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deviantART: by:DemonicFaerie666 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DemonicFaerie666&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DemonicFaerie666 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 07:46:51 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png WARNING! R18- MammaGreece x MammaEgypt http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28735036/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28735036/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 18:57:26 PST
She may have smiled when Philip died not soon after that, but he had changed her-- and Alexander made her satisfied with that change. The boy with his bulging eyes and brown hair endeared himself to her, somehow, and she stood next to him when he was crowned, dressed in garlands and pride.

---

With Macedon in his home country, the colonies were sent out to war and Hellas represented the kingdom, but it did her good to strike at Darius, the bumbling fool, and they were led by a strategic genius even she marvelled at at times. It seemed to Hellas that she shared her bed with someone else every night, became the mother and ruler of another kingdom. Alexander moved fast, and Hellas felt like the Peloponnesian War had never happened, her limbs were Athens at sea and Sparta on land, and slowly, fighting her way across the world, she became a people, not a country.

--

Egypt alleviated the ache in her chest Tyre and Gaza had put there, the Nile water as refreshing for their bodies as Ammon's oracle was for their souls and their morale.

Tell everyone, she shouts, Alexander is the son of Ammon, whom we call Zeus! Hail Alexander, the great conquerer! The gods watch are watching us and approve of all our trials!

And the men tell each other, and she can feel their pride and adoration swell in her own chest when she turns around and facesKemet, lovely lovely Kemet in her white dress and wig the colour of the darkest jewels, arms crossed as she stands there quietly.

Shall we wed now? Hellas asks, one hand on the other woman's hip, all sharp angles and dark kin, and Hellas answers her own question with a growl and a kiss.

That night Kemet is quiet under Hellas' hands, her body responsive but her mind vacant, and the Nile breeze does nothing to cool Hellas down. Kemet is beautiful as only a nation of kings can be, hieroglyphs in Hellas' eager hands, stiff and ungiving.

Kemet tells her she knows nothing of her culture, but her breath is laboured and Hellas' fingers are inside of her, her mouth on a dark breast, her eyes on her black eyes-- and Greece-Macedon laughs and her kis says 'I know what my people want to know,' and Kemet doesn't cry out when she comes.

---

Hellas leaves Egypt, and Alexandria, and her dear Kemet. She sees all of Persia, watches its king flee, strikes him down time upon time and she laughs and laughs and relishes her victory, but she quietly takes Persia's hand when her Alexander orders Darius' funral. She sees India and Bactria, trudges back to beautiful Babylon, and she doesn't cry at Alexander's funeral.

Hellas is tired when she next sets foot in the first Alexandria. Her armour is filthy and she misses her clean chiton. Seleucus doesn't please her, her own lands are torn, and there's a never-ending ache in her bones.

Her horse leads her to old memories of glory, and what she expects to find is a city like Seleucia, military stationed everywhere-- instead she's greeted by a bustling city, like the world in minitiature. She hears the language of the Latin mainland, Egyptian, Greek, Persian, and she looks around her and she's dumbfounded. The wind whips her hair up and the tan children of Egyptians and Greeks play with the ribbon that flies away.

She finds Kemet in the Museum, the smell and feel of history around her making her shiver. Aegyptica is talking to an official, hushed tones and smiles and diplomacy, so different from what Hellas remembers.

She waits for her fellow nation, browsing the scrolls, breathes in Plato and Aeschylos, then breathes in elaborate wig-perfume and turns around, surprised at Kemet's smile.

Kemet asks her, are you surprised? And Hellas smirks and denies that she is, because she knows her own lands, knows what's going at all times, pretends she's not still terrified of Seleucus' elephants and you'd have to be a fool to think she's marvelling at this wonderful city.

They dine all night and Kemet smiles the whole time, and when Hellas tries to sleep, later, much later, she can't for the images of that one night mixed with Kemet's soothing voice.

--

Hellas stays in Alexandria for a long time, longer than she has stayed anywhere since before Alexander. She pretends to think all the non-Greeks in the city are barbarians, but Ptolemy seems to remember old meritocratic ideas, remember the sophists and Sokrates, and there is no one in the city she doesn't want to be. She sits in the middle of this city, this ma... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Ask Poland and Belarus http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28597033/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28597033/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 18:47:07 PST [link]

Ask Poland and Belarus

Really lame, I know.... I tend to ramble a LOT.

But we want to do an "Ask the character" series, and we need questions!

So please.... ask away!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Ask Poland and Belarus http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28597007/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28597007/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 18:46:05 PST [link]

Ask Poland and Belarus

Really lame, I know.... I tend to ramble a LOT.

But we want to do an "Ask the character" series, and we need questions!

So please.... ask away!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Innocent or Guilty Meme http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28570671/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28570671/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:50:54 PST
RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone comments you and asks! (So people reading this, if you want an explanation, comment.)

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal , delete my answers, type in your answers.

Kissed one of your DA friends?
-Guilty

Danced on a table in a bar?
-Innocent

Ever told a lie?
-Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
-Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
-Guilty

Kissed a picture?
-Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
-Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
-Guilty

Held a snake?
-Guilty

Been suspended from school?
-Guilty

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
-Guilty

Been fired from a job?
-Innocent

Done something you regret?
-Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
-Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
-Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
-Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
-Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
-Guilty

Sang in the shower?
-Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
-Innocent

Shaved your head?
-Innocent

Slept naked?
-Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
-Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
-Guilty

Donated Blood?
-Guilty

Eaten alligator meat?
-Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
-Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
-Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
-Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
-Guilty

Been too honest?
-Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
-Innocent

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?
-Innocent

Erased someone in your friends list?
-Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
-Guilty

Joined a pageant?
-Guillty

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
-Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
-Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
-Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
-Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
-Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
-GInnocent

Thought about suicide?
-Guilty

Thought about murder?
-Guilty

How about mass murder?
-Guilty

Tried illegal drugs?
-Innocent

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
-Guilty

Stalked someone?
-Innocent

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
-Innocent

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
-Guilty

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Testing http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28569543/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28569543/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 13:45:04 PST

Clubs

Chats
- :#thumbshare:
- #devart

Credits

Stamps

Sidebar!

Not all of these have to be links!

Another title!

Some sample text!

We all like sample text

Woot!

Last weekend was fun, I got to go o Ping-Pyong's!

We went to Six Flags.... Roller Coasters are totally awesome in the dark. <3

Truth be told,I'm only writing this journal to test something.......

This is the footer.

You can have whatever you want in the footer, as with any good CSS. Or even with no CSS!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Devious Journal Entry http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28491129/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28491129/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 15:13:50 PST

Today is my birthday!

I am now 19 years old. Big whoop, right?

Not really. I'm having fun though.

Yesterday night, after rehearsals, I got to pretend to be a dead hooker in an alley. That was fun, cuz people kept giving the cast weird looks....

We needed the photos for the production, though.

And then this morning me and my Germany did some more cast publicity photos..... but this time I was Shilo, my rightful act, and he was Graverobber.

And now I'm in Vallejo sitting and being bored, while messing around on Pyong's laptop while I wait for him to get off of work.

Yay me!

My head hurts.... *frowns*

Oh, and I left my phone in my director's car.... and I have no way to get a hold of her...

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Boy/Girl Side http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28452885/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28452885/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 15:08:07 PST

YOUR BOY SIDE:

[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats (Cats are cuter)
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team?
[ ] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers(Oh, silver ranger, you sexy soab!)
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors (What a stupid question. That's half the rainbow)
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[ ] you have fished at least once (I LOVE to fish )

TOTAL= 11...

YOUR GIRL SIDE

[x] you like to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[x] you like going to the mall
[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures(They ruin my real nails, though.... so not too often)
[x] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook (I hate girly movies...)
[x] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies(I like getting ew stuff.... for cosplay.)
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars (Never wanted to watch it...)
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed(I'd say more like thirty minutes)
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes(Cosplay uses a lot of different shoes...)
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[x] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray/deoderant
[ ] you like high heel shoes (I can't wear them)
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others
[x] you like being the star of almost everything (I'm an actress.... it's my calling)

Total = 17

Looks like I'm a girl.

If that wasn't evident by my boobs

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Do not worry, my mloves. <3 http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28387361/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28387361/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 01:53:58 PST

I'm not quite as upset as I was.

I texted my girlfriend... she told me that she needed me, that I was the only one who understood me, and she was crushed that I felt unwanted.

The other one wanted me to feel better... so they kidnapped me and took me to the store.

And now my neck and shoulders look like I have some sort of skin condition... they're rather sore, now.... *rubs them* >//////>

But I'm not upset about that in the slightest.

Also, my Prussia drew me a picture, and I'm so very happy about that. It's so cute, she's such a great artist. <3

I wasn't going to do another journal, but I'm aware that there ARE, in fact, people who worry about me... and for that, I thought it'd be best if I let all those people know that I'm alright.

*hugs, kisses, and gropes them all*

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I believe.... that I am sinking... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28382736/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28382736/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 19:02:03 PST
I will not specify what it was, nor will I hint.

All I can say is that I am not ashamed of myself.

I am....

Going through a time.

I feel lost.... lonely...

I feel like I am surrounded by empty faces that tell me how much they care, but have no expressions, no feelings, no truth in their words.

They can only go through the motions and pretend that they understand, but nobody truly does.

I am being surrounded by darkness, it seems.

And I am not saying this to have your empty comments.

"Aw, I hope you feel better"

No, you do not.... you only say that because you feel you must.

"I wish I could help"

No..... you say this, but you would really rather go about your business.

"Aw.... I'm sorry you feel this way. *hugs*"

No, you are not. You simply pity me.

I do not want sympathy.

I do not want contrition.

I want love.

But I can not have that.

For those that love me, I do not love.

And those that I love, do not love me.

And as my feel myself slipping, I begin to wonder.

Am I in a dream?

If so, then this is a nightmare.

If this is reality.... then why can I not dream?

Why am I losing myself so quickly?

I was doing so well....

Yet....

I am beginning to revert to my old ways, and this scares me greatly.

I am in a three-way relationship.

I was happy when it started, but I am beginning to worry.

I fear that one of them would rather have me gone.

That she would rather have the other for herself.

And this hurts me, as I love her greatly.

The other.... she is oblivious, she would not catch this.

She loves the other.

But I.... I think that I am just.... fun..... for her....

I think that I am just a third wheel, and since it was me that joined this relationship, me that wormed my way in....

I have nothing to tell me otherwise.

I asked her first, you know...

She told me know.

The other knew I liked her, and asked her out shortly after.

She said yes....

It seems that everything I want, she takes away.

What hurts even more.... is that I want HER, too....

And I am just a burden.

I wonder..... if I were to disappear, would they miss me?

I doubt it.

I think they might be happy.

They could have each other, and not have to worry about me.

They would be happy.... Of this, I am sure.

But.... I will never be happy.....

I feel myself growing heavy. My depression... it has not gone away, and it has been plaguing me for weeks.

I have been used and abused far too often....

I... do not think this will ever end.....

Those that do not know me go through motions, telling me that I must feel better, that I must not put myself down.

Their words are empty. They only wish for me to shut up, to stop bitching and naggng and complaining.

They say whatever they can... whatever they must to make me stop.

And at that.... I bid you all adieu.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 101 Reasons Why Prussia's Not Allowed to Meetings http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28305695/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28305695/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 01:38:37 PST
1. "Five meters is physically impossible" is not an invitation to drop my pants.

2. - Especially not in front of the bosses

3. Getting Austria a pet kangaroo is not advisable.

4. -Especially for the kangaroo.

5. I will not teach America to say, "Ich bin heiÃ." and turn up the heaters when Chancellor Merkel is nearby.

6. Putting a price tag saying "Human-shaped vibrator: Â100" on Latvia is not funny.

7. I will not start five way arguments about the gender of Nutella with Austria, Switzerland, Liechtenstein, and my brother.

8. - Cause it's obviously feminine

9. I am a land-locked country. I have no business reenacting the defeat of the Spanish Armada with England in the fountain.

10. -Especially if weÂre arguing over whoÂs Spain.

11. Freud did not come up with repression in one day.

12. ÂEven if he published that paper after he met Germany.

13. Being part of a ÂBad Touch TrioÂ does not give me permission to validate this (offensive) nickname.

14. Offering to show Liechtenstein my guns will result in Switzerland showing me his.

15. I will not start a war between Belgium and Switzerland by asking who makes the best chocolate.

16. ÂMe, of course.

17. A pair of pliers with a note saying: ÂTo get that stick out of your assÂ is not an appropriate present.

18. I will not promote delusions of grandeur in the young.

19. It is not amusing to put glue on ItalyÂs ahoge when he is sleeping.

20. Spain does not need display his oral capacity with bananas.

21. -Even if that video got over one million hits.

22. I am not a Viking and am not allowed to get on the longboat.

23. ÂEspecially FinlandÂs because Sweden will kill me.

24. ÂDitto with Norway and Denmark.

25. I am not allowed to cockblock interrupt delicate negotiations between Germany and North Italy.

26. ÂSame with France and England.

27. ÂSame with Spain and South Italy.

28. Sealand is a former naval base. He does not need practical lessons on tactics.

29. -Especially if it involves couch forts.

30. Putting on fake fangs and a black cape and yelling "I vant to suck your blood!" around Halloween is Not Amusing for Transylvania and Romania.

31. -Especially if I yell that behind Latvia.

32. I will not leave Midol in England's inbox.

33. -Or Switzerland's.

34. -Or France's.

35. Germany does not appreciate my brotherly affection for him in form of my digital camera.

36. -Especially the picture of him coming out of the shower.

37. I will not change the tape of national anthems to Rammstein.

38. The Netherlands will not give me a discount in Amsterdam.

39. -Or hook me up with weed.

40. Germany will not save my ass if I insult hockey in earshot of Canada.

41. I am not allowed to star in a porn movie with Austria.

42. -Or with Germany.

43. -Or with France and Spain.

44. -Or with anyone.

45. -Even if Hungary offers to pay me up front.

46. I am not allowed to make any gestures, references or remarks that would be inappropriate for a children's movie.

47. -Even if I point out that the priest in "The Little Mermaid" has a boner.

48. Auctioning Germany's underwear online is cruel, not lucrative.

49. -Letting everyone know that the highest bidder was South Italy is even worse.

50. Feeding chocolate to Australia's koala is not a smart idea.

51. Ukraine is to be looked at in the eyes. The blue ones.

52. Suggesting a wedding between Gilbird and Pierre is an asinine idea.

53. -I will not snigger when England says "asinine."

54. Telling people Hungary's penis story will result in my getting sent to the hospital.

55. -And no one will send me flowers.

56. -Except Austria. Calling me an idiot.

57. The broom closet is only used by the janitors.

58. I will not take Poland to a circular room and tell him to hide in a corner.

59. ÂNor will I ask him to change a light bulb.

60. Sprinkling holy water on Russia is not advisable.

61. ÂNor on Romania.

62. I am not allowed to put a sound byte of ÂThe Wedding MarchÂ on RussiaÂs back when Belarus is around.

63. ÂNor am I allowed to videotape him running for his life.

64. I am not allowed to swap AmericaÂs, CanadaÂs, AustriaÂs, EstoniaÂs and ThailandÂs glasses.

65. I am not allowed to set up a shrine to Old Fritz on the conference table.

66. ÂOr stick his... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 15 reasons why I am Poland.... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28303682/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28303682/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 21:31:16 PST
Here it is....

Feliks is:

1. Blonde

(I will be bleaching my hair for my Poland cosplay)

2. A valley girl

(I use "Like", "Totally", and "Seriously" when I speak. "Like" I use in almost every sentence.)

3. A cross-dresser

(Not only do I prefer to cosplay boys instead of girls, I also have a kink for cross-dressing.)

4. Shy when he first meets someone

(I hide behind my friends when introduced to people, and can barely speak due to nerves.)

5. Is very clingy when he gets close to someone

(I'm always afraid my friends will leave me, and show a lot of affection)

6. Is lazy

(To the max! I hate working, but will still do it when I have to)

7. Likes shopping

(I just accidentally wnet over the amount of money in my bank account from buying too much.... Funny thing is... the thing that sent it over was the sweater FOR my Poland cosplay.)

8. Wears schoolgirl skirts

(I love them, they're sexy!)

9. Is loud and obnoxious

(I get told to be quiet a lot...)

10. Is hyper

(QUACK! OMG, LOOK A PUPPY.... A SHINY PUPPY!!!!!!!)

11. Is blonde

(I burnt myself on a cookie sheet, ended up ruining the cookies, accidentally left the milk I had just bought out overnight, keep forgetting to do certain things, get lost easily, don't get certain jokes, hurt myself by stepping on a glue-gun, have forgotten my own name... etc, etc.)

12. Can be strong if he has to

(If I have to be, I am a force to be reckoned with)

13. Is weird

(Damn skippy!)

14. Can be annoying

(I can... it's why I get nervou around people, I've ben called annoying way too much. Sometimes I'm that way on purpose, though.)

15. (I'M COSPLAYING HIM IN DECEMBER)

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Seme/Uke Meme http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28259314/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28259314/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 00:56:16 PST 2. [x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you donÂt like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you donÂt know what to say.
3. [ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
4. [x] You are quite hyperactive.
5. [ ] If you donÂt like something, you start crying and you donÂt care if you start talking too loud.
6. [x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
7. [x] You like making others blush.
8. [x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand. (Pillow)
9. [x] YouÂre usually shy with the opposite sex.
10. [ ] You like romantic, funny anime.
11. [ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12. [x] You have listened to Âan cafÃ©."
13. [x] You like listening to it (the above band).
14. [ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of Âan cafÃ©."
15. [x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16. [x] You smile at kitties.
17. [ ] You usually say "kawaii."
18. [x] You like plushies.
19. [ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20. [ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (No, because she's not. I've spoken to people that have worked really close with her, and she's actually very nice and easy to work with)
21. [x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22. [x] You have called wrong number twice or more.
23. [ ] You cried with Pocahontas's ending.
24. [x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25. [x] You call your pets with cute names.
26. [x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27. [ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
28. [x] Some men scare you.
29. [x] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30. [x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31. [x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32. [ ] YouÂve said ÂKyaoÂ or something like that before.
33. [x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, youÂre at the defensive.
34. [x] You like j-pop.
35. [x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36. [ ] You watched Gravitation, and you felt like Shuichi/you watched Strawberry Panic, and you felt like Nagisa.
37. [x] You smile for no reason.
38. [ ] You usually are very positive.
39. [ ] When thereÂs a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40. [ ] You usually donÂt understand what your parents say

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 150 things Alfred F. Jones is not allowed to do http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28228665/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28228665/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:30:01 PST
2. No matter how good a fake Australian accent I can do, I will not sneak up on England playing with his unicorns and talk about them as though I am Steve Irwin.

3. -Not even if I can convince Australia to do it with me.

4. "I've heard every possible joke about Wang's name" is not a challenge.

5. I will not insinuate the Arthur Kirkland is or ever was the fifth Beatle.

6. When I was told to attend meetings in a suit, they did not mean my birthday suit.

7. Tony is not an appropriate animal to bring on dog-walks with Germany.

8. I will stop referring to Russia's pipe as "the magic stick."

9. I will also stop referring to it as a "disco stick."

10. I am not allowed to say the word "stick" under any circumstances.

11. China does not eat dogs for every meal, and I should stop trying to save them by throwing out his lunches.

12. If someone falls asleep near me, I will not take advantage of that fact and draw my flag on their forehead.

13. Starting a betting pool on how long it'll take France to sleep with the newest EU member is a dirty and vile thing to do, not a clever moneymaking venture.

14. Ireland is not "after me Lucky Charms".

15. Neither is Scotland.

16. I will not refer to the Italy twins as "bookends".

17. I will not tie-dye Hana-tamago ever again.

18. Kumajiro either.

19. I will not use my hands as puppets and reenact scenes from the kink meme while their staring characters are trying to give a speech.

20. I will not shave France's beard when he's sleeping.

21. Or Turkey's.

22. I will not take my notes in red ink and claim it's blood.

23. I will not write off England's or Romano's behavior as "their time of the month."

24. I will not make major economic decisions with a magic 8 ball.

25. I am not allowed to tell Canada there is no Santa Clause.

26. No, Egypt does not want to "d-d-d-d-d-duel!"

27. Tony is not a dog or a koala.

28. -Nor is his name "Stitch."

29. I am not allowed to steal Egypt's jar, hold it over my head and laugh as he tries to reach it.

30. I am not allowed to bring Ameriwhale to any meeting ever.

31. Putting a bell-collar on Russia to alert people of his whereabouts is actually a bad idea, however brilliant it seems at first.

32. Sitting next to Russia dressed as a Finnish soldier a-la early 1900's is in poor taste and not actually hilarious, however loudly he screams.

33. I will stop asking Estonia what the square root of -1 is.

34. Poland has never starred in a movie called "Mean Girls."

35. Even if everything Gilbert and Francis remember about their grandfather makes the guy sound more and more like Legolas, I am not allowed to refer to him as such.

36. I am not allowed to sneak into France's office... mostly because I will never enjoy what I see there.

37. I will not repeat everything the speaker says in girly falsetto voices.

38. When Canada can't be found for a meeting, I am not allowed to explain his absence with any passage from the song "But Then I Got High."

39. Asking Matt "How do you keep a socialist in suspense?" and walking away is only funny the first time.

40. I will not offer to pose nude for Hungary.

41. Or Japan.

42. And especially not for England.

43. I will not insist on calling Matt my 'waifu,' no matter how many sandwiches he makes me.

44. It is a bad idea to tell Germany that he takes himself too seriously.

45. It is a bad idea to tell Prussia that he takes himself too seriously.

46. I am not allowed to photoshop incriminating pictures of couples and email them to Hungary, even if they would be adorable together.

47. I will not offer to prepare tandoori polar bear.

48. I will stop asking Denmark to bring me danishes at the next meeting.

49. I will not ask England to show me his "magic wand."

50. I will not ask Ukraine how to properly "strangle a chicken."
51. If England wanted to borrow my Twilight books, he would have said so by now.

52. I will not take out a life insurance policy on any of the Baltics.

53. England did not found the Kirkland paint, battery, or food companies.

54. I will not draw anything on anyone's foreheads, ever.

55. I will stop referring to Germany and Italy as "Laverne and Shirley."

56. I will not refer to China's office as "beyond the bamboo curtain."

57. The Nordics are not a coven of vampi... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 This Halloween has been.... rough. *smiles* http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28110387/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/28110387/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:31:08 PST
Wow, another journal....

Isn't it great?

Meh.

So, this journal is going to be about this past weekend, also known as Halloween.

First of all was Friday.

It was okay towards the beginning of the day.... We had planned a sleepover with my Romano and France, who were both coming down from pretty far.

Our friend from the Baskin Robbins had invited us to a party, and we were all psyched to go.

Then I remembered that I had rehearsals, so I was somewhat depressed because all of them would be going, and I wouldn't be able to.

But let me go in order.

I was woken up at twleve because my America/Belarus had called me to come walk with her. I got up, got her, and about thirty minutes after we arrived home, France showed up. She had been a bit lost, but that's no big deal. She got there.

My Romano was supposed to be at the mall by 4, but there was a big misunderstanding and we weren't there until 6.....

6 is when my rehearsals started.

We were also in cosplay. France was Inu Yasha (I hate that series with a vivid passion), America was Rin Kagamine, Romano was Sasuke.

I was Ichigo from Tokyo Mew Mew.

My rehearsals were for Repo! The Genetic Opera... a very gothis and black movie.

Ichigo is bright pink.

We got there around 7:45.... UBER late.

We got through rehearsals.... I was kind of annoyed because France, Romano, America, and Russia were all being somewhat loud... Not horribly loud, but... Still.

Afterwards, my Producer came to me and told me that my being late was a problem.

If I'm late one more time... they might replace me.

That ruined my night. Repo is my life right now, I can't imagine being replaced.... I'm SHILO WALLACE, for God's sake!

And it wasn't even my fault that I was late, but he didn't see that.

*sighs* Then, in the car, America started to get shit from her parents.... And this is after being stressed due to our fucking roommate.

He's so gross.... He doesn't clean up after himself, he makes the house stink, he's weird... and not in the good way....

And he's not even paying the full amount that he said he would!

We want him out. France should hopefully be able to move in somewhat soon... that will be fun. France, America, and Lithuania living in the same house?

xD

But then we had to go deal with America's family, and after we went to Denny's in which I had a rare panic attack.

I was so fucking humiliated.

Then came Saturday.

It started out a bit slow... Romano was having problems, and America was still dealing with her parents, and we were all a bit stressed.

We ended up being late to go trick-or-treating, so barely anyone was handing out candy... and Romano's back started hurting, my feet were killing me, and America had to get home.

There wasn't room in the car, though... so Russia had to leave Romano, France, and I with her friend from Art School while she took America and our friend from baskin Robbins home.

while we were somwhat stranded (not anyone's fault, though... so that wasn't the problem) I started to get depressed. I feel like a third wheel in my relationship... like Im a burden that's just basically tagging along for the ride.

Then, as we were walking to the Jack-in-the-Box to get out of the cold, some dumbass started snapping pictures of us from his car. That really creeped me out...

Then we went to Russia's house... she had seen that I was depressed and asked if she could make it better.

I told her I wanted yaoi pics, so that night was devoted to RussiaLiet yaoi cosplay, SasuNaru with Romano, and Kikyo/KaedeInuYasha with Russia and France.

I had fun.

Sunday sucked because France and Romano had to leave, so I was stuck at home in the apartment.

Though I did go to game, which was uber boring at first but then was fun. A Malkavian haunted a couple Brujah.... And nobody knew who did it.

Thing is? I'm a Malkavian as well.... One of the Brujah thinks I myself did it!

Then we went home, and I went to bed, and then I woke up, and then I filmed a random youtube video from the webcam with me as Lithuania introducing Axis Powers Cosplay, my cosplay group.

I was tired, so it sucked.

But speaking of youtube!

My Russia has her new videos up! You should watch them! I'm the Lithuania in the vids. ^///^

[link]

http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27982541/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:25:47 PDT
MY.

GOD.

This weekend was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO awesome. It wasn't small at all... everything that happened was big BIG BIG!!!!!

So. For those of you that don't know, Thursday marked the first night of the Sacramento Horror Film Festival. Now, Thursday was pretty uneventful.... Well,

The Lobotronic show was actually really interesting! And Mr. Lobo was really nice.

Then came Friday.... Friday actually sucked pretty bad.

First, we went on the news Friday morning. We were basically ignored, and we weren't even asked about Repo, which we were hoping to promote.

First were the shorts.... Horror movies. Some were really good, but I'm horribly ADHD so I couldn't focus. Thursday was also the day where we screened This

movie created by Chris Jericho, a really REALLY famous wrestler. He even came to the show...

And that's why it sucked.

He showed up buzzed.... And didn't stop drinking. He had never even see his movie before the screening... his OWN movie. For the Q and A, he had already

drunk a bottle of Jack Daniels, and was carrying around a bottle of vodka on stage during the interview. He was wasted by the end of the night, and kept

insulting Mr. Lobo after every sentence.

And the most striking thing he did?

On stage, while drunk, he said, "Fuck Repo! The Genetic Opera! I'm so much better."

Now, again... for those of you that don't know, I am one of the leads in Amber's Sweets ([link]) shadow cast (a performance of a movie

on stage... much like the Rocky Horror Picture Show) of Repo! The Genetic Opera. The other lead, the man who plays my father, Nathan Wallace, (I play Shilo

Wallace) runs the Sac Horror Film Fest and paid Chris HJericho to come. Not only that, but Terrance Zdunich (The actual Graverobber and co-creator of Repo)

Darren Smith (the real Band Leader, and other co-creator) Alisa and Andreja (the two Henchgirls from the movie) were also special guests. They were not there

when Chris Jericho said "Fuck Repo"..... they were at a haunted house with a couple of the other's from the shadow cast. We were going to go, but we didn't

have money, and our producer couldn't go in. The others did not even wait for us.

Chris Jericho even winked at me... *shudders*

Also... the Zombie Beauty Contest was RIGGED. Chris Jericho and three of the Suicide Girls were the judges. Three of us zombies had high marks, but were

booted off stage for not having high enough marks... despite the fact that several of the actual winners had lower marks than us. Turns out we were booted

off for not showing enough skin. The two runner ups had so much skin showing, and the winnder, despite having showed no skin and didn't even have on zombie

make-up, was FRIENDS with the suicide girls.

I hate the Suicide Girls, by the way.... due to the way they are. I was going to be one, but quickly decided it wasn't worth it. They're HORRIBLE to their

girls.

Anyway....

SATURDAY.

Saturday was the best night of my life.

I met Terrance, Darren, Alisa, and Andreja... they're BIG celebrities to Repo fans. Terrance was cool, he gave me a hug... then KISSEd my forehead. Like,

zomg. I was not expecting that. (I was dressed as Shilo, though. xD)

Alisa, though.... I was most STOKED about meeting Terrance, but I left the most HAPPY about meeting her. She was so nice, and so real.... She actually

started conversations with US, instead of the other way around.

Then, during the screening of Repo, we did our first live performance of Zydrate Anatomy. We ROCKED.

Now.... this should tell you something about the fans of Chris Jericho versus the fans of Repo.

On Friday, the audience was only half-filled. People kept leaving during Chris's presentation, they were booing him, making fun of him.... he lost a lot of

fans.

But on Saturday? The audience was FILLED, fans were screaming, cheering.... and none of them were even expecting us to come out onstage during the moive. But

when we did.... they screams and cheers were ringing through the entire theatre.

And when Terrance and Darren came out before the movie, the fans went wild.

AND.

There's a scene in the movie where Darren is jumping around as Band Leader, and people were dancing... he came to us and said, "If you let me be your Band Leader, can we go on stage for "We Started This Opera Shit"?

We.

Danced.

On.

Stage.
<... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Tobi is Russia? http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27726178/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27726178/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 13:09:27 PDT

[link]

Enough said.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 MLIA http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27698260/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27698260/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 01:42:55 PDT [link]

Here are some of my favorite quotes from it...

~

Today, I was in health class and my teacher told us a story about how he was telling them the most popular myths

about sex. When he told them that you CAN get pregnant the first time he was facing the board and he heard a loud

SMACK. He turned around and a girl had slapped her boyfriend yelling, "YOU LIED TO ME!" This made my entire day.

MLIA

~

Today in my psychology class, we were playing Jeopardy to prepare for our test. One of the answers that came up was

"Observes children playing on a playground." Without missing a beat some kid shouted out "What is a registered sex

offender!" MLIA

~

Today, I was in class when my teacher began explaining her theory that North Dakota doesn't exist. She thinks that

since nobody has ever met someone from North Dakota that it must be a secret government conspiracy. By the end of

class we had done no work and decided that dinosaurs were indeed hiding in North Dakota and planned a field trip so

we could find them. Class well spent. MLIA

~

I had to take a trip to the grocery store to get some charcoal. I'm standing in line at the check out with a large

bag of charcoal sitting on my shoulder, and the woman in front of me said, "Oh you can set that down, that must be

so heavy!" I responded with "It's nothing compared to the bodies." Her facial expression has been burned into my

memory. MLIA.

~

Today I bought do-it-yourself hair dye for my Halloween costume (before the stores sell out). I was reading the

directions when I noticed the warning label. It read, "WARNING: Do not use as an ice cream topping." I wonder how

many people have tried this. MLIA

~

Today I told my mother what I really wanted for my 18th birthday. She said that she will not rent me a bounce

house. I was upset until I realized I would be an adult, and could rent one for myself. MLIA.

~

On the 100th day of my son's school they had the children draw a picture of themselves in 100 years. My 7 year old

son drew a headstone. MLIA

~

Today, I set my alarm to a baby's cry. When it went off during my lecture class, the boy sitting next to me

immediately opened his backpack and said "sshh, it's okay lil guy, daddy loves you" The looks were priceless and I

think I'm a little bit in love. MLIA

~

Today, I was hiding in the cupboard. My dad went to put something away and when opening the door, instead of

looking shocked just handed me the oil, said 'thanks' and shut the door. MLIA

~

Today, I used my speech function on my Mac to make it say, "What time is it?" I then heard my friend's Mac say, from the other end of the couch, "It's 8:23." We then proceeded to make our Macs converse with one another for the next half hour. MLIA.

~

Today, in biology we were talking about chromosomes and genes. One girl asked my teacher, "What's that thing called where you look nothing like one of your parents?". My teacher replied, "An affair." LOVE. HER. MLIA

~

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I feel like I'm going to explode..... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27542908/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27542908/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:29:48 PDT

I have a place to live now!

I'm so excited, I'm staying with America! I don't have to deal with stinky love-struck geek boys anymore! Yay!

On another note... Russia's World Conference assignment is up, and I'm in it doing laundry. xD- Here's Russia's channel... watch the First Assignment!

[link]

And I think the Vocaloid Our Family is going to be announced soon... I hope I got the part of Meiko. <3

*does a happy dance*

There has been some drama, though... Greece told Miku something she shouldn't have, Miku told America, America

yelled at Greece who yelled at Miku, who went to Kaito, and then Greece texts me with "Liet... I'm sorry... but..."
And I have Repo! The Genetic Opera rehearsals today, which are probably going to suck because Germany doesn't like

America or Russia right now, which is hard on Italy because she just wants to be friends with all of us.

*sighs* And Germany told Greece she was a better sister than me.

But never tells me when I'm doing something wrong.

I gues sit's cool that I don't have any scenes with him, though... We're doing Come Back and Everyone's a Composer,

which only have me (Shilo), Blind Mag, and Nathan.

And I'm probably sleeping alone in the new apartment, and I'm so epic fail that I have breakdowns when around

people, but get depressed when I'm alone. *sighs*

My compulsions have been getting worse, as has my mood swings. I haven't been sleeping or eating right, and there's

so much stress...

On another note.. China has got some of her costume together, so... yeah.

*sighs* My back hurts.

And my Dachsund... did you know that in Germany, they call them Dackels? Which isn't a German word.... yet in America, we call them Dachsunds, which IS a German word.

Anyway. My Dachsund, Digger, got his balls chopped off yesterday, so he's been uber emo, and clingy, and whiny. He has a cone over his head, so he can't sniff the ground cuz he's too low to it already, so he won't piss.

*takes a deep breath*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.... yeah.

*collapses*

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Just Fucking Great. Oh, well... Watch the video? http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27412756/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27412756/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 16:09:25 PDT
Figures, huh?

That and my evil ex is causing hella problems for me... threatened to hurt me if I went near her. Like I'd even want to, she's the one that chased me down and grabbed me last time I saw her ass.

Anyway.

I'm also getting really nervous about a couple of my friends... it seems their drifting away from me.

I don't care, though.

So!

My video for the Our Vocaloid Family auditions is done!

[link]

Watch it, comment, fav it, tell me what you think!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 BEST. HETALIA. STRIPS. EVER. *nose bleed* http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27361706/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27361706/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:15:56 PDT
A couple of the links were broken, so I fixed them.

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]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Hetalia Videos http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27348021/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27348021/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 21:17:27 PDT

[link]

THIS ONE IS EPIC!!! [link]

This is the most disturbing thing I have ever seen. EVER. [link]

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]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Why, hello there! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27342140/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27342140/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 16:10:16 PDT

I sure have changed.

A year ago I was a Naruto loving weeaboo that shipped SasuNeji, dressed in sweat pants, had horrible acne, and long blonde hair.

I also hated history. A LOT. WhatÂs fun about that?

But nowÂ. Now I am a Naruto HATING non-weaboo that hates any Naruto pairings, dresses in Steampunk and lolita, has almost no acne, and has short PINK hair.

My pairings I ship now?

America x Lithuania

Russia x Lithuania

Sweden x Finland

Lithuania x Poland

Germany x Italy.

History? ItÂs never been so fun before.

But anyway. A lot of interesting things have happenedÂ some good, some bad. A friend of mine has gotten herself into trouble and wonÂt listen to reason, IÂm in a really weird relationship thatÂs going to take some explaining to specific people, IÂve been role-playing as a cross-dressing valley girl-boy-thing that has got me saying ÂOmg, ttlyÂ and Âto the maxÂ in day-to-day conversations, I have an internet relationship, IÂm angry at a close friend, IÂm not angry at a close enemy, IÂm planning revenge on someone, IÂm tired, angry, stressed, PMS-ing, and I had jury duty this week but they postponed it for 90 days.

*takes a deep breath*

ThereÂs a mini convention this week that is probably going to become very interesting due to specific reason that I wonÂt say here, IÂm running out of food stamps, I have an all day rehearsal tomorrow (possibly) after which I will be going to a friendÂs house and playing the Sims 3 all day.

Did I mention I had pink hair?

AnywayÂ Yeah.

*sighs*

And now for the moment youÂve all been waiting forÂ..

*drummroll*

QUESTION OF THE DAY!!!!!

Yes, I know youÂve missed itÂ I know I have. I have some new characters, tooÂ so this one will be all new.

SoÂ here we go!

Klausimas nuo diena:

(Plushies and yaoi to anyone that can guess the language! If you know me at all, you wonÂt have to. *sticks out tongue*)

Kuris simbolius Ä¯ tavo yra patys iÂdykÄs?

(Which of your characters are the most mischievous?)

Dynn: *raises hand* Me, of courseÂ I love causing trouble! *innocent grin*

Cannon: ItÂs my job to create problems for people.

Xylo: Ooh! Ooh! Me!

Kayne: *dances around* Double double, toil and trouble! Fire burn and cauldron bubble! *cackles manically*
~
OH! To anyone out there that role-plays South Park, I have collaborated on rp forum for it!

[link]

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I'm Fucking Tired of this Shit, Guys http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27239060/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/27239060/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 03:09:33 PDT
IÂm sick and tired of this fucking crap.

Seriously.

IÂm sorry I look like the girl of your fucking dreams.

And IÂm sorry I donÂt feel that way about you.

Why does this always happen?

Why canÂt my friends think of me as just thatÂ a FRIEND?

Why do I feel like such a fucking dick when I have to tell someone, ÂIÂm sorryÂ. I canÂt acceptÂÂ

Why does everyone blame me?

I keep losing friends, people I care about, simply because IÂm ME. I donÂt know what to do anymoreÂ maybe I should horribly disfigure myself or be a fucking bitch to everyone I meet.

Maybe I should betray all those I trust.

Or go into hiding and not talk to anyone.

I mean, seriouslyÂ IÂm tired of this. How many people hate me because IÂm me?

Too many.

And how many do I hate for the same reason?

NONE.

How many people become unhealthily obsessed with me?

Too fucking many.

Stalkers?

I have those.

ShitÂ

EVERY TIME I GET A NEW MALE FRIEND.

Every time.

They end up wanting to fuck me.

Am I not more than my looks? Am I not intelligent?

And sometimes the girls, too.

I was just told the other day, ÂI wish I had never met you.Â

And you guys bitch and moan at me, and call me a teaseÂ IÂm not a tease.

I say hi to you and give you a hug.

That you asked for in the first place.

How the hell do you think I feel? ItÂs like I cross a new name off of my list of friendÂs every day.

ÂNobody loves me because IÂm ugly and am too afraid to talk to people.Â
ÂI have crazy stalkers that donÂt stop IMing me or texting me even though I threatened a restraining order.Â
ÂAt least they think youÂre pretty.Â
ÂYeahÂ pretty enough to sexually harass on a daily basis, never once admitting that I may have a brain in my body.Â

ÂAt least you get attention.Â
ÂThat I donÂt wantÂ. ItÂs creepy.Â
ÂThey like you.Â
ÂThey like my body.Â
ÂAt least they think youÂre pretty.Â
ÂBitch, did you not hear what I just said? I said that theyÂve been threatening to come into my house while IÂm asleep and have ruined all my relationships with other people, wonÂt stop treating me like shitÂÂ
ÂÂ At least you get attention.Â

Seriously, itÂs a never-ending circle!

I hate itÂ I feel so stupid and helpless. I feel like a bitch.

And IÂm not even DOING ANYTHING.

IÂve started to become paranoid.

IÂve started to NOT WANT to hang out with friends.

And THEN people get angry at me for being depressedÂ. Like I have no right to be upset at the fact that I keep hurting people without trying.

Like I have no right to be upset that people are beginning to hate me simply because IÂm ME.

It hurts me.

More than any of you fucking know.

I meanÂ seriouslyÂ do you guys want me to date you out of pity? Out of obligation?

ÂI donÂt like you as more than a friend, but youÂre obviously depressed because of it so IÂm going to ask you out and be miserable just to make you happy, even then youÂll know I donÂt really care and will probably cheat on you at some point in time.Â
ÂWhy yes, I want you to date me out of pity because IÂm obsessed with you and canÂt accept that you donÂt love me back, because youÂre obviously a tease just because you said hi to me this morning. Â

Jesus.

IÂve wanted to just stay on the internet.

Anonymous.

Not talk to anyone, just watch my South Park and read my yaoi. Just be a hermit.

Or something.

JustÂ pleaseÂ itÂs not my fault.

Why canÂt anyone accept that?

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Axis Powers Hetalia character meme http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26994850/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26994850/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 11:39:24 PDT
[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky.
[] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies.
[] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[x] You're a good artist.
[x] You can be clumsy at times.
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something.
[] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!".
[] You would surrender in a war situation.
(6/10)

âº Germany (Ludwig)

[] You're very stoic and serious.
[ Sausages are your favorite foods.
[] You like to walk dogs/your dog.
[] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T.
[] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules.
[] You work very hard.
[] Your alone time is your 'happy time'.
[] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people.
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice.
(1/10)

âº Japan (Kiku Honda)

[x] You're very mature.
[] You think everything over before saying it.
[] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one.
[] You isolated yourself during childhood.
[] You became very successful in a short amount of time.
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[] You can seem cold/aloof to other people.
[] You're good at practical tasks.
[] You need time to adjust to new people.
(2/10)

âº United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers.
[x] You think you're awesome.
[] You love to invent things.
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[x] You're terrified of ghosts.
[x] You know aliens exist.
[] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time.
[x] You wear glasses.
(8/10)

âº United Kingdom (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea.
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid.
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical.
[] Your cooking is awful.
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before.
[] You get drunk quite easily.
[] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy.
[] You're good at embroidery.
(5/10)

âº France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate.
[x] You think you have a great fashion sense.
[] You like wine.
[] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears.
[x] You love red roses.
[x] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women.
[x] You're very proud of yourself.
[x] You love culture and the arts.
[x] You're very flamboyant.
[] You say you're a gourmet.
(7/10)

âº Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[x] You had a very sad childhood
[] You're very tall.
[] You have a tendency to switch between personalities.
[] You wear a scarf all the time.
[x] You love sunflowers.
[] You love vodka.
[] You can seem intimidating to other people.
[] You're very strong.
[] You have a big nose.
[] You have a strange laugh that can scare people.
(2/10)

âº China (Wang Yao)

[x] You're very mature
[x] You're very superstitious
[] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[x] You love Hello Kitty
[] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets
(6/10)

âº Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[] You are very well-raised.
[] You're polite.
[x] You love classical music.
[x] You like cake.
[] You have a mole on your face.
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away.
[] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument.
[] You've composed music before.
[] You tend to call people 'morons'.
[x] You wear glasses.
(4/10)

âº Canada (Matthew Williams)

[] You're often ignored by people.
[x] You look younger than you actually are.
[] You love hockey.
[x] You love polar bears.
[x] You hate fighting.
[] You have one strand of curly hai... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I love Google translator! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26641980/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26641980/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 03:16:56 PDT
AÂ į

rotÄ¯ naudoti jÄ, kai aÂ VaidmenÅ³ simboliÅ³ kad kalbÄti kita kalba. Viena AÂ Âiuo metu yra lietuviÅ³. Ir kodÄl aÂ kalbÄti lietuviÅ³?

Kadangi mano ÂirdelÄ Toris Lorinaitis, Âinoma! My darling Liet ... Lietuva mano mÄgstamiausiÅ³ anime serijos Axis Powers Hetalia.

Man patinka kankinimus ir iÂgedinimas jÄ¯ ... jis so cute!

Rusijos ir Lietuvos, ir laimÄk!

Dabar ... Galime pamatyti kaip supainioti ÂmoniÅ³ gauti, kai jie bando ir iÂversti jÄ¯ atgal. xD

Bet kuriuo atveju!

Âis Âurnalas bus tikriausiai kad nÄra prasmÄs iÂverstas atgal Ä¯ anglÅ³ kalbÄ, taÄiau Âiuo metu, I don't care. Po velniÅ³, tai tikriausiai blogiausias lietuviÅ³ kada nors vistiek.

Bet esu linksmas, ir kad yra viskas, klausimais.

Guess what?

AÂ einu Ä¯ Cosplay Lietuvoje SacAnime! I am so excited, I can't wait. Juolab aÂ du Russias kad man skaiÄiuoti nuo.

Good night, sleep tight, don't let lovos klaidas bite!

Ir atminkite ... AÂ myliu visus jus.

* hugs *

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I am so happy with the latest Axis Powers Hetalia http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26579016/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26579016/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 21:44:59 PDT
[link]

I am happy with it because my baby is shown for practically the entire thing!

I'm going to be cosplaying him at SacAnime. I'm so excited.

(I'm talking about Lithuania, by the way.)

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Oh my God! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26361632/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26361632/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 14:52:43 PDT
And Allysandra was made Prince!

I had to get Hospitality all over again.

Things are going crazy....

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Sabbat!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26330459/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26330459/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:09:26 PDT
I had so much fun today. ^^

It was Sabbat game.... they're the "bad guys" of vampires. In actuality, they just believe in more freedom than the Camarilla.

It's OKAY to be crazy!

I've explained about my darling Jaidin... he's crazy, but not horribly crazy.

My Sabbat, Artemis L'estrange? (Yes, Kyouya... Artemis with Mercury's last name)Schizophrenic, hallucinations, and paranoia.

She thinks everyone is out to get her, argues with voices in her head, and sees things that aren't there.

Doesn't help that she's prophetic and can see the future.... though somethimes what she thinks is a vision is just a hallucination.

She even diablerized a Lasombra.... and the Sabbat is OKAY with that.

I'm going to have so much fun with this. ^^

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Wow... a lot has happened. xD http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26320818/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26320818/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:31:22 PDT
First of all, rehearsals for the Repo! shadowcast were fun! I got to see boobs... they were very nice.

Then the producer tells us to "watch the movie and memorize everything your character does."

Easy for her to say... I'm Shilo! That would mean I'd have to memorize the entire movie!

Let's see....

I'm currently in a bit of a bind and got in a semi arguement with a friend because I'm trying to help him with something, school starts next month...

Well, back to the geek-ness.... this is the one thing that's been on my mind.

Vampire: The Masquerade, a larp I go to every week.

First, I was a Malkavian. Then Jaidin (my name in the game) got himself blood-bond to someone and is now living in the Elder's house.

Which meant to make a new character.

So I made a Nosferatu named Teagan. She was an investigative reporter.

Unfortunately, her way of gathering information was different than that of most Nosferatu.... and one of them in particular hated me the most.

He beat me into torpor.... one step down from death. It means she's in a death-like sleep.

New character time!

I'm going to try a Toreador... I hate Toreadors, but I was told always to try what I hate.

so I'm giving it a shot.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I'M SHILO!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26036057/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/26036057/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 23:54:05 PDT
I'm so excited!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Urgh..... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/25375292/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/25375292/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:42:39 PDT
First off was Fanime. It was a whole lot of fun! I had a lot of gatherings, and I met a lot of new people. I had a photoshoot for CD one day (as the character Meiko from Vocaloid), and had some mini photoshoots with Eurobeat King.

Dem and I did happen to get into a little spat with our friend Danny. Danny had decided to not room with us at the very last minute, but the room still had to be paid for. Danny also caused a bit of grief with our roommate Phil, which drove Dem and I a wee bit crazy. I ended up forgiving Danny, but Dem kept saying that he would never forgive him. He ended up getting over it, which I knew he would.

I had a nervous breakdown on the night of the Black and White ball. Dem thought it had something to do with the Mana energy potions, but at the time I didn't think the two corrolated at all.

However..... Two days ago was Sac con, and they were giving away Venom energy drinks. I had one and a half and ended up having another nervous breakdown. Part of it had to do with something that was going on at the time. All i really know was that Tamaki was an EMT. Yes.... Tamaki. From Ouran High School Host Club. I rmember thinking,"Shit... if Tamaki is smart enough to be an EMT, then we're all screwed."

Tamaki was really nice, though, and stayed with me until I had calmed down. It helped that my bestie Kyouya was right there as well.

Wow. I just now realized the irony of that situation. Tamaki.... and Kyouya..... helping me calm down. Tamaki is an EMT, Kyouya my best friend..... Wow.

Just.... wow.

Also.... Envy. It turned out bthat Envy was.... in a situation where he and two friends had no place, and ended up homeless in a park.

s allowed them to stay with us.

Well, a specific issue made it so Envy had to leave, but his friends are still with us.

However, it turns out our landlord has been screwing us over.... BAD.

To the point that we're out over a thousand bucks. She's going DOWN. Nobody messes with us.

*giggles manically*

If you want to know more about what happened, just let me know.

Well, back on the topic of Ouran, I will sooner or later be cosplaying Nekozawa. Belzenef!!!!!! (I think I spelt that correctly.)

Meh. Christ, Sam-Sam, and Bretzel were there as well. Christ was the Joker, and Sam-Sam and Bretzel were.... Sam-Sam and Bretzel. It was Bretzel's birthday yesterday. ^^

Dani's was the day before the con. We played Rock Band for a bit, then went to Max's and stayed over there. Max is really cool.

And I defeated the Superior at Darkstalkers. I probably only won because I know how to spam B.B. Hood (whom I am going to cosplay) pretty well.

I'm going to skip over the bit about Sunday. It is a private matter that I would rather not discuss.

Hm..... I was cosplaying David from D.Gray-Man at Sac Con, and I ran into someone who dsaid they would be cosplaying my twin Jasdero at Sac Anime. Dem decided then and there that he would be Jasdero for Sac Anime after all, which made me happy. ^^

I will also be cosplaying and auditioning as Shilo from Repo! The Gentic Opera.
Dem and I have been hitting a couple rocky points, but we're still good. ^^

Not much else I can say..... my hair is purple!!!!! xD

Okay. My journal is done for now.

Question of the day:

Have any of your characters ever been taken advantage of?

Symin: Yes.... people seem to do that a lot.

Roziel: Yeah.... by my other personality.

Raziel:" *grins*

Artemis: By.... an aquaintance a long time ago.

Jaidin: Yes.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Axis Powers Hetalia http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/25256759/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/25256759/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:54:58 PDT
Each episode is about 6 minutes, so it's not taking a whole lot of your time.

And in case you're wondering exactly why I'm nagging again, this is why:

[link]

It's my Hetalia role play profile, in which I role play Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis) I'd love it if you would add me!

And I need more Hetalia role-players (especially Poland and Russia), so come on, people!!!!!!!!

This is the scanlation index:

[link]

It has the comics on it.

These are the links for the anime itself.....

Episode:

1:

[link]

2:

[link]

3:

[link]

4:

[link]

5:

[link]

6:

[link]

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[link]

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[link]

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[link]

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]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Hey guys.... it's been a while. ^^ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24824897/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24824897/ Mon, 18 May 2009 15:30:14 PDT
And god.... do I have a LOT to talk about.

Let's see here...

First of all, I moved in with my significant other, Demyx.

We now live in an apartment downtown with two roommates, one of which likes to get drunk. A lot.

And yesterday's drunklen stupor frightened me a wee bit.

Also.... Fanime!!!!! Dem and I are leaving Thursday. I'm so excited.... and my cosplay list has grown!!!!!

Thursday: Zexion

Friday: Meiko from Vocaloid (just for the CD photo shoot, though) and Zexion.

Saturday: Cloud Strife (Dem is Sephiroth, and we're running the Final Fantasy meet up) and probably Neji Hyuuga.

Sunday: Gaz from Invader Zim

Monday: David from D.Gray-man.

This schedule is apt to change at any second, though, so.... yeah.

Let's see..... I have a job promoting for the night club Barcode. I can get people in for free and/or reduced prices on Friday nights. Thing is... Dem took me to Asylum, the goth club that is on Sunday nights.

Best. Fucking. Club. Ever.

It was so much fun! I danced in a cage.

Speaking of doing things I never expected to... at Dem's friend Emory's birthday party (damn thing was in a mansion. An actual mansion) I got drunk.

Not tipsy like the last time.... but full on drunk. I figured out that if I plug my nose, I can drink without gagging at the taste.

Anyway.... I ended up skinny-dipping with a couple people in the pool. There's no way I would have done that sober. xD

Let's see.... anything else? Oh! Steffen is being stupid. I'm not there for him to obsess over, so I'm apparently making bad choices. After all, he's the ONLY responsible person in the wole fucking world.

Urgh.

Not a whole lot else to talk about... That's pretty much all that's important.

So.... Question of the day!

(P.S: This is Dem's computer, and he actually doesn't have a 'Q' button. I had to have my friend type it, then I copied and pasted it. xD)

Question of the day!

Have any of your characters ever had sex in costume?

Skylar: Nico made me dress up as Sephiroth once... I don't mind, cuz it made it easier to screw him.

Axel: I did it as a sexy policeman.

Artemis: I fucked a little auburn haired human as the vampire
Lestat.

Calamity: *grins* Too many times to count.

Roziel: Kurai from Angel Sanctuary.

Wylde: Still a virgin... *blushes* But I kinda want to cosplay Reno from Final Fantasy...

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Vampire: the Masquerade Role Play!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24472569/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24472569/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:23:50 PDT
You do not have to have played the game to enjoy it, as the game itself is a live action role play.

Please.... take a look, okay?

[link]

Love you all!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Quizzinix http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24313838/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24313838/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:20:54 PDT

XD

What I did in 2008:
[x] became single
[x] started a new relationship
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[ ] kissed in the snow
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] kissed on the beach
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[ ] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] dated someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost faith in love
[ ] regained faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] met a teacher who I became friends with.
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[ ] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[ ] cut class
[ ] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] discovered a new talent
[ ] proved to myself that I'm an idiot
[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[ ] got the lead role in the school play
[ ] made a team
[ ] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x]painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to a camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[x] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] went on a diet
[ ] tried to gain weight (is this some kind of trick question??)
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone close to me died
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents
[x] snuck out
[x] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[ ] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love (if it wasn't love to begin with can this be true? I fell out of lust lets say)
[x] had a crush on someone
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[x] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[ ] got wasted in a public place
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[ ] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] missed someone
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] entered a new school
[ ] drank my first alcoholic beverage
[x] graduated high school or college

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 I put on my robe and wizard hat..... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24297832/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24297832/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 20:21:40 PDT
Hello, everyone. Remember me?

DonÂt worry, IÂm not dead yet. IÂve been busy.

For exampleÂ working on costumes.

Making costumes is hard to do when youÂre brokeÂ worst part is that we need them before Fanime.

Demyx and I are getting in free because weÂre helping our friend Lionsbane promote Health and Mana energy drinks. IÂve tried themÂ theyÂre not all that good.

Anyway, Demyx and I are going to do it as Sephiroth and Cloud. What is with me and doing these emo characters?

I mean, JesusÂ. For Cosplay Deviants, she and I cosplayed Sexy no Jutsu Naruto and Sasuke. Guess who was the emo kid?

Me.

I was the emo kid.

And some people argue that Zexion is emo, but I kick those people.

HeÂs so not emo.

Anyway! The photo shoot went wellÂ I have some bug bitesÂ not very many though. Probably because I purposefully drowned myself in body spray to keep them off. Demyx and our photographer Mike have quite a few, though.

Funny thing is? I was the one with the most skin showing. *giggles*

HmÂ letÂs seeÂ

Oh yeah! Effie accused us of being on drugs. I got a text message from her saying ÂYou and your girlfriend are on drugsÂ. You look hella fucked up!Â

Demyx got pissedÂ she called her back and told her sheÂd do a pee test if she had to.

Effie replied that she wanted a blood test.

Then later she told me I was cut off.

For doing drugs.

Which I have never and will never do.

Fucking bitchÂ. I love my Mom, and my sister, and my niece especiallyÂ. But I fucking hate her and her sadistic controlling personality.

Good riddance.

On another side of family issuesÂ I had dinner with my Grandma Ardith and my Dad today. TheyÂre going to ItalyÂ Grandma asked me if I wanted anything from there, and I told her I wanted black elbow-length leather gloves. Funny how I could ask for anything, and I still ask for something for cosplay. Guess what character needs those?

Then Dad gave me twenty bucks, which was helpful cuz Demyx needs transportation to Animania this Sunday.

LetÂs seeÂ hmÂ anything else?

WellÂ there are other things that IÂm happy about, but those are a secret.

Oh! Demyx got the job at Salvation Army! IÂm so happyÂ that means that one of us will have an income, and she gets discounts on things that are already hella cheap!!!! Think of how much this will help us with cosplay!

*giggles maniacally*

I canÂt think of anything else either worthy or non-private enough to tell youÂ.

Oh! Wait!

I'm in a very sadistic mood (well, one could say that I'm just horny) and I want to watch some yaoi anime. Thing is... I want to watch the hardest, kinkiest, sluttiest, sexiest, and all around most fucking graphic yaoi at all possible. So.... does anyone have any suggestions?

Question of the Day:

Have any of your characters ever modeled?

Artemis: Well, duhÂ how do you think I get my money?

Mercury: IÂve done a couple.

Axel: For an internet site.

Azazel: Of course I haveÂ how could I possibly deny you poor desperate plebes the sight of my majestic beauty?

Me: *clears throat* Anyone else?

Malick: Yes.

Everyone else: No.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Meh http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24192570/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24192570/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 01:02:21 PDT
We had a Vocaloid meet-up today. I went as Kaito because my Meiko costume wasnÂt finished yet. I met three of the other membersÂ. Neru, and her two friends.

Neru seemed really uncomfortable around us, and the other two (who had apparently found her) were total jack-asses. They treated us like we were stupid, and it really irritated me.

Also!

I got the bikini IÂm going to use for the Sexy no Jutsu cosplay set for Cosplay Deviants. The photographer is coming down on Wednesday to take the pics.

IÂm doing Haruhi and Meiko as well.

LetÂs seeÂ. Anything else?

Not really.

Meh.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Promo Tag http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24172677/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24172677/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 21:10:37 PDT

1- Be one of the 14 first people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List
2- For each of the 14 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
3-If you answer, you'll have to do the same on your journal, putting me on the first place, completeing this way the list with 15 people

Person 1:
Obinaka

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Person 2:
So-ra-Ka-mi

[link]
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Person 3:
angel-of-the-abyss

[link]
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Person 4:

Person 5:

Person 6:

Person 7:

Person 8:

Person 9:

Person 10:

Person 11:

Person 12:

Person 13:

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]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Indeed. http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24121422/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24121422/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 22:58:34 PDT
This week has beenÂ.. urgh.

IÂll start with the few good points.

Dem and I went over to KitÂs house. We got into a bit of a conflict with the bus driver, but we mostly came out unscathed.

(((WarningÂ. As this was a Sac Vocals sleepover, I will be using Vocaloid names. Dem is Gakupo, Kit is Rin, Kayla is Luka, and IÂm Meiko. Speaking of whichÂ.. my costumeÂs almost done!!!!! Demyx just has to finish sewing itÂ then we have to make the gloves and buy my boots.)))))

While we were there, I tried on LinÂs Mew Ichigo outfit. They said I looked cuteÂ but I disagree.

Meh.

Luka ended up coming over laterÂ. We ate dinner at her house. It was really fucking good! SheÂs an awesome cook. ^^

Then we played DDRÂ. RinRin recorded it. When we watched it, I almost diedÂ..

My feetÂ.. they moved so fastÂ.

LuLuÂs sisters even said theyÂd never seen anyone play DDR as well as me.

I canÂt believe my feet moved as fucking fast as they did. I even asked everyone ÂAm I really going that fast?Â

xDD

And while we were there, LuLu gave me blue hair dye!

We bleached it there, but we werenÂt able to actually dye it blue till GakuGaku and I got back to my place.

AndÂ.. the bathroom looked like I had murdered a Smurf. There was blue everywhere. xD

Then Demyx and I went to her old vampire houseÂ. It was kind of boring, and I was sleepy so I ended up falling asleep.

xDD

Anime club was okayÂ. But kinda boring.

Game was interesting, though. There was a disturbance in my and another MalkavianÂs forces. Something was blocking our visions!!!!!

I also freaked out cuz I read my family memberÂs aura, and he had no derangementsÂ.. he was SANE.

Which meant that he couldnÂt have been one of usÂ. Because we arenÂt.

I ended up figuring out that he had a special aura.

xDD

ThenÂ. When we were in the Salvation Army, the manager asked us if we were looking for jobs. He totally got my hopes upÂ I was so psyched!

Then he told Demyx that he could only hire one of us.

And she got there first.

So IÂm miffedÂ. I wish he could have warned me. Oh, well! At least one of us will have an income, nowÂ. She can help me out. ^^

OhÂ. And while weÂre on the topic of jobsÂ.

I had to go to Welfare today. I qualify for food stamps, so I stalked up on ravioli, cheese, and green tea ginger ale. xD

Thought that I qualified for cash aidÂ then was told that I was receiving SSA. Had to go to the Social Security office to work it outÂ. Now I have to go back to Welfare to show that IÂm not getting paid, so I can receive cash aid.

*sighs*

Then I got backÂ. Figured out that SteffenÂs parents had gotten a call about me.

Remember this journal post? [link]

WellÂ..this was the same person! Steffen told me that he had filed a police report, and that they would figure out who was harassing me.

I think it might be Effie, thoughÂ

I went to visit my mom, and she treated me like shit. Demyx was with me tooÂ. And was about ready to turn around and murder her. xD

Mymom even asked if we were tweaking. MeÂ. On drugs? Is she fucking stupid? As much as I love her, she should know me a whole hell of a lot better than that.

*fumes*

On another, sweeter noteÂ. My niece took my old job corps ID to show and tell because she wanted to show everyone her auntie. *cries*

I love her so muchÂ. I miss herÂ.

Oh! And is anyone else going to Fanime? We are!!!!!

IÂm so excitedÂ IÂm already registered. ^^

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Screw the rules... I have green hair. http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24032562/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/24032562/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 22:29:01 PDT
Time for your somewhat-daily update!

YouÂll find this funny.

I mentioned dying my hair blue? WellÂ. The color we got was actually turquoise.

UnfortunatelyÂ. It ended up green.

So weÂre waiting a week, then weÂre going to bleach and color it again, this time with a different blue.

Oh! Guess what!

My Organization XIII coat came! I wore it out to visit my Dad. Demyx came with me.

It went wellÂ heÂs doing good. Unfortunately, family issues are going crazy now.

Oh! Oh!

Have any of you ever heard of the site Cosplay Deviants?

IÂve been accepted as a model.

I need to get a set inÂ Demyx and I are planning on doing Sexy no Jutsu Naruto and Sasuke.

Guess who has to be the emo kid?

Moi.

Anyway! Demyx and I are going over to KitÂs tomorrow to stay the night and work on the dances we have to do for Sac Vocals.

KaylaÂs picking us up from Consumnes River College. We had to scrounge for money to get that far todayÂ I have a bus pass, but Demyx doesnÂt.

So we had to ask people for their spare change.

xD

*sighs*

Q.O.D:

Have any of your characters had to beg for money?

Skylar: Nico and I did when we ran away from home.

Roziel: Yes.

Mercury: I do it all the time. ^^

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 He fucking SHOT me in the fucking HEAD. TWICE. http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23977335/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23977335/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 21:54:23 PDT
This entire week has been fucking crazy.

No fucking lie. ItÂs been so damn crazy, in fact, that itÂs hard to believe that IÂm not fucking dreaming.

So buckle up kidsÂ. ItÂs gonna be a bump ass fucking ride.

First of all, letÂs start with my money problems.

I was supposed to get my Financial Aid this weekend, but because IÂm only enrolled in 7 units, I didnÂt get it.

And because I need a job, I have to drop out of my classes.

So that means IÂm shit out of luck that way.

So Demyx and I are going to try and take care of certain things tomorrow that might help with our complete and utter lack of income.

AlsoÂ. My Organization XIII coat was supposed to come in today, but they fucking messed up and sent it to Ra-damned Arizona!

Ari-fucking-zona! How the hell do you mix up fucking Arizona with fucking California?

ARGH!!!!!

The guy at the post office said that I should hopefully get it before Wednesday. I hope I get it tomorrow, butÂ..

Oh my fucking God!

Speaking of WednesdayÂ

IÂm meeting up with my Dad! I havenÂt talked to him in over a year or two due to my moms not letting me.

IÂm so nervousÂ.. Way too nervous to go on my own, so Demyx is coming with me.

And I talked to my brother! I havenÂt spoken to him in over three or four years!!!!!!!!!!

XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
-

Friday night Demyx, Steffen, and I went to a Rave that SteffenÂs sister Elbereth helped set up. It was so mush fun! It went on till the early morning.

Demyx decided that I would look cute as a Candy Kid.

^^

Oh! And I have a Rave name now!

According to Sparkly, I am now Cotton Candy.

Because IÂm dying my hair baby blue.

xD

SoÂ.. Demyx gave me a link to this site called Cosplay Deviants. ItÂs kind of a pin-up site for cosplayersÂ. And itÂs 200 bucks a set. IÂd be getting paid to do what I love!

I appliedÂ the guy already okayÂd it, now I just have to get word from the two girls.

And if that doesnÂt work, DemyxÂs friend is setting up a site and he said IÂve definitely got a place with him. ^^

-

AlsoÂ. This Friday Demyx and I are going over to KitÂs to hang out with her and Kayla.

ExceptÂbecause itÂs the Vocaloid cosplay group thing, itÂs going to be Meiko and Gakupo going over to RinÂs to hang out with her and Luka. xD

IÂm actually gonna audition to be Kaito. ^^

Since IÂm dying my hair blue anyway.

Yes! You heard me rightÂ. I am dying my hair blue. First IÂm going to bleach my hair blonde (and borrow one of DemyxÂs wigs, cuz I look HORRIBLE with blonde hair) and then IÂm dying it baby blue.

^^

-

SoÂ

Yeah.

Saturday, Demyx, Xigbar, Xemnas, and I hung out. Roxas showed up for a second, but had to leave again.

We ended up going over to the Home Depot where Xemnas bought name-tags, and then permanent markers. We all wrote our names on them.

Mine said, ÂHello, my name is ÂZexion.ÂÂ

xD

-

NowÂ letÂs talk about Game yesterday.

*laughs*

It was definitely something.

First of allÂ. I had a nightmare.

Here is my nightmare:

IÂm standing at the edge of the lake. In the lake, there is a city filled with people. Some of these people are KindredÂ other vampires like myself. I sense a presence behind me, and look to see a woman with the habit of a nun. She is carrying a beautiful, innocent-looking mermaid with red hair and green scales. As the nun carries her, she comforts her by telling her that she is safe.

She sets the mermaid into the waterÂ and the creature seems to come alive. As the nun begins to smile, the mermaid becomes a giant and deadly monster with tentacles. The tentacles rip into the lake and the water turns red with the blood of my dead family, friends, and Kindred. The nun screams for her to stop, telling her that sheÂs not evil, that she saved her, why, why could she do this?

And the mermaid grabs her and brings her to her mouth, and says ÂYou were my most delicious salvation, CatherineÂ I couldnÂt have done it without you.Â

I wake up with the sound of the nuns betrayed and anguished screams echoing in my head.

SeeÂ my character has nightmares already, but theyÂre usually about my time as a human. This was way out of the ordinary, and as soon as the other Malkavians heard that I had had a weird nightmare, they ran over to me and started bombarding me with questions.

You see, IÂm Prophetic, and there has been only two games that IÂve been to where I have N... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Commissons http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23977323/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23977323/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 21:53:18 PDT
Okay, peoples! Due to my lack of money, I am now going to start doing commissions.

I can do sketches, full color, and black and white, but as I am drawing them on paper, I will either have to mail, fax, or upload and edit them online.

I will also write stories for peopleÂs original characters.

HereÂs what information IÂve come up with so far:

Drawings:

Sketches: $10 per person in the picture

Full color: $15 per person in the picture.

Black and white: $12 per person in the picture.

Stories: $15 dollars.

Please send me a note if youÂre interested!!!!!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Am I a nerd? http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23967700/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23967700/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 12:32:56 PDT
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise. (plushies and figurines)
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fan club for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have created/joined a hate club for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x] People know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 13/14

Art nerd.

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 11/15

Musical nerd.

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 3/15

Video game nerd.

[x] You play video games. (rarely)
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems. (we used to)
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over ten hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod
[x] You love to talk about video games. (sometimes)
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gaming' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[ ] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the Internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd: 7/15

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 The Fear Quiz http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23915841/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23915841/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 11:59:48 PDT If you get 21 to 29 your a little on the paranoid side.
If you get 11 to 20 you're pretty normal.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

I fear...

[x] People
[ ] The dark
[ ] Being single forever
[ ] Being a parent
[ ] Being myself in front of others
[ ] Open spaces
[x] Closed spaces

Total: 2

[X] Heights
[ ] Black cats
[ ] Birds
[ ] Fish
[ ] Ants
[x] Driving
[ ] Flying
[ ] Flowers or other plants
[ ] Being touched
[ ] Fire

Total: 3

[ ] Dark water
[ ] The ocean
[x] Failure
[ ] Success
[ ] Thunder/lightning
[ ] Frogs/toads
[ ] My boy/girlfriend's/(ex)boy/girlfriend's dad (um)
[ ] My boy/girlfriend's/(ex)boy/girlfriend's mom (give me a break)
[ ] Mice/rats
[X] Jumping from high places
[ ] Snow
[ ] Rain

Total: 5

[ ] Wind
[ ] Cotton balls
[ ] Cemeteries
[ ] Clowns
[x] Large crowds
[ ] Crossing bridges
[ ] Death
[ ] Heaven
[x] Being robbed
[ ] Men
[ ] Women

Total: 7

[ ] Having great responsibility
[ ] Doctors, including dentists
[X] Tornadoes
[X] Hurricanes
[x] Diseases
[ ] Snakes
[ ] Sharks
[ ] Shots
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] Ghosts

Total: 11

[ ] Halloween
[ ] School
[ ] Trains or railroads
[ ] Odd numbers
[ ] Even numbers
[x] Being alone forever
[x] Being blind
[X] Being deaf )
[ ] Growing up

Total: 14

[ ] Monsters under my bed
[x] Creepy noises in the night
[ ] Bee stings
[ ] Not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] Needles
[ ] Blood (only too much of it)
[X] Someone you love or care about getting hurt
[ ] Love
[X] Spiders

Total: 17

I'm close to being fearless.....

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 No Lying Survey!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23889283/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23889283/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 18:52:53 PDT
ABSOLUTELY NO LYING QUIZ

1. last cigarette?

I shared one with Demyx two games ago.

2. last beverage:

Kool-Aid

3. last phone call?

To Demyx

4. last text message

Shannon.

5. last CD played:

No CdÂs.

6: last BUBBLE bath:

Not for a while.

7: last time you cried :

When I was kicked out for not sleeping with my roommate at the time.

8. last meal

Clam Chowder

SEVEN have youÂs:

1. have you ever dated someone twice?:

Yes.

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?:

Yes.

4. have you ever fallen in love?

I dunno.

5. have you ever lost someone?:

Yes.

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:

Yes.

7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?

No.

SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. Sleep
2. Watch Law & Order
3. Did surveys
4. Learn a dance
5. Get annoyed
6. Wish I could go back to sleep.

list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to Â
1: Demyx
2: Kyouya
3: Aya
4: Umi
5: Steffen

list THREE favorite colors Â
1: Blue
2: Black
3: Silver

list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
1: ÂLoseÂ my virginity to someone I love (like that, of course). Unfortunately, I donÂt like men. So itÂs practically impossible.
2: Sing on live television
3: Go to Yaoi Con
4: Cosplay all my favorite anime and video game characters.

This month have youÂ

Laughed until you cried:

Yes.

Went behind your parents back?

No.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Your last kiss?

I donÂt.

2. Gay Marriage?

They need to legalize it!

3. Lowering the drinking age?

Depends.

4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?

Gay.

5. Who are the best huggers that you know?

Fluffy people

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?

Yes.

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?

Happy Bunny

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?

Yes.

10. What is your current annoyance?

Barking dogs

11. How many kids do you want to have?

0

12. Do you want to change your name?

A little.

13. Last time you saw your father?

3 years ago.

14. What did you do for your last birthday?

DonÂt remember.

15.What time did you wake up today?

12:00

16. What were you doing at midnight last night:

WoW

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:

Go to Fanime!!!!!!!!!

18. What is your favorite thing in your room?

The laptop.

20. Where is your best friend right now?

At home, probably.

If you answered honestly to all these, repost as: no lying quiz

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Meme http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23883162/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23883162/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 13:29:35 PDT
2. Each person should say at least eight things about themselves.

3. When you finish, you will tag eight people.

4. Then go to their pages and say they have been tagged.

5. Don't choose the person who tagged you.

6. They don't have to do this if they don't want to. This is just for fun.

Eight things about myself.

1. I skipped class today.

2. I'm pretty hyper.

3. I'm gay, so homophobes and biased people disgust me.

4. I'm afraid of elevators.

5. I'm a black cat Otherkin.

6. I'm going to Fanime.

7. I like cheese.

8. I'm not single anymore.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Where is Everyone? Talk to me! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23859123/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23859123/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 00:02:33 PDT
So...How has your week been?

Mine has beenÂeventful, to say the least. *sighs*

Many things have happened.

LetÂs seeÂ.. the most eventful thing I donÂt want to mention just this yetÂ. So the second would be Grand Court.

Grand Court is the week when all the vampires in a domain get together to strut their stuff.

(For those of you that are confused, I LARPÂ live action role play. I am currently a player in the game Vampires: The Masquerade.)

It was really boring, so my derangement bi-polar was in play practically the entire night.

OhÂif I write anything that sounds weird, itÂs because IÂm not awake right now. Please leave a message after the beep.

xD

Anyway, my derangement that came in to play was bi-polar, so I had people passioning me down, up, and checking my state of mind the entire time. xD

The best thing that happened was towards the middle of the game. Jaidin (My character), Galena (AshleyÂs character), and Virgil (DemyxÂs character) were talking about something that happened the previous week: Demyx and I saw Darth Vader. He wasnÂt actually there, though. It was an illusion. Demyx went all fanboy, but my character didnÂt know nor care about who he was. Unfortunately, Galena and Virgil did, and wanted Jaidin to know about him.

So they tried to explain him. They said that Darth Vader was like Chuck Norris mixed with Chesterfield and a Stormtrooper (or something).

Chesterfield is one of the most powerful players in the game. He is truly the Chuck Norris of Vampires.

The thing isÂ. He was right there the entire time using Obfuscate(an ability that makes you invisible). I had to try so fucking hard to keep from laughing.

AnywayÂ. Yeah.

Next game is going to be a pain.

Ashley came up to me today to tell me that she had an idea to make amends with Chesterfield. She said that she was going to make amends by Haunting someone three times and then using Telepathy. She would relent to the backlash and would get Schizophrenia as a delusion. This is what happened to Chesterfield when he went into Penn's brain.

WellÂ.. Guess who she wants to Haunt?

Me. In fact, she told me that if I donÂt do it willingly, sheÂd pull rank on me.

I donÂt have a choice.

IÂm kinda pissed.

So, yeah.

BlarghÂ.. I have to get up at 8 tomorrowÂ I really donÂt want toÂ but I have to get a job.

So Demyx and I are going job-hunting. *sighs*

Meh.

Also.... I'm now in Sac Vocals, a Vocaloids cosplay group. I'm going to be cosplaying Meiko. I have to learn so many dances...... It's going to be hard. *sighs*

Oh! Can you all do me a favor? Demyx has a doll site and we need more people to sign up for it.

Please join!

HereÂs the urlÂ itÂs called Monagona.

[link]

Thankee much!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Today sucked Nosferatu ass. *gags* http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23789535/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23789535/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 23:20:25 PDT
I went to bed at 3:30am and woke up at 12. Went onlineÂ then had to go to school.

Kites is going to my school nowÂ he wasnÂt feeling well, though. Then I started to feel badÂ

Went to voice classÂ head was pounding. Of course, my teacher chose THIS DAY to force us to listen to him sing an octave higher than a man should sing (fucking hurt my ears) then made us listen to a song online song by a woman with a really pretty high voiceÂ but it was too high. My head was not any better by the time I left class.

Got on the busÂ transferredÂ made it to about five stops before mine when I realized that I needed to get off the bus NOW.

I pulled to get off, made it to the doorÂ and that was it. IÂ couldnÂt hold it inÂ and puked.

On the bus.

And right after, the bus decided to stop. The driver was nice, thoughÂ he let me get off and get some air, then let me back on. He got me napkins.

And then told me that I was a little late for St. PatrickÂs Day.

xD

I wasnÂt drunkÂ just car sick.

-

I remembered something weirdÂ I think I mentioned going to my friend SelahÂs birthday party a while back? Well, she had this love seat thing that I kinda took over cuz it was comfortable. I kept laying on it.

WellÂ as I got comfortable, my friend Carmen said, ÂYou have a really nice body.Â

I was likeÂ what?

Then everyone else agreed with her! xD

Apparently, I have a very seductive way of sitting. Every time I shifted into a different position, Carmen commented on it. She said that she wanted to draw me.

It didnÂt help that the only straight girl was Selah herself. Carmen, Demyx, and the other girls kept looking down my fucking shirt. xD

xD

Anyway!

SoÂ on Sunday thereÂs this Lolita meet up near the Crocker Art Museum (I think thatÂs where it is). I have a sort of punk-loli styleÂ. Demyx doesnÂt consid it loli, reallyÂ but whatever. ItÂs my style.

Speaking of SundayÂ itÂs Grand Court at game, and I have no clue what to wear. I have to dress up nice, but all my good dresses show cleavage that my character doesnÂt have. (Because heÂs male)

Then IÂm going to Stockton game and debuting my Toreador. Trouble isÂapparently, the Toreadors in Stockton are dealing with a demon, so I might not last very long.

xD

Also! I was thinking of strange cosplays to do, and a couple weird ones caught my eye.

How many of you think I could pull off Harry Potter?

I have black hair and glasses, and can do a British accent.

AlsoÂ.

xD

Dib from Invader Zim.

I really want to do him for some reasonÂ. Maybe because I could yell ÂZIIIIIIM!!!!!Â

xD

-

So! My question of the day is a little weird, but here goes. I will be answering it as well.

Q.O.D:

Do your characters know any bad guys that if they were to have a kid (or just combine) with another bad guy, weÂd all be screwed?

Here is my answerÂ. And you might be a little frightened by it.

Imagine this: SephirothÂÂ. And Pyramid Head.

Pyramid Seph.

Can we say RAPE?

xD

Skylar: Orochimaru and Voldomort.

Nicholas: The Millennium Earl and The Joker.

Cannon: Gin Ichimaru and Marluxia.

Me: ThatÂs not that scary, thoughÂ.

Cannon: It is to me.

Me: xD

But GodÂ wouldnÂt Pyramid Seph just beÂ. Fucking GOD? I mean, seriouslyÂ.

I kinda want to draw that combination nowÂ..

I have no clue why.

Anyway, tell me your ideas if you donÂt have characters!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Was I psychic or something? http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23771406/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23771406/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 20:54:03 PDT
When I was a really little girl, no older than four or five, I was afraid of the dark.

Now, this is a pretty normal thing for kidsÂ except for one little thing.

Most children are afraid of the dark because they canÂt see anything. I was afraid because I DID see things.

IÂd see evil looking faces, demonic bodies, disgusting shadows, ghost-like shapesÂ they kept me up at night.

Also. We had a bathroom that connected my room to the hallway where the front door was. Whenever I went to the bathroom, I got really scared and nervous. For some strange reason, I though there was a skeleton that hung on outside of the door that connected to the front hallway.

There was also one time that I looked at my mom and Effie, and said (in all seriousness) ÂThereÂs something wrong with the world.Â

This all happened before I was eight years old.

xD

I was a weird little kid.

I wonder if I was psychic or something?

BTW... no Question of the Day. I can't think of any.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Welcome to my hyperacive life. xD http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23755002/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23755002/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 21:16:18 PDT
First of allÂ

You can tell how ADHD a person is when they randomly yell ÂOh my God! ItÂs a peacock!Â on a bus, and there actually is a peacock running across the street.

In the middle of Sacramento.

How could I not announce it?

AlsoÂ. Bored + ADHD + Sharpie is not a good equation.

I ended up coloring the entire bottom of my hand blue. All of it.

xD

Also! This is the best thing that happened!

I finished my Writing Center class at ARC. Not that I went to itÂ it was at your own place. Most people finish it in 6 weeksÂ I finished it in an accumulative total of about 3 hours.

I barely ever went to class.

So now my Tuesdays and Thursday mornings are completely and utterly free! Until about 4 oÂclock, at least.

xD

So!

Question of the Day:

Which of your characters are female?

Calamity: IÂm the closest she has, and IÂm a hermaphrodite. *grins* Tells you a little something about her, doesnÂt it?

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 All sides of me http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23739444/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23739444/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 23:55:22 PDT

1.
When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do
Bitch at whoever tries to talk to me.
>

2.
Does crying really make things better or worse
It usually makes things better for me.

3 Is there anyone you can tell everything too
I have certain people that I can tell certain things, and one or two I can spill myself to.

4 What calms you down the most
Music... and yaoi.

5 Any kind of music that makes you feel better
metal.
Anime, techno, modern opera, classical, j-rock and j-pop, electronica, broadway, gothic

6 Are you generally a happy person
Yup!

7 What or who puts the biggest smile on your face
Yaoi, sadism, and my friends Kyouya, Demyx, and Umi.

8 Do you ever over-react on the smallest things
Quite a bit, actually.

9 Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety
Yes. It was a major roadblock in my life.

10 Mad about something
My source for yaoi doujnshi isn't working.

11 Happy about something
I'm yaoi role playing. ^^

*Loving side*

1.
currently with someone
No.
2.
happy about that
No.
3.
how long now
I said no.
4.
have you married this person or got engaged
Uh... are you stupid?
5.
like to cuddle
I do.
6.
do you like sensitivity
Kinda... I prefer dominance, though.
7.
is your partner open about their feelings towards you
I don't have a partner.
8.
still in love
I might be...
9.
Do looks really matter
Yes.
10.
if they donÂt like your family or friends, does that really matter
Not really.
11.
who starts the most arguments
I don't have a girlfriend to fight with/
1.
have besties in your life
Yup!
2.
who are they?
Demyx... Kyouya... Umi... and Nikki, but I don't talk much to her anymore. *sad face*
3.
do you see them alot?
Umi was my roommate but I don't see her much anymore, i haven't spoken to Nikki in forever, and Kyouya's mostly cons and stuff... but Demyx lives right by me, so I see him a lot.
4.
do they like the guy/girl you are with
I'm not with anyone.
5.
which one lives the fartherest away
Umi lives at Job Corps, but her home is in Lodi, so..... Umi.
6.
do you get along with everyone
Not really.
7.
are you too nice of a person towards people
Nope.

8.
would you give anything to someone in need of help
Not really... *ashamed*
>

9.
would you consider ever getting a tattoe of your bff on you
Nope.

10.
what about your partner
No tattoos.

11.
know anyone two-faced
Quite a few.
*Physical Side*

1.
are you a lover or fighter
Both.

2.
Yes. I was in foster care... it's kind of a requirement.

3.
have you been in a abusive relationship
Nope.
4.
are you more to verbally fight or physically fight
Verbally.
5.
do you consider yourself in shape
I'm really small....

6.
what features do you wish to change
I want to be a little faster.

7.
ever have anything from your body removed
Nope. Well... I took out my lip ring once... does that count?

*your weird side*

1.
ever wonder what was on the Âother sideÂ
Yes.
2.
believe there is a heaven
Somewhat.

3.
seen UFOÂS latley
No....

4.
wander if animals can talk
I know they can... we just can't understand them.

5.
what about the lockness monster
Maybe.

6.
can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark
Not really... *shivers*

7.
is your doors always locked at night
No.
8.
ever sing in front of the mirror
Yes... I had to for homework
9.
name something you do that you normally wonÂt admit bc it is strange
I can't sleep without a stuffie in my arms. xD
10.
ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it Uh... no
11.
ever wander if stars are people we lost
Not until you bring it up like that...

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Darth Vader!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23731281/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23731281/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 14:57:36 PDT
School hasnÂt really been an issue since I dropped those classesÂ. I do have a wee bit of homework back-up, but itÂs English and English is easy.

LetÂs seeÂ..

Not much elseÂ.

The only thing that has held any real amount of sway has been Game.

Game. *chuckles* What can I say?

I went to game on Saturday and hated it. All everyone did was stand around and talk all night. There was no drama, no excitement, no fun. I was the only one of my clan there, except for the whip of that city who left early on.

I did figure out, however, that a Malkavian there had Enlightened a Brujah (in other words she made them go crazy) but nobody knows who the Malkavian was.

And then came Sunday gameÂ my darling base city of Amador which I live in and enjoy and will always like more than any other city due to the fact that I am never bored.

I love Amador. I fear for my life half the time, but IÂd rather fear for my life than fear that IÂm going to fall asleep standing up.

HereÂs what happened at SundayÂs game. RememberÂ this is OOC, so technically, IÂm not saying this.

First of allÂ we had to get our newest Malkavians hospitality. One of the new ones was a male named Jethro, and the other was a male named Virgil (or Ovan).

VirgilÂs player was Demyx. xD

YesÂ. Demyx has started Vampires: The Masquerade.

And is a Malkavian.

God help us all.

WellÂ sheÂ heÂ. For the sake of my remaining sanity, I will say he as referring to Virgil.

Anyway, he came to town and met the rest of us (Me as Jaidin, my friend Ashley as Galena, J.D, Johnny, Sylar, and the Elder) and fit in pretty quickly.

However, stupid GalenaÂ. Decided to have us go unseen.

We were caught, and got bitched at for it.

I mentioned the Malkavian that attacked the Brujah at Sacramento game? Well, apparently we Amador Malks were being pulled into it by the Harpy. We now have to stay on the look-out for any suspicious activity.

I also had another vision. My vision led to me discovering that the meeting place (the Nosferatu castle) used to be a reform school for young boys, but a young girl had been sent there as well.

As she was female, she was not technically allowed to be there and was not put on the roster. Therefore the girl did not exist, and was used as the boysÂ plaything.

According to Johnny, who has the power of Medium (IÂm a Prophetic fortune teller) the girl had been dead for quite some time and was currently a wraith. Unfortunately, someone had been forcibly pulling all the wraiths out of the castle. This means it was probably Giovanni.

Fuck those fucking Giovanni. I hate them.

Then some other Kindred from some clan I donÂt know decided to approach me. They somehow knew that I was trying to figure out what was going on with the Wraiths. They told me theyÂd keep an eye outÂ then asked me a simple question.

Did I actually see this happen?

I knew what they were getting at. I told them not in person, but I didÂ see it.

In a vision.

They laughed at me.

You see, thatÂs the problem with being Malkavian. WeÂre kindaÂ knownÂfor being a littleÂ.

Off.

Okay, maybe thatÂs an understatement.

All Malks have a derangement that is evident at all times. Some have others that are triggeredÂ I have one primary and two triggers.

These derangements are not good. Some Malkavians are schizophrenic, some have multiple personality disorder, fugue, memory lapse, hysteria, bi-polar, delusionsÂ.

My character has:

Delusional Identity. This is my primary. I am a male that thinks he is female. I have an explanation for thisÂ when IÂm done with m background IÂll post it up on D.A.

Hysteria: Triggered when IÂm amused. I burst into hysterical laughter.

Bi-Polar: Triggered when bored. I had this problem yesterday and was passioned down.

I wonÂt tell you anybody elseÂs. Not that it mattersÂ nobody that reads my journal plays the game anyway.

Except for Demyx. xD

But he doesnÂt count.

Anyway, because our clan is crazy, other clans look down on us. That was the case with the whole Wraith thing.

Meh.

Did anything else happen yesterdayÂ.

Ah, yes.

Darth Vader.

xD

A member of clan Ravnos decided to pull a prank on some of us. He got Virgil and Galena hearing bells in the tune of the Imperial Death March (I won the chop on this and was not affected) then got Virgil and Jaidin (me) to see Darth Vader randomly standing there. Vader was actually a Gangrel by the name of Philmore, I believe.

Jai... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 It Makes No Sense http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23669531/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23669531/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 00:27:25 PDT
I want some DemiZeku or LexZex, but all I can find is SephiZex.

xD

Which reminds me... Demyx said that Zexion would probably be a total Sephi fanboy.

I don't really get it...

Except...

I'm Zexion...

And I'm a fangirl of Sephiroth.....

xD

On another note.....

My moms actually want me to move back in with them. Demyx and Steffen think that Effie has a hidden agenda. I must say that I agree.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 It burns http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23669268/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23669268/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 23:45:59 PDT [link]

Nobodies should not listen to rap music.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 UPDATE!!!!!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23651544/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23651544/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 21:11:13 PDT
Thing isÂdo you remember yesterdayÂs journal, when I mentioned the problems with my moms? Well, I got a text from Effie this morning.

She apologized.

And asked me to come stay the night when I could, so we could talk,

WTF?

I told them IÂd see if I could go, but IÂm not sure if itÂs the best idea. IÂm going to talk with Demyx and see what she thinksÂ On Saturday weÂre going over to SasukeÂs.

What are your guysÂ opinions?

Should I?

AlsoÂ

Due to my not really having a place to live, IÂm going to have to find a job. Unfortunately, my school schedule is slightly erratic.

The outcome of this was that I had to drop my theatre class, transfer class, and writing across the curriculum class.

My theatre class because I had no time to go to shows or memorize lines, and I already had 100 points off of my grade.

Transfer class because that would take up too much time on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

WAC because I donÂt use it anyway.

So my classes now are English 300, Writing Center, Voice Class, and String Ensemble.

Okay. Now thatÂs over with.

-

Now. Have I mentioned that I joined DemyxÂs Organization XIII cosplay group? I was already in the OXC (Organization X Cosplay), which is a basic cosplay group that does a lot of different fandoms. The only problem is that itÂs a wee bit unorganized. We have not done one single cosplay all together.

Now, DemyxÂs group is called Juusan Kikan (I think thatÂs right). ItÂs a group that is made up of Organization XIII cosplayers. SheÂs really picky, but thatÂs best for this kind of thing.

Anyway, I have been chosen to be one of the Organization XIII.

And I am proud to sayÂ that I happen to be my favorite Kingdom Hearts character ever.

Zexion. *grins*

HereÂs what weÂve got so far.

1. Xemnas: We donÂt have a set one, but Demyx might be him every so often.
2. Xigbar: Technically we donÂt have one, but our Saix cosplayer IS Xigbar and has been asked to cosplay him for photoshoots.

3. Xaldin: No one yet.

4. Vexen: I believe we have a Vexen, but I have yet to meet him/her.

5. Lexaeus: Demyx has been asking OXCÂs Jiraiya, but it doesnÂt look like heÂs saying yes.

6. Zexion: Moi! That would be my bad self. *grins*

7. Saix: Dani (hopefully heÂll be able to switch to Xiggy)

8. Axel: I think we have oneÂ..

9. Demyx: Pretty self-explanatory.

10. Luxord: I donÂt think we have one.

11. Marluxia: Reno. She lives in San FranÂ she was with Demyx and I when the whole shit went down with my roommates.

12. Larxene: We gots one. She kept poking me at Sac Con.

13. Roxas: Our previous Marluxia, I think. Which is funny, because Marluxia used to be Roxas. xD

14. Xion: Kitty, SaixÂs girlfriend.

And thatÂs the Organization so far. WeÂre all going to try to go to Fanime. I do need to know an estimate of how much it will cost, though.

So, yeah. My Organization coat should be coming in the mailÂ it was a gift from my ex-roommate. He was expecting sexual favors from me for that too, apparently. It was a gift, though, so itÂs still mine.

Also, IÂm going to try to get a good wig, but IÂm probably going to end up just dying my hair for the cons. Demyx says what sheÂll do is dye my hair temporarily white, then add baby blue dye to that.

Speaking of Zexion! I just looked up his V.AÂ. I already knew he was Tuxedo Mask, but now I figure out that he starred as Jackel in that lame ass Disney movie The Cheetah Girls. For shame. *shakes head* Tsk, tsk.

Well, Zexion makes him worthwhile.

NowÂ. A segue!

According to Demyx, Marluxia, and Steffen, my breasts are rather large for my body type. I am very petite and small, but I have C cups. Go figure.

Meh.

Question of the Day! (finally)

What characters would your original characters cosplay? Make sure you take into account what they look and act like. DonÂt make somebody short with a brunette crew cut cosplay someone tall with long silver hair.

Roziel: ApparentlyÂ. Kurai from Angel Sanctuary. HoweverÂ. SheÂs female, and I am not.

Raziel: Arachne from Angel Sanctuary.

Skylar: No clueÂ.. Nico?

Nicholas: IÂd be Zexion from Kingdom Hearts. You might look exactly like me, but you donÂt have his personality.

Jaidin: Akito from Air Gear.

Axel: Kabuto from Naruto.

Azazel: Xemnas from Kingdom Hearts, I guessÂ but my hair isnÂt... ]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 What am I......... Karma's bitch? http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23635466/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23635466/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 21:58:55 PDT
Life could not be crazier.

I believe I mentioned moving in to an apartment recently? I wasnÂt paying rent because I was going to be doing the cleaning.

HoweverÂ. My male roommate (who was married to my female roommate) decided to start hitting on me. He began to make sexual comments and such.

It soon dawned on me that this man was not going to let me stay there unless I did something for him.

But I refused. He kept tryingÂ. But I said no.

Well. Demyx (KatX, Sephiroth, etc.) had been staying over. Joseph offered to talk to Brandy about letting her move in with us due to issues. He pulls me aside and says ÂIf I do this, will you let me do things to you?Â

Like hell I would.

She stayed over a couple of nights, and then we went over to or friend SelahÂs.

(IÂll explain that afterwards)

We went to Sac Con and ran in to Marluxia. Marluxia lives in San Fran, but she wanted to hang with us. She and Demyx both came over to my apartment. I told him no, that ÂI would never do anything with him (ever), and was annoyed that he continued asking.

So he told me to pack my things.

I left the room and told Demyx and Marluxia about what had happenedÂ.. and thatÂs when shit hit the fan.

Demyx got pissed and went to confront them. She started yelling (in a very strangely calm aristocratic way).

My roommate actually told her that we had engaged in oral sexÂ.. and I was the one who had been offering it!

Demyx and Marluxia started laughing at that point. Mar even fell to the floor.

Well, anyway, we had to get out of there. Demyx called her mom and secured a place for the night, and all was well.

(((Sleeping between two people that had had burritos for diner is not fun.)))
Then there was the problem with my things. We couldnÂt get all of them, so Joseph told me that he was gong to put them outside. That started a whole new chain of events that I really donÂt want to talk about.

So IÂm back at SteffenÂs house for a while.

And to add fuel to the fireÂ I got a text from my sister saying that if I didnÂt get the rest of my shit out of my MOMÂS house, then theyÂd throw it away. So I had to go over there and get the rest of my shit when I would have rather been sleeping. IÂm not feeling well at all.

All I can say is that all my things are spread around to various houses. I have stuff here with Steffen, stuff with Dani (Saix, Xigbar, Tide Pirate) and stuff with Demyx.

Shit.

So. Sac Con was funÂ. I won for the first time with a skit.

Today, Demyx, Marluxia, and I decided to randomly cosplay Bleach characters in street clothes. Demyx was Ichigo, Marluxia was Renji, and I was OreoÂ I meanÂ Uryu Ishida. xD

Anyway, my head hurts hella bad now. I need to sleep or somethingÂ I think itÂs stress. Shit.

I feel nauseousÂ..

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 My God..... I'm actually drunk. http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23567313/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23567313/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 01:42:39 PST
But because Demyx was over, and she wanted to drink, my roommates bought some Smirnoff Ice.

And I drank some.

Well, a whole bottle, actually.

So I'm a little tipsy.

It feels strange.

Meh.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Something life-changing has happened..... http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23533125/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23533125/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 22:41:09 PST
I.... I..... I have become.......

*sniff*

A fangirl.........

Of Sephiroth.

*buries her head in her hands and starts bawling*

I promised myself! I told myself that I would never, ever, EVER go down that path. But I have, and I know now that there's no turning back.

I even bought a Sephiroth plushie.....

My only condolence is that there are many other poor souls that are suffering from the same condition as I.

*bows head for moment of silence*

Funny thing..... One-Winged Angel is now my text message ringtone. The other day, I was playing KH2 and decided to go beat up on Sephiroth.

Needless to say..... he raped me very badly.

So I turn off the television and walk out of the room... and the moment I do, I hear One-Winged Angel.

And for the strangest minute, I thought that Sephiroth was transcending my television.

Then I remembered my ringtone. I'm too used to the Victory fanfare. xD

Nicholas: I wish Sephiroth would transcend MY television.........

Skylar: *cries*

Me: *whispers to Skylar* Try dressing up as Sephiroth.

Skylar: ?????

Me: Just trust me.

Skylar: *leaves and comes back dressed as Sephiroth*

Nicholas: .........

Skylar: .............

Nicholas: *pounces*

*insert smutty yaoi sounds here*

Question of the day: Who do your characters fangirl over?

Skylar: I don't.........

Nicholas: Sssssseeeeepppppphhhhiiiiirroooooootttthhhhhhhhh.......

Artemis: Lestat.

Mercury: I don't fangirl.

Axel: The Joker!!!!!

Jaidin: James..........

Roziel: ..........................

Raziel: Cloud.

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 FUCKING LIAR!!!!!!!!! http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23494750/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23494750/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:32:24 PST
More bad fucking news.

I went to see if they'd fix my PS2 at Gamestop, and they WON'T. So I'm going to have to buy a whole new one.

Plus, my roommates got a call from someone saying that they were Job Corps (the school I used to live at) and that they should be careful of me because I am bi-polar, cut myself, and torture small animals.

One: I don't cut myself. I used to like, two years ago when I was going through some shit, but I got over it. I know it was stupid,but I learned.

Two: I was MIS-diagnosed with bi-polar and my last doctor fixed that. I'm just ADHD, and I don't take medication.

Three: Torture small animals? What the fuck? Why the hell would I do that when I'm an animal lover?

Four: The number came up restricted. Job Corps comes up at Job Corps.

Five: Even if it weren't true, Job Corps can not give out information like that. It's illegal.

Six: Job Corps doesn't have my roommate's number.

So... the explanation?

Effie. She's out to get me.

My friends said that I should sue for defamation of character. I also need to sue for the rent money that she owes me.

Steffen said that if she does it again to file a restraining order.

It's like.... wtf? She can't control my life anymore because I don't live there anymore, so she's going to ruin my life by spreading this kind of bullshit?

Like..... Oh my God!

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666 Shit. I am SO screwed. http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23487827/ http://DemonicFaerie666.deviantart.com/journal/23487827/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 11:29:15 PST
I went to Game yesterday night. It was fun... I ended up having a vision and me and two others from my clan went on a wild goose chase to find something lost that we didnÂt know what it was.

It turned out to be the last piece of an old Malkavian that had shattered.

xD

HoweverÂÂ

Galena, another one of my family (IÂm Malkavian myself), decided to play a little prank on one of those damn artsy-fartsy Toreadors. Problem is, her little prank (she haunted his hearing) made the damn Toreador crazy.

No big dealÂÂ

Until the main big guy Toreador decided to try and read the victimÂs mind to figure out the problem.

And the little prank decided to spread to him.

And he went crazy.

He said that he was going to rip off al the MalkavianÂs faces until one of them confessed. Scary enoughÂ this guy is uber god mode powerful and could probably kill me in three seconds.

And then, after Galena confessed to her little “

ranky-WankyÂ (we didnÂt mention the fact that her prank was probably the thing that spread to Chesterfield. WeÂre crazy, but hardly stupid) he told us all that the next time ANYONE becomes Haunted, he wonÂt stop until one of us dies.

*shivers*

And then the victim said that if heÂs ever Haunted again, heÂs going to attack the first Malkavian he sees.

The main problem isÂ. We Malkavians arenÂt very well liked. A lot of people are out to get us. And weÂre not even the only clan that can Haunt- the Nosferatu can do it too.

So weÂre pretty much screwed at this point.

Fuck.

On other news! I found a placeÂ. ItÂs okay so farÂ.. There are just a couple of littleÂthingsÂ that IÂm worried about.

Meh.

Oh! And the most horrible thing in the world happened!

My PS2! It broke!

Somehow, the video feed snapped. I think Effie sabotaged it. I wouldn't be surprised. I was saving 6 bucks to go to Sac Con and it's not where I had put it. I think she took it. But now I don't have money to go, and I don't know what to do!

And my DDR disc is hella scratched... like someone did it on purpose.

Sorry, but thereÂs no time for a Q.O.D

]]> ~DemonicFaerie666