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I'll update you all later. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/6431118/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/6431118/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 11:05:01 PDT
Across the street from my old school

Using their wireless internet on my ibook hahaha

The sucky part to this deal, however, is that you cannot access myspace and other stuff.

Because it's blocked.

Sheeze.

Wish I knew how to get around that its frickin irritating.

I have new blog comments and such and I want to read them.

ASLDKFJLSAKDFJLK!!!!

yep.

Rant over.

]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/6363934/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/6363934/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 20:57:09 PDT
Alright so after falling asleep at 4:30 in the morning, I woke up at about, 11 am. I hate doing that kind of thing because your "tommorow" is cut in half timewise. Frustrating.

Alright so to Juanita's. Because I live there. And home and forgot to mail my guinness book of world records mail, hopefully I'll do that tommorow. I don't want to break the chain. Hahaha.

Then called Shaina and sort of talked. It's weird talking to neighborhood kids because all of my actual friends were at their first day of school at LJCDS today. I feel weird.

Then to band practice with Adolf, Bryan, and John. Kindof weird kindof cool because Adolf brought the monkey distortion pedal. It was pretty sweet. We never get anything done at practice. Hahaha.

Then I skated to Amanda and Serena's house and met up with Shaina at the second barricade on the way. Ate some going down a huge hill but it was fun. I wish you could do tricks on longboard.

Anyway so then just hanging out in their house. They just moved in so everything is all discombobulated. And I skated home after about an hour.

My next door neighbor is kindof my weird friend, and there was kindof this weirdness when I skated by and he skated the other way. I just kinda smiled and he blushed and yeah.

I got the mail. Spin came. I was surprised. My magazines never come on time. This issue was lame. Whatever. Death cab.

Alright.

So then guitar at Moonlight - which was weirdish. I was increasingly late. I hate being late. Did a lot of talking. Justin is like my secret therapist haha I tell him a lot of stuff.

Then since it was 30 instead of 60 today and I had no ride and no skateboard and didn't feel like walking home I sat in front of the La Paloma on the like 75 year old bench and watched cars.

And called Claire, but she wasn't there, so weirdly enough I ended up talking to her mom for like, 5 minutes or so. Claire has the coolest mom ever. She's a hippie. She's great.

Anyway so then later some old guys on motorcycles come by, and they're all like "I grew up in this town, and I'm back here again. It's been 40 years." And I'm like "Ok." And so I talked to them for a while and then when my ride finally came, it was just like in Garden State. They were like, "Good luck." And I was like, "You too. Take it easy."

So then home and by this time its late. So I call Wynne and ask about her first day of school.

It's so weird talking about a life you could have continued but didn't. I kindof miss it.

She talked about how the whole school looks different, and who changed over the summer, and her classes, and how she had juice and it was weird without me, and how she had a cheesebagel (our school has infamously great cheese bagels. you cannot replicate them. i've tried.)

Then we talked about my day, and my weird mood all day. And how she wants to go to boarding school with me.

I just had this weird feeling of like, empty-ish-ness. I miss Country Day. It's hard to think of the school without me. Or without half of my grade that left for that matter. I don't like it much.

Just like how I don't like going to St. Croix anymore. It might be a beautiful island in the carribean but I can't go anymore because my grandmother died and it was her island, her place.

And its blank now.

It's a weird concept.

I miss last year. I think everyone does.

I shouldn't. I usualy don't get sentimental about much.

But still.

It's ok to be not ok every once in a while.

A weird day, and weird thoughts.

That's all really.

Except -

Good luck with the infinite abyss. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5727054/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5727054/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 19:53:35 PDT

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I'm confused / dissapointed / lonely?

My dad is being annoying. He is like 'you are not eating much' I am like 'i ate sooo much today' he is like 'blah blah blah vegetables dont count vegetarianism is stupid'

Ugh.

Anyways.

So I was supposed to hang with Tommisss and Lauren today? But they dissapeared kind of.

Maybe tommorow I guess.

Sad.

I am lonely in leucadia like always.

Claire called. Lovely chica. We chatted for a while -- I'm excited for crew with her.

Herbie with Will earlier. Fun.

Yeah.

So hopefully I'll hear from Tommy + Lauren sometime.

I'm feeling yea-ish.

Hahaha. So descriptive.


-Els

check, check, check out reality... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5713279/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5713279/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 11:13:59 PDT

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Roadtrip = over.
Roadtrip = SSUPPPPERRRRRRRR.


Venice Beach.

I fell in love with Venice Beach.

There was this guitarist. Haha. This sounds so typical. Probably no older than 17? He looked a lot like Brian Waren.

I saw him like, fly, out of this shop. With a box of vegan food. and he just kinda quickly sat down on top of his guitar case and like, inhaled all of it.

It was amazing.

He was wearing this fabulous green cape. And girl pants. it's hard to describe. But it was pretty.

Then he dissapeared.

But I saw him later.

Singing in the grass and playing guitar for whoever was listening.

That is who you want to be friends with.

Hahaha.



Anyway. So Roadtrip was radical. We were such hippies. My madre and me. It was super fatastic. Drove up the coast and stuff and just kinda stopped wherever we wanted.

That is the way to do stuff.

Ha. Tommy called yesterday looking for Vamp. Hahahhaha. I have two cans in my garage. I am saving them for me and Laurens sweet hangouts.

Lords of Dogtown tommorow with Will. This should be good.

I'm excited.

Anyway so I am going to go take a shower.

Yep.


-Gee

check, check, check out reality... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5671648/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5671648/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 22:22:50 PDT

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Wow I forgot how much I love being a subscriber. Ha. Maybe this will make me do a life-subscrip, even though I never go on deviantArt anymore. Whatever.

It's been said
Long time ago
You'll be the first
and last to know.

So today was kinda... random. I accidently slept in till 12. Weird. I woke up to the sound of my cellular. It was so annoying. My sister was calling from somewhere? Haha. I didn't pick it up at first because the area code was 702 and I had no idea what number it was.

Turns out to be the area code for Las Vegas. HAHA.

Anyway, so no, it was just Bria's cell, and they were stranded on the side of the highway because my sis and my Dad got in a row in the car, and she's liek "FINE! I'll WALK!' or something like that, and of course it's my job to figure things all out from the outside view.

So I worked magic and figured out a ride for Anna 'cause she was too lazy to walk all the way across Leucadia, oh gosh, 3 miles? Something.

Anyway.

So after that I went to Juanita's for a burrito. I got super far on the arcade game that I play.

Yeah.

Then I walked to Liz's house and knocked on her door. Twice. But nobody was there. So I peeked in the thing on the top, the little glass pane. I got spider web on the tip of my nose. Haha.

When I got home I checked the mail -- there was a postcard from Liz. She's in massachusetts??? HAHAAHA I wouldn'tve guessed. I've been walking by her house like, every day or so cause I'm lonely in Leucadia.

and nobody's around. These could be like, Green DAy lyrics. HAHA//

So yeah. Then I went to the B&N and picked up a drink and just kinda like, sat in between the bookshelves and was annoying to other people who are all just ike 'excuse moi' and they have to shimmy. I laugh silently into my book.

Ha.

There was the coolest guy at Starbucks. It's so weird, there's a permanent crowd of like, neo-goth kids who hang out outside the Encinitas Plaza starbucks. It's soooo weird. They like, wear fishnets and leather capes and combat boots.

anyway, this guy wans't one of them. But he has super-cool hair. I'm like, "I like your hair. It's pink." He's like, "I like it too. I like your hair. It's red." haha.

So then yeah.

Walked home.

I saw these super cool kids hanging out in the random mulch stuff with a shopping card and cloud-watching. I kinda wanted to join them but I kinda didn't, so I just went home.

Yeah.

Talked to Muto for a while. she's such a cool kid. I don't know why people give her such a psycho-rap. Actually only Tommy does that. And my Dad. haha. I think she's a good chat. and frickin funny.

Sometimes weird, but hey.

Uhhh yeah.

Oh, yeah. I talked to Will on the phone for like, an hour or whatever. I was sooooo happy to hear from him. He broke his finger. HAHA. We're gonna go see Lords of Dogtown on monday. I'm psyched. LIFE. Maybe i'll make some other kids come if they're in town.

Yeah.

This is actually like a journal entry.

Weird.

I swore off journaling here in... November.

Whatever. It's not like anyone actually goes on here anymore except for Hallie sometimes and maybe Olivia? And of course all my web-friends. Kudos to you all.

Anyway.

So yeah.

I'm off like a prom dress. HAHA. lauren is funny.

You know I kid. like a baby goat.


-Gee

check, check, check out reality... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5661559/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5661559/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:54:41 PDT
who bought me a subscription???!!

hahahahhaha you are my lover.

it's been. ... 9 months since I have been a subscriber.

Don't be shy to speak up.

hahaha what a surprise.

that was weird.

and wonderful.

thankyou thankyou thankyou.
x34290384029384jillion.


-Gee

check, check, check out reality... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5506072/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5506072/ Mon, 30 May 2005 20:26:19 PDT
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight. boring, i know.

(3) Single?: yeshuh

(4) Want to be?: who does?

(5) Your birth day?: Feb 26th

(6) Age you act: people say i act 18.

(7) Age you wish you were: whats wrong with me now?

(8) Your height: 5'6. althought dustin's myspace says he's 5'4 and we stand next 2 eachother a lot and i'm shorter than him. so i guess dustin is a liar. HAHA.

(9) The color of your eyes: green with gold and black freckles.

(10) Happy with it?: no i want BLOOD RED EYES. kidding i love them.

(11) The color of your hair: Blonde bu tnot for long.

(12) Happy with it?: sure

(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: ambiant.

(14) Your living arrangement?: my room my house. dormitory next year.

(27) Your family: wat about it

(29) What's your job: daughter, student, guitarist, freakazoid, lover, child, musician, artiste, poet, writer, BLAHBLAHBLAH rennaissance man.

(30) Piercings?: yo soy de uno piece.

(31) Tattoos?: no no no no no no, when i'm dead i'll rest.

(32) Obsessions?: plenty.

(35) Do you speak another language? yes.

(36) Have a favorite quote?: "i've got all the VAAAAAAMP in the WEEERRRLD" - tommy

(37) Do you have a webpage?: used to. does myspace count?

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes. 2nds please.

(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes and no

(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yeah lots of them

(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes. it's a love hate relationship. i can be brutiful or i can be beautiful. you choose.

(42) Do you like your handwriting?: it's pretty spiff i guess

(43) Do you have any bad habits?: uh?

(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i'd tap that

(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: once in an AQUAMARINE moon. not teal. not turqouise. and oh god not 'blue'

(46) What's your biggest fear?: theres quite a few

(47) Can you sing: i can but im shy and i dont, unless its me and my room and my indie tunes.

(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: escuse me? no.

(49) Are you a loner?: proud of myself, and the things that i have done, proud of myself, and the loner i've become. i loan money?

(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah because i am awesome.

(52) Are you a daredevil?: i am a skeptic and a daredevil. like a bipolar labotamy.

(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: oh sure.

(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive-agressive. i'll fight but i avoid them. but if i do fight u i win and i beat u bad. but i hardly ever fight with people i dont like to.

(55) Have you got a ?: a question? no.

(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i wouldn't mind being a little shorter at times. i'd like size 8 feet instead of 9. i sometimes wish i was Davey Havok. you know.

(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love. with a side-dish of beauty and creativity.

(59) How do you vent?: sit quiet and cry silent or listen to music and unwind or write about things or talk about thigns or laugh and make myelf laugh or play guitar until i blister.

(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i am the posterchild for emo strength.

(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: oh sure.

(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: not really i always lose the ppl i love most

(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: not sure.

(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my aura. la la la.

(65) And least?: uh?

(66) Do you think you are good looking?: oh let's be modest.

(67) Are you confident?: not overly bu ti've got a handful

(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: i'm a lot like astrid.

(69) Do people know how you feel?: yes and no


DO YOU...


(72) Do drugs?: heck no! xXx

(73) Read the newspaper?: yes

(74) Pray?: no.

(75) Go to church? i had a dream about church lastnight. i hav enever been once.

(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yep... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5489107/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5489107/ Sat, 28 May 2005 21:43:11 PDT
I've decided to tell you all about my life.

I am Elsa. People call me Salsa. Or Gigi. And occasionly Guinivere.

I am blonde-haired, although I may dye my hair red this weekend. Woop-de-doo.

I have four or five really awesome excellent loves / friends. Wynne. Lisa. Tommy. Laura. Ellie. Maybe six. Dayna. Olivia Lenz (still cares about me.)

I am an artist.

I am a writer.

I am a poet.

I am a scenester.

I am a hippie.

I am an indie-child.

I am a lover.

I am alive.

I am crazy.

I have a very busy schedule. On mondays, wednesdays, and fridays I stay at school until four ocklock because my sister has sport. I see Tommy every day in the senior parking lot after school driving home with his mom in his car. Sometimes he makes faces at me. Sometimes I make faces at him. Sometimes he yells VAMP. Sometimes his brother picks him up. And some of the Dallas Retro kids. And sometimes they play Shakira and sing and laugh and say hi. And sometimes Tommy stays after school with me and talks. Or we play guitar in the lot. MRV. DR. WBX. J. Registration. And titles. And glove compartments that are innacurately named and contain nothing to keep our fingers warm except souveniers of better times. I am a radio and I am PROUD.

On Tuesdays and Sundays, I have guitar. It is my joy. Isaiah is my hero. He wears socks and moccasins. But he is not part of an indian tribe. And it does not match his hair because it is not streaked orange. But none the less, he is my hero.

Thursdays is my day. I reveal no more.

Me and Wynne are like this. X. Diablo. The 2nd. Starving marvins. The house the house the house. Fish food. Waterbeds. I mean, poolcovers. Living off the land. Ukelelards and guitards. Duet. BOBD. Reagan. A Clockwork Orange. VAMP! The project. The plan of attack. Punkin ball. Pho. French cafes. Linkin park / the Chipmunks wit asians. GEORGE!! and the free pizza! Hippie wednesdays. And sometimes tuesdays. Or thursdays. Or fridays. And mondays. The Stones. But not rolling ones. Watering the dog. Badminton. Receipta. Larissa and Katrina Weener. My neighbor and the spandex pants. Carwash. I am a vampire. Knock on wood. Breakfast club. Jeece. The list goes on and on and on.

Lisa and Ellie. are amazing. The films. The slideshow. A & E. Track meets and pee bottles. Feo. Elsh is welsh. Jimmy Neutron. The burglar. And of course, the indians. I heart huckabees NO pagans! Two sounds. Me hitting you and you hitting the floor. Lumberjack. Sandal Nark. The hippie song. You and your juices. I'm a frayed not. x a google. I could not love them more. They are my life.

Dayna is a cutie patootie. She is an e-block homeslice. We are excellent skiers. Andrew the myspace-man. Slideshow. Psychadelic jesus. And a broomballer. Again, there are many many more.

Laura is a crazy ho. Who orders kittens from asia in bottles with tranquilizers on top. And has an announcement. And is a fatty-jogger. And wants to have a houseparty but is shy. And is a b-s-j. And sings OOOPERA!!!!!!!!!! and should be a punkin-baller but isnt cool enough. Friar Lawrence. The baldy hottie. And wishes she could be juuust like me. Yada yada yada. Lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove lovelove. It rhymes with glove now.

I am a loser.

I am a cookie-baking booty-shaking polka dot thrift-store tommy-drawing-painting-multi-media-ing loser.

I will miss it.

I will miss going to Weatherbox and Shining Through shows with Tommy. I will miss Diablo the tadpole at Wynne's house. I will miss art with Tommy and Dayna and Ellie and Colin and Ben K. I will miss english with tommy. And tommy. and oh who else? Laura. Ellie. And tommy.

I will miss friday a block. Tommy always choosing love songs off my ipod. such as bright eyes and wetherbox and dc4c. I will miss drawing eachother during class. I will miss filming and singing vamp songs. I will miss it all.

I will miss lunches on the field with the 'tar and Death Cab and Wynne and Lisa and Tommy.

I will miss capture the flag with the Tank. and Wonton.

I will miss you all.

Write me.
~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5471909/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5471909/ Thu, 26 May 2005 20:13:44 PDT
Especially today. Just about the worst day you can think of. Ever.

from the moment I woke up, it was no good. I dreamt a crappy dream last night about losing things I love -- i don't quite remember what. But it was.. not nice.

I dreamt a dream last night.
So did I.
what was yours?
That dreamers often lie.

So this morning I was like "dad i need to bring my guitar w/ me can we take the station wagon" and hes like "no" so he piles us all in the BMW (no clue why) and i'm liek "do you TRY to make my life hard?" and hes ilke 'actually, yes i do." and im lieK "i hate youa lot." A lecture came after.

Then the day was alright. I was pretty quiet all day. I seem to remember crying this morning but that would have been pretty weird, considering I had no reason.

I only go to school to see Tommy Wynne and Lisa. There is no other reason. Grades = i dont care anymore. I just want to finish everything. I'm just so over.. everything. I just want to be loved, cared for, taken care of. It reallky makes me sick how nobody cares about anyone anymore. I care about you, though.

I was pretty mad because I got an 87 on the spanish test. I just feel like i'm losing control. It's driving me crazy.

Tommy helps me out a lot though. He makes me laugh and he talks to me and we just talk. And he actually like, looks out fo rme to see where I am and what I'm doing and wants to talk to me and makes everything better. Even though he totally doesn't have to care at all but he does. Just nice. It's the same for wynne, although lately i feel like she hasn't been totaly as nice as she used 2 be. Lisa is awesome. She makes my world go round. She's super nice and she's super funny and just yeah. you three.

Olivia gave me my present today. It's super awesome. I'm going to put all my tommy + lisa + wynne + my old life memorobilia in it. I'm going to ask tommy if i can have the purple heart and the letter from his FHAO project. To put in my tin can. and bring with me to boarding school. He said he'd write me letters.


I hate my family a lot. They annoy me so much. My dad is a tyrant and my mom is annoying and wrapped up in her own world. theyre such hippies, too. and my sister is pretty much the same as my mom except preppy and into herself a lot. sometimes i know how muchi'm the only real person who lives in this house. drives me insane.

i need a hug. thank you elliot, for giving me hugs. you save my life. you really do. you know how it is.

During lunch i really enjoy playing guitar with wynne and tommy. and how during art and english tommy sings to me. its so cute. and how we kindof have all these little random understandings. or the way he looks at me all sweet when we're sketching eachother. it's just like. why aren't there more cool people like that out in the world? it really would make thigns better.

boarding school will suck. im not very excited anymore. i used to be, but then i realized there is 0 scene in new hampshire.

i'll miss tommy a lot. and wynne a whole ton. and lisa. and olivia and elliot and hallie and anyone else who loved me and supported me and helped me. you all save me.

half an hour ago i felt like ending it all. not seriously but if i could i want to. id ont want to to go to school, except that i want to see tommy and wynne and lisa. i dont want to go anywhere. nothing good will come out of anything. ever. i want to do something drastic. i want somebody to care for once. anything.

i know this is a huge rant, but i'm still not telling you everything because i know people read this journal, and i know i can't write in here reallly.

I am super annoyed at my parents. they could not be any more less-understanding.

really, i mean it.

i considered running away a half an hour ago. iw ould still but its getting dark, and i'm afraid of the dark.

i wish i was a vampire.

i wish i had vamp. i'm pretty sure my parents canceledmy order. i could not be any more dissapointed. really. i am so angry i could hurt them. and not be sorry.

like seriously.

i wont though because i don't do that. i am not a hurter. i am a healer. but it's too bad that nobody else in this house ever wants to heal.

this is the oxymoronic part. i want to leave and never come back. i will go to boardign scho... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5360486/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5360486/ Sat, 14 May 2005 23:39:12 PDT
It was fun, I had a great time. Saw Sabrina, chatted. Talked 2 liz and wynne on the cellular during stage re-sets. I caught a glimpse of someone I thought was tommy at the concert. I wasn't sure if it was or not.

Nowwwwww i feel retarded.

Mark these words: good job saying hi.

... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5054793/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5054793/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 19:43:56 PDT
None, let them cry in the dark. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5054631/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/5054631/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 19:24:56 PDT Current music :: Peacock Skeletons with Crooked Feathers - the Blood Brothrs
Current taste :: tofu, mm i need to brush my teeth (just ate dinner.)
Current hair :: up kinda messy, cutish at the same time
Current clothes :: ripped up sevens with interpol +green day pin, love more t-shirt, st. paul's hoodie
Current annoyance :: having to go back to school / staying up so i can beat jet-lage
Current smell :: like,the funny apoxy smell from stone-prep in the kitchne floor
Current thing I ought to be doing :: doing my math extra credit hw, finishing putting away my laundry
Current windows open :: my room,... um thats it i think
Current desktop picture: hahahahha tommy when he was dressed up as a mexican child laborer
Current favorite band :: the mars volta, atd-i, and always, afi + guster
Current book :: i really want white oleander or some a-types books
Current cd in stereo: crimes
Current crush :: not sure ne more
Current favorite celeb :: who needs celebrities, any way?
Current hate :: andover vs. st paul's
= DO I=
Smoke? :: no
Do drugs? :: no
Have a dream that keeps coming back? :: ocassionaly
Read the newspaper? :: comics / dear abby (haha im a dork)
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: maybe, im not sure. id be fine if they were.
Believe in miracles? :: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: to god? not me. to someone you love? yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: very
Consider love a mistake? :: no, it can be accidental, but not mistake
Like the taste of alcohol? :: red wine is nice
Have a favorite candy? :: i really like taffy. and vegan choclate is yummy.
Believe in astrology? :: i live by it
Believe in magic? :: not sure
Believe in God? :: no
Have any pets? :: a plant (haha), a guinea pig (Rusty ), a pug, a sheepdog, birds
Go to or plan to go to college? :: i dont wanna but i have to.
Have any piercings? :: i will ove rthe sumer but currently no
Hate yourself :: at times
Have an obsession? :: people i connect with i love. love is an obsession.
Have a secret crush? :: not currently
Do they know yet? :: no
Care about looks? :: si pero no
=LOVE LIFE=
Ever been in love? :: ..no?
Do you believe in love at first sight? :: maybe
Do you believe in "the one?" :: not sure.
Describe your ideal significant other :: i want a lover i dont have to love *hums*
=JUICY STUFF=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: hahhaa no
Have you ever been intoxicated? :: no
Height :: 5.6.5
=LAST THING YOU=
Bought :: world weekly news and cough medicine in new hampshire
Ate :: tofu, vegan pasta, green beans, carrots some other veggies
Drank :: orange/lime juice
Read:: world news weekly
Watched on tv :: will & grace. will looks vaguely like jade, so i like it. hahahah.
=EITHER/ OR=
club or houseparty :: houseparty
drinks or shots :: drinks
cats or dogs :: cats
single or taken ::. single, im no mistress haha
pen or pencil :: pencil, to not err is to be inhuman
gloves or mittens :: mittens
food or candy :: candy IS food.
cassette or cd :: live!
coke or pepsi :: RC cola
this or that :: this
=WHO DO YOU WANT TO=
kill :: ... killers (not hte band)
look like :: if it was anyone... maybe kate bosworth? no no no
be like :: i am myself, and i am proud of it.l
avoid :: mean people. they suck.
=LAST PERSON YOU=
talked to :: mr. michael
hugged :: grandma
instant messaged :: marlen
=WHERE DO YOU=
eat :: at the butcher shop MAHAHA jk. um i like to eat on the stairs lolol i dont usually though.
cry :: in public or in my closet on top of my reject shoe pile underneath the rack where all my favorite t-shirts hang
=HAVE YOU EVER=
Dated one of your best friends? :: kindof
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? :: yea. i cry about it all the time.
Drank alcohol? :: yeah
Done drugs? :: no
Broken the law? :: ya
Run away from home? :: yea
Broken a bone? :: yea
Played Truth Or Dare? :: no duh
Been in a fight? :: defnitely
Come close to dying? :: more than once
=WHAT IS=
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: uhhh the burnt one w/ some rap on it that i never listen 2. rap = death.
Your bedroom like? :: paradise! i love it. covered w/ posters / random stuff / things that make me laugh and things that make me cry and things that make my heart fall into my... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4939376/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4939376/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:37:34 PST
Anyone, this song from the last scene really talked to me. I liked it a lot, and yea. I decided to share.

Props to them from playing Joy Division during the party scene, too. haha. See the directors cut, if you can. It's better.

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Mad World - Tears for Fears (if you're going to, download the Gray Jules cover, though.)

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places - worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere - going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression - no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow - no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday - Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen - sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me - no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me - look right through me

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"Donnie darko... what kind of name is that? Makes you sound like a super-hero or something."

"What makes you think I'm not..?"

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check check, check out reality. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4925915/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4925915/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 15:11:10 PST
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Els
2. Guinivere
3. gorgeous

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. genuinity / like, aura of like, love and caringness and like, tenderness (hard 2 explain)
3. figure

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair. blonde = boring
2. fear of failure
3. my feet. theyre too big. 9 is too big. 8 is cute.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. what i don't understand
2. the idea that maybe ill never fall in love with someone who can go above my standards, and like, challenge me to like, keep up but still love me for who i am. (complicated idea)
3. death - the idea that there is no afterlife.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. eyeliner
2. my ipod. id die w/o it.
3. advil.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. ripped up jeans
2. converse
3. a shopworker-girl shirt. hahaha.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. a.f.i.
2. at the drive-in/ sparta / the mars volta (all the same ppl, 3 diff bands)
3. guster

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. take me to the hospital - the faint
2. dont fear the reaper - blue oyster cult
3. pink tarantulas - the blood brothers
andddd aaah 4.) the movement of a hand / lover i dont have to love - bright eyes

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get my band back on its feet w/ some of my hot boy boarding school friends who actually give about what theyre doing in a band, and maybe fall madly in love w/ one on the way to rockstar-ism and happiness. and play some gigs.
2. lift weights / tone my arms a bit more so i can totally rock the shotput
3. figure out garage band and start recording. make an ep..

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. the whole aura thing, like, you can really tell a guy who cares if hes like, vegetarian or vegan or something. someone who cares about the arts (guitar, music, poetry, photog, u get the pic)
2. deep understanding, like, genuine care.
3. spontinuity, randomness, humor in random things, but able to be serious when its needed.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i consider fish animals, and i do not eat them, or most other animal products (strict vegetarianism, leaning on veganism)
2. my dad died when I was seven
3. i am a bit relieved to leave our school for boarding school, and am annoyed at people at our school for being so uncaring and un-deep and all other listed things

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. bright eyes (lol pun)
2. a bit of a glow to them, hard 2 explain. they just, glow. like, a bit offbeat, but those are the best kind of people.
3. hahaha i like scenesters.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. forgive someone who has hurt me deeply and actually totally forgive them and forget. i never forget.
2. eat/consume something(someone!) that is a living being and was killed for pleasure. its wrong.
3. compete. i hate to compete, but i am forced to.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. skate with my neighbors
2. listen to music / play guitar / write music / draw
3. hang out with my friends
4.! laugh and live.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. dye my hair a diff color
2. have a coughdrop. my throat hurts like an uncle.
3. go to paris and dance in the subways to the violinists music with a mysterious french hottie.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. ditching college to be a musician. over the summers my band will tour and hopefully we'll be big enough to grow by the time college rolls around.
2. be a psychologist for people with social issues or disorders, or other mental issues / depression.
3. be a professional graffiti artist.
4. lawyer like my mom and inherit her firm and earn millions and waste my life and always wonder about what could have been.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. venice
2. aruba
3. paris
4. brasil

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Skylar
2. Milo
3. Talulah

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. visit all seven continents, and know people
2. produce a succesful album
3. be truely in love with someone who truely loves me, and be unstoppable together

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY (sorry guys, it was part of the quiz):
... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4305806/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/4305806/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 19:58:48 PST by A Fire Inside (written by D. Havok)

Once there was boy who had vibrant glow,
but as it goes,
someone took it from him.

One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan...
,he said "Will you wrap your arms around me as I'm falling?"

Remember when (remember when?) remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never again(never again)
... But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know
that they were filled with regret
as their own dissipated.
He said, "I now feel more desperately alone, even though they wrapped their arms around me as I'd fallen."

Remember when (remember when?) remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never again(never again)
... But since then we've lost our glow.

Remember when (remember when?) remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never again(never again)
... But since then we've lost our glow.


They said it hurt their eyes,
but he would never know that they were claiming
regret as their own...
their own dissipated.

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No, I will not be journalling.

I just put this up one, because its a good song to actually read because you can't understand any of it besides the 'beautiful' part and the 'will you wrap your arms around me.'

but anyway.

I was writing because woohoo i'm here 2 love you all and wrap my arms aroundya when ur fallin and stuff.

so yeah i guess thats its.


-Guinivere ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3789186/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3789186/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 20:44:22 PST Won't agree,
'Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don't feel so insecure,
Anymore...


Everybody's got their problems (problems).
Everybody says the some thing to you.
It's just a matter of how you solve them (solve them)
But what else are we s'posed to do...

Part of me,
Won't agree,
'Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don't feel so insecure.

Part of me,
Won't agree,
'Cause I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don't feel so insecure,
Anymore...

Why do things that matter the most,
Never end up the way we chose?
Now that I've found a way to pay,
I don't think I knew what I had.
[repeat]
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I've had a good time with this blog but yeah. Ima stop writing in it.

I love you all.

-DC ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3772436/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3772436/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 22:58:21 PST
Listening to: Unholy Confessions - A7X
Wearing: Pisces thingy and plaid pj's (haah and sunglasses in the dark LOLOLOL liz)


Yea im sorry i was dead for like urrr 2 months or whatever. I got like grounded for mouthing off to my parenmts and being a brat. i wasn't a very happy camper. but now im a good girl so yehuh! go me.

my typing is messed up cuz i destroyed the fingers on my right hand. first from getting a huge blister/callous thing on my thumb from picking too much on guitar, and then i slammed it and my index finger in the cardoor. yeh. hahah.

ok so today was really kickass.

i slept in till like 12, called liz, ate cold pie (hahahah) with milk and watched steven and connor skate around the neighborhood and grind. hahah theyre sucha hoot. i my neighbors.

anyway.

then i did my hw and junk. it was harrd. gaah. yes. gosh i need 2 study for the SSAT. its on saturday. and like my fu8t8ure depends on it. blergh. im like the laziest girl on the face of the earth.

so anyway. danced around my room and played guitar even thoui can't play witrh my stpid hand, and sang on the top of my lungs to a7x and afi and sug.

that was fun.l

then sharpied my nails, got spiffed for the beach, and weent to liz's.

we got coffee and some tabloids at the 7-11 encinitas. hahaha. and then i saw jet-puffeed marshmellows and i was like we SO need those. so i bought them and we went down to moonlight. and played v-ball. like we do every weekend. haaha.

oooh it was so weriddd. gosh. they made the sandpiles again. poo. i miss the summer. the north tower was gone too. and d-street tower.

hopefully theres still stonesteps! thats like.. MY beach.

anyhoo.

so we hung out and read our tabloids and like dissed sarah jessica parker and how s.m. gellar got liz's bag and how we need to go visit mizz nancy cuz we haven't in like 2 weeks... and were like mmm jimmy fallon. and then im like mmm TIMMY haha. hahahahha. the 'i heart brian' underwear hahahahahhah

then to d-street and yay. hahah the stairs.

we had to walk back in the dark. it was creepylicious.

then sugarcult and juanitas and hanbguing out in liz's room and spiffing for c/g's.

haha. when i win an oscar....

so then. anywya.

we went to the party. it was so much fun. i really got my groove on towards the end (LOL)

haahahah it was so hot in the room that the windows were all steamed. we wrote all over them.

hahah. me and liv were like dancing to rap and like 'there are no flowers... no not this time'

haha. i afi

so then after a lot of dancing ((cody asked me twice but i only did once... yea i dunno i dont wanna give any false impressions) god ima mean person. )) it was ove rand we all went outside and it was freezing so me and liz hopped on the bench and danced. HAHA that was so much fun. and liekj yelled at all the people g'bye and stuff.

then liv was like singing at me as she walked away.

and we wer like the hug mafia. that was so crazy.

lol.

so now i have 2 do my stinkin posters and my XC for math cuz ima need that credit... bleahg. and i need 2 do science and history hw.

poo.

ima go dance to a7x and take a shower.

c u in the downpour

-DC


**i havea lot of uber cute photos i need 2 upload from the past liek whatever of my life. hahah. theyre great.**


hagh. the mortuary. hahahah. crucified phish. ur sucha goof liz. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3593046/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3593046/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 23:28:59 PDT Mood: totally bushed
Listening to: Death of Seasons - AFI
Need to call: O i really need 2 talk 2 mike.. and uuurg i forget. the world.

Omg im so sorry u guys. ive been TOTALLY dead lately, and ima be dead 2morrow 2.

Woooooooooooooooahhhhhh ok i skipped 2 days of journaling cuz ive been dead.

I mean DEAD.

Umm wednesday. I forget. I'm so sorry. I hate not writing. Basically umm XC was blehh cuz coach Tibo is like RAWR and stuff, did apartment run, Liv like killed her knee and I went to the nurse...

OH and I got a new companero. COLIN YUNG AAAAGH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hes like ick of our century. but i sit diagonal of Alex and next 2 giselle and in front of Eddo, so i'm O.K. but Kelsey C sits in front of me and shes nice.

but anyway.

uurrr....?

O so like amanda is filmign stuff. its cool. im excited 2 see r movie.

were savin milk cartons. haha. its gonna b great.

So in the car on the way 2 school my dad is all yellin @ me cuz i dont hve a ride home cuz i was like 'mom cna u pick me up on weds' and shes like 'sure' and im all positive she forgot, and yea.

So im at school and stuff.

and im gettin distressed so I crawl over 2 the orchestra room and sulk around the corner and stare at olivias backpack for an uber long time and finally steal her cellular and call home and yea.

and my mom like totally forgot. so i call home, and apparently she came @ like 4, but I was up on the field cheerin on Alex in his football game and stuff, so she didn't see me round.

So she's all pissed, and im liek 'hey its not my fault!' and shes like roaring.

so i go home wit liz after dorkestra. liz is in it. so yea. and then like we get home and my mom is all mad at me, and im like ITS nOT MY FAULT and then yea. majorness explosion. so i get all mad and im like 'u hate me! ur shippin me off, everythings my fault, im the maturest in our family. u all suck. i hat eu all' and so I go in my room and like sob and finally fall asleep.

So I wake up at 3 in the morning and im like JESUS!!! WHAT THE HELL! and so i chug like hafl a galon of tap water, put on some pj's, and fall asleep 2 afi.

i had a VERY disturbing dream. it haunts me 2 this second. *shiver* i had to murder some people. it was soooooo gross. eewww my god.

eeew.

it was this huge scheme thing, and liek forget. but i had 2 runa way wit my mum and soebody else, and i was suposed 2 meet her at like the train station? or something @ 1:18 am, but I slept thru it, and then like they (like majillions of ppl) were comin 2 kill me in my house, and I had to slice like a TON of them up, and one of them stabbed me in the neck, and it REALLY REALLY hurt.

ive never felt that muc pain in a dream.

and then like i had to slice up t his girl.. eew it was so gross. omg. it was SICK. i had to slice her like 3 times in the stomach, and it all poured out all over me and i was like sobbing and im like im so sorry im so sorry i had to.

and then like i hid under a play strutcure. liv and jenn were there. i sobbed in their arms and i told em how i was like gonna die.

and... tommy was there? that was weird. tommy is so awesome.

and then.

yea.

i can't forgive myself for killing them. i killed SOOOOOO many people. i had to.

its not my fa ult.

i dont kno how i like.. wow. i'll go do a dream dictionary thing ont hat later. i couldn't tink about anything else but the girl in my garage i had to slice open for like the ret of hte day. im so sorry.

sorry guys i jsut flipped u all otu.

so today.

uuur i kinda forget.

i realy ned 2 sleep.

so i got an 84 on my math quiz. that SUCKS.

im missing math tommorow. y00t.

so uhhh.. errr? i can't remember. aggit.

hahaha in english tommy dropped his pencil and paper and hes so short he could'nt reach it and i got it for him cuz im like tall and stuff and hes liek hahaahah

it was funny.

alex d = mmmmmmmmmm

ok so i had 2 leave @ 2 to go to my boarding school interview in LA, so I had to miss xc. woop-de-fuckin-doo.

errr.

so uuh yea. i did the laps wit XC anyway cuz im a dork. hhaaha. they lov eme.

i played goalie. hahahahahha. im so good. HAHAHA.

so t... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3574738/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3574738/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 16:16:37 PDT Mood: dead x_x
Listening to: Bleed black - AFI
Need 2 talk 2: Uhhhhh the pie man

I know what died that night.
It can never be brought back to life once again,I know.
I know what died that night.
It can never be brought back to life once again,I know.

I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know...

I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know...

*awesome guitaryness*

AGGGH I love that i love that I love that.

Today was OK.... Urrm.

Before school. HAHA. Amanda was filming stuff. I wanna see the movieeeeeeeee!

Its funny.

Oom lets seeeee...?

FABCDE

F Block - - Spanish - Still had the same companeros today!! hehe. mm.

kinda slow. alex was like asleep so i had 2 prod him 2 do the questions. lolol. i was all 'que acaba de hacer' and hes like 'dormirrrrrrr' and im like 'no' and hes like 'dormir?' and im like 'no.' and hes like 'dormir' and im lik 'sure.' that was weird.

i forgot. o yea. did we get our tests back? yes we did. i got a 94. yeahoo. thats pretty good. the stuff i got wrong was totally dumb.

A Block - English - Ms. Mt. Essex was gone? Weird. ms. lon (teh boring old nice librarian) subbed and we watched the boring TKAM movie. I buried in my jacket and slept. Velour is comfy.

Milkbreak - milk. camera. HAHA. fun combo. HAHAHAHEEEEEEW i was like PUT IT UP SO WE CAN SEE IN THE GLOBE and EEEEEWWWW its sooooooo groos HAAHAHAH thers like a muffin in there from like 2 years ago hahahahah. EeW.

B Block - - Math - Quiz prep. Im gettin this stuff!! ima need 2 practice more thou. Blergh.

AHAHAHAHA Henry C is smart in math. hes like 'is the answer to 5 a million?' and im like 'hahahaha no.' and then later ms. madigan was like 'the answer to 5 is a million' and henry cl ike snorts and is all like HA! and ahha it was funny. i lov ehenry's hair mmmm it rox.

C Block - History - Ummm lots and lotsa current events. I saw jenny's AFI patch and im like MMM. i luv u jennypoo!

so anyway we did boring stuff on boring ppl. i need 2 finish it. we have a quiz on friday on the barbarians. bleargh.

D Block - - Geo - Ummm pretty boring. Mainly just talked. Got back our freakin hard quizzes. i got a 93!!!!!! O BEBE haha.

tower of bebe. hahahhahahah.

Then jsut talke dand boring stuff.

HAAHAHAHAHHA i forget who but it was realy really funny durin geo. he was beein all annoying 2 ms shizzle and stuff and then shes like sayin stuff about how So Cal is supposd 2 have a 6.0 or higher earthquake in the next 20 years, and hes all SWEEEEEET and thahahahaha everyone laughed.


Lunch-o - Ummm went to the SS wit Jake Claire and Trish. Had food really quick and then buzzed to an MSAC meetin.

Went to the moocooler wit Liv b4 art started. she took a cute picture of me drinking milk hahhah.a.. im excited 2 see these developed.

E Block - Arte! - Will was beein a brat. BRAAAAAT. hahaha. worked on my ugly painting. BLEERgH. i hate paint.

haha. thumbs up 2 art class. snapped some random photos on liv's camera. hahah.a theyre funy.

XC - OMGGG COACH TIBO IS LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH coach Valentine is in Catalina wit the sevvies, so were wit Coach Tibo and aaaaaaah he's so harsh.

Ok so first we did 4 laps around the football field (whcih is a lot) and then like millionbillionzillions of active stretches, then like zillions of repeat 80m sprints, and of course ur pressured by the football teem 2 do good and stuff, and then we did ike BILLIONS of pushups / situps / board stretches or whateve thats called an iccck. not fun. i was like totally tired after.

Then study hall. Laughed around wit Molly about comparisons. My potatoe is smarter than yours. BLaAAAA ARNIE!

Umm yea then senior parking lot / napped ont he grass till dad came. then jamba juice then home.

YEAHOO

now i have 2 do all my homework -> guitar -> rustle up some grub -> study -> mayb ecall some pl up -> shower n stuff

LUV LUV a LUV! (like the blood brothers song!)
-DC
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Chekc chekc check out reality...
--------... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3565383/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3565383/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 13:05:30 PDT Mood: tired. hahaha.
Listening to: Hands Down - Dashboard Confessionals
Need to call: NOBODY WOOHOO

I have a lot of homework to do. blargh.

*is now listenin 2 AFI* mmmm back 2 my good music.

OK anyway.

Hallie's was really fun. Me and liz got there like 15 min early so we flopped around in hallie's room and did stuff.

Then after everyone showed up (the posse + ben s) we went down to the beach & tennis club.

at first me carly and liz went in the ocean even thou it was like FREEZIN and we were only wearin bikinis and stuff, but o well.

Finally after like 10 min we bailed out and went in the pool.

Haha 'pools are for squares' yeaaaaa huh.

So then I got out and flopped on the lounges with hallie and jenn and that was funny.

Then the sun was like settin so we all took showers and then had bbq on the beach and haha that was fun.

LOL will is so funny. i forget what he said but it was funny.

Then we went runnin around liek crazy ppl in the sand, and me and Jake were over by the marine room wit Carly and he broke some glass on accident .. hahahaha it was so funny we were like hooting and wheezing and rolling around. hahaah.

then back 2 hallie's.

car ride was reallyf un. ahahah.

then presents!! yaay haha people were amazed over the squishy octopus. hallie got some awesome stuff.

then cake and movies and blah blah yea.

we saw like.. o i forge.t o yea. haha.a saved!!! thats such a funny movie hahaha. i wanted 2 see that in theaters but i never got a chance.

I AM FULL OF CHRIST LOVE!

haha

anyway.

then starsky and hutch (bleeh i seen that movie so many times) and a lot of ppl fell asleep durin that, but I went into hallies rom and found Carly and Jenn so me and Jenn flopped on the bed and listened 2 hallie's mini ipod and yea.

hahaha later i put on the beehive wig.i looked pretty good in that hahahaa.

Liv Tricia and... who was the other person?/ AAAGh maybe it was jsut liv me jenn and carly...? no mayb eit was hallie. yea i think it was hallie 2. we all squished on her bed and talked and just like had licorice hahaha.

the blooood chip muahaha.

then we crawled into the other room and me and jenn talked and liv fell asleep and yea.

MORNING *makes rooster noises*

had pancakes (hehe) and watched Sixteen Candle.s that was SUUUCH a random movie. (Liz: the pancakes were GOOD!)

like at 11:30 liz's mom came and got me and Liz and we like.. yea. drove home. it took FOREVER. i dunno y.

o well.

HAHA im back.

i have a lot of homework 2 do. haha hallie's party was fun.

my sis is up shopping in orange county. no fair. HAHA our posse is like orange county.

see you in the downpour

i'm out.
Luv y'all.
-DC
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check check check out reality....
-------------- ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3557882/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3557882/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 14:21:39 PDT Mood: yeahoo
Listenin 2: Days of the Phoenix - AFI
Need 2 tak to: LIZZZZZZ PICK UP UR PHONE
Probably should: paint my right hand / find a sleepin bag

yesterday was fun. yes thats what im writing about.

I forget how i woke up. probably lazily haha.

Well after a while I called up liz and we met at Moonlight and chucked around a voleyball and stuff and went in the freezing water in our bikinis even thou its FREEZING and yeah.

then went to 7-11 and got tabloid and went to the Detour Store and i got some stuff. haha its a secret.

its so cute i want to squish it.

then back 2 7-11 for some coffee cuz we were freeeeezin. And so we sat on teh curb and read the tabloid and drank coffee and her dad came and got us.

then we went back 2 liz's and we tried 2 clean her room again.

HAHA i found a thing of teeth. it was scary. somewhere my mom has all my scary baby teeth. haha. that was scary.

I want the Art of Drowning. im dyin without it.

ug lizzy call call call.

so then home.

then out to dinner wit my crazy fam from Texas.. eeeeeee scary scary.

Well first of all Barbara and Charles (my aunt and uncle) arelike th emost boringest ppl you'll ever meet.

and my two cousins (sean and claire) are in 4th and 1st grade, and theyre like total annoying spazzes.

weeeeeeird phonecall just now. weird weird weird. its like.. id unno weird. i was like 'hello?' but nobody answered but there were freaky like smushing noises in the background.

now im weirded out.



anwyay.

so yea umm dinner was interestin.

where are my parentallllllllllls??? yea probably yakkin wit the lamberts or something and drinking wine hahaha.

they need2 come home soon. im flipped out now.

my weird neighbor rang the doorbel but i didn't answer it.

i dont like answering the door when im home alone.

huh.

weird.

i'll c u 2morrow.
-DC
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liz call me if u read this ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3546093/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3546093/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:59:35 PDT Mood: wooooooo
Need t cal: uhhhh liz probably 2 go tanning and junk 2morrow haha

OK so i woke up 2 my mom yellin my name do the stairs. SHES LIKE GET UP LIZ IS ON THE PHONE

and im like tell her im dead. and my mom is like NO UR TALKIN 2 LIZ and im liek 'yea ok i lub liz' so i got my mom 2 bring me a fone. haahh.

So I yakked on the phone with liz and had pepsi for breakfast hahaha.

Then I caught a ride over 2 Leucadia and went to the Pannikin wit liz and we had like fooooood and tea and mmmmmmmm it was good. I the pannikin.

Then we went to the M Collection, but it was closed so we went into Embelishments and looked at the AWESOME polka dot ribbons and awesome wall plates and random awesome stuff. We also stuck our nose in that cool salon. haha.

Then to Lou's, but didn't get anything.

Then we went downtown. Yaaay. Looked at all the awesome houses on La Veta and Third Street.

Oxidation is gren. Hahah.

That was an awesmoe ugly boat.

That guy looked like Adrian Brody.

So anyway we stopped @ 7 Eleven and got tabloids and then we went to Queen Eileen's and I got an awesome card for hallie and some stuff but haha we lost it in liz's room so i'll have to find some more stuff.

Then Barbarella's and the Detour Store and stuff. I love the detour store.

So then we went to Flashback's. I love flashbacks. it's so awesome. I got some awesome etnies (theyre so pretty) an awesome black and red checkered sweater thing (its so awesome) and somethin else.

Liz was just droolin over my sweater and shoes

There was an awesome shirt but i didn't have enough money on me. next time next time.

Then we went to the M Collection again. It was open. WE chatted wit Mzz Nancy. She gave us this awesome Royal Elastics stuff cuz we're like her most frequent customers (hahah)

We sorted the junk in the bucket again.

Liz got some junk.

I'm so excited 2 work there!!!!!!!!!! She's gonna send us up t the big M on State Street to learn how to fold and stuff all pretty. I'm so excited.

So then we went to Lou's and I got some records and junk. Hahaha i'm a record freak. Mmm records.

Then back 2 liz's pad.

Sat around and read the tabloid on her floor and drank NON CANCEROUS soda. haha.

Then I was like agggh i wanna sew I WANNA SEW I WANNA SEW so we dug out some ugly old sweat pants and I chopped em up and sewed em and made em even uglier than before.

That's hard to do.

Then I stitched up her AF pants where they had like died on Thursday.

take it outta your soul
SING ABOUT IT
on till there's nothin more
nothin more

Then her mum came home and were liek LOOK AT THE PRETTY SKIRT
hahaha

and so then we flopped around for awhile, and im liek LETS GO TO THE BEACH

so we grabbed a volleyball and headed 2 stonesteps.

The weather was all great and icky by then so I just rolled up my pants.

I'm actually pretty good at volleyball not 2 brag.

Its fun.

There was this guy and girl down the beach sittin in the sand, and the guy had on a big sweater and he was playing guitar 2 her and im like awwww. thats so sweet. i love guys like that. beach loving guitar playing emo people are the best.

So finally we got bored of that (well i got like totally sanded and stuff hahahahhaahah) and we headed down to Moonlight.

Got there. Got bored. Went up the swings.

LOLOLOL there was this REALLY annoying little kid on a scooter, and hes liek WANNAPLAYTAGWANNAPLAYTAG and im like 'umm no' and hes like WANAPLA"YTAGWANNAPLAYTAG and im like 'thanks/.. but no' and so he bugs us and finally he steals our volleybal!!! IM LIKE AAAAAAAAAGH

so for a while we chase the kid around tryin 2 get back the voleyball and finally he bites me and i pull it outta his sweater and he pretends to cry and im liek 'im not fallin for ur fake' and liz was like 'he hit my knee "

and then im liek 'whattif hes a beach bum?? aww poor orphan kid' and then he rns away and hs liek U GUYS R MONSTERS

and were like UR A RUDE LITTLE KID

He... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3538804/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3538804/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:05:35 PDT

It was a TOTAL accident.

So I was holding Rusty, and I was putting her back, and she jumped out of my arms and hit part of herself on the cage and fell on my floor, and I like screamed and i was like RUSTYYYYYY

and so I grab her immediately off the floor and cuddle her and soothe her and im like OMG OMG IM SOOOOOOO SORRY and im holding her and then finally after like 20 min of cuddling her I put her back in her cage and I'm walking downstairs to go get her some goodies, and I see all this blood on me, and I totally flip out, and I"m lik aAAAAAAAAAAH RUSTYY

and so I run back 2 get her, and she bleeds all over me and she has a cut foot / like a nail popped off or something so I'm like almost cryin over my poor baby and I finally afer like an hour of cuddling her and saying I'm sorry and cleaning out her foot bandage it up, and cuddle her more and

ohhh im so sorry rusty.

I love you so much. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3537101/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3537101/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 18:41:36 PDT Mood: yea normalish
Listenin To: The Great Dissapointment - AFI
Need to call: Liz :cellular:

OMFG my teeth HURT> AAGGGH damn u orthodontist.

All the cracks they lead back to me
and all the cracks
they crawl back to me
and allt he cracks they lead
right to me..
an all the cracks
will crawl right through me....
and they fell apart.

Today was pretty norml.

B4 school I saw Aiden wit flowers, and im like HEY I bet those are for wyyyyyyneeee! and hes like 'nooo theyre for ms. poliner!! it her bday ' and im liek hahaha but u wanna give em 2 wynne and u kno it.

hes liek s'hut up' and he swats me with this schedule hahahaaa.

Then classes. Flying ducks eat berries @ christmas.

FDEBAC

F Block - - Spanish - Ummm we got our test back. I got like 7 pts off, but i had 3 extra credit so I dunno dunno!

Did junk in companeros. it was boringish.

So anyway we had to guess stuff about them, and like usual he knows me way 2 well and I kno him 2, so we get everythin right, and then like we volunteer in front of the class 2 do our thing, and then we get stuff all right again, and ms. brady was like 'son novios?' (are u goin out) hahahahah and were like 'no(giggle)'

hahahah.

D Block- - Quiz. Boring. Handed in stupid essay.

Milkbreak - O i forget. No nvm. Got a biscuit wit liz and di dsomethin crazy.

E Block - Art - Mmm I wore the awesome aprin. hhah. i love aprons. Worked on my paintin some more. Twas fun.

B Block - - Math - BOOOORING ug yes. Definitely. Worked on our HW and such. Then puzzles and random brain-hurting math stuff.

A Block - English - Missed most of english for MSAC wit Armand. HAHA that was so fun. FREE POPSICLESSSSSS

but anyway. So I handed in my book review thingy and my sketch and scrammed.

I dont get 2 see liv till sunday. WAAH

Pre-lunc (romain around during A block / lunch) / lunch - Ran around the campus wit Armand. Saw his MOM> hahaha that was so random.

WEnt and got tricia out of music after a while.

Looked into ms. taylors class and waved @ ppl but i dunno if they saw us. i was tryin 2 figure out if supreeta was in calss.

then @ lunch we handed out free popsicles and i scramme dand had some pasta and got a cookie and ran away 2 the moo cooler wit liz and we talked.

then we went into mr. erickson's room (my 6th grade english teacher) and said lo and looked @ the pic of us @ joshua tree. HAAHHAHA its so hilarious me and megan are wearing like bandanas. and alex's hair is all short. hahahaah. i can't remember ever being like that. hahah its great.

w elook so small.

C Block - History - Just went over stuff really. Self assesment. ick. i hate grading myself.

XC - I had 2 leave early for ortho, so i sat on the sidlines (we played soccer 2day. i dunno why.) and i yelled stuf @ the team as they ran around and did stuff and they all said stuff 2 me as they ran by. ahha.

then as i was leavin they were all like AAAAAAH OMG ELSA I LOOVE YOU DONT GET SMUSHED CROSSIN THE ROAD BYE BYE LOVE U BYEEEEE

and im leka www

i love it when ppl yell stuff @ me when im liek 300 feet away hahaha.

Then home.

then ortho.

then wahoo's.

AGHHHHHHH wahoo's stopped carrying Automatic. i better subscribe or something. im sad without my automatic.

Im sick of wiritng.

I'm out.

-DC
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me and liz need 2 plan stuff. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3530847/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3530847/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 22:20:31 PDT Mood: AAAAH HOMEWORK ATTACK
Listening to: The Leaving Song (part 1) - AFI
Need to call: Liz, but its too late. (its toooo late, to save meeee YOURE TOO LATE yOUR EOO LATe ok i'll shutup)
Wearin: graffiti atticus shirt and pink pj's

Today was a stupid day.

My dad was all pissed at me for somthing or anothr this morning.

Yay our kitcen is so pretty. Im exicted for them 2 1.) plaster the cileing, 2, put the granite counter back on, 3.) floor it hahaha

but ist pretyt!

i looove our new fridge. its the same as our old one (massive sub zero thing) but huger. and prettier. its like megans fridge exactly if u kno her fridge. haha

MEGAN WHERES UR HALLOWEEN CANDY?
in the freezer.
say WHAT?!

mm haha.

ima have 2 get lke 3 times as much candy ths year to make up for meg's absence so she can eat all my candy 2 when she comes back haha.

So school.

Umm i took attendance this morning cuz I felt like it.

Community service project. Made cards for the peoples in florida whose lives are being lke destroyed by hurricanes. Mine was realky pretty. Not to brag. But ms. brady was like 'ooh' and shse shows it off 2 the class.

The stupid shakespear play thing-
if the shoe fits.

NOBODY i mean NOBODY was on my bus. I flopped next 2 hannah and didn't say much and basically slept on the ride there.

The play was uber-ness boring. I was like fallin asleep the whole time. Tommy said some funny stuff. haha. I sat in between tommy and liz.

the play was sooo weird. it was lke. WEIRD.

'we ah the players'

weird weird.

then back 2 schoolage

durng or like mini breka thing in between bus / geo movie, me and liz ran over 2 the snackshack and bought some biscuits. haha. we're like biscuit addicts. hahah.

Then we wtched a dumb geo movie. Sat wit Wynne and Liz. It was boring. BOOORING.

Lunch - MSAC meeting. met a new lady thing form the booster club. i forget her name. i did all the talking like usual.

im fighting 2 get back our mascot. they wanna make a new one. liek the 'big blue man' or somethgin. im like NOOO BRING BACK 2 FIGHTIN BROCOLLI

everyone gets this like misty look in their eyes and im like u kno u loved it

more geo movie - boring. sat wit liv and liz right in fornt of Ben K and Alex D. hahaha. alex said some really funny tsuff. i forget thouj. :shrug;

I got out like 30 m in early on accident. i only meant 2 get out 5 min early, but o well.

I changed into my XC stuff and then i wandered around the campus and said lo to mr. murph and had a cookie and some milk and did my hair in the girls room and that was about it.

Then it alked 2 coach for a few min.

THEN hahaha our funny pix for the quest. hahah.

hahahahahaah

Then our meet.

i HATE grant girtin. SOOOO MCUH. OMG I HAT EU GRANT. he's soooooo annoying and gross and assertive and icky and gross and EEEW I HATE U GRANT I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U

GRAMMA CALLED! SHE TOLD U TO GO HOME! AND STOP EATIN ALL OUR STEAK

so anyway we got 2 crown poitn really early so we all mssed around ont he plaground and acted really immature and raced around and squealed and let the lower schoolers in us resurface.

AHAHA we played lava monster. HAHAA. and submarine ont his like thingy.

and then Grant destroyed it by finding a grosso teddy bear wherever it came from, and hes all wavin it in my face and hes lke 'my teddy is outgoing' and i growl at him and like hafl bitch-slap / half punch 'im and rip the teddy out of his hands and like throw it accross the world. He was like HEY!

i didn't say anythign 2 him. i hate him. he's undeserving of my words.

then he continued 2 pester me/ us wit the bear, and destroyed our game of submarine, and i had 2 emergency dissapear into a tube / have squish liv. thx for catchin me as i slid hahah thx liv i luv u.

ELLIOT IS SO GODADM AWESOME hahahahahaha he's such a funny kid.

then we walked around by the water and i poked fun @ aiden and wynne and elliot and liv and i all poked fun @ aiden.

and then we all washed our hands off of teddy bear grime.

eeew i hate girtin.

and then the meet.

i have no idea how i did. i was like totally spaced... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3522474/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3522474/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 20:26:31 PDT Mood: I've turned me upside down for you.
Listening To: This Celluloid Dream - AFI
Need to call: Liz perhaps

I kinda forget before school. O no I dont. Hahaha. My dad woke me up like 40 min late. Again.

gosh dad stop ruining my life!

ok so then school. slumped around by the chaitin lockers. listened 2 pods. was fun.

Hhaha liz. DANCIN ON UR GRAVE

FABCDE

F Block - - Spanish - Hhaha pretty fun actually. Didn't get our tests back.

Talked wit our 'companeros'. I love Alex sittin next 2 me in spanish. Hahaaha.

It's just like. We never talk in spanish. We just talk hahahaa.
Alex is like my hero. No., much more than that.

Wow he knows me. Like. Wow. He knows me. It weird.

HAHAHA today he needed a book cuz ms. brady called on him so he jsut borrowed mine right outa my backpack hahahahahahah and put it back later. hahahaha.

Mi mochila es tu mochila, mi amor!

Ummm A Block - English - Quiz. That was a flippin HUGE quiz. GOSSSSH.//// The wordly wise part was really easy. I didn't have any clue who Heck TAte was for TKAM. hahaha I mad eup a prtty convincable thing. The grammar was totally suckass. I hated it.

I hate grammar hahah.

Some people dont have manners.
I dont have grammar.
(HAHA fun times in art class)

There was like noise comin from a backpack in my viciinity, so i checked 2 see if it was my pod (it wasn't, it was dustin's cd player)((he sits right in front of me)) and tommy got a glimpse of my ipod. he loves my ipod. and hes just like 'ooooooh'. hahah tommy is so cool.

Milkbreak - Gota biscuit wit jam wit liz. Mmm good. Omg that was so flippn good.

B Block - - Math - Pretty norm. I felt really watched. Weird. Im actually KINDA getting thsi stuff. Ima do that after I finish writing this.

Talked 2 Henry C and Channelle and Jake for the most part. made some comments 2 wynne hahaha. Henry C is so funny.

C Block - History - Watched Saturday Night Live. HHAHAHAHA. It's hard work! We work hard! Once even on sunday! Whatever it takes.

HAHAHAHA ITS HARD WORK

hhahahahah

Got our exams back. Yay.

D Block - - Geo - Pretty boring. Did our dumb labs. Mostly just yakked with Grace. She's so funny. And Molly of course.

Lunch - HAHAHAHAHAH we got claire to get me and liz's stuff. 4 biscuits and 2 cookies hahahahaha. 'ima hungry kid!! JEEEZ' hahahaha

muchend de biscuits and stuff and then went to the moo cooler wit jenn and liv.

fun.

E Block - Art - Started my painting of my cute ugly school bus. I's... coming along ejust fine i suppose.

Will was being a hoot. So was I. I'm such a funny kid sometimes. Me and will are funny kids.

Hahahah i alays rag on him for not being gentleman-ly. hahahah.

XC - did the apartment run. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAH ok b4 when we were stretching, wynne was like 'im bleeding' and im like 'eew dont touch me u have like AIDS' and shes liek 'haahhaha no i dont u do' and im like 'no i dont! whatve u beein doin wit aiden' and shes likE 'HAHAHAA eew well at least i haven't been wit grant' and im like 'EEEEEW ' and then she slike 'haha prostitue' and im liek 'hhahaha u skanky bitch'.

w'ere so mean 2 eachother. usually not to that extreme thou. hahah. it's all a joke thou. w'ere such good kids. and friends.

Ummm then study hall. I went 2 chaitin cuz Brady was like off cheerleading haha.

But then Armand and Supreeta rescued me and we chilled in Murph's office and Armand went all crazy in mr. murphy's chair hahahaha. That was so funny. Tricia was like taking a tst or something.

hahahah that was fun.

Then home. and guitar. and stuff.

yay the end.

Ima firecracker.
(she's a firecracker)

y'all (+ Alex)
-DC
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check check check out re... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3515062/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3515062/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 21:47:59 PDT
FINGERS: ELsa
CHIN: werk;sad (haha close)
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: elsa (WOAH SWEET0
CHEEK: sdll.xza
ELBOW: elsaq
LIPS: eelsa
PALM: essa
BACK OF HAND: elsqqsa
NOSE: eelsa
TONGUE: *hesitates*...ewww...elsa...ew ew ew ew *washes mouth*

-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: swedish / danish
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: haha converse wit an afi sticker on te left toe
-- YOUR EYES: wow complicated. start out teal ring around the outside then pale grape green 2 gold to mahogany. there's some random freckles in my right eye.
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: rock candy and kryptonite (HAHAH)
-- YOUR FEARS: deep deep ocean water, drowning, death
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: haha ummm love for oneself

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: im tired. BLAAAGh.
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: hair, then eyes. mmm hair. hahah.
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: eyes.
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: eyes
-- YOUR BEDTIME: around 11 - 12
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: umm i do lots of stuff. ask.
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: 6th grade wit megan. HAAa. great times great times.

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: pepsi
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: uhh juanita's
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single? no maybe group. yea group for a few then singles.
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: no thanks..i had lunch.. hahahah um adidas
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: strawberry
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: tea is just so much better

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: NO.
-- CUSS: yea sometimes
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yes
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): yes
-- WHO ARE THEY: -coff-
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: nah not if theres nly one love
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: yea i guess
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: erg. no.
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: when im ready.
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: yea haha im a good girl
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: only when im moving
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: well...as a matter of face
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: if it tastes like real food..why fight it?
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: i killed them. no. yea i get along with them ok.
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yea haha those are great
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: yea. guitar. and im like a pro @ piano but i hate it. and of course i play the bubbler and some primitive ukelele.

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: *thinks* yea at my grandmas HAHA
-- SMOKE(D): NO.
-- DONE A DRUG: NO.
-- GO TO THE MALL: hahaha yea..
-- EATEN SUSHI: no. im anti-sushi.
-- BEEN ON STAGE: errrr yes and no. yes.
-- BEEN DUMPED: no
-- GONE SKATING: mmhm. im a skater. i skate.
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: JHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAH.... yea maybe
-- BEEN IN LOVE: uh?
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: no. cept when i accidently *cough* sprayed a few strands red last weekedn. but i washed it out immediately.
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: no. ima good kid.

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: hah ayes yes
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: only when i was sick in sixth grade it rained and i wasn't at schol. i love the rain.
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: ye duh
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: no bu i almost cried durin big fish.
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: uuuuur no.
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Joel. he wasn't even that fun....till he told me to kill the neighbors...ahh the times
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yea duh.
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: hahaha yes ive cut my own hair
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: does that include preschool
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING? ..nooo
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: nooooooo im so good.
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: no!
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: no no no
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: yes :run:
-- SHOPLIFTED: no im good.

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: over 23
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: i dunno. :bloop:
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: i dunno. im lazy.
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: on my feet. with honour.
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: happy
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: errr... france and australia
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------

-- BEST EYE COL... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3512533/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3512533/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 16:28:22 PDT Mood: Chipper. Tolerant.
Listening to: Bleed Black - AFI
Need to call:

I know I died that night
and I'll nver be brought back too life
once again
I know

*sings*

IF YOUUU LISTEN (LISTEN LISTEN)

And grount them all to dust.

ABCDEF. Hahaah.

Before school I went to the Pavillion wit Claire and Jen and.. Carly? Yea carly.

Hahaha SEVEN DAYSSSSS

A Block - pretty normal. O poo. I have an english quiz tommorow.

Laughed at some funny stuff. Roya said some funny stuff 2 me. I love our english class.

B Block - Pretty boring. I love alex's hair. I just like watch it all math class from the corner of my eye.

Henry C is like my math buddy. He's so nice. He has awesome hair 2. It got awesome over the summer. He's a funny guy. I got 2 know him really well last year from independent PE.

I have a whoopin 96.3 in mathhh YEAAAAAAAA

Im like passing.

Milkbreak - Oh I forget.

C Block - History. Gota 96.8 on my exam. y00t.

Spent mst of hte class readin the medieval blah book.

D Block - Graceand I are like funny buddies. Hahaha. Me Molly and Grace were colorin in our like ocean temp thing. That was soooo boring.

Hahah we talk wa 2 much.

E Block - ARTE! - Started on the biggie thing of the ugly cute school bus. Its fun.

HAHAHA will was 'mad' at me for goin 2 get a soda witout him (i didnt get one thou anyway hahahahah) and hes like 'im not speakin 2 u!!!!!' and he talks 2 me the whole class. HAHAHAHA

i can't believe that aiden and olivia and tony think Napoleon Dynamite is dumb. Poo on them.

Lunch - Moo cooler wit Liz Liv and jenn. HAHAA shoe swappin.

Mr. Grasso walked by, and Jenn was like "HI!! I REMEMBER U!!!" (he was her 2nd grade teacher or somethign) and he's like 'i'l never forget YOUUU' and im like 'ha my 2nd grade teacher probaby forgets me. "

Liz is a cool cookie.

F Block - Test. EAASSSY. I hate escuchar. hhahha. I'm so lazy.

Alex talked 2 me after hte test for a bit whenw e ws workin on the ser poems. hhhahaa mineslike 'whatre u gonna be when u grow up' and its like 'una estrella de roc' (rockstar) hahahha.

XC - Coach was back. yahoo. We did those horrible sprint / jog things again. I'm horrible at those. Its liek AAAAH u dont just SPRINT and JOG> you dont. you dont you dont you dont.

Hahahaha me and Wynne were like messin wit eachother all practice and shes like IMA TELL GRANT G U LIKE HIM AND THEN HES GONA BELIEVE IT CUZ HES GULLIBLE AS HELL
and im lik eHAHAHA AND ILL TELL HIM U DO TOO AND HE"LL THINK HES A BABE MAGNET hahahahahhahahahaha

after that there was liek this like truce cuz we both hate grant hahahahh

hes so damned annoying. and rude. and eew gross. i hate grant. passionatly hate the guy. HATE hATE HATE

ok that was really intolerant. hahaha.

FHAO - Did stuff. (haha that was blunt)

Everybody asked about the girl's not grey sticker on my left shoe haha. It's jsut a sticker you guys.

Ok lotsa lotsa homework.

Gonna go do it now.

Adios luvs!

-dC
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Listening to: Dancing Through Sunday - AFI
Wearin: pf pj's and my glacier paramedics shirt (haha)

Today was pretty normal.

Woke up at 9:30 cuz my parents were like "GET UP THE PPL R COMMIN AND THYRA BE IN UR ROOM!"

So I did.

Ate some funky cereal. Told my parnets we need to get kix. mmm kix.

Mmm so then I dragged out all the stuff from under my bed and proceeded ot sort it for basically the rest of the day.

And I did random stuff from on my to-do list.

And sewed up / screwed up the 'share' shirt thing that i borrowed from liz.

And i re-patched my backpack.

And went to Juanita's. Mmm.

Y toco mi guitarra.

And lots of fun stuff. Mmmm fun.

I love afi.

Ima vacuum b4 i sleep. And read some spanish stuff. And maybe sketch / afi / tea.

MMmM.

Ok anyway.

I LVOE YOU ALL.

See u in the rain.
-DC
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Listenin 2: The Leaving Song Pt. 2 - AFI
Need to Call: Uhhh? I'm a pretty happy snap.

I never wrote about friday because im a lazy bum.

Basicalky I had a pretty good day.

Only a few things really stood out in my day.

Milk room wit Liz and Aiden @ lunch was fun. Haha. 'If the sluts invade her ima kill them' 'omg elsa your so violent you scare me'
'HAHAAHA'

and spanish class alex was like 'do u kno who davey havok is?' and im like (totally blanking out im like omg i kno this ((haha i did but im a dits around alex))) and im like 'aww no i dont' and hes like 'the guy from afi' and im liek 'maroon 5? what?' and hes like 'afi. haha what do u think i listen 2' and imlike 'ag i knew u listened 2 afi' and then there was just like tension.

then XC i ran it all out.

Decent mile. 7:14

Coach tibo was like all go-go-go-ing at us.

Then milk room with Liv and Aiden. Chanelle and Kara showed up. Haha. Theyre liek 'i knew i'd find u here! haha' Chanelle is so cool. She's like my little buddy.

HAHHAHA then I was messin around on Aiden's cellular and takin pix of stuff and his mom called. That was funny. He has the ringtone big pimpin. hahahahaha.

I really want 2 kno where Ben C lives. I see hima round my hood (HAHA) a lot. Like on the way 2 guitar i've seen him twice, and i saw him (i swear it was him) drive by my house 2day when I was gettin the mail.

That'd be cool 2 have some locals around that go 2 LJCDS too.

Omg I want ab each cruiser so bad.

Then I went home and cleaned my room and did stuff and tlaked 2 mike and liz and tacked stuff 2 my walls.

Then sleeeeeep.

Then saturday!

Had a really weird dream. I kinda forget it. I saw Sam (my lifegaurd instructor from 2 years ago) at some weird twisted version of a waterpark, an I was all goth, and then I died ona fancy water park thing. Omg it was so realistic. That flipped me out. It was like slow motion. Omg weird weird.

Then it flashed back 2 a dark house (haha i gues my lfie) and I cut my finger on a rose and I was bleeding.

And thats all I remembe.r

o and I dreamed something about alex but if orget it.

And I dreamed about bein toasted by dragons and swimming in a marsh. That waas weird too.

Ok so then I woke up late and there was liek a huge cut on my forehead and im liek !!!!!!! where in hell did that ocme from!!! so i wore a sparkly bandaid on my forehead all day hahaha.

I still hve no clue where it came from. its kidna freaky.

then I had cheeiros. haha. the tables back in the kitchen. i kinda liked eating my breakfast on the stairs / in the front hall / wherever i pleased cuz nobody can say 'eat in the kitchen' cuz we had no kitchen.

Then Liz calld and we talked.

Then I flopped around and put checkers on my headboard. then I went to Ldder 49 wit liz. That was a really good movie.

It was sad.

WHY JOAQUIN!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYY

Ok anyway.

Then we went to Leucadia and lumped around on the 101. HAHA went down la veta like usual and im like 'umm liz we ran out of sidewalk ' (we were readin tabloids) and hahahahaha we werelike 'oop?' cuz there was no sidewalk left. Whatever we ended p at the pannikin.

So we sat up on the balcony @ the pannikin like usual and did the funny quizzes from in the magazines. HAHA. What kindof guy magnet are you, Liz?!

And read horoscopes. and bagged on celebrities we dont like. And ptu little hearts but hot celebrities haha.

Then 2 the M Collection and talked 2 Mizz Nancy. She offered me and liz jobs!! HAHAHA im so doin it. She said she'd send us up 2 the m in Carlsbad to hve Mercedes teach us how to gift wrap all good. Then me and liz'd work durin christmas break and get store credit!!! YESSSSS

tahts the bst. then i can get the pretty stuff. its so expensive but its so awesome.

I lub Mz. Nancy. She's so nice. We talked for lieka million hours. And me and Liz sorted out some stuff and color-organized it for fun. There was a really cute bikini.

Then we went 2 lou's. I got some old records (Victims of Pestilence and Blotto) and some random free posters and Interpol Antics buttons and a Wilco button.

Then i got the AFI cd!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO

I'm happy. ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3490232/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3490232/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 18:48:43 PDT 2. Birthday: Feb 26th. I wanted 29th but hey.
3. Age: 14 pretty soon.
4. Sex: Fem
5. Social security: errrr haha I don't even know
6. Where do you live? So cal
7. What school do you attend? A stupid one.
8. Siblings? Anna.
9. Pets: Rusty... my dumb dogs. And Megan.
10. Zodiac Sign: Pisces
11. Righty or Lefty: Ambidextral
*********SELF*********
12. Hair color: Blonde. Strawberry on the top and goldish blonde where it gets no sun.
13. Eye color: kinda freaky colored. Ummm *looks in mirror* Pale green that gets more vibrant towards the center wehre it gets golden then mahogany with weird kinda dots and theres a hint of blue around the circle rim thingy. They're weird. I love 'em.
14. height: 5' 6" Maybe taller now.
15. Do u wear contacts or glasses? Nope.
16. Do you have any piercing? Nope. I wanted 2 get 3 piercings in my ear, but my rents were like 'u do that and u move out.' WAAAAIT HAHAHAAHA IF I GO TO BOARDING SCHOOl.. hmm. Heh. I gotta talk 2 them abut this. But anyway so I boycotted piercings from them till they let me get 3. Hahaha but I have all these awesome earings and no piercings. It's funny.
17. how much do you weigh?: I dunno. Like 110 give or take
18. Do you have a tattoo? No.
19. If so what and where? None. If I got a tatoo it'd be a barcode and it'd be on the bottom of my left foot.
20. Do you wear any rings? Not usually. I used 2 wear this on that meg forgot at my house until she rmemberd like 2 months later and figured out that i'd been wearin it all around wit her but she hadn't noticed. haha. it's funny.
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow?: ummm no. I wear whatever I like.
**********JUST LATELY***************
23. How are you today? sleepy but good
24. What pants are you wearing right now? Hollister cords
25. What shirt are you wearing right now? stretchy black t-shirt with an awesome thing on the front. i dunno how 2 describe the thing. It's awesome.
27. What does your hair look like at the moment? Kinda (well really) messy and up in a random like half-bun-half-everywhere doo.
28. What song are u listening to right now? Bleed Black - AFI
30. How is the weather right now? I wish it was rainin' cuz I hate every beautiful day
31. Last person you talked to on the phone? Liz. Oh and Aiden's mom. HAHA.
32. Last Dream you can remember? Last night. Dreamt about meetin mike and I dreampt about Liv's tap thing and I had this weird idea that she'd get interviewed and I dreampt about tim and the fireplace from garden state and tapdancing. It was a weird dream.
33. Who are you talking to right now? my cieling
**********More about YOU!**************
35. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 0502
36. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? Black. I'm not a dark person, but I have a lot on my mind.
37. Have you ever almost died? Yea. Lots of times. HAHA. yes lots and lots of times.
38. Do u like the person that sent u this? i took it from someone. no i dont kno who they are anyway hahah.
39. How do u eat an Oreo? I wave it around in front of my friend who doesn't have it and I slowly lick the insides and eat the outsides slow and sensually. No. I usually give them the cookie if they want it. But that's fun too.
40. Who's your best friend? Meg
41. What's the next CD you are going to buy? hopefully Staind: Sing The Sorrow - AFI
42. What's the best advice ever given to you? I love the um... jim? - Courtney the freshman
43. Have u ever won any special award? Yea. Not really important ones thou. maybe i'll get an art one this year.
44. Worst sickness u ever had? Oh man. Ummm. I get stomach flue like every other year. It sucks.
45. What's the stupidest thing u've ever done? Wow umm I don't know. Just about everything I do.
46. If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be and why? I'd change my ditsiness. It drives me nuts.
47. Where do you shop the most? Haha ok. Well like everywhere. But my fav stores are sun diego and hot topic.
48. How many kids do you want to have? Ummm I'm not sure. at the most 2.
49. Son's name? Spencer or Mitch
50. Daughter's name? Skylar. Or Guinivere.
51. Do you do drugs? No. DRUGS ARE BAD! MMKAY?
52. Do you drink? Not much but occasionally
53. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Pantene pro-v
54. What sport do you hate the most? Greyhound racing. That one stupid canadian game.. Curling.
55. What are you most scare of? Drowning. De... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3484023/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3484023/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 20:58:08 PDT Mood: blurgh. volleyballish-@-moonlight-ish :
Need to call: dr. death
Listening to: Pretend Like We're Dead - L7

Today was a funk day.

Drove aroudn in the conv again. Yaaay . More fun radio. Hahaha. HIT THE POST!!!!

I've been trying that ever since this morning. DAMMMN its hard.

AND BRIAN MANE IS IN THE HALLWAY KGB! Hah. Fun stuff.

So school. I forget before school. Oh ya i talked to people and laughed with people and usual stuff. An Hallie gave me scribbler of dreams. yaaay.

Liz lay the juicy jacket to rest in Murph's office.

FDEBAC

F Block - Spanish - Ohh damn I did't know what had homework. Whatever I did it now. I'm a good kid. Not realy.

D Block - Geo - Wave tank stuff. And a tsunami movie. Eekk tsunamis are so cool.

Milkbreak - HAHAHA ok so me and Liz and... Liv? Yea someone. We went to the moo cooler and there was no milk. There was like sushi. Hahaha.

sushisushisushi!

E Block - Art - spent the whole time like reciting napoleon dynamite. haha. will is a hoot.

B Block - Math - I GET STUFFFFF GO MEEEEEEEE I'm proud of me. Talked to alex and henry c a lot.

A Block - English - I forget. O yea. FHAO stuff. Eyes ont he prize. haha. booooring. But ms. mt. essexx makes it awesome.

Lunch - Just the norm. Cookies / milk freezer

Licorice on the steps with Carly and Jake and Liz. Fun.

C Block - Prepare-age for the test. Blooha. I actually got a lot of stuf right. Go me!

XC - Coach V is at the breat cancer 3 day relay marathon thing, so huuuurm. No coach.

So we went up on the field and played soccer. HAHA. All the football people were just like 'waaaaaaaat'

Hhahahaha that was so great. Wynne and I bantered for fun. That was so great. HAHAAHA.

I'm great at insuling people if I want. Stupid brunettes. i love ya wynne.

Then I read the book durin study hall.

Damn I dont fel like writing anymore.


Dunkey dunkey dunkey.

I love donkey donkey dont lie
i love donkey
almost much as pieeee

weebl and bob are my saviors

i'm mad

WisDance: -pokes tummy and watches els gigle cutely-
Pimpsqueeke: eeek
Pimpsqueeke: everyone pokes me
Pimpsqueeke: im lieka tickle me elsa
Pimpsqueeke: NOT EMO
WisDance: its so cute!
WisDance: hahahaahhaha
WisDance: hahahahahah
WisDance: hahahhahahahahahahahah
WisDance: hahahah

Liz is my friend.

Check check check out reality. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3476717/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3476717/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 21:35:21 PDT Mood: Forgetful but loving.
Listening To: Alive Out Of Habit - From Autumn To Ashes
Need To Call: God

Life is good.

Drove to school in the conv. Yaaay. I love tha car. Listened to Lash Wednesday. Hahahahah thats such a great show. My mom is so cool.

Hahaha I got there really early and Claire was wearin hot pink tights... and I was like 'woahhhhh' hahah they were awesome.

Had a weird skedge. FABDCE

F Block - Spanish - Read like a story thing hahaha. I was paquita's mom. That was funny.

Daniel got a ficha. That was unfair.

A Block - English - Got our quizzes back! Woohoo 19/20. Thats like a 95 or somethin. Yaaaay. Got time to do our homework. That was awesome. Ms. Mt. Essex is so cool.

Milk Break - Wow I forget. We did somethin crazy. I forge.t Haha we probably just got milk. LOL.

B Block - Math - I was really kinda mad at Ms. Madigan. She was talkin so fast... and I didn't get anything she was saying, and I asked a question and she like spazzed, shes was like 'it just does' and im like 'what?? i dont get whyyy' and shes like ' just does. get over it'

i was mad.

I hate exponents. Exponents + algebra = really really confusing curving planes

D Block - Geo - Haha. Jake and Chanelle were just talking the whole time. I listned tot hem and and avoided talkin 2 miriam

Hahaha alex laughed at me for some stuff. I forget.

C Block - Hist - Booooooringggggg. Got my quiz back. Got like a million percent like usual. I'm.. arg. I hate me.

Took like a bajillion notes on the stupid timeline thing.

Assembly thing - I forget her name. She talked to us about being like nice to eachother and nice to the guys. Hahaha. She's like 'listen to the guys. they can talk too!' She showed like a million clips from mean girls. Hahahaha.

Lunch - Ummm hahah the line was like HUGE-O so I skiffed up with my sis. Hahah. Liz ur such a lucky duck that I have conections. All the sevvies yelled at me. I dont care.

then like to the locker rooms. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Guito was talkin to this kid, and hes like 'Taylor! GOSH! Stop strutting your stuff!' hahahaahahhahaAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHA. Guito is so cool.

E Block - Art - Worked on my ugly school bus sketch. it's so pretty. That's funny cuz its an ugly school bus. But it's pretty. I love vintage stuff.

Will got sad at me for sayin somethin but then im lke 'noooo i lov eyou dont get mad at meeeeee' and hes like 'yea hahha ok luv u 2'

He was all sad that we had 2 leave early for XC team photos and our meet.

Team Photos - Haahahah it was so cute. We had like a creative picture this time instead of just linin up. I bet it's realy cute. I'm excited to see it.

Then to our meet! DUM DUM DUM

All the way to Coronado. Tidleands park.

On the way there I sat wit Aiden and Molly. Like squished in between. It was rather cozy. Shared my pod with Aiden. That kid listens to quality music. HAHAHAAH i kept teasin him about him and wynne. I'm like "YOUU LIIIIIKE HER! AND SHES IN 8th! HAHA!' and hes like 'oh shut up' and im like haaaaaaa

That kid like follows me around everywhere. haha.

When we got there we were early so we all sat at the tables and did hw. HAHA Amanda and Jake and Molly (like the only other 8th graders) left our table cuz it was squishy, and theyre like 'commmmeeee' and im like 'no the sevvies are funny' and lololol that was just really funny for osme reason.

Guess u had 2 be there.

Aiden was dancin around the field listneing 2 my ipod. Hahahahaha.

So the race. There was like 45 or 50 people? I think? I dunno.

I ran the whole race towardsthe back and then I pulled my trick as always and sprinted past like 10 or 15 people at the end. I came in 23rd.

HAHAHA my whole team like jawdropped cuz I passed that many people in under like 9 seconds, including 4 runners from my team. They ere like WHAAAAAAAAAT.

Hahaahahahah. don't underestimate me next time.

So then bus ride back.

Well first I had to wait for the bus to come nad we all sat around in the grass and talked about how hot brad pitt is (coach v was like no johnny depp is hotter!!!) hahahaha.

Then on the bus ride back we (me, sian, aiden, molly, jake) p... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3469688/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3469688/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 22:35:01 PDT Mood: loved
Listening To: First Date - Blink 182
Need to Call: Liv. And mike cuz i haven't talked to him on the phone for a while-oo.

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

Mmm that song reminds me of mike.

Rusty's so cool. She's in my lap.

Ummm lets see my day.

OH my alarm didn't go off and neither did my parents (haha) so I slept in till about 15 min before I had to leave, and I was like AAAAH and so I got to school at 8 JUST as the bell was wringin.

I have awesome elsa powers thou and I got pat to scratch me off the tardy list. Moohahaha.

FABCDE.

F Block - Spanish - Umm Alex was like asleep. And we were supposed 2 talk in companeros. So we just talked in english. Hhaha i love alex.

He has the longest eyelashes I"ve ever seen on a guy. Omg he's so cute. I love him.

A Block - English - I got all jazzed cuz i was convinced A Block was art, but then im like WAIT dun dun dun it's english. Which is my other fav class but not my FAV fav, so yea.

HAHA she read my essay thing in front of hte class. the phase one. hahahah. people were like 'talk in ur accent!' and i was like awww no.

I'm shy about mya ccents.

Milkbreak - awww liv brought me the funny pumpkin cookies that we made on monday hahaha. I fed most of them to Liz and Hallie but mm they wer good.

B Block - Math - Oooooh confusing stuff. OH DAMMIT i need to do its still. ARG.

I have all my papers turned in. Alex sat not-next to me today. Bummmmer. Haha maybe cuz he was sleeping.

Henry C talked 2 me for the most part. He's really cool 2.

C Block - Historyyyy - Got a 92 on my quiz. Amanda was really upset @ Ms. Taylor. Ms. Taylor was pretty civil to me today. Tha twas cool. She hates me.

I'm swimming int he DANUBE! hahaha.

D Block - Geo - Booooooooooring class. haha Ms. Schissel had starbucks. She's so awesome. We watched this movie on waves. I got like sea-sick. Hahaha.

Lunch - MSAC meetin with Murph and the gang. Next dance is October 22 for a heads-up you guys. Ummmm fun lunch like next week or something. And thre's somethin goin on on friday but I forget. Oi. The life of an MSAC officer is a busy one.

Haha i'm like the only person taht talks.

E Block - Art - Worked on our door sketches. I really wnt a hospital door.

I'm working on my ugly school bus one now hahaha. It's so cute.

Will was bein funny. He's such a funny guy.

He's been kinda wierd since the party thou. Huh. I dont get most guys.

XC - JCC run. Pretty boring. Ran with Molly like usual. HAHAHAHAHA I like totally yelled at Aiden for cutting corners on the JCC (playfully of course) but hahahaha that was so funny.
I'm like
'YOU LITTLE CUTTER BOY YOU!' and hes like 'Nya nya nya who ya gonna tell!' and im like "GOD' and hes like 'hahaha i hate tattle tales' and im like 'GOD I AM GOD'


Ummm

Studyhall - we had an assembly. Omg Alex D is like my stalker. He sat near me and wwoaah. weird.

Umm it was on like shakespearean stuff. She said somethin about like the 'four humors' or something, and theyre like blood, flem, black bile and green bile or something? And shes like whats the easiest humor to access

and everyone was like 'blood' and im like 'flem?" and everyone looks at me and im like 'what?! i dont get it!'

I still dont.

After school I flopped around in the senior parking lot and said hi to that uber hot junior. The hawaiin guy. OMG hes so awesome.

I need 2 go say hi to Mrs. Poliner 2morrow. I never visit her anymore! I'm so bad.

Umm then home. Homework. HAHA I iced my knee cuz I have a big bruise on it, and then after I came back from guitar it was all over my desk and swampy ice water and aaah.

Guitar was pretty fun today. I was like asleep thou so my teacher wwas like F BARRE! and im like "" and shes like 'FFFFF BARRRE' wow it was like military guitar. HAAH. Cuz... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3457465/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3457465/ Mon, 27 Sep 2004 11:11:44 PDT everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
and i've thrown my whole life down the drain
cuase you know since everyone says i'm not the same
and everyone turns tricks for fickle fame
Since I changed my name.

Time: 10:53
Listening To: I Changed My Name - Sugarcult
Mood: Content. Hahha loved.
Gonna Call: Liz. I haven't talked 2 her in an infinity.

*big yawn*

I love tim pagnotta. hahaha liz. 'we should just be mormon' hahahahaha.

I kinda forget yesterday. I talked to mike. And Liv on the phone. And my sis's friend.

I danced around the house while my family was gone. Sib went to the AIDS walk.

Then I went to Liv's.

We ate stuff. and frozen green beans or whatever. Hahaha i love those.

Then we went upstairs and were in Stef's room organizing CDs and stuff and I was goin thru this like huge shoebox of pictures.

HAHAHAHA I WAS IN SOME! hahhahahah that was so great. Me and megan were in the background of this one! Haha we were like 6th graders then. Hahah that was so funny.

There were some really cute / funny pictures. I loved the ones of the campus. I gotta take a lot of those. I should just go get a disp. camera and take pictures of everyone.

I hate printing out pictures.

So then we listened to palm trees and powerlines and I was wearin my plaid pjs and my like oonsey toonsey black hurtley t-shirt and she was wearin like her disneyland boxers and hahaha we were like just like flopped all over the floor.

And then I found some pirate hats HAHAHA we had fun with those.

Finally her Dad came in, and hes like 'waht in the sam hill are you doin in stef's room?' and so we went to liv's room and just like flopped on the floor and talked.

Haha we put in good news for people who love bad news, and we were like signin and then I fell off the bed upside down and I was like siging 'AND WE WERE SHOOTIN AT A MOUND O DIRT' and hahahah that was great.

Then we went downstairs and had a popsicle and sat on the counter and like did yoga in the kitchen haha.

Ooooh and then.. we sat on the couch in her front hall thing and jus tlike.. looked t her house.

It was so random.

There are SOOOOO many pictures on her walls! Wow. It's crazy.

Then we talked about stuff and flopped up in her room on the couch and yea.

Fun stuff.

Well maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.. well I dont know I dont know I dont know I hope so...

Well that is that and this is this, I tell you what you want and I tell you what you git, you git away from me, yea, you get away from me... *sings loudly*

So in the mornin we got up and like yakked about stuff and rooms and what we gonna do to her room and about her door and haunted-ness and the hotel Del and stuf.

Then we had cereal and made cookies and played with bunny. Hahah. I love her bunny.

Then my pop showed up and I went back home to my dysfuncional family.

Yip-de-bfd-doo.

Ummm lets see. Today.

I'm not quite sure what ima do today. HAHAH (ima paint my toes LOLOLOL liv) ummm haha.

No. Lets see.

I might buzz over to the forum and go like flop on the grass by the unfinished building and write stuff. actually no its probably finished by now.

But I might anyway.

Then lets see. I might go swimming.

Hmm ima work on stuff. I neeta write meg a new letter.

I love timmy.

I'm out.
-DC
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Sounds like she had fun.

Ha. She has to get up at like 5 tommorow for the Aids Walk. Haha!

*chills out to funeral for a friend*

In your boookkkkkkkkkkk......

I'm waiting for my ipod to charge a little bit so I can listen to it as I fall asleep. I haven't been charging it. I'm so bad.

I the 90's.

I have a lot of stuff on my mind but I'm not really feeling poetic.

Have you all checked out my new devID? Yeeeeeeeeahuh.

Standin in line to see the show tonight and there's a light on, heavy glow, by the way I tried say I'd be there waiting for you! *sings 2 red hot chilli peppers*

I haven't been able to draw well either.

WhersGeorgedtCom: so u think ur gonna marry me?
fOOdZILLA0202: hell yes. i most definatly am.

Haha.

My ipod should be charged now.

They're only chasing safety.
-Els ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3445031/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3445031/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 16:53:21 PDT
Time: 4:15 pm
Mood: nothing gold can stay angry / happy / unsure I guess.
Listening to: This Time Imperfect – AFI
Need to call: Oh jesus. Like everyone. I don’t feel like it.
Locale: Backyard sitting on the steps with my feet in the pool. My backyard is so pretty. I love it.

There are no flowers
No not this time
There are no angels
To watch over thine
Just these stark words of mine

I love AFI.

Yesterday was a pretty bland day of school. Actually it was really weird but still boring. Aside from talking to aiden in cross-country practice, I don’t know if I said more then about 100 or so words in the entire school (that’s like 8 – 2:30 )day. Maybe 200.

Homeroom photos were on Friday. Our theme was really boring. Decades. I was 50’s with Molly and Hannah. I couldn’t find my poodle skirt that morning (oh I forget now but I remember bein severly pissed at my parents / vice versa.) and so I just wore a cute skirt and a polo, my converse, a ribbon in my hair and like cute 50’s glasses.

Me and Pat got our photo taken for the yearbook. Yahoo. It’s really cute. I asked the photog guy if I could see the pic (he was just randomly like YOU GUYS SMILEEEEEEE!!!!!) and so we did.

Ummm. Oh yea. 3 quizations. Ok so we had a history quiz. It was easy. Open book. Then we had an english quiz. Also easy. TKAM is really easy stuff. And then umm lets see. Oh yea I got back my geo quiz. Didn’t do so great. Did like a bajillion times better than I expected thou. I got an 84. Whatever itslike a 25 point quiz and I got like..21 or something. The four things I got wrong were completely reasonably worng though. There was soooo much stuff on the quiz that she never taught us. That’s not fair. Whatever I did better than like 2/3 of the grade. I shouldn’t complain.

XC - Fridays we usually only run a mile and its timed, but since it was so flippin hot shes just like ‘take ur time, and im not gonna time u’ and so HAH me and Aiden basically just like powerwalked. He was the only person I talked 2 like at all that day. Probably because he like worships my 2-years-older-ness and msac-ness and just I don’t know elsa-ness. That weird. I have like.. fans.

After school. Talked to like Benhameen and Will D and stuff. Hahah fun. And elliot was wearin his dork glasses that Liz got @ hot topic HAHAHAHA theyre so great.

Then me and Liv and Grace and Morg went to the milk freezer. I messed around with ringtones. Haha.

Then to Carly’s. Me and liv just like flopped out in Dr. Mom’s beemer and everyone else was too stupid to realize that there was a hole other car and they all squahsed in the minivan thingy. Haha.

We listened 2 the radio and sang thru the traffic and stuff on the way to Carly’s. Hahaha. We called her mom’s cell up and her mom would like look all around for it and be like ‘hello? Hello?’ and hang up HAHAHA. It was funny.

Carly has a flipping BEAUTIFUL house. Well the house is pretty normal. But the view is spectacular. I love that view. It’s better than Megan’s view, and she has like almost a 3 way view of the ocean. But Carly’s is soooooooooo great. It’s amazing.

I love that house. It overlooks cardiff reef. Mmm. I don’t really like that beach so much because its always crowded (like today there was a surf contest. Haha. Papageorge went. We woke up to the loudspeaker. It was all like ‘wheres ned? Ned? Is that y ou?’ hahaha)

But anyway.

So then we tromped over 2 the pool and hung out ofr a while. Amanda took forever to show up. (it was a surprise party for Amanda) and by that time everyone had either fallen in the pool or voluntarily gotten in. So haha we were all soggy and wet when she came. It was fine though. Like everyone was wearin their bikini anyway. (hahahhaha cept for jake and will of course)

Mmm that was fun. Omg that pool was freezing. I was fine with it though. Three pies up is like the best game ever invented.

Hahahahah. That was fun. LOLOL we were like sittin around in the spa and taling (cuz like girls talk. Duh) and hahah grace was throwin grapes @ liv, and liv was tryin 2 catch them and she kept missing so there was like 15 grapes on the bottom of the spa HAHAHA. Liv got them later but hahah eew.

I love talking. Like in the spa. Just talking is so great.

Umm then outdoor showers. Mmmm. The best. Haha will’s like ‘i’ll share with you!’ hahahaha. He was beein so annoying. ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3430400/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3430400/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 16:36:03 PDT You're nothing but a bitch on strings
You'll be back milkin cows
before you cash the check...
but I'll just wait around
till you fade away like the rest
like the best of the best....
do you understand what modern means?
-Rooney

Time: 3:59 pm
Mood: Bubble bubble toil and trouble (haha liz would get that)
Need to Call: Umm not sure. Liv / liz.
Listening To: Such Great Heights - the Postal Service

Had another parent-attack morning. Omg I hate them so much sometimes. I forget what happened.

I was supposed 2 take out the trash or something and I forgot and then they found all these other things to yell at me about, and I'm just staring at the wall cuz I dont wanna hear it, and theyre ike 'blah blah lbah'

and I'm all pissed cuz I'm like thats 2 in a row that you've screwed up. THANKS GUYS!

Dammit. I hate them.

I wanna go to boarding school.

So I sleep in the car.

Haha this stupid asian driver almost ran into us. My dad yelled at him. I pretended to be asleep.

School.

Flying Ducks Eat Berries @ Christmas

Well first... we have a rep now so I didn't take attendance. I was sad. I love takin attendance.

I was in another dont-touch-me-i'll-hurt-you mood today. People respect that.

We had a stupid sub. She was really nice I suppose, but she was really I dunno. She was pushy.

F Block - since Sra. Brady wasn't there... we watched the Lion King in spanish. Haha. It's really weird. I dont remember it being that weird.

D Block - Geo - stupidly hard quiz. Like insanely. I had no idea what I was writing down. Mightaswell left it blank. Whatever I probbly got an A anwyay.

Milkbreak - Got out geo 5 min early. Helped out with the bake sale. I'm such a good kid.

Went to Art.

E Block - Art - Finished my project. Laughed when people coo-ed at it. That's like the only time I laughed all day. I had a miserable day in elsa-world. Everything looks perfect from far away. You gotta be me to see how unhappy I was.

B Block - Arithmetic (haha) - I got a flippin 95 on my test!! YAHOO I'm happy. TEST. that boots my average up tto like a 97 in the class or something happy. Yahoo.

A Block - English - Tableu. Did some TKAM stuff. It was pretty boring. Cept for when Mrs. Mt. Essex was like 'and Scout was all like 'i thought he was dead and they shoved him up the chimney' hahahah.

That was great.

And then laura was like 'i have the same shoes asyouuuu go US' and im liek 'haha everyone has these shoes' (i was wearin my meshy chinese flats. comfy shoes)

Lunch - Ummm I forget.

We sat at a table. Cody sat wit me for a while then left to go mess around with his posse.

I was still really ina crummy mood. Liv put an arm around me and I burried my self in her arm /shoulder / puffy orange curly hair. Thanks liv. I needed that mucho.

She's the only person just about that I let touch me today.

Oh yea. After we ate and stuff we tried 2 go flop around on the steps by the strings studio since they wont let us go to the moocooler legally anymore, but the Mr. Louis was like "*makes buzzer noises*" and we had 2 move.

Then we all sat around in the septagon or whatever shape that is. I was like 'if I die early / on campus, you should bury me here. It's like a graveyard hah!' and they all like yell at me and im like 'jesus im not gonna kill me lighten up' a nd that kinda ruined life.

Then mr. lou made us move again and im jus tike 'shiznats' and I run away. i was mad.

C Block - We had a sub in that too. Ms. Lon. Old librarian. Bleh. We watched like a movie on the fall of the western empire. I took like four pages of notes. I was so bored. I drew a sketchy thing of a girl with cool hair. I slipped it 2 liv.

XC - it was like uber way to hot to run around so coach was all LETS PLAY SOCCER!! WOO and im like 'bleargh.'

When we were waitin for coach (wierdly by the circle of concrete behind the gym) everyone was standin, and I just random sat. And I was like 'so this is what its like to be short.' and I just like lay ont he pavement and stared at the sky. Then I sat up and liv sat wit me, and I stared at her. And then past her. And then through her.

It was.. different.

I told Sian she should be Samara for halloween because she looks jsut like her (which is a good thing I think) and shes like 'hahahahha wowww thats so funny cuz me and my friend dd a movie with Samara and I played her HAH... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3425138/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3425138/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 21:14:36 PDT Mood: untouchable
Listening To: Christine - Sugarcult (Eleven)
Need to Call: Umm a lot of people. I'm lazy. Call me.

Today was funky.

I forgot to write about yesterday. It wasn't very important. It was blehoo. (that means normal)

I probably said some funny stuff, and somebody else said something funny.

And bam now it's wednesday. And almost thursday.

Take her away take her away taker her away take her away from this place *sings 2 sugarcult*

So.. yea I forget b4 school. OH YEA ok so we were late cuz like my sis was spazzin cuz shes like 'aagh picture day!' and im like 'ho hum' and shes like 'aaagh!' so we got there actually... really early. Which was weird.

So I sat by Madigan in a random chair next 2 Shani who was furiously doin history homework, and then I watched Liv and Carly and friends over on the other side of the world.

My morning started out weird.

And my day was weird too.

Before school I wanted 2 have cereal (I love cereal) and my rents were like 'oh woops were outta milk' and im like 'what..??' and then I tried 2 like eat toaster food, but it was just like blehh.

And so I like said somethin about 'we should have milk' and theyr elike 'we should ship u off. ur so damn annoying' and im like 'omg ur the worst parents ever'

and so I just dont eat stinkinn non-cereal food.

So anyway.

Blocks. Ducks fly east at christmas break.

D Block - Geo - Boring. Did some dumb lab stuff at dumb lab tables. Mr. Smithw as there instead of Ms. Shissel. Mr. Smith was like 'who saw open water' (we were talkin about currents) and he's lie 'oh so you know about currents?' and im like 'not really' and then hes like 'joo like the movie?' and im like 'no it kinda sucked' and hes like 'tahts not a country day word.'

F Block - Umm spanish. Alex D was like talkin 2 me the whole time. He's such a flirt hahaha. I love 'im thou.

OMG he's learning how to play Stairway to Heaven. Aggggh. Thats like THE song. Like.. thee song. I dunno. Im jealous.

We were talkin bout guitar cuz he was like 'haha i like ur nails' (they were all striped) and im ike haha thanks and then hes lke 'i have 2 keep mine short for guitar' and im like 'omg me too it sucks'

aww he thinks im so nice.

Milkbreak - it was like sweltering otu but i had hot chocolate anyway.

E Block - art. Ummm finishe dmy stupid tempra project. Haha. I hate it so much. It's so ugly. I was wearin the cool smock thou. The like... mexican smock hahahaha. It's so funny.

Wills all lik e'its the pimpin smock'

I finished my ugly project (haha i did it sloppily cuz i hate it so much) and then I did an impressionistic slop of excess paint. It's pretty cool. Will said he saw a squid in it. I got kinda steamed.

Arg people in general are so touchy huggy argy.

I was in a crummy angry 'dont touch me i'll hurt you' mood today, and everyone was like huggin me and im like AGG GETTOFFA ME

and theyre lke 'what?' and im like 'agrrrr.fga;dkjfa;ksajfldkjsf'

I made no sense today.

A Block - English - Ms. Mt Essex didn't show up. HAHAHA that was great. Roya was gonna go get her. I'm like 'if u get up 2 get her i'll tie you to ur chair'

she didn't go get her.

HAHAA that was reat. When ms. madigan walked by and everyone was all quiet, and hahahah it was so funny cuz me and claire and elliot were like teaching the class. HAHA. We jsut like froze.

Ben c was writing the whole time. I respect that.

Haha i'm so good at projecting my voie when I need too. I was just lke 'EVERYBODY WRITE THIS DOWN' and i like point 2 stuf font he board and people actually writ eit down. Haha. Suckers.

C Block - History - Boring. Ms. Taylor like hates me. I swear.

Lunch - I forget. Went to the moocooler with Jenn and Liv and Liz. I said something funny but I forget. HAHA samir was doin some dork project thign for science x. it was funny.

B Block - Math - test. I think I did well. IT kinda screwed up my day more thou cuz I had 2 check it and one was wrong so I check them all and then Ir un out of time, and Ms. blah was like 'u can't have extra time just to check' and im lke all lyin 'o i dont have an answer for 8' and so I re-do it all speedy and I get the right answer hopefully.
I hate lying.

Pre xc meet xc practice - umm we just lke set up cones. It was fun. Hahahahha me and Liv were goin over by the scoreboard wit cones, and like they football people were like sk... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3410179/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3410179/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 21:00:55 PDT Mood: Actually like.. awake
Listening to: Slowdance on the Inside - Taking Back Sunday
Need To Call: Ummm I dont feel like talkin

Today was just peachy.

I was really quiet. Sorry.

Liz was like 'braid ur hair' and im lke 'k' but I trie dlike all mornin. Haha. I realize now that I can't braid my own hair.

So I jsut didn't wear my mr. noodle hat. Luv ya liz

Umm b4 school. I got there late. Cuz my sis got in the shower @ like 7, and im like 'gah?! we need 2 like go! haha' so I wasl ike late.

Im excited for pajama day.

Blocks.

ABCDEF haha. That's easy.

A Block - English - Grammar. OH i need 2 do page 15. Arg. Whatever its easy.

We did our tableu thing. It was random. Claire's like 'ima qaurter!' and we made Ben be Ms. Caroline HAHAHAHA. That was funny.

B Block - Math - AAAAGGGH i did all the wrong problems on my homework. Cept the hard ones HAHA. I'm mad.

Milkbreak - I forget. Seriously though. I do. OH. We all sat around in Ms. Taylor's room and then like everyone int he world came, and finally im like I JUST GOTTA BE ME and I go out in the sunshine and im like MMM SUN!!!!!!!!!

and eventually people cross into the sunside, and it was just cool.

C Block - History - Constantine quiz. Bum bum bum. I think I did good. Who knows? Who cares about constantine arrg. Oh well tis useful.

D Block - Geo - Lab. HAHA. Alex is so funny. he like talks 2 me all science. Like makes excuses to come 2 my lab table. Haha he's a funny duck.

He had his like explosive dyed salt and he's like 'mm its like mexican candy' hhhaha and I like laughed realy hard cuz HAHAHA what is that stuff?!

Umm hah. Ms. A was there!! WOOO i dunno why. She was my 5th grade english teacher / 6th math / 6th homeroom. My 6th grade homeroom was the best ever... EVER. LOVE YOU SIXIES!

A Block - Art - Tempra. Mm. Love that smell. Geometrics suck.

Lunch - flopped on the stairs under the cool tree by the US music room / the strings studio. It was fun. Didn't compare the milkfreezer though.

F Block - Spanish - Quiz. Bleh. boring.

XC - went into the awesome uniform room above the weightroom. heh. There was a manniquin in the cool room. I saw a lot of stuff I recognized. And lots of old stuff.

It was cool.

Study Hall - FHAO movie on Emmet Till. Omg that was a disgusting corpse. And that lady had like webbed hands.

Ummm after school.

Came home.

LETTER FROM MEG! WOOHOOO it says a lot of stuff. I'm too lazy to tell y'all. I'llt ell in in person.

Ummm.

Fell asleep reading TKAM. Hahah. I wish I live din the 30's dammit. Or actually, like the 50's. They wear winged rhinestone glasses and poodle skirts. HAHA. Anwyay.

Umm yea then I woke up and speed-did my homework.

My mom forcefed me icecraem agin. Shes like STOP STRESSIN and then we all plopped around in whats left of our kitchen / dining room and talked about boarding schools and my sis and stuff.

Brit is so nice.

I wanna go to St. Pauls!!!!! I'm fed up with Country Day.

Mmmm I wanna hug from Liz. I haven't seen her since school. hahhaha.

Love you all.

I'm out.
-DC
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Check check check out reality...
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Oh yea i have guitar 2morrow. Liv owes me 15 bucks. I owe claire 2.50. Uhhh yea thats all I can remember. Adios. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3399709/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3399709/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 14:36:19 PDT
I'm rather annoyed at the world. It's pissing me off. And I can't play my guitar.

I've half fixed the popped-string, but I can't seem to wire it onto the tuner quite right. It keeps popping off again. It's making me crazy.

Since its one of the smaller strings (.038 mm) it's really really hard to re-do it without really hurting your fingertips.

My hair makes me look like Julia Stiles for once. It's weird. That's funny because everyone thinks I look like her. [link] That's so random. Especially since everyone says I look like my sister (I dont think so) and everyone tells her she looks like Julia too.

It looks really awesome actually because I was bored yesterday.

Doesn't make sense yet?

I cut it cuz I felt like it.

Not cut.

Shagged.

It wasn't shaggy enough. Now it's back to its general awesomeness.

Ima dye it black with liz for about 10 days. That'll be sweet. For our gothic getup @ halloween.

I'm sad that Megan isnt' gonna be here for halloween. It kindof screwed over our costume plan, so me and Liz are just gonna be goths. That'll be fun anyway.

Good excuse to go buy awesome stuff and die my hair pitch-black (somethign I've wanted to do)

It'll be fun. Don't yell at me. I don't need your flack right now.

I'm angry. My room is now part of the construction mess. The only room in the house that's untouched now is the front hall / living room. Like the huge vaulted room.

And my sister's room but I think it's getting taking over soon anwyway.

Rusty's in my lap. She's my little sweetheart.

I'm going to see if Liz might wanna meet me at the Pannikin or something. Then we can go to Lou's and I can buy some junky vinyls. That'll be fun.

I need to study for the constantine quiz. We can study @ the pannikin. I'll call her soon.

I'm rather disgruntled. I'm going to a boarding school convention on Thursday. I think it's this thursday... well if not its a thursday that's soon in the future.

The construction men are over-taking my life.

Liv accidently used Amy in one of her proses. That kinda knocked me off a little bit more.

I don't like having my names used.

Yes, Amy H is one of my names. It ain't no secret either.

I'm so flipping mad about my guitar.

I wrote two other journal entries but my internet was dead. I'll submit them eventually I suppose.

Rusty's my sweetheart.

Mike is so understanding. He like talked me to sleep last night. For four hours and forty minutes. Some of the best four hours and forty minutes of my life.

I actually feel like somebody completely understands my self within myself.

I'm seriously gonna have to think about my insomniasims. This is getting nuts.

I could use a good long hug. Not like a stand up hug. Like a sitting on a couch just subtle hug. Those are the best.

I'm going to call Liz like now.

All I can taste is champagne.

Out. ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3387628/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3387628/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 20:34:28 PDT Mood: Hmmm dunno dunno
Listening To: Artist's Rendering Of Me - Poison The Well
Need To Call: Liv and Liz.
Just Saw: Wimbledon.

OK so my day.

b4 school I talked 2 Cody and we went to the milk freezer and sat on the wall and watched people go by. Fun?
I dunno. Im shy around.. I dunno people I kno love me but I duno if I like them.. u kno? I dunno.

I just been doin a lot of thinking lately. I dunno if I wanna get involved in more drama.

Ummm so yea.

HAHA so like I went back 2 the quad, and we talkeda bout liz's like.. knee socks haha. (liz obviously was tehre) and then I went and listened 2 blink 182 with Liv and Jenn and Carly. HAHA theyr'e all singin and stuff but only me and Liv can hear it. Haha that was funny.

Said Lo to mr. heppner. Cuz he's awesome.

K so blocks.

Babies Cry During Early Afternoon Feedings

Extended Homeroom - Umm I dunno I ran away. I didn't feel like going 2 homeroom. Made up a lame excuse and went and talked to Ms. X for a while cuz she's awesome.

B Block - Math - Got 100 FLIPPIN PERCENT on my quiz. yaaaay. Im actually learning stuff. go me.

Milkbreak - I kinda forget. That was a while agoo.. *racks brain* Probably went to the milk freezer and drank milk. Haha.

C Block - History - talked about Diocletian and Constantine and stuff. Was funnish I suppoe. Ms. Taylor is awesome.

D Block - UBER ness boring. Watched this movie on like.. artic glaciers and antarctic mudd and bleeeh. It was in good intentions, but I spent most of the period drawing the geeky proffesor narrorator guy from the movie. It's really funny.

A Block - HAHHAHA THE BICYCLE SONG ahhaha. I forget.. Oh yea ok so I was workin on my tempra thing, the like... diff junk

aahahahaha will kept on singin the Queen song... like the bicycle one. hahahaa. it was stuck in my head for liek the rest of the flippin day.

Lunch - We got let out of art like a bajjiiiilllion years early, and so I was really early e 2 lunch (which is totally fine by me) and me and will were singin the bicycle song.. hahaha.

Went to the Moo Cooler with.. Liz and Jenn? I think? I know Jenn. yea my other was Liz. Aparently we're not allowed 2 go to the freezer or something. We'll get like saturday detention.

Bullshit.

A Block - hahaha ok so before A Block i was all unhappy cuz im like NOOOO ITS F BLOCK NAAAAGH and i saw the posse on the steps by the US music room, so i'm like 'glurrrrg its f block' and theyre liek 'no dummy its A block' and im like 'agg liars!' and theyre like 'nos eriously seriously' and I like get up and dance and im like WOOO and all english i'm all happy and stuff.

I volunteered for stuff. hhaha we did a tableau, and I volunteered even thou I didn't kno what I was doing. It was fun anyway. Then like me Liv and Ben C went and did stuff on the quad. hahaha he's so funny. I was kinda pissed at him for usin the word 'gay' like.. as an insult thou. I'm not lesbian or anything, but it makes me mad when people use that word. Its just like.. what if i was like THATS SO STRAIGHT!

i dunno. i have no problem with gay people. intolerance gets on my nerves. I think i might do my FHAO project on that.

F Block - our F block class is the pits. We need 2 iek steal jesse or will. It's so.. quiet. Ihate it.

XC practice - miling. Bleh. Ran with Mol.

Hahahaha i found out that Aiden went to Rhoades!!! HAHA! he was there at the same time as me! weird. That school is sooo weird.

Ummm yea then we all flopped around and talked by the US addmissions office.

Then after school me and Manda and Liv and Hallie went to the milk freezer and chugged milk HAHAAH there was like 13 cartons on the wall. It was so hilarious. I almost threw up later. That was... 32 oz of milk. Haha.

Ummm yea I fell asleep in the car later and woke up in our driveway. Thats always weird.

Umm so then liz called and shes liek 'come to wimbledon!!!' so i did. It was fun. Hahaha thats such a great movie. HAHA THE GUY LOOKED EXACTLY LiKE BEN C!! WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD

hahaha

mm

all i can taste is champagneeeee
when it hits the brain like cocaaaaine

lol im like in love wit sugarcult

uhhh

OH meggy calld me yesterday im too lazy to say stuff about it thou. she loves us.

i love u meggy!

omg omg my wrists are tired

i gave my... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3380567/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3380567/ Thu, 16 Sep 2004 20:49:10 PDT Mood: Yay
Listening To: When The Sun Sleeps - Underoath
Umm I forget stuff.

I saw Cody b4 school 2day but I didn't get a chance 2 go say Hi and stuff.

Jenn was bein silly this morning. I go tlike 50 million hugs from everyone. Thanks.

Blocks. Flying Ducks Eat Berries AT Christmas

F - Spanish - Empty... it was.. empty. Did a buzzer game. Got all of mine right. People are like 'damn ur smart'

D Block - Geo - Borrrring. Watched a boring movie. I drew a boring sketch of a bored person that highly resembled myself. jake found a secret note under his chair hahaha. It was funny.

Milkbreak - Milk room. I forget the rest. Still did'nt get 2 talk 2 cody. OH MILKBREAK!

Ok so like... I grabbed liv and we got sodas and then went out on the field.. and just like lay int he grass and stared at the grey dark weathered sky. It was awesome. I gotta do that again.

E Block - Art - all my projects were finished, so I made Mike a birthday card. Haha. its funny. I was feeling uncreative. Theres.. a lot of tape.

B Block - Math - ug. I hate math. Mrs. Madigan is a really good teacher though. We did a project thing. I actually got it right realy easily and it was like hard.

I felt smart.

didn't get our quizes back.

A Block - English - did a play thing. I was like the main character. That was fun.

Lunch - fun. Milk room. I had a really really good bagel. Mmm. and a cookie and the rest of the normal stuff.

C block - History - Fun. We just like.. talked. Ms. Taylor is so cool.

XC Practice - We did this thing. I ran with Liv and Aiden cuz i forgot my runnin shoes so I was runnin in my plaid converse hahaha. Everyone was like 'nice shoes' and im lke 'oh shut up'

We did pacing.

We finished like really early and we were like all bored so we had like somersault races and stuff. Hahahahaha that was so much fun.

Study Hall - Umm I didn't kno what to do, so I went to the milk room. haha. First chanelle came, then Cody!! YAAAY.

We gonna meet 2morrow atthe milk room @ study hall.

Ohhh Evan was like followin Hallie around. It was cute haha.

Then I called my dad and then I went to Liz's.

We went 2 the Floggin Molly concert @ lou's. They were kinda weird. We left after like 6 songs. Went to the pannikin. Mmm.

LOL we ran into that redhead 9th grade pink floyd kid. It was like 'oh you go to LJCDS! that sucks'

Haha.

Then he climbed up a tree.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

Anyway.

Mmm had some Chai tea.

Went to the M collection and got some awesome sunglasses. Theyre so awesome.

Then went home... and yea.

I been talkin 2 people ever since.

Ive been doin process of elimination stuff and codys like 'i like someone whos blonde. theyre not in my homeroom. theyre not in my classes. they weren't new last year or this year or the year b4.' and then I went thru all the names of everyone and I never said me (cuz i want 2 make him say that in real life) and he prob gets the idea forhim 2 cuz he did likethe same thing 2 me.

haha he's silly.

I"d c and paste some AIM convos but I'm lazy.

Yay i'm glad hallie was feelin better. I gave her some ibuprofen during study hall when she as like dead.



I love you all. And code.
I'm out.

-DC
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Check check check out reality.... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3372636/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3372636/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:18:34 PDT
MMM excessively good mood

Time: 6:38 pm
Mood: AAAHA OMG OMG OMG OMG mmm loving hahahahahah
Listening To: Destination Anywhere - Sugarcult

Im in a really really really good mood.

Heh.

Because cody loooooooves me!!!!!!!

I had no idea.

Omg cody's the best. I've been like in love wit cody for like.. 2 years hahaha.

Cept last year he liked Olivia M. and then like Olivia was all like 'pssssh' and she like broke cody's heart but heh i was like there for him and stuff

and mmm i love that guy.

haha platform boi!

Next time I see him ima give hima big hug.

OK so this is like what Liz said (omg nobody ever lets me in on my own rumors hahaha)

Liz: Mmmm cody. He loves you. Poo

Me: cody likes me?! i looooove cody!

Liz: yeah! U didnt u kno??! like he would wayy go out wit u excpt since olivia m like broke his heart hes been shy.

Me: WHAT!!! hahahahahah seriously *falls over* i looooooove cody!!!!!!! haha and cody's hair. how come noboody told meeee *happy gurgle*

Liz: hahaah. .. srry rember scary mvie 3! AAAAAH TABITHA!!!! lololol he screamd
u should go 2 a scary movie like the grudge lol or wimbleton

Me: Mmmm good makeout movies. haha then I could finally mes up his perfect hair. hahahaahah.

Mmmmmmmmmmmm cody.

hahaha I shoulda known. he like blushes when he talks 2 me. and he always sat next 2 me on the bus durin track and stuff. a nd shared his ipod haha when my parents took mine away. and mmm yea.

Did he sign my yearbook? *looks*

Hahaha yes yes he did.

"lo bob. you have good summer? platform boi!! those are NOT platforms. - The Code"

Hahahhha. Those are platforms. Hahah at the dance he pointed out that he was wearin his sk8 shoes not his platforms haha

I still think thats funny

good times @ track (is lookin @ yearbook now)

Heheh its funny. I'm lookin @ the pictures, and its cool. u can like.. watch cody's hair grow hahahaahah.


hahaha wow *is now readin 6th grade yaerbook* LOL everyone signed this one out 2 snix! hahahahahha. Well that as like my name im 6th hahaha.

Hahaha Klam and Snix. Wow. We were like Bonnie and Clyde.

umm anyway enough ranting about Cody. (mmm)

MY DAY!

ducks fly east at christmas break

D F E A C B

D Block - science -boring. hahaha alex d said some funny 2stuff 2 me. he's so cool. he like purposely came and talked 2 me a lot.

F Block - spanishhh - also a class wit Alex D. he talks 2 me like all the time ins panish.

School photoss yaaaay! mines actually pretty cute this year! yay. I almost aslways end up makin these weird faces. Hahaah. its like.. how can u not be smiling? i dunno.. ask elsa hahahah no like everyone gets bad school pix. theyrel ike cursed @ ljcds

Milkbreak - i forget.

E Block - Art. finished my quilt. Will is beein really like.. lovin 2 me now in a friend way since i told him im lie 'og mamit i dont like u i like cody and ben C!!!!' and hes like 'ooh k' and yea.

Finished my quilt!! YAAAY and my weavin project

A Block - English - next 2 liv, tommy, and ben c

ben is so cool. so is tommy. and liv rocks 2.

fun class.

C Block - history. O hahah will borrowed my homework for history and jsut swtiched it back later.

Taht reminds me ofwhen me and cody were dancin and im like 'lets move that way' so we did and hes like 'hahaha were so pro' and im like 'ya haha we should be spies'
lol that was fun

Umm then lunch.

Messed up.

Whatever.

B Block - Math. Quiz. I finally got all my junk handed in and corrected . The quiz was good. I think I did well. i also think I got the extra credit. Woohoo. I need that for my other quiz ig ot a B on.

Ummm XC

Wynne forgot her socks, so Coach was like 'we gonna do laps on the field' and im liek NOOOOO WYNEE GO GET SOCKS and so hahahha she actually did!! so we did the JCC run plus fielding.

It was pretty fun I suppose.

I was tired.

Ooooh thanks so much for t... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3365699/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3365699/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 20:27:51 PDT Mood: Alone.
Listening to: Undone - Weezer
Need To Call: Liz? I think. I dunno.

Hahaha this is great. This was from Nick ()'s journal. It's great.

Reaper: "Hey you gotta die now."
Me: "Hold on a second, I just got this CD and I gotta listen to it!"
Reaper: "Seriously bro, you have to die."
Me: "I only have a few more messages on dA, go away!"
Reaper: "Dude, I'm not kidding. Die."
Me: "I'll do it tomorrow!"
Reaper: "Whatever man; you're gonna cost me my job."

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Hah.

Anyway.

I wrote this journal entry already. goddammit. But I flipped out my comp and it froze the belt at the bottom and I couldn't get it to maximize agian. Weird stuff.

Haha I wish I knew where the cut-out life size thing of Marilyn Monroe went. That thing was funny.

I should get one of like... Travis. Mmm.

You gotta love my friends. Mmm. They're so awesomely loving. Haha Will is so jealous.

He's like 'agh why do you get all the hugs! are you all like lesbian or something?!' and im liek 'haha no im not. and you're just jelous. speciallyc uz I like almost never give u hugs but I hug like everyone else." and hes like 'hahah yea i kno ur not and hahahahahaha yeah u never hug me and im jealous'

hahaha.

Go write your message on the pavement.
East side love is living on the west end.

Hmmmm haha

Sorry i'm talkin 2 mike. It's so funny. Bri loves him so much ahahah. I'm just listenin2 all the cute stuff they say. Awww. They're so awesome 2gether.

Pimpsqueeke: lol ur gonna have a fun weekend
fOOdZILLA0202: FUCK YA
fOOdZILLA0202: lol
fOOdZILLA0202: *screams like lil girl*
Pimpsqueeke: hahahahahha

*chills out*

I miss last year.

I'm feeling really kinda quiet. Which is weird because I'm usually really... bubbly. But I'm not right now. Just like.. kinda off.

Ummmmm lets see.

Before school I got hugs like usual. Thx guys.

Mmm i've decided that the best kind of hug is when you dont know that someone's there, and all the sudden they're like behind u and they wrap ur arms around u. It's so safe and loving.

Lend me your strong arms
Tell me about your life
Hold me close
and tell me what its like
as you hold me tight
Tell me whats its like
to be in love.
-Masks of Tragedy

some new lyrics stuff i've been working on.

Kay blocks.

F A B C D E F

F Block - Spanish - Um project. Alex D is so hott. mmmmgod. I love him. haha FICHA FICHA

A Block - English - my only class with Ben. mmm. Lol I sat next 2 him and Tommy 2day. Tommy is so awesome.

Hahahaha Tommy said some random funny tommy stuff. I love Tommy. In a friendly way though.

Quiz was easy.

FIREDRILL BUM BUM BUM

So like we all end up @ the football field. I realy realy wanted 2 go talk to Mount-Essex homeroom, but Ms. Brady was bein a shiznit and shes like 'u hafta stay with ur own homeroom' so I just like.. talked to Kelsey A-L and Molly.

Kelsey's a cool cat.

Milkrbreak - Uhh I forget.

B Block - Math. I didn't lke today much. jake is funny. He like loves me but im like 'god u have a girlfriend idiot' and hes like 'o yea huh' I only like jake in a friendly way thou.

C Block - History - Umm boringness. Ms. Taylor is cool though.

D block - Geo - Ummm I dunno. Haha I was between Alex D and Jake. Funnnnn.

Lunch - Uhhh I forget. O ben sat with us. Yaaay. I said something really funny 2, and like everyone spit out their food. I ddon't remember what though. I think I was talking bout the Farmer's Market or somthing random.

I dont really remember.

Ummm then HAHAHA I started out like all alone on the one side of the table, and eventually everyone migrated 2 my side from the other until claire was the only one left on the original side, and shes like 'wtf?!' hahaahah it was funny. You guys love me so much.

Mmmm I loved the weather today. It was horrible. Mmmmmm. yes. awesome weather. I wore my vail sweater. Mmmm I love that sweater. I like never wear it. Meg got it for me last year when we was gonna go snowboarding in Vail... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3359039/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3359039/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 22:48:41 PDT
read this in Liv's DA

'i don't know how els noticed he cut his hair, but then she was up close and personal with him the other day haha.'

HAHAHAH mmm yes.

I benhaMEEN haha

and like.. Cody. And everyone else. LOL >>> Anyway.

I just wrote a flippin AWESOME letter to meg. I burned the edges and teabagged it and stuff. No I did that just cuz I love burning stuff. Haha i'm such a pyro.

Which reminds me of one of the funniest lovingest things I've ever said hahaha

aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:57:42 PM): matches r hard to light
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:57:46 PM): lol i always burn my finger
minifrosurfer (9:58:11 PM): i love u
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:58:16 PM): awww u do?
minifrosurfer (9:58:47 PM): yes
minifrosurfer (9:58:49 PM): do u
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:58:57 PM): ya i really love u
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:58:59 PM):
minifrosurfer (9:59:04 PM): good
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:59:08 PM): lol
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:59:11 PM): u dont have to worry
aDJ Sayvd MyLife (9:59:30 PM): well kindof u do haha cuz i have matches!

hahahah

but now I love benhaMEEN hahahahahahahhahahaa

anyway i need 2 sleep

you all
I"m off
-DC
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*sings loudly 2 blink 182*
CMON LET ME HOLD YOU KISS YOU TOUCH U TASTE U ALWAYSSSSSS *thps tongue to the drumming*

mmmm marry me travis!

anyway.

SLEEP

*shuts eyes and falls over*
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Check check check out reality... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3356779/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3356779/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 17:38:55 PDT Mood: Uhhh :undecided:
Listening To: Slipping Away - Trust Company
Homework: Yeah. Lots.
Need To Call: Lots of people I'm sure.

I got up early this morn 2 write Meg a letter. yay.

Last night I had a fun time. I love having me-time. Took a shower and finally shaved decently. Usually its just like a quick 5 min. I always get mad at me though, cuz I dunno. Shaving in the shower is annoying. The gel washes off so you can't tell if you missed a patch or not. Then you have to spot check. Blehhh.

Haha anyway. Then I watched most of Endless Summer 2 and munched some tea crackers. Mmm. Petit beaurre. I'm such a dorkus. I love those movies.

HAHA my mom walked in, and shes like 'uhhhh' and and she walks out. My fam doens't get me.

K school.

AAAAAAAAAAAH Ben C cut his hair! GODDAMIT. I hate it when people with awesome hair cut it. Makes me go nuts.

Oh well I got a close-up of it on friday hahaha

Umm yea. Awww I love Carly!!! She gives the best hugs ever. She gives me like 4 hugs a day hahaha. One b4 school, one at milkbreak, lunch, and after. Hahaha. Actually most people I hang around give me like 4 or more hugs a day. Crazyyyy.

*listens to the sweater song* Hahaha.

That's like the Marilyn Monroe @ Mootime with a spoon for a finger. Hahaha. Spooning. hahahahahahahha. Will you're so sick.

OK Blocks.

A B C D E F (haha that was simple)

A Block - English - Uuuuuuuh I can't find my TKAM anywhere. I'm bummed. it had all these notes in it. I better find one.
Went over grammar. I understood all of it. I felt smart. Ug ug I can't get over Benhameen's hairrr AAAAGH why in HELL did he cut it?!

I'm pissed.

Mmm like Trevor's hair. HAHAHA liz! Buisiness in the front, party int he back! hahaha.

I was @ Wahoo's today to pick up my monthly issue of Automatic (which i'm very (haha) TO"d that i didn't find there.. What happened to Auto?!! i'm Gonna die) And then I looked at the pic of me and Sib and Bria on the wall HHAAHAHAH Yea. They took our pic and put it on the wall cuz I kno like everryone who works @ Wahoo's. But then it was like "YOU DROPPED THE FLASHLIGHT!' under it. HaHAHAHAHHAHA

I can't believe that still. We're so dumb liz. *crack sup*

B Block - Mathums - Umm went over stuff.
OMG I was liek raging! I coudln't find where my project OR my quiz went!!! AAGH they're in my graph paper pad.... which is on my desk at home. GLARG.

Mad-ness. *rages*

Math was OK.

Milkbreak - Milk room. Mmm.

Sara's hanging out with like.. Olivia M. and her weirdo posse. Well no they're not really like a posse. Theyr'e like.. I dunno I dont like them much. They're just like.. designer crap.

Yea I'm not into that.

My idea on stuff is don't stereotype stuff, if you like something GET IT. Who cares who makes it.

That why I love all the random little shops on the 101 / in PB. They have the cutest most random stuff there.

AAAAAAAH OH YEA! BITCHING GEORGE CUT HIS HAIR TOO!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH

Everyone's cutting their hair. DONT DO IT.

Just say no! *runsa round like a madman* Omg i'm mad. It's only like an inch shorter and its still just as sexy as before.. but haha nooooo not bitching george.

LOL KEN> hahahahha i you jenny-poo

Umm.

C Block - History - Boring. I got 10/11 on my quizzy thing Everyone else like failed. that was weird. I'm not that smart you guys. Whats wrong with y'all?!

Hahah the only question I got wrong was my own. hahahahahahahahah. That was so stupid. I todl you i'm not smart!

OHhhhhh I said something dumb today. But I forget. It was really funny though.

~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3349850/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3349850/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 18:27:19 PDT Mood: In a funk
Listening To: Can't Stop - Red Hot Chilli Peppers (thanks liv )
Need To Call: Ummm I'll call Liv maybe later

Wednesday is picture day! I love special dress. Haha I'm such a dork.

Slow day. I'm still waiting for it to get all dark and nice out.

I need to finish this one random math thing still, but otherwise my homework is done.

I have no idea what I did to my left shoulder, but it's being a bitch. Haha it reminds me of for me, Hallie, and Liv's tech video. Hahaha. I like voluntarily dislocated my right shoulder out of its socket. That hurt hahaha.

I slept in today.

Then I did my homework on the floor in front of my fan.

Then I talked to Mike and Liv.

Then I went swimming. Fun. I tried to get my sis to go swimming, but she's like 'bleh' so I just went alone.

Had fun ninja-running on the walls.

I saw a butterfly in the pool. It was like drowning. So I saved it. The poor thing.

Then I set it down on the lounge, and then I lay on the lounge and had the butterfly on my finger. And I just kindof observed it.

I named it Ferra.

Butterflies are ugly up close.

They're really cool though. It kept on like licking me with its weird little licker-stalk thing.

Eventually I had to leave it. I left it out on a palm fron. I hope the thing is okay.

Then I talked.

And called Liz. We wanted to go see What The Bleep Do We Know? - but she had dorkestra so okay.

Then I wanted 2 go with Liz. A, Liv, and Carly to see Wicker Park. but then it meant that I'd get home at like 10 basically, so my Mom flipped out. I don't know why. That's so weird. Normally she's like the coolest and most understanding mom in the whole world. Weird.

Then I just kinda bummed around and did my homework. I burned my history homework thing. It looks pretty spiffy.

I'm jealous. Mike gets to go see Resident Evil 2. I wanna see that.

I worked on my grammar lyrics. They're awesome.

Then dinner. Mmm. I decided to take back chicken. LOL. Yeah. I love chicken. Fish and other meat and stuff I can live without, but I'm a chicken-addict.

My sister said some funny stuff at dinner. Haha. Like we were talking about the Ice Cream man, and I was like 'all my friends think the ice cream man sells drugs.'' and then Anna was all laughing, and then my mom was like "I remember the ice cream man when I was a kid. His name was Howie." and Anna was like 'He had a name?' and I like crack up. hahaha. HE HAD A NAME?

No shit, sherlock. (haha liv)

I feel unproductive since I'm not doing much of anything tonight. Weird.

I'll just finish my math. And practice F chord. God I hate that chord.
And then perhaps make popcorn and orange juice and watch Kill Bill or something. That'd be fun. Or Step Into Liquid. Or some random good movie.

OH tommorow I need to go get a capo. I've been dying for a capo ever since I killed my fingers barring last tuesday. Haha I'm so lazy.

Whatever.

I sent Mike some Ataris stuff. He like loved it. That was so random. Haha Mike is so cool. He was saying some stuff that he was saying to this other girl to confuse her, and I like totally got all of it. It was weird how much I got it.

Haha Spongebob does the Darkness.

I love the dark.

When Meg gets back, we need to go on a walk down that road.. what's it called? I guess it's Cuchara, but I"m not sure. I love that road. Haha.

Did you know cuchara means SPOON? Hahahaha. Fun times.



It's weird not like.. half-living at Meg's all the time. It's like I'm not at home. Hahaha. Sad.

It would be awesome to paint your walls an awesome color and then just like put chicken wire all over them. Then you could pin stuff to them.

but then I'd get lazy and end up pinning my clothes to the wall. And then there'd b... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3340711/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3340711/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 15:27:19 PDT Mood: Unsure
Listening To: Talk Shows On Mute - Incubus
Need to call: Ummm Liv and Liz probably

High-school...

I actually don't think I'm going to stay at LJCDS. I'm probably going to boarding school. Actually I'm like almost positive.

I think actually, I would be much happier at boarding school. It's not about tuition or anything, boarding school is much much more expensive than LJCDS.

Its about me.

I feel guilty about it though. Because I love all you guys way too damn much, and we're always talking about highschool.. and wow. It's like throwing you guys away. Well no I'll love you as much as I do now.

I'll just only see you when I'm not on the east coast.

So we went out to lunch today, and my mom brought this HUGE pile of boarding school profiles.

We went through them and picked out the ones I liked. Here I'll tell you.

So here they are.

1.) St. Paul's School -
It's in Concord, New Hampshire. It's so awesome. It's my favorite boarding school so far. It's 2000 freaking acres. That's HUGE. It has 525 kids. And the average SAT score is 1345. That's really good. The dorms are awesome. It's awesome. The sports that I'd like / would play if I went would be:
Cross country, lacrosse, soccer, track and field, crew, or snowboarding.
They have too many awesome clubs. The dorms are awesome too. I have pics of St. Paul's that Brit took. She's a sophomore there, and she's an awesome friend of mine.

2.) Hotchkiss School
It's in Lakeville, Connecticut. It's so awesome. It's also co-ed. I'd die going to a girls only school. But anyway. it's 555 acres. Still really big. 555 students. Average sat score - 1300. Unlike St. Pauls, only 92 percent of their kids board. Kinda sad. St. Paul's has 100 percent boarding.
Mmmm I like Hotchkiss.
Sports I'd do / consider: Cross country, golf, lacrosse, rock climbing, soccer, ultimate frisbee (haha yes its a sport), water polo, diving, sailing, swimming, track and field.
Clubs.. awesome. Too many. I'm too lazy to describe the dorms.

3.) Stevenson School -
Pebble Beach, California.

It's an awesome awesome awesome school.. but only like 50 percent of the people board. I don't like that at all. I'll probably apply anyway though.

I dont want to go to a California school, but omgggg pebble beach is sooo pretty. It's like near monterey, about 3 hours from San Fransisco. It's like in Carmel.

4.) St. George's School.
Middletown, Rhoade Island

It's only 125 acres. 342 students. Yaay. Only 87 percent boarding though. Sports I Like- cross country, lacrosse, soccer, sailing, swimming, track and field.

Lots o clubs. Hmmm the colleges aren't as impressive on this school. But still really good. Average SAT score was 1286. Also not as impressive as the others.

Next school.

5.) Thacher School
Ojai, California (In the mountains)

Hmmm this school is really awesome because it has equestrian. that's AWESOME. But it IS in the mountains, and it's 92 percent boarding. And the average SAT score is 1290. I'll probably still apply. It only has 242 students too. Whatever. It's awesome. It has EQUESTRIAN.

6.) Andover Academy
Andover, Massachusetts

Mmm I like Massachusetts. This is a big school. 1087 students. Wow. Its only 500 acres. Bleh. Only 72 percent board too. I dont like that much. Average SAT score is... 1349 - That's really good.

Sports I'd like - Crew, cyclng, swimming, track and field, winter track, cross country, golf, lacrosse, soccer, water polo, ultimate frisbee.

It's a cool school. I dont like it as much as the others though. That's why its not top 5. haha.

7.) Choate Hall
Wallingford Connecticut

It's a cool school. Only 400 acres. 852 students. Average SAT score is 1337. Nice. Yahoo It's casual dress. Only 73 percent boarding though.
Sports - crew, diving, soccer, cross country, golf, lacrosse, swimming, track and field, water polo.

Yahoo those are my top 7.

I'm gonna look into inter-continental boarding schools too.

Hmmm.

I don't know.

I'd be so much happier at boarding school. So so so much happier. And I would'nt have problems making friends with everyone. I'm too friendly for my own good. But ohh wow... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3335985/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3335985/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 22:27:36 PDT Mood: WHEEE
Listening to: Redemption - Switchfoot
Need to call: Ummm actually I think I'm good

Mmmm wow awesome day.

K. School.

Hahaha ok so it like Amandas late birthday, so Trish and Hallie and Liv or someone got her this awesome present (i gave her her stuff yestrday)

It was really cute.

Then Liv gave me a card!! It was really cute. Lov you liv

Then umm yea Liv gave Jenn a really cute photo book!

Hahaha then we like shared her thingy.. wazzit called o yea ipod hahahahaha.

She was listening to all the music I sent her!! WOOHOO like matchbook romance

Oh my beauitful one
i will bet you in silver
i will wrap you in cold

Mmkaaay so FHAO KICKOFF DAY
blarg.

First we. haha. Went to the Four Flowers, and then yea. People in skirts / jeans went to one side (haha that was like all the girls) and then like other / shorts went to the other side.

Mmm that was discriminative. That was like the point though haha.

Ok so then we did like this projecty thingy doo where u stand in a huge row and then if u believe in somehting, you step forward.

HAHA i was THE only person who stood up for the like 'wars and unjust we should just be peaceful' thing or whatever.

And then like.. I dunno I dont have a religion.

HAHAHA then like 'im above average in intelligence' everyone was like GO ELSA UR SMART
and im liek "NOOOO IM NOT" and theyre liek tuggin me haahah

After we were all seated again and stuff, it was like 'were u comfterable doign that' and i raised my hand and im like 'yeah' and theyre ike 'would you be comfortable doing this in front of strangers?' and im liek 'yeah of course. its not like they know me anyway.' and everyone laughed really hard at me.

I didn't think it was that funny but ok hha.

Umm then we went to our homerooms and we did this like thing.

Its like... you write down what u think of u on side of the paper, and on teh other everyoen else writes what they think of u, and dont look at the other side

Wowwww people love me hahaha

Theres like 50 million 'really funny' or 'crackup' or like 'outgoing / fun to be around'

thankyouu guys haha that was unexpected

Adn then like every other line its like 'smart' haha

Awww and then theres some taht are like 'really cute' and one thats like REALLY PRETTY!!

Hahaha thanks guys.

Awww and then its like 'down to earth' and 'uber nice' and 'there for anyone anytime'

omg i looove you guys.

So then umm yea. Day.

Stupid videos. Beeeeh boring.

HAHAHA POWDER WAS SO DUMB hahahahah what a weird movie.

Jeff Goldbloom is weird hahaha.

That.. was a strange movie.

OK So then after school:

I'm on my way out, and Trish catches up with me, and shes like 'ur not staying for set up?" and im liek 'what? set up? arg u MSAC never tell me anything'
and shes like 'what? u weren't at the meeting!' and i was like 'no. i wasn't. i was finishing my math test. i told u guys that!' and then she like blows up.

I was just like woaaaaah now. So then im just like 'whatever trish! i can't go ok?' and so then I start to walk off, and shes like 'thats rude' and im like 'you kno whats rude? not telling me things, when im 25 percent of our student body council' and then she flips out and starts yelling and I'm just like going away and Ms. Chaitin like calms her down but woaaah i never seen tricia flip out like that.

So then I go to Liz's, and we went to the Pannikin (mmm tea) and the M Colection and Lou's.

Whee they gave us a CD thing.

Mmmmm I got the kimono things. It's so prety. I lov eit.

hahah... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3328140/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3328140/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 20:18:28 PDT Mood: hahahaha I could make u laugh so hard you pee ur pants right now
Listening To: Gone - Switchfoot
Need to: Ummm find my TKAM. Get meg's address from my paternal units.
need to call: Liz / liv

ha ha one two one two ha!

hahahahhaha

Hahaha I had a funny day.

OK so before school there was like a funny swarm and theyre like 'blah blah blah your posters are awesome blah' and it was funny.

They are pretty spiff.

Then it was like AMANDA!!!!!! and I gave her my little card thing.

Then ummm oh I forget.

HAHA ms. brady was like 'thanks so much for taking attendance every day.' and im like 'hahah no problem' itslike my excuse to get out of homerom. hahaha. thats so funny that she thanks me for doing that. whatever.

Blockssssss

Flying Ducks Eat Berries At Christmas

F Block - Spanish - ummmm I forget. Studied stuff. O yea groups of four. Hhaha Alex D said something realy really funny 2 me, but I forget.

D Block - Geology - Umm yea shockwave projecty thing. Hahaha Kara spilled the red stuff like alll over the floor and a little bit on my shoe, but whatever. Haha.

Super lucky cat.

Milkbreak - Umm oh I forget. I went somewhere.

O YEA I hung up the posters for the dance. That was fun. hahaah.

And got milk .mmm. I'm gonna be like the strongest old lady in the world.

E Block - Art - Hahaha funny stuff. Talked about driving. Hahaha.

I always laugh so much during art. I'm my happist during art. I love it.

Mmmm everyone loves the Quilt Of My Life. Thanks for support, guys

Omfffg you guys are sooooooooo way loving of me. I get sooo uber many hugs every day. Wow you guys are crazy hahha.
AHAHA like during x-c! HAHA I got like 12 hahaha

Anyway.

B Block - Math - Wowww I actually got the reverse variable stuff right. That was pretty awesome.

'in-class-graded-assignment' ha call it a pop quiz please.

A Block - English - hahaha funny. Tommy said some fnny stuff. He's sucha cool kid.

Lunch - Mmm food. Haha. Went to the moo cooler. Mmm. Wow I drink so much milk.

C Block - History - Umm wow. Oh yea. Quizlet. haha she really meant it when she said small quiz. It was like.. 1/3 of a paper. Like she cut the paper small. LOL. She doesn't mess around.

She read bushisms. Hahaha. Fun stuff.

XC Practice -
LOLOLOLOL during stretching I said something, and everyone was like 'we looove you!' and im like 'aww heh n u dont' and then i got 5 hugs from everyoen at the same time I was liek squished hahaah.

Then Ed was like 'i didn't geta hug " and so i gave him a hug haha.

Aiden was being a pain. If I give him the cold shoulder he'll calm down a bit. he's gettin 2 cocky.

LOL I was doin stuff with wynne, and im like "helloooo jennifer' and then we were like sitting in the grass, and shes lie 'blah blah blah' and I untie her shoelace, and shes like 'brat' hahahahahahah! I haven't been called a brat in forever.

TheN LOL i'm like, 'o ur new shoes are pretty. did u purposely make em dirty or are they just ugly' hahah awww lol I insult Wynne so much. I'm always joking, she knows that, but hahahah lol. We insult eachother like 24/7. My fav loser.

Hmmm I ran with Molly again today. She's a good pace.

I was wearing my st. christopher protect us thing, so it was annoying cuz hahah quote 'it was pouding on my sternum' hahaha.

LOL before practice, Coach and Amanda were getting interviewed for the Quest, so we were all just like sitting around, and Edward said something

and then im like OH LIKE ON SOUTHPARK and hes like YEAH hahaha and he talks about my fav episode haahhaa and Liv like cracked up so hard cuz he's like 'oh and the fat guyyy yea on southpark' and im like 'oh oh cartman!' hahaha and Liv thought it was funny.

Cartman is my fav I think. Hahah. he has no conscience. Its funny.

Anyway.

So then Study hall. boring. I can't find my TKAM anywhere.

T... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3321305/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3321305/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 21:10:28 PDT Mood: Umm yeah dead. :explode:
Listening To: She's The Blade - Sugarcult
Reading: TKAM
Need To Call: Megan's rents for her address (I'll get it tommorow I guess), Liz

She's the blade

Alright. Another weirdish day.

Before I got in the car, my Dad was like 'ur wearin 2 much mascara' and im like 'wtf.. im now wearing mascara' and hes like 'go wash it off' and im like 'umm i told u im not wearing mascara' and hes like 'i kno what i see and its mascara' and im like 'AGH!' so I pretended to wash off my mascara (hahaha i wasn't wearing any) and then yeah.

Anyway.

So then school.

Ummm I forget my morning. No I dont.

Me, Liv, Jenn, and Will went to the Snackshack. I got hot chocolate. Mmm.

Haha the guy was like 'thanks for standing behind the line, Mel'

AHAHA Alex D was wearing Kelsey's pink juicy jacket. LOL it was weird cuz 1.) it was like.. the right size, and 2.) hahah he looked cute in pink hahahaa

anyway.

Blocks.

Ducks Fly East At Christmas Break

D Block - Geology - Finished the movie thing. Jake said something really stupid and I laughed really hard but I forget.

Haha later hes like 'we have the best seats in the house in geo' and im like 'hahah theyre like in the middle row' and hes like 'yeah but theyre the best' Haha I didn't get it.

F Block - Spanish - Haha. Stop The Elf. Umm yeah I finished a good chunk of my homework during Spanish.

Milkbreak - Got a soda with Liv and Will. Haha I needed caffeine. I usually dont drink soda but today was different.

HAHA he was talkign to Marius (the freshman with the mullet) and im like 'haha mullets are funny. buisiness in the front, party in the back' and hes like 'he should get a new-wave mullet' and i was like 'eaaaaaaaak no' haha I hate mullets so much.

E Block - Art - Ummm worked on the Quilt Of My Life. Haha Amanda said some funny stuff.

Aiden came to say hi to Me and Liv, and will was like 'blha blha blah sitin in a tree' and im lik eHAHAHA laughin @ Liv. That's so pimp.

O. Some people (includin ms. chaitin) were like 'wheres meg' and im like 'kidney stones'

It feels weird lying like that.

A Block - English - Did grammar. Easy.

heh then we did this TKAM project, and Me and Liv went out on the Quad, and we saw Mrs. Hirsch, and we're like HI!!!!!!!!! And Mrs. Hirsch came and sat with us! hahaha! I've never seen a teacher willingly sit like in the middle of the field before. That was so randomly awesome.

I love you Mrs. Hirsch!!!!

Umm yea then we presented junk at the Podium. Haha. Catawba worms.

Oh we talked about siblings again. That was random.

C Block - Medieval History - Ummm watched the movie thing. Current events. Dissed Serena williams hot pants haha.

Lunch - Ummm o yea. Had like a real salad haha. And a cookie. Then Me and Liz scampered off to meet the poss at the Milk Room.

It was like uberly hot and I didn't sit on the wall. It was in the sun.

Ummm yea.

B Block - Math - It's weird without Megan.

Went over stuff. It was confusing. Ug. Did like all of my homework. Wow. That was amazing. Specially cuz it was one of thoe quote 'challenging' assignments.

XC Practice - Apartment run. Molly ran with me today. Liv lent me her Starbucks hat hahaha.

Everyone is like 'you so look like you could work at starbucks!'

Hahaha like everyone thinks I look like Julia Stiles. That's so random. I dont really see it, but hey whatever. Julia Stiles is cool.

Ohhhh it was so nice. Randomly, Liv just gave me like.. this collage thing. It's so awesome. And pretty. Thanks Liv. It means a lot.




You're not meannnn!!! I love you.

Mike and Rubio and friends are @ Lake Arrowhead or somthing random. Haha I bet they're having fun.

I made the posters for the dance. Blehh. that tok a while. Whatever theyre cool.

I fell asleep on the couch for 3 hours. I woke up in like a cold sweat.

Hmmm.

I sent Liv a good chunk of music.

26 days went by. ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3309911/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3309911/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 16:25:38 PDT Mood: Dark
Listening to: Out Of Control - Hoobastank
Homework: Lots. :growl:

I'm.. sad.

OK this morning I made some tea and... well I just.. I dont know. I didn't drink it.

Usually I dont wear much makeup at all, but I wore black eyeliner today. I felt dark. It matched my mood.

I tried to be my chipper happy-go-lucky self, but I wasn't feeling it today.

Before school I got like.. 50 bajillion hugs from like everyone.

She's the blade.

Wowww I've never heard 'I love you' so much in my life. I guess people love me. It's nice to know.

I let Jenn listen to some sugarcult on my iPod.

I called for a posse meeting during milk break at the milk room.

I didn't really want Tricia to come, but she came anyway. She's been really kinda bitchy ever since MSAC stuff.

Control freaky perfectionist type people get on my nerves.

So anyway, I didn't want to say it, so Hallie kinda started saying something, and then I'm just like 'whatever ok you guys Meg isn't gonna be here for 2 months. Our lie is kidney stones but all y'all know why.' and then I was just kinda silent.

I really didn't want to say anything.

It's weird to see how much greif that causes us.. even though it's only two months.

ONLY TWO MONTHS?! What am I saying?!

I don't know. I'm kindof braindead right now.

Blocks.

F A B C D E

F Block - Boring. Spanish. Got a 93 on my test. Sad to say I was actually dissapointed. But I only missed accents so hey.

Got an extra credit point for being smart.

A Block - English - Pop quiz. I'm sure I did fine.

Went over TKAM. Talked about random funny memories that we had from when we were little.

Ohh my sister was so evil to me when I was little. She convinced me a lot of stuff.

Milkbreak - I already told you about my milkbreak. I'd rather not repeat.

B Block - Math - Rather empty feeling. Worked on stuff. Took notes.

Jake is funny. He thinks I'm so smart.

C Block - History - Boring. Watched a stupid mormon movie. Took notes. I bet we're having a pop quiz soon.

D Block - Geology - Watched an oceanography thing. Kinda cool cuz there were random clips of surfers in it when it was talking about waves and reefs. I like surfers.

I still regret not getting the 'I surfer boys' socks.

Lunch - Me Jake Jenn and Liz went to the snackshack. I talked to Henry C for a bit. He's awesome. I love his hair. Hahaha he's a funny guy.

Wow I don't need to call him Henry C any more. Henry Su left. Weird. SU!

They were out of cookies. I was sad.

Will still doesn't forgive me for stabbing him with a fork. Whatever. He deserved it 100 percent.

Grant G followed our posse around. I was like 'eeeek omg go away' (well no I'm too nice to say that) but dammit he's so annoying. I vehemently hate the guy.

A Block - Art - I wasn't totally zoned in on my art today. the Quilt Of My Life is coming along fine I suppose.

Started adding color.

I saw the paparazzi shots of us. Haha mine is cute. Amanda's is funny. She's like smiling with her eyes shut. Haha. Will's is sexy.

My hos do my homework.

Anyway.

XC Practice - We did pacing. Again. I hate pacing. At least I'm like the best at it. Whatever.

The first round we did two laps around the JCC. I did perfect. I made Jake run with me. Haha. He's like 'wow we're perfect.' It was funny.

The second lap Aiden like sprinted. I'm like 'haha sucker. You're gonna do bad.' I was right. He was like 24 seconds off. I was 2 seconds off.

The third round Aiden was like 'fine fine fine ok I'll try it your way' and we did perfect. Haha. High-five.

I also high-fived Edward, who ran into the pole. Lol. I've done that.

Then I did some yoga and we stretched and stuff and yeah. End of practice.

In total, 6 laps around the JCC. Wow. I hate doing laps. I woulda much rather done like.. the apartament run or something.

Tommorow we're doing the apartment run.

We're not going to Mt. Sac this year. I'm... sad. I love the busride up. It's like 8 hours long. http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3302138/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 16:58:58 PDT Mood: Sad
Listening To: Christine - Sugarcult
Last Saw: Wicker Park
Reading: All the little notes and stuff thats stuck all over my desk.

Oh, they played guster on the radio today. That was awesome.
I wish it was raining.
Cuz I hate every beautiful day.

I had a great but sad day. It was great because I got to see my best friend. It was sad because it's the last time I get to see her for a while.

At least not if I can help it. I'm going to go and visit as often as I can.

I woke up around 10. Liv called me, and she talked to me for about an hour. It was really relaxing.

Said some funny stuff and haha I almost spit milk out my nose a few times. I kindof forget what it was that was so funny though.

Life is funny. Enjoy the ride.

So then I talked to Meg, and she asked if I wanted to see Wicker Park. I'm like 'hells ya' so we went and saw it.

But before I finished talking to her, she said to go read her blog. And I did.

You guys, Meg's leaving for a hospital in LA for the next.. 2 months about. That means unless you go visit her, you probably wont see her until November.

I'm definitely visiting. I can't live that long without Meg. I dont think she can live that long without us, too.

You guys needta help me out here. I'm helping send my love to her, but you all need to send her lotsa letters.

Maybe one weekend we can all go up. That would be really fun and it'd cheer her up a ton I'm sure to see us all.

But please you guys dont tell the whole world what happened. If people ask, just say 'none of your buisiness', alright? It's important that you dont tell everyone in the world because then everyone will want to know and then rumors will spread and you guys, just dont.

When I found out Meg was leaving, I immediatly ran around like a headless chicken and found things that meant a lot to me and her. I put em in a care package thing.

I'm kinda nervous that maybe her parents will either read my diary (yeah I gave her my diary) or look through my sketchbook or something. I trust that meg will keep em safe though.

I sent her a few books. And our posse scrapbook. And a picture of me and Meg

And most importantly, a 20 page printout of our 'funny stuff' and a letter. And.. my blankie. Yes. I know. My blankie. She needs it more than I do right now. (haha everyone loves blankie )

You guys need to send letters! I'm going to get her address so we can send her lots of letters.

Everyone loves getting letters, and I mean what else do you got to do when youre up there?

So anyway, I gave that to her when I met her at the highlands.

Then we went to go see Wicker Park. It was pretty good. Josh Hartnett is hott.

It was really good, but confusing. But good.

I was really sad to see her go. Like after the movie. Because I know I wont be seeing her for a long time.

I couldn't really concentrate on anything after I got home. I've been trying to type this entry for like.. a million hours, but I keep erasing it and starting over. Because I dont know if I'm saying things right.

You should all go read her journal entry - [link]

After I got home from the movies I sat with my feet in the pool and just kinda thought. I miss.. a lot of things.

My parents want to talk to me about Meg, but I really don't want to talk about it. It's.. I don't know. Megan. She's my meg! I don't wanna talk about it.

I'm sorry if I'm kindof moody or just kinda quiet for the next few days. I have a lot on my mind.

Cuz really I can't help but think about if it's my fault.

I hate being me. Everyone loves me.

That sounds strange, because its like.. everyone wants to be loved, right? But its.. well I just hope nobody's envious that I'm me. Because I love you guys too, and I dont want you to kill yourselves over... me.



Why is everything I'm involved with so dram... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3296828/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3296828/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 23:42:24 PDT
Mood: Happy but like mm i could use tea haha

Listening 2: Stupid Kid - Alkaline Trio

Need To Call: Liv/Liz

Umm wow that was sudden. Mike just like.. dissapeared. I understand. That happens 2 me sometimes. I hope he goes back online. He's so much fun 2 talk to.

You keep crying crying crying
till you cannot see at all
you keep crying crying crying
till you cannot breathe at all
what do you do when youre alone
what do you do when no ones home
what do you do when youre alone
you have to control now on your own

O I figred it out now. His comp is freezing.

Looost in youuu and I cannot find myself again *sings along 2 sugarcult*

Wow I love sugarcult.

OK so my day.

WOOHOO

Umm it was really hot out today. I'm like addicted to hoodies. hahaa. Like everywhere I go basically I wear a sweater. LOL cept like today for example, I was wearing like.. a skirt, a bikni and a sweater. so it makes sense in a twisted way.


HAHAAA im still like luahign so hard about when will wore the juicy jacket hahahahahahahahahaha.

The turkey.

Anyway.

Umm so my day.

yeah it was hot. I had a really good smoothie. Mmm .ys. good. I love raspberrys. hahahahaha.

Like in hawaii, me and Meg lived off like Grilled Cheese and steak (LOL) oh and in the morning I always got like oatmeal. and sometimes a mini muffin haha.

LOl so anyway this one lunch, im lik e'ha cheesecake' and then megslike 'lets order a cheesecake!' and im liek 'hahah! mmm' and so we ordered the BEST slice of raspberry guava cheesecake. MMmph. Good stuff.

LOL that reminds me of how we always got lollipops from the store. Haha. Those were so good.

wow I miss hawaii with megan. That was so incredibly fun. hahahaha i need 2 see the parasailing photos still.

Ummkay so then I went to the beach till like 2. I went surfing but the waves were.. crappy.

I hated them really. they were so rough. And like.. they pounded hard and the current was uber-strong... and they were breaking really close and ug. Not fun.

Mmm so then I just like.. observed the ocean.

haha! i saw hillary. I was like HI!!!!!!!!

I also saw David @ the north tower, but I was too lazy 2 go up 2 north tower to say hi.

I'm excited 2 be an aide next year.

So then I came home.. and haha dragged the new spiffy awesome microwave out of its box (i was like uuuuuug need food) and plugged it in the front hall.

hahaha it looks so silly just like sitting there on the marble hahaha.

Lol and then i had chocolate milk by the pool. I lik enever have chocolate milk. It was good.

I suck at making chocolate milk hahaha. Its so simple.

Real wolrd philadelphia looks sucky. Imiss the RW san diego folks. Mmm they were the best real world ever.

Stay away from my friends
theyre smooth operators
lookin for a way in

HAHAHA thats like how olivia's binder says 'smooth operator' but she had no idea what it was but on my thing it was like 'smooth operator' for like ever.

hahaha and like for ever it also said 'parking meter fairy'

I love doing that. Its so much fun 2 just like walk around down town and just like.. put extra qaurters in the expired meters.

haah i'm too nice to strangers.

Omg my room is like.. mess of our century. I forget how I made it so messy. It happened in the last 24 hours thou.

Hummm I dunno.

Oh ouch I have homework.

So anyway back 2 my day.

I fell asleep on teh couch for like infinity. I guess Liv called when I as asleep, but I even slept thru the phonecall.

Im like really sensitive when I"m alseep. I choose what to hear and what to ignore, so thats weird that I didn't hear it.

Like I automatically wake up when ppl come in my room at night. Maybe cuz i'm so paranoid about like the Stefanie Crowe thing and whatever. It would suck to get stabbed while you're asleep.

But then again I have like a funny door and it would make noise if they came in. ha!

Oh I need 2 water my crab. Hmmm.

Anyway so then we went out 2 dinner and yay fun. Hahaha. I acciden... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3291294/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3291294/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 09:37:31 PDT
Mood: Ummm frazzled. Woke up to people like pounding / sawing stuff in our kitchen. Noisy people.

Listening to: I was listening to Hit You Back - 98 Mute, but now hahaha TNT - AC/DC. haha Im typin slow today. Now I'm listening to Silver and Cold - AFI.

Last Saw: Garden state. Mmmm I wanna see I Huckabees.
Need to call: Blah I can't think.

---------------

Mmmm AFI goodness.

Wow haha I don't really have much to write about, considering that I just wrote like 12 hours ago. Hah.

I'm not quite sure wat I'm gonna do today. Hmm.

I'll prob call Liv or Liz and see if they wanna do junk, and if they don't then I'll just go surfing or something. Mmm surfing.

Ahhh wow! I was sharing like 8 files. *deletes* Mmkay that's better.

I haven't talked to Liv since the concert. I should call her up after breakfast.

Hahahaha I love this song. *rocks out* LOL it played on the radio yesterday, and I'm like 'wow i've never heard this song before... yes I have!' and I couldn't figure out where it was from, and finally im like 'OOOOOOOH VICE CITY!'

Hahaha its weird how video game music gets like programmed into your brain.

HAha like for a week last year I was just like 'last night a DJ saved my life'

Heh. Funny stuff.

My room is a mess now. I forget why. I need to clean it cuz.. yeah I like it better clean.

It's cold in here! Brrrrrr. Hhaha that's cuz I always have the fan on, and my window open. Durrr elsa.

HAHAA anti-flag is so funny. Like.. they're not funny, but their lead singer is so funny. Like his voice.

Like in this one song he spells 'anarchy' and its like 'ay enn ay arr cay aych way''
haha. It's so funny. I only know those lyrics though. The rest are like totally incomprehinsible cuz his voice is funny. Haha.a

Whatever its a good song. That's what counts, isn't it?

Hmmm as much as I hate taking showers in the morning, I think I should cuz I didn't yesterday.

Mmmm I love the guitar in all of Anti-flags song. Its so good.

YAHOO Franz ferdinand concert in like.. 2 weeks. I need to figure out the dates on that. My sis is goin and I think I'll prob go with like.. Liv or someone.

Ohh kay here's the spiel:

Franz Ferdinand -  September 19, 2004
I'd say the rest of the stuff but you STALKERS would find me. Blah.

Ummm *shivers* Damn it is cold in here isn't it? Oh well I love being cold.

I remember I used to like.. never ever wear long pants. And like everyone was like 'wowwwww how can you stand it?' and im just like 'stand what?'

It just like... wasn't cold out to me.

Hahaha kay. the people stopped doing stuff in the kitchen. I think. Well there's not so much noise.

I gonna go check it out.

Love you all.

~Amy H (haha! i miss our track team) ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3288602/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3288602/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 21:43:09 PDT Mood: Content Kindof lonely, but content.
Listening To: No Rain - Blind Melon
Movie: Garden State
Needs To Call: Liv. And Liz so we can go do stuff on monday. And Meg just to say 'lo.'

It's not sane. It's not sane.

Okay I had an overall really fun day. Even if I didn't do much, I had a great day.

I spent a lot of time with me. I'm pretty fun hahaah.

Mmkay, so...

3 AM - Had some food. Haha. I was hungry. Then I downloaded a lot of stuff from Limewire. Mmm Fallout Boy is good. And so is Guttermouth... and the Matches and Taking Back Sunday and mmm AFI and a lot of other stuff I downloaded.

Then I went to sleep. I had a really really complex dream. But I forget it. :/

Then at like 10 liz called, and I grouched out and got up and we went to see Garden State @ Flower Hill.

OMG that's suuuuuuuuuch a good movie. It's so sad. But it's really good. Haha. I love good movies. It was really sad.

I love the part when like theyre in the pool, and theyre like 'JUMP IN LARGEMAN!' and hes like '...' and then theyre like 'what you can't swim?" and so he jumps in finally but then he cant swim so he like paddles over to the deep end and then the girl comes and like keeps him company and they just talk.. and its so sweet.

And then like in the dude's mansion theyre all by the fire, (the guy has no furniture. hahaha) and then this girl walks in and ses like 'wheres the sauna?' and then the two other guys besides largeman and whats-her-name are like OVER THERE! Wanna ride? and hahahahaa there's a golf cart in the mansion.

And then like they're all by the fireplace and shes like 'wanna see me tapdance?" haha. And its so romantic. Hahah.

I love the guy from that movie. Hahhha the girl thinks just like me. It's funny. I can predict like almost anything she does. Her life is like mine. Cept I'm not epileptic.

Ummm anyway.

Good movie. I got a poster. I'll add it to my poster collection. I'm planning on making one of the walls in my room totally covered in posters, and the other just gonna be like.. normal. Haha. This'll be fun.

Like the one wall will be posters all the way up to the cieling.

Ummm kay then we went back 2 my house, and Liz left and went to the fiddle store (haha)

Then I had like... 4 hours of just time with me.

It was fun.

I sat on the curb with a coffee mug full of milk and like 4 slices of bread and just like.. de-crusted them and like.. watched cars go by every like 10 minutes. And I just thought about.. stuff.

Life. Love. Happiness. Sad-ness. My past. My future. Me. You.

'These same thoughts people this little world.' - Shakespeare

Yeah.

So then I just like.. sat. And watched life. It was pretty cool.

Then I went in the backyard and gave all the crust to the birds. They love that. Then I put my head against the side of the aviary and they like nibbld on my ears and my hair... I love my birds. They're so loving.

So anyway then I went upstairs and like sorted all my jewelcases and stuff and organized my CD's and junk.

Then I looked at posters on amazon. There's a lot of posters I want haha.

Hmmm then my sister is like 'I wanna go to the mall' and im like "ok i'll come' so we went to the mall.

I got a really cute bikini.

Then me and Sis went to Starbucks and I got some really good Tazo chai and mmm. I love tea.

Then we drove bcak down the coast in the convertible playing evanescence and mmmm its those golden moments.

We stopped by Lou's on the way back, and I got the Matchbook Romance CD. Yahoo.

The guy @ Lou's gave me a hug. Haha. He's like YAY UR BUYING MATCHBOOK! and im like 'heehee' and hes like 'gimme a hug!' so he hugged me hahaha.

Then home...

Yep. I'm here.

I needta call Liv tommorow and say hi. I also need to figure out where I put her sugarcult shirt. Hmmmm. It's probably in my comforter or my papasan or something. they're both black, so I dunno.

Ohhhhhh I still needta put up the drapes. Hm I'm so lazy.

Checklist of stuff I still need to get around to do:
-Sketchbook
-Black spraypaint
-Print bnw photos
-checkered pillowcase
-Hot pink dye (haha this'll be fun)
-Super duper glue (I think we have some downstairs but I'm scared to touch it. I almost glued my fingers 2gether once)
-Another CD flapbook thingy cuz my curren... ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3287066/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3287066/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 17:27:15 PDT
My head is splitting.
mygod.

Maybe cuz of the NEVER ENDING noise in my house.
Dammit.
That's annoyng.
Its like...
agh.

I wish it was raining.

My dog is barking.
*yells at dog through the window*
Shuttup chuck.
Agh.
My headache is noise effective.
Bad idea.

SHUTTUP CHUCK.
Good dog.

Saw Garden State today.
Best movie ever.
I love it.
Haha Liz's parents are so funny.

Lou's is having a labor day thing.
It's liek.. I dunno.
I love Lou's.

Matchbook Romance, Fallout Boy, and Taking Back Sunday are coming next month.
I want to go.
I think they might be playing with The Matches too.
I like the Matches.
They're good.
And.. I love fallout boy and taking back sunday and matchbook.
Mmm.

I've decided to collect band posters.
And fill up my room with them.
Haha. This'll be fun.

oop.
Sis wants to go to the mall.
I guess I'll go.

I was gonna go swimming, but I'll just go swimming at night.
Who cares if my pool is frickin freezing at night.
And its black.
And scary.

Whatever.

I'll check in later.

-Mel
(why is your name Mel?! Umm cuz it smy name? haha) ]]> ~Demicalis http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3282215/ http://Demicalis.deviantart.com/journal/3282215/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 00:29:55 PDT
Time: 12:06 pm
Mood: haha. bouncin off the walls.
Needs to call: Ummm actually like no one. haha! im free im free!
Listening To: counting stars - sugarcult - power lines and palm trees
Hair is currently: Down. Wow I never wear my hair down. It's pretty.

Haha today was funny. I love me and my funny friends.

'''see! your perfect ! you get sooooooo many hugs and everyone loves you. even the sluts are like "haha elsa is funny" hahahaah. i hate them'

hah.

Kay so before school dad is liek 'CALL LIZ' and im like 'wahh but its early.. its like 7!' and then hes like 'calll herrr' so I did. Haha. im like 'get megan a tick for the concert'
and liz was like 'MOOOM MEGANS SICK!' and im like "NOOOOOOOOOO' all screaming into the phoen cuz she dissapeared cuz she was talking 2 her mom hahaha. She's liek 'wow i could hear u from like the other side of the room hahaha'

When I got to school it was like erly, but I didn't wanna go to the Four Flowers cuz I didn't wanna go to the rehearsal blah whatever so I just hung around and I dropped in to say hi to Mr. Hep and im just like HAPPY FRIDAY and haha later i went in and it said 'happy friday' on the board. Heh. Mr. Hep is so cool.

Mmm I'm excited for the sugarcult concert. We need 2 get liv a shirt. Oooops i forgot my tea @ school. Whatever i'll get it later.

Mkay so... schoolage.

I forget my morning.

Oh yeahhh I went to the Snackshack and bought Meg one of those uuuuber yummy cookies, and like I couldn't find her, so I just put it in my pocket (it has saran wrap u turkeys) and so haha now my sweater smells like cookie but anyway.

So then I ran down to the Four Flowers with Liz (haha i dunno why but she came) and then I helped finish our touches on the Dresscode Fashion Show thing.

OMG Kara was wearing like the cutest skirt int he world, even if it was like 2 inches long hahahaha. But it was cute.

Anwyay, so then like the whole fashion show blah blah blah. Fun fun cetp haha we had to wear the Race For The Cure shirts cuz like.. yeah dresscode whatever.

*shrug*

HA ok so blocks.

Babies Cry During Early Afternoon Feedings.

B Block - Mathhh - Umm yeah pretty normal. I actually like got stuff right. Haha.

hahahha she called me to the board to write down this one problem, and I got the right answer and stuff, but then shes like 'where did that come from?" cuz she was asking about stuff, and cuz it was a problem fr homework I was like 'from my paper..?' and like the whole class laughed at me hahah. It wasn't funny 2 me but hahah ok. People are weird.

Mmkay.

Milkbreak - gve meg her cookie finally. Bleah. That took a while. Ummm I forget my milkbreak. I think... no. Yes? No. I forget. OH yeah.

Liv brought me some tea and mmmm it was soooo good. HAHA then I had like a mug left, and I tried 2 chug it but it was like UBER Hot, so I like choked, and then I handed it to liz and im liek 'CHUG IT LIZ CHUG IT!' and shes lke half choking/half chugging it and im liek " CHUG CHUG CHUG" and it was funny. Then liz ran around all crazy cuz she was lke AAHH hOT hahah but she already drank it it was funny.

Hha ok so then history.

C Block - Hisotry - I felt all smartly and smart cuz I was like the only person who got stuff. HAHA like Ms. Taylor was like 'when was the end of ancient history' and im like 'end of roman empire' and shes like 'correct' and then everyone was like 'aagh smarty' and then i knew the church of nativity crap and blah blah stuff.

D Block - Geooology - more lab junk. Haha mre of those oh so sexy aprons and goggles. Hahah. Fun stuff.

HAHA Kara spilled iodine all over my hand, so it was like... orange haha. I like scrubbed it really really really hard thou and my hand is pretty normal now. ahaha.

Then we figured out we did our whole lab wron and im liek 'gah!' andthenw e had 2 redo it again. blahahh. Oh well.

Then Kara was being all fussy so I just like printed our lab paper thing, and then she printed like SIX and im liek WHATRE U DOIN TREE KILLER and haha everyone laughed at me but I was serious. (theres only 3 ppl includin me in our lab group, so we only needed 3 copies)

Ug people are annoying like that.

Umm okay next block.

E Block - Art - fun fun fun. Everyone was like yahoo. And I found tu about the matchbook romance concert. mmm I wanna go.

mmmm the Quilt Of My Life thing is going well.
~Demicalis