http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Deidaragurlsmom&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Deidaragurlsmom en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:15:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/17724134/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/17724134/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 23:05:49 PDT Mom


Well, after a tiring vacation in Colorado, where everyone had a ball but me, we get home, and the next day I get a phone call. My grandmother is dying, it's only a matter of time. She had lapsed into a coma, and her kidnies had failed. There was no coming back.
After a grouling week of waiting, worrying and wondering, Friday morning came along, my mother and I had just talked earlier in the day about if we were coming to Alabama for the funeral. I told her yes, of course I would be there. The woman was like a mother to me. I grew up living right behind her. Spent countless summers and afernoons at her house, how could I not go to my own grandmother's funeral?
Around 11:30 Friday morning, I got the call. She passed away. I didn't know how to feel, or what to do. I went and got the kids from school and started packing. Not knowing if Tim would be able to come or not, I practically begged him, even though I didn't have to. He wanted to be there for us, and I knew I couldn't get through it without him.
I don't know what was harder, seeing a shell of a woman that I once knew lying in the coffin, or the fact that the shell of the woman looked nothing like the woman I remembered. Visitation was horrible, but the funeral was much worse. I guess it really sank in when the first song played at the funeral was one I asked my mother to have played, "Go Rest High on that Mountain," usually preformed by Vince Gill. Then to see them shut the coffin....destroyed me. It was over then, she was gone. My beautiful grandmother was gone. And she was beautiful all the way to her soul.
If I hadn't had Tim and Daph both with me at those very moments, I would have died from a broken heart right then. No matter what any of the children or grandchildren might have or would have said, I was like a daughter to her, nothing would even be arranged until it was sure I would be there. I had a say in the flowers, the music, and other small things. The little things that were left to do anyway.
Then as a final blow to my heart, my favorite song was the last to be sung. "Amazing Grace." I sat, crying for the first real time, throughout the entire funeral. I had already been so stressed out from everything before that, and now, I've lost the woman who meant almost as much to me as my own mother. I don't know who it was, but someone right behind me at the funeral passed me up a Kleenex. God bless that person! Before it was all over with I could have used four!
We're home now, hopefully things will start to get back to normal and I can put that part behind me. I want to only remember the good things. The smiles, the laughter and the love. The eternal love she gave me, and I still have for her.
Thank you to those of you who already knew and remembered our family in your prayers, and thank you for all of your loving support. Knowing I have friends like all of you makes me happy.

My love to all,
Mom


Club I'm in

My babies:


Love to all my friends!!!
Mom
]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16949202/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16949202/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 16:14:18 PST got me!!!! Oh well...here it goes!!

Love and hugs,
Mom


1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged



1) I am a blonde....legally and naturally!! LOL!

2) I love to hang out with my daughter and all her friends!! (especially )

3) I am 33 years old, and my real name is Teresa.

4)I have only 2 children of my own and about 20 or more that I have adopted over the years!!

5) I am a huge fan of art of almost any kind....

6) I am a sex addict....they don't have meetings to cure you from that!!

7) I love joking around with just about anyone, after I've known you for a while....don't wanna offend anyone!!

8) I am a recovering alchoholic.....they do have meetings for that, but I don't go to the pitty parties!! I made a deal with my boyfriend Tim, of almost 4 years now, that I wouldn't drink if he wouldn't. And we've not had a drink since Aug. 28, 2005. And God do I need one sometimes!!!!!

Okay....I tag.....

and...

Sorry ya'll....but ya know I love you all!!!!

Love to all!!!
Mom


Club I'm in

My babies:


Love to all my friends!!!
Mom
]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16905724/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16905724/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 21:01:46 PST I thought it was pretty cool!

Love and hugs,
Mom


1. Are you ready for 50 questions?
Sure!

2. Which state/country do you live in?
United States of America, Missouri

3. What is your favorite thing you got for Christmas?
My Journey diamond necklace and matching earings from my wonderful man!!

4. What was the last thing you did in 2007?
Kissed Tim....it was the new year!!!!

5. How tall are you?
...um...5ft. 5 inches

6. Are you new on dA? How long have you been a member?
not sure...look at the top of the page!!

7. Are you male or female?
last time I checked I was definately female!!!

8. Which program do you use to chat?
I don't do chat...too much trouble comes from those things!

9. What was the first thing you did this morning?
woke up...then got dressed really quick, got in the truck and too kids to various schools!

10. Do you own a website or forum?
nope...used to, but can't go into that one!!

11. Is the computer you're using your own computer?
well yeah!

12. What is your favorite type of food?
Chinese....beef with snow peas, egg rolls, seasame chicken....the list goes on!!!

13. How many brothers and sisters do you have?
only one brother, wait, or is he my sister

14. Do you have an account on myspace?
nope

15. What is your favorite video game or anime character?
Lady Tsunade....

16. What is your favorite color?
Black

17. Everyone loves candy, right?
I don't know I'm not everyone!!

18. Have you ever gotten a gift art from a friend or someone?
well yeah

19. Do you have the Wii?
no...I don't like them small!!!!

20. (IF YES TO QUESTION 19.) What Wii games do you have?
N/A


21. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
I can't really say cause I do have one wish and I don't wanna jinx it!!

22. How long do you sleep?
not nearly enough!

23. What is your favorite part of day?
When I get to sleep!

24. What kind of creature/person is your character?
I don't have one!


25. What is the first letter of your name?
T

26. Do you cuss/swear/curse?
I make a sailor blush with shame!!

27. Are you happy, excited, angry, or sad at the moment?
Kindof pissed right now!

28. What is your favorite video game?
I don't have one

29. Do you think Nintendo is an amazing company?
not really

30. What is your favorite video game company?
Don't have one!

31. Do you like doing quizzes?
Oh yes!!!!!

32. Do you have a lot of good friends?
Sure I do....You're reading this right??

33. What color eyes do you have?
I have mood eyes. they change colors! But they are mostly blue.

34. What is your favorite Pokémon?
don't know, I have a few of them.

35. Have you ever seen a house on fire?
yes and it's horrible!

36. What is your favorite book?
um...crap I don't know!

37. Have you ever read a 100 paged book?
that and more...

38. Are you a Christian?
I believe in God, I do not believe in organized religion!

39. Who do you like better: Mario or Sonic the hedgehog?
Sonic!!!!! And Tales is awesome too!!

40. Do you like to do smilies?
of course ^^

41. Do you like to be funny?
I don't really have a choice on that one!

42. What time is it right now in your time zone?
10:53 pm

43. Do you like to draw with a pencil or computer mouse?
pencil

44. What kind of desktop do you use?
Ummm....Vista

45. Have you ever beaten a video game? If yes, what game?
too many to name....

46. Do you have an action replay for some system/game?
no

47. What is your favorite holiday?
My birthday! It's all about me Baby!!!!! http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16729702/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:37:24 PST !! She's awesome! I don't know how to post a link, so you can go to her journal and get the link. And amazingly, it's mostly all true! Love and hugs to all my friends!!!

Mom


There are 17 letters in your name.
Those 17 letters total to 77
There are 8 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:Spanish Female Variant of Theresa. Name of two popular saints 'Teresa of Avila' and 'Therese of Lisieux'.
Italian Female Harvester.
Greek Female Reap; from Therasia.


Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16665101/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16665101/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:50:03 PST

It upsets me so much, I've been crying for over 20 minutes now, since I got the last message from her. I guess I''m just broken hearted right now...

Oh well, if she's reading this, and she knows who I am talking about...I love you, and I wish you wouldn't shut me out like this. I'm sorry you're depressed. I've been there myself several times, so I know how you feel...and you're right things really never do seem to change. But I have learned that we can tweek them up a little to make it a little better. Anyway, you know where I am if you need me..... I don't know what else to say, but, I love you.....and miss you greatly!!!

Love and hugs...
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16648721/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16648721/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 18:13:47 PST
Like, OMG!!!! it worked!! Thanks to my wonderful daughter for setting this up for me!

This is one of my own pics that I have in my gallery...she played with it and got it working!!!

Okay, so tell me what you all think about this one...it's the one I really wanted on here! So, all comments, critics and such please, let me have it!!!!

Love to all of my buddies out there!!!!!
Mom


My babies:
and

Club I'm in:


All my friends....much love, you know who you are!!!! And new friends are always welcome!!!!!!

CSS credit to
Picture by ME!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16634104/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16634104/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 18:53:55 PST
Okay, so I wanna put one of my own prints on here but for now I am starting out with how to do this stuff. So, how do you do the stamps and that good stuff???? I wanna do all that stuff on here!! I don't know how to get them or how to make them, so any help would be great!!!!

Love and hugs to all my buds out there!!!!!

Mom


My babies:


My friends:

Love to you all....you're all listed on my journal page somewhere!!!

Club I'm in:




]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16528069/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16528069/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:47:28 PST
Okay, so everyone that has been in this house has gotten sick! It's usually a 24 hour thing, but for me, my son and Tim's middle son Brian, we got it for more than just 24 hours. I'm working on my third day right now!

Anyway, on a different note, while I haven't been sleeping, I have caught up on my stuff on here. I don't have anything new to submit, well, one thing, but I'm not sure about that one yet. I guess I could, and then do more with it later.

Okay, so my next question is how do you guys get all that animation on your journals?? That's soo cool!! I want in on that action!! So....pointers please!!!!

Well, that about does it for me! Take care and talk to everyone soon!!!

Love and hugs to all my wonderful friends!!
Mom


Club I am in:


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16485613/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16485613/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:41:18 PST
Hey all my wonderful friends!! Hope everything is well with all of you! I have been awake half the night on here and worrying about my youngest son. He's been up sick since yesterday. So...not much sleep for me last night! Anyway...this whole driving thing really sucks! I wake up at 6 leave home by 7, take kids to school, then get home between 9 and 9:30, then do the stuff I have to do during the day, then by 2:20, I'm on the road again! Pick up 3 or 4 kids from 3 different campuses, then pick up the rest from their mother's house....I get home at about 4:30. So I take a nap, waking up at about 2, and then I get accused of being depressed and not happy living here with my boyfriend! Can you imagine the nerve!!! I'm doing all this stuff for him and our children, and he thinks because it makes me tired that I'm not happy! I'll tell ya what makes me not be happy....getting bitched at for taking naps because I'm tired, but yet when he did part of the driving, he did the same thing...take a nap everyday!!! :steamed: Anyway, so I'm trying to relax this weekend, oh but no!!!! No rest for the weary! Okay, so I am now driver of everyone, tired, my back is killing me everyday from it. My life sucks right now!!!

Mom


PS: I can wear Daphne's pants now!!!!

Wonderful Club I'm in:


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16321275/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16321275/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 19:34:27 PST
Love to you all!!!

Mom


My babies:


My friends....I love you all!! But there's too many to mention!!

Clubs I'm in:


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16143563/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/16143563/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 19:12:39 PST

Love to all of you!!
Mom


All the people I love and care for:



Send this to at least 15 people you think are pretty sweet, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will receive good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.


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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.


Club I would love to be in:


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15882605/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15882605/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 19:27:25 PST
Love and hugs to all my wonderful friends!!!
Mom


My babies:



My friends:


These guys are great!!!!


Club I would love to be in:


Lady Tsunade is totally awsome!!!!!! Hell, I am Lady Tsunade!!!

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15799605/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15799605/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:35:05 PST

Love and hugs,
Mom



My friends:


These guys are great!!!!


Club I would love to be in:


Lady Tsunade is totally awsome!!!!!! Hell, I am Lady Tsunade!!!

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15727861/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15727861/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 21:24:09 PST
Okay...I'm starting to confuse myself, so I'll talk to you guys later!!!

Love and hugs to all my wonderful friends!!
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15499942/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15499942/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 21:09:50 PST got me!!
See How Much You're Really Worth!
NO CHEATING!!

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Black = $100
[x] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[ ] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2

Total: $50

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $50
[x] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $225.....I'm so confused.......

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[x] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[ ] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $325......tell anyone the age thing and I'll kill ya!!!!

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375

Total so far: $525

Drink?
[x] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle

Total so far: $925

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $300
[x] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50 (I'm blind)
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$135

Total so far: $1125

Car Color [or family's car(s)]:
[x ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800 I HATE MAROON!!!!
[x] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[x ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[x] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Total score: $4925

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $5525

Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[x ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50

Total so far: $7325

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750 i hav restrictions on my maths.....

Total so far: $8325

how many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 91-150 = 250,000
[ ] 71 -90 = $100,000
[ ] 51 -70 = $50,000
[ ] 31 - 51 = $10,000
[ ] 21 - 30 = $5,000
[ ] 11 - 20 = $1,000
[x] 1 - 10 = $500

See How Much You're Really Worth!

Total so far : $ 8825

now add your number of pageviews 289

Total: $ 9114

kk. ill tag....
and anybody else who is reading this!!!!

Club I absolutely dream of getting into....
I am Lady Tsunade!!!!!!!

Love and hugs to all!!
Mom
*Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15368269/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15368269/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 20:03:49 PST
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You love music.
[x] You have your own room. (I share )
[x] You own a mobile phone
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married ()
[x] You have more than 1 best friend.
[x] There is a swimming pool/hot tub in your backyard (booyah! back at ya Kat!!)

T0TAL: 8

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.not at school/college/work
[x] There is a computer / laptop in your room right now. (AAAHHHH two actually!!!)
[x] You have never been beaten up. (the other guy looked a hell of alot worse!!)

T0TAL S0 FAR: 12

[] You have 200+ friends on myspace
[] You have pictures on myspace
[] You have a myspace.
[x] You get allowance/wage/salary.
[x] You collect something normal (depressionware)
[x] You sometimes look foward to going to school/work.(I work at home!!!)
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[]You do something after school/college. (not in college right now...)

T0TAL S0 FAR: 16

[x] You own a car.
[x] You don't usually fight with your mom.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.(now that I had the boob job yeah!!)
[x] You do not have any failing grades. (lol...I don't hve any grades!!)
[x] You have friends. (..?)

T0TAL S0 FAR: 21

[x] You know what is going on in the world. (my boyfriend is addicted to FOX news!!!
[x] You don't have any serious enemies. (Unless you count ex-husbands!!!! )
[x] Your generally a nice person (I try to be!)

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

Add and X by three...72%.

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15342459/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15342459/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 07:56:19 PDT
Oh yeah...an update on the Stupid dog...now he is killing possoms and bringing them into the garage and driveway....dead. Now aint that some shit!!!??
I also wanted to let you all know that I am feeling better now, thanks for all the thoughts and prayers!! You guys are the greatest!
Well, that's about all for now....talk to you all soon!!

Love and hugs to everyone!!!
Mom




]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15280152/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/15280152/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 21:54:09 PDT Don't know if Daph told you all, but they punctured my lung and it collapsed on me. Not cool! So, what was to be a routine two hour at most procedure turned into over a week.
Anyway, other than that, as soon as I get these costumes fine tuned for the girls, I hope to start back on my story, if not in between working on the finishing touches of the costumes. My costume is done. It has been since we had the party. Which went well by the way. I had a good time! I was the only adult dressed up. Unfortunatly no pics were taken of me as Lady Tsunade, but I will get some on Halloween and we will post them. The cape turned out awsome!!! I love it!
Okay well that's enough rambling about all that! It's great to be back, take care, and thanks to all who were pulling for me while I was in the hospital!!! It means the world to me!!!

Love to you all,
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14941520/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14941520/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 13:18:47 PDT Take Some Time and actually Read this

this is a GUY TALKING...



IT'S 7TH GRADE...


I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S SENIOR YEAR...


The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...





IT'S PROM NIGHT...


After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S GRADUATION DAY...


A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





YEARS PASSED...


I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...


REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND

SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY

LOVE YOU

AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU

BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE

RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13

YEARS!!

SINCE U OPENED THIS

SOMETHING GOOD

WILL

HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM

IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS "Why cant he tell me!!!"
IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS "I WANNA TELL HER SOOO BAD!"

]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14613532/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14613532/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 06:54:29 PDT
Love and Hugs,
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14377255/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14377255/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 08:24:22 PDT Well, I wanted to say hi to all my wonderful friends and let you know that I was thinking of you all! I'm getting writer's block and drawing blocks here, anyone got any ideas??

Well, it's off to bed for me, unless I first.....YUCK!!!!

Love and hugs to all,
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14322591/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14322591/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 16:51:39 PDT So, I'm sorry to all of you for not being on and answering your comments in a more timely fashion! I did however post a drawing for my sweet dogz911, whom I miss very much! She wanted a pic of Itachi, so I did one. Not my best work, but hey...shit happens. I'll have to get more pics and try again. I have one that I want to do, but I haven't felt like drawing much lately. So when I'm feeling better, I will draw it and post it for everyone. Thanks for all the fav's you guys! Feels nice having someone else appriciate my work.

Okay so I have bored you all long enough!! Talk to you all soon!!

Love and hugs to all,
Mom


]]> *Deidaragurlsmom http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14280156/ http://Deidaragurlsmom.deviantart.com/journal/14280156/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 22:29:40 PDT I just love you guys!! Ya'll are the greatest!!

Be back on soon!!!
Have a great day!

Love and hugs to all,
Mom




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Hugs to everyone!

Love,
Mom

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Anyway....life goes on! Thank God for school!!!!!!!

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