore.
039. Clothing → Plain shit.
040. Books → "the Color Purple" by Alice Walker, "Doctor Zhivago" by Boris Pasternak, "The Namesake" by Jhumpa Lahiri. I'm not really a book person though.
041. Musics → Downtempo, trip-hop, metal, anything from the 90s, jazz, ragtime, golden oldies, hip-hop that doesn't degrade the Black community
042. Flower → Rose I guess
043. Colors → Subdued colors, brown, tan, peach, lavender, cream. Why, I don't know.
044. Movies → Not any commercial movie made within the last 7 years...
045. Positions → The cowboy position. You know. Like in porn where the girl/"uke" is on top...?
046. Subjects → History

IN 2009 I....

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [X] had your heart broken
050. [X] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [X] broke a promise
057. [X] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [X] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [X] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year YES BITCH!

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing.
068. Drinking → No
069. I'm about to do → This journal
070. Listening to → A fan
071. Plans for today → No.
072. Waiting for →

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → No. I might go to jail for abuse
074. Want to get married? → No.
075. Careers in mind → I still want to be an illustrator.
076. Lips or eyes → What?
077. Shorter or taller? → I'll be short for the rest of my miserable life. My nephew's getting taller than I am.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → I don't know.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
080. Sensitive or loud → Both,
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Not yet
084. Ran away from home → I almost did once. Mom caught me and threatened to call the police or something..
086. Killed somebody → Not yet
087. Broken someone's heart → I would hope not.
088. Been arrested → No... ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28566270/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28566270/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 11:01:31 PST


1. Joey Jordison (Slipknot/Murderdolls)
2. Tarja Turunen (formally of Nightwish)
3. Kalen Chase (The Changing)
4. Jim Root (Slipknot/Stone Sour)
5. Tuomas Holopainen (Nightwish)
6. Anette Olzon (Nightwish)
7. Mick Thomson (Slipknot)
8. Corey Taylor (Slipknot/Stone Sour)
9. Cristina Scabbia (Lacuna Coil)
10. Oliver Riedel (Rammstein)
11. Richard Kruspe (Rammstein/Emigrate)
12. Sid Wilson (Slipknot/DJ Starscream)



1. Does 10 strike you as an exhibitionist or voyeur?
.....I DUNNO

2. Who, in all the universe, would 11 bottom for?
Corey LOLOLOLOL

3. Would you rather do 3 or 5?
Some woman.

4. Which of 4 and 1 would you rather have do you?
My boyfriend. Or some woman.

5. 12 and 2 are sexing on a plane. Give us some dialogue from this.
DDDD: NEVER. IT WILL NOT HAPPEN.

6. How much would you pay for naked pics of 11, do you have any, and where can we get some?
Quite a bit. I don't have any, and I don't know where to find any.

7. Where are 5 and 9 most likely to have sex, and who'd write a trashy novel about it?
I don't know, and MEMEMEMEME.

8. When 12 masturbates, they think about...
Alot of people.

9. What's 11's favorite sex toy?
Besides Mr. Taylor?

10. Come up with a title for a 12/7/1 threeway and summarize it.
I cannot think of a title at the moment, but Joey and Mick would probably get a completely high Sid to have sex with them. It could work. :/

11. Who's more likely to be tied up during consensual sex, 2 or 6?
XDD I dunno. I wouldn't be surprised if Tarja secretly wanted to be tied up. You can't judge a book by its cover.

12. If 11 and 3 were carrying on a forbidden love affair, who would spill the beans and how would the other retaliate?
.....BRB VOMING

13. As a birthday present, 7's longtime lover 5 offers to do whatever 7 wants in bed. What is 7's wish?
Eh. Huh. I wouldn't know.

14. Choose a food item for 12 and 4 to use together.
Chocolate. 8D

15. 8 and 4 are in a full-time relationship. Who's the top?
JIM. DURR. Though Corey might want to top him too, because he likes that.

16. Which fetish is 9 least likely to indulge in?
Bukkake. I don't think she might like that.

17. What would you do if you had 8 naked, willing and ready in your bed? What would 5 do?
I would die. He would freak out.

18. What would 10 and 4 tell people about their sex life, assuming they had a sex life and friends?
XD Wow. Two very tall men having sex. I would not know.

19. 10 gets a tattoo to declare their eternal love for 9. Where is it and what does it say?
I doubt Oliver would get a tattoo. I don't know if Cristina would either.

20. Imagine 2 writes an erotic 11/6 fic. What would the summary say?
wait, what?

21. If 2 walked into the room in nothing but a feather boa, what would 8 do?
I don't think Tarja would have the gall to do that. I don't even want to think about what Corey would do.




EROTIC FAIRY TALE! Replace numbers with names on the list!
Cristina and Joey are having a quicky in the broom closet when Corey walks in on them. Naturally, Corey joins in, first paging Kalen, who's in the middle of fucking Tuomas into the mattress. Kalen abandons Tuomas on the verge of orgasm, excited by the possibility of illicit broom closet sex, and Tuomas, irate, becomes a high-paid prostitute until the well-meaning and generous Jim tries to save him. But Tuomas will have none of it, and opens a high-class brothel in Los Angeles, where Oliver is one of their regular clients.

Yeah, okay....D:

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28555815/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28555815/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 19:24:42 PST
You're my therapy. Unfortunately, sometimes you can't help me. Sometimes I refuse to be helped with all my problems, but you still try. I will promise not to take you for granted anymore, and I will promise to start talking to you regularly again, venting, talking about /b/, whatever.

Your creepy unfortunate band-slash loving black girlfriend,

Dawn

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28526462/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28526462/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 11:03:09 PST
Rules of Shin:

1) Do the quiz.
2) Post it on your journal.
3) Tag 3 or more people for it.

You'd be an impulsive killer. You'll murder when the oppourtunity arises, then leave the body where you killed it. You'll evade capture not through intelligence, but through constant movement. You won't kill for the person, you'll kill for material gain. Your goal is finance, not a psychopathic compulsion- but you have absolutely no problem killing as many people as necessary to get what you want.



I'm not doing #3 because no one's going to do it even if I did tag them, but here's the link anyway: [link]

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28248190/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28248190/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 16:27:03 PST
I wasn't in the right state of mind, and I was stressed out. (I still am, but I can't take it out on you all) I know you won't take me seriously now, but I'm not going to leave.

I hope no one is mad at me now. I seriously hope that I've done the right thing by doing this. I'm still taking a very short break because of school work, but I'm not leaving. Ever.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28244487/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28244487/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:48:37 PST
I'm close to tears right now, there's way too many fake people in my DA watch, and I've completely pissed off someone because I'm such an idiot. I cannot live with any of this, so I'm just going to stay away for awhile until I feel better.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28088767/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/28088767/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:04:49 PST

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. I'm not doing that...
5. No tag-backs

1. I'm a Type 2 Diabetic. (Some of you already know that)
2. I have no idea what I'm going to do (as far as major is concerned)
3. Not only do I listen to reggaeton, but I dance/move my hips to it.
4. I pay $175 to get my hair done. And I still don't know why.
5. I listen to almost all types of music. However I hate pop-punk.
6. I talk to myself sometimes, so I can get my thoughts across.
7. I'm very indecisive
8. I love certain crack pairings.
9. I'm terrified of social gatherings and I'm tragically shy.
10. I have some type of speech problem, including some stuttering.

Hopefully the following people haven't done this already....



]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27565319/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27565319/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 19:30:13 PDT
But did I honestly say anything wrong to you? Let me word this out better--was there anything that I said that made you want to not talk to me all day (and you did this yesterday. In fact, you do this on a regular basis)? Maybe I was boring you (again) and my insecurities got to me, and it only got worse. I don't know.

But maybe it's best if you don't even talk to me on here anymore for awhile. I can't take this anymore, it is pissing me off, and you're ruining a lot of things for me that I used to enjoy. And don't think this isn't about you because it is.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27399964/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27399964/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 20:17:16 PDT
2. Dear someone, I wasn't in the good mood to begin with, but then you just had to make me feel awful. And don't come to me for comfort anymore if you're going to then ignore me for the rest of the night. If you think this is about you, it probably is. (see #1)

3. Sadly, I can't even listen to anything related to Slipknot without getting depressed lately. Actually, the only band I can listen to without tearing up is NIN (THE SLIP IS AMAZING! DOWNLOAD IT!). I'm not even touching Korn with a ten foot pole now (see #6). Actually bandom in general is depressing me. Let's just say that. And it won't really be my fault if I leave it....

4. ....So I turn (back) to Yu Yu Hakusho. In an almost unhealthy and desperate manner. I only hope that this AnimeFreak.tv site doesn't crash, because Youtube just took down the episodes and I nearly freaked. Really, watching the episodes have been the only thing that kept me from crying, really. Plus nostalgia. I just miss everything about it. Kuwabara, the music, the humor, the episodes. And I even miss Hiei. I mean, his snarky comments make the moments sometimes! I just hope I don't turn into a raging weeaboo again.

5. No, I still don't know when I'll bring myself to draw again. I have these good ideas, but someone will always bring my mood down by the end of the day. (see #1)

6. I don't know the whole story, but apparently Brian Welch asked Munky and Jon if they should all get together (he said that Fieldy thought it was a good idea), and Jon and Munky refused. More drama. Between this and David being a no-show asshole, I'm staying away from Korn for awhile until they fix this shit, because I'm sick of about all of them. Fieldy, I still love you. I just wish you weren't so boring, now.

Edit:
7. And being late for class and getting a B on an exam is what I get for putting up with all this and certain people. Why do I have a feeling things are going to get so much worse?

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27234877/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27234877/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 19:23:30 PDT
I hate that I'll never be the best friend to anyone. It's like everyone has friends, but then they have at least one best friend. I don't. There's my boyfriend, and he always tell me, "I'm still here," but we don't have a lot in common lately, and even he can't cheer me up anymore. I find myself not signing in online for fear that something bad happens/or I'm feeling depressed and I end up pushing him away again.

I want to confide in him the way I used to. I want him to be the one to make me happy again and not give a shit about anything else, because no one else does, and those that actually do aren't around that much.

I really shouldn't care about this, and I really shouldn't even be talking about this for fear that I'm hurting someone, but I need to let it out before I go into another crying fit. And I wish I didn't have to be depended on people to be happy, but I am.

I need to suck it up and do my homework...

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27213971/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27213971/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:20:17 PDT Nerd Meme. And I don't normally post memes here, so humor me.:



ANIME/MANGA NERD

[x] You watch anime. (Old school)
[ ] You read manga. (not anymore)
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. (KUWABARA!!! SHUT UP BITCH, HE'S HANDSOME AND HE HAS A HEART OF GALD. <333333333)
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character. (used to)
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime. (I did)
[x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.


Anime/manga nerd = 6


ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. it.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'ink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 11


MUSICAL NERD

[x] You play a musical instrument. (Does Keyboard count?)
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[x] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 4


VIDEO GAME NERD

[ ] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[ ] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd = 0


COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.' (Type the damn words!)
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[ ] You can type really, really fast.

Computer nerd = 7


So I'm more of an art nerd than anything else.




Oh: http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/27041565/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 19:11:39 PDT
And I don't even LIKE to drink!

No I'm not okay, I haven't been okay for over a week. I dunno when I'll ever be okay again. I dunno when I'm putting the damn list up again because right now I just don't feel like drawing anything for anyone or for myself. Or writing. And it's all because of that site that I'm in, and yet I can't bring myself to leave it, and then I'm tired of arguing with my boyfriend because I take my anger out on him. Really, I gotta leave that site so I won't get angry anymore (and make angry journal entries), cut some ties off. Something I should've done months ago. But I know if I DO leave I'll end up crawling back over there.

And I'm frustrated. I don't know what to do.



.....Well, breaking up stuff won't work because I live in a dorm and I could get fined thousands of dollars, and I really don't want that.

Goddammit....

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26984383/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26984383/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 19:02:58 PDT slippedawayxx convinced me to go and listen to Stone Sour's "I Can't Believe," which is actually from their 1994 demo! Corey said that he sounded like he had no balls and he was breathing helium. And OMG was he right! But he sounded so adorable. And the music is just win!

So....I guess take a listen to [link] ....and be shocked, I guess.

Meanwhile I'm going to go listen to more of their demo and go into fangirl mode. See y'all.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26844243/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26844243/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 19:30:11 PDT there when I've had such bad experiences there? Why do I support them in everything and they don't bother to support me in return, and why do I stay with them when they've just made me feel like an awful/boring writer some hours ago? Why can't I just suck it up, stop being insecure and move on?

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26763176/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26763176/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 20:58:40 PDT
I was looking through writing tips, because I want to be a better writer, and this idea (that I actually want to share--and believe me, I have plenty of awful plots) just popped up in my head. I don't know if it's a good idea or not. I don't know if I'll ever finish it, but hopefully I'll be able to commit.

Basically two people after some situation (who haven't met each other before) get stranded in the woods and they (might) find themselves living with either rednecks or locals for a bit, but then they'll be back at home and things continue from there.

I want to incorporate drama, some humor, romance (maybe sex), etc. And I don't know who to put in this story. I don't even know if I want to make this AU or not.

So does anyone have any ideas?


P.S. I need to stop updating here and go back to Livejournal.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26731748/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26731748/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 13:10:28 PDT
2 - For each of those 14 people, I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.

3 - If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this list with 14 people.

1. [link] [link] [link]
2. [link] [link] [link]
3. [link] [link] [link]
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
11.
12.
13.
14.

Um, okay, then.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26701228/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26701228/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 20:36:46 PDT
I apologize for freaking out back there. I need to learn to shut up.

I have nothing else to say, I don't think.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26698535/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26698535/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:16:24 PDT
...and MAYBE it's because I'm having a breakdown at the moment, so I'm behaving irrationally (AGAIN). But I need to let this out to someone or I'll crack.

I'm done.

No, I'm not leaving DA, don't worry about that.

But I don't want to trust people anymore. I don't want to get attached to some people anymore. I'm tired of being afraid of being brushed off, or making friends and then losing them because I'm too boring or depressing. I'm tired of not finding ways to cheer myself up, because nothing works. I'm tired of not being able to sleep during the day because everyone in the house wants to watch TV very loudly.

I don't know, guys. Am I making a mistake for feeling this way? Because Lord knows I've tried to suck it up and move on and look upward. But it's just too much.

Yes I'm aware that I have a problem. I just need answers.

I don't want to write anymore emo journals in this site.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26580855/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26580855/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 00:23:46 PDT
For one my mom's been pretty sick with two heart attacks, and to top that off she has congestive heart failure, and I'm worried that she might die before I even graduate from college. All at the same time I'm quite sick of her. I've always been sick of her.

I'm sick of my (well, our...) financial situation.

I'm quite sick of many people and almost everything. I'm sick of some sites that I'm in, but I find myself unable to leave.

Speaking of which, I can never find a good RP site anywhere. I think I may need a new hobby.

I can't bring myself to pick up a pencil or to write anything (because a former friend shattered that belief that I can actually write)...

I need serious help before I lose it.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26188413/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/26188413/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 11:10:41 PDT
I'm thinking about doing some changes to my journal, and my gallery, mainly to put all bandom* artwork (including fanart from the old RP--which I'll explain in a moment.) into one section, anime to another, and other stuff to an Other section. I'm still keeping my old crappy artwork that I had (2003-2004), because I love showing people how much better I've gotten since then. Drop me a line to let me know if you like that idea.

And yeah, the admin of the old RP decided that she wanted to "start over." I won't say anymore to that because then I'll get passive-aggressive, and a passive-aggressive roleplayer is a bad roleplayer. Anyway, as a result, we're pretty much staring over with most of our characters with some new stuff. I am, anyway. I had to let go of my Fieldy (from Korn) this time. *cries for her Reggie*

So, expect some favorite scenes of mine from the NEW RP. There really isn't any point in doing anymore from the old.

*By bandom, I DON'T mean Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, Cobra Starship, etc. Stupid idiots raping the name "bandom"...


1. A coloring of ~obiewun's drawings
2. Emppu/Jukka (Nightwish) for ~MigerstSonic (I'm gonna have to talk to you about this one)
3. Slipknot
4. A new ID (because it's getting closer to Fall and I always make a new one around then)
5. Maybe a favorite scene from the NEW RP.


Inspirations



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/25636705/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/25636705/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 19:00:44 PDT
If someone by the name of Alfred Hundana (dragon_heart620) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all plz

COPY AND PASTE IT INTO YOUR JOURNAL!

Yeah, so...


1. A coloring of one of ~obiewun’s drawings
2. My end of the art trade with ~ihatedollz
3. RPG fanart


Inspirations



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/25606900/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/25606900/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:49:33 PDT
Seriously, the only thing I had gotten done this month was Rosalie's mom and a sketch of Wednesday 13 (after many attempts. I quite like it). Sadly, when my muse was alive and kicking, I was about 60% done with the coloring of Wednesday a week and a half ago until my laptop fucked up during mid-save (plug got accidentally snapped).

So now I have to start ALL OVER with that one.

And I haven't been able to do anything since. Writing's worse. I haven't done much of writing in months, and there's so much I want to write about but can't even type a sentence without thinking it'll suck or it's too out there...

So I'm just telling you all why nothing's been happening lately. I'll be glad to listen to any ideas that you guys have.

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/24906812/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/24906812/ Sat, 23 May 2009 12:04:16 PDT
The bad news is that my muse for drawing is kinda dead at the moment, but hopefully it'll come back. I apologize for the lateness of everything. Especially you, ~obiewun. You requested a colored pic of your drawing way back in Jan or Feb and I still don't have that together. I'm sorry.

1. A coloring of one of ~obiewun’s drawings
2. My end of the art trade with ~ihatedollz
3. RPG fanart
4. A Slipknot fanart (maybe more Corey/Joey, because I'm in love with them again)


Inspirations



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/24178589/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/24178589/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 08:28:39 PDT
And, maybe it’s just me....but I think I may finally have an original story that I might want to do! It’s related to “Rosalie.”

I’m taking off the Friends thing on my journal because there’s already a Friends thing on the DA page, so...and also the Clubs because I never participate in them anyway...

I may add some things here but I dunno what...

And that’s it!


1. A coloring of one of ~obiewun’s drawings
2. RPG fanart (and maybe another one)
3. Maybe more Slipknot
4. Something related to the Rosalie pic I drew.
5. Something else


Inspirations



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/23377521/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/23377521/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:22:18 PST , to show that I’m here for her....and hopefully I’m not doing this wrong.

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

I pay attention


She is right about fake friends, though. There’s a “friend” (not on DA) that I’m about sick of right now. So, don’t worry. It’s none of you people.

Okay....


1. A coloring of one of ~obiewun’s drawings
2. RPG fanart
3. Maybe more Slipknot
4. Something else




MAH MAYYNNE


Friends!
~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/23136597/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/23136597/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 10:38:30 PST

I’m gonna shoot for 11, 111. I dunno how the whole kiriban thing works when I don’t know who made that mark, so…first person (even if they weren’t the one to hit 11,111) to request me something after that point will get it. It may fail, but you’ll get it.

How does that sound?



1. A coloring of one of ~obiewun’s drawings
2. Tenchi Valentine! (Most of you will be disappointed.)
3. Slipknot ( )
4. Maybe RPG fanart.
5. Something else (maybe Ronin Warriors)



MAH MAYYNNE


Friends!
http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/22540277/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:42:24 PST
Well, I'm updating now.


1. Some pic
2. The 10k thing (I can hardly believe it...)
3. Slipknot ( )
4. RPG fanart.
5. Something else (maybe Ronin Warriors)



MAH MAYYNNE


Friends!
http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/20582047/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 09:14:23 PDT

I don’t really update these journals that much since I have a Livejournal. I’m just updating the stuff that I’m doing:

1. A Siouxsie Sioux pic

2. RPG fanart

3. Another Korn pic

4. Something for my boyfriend (Washu)

5. Maybe another RPG fanart.



MAH MAYYNNE


Friends!
~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/18681475/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/18681475/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 14:34:56 PDT
I'm just updating stuff.


What I'll do next:

1. A Korn pic

2. An LAPD pic (Korn fans should know what I'm talking about)

3. Stuff about an original called "Briana"

4. TBA

5. TBA



Friends!


I watch.....
http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/15923431/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 20:27:52 PST


Da List:


(WIP) In process (?) MAY do it.


(?)A pic of most of the male cast of Tenchi. NOT yaoi, so don’t worry. And speaking of which...

(?)A TM! Yaoi pic, because I can’t help myself.

(?)A pic of Lolita

(WIP)More KoRn.

Maybe Kento x Kiyone.

(?)Fanfic Poster

YYH pic (WIP)

(?)Something similar to the Tenchi male cast pic but with the girls of Yu Yu Hakusho.





Of course I'll need practice with:

Facial Expressions--Western Animation Style

Anatomy

Hands

People Kissing/Holding

Color

Line Art

Landscapes




Friends!



Clubs



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Jonathan Davis’ Bagpipes: http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/15668271/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 16:49:15 PST MIGHT.

And I’ve gone Yu Yu Hakusho crazy again. Thanks, Myspace Videos.

Speaking of YYH, check out Yu Yu Hakusho Abridged, hilarious stuff. I hope Lanipator updates soon. [link]

MOAR friends!

And "White and Nerdy" by Weird Al is so fucking hilarious. I can't believe I haven't heard this song sooner!

And I REALLY REALLY love the Pedobear. Ironic really.


And that's it.



Da List:


(WIP) In process (?) MAY do it.


KATS = Pic of Tenchi, Sagami, Azaka, and Kamidake in white. A pic of most of the male cast of Tenchi. NOT yaoi, so don’t worry. And speaking of which...

(?)A TM! Yaoi pic, because I can’t help myself.

(?)A pic of Lolita

More KoRn.

(WIP)Maybe something from Ronin Warriors (I can't stop thinking about them!1!!). Maybe.

Maybe Kento x Kiyone.

(?)Fanfic Poster


(New Ideas)

A Christmas pic

Something similar to the Tenchi male cast pic but with the girls of Yu Yu Hakusho.







Of course I'll need practice with:

Facial Expressions--Western Animation Style

Anatomy

Hands

People Kissing/Holding

Color

Line Art

Landscapes




Friends!



Clubs



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Jonathan Davis’ Bagpipes: Saving Fieldy’s Mangina!

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14873040/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14873040/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 15:45:52 PDT

Finally a KoRn club that isn't dead...yet.


Some people on the Forums are so arrogant and mean that you might as well not make any friends (because there are people like this in real life. Well, the ThumbShare Forum and the Deviants forum have relatively nice people...


And that's it.



Da List:




(*) = finished it, (X) = I’m not going to do it, (?) MAY do it.

(?)Ryoko headbanging to some metal song. Because I can see her as an actual metalhead (not nu-metal like KoRn or Slipknot—REAL hardcore metal) listening to Nile, Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Ministry, Arch Enemy and all that good stuff.

KATS = Pic of Tenchi, Sagami, Azaka, and Kamidake in white. NOT yaoi, so don’t worry. And speaking of which...

A TM! Yaoi pic, because I can’t help myself.

(?)Joi. Now, most of you white or non-American people don’t know who she is. She’s a character from the movie “Friday,” starring Ice Cube and Chris Tucker.

(Change of Plans)A pic of Lolita and Violet (from the movie "Pretty Baby"). I've always had a fascination with "nymphets." That's not good, is it?

More KoRn.



(New Ideas)

For You have to do a superhero/villain theme. I'm thinking a young lesbian girl fighting against some bad dude.

Ryoko and Ayeka. I think I like them as a couple now...

Maybe something from Ronin Warriors (I can't stop thinking about them!1!!). Maybe.

Maybe Kento x Kiyone.

Fanfic Poster



Of course I'll need practice with:

Facial Expressions--Western Animation Style

Anatomy

Hands

People Kissing/Holding

Color

Line Art


EDIT: Holy crap! Two new friends?! How did that happen?! Thanks!



Friends!



Clubs



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Jonathan Davis’ Bagpipes: Saving Fieldy’s Mangina!

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14665803/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14665803/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:07:55 PDT
That list (of stuff I want to do) is coming back up soon.




Friends!



Clubs



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14307476/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/14307476/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 17:09:28 PDT read this.)



Well I moved to Kent State Tuesday. Had some problems connecting to their internet service, but for now I’m okay (otherwise I wouldn’t be posting this).

I decided about some things:

I’m done with drawing anime. The style’s too overrated and I’m beginning to hate a lot of otaku. Yes, I still like anime somewhat, but I'm beginning to lose interest. Besides, I need to move on with my own style (which is more Westernized than anime). So from now on it’ll be like that. I’m not done with any kind of fanart, but they just won’t be any kind of anime style. Will I return to it? Maybe.

(The only anime I DO want to see now are Video Girl Ai, The Original Dirty Pair, and Ranma 1/2)

Oh, and anime is too expensive. There. I said it.

As long as graphic tablets (Wacom and others) continue to be expensive, I can't get one, and as a result I'll continue to suck at my artwork.

I will always love Ronin Warriors, but I’m taking a break from their fandom. When I see more stuff about any other character BESIDES the Ronins or Warlords, I'll be back. Unless is doing a contest. In that case I'll do a KentoxKiyone pic, but that's it.

Many of my artwork from now on will probably be of either Tenchi or KoRn.
The list from the last journal (see below) will have a some of consist of (*) = finished it, (X) = I’m not going to do it, or (?) MAY do it.


Da list:

(*)KARM = Ryoko, Ayeka, Mihoshi, and Kiyone in black. Enough said.

(?)Anyway, the first project I want to do is for You have to draw something that has to do with “Heat.’ I’m thinking two women close to each other. Yeah. That’ll work.

Ryoko headbanging to some metal song. Because I can see her as an actual metalhead (not nu-metal like KoRn or Slipknot—REAL hardcore metal) listening to Nile, Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Ministry, Arch Enemy and all that good stuff.

KATS = Pic of Tenchi, Sagami, Azaka, and Kamidake in white. NOT yaoi, so don’t worry. And speaking of which...

A TM! Yaoi pic, because I can’t help myself.

(*)A KoRn pic. Something, I don’t care. Maybe a Fieldy pic. Or something funny about Munky being a fatass (because he is).

(?)Joi. Now, most of you white or non-American people don’t know who she is. She’s a character from the movie “Friday,” starring Ice Cube and Chris Tucker.

(X)And if I feel like it. Something from Ronin Warriors.

(NEW IDEA) A pic of Lolita and Violet (from the movie "Pretty Baby"). I've always had a fascination with "nymphets." That's not good, is it?

(NEW IDEA) More KoRn.


Since I’ll be in college, I don’t know if I’ll have time to do what I’d like. So many people who have sites, or write fanfics or draw ended up closing down/abandoning sites, or had to stop writing and drawing because of college. I hope I’ll be able to find some time.

Well, that’s it.

Friends!



Clubs



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13894038/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13894038/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 23:11:27 PDT (To read/jerk off to my return here, read this.)


Okay...

So anyway, after my “DeviantArt is a Ho” cooled (JUST a bit), I finally decided about the stuff I want to do. * = Finished


*KARM = Ryoko, Ayeka, Mihoshi, and Kiyone in black. Enough said.

Anyway, the first project I want to do is for You have to draw something that has to do with “Heat.” I’m think two women close to each other. Yeah. That’ll work.

Ryoko headbanging to some metal song. Because I can see her as an actual metalhead (not nu-metal like KoRn or Slipknot—REAL hardcore metal) attending Nile, Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Ministry, Arch Enemy and all that good stuff.

KATS = Pic of Tenchi, Sagami, Azaka, and Kamidake in white. NOT yaoi, so don’t worry. And speaking of which...

A TM! Yaoi pic, because I can’t help myself.

*A KoRn pic. Something, I don’t care. Maybe a Fieldy pic. Or something funny about Munky being a fatass (because he is).

Joi. Now, most of you white or non-American people don’t know who she is. She’s a character from the movie “Friday,” starring Ice Cube and Chris Tucker.

And if I feel like it. Something from Ronin Warriors.

So that’s it. I really hope to get ¾ of this list done before I pack and move to Kent State.


Also...


PLEASE tell me there are other "Noah's Arc" fans here!!!



EDIT: Joined a new club. Yay!

Finally someone that knows that my favorite anime couple is actually a crossover couple.





Friends!



Clubs



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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13775581/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13775581/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 22:29:41 PDT read this.)

Well, now you’ve done it, DA. You’ve made me a DeviantArt hater AGAIN.

Deleting all of my IDs and “Fieldy Desktop” because I didn’t draw it. And sadly, THAT was the one image I got a on. Thanks KreepyLikesKorn

And wasn’t that latter supposed to be a Windows desktop image? What happened with that cracker girl who had the Jak (from that stupid game) image as an ID? You probably didn’t delete that, didn’t you?

Fuck you, DA. You’ve just got yourself an enemy. Fucking hos. (don’t dive a fuck if you’re a men, I’m still calling you hos.)

You got one more time to piss me off.


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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13714751/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13714751/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 00:09:42 PDT read this.)


So I promised myself that I was going to TRY not to complain about the problems I’m having. So I won’t.

Anyway, I joined (A club for Black artists) because one: I’m Black, and two: I feel that I need to be around more Black people, because...they’re my people, you know? Like I’ve said before, I’m rediscovering my Blackness.

Am I reiterating too much?

Anyway........

They finally have a DuoxHilde club here! It wasn’t there last time I was here. In fact the only club they had was 1x2, I think...

Finally, the GW community is opening up a little and becoming more diverse. Now if only the Ronin Warriors/YST community was opening up...bastards.


Now.....BRATZ? The movie?! WTF?! *vomit*

Lastly, I wouldn’t be surprised if they did a remake of “Valley of the Dolls.” (a great movie BTW, watch it.) Now I HATE remakes (unless there were many remakes of a movie—like Shakespeare movies and such, if the original was made more than 50-65 years ago, or if the remake’s animated—like the Hunchback of Notre Dame or The King and I, or if it’s REALLY good—like Masterpiece Theater’s Doctor Zhivago)

If they did, I’d had to check it out, before I’d really hate it. That means...will it take place in the 60s or earlier? Will we have a Black and/or Asian woman in there. More violence, or more scenes of drug/pill use? If that’s the use, it may be good, and if it’s REALLY good, then I wouldn’t mind.

They should do it animated (2D!!!!). Because they need more animated movies not for children. Okay...let’s be real, they’re not gonna go 2D movies anymore.

And BTW, they should do an anime remake of “Beyond the Valley of the Dolls.” (If you like weird movies, you’ll like this)

Okay, I’m done.



Friends!



Clubs




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]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13526837/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/13526837/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 21:30:41 PDT
I’ll explain what had went on with me (mainly why I haven’t shown up here in 3 years)...

Let’s see... late after I submitted my journal entry from 2004, I turned off the computer, thinking that I’ll fix that “Happy New Year” pic later. I did something stupid and clicked, “re-install Windows,” thinking that’ll get rid of the spyware that plagued my computer that time.

I thought my computer had crashed. (when all it needed was the XP CDs. Unfortunately, I didn’t know that back then and mom forgot she had them. I finally figured all this out after the third time my computer fucked up) So it had to be taken into the shop, and I was without a computer for 2 months (the first time).

By the time I got it back, everything I had after July 4th (because those stuff I had saved on to a disk) was gone. I didn’t know the password here. So I though I move on and make another account: DawnArmistead.

Well, that didn’t do well. So I decided to leave DeviantArt for many reasons: Lack of Feedback, Slow loading, the fact that you really can’t do much of anything with a free account, etc. And I had stop drawing for a period of time.

Pretty soon, I didn’t get PhotoShop, but I got something called PhotoImpact. It’s a pretty good program. I decided to do some stuff with that and that crappy PhotoDeluxe thing I still have. (my boyfriend [that’s right, I gots me a man!] gave me a copy of GIMP, saying that that’s better. We’ll see, man. We’ll see.)

I’ve made a couple of discoveries about myself.


1. I’m not Goth. I’m becoming more of a metal-head. (or maybe….NU-METAL-head. Get it?) I still listen to almost other types of music: Techno, Funk, Freestyle, Some Motown, etc.

2. I love offensive comedy.

3. I’m rediscovering my Blackness (and the problems we as a race go through), so sometimes I may be a little militant towards certain white people...

4. I am from a low-income family and am steps short of a Socialist.

5. Most of Anime fandom is still stupid.

6. I have a thing for old-school anime (especially from 1986-1993)

7. I hate my class of 2007

8. I’ve become obsessed with KoRn.

9. I HATE the fact that the only animated movies from Disney/DreamWorks are CGI/3D.

10. When I’m online, despite the stressful problems I have in my life, I keep them to myself, and become the funny person online. Because really, without comedy or humor, one might as well be dead.

11. Cartoon Network SUX!

12. I could be Bisexual.

13. Rap/Hip-hop isn’t the worst music in the world now...pop-rock, alternative/indie and emo are.

14. Ohio sucks. (Someday I’ll leave this wretched State...someday...)

15. JPEG files look better on Internet Explorer than AOL. So it’s AOL’s fault—not mine! So if you’re using AOL, my pictures will look really messed up.


Well, that’s all I can think of.

What happened next? Erm...oh yeah. My school sent me to the psychiatric ward for a week. So I’ll think twice about being suicidal again. I’m in the process of being cured from depression.

I’ve just graduated (I’M FREEEEEE!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAAA!!!). That’s probably the best day of my life—leaving that damn school. Despite the fact that that my GPA for that semester was 4.100 or something like that, I was not a Valedictorian (I’m thinking Black people can’t be one...) for two reasons, one: I was taking easy classes (Regular English, etc—and that year I had only a few classes) and two: I didn’t do any extracurricular activities.

Oh well, I gots me a diploma and I got great grades. So suck on that!

I finally got a job. I’m babysitting. Paycheck isn’t much, since I have to buy stuff for college, pay some bills, and save the rest for college.

I’m going to Kent State in the fall. I am worried about going to classes, money (because my days having free education is over), and other stuff.

I made more great artwork for school and for myself my senior year than I ever have. I‘ll submit them here sometimes

Now I haven’t decided if I’m really gonna stay this time. Let’s just see what happens.

Until then......see ya!




Friends!



Clubs!
~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/4195349/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/4195349/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 17:25:32 PST Hello, bitches
Well...it’s been awhile.

The past year....sheesh...too...well...I dunno how to explain it.

Apparently the only way I can explain things lately is by ranting and complaining, so I’ll spare ya.

For those who care, there are a bunch of birthdays I haven’t mentioned in the last two months...there’s Dais (October 9th), Rowen (10th), and Sekhmet (November 5th) of Ronin Warriors...and everybody’s favorite blond GP officer Mihoshi Kuramitsu (4th)

I’m thinking of moving any story (like the Tragedy) I’m doing over to FF.net. I had registered there by the way. I’m well aware of the “No NC-17 fanfics” policy (that just means any stories with the content I’ll just rate them R...), and...I’ll just see what happens there once I submit some stories. What I mean is that I had stories up on MediaMiner, but since no one commented on them (plus there were not good fics anyhow) I ended up deleting them....

And I’m also thinking of going to SheezyArt. Well, maybe not right away, but sometime in my life.

Sorry if I sound too depressed...break’s almost over...and as far as my computer is concerned...I feel like throwing the piece of shit out the damn window. (Well...it’s probably the system or AOL....)

Well, anyway that’s all for now....yeah...


What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
*Don’t know, don’t care…..*


I’m a member....yay!


I should join….


Say hello to them!

http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/3637317/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 18:00:01 PDT Hello, bitches!
For those who give a shit: VERY IMPORTANT….

Well, I missed birthdays, did I….Well I know I missed Ryo of RW (August 15th) and Ryoko (23rd), and then for September I had missed….*sobs* KENTO-KUN!!! (1st) and Ayeka (21st)

Well, I don’t feel like writing anymore, so I’ll just leave now.



What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
*I REALLY don’t know…..*


I’m a member....yay!


I need to join this…


Say hello to them!



Visit My Live Journal: The Day in the Life of Dawn B-Staff ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/3132258/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/3132258/ Sun, 15 Aug 2004 14:02:06 PDT Hello, bitches
My life is over...

This explains why things are going to be very slow for me for awhile...as I am now living with my dad...

I'll give you a hint: [[link]


What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
Whatever, Whenever...



I’m a member....yay!


Say hello to them!



Visit My Live Journal: The Day in the Life of Dawn B-Staff ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2883437/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2883437/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:40:10 PDT Hello, bitches
Sorry for the wait everybody...

I had a Trojan horse on my computer (a spyware) but that’s gone. And I keep having problems with adwares and all these pop ups and shit.

Well, we had June birthdays for Sage (9th) and Yuli-kun (30th ^_^) from Ronin Warriors.

Did anyone else know that Serena’s birthday was also the 30th?

I dunno what I’m going to do. Everything’s going so bad and all. I have summer homework I STILL haven’t started. And I have artist block again.

Did anyone know today’s France’s Independence Day? (At least I think...). I had watched Liberty’s Kids today (The First Fourth of July), thinking they should’ve shown that ON the fourth of July...but then again that was Sunday...

....But now I can think about what would’ve happen if the kids were just outside Paris on July 14th 1789 when the mob stormed the Bastille. Well, Henri might’ve been with Marquis de Lafayette somewhere for one.

And please tell me I can’t be the ONLY person who likes Tenchi Muyo yaoi!!!


Well, that’s it...



What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
1. Ronin Muyo fanfic! And a Side Story
2. A TM! Yaoi pic
3. Contest for
4. Something else...


I’m a member....yay!


Say hello to them!



Visit My Live Journal: The Day in the Life of Dawn B-Staff ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2750748/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2750748/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 21:21:27 PDT Hello bitches!
Another Survey... got it from




1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says:

......there’s nothing on this page.....


2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

Lamb


3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Diary of Anne Frank


4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:

11:19 pm


5. Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?

11:10 pm


6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

My TV (or Bender and Fry talking—from Futurama)


7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Yesterday.... I was going to a salon


8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?

This is the first site


9. What are you wearing?

Baggy Jeans and a T-shirt from my grade school (Ritzman)


10. Did you dream last night?

A lot of things..... (can I say Sagami making love to either an original character or Tenchi?)


11. When did you last laugh?

At the arguments between Mr. and Mrs. Van Daan (Dairy of Anne Frank)


12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

To many to tell you.....


13: Seen anything weird lately?

No....


14: What is the last film you saw?

......Dairy of Anne Frank (it’s very good!)


16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

As many anime stuff as possible.... or I can make my own website....


17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.

Um...sorry...but no...


18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

I don’t know...


19: Do you like to dance?

Not in front of people


20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?

What?!


21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?

How about.....Anya....or Sarah (Phillips!!)


21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?

.....um....James (as in James Hiller!!!)


22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

As soon as I get over my homesickness, it’d be Japan...
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01. What time is it?

11:21


02. Your name?

Dawn


03. Nickname?

Ms.Rei Faun, Miss Rei Faun, Dawn B, Dawn B-staff, Dawn Kuwabara


04. Age?

Why?


05. Birthday?

May 4th


06. Pets?

Hate em...


07. Height?

Why?


08. Eye Color?

Brown but may look black


09. Glasses?

Yes.


10. Piercings?

Nothin’ but my ears...


11. Tattoos?

Not interested...


12. Place of Birth?

Akron, Ohio...


13. Current Residence?

...Akron, Ohio


14. Ever been in love?

Why?


15. Ever been in Africa?

You’re asking that because I’m BLACK, are ya?!!! J/K XD


16. Ever been drunk?

No...


17. Ever been in love so much you could cry for that person?

Why are you asking me this....


18. Ever been in a car accident?

Yeah...some rich bitch hit my mom’s car....


19. Salad with onion or without onion?

Hmm....


20. 2 or 4 doors?

Why?


21. COKE or PEPSI?

ROOTBEER AND CREAM SODA!!!!!!


22. Juices?

>.< No....unless you count KoolAid....


23. Favorete type of coffee?

None


24. How many blankets do you use when you sleep?

One.


25. To leave or to be left?

What?!


26. Favorite food?

Lots..


29. Favorite sweets?

Anything kind chocolate cakes—like Ho-Hos and Little Debbies stuff (and one banan... ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2700892/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2700892/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 23:28:08 PDT Hello bitches!
I have May birthdays: Anubis (Shuten) (5th—day after mine...), and Mia Koji (the 28th)

Here's an excerpt from my RW fanfic, "Lonely Child." This takes place before the "Ronin Muyo! Series" and almost right after "Message." Have fun and feel free to tell me what I should do...


Early May...

It was a partly cloudy day at the Date Dojo—even though it was supposed to rain. The weatherman’s never right, Sage thought always. Speaking of which, Sage Date was getting ready to help Yuli on some Kendo techniques, as he was a champion as well. He turned on a small TV to check for the weather, even though he knew he would regret that.

“...And tomorrow we’ll have another sunny day in the Toyama, Ishikawa, and Fukui area,” the weatherman said. “Back to you, Tomoko.”

“Thank you, Hideki,” The news anchor Tomoko smiled. “And now for international news. First we’ll go to Iraq concerning the hostages—”

Sage turned off the TV. “I pray all the hostages will be safe.” He turned to Yuli, who was outside, practicing his bamboo sword. He was getting really good. Hmmm....wonder what made him turn his interests to Kendo? Sage thought.

***

Outside, eleven year old Yuli decided to take a break and sat down, having his snack. It was nice of Sage to help him out on Kendo; he’s never helped him on anything before. Yuli felt important at that, for he felt that he could actually do something in life. His parents were proud of him (though his mom gets a little scared seeing him in the sparring clinics). Just when he was closing up his water bottle, he heard jingle bells—the bells one would hear on Message. He walked off the porch to see where it was coming from.

“Anyone here?” he asked. He heard the bells again. It was coming from behind a nearby tree. He decided to take the chance. Could it be another villain? Whoever it is, it might jump out and kill me. He decided to go on. God knows it could even be Anubis! An image of him suddenly flashed in his mind He might be alive again....but if he is, what if he becomes a bad guy again? There was only one way to find out. Yuli reluctantly took a couple of more steps until he heard the bells again. And then, a small person peeked out from behind. Yuli couldn’t see the person; all he could see was red hair....

He walked closer. As he did he spots one Aqua eye. He walked closer. The person slowly cowered behind. He was right by the tree. He could see the person trembling in fear....

“Yuli?!” It was Sage. He was standing by the doorway. “What are you looking for?”

“Oh! Er...nothing,” Yuli answered quickly, shaking his head and chuckled nervously. “It’s nothing...I just...thought I saw something.” He looked back at the tree. He couldn’t see anyone behind it. The person was gone. Must be seeing things...

***

Koji Residence...

At the living room, Cye was studying something. Apparently the college student was supposed to write an essay about the Cold War, particularly Soviet Union. He was having a hard time though, for shouts of triumph and defeat filled the room.

Actually Kento and Ryo were playing “Tekken”....and Kento kept losing. “What did I do wrong?” He muttered. He turned to Ryo. “Alright, Ryo! Another round!”

“Geez! You know you can’t beat me...so just give it up, already.” Ryo just chuckled.

Rowen just sat there, staring at the screen. “C’mon, Kento. If you can beat Ryo on Mortal Kombat, then that should be good enough for you.”

Kento rolled his eyes at that. “You have to get through every video game.” And then his voice went louder. “Otherwise it wouldn’t feel right!”

Cye had just about had it. He slammed his book shut and slowly walked over to the others. “Ryo,” He began calmly, “do me a favor and just let him win will you please.”

Ryo gave him a dense look. “And why should I do that?”

“Because if I get an “F” on this essay,” Cye’s tone was peaceful. “It will be your asses.” And out of nowhere he shouted, “Can’t you see I’m trying to get through the Goddamn year WITHOUT FAILING ANYTHING?!!!”



That's it...


What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
1. L'sK pic
2. KxK pic (Hint....a Ronin and a Tenchi Muyo character...)
3. A TM! Yaoi pic
4. Something else...


I’m a member....yay!
http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2501400/ Mon, 24 May 2004 20:40:11 PDT Hello bitches!
First off, if anyone’s living in the Midwest (From Nebraska to Ohio) I hope everything goes well for you as far as weather is concerned (check the Weather Channel.).

Second of all, I want you all to read this. It’s supposed to be for school. Now get this, this is actually from an Outlaw star fanfic I’m doing—but this is not in it. (This is like the shorter version of “Prologue”...) Enjoy!


—Based on the mystery of Grand Duchess Anastasia Romanov.

The story began around Christmas Eve, 1973. A part-Japanese twenty year old singer, Nicholas Sakamoto and his family from New York were on a tour in Hawaii and Alaska. Soon, they arrived at a large luxurious hotel near Anchorage, Alaska where he would perform. They will never see Christmas morning.
Nicholas had his dad, Eric, as a manager for his songs, and his mom, Lynette—a French-American—was the co-manager. He had two younger siblings; one was Daniel, who was fifteen at the time and was smart, and another was Marietta Sakamoto—only thirteen—named after her grandmother—Mariko. She was the most artistic next to Nicholas. Joining with them was Eric’s Aunt Achika Mikimura.
On that night at Christmas Eve, Nicholas was just finished with performing one of his famous songs. Suddenly a stranger had walked by. No one has heard of this man, but he looked sinister. He approached Eric. He didn’t know who this guy was, but as soon as this man said Lynette’s name, she immediately recognized him. The man started arguing with Eric about something, something children or Miss Achika knew about. The last thing he said to everybody was that the Sakamoto family will die tonight.
Hours later, thousands of armed men stormed into the hotel and terrorized just about everyone. No one knew how they got here or who they are. The next day, investigators confirmed that thousands had died and the Sakamoto family was missing (later that day, most of them, including Nicholas, were found dead in the woods). Where was Achika? She fled home to Tokyo. Where was Marietta? No one knew. Some said she died, other said she may have survived. One thing was for sure—she was never heard from again....

Owari

Tell me what you think!


What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
1. Ronin Muyo fanfic! And a Side Story
2. TM and RW fanfic pictures
3. Maybe a TM! Yaoi pic
4. The Romeo and Juliet fanfic
5. Something else...


I’m a member....yay!


Say hello to them!

~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2361597/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2361597/ Tue, 04 May 2004 20:36:32 PDT Hello, bitches!
Well, here I am...again. It’s sad that I haven’t been updating my journal lately. A bunch of shit was going on. I’ll try to write more.

Well, only one April birthday and that was Tenchi. And now I’m having a birthday of my own. And the funny thing is, Anubis’s (Shuten Doji) birthday is tomorrow (also known as Cinco de Mayo). Today was I think the 34th anniversary of the Kent State Massacre—an important historical event for an Ohioan (like me). What happened was that students in Kent state University (In Columbus) were protesting against the troops being sent to Vietnam, and the police force came in shot some people (I forgot how many). It’s sad.

Well anyway, I’m “sweet” sixteen (the first to turn 16 in my art class).....and I don’t feel that way. I’m thinking that one’s 16th birthday is a very special birthday (once in a lifetime!!) So far it’s a little dull. At least I get to know what it’s like to take a shot of Bombay (or whatever my dad usually drinks) Saturday. It tasted really awful. He said my older siblings had a shot of this when they were sixteen. I was 15.9999999! He also said that I’ll learn not to drink since it tasted so awful. Should’ve given me a small glass of wine cooler....But I went out to eat that day and I may go skating. As for me getting my Temps, I’m too damn nervous to be out on the street. I might crash (also there are a bunch of stupid drivers around).

So...anyone else have a birthday on May 4th (today)?


What I need to do! (In no Particular Order)
1. Ronin Muyo fanfic! And a Side Story
2. TM and RW fanfic pictures
3. A new ID
4. Maybe a TM! Yaoi pic
5. The Romeo and Juliet fanfic
6. Something else...


I’m a member....yay!


Say hello to them!



Visit My Live Journal: The Day in the Life of Dawn
B-Staff... ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2091188/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/2091188/ Sat, 27 Mar 2004 15:31:44 PST [link]

Second, I wish a special happy birthday to Cye Mouri (of course), which was on the 14th.


Third, I joined a new club.... Yes, it's Ronin Warriors, but I love the show!!! Sheesh...

Lastly, I'm started a new fanfic (that is for anyone who like Yuli Yamano and Child Suzunagi). It's called Parting is such Sweet Sorrow: A Modern Romeo + Juliet Story. The kids are teenagers in this. I’m still debating whether to put it here on or Media Miner (~_~)

Well, that’s all for now.


(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Tenchi pic 1
2. Tenchi pic 2
3. Tenchi pic 3
6. My Romeo + Juliet fanfic...
5. Something else...



**Clubs**






**Friends**


]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1922994/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1922994/ Sat, 28 Feb 2004 18:54:36 PST
Back to Black History Month...I really should celebrate it more than I do. One of the reasons I feel that way because of the murder of 14 year old Emmett Till. He was a black boy from Chicago who, in 1955, went to Mississippi to visit a relative or something like that. At a white man’s store, he whistled at a white woman—probably his wife. What happened next was the worst thing that could ever happen to someone who’s an African American since the abolishment of slavery—the white man and maybe his friend or brother ended up beating Emmett to death. Couple of days later, a couple of cotton pickers (At least I think they were cotton pickers) found his mutilated body. Not too long ago, while I was watching a show about the late Richard Pryor on Comedy Central (how did he die, anyway?). I turned to one of the PBS channels and saw Emmett’s corpse. I will tell you right now you will not recognize his face at all—his face was absolutely screwed up—his nose and eyes were on different areas of his face. It was that grotesque. When the two white men were put on trial, they were pleaded not guilty. They should’ve been put to death for crying out loud! All this because he whistled at the white man’s wife!

You know, there should be more black characters in anime...I mean it! There are a lot in cartoons, but not much in anime. What I’m going to do next is to introduce these characters to you.

Anime: Claudia (Robotech), That one guy from Robotech (Southern Cross), Runa/Luna (Ronin Warriors—the say she is of African American decent, but I don’t care), and some minor characters from Cowboy Bebop (particularly from “Mushrom Samba”—they are so hilarious!).

Cartoons: Moses, Cato, Phyllis Wheatley, James Armistead, and Elizabeth Freeman (Liberty’s Kids), and Cyborg (Teen Titans).

Original: Joe and Lindsay Date (Alien Slayers), Damon Jones and his girlfriend Tasha (from my future fanfic Yu Yu Hakusho: Baron, a part of the Ronin Muyo Series), and Lola Avenue (a news reporter originally from Alien Slayers, but can be anywhere, particularly Ronin Muyo).

Of all the African Americans in anime and cartoons, none of them are as special as the characters of Liberty’s Kids—especially Moses. In my opinion, I think he’s very cool character. He’s brave, strong, kind, not to mention a stud. Shipped from West Africa as a slave with his younger brother Cato, he’s one of the few free black people during the colonial times, thanks to Benjamin Franklin, and he works in Franklin’s Pennsylvania Gazette. He tries to ignore racial insults and comments, and that’s why I think he’s one of the greatest characters in the show. On the others, we have Cato, who unfortunately was still a slave and decided to fight for the British (because they promised the slaves freedom); Phyllis Wheatley, a famous poet (and I need to read her poems), and James Armistead (If it weren’t for him we’d still be part of the British colonies! And what a stud, too!), and Elizabeth Freeman (Who fights bravely to become free). They are remarkable African Americans indeed.



Well, that's it...


(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. YYH pic
2. Tenchi pic 1
3. Tenchi pic 2
4. Tenchi pic 3
5.Something else...



**Clubs**






**Friends**

http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1753280/ Tue, 27 Jan 2004 20:17:54 PST
Second of all, I have this fanfic that I’m writing—a one-shot, and it’s Tenchi. It's actually based on an episode of Family Guy! I wish I had thought of this on New Years. I just found out, the only way to recover from my writer's block for now is to write parodies, and maybe something good will happen.

This is NOT in the Ronin Muyo universe (for those who’ve read the fanfic so far), so you won’t see any of my OCs or the Crew—characters from Ronin Warriors (this is a Tenchi story, after all). It’s still Tenchi Universe blended with a little of Tenchi in Tokyo (like in Ronin Muyo), so you’ll see Yugi (as a good guy) and Tenchi’s two friends. Kiyone and Mihoshi will be Galaxy Police officers again, and basically, that’s about it....this is NOT finished; this is just what I have so far....well, enjoy....


December 31, 1999, 5:50 pm......

Like many in the world who were celebrating the New Millennium, The Gang began making preparations, like New Year stuff, looking forward to watching someone like Dick Clark host the New Years Eve broadcast on New York (which would be subtitled...), and New Years kisses...

Well, Ryoko, Ayeka, and Mihoshi were watching the news program.

The Anchor was an African American, but can clearly speak Japanese. “Hello, again! And welcome to the OBC (Okayama Broadcasting Company). I’m Lola Avenue or maybe Rora Abenuu. My God! What a millennium it has been...you know, what’s been going on the past 1000 years—The Middle Ages, The Renaissance, the Two World Wars and other stuff like that...well let’s see some of the good and not so good people we knew, or maybe at least heard of this millennium.” Then, as they began playing the New Years song, the TV showed Joan of Arc, Leonardo da Vinci, Ivan the Terrible, Ieyasu Tokugawa, Catherine the Great, Benedict Arnold, George Washington, Beethoven, and the emperor Meiji.

“Um...just who the hell are these people?” Ryoko asked, bored.

“There were some of the most famous historical figures, Ryoko,” Ayeka answered. “Don’t you read anything?”

“Yeah, Hardcore Yaoi....duh...” Ayeka simply shook her head in defeat and continued watching the news.

“And now,” Lola continued, “Let’s see the people from this century.” Then they began showing Anastasia Nicolaievna Romanov, Lenin, Amelia Earhart, Anne Frank, and then for some odd reason, they showed Hitler....

******************

7:57 pm...


Like many in the world during this New Year’s Eve, Noboyuki was very concerned about Y2K...he was practically frantic about the whole thing, and everybody noticed in the living room.

“C’mon, Dad, don’t you think this is going a bit overboard?” Tenchi asked. Apparently, Noboyuki was holding and shaking Washu, begging for a nuclear bomb shelter.

“I’ve heard of these nuclear bomb shelters,” Asaka (Knight) commented. “Why do we need them?”

“I don’t think you’ve heard of the Y2K theory have you?” Washu asked. Asaka and some others shook their heads no. “Well, you know that Y2K means 2000, right? Well, there’s this theory or prediction when, in the year 2000, everything will basically go very bad; the world’s economy will be completely destroyed, the power plants will be destroyed, electricity will go out, food and water will be scarce, nuclear bombs, worldwide panic—come to think of it, it’s the Dark Ages all over again.”

“Oh yeah,” Kiyone responded. “I’ve read about that. It was an awful time period, really.” Then, they heard Ryoko yawn.

“Okay, that was fun, but really, that’s just a load of shit. I mean, those are just superstitions.”

“Okay, Ryoko,” Noboyuki began, “We’ll just sit here and...we’ll just sit here...and sit here...and sit here...”

“Spit it out, Asshole!”

“And we’ll all be destroyed by the nuclear bombs!” Noboyuki finished quickly.


That's all for now!


(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. An Alien Slayers yaoi pic (....yeah....)
2. I might do this sexy het Ronin Warriors pic...
3. A Wild West L'sK pic
4. Something else...



**Clubs**

~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1588244/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1588244/ Wed, 31 Dec 2003 23:37:39 PST

LAYER ONE:

Birth date: May, 4, 1988

Birthplace: Akron, Summit County, Ohio, USA, North America, Earth, Solar System, the Milky Way, the Universe...

Current Location: My room…or hell…

Eye Color: Dark Brown—almost black

Hair Color: Black with a hint of brown

Height: And I care…why?

Righty or Lefty: Righty

Zodiac Sign: Taurus



LAYER TWO:

The shoes you wore today: House shoes

Your weakness: My naïveté, indecisiveness, and about a bunch of other bad stuff…

Your fears: Missing my favorite shows, being homeless and poor (and being on welfare, which I’m close to being…), being raped, and…that’s all for now…

Your perfect pizza: Cheese—enough said

Goal you'd like to achieve: It varies, but one goal is to try not to commit suicide




LAYER THREE:

Your most overused phrase on AIM: Hmmm….maybe “yes” or “no” or “Okay…” or maybe even “Shit Mother Fuck!”

Your first waking thoughts: Please let me watch “Cat’s Don’t Dance!”

Your best physical feature: And you care…why?

Your most missed memory: Seeing Ronin Warriors, Gundam Wing, Tenchi Muyo…and Old School Toonami…



LAYER FOUR:

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi tastes a little better
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald’s and Burger King’s fries, Burger King’s Milkshake…

Single or group dates: Neither, but I’m more comfortable with groups.

Adidas or Nike: I can care less…

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Before I choose, what does Nestea look like again?

Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolat, mon ami!

Cappuccino or coffee: Neither I’m afraid



LAYER FIVE:

Do You:

Smoke: Hell no!!!!

Cuss: Hell yeah, stupid ass mother fucker…

Sing: No…

Take a shower everyday: Yes…why?

Do you think you've been in love: What do you care?!!

Want to go to college: Yes.

Like high school: No! It’s too confusing!!! Besides, I don’t like any kind of school!!



LAYER SIX:

Drank alcohol: Whenever I think everyone are assholes...

Smoked: Took a puff of Black ‘n’ Mild and I’m sorry I did, too..

Done a drug: No

Made Out: MYOGDB!!! (Mind your own goddamn business!!)

Gone on a date: No.

Gone to the mall: IT’S THE BEST PLACE IN THE WORLD!!!!
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ^___^ Yes!

Eaten sushi: No, but I might try it one day…

Been on stage: I can’t remember

Been dumped: I haven’t gone out with anyone!!!!! Sheesh!!

Gone skating: Yeah.

Made homemade cookies: Hmmm…you know what…yes…yes I have…

Dyed your hair: No.

Stolen anything: I may have…



LAYER SEVEN:

Have You Ever…

Played a game that required removal of clothing: Can’t remember

If so, was it mixed company: What the FUCKING hell did I just say?!!!!

Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No.

Been caught doing something: Yes…

Been called a tease: Hmmm…I’m confused as to what that means…

Shoplifted: No.

Changed who you were to fit in: If I did, then I’m sorry...If I didn’t I certainly won’t!




LAYER EIGHT:

Age you hope to be married: No

Numbers and Names of Children: Why?

Describe your Dream Wedding: No, dammit!

Where you want to go to college: Somewhere as close to home as possible...

What do you want to be when you grow up: A Cartoonist or a Historian (certain topics, though)
What country would you most like to visit: Japan, Russia, and France


LAYER NINE:

Number of drugs taken illegally: “Zippity-doo-da, zilch, nothing, nada!” --Ryoko

Number of people I could trust with my life: I don’t trust a lot of people nowadays…

Number of CDs that I own: None

Number of body piercing: Except for my ears (one on one side, two on the other…), none...

Number of tattoos: Zero

Number of times my name has appeared in the news paper: Zero, thank Jurai!

Number of things in my past that I regret: I have a bunch, but I don’t feel like tal... ]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1528516/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1528516/ Sat, 13 Dec 2003 07:43:28 PST
Let me confess: I’m not a very friendly person. I can never get along with anyone, especially my family, either. Well, one night, my mom had screamed at me for getting online, not doing the dishes (I forgot), and she cursed at me for outing clean clothes on her bed (I forgot). In retaliation, I threatened to kill her. I guess I snapped.

I knew she’d tell my dad about this, and so he told my psychiatrist, she suggest that because I’m having problems with mom, I’m going to have to stay with Dad for awhile. I used to have a choice until what I just did.

I don’t want to go to my dad’s and stay there. Is he abusive? No. Verbally abusive? Occasionally. (but not as much as my mom) Strict? Yes, definitely. I can’t stay with him because he’s too strict for me. All the things I can get away with here at home I can’t there. The place there also makes me feel queasy. And so, I get homesick when I visit.

Plus I’ll be going to church more often, which I hate. (It’s not that I don’t believe in God, it’s just that I’m now confused---I’m more like the people who lived during the Enlightment [1720-1790] who wants scientific proof that God exist.) Dad’s too religious and expects me to believe in God and pray. Mom would say that I need to go to church and pray and believe in God, yet I’m surprised she didn’t drag me to church herself.

I have had a pretty bad life. I mean when I was very young I was dealing with my abusive older sister (she’s cleaned up now…at least with me.). I’ve been whipped and hit and screamed at, too. I think I was maybe 7 or 8 when I decided that I wasn’t going to take this anymore and I became rebellious and unfriendly with my family. But things weren’t so bad until after an incident with my so-called stepfather. And now I’m suffering even more.

I became less girlish, althought I don’t think I was really girlish to begin with (it was anime…). And I’m being picked on a lot at school, too.

I admit that I’m selfish, mean, vain, hateful, a lazy-ass, and all that other bad stuff. I know that I’m also materialized to care about anything anymore. I also admit that I can’t always have things my way, but my conscious keeps from giving up, especially if it’s a sacrifice of certain things. My Mom and everybody else want me to be happy, but as long as I’m still living under an adult’s roof, I will never be happy. I hate adults. In the end they always win.

I might as well kill myself. I can’t go through with this. My mom told me is I can get myself together quick, I might able to see her on her birthday, which is at March, but…it’ll never work.

So, I am leaving, forever, for maybe only two months, who knows…

All I know is that, as far as Deviant Art goes, there’s a list of artwork to do below, you won’t likely be able to see anymore after them. Whenever I’m allowed online, and if I don’t kill myself, I’ll still come by and write on my journal and post comments, but no art. That means no art requests or contest entries (I have one to do but after that, no more…). I won’t be able to finish Ronin Muyo or revise Marietta (Outlaw Star fanfic based on Anastasia), either.

Well, that’s all I really have to say now…and thank you everybody for reading this and for the 170 views (almost to 200…heh…)

Until we meet again…Dawn aka Ms.Rei Faun

P.S: By the way, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.


(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Liberty's Kids (Christmas)
2. A Yuli and Suzunagi winter pic
3. Alien Slayers Yaoi pic (….yeah….)
4. Favorite Ronin or Warlord contest for


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http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1491376/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 20:05:03 PST Why? Because nearly all my favorite anime characters are characters that are severly bashed.

Couple of examples would be: (* means my fav) Yuli Yamano* (Ronin Warriors), Kuwabara* (Yu Yu Hakusho), Ayeka and Sakuya (Tenchi Muyo), Rini aka Sailor Mini Moon (Sailor Moon), Julia (Cowboy Bebop), Hilde* (Gundam Wing), and Yamcha.* (DBZ)

Then there's Relena of Gundam Wing. She is unfortunately one of the most hated characters in anime! She has like what---five anti-sites! There are quite a bit who likes her, too. I'm one of them. I used to think she was alright, but the horrible senseless bashing had me supporting her (this happened with Yuli, Kuwabara, and Yamcha as well), liking her, and hating the 1x2 coupling (I HATE IT!!!! I'm sorry but I just can't stand it...).

Being the dubbie that I am, I don't think that's it's the dubs fault that these characters are hated--at least not entirely. I mean, yes, for example Yamcha acts surfy, wussy and a flirt. That's because Chris Sabat, who did Yamcha (^_^), Vegeta (~.~), Piccolo, and Kuwabara (^________^), didn't like Yamcha, I guess...but still I don't think it's all because of FUNimation that Yamcha is severly bashed.


Well, that's all for now....



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Liberty's Kids (Christmas)
2. A Yuli and Suzunagi winter pic
3. An art trade of the Watery Card (CardCaptors) to
4. A birthday gift to


**Clubs**






**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1471640/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1471640/ Sun, 30 Nov 2003 15:42:22 PST [link] (I didn't know how to link to it last time)

I need to find another place for this (and any future fanfic) where no staff can "format to make it easier to read" ....when in fact they messed up my sizes I put up (including the titles, that's why I had to delete them...)

Well, it's an epic actually called "The Ronin Muyo Series"; "Ronin Muyo" is just the first part. The whole epic's made out of six parts, and has a lot of funny (hilarious and pointless) scenes, but also has action and adventure...

Part 2 (implied), maybe part 4, and especially part 6 will have sex scenes (part 6 will have alot...), but by the time I would even get to Part 2 let alone 6, I'll be 18 already...

Ronin Muyo's a Ronin Warriors/Tenchi Muyo crossover, like I said before. I made it this way because, though no one else could probably see, I think they go together...(a boy in school said they don't, but whatever...). Other anime shows will show up in most of them, though. The Crew (Ronin Warriors) and the Gang (Tenchi Muyo) would help them out.

For some damn reason, Kiyone and Mihoshi aren't going to be Galaxy police officers (because they will be in their late teens instead of early twenties...)

Yes, I have OC, about all but one of them are male.

Rowen and Kiyone are cousins and so are Kento and Mihoshi (but NOT because of their personalities...)

You might like this, you might not, but if there's anything you want me to do, just tell me (but I can't do anything that will change the storyline, though.)

That's all I'm saying about it for now....



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Liberty's Kids (Christmas)
2. A Yuli and Suzunagi winter pic
3. An art trade of the Watery Card (CardCaptors) to


**Clubs**






**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1451487/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1451487/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 20:23:13 PST
What really interesting is that Bluth combines fairytale themes to real life settings. I.E. "An American Tail" takes place in Russia and New York City in 1885. The "Troll in Central Park" takes place in....Central Park....New York City..."Anastasia" takes place in Russia 1916 and in Paris--1926 (the 1920's....get it?) I haven't seen all their movies, so that's all I know.

The ones I've seen were (* means my fav), parts of "The Secret of NIHM," "An American Tail,*" "All Dogs Go 2 Heaven,*" the original "Land Before Time," " Thumberlina,*" "Troll in Central Park," " The Pebble and the Penguin," " Rock-a-Doodle," "Anastasia,*" and "Titan A.E.*"

All but Titan A.E. are family movies, so they have songs. Titan A.E. have songs to, but they're from the soundtrack, and the characters aren't singing. I'm surprised that he made a PG-rated action/sci-fi movie and it's not a family movie (just watched it an hour ago...). You gotta watch it. (the main character is named Cale...not referring to Cale from Ronin Warriors, but then again, Cale is a common name...He looks like a blond Dimitri ^.^;

Well, that's all for now!



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Kiyone picture
2. A pic on the kids of Ronin Warriors (Yuli, child Suzunagi, and Yun--Kento's younger brother.)
3. A James and Sarah picture
4. A Suzunagi picture.
5. An art trade of the Watery Card (CardCaptors) to

**Clubs**






**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1397082/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1397082/ Thu, 13 Nov 2003 16:36:53 PST Why? Because I love the girls!!! They just don't get enough credit. Actually, many anime females don't get encough credit....they get hated alot....and I'm sick of it!

I guess that's one of the reasons why I support shojo ai/yuri and not shonen ai/yaoi...

I wonder if their any clubs on the women of Gundam Wing....



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Ronin cosplay contest
2. DxH vampire pic
3. Kiyone picture
4. A pic on the kids of Ronin Warriors (Yuli, child Suzunagi, and Yun--Kento's younger brother.)
5. A James and Sarah picture


**Clubs**






**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1379288/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1379288/ Sun, 09 Nov 2003 20:09:10 PST
Well, unfortunately I'm still like 15. I didn't show this picture here yet, but looking back, the hentaish picture in my folder what a het crossover couple. I'm not telling you who they are because you will be surprised---it's a couple that I don't think anyone has though of…
Well, she had asked me why I draw stuff like that. I couldn't tell her why, because I don't know why; I mean I know I got it from reading lemon fanfics or looking at doujinshi, but I don't know what caused me to do that....maybe it was because of an incident I can't tell you about....I don't know.

I do know why I draw hentaish pic or a romantic pic of certain couples. Because I'm tired of looking at pics and pics of couples that I hate (well it's really their fans that I hate...).
I would only see Yusuke with only Kayko because I don't like seeing Yusuke with the guys or an OC or a self-insert---same thing with Kuwabara (I like him with Yukina and Yukina only! Well, I don't mind Botan and maybe I'll tolerate him with an OC). Same thing with Duo---I like him with only Hilde and no one else (especially Heero...), I don't know what to say about Duo x Relena…Surprisingly I’m more tolerant of who should go with Kento…even pairing him off with Mina of Sailor Moon is okay. Stuff staring him and an OC is cool, I like him with a character from *T*e*N*c*H*i*, and I’d even look up yaoi stuff on him. Heh…

Anyway, I guess that may eliminate my chance of drawing that Duo x Hilde vampire picture...


Well, that's all for now!



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Ronin cosplay contest
2. DxH vampire pic
3. Kiyone picture
4. A pic on the kids of Ronin Warriors (Yuli, child Suzunagi, and Yun--Kento's younger brother.)
5. A James and Sarah picture


**Clubs**





**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1355704/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1355704/ Mon, 03 Nov 2003 20:44:50 PST
Well, I love the show; it's originally targeted for children 7-12--maybe 8-14, I absolutely love it. DiC (a children's [READ: CHILDREN as in kids...] studio in which Sailor Moon subbies accuse them of "butchering" the anime....riiiight....and they also had Knights of the Zodiac, but that's not important right now....) created this show and I was surprised they talked about death (because it's a war), not all of the episodes have happy endings (in fact--many don't), and they introduced me (even further) to famous historical characters--one of the main characters is in fact Ben Franklin (" Welcome to LNN--The Liberty News Network." Man I love that!)! They even have famous actors voicing historical characters--like Annette Benning (s/p?) as John Adam's wife, Abigail Adams or Whoopi Goldberg as....can't remember her name---she wanted to fight the British so she dressed as a man to enlist...I'll look it up. I think my favorite characters are Sarah, James, Henri, Moses, and Ben.

I'm glad I found some fans--I typed " Liberty's Kids" on the search bar and all I was able to find was the official site [link] and a bunch of schedules of airings....Then I FINALLY found a fansite [link] They got some cool stuff there and links to some other sites---the other sites may have certain stuff--like slash or mature stuff...well, when I first came here I submitted a picture I drew of Sarah Phillips, who was at the beginning a Loyalist. That picture SUCKED! Must make another one....better one...hehehe...

Well, too bad I can't see it anymore---or at least unitl Christmas break or anytime when I'm not at school, because I take a city bus from the school, and by the time I get home, it's a little after 4 pm and it would be already over...damn....

Well, that's all for now!



(What I need to do....) *In No Particular Order*

1. Ronin cosplay contest
2. DxH vampire pic
3. Kiyone picture
4. A pic on the kids of Ronin Warriors (Yuli, child Suzunagi, and Yun--Kento's younger brother.)
5. A better Sarah picture
6. A James and Sarah picture




**Clubs**





**Friends**

]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1347546/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1347546/ Sat, 01 Nov 2003 20:41:55 PST
And if any of y'all think I should still go trick or treating and celebrate Halloween, you'd better give me a damn reason....

However, I'm still working on a Halloween cosplay for and maybe a sexy Duo x Hilde vampire thing....



(What I need to do....)

1. Ronin cosplay contest
2. DxH vampire pic
3. Kiyone picture
4. A pic on the kids of Ronin Warriors (Yuli, child Suzunagi, and Yun--Kento's younger brother.)

**Clubs**



**Friends**
]]> ~DawnKuwabara http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1343065/ http://DawnKuwabara.deviantart.com/journal/1343065/ Thu, 30 Oct 2003 20:40:59 PST
The one I love the most is "The Phantom of the Opera" (1925) starring Lon Chaney (which I won't get to see tonight because it's on 3:30 and the FREAKIN' morning---I have school!!!), and the saddest was "Laugh Clown Laugh" also starring Lon Chaney, and I had just watched it for the second time a few minutes ago. I really need to see movies starring Charlie Chaplin like " Gold Rush." I also think Lon Chaney was a great actor. A friend from school talked to me about this vampire movie--I think is German--"Nosferatu" (1922)

Well, that's all for now! Oh yeah:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! *ahem*


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