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On another note...1 exam done and over with..french ecrit. Now I still have 50 million more to go ^_^'''

And..if you are the 3000th pageview tell me..and Ill..give you head! >>'' Nah..I wont but Ill write a loveful poem pour toi! ^_^ So..it will be kinda like a race type thing... You can tell I dont have anything interesting to say..Just filling up empty space...er.. :run:







]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/5450186/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/5450186/ Tue, 24 May 2005 16:56:07 PDT
A Quick Recap:

-I have a almost 3 month old baby brother name Kyle now.

-Almost finished 10th grade...10 more days left! ^_^

-Half-way to being diagnosed to depression! No..I guess its not funny...but still >>''

-I have been with my boyfriend, Graham, for 1 year and 24 days! Still going strong!

-Umm..I went sort of back to roleplaying? So if you roleplay...add me on MSN?

-I guess Ill add more later as my life progresses >>'' I have to kinda finish up some science homework that I dont understand..so I guess I probably wont get it done anyways..but..I could always pretend Im doing it... ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3673241/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3673241/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 17:40:33 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3480647/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3480647/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 13:35:39 PDT I just have lotza homework and I really dont want to do any of it!...I have a math test tomorrow...and I havent done any of the assigned math homework in a week...but I still understand it! Miracle, no?....Yeah so I have to do all my missed homework because of the damn "homework check"...AND I have to finish the stupid fucking plots for english class...but I am ranting. What did I do for my birthday, you ask?...Well, you know that on Saturday, Graham and I celebrated my birthday...blahblahblah..THAT was in the previous journal entry...well on my actual birthday I went out to a restaurant with my family...a SUSHI restaurant! mmm...I lub sushi shoooo much! <3 ...Speaking of graham...(haha...i always "speak about graham") He is gone on the grad wonderland trip and I am all awone until sunday night... Its going to be horrible..Ill survive but...Its seriously the longest time I have gone without speaking to him, let alone seeing him... -sigh-....Well...when he comes back ill just have to be my nymphy-self, wont I? ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3451624/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3451624/ Sun, 26 Sep 2004 14:48:09 PDT I mean...even jodi beat me to it! :tear: Well...on friday anne ( ~KOKitten ) came over to sleep here and we had fun watching anime and stuff...recapping on our different schools...^_^ all in all it was a pretty good night and then saturday....well saturday was prolly one of the bests days ever! ^_^ anne and i just lounged around my house...we watched the anime Ayashi No Ceres...which was so sad...there was 3 dvds for the whole anime and the whole 3rd disc i was crying...the ending was happy..but still -sigh- yes..and if you have seen it you know it is kinda cheesy and over-melo-dramatic...but you know...sometimes its just what you need it was good anyways and toya ish truely a sex bomb! well anyways later on around 5:30-ish anne had to go to a concert with people (im not sure if she wants me to tell with who >>' well except for one---two things...she went with matt rodsept and she went with all guys ) it was the arcade fire concert...and at first i wished i could go..but whoa...if i had missed what ensued that night i would have been in major regret...Graham took me out to dinner for my b-day at Au Vieux Duluth ^_^ hehe it was so sweet and amazing...just like graham...and then we went to his house afterwards and he gave me the OTHER presents he got for me (Yes, I know im tres spoiled) and it was a wolf stuffie ^^...a beautiful dagger! (the wolfs head on the hilt even flips to become a lighter!) and a CD he made for me...which is very amusing considering its all his skits he does on his cpu...that crazy kid. hehe...and then after he gave them to me he said some thigns...we did somethings...*sighs happily* it was such a great night! ...one of my best really...and well it had to end as all good things do..and today i was doing homework all day...which sux0rz since i had to do the damn plots for english (the Alice In Wonderland play) and bah...anyways...julie,emma, kandice and i decided we will do half and the other half tomorrow night..its just too much for one weekend..we dont care what mich says! >.< alright well this is turning out to be too long of a journal...ill cya later! bai!!

P.S.-According to the vote so far..."Where Art Thou, Romance" is winning. My personal favs. though include, "Tears", "Haunted By You...", "Statue", and "A Vampire's Chronicle"....-sigh- no one reads them though... ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3407578/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3407578/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 15:42:14 PDT ....so answer this time...i dont care if you have read only 2 as long as you have read enough to compare...so reply to this journal and tell me what you think, soldier! Have a nice day. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3390745/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3390745/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 09:52:50 PDT Nothing really much to update...I just thought i should from my other journal cuz y'know...the whole "Wow canada won the hockey world cup" thing died down a long while ago.. I went to the mall yesterday (it was a PED day...so..no school) and i was with jodi, mike and graham...>>' we used the msn at the radio shack again! But i went to the video game store and they arent getting the new DDR until the 23rd...so anyone out there...*winkwinknodnodnudgenudge* b-day coming up soon ya know... just kidding...hmm...but honestly...im not really doing anything today...probably going to get all my homework done since i am going to the mall (again!) with emma and anne tomorrow...bah...stupid science projects... :shake fist: today Graham is going downtown to get my b-day present >>' im so curious about it v.v like brian says though...one day...my curiosity will kill me...but...i say..me finding out will ressurect me! thats it for now though...byebye! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3365059/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3365059/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 19:03:11 PDT well...congrats to canadians, like myself, everywhere! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3356832/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3356832/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 17:45:28 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3348721/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3348721/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 15:58:25 PDT .< ...well...close to nothing anyways...on friday after school i went to Grahams house...found out that tyler lives like...3 houses away from him...O.o you learn something new all the time..not really EVERY day though >>' unless you look up a word inthe dictionnary or something...>>'...i used to do that. hm...anyways...stayed there until 10-ish...and then on saturday i was all blah because of my own womanly functions...but anne came and slept over anyways cuz...well...she misses all her friends here ^^...we misses her too ...graham came over in the night too...i dont know why =\ ....he just sorta popped over from the bus ...um...then today, sunday, ive been procrastinating on my homework and such...like..math...i got history done and over with..but...math ish such a bore!....so...i really really REALLY didnt want to do it...i have to do it sometime tonight though >>' meh...this year is going to be so long...and in otehr news...mrs. chalmers still hasnt picked a script for the school play so we're all officially screwed because we (the crew) dont know the scenes that are going to be put in and therefore...no set design...BAH! BAH I SAY! >.< ...ah...well...such is life...and lastly...15 more days until i am finally 15! gah..im younger than everyone in my grade...sept 28th ^^ ...byeza! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3309216/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3309216/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 15:00:23 PDT Umm...then on Saturday I bussed it up to go to Grahams house (can you tell hes my best friend AND my boyfriend?...yeah... ) it was...fun o.o' on that day i got the greatest hits album from HIM ...god...im like so obsessed with them now...Ville Valo ish shooo sexeh!!!! ^_^...*coughs* ...hmm...yeah...i had fun at grahams house and then sunday rolled along...you church hobo, graham! *coughs* sunday came and during the night i invited graham over 'cause i was home alone >>'...and well...people who know me well know what happened...since..i told them X_x....hehe...fun times...then on labor day...well..labor day sucks, quite frankly. I didnt do anything...didnt even get dressed...just stayed at home..and i would have gone out..but my mother was all blahishness...so yeah..and then today was alright i guess...phys. ed. is actually turning out to be not that bad..i might actually like it this year! *le gasp!*....and i did my french oral and i did well..*le double-gasp* yes i did well! only 6 "uhs" or so lindsay counted thats a good record...lol...the rest of the day...bleh...same old..first day with math homework...its really gonna be a long year...and science we have a lab tomorrow...so that should be interesting...and then tomorrow also its picture day O.o ....well...blah!...i envy the 11th graders who are graduating...they can do w/e the hell they want in this pic cuz it wont be in the yearbook!...it will just be on their student ID...lol...hehe...happy funny faces! ...anyways..now ive just finished my homework and im listening to HIM....so..im going to go now..ciaoies! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3284406/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3284406/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 10:14:24 PDT .<...not that Im complaining...i just sit in class and play tetris on my TI-83 (which im in love with)...so...w/e....Histoire du canada (its in french)....isnt so bad..i mean..i like history...just...the teacher never ever ever smiles!...like...shes monotone-ish...it really sux...french ish ok...the teacher is nice so far...even though we have an oral due already on tuesday...v.v...but thats ok...science is funny actually...we only had our real teacher for the first day (shes a bitch)....and then the next two days we had a sub...which...was....mr.gorgeous! (no his neame isnt "mr.gorgeous"...it just....should...be his name!)....we were doing lab safety and such and one of the rules said "when in an accident yell "Code 1! Code 1!" to get the teachers attention XD...first inside joke of the year like..help wont get the teachers attention o.o'... ...no but seriously...we were yelling out code 1 everywhere after that hmm...actors studio ish same old...school play this year ish "Alice in Wonderland" should prove to be interesting...i mean...i wish we could have done a darker version and called it "Alice in Chains" (good band too ^^) but you cant have everything ....oh..and on another note..i might actually do well in Phys. Ed. this year! lol...im actually participating and changing...wow...i even surprise myself...other that all that...we have been getting homework..and i have been busy...so.. ...but other than all that school stuff...everything has semi-been alright....I dont see Graham as often as I would like though, because school started v.v...but I do see him at lunch and stuff..lucky bastard...graduationg and all...I have also come to the conclusion that 10th grade is going to be a fucking long year!...and i better stop typing before this becomes a novel >> '...ill update later..and TRY to write new poems...ive been kinda blah lately...

P.S.-We all miss you Anne!...We are going to come stalk you in your new school....Actors Studio isnt the same without you... ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3050763/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3050763/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 15:50:34 PDT 1)Windwaker as The Kidmaker
2)Ocarina as The Legend of Zelda:Erotica of Time
3)Masterquest as Masterbate
4)Oracle as Oracle of S&M (newly made today)

So...I thought about this...and well...why not make a comic? It would be fucking hilarious and it would be fun to make..although...i cant draw...so i thought about copying and pasting photos of link in different...*coughs* positions...and well..i might do that..or...i could find someone (that meets my approval) and draw the comics while me and some friends write the dialogue...link ish going to be a staggering alcoholic...and zelda is going to be a pimp that pimps out call girls like the sheikahs..and is a chain smoker...ganon ish her secret lover...it will fall in the run of the game(like the order of things, etc.)..but there will be sexual comments instead..and maybe the mastersword will be a special type of liquor that with one sip u get drunk/high(or maybe it could be a bong o.o')...oh..and if we do links awakening..link can wake up with a male transvestite in his bed and a hangover XD...we'd prolly start with erotica of time...but im not sure yet ^^....Ill keep you updated...i was so excited today for it... ~sighs happily~ well...just had to get that tidbit across...byeee! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3033855/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/3033855/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 10:29:19 PDT ...yeah it sux...so now I am grounded for the rest of the month (unless I can get out of it....which I probably can get a shorter sentence ^_^)...and I cant go online...or go out at all with my friends...so...im being forced into hermitage...although...thats not entirely a bad thing though..shes just enforcing my addiction to the internet, furthering it since I wont be able to see any friends for the last half of my summer...therefore Ill forget about them and lose them...well...probably not..but w/e...well the only reason Im online because my mother was feeling generous I suppose...see! I can work my magic around her...shes sooooo going to shorten the time...I mean, it IS half my summer...I think that it is a little harsh and unfair..its not like i had ever snuck out before..and Ive learned my lesson...I wont do it again...I really couldnt bear that everyone was dissapointed in me..anger i can take...but dissapointment is a whole different thing...anyways...gotta run...so If im on sparatically..now you know ciao! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2949855/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2949855/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 12:58:17 PDT yesterday was fun...cuz mel, jessie, and kevin slept over and they brought DDR Max for PS2 AND the mat! it was great! hehe.... we played for 7 hours straight (from 10:30-5:30am) and then we slept for 6 hours and started up again...we got like all the songs x_X ...i still didnt go on heavy mode though >>' only on Oni...which is harder..therefore i failed yep...it was fun...we were tired...oh and did i mention a few days before that i got my navel re-pierced...yep the "re" needs to be there cuz it got infected the first time cuz of a certain type of metal... anyways it was fun times...actually that was the "mother/daughter" day i had >>' hehe...the piercing guys were cool...flirting wif my mother >> '...discount! discount! anyways...im doing nothing now but playing DDR Max....and i finished the books i got at chapters... i always finish them in one fucking day >.< but thats ok..in chapters...well...they know me there ^_^; i have to get the rest of the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter series..they're cool...well..i guess ill check up som other authors whilst im on the internet...ttys! and..um...more poems later ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2925331/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2925331/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 09:28:28 PDT rollercoasters to death! ^_^; and then i slept over at my friends house...well yeah...it was my moms friends son and daughters really that became my friends >>' so it was me, my brother, kevin, melissa, and jessica all in the basement...they have soooooooo many DVDs!!!...so we stayed up all night watching them...>>' until 5 in the morning ^_^.... :sniffle: which is why i have a newfound love for the movie Resident Evil ^_^ killer zombies kick ass!...hehehe...anyways..and then yesterday...they came over...and Graham came over..i hadnt seen him for 3 whole days before yesterday! >.< well that was great...>>' i didnt realise until then how *coughs* how horny i could get >> '....nympho-ness kicking in i s'pose....umm...and then i found out that next week hes leaving for a week to PEI!!! :angry: :fainting: ah well...what can i do v.v....im making something special for him so shhh >>' dont tell anyone..well...gotta go now...I think im going to spend the whole day with my mother for a change...goo see a movie or some such...ciao! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2897884/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2897884/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 15:08:32 PDT hmm..i guess my mother saw the error of her ways harhar...but seriously..like i said..i knew i didnt do anything wrong and that i was in the right Anyways...now i have to check many, many comments because of the two poems and one picture that i added...^_^ i really appreciate them...they're my first poems in 2 weeks since i just got over my writers block...i guess...>>'...so yeah ^^..hehe..now im just being lazy at home...Graham ish at a concert...the As I Lay Dying one...i didnt go v.v...i might go to warped tour though ^^ my mother agreed...(how could she not with a manipulator like me? ) So yep ^_^ anyways..gotta jet...bbl bai! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2891396/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2891396/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 19:45:40 PDT .<...but whatever...just tonight I have added 2 new poems..go and check them out if you want...I really needed to get my frustrations out so I just HAD to write...it was pretty bad...heh..all day I was spacing out and not talking much..so yeah...I guess writing is my vent for myself ^^...hope you like the new ones .... hopefully I will be back soon...laterz! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2879092/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2879092/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 09:25:33 PDT day it is...and well nothing really special going on or anything..just i havent updated in awhile so....i figured i needed to aww..its cute....>>' anyways nothing significantly new in my life...ive let my deviations pile up again whatever shall i do? meh...in other news...i beat Graham 3 times in a row at the canadian trivia board game yes..3 times in a row! mwahahahahaha!...he can never win...>>'...well at least not at that... :sweatdrop: .....hmm...also...Shannon... ~ph34r is my muse >>' or so she says shes going to be...we have yet to find out shan! so nothing really to say..other than ive gotten addicted to these emoticons as you can see >>' now i shall go trapeize in the shout box because i have nothing better to do obviously...-.-...im getting so bored nowadays...well im seeing the Notebook tonight with friends...maybe that will help a little...i hope so...-.- if i dont cry too much? alrighty...tty all later! ciaoies! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2858808/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2858808/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 19:36:35 PDT Unloved.
Seething.
Uncaring.
Painful.
Heedless.
Moronic.
Idiotic.
Masked.
Disguised.
Vengeful.
Sad. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2841055/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2841055/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 12:10:12 PDT a lot of work..almost..too much really I mean..gahhh!...ppl...stop being creative RIGHT NOW! >.< im only kidding...i uhh...love seeing everyones work :cynical: ^^ hehehe neways...ive just been at home for 2 days straight now with nothing to do...i havent been up to do anythign neways...just been bored...Grahams supposed to come back from his trip today anyways ^^ and then ill be..uhh..happier?...Well my moms been trying for 2 years and shes finally pregnant...o.o'....it doesnt really effect me though cuz when the baby is like..4...ill be 18 and hopefully outta the house!...and on a last note...im sorry i havent been writing...ill prolly write something or other tonight...^^...I want to see the King Arthur movieee!!!...but once again, like when i saw "Troy" my opinion will be biased cuz of marion zimmer bradley again...because i read Mists Of Avalon...so yeah >> '...meh...okies..well thats it..ciaooo! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2831417/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2831417/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 07:39:13 PDT > '...but we said screw it and watched all of InuYasha instead...mmm...InuYasha...I need all the episodes v.v....but unfortunately i think only up to episode 53 is out here, in North America...and they are only up to episode 159 in japan...so..yeah -.-...supposedly there have been rumours that the series is ending in september...or in march 2005....but i dunno...the internet sites ive been to to know exactly how many episodes there are..have either been vague..or contradicting themselves > .<....so yeah...im in InuYasha withdrawl...until further notice ^^...bai! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2810559/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2810559/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 15:57:26 PDT .<...i need a new fucking book..or at least the next book in the series of "The Troy Game" >.<...and and...i wanna see spiderman 2 v.v...bah..ok...well...ill update later...and as for my poems...right now..writers block..need more depressing emotions to write lol...bye! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2798257/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2798257/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 22:04:40 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2794591/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2794591/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 11:08:02 PDT >' Yes, thats right..the pressure washer...soooooo much fun..even though pulling weeds from between those fucking stones in the driveway wasnt...so..umm Graham did that while I planted flowers ^^ lol....so yeah..actually i used the pressure washer today when him and i went...now im at home obviously...my mom has planned this party that starts in...*looks at watch* half an hour...its with all her friends and stuff..and im stuck in the jail...(the basement) and looking after all the little kids...at least Graham will be there too..and maybe Anne if she calls me back..^^...it wont be tooooo bad will it? ....Anyways oh yeah...the guitaring part in my name...well Grahams been teaching me how to play the guitar...and well he says i have a natural talent for it.. @_@...like...I am better than him when he started like 6 yrs ago...^^...its cool...umm well thats about it...so ill catch you all latah!

~Your Favorite Friendly Neighborhood Nympho ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2771819/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2771819/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 13:41:05 PDT .< ....Reason: perhaps I am forcing myself to write...never works that way it seems...ah well...well spiderman 2 came out last night...didnt go and see it..hopefully I will tonight ^^ with anne or someone...hmm...what else?...well I am just being lazy at home right now...nothing really to do...Hmm...well on a side note..i think rollerblades are out to get me...whenever i get on those damned things I always seem to get hurt >.< ...first when I was 11 and the 40 stitches..now yesterday at Grahams house with the skinned knee...Hmm i wonder if there is a rollerblading deity that watches for me when i go on rollerblades >>' or maybe..i just suck ...lol...*shrugs* to each his own..id rather stick to writing, video games and walking...thank you very much! piffle...anyways..thats all ive really got to say...anyone wanna go backpacking across europe with me? lol...oh..and australia too! whee...lets get off of north america...and in other news....liberals won...minority government now...umm..>>' nothing else to report. Good Day!

PS- Now that i recall...i also had very strange dreams last night...and when I looked up some stuff in my dictionary of dreams well...jebus...they all led to sex! XD....like Sex=sex, food=sex, genitals=needs and sexual fufilment/sexual-self, blood=essential being/spirit which flows/womanhood....wtf?...i really need to get laid? -.-...im turning into a guy fuck...lol..ill spare you guys the rest of the details...>>' *shakes fist at Graham* YOU TURNED ME INTO A NYMPHO!!!...Anne I really did turn into Sex beast...>>' ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2756342/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2756342/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 14:46:56 PDT >'...i know i know..bad of me isnt it?...I have a few poems that I havent posted actually...maybe i should...well..sometime in the near future at least ...other than that...my summer has been going fine...I kinda dont like staying at home all the time though...ive been doing stuff..but...bleh...i dunno ^^...anyways..I hope all of you are also having a good summer...more updating later ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2695906/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2695906/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 08:51:53 PDT >'...lol...so yep...and ill be working 3 days a week at one of my step-dads pet stores..so yeah..cleaning dog shit..whoopie...-.-' of course ill be doing more than that u moron!...but i just dont wanna work the cash...cuz...i hate talking to ppl >.< ....anyways...because shan requested it..ill post my exam marks o.o'....so geo:95%...math:85% (gah...i dont want to go into 436! nuuu!) dont know my french marks...english: supposedly high 90s...so...im pretty happy with all that ..oh and anotehr thing...go check out this... [link] its in mah favs also..but i find it quite fun ^^...poor bunny...v.v...anyways..yep...i have to go to get ready for...bowling..now..ill update more later...ciao! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2675225/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2675225/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 14:03:23 PDT >' *has the sudden urge to lick her keyboard*...*coughs* umm...nevermind..anyways...ok..pizza done.....the math exam wasnt as hard as i thought it was going to be and i always say that and then get a lower mark than i expected to get -.-'...but anyways...and i didnt sleep the whole night cuz i was so nervous! piffle!..anyways..not so bad..cant wait for my mark though..i did get a 95% on my geography exam ..^^...i was shooo happy...still am?...yep...so now that school is over...i have no exams..just have to get my report card on the 23rd....whoo >>' nervous-ish...not really though...i dont really want to show up for crew -.-...*shakes fist in anger*...oh well..i guess ill just continue to watch the demented movie...^^ its really ....demented...yeah..demented ^^ i love it...its long..but throughly entertaining! ^^ lookies! [link]
hehe have fun with it ....umm...>>' what else? not much else actually...just went over to graham's after the exam...*nods*....and...yeah...*waves* bai! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2667151/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2667151/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 14:10:35 PDT .<...graham already did his today...and he was wallowing when i phoned him cuz he said he did badly..but i think its impossible cuz he loves math and hes good at it! >.< ...but it is the most important exam of his high school career...colleges look at it and such..~sigh~ i hope he did well..but but!..hes not coming over! pshh...too far and hes wallowing..well fine!...ill just invite someone else over ^^...travis!...yesh..travis...mwahahahah a!...im ebil?Yep anyways..i guess ill continue wallowing today..so that way i wont have to do it after the exam tomorrow ^^..anyways..just a short post as you can see...ill post results and grahams guest poem later ^^ baiii! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2627923/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2627923/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 10:03:17 PDT Goodbye to the tears we've cried...
Im leaving here tonight...
I am leaving here tonight...
Unchanging in emotions...
Unchanging in self...
I wont be back tomorrow...
I will not be back tomorrow...
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I dont know why I wrote that...-.-...."And I'm haunted By the lives that I have loved And actions I have hated I'm haunted By the lives that wove the web Inside my haunted head. " that one is actually a song by poe...~sigh~ goodbye. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2575231/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2575231/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 15:46:24 PDT Depression...
Sadness...
Desolate...
Alone...
Tired...
Afraid...
Crumbling...
Dark...
Rotting...
Careless...
Hate...
Lonely...
Unhappy...
Destitute...
Benign............
Nothing.

What does it matter?
What does any of it matter?...
...Nonsense... ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2559986/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2559986/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 16:59:22 PDT > ' hehe...and you know what?....because of graham i have this newfound obsession with Avenged Sevenfold @_@...yes..loserish..ish...but still!...lol..they are good though..the guys are good looking like davey havoc when he was younger....and the singer has a very sexy voice..and c'mon with lyrics like "Im coming to kill you...wont leave until you die...murder born of vengence..." who could go wrong?!.... yes >>'...whee...dont laugh at the demonicness piffle...neways yep..exams have been boring..i have no clue how im gonna finish my english exam..7 hours spread out to do comprehension questions, an essay and a narrative story...what does the teacher think we are?!...fucking homework robots?!... jeez....and yeah...i did my french oral ^^...and i didnt even stutter..i was sho proud..i made up half of it..heh..>>'..well...yeah...why would i take the week of not doing it to actually do it...why not do it the night before right?...anyways..yes i have poems to add..but im not sure which i should add ...or should i add them all..i have some old ones i didnt add but yeah..well..i dont know we'll see..okies..well..thats enough for now...bai! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2536262/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2536262/ Sat, 29 May 2004 14:06:05 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2498118/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2498118/ Mon, 24 May 2004 13:38:34 PDT )...we played hangman...zelda....the square game...watched an in-bus movie..great indeed..we had a lot of freedom baisically the whole trip...the teachers didnt really care much which was uber cool...we got to sneak out of our rooms at midnight going downstairs for some late night pool swimming..and pool playing (billiards )....it was just an all-round amazing experiance...but know what?...im not even describing the plays! ...lol...well first we saw a matinee of guys and dolls which was so awe-inspiring...first when we got off the bus it was a bit of a let down because of the sea of white and silver heads we saw...it was a matinee of course..but after seeing it..i was so like "wow!"..the choreography..the way the actors kept their accents while they were singing and projecting their voice..it was just great...the set was fabulously done...the dice gobo was great ^^..and yeah...later that night we saw a midsummer nights dream...which was a semi-modern version of it...it was set in a rainforest so like the fairies were kinda tribal-looking and they had acrobatics on the ceiling...supposedly cirque du soliel came in to teach them things..it was good...but not as well done as guys and dolls...they changed a few lines and such..it was still god though..anyways..after that..we went back to hotel room and such (im not adding minor details..takes too long) and then the next day...we go downstairs and have breakfast and then we head to the costume warehouse which was cool..sooo many costumes accumulating since 1953 x.x...so it was definately...wow...we got to try on some stuff at the end..and some of the costumes were surprisingly heavy...and the way they make them..it was very cool...and after that..we didnt go to menanite country so we had like 5 hrs of free time to walk around whereever we chose...i ate some lunch at tim hortons with jodi and mike >>'..yes..ice caps...i lived off of those...or..i could...i swear!...neways...yeah...i went swimming at the hotel pool..met a riverdale guy that lives near me..which made me happy cuz i live near no one v.v....and yeah..then we went to an interview with lucy peacock the actress that played lady macbeth in..well...macbeth ^_~....and that was interesting...she ish a very fun person..and when i saw her on stage later that night..well..a lot of us barely recognised her...she did the role very well..exceedingly well in fact....macbeth was just amazing..cuz it was..macbeth..i loved it...^^...got a shirt even..hehe...and then after that...we did go to our hotel and ppl snuck out and stuff..it was fun...and the day after..we came home...v.v...it was sad cuz the bus ride back felt like it went by so fast...*sniffle...sob...* IM DEFINATELY GOING AGAIN NEXT YEAR!!!!...^_^....and now im stuck doing french homework..bah...well..it was well worth it..i had the best time..and no1 even got arrested this year ^^...anyways...that was my time well spent in stratford the hick town that it is...go see the plays there if u get an opportunity to! ^_^! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2458007/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2458007/ Tue, 18 May 2004 18:39:42 PDT wheee!!!! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2440645/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2440645/ Sun, 16 May 2004 11:48:32 PDT and one of mah bestest friends and "sis" did a drawing for me..and this celebration ^^ lol u can see it here [link]
its very good...even though..as always im getting knocked over by glomps! x.x! so yeah..check it out..and while ur at it..check out her other stuff too..OBEY! OBEYYYYY THE BRITTNI!!! ^^...yup...thank you that is all whee!! ! ^^ ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2422450/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2422450/ Thu, 13 May 2004 16:48:28 PDT >') ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2412922/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2412922/ Wed, 12 May 2004 10:30:57 PDT . ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2381504/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2381504/ Fri, 07 May 2004 19:49:15 PDT > ' my house ish kinda dark...and...scary...>>'....neways...we did the reg. stereotypical things that you would expect -.-' ...and watched the texas chainsaw massacre ^^...which is a pretty good movie..even though the stupid ppl get killed last ..and yeah.....umm thats about it... ^_^' well except for the fact that everyone got back from leadership camp today and i cant wait to hear all the stories that anne/holly/etc. have to tell ^^ later dayz! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2367296/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2367296/ Wed, 05 May 2004 17:42:41 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2354190/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2354190/ Tue, 04 May 2004 18:11:05 PDT >' this is kinda random cuz i really dont know what to type..just i felt like updating some kind of journal..heh. >>'....so neways...graham hung out at my place today...fun coated truffles indeed...very romantic guy...i luffles him heehee....umm yeah.....PEOPLE CAN YOU ANSWER MY FUCKING SURVEY QUESTION!? please.... >> <<''....please with pocky on top?.....umm in case u forgot what it was...it was...

Whats your favorite deviation that I have done?

Answer! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2337967/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2337967/ Sat, 01 May 2004 13:59:07 PDT > '....bah....but this weekend should be good...so far its been absolutely amazing! ^^...i went to grahams house last nite and had..fun...but im not gonna write the whole story here ...and tonight im going to emmas b-day party...and then on sunday im gonna go to annes house in chateaugay...well..however u spell it >.< ..yeah...should be amusing..especially if her brothers are there...i still cant belive that she has 7 brothers...even after knowing her for so long...neways...heres the survey...sorry u had to read all of that nothingness before i posted it...the survey is....

What is your favorite deviation of mine?

I know i know...most of u havent even read all of them...but still...from the ones you HAVE read...whats ur fav?...and im just curious cuz i want to know what to put up for my "featured deviation"....so ppl read it...cuz most ppl tend to not read the ones that arent actually on the main pg and so on and so forth...so yeah...get back to me ^^ ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2262397/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2262397/ Tue, 20 Apr 2004 10:46:20 PDT >'..and too long to type since i have an alotted time here at school...aka:lunch time ^.~....but ill tell the tale sometime later..also ive written more poems and well..i might not add them all...cuz...some of them are just not really that good at all...also...~sigh~ im kinda grounded on the count of i didnt really clean my room when i was supposed to >>...and also..my computer still isnt fixed..>.< ...the guy didnt do it right...grrr>.< and...i havent been able to tlk to ppl that i guess miss me...others...and i will name no names...just dont care ...i dont know...~sighs again~...shan...tj...i miss you both...bah...and to end this little note....-.- v.v >.< i hate people....thank you....that is all. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2209603/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2209603/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 18:19:02 PDT > ''...anne...no dirty thoughts on that one...but if u wanna see the little speakers corner they had there and my lil 30sec rant..go ahead...here [link] holy shit though i just realised that my toronto journal enrty has soooo many spelling errors *le gasp!* thats ok though..u ppl understand right?...i had a time limit! *nodnod*...neways...after the hall of fame (well before that we went to wayne gretsky's restaurant for lunch.....good food...and no im not a totla hockey fan...not like uberly neways...my stepdad and brother are more ...) neways..after the hall of fame we went to the museum...omg..sooo great...it was huge!....and yeah...the egypt exhibit was great...cuz i had headphones on and u just punch in the number of the artifact to hear something about it...so yeah it was cool..and i met this guy there that saw the inverted pentagram on my back (i was wearing my moonspell sweater) and he comes up and starts tlking to me...about satanism really..so i later picked up a copy of the satanic bible...and i found out that satanism isnt really all i thought it was about...neways..its a good read and i recommend it...if only for educational purposes...and next we went to the 360 resaurant at the top ofthe CN tower which was awesome...it makes a full rotation every 72 min so from that high up i got a really great view of all of toronto and yeah.. ^^...then the next day my step dad had to visit pet shops to see competitors and get ideas..and yeah while he did that...my mom and i went shopping ...well..of course there was a whole bunch of inbetween stuff...but im not gonna bore u..and im too tired to type it all...-.-....so now i shall add those poems ive been meaning to add...and yeah ^^...so..later dayz! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2184561/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2184561/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 08:22:21 PDT ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2130515/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2130515/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 14:07:51 PST lol oh well....but i made a new e-mail addy cuz i didnt like my old one nemore...umm what else...?...not like anyone cares about my days...nothing interesting ever happens....maybe ill get like...kidnapped...or something eventful along those lines will happen...bah...boringness is depressing...and look! now im rambling....no1 will actually read this....wait..*looks at u...points a...menacing?...finger at u* hey! stop reading this...NOW!...look..its over....see..?...see?...no more words....
End. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2121566/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2121566/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 09:38:01 PST ...but yeah..thats about it...now ill have to go suffer the wrath of my bio teacher...who has awful awful moodswings for a pregnant lady...>> '....yeah...hopefully she wont be too hard on me for skipping?...er..heh.. ...neways...catcha later...! ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2115066/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2115066/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 10:51:00 PST .<...thank you...that is all. ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2088000/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2088000/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 09:30:02 PST .<....i cant be online during the weekend cuz im not at school...but maybe ill come back online on monday and ill find millions of comments on my work ^^ that would be...nice?...lol...well ok yeah...i do like it when ppl comment..its fun coated truffles indeed...^^...and yeah well i gotta go study for a bio test now...eat lunch too actually....so ill catch up with everyone later...byeza! *scampers off* ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2068439/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2068439/ Tue, 23 Mar 2004 10:26:55 PST <....my cpu is broken at home so i can only add deviations and such at school now...the fucking piece of shit wont even let me on the internet v.v...im so..blah *sniffles* and i cant even see deviations on the school cpu...so its even worse..i cant comment that means...only read poem..not complaining about that..but still...ah well...ill survive...i hope...hopefully my cpu will be fixed sometime this week...it better be...or else ill go thru withdrawl! AHHHH!!! >.< ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2062621/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2062621/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 13:30:21 PST ...so ill be posting them soon...so...umm..yay! ^^... ]]> ~DementedDoll http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2056293/ http://DementedDoll.deviantart.com/journal/2056293/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 14:37:18 PST ...i kinda gotta run...byebye!...DONT FORGET TO COMMENT! ]]> ~DementedDoll