http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DesdemonaKakalose&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DesdemonaKakalose en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 11:37:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28897453/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28897453/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 07:39:31 PST [link]

If you're curious, just take a look at the page. It certainly won't hurt you.

(But really, I want to know why I got picked to be he advertizer. WTH?)

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28484627/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28484627/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 09:18:30 PST
IT'S LIKE THEY KNEW IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY!
-SPAZZES OUT-

Now, I've just got to draw something that doesn't suck.

Contest: [link]

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28368491/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28368491/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 06:52:16 PST [link]

Pink looks like an inverted Nny. HOW COOL IS THAT?

Oh, and I'm posting too many Edgar-based fanfictions. Really. It's kind of ridiculous.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28203852/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/28203852/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:05:58 PST
Greatest Love of All (MSI)

liljimmyurine09
I think it just shares the same name as the Whitney song...Dont think the lyrics are the same.

Dahsia
No, XD Its the same song. My mother was a Whitney Houston fan. Not that its a bad thing. They did an awesome job.

lovelylostlady
ohh yes its the same lyrics believe me i know. this freeking long is so over karaoke d at my house.

dantedraco (3 weeks ago)
Check it out, its the same lyrics. Coudn't you tell though, man? Its talking about children being the future and shit like that.

[link]

or, Stupid, Sadistic and Suicidal (MSI)

0x0Yuki0x0
Ear-gasm~~
D
XrandomxHellosX
*Moans* I love this song.
GravDiga
interesting....its trying to make me deaf WTF?! ....lol. tonyeddie (1 month ago) Show Hide
Try using your the fucking volume button.

[link]

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]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27893724/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27893724/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:32:47 PDT
But yes, I'm really happy about this.

Still no scanner, which is a bloddy shame since I've got some cool stuff on hold.

In other news, has anyone around here read Invisible Man? Does he remind you of Nny, or am I just crazy?

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27819823/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27819823/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 16:25:31 PDT Mom's computer is sickly. Has been for a while. You probably remember how many times I've complained about viruses and anemic machines.
But dads computer has always been a constant, a sort of emergency line. I could always get through to the Internet there at least.
Now?
Oh, no such luck.

I'm down to my iPhone now. Let me tell you it is NOT easy to type with this thing, and it's CONSTANTLY restarting me in the middle of replies. It is more frustrating than I can articulate. Everything is pissing me off right now.

Conclusion? If it seems like my gramar is deteriorating, or I'm ignoring you, it's not my fault.

It's that fucking virus.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27617699/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27617699/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:27:10 PDT
SO! one of these journals that get passed around like the flu.

Reply to this post by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you.

Demon
-( The age old question. Is a demon a fallen angel? Does it have free will? Did it choose its fate, or was it made to be what it is? Are demons evil, as Christians believe, or merely lacking in morals, as muslims believe? Myself, I think that there are beings in the universe that, either by falling or by their very birth, find themselves spreading seeds of chaos and pain throughout humanity. And I don't care whether they be supernatural beings of Ether, or that kid in math class who puts tacks in the teacher's chair.

Invader Zim
-( possibly the best cartoon in existance. Also, a stunning example of how television corporations are pits of mediocrity and doom, churning out stack on top of stack filled with the same plots and characters not so cleverly jumbled and recolored. It's been that way since Leave it to Beaver, and it'll be that way until people stop caring what's popular.

Pencils
-) for a long time, the only medium I would deign to use. My teacher took my crayons away in second grade, and I boycotted the entire principal in retaliation... you know, to prove that she couldn't stop me anyways.

Space
-) ...it's really, really big. You absolutely won't believe how extrordinarily HUGE it is. It's also not real to me--in my mind, it's a lot like Harry Potter. Everybody knows about it, and I've been in touch with it myself, but I would never imagine myself actually being effected by it.

Hearts
-) Something easy to doodle in margines. Seriously, that's about all I ever draw. That, and Z? . I find it fascinating that even with all the advances in science and learning, that we still talk about out 'heart of hearts', and draw that strange upsidedown triangle on valentines cards. I guess there are two hearts... one mental, one physical, each equally important to the human being.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27431377/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27431377/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 15:18:54 PDT
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO'S TOTALLY FLIPPING OUT HERE?

...maybe I am.

I think it may be the last chapter. Like, ever. But, I'm really not sure.
[link]

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27374737/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27374737/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 13:08:54 PDT Bad news? Now, the scanner won't interface with the computer.

Result? no more art for Savannah.

D:

I'll be more upset in about a day, after the reality sinks in.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27164831/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/27164831/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 07:27:00 PDT Leh-Yaoi-Fc and they need members. It's a basic guy/guy genre, and if you have non-fanworks of that nature, they'll be happy to take them. Fanworks are cool too. It won't require much of you except a submission every now and again.

Sound interesting?

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26742256/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26742256/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 20:13:14 PDT
Because I do.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26657336/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26657336/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 19:02:48 PDT
I'm not going to count kindergarden and first grade where the most popular sport in the school yard was assaulting, battering, and kissing any boy who was too slow or distracted to escape. Yes, in that order. We were sick little kids.

1. My best friend Alyssa--first grade. It... er... wasn't intended to be romantic, but I look back on it now and wince for her sake.

2. Marcus. Second grade. My fifth or sixth cousin (YES, fuck you all, that's legal in every sate and every country). I was really in love with that boy. It was a Truth or Dare dare. He fell off the couch.

3. Chase Mitchel. eighth grade. We were riding back from the end-of-school party in a bus, and he'd been pretending to be in love with me all year, to amuse his friends. After one particularly lewd insult, I marched to the back of the bus and raped a kiss off him--because there's really no other way to say it. He looked like someone had tossed him off a cliff and into cold water. I tripped over a backpack returning to my seat.

4. Benton James, tenth grade. We went on one date, ever (half a year after we broke up) and I left the date feeling like I was going to throw up. Not that he's a bad kisser, just... ew. He was mormon. I'm ashamed of myself.

5. Kelly... Something. It was at a party. We watched two gay guys make-out and... well... you know how it goes. The embarrassing thing is that my mom had just walked INTO THE ROOM, and to this day I'm not sure if she saw.

6. Christina Gore. I'm not sure if she was a good kisser or a bad kisser, but she was pretty. We went out for a week and a half, and I actually didn't cring at the thought of spending time with her. I am ashamed of the fact that we kissed gratuitously in public. My poor friends, I will never make that up to you.

And so ends the kiss list.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26533639/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26533639/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:23:37 PDT

Post here and I will feature you (first ten)! I will link my three favorite things in your gallery, but then you must do the same in your journal. So there.

1.
A. [link] B. [link] C. [link]

2.
A. [link] B. [link] C. [link] (I tried to find one of your Johnny pics, Painting the Wall, but I couldn't see it anywhere)

3.
A. [link] B. [link] C. [link] And this is obligatory: [link] <--no pants

4.

5.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26384088/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26384088/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:42:57 PDT
I know this is kind of fail--so don't shoot me, for the love of god--but have any of you ever read a descent Mmy/Nny fic?

I'm kind of curious as to what the fuss is about... but I don't want to traumatize myself with what I suspect are the majority of stories in the fandom. you know, ridiculously out of character and nausiatingly sweet and so on. Mpreg...

-shudders-

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26240187/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/26240187/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 18:44:28 PDT
Item 1: HOLYCOWINADAIRYFACOTYWITHASAUSAGEUPIT'SNOSE. Disney's making another hand animated movie. And the man character is black! (er, brown. Whatever) I am so psyched.

Item 2: Saw this going around and thuout 'hey, that'd be a good catharsis'.

Ten undelivered letters.

1) You may be the most awesome person I know. I think that if things were different (and I was a bit less shallow) I cold totally fall in love with you. Hopefully, you never read this.

2) I know I don't say I love you enough. I'm really sorry about that. I just can't stand cliche things, and I can't SAY them without wanting to vomit. Just.... you know. I do love you, and stuff.

4) sometimes I wonder if you think I have a crush on you. Let's be honest here, where it doesn't count: I don't. Or at least, not right now. I am, however, infinately aware that I could if I let myself. Do you have any idea what that's like?

5) I know you're my friend, and you've never done a single thing to me, but the truth is I don't like you . I guess it's what other people have told me about you. I'm sorry about that. And no, I don't like your art, damnit.

6) Among the many people who may or may not think I have a crush on them, you are one also. Which is kind of creepy, considering who I am and who you are. But please, don't freak out. I am in control of my emotions. I can stop myself from loving you. Hell, I think I could convince myself to hate you if I tried.

7) I hate it when you talk bad about yourself! I hate it! And the only thing I hate more than that is the idea that yoiu might be thinking it and NOT telling me. I guess it'd be horrible of me to ask 'Why can't you be HAPPY?', but I really want to. And it doesn't help that I know the answer.

8) I'm so sorry I haven't talked to you! It's not you, it's me! I'm too fucking lazy for my own good. I'll do it, by god I will. Just... not tonight.

9) What am I supposed to think about it? About us? Did you ever like me? Do you still? Not that it matters, as we see each other once every three months (or more), but I'd just like to know. And what what up with that anal comment? Really creepy, man. I'm not a boy, although I wouldn't mind it if I was.

10) Hey. Hey you, kid. I hate you. You little pissant. I'd never say this out loud, but FUCK YOU. Get me in trouble with my boss one more time, and you'll be the cutest kid in the goddamn ICU.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24720391/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24720391/ Tue, 12 May 2009 12:58:06 PDT [link]
Make of that what you will. ;D

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24378869/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24378869/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:40:48 PDT <3

I’m also posting a new chapter of my Vargas-inspired fanfic, “hantasmaphilia”.

Vargas: [link]

Things to read:

A drabble: [link]

Oneshot: [link]

(six) Chapterfic: [link]

Series: [link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

Things to see:

[link]

[link]

[link]

Actually BY Zarla: [link]
[link]

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24112359/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24112359/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 13:31:26 PDT
Who is aware of the fact that I’m writing an AU Deathnote fanfic? Anyone? Star, you can put your hand down.

Well, I’ve finally reached that point, that inevitable point that fan fiction writers particularly dread: plot block. That’s right. The real kicker is that it shouldn’t be a problem.

I wrote out an outline, way back when I first thought of it, about a year ago. I had it planned so that the first part would mirror the original Deathnote plot, and the second would mirror an LxLight fan fiction. I.e., it would be a fast(ish) paced mystery until they meet up, and then slow to a character-development based plot.

I have only just reached that point. The problem is, my readers are begging for movement, a faster plot… and I’m totally freaking out. I suspect what happened was, I attracted action fans with the first ten chapters, and now that it’s slowing down, I require a different kind of fan.

What? I’m confused here. It sounds plausible.

Relatedly, I got some advice from a couple people who read it, and what they want out of the story is really different from what I want. Faster plot and different romantic elements… you know, not what I planned.

I guess it comes down to this: do I do what the readers want, and scrounge up some action/mystery to satisfy them, or do I go on with my own plan, and maybe end up writing something that no one is satisfied with except me? I could get lots of depressing reviews, and you know, I write for my readers as much as for myself.

I couldn’t get to sleep last night, I was so stressed. And when my Internet life interferes with my real life, things have to change.

So… thoughts?

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24028188/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/24028188/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 17:37:22 PDT
People look at them and see differences, and of course differences freak is out. So we figure they have to be a cult or brainwashed. Okay, they might be. But they aren't as weird as they seem at first.

It's just like things used go be a hundred or two hundred years ago. Marriage and children first, family first, religion first.

I'm only saying, maybe we should think about our own history before we start judging these people.

In other news, I'm tired of looking at my last journal

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23751948/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23751948/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 18:05:34 PDT And I've come to understand a couple things:

we stand on the mountains built by our anscestors.

For some of us lucky enough, our pedestals raise us high above the clouds, and we can look down for the first time and see the great measures of beauty and ugliness that men are capable of. We look to our right and left, and down, and freed from the haze, we see the people around us struggle to build their mountians higher.

And we weep.

What do we cry for? We cry for the loss of the wonderful world miles below our feet, and the destruction of mankind. From so high up, everything is clear, and we are free to examine ourselves, our way of life, and understand that it does more harm than good.

We hate the humans who surround us, who still build their mounds ever higher and refuse to even once look down. We know we are differet, because we have looked in all directions, even inward--as difficult as it is--and we have realized that our way is not the best way.

But what we fal to remember, is that we see these things only because we stand so high, and that our thrones of judgement were built brick by brick from the same human uglyness that we despize.

Our visions are raised on the backs of a thousand slaves, and a thousand forfeit futures.

I see that too.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23448225/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23448225/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 09:44:43 PST
y computer has been infected by what I've fondly dubbed, "The
Ass-fuckin' censorship virus"

It will not let me open any internet pages. I am speaking to you through a crack in its armor.

I feel like I'm planning some sort of coup. I have no idea how the thing got into my software, but it's there.

Needless to say, I won't be posting or talking much until we hire a guy to wipe the hardrive.

In a related news story:

"If someone by the name of Alfred Hundana (dragon_heart620) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all please"

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23178949/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/23178949/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 16:58:50 PST All those yaoi pics that were getting discontiued had one thing in common: they all had at least one character who was underaged in the cannon.

Of course, IN THE ART, they were not underaged. I mean, none of us are pedphiles. But I thought you might be interested to know that detail.

in other news...
Social things are happening in my lif. -gasp- I joined school club. Photography.
also feel like I've lost the muse of my 'Bullet With Butterfly Wings' story. I took a long look at my plans and Ias completely unhappy.

I've been in two relationships in my life. One, with a morman that I more orless pity-dated. The other with a girl that I had no real feelings for. How can I write romance if I know nothing about love?

I'd be like Stephanie Myers!




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22949985/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22949985/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:14:41 PST
So. If you haven't already signed, this: [link] is the petition to gain an unbiased posting rights between us. Both of us.

who's in?

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22871931/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22871931/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 18:07:13 PST
AND NOW MY IPHONE IS STOLEN, AGAIN,

And to top it all off, I have Latin regionals DEVOURING all of my time. ALL OF IT.

In conclusion: if you've actually noticed that I haven't been on lately (hah. Fat chance) then don't worry or get offended. I barely have enough time for myself.





]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22655220/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22655220/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:41:07 PST
Star Wars: Republic Comandos

Do not be fooled by the fact that they are branch-offs of a popular (nerdy) movie saga--they are really excellent books. It's all about these boys who were cloned out and raised in blind military subservience trying to deal with being treated like objects, literal cannon fodder, for a corrupt government that they never had a choice in. There's also a really awesome romantic element.

That said, I'm in the middle of the last book. Soon, I will have nothing to read.

SO. Anybody out there read a good book lately?




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22249247/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22249247/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 19:33:06 PST
And I'm not sure what to think.

I'm refering to Animorphs in case you were wondering.

The series started in 1996, ended in 2001. K.A. Applegate wrote them, put one out every month. And they are CRAZY AWESOME. I started them back in sixth grade. I was ashamed because they're so short, people think they're little kiddie books.

THEY ARE CERTAINLY NOT.

So after all this time, I finally found a library branch that carries them. I've been going through every volume past #40 since September. And now... I'm finished.

All the original story got wrapped up, but it had such an open ending, it's made me uneasy. It was like when a ffnet writer has an on-going story, awesome stuff, and then has no idea how to end it. So this is my question:

if anyone who reads my stupid little journal also read Animorphs, do you know of any good fanfiction? I need closure.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22128744/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/22128744/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 19:14:17 PST
---
I'm sorry I can't be part of your world. You have no idea how hard it is to hear about all the terrible things that happen to you, and be able to do nothing about them.
I'm sorry that I can't empathise, really. I try, I do, but it's never more than a sad story to me. And that's the truth.
I'm sorry I have a good life. I'm more sorry that if there was a way, I wouldn't give you mine. You deserve better, no matter how often you claim to be a bitch. I'm sorry I can't bring myself to adress this.

Dear Delamo,
I'm sorry I'm such a bad role model. You know I love you, more than even mom or dad, but I'm not the person you should be looking to. I'm sorry I screwed up your gaydar, I really am. Every kid should be free to walk down the dtreet and not wonder if every guy she passes is gay.

Dear Benton,
I'm sorry I'm such a terrible person. I wish I could love you like you clearly do me, but we just...aren't right. I'm shallow, bisexual, I get bored with people like they're toys, and I can't seem to be happy with a guy who cares about me unconditionally. And you're mormon. I know you'll never see this, but it makes me feel better. I really am sorry. please, go find a girl who cares about shoes, and can carry a conversation that isn't drowning in awkwardness. She'll love you like you ought to be loved. Even if you are touchy about religion.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21802453/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21802453/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 16:05:02 PST I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

I have learned a valuable life lesson. Never write more than one multi-chapter fic at a time.

Unless you have no life what so ever, this simply will not compute. And I do have a life.

and homework.

Therefore, for those of you who care, I am putting everything but Bullet With Butterfly Wings on hiatus.

Although it pains me to do so.




- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21437474/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21437474/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 12:12:25 PST I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Guess what? My birthday is the eighteenth!
I love birthdays <3

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?
Okay. This is the true story. Can you handle the truth?
Fuck no, you can't.

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Invader Zim. And Naruto, I guess. I still love IZ, but I kind of pulled myself out of Naruto... All the Anime fillers killed it for me.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
...30. Not bad, considering a good number of those are clubs.

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
and among others

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered AND salted, biznatch.

35. Have you skipped school?
Nope. I's a good person, Santa!

36. Have you been on a plane?
Plenty. My family has enough money to send us out of state every so often, and lord knows we are NOT going in a car.

37. Have you swum in an ocean?
Hells yeah. I live in FLORIDA. The ocean is, like, my second language. It's only about an hour and a half from here. (Although I do live inland)

38. Have you been iceskating?
Er... once. I was four. My mother nearly broke a hip.

39. Favorite vacation spot?
Lemme see... The aforementioned Ocean is lovely in the summer, especially the island--it has almost no tourism above the basics, and I like nature.

40. Ever been on tv?
I was in a commercail fro my grandmother's shop once.
I dressed up as an Elf.

41. Favorite salad dressing?
I hate Salad

42. What do you do to relax?
Read. Draw. Go for a walk. I really don't need to relax much... my life is pretty unstressful.

43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
Jesus, I can't remember. It may have been The Dark Knight.

44. Favorite Sandwich
country cured ham on a sliced cuban bread loaf.
-heaven-

45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Everywhere.

46. Favorite time of the day?
I don't know until it happens--it's never the same two days in a row.

47. What did you want to be when you were little?
A singer. My god, how I wanted to be a professional singer. Then I realized that my voice was the unloved alto and also off key, and exactly how few people ever become musiscians.

48. What do you want to be now?
Dunno. If I had the aptitude, I'd like to be a writer. As it stands, I'll probably teach English.

49. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
Ack. That sounds like a dinner date, and I recently had some bad experience with those. Whoever it is, can we reschedual?

50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Oh, there are so many. It depends on what genre we're focusing on, and whether I have a weapon with me.

51. When is your birthday?
Next tuesday! BUY ME PRESENTS!! -muahahaha-

52. Favorite type of ice cream?
chocolate. Boring, eh?

53. Last book you read?
The Green Rider. It's a fantasy novel about a runaway schoolgirl who finds a dying messenger on the road and is convinced to take up his mission. It has ghosts in it. ^^

54. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Hot Topic and Borders, both. Chyeah.

55. Do you buy / sell / both on ebay?
nope. My mom likes it though

56. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Well, it used to be "Ewwww...Are you a santanist?"
The HELL, man.

57. Favorite all time tv show?
Um... 'Futurama'? Maybe 'Boy Meets World'.

58. What was your favorite show as a kid?
Recess or Luney Tunes. Maybe Wishbone. You remember those?

59. What are you listening to right now?
silence. Del's sulking because she has a dentist appointment.

60. What is the last thing you ate?
...my fingers -ashamed-

61. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
How do you answer this? Is it your favorite co... ]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21345697/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21345697/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:43:34 PST I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Duuuuude.

I'm, like two hits away from my 3,000 kirbain.

WTF?

When did that happen?

Oh, wait. I know.

It was probably the FIVE THOUSANDTH TIME I used my page as a route to the Journal updates.

So... I'm not really at Kirbain at all. That was just me.

-dies-




- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21233365/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21233365/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 14:21:47 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Gay marriage is bad:

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans... --

Re-post this if you believe in legalizing gay marriage




- Dez


~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21051905/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/21051905/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 18:23:21 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

EDIT: dudes, did you know that Vargas was updated in september?! Holy cow, a whole year of nothing, and then BAM! there's a post. What do you know?

So, saturday I was inspired to go look up some fics for The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy and I found some kick-ass stuff floating around.

If you're interested, there's:

[link] -A MindyxMandy that feels... different. Oneshot

[link] -collection of drabbles, everything from GrimxMandy to JuniorxBilly

[link] -This one is like God. Only better. Anybody remember the Valentines dance? slash oneshot

[link] -If you like a good Billy/Mandy. It's a little Forrest Gump-ish. Really, it's fantastic.

[link] -absoloutly classic valentines concept. oneshot as well.

[link] -the absoloute ULTIMATE. Greek myths meets Dante meets Mandy meets awesomeness on a stick. multi-chapter

And that's all I got right now. I hope somebody gets use out of these... I had to wade through a slog of blah-fics to find them.




- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20986263/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20986263/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:34:39 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Okay, so who here's read that unique Death Note spin-off, the one and only Another Note?
Okay, hands up now.
Well, I just finished it today. It was AMAZING and Starjinin, you were SO RIGHT.

I actually would advise anyone to read it, even if they've never seen the real Death Note. It has every detail that makes a detective novel into something brilliant.

I love murder mysteries, and I can tell you this: that was one of the best I've read. 'Course, that's only an opinion.

I actually didn't like BB too much. I mean, he was pretty cool, but I was more impressed by Misora.
Go out and BUY IT.
----
Tagged by: and
→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you. (I'm going to italicize)
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

I'm only doing my month. I'm sure someone else will give you the template:

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom (I don't know). Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant(WTH). Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. strong clairvoyance (Damn, I wanna be psychic). Can become good doctors. Secretive. Dynamic in personality. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Determined. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises (I so do). High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic (uh... maybe? I've never been in love). Uncertain in relationships. Homely (who the Hell are you callin' UGLY, jerk?). Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez

~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20907401/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20907401/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 14:51:54 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Okay, I've been working on Such Horrible Things for the last TWO HOURS.
I never spend two hours on ANYTHING.

I haven't done my homework and I am tired.

So, sorry to leave you hanging, but I am giving UP.

What constitues for a barely passable comic can be found in my scraps. Maybe someday I'll either ink it or get a better scanner. Or maybe DA will let me UPLOAD BIGGER FILES GODAMNIT.

Adiu




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20861431/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20861431/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:15:13 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

I bring you tiding of great joy, bizatches.

Me 'n OrangKatyKat have made all your dreams come true! Except the ones where you're at school in your underwear.... I doubt you'd be thanking us for that.

But we (and by we I mean her at my request) have two handedly brought Edgar Vargas into the official character choice on FFnet.

Okay, I know it doesn't sound like too much, but I thought y'all should know, since this injustice has been going on for over three years now.

Ah... so... Tada?

...PRAISE ME!




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20692839/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20692839/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 18:49:40 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Okay, what should I say?

...How about, I've one back through the Vargas archives, and I've read all but maybe three of the listed fics. Thank god for iphones--you can read fanfiction in class!

Also, I may be flooding your inboxes, because I've been really inspired lately. I've got this idea for a Creature Feature piece with JTHM....

So, sorry in advance. I know it's asking a lot, but I really do like to hear from people... even if it's just 'hi' or 'nice'....

okay, I'm sorry, that sounds so selfish. Never mind. Really.

Oh, and there was something else... WHAT WAS IT?
Ack, I can't remember, all I can hear is Buried Alive.




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20490628/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20490628/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 14:03:43 PDT I always feel like...
Somebody's watching me...

Okay, so this is mostly just because I want to get rid of my old entry. But also...

I have a subscription! how freaky is that? It was a random gift from someone who knows my sister!

I know, it's a little weird, but don't look a chicken egg in the mouth. Or something. The point is, it's really cool.

I've been waiting for a chance to use these stamps...

So does anyone have yaoi or yuri they want me to post on the Y/Y site? I got the password.




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20276842/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20276842/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 17:32:16 PDT And yeah, Mello just seems to be the type to hate on the person they like in
public but then have some freaky shrine of them in private

I went to see the Dark Knight, FINALLY.

I'm so glad I have this comic nerd streak, otherwise I wouldn't have gotten half the inside jokes.

It was amazing! Truly truly.

I love the Joker! I think I have problems, because I get ALL of his jokes. ALWAYS. I was born to be a supervillain.

and speaking of problems, Am I the only one who sees Joker/Batman? You know, in a twisted sort of hateful way.

Oh, and does anyone have yaoi or yuri they want me to post on the Y/Y site? I got the password.




[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

- Dez ]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20082839/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/20082839/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:40:25 PDT
WTFIHAVEPROBLEMSLOL

Anyways, this: [link]

was brought to you by Yeya. I think it should be shared with the world. CONVERT NOW BITCHES.

Oh, and does anyone have yaoi or yuri they want me to post on the Y/Y site? I finally got the password.

[link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19894372/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19894372/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:57:27 PDT [link] ~ Y/Y gallery with no holds barred.

This is actually a couple things.
1) I WAS AT SAN JAPAN! Me 'n are here in San Antonio visiting our aunt. I cosplayed as MisaMisa (freakin' fabulous costume in my opinion) and Del went as Mello.
<3

I would like you all to note that I take credit for our 30 minute long hugging frenzy--we had three floor-wide group hugs and an uncountable number of free hugs.

Our band of brave warriors shouted a battle cry: SPREAD THE LOVE! YOU'RE INFECTED!

I met Invader Larb too.
Was anyone else there?

2) Rules: Post ten things about your art, then tag three people.

1. I hate to color. My third grade teacher took away my crayons after months of ignoring her lessons, and I just kept drawing in pencil to spite her. It turned into a habit that I never grew out of.

2. I have NEVER been able to draw animals. not even crappy cartoon ones. DX

3. Eyes are my favorite part of the body. I am hopeless as far as making them look real or interesting, but I love to draw them anyways.

4. When I do color, I find myself automatically going for purples. It's my favorite color, yeah, but I think there's something else going on there. Any ideas?

5. When I was younger, I mostly drew portrait style and focused on the clothing--like a a model profile. Now I can't even remember how to draw an interesting outfit, even though the style still looks head-on flat.

6. I really want to draw comics, but I am not terribly witty, and I have serious trouble drawing the same character over and over again. Even my Dib/Zims never look the same twice.

7. I am heniously dependant on lyrics for my inspiration. My art teacher says that words take away from a picture, but I can't bring myself to leave them out.

8. I really prefer the female form for drawing, but since all my fanart centers around gay couples, I never get any practise. I have to sneak it in whenever I can.

9. I couldn't draw men 'till seventh grade, and then they all looked like effeminate elf-dudes.

10. despite all y self-critisism, I actually think I'm a pretty good artist.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19750589/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19750589/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 14:53:59 PDT [link] here)

Alright, ladies and Gents. (not that I know any gents) The moment you've all been waiting for is at hand!

My friend and I, mostly my friend, have built a new website. Specifically, a yaoi/yuri site, where absofreakingloutly ANYTHING goes. We have no morals.

It's still got that 'new website smell', so it's more or less empty for the moment.

And guess what?

WE WANT YOU!
to put stuff in.

I feel like a freaking LOBBYIST, but I urge you to think of us next time you draw something particularly gay. Or something you're worried about posting... actually, just visit the site and read the intro.

[link]

Any questions?




EDIT:: oh. dude. Speaking of Gaymazing...

I've been reading this series called 'Fake'. 'Been' is the operarative word, because I just read the seventh, and final, volume today.

IT WAS SO GOOD! I recomemd it to anyone who likes romantic comedies with an actual plot and shonen-ai.

It's a cop-story... takes place in New York... has two awesome main characters that DON'T make you want to rip your hair out at every turn.

Read it. NAO.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19676647/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19676647/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:46:38 PDT
made me this badass avie. I had to save it under five different lables before it worked, but work it did.
it's puuuuuurple....
<3


So anyways, uh... what was I going to say?
I dunno. It had something to do with Bevin.

Okay! quick book recomendations, because I know a couple people are looking for books.

The Wish List- witty little thing. Totally jammed with silly Christian folk-story type stuff. The devil plays a game boy. Elvis is mentioned twice.

Dies the Fire- Apocolyptic novel. It's pretty much everything but the kitchen sink. Just imagine for a moment... the lights go out, and they never come back on. In fact, nothing does.

You Don't Know Me- unrealistic Realistic fiction. The whole think is like being on drugs. But c'mon. You can't tell me you DON'T want to read a book involving a tuba-which-is-not-a-tuba-but-actually-a-bull-frog-disguised-as-a-tuba?

If any of these sound interesting... ask me about 'em. I'm not terribly good with summeries.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19629350/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19629350/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:27:39 PDT
Rules:
1. write all rules.
2. tagged person must write 8 things about self.
3. tag some people.
4. write them that you did that.
5. this tag can't be sent back. (You suck, Del)

1. I just corrected the gramar of the above rules, because I am retarded like that.
2. People who use text speak outside of actual texting make me want to going on an insane murderous rampage with a spork.
3. I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME figure out what song is playing on my sister's video game.
4. I do almost no work around my house, and only occasionally feel bad about it.
5. I change in the bathroom at my dad's house, because me and my lovely sister have switched bedrooms... and have no idea which one we should get dressed in.
6. I have a heart shaped pillow from the fifth grade that used to smell like it was used to transport drugs of the 'marker-esque' variety.
7. That pillow was used as a human-substitute in a game of spin the bottle. (at my friend Charlotte's house back in middle school. That... was a weird night. And I can't even blame it on drinking or anything)
8. I have yet to tell my dad that I am you-know-what, and doubt that I ever will. (Heads up Del: it's not happening. Keep your mouth sealed about that stupid song)

I will only tag and

yeah. I was tagged by someone else... dun remember who, though.




p.s. Hilarious one of a kind story. Can you believe I've been looking up Robin/Slade for two days in a row? [link]

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19516027/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19516027/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:30:33 PDT
I went to Maine, for a week. Not that long all in all, but I did miss my computer.

AND I GOT THE NEW AF! LOOK AT MY FAVORITE PAIRING BECOME CANNON!

Actually, I was thrilled by the HollyxArtemis in this new book--I'd thought Colfer was going to completely ignore the pairng. Gotta say, I like it a lot better than Minerva. In fact, I hate Minerva.

she's like.. a cannon Mary Sue. How could you Eion? HOW COULD YOU?!




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19274355/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19274355/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:20:47 PDT
JesusxJudas.

It was BEAUTIFUL! Actually, it wasn't a crack story, even if that's a crack pairing to end all crack pairings. AND I WANT TO WRITE IT SO BAD!!

But I'm afraid I'm about to be struck by lightening for just writing this... so I guess I won't. T_T

In other news, I have been tagged

FAVORITES:
Song: Another Sunday- I, Mother Earth
Movie: The Labyrinth- with David bowie in it. 'S GOOD!
Food: dried rasberries. Expensive as fook, but good.
Place to Eat: there' this Chinese resturant that sells excellent terriaki stake... That's the only thing I EAT, but it's good.
Book: Artemis Fowl -Eion Colfer OR... Agus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging -Ress. The latter is so shallow it HAS to be a satire, you know? hillarious stuff. Laugh out loud funny.

RULES

1. Tag 5 people after your tagged in your journal
2. You should use links
3. You don't have to use the same catagories as the person that tagged you (I didn't)
4.Don't break the chain!!
5.You can't tagg me back -evil laughter-




And that's all I'm going to do.




Ps. The little fustrated icon apears to be permanently stuck! Now THAT"S fustrating

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19189607/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19189607/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 18:30:06 PDT
My internet has kicked the bucket. We're currently deciding between a classy open casket funeral and a new age cremation.

opinion?

But anyways, my responses will be... readic, to say the least, not to mention badly spelled (because my iphone has an automatic spell check that does more harm than good)

on a lighter note: I LOVE TOTAL DRAMA ISLAND!

I am guilty. So sue me.

there was a really gay moment, and it's so... I can't believe they put this on chldren's broadcasting!




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19062448/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/19062448/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 18:07:43 PDT
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera...
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.


(note: some of you have already gone. If you can remmber what I said last time,...)

in other news, 's bday is saturday! it's gonna be fun ^^




ps. I can't change the mood!

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18989283/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18989283/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 19:20:51 PDT I mean, people have enough trouble spelling 'desdemona', and its my REAL middle name, but 'kakalose'?
dream on.

Too bad we can't change screen names here. It makes icon links very hard for you, my friends. Sorry.

If anyone cares, the 'kakalose' came from a vampire-name-generator a good... Two? Years ago.

That was the first time I'd used the Internet since I quit neopets when I was ten. And look at me now! I'm a regular addict!

(ps: I'm using my iPhone, so I can't add those fancy club links this time)

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18821702/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18821702/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 13:50:16 PDT Becuase I woke up this morning with Panic! At the Disco stuck in my head and the sudden knowlege that I don't CARE if my friends know more about music than me.

I HATE having to keep up with band names and ac like I know things about Metalica or Tiger Army. I hate pretending that I know all about a band because I have one of their songs on my ipod! I hate acting like I care that Vanhailen wrote this song and how this band so ruined the original with their awful remake.

I mean, jesus, they HAD to have synthesised her voice--how lame is that? And what's going on with the chorus? That's not like the REAl one at all! Urg, andwhy is the tempo the same? That's so unoriginal.

Okay, it's not like they're Tess and her boyfriend, but I can't take it anymore!
(JTHM reference)

I'm just exausted. I don't care anymore. It's just not me.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18727128/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18727128/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:43:51 PDT
Is fanfiction being a whiney bitch again? It won't let me log in or search, so I can't reach the story I'm reading. (The Taste of Pomegranites, it's a fabulous GrimxMandy)

Is it just me or...

Does art camp actually suck the creativity out of you? I can't draw a thing!

Is it just me or....

Is florida really getting hotter every year? And on top of that, it's bee colder on Easter for the last THREE years than it has on Christmas.
WTF?

Is it just me or...

have I had to restart at least twenty times because of the non-looping adds on this stupid website?





]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18592813/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18592813/ Sat, 31 May 2008 11:55:57 PDT Yesterday I had the worst day of my life since fifth grade. In fact, I LOST all my Hunchback of Notre Dame fanart. And it was fucking AWESOME. ut it was on the back of my math test, and mrs. Lions never handed them back.

Then I got locked out of my house. Which doesn't sound bad unless you take into account that I live in blistering FLORIDA, and I really had to use the restroom.

but it's okay, and you know why? Becuase on the whole, I have a fantastic life. A day or two off won't kill me.
---

Rules: Go to Google and search the phrase. Type in the first answer. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use your REAL 1st name...

Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

[I prefer my middle name (Desdemona) but my first name will have to do. It's not too bad]

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Jan 24, 2006 ... Savannah needs a Hot Dog Social in the park.


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Savannah looks like she is saying "Hey! Kiss THIS!"

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: What Health Officer Brunner of Savannah Says About It.

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Savannah wants the Grand Prize race in 1909

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Savannah does it again!!! 8 grateful participants were pleasantly

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: My contention is that deep down Savannah hates St. Patrick’s Day.

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Savannah asks each artist to make a list of pieces by number with title

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Savannah goes undercover as a model to try and help Dirk crack the case. (I like that one!)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A:Savannah likes Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: savannah eats a foot (open mouth, insert foot) XD

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: Savannah wears her past like a fine old cape, draped in Southern graciousness
(Southern and proud, damnit!)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Savannah was arrested for murdering her ex-boyfriend
(She shot her ex-boyfriend in the ass, claimed self-defense, and was acquitted.)

That is amazing.

I TAG....



LOOK! I FOUND A QUIZ!

Which Death Note Genius are You Most Like?
You scored as a Matt
You are most like the strange genius Matt. Despite being a side character, he's an integral part of Mello's character development, his best friend and closest trustee. Matt died for who he believed in.
Matt
96%
Near
61%
Mello
61%
L
29%
Mikami Teru
21%
Yagami Raito






]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18562948/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18562948/ Thu, 29 May 2008 15:55:22 PDT
Life is interesting. If you don't check your inbox daily, you're probably loaded up with stuff from me.

I would ask that you take a look at it all.

And, on that line of thinking, I begin to ponder.

Why do I care if you all look at it? Why do I care if you comment? Why do I check my page views like an OCD on crack? Why is bbq sauce the same color as ketchup?

And I came to a conclusion.

I am a statWhore.

Life has a bitchy sense of humor.

JCS series: [link]





SPOTLIGHT!


]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18321884/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18321884/ Wed, 14 May 2008 14:21:59 PDT
My sister's Bday, actually. It's her's.

On that note, be expecting some hand done stuff soon! I got notebooks full.
Ther'es a couple Notre Dame stuff comming. You can now request stuff, if you feel the urge, since I have a means to fill it.

OH! I should post my Jesus Christ Superstar/Vargas crossover.
this is gonna be fun! ^_^




JCS plot line:

Here's the story.
The system has offered Scriabin a body of his own. He's really NOT just a head voice, he's a dissociated soul. It turns out, he floated around he world for a little while, untill he came across Edgar, who was having SERIOUS emotional trama.
He latched onto it, like a moth to a desk light, and attached himself to the most disconnected part of Edgar's contiousness, then developed in secret.

The point is, he's not edgar. So the system offer's him a body, 'cause he's getting in the way. Now, that's not the reason they give him. Their reason is more like "t'll help you AND Edgar. He'll lose his mind if you stay with him too long."

Edgar is pissed at being betrayed like this. He needs Scri's help, y'know? But he also knows that as long as they're together, he can't get close to Johnny. Scri's been taking over every time things go to far for his taste. So Edgar tells him to go, even though he's really mad about it.

pic 2 takes place about two days afterwords. The poor guy is actually praying to Johnny in a way. Not that he'd admit it.
On the one hand, he loves Nny. On the other, he's got a nice life now--conflict with Scriabin aside. So it's not as easy to give up on life now.
And guess what? Nny's calling in his favor now. It's time to die. The man finally asked him on a date, and Edgar KNOWS how it's bound to end. If only Scriabin was here. But no, he LEFT edgar.

p3:
Scriabin comes over and hears his old host's prayers. Now that he doesn't need Eddy to survive, he's more emotionally intesersted, if you know what I mean.
He makes a last ditch effort to stop Edgar. He can't control the man's actions, but maybe he can talk him out of it?
No dice honey. It doesn't work, and Scriabin is too fustrated to deal. He storms out, courtisy of his new body.
If only he had Edgar's brain back, this could be avoided.

Pic 4...

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18278209/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18278209/ Sun, 11 May 2008 17:57:59 PDT
DUDE.

I totally did it.

I can't believe myself. I never thought I'd actually go through with it...

I told my mom. about me.

on mother's day.

And she was fine.

Make note, she was all like 'you're young, and exploring possiblilities', but she didn't freak at ALL.

I cried.

Absoloutly amazing.




PS> I watched Hunchback Of NotreDame yesterday, and SWEET ZOMBIE JESUS, it was better than I remember. Esmerelda is bad ass.

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18090425/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18090425/ Tue, 06 May 2008 13:09:27 PDT
The catch?

You have to put this in your journal as well if you posted!

1] !
---1. [link]
funny as fuck. Which is very funny.
---2.[link]
Support the lesser pairings damnit!
---3. [link]
Lovely picture. Gotta love the words
---4. [link]
Sanity? What ever would I do with something so useless?

2]
---1. [link]
Poignant. It certainly keeps you reading. Very stream of contiousness
---2. [link]
Mysterious, but rings true
---3. [link]
Something about this rings true for everyone.
---4. [link]
This always reminded me of JTHM, even though you never read it.

Dude, keep writing. You have the makings of a kick ass poet.


3] (who's so awesome she doesn't have to follow the rules.)
---1.[link]
It's just an awesome one shot. As her beta, I was impressed.
---2. [link]
Depressing! 8D


4]
---1. [link]
Purple and green! 8D Gotta love her style.
---2. [link]
The future of the universe rests in her hands
---3. [link]
I'm now kinda sucked into this. Like, as of two seconds ago

5]
---1. [link]
Valentines LxLight <3
---2. [link]
Elliot Lawson and Ryan Yagawitz (Woo! Crappy fake names!)
---3. [link]
Depressing and beautiful MxM (Melloooooo....)


6]
---1. [link]
Part of why I love it is that I was the model ^^
---2. [link]
can you believe the COLOR? Preeeetttty
---3. [link]
I think that's her in the picture...
---4. [link]
That's my sister and my cat ^^


In other news, I have to thank for some future Edgar/Mmy art work. YAY Lesser pairings
You should all go love her.
NOW!

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18051094/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/18051094/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 08:50:22 PDT [link]

This is the best fanfic evah.

Well, maybe not the best, but I love it!

Just finished it and its alternate branches last night. There're a LOT of them. I prefer the the Scriabin-centric ones, myself.

GO here for all the insider info, extras, stuff: [link]

And, y'know a fanfiction is good when it has its OWN fanfiction, and a fanfiction for THAT fanfiction. It will melt your brain.

Seriously, it's pretty awesome. I never thought you could sucessfully slash Johnny C, let alone with one of his dead victims! Until now, of course. I'm still a Nny/Devi person, but I make alowances for cracky awesomeness.

Oh, and on the impossible pairing front, I have developed a taste for Mmy/Edgar fanfiction. Oh god, it's tasty.
Does anyone know where to find some?
And who's read the fic before now? I'm guessing Yeya, since she reads SWAN, and SWAN seems to be a sequal of sorts for Vargas.




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17976318/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17976318/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 13:29:28 PDT
There IS a reason, just not a good one.

See, I'm looking over my FFnet account, and I'm thinking "wow. I don't get much veiwage. AT ALL."

Look, I know I'm not the best writer out there, and I know I shouldn't compare myself to others... (Desederata L6) but why do they get so much more intrest?

Maybe I don't write the right stuff? Like... my favorite story, Irken Lament, probably has ONE FREAKIN REVIEW becuase it's a ZADR without any Dib actually in it. Thus, it only gets found by ZAGr shippers who won't read it. I understand that.

But for the love of muffins, what about the other stuff?

I'M NOT A BAD WRITER. I mean, I need practice. And stuff...

Maybe I AM a bad author... D:

I need y'all to be honest wih me. I can take it. I need to know.

Is my writing bad?




]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17700384/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17700384/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 14:17:45 PDT
Do you know that awful, nostalgic, burning-at-the-corner-of-your-eye feeling you get when you lose a piece of your childhood?
I do
today I felled the city in my room
yes, there is- WAS -a city in my room
see, since I was six years old and flopping american girl blankets over deer antlers in my cubord, I've always had a fasination with owning my own culture. I collected those little barbies and LOTR figures from burgerking and built a mini city populated by them. Wierd, right?
Well, I thought it was cool. I knew all their names, personalities, past boyfriends, future jobs...

I never had an imaginary friend, but I had them. They were important to me. Hell, I made them a language!

But over the last year I realized that its not going anywhere anymore, and it's not really appropriate for a teenager...
But, god, I feel like I'm losing a bit of my soul.
I packed it up in a bag and loaded it into the attic... Unnn... Tragic

I had one, a mulan figure... She was one the kids. I called her Mea the first year, Shang the second and third (playing Mea's daughter) and Lin the fourth...
she was my favorite.

They had Gods you know. If you're curious, go ahead and ask a question.

Jesu, I'm going to miss the whole stupid thing.

:iconnear-x-mello:

]]> ~DesdemonaKakalose http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17584796/ http://DesdemonaKakalose.deviantart.com/journal/17584796/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 06:46:03 PDT SORRY BUSTER!

Here's the dillio:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose five people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I CANNOT be alone in a dark place. Unless I'm blasting music or in a corner where I can see EVERY single angle of a room. PArAnoIa

2. I really wish I was asian. REALLY BADLY. I would look fabulous with asian eyes.

3. Everytime I see an angle I HAVE to sick my hand or pencil or SOMETHING under it to make a perfect triangle. It's my OCD moment.

4. The songs in my ipod MUST be in the same order, always, or I won't play them. The newer songs I can listen to out of order, but the songs on Ye Olde Playlist cannot be moved out of line or my fingers would be burned for heretics.

5. I bought a pair of shoes that i can't walk in. Because they looked like something from Kiss. They is ZEBRA STRIPED. With tin foil and fake fur.

6.When I am around adults or relatives, I substitute 'fuck' with 'muffin'. I.e. "OWCH, holy flying muffin of JESUS that hurt!"

7. I own two corsets and a bustieh (obviously, you don't spell it like that, but I don't CARE). I wear them to school. They make me feel special.

8. I love to write fanfiction, but I have trouble forcing myself to START. Once I get going it's fun, but it's kinda like a little kid with a bathtub.

8. Once I buy a manga, I NEED to buy all the rest of the series.

9. My name is actually Desdemona, but because I sent nine of my fifteen years in an episcopal elementay/middle school, most people in the real world know me by Savannah.

10. I actually LIKE being tagged.

I tag... :

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