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My myspace everyone.

Doc's Myspace Link ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/6628775/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/6628775/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 19:46:43 PDT
Doc's Myspace Link ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/5739916/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/5739916/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 00:30:19 PDT ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/5125096/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/5125096/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 21:03:37 PDT So many idea's that shoot into my head but they can't be expressed. I have already promised somthing else. Its not me so what can this be? Drowned out by cigarettes and the pulses of the floor can be heard. I only hope its the heartbeat of the World felt from far away. The wind used to hug me but now it slaps me around, bats me and puts me in my place. My mind races with words and for the first time in a long time I can write down my words. Talking makes me feel weak. Like I need that expression. Someone said everyone's like that. But how ironic that their not. I want to do things differently for me, for everyone. My emotions consume me, and I feel like vomiting from the stench of this pain in my chest that fills my lungs straight into my head.

What happened to the times where I kept myself together for the sake of a future? That future seems to be there, but the comfort looks like a facade. Its back to being unsure. But thats probably Paranoia talking. we never really agreed. It just bossed me around. I want to hang on to any thread sent to me, given to me by anyone who has a hope in the future. Im unbalanced. I see the other two and together were balanced. The present is slowly fading and with no past and with no future it'll take longer to die. Euthanasia comes to mind when I feel braindead from this exhaust. I need some peace. I need someone. Im pathetic in the fact I can't be alone. Why can't I be like you? Why can't I handle this? Why are things such a mess for me? The future is holdin up with a few wet faces some nights. The past, since its already done, holds on and waits. Everything is already set and how easy is it to live within the past? Its like watching a movie over and over again. You know whats to come, and it still makes you cry all over again. ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4311418/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4311418/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 15:08:05 PST
I have rounded up several new models (ha ha like its some cowboy thing). well one new model. I have to work round her schedule. Ha ha shes in this classroom right now doing detention. Badass. ha ha. she looks bored. Ill point out which model she is when i submit her. Its fun being in this classroom and staring at all the detention-ees and Im just here on the computer. They have to look straight ahead or do homework. How fucken boring is that. Good things I never had saturday school. Thats worse. you cant even do homework or nap or anything. Its just sitting in a chair and staring for....god i think its 3 hours. ewe. ah! scary!

I need some more original ideas for photos. I definatly want to do glamour shots and other things like that. Modeling clothes and doing small little metephorical poses. We'll see how that turns out.
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Kansas party dude who can kick your ass!
My big bro whose always there for me!!!!
Dead stock ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4213834/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4213834/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:23:08 PST I cant stop crying, but Ill live through these days.
I cant stop loving you, because your eyes are so blue.
I cant stop for no one, cus Im a fucken mess without you.






i love you

]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4140358/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4140358/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 21:19:57 PST
wonderfull person. Inspired lots of things. puts up with lots of things. deserves so much. Not only props to him but the best he can get.

I have so much I could say. It would take so long to write. great guy. Wonderful poet. Exuisite photographer. Deserves everyones love.

just the nicest person anyone could know. lives through the day thinking of others. everyone should be like him.

i could and wanna post more but im not feeling well. just that im sorry for what Ive said and have been. I love you all. ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4132655/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4132655/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 01:15:38 PST
I guess i dumped it cus the smell got to my head and the taste to my stomach. Ya see, my stomach has gotten so fucken sensitive ever since I stopped eating as much. Ive lost weight and everything. And Im trying desperatly to gain something. I always bring up my weight cus I amaze how much I lose when I just sleep! I wont be with The Wall on new years and their hosting a badass party. Lauren didnt make the party last night that bitch! FUCK! she's my piss buddy too. and my ass partner for life. anyways. I feel bad cus I upstaged terra's boyfriend's gift. I dont even remember what he got her but when I pulled out my lifesize standup of James Dean she freaked and stayed with it for a looong time. ha ha. She laid it in her bed and said he was sleepy. ooookay terra. Then we played pennies and found alot about each other. ha ha like someone besides Electra had made out with Kris.....ewe....i did NOT wanna know. And apparently only I was the only person to have sex with someone and thought of someone else. HEY! American Pie was on and the lesbians were goin at it. What the fuck is a guy to do....his not so attractive girlfirend...(shes my ex now)...hot babes makin out....hmmmm...... anyways......new subject....


which is no subject cus Im done. ciao. wtf is ciao. Im fucken american. BYE!


Kansas party dude who can kick your ass!
My big bro whose always there for me!!!!


and my shit dead stock ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4066919/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4066919/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 15:41:17 PST

Some things that seem to annoy me is bad smells and not knowing what it is, people constantly telling me I look like i have tattoos on my arms when Im wearing a shirt thats supposed to make my arms looked tattooed ( its like I fucken know i look like i have tattoos. Thats why i bought the damn shirt) and people who believe they're "wierd" when they talk. Examples are everywhere. Especially online. It bugs the shit out of me. People will randomly IM me and start talking. they have full control of what they say and they say things like... "Oh I like smoking in the hot tub cus its warm... sorry i must sound like a freak..." um....sorry but that sounds pretty normal to me. If I had a hot tub I'd probably smoke in it too. I smoke wherever i fucken feel like it. Does it make me wierd or does it make me free natured? People constantly ramble off on random subjects all day long that its turned into a fad. Such as the topic of "cheese" has came up. or random sentences that doesnt make sense such as "suck my monkey!". Theses phrases dont bother me one bit. Its the fact they apologize AFTERWARDS and then say "im sorry. im probably scaring you with my wierdness" No. they are not scaring me one bit with there cheese talk and wanting me to suck their monkies. however, you will bug the fucken life out of me when you think your being "wierd" cus when you mention that that means your not wierd or as I call, "entertaining or unique". cus you recognize it. I say things and never apologize cus its a norm to me. Its my nature. You never apologize to a toilet for peeing in it do you? its natural to piss in a fucken toilet. its natural for me to talk to people the way I do. Apologies just lets me know your trying to be wierd and you want me to feel sympathetic and say, "Oh no! thats ok! your not wierd! im enjoying myself with your whitty antics!" or something like that.

Its been happening alot lately and its hard to find a person whose just being themselves without the whole WOO HOO attitude. a nice laid back person. you say Hey Whats up? and I say Hey. Hows it hanging. and if a guy, respond, To the Left. then we both chuckle and talk about random shit like....how fucken retarded Open Water was or how Oprah Winfrey seems to be slowly starting a new feminist riot thats gonna kill all the men and steal our sperm so we could still procreate. If you want to talk to me also, dont call up depressed. Like IM me and say, "hi...." and ill just be like "hey wassup" and then the other person will be "nuthing....just sitting here lonely with no one. Im sad..." cus then ill just think, well thats why your lonely cus no one likes a crybaby so suck it up and be happy. Shit, if my parents died, Id be upset and depressed. But I wouldnt go online, waste mourning time on the fucken computer and spread the disease of melencholy all over the net. Thats sickening. however, if I know you, Ill be more sympathetic. If I dont, and you say that kind of shit, i wont respond. and youll probably be gratefull cus if I did, i could be very rude.


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He can kick your ass
My dead stock
Ghost Buddy and big brother!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4044395/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/4044395/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 19:34:34 PST
So, Im already contemplating a play for next year.... romance is where Im steering...something untraditional. and tragic. I have an idea. but i have an idea for horror too. and for action. not much for comedy....though when i do write a comedy its pretty fucken funny cus thats what Ive been told. so. whats for next year, will it be horror, romance (i wanna do this cus i never written one before), action or comedy. hm......


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He can kick your ass
My dead stock
Ghost Buddy and big brother!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3921451/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3921451/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 01:04:38 PST
I worry too much. And when i worry I break out. Im ugly. gross acne.

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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
our collab site
My stock:
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
My one and only big brother

Im main character in Comic Dead-Hunter- First issue is [link] seriously check it out! ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3882066/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3882066/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 01:00:16 PST
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Why do things happen like this. And when they do, why am I always hurt.

I wish I could have the courage
to just disappear.
people disgust me for more than one reason. And Im even including myself. Im disgusting. Im....im really messed up.

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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
our collab site
My stock:
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
My one and only big brother

Im main character in Comic Dead-Hunter- First issue is [link] seriously check it out! ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3667637/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3667637/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 00:28:42 PDT
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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
our collab site
My stock:
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
My big bro!!!!
Cool comic artist and awesome
friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Did the best favor that made me smile ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3538469/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3538469/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 21:55:08 PDT
Sometimes I saw that wish...and i didnt want it. I wanted the barbed wires around it. Im sorry, but no im not an emo kid, and Im not a depressed boy look for attention. Because those times, I was by myself and caught by those who loved me most. Coincidentally, I have been saved all the times. Perhaps its a sign. A sign that God doesnt want me yet. A sign that I cant have what I want. A sign that fate really exists, and no matter what I do, I cannot change it. I was sick. I was sick to my stomach of people. Of my mother especially. Of people telling me they loved me when they didnt really. Of people only looking and not touching. Of people lying. Of people judging. Of people staring and not talking. Of people...period. I was sick of being treated like I didnt matter to this world. Like I was a slave to someone. Like I had to please them and when they get irritated or if I do something they thought was annoying then they scream at me, tell me how horrible I am, tell me I was an accident, tell me they want to murder me. My mother said that. She wanted to murder me. I threw her a knife and said go ahead. Do it. She said dont tempt me...i swear to god.... and i said DO IT! and she stared at me. I picked up the knife and went to do what she was too fucken afraid to do. All bark no bite. Nothing but heartless arrows piercing my already broken heart. Broken from someone telling me I was their only one. that they put me higher than everyone else. That I was their only love. That they needed me more than anyone and then turning around THE SAME FUCKEN WEEK and kissing another guy. Oh yeah, hes her boyfriend now. which has happened before seeing Im not the most attractive guy in the world people will get with me and dump me and I found out later they were embarrassed to be with me.

Too many people in this world. Too many heartless souls. Why cant love have it's cleche title removed and be passed around again? Can't I just be LOVED? and WANTED? isnt that a right? Isnt everyone meant to be loved? Why wasnt I? Why was it so hard for someone to love me? And now Im in love....and the book turns another page. my love....three states away. Im the jealous type. I dont know why. Ya know what? I do know why. Im paranoid. I have NEVER had a decent relationship. Always been judged. Always seen the better in front of me strutten their stuff. And ya know what? i wanted that. I wanted everything to be right with me. And that jealousy and erge for love has stayed. And knowing that there are people who are willing to steal from me, willing to snatch away what I worked so fucken hard for...for it to just fall into my lap like a gentle feather..... no ones going to take my happiness. Its mine. I need it. I need it to live longer. whats life without happiness? Please dont let it go....please....dont take any of this away from me.



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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
our collab site
My stock:
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
Featuring me in his comic series check him out! His manips are fuckin awesome! http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3504372/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 00:45:20 PDT
It's wierd to wake up one day and suddenly have everything hit you all at once. My body would become nausiated that severe stress from waking up, calm and rested to tense, lightheaded and extremely worried. I worry alot. Im a worrier. I dont know why. Perhaps its due to my sheltered life and having friends who have fun without the need to do anything severely unlawfull. But once introduced to some of the things that alot of people live in everyday, it worries me for several reasons. How can someone live like this? Im not used to it so i probably would end up sick and dead from the stress unless their was someone there to guide me. I didn't know such things could happen to people i love and care about. I only ask why? and how could these beautifull people mistreat themselves. I sit at home and just think about how much i have missed. And I wish I had an interresting background such as what they have. But of course i dont. Nothing about my past life has been really important. Things have remotely happened from time to time but i dont know if it would really have made a difference. Perhaps it has by the slightest bit. I know i have opened up peoples eyes... perhaps thats what i am. Someone to help others live. Just one of those people that others are meant to take advantage of so they learn why the things they do aren't meant to be done. If so, I have a kind of obligation to live. Not for myself, but for others. And what kind of life is that? To live for someone else... sometimes things jumble together that i cant believe what i think about others and myself. Its tough to sit and tell myself to stop caring. I need to stop. I care too much and it makes me sick. I get naucious and I get chest pains. My emotions are severely strong. So strong I can physically feel a heartbreak and it almost killed me. So bad I collapse to the floor and scream in a desperate attempt to somehow "vomit" whatever it is thats piercing my heart over and over.
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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
our collab site
My stock:
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
Featuring me in his comic series check him out! His manips are fuckin awesome!
Cool comic artist and awesome
friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Did the best favor that made me smile ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3402662/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3402662/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 12:59:34 PDT
I need a massage, some tongue and a mild body pressed against mine. Then Ill be the happiest pup in the world.

ps I submitted some movies but i dont know if they work. Remember you have to download them to play them so if they do then let me know. if not then still let me know.
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The reason I wake up every morning with a smile and my tail wagging
My stock:
Featuring me in his comic series check him out! His manips are fuckin awesome!
Cool comic artist and awesome
friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3341257/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3341257/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 15:03:26 PDT

another note.... Im cut off from the internet at home so Im using the school computer for online work. So If Im not on Yahoo messenger or dont comment right away, thats why. Im sorry everyone. Pictures of me are sure to be posted in my stock though.
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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Featuring me in his comic series check him out! His manips are fuckin awesome!
Cool comic artist and awesome
friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3204889/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3204889/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 11:41:33 PDT
Bloodshiver [link]
Raskuss [link]
Xion Knightmare [link]
Ameon [link]


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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3196869/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3196869/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 16:29:05 PDT and my new ID. I should have some pics for my new avatar those 2 who are making them so dunt worry. and thanks for offering to make them too!

Also, you want to be in series 2 of the cards? send me a note. Series 2 will have new characters including their home planets and the planets of past characters also. Im probably going to need help in trying to form the game so if you want to help, send a note.

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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3150177/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3150177/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 20:53:46 PDT

hey, i have no idea how to make an animated avatar. And I want one!!! Can someone tell me or make me one? id be very gratefull!!!


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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3109344/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3109344/ Thu, 12 Aug 2004 16:05:02 PDT I have no idea what to write but i want to write something.
Im naked at the moment. got out of the shower and was wearing a towel. but the towel came off and i was all, eh.
Went through my personal gallery of my special someone and got a hardon. which is not good seeing im doing housework too. so here i am. sweeping, mopping, washing....nude with a hardon. oooooh now THATS attractive. *rolls eyes*

I dunno why i would mention that.

im listening to the Darkness. my friends hate them. but i like this song. so eh.

Well, school starts on september 7th for me. and my goal to find a job this summer was shot. i didnt work at all. cus im a lazy son of a bitch. fuck. and i need a car. fuck fuck fuck.



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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3009891/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/3009891/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 23:40:01 PDT
Oh guess what? I dont have a bad taste in my mouth today. Yay!!!!

oh this monday.....im going to the interview.....*holds self*..... I cant wait!!!!

Also on a side note, no one uses my stock. They like to just look. Well, if anyone can do anything with them then Im happy. But if no one uses it, then i think Ill just stop taking stock photos. Well cool. Maybe Ill make it into a contest.... hm... but what do I have to offer.....? If you have any ideas, lemme know. Alright? Cool.


POLL

AHKAY! heres the choices. my bud and I are doin this so now you can vote:

Q. By looks go, how would you rate me?

A. Gorgeous
B. Dreamy
C. Handsome
D. pretty cute
E. Okay
F. Adequite
G. Normal (not good not bad)
H. Not so good
I. Kinda bad
J. Ugly
K. Monstrosity!!!! EWE!
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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2962003/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2962003/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 04:32:58 PDT [link]

I have a bad taste in my mouth. blegh. ah well. Ive been leading an okay life. lets see.... im eating Fruit Loops. A very nice snack in the morning. consist of artificially flavored rings that taste like, well, fruit. I wonder if theyre exotic fruit seeing the tucan on the front and isnt that an exotic bird? hmm.... im rambling on now cus its 4:14 and im not tired.


hmm... I have a new goal in life. To get to Kansas. Dont ask, but I will. Or perhaps "kansas" will come to me per say. That would be nice. Im so thin. I need to work out. Plus, I use my right arm more so my muscle is bigger there then in my left arm. Thats sucks ass. eh, but i just need to work out my left arm.

la la la la laaaa....warm it up..... la la la la laaaa....the boys are waiting...

i got that song stuck in my head. Its funny. ha ha. Im now listening to Tori Amos...

...heard the eternal footman... bought himself a bike to race.... and greggy writes letters and burns his cds....

anyways. Today wasnt a very good day until later at night. Then, well, *wags tail*. though now im a bit lonesome. I dont know why. Well I never see anyone anymore. I dont do much. Though I am searchin for a job and I got called by a talent agency for an interview! so cross yer fingers! I hope i get a modeling job! or...wooo...and acting gig!!!!

i gotta find find find, what your doing about things here....

god sometimes you just dont come through....

tori fans know what Im sayin.
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*Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*......
My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2931059/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2931059/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:26:19 PDT [link]

dude... like that link right there is to an online web magazine called Plasma Rag. Well, someone from there asked me if Id be willing to let them use that picture yall wanted me to submit from my avatar. I guess I aint so bad lookin after all. But thanks for the suggestion. Im happy now. yay! Well, go on and visit that site cus its a cool magazine.

Anyways, I thought Id take a break from glamour and "lighter" art for a while and decided to start a whole Macabre and Horror series. I did one and now I cant stop!!! Well, let me know what yall think.

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My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....

Such a fun dude! *Wags tail! Licks hand and nudges head undernieth arm*...... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2923561/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2923561/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 23:23:38 PDT
Well, Im feelin a bit awkward cus I ache everywhere. I was practicin stabs with a knife, ya know, sparring, and I must of sprained my wrist cus afterwards, it really hurts. And this Icy-Hot cream dont work. So, yeah. My hand is busted up still, and theres a huge knot in my right shoulder blade (which isnt good and Ill tell ya why, not only is there discomfort, but also toxin builds up in these knots and when the knot is taken out by massage, it releases the toxins into the body and gets the body sick) So Im screwed. My back is real tight. eek. ah well. this tag in my shirt is poking me.

Well, Im just sitting here, its 2:04 am. I usually sleep in durring the day or take random naps. I dont mind anyone coming on and chatting with me. (But if you do, dont come on all wacky and then say, "you prob think Im wierd huh?". cus alot of people do that. just come on and act wacky. I dont care. but dont say that. it bugs)

well, see yall later

p.s. someone had asked me this, and several people commented on it, but I dont know if I should submit the larger version of my avatar in. I never smile in my art as is. So it would ruin my non smile tradition. what yall think? yay, or nay?

p.s.s. I ended up submitting the full avatar photo. Its called The Smile. And someone asked for it to be in a magazine cover. Hmmm strange how just yesturday everyone asked me to submitt it, then suddenly someone wants it in a magazine. I like them odds!
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My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
Such a fun dude! *Wags tail* ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2923556/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2923556/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:05:48 PDT
Well, Im just sitting here, its 2:04 am. I usually sleep in durring the day or take random naps. I dont mind anyone coming on and chatting with me. (But if you do, dont come on all wacky and then say, "you prob think Im wierd huh?". cus alot of people do that. just come on and act wacky. I dont care. but dont say that. it bugs)

well, see yall later

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My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!.....
Such a fun dude! *Wags tail* ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2901730/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2901730/ Sat, 17 Jul 2004 23:47:03 PDT
But on a lighter note, I enjoy getting suprise visits from people on AIM, or yahoo so if you wanna chat or whatever let me know. Im feeling like shit now, but Im usually very comical and happy. Well, see you all boys and girls!

by the by....
~Dead-hunter
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My stock:
Very smart guy and good friend:
Great photographer and buddy:
Cool comic artist and awesome friend!:
p.s. "And I.... wanna thank you..."
Ghost Buddy!!!!..... ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2876554/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2876554/ Tue, 13 Jul 2004 22:47:58 PDT

By the by....


I was so horny today that I....



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My stock:

Very smart guy and good friend:

Great photographer and buddy:

Cool comic artist and awesome friend!: ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2852500/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2852500/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:51:56 PDT I want to be 18 and model for everyone. Id be in playgirl or porn if It would get me recognized.

If anyone lives within the LA area and would care to IM me or somethin to photograph or film, let me know. bye bye.


My stock:

Very smart guy and good friend:

Great photographer and buddy:

Cool comic artist and awesome friend!: ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2798980/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2798980/ Tue, 06 Jul 2004 22:12:27 PDT
p.s. to those I usually talk to online in AIM, my system is really screwy and I cant log onto my IM. so sorry.

p.s.s. also, my system wont let me observe pictures or art. cus its getting slow. so I cant look and comment. maybe with a few though. hope you keep commenting on me though. and thanks to all who favored and liked my recent work.

(my work comes from my heart or imagination. they came from emotion. from my feeling. and not from my heart, but from something broken. I still feel that way)







got my stock site. it will feature pics of me and other models. [link]


by the way, how do you put up the icons as links? anyone? like how would I show friends and shit? ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2759311/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2759311/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 21:57:52 PDT
On the other hand... Im going next monday down to an acting talent agency. Its also for modeling. I always wanted to be one of those hot guys on those huge posters above girl's beds and whome they ponder with their friends what it would be like to be my girlfriend and such. I hear it all the time. gets to me a little.

sincerely,
-Envy ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2630613/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2630613/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 17:53:44 PDT ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2509479/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2509479/ Tue, 25 May 2004 21:39:28 PDT 2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2430368/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2430368/ Fri, 14 May 2004 20:21:55 PDT
I was sitting in the grass today, feeling the wind on my face, and the cold earth on my back and I thought... thats... not a pleasant feeling this earth on my back. So I went to lay down on the cement. But i continued to look up at the sky and wonder if my life will continue to be a bitch to me. The phrase Lifes a bitch then you die, is used often and said without much thought.

Someone died of cancer at our school and I was thinking that was a horrible way to die. Life was a real bitch to him and then killed him. His life was PMS'ing and didnt have any midol. And look where he ended up. I was also thinking that the bad luck days came in the past 5 days and this 6th day was a laid back day. Either it was because it was friday, or that life was giving me one last pleasure day before the dreaded "7th" day where I will meet my demise by either homocide, accident or the erroneous catagory like being empaled by a toilet seat that became engulfed in flames as it entered the atmosphere after departing from the Russian Space Station.

But then I wondered why.... I didnt watch any videos with rings and little white girls down wells, or log onto any "fear" sites with dominatrex women who want revenge, or piss off any Avon lady that happens to show up every so often. So why? Or perhaps my pessimism is a little dramatic. Like, Some see the glass as either half empty or half full. While I see it with no beverage to begin with. Or the alternative that I didnt order a drink in the first place and they are refusing to bring my order of mozzerella sticks.

I guess life is a bitch. but is it life that kills you? If so, then what does death do? sit on it's ass all day? ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2422760/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2422760/ Thu, 13 May 2004 22:41:42 PDT
11. I wanted to go to breakfast with my closest friend but she laready made plans so I ate at dennys alone.

12. I came to school still feeling sick with a migraine and I feel like I have a hot flash or somthing. Im so hot I can feel the heat rising.

13. I left school one day came back and my Tai Chi sword is totally ruined. Someone broke it apart into 3 peices and I need it for my play in a couple of weeks.

14. I lost the drama elections as president. My competitor won.

15. My dad is pissed off at me because I didnt want to go into detail why I left school early.

16. My CD player broke.

I want to put a bullet through my head
I know this doesnt seem like much but if you only knew. You help me pull the trigger. Dont send me pity comments. I have to express myself and this is the only place I can share my thoughts. But only if you can relate or help. I dont want any, NO! DONT GO! I LOVE YOU! ]]> ~Dead-hunter http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2408674/ http://Dead-hunter.deviantart.com/journal/2408674/ Tue, 11 May 2004 18:10:32 PDT
I think thats the line said by Nelly Furtado.

I have to say the father figure in my life (which is not my father) has told me to forget about what others said. And that he's got my back if those who threaten me try anything. So I feel security there. Plus the comfort he cares. My life has been shit lately though.

bad things to happen within the past 4 days:

1. I got horrible comments and threats online
2. I felt very sick and had a party to attend
3. At the party, one of the worst people I do not like right now happens to show up, then invites HIS boyfriend, went out back when me and my best friend, terra were in the pool alone and made out.
4. My stomach got fatter
5. All the tuxedo types I wanted to rent were sold out
6. I recently got bad acne on my forehead and my cheeks.
7. One of my props was broken by someone at school (it was a rubber butcher knife and it's snapped in two)
8. durring film editing, my VCR (the only one with 3 outputs instead of 2) busted and now it doesnt work anymore. and I cant edit without it.
9. My favorite pants got fake blood all over it durring filming because the person in charge of splattering the blood on my shirt splattered it on my pants insteadm plus 2 belt loops snapped.
10. I got a cold and now my nose is running and it sucks!!!

there ya have it. And I still am daring enough to say, what else could possible go wrong next? ]]> ~Dead-hunter