http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:EGsLonelyShadow&section=today deviantART RSS for by:EGsLonelyShadow en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 13:39:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/28808375/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/28808375/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:22:09 PST
My computer is still makng a proper ass of itself and won't let me upload new pieces...it still has a virus I haven't figured out how to get rid of
Me and Daniel are still together its almost 4 months now and nobody has screwed up and he hasn't changed into someone different (which tends to happen a lot to boys I date)
I'm almost done with the first semester of senior year, then off to art school and who knows what else?
I have to be in a Christmas parade on Wednesday, perform in a concert on Thursday and be in another concert next week...
I'm in a fairly good mood for now...

~Shadow

P.S. Those of you with gaiaonline accounts please add me at EGsLonelyShadow
To those of you who think gaia is geeky :

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/27179560/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/27179560/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 21:38:55 PDT Not much has changed since my last journal, but I just felt like posting a new one...
My life may have taken a turn for the better...I haven't been this happy in a very long time...but this change is thanks to Daniel Keener, I just wanted to say that I love him so much and maybe this relationship will actually last...it feels a lot less fake compared to the others before it...I hope I am right
I am extreamly tired so good night to those of you who care enough to read my journals...

Shadow

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/27024611/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/27024611/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 21:45:24 PDT I just felt like writing another journal to keep those of you who care enough to read my journals up to date on my current situations...
I just got back from a football game with the band, we lost like usual, but it gave me an excuse to see Daniel, the guy I am currently dating (it will be his 19th birthday on Monday)...I love him so much, he treats me like a lady and cares about how I feel, or at least acts like he cares...maybe this is the start of a beautiful relationship (to quote someone I used to know)
And Haley, if you read this, congratulations on your part in the play, Daniel said he met you and told me about how you made it so I just felt like mentioning that ^_^
Otherwise, I'm back in school, I can draw a lot more now since I'm sitting in class most of my day, but my stress level has sky-rocketed and I'm exhausted, some times its really tough to keep going, but I have to...maybe someday the weight will be lifted off my shoulders, until then, I guess I have to just keep crawling along...
Until next time...
~Shadow

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26600909/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26600909/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 00:16:42 PDT I don't know what to do...

~Shadow

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26591104/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26591104/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 14:00:50 PDT My scanner is finally working again...I had to install the program over again so some "new" work I've been waiting all summer to post is up now if you wish to view it
My last day of band camp ever is over today, finally, I'm sunburnt and extreamly sore but I survived
Just on a more random note, I think relationships suck right now...especially when the person you are in a relationship with is being very neglectful so you end up constantly depressed and miserable

~Shadow

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26459072/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/26459072/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 06:29:10 PDT but I will have new ones up

~Shadow

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25888707/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25888707/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 21:49:50 PDT
How big is your bed? Twin

What are you listening to right now? Music...and Timmy & my siblings talking about $5 foot longs in a perverted way

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? that would be a secret

What was the last thing you ate? Um...I don't really remember

Last person you hugged? Brad

How is the weather right now? Dark & cloudless?

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Brad

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? Their emotions

Favorite type of Food? Chinese

Do you want children? Maybe, I don't know yet

Do you drink? Sometimes

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Nope

Hair color? Brunette

Eye color? They change, but usually green

Do you wear contacts/glasses? Contacts

Favorite holiday? Halloween

Favorite Season? Late Fall

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Many many times

Last Movie you Watched? Eagle Eye

What books are you reading? None right now

Piercings? None...yet

Favorite Movie? I don't have one

Favorite college football Team? I don't have one of those either

What were you doing before filling this out? Talking dirty to Brad

Any pets? 5 cats, 5 kittens, & 4 dogs

Dogs or cats? Cats?

Favorite Flower? Roses

Have you ever loved someone? Several times

Who would you like to see right now? Brad

Have you ever fired a gun? Many times

Do you like to travel by plane? I dunno, I never have

Right-handed or Left-handed? That depends on what I'm doing

If you could go to any place right now where would you go? A certain person's bedroom

Are you missing someone? Yes

Do you have a tattoo? Not yet

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? Nope

Are you hiding something from someone? Sure, aren't we all?

Are you 18? about 2 months from it

What is the wallpaper on your cellphone? Brad

Did you get enough sleep last night? Not really

First thing you thought about this morning? WHY THE HELL DOES SHE SET HER ALARM CLOCK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SUMMER?!!!

What do you have handy at your bedside? My cellphone

Grilled or fried? It depends on what I'm eating & what mood I'm in

What makes you unique? It would be a whole lot easier to ask "what doesn't make me unique?"

Are you afraid of the dark? Nope

Favorite hangout? Brad's

3 things you can’t live without? Air, water, & food?

Favorite song? I don't have one, there's too many to choose just one

What are you afraid of? Rejection by the ones I love

Are you a giver or a taker? That depends on who else is involved

What are your nicknames? Emo Kid, Queen of Emo, Shadow, Jess, & SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

What is your dad’s middle name? O.o why would you need to know?

What’s your mom’s middle name? That's just creepy...

Stuck on a deserted island & could take one thing? A cellphone so I could call for help and get my ass out of there

Favorite TV commercial? O.o why would I have a favorite commercial?

Who’s your cellphone provide? Verizon

First thing you’ll save in a fire? My family and animals

What’s your favorite color? Black, silver, & white

What are the things you always take with you? The chains on my hip, my spiked cuff, my wallet, & my cellphone

What did you want to be when you were a kid? A cowgirl

What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11? Usually I'm too busy to acknowledge the time around then

The color of your bed sheets? STALKER!!! ...blue

What do you think about before you go to bed? Um...*silence*

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25485834/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25485834/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 00:15:14 PDT

Hair Color: Brunette

Eye Color: Green

Height: 5'4"

Profession: Student, Artist, Musician, & Pain In The Ass

Religious Views: Christian

Favorite Color: Black, White, and Silver

Favorite Car: I don't have a favorite car

Favorite Movie: I don't have a favorite movie

Favorite Hobby: Breathing? Otherwise it depends on how I feel

Favorite Song/Singer: Its too hard to pick one of either

Favorite Book/Author: A Bite To Remember...-Lynsay Sands
mystery + sexy vampires (not that Twilight sparkley shit) + a few good naughty scenes = a good book

Favorite School Subject: Art

Favorite Vacation Destination: Arizona and New Mexico

Favorite Food: I Chinese food

Favorite Restaurant: China Garden

Favorite Animal: Wolves, Cats, & Horses

Favorite Store: It depends on what I'm shopping for

Favorite Celebrity: Johnny Depp

Favorite Childhood Friend: I don't know

Favorite Childhood Memory: I don't know

Favorite Baby Name: Mateo (boy) & Shayne (girl)

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Big Mac or Whopper: It doesn't really matter to me

Coke or Pepsi : Pepsi

Beer or Wine: Wine

Coffee or Tea: Tea

Apple Juice or O.J.: It depends

Facebook or MySpace: Myspace

Summer or Winter: Winter

Windows or Mac: Windows

Cats or Dogs: Cats

Boxers or Briefs: Boxers

Rain or Shine : Rain

Chips or Popcorn: Popcorn

Salty or Sweet: It depends on what mood I'm in

Plane or Boat: It depends on why

Morning or Night: Night...I am NOT a morning person http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25439148/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 17:29:20 PDT

A - Age: Not telling you!!

B - Bed size: Twin

C - Chore you hate: Dishes

D - Deep Thought of the Day: Why does this shit happen to me?

E - Essential start your day item: My medicine

F - Favorite color of the moment: Black

G - Gold or Silver: Silver

H - Height: 5'4"

I - Interested in Learning How To: Play Bass

J - Job title: Student, Artist, Musician

K - Kid(s): None

L - Living arrangements: Still with the family

M - pet's name: Gremlin, Velvet, Beethoven, Missy, Sissy, Buddy, Diesel, Rita, Satin, Candy, Bo, Bob, and two kittens who don't have names yet

N - Nicknames: Emo Kid, Queen of Emo, Jessicer, Miss Kitty, Emo Panda, SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!!, and Jepsica

O - One Thing You Can't Live Without: Water?

P - Pet Peeves: Squealing and movies without a plot

Q - Quote: "If it wasn't for the gutter, my mind would be homeless"

R - Right or left handed: Right handed...for most things

S - Siblings: One brother, one sister

T - Top 2 Books: "A Bite To Remember..." & "Blood & Chocolate"

U- Unique Talents: Wouldn't you like to know?

V - Vegetable you LOVE: Broccoli?

W - Ways you run late: Sleeping...

X - X-rays you've had recently: Both ankles (X-rayed & MRI's)

Y - Yummy food you keep to yourself: Cheesecake *growls* Mine!!!

Z - Zoo favorite: Wolves


BTW...I cannot get my computer to let me change my mood on my journals, so its probably gonna say "grumpy" for a while, even though I'm not

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25438693/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/25438693/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 16:58:01 PDT [x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[x] tried drugs.
[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.
[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[ ] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar
[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
[x] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbor.
[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[ ] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.

Total: 56...I'm a horrible person?

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24639845/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24639845/ Thu, 07 May 2009 17:44:17 PDT

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24589783/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24589783/ Mon, 04 May 2009 18:17:29 PDT
RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!

LAST PERSON YOU:

[1] Who was the last person you texted?
Dustin

[2] You were in the car with?
My sister

[3] Last person you hung out with?
Besides family, my boyfriend Brad

[4] Last person you went to the movies with?
My ex, John

[5] You messaged/​​commented on MySpace?
Robbie

[6] You talked to on the phone?
Robbie

[7] Had a sex conversation with?
Brad

[8] Yelled at?
My sister

(Only answer with True or False)

Q:Kissed some one on your top friends?
True
Q: Been searched By Cops?
False
Qeen suspended?
False
Q: Sat on a roof top?
True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
False
Q: Played a prank on someone?
True
Q: Shot a real gun?
true
Q: Donated Blood?
true

WOULD YOU RATHER:

[1]Be serious or be funny?
Depends on the situation

[2] Go to the beach or mountains?
Depends on what time of year it is

[3] Die in a fire or die getting shot?
Depends on where I was getting shot at and with what

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

[1] Sun or moon?
Moon

[2] Winter or fall?
Winter

[3] Left or right?
Right

[4] Black and white or colored?
Black and white

[5]Do You Wanna get married?
Yes

IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU:

[1] Kissed someone?
Yes

[2] Been hugged by someone?
Yes

[3] Been poked by someone?
Yes

[4] Cried?
Yes

[5] Gotten in a fist fight?
Nope

[6] Told someone you loved them?
Yes

[7] Held hands with someone?
Yes

Repost this as:

W h o - W a s - Y o u r - L a s t

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24432503/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24432503/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 17:58:23 PDT
2. Last phone call: From my boyfriend, Brad

4. Last song you listened to: Bad Girlfriend-Theory Of A Deadman

5. Last time you cried: Right now
===================================================================
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice: Yes, and it turned out really well

2. Been cheated on? Yes

3. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yes

4. Lost someone special? Yes, he was more than just special

5. Been depressed? Yes, I kinda am right now

6. Been drunk and threw up? Been drunk but never threw up from it
===================================================================
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Black
2. Silver
3. White
4. Blue
===================================================================
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends: Yes

2. Fallen out of love: No

3. Laughed until you cried: Yes

4. Met someone who changed you: Yes, several times

5. Found out who your true friends were: Yes

6. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes

7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes

8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: from here on dA? I don't know, several

9. How many kids do you want to have: No idea

10. Do you have any pets: 5 cats, 5 kittens, 4 dogs

11. Do you want to change your name: Yes

12. What did you do for your last birthday: Absolutely nothing

13. What time did you wake up today: 8:00

14. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping

15. Name something you CANNOT wait for: To see Brad tonight

16. Last time you saw your father: about 5:00 today

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:

18. What are you listening to right now: Bad Girlfriend-Theory Of A Deadman

19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No

23. What's getting on your nerves right now?: Everything, I'm just having a bad day...I didn't take my medicine this morning

24. Most visited webpage: Myyearbook
===================================================================
1. What's your name: Jessica

2. Nicknames: Emo Queen, Kitty, Sweetheart

3. Relationship Status: Taken

4. Zodiac sign: Libra (western) Ram (chinese)

5. Male or female or transgendered: Girl

6. Elementary: Kiser

7. Middle School: Stanley

8. High school: East Gaston

10. Hair color: Brunette

11. Long or short: Very long

16. Height: 5'4"

17. Do you have a crush on someone?: I always do

18: What do you like about yourself?: My eyes

19. Piercings: None

20. Tattoos: None yet

21. Righty or lefty: Righty
===================================================================
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery: Repairing 2 torn ligaments in my ankle

23. First piercing: None

24. First best friends: Stacy

26. First sport you joined: Does Marching Band count?

27. First pet: A cat named Veronica

28. First vacation: I don't remember

29. First concert: Projekt Revolution, summer of 2007

30. First crush: Josh McGinnus...I don't even rmember if thats the right way to spell it though
===================================================================
RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating: Nothing

50. Drinking: Water

52. I'm about to: Play another song

53. Listening to: Shakin' Hands-Nickelback

55. Waiting for: Brad to get off work
===================================================================
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? Not sure

59. Married? Nope, not yet

60. Careers in mind? Tattoo Artist, Make-up Artist
===================================================================
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes: Eyes

69. Hugs or kisses: Both

70. Shorter or taller: Taller

71. Older or Younger: Older

72. Romantic or spontaneous: Both

73. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both

74. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive, but can be loud

75. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

77. Trouble maker or hesitant: Kinda both
===================================================================
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger: Yes

79. Drank hard liquor: Yes

80. Lost glasses/contacts: No

81. Sex on first date: Nope

82. Broken someone's heart: Yes, but I fixed it

83. Had your own heart broken: Yes, twice

85. Been arres... ]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24305155/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/24305155/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 09:44:19 PDT
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
yeah

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
yes

3. Are you happy with your looks?
yes & no

4. Do you enjoy drama?
no, it annoys me

5. Are you a girly girl?
I do girly things sometimes, but not really

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Brittany, one my best friends

7. Small or large purses?
if its for looks, small...if its for serving a purpose, large

8. Are you short?
unfortunately

9. Do you like someone?
very much so

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
depends on who did it

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
yeah

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
I hope not

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
sometimes

14. Are you double jointed?
I have no idea

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
either in one of my guy friend's bed (not like that) or the time I fell asleep in the grass under the RV in the back yard

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
not unless they're really sneaky

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
probably

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yep, band tradition

20. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
no clue


[x] I do wear make up.
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] Everyone knows I love to laugh
[x] I like death/grind/black metal
[ ] I like rap
[ ] I like techno
[ ] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse
[ ] I’d be lost without my computer
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I own a boy band CD
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] My friends are the best.
[ ] I have a piercing other then my ears.


Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
black

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark, but if he has light, I'm not going to just drop him

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
yes

5. Do you have a best friend?
yes, I actually have 3

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
too many times

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
not really

8. Do you like your life?
not all the time

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
no

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
girls

13. ...hello number 13?
what?

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
yes, several times

15. What are your biggest fears?
fear itself, and an eternity alone

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
yes

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yes, but it always turns out to be wrong

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
not really

21. Are you currently missing someone?
yes


THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

Cowboy or Gangster?
cowboy

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
punk/goth

Face or Body?
face

Sweet or sexy?
sweet, but sexy wouldn't hurt

Well-educated or Dropout?
educated enough to get a good job

Armani or Abercrombie?
it doesn't matter

City-slicker or Rural Guy?
depends

Contact or Glasses?
either


THIS OR THAT

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
eyeliner

02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
none

03. American eagle or Hollister?
neither

04. Pumps or flats?
for what occassion?

05. Skirts or pants?
skirts


06. Socks or leggings?
leggings

07. Hoodies or jackets?
jackets

08. Heels or sneakers?
sneakers

10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
my ears aren't pierced

13. White or black?
white or back WHAT?

14. victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
Bath & Body Works

15. Smoothies or lattes?
s... ]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/22282013/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/22282013/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:43:59 PST Always you said,
I gave you my heart,
I gave you my soul,
Now its gone...
You were right,
I'd never break your heart,
But you never said you wouldn't break mine
You told me we were soulmates,
You said we were made for each other,
I believed it was true...
You promised me a wedding,
And a daughter and a son,
I wanted it to be with you,
I dreamed of it...
And it was perfect.
You promised me no one would hurt me again...
You lied love,
Because you did
Far worse than you can imagine.
Now you are gone...
You left me with all my shattered dreams
And all your broken promises...
You lied and now you are gone...

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/22281844/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/22281844/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:33:51 PST I need to speak to you
I haven't been able to
Not properly since you left
Over 7 weeks now love
I give you my heart
I give you my love
I give you my soul
I miss you so much
I give you so much,
So please, just this once
Lay down your pride
For me baby, please
Just come home
Its killing me to be here
So alone for so long
I can't take much more
And my heart is fading fast
Just how is this supposed last?
With you always so far gone
And me wilting away all alone
Shedding enough tears
To drown the both of us?
Just please come home baby
I need you here

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/20859286/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/20859286/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 14:11:25 PDT Hiding in my safe haven
No one can harm me here
Surrounded by your scent
And your strong arms
My face buried in your T-shirt
With your hands tangled
In my hair and clothes
This is where I want
To stay forever
Pressed against your chest
Enveloped in your body heat
Protecting me from the cold night air
I want to just fall asleep here
Exhausted from the days duties
This is where I belong
Back into your arms again

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/18489623/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/18489623/ Sun, 25 May 2008 05:44:58 PDT Of my own reflection,
At my shattered dreams
Of belonging with someone
And being loved forever…
I hate the sad eyes
Watching my every move
From the damned mirror…
Every day I see her,
And I know inside
She’ll never be loved.
Her heart will always
Be broken and shredded,
Because I know that
No one loves a shadow…

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/18257494/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/18257494/ Sat, 10 May 2008 12:54:40 PDT
The human society has gone to shit...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/17961739/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/17961739/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 15:25:42 PDT And you look in mine
The world stops
No one else exists
I am brave
Facing my worst fears
I am afraid
My body trembles
I am happy
I can’t help but smile
I am sad
Thinking what I’d do without you
I am strong
I can conquer anything
I am weak
I am under your control
The weight is lifted
From my chest
But I’m fighting for air
When your lips touch mine
I am a living contradiction
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For weeks my chest has ached
My stomach twists within itself
I no longer eat anything
For lack of appetite
My head hurts from the pressure
The pain medicines never work
My shoulders are aching
Sore from the proverbial weight
My heart pounds faster
My mind is spinning
There is no cure
For this sickness is no virus
Its caused by loving someone
Who won’t love you back
I can no longer escape to the darkness
Of my dreams as I did before
You haunt them as well
You are always in my head
Driving me insane
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You act so sweet
When we're alone...
You act so caring
When no one's here...
I fall in love over again,
When you kiss my lips
And bite my neck...
My heart pounds faster
And my mind spins...
Then you are gone.
You're friends return,
The other girls come back...
You walk away,
Leaving me alone.
Dropped on my knees,
Alone and cold in the dark
As the rain falls harder...
Did I do something wrong?
Have I made you angry?
Was it all a lie
When you told me
You loved me
So many times,
When we were alone?
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The story of my life...fall for someone, get stabbed in the back, hit rock bottom, repeat...

Love Sucks Majorly...

On the other hand...

Thanks to the circle
Thanks to my pack
For the dried tears
Care they never lack
For the healed wounds
All the hugs that made me smile
For all the times they lent ears
Just listening to me talk
It was enough to feel better
There is so much more
But I just wanna say thank you
To the people who
Didn't mind helping me along
Through good times
And through the bad
I don't think I'd have made it this far
If not for them...


~from: just another shadow of the past to be forgotten

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/16293049/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/16293049/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 20:29:52 PST You can’t see me,
But I’m shaking so hard
That I can hardly type a message back.
Please don’t hurt yourself,
My eyes are tearing up for you.
You’re scaring me
Worse than any fear I knew before.
I can’t breathe…
I can’t lose you.
Not now,
I’ve finally got the guts to talk to you.
I can’t think of living without you.
My heart is breaking again for you.
Are you trying to alarm me?!
Is this some sick joke?
‘Cause if it is,
It’s really working…

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/16276645/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/16276645/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 20:33:42 PST
JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15826497/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15826497/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 19:37:35 PST
JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15782429/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15782429/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 16:42:04 PST in a feeble attempt to fight off boredom...or was that just the essay I have to write for school tomorrow?

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
yeah

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
no

3. Are you happy with your looks?
yes & no

4. Do you enjoy drama?
no, it annoys me

5. Are you a girly girl?
NO!

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Kitty, my best friend

7. Small or large purses?
if its for looks, small...if its for serving a purpose, large

8. Are you short?
unfortunately

9. Do you like someone?
very much so

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
depends on who did it

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
yeah

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
I hope not

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
sometimes

14. Are you double jointed?
I have no idea

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
either in my best guy friend's bed (not like that) or the time I fell asleep in the grass under the RV in the back yard

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
not unless they're really sneaky

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
probably

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yep, band tradition

20. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
no clue


[x] I do wear make up.
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] Everyone knows I love to laugh
[x] I like death/grind/black metal
[ ] I like rap
[ ] I like techno
[ ] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse
[ ] I’d be lost without my computer
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I own a boy band CD
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] My friends are the best.
[ ] I have a piercing other then my ears.


Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
white

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark, but if he has light, I'm not going to just drop him

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
yes

5. Do you have a best friend?
yes...KITTY! *hugs her*

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
too many times

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
not really

8. Do you like your life?
not all the time

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
no

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
guys

13. ...hello number 13?
what?

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
yes, he asked me to rub his butt...*grinds teeth and mutters about stupid middleschool boys*

15. What are your biggest fears?
fear itself, and an eternity alone

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
yes

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yes, but it always turns out to be wrong

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
not really

21. Are you currently missing someone?
yes


THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

Cowboy or Gangster?
cowboy

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
punk/goth

Face or Body?
face

Sweet or sexy?
sweet, but sexy wouldn't hurt

Well-educated or Dropout?
educated enough to get a good job

Armani or Abercrombie?
what?

City-slicker or Rural Guy?
depends

Contact or Glasses?
either


THIS OR THAT

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
eyeliner

02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
none

03. American eagle or Hollister?
NEVER!

04. Pumps or flats?
for what occassion?

~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15602709/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15602709/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 09:46:30 PST I finally got out of a cast, but I'm in a splint, my ankle has a big scar now *shrugs* oh well...I can walk now!

JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15304532/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15304532/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:48:51 PDT To those of you who aren't MCR fans, you'll just hafta endure my little birthday announcements...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15045259/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15045259/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 14:27:28 PDT
Just thought I'd let ya'll know that...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15012881/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/15012881/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:51:21 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14957068/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14957068/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 14:09:48 PDT The band had its first contest of the season last night and got 4 second place trophies & 3 first place trophies, it seems good, but we were capable of so much more. Thursday is the day I am scheduled to have surgery on my ankle for my torn ligament. I'll be off my feet and stuck in a wheelchair or on crutches for the next two or three months, so I'm not marching for the rest of the season... Otherwise...life is alright for now

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14763599/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14763599/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 19:32:59 PDT

Rules:
"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours..."

Weird habits/things/hates:

1) I'm obsessed with My Chemical Romance
2) My 16th birthday is in the morning
3) I hate that I start rambling on about nothing and end up sounding like an idiot
4) I have a weakness for a certain sousaphone player in the marching band
5) I always wear the dogtags my dad made for me, even when I go swimming or take a shower
6) I only feel like tagging one person, so I'll tag the first person that comes to my head, and that is...


~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14720780/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14720780/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 20:08:43 PDT Oh yeah, and now I have a virus in my respiratory system as well as a sinus infection...
As you can amagine, being me is just so "fun" right now...
Sorry to those of you who actually forced themselves to sit through my little rant on my ankle and what not...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14580273/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14580273/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 18:44:35 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14508454/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14508454/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 19:42:07 PDT
I'm sick of living as a small town girl, this doesn't make much sense, but I kinda jotted down a couple lines, and this is what it said...
Though I’ve always lived the life,
I don’t wanna die a small town girl
I don’t wanna marry the boring guy down the road,
I don’t wanna spend my life raising kids and doing house work
I just wanna make a difference,
I wanna catch a guy who’s exciting,
Who'll love me for who I am
Who’ll help me live my dreams
I wanna help other kids that suffer from depression
I wanna start a teenagers' runaway shelter
I wanna have a band
I wanna live the life I want
I wanna make a stand
You can’t truly die till you’ve lived...

I feel sick right now...I'm not sure why, I think I'm on my way to a nervous breakdown. I ended up cutting a bit Monday night, the marks are gone now though. I probably won't be on here as much as before, school's started now, so I won't have much free time anymore...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14446338/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14446338/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 19:41:55 PDT

1 - Post these rules!
2 - Each person tagged must post at least 8 random facts about themselves...
3 - Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts...
4 - At the end of the post, tag at least 2 more people...
5 - Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged...

1) I have a huge obsession with My Chemical Romance
2) I get into a really good mood when there's a thunderstorm, they thrill me
3) I've never had a boyfriend, or even kissed a boy for that matter
4) I have a soft spot for the dorky guys at school
5) I know its weird, but I have a fetish for black leather, blood/pain, and chains/silver things
6) My eyes change colors with my mood (usually they're green, blue, or gray)
7) People think I’m crazy when I start complaining about getting an “awful tan”
8) I’m fascinated by the dark and misunderstood

I tag
&

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14357675/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14357675/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 23:47:52 PDT Thanks to all of you that actually read my journals when you probably have better things to do than listen to my little rants about nothing...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14352911/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14352911/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 17:08:37 PDT
Don't you guys just love boredom?

1) Full Name: Jessica D. Summey (I hate my middle name, so I don't tell people what it is )

2) Male/Female: Female.

3) Were you named after anyone?: my middle name from my jerk of an uncle, maybe thats why I hate it so much...

4) What does your name mean: Its jewish, it means "God Beholds"

5) Nick Name(s): I hate nick names. But sometimes I get called Jessi, Jessico, or Jessicer (don't ask about those last two). My mom and dad call me pet names from when I was little that I do NOT wish to share, or La-Jessica (when they get me & my sister mixed up)And a couple school friends call me Emo, Emo panda, etc..

6) What do you think you look like... name wise?: I don't understand this question and I choose not to answer it...

7) Date Of Birth: Sept 24, 1991

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Charlotte, NC and I'm still in North Carolina...

9) Nationality: I've got British/German/Cherokee and a bunch of other different kinds of blood

10) Astrology Sign: Libra, but I was born 6 weeks early, so I'm really a Scorpio

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Sheep/Goat whatever you want to call it

12) Religion: Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell?: The cologne my dad wore when I was little...

14) Political Position?: Neutral, politicians is just liars and puppets...

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water or Juice

16) Hair + Eye color: My hair is dark brown with red/blonde natural highlights, and my eyes are green...

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Not that I know of...

18) What do you look like?: Its better that you didn't know that...

19) Any unusual talents?: I...can...draw? I guess I can sing okay...but, those aren't so unusual...I can pick up on other people's moods...

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Ambidextrous...

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight, though I don't see why I try, guys are a**holes anyway, and other girls are just bitches...

22) What do you do for a living?: I keep breathing...

23) What do you do for fun?: Drawing, poetry, short stories, reading, daydreaming, music...

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Pencil/paper

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Charcoal

26) Have you met your grandparents?: All of them, but my fav Grandpa died this year...

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: never have had one, probably won't ever

28) Crush: Gerard Way, I know I don't have a chance, but Shut Up!

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Gerard Way

30) Current worries?: Living.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): (<-he writes amazing lyrics) those are just the first few that popped up in my head, that doesn't mean those are my only favorites...

32) Favorite place to be?: My room, alone...

33) Least favorite place to be?: In a crowded room...

34) Do you burn or tan?: I burn, like crazy...

35) Ever break a bone?: Nope, lots of sprains though...

36) What is your favorite cereal?: I don't have a favorite...

37) Person you cry with: Shane, my second personalit... ]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14333368/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14333368/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:40:49 PDT
I did it 'cause I felt like it, so Shut Up!

A - Available?: yeah, I've never even kissed a boy before
A - Age: 16 next month
A - Annoyance: Humans

B - Best Friends?: A few!
B - Bar: choclate...
B - Birthday?: September 24th

C - Crush: I'll never tell
C - Car: my mom's van
C - Cat: I Cats! I have 4

D - Dead Pets Name: There are alot...
D - Dad's Name:...starts with D
D - Dog: I dogs! I have 4

E - Easiest person to talk to: hard question
E - Eggs: chocolate filled with caramel inside!
E - Email: You sahall never know

F - Favorite color?: Black/Silver, White, Red
F - Food: depends, I like Chinese or Italian best though
F - Foreign Slang:...

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy worms!
G - God: He sees you!
G - Good Times: don't happen very often

H - Hair Color: Dark brown with natural red/blonde highlights.
H - Height: 5'4"-5'5"
H - Happy: at the moment...

I - Ice Cream: chocolate!
I - Instrument: Flute, and a bit of piano
I - Idol: No one

J - Jewelery: Does a collar count?
J - Job: This Fall
J - Jokes: It depends on the joke

K - Kids: creepy
K - Karate:...
K - Kung Fu:...

L - Love: lots of things
L - Longest Car Ride: From Niagra Falls to Charlotte, NC
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: depends

M - Milk Flavor: Chocolate!
M - Mothers Name:...starts with J
M - Movie Last Watched:...

N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern:Southern born and bred
N - Name: Jessica

O - One Wish: To meet MCR
O - One Phobia?:...
O - Otter Pop: Huh?

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: married
P - Part of your appearence you like best: My eyes
P - Part of your Personality you like best: My mind

Q - Quick or Slow?:...
Q - Queen or King?: Queen

R - Reason to smile: MCR
R - Reality TV Show: none
R - Right or Left: right

S - Song Last Heard: a Poison song
S - Season: autumn and winter!
S - Series:...

T - Time you woke up:...um
T - Time Now: 2:26...
T - Time for bed: whenever I'm tired

U - Unknown: if I told you it wouldn't be UN-known anymore
U - Unicorns: Mikey Way!
U - You are?: Myself

V - Vegetable you hate: lima beans and spinach
V - Vegetable you love: green beans, broccoli, tomatoes, potatoes
V - View on Politics:bunch of fakes and puppets...

W- Worst Habit:...
W- Where are you going to travel next:not a clue...
W- What's up?: the sky *looks up* but theres kinda a roof in the way

X - X-Ray: Ray? where?! *looks around*
X - XYZ: um..yes what about it?!

Y - Year you were born: 1991
Y - Year it is now: 2007
Y - Yellow:the evil brightness *cowers in the shadows*

Z - Zoo Animal: panther
Z - Zodiac: Libra, but I was born early, so I'm really a Scorpio
Z - Zoolander?:huh?!

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14229938/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14229938/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 18:29:04 PDT and apparently, I have been owned...
[link]
So says

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14167570/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14167570/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:02:56 PDT band camp is still going till Friday, its now 7:00 a.m. to 3:00 p.m. That would be okay, accept the air conditioning unit went out yesterday, so now we can't get out of the 100 degree weather... At least ol' Dunlevy hasn't been yelling anymore about the concert. School starts on the 27th, oh yay *sarcastic excitement* On the bright side now I'll get to see my friends soon.

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14093720/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14093720/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 16:50:30 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14022321/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/14022321/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 23:53:02 PDT Bandcamp starts the day after tomorrow, well technically tomorrow since its already Sunday. We only march 9 hours a day this year instead of 10. Its still running at 95-102 degrees F. though, at least this year, the air conditioning unit isn't still knocked out for repairs over the summer.
School starts on the 27th, yay
I get to go to projekt revolution on Wednesday! Really thrilled about that, but too tired for that register right now...I'm planning to post plenty of stuff from that...
I hope all of you enjoy the rest of your summer, or have had a good summer, whatever the case may be...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13742671/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13742671/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 09:40:07 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13665176/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13665176/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:37:02 PDT If I hate going back to fry on the back field for 10 hours everyday for a month so bad, then why do I love the thrill of marching more? My mind is quite strange...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13664699/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13664699/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 22:40:43 PDT
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie...


Opening Credits:
So-So Suicide-Finger Eleven

Waking Up:
Minority-Green Day

First Day At School:
Our Lady Of Sorrows-My Chemical Romance

Falling In Love:
Beautiful-HIM

Fight Song:
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison-My Chemical Romance

Breaking Up:
Semi Constructive Criticism-Circa Survive

Prom:
Welcome To The Black Parade-My Chemical Romance

Life:
Lying From You-Linkin Park

Mental Breakdown:
When Love And Death Embrace-HIM

Driving:
On Letting Go-Circa Survive

Flashback:
The End-My Chemical Romance

Getting Back Together:
Home-Daughtry

Wedding:
One-Simple Plan

Birth of Child:
Extraordinary Girl-Green Day

Final Battle:
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You-My Chemical Romance

Death Scene:
Untitled-Simple Plan

Funeral Song:
To The End-My Chemical Romance

End Credits:
Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart-HIM

You gotta love the boredom.......
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13501368/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13501368/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 17:04:24 PDT Sorry to ~im-a-graveyard, I didn't get to finish the pics I was supposed to draw for you. I'm try'n real hard to get'em up in the next few days. They're drawn in a Pon & Zi like style. I hope you'll like'em. Oh, Happy Birthday to my best friend, Kitty! She has an account, but sadly, she never gets on anymore. But I'm wish'n her a happy 15th anyway!

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13345959/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13345959/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:31:48 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13233776/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13233776/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 21:44:14 PDT I'm so tired...tired of fighting...tired of living...tired of breathing...my mind is so numb...I wonder when it will end...

~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13209002/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13209002/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 23:27:55 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13102705/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13102705/ Sat, 26 May 2007 15:28:52 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13030075/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13030075/ Sun, 20 May 2007 19:12:43 PDT
~JDS

]]> ~EGsLonelyShadow http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13009201/ http://EGsLonelyShadow.deviantart.com/journal/13009201/ Sat, 19 May 2007 05:02:17 PDT I think the director is going to give out letters, stars, and bars in classes this week.

~JDS

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~JDS

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Good Night,
JDS

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~JDS

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Sorry, I had to say it. I feel much better now. You probably don't care much, but if you listened, thanx.

~JDS

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~JDS

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~JDS

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~JDS

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~JDS

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JDS

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