http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Draco123&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Draco123 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 14:58:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24541852/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24541852/ Sat, 02 May 2009 03:33:19 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Yesterday, was the FINAL straw! The bastard came over yesterday, and asked if we had a problem with him. So my mother, politely, told him, that sahe was angry with him, and he left. He had his wife call up later, and said that he wanted his comic books, his cards, and his wife's crockpots back, and that he was bringing the DirecTV over.

I was fucking PISSED!!! Not only do we need to find a new home, but we also need to pay first month's rent on it, First, last, and Security, and now, that son of a bitch has made things worse, by giving up on the fucking contract! Now we have to pay a $450 fucking cancellation fee because of that bastard! He sent his wife up, apparently because he's a big pussy.

He had the NERVE to use his wife as a messenger, and ask us if we were still going to pay rent...UP YOURS ASSHOLE

So, I've decided that that is the final straw;

I AM DONE WITH PEOPLE!!! EVERYONE CAN GO TO HELL, AND LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY THE FUCK ALONE!!!

Aside from my friends, the rest of the world could go up in flames, and I wouldn't give a shit. I'm tired of people fucking us over, no matter how much we do for them. They take what they need or want, and just kick us under the rug. Well not any more. Fuck them all. Fuck everyone, may all the backstabbers and False Friends burn in hell. I'm done.

I quit. =__=

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24321567/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24321567/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:17:40 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, right? That rock bottom was as bad as it got? Hardly. We've been looking for homes because as you all know, we're being forced out of our house because our "so called friends" stabbed us in the back, yet again.

Well, here's the good part. All the rents we've found so far are $1300 a month or higher. Oh, it gets better; many houses we've found wont accept pets or smoking. Some allow only 1 pet. Which means, we may end up having to get rid of Cookie, who, mind you, has become part of the family, and one of my best friends. Isn't that nice?

So because of our oh so wonderful friends, we may end up having to get rid of a very close member of the family, just to have a place to live. THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!!

As if my anxiety wasn't high enough, I learn about this new little detail. Yep. We may end up giving away one of my best friends, and a member of the family, all because of those fucking back stabbing son of a bitches that DARED to call themselves our friends.

My anxiety is back, and it doesn't look like I'll be coming off my meds any time soon. And to make matters EVEN WORSE, all of the places we've found are now gone. Being rented. The ones we can, and just barely, afford, don't want kids, pets, smokers, or will only allow one pet. Furthermore, I've never felt more miserable in my life, and my mother is crying at least once a day, making me feel even worse, because if I'd sent my books out long ago, we might not even be in this mess.

I HATE HUMAN BEINGS!!! I'm sick and tired of people. Always stabbing us in the back when we help them, not giving a damn how much harm they cause for their own benefit. From this day on, I want NOTHING TO DO WITH PEOPLE WHATSOEVER!!! Friend and Family are a different matter. Aside from them, the whole fucking world could go up in flames right now, and I wouldn't give a shit.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24251902/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24251902/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:37:03 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

So finally when things are looking up and I'm starting to feel better, we find out today that the owner of the house wants us put by the end of June.

Apparently, we were just her source of income to make it thoruhg the fucking winter, and now that winter is over, we've served our purpose, and now she wants the house back.
This fucking sucks. MAINE SUCKS!

Of all the states I've ever been too, I can say, this place has the worst people in the country. EVERYONE we have met in this state so far, has stabbed us in the back some way. Whether indirectly, or just plain fucking us over, like the whore who owns this house.

Originally, she was selling it to a family friend. Rent-To-Own. Mind you, rhose "Family Friends" stabbed us in the back as well, and as if that wasn't enough, the bitch that owns the place wants it back, and us out so she can move back in. Great, stabbed not once, but twice. =___=

Maine is officially the WORST state in the country, and at this point? I don't give a damn if any Mainers are pissed off at me or not. MAINE SUCKS!!!

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24194992/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24194992/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 06:16:34 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Well, my anxiety is improving. I guess enough for my doctor to suggest purposely skipping doses of my medicine to experiment and see if I'm ready to start coming off of it....and lemme tell ya, it seems to be working. ^^

That and I saw the eye doctor the other day (I can't, for the life of me, remember what they're called. D: ). Apparently, my eyesight has improved. I'm near sighted, by...now I'm less near sighted. So my next pair of glasses are going to be a step weaker than the last, and so on and so forth, if my sight continues to improve, until I don't need glasses at all. ^^

So, there's SOME good news at least. As for Twisted Destiny, and Darkness Rising, I hope to continue writing those again soon, but atm, I have a case of writer's block, and don't really feel to inclined to write for now, so....apologies on those.

Anyway, Happy Easter everyone! ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24105382/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24105382/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 03:24:09 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Twisted Destiny! Congrats guys. It's one of my favorites, so I wont lie. I was hoping it would win the whole time. x3

Anyway, I'll get to posting that as soon as I can. I hope ye enjoy it as much as I did writing it. ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24086836/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24086836/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 03:06:08 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right people, I'm leaving the decision up to you for one more day! Get your vote in while you have the chance! So far, it looks like a close call between the Black Rose Prophecy, and Twisted Destiny, both two of my most favorite stories btw.

Anyway, today is your last day to cast your vote, so make sure to do so before it's too late. (I'm mostly hoping to see which of those two stories wins. It's sooooo damned close. xD)

Me personally, I'm rooting for Twisted Destiny, but I left the choise to you, so your call. On another note, I'd like to point out again before I'm called on it, yes, I realize there are some rather big similarities between the Black Rose Prophecy and Devil May Cry (The twins in my story also have white hair.... I got the idea from some anime character called Archer or something like that. Thought it looked cool. ^^ ) But seriously people....This story came to me BEFORE I ever heard of Devil May Cry....so stop bugging me....

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24051958/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24051958/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 04:12:15 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Nope....still not feeling much better....but that's why I've decided to write. I'll be working on one of my new stories here on dA. At least it'll help a little bit....At least until I can think of how to continue with Darkness Rising.
Anyway, your choice. I'll let you guys choose what story I do next:

The War of the Drakahns:

After a brutal war between the Elves, Vampires, and humans, a cease fire has been called. A warring race called the drakahns has attacked. Dragon-like creatures with human shape, their skin is like dragon scales, they have horns and claws, and the ability to breath fire. They're a war driven people, and desire to rule the other races, as it is their right, or so they believe.
Thus, the three races must unite to fend off this threat, or perish, and submit to the rule of these bestial creatures.

The Black Rose Prophecy:

Long ago, a mighty war rocked the Earth. A battle between Earth and Hell. Demons versus humans.
Among the demons, were those that felt sorry for the humans, and rebelled against their leader, Lucifer. It was thus the new alliance between the rebel demons and humans was formed. The Black Lotus was formed, a secret group of humans and demons that were created to end the war, and later, to protect the balance between Earth and the Underworld.
Ironically, it was Lucifer's own power that was his undoing. The power that he so desired consumed him, and he became blind to an inside threat. Ultimately, it was his most trusted knights that slew him. As Lucifer died, he swore Vengance. Only 10 years later, it was predicted that Lucifer would ressurect, and return to finsih the war he had started, and conquer the Earth for himself. However, there was another part of this prediction; two twin boys, od both demon and human descent would rise up and challenge the Dark King, and defeat him once again....This became known as the Black Rose Prophecy.
5,000 years have passed, and the only remaining hero from that legendary battle, the Dark Paladin, the Legendary Zion demon, Troya, has settled down with a human wife, having twin sons. All is going according to the Black Rose Prophecy. The twin sons, born of both human and demon descent and Lucifer's return.
Lucifer's spirit has has been summoned from the depths of hell to which it was banished, by his most powerful necromancers, and is slowly regaining life, absorbing the souls of the humans slain by his faithful demons who remain trapped in the mortal world. Now, he has his sights set on Troya's twin sons, Kaizer and Zero. The only thing standing between him and total domination of Earth.

Seventeen years after Troya's sons were born, they've come to settle in a small town founded by the Black Lotus Society, 2,500 years ago. Troya is well aware of the prophecy, and fears for his son's lives, and thus has begged the aid of the Black Lotus. Though he hides his fears, so as not to worry his family, he has begun to wonder whether or not he should keep his family in the dark...
Meanwhile, Lucifer's ressurection is taking far longer than expected. Though he absorbs thousands of souls per day, his spirit is is still very faintly linked to the physical world, and is thus unstable. His necromancers continue their research to find a solution, but Lucifer already has an idea of what he needs: the blood of a high demon. Lucifer could easily call for the life of any of his high ranking demons... but instead, he wants the life of only one: the life of one of the very demons that ended his campaign; the life of the Legendary Zion, Troya.
Lucifer's earthbound demons actively search for Troya and his family, and though the Black Lotus village is guarded by a powerful holy barrier, it will not be long before Lucifer's demons find them, and a way around the barrier...

The Order of the Dragon:

The Order of the Dragon. An organization comprised of Humans, Elves, Dwarfs, and Dark Elves. They work, and live in harmony, with dragons. Independent of the individual kingdoms of each race, they are governed by their own religion and form of government. They protect the kingdoms from war, and fight alongside dragons, aiding those kingdoms whom are justified, and end wars, and create treaties in order to avoid war. Only the best and brightest may become a member of the order. Governed by The Elder Council, a group of 8 Master Dragoons, the highest rank in the order, 2 humans, 2 dwarfs, 2 elves, and 2 dark elves, the Elder Council ensures that peace remains and the Order remains intact, governing their followers, and deciding the Order's every move.

This peace, and the Order, have endured many hardships these past 5,000 years. However, the crisis before them is unprecedented, and beyond anything they've faced before. A young human girl, by n... ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24041317/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24041317/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 13:51:08 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Oh well....so I haven't gotten any better. I still feel like shit, I'm bored as hell, I still ache, worry, etc, etc.

So, what the hell. I give up. I'm sick of fighting to get better, so I might as well throw in the towel and call it quits. So, if I get better, hooray for me. If not...well, life sucks then you die. -__-

Anyway, I guess I'll just submit my stories or something. They're not that fun any more, because I've already written them, but I guess posting them will take my mind off all the shit....at least until they're finished.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24021155/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24021155/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 10:33:54 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Today....has not been kind to me. =___=
I've been bored all day, having nothing to do. No role playing, the game has (probably just temporarily) lost is appeal to me, I've had a few panic attacks today already, and I'm just plain miserable.

Things haven't exactly been cheery for me today. Nothing's been going well. I've been more achy, more tired, and in general? Just more depressed. I can't seem to feel happy or get out of this shit hole of a life style, no matter what I do. I'm about ready to just give up and let it run it's course. Hell, at this rate, if I ever get better, it'll be pure miracle.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24017378/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/24017378/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 03:42:03 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Is going to have to be put on hold. Usually, my ideas just randomly come to me, so the story itself comes naturally, without thought, so I can easily make it up as I go.

Though, this new one...I actually had to think about this idea, so there will be a lot more thought process involved in this one, and currently, I dunno how to start chapter 2. .____.


On another note, I'm also addicted to Star Ocean: TLH. My god it's so addicting....soooo amazing.... *___* But I'm getting near the end of the game, so soon I'm going to be bored to death again. =___=

Besides my new story, I still have a plethora of other stories on the way. "No More Angels Pt. 2", finishing "Blood and Tears", "We Are Family", "Broken", Damien and Davis' story (Still don't have a title. xD ), "Demona" ((Still considering it. It's my favorite story, and I want to get it published. I fear that it might get stolen here on dA. Thus why I'm reluctant to post it.)), "The Magus Children, War of the Drakhans", "The Black Rose Prophecy" ((The storyline has some similarities with Devil May Cry, but coincidentally, I actually thought of the idea before I'd ever heard of Devil May Cry. xD )), "The Order of the Dragon", "Twisted Destiny", "Rise of the Tronian Empire" (A Vampire story. My own personal story of how vampires came to be. It's a short story, but a rather good one. )), "Unbalanced", "Blood to Blood."

Yes, these are all ACTUAL stories I've written. I've decided to post them, as I don't feel comfortable enough as to try and get them published. Anyway, I'll probably be pretty busy for a while, but we'll see. ^^ I may not post all of them, but I'll post as many as I can....as soon as I get over this depression. .___. Just because one is addicted to a video game, doesn't mean they can't be depressed....I ache, I worry, I don't feel like doing anything except play that video game...I wanna role play, but Gaia sucks ass now. Nothing but Vampires and Lycans. If You want a long term role play, it HAS to be vampire or lycans, otherwise it will epic fail. =___=

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23968267/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23968267/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 13:09:42 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right folks, I haz a new story, I'll likely put it up on :darkprincekain: though. Anyway, your vote decides. I'll be putting a poll up shortly. Here's the story:

[Untitled]
Thousands of years ago, during the times of Gods, and Demons, and monsters, ect.
One god, the God of Light "Alastor" and another god, the Guardian of Hell, and God of Darkness "Shinyu" disagreed on something. That something being whether or not Gods should have the right to rule over humans. Thus they fought. Alastor's Angels against Shinyu's demons. In the end, it seemed they were equally matched, so Alastor sacrificed his immortality, to destroy Shinyu.
But, since a god can't die without sacrificing his immortality, his power remained, and was banished to hell. Now, thousands of years later, a Satanist cult came upon ancient forbidden tomes, speaking of this dark god, and rename themselves the Church of Shinyu. They seek to resurrect their Dark God, by offering a new born child as a sacrifice for his godly power. A new vessel for which Shinyu can claim as his own, and the only one that can combat him if it works, is a young boy, Nero Who is Alastor's reincarnation.

There ya have it, folks. :3 time to vote. ^^
NOTE: No, I didn't choose Nero because it's my favorite DMC character. I chose Nero because it means "Power" He IS afterall the reincarnation of a god.....what better name than a name that means "Power"? ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23962024/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23962024/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 02:46:50 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Everywhere I go, I'm reminded of how I'm fucking cursed with this fucking....disability, for lack of a better word. Jokes, social cues, emotions, and basically, just interacting with NORMAL PEOPLE in general. I have so much trouble understanding any of it, and fitting in, because of this god forsaken curse that was placed upon me at the age of 3, by those mother fucking vaccines. Why me? Of all people, why did I end up with this fucking disability? Why did I have to be cursed with this, to be an outcast, because the pharmaceutical companies are greedy bastards, and care nothing for any one but themselves and money?! I'm well aware I'm not the only one in the world with this, but still, it's unfair! To me, and everyone else like me.

It's not fair that I have to suffer from this, and there's not a DAMN THING I CAN DO TO CHANGE IT!!!
Yep, I'm cursed. I can't fit in anywhere, and according to other guys, I must be gay because most of my friends are girls.

Not that it matters. My life was ruined the minute I got those vaccines. I hate my life. I hate me, and everything about me. I'm fucking cursed, and I'm doomed to stay that way until I fucking die. -__-
I'm not normal...I'm a freak, an outcast...I'm different....too different, and now I just wish that for a change, I could be normal. It's so nice seeing how happy all of my friends are, untouched by this curse, able to understand jokes, emotions, social cues, everything completely fine, while I'm doomed to struggle trying to understand it, and fit in for the rest of my life.

And a Special thanks to:

SENATOR BILL FRIST, for slipping that bill through that protects the pharmaceutical companies that made these vaccines, the very ones that cause autism and Asperger's Syndrome to begin with, from legeal action. In other words, if your child gets autism as a result of these vaccines, or Asperger's syndrome, Tough shit for you pal. Oh, and you wanna know what the best part is? In most states, they're mandatory. So either you get the vaccines for your kids, and run the risk of ruining their lives (not blaming the parents, FYI), or go to jail, lose your kids, and their lives are ruined by the vaccines anyway. Nice little government we have here, huh? THANK YOU BILL FRIST! May you burn in hell you fucking scumbag.

Bill Frist must burn in hell. He was a doctor. He took an oath to help people, not save the greedy bastards who ruin people's lives because they only care about money.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23876751/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23876751/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 02:24:57 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Yeah...I suppose I wont quit dA after all....I dunno, partially because is rather persuasive, and I've been teaching myself to tell others to fuck off and die if they don't like my work....well, just the trolls anyway. I'm more polite about it with the less ignorant people. ^^

Aaaaanyway...I still ended up having to move my...more mature work AGAIN, because the asshole keeps prying into my business and found my new dA page....so I ended up making a new one. One that NO ONE except knows of atm. If you want it, you're gonna have to note me for it, because I'm keeping this one as secretive as possible. No offense, but I wont be adding you guys to friends on that one. Anything that could add suspicion, I am avoiding....that rat bastard will do anything to piss me off, and trust me, he's good at finding people.... >_>

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23842244/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23842244/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 01:02:34 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Well, I've hit rock bottom. The depression is too much. Evidence can be found from yesterday, when I wasn't exactly thinking thing sll the way through when I gave permission to post Blood and Tears (there's a good reason, but there was a better solution if I had stopped to think about it.). I'm not blaming you...I'm blaming me for my idiocy. And furthermore, when I told you, that I was feeling better...I have to be honest, I was lying so you wouldn't worry about me. Anyway, I'm throwing in the towel, so, You probably wont see me on dA anymore.

I'm done writing. I suck at it, plain and simple. I couldn't write a decent story to save my soul. I hate No More Angels. It's a piece of crap. My novel? It's a fucking child's story, not worth pissing on. The rest of my stories, aside from Blood and Tears of course, are all garbage. In fact I'll probably throw those out too. No, Blood and Tears was mostly one sided. is the one with the talent./ I'm just a talentless loser with no life and is probably going to end up living with his mother for the rest of his life.

I'll probably give up drawing as well. There's no point. I suck at that too. My drawings are garbage, and they'll probably never improve, so I wont bother to practice any more, so you wont be seeing those any more.

And to my friend, whether you want to listen to me or not, I am sorry. Like I said, pissing people off is what I'm good at, even if I try not to. I wasn't thinking clearly, but then again, I'm also an idiot if you ask anyone I know.

Anyway, sorry to bother you all with my garbage deviations. I suck at everything, except making people hate my fucking guts so maybe I should get a job at the IRS, where being an asshole pays. Anyway, I'm done fighting with depression. Let it have it's way with me, I don't care. I'm a talentless, stupid, asshole. I'll stick around for a few more days, but that's it.

Lastly, this isn't a journal to get sympathy for what I've done. No, this journal entry has been coming for the past two days, where evidence of my failure at everything I do has been showing up everywhere lately. Anyway, I'll miss ya all. Thanks for your support. Maybe I'll see you again on Gaia some time. Keitaro Dragonheart is the name if you wanna look me up. Anyway, ciao.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23671459/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23671459/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 06:37:33 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right. I'm moving to a new dA account....as soon as my membership runs out of course.

My new account is As soon as my membership runs out, I'll be switching over to that one. Just thought I'd give ya all the heads up. So I'll be moving all my stuff over to that account in 2 months, according to my profile. For now, I'll keep it here. As for why I'm moving....well, It's to keep a few certain brothers from discovering my stories....God knows if they see them, I'll never hear the end of it. D:

I probably wont move EVERYTHING. Just the stuff I like the most. ^^ I'll keep this account around to house the rest, as well as my favorites. I don't feel like re-faving like 300 faves all over again. XD

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23662551/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23662551/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:00:06 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Ugh, my god, I'm gonna explode, seriously. >_> On top of the last few days' morbid thoughts (which luckily haven't upset my anxiety....thank god...at least not yet anyway.) I'm suffering from severe creative over load. Over the past 5 days ALL OF MY ROLE PLAYS HAVE DROPPED DEAD. >_> I'm having role play withdrawls like you wouldn't believe. D: I'm so addicted, it isn't even funny.

On top of that, I have this new idea for a new story, that's constanlty haunting me. I can't put it up though, because I've requested help from a certain creative genius that I'm sure you all know. She knows who she is. ^^ And I've asked for he help, cuz when it comes to drama, there ain't no 1 better.

But ya, that last few days, with out a role play to occupy me, because everyone on gaia sucks, (VAMPIRES AND LYCANS MUST ALL DIE!!!!) my newest idea is constanlty haunting me, with the most dramatic scens I've ever thought up for a realistic fiction sotry EVER. Because I wanna wirte em soooo bad, it's not funny. xD Actually, I've started writing a few down....

Anyway, I've got the re-write/reconstruction of No More Angels in the works, so that's taking some of the overload and shit off my shoulders, because I actually have something to do. Aside from reigning terror on my MMOs of course.

Sometimes being creative can be a curse, especially when you have a mind like mine.... ¬¬

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23655917/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23655917/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 07:58:29 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Yeah....so I just copy and pasted what I already have of NMA, and am adding more too it, making so minor to major changers here and there, and introducing a new character. It'll probably be his only appearance, but we'll see.

Anyway, For the most part, No More Angels will likely remain the same, but for all of my NMA fans, you might wanna re-read it, as it definitely wont be the same as you remember. And if for all the yaoi fans out there....

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23646115/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23646115/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 15:52:17 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

No More Angels. Jason and Seth are finally together and happy. Jason's father is in jail, and their ordeal is over. Jason and his mother are free to begin their lives anew....Or are they...?

COMING SOON:

No More Angels 2

All I can tell you, is that it's far from over! Their true test is about to begin, and their troubles have never been worse! Things will take a drastic turn for the worst, and depending on a few small things, Jason's fate, as well as his and Seth's relationship, could change forever!

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23636734/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23636734/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 01:04:34 PDT ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

This time, I'm taking down NMA and replacing it with a new version, as soon as I finish writing it....I'm serious this time...I don't like it. Not that it's not good. It's OKAY, but it's not that great. >_>
Every chapter, every chosen word, was improvised and made up as I go along, thus it's not near as good as it could have been. My best stories always come with a lot of forethought. Take the Magus Children (which I plan to finish.....eventually. XD ) or Demona, for example. Those all had alot of thought put into them BEFORE I started writing them.

Unlike with No More Angels, most of my other stories aren't half-assed and completely improvised and made up as I went along. A lot of planning went into it, before I actually started writing it.
Thus why I've decided to re-write it.

Now that you all have an explanation, to which you cannot argue with me, I'm going to get started. ^^ (Though, certain people will likely argue with me anyway. Yes, you know who you are... )

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23568030/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23568030/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 03:42:14 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Omg... I'm going insane, I swear to god.
My creativity has been driving me up the freaking walls. Even with all the role plays I'm in, it's still not enough. Even at night, when I'm dead asleep, my creative gears are turning. It's so bad, I'm actually DREAMING up ideas for my stories, as well as mine and 's collab stories.... It's maddening.
I think the fucking Creativity switch broke or something, because I can't turn it off!!!

There were many times I wished for something like this, like during the work on my novels. But now, It's on 24/7, and I want it to go away! D: talk about Irony... >_> *facepalm*

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23522936/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23522936/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 11:51:19 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Everything sucks, and I'm pissed as fuck. =__= The asshole keeps cracking jokes and shit about anime and hentai and shit. He think he's funny, but he's not. He's pissing me off, and it's a lucky thing he's fucking bigger than me, otherwise, I'd kill him. That and he's been hanging around ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!! I swear to god, it's almost as if the asshole has moved in here....Jesus, just what I need, another fucking headache. Bastard.

My brothers are driving me totally in fucking sane. I don't even have anywhere I can go to be by myself in fucking peace, unless I wanna sit in the middle of a buncha junk in what is supposed to be my room. Which by the way, has yet to have been touched, so the roof still leaks, the floor still sucks, there's still a gaping hole in my closet floor, and the roof looks like it's rotting, etc, etc, etc, etc.....lovely. =___=

My computers suck ass. Alienware from now on, I swear to god. Not even a year and a half, and one is crashing alot, and this one just plain sucks. Stupid piece of crap keeps freezing and beeping at me, and I have to hit ctrl+alt+delete like half a million times for like half an hour before it does anything....I hate technology.... =___=

And to top it all off, my anxiety hasn't improved in the least. Of course, with all the bullshit going on, I'm not surprised. I hate everything. I wish the whole fucking world would just fucking disappear, and just leave me the fuck alone.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23412854/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23412854/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 09:07:04 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I'm totally miserable today. After yet another anxiety attack, paranoia strikes again, and I can't even close my eyes for a nap for 5 seconds to forget about it, before all the morbid thoughts come rushing in.

The abdominal pains, the back pains, pains in my arms and shoulders, headaches, chest pains, trouble breathing, nausea....I'm totally miserable.

I can't shake these morbid thoughts that keep crossing my mind, and even worse, my paranoia is giving me all sorts of hypochondriac thoughts. I can't focus on anything, I'm surprised I'm writing this right now, without going insane.

I've never been more frustrated in my life. Try as I might, nothing I do works. Everything I do to make all this shit goes away, fails miserably, time, and time again, and even forcing myself to do the things I like to do, isn't helping either.

On top of all this, there's mountains of snow everywhere outside, and it's cold as fuck. Winter always makes me miserable, so that doesn't help me any. On top of the fact, that I know, by tonight, I'm gonna have to shovel out the mail box again, because the asshole keeps plowing snow over it.

My life is a total mental fucking wreck. I'm beginning to think I'll never get out of this shit hole. Hell, part of me is starting to think that I'm meant to be miserable and frustrated all my life.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23409517/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23409517/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 01:33:00 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

For those of you following Blood and Tears, I now humbly ask your opinions for titles for my new story. It follows Zane's life before he met Virgil. I've yet to come up with a name, so I'm open to any suggestions.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23319445/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23319445/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 07:38:37 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

So I just recently found out that my mother wants to send me over to live with my brother, and his girlfriend, down in New Hampshire, come time for them to go to college. Well, I tried to get her to change her mind, but she keeps insisting that this is something I have to do. Well I DON'T WANNA DO IT. >_>
Jesus, I've lived with him for 18 years, and now that I'm finally getting rid of him, she wants me to go live with him? Omg....if I end up in the nut house, you'll all know why. I'll be sure to send post cards before my trip to the Happy Hotel. =_=

EDIT: Oh, nevermind. I take that back. She wants to move to New Hampshire anyway. This truly sucks. Finally get comfortable with the place you're living in, the one place you've actually lived in longer that a year, and she wants to pack up an go. ¬¬ God, I hope we don't get that house, otherwise, I'll have to pull a miracle out of my ass and hope I can find a way to live on my own in order to stay here. I'm growing tired of moving....seriously.... -__-;
If we DO end up moving, I hope it's just not this summer like she said it might be.... Q__Q

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23300091/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23300091/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 03:55:10 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Well, I'm finally getting to work on my novel again. I'm typing it up, actually. ^^ I haven't finished it yet, but I'll type up the rest as I go along, because I already have a solid idea of what I want to happen.

That, and today, I'm not really feeling in the mood to type up anymore of my story. At least not right now. So, sorry, no Demona updates today.

And on another note, my anxiety is severely pissing me off. It's fucking with my mood, so now, I'm easily agitated. That's real good, considering all the bullshit I have to put up with all day. I've already exploded twice, as a friend of mine can attest to. It also doesn't help that everything that can go wrong, does go wrong, lately, or so it seems. Yesterday, I was in the middle of a convo with one of my friends. They had a short time to talk with me, and what happens? My computer hits and error, and restarts on me. That would be the second time I exploded. God, if this keeps up, their going to need to put me in a straight jacket to keep me from killing the stupid people.

Oh, and joy for me, I'm addicted to role playing again. Mostly because of a small surprise and I are cooking up. I wont tell though. You'll have to wait and see.
My god, I haven't been this addicted to role playing in....well, EVER. *_* They really should have a rehab clinic for role play addicts, seriously. XD

Well, that wraps things up for today's news. Until next time, ciao.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23283130/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23283130/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 04:38:37 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right, I've finally drawn up the courage to post my greatest story ever! I'm sure you will all enjoy it, but I would like to ask a small favor of my very loyal and trustworthy friends. :3

Please, help me keep an eye out for thieves. This story means a lot to me, mostly because I've worked hard on it, thus far. It took some encouragement from some of my closest friends to post it, and I'm more than happy to share it with the dA community. Thus why I humbly ask you to help me watch out for thieves. If you happen to spot any (Aside from Hikage11. She drew my OC, because I asked her to), then please let me know. (just in case I may have given permission. ^^ )

Thank you. *bows to all his wonderful friends. ^^ )

Now, let the story begin, and please, sit back and enjoy it, because as I progress, it only gets better and better.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23265648/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23265648/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 05:11:31 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I know everyone wants to say "I told you so" but don't. >_> Fine, I surrender, u guys were right, there was nothing wrong with it. >_> And I did end up only making a few changes here and there. Aside from adding a new chapter....Now, I'm sure you'll all want to do a victory dance to celebrate my defeat, so I'll just leave you all to that. ¬¬

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23264722/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23264722/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 02:57:26 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I know you guys voted against restarting No More Angels. but I'm gunna do it anyway. I definitely feel like it could use more detail, more background on Jason, and show more of his home life.

But, here's a deal for ya. I'll keep up the original version, and I'll replace it chapter by chapter. I may even add a few more, if necessary, but either way, No More Angels V 2.0 is on its way.

More likely than not, however, it'll probably end up being more of an update than a rewrite.

EDIT: Some chapters probably wont change at all, and some may just be edited a bit. But what I can say for certain, is that there will be AT LEAST one more chapter.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23256193/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23256193/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 15:41:37 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right. No More Angels Version 2.0 ^^ I'll keep up the original, until the new version is complete, and once it is, I'll throw it to you guys to decide which version you want to stay, and which one gets the boot.
Until A decision is reached, the new one will be title NMA, just to give u a heads up. :3

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23228065/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23228065/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 04:03:54 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Nope. Noe more Magus Children. In fact, I'll probably remove it from ym gallery. I kinda hate it, and its kinda boring, so I don't see myself updating it any time soon....so...yeah. >_>

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23171945/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23171945/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 10:33:17 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I'm currently in the process of trying to decide whether or not to rewrite No More Angels. It came out really good, don't get me wrong, but somehow, I feel like it could be better. However, I don't know whether to start from scratch, and rewrite it, or not.

So, here's the deal. I'm puttin up a poll to decide whether or not to rewrite it. Your decision guys. Majority rules. Make sure to cast your vote, and lemme know whatcha think. And dun worry, your yaoi scenes will stay intact. And hey, if I'm feeling really generous, I may even add a couple more.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23115752/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23115752/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 06:27:53 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's right. Sadly, I've hit a dead end, and have had to end No More Angels. I had hoped to make it longer, maybe in parts or something, I dunno, but unfortunately, my creative mind has run out of ideas for me to use. No surprise, considering my forte lies in fantasy, adventure, and action. I'm usually not very good at reality based stories. That being said, I'm willing to admit, that No More Angels came out much better than I had anticipated.

Thus why I'm petitioning to you, my readers, to help me come up with ideas, so that it doesn't have to end! If you can think of anything, anything at all, feel free to let me know, because I really don't want to end it either.

On a side note, if I can manage to continue the story, I'll probably mark this first series as part 1, and go from there. Depending on your ideas, and my creative mind, who knows how far this story can go.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23101648/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23101648/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 12:35:23 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I went to see the doc today, and mom just HAD to come in with me, because she THINKS I don't tell him everything, or I'm not truthful with what I tell him. Well, as the two of them talked, and said I needed to get out of the house more, mom mentioned counseling, and, surprise surprise, the doc agreed. ¬¬

So now, I have to let some moron tread the sacntuary that is my mind, and taint that holy place with their stupidity. =_= My only sanctuary, sacred ground that only my closest family and friends are allowed to tread, will now soon be invaded by retards, and morons. Ugh, this sucks. Even worse than my stress. I do so loathe the thought of having my brain prodded by some stuff, know-it-all crackpot.

Oh well. As long as they don't piss me off, everyone will will be safe. -__-

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23059217/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23059217/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 11:07:11 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Today has been hell for me, pretty much all day. Sure, I had a bit of fun updating No More Angels and stuff, but otherwise, I've been stressed as hell.

I've had morbid thoughts running through my mind all day, and I've been stressed to the point where I've been having abdominal pains, trouble breathing, chest pain. It's ridiculous. >_> And as can attest to, I've been thinking negatively about myself as well. Although, having people around you that do the same thing, only out loud, doesn't help either. And to make matters worse, I find that one of my closest friends is as miserable, if not more so than myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming them, I'm blaming the people that are causing us to suffer, and my fucking paranoia and anxiety disorder. Clearly those two are not a good combination. =_=

Today can't possibly get any worse, and if it does, I swear, I'm going to kill the next fucking retard that comes along and pisses me off with his/her stupidity.

I'm so damned miserable, when I shouldn't be, and it totally sucks, because my body aches all over as a result. I know this is likely all just stress, but thanks to my paranoia, I keep getting these morbid thoughts, that all of this pain and crap is something worse. Jesus, can't I just have one day where my paranoia, and anxiety don't gang up on me?

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23054112/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23054112/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 05:30:05 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

This is a warning to all of those whom are currently following my Original Story (yes, I have to keep reminding ppl of tht, because I only have 2 original stories in my entire gallery. XD ) "No More Angels" that from here on out, from Chapter 7 and beyond, you will find yaoi. If you are not a yaoi fan, do not care for it, or just plain hate it, then I'd advise that you don't read further, just as much for your sake as for mine, because I do so hate hearing people complain about my work, or about the content of my work.

Now, if you don't mind, I'm off to get up chapter 7. ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23043054/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23043054/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 15:22:27 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I would oh so love to work on my drawing, except, I'm not sure what to draw.

So, I'm leaving it up to you guys! Gimme an idea, anything, and I'll try to draw it! Ok...maybe not, ANYTHING...I can draw people, humanoids (they have to look more human than creature, otherwise, I epic fail. XD Like Nagas, for instance, I can draw those. :3 ), Swords, axes, scythes, daggers, War Hammers (I'm a bit rusy on those. I can draw them, but they're kinda crappy. Nothing a little practice can't help. ^^ ) shields, armor (I'll have to put a person in it though, otherwise, it'll look really shitty. xD ), Gunblades, keyblades, dragons (they look more like mutant geckos )
Let's see, what else can I draw....*thinks hard*

I can also draw landscapes. I usually only do them as backgrounds, and I'll admit, there are likely some I can't draw. -__-; And don't bother to ask me to try and draw any kind of structure. I fail at all forms of architecture. My god, I'm do bad at drawing buildings, you'd have sworn a toddler drew it.

I can also draw OCs! But there is a requirement; They must be clothed! I can draw shirtless guys, sure, but I can't do 'happy places' As you can imagine, I've never drawn anything like that, and I can;t envision myself EVER drawing anything like that. o_o I don't do loin clothes, or anything of the sort, also because I fail at figure drawing. It's one of my flaws, but I'm working on it. Just don't expect to see any 'happy places' in my drawings in this lifetime. x3

*shrugs* well, I guess that's about it. If I can't draw it, I'll letcha know. Also, Don't expect to see results right away. Like every other human being, I have moments where I don't really feel to inclined to draw, and if I try to draw when I don't feel like it....well, the image suffers. >_> So no nagging, or I'll sick the Rancor on you!

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23032485/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23032485/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 01:01:39 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Apparrenlty, someone's going around posting spam and stealing passwords.

[link]

Thought I'd give u guys the heads up, so it dun happen to you. :3

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23014390/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/23014390/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 04:06:05 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

Yeah, sorry, but I don't see myself updating that anytime soon.
I'm currently obsessed with No More Angels, and with me, I tend to get stuck on those obsessions, so, until it dies down a bit, there wont be any more Magus Children, because I'll be too busy being obsessed with my new story.
My apologies, but I promise, that as soon as I'm....un-obsessed (if that's even a word. But who cares, I can make up all the words I want. )with No More Angels, I'll start updating The Magus Children again.

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22995365/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22995365/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 02:24:09 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

That's write, I've taken down No More Angels. Seeing as I've only got 1 original story in my entire gallery, and more than enough fan-fics. I think I'm gunna turn NMA into an original story. You'll just have to wait and see what it is. ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22987175/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22987175/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 15:59:37 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

I managed to find some of my old drawings. They were apparently, stashed away in one of my bins. x3 I'll be uploading them ASAP. Yay for old, crappy drawings. XD

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22964101/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22964101/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:12:38 PST ~Don't Fight for Victory, Fight for Honor,

After careful consideration, I have decided to turn the Magus Children, into a giant collab! Any and all ideas are welcome. I'll take any of your ideas, and put them in the story, if I can, though I can't guarantee that I'll be able to use all of them.

Special thanks to for giving me a 3 month subscription. I haz a forum on my page now. And the first thread, is for ideas for the story. :3 So, if you have any ideas, have at it! ^^

And then Victory will come on its own~ ]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22836592/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22836592/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 04:01:44 PST _> So...any of my female (if I said girlfriends, everyone would get the wrong Idea. I dunno why women can get away with saying girlfriends or boyfriends, but if a guy says it, there's usually trouble. ) friends can lend me a hand, I'd appreciate it.

I had a chapter written out for her before, cept I lost it. -__-; Good thing the story wasn't done though. XD

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22774304/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22774304/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 04:22:42 PST
So basically, this one will be better than the original one. ^^

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22724603/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22724603/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 07:58:53 PST I, erm....have to find it first.....xD

EDIT: The Prologue to the story has been submitted. It's rather good, you should read it if you get the chance. I'm not usually one to brag, but I do believe this is one of my better ideas.

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22566016/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22566016/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:16:53 PST Omfg, I'm a total role play junkie. xD The last few days, all I feel like doing is role playing all the time. I'm a total freakin' addict. xD No thanks to jk....sort of.
My god, what am I going to do with myself?
Especially after watching the movie "Forbidden Kingdom". My god, that movie was bad ass. *_*
I so need to join a role play site or something. Or maybe go into Rehab. xD Do they have rehab clinics for recovering role play addicts?

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22555608/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22555608/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 04:36:35 PST As soon as I put up the first chapter, go ahead and blurt out any titles you can think of. I really suck at titles anyway. xD

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22518825/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22518825/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:43:24 PST Anyway, we'll finally get some peace back in this house again. On a brighter note, I'm also slowly feeling my writer's muse (or wtvr u wanna call it. xD ) coming back to me, and I might even work on my drawings some more. My depression isn't as bad, and overall, my anxiety is improving. Though, if what I've been told throughout my life is true, I'll probably have to live off of SSI, because of my anxiety disorder+Asperger's syndrome, coz I wont be able to get a job. They all think I'm disabled, because what? I'm different? fuck 'em, I'm not disabled, they are. -_- Anyway, the good stuff far outweighs the bad stuff anyway. If all goes as planned, I should finally finish my first book soon, and type it up, then send it out and hopefully get published. ^_^ I've finished some others, but I don't like them, and I'll probably re-write them, and add more detail and stuff, but anyways, overall, things are finally starting to work out.

EDIT: Ah yes, that reminds me, I might be off for a while,
1. Because I'm addicted to DoMo xD
2. Because I think I'm going to take some time to work on my drawing. I have a little project in mind for it, but you'll have to wait and see....then again, so will I, because I'm not ENTIRELY sure what it is yet either. xD

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22188756/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/22188756/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 11:14:28 PST Though we couldn't afford much this year, it was still a nice christmas on account of our family being here. Second of all, as for gifts, I finally got that external Hard Drive I've been after. It's a whopping 500GB hard drive, with a built in fan and everything. Guess that's why u gotta plug it in. Best present I ever got. Well, cept the PS3 we got last year. ^_^ But now I can store all my stuf on my Hard Drive. Yay! That means a faster computer. Chirtsmas this year was good. I got one of the things I've always wanted, and even if there was more extra space under the tree this year, it was still great. ^^ I hope you all had a nice Christmas too. :3

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21815898/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21815898/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 13:31:49 PST That is, as soon as mother stops hogging it.

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21786642/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21786642/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:18:25 PST _>
Actually, I've been drowning myself in the internet. I've been too depressed to do anything but go on the net and sleep. It's sucks on so many levels.

So, sometime soon I'm cutting myself off from the internet completely. I don't know for how long, and I might just go to a family friend's house for a while and work on my books. They don't have a computer, which will work out for me. I guess you can call it rehab, to pull me out of this depression. At this point, I'm willing to try anything. And who knows, maybe it'll work, and I'll be able to write my books again, which I've lost the desire to work on months ago. ^^

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21415912/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21415912/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:28:40 PST

Basically, I'm bored to death, and I need something to occupy my time, and make me....un-bored. ^^

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21128954/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/21128954/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:43:56 PDT I could probably do it myself, but I'm interested in what you guys may have for ideas, so before I start, fire away!

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]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20914988/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20914988/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 02:35:07 PDT Finally, I'm an adult, and I've only got 1 year left 'till I can drink. Not that I would...probably only to tease the shit out of my brother who can't.

And look at that, almost 1,000 page views. Two pieces of good news. Maybe I'll hit 1,000 today, and if I can get my scanner working today, I'll have a special treat for everyone. Yes that's right, all of my drawings, old and new. I'm hoping to upload them soon. I may not be the greatest artist in the world, but I still take pride in my work...sometimes.

EDIT: Hell yeah! 1,000 page views, alright! Thank you everyone for the views.

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]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20855463/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20855463/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:57:34 PDT
And to make matters EVEN worse, DirecTV wont be out for a week as well. Meaning, we'll be sitting around, twittling our thumbs, doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for a whole week. I take back my previous journal entry. This week entirely sucks ass. so much for an exciting 20th birthday. It looks like I'll be spending it in the fucking stone age. =_=

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20852440/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20852440/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 04:17:59 PDT
Nothing but good news this week, other than my mother nagging at me most of the time *death glare* it has been a rather nice week. ^_^ No stupid people bothering the shit out of me, my anxiety is going away (slowly, but its going away. :3 ), and in 4 days, I'll be 20. In other words, I'll officially be an adult. YES! Then I only have a year left until I can drink.

On top of that, we're finally moving on Tuesday. The electric is getting shut off today at our new place, and we can't turn it back on 'till tomorrow, so we're not moving 'till then, and if all goes as planned, I wont be gone for forever, because we'll have the internet back that same day. Well, at least that's what I'm hoping for. ^_^

There is a downside though....I hate We Are Family. >_> I think it sucks, so I'll probably throw it out of my gallery and start over. :/
It was kinda lame anyway. I dunno, I just don't like it. =_= So I'm gunna start over, and this time, hopefully, it will be at least semi-decent.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I feel like drawing. *digs through art bag* Yes, I haz an art bag. ^_^

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On the bright side, I finally got chapter 46 up. and hopefully, I'll have 47 up today. ^^

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20654130/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20654130/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:28:45 PDT
So I'm playing guild wars, and we're on a tough mission. huge ass groups of enemies everywhere. So I suggest we lure them into smaller groups. Guess what...our stupid fuck tank aggroed the whole mob, died, killed us all, then blamed us for the mission going wrong and called us noobs... =_=
I swear to god, this world would be better off without stupid people.

Another instance in which I ran into utter stupidity, is I was debating on Gaia about gay marriage. And the first reply I got was "the bible says this so gays are going to hell."
You know what pal, fuck your bible! D:< sorry if I've offended anyone, but seriously, that is how I feel. The bible says gays will go to hell, but guess who wrote the bible? HUMANS!!! It seems no matter how many times I point this out, they keep using the bible over and over, and ignore the obvious fact that humans wrote the bible.

Stupid people drive me crazy. You try to have an intelligent conversation, and some retard comes along and starts trash talking and coming up with the weakest, most pathetic, and ridiculous arguments ever! Hell, sometimes, they have nothing to do with the topic!

I give up. From now on, I'm stick with DA, and my games. nothing else. I can't seem to find an intelligent person on the web, my friends being the exception of course. God thank them all!

Thank you my oh so wonderful, and highly intelligent friends for listening to me rant. I oh so enjoy these journals, they give me a chance to blow off some steam. ^^

]]> ~Draco123 http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20612844/ http://Draco123.deviantart.com/journal/20612844/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:04:35 PDT
I swear to god, if I fid the person that gave me this shit, they will suffer a slow...
Agonizing...
Painful...
And bloody end.

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