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                <title>Who Wants to go on a Trip Around the World? :DD</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:03:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lol. I can't really take you guys around the world, but I can do something to that effect.<br /><br />Now that my IB art class has been in session for two weeks (yes, I started school on August 12th DD: ) we've been exploring some new styles of art and mediums. I'm doing a self portrait for school and i really want to practice skin, but I don't want to use famous people, so I was hoping you guys would let me use some of you Deviant ID's or any pics of you that you'd be willing to let me draw. I don't expect you to decide right away, I'll be uploading my self portrait soon and you can decide then.<br /><br />So, where does the trip around the world come in? Well, the IB program wants to make sure that our books are not graded by someone that knows us and that a variety of teachers will have an imput on our grading. So if I draw you in my sketch book, your portriat would go on a free trip to several countries around the world.<br /><br />I would really appreciate any pictures that you guys are willing to share. I'll post them on DA if you'd like to see or I can keep them a secret if you're the more bashful type. don't worry about being unphotogenic, cuz I'll be the first one t tell you that I take the worst pictures. You can post them here on DA or send them to me at DelightsJazzieDoll@yahoo.com. Just make sure I know its you or I probab;y won't open it. ^_^<br /><br />______________________________<br /><br />on another note, I spent an amazing summer in the east cost. We went all over Pennsylvania, New Jersey, and even spent some time in New York. I saw a ton of cool things and have some pictures that I need to post. Not like dweeby pics of poo stuffs, but some cool pics of the inside of Eastern state Penitentuary and things that I'm hoping will be interesting to look at.<br /><br />School's a little wierd this year. I have two AP classes, 2 IB classes, and 2 normal classes. I dropped out of AP Calculus for IB Math and Spanish 3 for an ROP computer class. I  was happy with dropping spanish, but I wanted Animal Science. I was planning to go into UC Davis, but I'm not sure now. does anyone know about any vet jobs that pay well besides the surgeon itself?<br /><br />Sorry about all the typos, I'm in a hurry so I'll fix them later. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lalala... I need to start drawing</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:10:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Summer:<br /><br />Summer's finally here and everyone seems to be really excited about all the things they can do now that school's out. THe only problem is that our school schedule is all messed up, so our summer is about 6 weeks long. At the last possible moment, I found out I have summer homework. I don't mind it though cuz we will be reading a book for AP US history by the name of "Founding Brothers". I've developed an interest in history over the last year, so I'm actually looking forward to reading it.<br /><br />The Myth?:<br /><br />Just curious, what do you guys think California is like? I heard that some of you think we go to school in bikinis and that all the girls are beach blonde. And apparently several Europeans are under the impression that American schools are like High School Musical. >.<<br /><br />Highlights of 10th grade:<br /><br />This year has been really interesting. A drug dog pulled weed out of my folder (I almost had a heart attack cuz I didn't know they planted it there. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" />). I actually passed trigonometry AND pre-calculus with A's (that shocked everyone). My Spanish class spontaneously broke into a chorus of Chop Suey (Okay, I admit that was kinda like High School Musical). I found out that my best friend might be moving away over the summer (she'll still be in SoCa, so we'll keep in touch). Special congrats to my graduating beaners who are going on to college!<br /><br />Budget Cuts, pink slips, and Arnold Schwarzenegger:<br /><br />Yeah, so California's had some major impacts due to the budget cuts. The funny thing us that many of these cuts are heavily affecting us students who are still unable to vote. Our schools lost $6 billion (I need to check that) and we will be feeling the pinch. I believe that bussing to and from school will no longer be available or will now have a fee attached. We will no longer have a set of books for home, which means that not only will the students have to walk, but they will have to lug around 6 heavy textbooks. We lost many of our electives, sports, and clubs. <br /><br />Many teachers received pink slips then had them recently recalled. They will have jobs but the pay may not be the same and they may have to work in a different area. Hmm...so now that they have been graciously given back their jobs they can't complain about being underpaid, lack of supplies, ect. Sounds like a clever government ploy to me, but I don't have that much info on it.<br /><br />I wrote a letter to the governator for a school project. While I was researching I realized how messed up the world is. Did you know that Manchuria Unit 731 is being written out of Japanese schools? For those who don't know, it's basically the Japanese version of the Holocaust. Many people in the US don't even know about it. It was only briefly mentioned in my textbook. I also researched World hunger. I found out that the motive behind the US's aid to the hungry is often based on personal goals. Promotion of the free market or something like that.<br /><br />Finally, the bad news followed by the good news:<br /><br />The bad news is that I've been busy with work around home and I dunno what my summer homework is going to be like, so I can't gaurentee alot of upcoming deviations.<br /><br />The good news is that I'm going to have IB art for the next two years, so I'll be uploading more during the school year. I'm not sure what we will be doing in art class, so you may see a new variety of deviations coming up this next school year. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/boing.gif" width="9" height="17" alt=":boing:" title="Boing! Boing!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Simply Amazing (Updated)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 19:39:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Â¡ s Ê u É Ä± Ê Ç p   o × × Ç É¥<br /><br />Yesterday my aunt found a baby sparrow out in the front yard. It was hopping around in the grass, but it still wasn't old enough to fly. My cats have been known to get a hold of them in the past, so she brought it inside the house.<br /><br />After several minutes of fawning over the little darling, we decided to put it in our bird cage with an older cockatiel. It's a large cage set outside next to a nectarine tree. We thought he'd be happy there and the cockatiel would have some new company.<br /><br />This morning we were watching the sparrows drink out of the dogs water bowl, and my aunt noticed that there were a couple of sparrows hanging around the bird cage. Coincidence? I thought so. I doubted that it was the parents. I figured that the sparrows noticed another bird was in the cage and were checking it out.<br /><br />Well, these sparrows were refusing to leave the cage. They would fly over and cling to the outside where the baby was. Then the baby would sit with his mouth open and the parents would feed him through the bars! I couldn't believe it!<br /><br />Maybe I'm just physced because I saw it myself, but it was amazing to think that they were able to care for their child even though we had moved him to the back yard andput him in a cage. We really wanted to give him back to his parents, but we can't possibly reach the nest, and we don't think that they'll like the fact that we touched him. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />"Not even a sparrow, worth only half a penny, can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it." Matthew 10:29 NLT (If God cares so much about even the sparrows, how much more must he care for you and me? *Feels loved*)<br /><br />Oh yeah, sorry if I talk alot, I either won't say anything or I'll say too much. So...I'm working on that problem. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />_____________________________________<br /><br />UPDATE: For those curious as to what became of the little birdie we found...<br /><br />The parents never quit hanging around the cage.  Every day they would fly around the outside and the little bird kept practicing from the inside.<br /><br />After about a week of this, me and my mom thought that he looked strong enough to be released. As soon as my mom opened the cage door and backed away, he shot out of the cage. He didn't seem to have any problems flying, so I'm sure he'll be okay. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Okay guys, I can't keep up with the messages. apparently my Male Torso practice has been really popular lately and I have things going on with school and home and just stress in general. Sooo....if I don't answer somments right away, then this is a sorry in advance.<br /><br />I can't wait until school gets out! This summer I'm planning to get my driving permit. I dunno where I will drive to. Honestly, I have no where to go...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sorry about all the journals!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2009 22:54:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry about all the journals. This should be the last one for a while.<br /><br />I spent summer vacation with my family. My grandpa was a master sergeant of something or another, so he was able to get us some camping spots at the military beach. I wasn't exactly excited.<br /><br />Our living quarters were cramped. They were designed for a maximum of four people and we had five. I had to sleep on the kitchen/dining room/ living room floor on an air mattress. I was constantly sweeping because my little cousin and brother were trekking sand in the house and they never seemed to stop eating so I was always washing dishes.<br /><br />It was okay though, cuz I needed to keep my mind busy. If I didn't do anything my mind would wander back to depressing thoughts. I hate feeling depressed. It also gave my mom a well deserved break. I wish I could help her out more at home, but school work takes up a majority of my time.<br /><br />I've never been too fond of the beach. I like being around the coast and the water, but the beach is always windy and cold when I go. I was only able to wear my bathing suit once and I never actually went in the water.<br /><br />I tried to get a tan on Wednesday, and it didn't work out too well. I look a little darker but you can hardly see the tan lines. Then I went outside on Thursday and it was freezing. My nose was running and I was sure that I was going to get sick, so I covered myself from head to toe in warm clothing (jeans, longsleeve shirt, jacket w/ the hood up, hat, ect). My feet were the only thing that weren't covered and I burried them in the sand to keep them warm. And guess what. I got a sunburn. I have no idea how that worked out, but I thought it was pretty interesting. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /><br /><br />Another interesting thing I came across was the fact that mosquitos are out to get me. I'm not sure what you want to call them. Giant mosquitos, mosquito eaters, mosquito hawks, spiders with wings, Crane fly,  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.flickr.com/photos/saveena/479160992/.">[link]</a><br /><br />I honestly don't care what it is, I call it the demon bug and we are enemies!<br /><br />Me and the demon bugs have never gotten along, but lately I've rediscovered my fear of them. I killed one in the house a while ago and it fell to the floor. The room was dark, so I wasn't sure where it went. I was afraid that it was still crawling around on the floor, so I pulled my feet up onto the chair I was sitting on. No one else was home and I sat stranded in the dark for about an hour until my parents came home. My mom laughed at my lost puppy expression then picked it up and chased me around the house with it. ;_;<br /><br />Then I went to the ranch and the demon bugs were swarming along the entrance to the trail and in the barn, which is where we spend most of our time. They would come out of nowhere and whack me in the face. No one else had this problem. 0.o I was afraid to talk while riding because I thought I might eat one. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />When we went to the beach one found it's way into our little house. I was the first one to see it and it targeted me! It flew off the roof and came straight at me! It, just like all the other demon bugs, made sure to come toward my face. no matter how many times I swatted at it, it wouldn't go away, so I just covered my eyes and told my mom to make it go away. She was nice that time. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />On the last night, the little monsters gave me a wonderful goodbye. I had made sure to stay inside and that there was no way for them to get in, but they still did. I was talking to my cousin and it was the the roof. I just pointed up and screamed "KILL IT!". XDD My little cousin had to save me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" /><br /><br />I can only imagine what my parents were thinking because they were outside by a fire and all they could see was my little cousin jumping around and beating something with a book accompanied by my terrified girl squeals. By the way, the book he used was a Bible commentary that my dad left out. I gave it the name 'demon bug' because I thought he was using a Bible and it wouldn't die. now that I think about it, I shouldn't have let him use the Bible to kill a bug, but I was panicking and lacking rational thought.<br /><br />I dunno if anyone remembers, but my 16th b-day was back in February. Due to the fact that I got sick, was loaded with school work, Cahsee prep, and depression, I still hadn't really celebrated it. So we decided to celebrate it at the beach. Sadly, we realize... ]]></description>
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                <title>I've finally found it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2009 11:14:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="example-header"><div class="links"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://URL HERE">LINK TITLE HERE</a> | <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://URL HERE">LINK TITLE HERE</a> | <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://URL HERE">LINK TITLE HERE</a></div><br /><br />Last night the someone told me that they thought it was too hard to uphold my Christian values.<br /><br />Then I thought to myself, "Oh yeah. That's right, isn't it? You're a Christian."<br /><br />So I finally turned to the one person who had been right from the start. God.<br /><br />I've always been a Christian. I've always known of God's existence and his love for me, but I often took things into my own hands.<br /><br />I knew some of the risks involved in getting in to a relationship. I turned to God in the beginning, I knew big decisions needed thought and guidance. The passage I read said something like "this is not the one I have chosen for you".<br /><br />If I knew he was always right, why didn't I listen?<br /><br />The answer is simple. I didn't want to listen.<br /><br />I took things into my own hands. Chose my own path. As a human I often think I know better, but I never do.<br /><br />So last night I cracked my bible back open. As I read I realized that my quote held true.<br /><br />It still hurts to look back, It's tough to look forward, but now I know I'll never be alone when I look beside me.<br /><br />"...And I'll always be with you, even to the end of the age." Matthew 28:20 (The Bible is a book full of promises! ^_^)<br /><br />God had persued his relationship with me. He endured horrible torture. He had the flesh ripped from his body. He was beaten. He was wounded, both inside and out. He didn't even let death stop him. He loved me that much.<br /><br />He did all that and I never saw it for what it was worth. He waited all of these years for me to come to him and you wanna know what the best part is? He knows my every fault. My every flaw. Every mistake that I have ever made and ever will make. Knowing all of this, he still loves me more than I'll ever know.<br /><br />I'm so flawed that I hold no value. I have abosolutely no worth. But he died for me as if had value. As if I had worth.<br /><br />Have you ever heard the story about the shepherd that broke the lambs leg in order to keep it from wandering off? Well, not only was my leg broken, but I squirmed around on the foor for a while before realizing that God will pick me up. He'll carry me on his shoulders until I can walk again. Then I simply need to follow him. Trust in his guidance. He'll protect me from all harm.<br /><br />I guess sometimes you have to make a mistake in order to learn from it. If God has someone out there for me, then I will wait, but right now I think he needs me to focus on myself.<br /><br />God gives and takes away. We may not understand it, but it's always for our good. I think what he took away in my last experience was to bring my attention back to him.<br /><br />I sat in my room and prayed aloud. I felt crazy talking to my walls. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I ended up doing both simutaneously.<br /><br />So, as I've said, I've finally found it.<br /><br />Do you know what I've found?<br /><br />The place to rest my heart.<br /><br />It's broken and scarred. Full of fear and pain. But he will care for it. No matter how many times I mess up, he'll still be there waiting for me with his arms wide open. Just like he always was.<br /><br />The gaping hole in my heart no longer bleeds. He'll help the wounds heal. I'll ask God for the courage to open myself back up. He can do anything and he will take care of me. I just need to have the faith.<br /><br />He made me. Crafted me with his own hands. Washed away my stains. He gave me worth. He gave me a reason to live. As long as I'm alive I'll give him my all. I love him that much. I never thought I could say that again. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mistake?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2009 20:15:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 4/3/09<br /><br />Someone very dear to me once told me that mistakes were inevitable. It seemed easy to understand at the moment. Observe a mistake and avoid it. Use good decision making. I knew I would make mistakes. But not the big ones. Not me. I was too smart for that.<br /><br />And now I find myself. Thinking of those words. I thought I had made the best decision. I thought that there was no way that this could go wrong. I loved you. And you loved me. That's all I needed to know. We could overcome our faults.<br /><br />But it seems as if I'm the only one who felt that way. As if I was the only one who cared. Was I the only one putting effort into this?<br /><br />All my efforts wasted. All my time wasted. By that I don't mean that I could have been doing something better. Simply that I'm the only one who will remember them. No one else will care. I will be the only one who felt that they mattered. And they only cause me pain.<br /><br />I made so many mistakes.<br /><br />I gave you my heart, my love, my trust, my faith, my all. I put my whole bieng and all that I had into loving you more. Into loving you better.<br /><br />I never lied to you, but I let you feed me lies.<br /><br />How many did I swallow before you told me a hint of truth? Was any of it truth? Your last talk with me was as casual as always. As if nothing was wrong.<br /><br />You were right when you said that you were good at hiding things. I just never thought you would hide them from me.<br /><br />Lies. Lies. Lies. I don't know what to believe any more.<br /><br />I can't seperate truth from it all. I've tried.<br /><br />I've tried so hard.<br /><br />The lie I never should have believed:<br /><br />"She cheated on me."<br /><br />The lie I never should have told myself:<br /><br />"So you know what pain is. You'll never do it to me."<br /><br />You wanted my heart, so I gave it to you. There was no need to steal what I was so willing to give. Then I watched you polish it. Care for it. And tear it apart. Shatter it. Skewer it through.<br /><br />Was there ever any real meaning behind your words? Those three that you kept repeating. I always echoed them back. I meant it every time.<br /><br />"I love you"<br /><br />Was I just a puppet in your hands? My strings so easily pulled because I longed only for your happiness. If you were happy, there was no reason for me not to be.<br /><br />I never told you how bad I missed you. I knew you were busy and I never wanted you to feel pressured to do any more. I was happy even if I only got a few passing words.<br /><br />I knew that I should have listened to everyone. They were only looking out for what was best for me. I thought that they simply didn't know you. They simply didn't see how wonderful you were. <br /><br />They could see what I couldn't. Now I'm the one left the fool.<br /><br />I knew it couldn't last. But I didn't think it would end this way. It wasn't the fact that you ended it, but in the manner that you did. That's truely what cut me the deepest.<br /><br />You told me that you hated mean people. But that was the cruelest thing I have ever endured. I don't know if I could ever do it again. The risks involved in opening my heart to another are too great. The damages extend far past your knowlege.<br /><br />You've damaged my relationship with my dad. You've made it impossible to focus on schoolwork. You've opened a gaping hole in me that I never knew existed.<br /><br />You left me crushed. I'm not angry with you. Just hurt. A hurt where your chest literally aches. Where you would remove your heart if you could. Where nothing seems as important as it used to be.<br /><br />It's one thing to be at a loss when it comes to explaning your feelings, but I'm having a hard time understanding them myself.<br /><br />I'm just a mess.<br /><br />I tell myself that I had a life before you. I was happy then. But it's so hard to go back.<br /><br />when I was with you, I found myself smiling all the time. Now it hurts to smile. It hurts to put a mask on and tell everyone that I'm okay.<br /><br />I can't be okay. I had sewn my heart to yours. Each memory another stitch. Each stitch pulled tighter until we could beat in time with one another.<br /><br />Now I must dig my fingers between the stitches. The warm blood flows over my hand and runs between my fingers. When the wounds heal over, there will be scars. Scars left from thoses stitches. Momories that hurt too muchto look back on. they will never go away. They are permanantly a part of my life. I'll never be able to redo any of that.<br /><br />I thought you were better than that. What happened to "avarice leads to an empty heart"? Did you hesitate? Did you give it a second thought? Do you have any romorse? Do you even care?<br /><br />Am I that unimportant?<br /><br />You said that you wanted someone who made you feel like you were worth something. When did you forget how much you were worth to me? When was it no longer appar... ]]></description>
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                <title>Wear Pink Students</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:11:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry to people like Mugi who have a ton of journals to read, but it was requested that I write more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />_____________________________<br /><br />Today all of us Californians need to make a protest on the pink slips and break out our pink clothing! Many teachers are going to be laid off due to the budget cuts, especially those in sports and electives. While the teachers are going to be the ones who feel the immediate effects, it is us students who will feel the effects in our future. <br /><br />When the budget was balanced and the votes where taken, it is we who are too young to vote who got the raw end of the deal. We with no voice need to support our teachers and thier protest because our education will suffer and our futures impacted. Our generation will already be paying for the bank screw up, we don't need them messing anything else up.<br />___________________________________<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Need Help...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:38:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="sidebar"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=637586012&ref=name">Facebook</a>  l  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=71697459">Myspace</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://DelightsJD.deviantart.com/gallery/">Gallery</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://twiggyphoto.darkfolio.com/">dA Portfolio</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/DelightsJD">Watch Me</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3DBloodPromiser">Note Me</a><br /><br />CSS made by =<a class="u" href="http://bloodpromiser.deviantart.com/">BloodPromiser</a><br /></div><br /><br />I'm stuck on a poem. I've been writing it for a while and thought that it needed some fine tuning before making it a deviation, if I ever do. some of the rhymes are really bad (such as rhyming wood and would in the 5th stanza). Also I really don't like the second to last stanza. And yes Chris, I have been working on that rhyming problem. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />Here it is:<br /><br />The Porcelain Doll<br /><br />She sits covered by ruffles and lace,<br />Brown eyes framed by brown curls,<br />Despite the gentle smile on her face,<br />Her world secretly unfurls.<br /><br />her lips never part,<br />Her eyes never open,<br />too afraid to even start,<br />How easily she's broken.<br /><br />Inside she aches,<br />with a heart fragile and small,<br />it's your hand she takes,<br />for she's afraid to fall.<br /><br />A heart so tender,<br />so longing with need,<br />Will you dare ask for,<br />what can so easily bleed?<br /><br />together you leap,<br />Leaving the old shelf of wood,<br />A promise you'll keep,<br />Because you promised you would.<br /><br />The wind whistles past your face,<br />It's a long way down,<br />The sudden impact, no time to brace,<br />And when you turn around...<br /><br />She lifts her head to the sky,<br />Her body broken and scattered,<br />No porcelain tears to cry,<br />Has her tender heart shattered?<br /><br />It's from you that tears are shed,<br />For her you will be strong,<br />You would break in her stead,<br />But neither shall remain broken for long.<br /><br />Your gentle hands reach out,<br />No matter how much time you must spend,<br />Without a shadow of a doubt,<br />The broken pieces you'll mend.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DelightsJD</author>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 18:33:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got this from <a href="http://tiri-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/i/tiri-chan.jpg?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontiri-chan:" title="tiri-chan"/></a><br /><br />RULES:<br />1.) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!<br />2.) Tag five people afterward.<br />3.) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.<br />-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />ARE YOU:<br />1.) Perfect?: I'm a nobody, and nobody's perfect, therefore, I must be perfect! (Nice thought, but I'm not actually perfect)<br />2.) Tall?: I don't think so. Is 5'4 tall?<br />3.) In your pajamas?: Yes<br />4.) Left handed?: No<br /><br />LAST:<br />1.) Friend you saw: Jennifer<br />2.) Talked to on the phone: My mom<br />3.) Person to text you: Can't remember. Killed my phone a while ago. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />4.) Was today better than yesterday or the same as any other day?: Yesterday was definitly better. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />FAVORITES:<br />1.) Number: I don't like numbers. Math is EVIL!<br />2.) Colour(s): Blue<br />3.) Fruit: I don't know what it's called. It's a mix between an orange, grapefruit, and tangerine.<br />4.) Place: The ranch<br /><br />QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:<br />Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?<br />A: Told my mom I didn't want to go to school and asked for some water.<br /><br />Q: Do you have anything bothering you?<br />A: My stomach feels like it's flipped upside down and I'm behind on my homework.<br /><br />Q: What's the last movie you saw ?<br />A: Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea<br /><br />Q: Where is the last place you went?<br />A: School.<br /><br />Q. Do you smile a lot?<br />A: definitly<br /><br />Q: Do you wish upon stars?<br />A: We don't have stars where I live. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />Q: Are you a friendly person?<br />A: I try to be.<br /><br />Q: Where did you sleep last night?<br />A: My bed.<br /><br />Q: When was the last time you cried?<br />A: Last year around christmas.<br /><br />Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?<br />A: "I think I'm going to vomit!" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /><br /><br />Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?<br />A: 9 (would be 10, but I'm sick)<br /><br />Q: What do you hear right now?<br />A: My cat<br /><br />Q: Does anything hurt right now?<br />A: Stomach<br /><br />Q: What's your favorite month?<br />A: February<br /><br />Q: What did you do last night?<br />A: Slept<br /><br />EIGHT EMOTIONS:<br />1.) Are you missing someone right now: Yes.<br />2.) Are you happy?: Yes.<br />3.) Are you sad?: No. (but that's pretty obvious after the last question)<br />4.) Are you bored?: Kinda.<br />6.) Are you nervous?: No.<br />8.) Are you tired?: No. I slept all day. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />ABOUT YOU:<br />001.) Real name?: Nicole<br />002.) Nicknames? Nikki, Nickle, Orenjimaru (there's a story behind that).<br />003.) Eye color?: brown<br />004.) Zodiac sign?: I dunno.<br />005.) Male or female?: Female.<br />009.) Smart?: There's alot of people who are smarter than me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />010.) Hair color?: Brown<br />011.) Tall or short?: Neither.<br />013.) Sweats or Jeans?: Jeans.<br />014.) Phone or Camera?: Depends on what I'm doing.<br />016.) Drink or Smoke?: Never.<br />020.) Tattoos?: Nope. I don't like needles.<br />021.) Righty or lefty?: Righty.<br /><br />FIRSTS:<br />024.) First best friend?: N'dazia.<br />025.) first crush?: That's debatable right now.<br />027.) First pet?: A white rabbit named Willy and a bird who would ride on his back.<br />028.) First big vacation?: Drove across country to visit my grandparents in Virginia.<br />050.) Drinking?: Water.<br />052.) I'm about to: Do more homework.<br />053.) Listening to? Breath - Breaking Benjamin<br />054.) Plans for today?: Eat something. (I haven't really eaten anything since Tuesday.)<br />079.) Drank bubbles?: Can you do that?!<br />080.) Lost glasses/contacts?: I lost a contact while at school once. It was pretty wierd walking around with only one on.<br />081.) Ran away from home?: lol! Why would I do that?<br />084.) Broken someone's heart?: I hope not.<br />085.) Been arrested?: No.<br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN:<br />090.) Miracles?: Yes.<br />089.) Yourself?: More now then last year. Still kinda quite and shy around new pe... ]]></description>
                <author>~DelightsJD</author>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 16:22:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Friends: I try to visit all of your galleries every once in a while and leave messages, but sometimes I forget which ones I haven't seen. 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