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Dunno what I'll do after it. I got some other things written too, but they are even older and are worse in quality...perhaps steal the idea from them and modify it with my current interests and ideas...

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/23936455/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/23936455/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:26:41 PDT
Meh...


Perhaps I can use those older chapters as reminder what I should not do and as a way to see that I can improve which then gives me motivation. What I hate the most is that I can't write well enough to bring out the story as I want it. Large portion of the stories I write are from...how should I say it... "day dreaming". When I have nothing to do, I might sit down and run some sort of idle process and create more of ideas to write. It sucks I can see in my mind all the things I want, but when I try to write it, I find it being completely impossible to fit everything so that it still sounds cool. If I could draw, I'd probably be making comics.

So, I come whine here and accomplish nothing. For some reason I keep writing. Probably because I kind of feel warm inside when I notice someone has read even just one of the chapters. I keep thinking "Was it good? If it was good why just one chapter was read? Is it boring?". Not sure what people do when they read the first chapter, which is bad quality. I'm quite sure no one reads further...this is oversized too. +30 chapters is probably as long as some books. I suppose that was the idea when I started...to see, if I COULD write that much.


... meh... This whiney moaning must stop now...

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/22670885/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/22670885/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 10:39:11 PST
Still... I wonder if anyone ever read these really. I'm such fantasy geek and my written stuff is probably too somewhat geeky. Tbh...I don't mind .

Now lets see how long it takes to reach 2000 views .

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/21569997/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/21569997/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:03:59 PST

WoW is so addictive. I have stuff almost done, but never find the time to finish since every bit of my free time goes with wow .

I don't think I have played more addictive game ever than wow.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/21091238/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/21091238/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 07:38:28 PDT
I seem to find it very boring to write about the usual good guys. Maybe because they are everywhere. I also seem to like a lot movies that are from either villain or one of these anti heroes point of view.

Or maybe I'm just lazy. With a good guy, I'd have to stop thing more! Good guy will always consider their friends before rushing into anything. The anti heroes likely not...they just do whatever they wish and it is easier to write about. It also let's me add some violence. That is also another thing. I seriously dislike any kind of violence in real life, but in anything that is not real, I usually laugh at it .

Ehh...I think this is enough of random thoughts right now.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/20795156/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/20795156/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 15:15:49 PDT
Anyway...now I have new comp, but the trouble is that it's missing MS Word...I usually write with it...so my writing stuff is on backburner right now, but I'm intending to fix up everything. This mean next chapter's are going to come bit late...


Edit:

LOL! It appears also that my memory stick (or whatever is the right term in english) where I had backupped EVERYTHING was partly corrupted. Weight on the word "partly". But due to my habit of saving multiple copies of stuff, I managed to pull out everything out...except pictures - small simple crude pictures which I use as maps for my stories. SO! Written stuff is safe, but for suddenly losing my maps, in the next chapters of whatever I upload here, distances and anything related to it might be more or less inaccurate .

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/19277224/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/19277224/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 16:09:40 PDT
I hate all those things because everytime I find one, I think "ffs! Now everyone who has read this thinks I can't write!" . Well not exactly like that, but I hate writing errors. They are so annoying to find, because I know how it should really be.

I have been having this itch to write magewolf again, but chaz still keep firm hold of my interest. I should write a bit of it though so I don't forget the story because all of my stories exist only in my mind until I write them.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/18120895/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/18120895/ Thu, 01 May 2008 16:44:42 PDT
I just like so much more writing about Chaz . I'm happy about how I have managed to build up his lovely personality. He is just so random sometimes. Some of the stuff I write comes out almost automagically . I might have had something else in mind, but then suddenly when I'm writing it, I do it otherwise and manage to make Chaz sound more like he should sound like. Then I read it and have good laughs.

Maedor from Magewolf is just too neutral. He is one of those ordinary story heroes with a streak of bad luck. It feels like it lacks something.

So to the conclusion.

Chaz > Magewolf.


I just hope someone commented on either one so I'd finally see what others think about them.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/17441009/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/17441009/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:59:50 PDT
Recently I have got less and less amused by my own productions as they are just so stiff. I mean...it doesn't feel "natural". No one would ever talk like I have characters talk and so on...

I could write stuff in Finnish, but to be honest, no one would understand a word...except other Finnish people ofc.



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Actually...I have started to read trough again all my stuff and edit everything :/ ... fix up stuff. The stiffness is still here, but I think I may have lessened it.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/16361407/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/16361407/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 17:46:12 PST
So I have continued with Magewolf...though slowly. I'm more interested in writing Chaz currently because I like morbid humor which doesn't really exist in Magewolf.

I'll keep submiting chapters of Chaz for a while now...

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/15145967/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/15145967/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 15:41:14 PDT
Anyhow...I like writing stuff even, if I don't know how good quality it is. I wrote 15 chapters of other story . I'm still keeping them to myself to allow me to edit it freely. I mean...If I submited them all and then lets say I find something in chapter 4 and I want to change it a bit and then someone had already read them all. ...you can see probably what would happen. When they are ready, I will submit them.

What it is about?
Main character is black dragon named Chaz. Bluntly said he is total bastard. All black dragons have "mental problems" and Chaz is not an exception. He is easy to anger and go berserk. His morale extends as far as it needs to. He is sadistic. Well...I could go on, but you can probably find every bad personality atribute on him...all except one...He isn't really evil. Mean bastard, but not evil. Besides...he is quite special in more than one way.

I will probably submit that stuff as soon as I get to read trough them all and atempt to clear away as many mistakes as possible...I hate mistakes...They burn my eyes everytime I see them. It's like acid on my brains.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/12913936/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/12913936/ Thu, 10 May 2007 17:36:24 PDT
I like to try out different styles.

In magewolf main characters have "good" morale and are quite sane, but it is actually MUCH more fun to write when you character is ... well...insane or "not so nice" guy.

I like werewolf stories so one of these things you MIGHT see one day has main character that is werewolf AND he's got serious troubles in his life. Having lovable personality of bitching and annoying everyone around him, he doesn't have any money, is drunkard and practices criminal ways.

Other one is not about werewolf, but instead my other fav fantasy creature. Dragon. Main character is black dragon who is not very nice guy. Has no problems about killing or torturing things. Is bit insane.

It is so fun and a lot easier to come up with ironic situations with characters like that

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/10842617/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/10842617/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:30:34 PST
Too bad I'm not getting any critics ... meh ... I can see some things I don't like on the stuff I write, but don't really know what to do for it.

First of all this stuff I write doesn't seem to have "feeling" on it. If I could write with my own language I suppose it would be better, but then too few would understand it. Also the grammar might be something that burns your eyes.

But I like writing these things. When my brains do Idle process I make up all kinds of fantasy stuff in my mind. Magewolf is one of the longest stories I have come up with and I don't even have clear plot for it and because of this, there is no ending. It is just survival story which I can keep writing as long as I can come up with new things.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/10477874/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/10477874/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 15:47:27 PDT
I came up with this other story. It is not same quality, but I hope you like it. I may continue the translating some day, but currently there is only first part and half of the second translated and it would be bad choice to submit them. They are just the begining part where nothing happens. My character is still a kid in those and first few chapters just create the character and world around him.

I hope you like this stuff I submited. Werewolves...rawr .

That character name is actualy same I use in wow, but those characters dont have many things in common. I just usualy use that name and its variations on my main story characters. Other I just think some letters together and try to come up with some "Fantasyish" names.

]]> ~Demaedor http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/9811956/ http://Demaedor.deviantart.com/journal/9811956/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:13:13 PDT .

I got 23 parts of it allready written...and it is still going at quite start. Not sure would it even interest other people, since i kind of wanted to see if i COULD write something like that...it was a chalenge for myself. I myself like it, but really can't say about others.

Problem is that i wrote it with my own language...dont suppose many of you understand Finnish ? I would have to translate all those chapters and write the new ones in english. Trough the proces it could start sucking more, since i cant assure that grammar or spelling is ok.

I would so much show people my work, but im not sure if i want to go trough all that work for something many people might not even ever read.


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Blah... I finaly decided to give myself a new chalenge...i started translating that stuff. Now we just have to see CAN i do that...if i cant translate it enough, you will never see those things...and if i do...well ]]> ~Demaedor