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Hey guys,

So I doubt anyone is going to read this but I thought I would try. I know it has been about two years since I've been on. I know, I got lazy. I haven't really been drawing very much, just concentrating on college. I'm a psychology major now. It's a lot of fun. Anywhoo, I'm mostly just looking at other people's work but I was tired at looking at the same post on here over and over again so I thought I would write this one. If anyone has any questions for me or any work they want me to look at, just send me a post. Thanks.

Brendan

"Just because you can't see in the dark doesn't mean there isn't a demon waiting to eat your face."

]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/8351881/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/8351881/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 09:28:34 PDT
Mood: I'm back!
Listening to: Chamillionare
Reading: Black Friday
Watching: Take the Lead

So who missed me? I know that it's been a while. Hell, my last journal was almost three months ago. Damn! I have been having fun though I know that I was pretty messed up there for a while with my whole relationship problems but that is all behind me now. I have completely different issues now I'm fine though. I'm not actually expecting many people to respond to this journal but hey, what the hell right?

So, interesting things that have happened lately... oh, I electricuted myself. That's right, I stuck my hand into an exposed light socket thing That felt really interesting. It shot from one arm to the next and I fell to the floor clutching my hand. I had a bunch of people over and they were all like "Oh, there's Brendan on the floor. Let's just keep walking" Nice people huh? Just kidding, they arn't bad. one did come over and help me though. Thanks Jen! You know I love you

Lets see, what else? Hm... I took my SATs. After about the first three hours I wanted to just get up and leave It was just so fucking boring. On the other hand, I'm pretty sure I aced my essay. It's going to be cool. That's right... I'm a genious! So what has every else been up to? What is the most interesting thing that has happened in each and every one of you people's lives lately. Oh, I just got a myspace too! Go check it out [link] but I must warn you that if you go to it, you will actually find out what I look like so if you don't want to know DON'T GO! Other than that... hang loose every one!

Seeya

"If I had a dime for every one of your thoughts I'd be giving you change." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7536462/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7536462/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 14:38:09 PST
Mood: I don't even know anymore
Listening To: Run It
Reading: Intensity
Watching: The Bucc's playoff game

Well I'm going to really try not to make this journal sad. I have been doig that lately and I appologize to everyone. I am trying to make myself feel better and I determined to do just that. It's kind of hard because a friend of mine named Seraph is making stuff kind of hard but another friend of mine named Michelle is going to fix all that. He has his doubts but I am positve she will come through Anyways, lets try to make this one a little happier. First off, how is everyone doing?

The game isn't too well. 13:30 left in the second quarter and it is 14 to 0, the Buccs are loosing. This really blows. We can never seem to get on top (which kind of sucks cause I like it on top ) Just kidding. Lets stay on that subject. For all those people who are experienced out there, what position do you like it the best? For all those who haven't been able to round all the bases yet, what is your favorite thing to do currently? I know that this is a kind of touchy subject to some people so if you don't want to answer, you don't have to.

I know that was a kind of weird paragraph but at least it wasn't me complaining. That is definitely a good thing. Mr Haggarty is cooking right now. He is a great cook. I know this is really a weird thing to say all of a sudden but I really need a hug and a kiss right now That would be awesome! Someone I know has been trying to pick a fight with me lately. Do you guys think I should fight him? I could easily tear him in half so bring it on! Well this journal is long enough as it is so I'm just going to stop now. I hope everyone answers everything I asked for and replies to me. Wish me luck with Seraph and Michelle.

Seeya

"When you're right, no one remembers. When you're wrong, no one forgets." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7492027/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7492027/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 18:50:21 PST
Mood: :sad: I'll give you one guess
Listening To: Charles play the guitar
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing

So how is everyone doing? I have officially broken my record for how long I have been awake. I am now at about 256 hours and counting. Who out there cares you ask... absolutely no one!!!!! That's ok though. It doesn't really bother me. I have been awake for so long that I'm not even tired anymore. My body will probably shut down sometime soon and I'll sleep them. I'm weak all the time though. That kind of blows. Again, who cares? No one! *sigh* Knowing my luck, I won't be able to sleep tonight or tomorrow night and my body will just shut off in school. Then, most likely, my ex will just sit there and laugh at me. No biggie.

Well shit just keeps happening to me. I'm kind of starting to get used to it. I must have really pissed off God! For all those religiouses out there, don't tell me that God still loves me anyways because I know he does but that doesn't mean he's not picking on me. Plus, the one person I want to read this and actually start giving a shit most likely will probably read this but not comment. It's ok. I'm starting to realize she is never going to actually call me. Regardless, life goes on. Well I'm going to now and stop whining to all you because I'm sure I'm getting on your nerves. Just for a show of hands though, how many of you would prefer it if I just go slit my wrists and fall in a lake somewhere? Please be honest. I'll talk to you all later.

Seeya

"God is definitely not without a sense of humor" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7435520/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7435520/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:16:08 PST
Mood: Dear God, Help me!
Listening to: Run It
Reading: Intensity
Watching: Dodgeball

Well things get worse for me everyday. It's ok though. I'm starting to realize that shit just doesn't go well for people like me, end of story. I tried to be just her friend but that didn't work. I can't be just her friend. Even before we were going out we were more than friends. We've always been more than friends. Now she wants me to be and I can't. I love her.

Anyways, I've seen to movies lately. Fun With Dick and Jane and Rumor Has It. Fun With Dick and Jane was hilarious. Rumor Has It was kind of a chick flick. No big deal really. Unfortuantely, Rumor Has It made me miss Trish more but lets not get into that.

I haven't been sleeping at all lately. I have been up for around 113 hours now. It's kind of hard being awake this much but I'm dealing with it. I've actually been up for so long now that I'm not even tired anymore. Weird huh? I've been trying to get Trish off my mind so I can sleep and eat more but its not working too well. If any of you have any suggestions, please tell them to me. I can really use them. Well, I'm off to go and try to sleep... again. I'll ttyl.

Seeya

"Just ask me, and be sincere, and I'll stay" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7321400/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7321400/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 17:59:19 PST












Well everyone, take your guesses.
Enough said! ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7198666/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/7198666/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 20:44:03 PST
Mood: Damn you're a bitch!
Listening To: Where Da Hood At?
Reading: Intensity
Watching: Aeonflux Previews

Well I am going to keep this one short. Basically, I was kicked out of my mom's house today. I'm living with my dad now. All because I went to my girlfriend's basketball game when my mom didn't know. Then I got a warning from a damn cop who pulled me over because my stupid mom forgot to renue the fucking tags. That stupid bitch. She got so pissed that she kicked me out so I'm with my dad now. Well the journal has been an angry stupid rant so I hope you enjoyed it.

"A mother and a son. I hope you're proud!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6751441/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6751441/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 18:48:13 PDT
Mood: Wow I'm hyper
Listening To: Figured You Out
Reading: Reading
Watching: Police Academy

So how does everyone feel today? My contact is shifting a lot because I've had them in for a while so my eyes keep twitching I'm really hungry though. I don't know why because I just had like 20 chicken wings. I shouldn't want any more food but I do I've got nothing on Trish though. I swear that girl has four or five stomachs. I finish eating before she finishes a fourth of her meal. And it's not like hse eats slow, she just keeps eating. Where does it all go?!?!?!? I think there is a black hole just above her stomach

So To explain the title. I have a challenge for each and every one of the people who actually take the time to read my pointless journals. Well, here it is. I have submitted different pictures with hints of myself. These are "Vermont", "Comfort", and "Dream to Never Wake Up." I want you guys to try to use these and draw me. They all need to be either submitted to deviant or emailed to me. If you do either, send me a note telling me you did and I'll see if anyone gets close. Since you guys all want to know what I look like, this might help Then again, maybe you wont Mwahahahahaha! Anyways, get to work you all!

Well, that's all for tonight. I took the PSATs today so I'm really tired. I'll see all you guys later. Get to work and check out my gallery

Seeya

"Oh, what the hell. Sleeping is for fags." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6711676/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6711676/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 10:41:29 PDT
Mood: How the hell is everyone?
Listening To: Loose Control
Reading: Iron Shadows
Watching: Hardball

So I havent been around for a while. Sorry about that guys. I know you missed me but... I'm back. I don't have any new pieces yet. I've been really busy with work but you shall see some more soon. I will be pulling out new work as fast as bunnies reproduce School has started and it is a bitch! Hard as hell because I'm the moron who decided to take two AP classes. God I'm stupid!

Well I'm going back out with Trish. You know, that one that all my old poetry was about... her. It's a blast! Three weeks today. It's been great. She came over last night and stayed till about 2am She's so much fun! Who else that actually still reads my stuff and comments on it has a boyfriend or girlfriend? If you do, who are they and how long have you guys been going out? Well I have to go. My dad just moved into his new house and I have to move some stuff around. I'll see all you people later.

Seeya

"An ass like that should be illegal" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6157555/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6157555/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 09:40:27 PDT
Mood: Get on the floor
Listening To: Switch
Reading: The Last Juror
Watching: Unstoppable

So how is everyone today? I had to get up way too early today. Why is church so damn early? Sheesh. Alrighty so I decided that the first thing I'm goind to do in this journal is help a friend out. I have been talking with Steph and she is extremely upset that in the two years she has been on DA she has only 2,000 pageviews She is thinking about leaving. I want everyone to go to here site. Her DA name is Snicker281. Now get out her stuff. If you like it, fav her and comment on it, if not then leave but please at least check.

School starts up for me again on Thursday. Another year of books, teachers, and really annoying emails from my mom that get me grounded Oh well, maybe this year will be better. I'm going to be a junior which means class rings, varsity teams, and proms. Unfortunately, lots of homework too I should be ok though. I'm taking two AP classes though so that is definitely going be a pain in the ass The new PE teacher though is really hot! Who'd have thought that a Catholic school would have a hot PE teacher?

Now, about my title for my journal. I have no idea why I chose that. I personally like what it sounds like when people whisper Trish's birthday was a few days ago. how come no one got me anything for my birthday? That was like almost 3 months ago now! Sheesh! How come not one of those?!?!? Well, you all can make it up to me by checking out my gallery and comment/faving everything in there Well I think that is enough for now. Remember to go to Steph's page and comment/fav/watch anything that you like. Just remember everyone, prunes are bad for your health

"When I strike my hammer the whole Earth shakes." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6110855/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/6110855/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 09:37:36 PDT
Mood: Bring it on
Listening to: Slither
Reading: The Last Juror
Watching: Mr. and Mrs. Smith

Introducing the great DevilWithoutaCause Alright I got a little carried away with that. Sorry. Anyways, I know that it has been a while since I did a journal so here you go. I have done a few more pieces since my last one so look at them! Now what is up with all this Jark shit huh? Come one! How do you get rid of one of the co-founders of deviantart? They might as well just put up a big notice on the homepage saying "Guess what? We're ASSHOLES!!!!" They are going to loose so many artists. If anyone has any news as to why all this is happening anyways then please tell me cause this is really rediculous.

So yeah, who has any weird stories to tell me? I havent heard too many good stories lately and I want a laugh Steph's mom surgery has been set too so I want everyone to pray to which ever god they pray to for her to be fine on the 24th and if you don't believe in a god then cross your fingers I'll really appreciate it.

So who here knows karate. I know a little but I have other tricks up my sleave (which some of you know about) But if you do, what belt are you and in what style of fighting? I don't think anyone can do that but it still looks cool. If you don't take karate then do you want to? Oh yeah, about the title of this journal. My mom and sister went to Europe and wont be back till the 16th! It is so awesome Anyways, I have to be going now. Stay frosty everybody.

Seeya

"I don't think I'm old enough for this ride" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5887646/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5887646/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 16:11:42 PDT
Mood: Can't touch this
Listening To: Last Resort
Reading: Machine
Watching: Batman Begins

Hey everyone. Well, a hurricane is coming. Yes, I live in the windy state of Florida. Damn does that suck right now. Four hurricanes last year, one already and supposidly more to come, and to top it all off we are governed by the brother of the pres J/k. I don't really have anything against Bush. I can't say I like him but then again, I can't really say that I don't not like him either. Thats ok though j/k

Arocicdng to sntcieiss you can raed ahtynig as lnog as the fsrit and lsat lterets are in the cerrcot pcleas. Who here can read that? If you can, tell me by translating it for me. Dammit, my annoying brother is making me go play ping pong with him Translate it and I'll talk to you guys later. AIM me sometime at Tsaxman2007.

Seeya

"Just wiggle is a little for me" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5859534/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5859534/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:00:25 PDT
Mood: The icon speaks for itself
Listening To: Get The Funk Out
Reading: Machine
Watching: Training Day

So... one and a hlaf more weeks in Ft. Lauderdale. I've been trying to tan but it just doesn't seem to work. I'm like 75% Irish so I have creamy white skin that just doesnt seem to want to tan I guess it just happens. I'll keep trying. I am getting a little bit of color so that's definitely good! I've been working out here too even though I thought I wouldn't all that much One person has already noticed that I am getting stronger. That was definitely an ego booster!

Today was very uneventful so I am very sorry that this journal isn't too funny. I just didn't do anything. I did just get done insulting my dad though. It was merly a bunch of insults. Man are they fun I just got done watching Training Day too. That was an awesome movie! It was the third time I had seen it and it never gets old! Ok so I have absolutely nothign more to say really so I'm going to wrap this up. Sorry it wasn't all that great. Make sure you check the deviation I just submitted!

Seeya

"I'm gonna burn this mother-fucker down! King Kong ain't got shit on me!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5831910/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5831910/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 19:48:42 PDT
Mood: What are you doing now?
Listening to: Wait (The Whisper Song)
Reading: Machine
Watching: Pulp Faction

So lets start off todays session with an explanation of my title shall we? I was thinking just a few minutes ago about something and I soon began to wonder what I would do if I was granted one wish. Don't ask me why, I just did. Crazy huh? Anyways, it took me a while but I finally decided that after careful consideration of all the points of inspection along with a complete brain storming session using theoretical and classic physics that I had no freeking idea what I would ask for I also have no idea what I just said. Damn I am an idiot. Anyways, the point of me rambling like this is I want to know what all of you guys would wish for. Think about it seriously and be completely honest about your answer. I hope they are as interesting as the fact that my brain itches.

Yeah, that was a long paragraph. About my day though, I got to Ft. Lauderdale yesterday. The only really cool thing about today was we went to the hot bod contest (also known as the bikini contest) at Shooters Seriosly, it was really cool. The winner was such a milf. She was a mother of two but one of the hottest women I have ever seen. I'm suprised one of the 10 ladies got 4th. She makes her own bikinis and this one was simply a small piece of red, white, and blue cloth over her nipples and... yeah. The rest was fishing line. She looked naked most of the time. I guess that's why she got so far because she had no butt at all! You have gotta love these contests

So I'm prolly gonna go now. I have gotta go do some... guy stuff I actually don't know what guy stuff is but I'm sure I'll figure it out. Apart from that, all I have left to say is that I've been mostly naked all day. Come on, this is Ft. Lauderdale. It's supposed to be like this. Nothing but a bathing suit all day is required. I'm relaxing and that's what matters I'll still be on every day tho so don't forget to check up on my site. Be good you guys and if you can't well then lock yourself in a small box with air holes and eat a lactating boviod.

Seeya

"Look man, touching a woman's foot and sticking your tongue in the holiest of holies are not in the same ball park, in the same league, or even the same damn sport." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5814955/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5814955/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 19:40:05 PDT
Mood: Damn she's hott!
Listening To: The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Reading: Machine
Watching: Cellular

So first off, I have no idea why I chose the title. I honestly don't think I'm am that good looking or anything so ladies starting their engines for me would probably be kinda rare I can't remember the last time I was licked. I think it was a little over a month ago. Neways, that was random. There is some relevance to the engines in the title though I got my drivers licence yesterday!!!!! Who here can drive? (Legally of course )

So yeah, it's been a while since I've written a journal. Like 10 days My friend Charles has been here for a while. He lives in Pennsilvania. Anyways... who here has had a homesexual experience? No, I don't mean a simple dare like kiss, I mean a real homosexual experience? Sheesh, you prudes. Yeah, I'm weird.

I leave for Ft. Lauderdale tomorrow. I just really hope the plane doesn't crash If I die on the plane I leave everything to Snuggle Bunny. She's helped me out so much at night that it's unbelievable. I guess it's something about sleeping with her every night that just makes us have a connection. To everyone else, you get a nice kick in the ass. I don't know why, but that's what you get Unless you comment on my work... then I leave you with this Well I'm gonna go now. I have to pack. Oh, and just to tell everyone, Snuggle Bunny is my stuffed bear Don't laugh at me... it takes a real man to sleep with a teddy bear.

Seeya

"I wish pants would just evaporate like the sweat on your..." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5706104/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5706104/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 16:23:51 PDT
Mood: I finally finished it!
Listening To: Hand Me Down
Reading: I just finished Frankenstein
Watching: Friday 13th Part VIII

I have officially finished the first of seven books I have to read for summer reading (well, six books and one essay). Bleh! That book was so boring! I wanna die just to get away from that book. I think just being in the same room with it is making me old. Do I have any wrinkles?!?!?!?!? I'm getting old!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!

Last night was fun. If you read my newest poem you know what I'm talking about. Damn that was another good dream. I got to sleep naked too so it was awesome I've never slept naked before and it was awesome! I like it so much better than sleeping with clothes on. And just to tell you, The eighth Friday 13th is so stupid!!!!! It is the worst one I've seen so far. It sucked!

I submited five things today! You had better check them out They were a majority of suggestions so if anyone has a request just send me a note with it. I don't know why I put that in there, I just think it is funny. I have not put on a shirt all day. I absolutely hate shirts. They are just so... unnecessary. I guess that's the nudist in me talking. Who here likes shirts? If you do then... u suck! Steph doesn't like me wearing shirts That's always fun.

Speaking about Steph, she might be coming down soon That will be awesome if she does. "We can stay up all night swapping manly stories and in the morning... I'm making waffles!" WAFFLES!!! I love waffles!!!!! Well I gotta go now. My hands hurt really badly from writting summer shit for school. I'm gonna go and take a long shower and then a bath Who wants to come? Anyways, I'll see you all later, check my stuff out, and take off your shirt if you're wearing one!

Ciao

"Speed limits are simply a suggestion... just like pants." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5658425/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5658425/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:39:58 PDT
Mood: Which one is the real me?
Listening To: 99 Problems vs. One Step Closer
Reading: Frankenstein
Watching: White Noise

Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been on in a while. I've had trouble with my mom and it's all just gone to hell. Don't you just hate it when that happens? Seriously, I live in Florida. It's already so freeking hot, I don't need it to be hot as hell too! My ass is killing me too. I have fallen hard on it three times now, twice at work. WORKER'S COMP! Hahahahaha! I'll get paid now! Sorry if I sound like an idiot right now but I am so freeking hyper!

My brother has been weird today. Won't leave me alone. I swear I feel like he is attached to me sometimes It's ok though. He considers me his hero so that's kinda cool. I am Super Brother a.k.a. Grape Lad a.k.a. Miss America a.k.a. You're mom! Hahaha j/k

I had KFC tonight! Go KFC! Hopefully I'll get to see Steph in a few weeks too. She might meet me in Ft. Lauderdale. That would be so awesome Well that's all for now. I have gotta go as rest my ass because it hurts like hell. Remember everyone, when life gives you lemons just fuck the world. Or better yet, everyone in it I'm just kidding. On that note, who here is not a virgin. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but I'm just not thinking strait and need something to put in my journal. Well, stay happy everyone!

Adios

"If you're not gonna eat, I sure as hell am!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5658380/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5658380/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:33:52 PDT
Mood: Which one is the real me?
Listening To: 99 Problems vs. One Step Closer
Reading: Frankenstein
Watching: White Noise

Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been on in a while. I've had trouble with my mom and it's all just gone to hell. Don't you just hate it when that happens? Seriously, I live in Florida. It's already so freeking hot, I don't need it to be hot as hell too! My ass is killing me too. I have fallen hard on it three times now, twice at work. WORKER'S COMP! Hahahahaha! I'll get paid now! Sorry if I sound like an idiot right now but I am so freeking hyper! ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5600132/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5600132/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:24:23 PDT
Mood: What did you just say?
Listening To: Albuquerque
Reading: Machine
Watching: Spongebob

So today has been so freeking boring! I mean seriously, if there was a boring holiday...it would DEFINITELY be today! Oh well. Just kidding, it wasn't really that bad. I went through a bunch of my old stuff on deviant and looked at my stats. I get almost 10 pageviews a day. Why the hell is it so low? Why arn't you guys checking up on me more huh? Am I not important to you? Jeeze! Ah, it's ok. As long as you check in a few times a week it's ok. For the rest of you... Hahahahaha.

Sorry I wasn't able to get on yesterday. I went over to my friend's house. She has this really awesome recording bored that changes your voice and stuff when you speaking into it. It was awesome. I did this 17 minute rap session of nothing but... well.... nothing! It was hilarious! I did a bunch of really weird shit! I even did that one song with the chipmunk sound. The "so lonely" one. There was this setting that made me sound like a chipmunk It was great.

I also had to go to the library today. I have to read 7, count um, 7 books over this summer! That freeking sucks It's my summer for crying out loud, sheesh. I'm also on acutame for another month. It's not too bad. Just the freeking dry lips. If I had anyone to kiss here, do you know how annoying it would be to kiss someone with dry lips? Damn that would suck. Oh well, I don't have anyone here to kiss so it's really not a problem so why in the hell am I rambling about it?!?!?!? Anyways, I've been talking for way to long now and if you are still reading props to you because I don't have that long of an attension span. Congrats! Just to explain the title for my journal today, Steph is graduating today and I am extremely proud of her If you read this, congradulations Steph! Well...I'm gonna go now. Drive safely everyone and listen to your parents, they know best Wait!!! No they don't! Ah hell, just do whatever you want. Get drunk, smoke weed, I don't care! Well, I do care, you shouldn't do that it's bad for you. Ok, I'm really going now.

Bye

"You're racist... there... I said it!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5580155/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5580155/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 13:35:54 PDT
Mood: Feed Me Now!!!!!!!!!
Listening To: Violent Pornagraphy
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Caddy Shack

So today has been boring as hell. Also, my wave runner wouldn't work earlier! It sucked. It just kept on sputtering. Grrrr... Oh well. My brother also got into a fight with me today. He's watching our friends pets and I had to go with him over there cause he's only 13. He just started yelling at me cause I didn't want to go. I just got up dammit! Sometimes you just want to you know?

Anyways, I have to work a five hour shift tonight. 5-10. I also get so hungy at work. I work at a resturant and even if you have a full stomach, trust me, you will get hungry! Oh well. I got to work out today so that was good. I'm starting to build out my chest a little again. I'm really happy about that Steph graduates in two days. I can't be there though unfortunately. This whole living in different states thing sucks. I sent her some stuff though so hopefully that will help Well I'm gonna have to cut this journal short. My shift starts at 5 and it's already 4:35 here so I've got to go get ready. Sorry this journal wasn't too funny. I wasn't on a sugar high Just remember to not be embarrassed in front of your parents; they've already seen every inch of you Scary huh?

Seeya

"So what if I'm naked?" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5571066/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5571066/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 14:33:37 PDT
Mood: Leave the dang message already
Listening To: Jigga What vs. Faint
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Stuck On You

I would first just like to say to everyone that I am sorry I missed some journals. All weekend I was at a place that has no computers. "You are now entering the twilight zone" Anyways, I wasn't able to submit a journal. Sorry you guys. I know everyone missed them so my deepest appologies to anyone who could not sleep at all because they could not read my journals. I pledge to you all that I will try my hardest to submit my journals on time. So help me God.

Anyways, so today was just normal. I woke up late (I'm finally getting used to summer. Woot woot!!!!) because I was having a very...good dream. Take that any was you want I had a ton of chores to do though. Doesn't my mom know that I do that sort of thing at work. Sheesh, gimme a break will you!

Damn, the parental unit just got home. I will have to talk to everyone later before she kills me Remember to always flush and please, put the seat down, there are ladies in the house.

Ciao

"I'm in the mood but you're expecting it so you'll have to wait" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5533053/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5533053/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 14:31:25 PDT
Mood: Who's the sexy one now?
Listening To: Furious Angels
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Elektra

Hey everyone. My day had been much better than yesterday. I'm still a little tired but that might be because I stayed up until 2 last night. Who knows right? I love M&Ms. they kept me up. The peanut ones. "Sorry kid, nothing rhymes with orange." Damn I feel bad for that guy. "It's alrite man, I got you."

So yeah, about my mood. I don't know, I just felt like putting that. Am I sexy? Personally...HOW THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW? I mean I don't exactly stare at myself in the mirror and poke at my muscles like some people do. Sheesh, I'm not that full of myself. "You're so egotistical." I am not!

I submitted two knew piece today. Well...kinda. One is new. It's called Dante. The other is an ID in the form of a collage with three of my old pieces in them. If you checked out my gallery (which you already should have and if you didn't you NEED to) then you will recognize them. Ah hell, just check out ym gallery

Not too many people rated their moms yesterday. Why the hell not. Come on, it's not that bad. I'm askign you to check out your mom, just give your honest opinion. Sheesh. I'm tried. I found my pants I was looking for yesterday though. Man I love these pants. They are so comfortable Steph likes them too Don't ask me why. I know what you're thinking. GET YOU MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER "and into the sewer." You have got to love my jokes. Well I gotta go and eat because I'm hungry. Be good everyone. Yes, you have to.

Seeya

"What the hell are you doing with a bunch of soap and wearing nothing but a bathing suit?" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5522223/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5522223/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:24:17 PDT
Mood: Dammit I lost my pants again!
Listening To: Harder to Breathe
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Gremlins

Well I am tired as hell and cannot find my pants. "The bleached ones with the broken zipper." This is not cool. I almost got in an accident today cause of the damn tornando last night A tornado touched down about a mile from my house last night at about 11:45. I got no sleep cause of that damn thing and it knocked the power out Damn tornados!

I did go swimming today. "Half naked, wet, and all alone." Don't even ask. If you have read Love's Tale (a poem that I submitted) you might know what I'm talking about. Anyways...WHAT'S UP?!?!?!? Today's been shit and I need some positive encouragement. Bring it on! I havent been able to talk to Steph yet so you loosers will have to do Just kidding, you guys arn't loosers unless you don't comment on my work. Then you are a huge looser.

So who here knows the alphebet backwards. Honestly, who does. Somebody tell me. Also, and if you comment on this journal (which you had better), I want you all to rate your moms from 1-10 on looks 1 being butt ass ugly and 10 being a freeking mlf. Don't ask me why it just gives me something to put in a journal. Do as I say or "I will devourer your soul."

Yeah, also, who things I'm crazy as hell. Honestly after reading this journal who couldn't? Oh well. I'm just really hyper right now guys. I'm working on some new tribal pieces so be ready. They might not be too great cause I've never done tribal before but i'm trying to encorporate tribal in with my traditional work. I hope it goes well Damn I'm tired. I'm going to go now and do something really weird. I don't know, maybe I'll buy a girafe. Better yet, a hippo. "What sound does a hippo make?" "Hiiippooooooooo". You gotta love kids.

Peace!

"Dammit, now you got me all wet!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5514897/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5514897/ Tue, 31 May 2005 18:55:37 PDT
Mood: Movies Rock!!!!!
Listening To: Do or Die
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: The Longest Yard

I just got back from the movies. The Longest Yard is awesome! Damn that is a funny movie Adam Sandler is so great. He is definitely up there with Jim Carrie (but no one could ever match Jim Carrie). Did you guys know that I've actually had two people say I look like Jim Carrie. I don't see it but they do so I guess that's all that matters : Anyways, that movie was great! What happened to Caretaker was so sad. I won't tell what in case you guys havent seen it but it was very sad.

Today was great though. No mom around to tell me what to do. Just walking around wearing nothing but pants. Who needs shirts? I don't like shirts. I don't have any chest or ab muscles to brag about, I just don't like shirts. I prefer to walk around in a pair of pants and that's it Idk, I just like it that way. "I like it like that".

I do miss Steph though. Her mom had to go in for a catscan so I havent been able to talk to her today. It's ok though. I can go a day or two without her...hopefully My other friends are a lot of fun though. I'm hopefully going to be getting with them a lot more over the summer. It's going to be great. Well this ends my journal for today. I hope everyone is checking my stuff. I'll be submitting more soon. "Focker out!"

Ciao

"Now I don't have to stab you." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5504102/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5504102/ Mon, 30 May 2005 16:29:29 PDT
Mood: Where's Snuggle Bunny?
Listening To: Don't Cry
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Scary Movie 3

I had to go to work today from 12-8. I got cut at around 3 and didn't have to go back all day so it really wasn't that bad. In fact, I'd still be there right now if I wasn't. Anyways, for the 3 hours I has there things went to hell. Since there were no customers the bussers (aka: Me) had to clean the resturant. First I had to clean out the dust pans, not that bad. Then I had to clean the supply closet, again not that bad. This is where the shit hit the fan

I had to clean the men's bathroom by hand. This still wasn't that bad at first cause I got to wear gloves. I had to get paper wet with bleachy water and then wash everything by hand. I did all the yerinals and then went to do the handicap bathroom. It was clogged up so I plungered it. I did this until the water went down but then I turned around and brown nasty water had come out of the drains I got my manager and after about thirty minutes of smelling shit we finally were able to get it under control. Trust me, the air freshiner didn't work!

That's not too bad though. Steph is going to be back today! I'm sitting in the comp room and don't have Snuggle Bunny with me which explains the mood comment. Snuggle Bunny is a stuffed bear that Steph gave me in Vermont. Anyways, it will be cool to talk to her again tonight!

We are also going to shoot of fireworks later. I forgot to put it in my journal yesterday but I almost was in my birthday suit yesterday because no one thought I would do it. I don't know, i just thought everyone should know that. Well I have got to get going to light some exploding stuff on fire Stay frosty everyone!

Bye

"Will you just scratch it already?!?!?!?" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5496021/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5496021/ Sun, 29 May 2005 19:22:05 PDT
Mood: This is better than watching porn!
Listening To: Drop It Like It's Hot
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Tim's Movies

I had my party today! Woot Woot!!!!!! My wave runner wasn't working today though, unfortunately, so it wasn't as fun as it could have been. It runs on three cylenders and only one was working. Oh well. We still had a blast. We went swimming and paddled out into the middle of the lake on my giant water trampoline. I got so sunburnt today. "You look like a lobster"

I had to go to church afterwards It was a lot of fun... for church. They had this weird game show thing. "Eucharist 101" (Enter theme song music here). I wasn't on it but if I was I could have ruled that game show. They would have called me THE contestant and I would have been awesome oh well.

So I just wanted to know if any one knows what the meaning to life is. According to the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy it is 42. I personally think it is either women or money. our society runs on it so much that it must be. I asked my friend that question. "Porn obviously. Lesbian porn or hardcore, none of that alternative shit!" God that kid is hilarious! Well I'll be submitting another journal tomorrow. And the next day and the next day and every other day after that Look for some new deviations from me and if anyone knows how to draw tribal, please tell me. Keep your pants on everyone, at least until I say so.

Later

"You wanna touch it?" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5486612/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5486612/ Sat, 28 May 2005 15:34:59 PDT
Mood: Where is everyone?
Listening To: Purity
Reading: Thief of Souls
Watching: Spongebob

So how's everyone doing today? Physically, I'm doing great! I just got done working out, I'm feeling better, and I don't have to go to work. Emotionally, not too hot! I feel really lonely. I miss some people and just want to be with them. "I'll just sit here, along, eating popcorn, alone, so cold...so alone."

I'll be ok though so don't everyone freek out (even though I know no one is actually freeking out. I still haven't been getting too many new comments. I have been getting a few (THANK YOU) but not too many Check it out!

I had to watch my brother play basketball today. He scored 10 points, a new high for him. WAY TO GO KYLE!!!!!!! (Kyle's my brother for all the slow people out there who couldn't figure it out.) So just to ask...who wants a donut? How about a gummy bear? Evan loves gummy bears.

Evan is my second cousin. He's staying with us till tuesday. He's one and a half. I had to watch him today. He started crying everytime I set him down. Usually babies cry when I pick them up, not put them up. WHY CAN'T i DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!?!?!?!? He's ok now though.

So in case no one could tell, the person I miss is Steph. She's in Vermont. Her mom isn't doing to well though so...idk. I hope she gets better. Even though Steph says that her mom is a bitch (and I know she definitely can be a lot of the time) she was always nice to me so I can't help but feel bad. I feel like I should be there to help Oh well, I know I can't be.

So I was cleaning a lot today for my party tomorrow. PARTY!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I had to weedwack, vacuum, and strait out clean. My day off from cleaning up dishes and I have to clean a house. Oh well. this journal is getting too long so I'm gonna wrap it up. Comment on my work and remember, licking is not just a passtime, it's a sport

Seeya

"I feel like I've just been molested...do it again" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5477518/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5477518/ Fri, 27 May 2005 13:40:17 PDT
Mood: I'll do it *twitch*
Listening to: Don't Cry
Reading: Theif the Souls
Watching: The Incredibles

Ok...day 3. Bum bum Baaaaa! i've got a late shift tonight. 5-11. Damn, they don't pay me enough for this. This is my first day off from school and i've got a six hour shift. Sheesh. I'm starting to feel better but still...I don't want to. I don't wanna go. "P-p-p-please don't do this to me."

My sister's bf, Katrina, came over with three little kids and told me to entertain them. Damn that was weird. I jumped in the pool with a pair of black pants on. I then taught them karate, got ridden like a horse and a serf board, and them smashed my stomach against the side of the pool. Damn that hurt!

I've got to make this journal short today cause I've got to do get ready for work. Sheesh. I don't wanna. Sorry about not having any really cool emoticons this time either cause again, i've got to make it short. I'll check in on everyone later. COMMENT ON MY STUFF!!!!!!!!!

Ciao!

"What if I got pregnant while I was in college?" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5467867/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5467867/ Thu, 26 May 2005 13:15:05 PDT
Mood: Ahhh!!! Run Away!!!
Listening to: Dirty Little Thing
Reading: Theif the Souls
Watching: Contract Killer

Well I definitely feel like crap wright now. It's alright though because I'm officially out of school. Yeah yeah yeah, free man. Every one of my finals that I got a grade on it has got a nice big A on it So who here likes Velvet Revolver? They sing Dirty Little Thing. How about Guns and Roses? Great bands So even though I definitely am not going to be getting a print subscription anytime soon...who would buy my stuff if I had one. I don't think anyone will but I gotta ask.

I've gotta go work out later today I used to be really strong over the summer cause I worked out three days a week all summer but I wasn't able to over the summer cause of the plays so I've gotta go and do it. I have to look good for all my fans My brother keeps trying to get on the computer. I've only been on for like 30 min. He knows I'm going to be at work in like 50 minutes, why doesn't he just wait till then?

So I haven't been having a lot of watchers commenting on my stuff lately. Come on guys, what's up? I know that I havent been on lately but that doesn't mean you should stop commenting. I'm still here. DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!

So yeah, please star commenting more I'll be checking up on everyone more too. I'm going to start trying to put an entry in my journal everyday about my day. I should be able to do this cause I'm out of school. I'll be doing a lot more picture and poems more so make sure you check up on me I love you guys (not romantically of course ) Stay good everyone, remember to check, and submit more! SWINGS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace!

"With his wrinkly skin and...old...balls." ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5459138/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5459138/ Wed, 25 May 2005 16:14:40 PDT
Mood: Do sumthin stupid!
Listening to: Lying From You vs. Dirt Off Your Shoulder
Reading: Theif the Souls
Watching: Constantine

Yeah yeah yeah, I know I'm crazy. What are you guys going to do about it? Anyways, I can't find my pants right now. "The bleached ones with the broken zipper" Well I definitely feel drunk right now. Don't worry, I havent had a single drink. I don't drink. DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!! I am drunk though... drunk on math and spanish. Yes, my two really stupid finals tomorrow. It wouldn't be as bad if I didn't have to retake the Spanish test today because my teacher messed it up issed off:

So I'm acting a little stupid now arn't I? Well I just want everyone to know that I'm not stupid, I'm just insane. "Yeah... infested by love". Man I have the weirdest quotes. I love you Steph! Anyways, no offense to anyone else who reads this about that, I just can't help it. Oh an Steph, when you read this, submit your tribal stuff. Wanna see it! I can't wait till you come down.

This song is so cool! It's so funny hearing Jay Z and Linkin Park together. It fits though so it's all good. "It's cause I'm inspirational". Again another weird quote. Well I gotta go study for my finals tomorrow. My birthday party is this Sunday from 1-5 so if you know me and live around me then call me and make sure you come. "The seamonkey stole my money". GIVE ME MY MONEY!!!!!!!!

Adios!

"this isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would now be running from me. LIKE THIS!" ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5403696/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/5403696/ Thu, 19 May 2005 15:28:14 PDT
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday dear Brendan,
Happy birthday to me! ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4907454/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4907454/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 08:29:49 PST
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||| 16%
Empathy |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Food indulgent || 10%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||| 23%

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


trait snapshot:

craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4890165/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4890165/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 11:31:21 PST [Name] Brendan
[Nickname] Seraph, Hack, and Snuggle Bunny (Don't ask)
[Screen name] Tsaxman2007
[Birthday] May 19
[Age] 15
[Astrological sign] Taurus
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Snake
[Location] Florida
[Sexual Preference] Straight
[Marital Status] Hm...wouldn't you like to know
[Religion] Catholic
[Eye color] Brown
[Height] 6' 2"
[Shoe size] You know what they say about shoe size
[Parents still together] Nope, but its not any better than when they're together
[Siblings] Yup, bro and sis
[Nieces/Nephews] Tons
[Pets] 2 dogs, 2 cats
[In school/graduated] BMCHS
[What do you drive] My parents crazy

Favorites:
[Color] Blue
[Number] 69, j/k
[Animal] Wolf
[Vehicle] Lamborgini
[Flower] Roses
[Scent] Women
[Drinks] Soda
[Soda] Idk
[Book] Don't have one, too many to choose from
[Band] Same as book
[Song] Sheesh, same as band and book

Do you...
[Color your hair?] Nope, tried it once though
[Twirl your hair?] Nope, but its wavy itseld
[Have tattoos?] Nope
[Have Piercings?] None
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] Depends
[Cheat on tests/homework?] Homework...not tests
[Drink/Smoke?] Nope, that stuff'll kill you
[Like roller coasters?] Yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Definitely
[Want more piercings?] Don't have any
[Like cleaning?] I don't really have much of a choice
[Write in cursive or print?] Print
[Sweat a lot?] Not really
[Own a web cam?] Nope
[Know how to drive?] Yup
[Diet?] Nopem I have a fast matabolism...for now
[Own a cell phone?] Who doesn't
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Yeah, but not too much

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] Nope
[Been in a wreck?] Nope, never
[Been arrested?] Never
[Been in a fist fight?] Yup, but never lost
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] Yeah
[Stolen anything?] Nope
[Held a gun?] Yup
[Drank?] Yup
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] Nope
[Considered a life of crime?] Who hasn't?
[Considered being a hooker?] OF course I have...j/k
[Cheated on someone? ] Nope, never will
[Cried over a girl?] Yeah
[Cried over a boy?] Yeah, not like that though
[Lied to someone?] Human nature
[Been in love?] Yeah, it's great
[Fallen for your best friend?] Nope
[Made out with JUST a friend?] Yup
[Been rejected?] Yup
[Been in lust?] Yup
[Used someone?] Nope
[Been used?] A lot
[Been cheated on?] Yup
[Been kissed?] Yup
[Experimented with homosexuality?] Nope, just the thought is gross
[Current mood] Kinda bored
[Current taste] Idk wut that means
[Current hair] Dark brown, combed back
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Eating, I'm hungry
[Current cds in stereo] Ipod
[Current crush] Can I come in, I need a shower
[Current job] Student
[Last book you read] Interview With A Vampier
[Last movie you saw] Hitch
[Last thing you ate] Chicken Wings
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Steph

Do you...
[Do drugs?] Nope
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] All the time
[Play an instrument?] Sax, drums, and piano
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Of course
[Remember your first love?] Yup
[Still love him/her?] Yup
[Read the newspaper?] Only in English Class
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Yup
[Believe in miracles?] Yup
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yup, just hard
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] Yup
[Consider love a mistake?] Nope
[Have a favorite candy?] Yup, but I'm not going to tell you
[Believe in astrology?] Yup
[Believe in magic?] Yup
[Believe in God?] Yup
[Do well in school?] Yup
[Go to or plan to go to college] Yp
[Wear hats?] Yup
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes
[Have an obsession(s)?] Yup
[Have a secret crush?] Yup
[Do they know yet?] Yup
[Collect anything?] Yup
[Have a best friend?] Yup
[Close friends?] Yup
[Like your handwriting?] Not one bit
[Care about looks?] Not really

Love life
[First crush] Steph
[First kiss] Adriane
[single or attached?] Attached but single
[Ever been in love?] Yup
Do you believe in love at first sight?] Yup
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Not really
[Describe your ideal significant other] Nice, caring, assertive, funny, and someone who I can talk to for hours

[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] Yup
[Are you a tease?] I can be
[Shy to make the first... ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4345141/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/4345141/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 17:19:05 PST Anyways, thank you all again, remember to keep watching, and tell your friends to watch. ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/3938070/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/3938070/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 09:43:15 PST Now for the actual journal here. At my school, we always have to do a short journal on a topic my teacher puts on the board. We recently did a really funny on and I would like it if everyone answered it because I found it hilarious so here goes: Write an advertisement for yourself so you can get a date. Make it as long as you want and humor and sarcasm are welcome.
Anyways, I hope everyone writes something for this. I can't wait to read them. ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/3065496/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/3065496/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 11:08:12 PDT
Feels like you made a mistake
You made somebody's heart break
But now I have to let you go
I have to let you go

You left a stain
On every one of my good days
But I am stronger than you know
I have to let you go

No one's ever turned you over
No one's tried
To ever let you down,
Beautiful girl
Bless your heart

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Feels like you're making a mess
You're hell on wheels in a black dress
You drove me to the fire
And left me there to burn

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, oh was magic
Beautiful girl
I can't breathe

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease

Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease
Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2913734/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2913734/ Sun, 18 Jul 2004 19:35:44 PDT ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2858990/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2858990/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 20:03:45 PDT Please watch this account also. DevilWithoutACause is still and will always be my main account, I will not be posting anything on SeraphimAngel that is my own work. The purpose of having SeraphimAngel is that it will be my contest site. Every month or so I will have a contest on that site. Anyone who wishes to enter can and I will judge the winner. I will then post the winner with the artist's approval. The information for the contests will be in journals on the site. If this site fails to bring any interest what so ever, I will end up disregarding it. There will be contests for poetry, prose, and artwork so do not think that it is limited to one type of art. I will begin setting up this site as soon as I can so please, quickly, watch SeraphimAngel along with DevilWithoutACause. Thank you. ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2549069/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2549069/ Mon, 31 May 2004 09:40:56 PDT ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2542907/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2542907/ Sun, 30 May 2004 13:07:19 PDT
Like a sentence of death,
I got no options left,
I've got nothing to show now.

I'm down on the ground,
I've got seconds to live,
and you can't go now.

'Cause love, like invisible bullet shot me down
and I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding
and if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me.
They will bring you back to me.

You're a dirty needle,
you're in my blood and there's no curin' me.
And I wanna run, like the blood from a wound
to a place you can't in see me.
'Cause love, like a blow to the head has left me stunned
and I'm reeling, yeah I'm reeling
and if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me.

You're a cold piece of steel between my ribs
and there's no savin' me.
And I can't get up,
from this wet crimson bed that you made for me.
That you made for me!
'Cause love like a knife in the back's cut me down
and I'm bleeding, yeah I'm bleeding,
and if you go, angels will run to defend me, to defend me.

'Cause I can't get up, I'm as cold as a stone,
I can feel the life fade from me.
I'm down on the ground, I've got seconds to live,
and what's that waits for me, oh that waits for me!
'Cause love like a sentence of death's left me stunned,
and I'm reeling, yeah I'm reeling,
and if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2519484/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2519484/ Thu, 27 May 2004 08:05:09 PDT ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2293798/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2293798/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 07:49:47 PDT ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2135957/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2135957/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 08:53:37 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2091202/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2091202/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 19:11:02 PST Brendan
-nicknames:
The Godfather, Devil Without A Cause, Hack, Calico, Froggy, Slick, Tall Guy, Midget, Swordsman, Loaded, Dunk, Note, Sax, Sax Man, De-virginize (don't ask), and Timebomb are just a few (everyone likes to have their own nickname for me.)
-sex:
You people don't need to know, too much info for you
-birthday:
May 19
-color:
Black, Dark Blue
-star sign:
Taurus
-place of birth:
Florida
-current residence:
Not telling
-hair color:
dark brown (sometimes is jet black)
-eye color:
brown
-height:
Around 6'1" to 6'2"
-writing hand:
right

-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-

-do you bite your nails:
Nope
-can you roll your tongue:
Of Course
-can you blow smoke rings:
Only when its cold
Can you blow spit bubbles:
Who can't?
-can you cross your eyes:
Yea
-tattoos and where:
Don't have them, don't want them
-do you make your bed daily:
Yea, right before I sleep in it
-what’s sexiest on a guy:
Um...I'm a guy...so...no comment
-what’s sexiest on a girl:
Belly button ring
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it:
twirl
-what utensils do you use eating pizza:
Hands...duh
-do you cook:
Yea, and clean, man I feel like a chick

-GROOMING-

-how often do you brush your teeth:
twice a day
-do you shower/bathe:
once a day
-how long do these showers last:
about 25 min
-hair drying method:
towel
-do you swear:
Only when my mom's not around
-do you pee in the shower:
No, thats really nasty
-what color is your bedroom:
cream
-do you use an alarm clock:
Yup
-name four things or people you're obsessed with:
Let see, Basketball, any final fantasy game, the saxophone, and music. Just because I want to, any person is...Trish
-What’s your sleeping position:
Any
-in hot weather do you use a blanket:
yea, I can't sleep without the wind on my and my fan is massively cold
-do you sleepwalk:
No
-do you talk in your sleep:
I don't think so, I'm obviously asleep
-how about the light on:
No, sometimes with the TV on though when I get really tired

-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-

watched bambi:
Um...can;t remember that far back
cried:
Don't remind me
talked on the phone:
Around 5
read a book:
Today

-MUSIC-

is music important to you:
Definitely
do you sing:
Yea, but I'm not very good
what instruments do you play:
piano, Tenor sax, and the drums
what do you think of Eminem:
he’s cool
In your opinion what band is the best of all time:
No favorite, mine keeps changing so I have given up on choosing

DO YOU LIKE-

pop music:
no
rock music:
yeah
punk music:
yeah
rap music:
lil’ bit
hip-hop/RB:
lil’ bit
country:
uh no
jazz:
yea
classical:
depends
new age:
yeah sure
hardcore:
yeah
indie rock:
Not too much
emo:
Huh?

-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-

What do you notice first?
Face
Do you have a crush on anyone?
No, I've just been going out with the same person for almost seven months and I don't like her Of course I do!
Easiest to talk to:
Both are easy to talk to but I have more girl friends than guy friends

- DO YOU/ARE YOU-

Could you live without the computer?
Not too well
What’s your favorite fruit?:
Orange or Strawberry
What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?
Emotional, it leaves scars that will never go away
Trust others way too easily?
Sometimes, but I am usually not let down so why not right?

- NUMBER-

Of times you have had your heart broken?
Three
Of hearts you have broken?
One
Of girls kissed?
What kind of kiss? Peck is...well I don't know, french...three
Of boys kissed?
Riiiiiiiiiiight, I'm a guy
Of drugs taken illegally?
A little bit of everything. j/k None.
Of tight friends?
Not telling
Of CD's owned?
Not gonna bother to count
Of scars on my body?
um...h/o...around 15

-OTHER THINGS-

I know... ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2036105/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2036105/ Thu, 18 Mar 2004 10:35:30 PST ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2028194/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2028194/ Wed, 17 Mar 2004 05:16:22 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2005460/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/2005460/ Sat, 13 Mar 2004 15:50:39 PST and comment on her work and then watch her. Please do this for me. This is a great writer and artist so please just do this for me. Thank you. ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1980335/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1980335/ Fri, 12 Mar 2004 19:20:59 PST
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-My girlfriend. Her poetry and pictures, even though they may be twisted and dark sometimes, will definitely blow you away.

-Awesome poetry, big competition going on.

-Great poet and writer, awesome artist and awesome friend.

-I love his art work, good friend too.

-Another awesome artist!

-A great friend of mine. Doesn't submit a lot but a good listener.

-The king of gaming around me. Completely awesome guy but really likes to upset the balance of things.

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Ok, here are the rest of the people I am watching because I didn't feel like putting a bio for everyone.

http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1944459/ Wed, 03 Mar 2004 10:21:48 PST
P.S. If you have felt this way, tell me what lengths you are willing to go to to get or keep this person and even if you havent, leave a comment anyways. ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1938920/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1938920/ Tue, 02 Mar 2004 11:37:45 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1914215/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1914215/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 06:39:51 PST 6 in the morning but I usually don't sleep through the night.

2. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
I would eat with...um...er...yea...another sound...gr...ok...well...can't think of anything.

3. Gold of silver?
silver

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Can't remember, too long ago.

5. What is your favourite tv show?
No idea, I don't pick favorites on a lot of things.

6. What do you have for breakfast?
no breakfast, i'm not hungry in the morning.

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Cal Kenzel

8. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Of course not

9. What inspirse you?
Definitely emotions

10. What is your middle name?
Patrick, why, wanna make something of it?

11. Beach, city or country?
Neither, foresty

12. Favourite ice cream?
cookie dough definitely

13. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Butter I guess but salted isn't bad

14. Favourite color?
black and Blue, hey, kind of like my leg right now.

15. Favourite car?
Ford '67 Mustang Shelby Cobra GT 500

16. Favourite sandwich filler?
Chicken or Turkey

17. What characteristics do you despise?
Egotistical psycopaths.

18. Favourite flower?
roses

19. If you had a big win on the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
Barelly anytime if I saw someone but I wouldnt go out of my way to call someone to tell them

20. Fizzy or still water?
Fizzy, I like the foam!!!!!

21. What color is your bathroom?
cream

22. How many keys do you have on your key ring?
What key ring

23. Where would you retire to?
Somewhere where it gets cold

24. Can you juggle?
Yea, but only 3 balls, after that I'm lost

25. Favourite day of the week?
friday, end of school week, begining of weekend.

26. Red or white wine?
red is more potent, but i like white.

27. What did you do for your last birthday?
Had a really big party then played truth or dare with anyone who was left, man that was funny. Seeing my 16 year old neighbor run around by backyard wearing only a fig leaf screaming "I am Tarzan" is extremely funny.

29. Say something nice about the person you copied this from:
she is an awesome friend to me when I really need her.

30. Who do you least expect wil copy this?
Probably someone who really doesn't care about me:tear:

31. Person you expect will copy this first?
Someone who really is a great friend to me ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1910520/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1910520/ Thu, 26 Feb 2004 14:51:27 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1882746/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1882746/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 10:47:26 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1882742/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1882742/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 10:45:36 PST
Re-game over
Re-game over
Baby now would you ride with me,
And if my case go to trial,
Would you lie for me,
And if I go to heaven,
Would you cry for me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Baby, now would you slide with me,
And if I asked you,
Would you stay and always be with me,
Would you get down on your knees,
and pray to God with me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Now I was hoping we could speak,
If even on the phone,
I know you couldn’t mean it,
When you screamed to leave you alone,
I just see you at home,
Crying, know when I’m lying,
That’s what your friends tell ya,
Don’t let your brains fail ya,
Opposite of what mind thought,
I’ve been real to ya,
Knew you always had the heel to ya,
I feel for ya,
Loving me when nobody was trying,
I can’t blame then for lying,
Gradually hope to pop the question to your father,
Plus your best friend,
Never left you guessing in unhonorable intensions,
But for that,
Pick up the phone,
I know your listening,
You’re dissing and ignoring,
And close to having me give in.

Baby now would you ride with me,
And if my case go to trial,
Would you lie for me,
And if I go to heaven,
Would you cry for me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Baby, now would you slide with me,
And if I asked you,
Would you stay and always be with me,
Would you get down on your knees,
and pray to God with me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Now I can’t keep doing this,
Just pick up and tell me what’s the problem,
Or is it because that girl’s been calling,
She’s just a friend,
Who them,
They friends too,
Yo I don’t really know her,
Cause she’s from a man’s crew,
But I’ll make sure that she never calls again,
Plus I’ll never punch the wall again,
You see the trap we always falling in,
You ignoring me instead of arguing with passion,
I’m asking for you,
To make conversation the fashion,
Give me some emotion,
You be teasing with communication,
And got me feeling for ya,
With exquisite expectations,
I can’t be mad at ya,
Intrigued by your characta,
Your caliber,
Raise the temperature,
When I stare at ya,
Got me in your palm,
Even though I try and keep that calm,
I’m getting played see,
Always thinking that its me that’s wrong,
Pick up the phone,
I promise that I won’t be long,
And if its really what you want,
Then you will see me gone.

Game over,
Baby now would you ride with me,
And if my case go to trial,
Would you lie for me,
And if I go to heaven,
Would you cry for me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Baby, now would you slide with me,
And if I asked you,
Would you stay and always be with me,
Would you get down on your knees,
and pray to God with me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

What you want,
For me to say please,
Hey yo whatever,
Nutty professor down on my knees,
In any weather,
Long after we leave together,
That irrelevant,
Its evident,
The air of benevolence,
I know you intelligent,
I spiritually want to uplift you,
Kiss you physically,
Mentally your manner gets to me,
Man this is stress for me,
Remember those summer nights,
You said it would be real to ya,
Pull up in the shower,
Washin your hair,
With the rest of me,
Now you think your less of me,
Just want to be friends with me,
How long has it been since we,
Made love together tenderly,
You didn’t begin to see my side,
You did even take no chances,
Feel like I’m wasting my time,
Looking for answers,

Baby now would you ride with me,
And if my case go to trial,
Would you lie for me,
And if I go to heaven,
Would you cry for me,
The games over,
The games oh, oh, oh, over.

Baby, now would you slide with me,
And if I asked you,
Would you stay and always be with me,
Would you get down on your knees,
and pray to God with me,
The games over,
The... ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1870717/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1870717/ Thu, 19 Feb 2004 07:59:43 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1859847/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1859847/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 08:24:56 PST ]]> ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1832197/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1832197/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 08:15:46 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1816835/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1816835/ Mon, 09 Feb 2004 07:33:14 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1803423/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1803423/ Fri, 06 Feb 2004 11:30:17 PST ~DevilWithoutACause http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1787667/ http://DevilWithoutACause.deviantart.com/journal/1787667/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 11:45:10 PST ~DevilWithoutACause