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I'll Be Back! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/23530993/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/23530993/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 19:40:11 PST
It's been a hard couple of years, I had to quit school, and soon I'm begining a new career... Again!

But well, everything happens for a reason, or so they say...

Hope you're all great, and still remember me and my work, which -by the way- will be back soon! I'm going back with the manipulations and the fractal works.

My best wishes to all, bye!

]]> ~Delirios NEW FACEBOOK! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/16949166/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/16949166/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 13:53:53 PST THANK YOU:

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Carmen Vargas

ÂOkay, here it is, your choice... It's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.Â

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http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/16679668/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 18:42:49 PST THANK YOU:

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Nombre: Ma. del Carmen Vargas FernÃ¡ndez
Sobrenombres: Por el myspace me dicen Fetish, y en la uni soy Munari
Residencia: Cumbres
Lugar de nacimiento: Monterrey
Signo del zodiaco: Piscis
Sexo: Femenino
EducaciÃ³n: Estudio DiseÃ±o GrÃ¡fico
Citas o frases: Â

|Tu apariencia|

Color de pelo: CastaÃ±o
TamaÃ±o del cabello: Medio
Color de ojos: CafÃ©
Altura: 1.63 mts
Frenillos ?: Nel
Lentes ?: Pronto
Piercing ?: Solo las orejas
Tatuajes: 3

|Tus "primerosÂ|

Primer mejor amigo(a): Alejandra Yaneth
Primer deporte: Basket
Primera mascota: Un perrito
Primeras vacaciones reales: CancÃºn
Primer amor: Mi primer amiga o_O

|Favoritos|

PelÃculas: The Shining, RÃ©quiem For A Dream, RosemaryÂs Baby, y todas las de Zombies! En especial las de Romero
Programa de TV: Simpson, Dr. House, GREYÂS ANATOMY!
Color: Tonos pÃºrpuras y negro.
CanciÃ³n/es: Rebel Yell de Billy Joel, Girl Anachonism de Dresden Dolls, This Shit Will Fuck You Up de Combichrist, y muchas mÃ¡sÂ
Amigo: Marco
Mejor cyberamigo: Ponchito
Dulces: Chamoooy y todo lo que tenga chamoy
Correr: Que weba
Restaurantes: Applebees, IHop
Marca favorita de vestir: Â
Materia de la escuela: Â
Animales: Perros y gatosÂ
Libros: La Insoportable Levedad del Ser, Los Renglones Torcidos de Dios, El Perfume, La Filosofia en el TocadorÂ
Revistas: NingunaÂ
Zapatos: Botas

|Actualmente|

Te sientes: Algo tristeÂ NostÃ¡lgica mÃ¡s bienÂ
Solo o no disponible ?: SolaÂ
Comiendo: Nada, acabo de cenarÂ
tomando: Agua
En lÃnea?: Nooouuu u_uÂ Toy bien gorda

Pensando en: Mi vidaÂ
Queriendo: Â
Vistiendo: Blusa roja, pantalÃ³n negro y tenis negros

|Futuro|

Hijos ?: Pues no es futuro, porque ya tengo una hija jejeje
Quieres casarte ?: No sÃ©Â
Carreras en mente: Pues ya estoy en DiseÃ±o, aunque hubiera preferido estudiar ArtesÂ

|Alguna vez has...|

Besado a un extraÃ±o: No
Tomado alcohol: SiÂ
Fumado: SiÂ
Escapado de casa: No
Roto huesos: No
Roto el corazÃ³n de alguien: Si
Llorado cuando alguien muere: Si
Llorado en la escuela: Si

|TÃº crees en|

Dios: Si
Milagros: Si
Amor a primera vista: Si
Aliens: No lo sÃ©
Cielo: Si
Infierno: Si
Besar en la primera cita: Si
HorÃ³scopos: Algunos

|Contesta con la verdad absoluta|

Eres virgen: Obviamente noÂ
Has sido infiel ?: SiÂ
Le has fallado a alguien ?: A muchos!
Odias a alguien ?: No, que weba darle tanta importancia a alguienÂ
Alguien te odia ?: No lo sÃ©!
Algo que nadie sepa: Â
Tu mayor objetivo en la vida ?: Sacar a mi hija adelante por mi misma
De quÃ© te arrepientes ?: De nada!

Fetish Doll - Carmen Vargas

http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/14549240/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 17:14:22 PDT THANK YOU:

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From Puerto Morelos to Monterrey

I spent a week on La Riviera Maya, in Puerto Morelos, to be preciseÂ And it was a really beautiful place! I went on a tour to Xcaret and that place, as my dear friend Mar said itÂs paradise!

I didnÂt took much photos, Â´cause I was always with my little girl, and I had to keep my attention on her hahaha, but the memories will always be there! Hope you all had a great week, like mine

HereÂ´s one of the photos I took in Xcaret!

And hereÂs another photo, in Xcaret tooÂ
But this time of the Voladores de Papantla

Hope you like the photos, and really you should go there!

ITÂS PARADISE!!!

Atte: Fetish Doll Â Carmen Vargas
_T.A.R.O.

_{One of my favorite songs everÂ}

Dazzle Â Siouxsie And The Banshees

The stars that shine and the stars that shrink
In the face of stagnation the water runs
Before your eyes...

Swallowing diamonds
A cutting throat
Your teeth when you grin
Reflecting beams on tombstones

A jamboree of surprises
Playing Russian roulette
Or the Lucky Dip
A clenched fist to your heart
Coal dust on your lungs

A silver tongue for the chosen one
Heavy magnum in your side or a bloody thorn
Skating bullets on angel dust
In a dead sea of fluid mercury
Baby piano cries
Under your heavy index & thumb
Pull some stringsÂ Let them sing

The stars that shine and the stars that shrink
In the face of stagnation the water runs
Before your eyes...
DazzleÂ It's a glittering prize!
Before your eyes...
It's a glittering prize...

~Delirios Flickr!!! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/14372884/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/14372884/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 22:49:47 PDT THANK YOU:

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Oh yeeessss, I support Flickr! I obviously love

But IÂm also a Flickr Junkie

Well this Journal entry itÂs just to let you know that IÂve uploaded some photos on my Flickr account! Here on DA I upload my manipulation works, and some self-portraits, but on my Flickr account I just upload my traditional photography work, with my beloved Nikon N-75. The new photos are from some parks nearby my house and my University. So please go and give them a lookÂ

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Atte: Fetish Doll Â Carmen Vargas
_T.A.R.O.

Here For You Â Ozzy Osbourne
Â
So now I sit here and I wonder
What ever happened to my friends?
Too many bought a one way ticket
But I'll be with you 'til the end

I don't wanna live in yesterday
Cross my heart until I die
Don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring
Because today has just begun
No matter whatever else I've done
I'm here for you

You're my religion, you're my reason to live
You are the heaven in my hell
We've been together for a long long time
And I just can't live without you
No matter what you do, I'm here for you
Â

~Delirios NO ESTABA MUERTA http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/14231197/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/14231197/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 20:07:43 PDT THANK YOU:

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Â ANDABA DE PARRANDA!
_{Bueno fuera! En realidad solo tenÃa demasiadas tareas en la Uni...}

En realidad no hay mucho que contarÂ Finalmente salÃ de vacaciones hace unos dÃas, y no deje ninguna materia! Yeiiii!!! Y ya en una semanita me largo a CancÃºn con mi hija y dos amigas! (Espero sean 3 ya que sin Pita Amor nada es lo mismo

) Ya hacen falta unas buenas vacaciones! Ojala Dean no haga muchos destrozos por allÃ¡ porque si no las vacaciones no serÃ¡n tan chidas

AdemÃ¡s de que tengo muy buenos amigos por aquellas tierras y no me gustarÃa que les pasarÃ¡ nadaÂ

Fuera de eso, todo excelentemente bien

Carmelita Jr. ya va a entrar a Maternal II, y yo llorarÃ© cuando la lleve a su escuela

De hecho ya llorÃ© nomÃ¡s con ver su uniforme! MmmÂ Creo que soy demasiado llorona!

Bueno, saludos a toda la gente que aÃºn recuerda este journal! Y esta cuenta medio olvidada, pero que ya voy retomando! Espero pronto tomarme algunas ego-shots para actualizar esto, y pues pienso seguirle moviendo al Apophysis y ver que tanto puedo sacarle

Se cuidan y comenten mis nuevos trabajos! No sean ogtÂs!!!

_{Verdad que estan bonitos???}

Atte: Fetish Doll Â Carmen Vargas

T.A.R.O.

Bittersweet Â Claire Voyant

Lock of time hidden in my breath
Of things real and things IÂve dreamt
Holding hearts in balance it is like
Maybe we were once intertwined
Raising souls up to the moon as we
Rise againÂ Maybe then we will meet
Only tides are racing through your mind
Make a wish and then goodbye
CharlatansÂ In the ruse tonight
Where heat and light touch the sky
And the sun is rising slow thereÂs more to write
Lock of time written in my heart
Why were we once torn apart?
Only tides are racing through your mind
And each time we meetÂ
ItÂs bittersweet

~Delirios I'm so happy... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12935828/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12935828/ Sat, 12 May 2007 23:26:03 PDT THANK YOU:

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I finally finished downloading the new Zombie Girl's Double CD and it is awesome!

Well, I really just wanted to put something in here, 'cause the previous journal entry was toooo long hahaha

And I also wanted to share with you some of my favorite works of a dear friend...

Hope u like them too!

Atte: Fetish Doll Carmen Vargas

http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12868519/ Sun, 06 May 2007 20:16:54 PDT THANK YOU:

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ESTOY ABURRIDAAAAAA

Así que para intentar contrarrestar este tedio, me decidí a hacer un tag que robé de no recuerdo quien jajajajaja Ahí vamos.

1) Nombre: María del Carmen Vargas Fernández
2) Nombre al Reves: Nemrac
3) Fuiste nombrado en honor a alguien?: A la Virgen del Carmen
4)Tu nombre significa algo?: Si... Algo...
5) Nickname (s): Fetish Doll, Fetida, Fetidol, Delirios, Carmen Munari, Mimi, Carmelia, Mircalla, Carmilla, aaah he tenido demasiados!
6) Screen Name (s): Fetish Doll o Delirios
7) Fecha de Nacimiento: 7 de Marzo de 1985
8) Lugar de Nacimiento: Monterrey, N.L. México
9) Nacionalidad: Mexicana
10) Locacion Actual : Monterrey, N.L. México
11) Signo : Piscis
12) Religion: Católica
13) Altura : 1.62 mts.
14) Peso : Musssho
15) Talla de Calzado : Ash no se, me confundo con tantos numeros... jajajajajaja eso que, creo que 26
16) Color de cabello : Al natural es castaño, ahorita lo traigo como que negro cafesoso rojizo :S
17) Color de Ojos : Cafe
18) Como es tu apariencia? : Ah pues, segun me han dicho; me veo: "Poco femenina" Y pues a eso se le suma que estoy fea y gorda...
19) Introvertido o Extrovertido? : Depende de mi humor...
20) Zurdo, Diestro, Ambidiestro? : Diestra
21) Heterosexual, Gay, Bisexual, u otra variacion ? : Heteroflexible n_n
22) Mejor(es) Amigo(s) : Imelda... She's my person n_n
23) Amigo en el que mas confias: En Imelda y ultimamente en Gohin tmb!
24) Mejor amigo (de tu mismo genero) : Imelda!
25) Mejores amigas: Ime, Romina, Lupe y Marimar
26) Mejor Amigo: Carlitos Vela y Gohan
27) Novio/Novia : Naaa...
28) Amor Platonico : Johnny Depp cuenta? jajajajajaja Mhh... Pues... Quien más? Ahhh si, el hermano de Haione! Ya hasta sueño con él jajajajajajaja
29) Padres : Sip...
30) Peor Enemigo : Yop n_n
31) Amigos On-Line favoritos : Carlitos de Cancún y el sexy Dr. "Dante" n_n
32) Amigas On-Line favoritas : La Panda (Pau) n_n y Gycela!
33) Amigo mas gracioso : Imeldaaa
34) Amigo mas loco: Loco asi de loco maniatico... Marco jajajaja
35) Amigo Confidente : Gohan
36) Amigo/a mas ruidoso : Imelda
37) Persona con la que has llorado : Uuuuy con medio Monterrey yo creo! jajajajajajaja Soy bien chillona!

Tu Tienes?
38) Hermanas : No
39) Hermanos : No
40) Mascotas : Una perrita, un perrote, un dominico (pajaro), un periquito australiano y dos gatitos

41) Alguna enfermedad : Nop...
42) Pager : Nop
43) Linea de telefono propia : Nel
44) Telefono Celular (Movil) : Si si tengo
45) Lampara de Lava : Nop
46) Billar : No
47) Auto : Si

Describe tu..
48) Personalidad : Pues io soy como las cebollas osease tengo capas (bien Shrek!) Primero soy rara, sarcastica, mamona, elitista, exagerada, amargada... Y luego ya conociendome mas puedo llegar a ser considerada mas bien como una tonta, llorona, egoista, extra-sentimental, sentida... Y muy muy rara....
49) Forma de conducir : Mal!
50) Auto ideal : No tengo uno
51) Cuarto : Es un mugrero! Lleno de juguetes de Carmelita Jr.
52) Que te falta? : Amor... Y sexo! Pero quiero las dos cosas en la misma persona jajajajajaa
53) Escuela : UNISHIT
54) Cama : Grande y llena de ropa...
55) Relacion con tus padres : Con mi Mamá todoe esta con madre, con mi Papá... Esta...

Tu..
56) Crees en ti mismo? : Si
57) Crees en el amor a primera vista? : No... Creo en la atracción a primera vista...
58) Te consideras un buen escucha?: Sí...
60) Te llevas bien con tus padres?: Yeap
61) Guardas las conversaciones de MSN? Si...
62) Oras? : Si
63) Crees en la reencarnacion? : Si
64) Eres una persona divertida? : Naaa
65) Disfrutas de hablar por telefono? : Depende de la persona y del tema...
66) Disfrutas comer? : Claro!

67) Disfrutas manejar? : Seeee...
... ]]> ~Delirios Thanks! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12823531/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12823531/ Thu, 03 May 2007 03:03:29 PDT THANK YOU:

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I'm soooo happy 'cause these two wonderful men bought me a subscription! I really love you guys! So, in these days I'll be posting some journal entries with some of their work!

Until then go check out their galleries!

AND PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO GO CHECK MY FLICKR ACCOUNT! [link]

Fetish Doll - Carmen Vargas

You Look So Fine

You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over

It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over

I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know

You look so fine

Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through
Bleeding for you

I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We'll waste some time
You're the only one for me

You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave her behind
If you want to show me

I'm not like all the other girls
I won't take it like the other girls
I won't fake it like the other girls
That you used to know

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over

You're taking me over
Drown in me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show

Ending with letting go...

Let's pretend, happy end...

PS: I'M SOOOO HAPPYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

]]> ~Delirios News and Flickr! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12581760/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12581760/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:33:39 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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I GOTTA MOVE ON!!!!

Chale, neta que que fea semana!!! Bueno ok, quizá no tanto... Pero fue algo incómoda y extraña! Fui rechazada, pero pues todo pasa por algo, y si algo he aprendido en esta vida es que cuando algo así te pasa es porque viene algo mejor! Ojalá ahora tmb sea así... Porque ok, yo quizé estar sola muuucho tiempo y aleje a mucha gente de mí... Pero no sé, eso ya pasó... Simplemente ya pasó!!! Tal y como ya paso esta nefasta semana escolar de confesiones, ilusiones muertas, realidades crueles y verdades incómodas! Gracias a Dios ya puedo decir: NEXT PLEASE! Ya que venga lo que tenga que venir, ya lloré, ya hablé, ya tuve mi momento catártico... Y mientras escribo esto caigo en cuenta de que ahora ya no es seguro escribir por aquí

Pero oh que diablos! Si él lo lee, no importa porque es vdd, y él sabe que me gusta mucho y que lo quiero (WTF! que miedo que dije y pensé y escibí eso!

), y uy tantas cosas que no sabe jajajajajajaja Pero valoró mi relación de "no-amigos" sino compañeros de clases

Bueno ya, pinche vieja bipolar! (yop) basta de estas cosas tan cambiantes! Ya los aburrí de seguro, gracias a los que me leen!!! Siiii los amo! Alguien me amará a mi???

Anyway! Saludosss y vean mis nuevas fotos!!! Sisisi son bellas como yo! Porque son mias! Deah jajajajaja

Carmen Vargas - Delirios - Fetish Doll

Y la rola del día!!!!

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

AH Y NO SEAN MAMONES ENTREN A MI CUENTA EN FLICKR!
AHI TENGO COSAS MUY CHIDAS QUE NO ESTAN EN EL DA!!!
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<... ]]> ~Delirios Aburrida - Deprimida - Olvidada http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12546919/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12546919/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 22:59:32 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Bueno la vdd es que nomas quería ya poner algo por aquí, hacia mucho que había updates!

He andado muy ocupada con la escuela, haciendo mil trabajos! Ya la proxima semana presento finales!!! Que estres!!! Fuera de eso todo bien... Salvo el hecho de que ando un poco awitada porque el niño que me gusta me mando a la fregada!

Nunca me había pasado eso, de decirle a alguien que me gusta y que la otra persona vilmente me diera a enteder que: AH PUES TU A MI NO! Chale, se siente re feo... Hacía mucho que no me fijaba bien en alguien y me mandaron a la fregada

Pero bueno ya ni llorar es bueno! Además de que ya he llorado lo suficiente!

Neta que me siento re mal... Toda despreciada, fea, poco femenina y demás cosas feas... Pero bueno mejor ya basta de esto, me pondré a dibujar mejor

Saludos a todos los que aún recuerdan y firman en este viejo Journal olvidado!

Carmen Vargas - Delirios - Fetish Doll

La canción de esta fea, desolada y deprimente noche...

Don't Forget Me

There's just one thing that I need to say,
Before I close my eyes and walk away...

There's just one thing that I need to feel,
Before I walk away against my will...

There's just one thing that I need to hear,
Before I walk away for the last time...

There's just one thing that I need to see,
Before I take this chance and set us free...

Don't forget me
Don't regret me
Don't suspect me
Don't neglect me

The memory of this still reminds me of you...
The memory of this still reminds me

The memory of this still reminds me of you...
That is where you'll find me

Stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize?
Can you count the stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize?

]]> ~Delirios New Account! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12213293/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12213293/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 23:21:53 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Yuuujuuuu! I'm in a great mood today!

Well... Anyway this journal update it's just to let you know I just opened a Flickr Account, where I would be uploading all my street journalistic photos! I also opened an DA acount ~carmenvargas but I think I'm just gonna be using the Flickr one... So pleeease go and visit it, ok?

http://www.flickr.com/photos/carmenvargas/

Carmen Vargas = Fetish Doll

And the song of the day!!!!

THE EGYPTIAN'S SONG

Look into my eyes,
Is this a curse or just a blessing in disguise?
It's years since you've been gone,
Yet still I tremble, still I journey on and on,
A souless body, hollow inside...

Every little thing I said was true,
And the only thing I ever wanted was you,
Open up the gates of paradise,
And take me inside

I died for you,
You really don't understand,
My love for you is as old as these sands.
Buried alive for you,
Buried alive...

Every little thing I said was true,
And the only thing I ever wanted was you,
Open up the gates of paradise,
And take me inside...

]]> ~Delirios HAPPY BIRTHDAAAYYY!!!! (TO MEEEE) http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12086936/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/12086936/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 22:01:28 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!

Yeeeeiiii hoy hace 22 años nací! Que bello! Me encanta cumplir años y ser más vieja! n_n Solo espero tener arrugas y canas pronto n_n A ver si así ya parezco Señora jajajajajajajajja deah eso que!

Pues este será un cumpleaños muy awite!!! Iba a haber party Oooh si, el Carmen Munaris Fest jajajajajaja pero neeeellll!!!! Carmelita Jr. anda muy enfermita

Le dio otitis otra vez, y andada re-mala tenia 39.5° de temperatura u_u Pero bueno ya esta un poco mejor n_n Pero ni modo, no habra Fest Aunque quizá si, pero hasta el fin o después Anyway se aceptan regalos!!! n_______________n Vaaamos sean bondadosos, y obséquienme algo!!!!

Bueeeeeno, saludos a todos, gracias a los que ya me andan felicitando! Gracias a los que me han hablado para preguntarme como sigue Carmelita! Gracias a Georgie-Boy osease Don ~verzerk por decirle a mis profes porque no fui a clases y por pasarme las tareas! Gracias a mi Madre por haberme parido hace 22 años! Si algún día gano un premio daré éstos mismos agradecimientos jajajaajajajjaa eso que!

Atte: Fetish Doll Carmen Carmen Munari Delirios Mircalla

Aaaaahhhhh y tambien, FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS ADELANTADO al Dr. mas sexy de Monterrey! Don "Dante" osea ~Dante-Diteraemun Gracias por las platicas nocturnas, por leer mis sonseras y por los consejos, neta que se le aprecia un chingo! Y le debo su regalo!!!

Aaaahhh y la canción de este bello día!!!!

Temptation Waits

I'll tell you something
I am a wolf but
I like to wear sheep's clothing

I am a bonfire
I am a vampire
I'm waiting for my moment

You come on like a drug
I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake
I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

I'll tell you something
I am a demon
Some say my biggest weakness
I have my reasons
Call it my defense
Be careful what you're wishing

You come on like a drug
I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake
I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

You are a secret
A new possession
I like to keep you guessing

You come on like a drug
I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake
I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

When I'm not sure what I'm living for
(When I'm not sure who I am)
When I'm not sure what I'm looking for
(When I'm not sure who I am)
When I'm not sure what I'm living for
(When I'm not sure who I am)
When I'm not sure what I'm looking for
(When I'm not sure who I am)

When I'm not sure what I'm living for
When I'm not sure what I'm looking for
When I'm not sure what I'm living for

~Delirios DAMN YOU VALENTINE'S DAY!!! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11810895/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11810895/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:01:16 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Exactly 2 years ago my grandpa died...
I miss him a lot, I would never forgive myself for not telling him that I was pregnant...
Just that day he died...
Maybe if I'd tell him that, he would've felt motivated and maybe he could have meet Carmelita Jr...

DAMN YOU VALENTINES DAY!
DAMN YOU CANCER!!!
DAMN ME!!!

~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~

Today's song... One of my personal favorites!
In my section: "Songs I would like someone dedicates me"
No anyone, someone special hahahahaha (like that really exists)
Why this song? Well... I guess I'm just missing the sex

(the good one)
And I found this song really realllyyy sexy

CLOSER

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

Help me I broke apart my insides
Help me Ive got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed... You get me closer to God!

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith...
You can have my everything!

Help me tear down my reason
Help me its' your sex I can smell!
Help me you make me perfect...
Help me become somebody else!

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed... You get me closer to God!

Through every forest, above the trees...
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees...
I drink the honey inside your hive...
You are the reason I stay alive.

]]> ~Delirios Sad Valentine's http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11805538/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11805538/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 21:21:22 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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"Happy unimaginative, consumerist-oriented and entirely arbitrary, manipulative and shallow interpretation of romance day!"

I found a really lovely page lol [link] Hope someone likes it n_n
Guess I'm a little bitter 'cause this is gonna be a quite lonely Valentine's u_u
I have 21 years and I only had spent 2 Valentine's with company...
That's just sad...

Anyway.... Today's song... Love Spell by Untoten!
Why? 'Cause sometimes I wish I could put a love spell on...

And 'cause I love Untoten!

LOVE SPELL

One day and try to come over
The thought he could have entered her room
One day when she was performing
Her seducing show for him...

It's like a Vision of you
In a frightening Night
I put the Love Spell on you

A heavy sigh comes from his lips
He's not able to keep it back
Of course she is to far to hear him
So she will not feel herself disturbed
Or is he wrong in this respect
With a sort of terror he watches
Her lovely face turning around

It's like a Vision of you
In a frightening Night
I put the Love Spell on you

So he limits his burning desire
To the imagination while....
Ah...
She remembered she had not closed
The outside door
She'd forgotten in a certain intention
As she confessed herself
Where there no steps on the stairs
With a frightened gesture
She wrapped her body...

It's like a Vision of you
In a frightening Night
I put the Love Spell on you

HAAPPPPYYY VALENTIIINNNNEEEEESSSS!!!!

]]> ~Delirios Tagged! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11764840/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11764840/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 19:43:11 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Well, since I'd been tagged by ~abstract-red I had to update this! And that's good 'cause I'm no longer in a sad mood...

So, here are the rules!

* Post six weird things/habits about you *
* Tag other 6 people *
* Make 'em know they've been tagged by leaving a comment on their site *

#1 - I'm a really REALLY messy person! But only in my room, with my personal stuff; but with all the things related to school or work I'm just too perfectionist!

#2 - I don't like to sleep at night! I hate it, 'cause its at night when I feel most inspired to work on photos or in my homework... Or I just feel like reading some good book. So I usually don't sleep to much, just a couple of hours. But I take a good nap at 5pm n_n

#3 - I'm a hopelessly day-dreamer! That's the worst habit I have! But it's such a part of me, I can't help it! I always fantasized and dream about things I would really like to happen, it sounds pretty harmless, but the sad part it's when my dreams show to be just that... DREAMS!

#4 - I don't know why really... But a lot of people tell that I'm a really hard-to-know and weird person. I guess it's because I have a difficult character... I'm too moody... Well I don't know, but I do know that's a bad thing about me, 'cause most people don't get to know the real-me 'cause of that.

#5 - Hey, here's a big secret (for most of you), even do everybody sees me like a really hard-cruel-bitchy-sarcastic-evil-weird-insensitive person... I'm too fucking sentimental!!! That's why I show off to be like that, 'cause I had some really awfull experiences with people that take advantage of that, so now I consider that as a weakness, so I don't show that side of me... You know... The one that loves watching romance movies and cries with the lovely girl kisses with the handsome prince charming! The one that also cries seeing Dawson's Creek or Grey's Anatomy, or just by reading a book or listening to a sad song... But sshhh this is a secret!

#6 - I'm too analitical! I analize everything, everyone... Even me, I had spent too much time analizing myself, so I can get to know me well. The only thing I never analize are feelings, those can't be analized... That's the beautiful part... (yeah I'm a truly romantic girl u_u)

Okaaayy, that where my 6 weird and bad things about me!
And now I have to tag 6 people and I choose:

*Amiba
~banto
~israaeel
~verzerk
~The-LEX
~Ninia-vudu

And I can't forget today's song in the soundtrack of my life!

LOVE WILL TEAR US APART

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions wont grow
And were changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That weve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just cant function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

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A bad day...
I'm not in a good mood...
Most of you know why, thanks for all the support!
I'm gonna be better soon, I know that for sure! You all know all the background on this, and why it afected me so bad u_u' Some people just... Well... I don't know...

UGLY LOVE
Dear cousin,
I got your letter
It was more than I thought I deserved
Well she sounds perfect, all I dream of
And I dream about so much it is absurd
But when I get there and she sees me
I'll be impressed if she does not run screaming

My kind of love is an ugly love
But it's real and it lasts a long, long time

I had a thought while I was sleeping
And I dreamed about a place for us to rest
Eternity under the old oak tree
But I go too far i guess
Maybe I'll think about tomorrow
And maybe I can get her to stay that long

'Cause my kind of love is an ugly love
But it's real and it lasts a long, long time

And if she finds me so repulsive
She wouldn't be the first to wretch
Well i decided one day long ago
I was never gonna be the greatest catch
And if she cares about the car i drive
Then she can get in hers
The moment i arrive

'Cause my kind of love is an ugly love
But it's real and it lasts a long, long time

]]> ~Delirios So... Bored... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11089322/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/11089322/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 23:15:12 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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I'm so fucking bored!!!

So lets update this journal thing... Mhhh... Finally I'm on vacations!!!

(guess that's why I'm so bored!) I got excellent grades! I really can't believe it!

So now I have one month to do whatever I want... I guess I'm just spending more time with Carmelita Jr. and take a lot of photos! I really want to take better shots

Hope I can do it...

Well... I'm still bored! God, I'm so bored I actually consider the idea of using mIRC hahahahaha but that's a really bad idea!!!

Guess I'm just going to keep listening music... And wait...

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ZOMBINA AND THE SKELETONES:
THE EGYPTIAN SONG

Look into my eyes...
Is this a curse or just a blessing in disguise?
It's years since you've been gone,
Yet still I tremble, still I journey on and on...
A souless body, hollow inside.

Every little thing I said was true
And the only thing I ever wanted was you
Open up the gates of paradise...
And take me inside.

I died for you...
You really don't understand
My love for you is as old as these sands...
Buried alive for you
Buried alive...

Every little thing I said was true
And the only thing I ever wanted was you
Open up the gates of paradise...
And take me inside.

]]> ~Delirios So Sick... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10763694/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10763694/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 07:00:07 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Maldita sea, justo ahora que hay puente ando toda jodida

YA NO AGUANTO LA MALDITA GARGANTAAAAAA!!!
Siento que ya hasta ha de estar sangrando

Me caga enfermarme, ya hasta me atrase en mis tareas

(okey eso realmente si se escucho un poco geeky)
Ash ni se que mas poner, nomas queria cambiar el post porque me harte de ver lo mismo!
ARGH me caga tener voz de adolescente en plena pubertad!!!

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A L I EN S E X F I E N D - A T T A C K

Bats in the belfry
Eat me at the altar
Like a little lamb
Lead me to the slaughter!

Attack! Attack! Attack!
Attack! Attack! Attack!
Attack! Attack! Attack you!

Well I've been living on easy street
Watching the all the people coming home
You sit glued to your TV
You'll get glued to my fist tonight
Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
When I attack - aagh - you!!

Walking alone with a stranger
He's always touched, an actor
You can't touch this pretty boy
Cos he's alone
Tonight, Tonight, Tonight
When I attack you.

Bats in the belfry
Eat me a t the altar
And like a little lamb
Lead me to the slaughter
Tonight, Tonight
When I attack you...
Bury the shit, Bury the shit, Bury the shit
With YOU!
Tonight tonight tonight!!!
When I attack
Y O U !!!!! AAAAGH!

Yeah yeah yeah yeah!
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

Walking alone with a stanger
She's in agony
Tonight! ugh!
When I attack...

Bats in the belfy
Eat me at the altar
Like a little lamb
Lead me to the slaughter

Can you do the bossanova?

Can YOU do the bossanova?
2 3 4 1 2 3 4
1 2 3 4 4 1 2 2 2 1 3 3 4 1
Give it all to mummy
Give it all to mummy
Tonight!!

He came from Venus
His eyes were red and so was his penis.

Tonight
Tonight!
Attack attack attack attack attack attack attack attack YOU
You You You You You
Yeah you
T O N I G H T

Washes even whiter
It's biological

Can you do the bossanova?
Can you (ugh) do the bossanova?

A A A A A A A G G G H H H H H H !

]]> ~Delirios New Photos! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10609473/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10609473/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 23:28:36 PST THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Finally! I finished my homework... (For this week) And I had some time for scanning my new photos

I took like... 100 pics in 2 days

hahaha I took some in my school (UNITEC) and in two Cementerys (Panteón del Carmen y de Dolores) Anyway here are my favorite ones... But I really like them all, that's why I choose these for scaning them

Hope this weekend, after finishing homework (yeah, I have more... DAMN YOU UNITEC!) I can scan some other pics, the color ones

Well, I gotta go to sleep, I'm really tired...

Oh, but before leaving... The song of the night!!!
A song that I really LOVE 'cause what it says...

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WATCH T.V. - RASPUTINA

I'm the lucky one
Always having fun.
I tie back my hair.

I sit and watch T. V.
I see only me,
Though I look for you there.

Oh, where have you gone?
Were you canceled?
I change to channel 2.
You were the one
Who gave me all my answers.
I changed
So did you.

Try another show.
With the volume low.
I make up what they say.
Where it used to be your face
Is an empty space
Your co-stars look away.

Oh, where have you gone
And do you miss me
And what we used to do?
You were the one
Who'd talk and smile for half an hour
Always new.

I'm the lucky one.
I watch a re-run.
It looks a lot like you.

One star lost a family
One family lost a star.
That's why I wait and watch
To find out where you are.

One family lost a star.
One star, they lost their family.
That's why I sit at ho... ]]> ~Delirios Relaxing... And quite boring Wednesday... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10507858/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10507858/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 15:05:46 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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I'm really bored hehe
Sooo, I stole this from the journal of
Hope she doesn't mind...

10 LAYERS OF ME

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: María del Carmen Vargas Fernádez.
Birthdate: 07/03/85
Birth place: Monterrey, Mexico.
Current Location: Monterrey.
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: Black.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Pisces.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Mexican.
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: Boots n_n
Your fears: Cockroaches!!! And asphixiation.
Your perfect pizza: Lots and lots of cheesse!!! And vegetables.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Be a professional photographer and graphic designer. And be a good Mom.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: Puta Madre!
Your thoughts first waking up: I have to study!!! (tests week)
Your best physical feature: Non... I really don't like myself... Well... Just my nose and eyes...
Your most missed memory: Dunno.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: Neither.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea!
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: Mocha!

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU/ARE YOU?
Smoke: Yep.
Single: Yeah, Single Mom
Take a shower: Yes.
Have a crush(es): Nope... Well maybe... I dunno...
Like(d) high school: Yeaah! My best days...
Want to get married: Nope...
Get motion sickness: No.
Think you're a health freak: Nope.
Get along with your parents: Mhh... Well, most with my Mom...
Like thunderstorms: Yeah!!!
Play an instrument: Nope... U_U

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST 1-3 MONTHS:
Drank alcohol: Yeah, like 3 weeks ago, but just 1 beer... I really don't like to drink alcohol...
Been on stage: No.
Eaten Sushi: Yesss!
Been dumped: Nope.
Gone to the mall: Yeah, to Plaza Cumbres with my baby girl n_n
Gone skating: Nope.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: Nope.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER:
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in: Well... It wasn't to fit in... Since my daughter was born I quit wearing all my black clothes, al least the way I wear them before... 'Cause, I don't know... I Think that the fact of don't having a Dad is going to be enoght problem for her... She doesn't need a Mom who is always wearing long black skirts and boots... So her friends tell her: "your Mom is weird!" So... That's the reason why I change a lot my style... But that's just in the outside, in the inside I'm the same person who likes... Well you know the things I like.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER:
Age you hope to be married: NEVER!
Numbers of Children: I have 1... But I would really like to have a baby boy n_n
Describe your dream wedding: Nope... I don't have one.
What do you want to be when you grow up: A Fetish/Alternative Photographer and a kick-ass graphic designer!
What country or state would you most like to visit: Japaaann!!! hahahahaha That's one of my biggest dreams!

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY:
Best eye color: The color doesn't matter, just to have cute eyes... You know... Like a deep look and that...
Best hair color?: Black.
Short or long hair: Depends...
Height: Taller than me.
Best first date location: The company is what matters...
Articles of clothing?: Mh... I like guys that look diferent but not freaky-ridiculus! Just diferent like goth-metal-rock diferent hehe Or like my platonic love... But that's a secret hahaha
Best first kiss location: In Cintermex... You know...

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS:
Number of people I can completely trust? Noneee!
Number of CD's I own: I don't have CD's U_U All my music is in my lap n_n Here I have 11 MB of music. 264 CD's.
Number of piercings:... ]]> ~Delirios Estressss!!! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10421684/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10421684/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:47:22 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Asi es... MUCHO ESTRES!!!

Esta con madre estar otra vez "estudiando" y todo ese pedo...
Pero ah, es mucho puto estres!
Afortunadamente Carmelita ha resultado ser mas calmada de lo que yo pensaba y no batallo nada con ella
Pero igual son mil tareas, mil trabajitos, mil de todo! Y me frustra ver que casi nadie hace nada, porque se supone que aunque no hagas nada... PASAS! Ash, maldita UNITEC aparte de ser un reclusorio y fomentar mi paranoia y delirio de persecusion... No calman a la pinche gente desmadrosa, y por culpa de esas vacas locas la llevamos todos los del salon... Bah ia me enoje! jajajajajajaja Okey no! Mejor me voy a almorzar U.U

Five to one, baby
One in five
No one here gets out alive, now
You get yours, baby
Ill get mine
Gonna make it, baby
If we try

]]> ~Delirios O_O ABURRIDA O_O http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10201223/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10201223/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 07:13:36 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Carmen

Carmen se mira al espejo
y se miente una vez más
Busca lo que perdió en su decisión

Y se juzga
y se condena
mil cadenas perpetuas
Su vientre vacío a
golpe de sangre y acero

Carmen confusa de amor
en una noche de alcohol
Hizo una fiesta en el jardín
A medianoche es tan fácil,
es tan fácil caer y luego el miedo

Mejor muerte al intruso
que aun me queda tiempo
de ser feliz

Carmen se mira
al espejo, ve su ombligo
Tan grande , tan vacío
Un campo, donde perdio la libertad

Y se juzga y se condena
mil cadenas perpetuas
Su vientre vacío a golpe
de sangre y acero

Carmen maldice el calendario
Juega sola, llora y se derrota...

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Chale a acabo de darme cuenta de que esa canción que acabo de descubrir hace apenas unos dias, se parece a algo que escribí en el 2003, lo unico chido que he escrito en mi vida. Que por cierto, creo que en un ratito voy a subir n_n Ese escrito casi nadie lo conoce n_n

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No puedo tener amigos en la UNITEC, pero ya tengo una no amiga, que emoción! n_n jajajajjajajaja Si de repente no vuelven a saber nada de mi, es que me aplastó un elefante rosa O_O Es neta eh! Se viste de rosa ese elefante! O_O jajajajajjaja Nomás que no vuela, porque esta demasiado pesado U_U Pero tiene el poder de que si lo ven a contraluz parece un eclipse O_O Bueno ya, ah, y todo esto, no es porque este contra las gordas, porque no mamen, yo estoy gorda... Todo eso es porque es una vieja mal educada y mamona...

Hablando de la UNITEC, hay una mujer, cuyo nombre desconozco, pero que hace una de las cosas que mas me cagan en esta vida... PORQUE CHINGADOS HAY PERSONAS A LAS QUE LES ENCANTA ESTAR DENTRO DE UN ESTEREOTIPO???!?!?!?! Ash me estresa eso... Una niña, porque no mamen, tiene carita de niña, ha de tener unos 17 años, que se viste toda de negro y se para frente a todo su salón para auto-proclamarse diferente por vestirse de negro... Que dice que le gusta el metal, el gótico, lo oscuro y lo alternativo U_U Porque por puro gusto se meten en un estereotipo??? Es la goth, depresiva, oscura, sin amigos... Que aparte tiene tantas ganas de llamar la atención que se para frente a todos y lo dice... Chale U_U Al ver eso, hice un experimento, me vesti de negro, no como antes (antes era: labios y maquillaje negro, medias de red, botas industriales, faldas largas, blusas con gran escote y toda la joyeria de plata con onix negro) ahora fue algo mas leve, nomás porque quería comprobar un punto... Y quedo claro! El lunes me vestí de negro, primero que nada, varias personas que ni sabían que yo existía se acercaron a preguntarme si me gustaba el metal U_U (chale) y segundo!!! Para el día martes, la chavita, ya no solo se vistió de negro, sino que se llevo el mega maquillaje negro mega cargado! Eso comprueba que por extraños motivos... El "ser goth" lo ven como una competencia U_U Chale U_U Pero bueno ya dejare de analizar gente U_U De todas formas yo ya ni me visto así, por la niña mas que nada U_U Todo el mundo me dice que probablemente ya sea suficiente para la niña el sentirse diferente por el hecho de no tener Papá, como para que aparte le digan que su Mamá es rara U_U

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Recuerdenme nunca pasarle a nadie de la UNITEC esta pagina! jajajajajajajajajajajaja Sino ya me vendí U_U jajajajajajaja Pero y que, es la vdd U_U

Me largo pues, que esto de por si ya esta tan largo, que dudo que alguien lo lea O_O Pero la vdd eso no importa, es mi journal y me gusta escribir cosas en el ¬_¬'

]]> ~Delirios Pinche Nostalgia Extraña o_O http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10136292/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/10136292/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 19:18:40 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

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Listening to: Oh My Love - John Lennon
Reading: Fundamentos de Diseño de Wicious Wong? jajaja
Watching: The ToolBox Murders n_n

Oh my love for the first time in my life
My eyes are wide open
Oh my lover for the first time in my life
My eyes can see
I see the wind, oh I see the trees
Everything is clear in my heart
I see the clouds, oh I see the sky
Everything is clear in our world

Oh my love for the first time in my life
My mind is wide open
Oh my lover for the first time in my life
My mind can feel

I feel the sorrow, oh I feel the dreams
Everything is clear in my heart
I feel life, oh I feel love
Everything is clear in our world

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QUE HERMOSA CANCION

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Ya paso mi primer semana en la escuela...
Y la vdd esta bien cabron levantarme temprano, hacer tareas y eso...
Y aparte atender a Carmelita, lavar ropa, hacer comida, ir al super...
Si esta muy cabron... Apenas va una semana y ya tuve una crisis existencial...

Ando nostalgica... Siento asi como que me falta algo, lo cual es raro porque lo unico que me falta es tiempo, porque ni dormir bien puedo... Pero igual no se, me siento sola... Creo que el volver a estar en un lugar rodeada de tanta gente, me hizo darme cuenta de que si estoy sola... Bueno tengo a Carmelita, pero creo que hasta ahorita entiendo lo que tanto me decia la Psicologa con la que iba de que apesar de tener a mis Papás, amigos y a Carmelita, iba a llegar el momento en que me sentiria sola por no tener el apoyo de una pareja... Pero ni modo, no hay de otra mas que seguirle, no importa si no tengo ese apoyo, igual se que podre, todo pasa por algo, no? Son solo pruebas de la vida y todo eso... Creo...

]]> ~Delirios Finally Newly Manipulated Pics Of Carmen Elena http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9857836/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9857836/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:11:03 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

CLICK HERE
AND CHECK OUT HIS MYSPACE PROFILE!

Mood: Sleepy
Listening to: Blood Red - Rose Chronicles

In case you didn't knew...
YES I have a daughter haha
I'm a proud single mom

So, she's my only daughter Carmen Elena

This pics are from a few months ago...
Right now she's 15 months old

BTW I have a new signature

CV
Carmen Vargas

Hope someone tells me how it looks!

Oh... And please:

]]> ~Delirios So Abandoned http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9746170/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9746170/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:18:21 PDT THANK YOU DJ GEIN FOR MY DA ACCOUNT

CHECK OUT HIS MYSPACE PROFILE!

Mood: Sad!
Listening to: Perversion Bizarre - Soko Friedhof

Yep...

I feel really abandoned

Almost no one coments on my new pics

So here they are:

Hope someone gives me some feedback about my new work
And I also hope someone reads this

Oh... And please:

]]> ~Delirios Fetish Is Going To School! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9566172/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9566172/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 13:08:09 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN POR PATROCINAR MI CUENTA!

CHEKEN SU PAGINA DANDO CLICK AQUI!

Mood: I'm sooooooo happyyy
Listening to: B-Movie - Marilyn Dreams

Asi ess FINALMENTEEEEE ya el 11 de septiembre entro a la skul!!!

Ya hasta tengo mi credencial de estudiante de la UNITEC

Entrare a Diseño Grafico n_n

Espero aprender pronto muchas cosas nuevas para mejorar en la edicion de fotos! Y sobretodo para entenderle aunque sea un pokito mas al Illustrator...

Bueno por aqui estare posteando las novedades n_______n

Saludos a los que me firman por aka y me comentan las pics

Fetish ira a la escuela, Fetish ira a la escuelaaa (8)
ahorita eso me pone feliz, y a la semana querre vacaciones
]]> ~Delirios New Pics n_n http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9458590/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9458590/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 13:33:40 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN POR PATROCINAR MI CUENTA!

CHEKEN SU PAGINA DANDO CLICK AQUI!

Listening to: Todokanu Omoi - Three Lights

Buenas!

Pues nomas queria postear algo por aka ya que aun estaba lo del dia del padre que ya fue hace un chingo jajajajaja

Ando muy feliz ñoñeando escuchando musiquita de Sailor Moon n_n y que!

Chequen las nuevas pics que subi ayer y hoy!

Ahhhh y por cierto, una vez mas:
FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS
A HAIONE [link]
Y A HYSTERIA [link]
Ojala se la hayan pasado chido las dos n_n

Proximamente fotos de Carmelita Jr. ]]> ~Delirios Día del Padre http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9103908/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9103908/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 09:33:36 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN POR PATROCINAR MI CUENTA!

CHEKEN SU PAGINA DANDO CLICK AQUI!

Mood: Happy Happy Joy Joy

Hoy es Día del Padre!!!
Que emoción, mi primer Día de Padre

Ay me felicitan eh!
Es chido ser Mamá y Papá...
Por lo menos por ahorita que Carmelita Jr. no entiende nada...
Ya despues quien sabe como lo vaya a tomar

Pero bueno, igual hoy sera un buen día!
Seee, ser Papá es la mamada, sobretodo porque a veces si me dice Papá! jajajajajajaja pobre Carmelita Jr. crecera confundida por decirme a veces Mamá y a veces Papá... Aunque tmb a veces me dice Mapa jajajajajajaja

Mas tarde voy a arreglar unas fotos de mi Jr. para ponerlas por aka, porque las que tenia ya listas pa subirlas... Las perdi

Bueno que pasen un feliz día del Padre todos los Papás y Mamás que son Papás y Abuelitos y Abuelitas que son Abuelitos... Y... Y ya estoy divagando! jejeje Es que no he dormido nada... Me largo a dormir... Adios!

... y si!
Aun quiero la golden cam!!!
Asi que:
SE BUSCA PATROCINADOR DE GOLDEN CAM!
aunque la vdd no creo que alguien se vaya a animar
]]> ~Delirios Mi nuevo flog ya no es lo que era... (8) http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9045025/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9045025/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:11:56 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN POR PATROCINAR MI CUENTA!

CHEKEN SU PAGINA DANDO CLICK AQUI!

Mood: aun algo dormida...
Listening to: The First Kiss - Zombina & The Skeletones

Asi es...

Volvi a sacar un flog y es tristeee que ya no sea lo que era!!!!

Me caga haber cerrado el otro! Me caga ser tan impulsiva!!!

Porque aparte de que ya no esta tan chido, ahi tenia muchas fotos que no subia por aka, y pues ya las perdi para siempre

Pero bueno ahi los que tengan flog me firman!!!

http://www.fotolog.com/fetish__doll/

... y si!
Aun quiero la golden cam!!!
Asi que:
SE BUSCA PATROCINADOR DE GOLDEN CAM!
aunque la vdd no creo que alguien se vaya a animar
]]> ~Delirios De nuevo haciendo algo... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9034882/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9034882/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 08:04:43 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN POR PATROCINAR MI CUENTA!

Mood: Happy!

Pues ya finalmente otra vez subiendo imagenes...
Chale, me faltan un chingo de brushes en el PhotoShop
Pero bueno tendre que acostumbrarme, porque nomas no las encuentro!

Y tmb finalmente ya hice el avatar que debia!!!

Aqui DJ GEIN mi patrocinador

CHEKEN SU PAGINA DANDO CLICK AQUI!

PD: Me caga que los gif no se ven por aqui ¬¬
Asi que si lo quieren ver, entren aka [link] ]]> ~Delirios Devious Journal Entry http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9034831/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/9034831/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 07:56:47 PDT
]]> ~Delirios Tragedia... http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8950649/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8950649/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 13:42:08 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN!!!
SISISI EL PAGO MI SUSCRIPCION!!!
ASI QUE AHORA ESTOY PATROCINADA POR EL JEJEJE

PROXIMAMENTE HARE UN PEQUEÑO AVATAR CON UN LINK A SU PAGINA

Mi vida apesta demasiado

Carmelita Jr. tiro mi laptop hasta el piso y perdi toda la info del disco duro no tengo fotos, no tengo photoshop, no tengo brushes para el photoshop... Y no tengo musica

Me tardare un poco en volver a subir algo por aqui, porque perdi todo mi stock, y algunos trabajos que ya habia terminado pero no habia subido aun

Que triste es mi vidaaa!!!

(y que dramatica soy )

La moraleja de todo esto es que mi hija es demasiado vengativa ¬_¬' tiro mi lap porque le quite un globo

]]> ~Delirios New Pics http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8616820/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8616820/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 23:51:22 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN!!!
SISISI EL PAGO MI SUSCRIPCION!!!
ASI QUE AHORA ESTOY PATROCINADA POR EL JEJEJE

PROXIMAMENTE HARE UN PEQUEÑO AVATAR CON UN LINK A SU PAGINA

Mood: Todo bieeeen chido!
Listening to: Cupid - Amber Asylum

Fotos nuevas!!!
De cuando salia a tomar fotos con mi camarita chida!!!
Hace varios años!
Pero bueno ya queria subir algo que no fueran manipulaciones...
Quiza no son la gran mamada, pero a mi me gustan

Aqui algunas de mis favs

Ojala les gusten!

SIGO BUSCANDO QUIEN ME PATROCINE LA GOLDEN CAM DEL FLOG!!!

[link]
]]> ~Delirios Finally... My Suscription! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8541490/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8541490/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 13:35:23 PDT MIL GRACIAS A DJ GEIN!!!
SISISI EL PAGO MI SUSCRIPCION!!!
ASI QUE AHORA ESTOY PATROCINADA POR EL JEJEJE
LUEGO ME PASARA MAS DATOS PARA PONERLOS POR AQUI

Mood: Bien Pinche Feliz!
Listening to: Coin-Operated Boy - The Dresden Dolls

Despues de mil años... Okey uno!

Ya tengo suscripcion!!! Yeiii!!!!

Y ya le estoy dedicando un chingo de tiempo a editar fotos nuevas!

Y see, estan quedando chidas!

I MISS MY FLOG!!!!
AHORA SOLO ME FALTA CONSEGUIR LA GOLDEN CAM!
ALGUIEN SE ANIMA A PATROCINARMELA?
JAJAJAJAJAJA YA SERIA DEMASIADA BUENA SUERTE!
]]> ~Delirios Yeiiii! http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8177007/ http://Delirios.deviantart.com/journal/8177007/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 10:10:07 PST Mood: Feliz! Feliz!
Watching: Viendo a Mayito? lol ok no

Que bonitoooooo!!!!
Tener una semana gratis de suscripcion por aqui
Que chido!
Alguien pagueme la suscripcion por un año, no?
O la Golden Cam del Fotolog!
Yo no tengo tarjeta, asi que no puedo
Aparte es mas bonito, si fuera un regalo

]]> ~Delirios