http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DilzzSchmilzz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DilzzSchmilzz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 23:04:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/23799470/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/23799470/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 15:58:04 PDT AND A VERY VERY BIG THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENT ON MY PICS AND ADD THEM TO THEIR COLLECTIONS.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.

]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/22906310/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/22906310/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 14:48:53 PST I am currently living in Barcelona, ive been here for almost 5 months now, wow time has blown by.
Im here in BCN taking a General photography course in a school called IDEP, so far i like it, the only problem is me, ive never been one for homework and institutionalized education but well, thats life.
Today im uploading some pics i took with some of my classmates at the studio.
ill try to write more often, even if no one is reading.

Dilia

]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/11631024/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/11631024/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:24:40 PST Once again let me introduce myself, my name is Dilia and am a 20 year old soon to be 21 girl in the Dominican Republic.
I am currently attending college and studying culinary arts something i stumbled upon as a way to pass time and ended up loving.
Next summer and when i say next i really mean next like "summer 2008" i am embarking on a life altering trip, why life altering?.....well mainly because this is when am goin to move out of not only my house but also my country.....i wanna chase my dream and actually go into somethin like cinematography cause i really like the Art direction part of movie making.
Well thats bout it.....nothing much to share.

]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6822817/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6822817/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 20:34:44 PDT I go to the bank and right behind me are 2 of the most stupid people ive ever heard talking.
Then i start feeling sick as hell...my throat and my chest hurt.
I go to the doctor and it turns out i have Tonsilitis(however the fuck u spell it) and also an inflamation on my airway...so basically IM FUCKED i can do anything that suffocates me or whatever...And it hurts like hell....it feels like im trying to swallow a Jawbreaker but my esophagus is to small so its just stuck there.
So Recap....


1-Stupid People

2-Sickness

3-Pain

Oh...and also i missed my German test wich means im FUCKED...im gonna have to take it next week. ]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6804692/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6804692/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:32:27 PDT What the hell is wrong...please i need help. ]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6800871/ http://DilzzSchmilzz.deviantart.com/journal/6800871/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 12:37:54 PDT I mean how can it be that im there for them when they need me, but they are never there for me...i mean what the fuck kind of friendship is that...is like the 2 people i thought knew me the most..dont know me at all,they dont understand me....but what, am i supossed to understand them, i mean how does that work....ur "BestFriends" but one person understands the other but the other doesnt...i mean thats just BULLSHIT...and honestly im sick of excuses...i just wanna say to both of them FUCK OFFF, but i can...cause i love them very deeply...i mean one of them has been amazing to me (at times) and at one point i really felt something more than friendship towards him, but hes been a COMPLETE ASSHOLE in the last two months....i mean i understand that he has a girlfriend and im happy for him.
But common,how is it that he can make time to hang out with EVERYONE but not with me...i mean im suposed to be his best friend.
And the other one...i think is true what someone told me just now,that our friendship is based more on the grounds that we have known each other for a long time.
But honestly this person is a BITCH....i mean honestly U SUCK...i mean how the fuck is it that u only come to me when u have a problem...I MEAN WHY!!!l....why the FUCK am i suposed to be there for u when u are NOT there for me..huh!!!!
U dont even understand me....u just judge me...i know IM NOT PERFECT...SO WHAT!!!
NEITHER ARE U...U ARE FAR FROM IT!!!!
I MEAN REALLY BOTH OF MY SUPOSED "BESTFRIEND" CAN GO TO HELL,U GUYS SUCK...U ARE BOTH HYPOCRITES AND EGOCENTRIC ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!
AND I DONT NEED U IN MY LIFE!!!!
I need people who will understand me...who are goin trough the same things i am...and i have to say both of u never really knew me...and its sad cause i know u both very well...i was ur best friend but u guys werent ever my bestfriends...i was there for u...but u werent...and is sad cause someday u guys will realized that i was a good friend...but by then it will be 2 late...cause im tired of this crap...im tired of being the one u can count on...but when i need someone no one is there.....and also im sick of trusting people...cause it always comes and bites me in the ass.
And is amazing how someone who ive just seen like 2 times understands what im feeling better than both of u.
I mean lately ive found comfort in people i never thought i would...like Val who at first i was kinda insecure about our friendship...but she is a great person..NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS SAY!!!...and she is going through some of the same things i am when it comes to feelings and feeling depressed or whatever u may call it.
And Alejandra....she is one of the BEST persons i know...i mean that girl is what u can call a TRUE FRIEND...she doesnt judge no matter what u do...she is sometimes a little bit hypersensitive...but i thinks thats because when she says shes ur friends she puts herself out there 100% and that makes her a little bit more vulnerable.
Well right now...i can say im ok....i feel well (aside from the things ive just said).
I CAN WAIT TILL DECEMBER!!!! ILL BE OUT OF HERE AND ILL FINALLY MEET MY CRUSH AND VAL IS GOIN WITH ME!...WICH MEANS FUN....SHE WONT STAY AS LONG AS ME BUT IS OK. ]]> ~DilzzSchmilzz