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YAY! she made this for mee! XD


*DeathByAlgebra
[Romeo, Romeo where for art thou, Romeo?]


*DeathByAlgebra
[sooo funny]

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ONE THOUSAND PAGEVIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you all who viewed my page and commented and favourited my stuff!!
i love you all!!! XDXDXD


Hey guys,
So yeah, this is late and I haven't written in ages, but I've been wicked busy.
OK, so I don't go to BA anymore... bummer. Like no joke I'm like wicked depressed about it.
And if anybody's wondering, they asked me to leave on account of "emotional issues". haha
You see, I went through a mild depression during a piece of my time there [where did I put that damn X-ACTO???] haha
Actually no. I never cut... thought about it though lol
So they asked my MOTHER to move back with me... FUN
But after all of that, she and I were arguing and getting into fights etc. and so there you have it.
My last few weeks at BA in a nutshell.
Oh I miss it soooo much
I miss Liza [*DeathByAlgebra] and Margaret [~Darklilac9] and... well... everybody like, whoa.
I really have nothing happy to say so i'm just gonna leave it at this for now.
pax my luvvs



p.s.
I'll probably most definitely be editing this entry ^_^

p.p.s.
I have a bunch of photographs that I took while I was in NY...
I plan on putting them up as soon as I can come up with TITLES FOR THEM!
haha I've hit a creative rutt [like I could could be in more of a rutt than I was before] haha
But yeah... so I plan on getting those up ASAP

xoxo

love and peace

*DebatableSanity http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/12100378/ http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/12100378/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:53:49 PST Featured Deviation[s]

*DeathByAlgebra
Yes, I know it's old, but what can I say? I it. Oh so so much


*zmorphcom
He drew this for me!!
haha it's really great!

OKay.
So yeah. Life still sucks haha. Seriously though...
I've been home for like hmm... since Saturday, so.... sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday..... about four days now... and with the exception of the Christina Aguilera concert [yes, sounds lame, but she has an AMAZING voice... no fucking joke] which was admittedly AWESOME, ...

EDIT
CHRISTINA AGUILERA CONCERT
Okay. So we didn't even really know when the concert was. Someone else had bought the tickets, and hadn't even looked at them yet. So luckily we just happened to have eaten dinner with them that night [the 6th] and we were at their house [after dinner] and my mom and I kept bugging to find the damn tickets!
So they found the tickets.
The good news?
We found out when the concert was.
The bad news?
It started an hour and a half ago.
lol
So we rushed over to the Staples Center...
We got there just as she was coming on.
We didn't miss ONE SONG
Talk about luck.
lol.
Okay.
Back to why life sucks haha ^_^

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...everything SUCKS!!!!!!!
Yeah. Preeetty much.
So I still don't know if I'm going back to BA after break, but like I said in my last entry, I'm going back. I don't care what they say lol.
And fuck. Even if I end up not going back, I'm going somewhere.
ANYWHERE.
Oh!... and my doctor aforementioned [view previous entry] got a link to this site! so yeah... she pretty much saw EVERYTHING I wrote last time so yeah.
Life is pretty much a bag of SHIT
but whatever.
Fuck her.
and if you're reading this right now, Dr. Greisbach, FUCK YOU. yes... I SAID it. And you know what?
I'm only a little bit sorry... I don't even know why I'm at all sorry, but I guess that just comes with my nice nature. hahaha
but yeah.
I was supposed to go to arizona with ~pinkiswhatithink but yeah... that didn't work out because I have APPOINTMENTS
I have fucking appointments fucking right left and fucking center.
No fucking joke
Fucking doctors appointments
Appointments with fucking Audrey
Appointments with fucking shrink
Appointments apppointments appointments FUCKING APPOINTMENTS
Yes I'm saying fuck a lot..
I'm pissed.
haha.
but yeah.
so I ask my mom
"Hey mom are we or aren't we going to AZ to look @ U of A?"
And she goes
"Oh I don't know"
BUT SHE DID KNOW BECAUSE SHE HAD THESE APPOINTMENTS SCHEDULED A WEEK BEFORE I HAD ASKED HER!!!!!
so yeah.
I don't even know what to feel right now...
I'm just pissed.
Fucking life.
Fuck it.
idk
Audrey (my doc.), fucking asked me to take off my wristband because she thought that I'd fucking cut myself.
I was like
"Okay fine i'll take it off, but there's nothing there" like come fucking on!
And she's all
"Oh, well I just know that a lot of people who cut wear wristbands"
Like WTF
omfg
I'm sooo fucking pissed at life.
At her.
At my mom.
At Ms. fucking Shea.
And at whoEVER gave Audrey the link to this site!
And you know what?
It was probably someone I trust too!
Like Ms. Wehrung or Mrs. Hammond!!!!!!
So that pissed-ness probably won't last long at them because, well it can't. I can't be angry at either of them for too long *DebatableSanity http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/11960775/ http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/11960775/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 13:49:44 PST Featured Deviation

*DeathByAlgebra

OKay.
so life officially sucks like big time. I have to be in this fucking library until 5, (already been since 1) and I got all my shit done, so I have NOTHING to do
uugghhhh
but aside from all that,
I have to spend the night in the fucking Health Center tonight because my dorm parent isn't going to be home tonight, and she's afraid that I'm going to like commit suicide or hurt myself in some way or another. So yeah. That's going to be funn... but seriously, sometimes I do just want to end it all... just have it all be overwith. But whatever. I won't do anything. And I'm pretty sure that everyone knows that... but I guess that's not enough
Whatever.
Oh!
And if I can't 'get my act together' like eat right, and keep my room clean and get my work in etc. my doctor (the one who prescribes my drugs) is going to suggest that I don't go back to BA after March break.
In which case i will use my 71,000 some odd American Airlines miles to go wherever the fuck I want to go. Because I'm not staying at home. And that's that. That's all there is to it. I'm not staying there. no.
Whatever.
At least i have Liza [*DeathByAlgebra] and Christine [~PapercutsForPolly] to help me get through all this, and Mrs. Hammond, and Ms. Wehrung and other people who I care about, and care about me here.
I don't think i'm making any sense anymore so yeah... comment if you like... I don't really think there's much to comment on though.
byee.

EDIT
OH YEAH!!!
I almost forgot!
hahahahahahahhahahahaha
Last night I was experimenting with some ink
and yeah... guess what happened?
I fell asleep with the open ink bottle on the clipboard on my lap!
I woke up in a puddle of black ink, all over my orange sheets
oh
and myself
I'm currently typing with a BLACK HAND
yeah.
so yeah. Oh and it's PERMANENT INK so it's NEVER gonna come out of my sheets...
yum.
funn funnn funnnn stuff

life sux

EDIT II
yyeesss....
another edit... sorrie
it's just......
a song just popped into my head.
if you've ever heard the song "Black Socks", you'll know the tune I'm talking about.
But yeah.

The Original [Black Socks]:
Black socks they never get dirty
the longer you wear 'em the blacker they get
some day I think I shall wash them
but something keeps telling me don't do it yet.

Last year I was playing tennis, and not even thinking about making new lyrics to that song, and these lyrics just like all of a sudden popped into my head.
the lyrics go like this:

My lyrics [Life Sux]:
Life sucks and I am a witness
the longer you live it the worse that it gets
some day I think I shall end it
but something keeps telling me don't do it yet.

yeah...
so weird how I wasn't even thinking about making new lyrics for it but yeah... that's my song haha and it just got stuck in my head ... so yeah.......



and oh DAMMIT I JUST LOST THE GAME!!!!!
DDDAAAMMMNNNNNNN!!!!!
(sorry to all those who play the game and by reading this made them lose)
if you don't understand what the game is, then I suggest you click



THE GAME

The game is.....

whenever you remember you are playing the game, you lose the game.

When you remember you are playing the game you must tell anybody nearby who is playing the game that you have lost, which makes them remember and thus lose. When you get enough people playing it, e.g. quite a lot of people in the School Common Room, when someone remembers and announces "I just lost the game" you will hear a large groan as loads of other people then lose the game.

To begin with everyone thinks the game is stupid, but after a few months you will truly appreciate the simplistic beauty of it.

In the end you will get to a point that whenever you hear the word "game" you will in fact lose the game. The longest I have gone... ]]> *DebatableSanity http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/11886965/ http://DebatableSanity.deviantart.com/journal/11886965/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 19:35:12 PST Okay...
so i am now OFFICIALLY SUBSCRIBED to deviantART!!!
see, i subscribed for *DeathByAlgebra earlier today, and well, yeah.... i figured i'd do it for myself as well!!!
lol
so like *DeathByAlgebra, i NEED HELP coming up with some wicked awesome headers and footers!!!!
because well, quite frankly i have NO IDEA what i'm doing
so yah...
if anybody has any great ideas for me, that'd be sick nasty
hehe
thanks!!!!