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and to be brutally honest with you, her music makes you question and wonder whether or not the substance of your being is substantiated by your actions. you try and try to please and work around peoples problems and opinions. You believe yourself to be the guilty party, and probably for the most part, you are. But as i see it, our world isn't measured by rights and wrongs or by the fabric of our lives. rather its measured by one factor. one colour.

Blue.

Blue lips, blue veins.

blue, the colour of our planet from far, far away.



we are human, and the hardest lesson Ive had to learn is that being human is natural and perfection and balance are unnatural, they never work nor do they exist. I take everything that Ive seen so far in this short life of mine not at face value. Rather i try to see past the exterior, its hard.

its hard to see the positive in a shit situation, but as humans, our greatest strength is our faith in each other. don't forget one another.

once the ones you love are gone, there are no more conversations, no arguments, no words, no laughter. there's no warm, no cold, no struggle and no great story of overcoming great adversity. just the stranger at the bus stop who says hello and smiles.



be human, stay human.

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but by the same token, for every conquest. relish the moment, because you, and only you made that one moment happen. be yourself, be confident, have the self discipline and the fortitude to stand your ground and fight for what is right, and what is yours.


never lose sight of that.

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it is by far the most liberating feeling i have ever experienced.

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/11315778/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/11315778/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 16:29:50 PST
im lost. plain and simple.




dont come looking.

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Peace!

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]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/10117626/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/10117626/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 00:13:44 PDT They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
(I can't see them anyway)
No time to lose
We've got to move
Steady your hand
(I am losing sight again)

[Bridge:]
Fire your guns
It's time to run
Blow me away
(I will stay, in the mess I made)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive.
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

[Verse 2:]
There's nothing left
So save your breath
Lying awake
(Caught inside this tidal wave)
Your covers blown
No where to go
Holding your fate
(Loaded I will walk alone)

[Bridge:]
Fire your guns
It's time to run
Blow me away
(I will stay, in the mess I made)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

Wanting it back (DON'T FIGHT ME NOW!)

(Here it comes!)

(DIE!)

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am a shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

Save us all


Been playing halo today haha got into the mood so yeah get into it too! ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/9924142/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/9924142/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 21:44:14 PDT
but this is my promise. that the world was founded on a butterflies wing. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/8453549/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/8453549/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 21:25:37 PDT
1 ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7948745/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7948745/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:16:25 PST
and i kept thrashing, kept moving and wandering like they did. Benign to all that was going on around me.Sometimes complacency can be your worst enemy, and love? Love'll get you killed.




not only messengers are shot.

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DiZzy! - Treasurer ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7561320/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7561320/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 05:52:37 PST .and this summers day brings a down pour and with it all the emotions i never felt in past relationships. and with tomorow's new dawn brings new sunlight, and it beats down on my neck, and the warmth lets me know I'm alive.

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7541195/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7541195/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 02:38:23 PST .do you figure rain actually has a purpose besides us all getting wet? maybe it's time we washed away the dust from our shoulders, maybe we need to wash everything away.

sick sick, my heart. sick sick, my heart

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7486137/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7486137/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:35:29 PST OKAY! for those of you that dont know, most of my mates call me pemmy. Heres the story, im bored as hell, and thought id google search pemmy, and some bitches who stole my shizzy are up there, so visit them and abuse em. that is all haha

[link] - Like Woah! Fan Clubs...No you shouldnt have

[link] - I'm a domain mofo's, buy up!

[link] - you go too far

[link] - Sweet! a chick has my name too

what else is cool to googlise???

meh, over it

ohhh

[link] - i think these guys had some trouble naming this uni, whatdoyareckon?

BTW I HOPE EVERYONES CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS WERE A BLAST! KEEP SMILING!

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]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7410673/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7410673/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 06:50:47 PST .and the wind whisped beneath his feet as if the world had been caught up in some sort of decay. The festering disbelief in human decency. I scream at these walls yet they speak no evil and hear no evil, speak no truth and hear no fallacy. this ledge seems so far from the gorund. But i believe. i know i'll survive if i jump, i know tomorrow we wil laugh and wish i had perished with that rustic sunset. But for this moment, I am free.

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7317107/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7317107/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 09:25:05 PST .and i swear.with all of my being.that the way we are now.is the way we'll always be.i refuse to let myself take this granted.to take you for granted.without you. n o n e of this would seem right.and as i stand benign of how much i mean to you. we embrace in blindness everything that makes each day worthwhile..just know that i have a breathed easier because of you.

.you are my heart.

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7306808/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7306808/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 05:40:20 PST .today i watched the sunrise, today i witnessed the birth of something new that was completely beyond me or anything pertaining to my essence. I was alien of this experience, and never saw the intricate details which wove together to form this canvas we see each day and never stop to understand why there is light. Why there is pain.

.the inability to pass words from my own lips is probably the worst thing any one individual can begin to imagine. To have so much that you want to say, minus the words to convey these very thoughts.

.there is light, so we know that there is darkness.
.there is pain, so we know that we're alive.

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THANKS FOR THE SUBSCRIPTION BUDDY!

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7015545/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/7015545/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 05:33:26 PST
I'm everything You're addicted to. for all of the wrong reasons.

I'm over it.

and You?

You're still in love with me. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6996279/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6996279/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:24:00 PST
for a book my self and are wiritng and illustrating ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6930994/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6930994/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 22:21:24 PST .guess what kids.

my comp got royally rooted and i had to reformat.

sooooo now. i have none of my psd's or any of my programs aint virsues grand!

but!

i should be up and running in no time, ive organised to get CS2 and lotsa other stuff, sooo u'll be seeing alot more work in the comin week or two

DONT FORGET ABOUT ME LOL! ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6693320/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6693320/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 19:22:48 PDT



.i dont wana stand out here on my own.i know you want to be here with me. yet i dont need anothers company to be sane in myself. i need to know my struggle was not in vain. that i fought with fortitude for what was at the time. the quintessential of my existence. now. its not enough. i want to wake and see the sun for what it is. not what you or the rest of the world sees it as. to know that the heat i feel on my skin. and deep within. isnt fake. that my world. does need you. more then i like to admit. now i stand alone in this studio. bouncing from wall to wall inside my mind. yet still. standing so still. im caught in a freeze frame. yet the seconds. minutes. and hours till tick down. please. make me feel. make me want you. she grabs my hand. the warmth.




.it isnt fake. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6612970/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6612970/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:04:14 PDT now i know. now i feel. now i see. i need this. i need independence more then i needed you. i need to know i am worth something to someone out there. and just as i promised i would be something great one day. i make this promise that i will be the one that you wished you never abandoned.

and now someone leaves their thumbprint on my soul. the first time ive smiled and felt it in months. the dawning of new seasons has always meant something to me. the chance to start fresh and for once stand in the sun and not have to worry about getting burnt. because theres sunshine in your smile.

.all we have is here and now. make me shine for you. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6567792/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6567792/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 21:01:06 PDT I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid,
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue,

There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me,

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe,
Imagined hard, I disappear,
Seems...no one will appear here and make me real,

I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams)
I'd tell you that it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams)
You don't care that it haunts me,

Oh!
There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me,
Just how much you...
]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6481774/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6481774/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 23:41:16 PDT .the dank and dark light which semi-illuminates this room, reminds me of the melodramatic stage play being acted out over and over in my minds eye. .hurt like i did. .die and die again like i did. .and this light still seems to find me. .as much as i want to hide and forget this world for all its worth. .and now im banging my fists against the floorboards. .my head against the wall. .and through all of this. .all i wanted. .all i wanted. .all i wanted.

.if you dont know by now.


.you never will. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6481486/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6481486/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 22:33:58 PDT .the lord works in mysterious ways. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6455924/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6455924/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 03:10:40 PDT .and i'm lying here.wishing someone knew me.wishing someone knew where i was at.wishing i wasnt falling at your feet.begging for you to want me.


.i spent that night alone. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6438765/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6438765/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 06:37:24 PDT .drop everything right now.
.drop that phone in your right hand
and leave the number by the change jar.
.i promise i won't leave without you.


we'll see this world together, i promised. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6417486/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6417486/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 20:52:36 PDT i dont even need you anymore. there were times when once i thought. .without you. .id wilt and asphyxiate. underneath my own regret.you made me feel like. i was the straw of. hay on the camels back. and only now do i realise. you never meant anything to me. i was blind. and still am.



.dont call.


.i wont see you around. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6384422/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6384422/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 03:46:40 PDT .Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking, feeling
Spin me around again
And rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets
Amess with people
Would stop to hold
Their heads heavy
Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
The takeover
The sweeping insensitivity of this still life
Hide and Seek
Trains and sewing machines (you won't catch me around here)
Blood and Tears
They were here first
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, that you only meant well?
Well, 'course you did
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, that it's all for the best
Of course it is
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, that it's just what we need
You decided this
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, what did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit
(Hide and Seek)
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling,I not believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a, you don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit.

Imogen Heap ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6366687/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6366687/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 06:58:56 PDT this world whisps at my feet. dancing in continuum with the wind which whips my jacket and stretches amongst the cold lifeless city which i now shame to call my own. Its been days here since the sun shun my scarred face from its presence. i dont need sunlight, i dont need the life you promised me. i wont be the hero you ask of me. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6304366/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6304366/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 07:34:02 PDT tear.these.thoughts.like.posters.from.my.wall.

my. love. was. my. decay. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6230664/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6230664/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:50:29 PDT the final scene, and i'm doing well. Didnt forget my lines, or my queues. Yet still the trap door collapses and i fall into a sea of ambiguity. Why did you leave me hanging there for so long? ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6063345/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6063345/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 00:48:44 PDT
Jason Mraz - Halfway Home

Well I used to walk along the opposite side of the road
and made others get out of my way
I used to think that I could sit and wait for the times
but I know I should meet them halfway

I'm halfway home and I'm on my own
I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind
I plan to leave here after supper time
that's when traffic is light, all I need is a sign
and I'll be alright. I'll be fine

Well I used to think that i could just sleep and then I would
dream
And everything it would just come to me
Until I woke one day without anything to eat
Lying on the opposite side of the street

I'm halfway home and I'm still out on my own
I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind
Because it ain't my time not to stay or say
Well I can't say, but you can bet that i will play my heart out
I'll won't lay.

I used to think that I could just sit and wait for the times
But I know I gotta meet them somewhere out there halfway

I'm halfway home I tried running with the flow
I'm halfway there. Ain't it funny how everybody seems to care
I planned to get there around supper time their serving up bread
and wine
All I needed was a sign and I guess I'llbe allright.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be alright.
I'll be alright.

(It seems to be a running theme about being fine and allright
but I don't mind.)
Because I'll be fine and alright
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6045566/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6045566/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 04:17:17 PDT And i still lay here screaming in my bed. My throat raw from the howls which shudder these pale walls. And i still lay here in encased with the petals of daisies. Ever played russian roulette with flowers before? Its scary, oh so scary. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6024848/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/6024848/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 21:12:21 PDT "Saddest Girl Story"

So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5920091/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5920091/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 04:18:17 PDT Whenever a door closes, a window opens it is said. But what if the room you are being thrown into is a cellar with no windows and the only door out is the one that is clasped so tight you'd peel your fingernails off trying to break the seal. To fight so diligently in the face if adversity yet only arising with doubt and self pity. So benign are we that we do not see the key hanging next to the door. Though its up just little bit higher out of our reach, all you have to do is grab the old box of olives from the corner and stand on it to make your way out of this dead end.

Many a times there are no olives and even no keys. No hope, all faith lost or jammed between your mind and the door, and the both of them are constantly fighting for supremacy, with your sanity caught in the crossfire. How does one bounce off walls if they're not padded? How am I to get through a door which is manned, yet deserted. I'm controlling this door, I allow or disallow myself the freedom to leave. Even if there are no keys or olive boxes, you've gotta remember that every door that slams shut has hinges, remove the hinges and set yourselves free! ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5850003/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5850003/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 18:22:30 PDT The metropolis spun at his feet, and all of a sudden it felt as if somebody had taken his eyeballs out and played a round of pool and surgically placed them back in their sockets. He was sightless. The smokescreen which was certainty, protecting him from his dreams, and the dark sky loomed overhead, like an forlorn Rottweiler, only being held back by the chain which choked him if he moved any further. The oaks which in summertime, were so serene, ranted and raved in the squally conditions and made a commotion so thunderous it seemed for at least once in this scorched cityscape, there was quiet. And in that split second the Rottweiler came off his chain and rained down on me. Swelling the banks of sensitivity and pushing me to the edge. I must make take this leap of faith, for you. You've done everything for me, so what’s one night spent out in the cold. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5834577/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5834577/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 03:36:43 PDT if people tell you that there a bigger things on the horizon, remind them that the horizon is a receeding line that disappears whenever you get close to it ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5759952/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5759952/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 07:03:00 PDT
Intimate - The Waifs

Now we are so intimate do you think we could ever part
though there's little love left in it something seems to make it hard
I'd like to stand up on my own
But i fear you will always be my crutch

Did I save myself or was I saved
Though I knew it was killing me - I did it anyway
To think of all those years I led my self astray
Knowing it was killing me - I did it anyway

I see it all from the other side
The prison walls around your mind
These are the subtle scares I hide
Looking in from the other side ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5758673/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5758673/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 01:36:02 PDT ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5720983/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5720983/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 06:57:32 PDT ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5700992/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5700992/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:41:20 PDT ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5700809/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5700809/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:00:08 PDT
Peace ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5659758/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5659758/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 20:19:21 PDT
The room shook and he found himself in the bathroom, in front of the mirror so smashed and covered in crimson sacrifice from the previous nights activities. He stared, through a shard, and found himself. He ran water, and slowly filled the seemingly endless bathtub. Realising the water was too cold, he stopped, and jumped in. The water was ice cold, but for that one moment, he had found solace in the murky, icey shadows of himself.

Slowly, oh so slowly, he drifted. ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5633997/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5633997/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 06:55:50 PDT ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5566609/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5566609/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:35:03 PDT You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
That's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

Of late I have found myself obsessing over the smallest of things and wanting from people who just cant deliver. Feeling Good By Muse and Muchael Buble have pretty much pulled me through this rut. And in front of my invisible yet omnipresent audience, I make this blood oath. I shall keep my head high, and no longer allow those to gain the better part of me. I will allow myself to have what I want, and achieve my goals, at any cost. I figure this world is a cold place, and to get somewhere, anywhere I've gotta melt the ice to get there. So as I blaze my trail, I hope I have your respect, best wishes and support. And when I get to where I want to be, I'll look forward and see that I yet have more mountains to climb and many more lands to see. Until such time, Its a new dawn, a new day, a new life, for me, and Im feelin good.

Peace

]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5528234/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5528234/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:09:47 PDT
Wicked respect for whomever is repsonsible for this



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- Liam Pembroke ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5242811/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5242811/ Sun, 01 May 2005 23:03:22 PDT
- Liam Pembroke ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5235820/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5235820/ Sun, 01 May 2005 05:59:40 PDT attempting to sympathize
with anyone who has ever
had their hearts broken

tears are common now
tears that quickly turn to blood
as your dicreet obsession
and inhumane thoughts
eat away at your soul

and well, I guess not everyone deals
with heartbreak the same way
but those who mourn are the ones who warn us of
what is to come ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5200907/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5200907/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 04:54:06 PDT
- Liam Pembroke ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5056213/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/5056213/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:13:17 PDT

- Liam Pembroke 2005 ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4948708/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4948708/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 01:33:18 PST we would crucify the racists and be bashing all the homophobes..."

Thanks Ruganje ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4880515/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4880515/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 10:38:57 PST [link] journal, and thought I would share this with you all. I think this is royally fucked and please can you take some time to read and see what is happening around here.


***Update - So if you word it nicely and you dance around, treading on the lines of the rules of this community 'self injury is not allowed' holds sometimes but being a white supremacist or a neo nazi is just fine.

I have had about e-fucking-nough, this is nothing short of disgusting .
DeviantART claims that it does not tolerate racism. But what is obvious is obvious, just because someone believes in something strongly no matter how radical, it does not mean they are stupid. They may be well read, know how to word things pleasantly to get away with certain things, they may know how to twist information and phrase things certain ways. But what is obvious is obvious and it is fucking sick. This is where the 'policies' for this site should be coming into play. This place may harbour a lot of shit that could be argued, but there are certain things that whether or not they are partially civil should not be tolerated in this community.

-- 'We are not racist people. But we do believe that there are different races and that those different races should stick to themselves and help their own.'

-Modern white power today follows this premise, they are not out to kill every person of colour or a different race or belief system. What they are after is to cleanse their communities of what they believe are people leeching off of the hard working, middle class white American. But they worded this well, it doesn't say that they are racist, it is simply telling you that they share the same common beliefs of the white supremist. And white supremacy is racism!
Treating people of a different background with a different manor.
Claiming that you are political group focused on the 'rise of the white man' why don't you just be a little more blunt and save us all a little time.


rac·ism Audio pronunciation of "racism" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (rszm)
n.

1. The belief that race accounts for differences in human character or ability and that a particular race is superior to others.
2. Discrimination or prejudice based on race.



I don't care how much you sugar coat it, IT IS WHAT IT IS.
I am sure that most of you have encountered someone so hell bent on their beliefs that they are literally blinded by them. There is not a high chance in hell that they could see differently from what they believe. They are zealots.
They think they are right and they think that what they believe in can do no wrong. Never be fooled by this. It is deluded. There is difference in believing in something and being deluded by it.
I am so disgusted that I could not bare to continue to read what one particular member of these communities had to say. But go, check it out, it is probably a waste of time challenging them, these people are hell bent on trying to prove why they are just: Hitler never wanted war, never wanted to kill, Jews started the war, Hitler only wanted to migrate them to somewhere else, 'Hitler SAVED Germany' , Ever since I'm a national socialist, I see things much clearer now. etc...

So with that, why don't we welcome our new 'friends'





Some of them aren't even skirting on the policies of the site you have to be thick through and through to pass this one unnoticed and justified.





---Oh and incase you were wondering if this has been pointed out by anyone to the admins, it has and what was the response?

- 'I agree that it is something I would rather not see, but you have to remember that deviantART honors free speech on many l... ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4843213/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4843213/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 05:28:49 PST -----------------------------------

The car jackknifed, a slid like a marble on a slanted surface, finally reaching the large oak and slammed hard against the grain. Simon awoke to find himself standing on a jagged road with sharp rocks and ashen dust that lay ferocious fragility upon the barren landscape. He began to walk, stumbling many times, yet finally working his way up to a sea or marigolds and daisies stretched upon the most beautiful canvas of life he had ever witnessed. A dog appeared and walked with Simon like an old friend. They continued down the road until they saw, lain far from the jagged road stood gates of gold and pearl. Imposing yet, stunning at the same time, the walls of ivory shielded the reflection of the suns blistering rays. Outside the gates stood a man with a beard so long and swaying, it was almost hypnotizing to watch. "Am I able to come in" asked Simon, the man replied, "You look tired friend, we have beds inside" Simon replied "My dog needs water, am I able to get him some inside as well?" "You're allowed in here, but I'm sorry, we have a no pets policy" The man replied. "If he's not allowed in, I'm not coming in" Exclaimed Simon and he continued down the road until he reached a humble farm, with a gate that was barely on its hinges and looked like it had never met the lock on the gate adjacent to it. Upon the rickety fence sat a man who had not shaved in days, wore a wide brimmed hate and had a smile that would warm the soul and offer some reassurance from the hard road traveled. "G'day, How’s it goin?" asked the man, barely keeping his balance "I'm fine, but my dog, I think he needs water" replied Simon. "Now worries, taps over there, you'll find a bowl in the kitchen, and the fridge is all yours" the man said with a warm smile. " Thanks, I never caught your name by the way, mine's Simon", " Name's Pete, and I already know, we've been expecting you". ]]> ~DefAnima http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4807254/ http://DefAnima.deviantart.com/journal/4807254/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:15:54 PST
Liam Pembroke ]]> ~DefAnima