http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DelusionalBunnikid&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DelusionalBunnikid en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 20:54:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12495197/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12495197/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:55:41 PDT
Okay i dont know why im posting a journal cuz my life is way too boring to post-but hell whatever.
Went out to clubs last night with the klowers-then with other friends and met some guys from places...well joburg and CT
The one guy was really sweet and everyone kept saying we look so much alike-we have never met but talked non stop.This got me thinking on the way-is it possible to meet somone and know them all your life?Sound so super gay i know.Dont want to be all dramatic but what if this guy is like my romance-from a diffrent place,time,whatever-if this all makes sence?!

They are leaving tomorow and we never even said goodbye or exchanged numbers.It was funni when he said that it feels like such a rush when you meet sumone new...
I have no idea if i'll ever see them again-wich is kinda sad cuz they are really great ppl.Its not like oh great i met guys i can score with cuz they dont know me typa thing...its really awesome-Feel like screaming cuz i mite have met sumone great-not nessesarily romanticly...but just amazing that we,think,look,do,act ect ect the same.He says he think we might have joined their table cuz of subconsience familiarities...hahahaha
random.

Okay im done rambling now-gonna go play darts wtht he possie
mwah

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12310951/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12310951/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 14:31:36 PDT

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12255868/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12255868/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 08:56:38 PDT In fact I am serving my dignity on the house. You can have my life if I can have yours for a few hours. I seem to be the cause for my own troubles these days. A beautiful type of laughter soak up the gasps and I kill the karma there and then. Dear friend we violated our friendship. Vodka filled tears drip from our transparent happiness . I am so tired. So sick on the inside. A hole a huge hole. I am not asking for much just love in the end. I smell of rum I smell of fear I smell...really bad. The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact is to realize two out of three aint bad. Somebody to fix me and my crooked ways of thinking and rationalizing. I don’t know how to get out anymore I have been walking through the streets so long I know it like the souls of my feet. My palms are raw with expectations for real loving touches. Because last years wishes are this years apologies. The words get to me. The new face of failure. Not any better off though. Loneliness at best...
18 at best…

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12201737/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12201737/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:29:45 PDT

So...yeah i dont know why im posting a journal then i just like rambling...
Good weekend to all my bushclovers...be good and please dont kill andy bunnies...

Laf me laf me...say that u laf me...mwah kiddos
cheers


]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12130313/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/12130313/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 11:29:57 PST
Someone asked me this the other day i found it intresting how i never notice when the sun is out anymore.Yes this seems so friggen lame i know.But to put it all in perspective we really sometimes dont notice things that are important(not that the sun is THAT important)
But life friends and family and love and life ect...things that matter.

My friends and I recently had a heart to heart in a cold classroom.We live past eachother partly because we sometimes choose to.There are things we will never tell and some we cant wait to get off our chests.Next year its college and the wind is blowing us all in diffrent directions...soon we'll have to cope with ourselves more than other's company.Maybe its just me that doesnt like change or the sudden diffrence im seeing.But it really scares me to friggen death!

I want to make a clean break but i dont want to lose ppl who made a good positive change in me and in impact on my life-big ups to my buds that will always be there!!!4sho

mwah...

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11944300/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11944300/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:29:52 PST Thanx to my h-town kids who came through for me...most of you nway..lol
No glasses were broken...and no1s drinks were spilled...haha
Nway...im older now and not at all ready for the life ahead from here on.but atleast ill always be me and my friends r ppl who will always stay in my life
I dedicate this journal entry to the bosklowers!
mwah kiddos

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11597835/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11597835/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:55:08 PST ...
I wished you would sit on my lap and tell me stories
...
Hoping your fragile illness will lie for you
...
Trying to remember what a heatebeat means
...
Took the last bottle with you and your new love
...
Watched you trip over the bodies in the hall
...
Down the stairs perfectly bruised
...
You lied and screamed I pushed you down
...
Pointing to the one truth you had left
...
Now watch me kill you without my conscience
...
I let you chew up my heart and spit it out in a different color
...
I thought of your kisses how abusive they use to feel
...
Now the lust went straight to my head
...
I cut up our bulimic memories and
...
Burned your touches off my pale skin
...
Drag your cigarette smiles to bed with him
...
I applaud you for being a sport sweetheart
...
These were our best years...
LoVe
Bunnikid

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11563405/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11563405/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:28:03 PST
Why do you have to be so obvious?
Couldn’t you kiss me without conscience
Cause then...maybe then
I wouldn’t feel like such a jerk

i still miss you like i said i would

Can you promise me a hand one day?
Would you remember me if i fail you for some reason
Cause then...maybe then
I could show you what i am like

i still miss you like i said i would

I want to take you flying
To the top of every one of your dreams
I’m still the guy who has rent-a-shoulder written on him
I want the sunset to drop to your feet
Cause you deserve all the spotlights on you

i am tired of telling you everything you already know

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11551629/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11551629/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:13:56 PST Well then we’d have nothing left
Like I cut up your mouth
The night I stuffed it all in
And you lied to the Angel
Said I stabbed you to death
If we go at the same time
They'll clean up the mess

I lost my head
You couldn’t come
This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun

Watched you bite into the bottle
Watched me kick out the chair
Let you chew up the glass
And laughed as you just hung there
I have thought of rose petals mostly perfect and pure
Then I thought of your petals
And the abuse they’ve been through

I told the angels
Cant stay in heaven
I asked the devil
If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left
Like I cut up your angels
Yeah you stabbed me to death

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11478940/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11478940/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 06:59:23 PST That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights to cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A loveless soul demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A loveless soul demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

These bright lights are always bright to me
These bright lights are always bright to me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11244356/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11244356/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:26:34 PST
Hopefully next year hold more for everyone?!
Happy new year for one and all...

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11136759/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11136759/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:54:03 PST I got a 1000 pageviews!!!
Thanx soo much to everyone who visited my page and who realy apreciates my deviations!
A to all of you!

Mwah!!
next aspiration...2000 pageviews! hahahaha


]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11092612/ http://DelusionalBunnikid.deviantart.com/journal/11092612/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 09:28:39 PST We regret
We hope

The things will pass us by and fade with our disappointment
We are what we need ourselves to be

You stopped to tell me what I wanted to hear
You left without saying goodbye
Because we pretend we are blind

For the simple things we do when we don’t pay attention

And all the smoke between our kisses
If only I could stop
Would apologies fix it this time?

]]> ~DelusionalBunnikid