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]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24946261/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24946261/ Mon, 25 May 2009 15:59:37 PDT So I am finishing up what I can and I'll be under the covers while Im under the weather.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24832322/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24832322/ Tue, 19 May 2009 00:01:49 PDT
My friend lost her husband March 5th and I was at the hospitol when.........
and its hard to talk about

and now I fear death more than ever

he was 25 .... want more details note me, I just wanted peeps to know I wanst ignoring them.

<3 and Good night Im lost for words today.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24085386/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/24085386/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 23:16:22 PDT



You whispered goobye




Denial held my hand




Hurt wiped my tears




Disgrace kissed my lips


Desire held me close


AND




Love walked away




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I shaved my legs and thought;




..............maybe




................... I'll try again someday..............




____________________________________________________




What




What you said




Hurts just as much today




As it did yesterday




Your actions speak louder than




The screaming inside my head




My heart was breaking




I wish I never knew your deceit




You left me here wanting to take back what is already here




Needing to create what will never exist




Reaching for what will never be




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]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/21315608/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/21315608/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 10:22:02 PST I have no time for me it seems, and the more I try to add to my life the more I take away? I am blown away by how fast life is taking me in so many directions I havent had time to take any photos or keep life simple like I used to. Enjoyment has turned into games played by others to make my life that much more interesting.. NOT lol. I just want people to treat eachother well, and stop playing games that hurt others. What ever happen to honesty? ....... I am disappointed to say the least in a man who could be someone great and chooses to be someone barely alive and taking the easy road instead of real life. I guess I knew he was going to do what he did, but part of me had hoped he was better than that. I hate when I'm right in these situations. I have lost a lot of faith in people and even more trust in them due to this new occurence. (I know my spelling is off today, im lazy and dont want to look anything up ) School is going fine, I am burned out and just want it to be over. ........ okay enough depressing crap, how is everyone? Good I hope! Miss you all!
~Desiresdisgrace~ of Crapington

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/20333508/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/20333508/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 23:46:17 PDT
~................... hopefully I will feel artsie again soon and will have something to post... I have been busy busy busy so there has been no time for moi!

Miss you all and hope to be around more.... but school is looking quite hecktick!

Dont forget me!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/20029744/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/20029744/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:38:13 PDT .................
..........I need someone/something new in my life.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/18023644/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/18023644/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:09:01 PDT I have 2 weeks of school left, and then I am going to take a month to work on me and a summer class I cannot say whenI will be around, but that I will be here now and then.

June: gym, algebra, kids, and family (maybe Vegas depending on my class) job, and me

July: trip back home, kids, famiy, gym, not sure about Algebra, job, and me

August: gym and me............. hopefully photos etc will be included in all 3 months, back to school full time for the year................................. rinse and repeat

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/17341289/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/17341289/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 03:34:10 PDT Love you guys!

I put some drawing up for fun, bored, been sick etc.. I'll get back to photos when the weather gets better. Its cold here! Who new I could draw more than a stick figure? Not me!



.............................. Bless the men over seas.................................................
////////////////// they are friends, fathers, husbands, mothers.............. and I miss
......................the ones in my life............. carry them safely home please!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16992773/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16992773/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 12:40:02 PST Who does this crap? Is there petty little drama idiots that go around, OMG! That's not in the right place.... because that's my opinion! I better go tattle and be a immature little wise ass because I'm an anal retentive little bitch.

GUESS WHAT !!!! EVERY FREAKIN ONE THAT'S BEEN MOVED, I RE-SUBMIT AND PUT RIGHT THE HELL BACK IN THE SAME CATEGORY AND GUESS WHAT! THEY DONT SEND IT BACK TO SCRAPS,,,,HMMMM SO STICK IT PETTY LITTLE BITCHES CAUSE IF YOU CANT JUST SEND ME A NOTE PERSONALLY EXPLAINING WHY YOU THINK IT SHOULD BE MOVED, ................. IM GONNA PUT IT RIGHT BACK WHERE IT WAS BEFORE AND LAUGH EVERY TIME!

as you can see, the F word would have been much more descriptive here because I think is F*cking dumb as hell!

GET A ..............F....()......C....K......I....N....G..........LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR HERE'S AN IDEA.............................
*ding* I could just send the artist a note that it may be more appropriate if it was in a different category! ~oh, btw if you did THAT I would probably thank you and move it! AND smile when I did it because you were polite about it!

*muah* School is a distraction as of now, so maybe something new will be added soon, ya never know

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16629691/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16629691/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 14:21:59 PST
School is an upheaval of my brain vs my heart, must I do this? Yes you must.

Attraction has become a quest for love, and love a quest for forgivenss, and forgiveness a quest to believe.

My mind wonders from one friend to another, which one needs me, which one will be okay, how many days until another epic determined explanation? Will the birth of a child make all the difference?

My dear lord, art..... I used to love it, now it haunts me like a taunting child in the dark. . . must draw, must give, must learn.

Thoughts become words, words become actions, actions become memories.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16258001/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16258001/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 16:06:08 PST for this one, I am about to foolishly throw open the doors to my psyche and agree to answer any three questions you ask as honestly as I can. (Although, I do reserve the right to answer any too-too-personal questions via a note to said inquisitor). *via copy and pasted from his journal

Do your damnedededest! But beware, there is a price to pay. In turn, you must post this Three-question Quiz in your journal and prepare to bare your own soul to the world.

Are you game? Who wants to be first?

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16089726/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16089726/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 07:03:00 PST
weird thing going on here, my twin sister got me a very nice little Celtic Knot necklace for Christmas this year. Totally loved it.

I get home, and this morning the kids get the mail and Michelle had sent me one of the nicest presents ever. Something that warms my heart, and of course... a necklace with another Celtic Knot of sorts... now if "the universe" is not trying to tell me that my twin, and other "sister" Michelle care about me with all their hearts, then I'm totally missing the point. Thank You for Loving me! I needed that today!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16012742/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/16012742/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:30:50 PST


My son was selected to be honored at the College basket ball game

on Dec. 29th, for being a great kid! Grades, respect etc are a part of

being selected for this honor. I'm such a proud mommy I could cry!

He will get to hand towels to the players for the 2 games and he will

be honored at half time with a little speech, t-shirt, and some kind

of award thing. He is such a good kiddo!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/15964297/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/15964297/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:58:41 PST December 15, 2007 - Saturday

Be Careful!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: used

I have learned people will say anything to get in your pants..............I've actually had a couple say they loved me.........crazy, huh?

now what the hell is that? Someone explain it to me, cause holy hell, what man in the whole world feels this way? Hmph, he's a radio guy everyone seems to love, lol, maybe this guy gets to much action!

I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season this year, I'll be done with finals on Wednesday, so I hope to get some photo's taken over break. :crossfingers:
Life is great, my car is broken, still don't have a puter at home, and school is way way to much work!
put me in his journal! He's the sweetest ever! Thanks!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/15186266/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/15186266/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:53:24 PDT Morbid, but hey, it's me right?
LOVE STORY OF RALPH AND EDNA




Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both
patients in a mental hospital One day while they were walking past the
hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He
sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped
in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the
Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately
ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered
her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said,
"Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being
discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by
jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded
t hat y our act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph, hung
himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved
him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang
himself, I put him there to dry.
How soon can I go home?"

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14799276/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14799276/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:49:53 PDT
That about sums it up right now. I'm all outta the other. Why can't a perfect male, with open arms, wallet, and head just fall into my lap? I can get all the shallow pricks with low budget intensions, but the one I need just isn't showing up lol. Is the perfect man to much to ask for? If so, how come?
I'm beginning to believe being single is the way to go Maybe not, I don't really like the 1am calls, the Freudian Slips, and all out paranormal claims which seem to walk hand in hand with single women.
So, here I go, I'm waving my magic wand and asking for the man of my dreams to find me here, waiting in my castle of fantasy...........

LMAO.............. yeah, right! I gave up on all that years ago, now I just gotta say: "show me a normal man and I'll show ya a woman in love!"
Hee Hee.......... sorry about the B.S. of a journal, I was bored and had to blow 15 min............. I hope it at least made you smile a little.

School is going okay, busy busy busy. The kids are wonderful angels as usual. My sister is pregnant! Yay! I can't wait to get my hands on that little one

Love ya! Gotta run!
Toodles

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14290078/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14290078/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:56:09 PDT
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.


8 Random Facts About Me

1. I am an identical twin.
2. I know how to run almost any tractor, windrower, *ranch or farm machinery.
3. Some day I hope to believe in true love… better yet find it. Preferably a man with brains (so mystery can eat them) and enough sense to know that women do NOT have to do all the house work.
4. Spelling and grammer are a pet peeve of mine, although I am not good at it myself.
5. I love standing in a rain storm (okay I just love storms and would love to do naughty things while stuck in one.)
6. While on the subject I have to add: I once did “the deed” while on the interstate, traveling home from Amerillo TX, while the guy was driving and I had my head through the sun roof… nuff said.
7. I love to swim, but hate to swim in a lake because I cannot see what is nibbling at my toes. When I fall off a jet ski, tube etc… I hate waiting to get out of the water. *but I let my kids swim in a lake, and I still love to go boating etc. and I have swam in the ocean.
8. I am The Tooth Fiary, Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, Freckle Namer, Love Giver, Ouchy Fixer, and wish I had the wand to go with it. (my life would be much easier )

I tag:



]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14007471/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/14007471/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 21:01:23 PDT
So ......... my computers are all down, my internet is hooked up tho... just need a freakin machine that works now Then, and only then will I be able to create anything. I'm on college computers and borrowed friends pc's until at least September.

A friendship and 4 year relationship is ending for me, and it is a sad sad time for me, so please tread softly on this heart of mine. Ha Ha, yeah, that's an old country song aye?

Hopefully with time the friendship will mend itself. We will see. For now I am just trying to get moved into my new apt. and get back into the groove of school again.

My birthday is Sept. 4th so everyone be extra nice to me this year and tell me I look 20 okay?

I'll be in touch asap

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/13243183/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/13243183/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:26:17 PDT
I forgot to be who I am. . .

Brooke.... just like I've always been.

This past year has brought be closer to who I am, not because that is who I wanted to be, but because this is who I have become.

Going home, back to where I was before, does not disappoint me in the least. In fact I am quite happy with my choice.

Some will say, "you failed"

Others will say, "didn't you like it?"

My friends will say " We're so glad to see you".

We leave Friday morning (*the 8th) at around 4-5 am) due to arrive at my parents ranch on Sunday evening.

We Love You and cannot wait to see you

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12743487/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12743487/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:24:11 PDT
First and foremost, IF YOU USE MY KIDS for your art, you have to keep in mind........... They are MY KIDS. You do NOT have permission to make them into freaks, or use them for any purpose immoral or sexual. ~Due to this reason, I do uphold the right to take retribution against anyone who does not abide by these rules.
If ANYTHING is used inappropriately expect the police to be involved. (because of the problems that may occur, I reserve the right to ask anyone using these pics take down anything inappropriate.)

I've never done stock before, but I wanted to give it a try.
I don't have time to do much with some of the pics I've taken
so, it would be nice if someone could put them to use.
I have not manipulated any of the pictures what so ever. They go form camera, to computer, to here. For some reason it shows them at some thing like 650x450... whatever. that's what Deviant art let me download them ass, like I said I'm new, so I'm not sure how to make them bigger other than tell you that on my computer they are more like 3072x2304 and I CAN email them to you. If there is another way, please let me know, I'm open to anything.

Most of my stock will probably be my kids and nature, because this is what is available to me all the time. I can do requests if anyone has any. I do have limits because I am a single mother, as well as, I'm not doing it for money (if money is involved of course rules change lol) I am also a full time college student who is trying to move back to S.D. and has a lot to do before June 8th! hee hee


When I get back to South Dakota I plan to do a Rosbud Resevation Series. (over the summer)
Tword the end of the summer *August* the Sturgis Bike rally will be underway, so I plan to take advantage of the excitement and do a series on Sturgis!




Spedial Consideration: Very Talented Woman!


some of my favorite artists: (yes one is myself


]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12387172/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12387172/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:18:32 PDT She doesn't have much up for art yet, but she the sweetest woman ever so make sure and stop and comment on her page

Show her some love

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

some of my favorite artists: (yes one is myself



>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
ARTIST OF THE YEAR:

This lady has style, and by now you all know that I think she's awesome Check her out when you get some time.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12340955/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/12340955/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 18:38:22 PDT Thought of the day...

when this makes sense it's a bad day:


"When I can think again I'll let you know.
I have holes in my thoughts and I cannot
connect ideas with other ones.
My brain is OUT OF ORDER"

.................................................................................................

What I'm trying to live by these days:

You weren't here 500 years ago
But you ARE here today
So, DO SOMETHING!

...............................................................................................
Feartured Artist:
This lady has style.... I'm not going to say a lot because sometimes words ruin the wonderful silence that explains it all.

..............................................................................................
Deviant I miss the most:

May the Gods bless her and may the wind stay at her back. I hope she is well and knows we care.
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some of my favorite artists: (yes one is myself



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I really wanted to say something profound and meaningful on this journal because I have been feeling a bit insightful. But it seems once again I am out of time and have homework to finish. SO ... maybe next time I can blow your minds That just sounds wrong. Have a great March everyone!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/11648260/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/11648260/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 14:01:10 PST ~ Life IS Good!

I don't have a membership to Dev. Art, but if I did I would Def.
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Fearture this artist:
<------ her art is so much above what I could ever do, I have to say I admire her dedication to art. She is someone I also adore for her beauty, and ability to see it.
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The next person...... (not that they are in this order, I do not put people I adore in any order because they are all #1 to me.)
I would like to recognize is
<---- for her dedication to Love her children, art, and ME
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I also should mention my Love: Mike
He has come so far in the past few months.
I hope he continues to grow; with me.
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You can check my favorites for other artists that I like as well,

including

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Of course this does not cover everyone I think deserves recognition, but it is a start.
I would also like to add someone most would consider one of those “Keep your friends close and your enemies even closer.” For some reason I want to thank him for keeping me from settling for less than perfect.
He has inspired me to keep myself safe from that which lurks in the shadows, but open myself to thinking differently about that which is unknown to me. In the opening of his website, or somewhere, he has the words “ you all laugh at me for being different, but I laugh at you for all being the same.” something like that. But I think he should know that him laughing at us makes him one of us. That we to laugh because HE DOESN’T KNOW he is the same. Yes, he to is unique... just like the rest of us. http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/11485449/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:43:24 PST I haven't been able to be online much; do to circumstances that could not be helped.
~I'm back taking classes again and I'm not sure how much time I will have to create anything. I have visions of logic and calculus dancing in my head lol.
Algebra: I really don't do calculus but it feels like it most of the time.

English: I have 5 movies to write reports on.... all at least 5 pages in length (one will consist of 13 pgs) ... that's not including the time it is going to take to watch (and take notes) all 5 of the movies by the director:
Elia Kazan [link]
Anyone out there know anything about this guy? My professor said with my knowledge of film this would be a great director for me to concentrate on...?????? huh ???? I've never heard of one single film the guy dircted have I? This lady must be nuts!*She's actually a very nice lady, I'm just not sure where her reasons lie.

~ Speech... awe yes the wonderful fun of having to stand up in front of your entire class of peers and look like a dumb ass, hoping you can at least slow down enough so people can understand your words. I've done presentations before when I was a family service worker, but that just seemed different when it was for work. Ha, probably because I got paid for it. 3 speeches to write, and a huge book our professors husband wrote on public speaking. Along with some weird little workbook. Did I mention I'm a slow reader? Well at least when I try to understand what I'm reading and retain it for very long. Otherwise I have a very high reading score.
~I Have a Dream~

IT 101: computers; Looks like its' just going to be a lot of tutorials and just basic click, paste, do this do that. But for some reason the prof. thinks we need to read the big ass book too!

Intro-to-corrections: Hooray, a class I actually wanted to take. problem is that the vocab is at least 50-100 words a week, 3 chapt. (ish) a week, and the novel "The Hot House" 1st section must be read by next week on Tues. Hee Hee, yeah I know I shouldn't be on here I should be reading right?
Right-O.

<------ Thank You for still loving me, I adore you and your bravery to keep your head up and look on the bright side even when it's murky and somewhat muddy
You are an amazing woman. Your journal intrigue me almost daily.
Thank You for giving me the courage to face my demons.

~~ As for the rest of you DA Kewl Kats..... Great work! Love your stuff, I just havent had the time to tell you all how much I love to look at your creations.
I will try and update my journals more and give credit where it is due.
**note** I did have to watch the movie " A Clockwork Orange" for my class already and I have to say, it was actually so true to the demeanor of the view in the 70's when it came to inmates that I was somewhat left with a sick feeling in my gut. You'll get this inside jk if you've watched this movie.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10988805/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10988805/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 20:53:00 PST wants to post stupid crap about me, big deal. She's fat, she's gay, she's lame.......... sticks and stones Wade, sticks and stones. ................. So I wrote a song for him Hims is feeling weft out I guess. *yes that is baby talk*
To the tune "Up on the House Top"

Up on the housetop reindeer pause
Out jumps good old Wadey Claus
Sneak thru the window with lots of toys
All for the little girls, sexual joys

wHore, whore, whore! Who wouldn't go?
wHore, whore, whore! Who wouldn't go?
Up through your laptop, click, click, click
Down thru the internet with this bad flick.

First comes the stocking of little Shell
Oh, dear Wadey go to hell
Give me a shrink that will tell you lies
One that will open and shut your eyes

wHore, wHore, whore! Who wouldn't go?
wHore, whore, whore! Who wouldn't go?
Up through your laptop, click, click, click
Down thru the internet with this bad flick.

Look in the bed of his little whore
I think I rather sleep on my floor
Here is a little rant,
even though he says I shouldn't fight back
(chorus)

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10793622/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10793622/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:37:28 PST


I would like to mention some very Awesome Deviants
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]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10793474/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10793474/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:21:08 PST ____________

~Okay this is just to much. He (Wade) can harrass and dismember my Deviant Art account, but I tell someone to pay him if he thinks Wade is so great* * I signed his guest book* and I get:

Thank you for visiting Graphic Fantasy [link], if you feel you have reached this page in error, I do NOT!
Your IP 70.35.165.194 has been tracked in my logs as theft, abuse and harassment to my system and well being!

It has automatically been reported to the *** needs capitolized
dummy ---->authorities of Internet Crime as follows. Hacking, Stalking and Copyright Theft. ( OH GOD ANYTHING BUT THAT! )
Do not visit here again! It WILL make your court case WORSE!

Mozilla/4.0 (compatible; MSIE 6.0; Windows NT 5.1; SV1; ZangoToolbar 4.8.3)


..... (looked up Authorities of Internet Crime...... here's what it says: )
***needless to say I am NOT guilty of any of these crimes! hee hee
(oh and Wade has quite the "deviant" criminal record as well)
(not to mention stalking women)

.......Type of Crime Appropriate federal investigative law enforcement agencies
( these are REAL internet CRIMES!)

Computer intrusion (i.e. hacking)

Copyright (software, movie, sound recording) piracy FBI local office (hmmm I'm thinking Wade is guilty of this one)

Theft of trade secrets

Trademark counterfeiting

Counterfeiting of currency

Child Pornography or Exploitation .... naughty Wade lol

Child Exploitation and Internet Fraud matters that have a mail nexus U.S. Postal Inspection Service

Internet fraud and SPAM

Internet bomb threats

Trafficking in explosive or incendiary devices or firearms over the Internet
..............................That said.... Ummm I think Wade should know that my friend's dad works with the FBI....... for the internet safety commision, and if HE/Wade--> FALSELY<--- represents the FBI such as he is doing on his site by posting his false information and threats --->HE<---- can be arrested... again lol.

Last I checked if you have a public website, it's not illegal for someone to visit it! Also, just block the stupid IP .... you're not scaring anyone with your stupidity.

Seriously people, if you do know of real internet crime, do not hesitate to contact the REAL authorities.

~Wade the REAL name for who you need to contact is:
*IF you really think I'm harming you*

FBI local office
U.S. Secret Service
Internet Crime Complaint Center

........................ If you are going to post who your complaint is being tracked by, at least put the right information in the right places.... Would you like me to re-write it for you?

I would like to mention some very Awesome Deviants
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~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10764734/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10764734/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:18:57 PST I'm going to be working on a photo layout after the 1st of the year.
I want it to be similar to what does for art. I just need some ideas of how to capture it on film.

The bestest girlie in the world She's so sweet and helps hold me up when I've fallen flat on my
Not to mention her ...
What can I say about you? So nice and sweet. I wish there were more people like you

Another great person I have met on here. Great Artist!

I have more to say, but I have to give a friend a ride to work. I'll try to write more later.

YOU PEOPLE ARE AWESOME!!!!!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10602129/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10602129/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:39:51 PST Is the Best Girly EVER! She made this pic:[link] for me! *It's a pic of me having just removed the bully's head! LOVE IT! I'm going to add more to this journal later, (as I don't feel well and vomiting is taking over) ... There are others I like to honor for support and their art.... so stay tuned.

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10520179/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10520179/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 18:14:28 PDT Go to this link:
[link]

copy and past it into your address bar, and you will get the answer to who you should spend your life with I swear
It's so cute, I had to try it out just for fun. I can't tell you my answer or it will spoil the fun!

]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10458202/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/10458202/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 17:04:25 PDT ~ H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N ~

Erica I hope your move went well!

New News ~ Read all about it ~

I am now taking requests; basically I want to see what people want and what kind of art they like. If you want a picture tweeked, maybe just to have the colors pop a little more, or even have it digitally mutilcated by me, please note me and I will do my best to create something for fun. (I will of course want your written permission for use of what you send me etc. in the note)

I am working on another account for my photography. Please do not add this account to your list unless you are there for support and creative critisism as I will be using this account for a resume' site as well. Some of the pics will be closed for comments etc. Please respect this account I do want opinions etc. But don't make me be mean and tell Deviant art you're an ass lol. The account is:

most of what you will find here is already on this account and is tweeked a little or just needs more and I need feedback




**** My art was used by this artist: =
*****Thank You Girlie!
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Old News~but still worth mentioning

I would like to thank for my new avatar. Thank You soooo much.

Check out his stuff it’s awesome! What a sweetheart. I have been so lucky to meet great artists here on deviant art! =Arrioch is what I call the philanthropist type of artist. Give with no expectations in return. Thanks so much for reminding me some people are still born to give.


I would like to mention this kewl young artist. She is so sweet… I will let her tell you in her own words why I am mentioning her:

Hi!
You each gave me permission to use your art in my work. I made a stamp in support of beautiful grayscale art here:[link]

I hope you like it. It there's anything about it that makes you want me to remove your art, please let me know asap. Thanks!

And thank you each, once again, for allowing me to use your artwork! It's beautiful, and I'm blessed to have the honor of using it for this kind of project!
Your friend,


~~~ Artists like her are just awesome! She recognizes good art, she has an appreciation for other’s art, and she makes sure to let the artists know right away what she’s done.

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check out his stuff it’s awesome! What a sweetheart. I have been so lucky to meet great artists here on deviant art! =Arrioch is what I call the philanthropist type of artist. Give with no expectations in return. Thanks so much for reminding me some people are still born to give.

So or course this week my hero’s are Arrioch and Fantatsystockavatars 

~ leading to.............. I would like to mention this kewl young artist. She is so sweet… I will let her tell you in her own words why I am mentioning her:

Hi!
You each gave me permission to use your art in my work. I made a stamp in support of beautiful grayscale art here: [link]

I hope you like it. It there's anything about it that makes you want me to remove your art, please let me know asap. Thanks!

And thank you each, once again, for allowing me to use your artwork! It's beautiful, and I'm blessed to have the honor of using it for this kind of project!
Your friend,


~~~ Artists like her are just awesome! She recognizes good art, she has an appreciation for other’s art, and she makes sure to let the artists know right away what she’s done. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9950160/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9950160/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:36:09 PDT

~for some reason I miss my Grandmother today... gosh I love that lady!
~note to self, call April, the twin, and wish her a horribly happy birthday.
~Niki the cat is the Devil! She's terrible, she thinks everything is meat and she is supose to bite it.
~ Oh and I would like to mention this kewl young artist. She is so sweet… I will let her tell you in her own words why I am mentioning her:

Hi!
You each gave me permission to use your art in my work. I made a stamp in support of beautiful grayscale art here: [link]

I hope you like it. It there's anything about it that makes you want me to remove your art, please let me know asap. Thanks!

And thank you each , once again, for allowing me to use your artwork! It's beautiful, and I'm blessed to have the honor of using it for this kind of project!
Your friend,

~~~ Artists like her are just awesome! She recognizes good art, she has a appreciation for other’s art, and she makes sure to let the artists know right away what she’s done.
Mike’s trying, but sometimes that’s just not enough. Poor guy just needs to slow down and realize that I love him he just needs to “show” he loves me, because ……his “motions” are speaking louder than his words, and it’s been hard for him to differ between the two. Motion: the things you do show me how you REALLY feel.
Words: what comes out of your mouth with good intentions.
*** the road to hell is paved in good intentions……… 

Otherwise everything is going great!
~Breaks out in a Birthday song referring to Mike not getting me ANYTHING ?.... ya know the drill, he could at least write some kind of card himself right girls???? Back me up girlies, we like anything as long as we get something! ……… we’ll see what happens, the day isn’t over yet! ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9740689/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9740689/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 18:26:27 PDT ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9740677/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9740677/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 18:25:34 PDT

WV is growing on me and I guess I'm gonna stay lol, it's very beautiful here and I am looking forward to Autumn so I can try and get some Awesome pics!

My friends have been more than supportive about my move and I want to say thank you to Nicole, Pam, April, Lindsay, and Mike........ Thank You! ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9631377/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9631377/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 16:37:52 PDT
WoooHooo within a couple weeks of finding our own house
Mike's family has been so wonderful to us here I can't complain even a little bit!

The "drama" has subsided and the air has cleared amazingly enough people can see the light and leave well enought alone.
~I believe everyone has the right to speak their mind but people should really not yell at the top of their lungs about things they do not know. *some people are going to think this is about them, but what is important here is the the person it is directed at; knows she is still loved, she just needs to learn to love herself.

The kids are adjusting well to the move, and life as we know it is going to change soon. Wealth can be a good thing or a bad thing.........we'll see what kind of people we really are after this week. I'm thinking that advice is all I can listen to right now, and hope I use my brain when it comes time to use it.

Some people cannot control the addictions within them, some people cannot control the oozing niceness that illudes them. I myself cannot help but care for those in need, and cannot wish ill upon those I hate. Yes this is a weakness and a strength at the same time. Weakness because those who want to take advantage of me do get a chunk before I realize what's happend..... usually I see through their game before they know I know...... but I'm still to nice to be mean about it. Strength because I know a lot of people who just are not nice no matter what others do. They do not believe in the good of people and take every chance they get to prove their point by taking advantage of other people and their weaknesses.......... only proving that they themselves are the weaker person with no control of themself and they damage they do to others. ~~~~~~~~~~ Venting of course over some of my friends that do not know I have this account lol.

I love Mike Yes I have to say he is being a great man to me, and I hope he knows he is a great guy. When he is the man he knows he can be he is amazing and so so wonderful. But like us he is human and cannot help but screw up now and then. I have to admit I usually hold the men I date to an abnormally high expectation level to which they have a very hard time achieving......... somehow he has withstood this and still loves me ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9481995/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9481995/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 18:10:26 PDT There were 40 different departments there to help with the fire. Colorado, Kansas, Montana, Wyoming... everyone was there to help. These men are volunteers and most of them do not get paid for what they did for Valentine Nebraska!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

I am moving Wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow, 26 hours to drive, and a whole lotta beer to drink when I get there I hope lol.


Well I'm off to go pack some more, my car is getting quite full!

~ I'd like to add a Thank You to my sis for driving with me across the USA!
~~~~ Marshall University here I come...............weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9292455/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9292455/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 13:13:49 PDT July 2: My best friends wedding
July 3: Mt Rushmore fireworks
July 4: Fireworks back home; the kids had a blast
July 5: Spending time with Kell Kell in V-town
July 6: Driving home and sleeping

soooooooooo those of you who think I am stalking you can check your logs to make sure that you are not mis-informed of my stalking ability. If my "so called" IP is there.......... remember I use public computers, and I love to leave shortcuts on the desktop to your websites so that "everyone" is "always" looking at your life. *smile you're famous !* I personally have not wasted my time looking at them for quite a while so please blame me for stalking you if you wish to feel important.

In review I would like to add that the child support enforcement of the state of Nebraska is lacking in any and all freakin security. Some idiot hacked their Child support system the other day, planted a virus, and now the state is doing a forensics investigation. I am curious as how you do a "forensics" investigation when .......... fingerpirnts........ is probably the "only" source of evidence the culprit could have left. My good god, do they really think we are that stupid? I wish I knew a cartoon artist I have some halarious ideas for a comic toon of the state of Neb. child support offices. Idiots!

Last of all I'd like to say that my kids were incredibly wonderful this week and I love them sooo sooo much. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9243474/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9243474/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 15:56:31 PDT
Otherwise; those of you who look at this account for the art please ignore the ignorance of others you may see here.


HAPPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOUR'S IS AS GOOD AS MINE WILL BE ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9234560/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9234560/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 17:19:07 PDT zoooom they're gone. I've listend to an "unmeasureable" amount of poor me for months and completely was there for all of my friends. I have about a 5min weak point and now it's screw Brooke let's blame her for our unhappiness. I'm not a freakin therapist; if I was, I'd be getting paid for all this shit. I don't take breaks from being a friend, nor do I give a flying fuck what people think of me. You either like me or you don't; It's none of my business what's in your head. Here's a quarter call someone who cares

I was going to have my account deleted and just make a different account; but I don't run and hide just because people like to talk. Drama makes me laugh because it really does bring out people's true selves.

The Ugly get uglier; the Happy get sad; the Sad get happy; and the whole world spins round and round.

It has occured to me that some throw permission forms in the face of people when they are mad at you but say nothing but kind words about the art you made of them when they are happy. I feel like I'm in highschool; like when the bully is nice to the kid on the play ground and the next day gives him a wedgy to show off for his friends. Okay so that's middle school but who cares it's the same concept.

You see most people do not realize that negativeity breeds itself over and over in no particular way *Damn cockroaches!
Meanwhile happiness must be tenderly cared for and not taken for granted in any way. You must watch it carefully; hold it close and love it, never letting Mr/Ms Negativity get ahold of it and squash it.

~ Therefore I try and live my life with out this ugly thing in my life. If you are going to be negative; call me names; etc............. I CANT F*CKING HEAR YOU! Probably because I have my negativity fileter ON. Hmmm some that have called me un-intelligent may think it's because I think I'm better than everyone but this simply is not true.
~ I see things in every color of the rainbow; I can grasp almost any concept thrown at me if need be; The problem there in lies when: I see MOST things as Negative or Positive... this is a choice not a birth defect, and if I am filtering out the Negative crap * ONCE AGAIN I CANT FLIPPIN HEAR YOU* causing the problem of people misconstruing the situation. *wink* since this is the second time I have explained this situation I think you grasp the concept now

Oh yeah I'm psycho too; wrap your head around that one.... I'm off to find a 2-bit whore to pay anyone who has some education will know what I mean. Those who don't please note me I will be glad to explain the meaning and think no less of you

Let's discuss psycho behavior for a min.
Delusions of granduer; mulitple personalities; losing touch with reality; being attracked to dead people lmao (necrophilia) now that is truly a sickness I'm glad I don't have. As for what I am... you decide for yourself because I'm not going to give two shits what you think if it's negative

Does the happy dance... you're gonna have to get up mightly early in the morning if you wanna bring me down ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9214934/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9214934/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 21:15:55 PDT
You can't get blood out of a turnip can you? You can't get pictures or money out of someone who's smarter than believing people who will do anything or say anything to manipulate others into their world. This may be life to you; but this is just free time to me.

Knowledge is power and when you have none it leaves you wondering what you really know.

I love my life and those in it; If you are not one of those people don't assume you know me.

Till next time.......... Have fun being an idiot puppet. You didnt create me, you don't even see me, Wake up, you're dreaming. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9138851/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/9138851/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 15:22:21 PDT weeeeeeeeeeeeeee let's rock woohooo.
I screwed around with some crap in my scraps if you want to look at those, it is not what we want really, just something I was screwing with in my spair time; sooooooo NO........ it's not art, I can't draw and it's not up to you to tell me I suck, I already know it lol. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8747914/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8747914/ Fri, 12 May 2006 09:00:54 PDT
Soooooooooo What's up today my Ladies and Gents?
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I have plans to revamp my pics this summer, get the net at home, and do some outrageous pics of Summer fun, manipulate layers, and have a blast!
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I am going to get a job too, but I'm not sure what I will be doing yet; The pioneer I believe may need a photographer , although news photos do not seem to be as much fun, it would be money!
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I have plans for a Paleo dig at some point in my summer; I just got the email today and the info is coming via snail mail in the next few days. Hopefully they will allow me to use it as a college credit and use my financial aid as my bankroll lol.
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Michelle:+favelove: is definately my hero for next week. She can take so much abuse and still come out smiling. So if I'm not on the web next week, be assured when I do get back on there will be plenty of news about how much I adore this woman as a person, artist, mother, and friend.
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Mike seems to be doing well (ex-boyfriend). He's been one of the best friends a girl could ask for. A little growing up on his part and he will be the man of my dreams. don't jump the gun there's a long road ahead of both of us before this happens lol. I do him tho.
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Oh dearest Wade, what should we do with you? If it was not for you we would not exist....... or so you make us believe lol. But truly our sites, and lives would have never been this exposed to the world had it not been for you and your drama, and the girls you sooooo love to manipulate.
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I think I will be visiting the Ocean and West Virginia again this summer.
Camping trips are already planned. This time I am going to go on a boat no matter what, I don't care if I have to build the dumb thing myself.

Utah is looking like if it doesn't come here, I will be going there for sure....... Vegas Look out!

Wow, I'm going to be sooooooooo busy........ I LOVE IT!
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Oh yes, and of course the local attraction............... the STURGIS BIKE RALLY
(this is the only reason I'm not going to Ozzfest this year)( the bands *good ones* will be with in 10 miles of me so now I don't have to drive!) Buffalo Chip is gonna ROCK this year!

So Far:
BuffaloChip [link]

Fri. Aug. 4 TBA
Sat. Aug. 5 Jack Daniels Day / Alice Cooper
Sun. Aug 6 TBA
Mon. Aug. 7 Montgomery Gentry / George Thorogood
Tues. Aug 8 Lynyrd Skynyrd / Gretchen Wilson
Wed. Aug. 9 Kid Rock / Blue Oyster Cult
Thurs. Aug 10 James Gang Rides Again featuring Joe Walsh, Jimmy Fox
Dale Peters
Thurs. Aug 10 Ted Nugent
Fri. Aug. 11 Alice in Chains / Buckcherry
Sat. Aug. 12 TBA

[link] Loud American Road House

Full Throttle Saloon [link]
Ro... ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8675881/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8675881/ Thu, 04 May 2006 19:41:19 PDT Check her out she is a FANTASTIC ARTIST

Super Hero of the Week: This chick can draw, has original talent and imagination. *hand her her cape* Try it on dear, see how it fits! You are Awesome! I wish I could draw like that!

I am currently working on a show for my photography final, and then over the summer I am going to be working on a series about my uncle that I was very close to before he died. The only person on this Earth who really understood me was my Uncle Curt, I miss him dearly. I only wish I still had him here with me.

Finals are next week! My last one if on Thursday!


Summer is on it's way!

Holy Crapola! I just realized I will have been on here a year the 8th! Happy Birthday do me lol. Devaint Birthday anyway. 1 year old... hell I'm still a baby!

..................Quotes..................

People are like stained-glass windows.
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
but when the darkness sets in,
their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.
-Elizabeth Kubler-Ross


"You make me mad!".................. other... "No I do not; you LET me MAKE YOU MAD"
~My Uncle Curt ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8552491/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8552491/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 15:47:23 PDT
Sooooooo use them but please credit me if you do.

Have fun ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8418594/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8418594/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 14:27:40 PDT ~ I wanna see
~I wanna see they yell.......................... here, look in the mirror, if you don't like what you see, you sure the hell are not gonna like what I show you.

If you cannot see the beauty with in, then you do not deserve to see the rest. GFYS and eat a lot of freakin icecream, or beer, or whatever it is that you think makes the world so great.

I'm done impressing anyone, I'm done being you, I'm done not being me, done with stupid head idiots.

It's not poor me, It's poor YOU, dumb and never ending idiot rantings about how much we should love them, or how much we need them.

cut the strings that bind me, let me be
I no longer care what you think
I may carve them in my skin with ink
in the end I do not care
because if you loved me I would have known you were there.

~I can't believe I thought they ever really cared, and I lived
my stupid life around their views. I was so stupid.

So men with stupid mouths, daughters with stupid fists,
fall off this earth so we can live in peace. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8197682/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8197682/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 12:30:50 PST
*Does the Napoleon Dynamite* YESsssssssssssssssssss
Hooora.............. 1000 page views lol. I feel like ..... okay so it's not a big deal, but it was kind of funny when I logged in and it was exactly at 1000 views.

Burger King chili rocks, kids are happy, and it's suppose to snow 18 inches today? For real? Guess we'll see. It was suppose to start an hour ago... nodda yet.

Prays to the snow gods. Please give us lots of snow, please please please!

I'm in such a good mood! I'm not alone in this world! Yay!

Erica ..... I get to order finally! I'm so excited, I'm just trying to decide what to buy for what room! This is going to be so fun!

Crystal... what can I say, if I start it's gonna be another novel! lmao, so here we'll leave it at that.

Mike: I LOVE YOU I miss you.

Wade: would you leave Mike alone for crying out loud, we all know your art is bigger than his, let's not get to the point you guys are whipping out your manhood!

Sista with no Mista Grow up!

Clover Day Sucked

OMG! I love my kids so much! They have been little angels for over 2 weeks now!

*trying to get some photo's scanned in, might as well, I have to do them for class anyways.

quotes:

-Hard work will gurantee a paycheck, slot machines only gurantee taking your quarter. ~B. Yenglin

-The green monster will surely take your cookie, Love will surely take time. ~B. Yenglin

Real quotes:

"You cannot bring about prosperity by discouraging thrift. You cannot strengthen the weak by weakening the strong. You cannot help the wage earner by pulling down the wage payer. You cannot further the brotherhood of man by encouraging class hatred. You cannot keep out of trouble by spending more than you earn. You cannot build character and courage by taking away man's initiative and independence. You cannot help men permanently by doing what they could and should do for themselves."
-- Abraham Lincoln

Don't go around saying the world owes you a living; the world owes you nothing; it was here first.
~Mark Twain ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8156776/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/8156776/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 07:45:24 PST My life is free to be it's own now. I am cutting ties
and starting over. Wow it is sooooooooooooooo
great to feel this shamed abuse fade away.

MORE LATER! ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7981139/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7981139/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 13:29:59 PST ~ A.W. Hare and J.C. Hare

I do beseech you-- Though I perchance am vicious in my guess (As I confess it is my nature's plague To spy into abuses, and oft my jealousy Shapes faults that are not), that your wisdom yet From one that so imperfectly conjects Would take no notice, nor build yourself a trouble Out of his scattering and unsure observance.
~ William Shakespeare

The jealous are possessed by a mad devil and a dull spirit at the same time.
~ Johann Kaspar Lavater

The jealous at heart, are weak in the soul.Truth and perfection are the only bodies in which jealousy does not exist.
~DesiresDisgrace

Self Esteem .....is not a bad thing - it does not mean you feel you are the center of the world. It means that you know you are worthy of love, and that you do not need someone else to tell you of your value. If you are in a relationship, you know that you deserve to be with your partner, and that you have many valuable things to offer him or her.

Don´t let your partner convince you that you can´t have friends, or can´t go see family, or can´t hang out after work, all because your partner is constantly worried that you are going to run off. You need to have many relationships to be healthy - and your partner is not the only person in your life. Work with your partner to address the concerns, but not at the expense of everything else in your life.

If your partner is jealous of you, it might be that your partner feels inadequate in some way - and is worried that you sense the inadequacy and are looking for someone ´better´. Help your parter see that they are *not* inadequate, and help build up your partner´s self assurance. When your partner feels they are truly the right person for you, your partner will not worry as much that you will find someone else ´better suited´ and leave.

Have a Great Weekend and Happy Mardi Gra to me. Hopefully I will get some kick bootie pics to share with everyone.
~ dah boogie woogie loser ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7971432/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7971432/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:35:54 PST Ozzfest plans are in the works, hopefully I can go this year! Rumors of METALICA staging there are flying around and Gawd only knows I have to see them once before I die; not because I like the music, more because I grew up listening to the fools.

Back to work I must go now...... LOVE Me.... the Tardo.

Yes Mike I still Love You.

p.s. Mardi Gra in Deadwood this weekend !!! WoooHooo [link] ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7552444/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7552444/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 09:28:14 PST
M A N I P U L A T I O N

H A T E

L O V E

C R U S H I N G

U N F A I T H F U L

N E E D Y

S E L F C E N T E R E D

N A R C I S S I S T I C

G R E E D Y

I N C O N S I D E R A T E

U N T H I N K I N G

C H E A T I N G

W O N D E R I N G - E Y E S

J E A L O U S Y

R A G E

Just named some things that came to mind. They can't help it, it's in their penis, I mean genis.

I'll post a better forum when I am in a better mood. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7186082/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/7186082/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 13:58:04 PST
My Hero Of The Week Is ~RASPBERRYROCK

She is so sweet and is going to change the world!

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To the guy who thinks he has to pick a fight with me ALL

the time.


F K . . . . Y O U




But seriously, I have a lot to do, a lot on my mind, and a lot
of devious *imaginary* things to make people think I am up to. If you know a good girl or boy, that wants to love and keep a wonderful woman let me know. I am in the market.
Someone to Worship Me



Boys Boys



Stupid people talk to hear themself
Wise people speak because they have something to say.





S N O W

We are getting so much snow I am

sooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!

We just might have a white Christmas after all. I can

snuggle up on the couch with the kiddos, go sledding, drink

hot chocolate, and just be me for a whole week! Yay! ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5774608/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5774608/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 18:24:53 PDT The Ocean Virgin

So off I go to the ocean. The very first time for this land locked Lassy. The Outter Banks of Noth Carolina call my name from the distance east, as I drive into the sun swept hills. lol I hope it is fun, we are going to visit some relatives and eat some fresh seafood, (which is not my favorite but I am told it is much better fresh). Fireworks on the beach should be romantic I would hope. As well as the ocean breeze being quite refreshing. I wont be back until the end of July and so I feel bad because I wont get to see some of my friends here as well as at DA. Summer is just so busy for me I havent gotten to do a lot with art, I know I have not developed the style I like yet, so I do have a lot of work to do when I get back. Romantic and lustful is my goal... ha ha, I wish I had that much passion in my life to create it on paper. My life is shifting these days and I dont have much time for being creative. *bangs head* ok so I am going to a few concerts, and traveling, .....more like I am just putting of the enevitable.
I hope you are well and get to take some more of those Awesome pics.
I hope you are doing Wonderful and little Kate is as well.

Soooooooooooooooo I must go now and see what adventures await me. ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5664334/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5664334/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 08:58:31 PDT I Just got back from a wonderful camping trip with my boyfriend and my brothers dog. I didnt know an Italian Grey Hound could be so cudly! The water was Great! The Mountains were even better. Back to the drawing board I have ~Airstok on the brain for later! Her little girl is do darn cute! ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5580281/ http://DesiresDisgrace.deviantart.com/journal/5580281/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 13:49:12 PDT Warm tears wet his skin
He smiles again as he has won her misery
She weeps in pain
He loves this part
He walks away smug and heartless
Digging deeper into her wounds
The love she so dearly needs is not on his mind
He buries his seed of pain and loneliness inside
If she only knew she's just a marinette of puppets in his mind
He pulls one string and then another
But he does not know it is her heart strings on which he pulls
Each time causing her to react
He is the master now she has no choice
She runs and hides
The strings he pulls, he pulls so hard
She tries to hide deeper within her heart
He pulls one more time, finding herself
Naked and ready to do his bidding
She bites so very hard, hoping to end this torment
He grins and holds her for a moment ....
God he loves this game ]]> ~DesiresDisgrace