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                <title>Oh yeah!  I DO have a DeviantArt Page!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 22:59:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah its been nearly a year since I updated this page.  Its pathetic I know.  But what can I say?  Lately I havn't had much of a desire to photography anything.  And there is a shortage of interesting things to photograph.  Its pretty pathetic really.<br /><br />Today I came back to clean up my gallery and to generally make the page look a little more presentable, and a little less fail.<br /><br />Right now my artistic sensibilities have been really focused on writing, and music.  A few years ago me and my friends formed a sort of experimental music collective called "Argonne Forest."  I have been doing a lot of ambient music under that moniker.  Also been working on fleshing out my "Vampire: The Requiem" setting "World of Darkness: Pittsburgh" which I might submit to White Wolf in hopes of publication.<br /><br />What is new in my life?  Well I have yet to piss another rock, which is nice.  Anytime stones aren't flying out of my penis is good thing.  I am looking for work.  And I recently summoned a demoness from hell.  And she is pretty much wreaking havoc on my life.  But shes really hot and I love her.  So what can I say?  I just keep her under control with wards and spells.  <br /><br />I spend most of my time playing video games, smoking (yeah I smoke now...great), playing grab ass with my neighbor, trying to get my dog to behave, and indulging in Lilium Orexis at every opportunity (the afore mentioned demoness).  Occasionally I compose something, and then feel a strong sense of self satisfaction.  Then I usually nap.<br /><br />Anyway thats it!  If you haven't talked to me in awhile and want to catch up please do!  It would be nice to hear from some of you.  Also I have a Facebook page now.  If you want to add me as a friend just ask <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/typerhappy.gif" width="31" height="17" alt=":typerhappy:" title="OMG MOAR POEMS!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Closing out Summer 2007</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:03:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bonk.gif" width="38" height="28" alt=":bonk:" title="Bonk" /><br />
Well Summer 2007 is slowly winding to a close, so I figured I might as well clean out the old Deviatons folder.  Yep 6 more industrial wasteland pictures for you to enjoy!   After this no more, so dont ask!<br />
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The only way I can describe this past summer, is to call it bi-polar.  One minute I am celebrating joyus moments, like ascending to broadband, or earning the adoration of someone special.  The next min I am doubled over on the floor, peeing rocks. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/doh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":doh:" title="Doh!" /><br />
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I finally did pass my kidney stone, on August 14th.  It actually wasn't so bad.  It hardly hurt comming out, it was sheer hell trying to get it ready to come out.  If anyone wants a kidney stone, i highly reccomend agasn't them.  They are very very painful, and not fun.  No matter how cool someone says they are, trust me.  YOU DON'T WANT ONE!<br />
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Well now it seems I am on the mend, and the soft sweet days of fall are getting ready to drift slowly over the sun scorched land.  And honestly I couldn't be happier!  After an emotionally exhausting summer, I am ready (and deeply hoping for) a quiet peaceful fall.  Just me, my video games, my RPGs, and my ugly dog...<br />
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Also it seems I am fastly approaching 5000 hits.  This is a major milestone, and I plan on celebrating it, by taking a screen shot, then taking a nap <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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                <title>Yet even more new art!</title>
                <link>http://DrVekk.deviantart.com/journal/13440280/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 00:07:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/ambulance.gif" width="26" height="21" alt=":ambulance:" title="Someone called an ambulance!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shithitsthefan.gif" width="40" height="20" alt=":shithitsthefan:" title="Shit is hitting the fan!" /> Well its been a painful and generally awkward past few weeks.<br />
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Back on May 18th I began to feel pretty sick to my stomach.  It didn't feel too unusual until the next day.  When I began to really really hurt.  At times it felt like my side was literally going to explode.  It was horrid.  But after a bad weekend, it stopped.  Then on tuesday (May 22) I was hurting so bad that I had to be rushed to the hospital (i literally couldn't stand up I was in so much pain)<br />
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After several hours of tests, and good drugs, they found out I had a kidney stone...  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":wtf:" title="WTF?" /><br />
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So yeah the past few weeks have been no fun at all.  Suddenly my world was turned upside down.  I was always comfortable believing things like: groin pain, seeing blood in your urine, and straining your urine through a filter, were bad and perverse activities.  But now suddenly they had become part of my everyday existance.  <br />
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But now, its been 20 days since I've had any real pain, and it at least seems I am on the mend.  So back to the petty tyrannies of my life.  Thank GOD! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /><br />
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Well here are more photos from that nice day out in early May.  Also for my die hard fans (both of you) here is a photo of me in the hospital.  <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/lj/vekkhospital.jpg">[link]</a><br />
Sadly its possible, thats one of the better photos of me.  I am not sure what that says about the ways of my life.  Nor do I really care.  <br />
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                <title>New art!  For a change!</title>
                <link>http://DrVekk.deviantart.com/journal/12966788/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 14:57:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" />So ok I thought I might as well upload something new for a change<br />
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I have been ignoring this web site for too long, and its a shame.  It all really comes down to sloth, and lack of any real creative drive.  But recently I went on a walking tour of the industrial section of the city, and now I have some interesting materials to upload.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br />
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This city has many industrial sections.  The one you will see is a mass of abandoned (and crumbling) factories and buildings.  Even some abandoned nuclear research centers!  It was a great day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Also I'd like to touch on something thats been bothering me for awhile...  I know i am going to get shit for this but I just have to say something<br />
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I think its time we all banded together and started the "Save Kayleigh" movement! <br />
"Kayleigh" is the DevID of Kassandra Leigh Purcell <a href="http://kayleigh.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
So what does she need saving from?  Well to be honest I am not sure, but something clearly has to be done!  You see Kassandra used to be one of my most favorite models on here.  Many a night were spent staring at her photos, and dreaming of all the things I will never have.  But anymore that feeling is gone.  Instead now I see something that is a remant of what once was.  To put it plainly and simply (if not a bit bluntly) she is loosing her looks faster than the USA lost the war in Iraq!  Take for example this "new" pic of her  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54959946/">[link]</a>   now here is an older pic <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54961783/">[link]</a>   Notice how much more amazing, sensual, and just plain luscious she looked?  Now she just looks like, well.  Like something is horridly wrong.  I could show you more examples, but I just don't feel like wasting the time!  Look for yourself!  Go to her gallery and look at the first 2 pages.  Then go back about 5 or 6 pages.  You will notice the difference almost immediately.<br />
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Maybe its an artistic choice to go for the "dungeon waif" look?  Maybe people find this new look of hers unbearably sexy!  Maybe I am just out of touch and stupid.  But whatever the case, I for one wish she would go back to the way she used to look!  I am not suggesting anything about her.  And I want to go on record saying that I DONT think she has an eating disorder (she still looks WAY too healthy for that.)  I just think maybe there is some serious discord in her life, and that is manifesting itself in her looks.  She is like a beautiful musical instrument, that is now playing out of tune.  Maybe other people notice this as well?  Maybe they are just afraid to say anything, for fear she might go away.  And then we will be left without her beauty (and no I'm not being sarcastic, she is still unbearably beautiful)  But I couldn't sit on this for too long.  I just had to throw it out there.  <br />
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Well anyway enjoy the updates and.... <br />
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                <title>VNN Update! (2)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 16:43:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/i/imslow.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":slow:" title="Slow" />Vekk News Network <br />
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Hello everyone, Not much new here but I felt since it is a new year.  And since 4000 hits is just moments away.  I might as well update my page a bit, and then go and do what I do best...Nap<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> As I mentioned above 4000 page views is literally moments away.  So far my estimation of it taking roughly 7 months for me to get 1000 pageviews is correct.  This then means that my prediciton (or perhaps prophecy?) of me getting 10,000 page views by 2010 is also probably correct.  And as I said back in Jan of 2006.  By 2010 I will probably be an alcoholic, and <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> wont exist anymore.  Or maybe it will, but it will be a television network kind of like the Home Shopping Network.  <br />
I'd like to move it up to 1000 pageviews every 3 months.  That will land me at 10,000 pageviews by about spring of next year.  To do that though I am actually going to have to come up with some semi-interesting content!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Level 5 Cruac rituals suck.  And make me vomit snakes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /> <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> I am planning on re-infusing my page with stuff.  I have been creativly lazy and I am not proud of that.  I hope to have 20 new things by the end of march.  I also hope to do a lot of things.  Doesn't mean it is going to happen <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/doh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":doh:" title="Doh!" /><br />
One of my biggest problems right now is I am surrounded by productivity killers.  Such as<br />
1. I got a MIDI keyboard for Xmas, and now I spend my nights making funny noises and waking the nighbors.  Take a listen! <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/flu/">[link]</a><br />
2. Zhou Zhou (my pet goblin) <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/kewebi/DSC00103.jpg">[link]</a> attacks me at every turn.  That is terribly distracting <br />
3. Final Fantasy XII is amazing, and everything I want in an RPG.  And yes Vaan <a href="http://simplyff.free.fr/FF12/artworks/vaan.jpg">[link]</a> makes me question my sexuality <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/redface.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":oops:" title="Oops!" /><br />
4. I'm surrounded by sexy Vampire bitches....<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Anyone wanna let me take photos of them naked?  Its not for art or anything.  I just really wanna see someone naked.  Please?  I guess I could make it art if you want <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> This rules <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35270067/?qo=12&q=kikia&qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5">[link]</a><br />
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Well that is all for me.  I just ate to much pizza and now I fancy a nap.  I'll post something meaningful someday.  Maybe this week.  Depends on if I can get Robert Smith to stop making love to me with his eyes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" /><br />
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Nobody wants to be my friend because they either die or get hurt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sadangel.gif" width="88" height="22" alt=":sadangel:" title="Sad Angel" /><br />
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                <title>Dr. Vekk is back!  STOP CRYING!</title>
                <link>http://DrVekk.deviantart.com/journal/10768052/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:25:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So ok I took a 2 month break, then came back.  Then I left for 6 months... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":wtf:" title="WTF?" /><br />
Well now I am back! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br />
I mean i never really left, i just ran totally, creativly dry!  And thats never a good thing!  SO what happened while I was gone?  Well not much at all.  I am back at school...The OLD school :sigh:<br />
Yeah i am just there killing time until I can get a real school to play attention to me.  Also I have been at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> for 2 years now!  Its hard to believe its only been 2.  It seems like 4.  But yeah, its been 2 wonderful years.  I should wax poetic about all of the things that have happend.  But why bother?<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> The Economics of Gallery Managment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /><br />
So here I am back at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" />  I am still running dry creativly, but I figured being "back" might get the juices flowing!  I am uploading some interesting JPG experiments I did while gone.  Plus the first photo in the second PSP background series.  I also audited my gallery and got rid of some of the un-popular pics.  I also took the PSP backgrounds from series 1 and cut them down to the top 3 pics <br />
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As of 11-18-06 they are as follows <br />
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1. Protocol Mist 153 / 91 <br />
2. Psychoactive Springtime 136 / 54<br />
3. Hypercubal 137 / 48 <br />
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10 more are on the way!  So sit tight!<br />
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Also before I go feel i need to comment on the new <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> design!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/j/judge.gif" width="25" height="20" alt=":judge:" title="Judge" />I really like it!  Its far more functional, errors less, and its very style neutral!  Which i think is important!  This website displays every possible artistic style under the sun.  The physical design of the site should be as neutral as possible!  Once again I must say the logistics of this place blows my mind!!!!<br />
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Anyway that is all from me.  I promise to never leave you without your Vekk fix again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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                <title>2thousand</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omg.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":omg:" title="OMG" /> Well Holy shit!  2000 hits! <br />
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I arrived at 1000 hits on June 10th 2005<br />
and now its January...  So according to my calculations it takes me about 7 months to gain 1000 hits.  I am not sure if that is a good thing or not :-\<br />
If this trend continues I should arrive at 3,000 hits around August sometime.  Also I will arrive at 10,000 hits in November....of the year 2010...<br />
At that point I will be 30 years old, a raging alcoholic, and chances are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> won't even exist anymore :-\<br />
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So ok now its time for the obligatory thank yous and shouts outs!<br />
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A very special thanks goes too...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> DeviantArt; for building an amazing site, the logistics of this place blows my mind!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Sony; for filling my house full of electronic gadgets, and for providing me with an amazing digital camera, that even after 5 years and constant abuse still takes an amazing photo!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Apple Computers; for bringing me into a world that works <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> IFC; for giving me something to watch at 3am<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Bionic Systems; <a href="http://www.disloc.rp-online.de/">[link]</a> for making me wish i was a graphic designer (yes I really do plug them every chance I get!) <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Tesla the mad technician <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/veknet/t3sla.jpg">[link]</a> ; for providing me with a constant feed of pirate data<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> KellyGirl1; <a href="http://kellygirl1.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> for some great collaborations<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Jon (Spizzador Dali) <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/kanada/jourun/canada1-19.jpg">[link]</a> ; for being my designated driver<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Level Vodka <a href="http://www.levelvodka.com">[link]</a>; for making me lucid and affectionate to random people, and often total strangers!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Sirius Sattilite Radio; for filling my house full of great downtempo, good breakbeats, and god awful trance <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yum:" title="Yummy" />Shoutouts: To all of The Bittermen (your all great friends, and you all make my life worth living), To The Mystery Girl (lose the damn bra!), Chris (you make Tokyo the techno-dreamscape I always thought it was!), Steffy & Gerett, Birtty, Kimmypoo, Nemonico, Marimenala (my biggest fan!), Julia, Julie R, James Zibela, The Harimou AG Racing Team, Tammy (be my goth fantasy! Please?), Section 9, Laura, Sarah B (your not so creepy afterall!), Amber (moan my name like you mean it!), Zhou Zhou Lian, DJ Sasha, Mamoru Oshii, and anyone else I forgot!  My memory is shit, and I am sure you know that! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/brainless.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":brainless:" title="Brainless idiot!" /><br />
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Onward to 3,000, and then onward to 10,000 and a drinking problem! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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                <title>Acid Flakes!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:24:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /><br />
My stomach my be currently undergoing the rapture, but its been awhile since my last update. So I figured its high time I had a nice update!<br />
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I have 3 nudes of Annie K going up, and those my dear friends are it.  I took 200 photos of Ann (only roughly 70 were nude and only about 30 were any good and worth looking at) and only 6 survived a catastrophic Windows crash.  Ann is 23 now, she was 20 when I took those pics back in 2002.  Shes a lovley person and great fun to be around, but her nude modeling days are over.  The only person that gets to see her naked nowadays is her lucky boyfriend Colin <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/veknet/bday010.jpg">[link]</a><br />
I am uploading the 1st nude with this update, its a bit of a teaser and its actually a Xmas themed desktop background! <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/strip.gif" width="21" height="17" alt=":strip:" title="Take it all off!" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmas.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":xmas:" title="Christmas Tree" /> <br />
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This update isnt just about Annie!  This is also clearing out my deviations folder for the year!  <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/lookitsmydeviationsfolder.jpg">[link]</a><br />
I am uploading the last of my edge detection series, my second Graphyte pic (which was designed to accompany the MAC OSX Graphite theme) 1 more Elektrik Meter pic, and the final picture (and the trippiest in my opinion) of the Dorset Perception seiries!  <br />
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Im almost out of new material but dont worry, I plan on doing some experimental low light photography, at the beginning of next year!  Good results (if any at all) will undoubtly end up on here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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Also in Dr. Vekk related news I am addicted to Soul Calibur III... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninjabattle.gif" width="91" height="23" alt=":ninjabattle:" title="Ninja Battle!" /><br />
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Thats it, Im done, you can go away now (^_^)<br />
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(next update I am going to narrow my best of list down to 10!)<br />
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                <title>1 YEAR AT DeviantArt!</title>
                <link>http://DrVekk.deviantart.com/journal/7039279/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:47:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omg.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":omg:" title="OMG" /> Holy shit its here!<br />
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1 year at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" />!!!!!  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fart.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":fart:" title="Beans beans, they're good for your heart, the more you eat the more you ..." /> <br />
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Three things really amaze me right now!  <br />
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1. How crazy fast 1 year went.  I mean I knew it was going to sneak up on me, but damn!<br />
2. How different this year and last year are.  I am not going to go into the details, but its like I am a whole different world. <br />
3. That the mystery girl is still just as sexy, but I think her brain is dying or something. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
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I am really happy I joined up, and I enjoy being here a lot.  It gives me something to do other than go to bed, or other semi-healthy activities <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /><br />
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WELL ANYWAY lets look back for a bit shall we?<br />
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According to the Gallery Stats my most popular deviation is <br />
Stain  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22304819/">[link]</a><br />
Which honestly doesnt suprise me because it is one of my best pictures.  Its just a picture of a water-tower, but the heavy colour tinting and the odd angle and framing, make it very alien.  <br />
Also according to Gallery Stats my most favourited deviation is<br />
Zhou Zhou Lian-Proper <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21424885/">[link]</a><br />
Which again doesnt suprise me, but kinda upsets me.  I mean I love my dog, she is sitting right here snoring!  How could you not love a squishy, snoring thing!?  But I have so many pictures that i consider amazing, and more diserving of a favourite than a snapshot of my puppy in my chair!<br />
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So here are 19 pictures I think are my VERY best.  If you dont want to take the time going through my gallery, these are what I consider ESSENTIAL viewing!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Corrosion <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22304706/">[link]</a>  This is another of the same water tower as in seen in Stain.  Its amazing how such a ridgid structure can be morphed into so many surreal shapes!  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Sound Passion Buddha V.1 <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21425307/">[link]</a>  Although version 2 <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21425047/">[link]</a> is pretty popular, Ive always felt V.1 is better.  It feels so dreamy and almost liquid like.  LIke the whole object is some sort of colloid.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />MMV Special Edition. <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19279000/">[link]</a>  I took a shit load of photos at the David L. Lawrence convention center in Pittsburgh Pennyslvania.  This is one of my all time favourites!  So much going on in this photo.  A very old bridge as seen thru the windows of a very modernistic building.  And of course the father and the daughter standing together in the middle.  There are a lot of symbols in this pic, perhaps to many for a desktop image,<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Spizz PSA <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19278576/">[link]</a>  This is my attempt at dry humour.  When I took this photo I thought holy shit this looks like something from a public service health anouncement!  Poor Jon, he doesnt even know this is on here!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Slave <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18301878/">[link]</a>  For me joy of sadism is in its subtle plesures.  For me this desktop displays that.  Its simple and very clean, but  very aesthetic.  Keeping something minimal while still exciting is difficult. This is one of many collaborations with my friend Kelly <a href="http://kellygirl1.deviantart.com/">[... ]]></description>
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                <title>10 more days!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 13:13:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> My 1st year anniversary at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> is only 10 days away!  <br />
Soooooo to put my house in order so to speak... In 10 days there will be a Deviation elimination, followed by a large update of new material!  <br />
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Now with that out of the way, on to something a little more interesting<br />
Last night I saw the movie "Elephant" and here is my review!<br />
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Ive been out of what I would consider school for about 6 years now.  You see College (or University if you are so inclined) is far from school.  To me school connotes an image of strife, isolation, paranoia, stark terror, studded with small moments of peace.  Which is exactly why the movie Elephant moves me so much.  You see I was one of those, now stereotypical severely disgruntled students.  I had been down that dark and hopeless road of forced anonymity and victimization.  I had many times wanted to lash out at the paralyzingly oppressive world around me.  The only reason I didnt was because I had a good system that allowed me to deal with the stress (mainly consisting of video games and the loudest Techno angry Germans could produce!)  But this movie is far more than the now boring tale of school kids bullied and getting revenge (with sometimes terryfying, and sometimes funny results.)  This movie is a tale of  2 students whom decide to unleash hell upon the students of their school, by way of a columbine style massacre.  The movie is shot in distant style which Id like to call Omnipotent Documentary.  Which means its clearly trying to document a fictitious event in a very realistic way, but the cameramen are invisible and outside of time.  Which becomes apparent because the movie jumps around in time, going backwards and forwards revealing small plot points as it moves around.  While I find this storytelling style still entertaining, its starting to get boring because so many art house films are using it.  Why did telling a story from start to finish become offensive to artistic sensibilities?  The cinematography is beautiful, which is only to be expected anymore.  Every scene flows with a careful and at times sickeningly slow pace.  The scenes in the school itself are the most powerful.  NEVER before in my love of cinema have I seen the world of the American public school so accurately portrayed.  The school is this brutally stark, and painfully austere maze of unintentionally minimalist architecture.  The school lacks any clear geography, and you never see nature, or anything natural from inside of it.  When you do catch a glimpse of a tree or car, its out of focus or obscured.  Its just seemingly endless either eerily dark, or harshly lit corridors of nameless, and often faceless people.  The film likes to follow the students thru this maze, 10 feet from them as they worm their way thru like rats seeking cheese (which I know is a very overused metaphor, but that is the only way to describe it)  While it does so the viewer begins to feel this sense of claustrophobia, and isolation.  Which is exactly what it feels like to be in a modern American high-school.  This perfectly illustrated sense is accentuated by some very impressive sound design.  The sounds of the school: the chatter, the off-key band music, someone's errant boom box are all combined into a deafening cacophony of white noise.  Almost like what you would hear in a nightmare or a drug induced hallucination.  This perfectly emphases the delirium.  During the shooting sequence sounds of birds along with rapidly echoing chattering voices can be heard over the footsteps of the killers.  Which brings me to my next point.  The sounds of the birds seem to be attacking the previously harsh sound design of the early scenes.  In many ways this is what the killers do.  They attack the pervasive and often overpowering conformity of the school scenes.  The whole movie does not take place at the school.  The few home scenes are exact opposite of the school scenes.  The lighting is much warmer, the sound design consists of chimes, and soft piano music.  The home becomes a sanctuary from the hyper-reality of the school.  This is obviously not your typical teen angst drama-movie.  This movie was carefully thought out and planned, a lot of emotion went into it.  It is at times boring and long winded in its scene direction (which isnt a negative, but an entirely intentional artistic choice, but for some it will be an instant turn off)  When the bloody shooting scene does start, one is almost thankful in a way.  It breaks the suffocating feeling that the movie takes so much care to create.  And this leads me to the symbolism of the movie.  This isnt a movie to watch with your mind, turn on your soul and feel what this movie is.  This movie isnt about two angry... ]]></description>
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                <title>So close, yet so far away.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 22:31:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Somehow I became a member of <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> for a week!  I dunno how this happend, but I'd like to beleive that someone donated it to me.  However whenever I click the "be generous" button, I don't see a "1 week" option.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> Oh well, I'm just lucky I guess.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: The Theme to the TV show "Gungrave"<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Mac OSX Tiger for Dummies.<br /><br />So ok I figured since I'm now a member of <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> I will do a nice long journal entry to take advantage of all these wonderful features!  Also this might be my last one for a little while.  You see soon I will be moving over to the wonderful world of Mac<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/macos.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":macos:" title="MacOS" />!  Also the computer I am on now is getting wonky.  The hard-drive has been "barking" at me!  No way in hell thats good!  So it looks like sometime next week I will be ripping this old hard drive out, and having my friend Adam The Mad Technician put a new one in for me.  Why do it yourself when you have people to do it for you?  Besides I promised to "kellysit" while he does the work.  Today while I was backing stuff up I found some leftover Deviations to be uploaded.  I figured I would upload em now, less to unpack so to speak...  So yeah here are my final deviations before my bit switch!  Next time you see me I will be running an OS that works! (oooooo a cheap shot! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />)<br /><br />So even tho I will only get to enjoy my "membership" for 4 days, I will always choose to believe that some beautiful young Deviant (male or female) donated this to me because they adore me! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
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                <title>SWiTCH</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jun 2005 22:08:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night I bought a Mac keyboard... It's all pretty and white and it smells like CompUSA.  But you see the thing is I don't own a Mac.  So tonight I remedied this problem!  I bought me a MacMini!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><br />
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Well I am off to drink a milkshake and cuddle my keyboard<br />
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I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> YOU ALL!<br />
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                <title>ONWARD TO 1000!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 May 2005 22:50:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sun.gif" width="30" height="30" alt=":sun:" title="Sun" /> So many travels!  Onward to 1000 hits  and onward to Canada!<br />
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I will be in Canada over the weekend  attending my friend Adam's wedding.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" />YAY FOR CANADA!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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I wanted to upload a last min Deviation  before I finish packing, take a shower,  and head off to bed!<br />
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ENJOY!<br />
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                <title>DEVIATION ELIMINATION</title>
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                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/altermind.gif" width="19" height="18" alt=":altermind:" title="Altermind" />OK EVERYONE!<br />
LISTEN UP!<br />
On May 25th the following deviations of  mine are going to be deleted  FOREVER!!!!!!! So get em now or never<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/exclaim.gif" width="10" height="24" alt=":!:" title="!" /><br />
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here is the list!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Spring Noir <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16835100/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />The Device...  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16833953/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />last days of winter  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14997050/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />crystal ice  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14340837/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Greggins2  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14164299/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />5am  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14164162/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Summer Holocuast 2  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14163725/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Jade Elephant  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13721581/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Pool Party Dog  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13721519/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Xmas Still Life 2  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13378185/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />minitree  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13376906/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />High pressure turkey  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12729098/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />The Relic  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12728549/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Untitled No.746  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12407495/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Stop...  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12407404/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Session9-2  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12381028/">[link]</a><br />
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thank you!<br />
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                <title>800 hits, and 6 months!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 May 2005 01:43:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frustrated.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":frustrated:" title="frustrated" />Well Chances are by the time you read  this it I will have had 800+ Hits!   I've been at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> for 6 months now.  So  lets look back! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /> Things I've learned while at Deviant  Art <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /><br />
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-I've learned that alot of people don't  know how to take compliments gracefully<br />
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-DevWatching someone just because they  are cute feels wrong, yet I do it  anyway.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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-Advice to lonely guys on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> if she is  pretty, she doesn't want to talk to  you! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/doh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":doh:" title="Doh!" /><br />
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-Advice to girls on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" />. Uploading a pic  of your bf, or a guy you like isn't  art.  I've said this many times before.   Just because you think he is the  greatest thing alive, doesnt mean he  is.  No one cares about your BF,  chances are you shouldn't either.  <br />
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-Want pageviews?  Take nudes of someone  you know, do a desktop background, or  draw cute doodles of anime characters.<br />
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-People take the rules on there stock  accounts EXTREMLY seriously.  I can't  count the number of people I've seen  with more than 15 rules of proper use  of their stock.  I once had a <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> member  freak out the threaten to close their  account, because I wanted to use an  un-altered image for my desktop  background...  My grandfather once  said; "If you think your important,  your probably not."<br />
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-Even tho I bitch constantly about this  place, that doesn't mean I don't love  it!  I think <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> is a wonderful place full  of wonderful people.  But since when  did wanton praise make for interesting  reading?  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /> Things people have asked me at Devant  Art <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /><br />
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Q:"Do you think its ok, for you to tell  me I'm sexy, when its obvious I have a  boyfriend?"<br />
A: Yeah, do you think its ok to watch  tv if you have a radio?<br />
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Q:"What kind of milk do you drink."<br />
A: Usually 2%<br />
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Q:"What motivates you"<br />
A: Usually boredom, and the  overwhelming desire for praise<br />
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Q:"What would you consider your style?"<br />
A: I'd consider it quite stylish.  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /> Exactly who the hell is Dr. Vekk? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/altermind.gif" width="19" height="18" alt=":altermind:" title="Altermind" /> Dr. Vekk is a broken man who is traped  in a failing city, thats in a backwards  state, thats in a degraded nation drunk  with fear. 5 years ago he built a place  known as the "Progression Lab"  and  there he sits listening to ambient  music, and dreaming of a bright future.   He enjoys reading medical journals,  and aspires to be a psychology  professor, and cult leader.  He is an  avid Transhumanist philosopher, and  loves dogs.  He is a recovering Pepsi  Blue addict, and once owned a human  being as a pet.  He knows his website  sucks, and redily admits he is an  asshole  (^_^)<br />
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Here is to another 6 months at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" />  I love  this fscking place!<br />
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 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cuddle.gif" width="24" height="17" alt=":cuddle:" title="Cuddling up with someone close..." /><br />
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And a special thanks to everyone that  has been so very nice to me, and has  gotten some sort of joy from my work!   Camus said that the human condition is  absurd.  If one of my pics has taken  your mind off of the absurdity of  everyday life,... ]]></description>
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                <title>600 WAHOO!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Mar 2005 21:52:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" />  YEAH 600 HITS!  WOOOHOOOO!<br />
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So yeah Ive been at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> for 4 months now  and i have 600 hits and a ton of wasted  time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> i love this place tho         I  wouldn't spend at least 20 hours a week  here if I didn't <br />
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Just wanted to let my fans (all 5 of  you) know what I have been up too.  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" width="38" height="22" alt=":sleep:" title="Sleep" />I have been busy doing nothing as they  say.  I have been mostly being a  pervert and playing video games, but as  far as art goes I havn't had any real  desire to do anything artistic as far  as photography goes.  I;ve re-opend my  website and if anyone really wants to  read a day to day account of my  activities you can go there.  This  journal will be really just to notify  you of any art related news.  I will  update it rougly every 50 hits to  document it.  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sun.gif" width="30" height="30" alt=":sun:" title="Sun" />I should have some new pictures comming  in the next few weeks, it is spring and  I havn't ventured into my woods in  quite some time so look forward to  that.  Also I am in barganing talks  with Annie K and her BF about posting  some of the nudes I did of her!    <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" />just to keep the address out there here  is an ambient mix i did called  "Chronophagia"     you can dowload the  entire thing here <a href="http://www.bittermen.net:808/chrono">[link]</a>         enjoy!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/number1.gif" width="35" height="31" alt=":#1:" title="#1" />I LOVE YOU ALL <br />
THANKS FOR 600 HITS AND COUNTLESS SEXY  MOMENTS!!!!!!!!!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/spam.gif" width="25" height="21" alt=":spam:" title="Spam" /> mmmmmm smells like victory ]]></description>
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                <title>Spring 2005</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2005 11:29:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello!!!  Ok I have been noticibly  absent from <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> for quite some time!  But  that is because I had some other  pojects to work on!  <br />
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They are as follows!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" /> I told you awhile back that I really  don't consider myself a photographer,  my chosen artistic medium is sound  design.  I recently created a 71min  Ambient soundscape (to call it a "mix"  would take away from what it really is)   The entire mix can be dowloaded here <br />
<a href="Http://www.bittermen.net:808/chrono/">[link]</a><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crash.gif" width="35" height="30" alt=":crash:" title="Crash" /> I also FINALLY finished updating and  finishing my website!  It is called  VEKNET, and its only real pourpose it  to house my BLOG.  Why would you want  to read my BLOG?  Well 2 reasons <br />
1. Cuz I'm fucked up in the brain pan<br />
2. Cuz you can<br />
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You can either click the homepage  button on the top or just click here >> <a href="http://www.angelfire.com/ill/entactogen"> [link]</a><br />
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Well thats all, I will still be  uploading artwork so don't worry!   Spring is here so the flowers will be  blooming and that will make for some  lovely photos!  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> 555 PAGEVIEWS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <br />
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                <title>(((O)))</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Feb 2005 11:47:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/steaming.gif" width="15" height="24" alt=":steaming:" title="Steaming Mad!" /><br />
I'm having one of those days and I just  got up...  First of all its horridly  cloudy, The Grey Season <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12961896/">[link]</a> in full  effect!  Second of all I'm fasting  which has my bio-chemistry all wonky,  third of all I have to apply for  graduation by 2/15 and NO ONE will tell  me how to do this!  My college's  website isn't any help either......   Why  one must "APPLY" for graduation is  beyond me!  I chalk it up as the  bi-product of one of the most American  of American traditions; that is things  being way more complicated than they  should be.  It's a crying shame how  tradgically complicated some things  are...  <br />
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I saw something horrifying on sunday.   I witnessed the "Puppy Bowl"  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /><br />
It was Animal Planet's answer to the  super bowl.  It was 3 hours of fixed  camera angles on puppies playing...   Not video clips, just live footage of  puppies playing in a giant playpen made  to look like a football stadium.  It  even had instant replay...  Now  honestly the subject matter wasn't  scary.  This is so bizzare that its  ALMOST Avant Garde, but the  implications of this being considerd  "entertainment" are what is truly  horrifying!!!!!<br />
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Well I am bitter and frustrated as  always.  I'm going to go now and do  some more random odd jobs while I wait  for this guy from my school to e-mail  me back.  <br />
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                <title>ROM'ing</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jan 2005 23:17:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pc.gif" width="38" height="24" alt=":pc:" title="PC" /> I had a  long fun weekend that  consisted of drinking gin & tonic and  playing old school sega genesis ROMS.   What a  ROM?  Essentially a ROM is a  the image of the data off of an old  video game cartridge (now no bitching,  i know thats not the proper defenition,  but for the people that dont know what  it is, thats a good enough defenition!)   You see a I got a Sega Genesis  emulator for my PS2, which means i put  games on a thumb drive, plug the thumb  drive into the USB port on my PS2 and  then play 16bit Sega Genesis games on  my 128bit Sony Playstation 2.  Yeah its  more exciting than it sounds, well if  your a nerd it sure is...  Some of  these games really bring back some good  memories, some I havnt played in 13 or  14 years!!!  Mostly old skool Japanese  side scrolling shooters and  platformers.  Its funny that one game  "Whip Rush" i hadn't played in almost  12 years and I still remember the theme  song by heart!  Also tonight I found  out just how much I have grown since my  NES days.  I actually made it all the  way to level 4 of Marble Madness...   This was something that before was  impossible!  See thats how I judge my  video game skills...  By how far I can  get in  Marble Madness.  <br />
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Well thats all for today, im going to  sleep cuz i have school tomarrow.  But  before that, here comes 2 more  deviations for y'all to enjoy!<br />
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                <title>frozen oxygen</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jan 2005 11:51:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow I think this might just be the  first journal entry I did while it was  daylight!  It's actually a rare sunny  day too!  However while it is quite  sunny and beautiful outside, its  actually bitter cold (the mercury  topping out at a nice 15 degrees <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omfg.gif" width="15" height="20" alt=":omfg:" title="omfg" />) <br />
Sadly I had to venture out in this  cold, I had a test to take today on  campus.  So I had to get up, put on my  thermal armor (cuz thats really what a  coat that heavy is) and travel to a  frozen college campus.  Have you ever  been in a cold so cold that the air  tastes funny?  Almost like your  drinking frozen oxygen rather than  breathing air?  That was today!  At  school everything was quiet because  most of the people were just too cold  to make noise.  I pittied the few  smokers that braved the invisible falls  of frozen oyxgen; to take in a few  lungfulls of precious nicotine.  I too  had spent many a day outside talking to  my friend Sara while she loads herself  up before our mythology class.  But  that was 4 years ago <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" />  Well now i am  home, and I am spending some sexy  quality time with the mystery girl <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> Im  just glad she really pumps out the  BTU's!  There is no better way to warm  up than by cuddling a half cat/half  girl thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br />
Well I am going to go upload some prime  deviations for you my adoring fans to  enjoy.  I had a mjor creative surge on  tuesday night, and from which came the  "COMS" siries   Your gonna LOVE those   (^_^)<br />
After I do that I think iI am going to  go take a nice nap, then spend the  night engaging in video games, and sin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/furious.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":furious:" title="Furious" /><br />
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                <title>WHUMP!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:31:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WTF!?<br />
I just had a magical evening! <br />
A CAR WRECKED INTO MY HOUSE!!!<br />
Ok all was calm I was sitting back  talking to the mystery girl, wondering  when dinner was going to show up, and  then at about 9:18pm I hear a really  loud "WHUMP"<br />
So I think its a the bookshelf falling  down again. <br />
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But then i hear what sounds like a car  struggling, and it sounds REALLY  close...and Im like "Ok whats going on  outside."  So I look outside and I see  a VW Passat rammed into the front of my  house....  <br />
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Apprently some drunk woman came around  my hill and wrecked right into the  front of my house!!!!!!<br />
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So thankfully NO ONE was hurt and the  house wasn't even damaged... The extent  of the damage is a messed up front  yard, and a fucked up bush!  No  structural damages WHAT-SO-EVER!  SO as  far as I am concerned I am lucky...   I'm just mad about 3 things...<br />
1. Im mad that I almost didnt check...   That would have been embarssing...  My  dad comes home and is like "Anthony,  you do realize that there is a car  wrecked into the house right?"  and I  would have been like 'wha? Oh yeah the  bookshelf fell.."<br />
2. My first reaction was to call my  neighbor to make sure im really seeing  it <br />
3.  I almost took a nap, and if i did i  would have NEVER known...<br />
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                <author>~DrVekk</author>
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                <title>Sunshine Cheese!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 18:46:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bored.gif" width="19" height="15" alt=":bored:" title="Bored" /> Yeah ok so its saturday night and I am  really tired from a day of doing  nothing. <br />
Im sitting here watching the Eukanuba  (what the hell does that mean anyway!?)  dog show.  Yeah I'm a big animal lover.   About 5 months ago my little dog Julie  died.  I really miss her.  I don't  really know how she died, i just woke  up one morning and she was dead under  the step! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" /><br />
SO yeah I really miss having a dog.  Im  actually thinking of getting a  shar-pei.  They are hard to describe  but they are pretty much a pile of  wrinkles and love.  Kinda like a  grandmother...  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /><br />
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This past week was so busy, I started  back to school this week, and that was  fun.  I really like my classes and I am  enjoying myself yet again.  I can't  beleive this!  Enjoying myself 2  semesters in a row!!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Well I really have nothing interesting  to say, so I am going to go upload a  few pics, then take a nap, and  hopefully be up in time to watch "Ghost  in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex."<br />
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                <author>~DrVekk</author>
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                <title>Recap Attack 2</title>
                <link>http://DrVekk.deviantart.com/journal/4217433/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:05:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/robo.gif" width="49" height="68" alt=":robo:" title="Robo" /> WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF TOMORROW!<br />
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ahhh so here we are in the year 2005 <br />
So far it feals pretty damn good, its  shiny and new and very high tech.  It  even has that new car smell (which  oddly enough is poisonous...)<br />
So yeah let's recap what the mad Dr.  Vekk did this past week!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> The Week After Xmas <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Monday: I have this weird aunt named  Regina.  She is very "New York  Italian."  I only get to see her around  Xmas, and I actually really like seeing  her because she is such a hysterical  stereotype that its entertaining just  to listen to her talk!  So I went to  the mall with her on this day.  The  mall was mad, it was full of very  agresive shoppers and beautiful young  women with there slack jawed, boarder  line retarted boyfriends.  Why so many  American girls think thats attractive  is beyond me!  I would have really  enjoyed this outing but I was fealing  very ill, and this sick fealing just  got worse as the day went on.  So by  4pm i was fealing just plain sick.  I  went home shortly later and crashed on  my bed.  Oh and just in case you are  curious all I bought were 2 belts, and  a copy of the movie "Akira" on DVD.  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Tuesday: I spent all day laying around  and maoning things like "Oh god im  dying!!!! arrgh!" and my fav "Somebody  make the pain go away!"  In all truth I  wasn't that sick, i just liked being a  drama queen for a day.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Wednesday: I called a company named  "Datel"  They make a software suite for  the PS2 called the "Pro Action Replay."   I had orderd one for myself on Dec 11  and have yet to recieve it in the  mail...  I called them today, left a  message to be called back...and then  went to sleep...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Thursday: Today was BORING so boring I  think I blocked the entire day because  I dont remember shit about it!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" />Friday: I returned to the mall today,  it was noticibly less busy today.  A  DVD I had special orderd from Barned &  Noble had come in and i was in a hurry  to go pick it up.  I also went to a  store called "Media Play." and bought a  CD called "Hardcore & Acid."  Its a  collection of german techno tracks.  I  also got a copy of the game "Bloodrayne  II."  Why you ask?  Well why wouldn't I  was to play a game in which you control  a murderous bi-sexual vampire goth  chick?!  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Today: Well I got up hella late and  cleaned up my chill room.  What a great  way to spend the first day of the year  2005.  I really hope this year is  better than my last 2.  Last year  started off ok, then got worse until  about October, when suddenly EVERYTHING  changed and got better!  2003, however  started off bad, and got preogressivly  worse.  2003 was EASILY the worst year  of my life so far.  Of course in truth  if 2003 is the worst year I ever have,  I'm doing pretty damn good!  Right now  tho I am just trying to be real  positive.  A new year for me represents  new possibilities and new chances.  I  love this feeling right now.  <br />
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Well I am going to go listen to a CD  and upload some random crap Just for  the hell of it.  <br />
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oh yeah and this week marked 300  pageviews at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/devartlogo.gif" width="32" height="17" alt=":devart:" title="deviantART" /> <br />
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                <title>Xmas 2004</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Dec 2004 19:39:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The evening of Xmas day if my favorite  time of the holiday.  It's usually so  quiet and calm, everything is winding  down, family has gone home, xmas dinner  has been carefully put away, and its  just quiet time to reflect on the whole  wonderful picture that is Xmas.  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmassanta.gif" width="22" height="20" alt=":santa:" title="Santa Clause" /><br />
Today was a very very good Xmas.  Not  the best, but sure in hell not the  worst!  It was very quiet, and very  cold today.  No family came over, which  is to be expected.  My family hates  each other.  I am not sure why they do,  but it would be easier to get a  permanent peace in the middle east than  get my family to eat at a table  together on a holiday.  Not suprisingly  I dont mind this.  A quiet Xmas at home  is almost idyllic for me.  To some  people this paints me as a crazy  recluse...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/alienxmas.gif" width="15" height="20" alt=":alienxmas:" title="Alien Christmas" />  However I just like to  quietly appreciate things.  I think  thats why I made a piss poor raver...<br />
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I didn't get everything I asked  for...The mystery girl sadly wasn't  under my tree...  SO I guess there is  always next year...   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />
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Well anyway I am going to finish this  up and go play some more video games.   I have a nice evening planned.  I am  going to wrap xmas up by doing  sequentially more perverse activities,  until im doing something so horrible  that I may get shot dead.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmas.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":xmas:" title="Christmas Tree" /> Holiday Well Wishes! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmas.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":xmas:" title="Christmas Tree" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> To my Catholic, Christian, Mormon,  Baptist, ect. friends: Merry Christmas!   <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/spin.gif" width="17" height="17" alt=":spin:" title="Spin" /> To my afrocentric friends: Happy  Kwanzaa!  <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nirvana.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":nirvana:" title="Smells Like Teen Spirit" />To my atheist friends: Happy  non-denominational end of year feast  day!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fuzzydemon.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fuzzydemon:" title="Fuzzydemon" /> To the followers of Satan: ehhhhh your  scary<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cylon.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":cylon:" title="Cylon" /> To members of any of the many alien  worshipping suicide cults:  Congradulations!  The Journar of  Juk-Pular is almost complete!  The time  of blue trancendence is nearing!  The  comming of the meteor star ship will  mark the moment of the final  transmigration!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/threaten.gif" width="24" height="22" alt=":threaten:" title="Don't mess!" /> To the Neo-Facists: Oh sit down and  shut up, your not cool<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." /> To the "Pop Depressed": Don't worry,  after your glorious sucide everyone  will regret ever even trying to be  happy<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eye.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":eye:" title="Eye" /> To the fellow members of the "Pandemic  Church of the Omnisentient Garphoo: My  your sequence of plesure be as sticky  and delcious as mine<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /> To the high council of the LeMure  vampire tribe:  Enjoy the peace while  it lasts, because with the comming of  the new moon brings the comming of the  new order!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crazy.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":crazy:" title="Crazy" />To the crazy peoples: heheheheh yes no  maybe so!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/psychotic.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":psychotic:" title="Psychotic" />To the murderous: hehe yes, she really  does want it...why don't you give it to  her!  Yes give her what she needs...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fear.gif" width="18" height="18" alt=":fear:" title="Fear" />To the members of doomsday cults: Yes  its soon! So chill!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":moo:" title="Moo" />To the very confused: HEHEHE BLURT!<br />
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                <title>Splatter like sunshine on glass lakes..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 17:53:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well here we are 4 days from the  bestest holiday ever!  NO NOT HALLOWEEN  YOU DORKS!  geeze<br />
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Well anyway I love xmas, there is just  so much to like about it.  I know its  awfully posh to dislike xmas.  I  attribute this to the ever growing  ranks of the "Pop Deprssed" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/depressed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":depressed:" title="Depressed" /> (that is  those that act depressed or mentally  ill, because they think its cool to do  so) I mean if your a wanna be depressed  person, Xmas is pretty much the  antithesis of everything you stand for.   Its about caring, loving, sharing,  bright colours, wanton fantasy, and of  course unberable acts of conspicuious  consumption.  Well this entry isn't  about that tho, this is about me! ME ME  ME ME ME ME ME!<br />
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So in the holy American/capitalist  tradition of conspicuous consumption  here are some of the things I want for  Xmas and why!<br />
1. Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturn <a href="http://www.atlus.com/smt/main.html">[link]</a> :  So why would I want a game about a boy  who is one of the lone survivors of the  rapture, and was given the power over  angels and demons alike to reshape the  world based on his descisions?  I mean  why would anyone want a game with some  of the most compelling and unique  artwork to come out of the sick mind of  a overworked Japanese man since  Urotsukidoji (props to anyone who knows  the reference)?  Oh yeah!  WHY WOULDN'T  I !?<br />
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2. THX-1138 (on DVD)<a href="http://www.thx1138movie.com/:">[link]</a> Ok so not  many people have heard of this film.   It is more polished version of George  Lucas' student film.  I have been  waiting for a DVD release of this since  1998 (when I got my first DVD player).   I am fully aware that Lucas made some  aditions to this film, but to my best  knowledge all of the aditions are very  good ones, and actually do serve to  enhance the film.  I just love this  film, its stark, minimalist setting is  just beautiful to me, and  the sound  design is brilliant!  <br />
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3. Orbital: The Blue Album: Supposedly  the last album from this brilliant star  in the vast universe of electronic  music.  Its lush, organic, and  hullcinogenic.  I can't think of a  better CD to listen too on a long,  cold, winter night!<br />
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4. The Mystery girl<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />:  Preferbly I would  like her in my bed, wraped in red  ribbon, holding a basket of condoms...<br />
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Well there you go just some of the 500+  things I want for xmas!  Well I am  going to go now, I have a glass of  water, a documentary on "General  Reletivity and Quantum Mechanics", and  7 new "deviations" to upload!<br />
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                <title>VEE VEE VEE VEE, AVU AVU AVU AVU...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:26:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im in a particulary silly mood tonight.   I think its because every day i feel  the Xmas season approaching just a  little more, well that and I ate alot  of sugar!  I just wish that the mystery  girl was here with me!  We could bounce  off the walls together!  Well tomarrow  is my last day of finals.  Whats nice  is that it is an optional final.  That  means if I decided to be a sloth and  not take it, it doesn't count agasnt  me!  I do intend on taking it however.   Finals depress me, not because they are  hard, or whatever, tests dont stress me  out.  But its the time of year, the  campus is so quiet, and lonely...  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cow.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":moo:" title="Moo" /> MOOO<br />
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oh sorry yeah anyway its time for  random song lyrics <br />
(bet ya never heard this one!)<br />
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"Every Home is Wired" by "Porcupine  Tree"<br />
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Modem load and failsafe<br />
Electric teenage dust<br />
Hit the solvent keypad<br />
Start the neural rust<br />
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Power on the highway<br />
Data in my head<br />
Surfing on the network<br />
Part of me is dead<br />
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Every Home is Wired<br />
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Swimming in the circuit<br />
Somebody has expired<br />
This world will be the future<br />
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Every home is wired<br />
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                <title>1 month since!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 21:18:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well guess what fans (all 4 of you)  today marks my 1 month aniversary at  dA!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bow.gif" width="21" height="16" alt=":bow:" title="Thank you! Thank you!" /><br />
It's been a very fast one month, so far  in one month i have uploaded 53  deviations, and done 10 journal  entries, had over 200 page views, and  hit on countless girls, I mean after  all i did join dA because of a certain  mystery girl!  <br />
It's sad that for the many years I've  been visiting dA, thats the reason I  join.  But I say that doing something  for love, or for the possibility of  love really is the only good reason to  do anything.  <br />
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For me artwork is the ultimate act of  love.  I hear about 10 people a week  tell me that there art is suffering  made physical, or a way to work out  there frustrations.  I say tho that for  me artwork is an act of love, when you  take the time to create something of  beautiy, or in my case represent  something of beauty, even if it is a  macabre or distorted beauty, its still  an act of love.  I honestly think that  the only reason people say that is  because they think its cool too, or  because they think its the classic  artist stereotype.  I remember an  episode of The Beverly Hillbillies were  Jethro (the son) was an artist and said  to paraphrase "I need to suffer for my  art, thats what artists do."  So if  that doesn't show the stereotype status  of that, i dont know what does.  Well I  am going to go eat fuud and watch tv.   Im bored, its midnight, and i have a  headache.     If this entry is scatterd  thats why<br />
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                <title>The Gray Season</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 01:40:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawn.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yawn:" title="Yawn" /> tired as always, tired as always...<br />
I once read about a new drug that treats chronic fatigue... I honestly think I have that because no matter now much sleep i get, im always so tired.  If I had money or was lucky enough to be born into healthcare.  Then i would go to the doctors and get all these weird health problems of mine taken care of.  <br />
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So today was the monday after a sub mediocre weekend.  I mean any weekend by defenition is a good one, but this past one was so boring that both days seemed to meld into one day.  Even the dinner of about 20 pounds of chinese food on saturday was below par.  About 8 months ago this cute lil chinese takeout place opened up 5 minutes from my house, it was the greatest simple things to happen to me in a long time.  <br />
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Today was very cloudy and quiet, a very noir style day.  The late fall and early winter days in Pittsburg are cold, gray, and very dreary.  Around 1995 it seems we stopped having identifiable seasons here in Pittsburgh.  We have 3 seaons now, Spring, Summer and...<br />
"<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." />The Gray Seaon."  Which is what we find ourselves in now.  Its not just cloudy, no its this deep inpenetrable greyness.  You look around in the sky and its this even gray for as long as they eye can see.  You cant even tell were sunlight is comming from.  Occasionally darker clouds drift like smoke underneathe the gray ceiling.  Sometimes its so dim during the days that using lights indoors is a must.  We have have 4 more months of this to look forward too.  It usually lasts from October to about April.  One has to be very vigilant during these bleak months or they fall into a kind of dpression, that usually involves alot of sleeping and drinking.  It's not so bad during the first 3 months (Oct, Nov, Dec) becuase it is essentially the holiday season, but during the last 3 (Jan, Feb, Mar) it can be brutal on a persons psyche.  I mean to not see a blue sky, or stars or the moon for sometimes weeks at a time can be brutal. I try to organize friendly get togethers and keep myself busy with fantasy.  It helps alot beleive me.   <br />
Springs here are wild, the weather is so unpredictable that its almost like a cosmic joke.  One day its sunny and perfect in every way, the next it is snowing... Summer's here range from blissfully mild(75 to 80 degrees, a cool sweet breeze, blue skies with soft cumulus clouds drifting like airships), to Post ecological distaster tropical (85 to 103 degrees, dark azure skies, no breeze, humidty so thick that computer systems break down, sun so hot that the leaves on the trees turn black and die) Somtimes during these hotter days we are invaded by clouds of poisonous Ozone that chokes the sky, staining it a dark orange, reducing the sun to a small round orange ball.  The air is very thick and tastes really bad.  During these days the local tv is clogged with warnings to stay inside, and shut your windows.  Such is life here, Im use to it, most people never beleive me when i tell them just how alien things are here.  But truth be told if you look at your life hard enough, your own life could be very alien too.  Often we ignore the stranger things because western sensabilities tell us to ignore the deviant and embrace the fammilar.   <br />
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                <title>Recap Attack</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:54:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow so here I sit growing more and more  tired by the minute, and what sucks is  i know that Im only going to get 4  hours of sleep tonight.  If this entry  seems more illiterate than normal its  because i have been typing all day  long.  It's the classic college story,  i put off a major project until the  last minute.  But its done and now I am  drained.  I think I sprained my typing  muscle <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /><br />
Spending the entire day working on a  project was an almost anticlimactic  ending to a pretty decent week.   lets  recap this past week off!<br />
MONDAY: Well actually I can't really  remember monday...I know i did  SOMETHING and chances are it was lame  and nerdy.  But since I don't remember  what exactly I did on  monday there is  a possibility that what I did on monday  is actually causing my memory loss!  <br />
TUESDAY: um yeah I really don't  remember tuesday either... could it be  becuase of a time rift?  or is it  really that my memory really is that  piss poor!?<br />
WEDNESDAY: On that day i celebrated my  b-day party, it was alot of fun until  my buddy George left in a huff, Im not  sure what that was all about but I just  chalk it up to George being George.  <br />
THURSDAY: This was thanksgiving, and I  was thankful for quite a bit, but  mostly the kick ass good turkey and the  "American Chopper Marathon"  and  "Killzone" which is taking over my  life.  I was also thankful for that  mystery girl! who's identity seems to  be driving my friends nuts!<br />
FRIDAY: Friday was my actual birthday,  so I kinda just sat alone and thought  about alot of stuff...Then i got high  and masturbated<br />
SATURDAY: I guess Fridays excess got  the best of me and I didnt roll out of  bed until 3pm!  Its kind of depressing  to get up and see the sun going down,  this made me feel very goth!  wow im a  dork<br />
SUNDAY(today): uhhh Wow so here I sit  growing more and more tired by the  minute, and what sucks is i know that  Im only going to get 4 hours of sleep  tonight.  If this entry seems more  illiterate than normal its because i  have been typing all day long.  It's  the classic college story, i put off a  major project until the last minute.   But its done and now I am drained.  I  think I sprained my typing muscle <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /><br />
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on a side note....why does 80's pop  music (synth heavy) make me think of  Anime?   <br />
oh yeah and DAMMIT I LOVE MESAMUNE  SHIROW!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fella.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":fella:" title="Fella" /> This week also marked my first 100  pageviews at dA! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /><br />
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                <title>Vita es feculentia, carpe nocturnum</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Nov 2004 17:45:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night was a fun all nighter.   Every so often i decide to literally  stay up all night.  WHich means going  to bed at 7am (when the sun is usually  "up".)  I spent most of the time  playing Killzone, but what was also fun  about last night, 2 movies were on.   Now I know what your thinking!  BIG  DEAL!  But these 2 movies just so  happen to be on my "movies for after  2am."  List!  So I spent alot of time  switching between the 2!  Oh!  What  makes a movie perfect for after 2am  viewing you ask?  Well Ill tell you!  <br />
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Ever have one of those nights were you  just dont want to sleep?  You know you  look at the clock and its 2am.  Normal  sane people are asleep, or having sex,  or doing drugs or something.  But no  not you, your sitting there alone, in  your room staring at a clock.  How very  deviant you are!  Well when that  situation happens to me, (and it does  at least 6 days a week) I turn to a  movie to watch.  Yeah movies tend to  cure this ailment.  Here now are 5  movies to watch at 2am.  No they aren't  all porn, alto that is one good idea.   Ahem but as I was saying what qualifies  a movie to be perfect for 2am?  Well  for one its long, by the time this  movie is off you will be ready for  sleep, or already asleep.  Another  reason is that its entertaining, a 2am  you really just dont have time for  frivolity, you need something  entertaining and you need it now.  So  here is my list for better or for  worse.  <br />
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1.  Trainspotting:  This is one of  those "college essential" movies, that  is a movie that every college student  will (or at least SHOULD) see at least  once every year.  Its a demi-epic tale  of a young guy and his love affair with  heroin, and all the hilarity that  ensues.  This movie is a coming of age,  cautionary tale, without feeling like  either of  the two.  I think one of the  reasons this movie is college  essential, is because more than a few  mis-guided people feel that the  lifestyle portrayed in this movie, is  very close to the typical college  experience.  If you think that you are  going to go to college, squat in a  house, do drugs, have sex, listen to  "Underworld" and then somehow end up in  england...well then your going to love  the next movie on the list<br />
Memorable Scene: The (infamous) forced  de-tox sequence!  Never before has  withdrawal induced hullucinations  appeared more low-budget or convincing.   <br />
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2.  The Rules of Attraction: This is  another coming of age, cautionary tale,  that is really more fun than it should  be.  Its pretty much a juxtaposed view  of the lives of several college  stereotypes.  This is one of those  types of movies that some will give  deeper meaning than it deserves.  Its  really just a fun ride thru the  wonderful college world we all wish we  had experienced.  A world that is at  the same time a dark comedy, porn,  action, coming of age, road film.  Each  of these students, are beautiful, young  and free, they all have a great time,  get laid, get high, go on massive  eurotrips, and only one ends up dead,  but she wasn't important anyway.   <br />
Memorable Scene: The uncomfortably  erotic suicide scene.  Yeah that sounds  odd!  Erotic and suicide in the same  sentence?  It really inst just because  the poor girl is nude either!  The  whole scene seems to be bathed in this  mildly goth, deeply erotic atmosphere.   Many other people that have seen the  film echo the same sentiment (both  female and male) The common comment is  "this scene is so sad, but there is  also just something disturbingly sexy  about it."<br />
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3.  Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within:  Alot of people are really down on this  movie.  They say things like, "Its not  really even related to final fantasy."   or, "Its boring, and complicated (yeah  like the Final Fantasy games werent  complicated and boring at times) and  finally "Its just a glorified cartoon  for lil kids, im an adult!."  So yeah  what we really have is the clash of to  cultural ideas of what a feature film  should be.  This movie was made with  distinctly Japanese tastes to it.   Examples are the dialog, scene  direction, bizzare non western  religious ideas, and the leftest sci fi  storyline.  Its not a bad movie by any  stretch of the imagination.  Its just  that dimwitted fanboys turned everyone  off before anyone could even enjoy it.   Which is really a shame because Square  had a brilliant and well executed  vision!  What you have here is a great  sci-fi epic about a post alien  apocalypse earth, and the poor bastards  trying to figure out what the hell is  going on.  The conclusion is at once  sad, and disturbing.  All of this is  wrapped in a shiny and amazing computer  animated shell <br />
Memorable Scene: Dr. Aki Ross' stroll  thru a destroyed New York, that is  eerily remeniscant of  the day after  9/11<br />
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4.  The Breed: This is prolly the most  overtly goth movie I've ever seen.   Because it is so goth, and so corny,  i... ]]></description>
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                <title>...and it was raining.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Nov 2004 02:54:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Right now I am sitting here listening  to the "Stand Alone Complex" soundtrack  (the song Velveteen in case your  curious).  Its way to damn early in the  morning for any descent human being to  be up.  But since when was I descent?  *LOL*<br />
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Today I coudn't be botherd with going  to classes.  I only had one, and it was  horribly cloudy, foggy, and it was  raining.  So instead of going to class,  I went to spend money.  Ahh one of the  most American of American traditions!   The wanton spending of money for the  mindless acuisition of personal  posessions.  I love it!  I bought a new  turkey roasting pan today...  Im not  sure if i even needed one but i figured  since i have a 20% off coupon I might  as well.  I also bought a huge gothic  cross for my wall.  Which is going to  be very odd considering the fact that  room is mostly asianesque.  I also  bought another issue of my fav mange.   "Deus Vitae (DV)"  Then it was off to  the mall to pick up a copy of  "Killzone" for my PS2.  My weekend  plans are pretty much "Killzone" and  doing perverse things to that ambiguous  very special person I find myself  mentioning in EVER entry!  But what can  i say!?  She just ignites the  phosphorus in the light tubes of my  addled mind.  AND NO it's not you  Kelly!  You have Adam!<br />
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WEll now its off to bed, more pics  comming tomarrow! (^_^) ]]></description>
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                <title>CHINGY!?  WTF!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Nov 2004 00:21:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well today I was going thru a Best Buy  leaflet.  My birthday is going to be in  9 days, and I was looking at things i  wouldnt like to get, but most-likely  never will.  Well I happend upon  something called "Chingy"<br />
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Now if you dont know who "Chingy" is  then just stop reading now and click on  my gallery or scraps or send me a  message telling me Im a bitch or  something.  <br />
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But for those who know the horror that  is "Chingy" then keep reading...  Ok so  it bothers me that Ali G, is trying to  look like a sterotype, and he is trying  to look humorous.  But "Chingy" is  taking himself seriously and trying to  look crunk, and he actually looks  funnier, and more sterotypical than Ali  G.  This hurts me because it shows the  horrendous decline of hip hop.  WTF <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":wtf:" title="WTF?" />  went wrong!?  <br />
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Well I am going to go try to calm  myself down enough to get some sleep.   I have to go food shopping in the  morning, then i plan on spending all  afternoon kissing the soft skin of a  very special person...  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hump.gif" width="27" height="17" alt=":hump:" title="Humpin that leg!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>self infliction</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Nov 2004 01:39:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, here I am uploading some of my  best pics from 4 years of photographs.   Somehow out of 2000+ photos i managed  to work it down to 45 of my best.  I  can't wait for the negativity to come  rolling in.  Photo artists tend to be  rather anal.  I cant wait to get  comments like "the lighting on that pic  is too harsh, go to hell dickwad", or  something like "You adjusted the  contrast!  You bastard! your mother was  a drunker quadraplegic whore!" <br />
My guru once said, "rather than point  out the faults of others, explore the  reason behind the exitance of the  faults."  So why are photo artists  anal?  Well I think its because many  people challenge the ligitimacy of  photography as an art form.  People  assume its easy to just get a camera  and push a button.  Its more too it  than that really.  For me its mostly  luck, and focus.  But for some setting  up a shoot can take hours if not days.   Those are real artists, a real artist  who is some one who takes an active  role in creating beauty.  I am not an  artist, for i dont create, but rather i  display, or present.  Much like a DJ,  DJs aren't artists, they are more  abassadors of whatever it is they spin.   So these are not pictures as objects  of beauty or deisre, but rather they  are representations of objects of  beauty or desire.  That is what  photography is to me, preservation. ]]></description>
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