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[1] First of all, what username(s) do you go by?
Alice_is_dead is the last one I actually use
But Playing_Parts is another one I could use.

[2] Do you role-play any original characters (name them) ?
Karen 'Needles' Joyce-My favorite
Lucy- a cute little girl with some issues
Dani & Clown-Brother and sister characters
Sophie & Lily Monroe- Two half vampires sisters
Evony Traite- My first character I've ever used for a RP

I have a lot more but they're like minor characters that I've used once or twice.

[3] Role-play any character's (not original)?
Ugh. I had to play Vincent Valentine and Sora from Kingdom Hearts one time.
Not only do I not like playing guy characters, but I hate playing other characters that aren't mine, I can never get the character right.

[4] Where do you tend to hang around?
I used to go on Vampirefreaks all the time but all the good cults have disappeared and no one is interested in it anymore.
I've tried looking for other places but I can't seem to find any.

[5] Everyone has a favorite RP buddy, who's yours?
When I first started there was a guy who went by Vortex. Then there was Frost but I lost touch with them

[6] Any other RP friends?
OH!
Kendra!
When Vampirefreaks was still interesting, she was awesome!
She always had the best characters and had the best sense of humor when it came to her characters f'ed up situations.

[7] Where do you most hate to RP?
Journals.
Wtf is that?
Plus it's mostly people pretending to be rich, famous people.
Boring.

[8] Which of your original characters are you most like?
I would say my rebel characters like Dani and Sophie

[9] Everyone tends to take a little bit of themselves and place it into their character, tell us what your character(s) inherited from you.

Karen Joyce- I put my sick sense of humor into action when it comes to Karen. And my sarcasm :]
Dani- She's rebelious and has a smart mouth.
Lily-Cool and collected but has one hell of a temper. Plus she bites ;D
Evony- She's very emotional and bit messed in the head haha.

[10] Now, name the same characters again and tell us who their BFF is!
Karen- Seraphim! Haha.
And Lady Rayne but they have a past between them
Lucy-Seraphim and her stuffed bunny Charlie
Dani-Only her brother Clown
Sophie & Lily- Only have each other
Evony- Vortex and Frost

[11] Any lovers?
Karen-Seraphim xD
She wishes. No, Karen doesn't like people at all really.
Lucy- She's only like...8?
Dani & Clown- None yet
Sophie- She's more interested in books than guys
Lily- She was forced to marry this full blooded vampire prince
Evony- Was married to Vortex and even had his child but it's been years since I've played her.

[12] What do you most hate about role-playing?
The cliche storyline and people who don't try hard enough to keep with the story.
I tend to have run-ins with people who just want to make it all about their character and it gets boring after a while.

[13] Now. Be a dear and tag people.
Whoever...I don't care

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/19064625/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/19064625/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:31:48 PDT
I'm tired of:
Feeling helpless

I am listening to:
Godsmack-Whatever

Maybe I should:
Suck it up and deal with it.

I Wish:
I could be there for my friends when they needed me.

Chocolate is:
my best friend and worst enemy

I have lost my respect for:
People in general.

I last ate:
Chicken strips, corn and cheesy biscuits.

The meaning of my display name is:
It's from a song by The Doors.
I don't know, it just seemed to hit me when I read it.

Someday:
I will be somebody.

I will always remember:
My friends

Today:
I took the bus with Em to the DMV in down town Stockton, waited forever for the bus, then was stuck in the DMV with tweaks and people who don't bathe. Got my Cali ID, then waited at the bus stop for another hour, came home, went to sleep, ate and now I am here.

Parties:
I'm never a part of them :[


QUESTIONS

Is your hair wet?
Noped, or at least it shouldn't be

Are you wearing chap stick?
Yes because my lips are sunburned D:

Are you tired?
Hell yeah.
I've been up since 6:30 and I had very little sleep last night
then all the running around I had to do today.

Are you wearing pajamas?
Noped

Are you mad?
Not at this moment

Are you sad?
A little bit

Last beverage?
Dr.Pepper

Last phone call?
To Paul

Last time you cried?
Last night :[

**HAVE YOU EVER**

Lost someone close?
Yes

List 2 favorite colors:
Black and White (together)


**THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:**

Made a new friend?
Yeah

Fallen out of love?
No

Laughed until you almost cried?
Oh yeah

Met someone who changed your life?
Yes

Have you found out who your true friends and best friends were?
HA. Oh yeah.
This whole trip back to Manteca proved that to me.

is there something you want to tell someone?
Yeah, but he doesn't seem to want to listen right now

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
Other than surviving down town Stockton I would have to say seeing all the freaks and tweaks at the DMV and on the bus

What's your favorite number?
29

What is your current mood?
Worried and tired

Last people you hung out with?
Em and Erica.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Dark blue

Who's car were you in last?
Rachel's I think?

What color is your hair?
"Ruby Fusion"
So red.

If you could have one thing//person right now what//who would it be?
HA.
That I rather keep to myself


When is your birthday?
December 29

How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's all bleh right now but I don't care.
I'm not trying to impress anyone at this moment

What are you excited about?
Nothing really.
At least not at this moment

How is your life?
HOW IS YOUR LIFE?

Can you fill this out without lying ?
I'll try

Will your next kiss be a mistake ?
I hope not but with my track record I'm sure it will be

Where is your biological father right now ?
In Louisiana probably being a douchebag

Current relationship status ?
Single and coming to terms with it.

Does your head hurt ?
Not at this momebt

Do you like some one right now?
Yeah

Have you ever rented a hotel room ?
A few times with my mom

When was the last time you saw your grandfather ?
About a month ago

Look to your right, what is there ?
Em sitting on the floor with recipes

Have any piercings or tattoos ?
Labret and tattoo on my wrist
Hoping to get more.

Do you fight with your grandparents often ?
No I try to stay away from them.

Have you ever been in a car accident ?
Been hit by a car

Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace ?
Noped. I'm in Cali and they're in Louisiana.
So I think it's safe to say that I'm on my own

The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you ?
Yes. Very much so.

Do you know anyone with a broken bone ?
A few

Have you ever hated someone but ended up being friends with them?
Oh yeah.
That's how I met a few of my good friends

What bed did you sleep in last night ?
The pile of Scooby Doo blankets on the floor.

Do you think the whole day would be better if you were drunk ?
Not today.<... ]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/18896237/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/18896237/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:53:25 PDT
{1} Do you ever see garbage bags on the side of the highway and wonder if ..
there are body parts in there?
A few times because it makes it even funnier when you run over them ;D

{2} If you ever got the chance to practice cannibalism, would you?
Pft. If it came down to it and if like a nuclear holocaust happened and there was no food...then I don't think I would hesitate to eat someone.

{3} If forced to overdose on a drug, which one would you choose?
Probably some crazy drug that makes you see things.
So when I go to hell I'll know what it looks likes :]

{4} Shot or stabbed?
Shot.
Between the eyes if anything
Because anywhere else you'll just bleed to death

{5} asphyxiated or exsanguinated?
Whoa. That's crazy.
Probably asphyxiated because once I stop breathing that's it. I rather not watch all my blood drain out of me.

{6} drowned or buried alive?
Drowned. Because knowing that I'm underground in dirt with the worms and bugs would drive me crazy. Plus I don't want to choke on dirt, thanks very much.

{7} Killed by blunt-force trauma to the head or crushed to death?
Crushed. Just SPLAT.

{8} Poisoned or Overdosed?
Both are very ugly deaths.
I would say Overdosed because you're usually passed out when you choke on the vomit.
With poison your body slowly starts dying and going through horrible spams and the whole foaming at the mouth.
Ugh.
Not pretty :[

{9} Killed by a flesh-melting virus or by rats or ants slowly pecking at you?
Flesh-Melting Virus. I rather peel of my own skin then have incects or rodents do it to me. UGH.

{10} Out of all the above choices, which one do you like best?
Either being shot or crushed.

{11}Which is the worst way to die in your opinion?
I say watching everyone else die then you're left there alone
OR having someone making you watch as they torture you for days.

{12} Killed (by a person) intentionally, or by accident?
Accidents happen all the time, so if someone kills me it better be for a damned good reason.

{13} Killed by a serial killer (for pleasure) or a hitman (for profit)?
Hitman. Straight up. They do it quick and usually painless.

{14} Killed in a car crash or a plane crash?
Car Crash.
Fuck planes.

{15} Killed in your home or away from home?
Away from home but hopefully not in some forest or abandon building where they won't find my body for days.

{16} Killed in your sleep or while watching TV?
Sleep because I don't want to see it coming.

{17} Killed by someone who knew you, a stalker, or a complete stranger?
Someone who knew me because I know that they would do it right.

{18} What do you want done with your body when you die?
Burn it baby.
And do whatever with the ashes.
Or put them in the soil with a plant or flower so I'll grow forever!

{19} You're forced to have your funeral at a place OTHER than a church/synoguoge-where would you choose?
Someone's backyard.
I want my funeral to be a party.
A Dead Man's Party ;D

{20} What song/s would you want played at your funeral?
A few sad ones...then some you can dance to.

{21} What outfit would you like to be buried in?
Well it's gonna burn...so it doesn't matter.

{22} who do you want to give your eulogy?
Whoever has something to say about me
But be careful...I'll be listening ;D

{23} Any other specifics about your funeral you'd like to share?
I want someone to jump on top on the coffin and go "FUCK THAT BITCH"
Then do a little dance on it. Then cry. Then drink and party some more.

{24} Would you rather be forgotten about when you die, or remembered but hated?
Doesn't matter...I'm still gonna be haunting their asses.

{25] would you rather die alone, or die loved but leave a heartbroken mate behind?
I don't want to die alone but I think that's what will happen.
And I rather not leave anyone behind broken hearted but I'm sure they'll move on?

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/17549885/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/17549885/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 22:37:21 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Insanity-Oingo Boingo
(Mwahaha)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Phenomena-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(Yeah, baby ;D)

3.What do you like in a boy/girl?
Gulity Pleasure-Cobra Starship
(I think that speaks on its own)

4.How do you feel today?
Losing My Religion-Gregorian
(I don't have much to lose but if I did, today would be the day to lose it.)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Winnning Side-Oingo Boingo
("Where we have no fear, waiting for the sign where we will give our lives.")

6.What is your motto?
Come Together-Across The Universe Soundtrack
("One thing I can tell you is you got to be free.")<3

7.What do your friends think of you?
I'm So Bad-Oingo Boingo
(Yeah, I think that's about right.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Misery Business-Paramore
(At least the title fits.)

9. What do you think about very often?
Nuclear Babies-Oingo Boingo
(DUDE. You know how cool those would be?!)

10. What is 2+2?
Way Out-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(That could be pretty deep if you think about it.)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Death On Two Legs-Rooney (Queen cover)
(Ahahaha, oh yesh. ;D)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Beating Hearts Baby-Head Automatica
(Ahah, that's not funny )

13. What is your life story?
Kill All Your Friends-My Chemical Romance
(Yep, from California to Louisiana, I've left a trail of bodies and broken hearts.)

14. What do you want to be when your grow up?
Wanderer of Time-Risa Ohki
(EVIL NEVER DIES!)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Mysteries-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(Haha, Oh, Karen-O<3)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Across the Universe- Across the Universe Soundtrack
(Hell, I'll dance to any Beatles songs)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
The Widow-The Mars Volta
("Let me die, Cause I'll never sleep alone."
Ouch ;[ )

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Indoor Fireworks-Cold War Kids
(XD)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Dead Man's Party-Oingo Boingo
(That's one I'm not ready to attend, yet.)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Controller-Oingo Boingo
(Yes, secretly I've very paranoid and I believe that faceless surgeons are after my imagination. >.>; DON'T JUDGE ME!)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Black Bird-Across The Universe
("Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arrive.")

22. What will you post this as?
What You See-Oingo Boingo
(Perfect )

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/15083223/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/15083223/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:47:01 PDT



]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/11292528/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/11292528/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 16:34:34 PST 2. Post random lyrics from the first 50 songs (no picking)
3. Friends: comment with artist & title (no looking lyrics up)
4. Strike out or bold ones that were guessed correctly
5. No cheating


1. "In the twilight of my life, I don't need no grammys. Rock my gay appecptance speech. Most of all I'd like to..."

2."Put your ear to the speaker.Choose love or sympathy. But never both."

3."At the top of my lungs in my arms, she dies. She dies."

4."She had too much pride to pull the sheets above her head so quitely she lays and waits for sleep."

5."You're running out of time as it grows in your eye. Feel broken inside, you feel."

6. "Take these sunken eyes and learn to see. All your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free."

7. "If they don't take away your passion with a color TV set.
They'll take away your heart and soul."

8. "I took my time. I hurried up. The choice was mine I couldn't think enough."

9. "You'll burn in hell while they're digging you out
You'll burn in hell."

10."I will be singing
And falling from grace"

11. "There's nothing wrong with me, there's something wrong with you."

12. "And we'll pray that there's no God. To punish us and make a fuss."

13. "Oh, how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying."

14. "She wants to fuck Delilah without Samson's intervention."

15. "Fall asleep, phone in hand. God bless, God bless, Star 67."

16. "The angels just cut out her tongue
Call her black Mariah."

17. "Please get the doctor on the phone because I'm not making any sense."

18. "Look at all the lonely people. Where do they all come from? Look at all the lonely people. Where do they all belong?"

19. "And this is
The last time I'll forget you
I wish I could."

20. "kann ein Herz aus Stein sein" (Alright someone told me the band but I wanna see if you know the song

21. "As ice cold hands rip into your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest."

22. "Go and try, you'll never break me."

23."You decide to answer when my fist rings hello." (Good luck on this one.)

24. "If life ain't just a joke
Then why are we laughing?"

25. "Some might say we are made from the sharpest things you say."

26. " Without a sound, without a sound
And I wish you away."

27. "Oh, we're pretty boys for secret girls. Who never stood a ch-ch-ch-chance in the world."

28. "People all grow up to die. There is no one here but me."

29. "This is how it should be done...this is how it should be done. This style...this style."

30. "They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
But for what we've become, we just feel more alone."

31. "Standing in line to see the show tonight and there's a light on. Heavy glow."

32. "I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself."


33. "So cry on bitch, why aren't you laughing now?"

34. "Throw away your Television. It's a repeat of a story told."

35. "Why don't you ask the kid at Tiananmen Square."

36. "I am selfish.I am wrong. I am right. I swear I'm right, I swear I knew it all along."

37. "To all the ones who hated me the most. A toast, you almost had me."

38. "And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church."

39. "Eye balls deep in muddy water, fuckin' hypocrite."

40. "Maybe--it's just a bad dream and I'll wake up soon
But I don't think I'll be so lucky."

41. "Who wants to come with me and hide in the sky?"

42. "You're growing old under the gun,gun,gun."

43. "Best, you've got to be the best
You've got to change the world."

44. "Chinese tricks in rooms
With ghosts of hooker girlie dudes."

45. "She's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention 'cause that's just ridiculous behavior."

46. "Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing."

47. "From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make."

48. "I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you."

49. "Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It... ]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/11008298/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/11008298/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 16:38:47 PST I'll be doing this on my now favorite character Karen.

Karen "Needles" Joyce

Basic personality:

If you were to describe yourself with one word, what would it be?
Clever

What is most important to you in the world?
Power or pain. Haven't quite decided

Would you help someone who needed it while passing?
Truthfully?
No. Absolutely not. If I can I would make it worse.

Are you very observant?
When you work in a corrupted system, you have to be.

How innocent/naive can you be?
Anyone can be naive, but I lost my innocence years ago.

Can you entertain yourself easily?
It all depends on the patient

How well do you get along with others?
*Laughs* Why don't you ask them?

What was the longest time you had a friend?
Heh, friends.
Yes, I had them once. But I was foolish.

Do you have someone who knows you inside out?
I don't even know myself that well.

How short is your temper?
Nonexistent

Can you let go of grudges easily?
Until the other dies.

Interests:

Do you read?
Yes. It's very calming.

Do you watch TV?
Not enough time and it' all bullshit

Do you collect anything?
I have started a very, well you can say, "morbid" collection.

How long do you stay interested in something?
Until it dies.

If you collected, would it be for interest or profit?
Interest of course...but if it makes me a profit then I'm all for it.

History:

Do you know your parents/creator?
*Leans forward*
Yes, but their dead now. No need to discuss it further.

What is your birthday?
It's unimportant.

Do you have any siblings?
Once again...no need to discuss it any further

Ever have to fight for what you believe in?
No. It's a waste of time and you die faster that way.

When did you move out on your own?
Yes.

When did you REALLY mature?
Does it really matter?

Did you have many friends?
I doubt it.

Any action you regret?
Not killing someone sooner

What is a memory you treasure?
I would prefer to keep that to myself, that's why it's a memory.


Relationships - while single (Or while you were.):

Do you have a dream partner?
Ha. No.

Do you believe you seek someone like your parents(or creator)?
Where to do you come up with these ridiculous questions?

Do you have one night stands?
Hahah...you can say that.

What feature is most attention grabbing for you?
Eyes.

What MUST someone have for you to consider them?
Oh, you don't really want to know that.

Older, younger, same age as you?
Doesn't matter. As long as they're fun to play with while they're alive.

How do you feel about settling down?
Never.

How many dates before you go to bed with someone?
Doesn't matter.

How do you handle rejection?
I don't.

How many times did you stop something before it developed?
Heh...a few too many

Relationships - Once taken, or what you want if taken.:

Have you settled down and if so for how long?
I'm not a very romantic person per say.

Any Children?
God no. I despise children. I'll only tolerate them if they're strapped down on a metal table.

Any Grandchildren?
Same as before.

What do you love most about your partner?
You're persistent aren't you?

Any pet names?
This is getting pointless

How many relationships have you been in?
None that you need to know about.

Have you ended any?
Yes...in a very tragic way.

Has your heart been broken?
Haha...what heart?

Any loves you cannot have?
...

Do you believe in true love?
No.

Mortality:

Have you ever died?
A person can only die once...and I died a long time ago.

Can you even die?
It all depends

Have you seen someone die?
Yes. It's so thrilling to watch someone's last moments.

Have you killed someone?
*Laughs*
It's my job.

Have you had someone killed?
No, I believe in doing it myself.

Life:

What makes you truly happy?
True happiness does not exist in this cruel world.

If you could, what is one thing you would spend your life doing?
I'm doing it now, and I be damned if I'm... ]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10866856/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10866856/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:44:05 PST

Songs:
1.Blood Pigs-Otep
2.Stockholm Syndrome-Muse
3.All Around Me-Flyleaf
4.Time To Dance-Panic! At The Disco
5.Lost In Hollywood-System Of A Down
6.Roxanne-Fall Out Boy
7.The Willing Well: III-Apollo II: The Telling Truth-Coheed And Cambria (a mouthful huh?)
8.Red Sam-Flyleaf
9.Your Rain-Akira Yamaoka
10.Wait For Sleep-Dream Theater
11.All I Want For Christmas Is You-My Chemical Romance
12.The Pros And Cons Of Breathing-Fall Out Boy
13.Cubicles-My Chemical Romance
14.Star 67-Fall Out Boy
15.Baby One More Time-The Dresden Dolls
16.Thank God-Mindless Self Indulgence
17.Apollo I: The Writing Writer-Coheed and Cambria
18.The Willing Well: IV-The Final Cut
19.Time Is Running Out-Muse
20.Attack-System Of A Down
21.Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends-Fall Out Boy
22.B.Y.O.B-System Of A Down
23.I Don't Love You-My Chemical Romance
24.Tentative-System Of A Down
25.It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish-My Chemical Romance
26.Cemetery Drive-My Chemical Romance
27.Jimmy Kane-Muse
28.Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance
29.Hang Em High-My Chemical Romance
30.Grand Theft Autumn-Fall Out Boy
31.Fury-Muse
32.Smooth-Santana & Rob Thomas ( Didn't see that one coming xD)
33.Our Lady Of Sorrows-My Chemical Romance
34.Come Down-Bush
35.Under Pressure-Used & My Chemical Romance
36.Night At The Roses-The Dresden Dolls
37.By The Way-Red Hot Chili Peppers
38.Bitches-Mindless Self Indulgence
39. Tender Sugar-Akira Yamaoka
40.Californacation-Red Hot Chili Peppers


Questions:
1. Which song do you prefer, #1 or #40?: #40
2. Have you ever listened to #12 continuously on repeat?: Not really
3. What album is #26 from?: Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
4. What do you think about the artist who did #15?: I love Amanda and Brian, they're so funny ;D
5. Is #19 one of your favorite songs?: Eh, not really but it's still a good song
6. Who does #38 remind you of?: Stacy <3
7. Does #20 have better lyrics or music?: Music.
8. Do any of your friends like #3?: Few.
9. Is #33 from a movie soundtrack?: Not that I know of, but that would be pretty cool.
10. Is #18 overplayed on the radio?: Pfft, no.
11. What does #21 remind you of?: The horrible rode trip I went on last summer
12. Which song do you prefer, #5 or #22?: #5.
13. What album is #17 from?: *takes a deep breath* Good Apollo I'm Burning Star IV, Vol 1: From Fear Through The Eyes Of Madness *gasp*
14. When did you first hear #39?: When I first played Silent Hill 4
15. When did you first hear #7?: When Emily burnt me the CD
16. What genre is #8?: Christian Rock xD
17. Do any of your friends like #14?: Haha, I don't think any of them heard of it before
18. What color does #4 remind you of?: Reddish purple?
19. Have you ever blasted #11 on your stereo?: xD No.
20. What genre is #37?: Alternative rock?
21. Can you play #13 on any instrument?:Hahah, I wish. That would be sweet
22. What is your favorite lyric from #30?: "I Could Be An Accident But I'm Still Trying."
23. What is your favorite lyric from #23?: "And when you go, would you have the guts to say. I don't love you, like I loved you yesterday."
24. Would you recommend #24 to your friends?: Not really?
25. Is #2 a good song to dance to?: You can try xD
26. Do you ever hear #16 on the radio?: Lmao. No but that would be sweet.
27. Is #32 more of a "nighttime" or "daytime" song?: Daytime
28. Does #36 have any special meaning to you?: A little bit.
29. Do any of your friends like #31?: Maybe one?
30. Is #25 a fast or slow song?: A bit slow, a bit fast
31. Is #35 a happy or sad song?: Happy
32. What is one of your favorite lyrics from #9?: "Mom doesn't hug me, dad loves a stranger more than me."
33. Is #34 better to listen to alone or with friends?: Alone.
34. When did you first hear #27?: When Rebecca gave me all the b-sides
35. Name 3 other songs by the artist who did #29: Bitches; Heaven Save Us, Mama, Headfirst for Halos
36. Do you know all the words to #6?: Yesh
37. Does #28 have better lyrics or music?: Lyrics, definately
38. What album is #10 from?: I really don't know
39. Have you ever seen the artist live that made #38?: No ;;_;;. But I really want to!!

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10781261/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10781261/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 18:17:50 PST
-ITUNES SURVEY-

How many songs:
220

-SORT BY SONG TITLE-

First Song:
"It's Not A Side Effect Of The Cocaine. I Am Thinking It Must Be Love."-Fall Out Boy

Last song:
Zypher-Red Hot Chili Peppers

-SORT BY TIME-
Shortest:
Backmask-Mindless Self Indulgence

Longest Song:
The Willing Well:IV The Final Cut-Coheed And Cambria

-SORT BY ALBUM-

First Song:
Blood Pigs-Otep

Last Song:
Backstabber-The Dresden Dolls

-TOP 5 MOST PLAYED SONGS-

1. What's This-Fall Out Boy

2. Heaven Save Us-My Chemical Romance

3. Le Protrait de Petit Cossette

4. Faggot-Mindless Self Indulgence

5. Metro-System Of A Down

-FIRST SONG THAT COMES UP ON SHUFFLE-

1. Once Upon Your Dead Body-Coheed And Cambria

-SEARCH..-

"sex", how many songs come up?:
1

"death", how many songs come up?:
1

"love", how many songs come up?:
15

"you", how many songs come up?:
53

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10766131/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10766131/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 11:52:29 PST
This one is shanked from


Basics

1) What's your character's name?
Dr. Karen "Needles" Joyce

2) How old is he/she?
21

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
Female

4) What's his/her race?
Human with some added talents and features

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
Probably a lot because in no time she would be covered in blood

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Not really, she's fucking nuts

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
Her dull crazed grey eyes

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
Maybe?

Personality

1) Temper?
So short it's almost nonexistant

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
She has mood swings very often

3) Leader or Follower?
Follower but she has connections xD

4) What is the main aspect of his/her personality?
Compleltely insane and dangerous

History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort?
Yes, but she killed her father and step-mother at the age of 13 and used her step-sister as an experiment

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
At times. Mostly she's never far behind Seraphim (Kendra's character).

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Not really, she just snapped.

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Working in the government with the Thought Police beside Rain & Seraphim.

Romance

1) Single?
Yes

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
It's more of an obession

3) Virgin?
You can say that.

4) Does your character like flirting?
Not really...sometimes in a vicious sort of way?

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!)
Hmmmm....
Black Widow XD

2) Musical Instument?
Violin?

3) Element?
Let's just go with darkness

4) Planet?
Pluto, because she's cold like that. (And yes Pluto is still a planet to me!)

Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
Nope, couldn't draw to save my life

2) Do you write about him/her?
Yes

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
In RPs yeah.

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I guess just using her whenever I can. She's become my favorite

RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
Oh yesh. But since she works in the government, they can't touch her ;D

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
-Seraphim xD
-Unstable mental abilities
-Violent urges to kill everything is sight

3) Strengths?
-Intelligent
-Sneaky
-Great liar

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
She smokes, chemical abuse, and takes many different kinds of medication

5) What's one quirk about your him/her?
She likes the color pink o.o

6) Does your character have any phobias?
Cats

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
Anything.

8) Does your OC like chickens?
Uh...sure?

The Final Question:

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
I love her
But she might not share the love
Fo sho'

<33333

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10506611/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10506611/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:47:15 PDT I just came back to check up and I have over 600 messages...most of them just artist that I watch. My god!
How do all the popular artist do it?
Fuck that...I tried to go through it all but it was too much.
I've cleared all messages and watches.
Sorry, I'm sure I'm missing some important things but damnit man. Too much.

Bleh.
I'll try to keep up but I doubt it since my computer isn't working that well.
Right now I'm at my Aunt's house (more like my great aunt but you know what I mean).

So okay.
If you have something really important to say you'll have to send me a note or an e-mail because I'll never get it.

<3333

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10156473/ http://DepressedXGoldfish.deviantart.com/journal/10156473/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 04:00:32 PDT Just answer the following questions.

1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
Goldfish was my nickname given to me by Erica. And I got the depressed part from this past life quiz that said I was a depressed goldfish (so it fit perfectly)

2) Why did you join this site?
Because I love to lurk around and look at people's art

3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined? (if you can remember)
Oh geez....I don't remember now. Probably FF, KH or AS

4) Were any of the fandoms you currently have brought about by this site?
-Um, I think so...?

5) Look into your stats. What is your:
Most Favorited Deviation: A Girl Of Nothing But Greys
Most Viewed Deviation: Perfect Wedding
Most Commented Deviation: Typical Tragedy

6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?
24

7) First ever watcher?
Hmmm...SquirreLord

8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?
1,309 *shrugs*

9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?
Wannbe Poet...I was thinking about changing it to Lurker

10) What is your most "meaningful" work?
Hmmm...either Violent Love or China Doll (that one was for shorty)

11) Best COMPLETED work you ever did?
I think it's The Metro...but apprently I'm the only one

12) Piece that took the longest?
A Real Nightmare

13) DA artist who has influenced you the most?
Emily for writing and Davenit & Suzi 9mm for photography

14) What is currently the most fun thing to draw?
I don't draw

Easiest thing to draw?
Stick figures?

Hardest thing to draw?
Everything else

15) Your first ever giftart was to:
I haven't done a giftart...but I made a poem out to someone

Latest giftart was to:
No one

First ever giftart received was from:
I don't have any D:

Latest giftart received from:
No one

16) How many clubs are you in?
None

17) How long have you been here?
Nov 12, 2005

18) Are you on any other art sites?
Nope

19) Can you remember the old DA layout?
Yeah

20) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?
Eh, not really. I'm getting into Photography now...so hopefully that will work out

]]> ~DepressedXGoldfish