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If I owe you something like a drawing or what not, no worries I'll take care of it.

Later ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/9215436/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/9215436/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 22:11:06 PDT
So I don't know when I'll finaly be out of this rut but it looks like by the end of this year my family will finaly be out of the red and I can finaly focus on the things I want to do. But not everything that has been going on is bad, I've been making sure to spend all of my free time doing what I love, wether it's sleeping, hanging out with friends or just...sleeping heh. I've done a good job of keeping a balance but still have a hard time fitting in one or two important things in there, one of them being drawing.

Don't think I'm going to be gone for the few months me and my family dig out of this hole, I may show up much before or even stick around...depends on how things work out heh. Maybe even though I don't have the time to draw I can just stick around and lurk DA without uploading for a bit. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8705243/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8705243/ Sun, 07 May 2006 21:43:43 PDT
And I want to buy a tablet but I just wouldn't have the time to use it, heck I don't have the time for anything it seems...its all sleep and work. I wish my family wasn't poor and my brother wasn't such a dumbass...then I wouldn't have to keep digging them out of this hole. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8429320/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8429320/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 15:42:08 PDT
Going to go find a pencil and some paper now, I finish only a few things I did on the comp for now...mainly Icys contest entry and maybe something else. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8373583/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/8373583/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 12:32:51 PDT
Man 898 messages...yikes that's alot.

But after being gone for 20 weeks I'm back! Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!

I'm not gunna post anything right now, my dad want's to do some things with my computer just to make sure everything is set and I'm headed to a friends house anyway! I'll post later!

Oh and Icy I read about your contest and have two submitions on the way!

See ya' guys later!!!! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7706422/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7706422/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 16:59:22 PST

...when I don't know...my dad is being kind of lazy about fixing it. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7410565/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7410565/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 06:33:05 PST
....I have like...no news at all, just figure I might not well be a scrooge and say happy holidays to everyone. Now if you excuse me my eyes are tring to kill me x_x


Have a cool quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-



He's left DA but his gallery is still worth the peek! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7332410/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7332410/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 22:05:09 PST
Only kept what I really liked, it seems I clean up once every year...so yeah, just my way of starting over.


That's all.


Have a cool quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-



He's left DA but his gallery is still worth the peek! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7173940/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/7173940/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:18:05 PST
Hmm..we'll I suppose I should something your way, I do so hate wasting space, and time, and stuff... mostly stuff...but not as much as money...

Before I lost the internet I was doodling with this website [link] which let me tell ya' is great fun.

Heres a link to 4 of my little doodle bits [link]
(Some are better when viewed at slow speed)

But yes I've been dabbing in animation alot lately, and although rough I feel i've got a pretty good hang of things. And while I was away from my computer, deviantart, and the internet and such I had been uploading a few things under my friends scraps just so I could show one person or another. And I just did it again two seconds ago ^_^;; and remember "oh hey! i'm on the internet!"...hehe. So if you wanna take a peek feel free to click here [link] ...he doesn't post much so he didn't have a problem with me putting them there about 4 of those aren't mine but yeah..

....i'll stop talking now


GOD I'M SUCH A RANT WHORE!

844 messages...jesus I have alot to look at o_o

Not gunna bother with tagging peoples icon's right now...too tired....blaaaah ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6455124/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6455124/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 23:02:43 PDT
My computer thank god stopped making it so all newly created items didn't appear so we'll...by this weekend there is gunna be a bit of a boom.

Have a kick ass quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-

]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6383392/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6383392/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:23:49 PDT
Speaking of submitions I still have alot to do...for instance:

1. Icys birthday presents (sorry it's taken me so long ^_^;; haven't had much time)
2. Pic of Ash for...Ash ^_^;
3. A suspects line up off all my vilian characters
4. My animation (I really need to get back on track with that)
5. Couple character sheets.
6. Draw my own transformer(s)

And that's it for now...granted it is alot but yeah...I got nothin' heh.

So yes...now time for digging. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6303408/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6303408/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:12:45 PDT
But oh well...don't care much about that really, just throwing it out there. Other things I'll throw out right now are yesterday was my dads birthday, saw my brother Tristan (who pumpkin carver is based off) and I am still poor.

I still need a job, don't know why I'm being so lazy....which also goes about talking about my art. I haven't submitted anything in two weeks. That's not good.





WORK IN PROGRESS ------- [link] ------- WORK IN PROGRESS





Have a kick ass quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-




A friend of mine Kate made this and I thought I would have a go heh-heh.

It's very simple:
(x) means you've done it
( ) means you haven't

START:
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city /town
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides your country of residence/origin
(x) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been arrested
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck
(x) swore at your parents
( ) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) been drunk
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) gotten in a fist fight
( ) been suspended
( ) saw a therapist
(x) done the splits (Skate City 7 years old...not on purpose..ouch)
(x) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) and made them bleed? :-D
( ) been to Niagara Falls
( ) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) slept outside in the winter, on purpose
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) Been dumped
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) gone on a bl... ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6281688/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6281688/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:02:07 PDT
Don't ask why I'm writing a journal all this cause I don't even know...just feel like writing I guess ^_^. Also I started working on the animation again today, it's looking good but if I keep going at this slow of a pace then it could be awhile till even Part 1 is finished...i really need to jump into gear.

Also my brother wants me to apply at BestBuy since he is such a DVD whore (and I need a job anyways)...do you have to be 18 to work there?

Oh and I'm messing around with Open Canvas right now thanks to Ashwolf for showing me where to download a crappy version for free! ^_^ (crappy is better than nothing heh)

Oh and if you liked Ragnarok Online suposively a number two is in the making but people don't know if it's fake or not (theirs movies and stuff but people just don't know). My guess is that it's real.

BUT WHO CARES ABOUT THAT!

Buy CoV!!! XP

I need money -__- I miss CoH and September is only around the corner.

Have a kick ass quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-

]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6139070/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6139070/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 05:44:55 PDT
Yes well anyways, on to business. I've been doing alot of these covers for this FPL (fantasy powers league) battle site and I still have a few that in progress for other members of the website....which kind of sucks. I didn't want to be selfish by only doing covers for only Carvers matches, so I made the mistake of saying I'll do covers for other matchs. However when I said this I didn't intend people to start requesting covers for their characters battles...I just wanted a nice voteing system or a way to pick one random match to do a cover for. So right now I am kind of stuck in that lil dilemma...

..also I've noticed the fight schedules are for some reason getting shorter, I mean just today the fights changed and they were supposed to last until Saturday.

Also I haven't been working on my animation as much as I'd like. I've barely put a scratch on it this week while trying to work on getting Kegsly to crawl through the city streets.

But I promise to pick up on that soon...

(...buuuut, then again my family is super poor and I need to get a job again to help support the family )>9_6

The animation I'm not worried about...but I have so much..umm...what's the word....when you have the will to do stuff...energy?...wait no...it's inspiration, yeah I think that's it lol. Anywho...I have so much of that running through my veins that I want to do so many things at once. For example I have the FPL, animation(more than one[im breaking it into parts]), I want to start my own online comic, start Tori ({[[link]) and I's story, and even a little side project called MEDIA about this well...it's a suprise...but you'll see hehe.

"Too much of a good thing is a great thing! Too much of a great thing...can suck"- George Benjamin Roosevelt

Have a kick ass quote? Give me your best shot- [link]

4L G0R3 R0XX3RZ M! I30XXERZ!- [link]

Don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-

]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6118608/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6118608/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 01:28:04 PDT
I was watching Jay Leno like always and after what was like a week with a bunch of boring "who gives a crap" guests he had Al Gore come on to the show. While on the show he of course mentioned his new television network Current TV (which can be found on channel 366 or 125). It is probably one of the greatest and most innovative ideas ever to come to television in say...well...ever.

I can only describe it as "internet television". The whole channel features viewer created content and plenty more extras. It might sound funny but two of my favourite parts of this new innovation would have to be the progress bar and the Google Current. Much like when you open Quicktime, Windows Media Viewer, Real Player, and etc. This allows the audience to see the progress of the scheduled program from begining to end.

My second favourite Google Current keeps track of what you (the viewer) and billions of others online are searching for in google. Keeping track of top searches, top searches of any given catagory, from art, business, news, health, etc.

Which of course got me thinkin' what happened if I could organize a giant search of one topic just to see if it worked but that would be silly...but also fun...cause silly is fun.

But it is just so awesome, the whole idea of it all. And it's not 30 minute shows, some programs can last up to 2 minutes if that's all it needs.

Now unfortunately we don't get Current at my home...but as soon as my family has enough money to do so (this is probably the only reason I'm going to get a job, yeah...sounds weird...instead of doing it to support my family i do it cause I want to watch tv.) but as soon as I do get some dough rolling I will have my dad subscribe me to the channel.

The content of current is awesome, and I love brain food...it is my favouirte next to chinese and german.

AND NO IT'S NOT POLITICAL!

Just cause it was created by Al Gore doesn't mean it is about politics. Infact all of the programs come in thousands of different catagories.

Infact you can expect anything to be featured on Current, eanything can air on the network from Wolrd of Warcraft to the documentary of the Miami FTAA incident (you should really check that last one out).

You are all probably thinkin' "What the hell you ranting for if you don't have the channel." to which I reply "I just do!" like a good ol' Apple Jacks commericial.

Anywho check it out at- [link]

Also don't forget to check out Colorados best pirate Maddox- [link] (my idol)

And now it's time for friends-



And some people you should really check out-

]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6000255/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/6000255/ Thu, 21 Jul 2005 23:04:50 PDT [link] :3 I read it everyday now, it's like a soap opera on DA. ^_^

Oi man...and going back to that whole "Thanks for stopping by" journal, I tested someone who left a "Thanks for lookin' at my gallery" on my page to see if they would say it again...and yes...they did.....goes to show you how much effort they really take at looking at yours, or else they wouldn't have mentioned it again. 7_7

Oh and did I mention Pumpkin Carver was accepted into the FPL!!!!! YAAAAAY! IT'S FIGHTIN' TIME! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5981889/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5981889/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 22:22:39 PDT
But I think the thing that annoyes me the most now is "Hi! Thanks for stopping by my page!" which in DAnglish means "COME BACK! OH GOD COME PACK! I NEED PAGEVIEWS!!!! COOOOOOMMMMEE BAAAACK! PLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAASE! I NEED TO FEEL POPULAR!!!"

....idiots. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5964692/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5964692/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 02:42:07 PDT

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbow's are visions
They're only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some chose to
Believe it
But I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see

Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers the dreamers and me

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Are these the sweet sounds that called
The young sailors
I think they're one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
There's something that I'm supposed to be

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5862991/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5862991/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 02:57:37 PDT
Well I'm back...kinda...maybe, don't expect much for awhile...my computer is still an ugly piece of crap so I still hate it....oh man do I hate it. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5761637/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5761637/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 11:28:33 PDT



....*blink* *blink* is that how you spell barrying? O_o? ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5700933/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5700933/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:28:18 PDT
--------------Others Quotes------------

"When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change." -Wayne Dyer

"A man cannot be comfortable without his own approval."- Mark Twain (He has so many awesome quotes)

"He that would live in peace and at ease, must not speak all he knows nor judge all he sees." -Benjamin Franklin (I practically live by his quotes)

--------------My Quotes----------------

"I think one of lifes worst lessons, is remembering not to forget the lesson you've already learned and forgot."- Me

"Time is the house we live in yet can't afford"- Me

"Love hurts when there is no one to share the pain." -Me

"In my thesaurus hate is not an antonym for love, but instead its most respected synonym." - Me

"I'm not a pessimist nor an optimist, if I were to think a glass is half empty I would just get a refill." - Me

"Some people say one man can't make a difference, murderers have proved this wrong." - Me (They can't all be nice hehe) ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5641716/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5641716/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 00:15:46 PDT
....Rocks......and so does his new movie XP !!!! BATMAN BEGINS RULES!!!!

NYA NYA NYAH! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5604838/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5604838/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 23:44:21 PDT
And there is 5 people I enjoy there company to call them friends but only see them once every blue moon, and one of them is barely hangin' on a thread. But not that it matters, might get together with someone for Parker Days (small town festival thingy) who I haven't seen in awhile, hope that goes well.

I don't think people realize who I am anymore, they think I act the way I do now because I strive for difference and just want to stand out but some people just don't know what the hell they're talkin bout...and if it's one thing I can't stand it's a fucking idiot. Some people just think they're "all that", and that they're always right, and the list of funky horros only goes on.

Reading books doesn't mean your smart, that you have the authority to depict what is right and wrong. They walk around with a fuckin' chip on their shoulder. But what they don't realize is that they aren't who they think they are, try philosophing that. I just find it so incredible how flat these people are, I mean it's like arrogance in disquise, they see verything in such a black and white perspective but keep telling themselves they are "well rounded". Just today someone said that they basicaly almost only see the grey area but what people don't fucking understand is the black and white are just as important, we can't just forget the boundaries.

And then people go around and call me close minded, call me "jaded" saying that I don't get "It". But you just can't excuse logic, I mean come on people...I don't want to hear some crap analogy about the universe being one big hat trick and the bunny is our blue earth or about flying dads, their fainting wives, and some childs inability to detect the flaw. Sorry if I seem "jaded" but I just happen to know bullshit when I see it.

And then there are these people who have played a role for so long they don't even realize that they are constantly lieing to themselves, that there entire life becomes one giant sitcom of a life. And you can always tell who these people are when they take those personification tests on the net...you know those "which ____ blank are you?". These are the people who go through out the whole quize answering the questions as who they not nessacarily think they are but instead who they want to be (which only leads to them thinking that they are who they so eagirly strived to be since now the test results show they are this false character). I mean come on, click all the multiple choice questions you want just so you can lie to yourself inorder for some test to say your the BOY NEXT DOOR. After all isn't that what you wanted? I mean come on...how many questions did you honestly answer......well...honestly. So live your little fuckin' lie, I mean hell...you've earned it haven't you? I mean...well that's what the test said. Maybe if you took the time to be a little up front with yourself you could have gotten something else to be proud of, or where you afraid to get stuck in some catagory like False Messiah....oh no....you wouldn't want that. So keep lieing, in no time you'll be in the real world and everyone can see what a fake you are, so live up...ya' fuckin' moron.

Alot of the time it's these exact people who are regarded as being such a "nice guy", the person who's almost minimal all-heart behavior become so exagerated that they some how are mistakin as some incredibly pacifier. But what people don't understand is how close minded these golden plated hearts really are, and even how selfish there love can be. Too often do these people judge on a wire. And the only reason they are ever regarded as some "buddah" figure is just because they only shower those with love that they deem are worth there time, which is most likely close friends, or anyone who will give them attention, maybe even someone they look up to and are eager to impress with there supossive "kindness". Nothing makEs me sicker thaN To see these peopLe tO be Percieved as somE high and mighty figure (Zeus...needed a Z 7_7) who sheds nothing but love and kindess... God, I hope you get hit by a car...or something of the liking.

I just can't stand it anymore, all these people going through life like God has treated them so unfairly just becuase they didn't get there allowance or because their parents give them a curfew. GROW THE FUCK UP! SERIOUSLY! You think your life sucks? Try living on pudding and mac cheese for a few months, hell you could even let your mom sleep in the closet after her and her husband work two jobs 20 hours a fucking day just to pay the water and electric bill. Imagine you, your brothers, or sisters, and both your parents workin... ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5365109/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5365109/ Sun, 15 May 2005 14:04:14 PDT
And man has this weekend been boreing -__- I need a job or something. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5114688/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5114688/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 18:45:33 PDT ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5074792/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5074792/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 01:43:06 PDT
Okay here they are...

The Secret World of Alex Mack
Pete and Pete
All-That!
Kenan and Kel! (was too awesome!)
Roccos Modern Life
Dinosaurs (Remember the dinosaurs!)
Duck Tales
Mighty Morphin Power Rangers!
Silver Hawks
Inspector Gadget
Ghost Busters
Centurions
Clarissa Explains it All
TMN-Turtles!
Heathcliff (probably the only show I could ever catch before school)
and Ka-Blam! (Remember prometheus and bob! :3)

and I'm sure I've forgot alot but...lets hear' em!
Where have all my t.v. shows gone, and why are they not on dvd!?! ...I think I'm gunna by Jetsons, Flinstones, Superfriends or Superman TAS as soon as I'm ungrounded heh...atleast they are on DVD. ^_^

Friends:



DA-Friends:

(Heh, still my only mate so far. Go visit him lots! [Did that sound british enough?])

Clubs:

(I should really join some more heh...makes me look like I'm a lazytown creep hehe)

Now I'm gunna make like Impulse and...*wooooosh!* ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5003543/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/5003543/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 01:36:19 PDT
Well anywho, until then its nothin but a bunch of pen and pencil and dicking around in photoshop [link] hehe. So ya...I was gunna fill those out with alot of CoH jokes/puns but I'm a lazy ass....soo ya heh.

My Friends:


DA Friends:
~ I guess I dun have many -__-'

Clubs:
I've been to lazy to join any others hehe, but all in good time ^_^. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4938448/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4938448/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 21:35:44 PST ___
It was bad enough it wouldn't let me play video games(atleast 3D, and if it were 3D everything was multi colored, shooting lasers and half the times where just a bunch of spikey boxes!) but now I can't even surf the web or color anything without seeing yellow or blue!

....I wish I wasn't a poor fuck, I already have enough things to worry about -__-. No job, no food, no wallet, no freedom, no prom, no computer, NO PORN!!!!

JUST LOOK AT THE HORROR! [link]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH HATE!!!!!!! ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4790965/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4790965/ Sat, 12 Mar 2005 02:45:41 PST ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4566112/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4566112/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 22:32:57 PST
]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4170897/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4170897/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 16:19:40 PST
For now....a new ID, with my long time lover Ocelot. I loved the old russian cowboy but he is even cooler with his new youngin' groove.

Friends:



Clubs:

;iconlazytownfanclub: ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4110330/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/4110330/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 11:20:52 PST
The past few days I have diggin into Snake Eater, I think I am going to play them all in a row and when i say play i mean get all enough out of each game and right it down...I need to buy MGS2 again since my brother hawked it for drugs! >_< But oh well....the Metal Gear series reminds me so much of NGE....which means alot of studying is gunna go into them lol. And as I go on diggin everything and makin sense of it ...I will have a silly little series drawn. (You can expect much of Ocelot < 3! ) heheheheehehehehehehehehehehee *POP*!


Oh and saw National Treasure, good movie ^_^....but now I'm doing nothing and .....well...I guess I'll go hang myself -__-


See ya later! ^_^


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DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO UNFAVOURITE ANYTHING?


ANYONE?!?!?!



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NO I'M NOT ON DRUGS!

I'm UNDER them..well there influence...hehe

NOT!

NOT NOT!

NOT NOT NOT!

.....okay I'll stop now.

Hmm...Joinded a club ^_^...Robbie is da best!

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Also to turn strangers out of who were once good friends. But thats one of those things you dont want to touch but know has to get done. Its like walking through a swamp, no matter what paradise is on the other end you still going to query and disfavor your first step. And most the time it seems useless, being my fault or not. Afterall you can not pull and push a door open. But I don't know wether a treasure waits beyond the swamp or not, and theres no way I can say which on my own.

Everytime I think about it I get lost in all the fuss confusion brings, its sometimes like calling a dog over and then shooing it away...But if you want something done right you gotta do it yourself....not that im going to waste my time. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3719998/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3719998/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 20:42:13 PST
I can no longer keep a lid on things, and it's killing me. Ugh...As I may have mentioned I have two brains the strong brain whic preachs "Emotions are meaningless!, Everything is meaningless! One must learn to survive on ones own!" and the weak brain which takes every lil shortcut "Let your emotions loose, share your feelings!". And after a good 4 months of the strong brain in the lead, he is being torn down by the other just because I let one little lid of a jar i kept an emotion in....AND NOW I CANT STOP IT!

The only way I can seem to stop from admiting everything is by talking to myself in my head which although not as effective as just keeping it all locked up. But keeping it under wraps is really hard and fucks with your brain, you feel as if your...like when your scared and try your hardest to call for someone but you cant make a peep....Its insane, and then my mirror on the wall said that "What do you have to lose?" if i were to actualy stop holding it in....AND NOW THIS HAPPENED!

....I don't know what to do...the weak brain is soooo....i hate it. I dont even know why...its just...so wrong, ya know? But it so much easier than keeping it all in...but I just dont know.

I always hated it when ever the weak brain would prevail in just what always seemed to be the worst of times, and like...even if it were something i said 6 months ot a year ago...I still regret it to this day. When i was a kid i accidentaly sprained this kids ankle right before his swimming meet (well it was dureing but before his relay) and every time i passed him by i apologized....and that was for *thinks for a minute*...happened in second grade....went on into 4th..so bout 4 years or so (remember school years are longer then years)...do you know how pathetic that is?.....

....Man I just wish there was someone there who could help me out, but even with there advice which lets face it would be "let your feelings out" i would be slow to do it and most likely regret it the second i do. ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3694805/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3694805/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 14:12:04 PDT

...Yes, well anyhow I've been swamped with work lately, and I have been wanting to sketch somethings down but once I get the chance to actual pick up a pencil I find out that I am stuck in work mode and the only thing that can triger me out of it is porn, sleep, or a shower...all of which I find myself to lazy to invest time in...well.....not sleep.

Oh and on another note I was speaking to my mirror on the wall and she made the suggestion that I try to open up more and ignore all consequences...Now I don't know exactly how i do that but I suppose I will start with a rant in the journal every so oft....So yeah...umm guess I'll start off with a new goal that I have yet get started and that is that I don't want to recognize myself (if that makes any sense at all). I am just gunna wipe everything clean (some of it already has been swiped) and just start a new stack of cards. It sounds tough, and I'm sure it will be...but I hope that all goes accordingly, all I need now is the perfect time to start. If I started now my goal would stop dead in its tracks in say...not even a week, so I guess I'm gunna have to hold off for awhile till I get the jolt I need to get my motors running.


....Now back to the weather! ^_^ ]]> ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3646687/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3646687/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 03:06:11 PDT ~Demonomania- http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3629445/ http://Demonomania-.deviantart.com/journal/3629445/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 18:38:39 PDT ~Demonomania-