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]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25955439/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25955439/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 01:54:03 PDT

What would you do to change the world if this was your last day?




Songs that brought this on...
If Everyone Cared and If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickleback

We Shall Be Free and Change by Garth Brooks

forget commenting on the songs, its the message in this ok....


Live each day as its your last day one Earth, and live each day not for yourself, change whats wrong with this world, don't tell me you can't, every day a single person changes the entire world, its to what degree people notice it that makes its news, the actions of a small group gets more accomplished then that of a large one, its always been that way, its hows its always worked in then past and still does to day, so don't go preaching to me, but to those who need it, don't waste your time here on this great planet, take the leap, take risks, stop being scared, forget the things that make you doubt yourself, each day is a precious gift, don't be afraid to share this gift by making others happy, let everyone know you care, let them all know they are important to you, even if its the least little bit, let them know you care, cause we all know what it feels likw to not be loved, so spread it around, and think....


So I ask you again my friends, and I challenge you to ask others, Hell, share it with people you don't even know... but...

What would you do to change the world if this was your last day?

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25446332/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25446332/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 03:16:13 PDT
just for once i'd really like it if someone in my life would just be happy with who i am

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25393097/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25393097/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 11:33:22 PDT
.::.
{ } You have a short temper
{x} You often act on your emotions without thinking first
{ } You are very competitive
{ } You like to play with fire
{ } You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all
{ } You prefer warm weather over cold weather
{ } You often lose control over yourself
{ } You can be quite reckless
{ } You sometimes hurt people without realizing it
{x} People have often called you insane
{ } You believe power gives you the right to do whatever you please
{ } You prefer hot and/or spicy food over cold and/or crisp foods
{ } You think burning someone at the stake should still be an execution style
{ } Summer time is your favorite season
{ } You think war is a necessary part of life
{ } You believe that you have to be strong to survive in this world
{x} You wish dragons were real
{x} Your strongest emotion is passion
{x} You love explosions and guns
{ } You laugh when you see something burning or wish you could burn someone you hate or dislike

FIRE Total = 5


.::.
{ } You have a calm, laid-back personality
{ } You like to go to the beach
{ } You rarely get angry
{x} When you do get angry, you know how to control it
{ } You think before you act
{x} You are good at breaking up fights
{x} You are a good swimmer
{ } You like the rain
{x} You can stay calm in stressful situations
{x} You are very generous
{x} You prefer the cold over hot temperatures
{ } You would love a life at sea
{x} Your favorite time of the year is winter
{x} You like eating fish
{x} People say you are gentle rather then strong
{ } You enjoy the sound of a babbling brook
{x} Your favorite animal is aquatic
{ } You enjoy being at a beach
{ } You believe all bounty is provided by the sea
{ } You are seen as a relaxed and a go with the flow type of person

WATER Total = 10


.::.
{x} You are physically strong
{x} You have a close connection with nature
{x} You don't mind getting dirty
{x} You form strong opinions on issues that concern you
{x} You could easily survive in the wild
{x} You care about the environment
{ } You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted
{ } You rarely get depressed
{ } You aren't afraid of anything
{ } You prefer to have a strict set of rules
{x} You feel at peace when you are away from civilization
{ } You'd rather have a nice salad then a juicy steak
{x} You understand animals just as if they were human
{x} You feel lost in a big city
{ } Your favorite season is Spring
{ } You are a generally neutral person
{x} You prefer the mountains and forest over any other place to live
{ } You are en excellent climber
{ } You love animals more then people
{x} You control your physical attributes well

EARTH Total = 11


.::.
{ } You have a free spirit
{ } You hate rules
{ } You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces
{x} You hate to be restrained
{ } You are very independent and outgoing
{x} You are quite intelligent
{ } You tend to be impatient
{x} You are easily distracted
{x} You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying
{x} You wish you could fly
{x} You love birds
{ } Your favorite season is fall
{x} You love to move fast
{ } You love to watch the birds fly
{ } Freedom is your most valuable prize
{ } You feel at home in the open feels or atop a windy hill
{x} You still have your childhood innocence
{ } You love the sound of laughter
{ } You enjoy being up high
{ } You feel you have to live where there's clear skies

AIR Total = 8


.: :.
{ } You spend most of your time alone
{ } You prefer nighttime over daytime
{ } You like creepy things
{ } You like to play tricks on people
{ } Black is your favorite color
{ } You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc
{ } You don't talk much
{ } You are atheist
{ } You don't mind watching scary movies
{ } You love to break the rules
{ } You hide a lot from your friends and family
{ } You have more black pieces of clothing then anything else
{ } Your favorite time of the year is Halloween
{ } You often find yourself avoiding crowds
{ } You find yourself depressed more often then happy
{x} You lock yourself in your room for hours at a time
{ } You think the police are just a waste
{ } You have found yourself daydreaming of dying
{ } You worship a figure considered evil
{ } You enjoy screamo

DARKNESS Total... ]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25168558/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25168558/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 20:33:30 PDT
.:FIRE:.
[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 4


.:WATER:.
[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[ ] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 8


.:EARTH:.
[x] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[x] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 8


.:AIR:.
[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed
spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[ ] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 6


.: DARKNESS:.
[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[ ] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[ ] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 1


.:LIGHT:.
[x] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 6

50% Earth and 50% Water
XD Hey that makes mud lol


Quiz #2

[ ] smoked.
[ ] consumed alcohol.
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 1

[ ] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[ ] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 5

[ ] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist.
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 2

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[ ] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 0

[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 0

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[ ] been called a slut.
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 0

[ ] consider... ]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25007652/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/25007652/ Fri, 29 May 2009 00:22:53 PDT I'm tired of crying, sick of hating who I am just because someone disagrees with who I am. I am tired of so few respecting me for who I truly am. I want to be happy, I want to smile about myself in the mirror, I want people to smile at me when I say Hello not look the other way as if I am diseased.

*lets out a long deep sigh*

I know who care about me, and I know my true friends. and I'm not talking about those the say or thing that they are, cause that's been nothing but a mask, stop lying to yourself about who you really are, please, just know my eyes are very wide open now, and I am so thankful for who I have in my life, and I am so proud of those strong enough to never hide behind a mask, for those that always bust their ass to do the right thing for those that bleed for people that they will never see again and hurt for those that need a friend that have no name, I am proud of you all that give honestly and selfishly, to make other lives better, but don't forget to treat yourself from time to time.

For those that fight the good fight, may the sun set on your farewell with unforgettable beauty and majesty. God didn't put us here to whine and bitch, but to make a difference when the dark overshadows a life, if we would stand together and help each other out instead of fighting and complaining, hurting and lying, cheating and backstabbing.....if we would just do what we knew was right, the message would spread like a wildfire, the world would be a better place! I don't understand how someone can look at another person that is suffering and just walk away, it may be easy to walk the other way, but it feel so much better when you have done whats right, put in the effort my friends, make a difference, walk the dusty forgotten road.

For those that honestly thinks bad about me, go ahead and think what you want to think, but when it comes down to it, its all about who is being honest with themselves about themselves, I know who I am, but do you know who you are, and if you have problems telling yourself your bad traits, then I suggest you rethink who you are and who you think others are, cause I see my bad traits and I am not talking about those lies that people make up and spread, is needs to be said, each and everyone of us need to look into a different mirror of ourselves from time to time, look into the same one too long and we eventually think of ourselves as perfect, don't need vanity, you need honesty, just its ok to be selfish for yourself from time to time, but please limit to a small amount of time, for when you help others, it helps more then just that one person, but many, and yes, your own good deeds come back and repay you later, but don't do it just to have something better happen, do it because you know its right, please, I want to overhear some stranger saying how some random person walking by helped them in their darkest hour, don't tell me its just a dream, cause it happened....*tries not to cry* when I was 11 I had a nasty bike wreck where my leg gave out, and I was pinned under my own bike, I was in a position where I couldn't lift it, I was terrified from the pain in my leg, there were people just up the street working, they could hear my cries for help, they called by making fun of me, but I just look down for a second and when I look back up, so my surprise there was a man in a gray pinstripe suit walking towards me, it wasn't from a distance either it was like he just appeared, he reaches out grabbing my bike and pulls it off me, and with a calm tone he says "get up son, its not that bad" he offers a hand helping me up "dust yourself off and enjoy yourself" then as I start to walk there was no pain in my leg, I look back to thank him, he was gone, I still remember his face, but I never got a name, weather it was really an angel or some stranger that helped me out, it still proves my point that there is no dream that should be laughed at, once I was called a liar for believing in dream of global peace, took me 30 minutes to make that person see the entire world in a new light and hes never been happier since. still gonna say that thankless and random good deeds don't do shit, a random and thankless deed can save a life, for god sakes, be a hero, the morals and efforts to do good in this world has dropped to almost zero people! that should make each of us sick! I know in general people want to do whats right but don't have the means or the power too, that wouldn't be the case if we stood together, child abuse, rape, spouse abuse, human trafficing, everything could be erased if we just stand together and stop hiding, so what if theres people that push back, push harder, do whats right, cause when is it right for the unlawful to get away with crime right under the police watch, you see something wrong going on make a stand! for crying out loud, stop being scared, people actually listen, there is still good in this world, do... ]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24571008/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24571008/ Sun, 03 May 2009 17:28:08 PDT [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door (some are hard to freaking see!)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks
[x] You have run into a tree/bush (my bike's breaks failed!)
[ ] You have been called a blond
TOTAL: 4

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody
[ ] You just sang them to make sure
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen >_<
[x]You have choked on your own spit
TOTAL: 6


[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it
[ ] You type with three fingers or less
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire (if you can call it accedently)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
[x] You have caught yourself drooling (i was hungry! that roast was so good looking!! *attacks the nearest food*)
TOTAL: 9

[x] You have fallen asleep in class (more in college then in high school)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking (its an enigma!)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about (i just rambled on about random shit lol)
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you (i get that alot at work lol)
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice' (too much)
TOTAL: 14

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally (on perpose too, roast cricket)
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important (cleaning my room!)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time (too often)
TOTAL: 18

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before (on perpose too)
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling
[x] The word "um" is used frequently (<_< usually when i try to tell jokes)
[ ] You don't know what "um" means
[ ] You say "what" and "huh" a lot
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin
TOTAL: 20

Multiply your score by 4 to get your sanity percentage

20 X 4 = 80!
HAHAHA
>_>

80% insane, i expected higher

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24390850/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24390850/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 08:59:38 PDT

Honey I'm home!
Oh good you're home.
Well that's what "honey i'm home" usually means
Don't you get snippy with me!
GWAH! *ducks for cover* I wasn't!
Get out here!
*talking to himself* First a bad day at work and now out of nowhere my wife's having anger issues, what did I do to deserve today
I have something to tell you
does this have anything to do with why you're explosive today?
Honey, I'm pregnant

and its not yours
I need a beer *walks to fridge and pulls out vodka instead* So who's is it?
Its Billy Bob's
*starts drinking* you picked that tard over me?
*in walks Billy Bob*
Hu-ya-uck! Sexah's here! *sees the husband* uh oh
*is pretty hammered by now*
Oh hes knows
you tell him the others?
Others?
oh yes, the mayor, the milk man, the neighbor's dog, the stray cat that wanders around at night, old m... ]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24271811/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24271811/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 10:34:09 PDT Like the Darwin award but for artist lol

This month's Tard of the Month goes to ~Sane-sama for this:

how the fuck do you draw hands?!?!
look at your own hands
where?


its like someone turn off the thinking switch lol

Congrats Sane, you are now an offical dA tard

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24223185/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24223185/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 15:40:55 PDT
I'm fucking sick and tired of crawling around on the floor in dog piss to clean up dog shit cause my parents think that its going to come up with just a standard swiffer wet pad. THAT NOT MOPPING!!! Mopping is cleaning solution in hot water in a bucket with a mop, this is why I am left to clean it up after wards on my hands at knees and a scrub brush. My knees are stained! And when I put down cleaner my parents scream at me, I spent MY money to buy urine and fecal remover for hardwood floors, not easy to find, I went to the next state over to get it from a specialty shop, $80, and my dad swore up and down that it was going to ruin the floors, so he poured it down the drain. I've been using it for 2 months! It was all ok and it was cleaning it so great that it actually improved the floors, even took out the damn stains. But since I did it and not my parents, they think I don't know how to make a good decision so they that.....

and then my mom has the nerve to say its my fault, that they'd be nicer to me if I was nicer to them, well when you scream at your son instead of talking, I don't think hes going to be too happy about things......hypocritical parents, need to learn their own lessons

as if i don't have enough on me already

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24203428/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/24203428/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 14:51:48 PDT
]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/23685198/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/23685198/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:43:28 PDT I can't seem to get rid of my illnesses, 2 weeks now and they keep coming back. Barfing, hacking up black phlegm, sneezing out green mucus, and lack of energy. Worst part, I have no health insurance. So take me as advice, never go without it, always make sure you have insurance.

-SORROW-
No matter what action I take, no matter how much I study, no matter how good of a person I am, no matter what I do at all, constantly bad things happy to me. I'll never understand how the phrase "Bad things happen to good people, and good things happen to bad people" can constantly be right!

-DEPRESSION-
This one is going to be tough for me to right, and no, I'm anything but emo.
No matter how happy I act or feel, it refuses to last, every time I am truly happy, just about everything including what had mad me happy, goes awry. I do not want to be depressed, I like being happy, but everytime I'm happy its taken from me, and not gentle or slowly, but harsh and instant. Not meaning I didn't have my hand in the action that cause some of them, but there are those that are deliberate it feels like at times, and now that something terrible has happened to me and now i am so depressed, I have trouble even faking happiness. And I don't want to hear about how someone else always has a worse life, or about how its me fault, if you don't know what I am truly talking about nor involved, then don't even attempt to lecture me. No I'm not emo, no I'm not suicidal and NO I AM NOT TRYING TO SAY MY LIFE SUCKS OR IS WORSE THEN THE NEXT PERSON!!! I am simply saying, I'm depressed, end of story, and maybe a twist of anger thrown in, feeling backstabbed and betrayed can do that to you.

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/23293302/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/23293302/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 17:16:24 PST
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22992057/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22992057/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:11:20 PST
All in all, Windows 7 is to shut up those mouths that say Vista sucks, cause in honestly, IT IS VISTA!!! Yes, this is a computer nerd laughing at the part of society that constantly keeps showing proof there is de-evolution out there. We all have brains and CAN think independently, now please go do it more often. Just cause the media says something doesn't mean its right or true. Learn to find out info from reliable sources, not facebook or myspace or MTV, or even newsletters. If you are interested in something, actually go first hand, that's what I did and here I am proving to people that Windows 7 is not a new Operating System but a dumb down cheaper Vista. Sorry to disappoint you or confuse or even hurt feelings, but its about damn time someone said something.

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22946615/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22946615/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 15:20:14 PST
This weekend I have been beyond the terms of the word, SICK. In short, so sick that all day Saturday I was bed ridden. Yet Sunday, the very next day, my parents have me doing house work, and a good amount, and this after my mom and dad agree I was too sick to go to work, TO GO TO WORK!!! but not HOUSEWORK!!! WTF!!! I mean seriously, where'd their common sense die? I'm in bed for 30 hours barfing my guts out, like I should be working when I have issues with keeping my balance I'm so sick, then while I am cleaning my room, AS I WAS TOLD TO DO!!!! my mother, not calls or just yells for me, but SCREAMS for me to clean up the pine needles left over from them moving the Christmas tree out(yes yes I know, waiting this late), thats right, me clean up their mess. I raised my voice to tell her i can't get out of my room cause the door is blocked, what does she do, scream at me, exact words "Get your ass in here NOW damn it!" I admit, I have been using bad tones towards my mother alot more and more, but she doesn't get it that she yells and screams at me to get what she wants, she doesn't like getting the same treatment I guess, but in response I, well admittedly was the wrong thing to do, yell back at her to hold on. She then turns the power off to me room and tells me I can't have it back till March. The only reason I am online now is cause of my new mini-laptop. Go figure.

So, be honest, who is at fault here, my mother or I?

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22106081/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22106081/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 16:01:19 PST
O-O

O_O

YES!!! INNOCENT!!!
That didn't take long, and they arrested the prankster that almost got me arrested for it too, double win. And on top of that.....I FIXED MY SCANNER!!!....I think. If it works, people WILL be getting Christmas gifts from me, aka personal art. Some know they are getting something, some don't have a single clue.
^_^ Life is improving.....now to just sign up for more classes.

Christmas is coming, hope you all have been good little boys and girls.

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22059255/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/22059255/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 01:39:49 PST I passed CSC-110, the class I was needing to finish for 2 years to get into the CGI program at the college I go to. Took me long enough, but I am happy with the results. Now to look forward for Christmas, and to talk care of somethings I have been needing to do for myself. Slowly, very slowly, but surely things are starting to get better....or was until this bullshit prank that was pulled on me that's gone WAY TOO FAR....those of you that know about it were told already for a reason, if I haven't told you yet then I will eventually, if I don't, do not worry, I have my reasons, its just beyond personal...and at least I know I am innocent and so do many many others. Just know the prank has gone so far that the government has gotten involved and the person that did the prank to get me in trouble finds this too funny....damn fake evidence is digital and they are examining it, I know they will find out its all fake.

Ok now back to the Positive.

^_^ MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ^_^

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/17270291/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/17270291/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:09:22 PDT
]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/15343058/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/15343058/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 08:48:03 PDT Well thats not the only thing, i have a job, so progress is slowed greatly. Oh and heres the update about my life.

OK!!
Not taking classes right now cause I ran out of funds, working to save money to pay for college, ^_^ girlfriend's not going anywhere, busted my laptop screen and now having to use a monitor for a backup, eh go ahead and laugh, my grandfather had spinal regeneration and went through surgery and now i have to take care of not just one set of grandparents but both now, which I don't mind, so yeah, thats basicly it.

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/12009597/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/12009597/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:25:01 PST _< Don't you just hate it when you finally realise how bad off a situation is when its possibly too late? Well its happening with me!

Last night for whatever the reason, I got a sudden and swift kick in the teeth from reality; I'm lazy. >_< AHHH!! I took this long for me to notice how lazy too. All of a sudden it hit me, If I don't shape up in college this semster, I'm screwed. My family'll take everything I own; bed, comupters, PS2, EVERYTHING, even clothing; as payment for waste of many on my semesters. Well goo thing is, I can fix this if i just push myself. So, for inspirations to drive harder and tougher and get this done and done right; I'll be thinking of my girlfriend and all my friends. If that inspiration doesn't light a fire under my butt, nothing will.

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/11797449/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/11797449/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:54:51 PST 1)basiclly recovered from wreck
2)back in college
3)new girlfriend...well....sorta, haven't mentioned her on here till now
4) >_< laptop dead till i can find a new way to charge it
5) ^_^ few complaints, just happy to be alive and blessed for all the friends i have in my life......you know who you are, and yes "K", i'm still your lil puppy

]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/9532880/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/9532880/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 12:04:03 PDT And to think, all this brought on be a two week vacation to Disney World, guess I just need to space and time to think and grow.
And I have a message for those who ever hated, disliked, or even doubted me.........thats your problem, not mine.
I'm as broken as a shaddered vase, truely impossible to pick up all the pieces and never destained to heal in his lifetime. BUT, I am able to stand tall and strong knowing I can be as great as my Great Grandfather beleive I could be, God rest his soul and bless him for the work hes done through the word. Even in death he still teaches others lessons. Or, I could have finally snapped. Its time for me to be the man I wanna be, to be the hero I dream of being, to be a friend that everyone wants to have, to be living proof of God's love for us all, to be a light in darked time, and feel freer the the freest birds.
Time to rewrite my life, but not in blood, but in ink and tears. For I my be a warrior inside, but I don't fight on cause on hate or anger, but cause of love, compassion, friends, faith, and the will to be who I know I can be.
For I may now be the most deteramined person alive to day, just not sure on what ALL my goals are just yet.
I may not be a born leader, but I'm taking control of my life from now on. ]]> ~DracoJustin http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/9305556/ http://DracoJustin.deviantart.com/journal/9305556/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 20:22:18 PDT No job
no car
no money
few friends
no girlfriend
can't stop liking surten girls
low selfesteem
feel hated
unsure if i'm even wanted by some people
selfish
conceided
selfcentered
worriesome
bothersome
too curious and nosy
still a virgin
fat
weak
weakminded
weak soul and weak heart
wimp
not attractive at all
i scare most girls just by doing nothing
perverted, trying hard not to me anymore
useless
helpless
falied college
coward
not very social
loner/lone wolf
wannabe
emotional rollercoaster
glutten
hated by my parents
ugly, have a gut, and bad complection
deep down i'm shy
lonely
afraid of being alone
heartbroken now for about 5 months+
not sure if i really have feelings for someone or not
confused
lost my soulmate to a bisexual guy
hated
lied to
cheated on
hopeless
looked down apon
been shot at
unsure what love really means anymore
depressed but i hide it with childish antics
lossing my talents
finding it hard to even care anymore
few things cheer me up anymore
i'm hiding the fact that i still have internet when i am not supposed to even have a computer to begin with
still lives with my parents
no respect
i'm never going to become more then just friends with the four girls that still remain in my life
the girl i supposedly have feelings for the most is underaged and lives too far away
and the list goes on and on, just too lazy to list it all

Pros
I'm still breathing
never done drugs
not giving up on anything except gettting this one girl
stubern, in the good sense(if there is one)
my high school years were good, except for never getting to any of my proms
still have somefriends
a true hopeless romantic (i guess that can be called a good thing)
(can't think of much eles)

love life problems
HA! what love life
i think i have a deep crush on an older girl, she not really older then me but just by a few years
the girl i think i still love is a minor and lives in georgia
the girl i am not sure i am falling for is a minor and lives in chicago
the girl i keep trying to get with, i think despises me more then she lets on
the girl i once had feelings for, told me she wants me to switch places with the guy she prefers who just now moved to england (ouch)
lied, played and backstabed by my first girlfriend and my third girlfriend (but my third gf was the worst)
but sadly, they all reject me

more to come if i feel like it. ]]> ~DracoJustin