http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DecadentDreams&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DecadentDreams en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:46:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/14680871/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/14680871/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 22:10:17 PDT
I love photography. I struggle with drawing, and especially with coloring.

But pictures are a way to express your point of view. Something that's hard to do with just a pretty picture.
Who knew?

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Listening to: Eleanor Rigby
Reading: Reading Lolita in Tehran

I know that I don't know anyone on here, so the likelyhood of anyone reading this is somewhat slim, but what the hell, I wanna.

I haven't drawn much lately; I haven't drawn anything like a formal picture in a couple years, probably. I know I could get better if I cared, but I don't care too much about actually getting better on my own, since all that changes is my style, not my expertise. I want to take an anatomy class, but I think ceramics is my type of art, not drawing, as much as I enjoy doodling. Oh well.

Maybe I'll do something soon and see what I can do.
Maybe not.
lol.


I'm in a slump, and I need to do something creative with myself before I go apeshit. I don't have any art classes this semester, and my job is particularly mind-numbing right now. Damn Publix.


Oh, by the way, NO ONE EVER EVER WORK FOR THOSE ASSHOLES!
They've been treating me like a little piece of shit since I started.

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Mood: Creative
Listening to: Struggle - Ringside
Reading: Wuthering Heights

I;ve been taking a psychology class that focuses on biological and genetics factors. It's weird and kind of a downer, but most people aren't as individual as they might thing. Individuality is based on genetic predisposition, for the most part.

Makes it funny though that so many people are bent on being "original" or, you know, a "scene kid" because it's pointless. Original thought is extinct. That's sort of deviant to what I was talking about, but whatever.

I've been thinking in terms of making myself happy lately, and doing things that make me happy or proud of myself. I used to be ruled by my "friendships" and how my friends treated me or ignored me.... But at this point, only 3 months from graduating high school, I've realized once we graduate I will probably never see these people again, because I know I'm not important enough for them to call me once they're away, and the same is becoming true for them to me.

So who cares? I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do if it makes me happy, short of doing insensitive or assinine things that will hurt others, becasue that's not the way I swing, baby.

*shrug*
I'm not good with expressing myself fully but concisely, so I'm just going to stop now. I just felt like letting someone know about my heightened level of awareness and understanding (since I obviously can't tell my "friends" that I don't really care much about them anymore. *laughs*).... (They brought it on themselves anyways. Bastards)

]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/5604934/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/5604934/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 23:59:32 PDT Listening to: The Faint

A million miles away from here, take me away.

It's getting cold, my dear heart.
It's getting old. It's getting heavy.

Time to lighten things up with a bit of nihilism. What do you think?
Nevermind. You won't answer anyway.

]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/4972885/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/4972885/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 18:08:28 PST ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3795203/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3795203/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 16:25:17 PST
Anyone who reads this, if you were willing to help me with this, you would have my eternal gratitude, and maybe a commission or something if you want. I'd really like to learn how, but I can't color using PSP or Photoshop, like, at all. I'm computer retarded once you get past the HTML and CSS stuff. :/

PLEASE HELP MEEEEEE.
*sobs*
~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3490528/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3490528/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 19:37:10 PDT I played in the bounce house.

I posted a couple old pictures because I felt bad that I haven't updated at all in a loooong time. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3417853/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3417853/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 21:47:03 PDT I have a new person on devWatch, Jopet. There's some talent right there, holy crap. Makes me want to give up entirely. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3310831/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3310831/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 18:12:14 PDT there they are a standing in a row. Big ones, small ones, some as big as your head. Give 'em a twist, a flick of the wrist, that's what the showman said. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3147447/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3147447/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 12:59:13 PDT That's right. Hurricane Charley. That piece of shit. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3062155/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/3062155/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 00:06:05 PDT Meditation combined with Yoga has an AWESOME effect on me. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/2837390/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/2837390/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 22:36:23 PDT Grar.
I've had this thing quite awhile, and there's only three pieces on it. Poopy. One day I'll send uploading and scanning a nuch of stuff.... but not now.
:3
-the misanthrope. ]]> ~DecadentDreams http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/2538126/ http://DecadentDreams.deviantart.com/journal/2538126/ Sat, 29 May 2004 19:44:00 PDT
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