http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Earilmadith&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Earilmadith en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:37:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/10333287/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/10333287/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:33:52 PDT
One of my icons was deleted -just- after I decided to "come back" for a copyright violation...Right. I used a picture that's quite obviously public domain, alot of websites uses it, no one was ever accused of thievery. I mean "NO ONE". Also, pictures of Gackt are used in more accounts than I can count in Dev art...

To top it, it is an "icon" which is never used for commerce, but for personnal use on messengers and alike for the fans, I ask nothing for it, not like it was a print or something...

I guess someone decided to point me out as a rule breaker, and i guess i should thank them. Makes me see how much people are ... wise asses around here.

This, obviously doesn't apply to my friends, they'll reconize themselves well enought, to those, I love you, deeply, thanks for your support dears.

Anyway, as a result, i'll remove all of my deviations progressively, and retire from all the clubs i submitted my membership to. I'm sorry, i will not be able to keep my engagements with them and submit anymore things on this gallery. I don't want any of the few pieces I submitted, to be used by Dev art to make money on my back either, so that's the wisest thing to do ^^. I'll only be here to support those of my beloved ones whom wants to stay.

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My Dear Soul Sisters:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/10061099/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 15:40:52 PDT Mood: Happy !!!
Currently listening: .Hack/G.U Tracks.
Album(s): Alot of different things.
Current Favorite Track(s): The Promised Land - Advent Children OST.
Currently reading: Nothing.
Currently watching: Peace Maker Kurogane - R.O.D The TV.
Currently playing: Furcadia / FF7.

Well I tagged myself as back in DA, but really, i'll only be here for my dearest friends, and my soul sisters. I'm so glad they came baaaaack !

*huggles them tightly* Love you !!!!

As a sidenote, providing time, i could create a new alias and specialize my gallery here into graphics, making icons, wallpapers, ect... I always enjoyed doing that and atleast it's something i don't mind being used / stolen (if it ever happens).

I might also create a petition against homophobes on deviant art too... *coughs* *being sarcastic*

Never know ^^ lol

Anyway, you'll have to bear with me again. So nyah ! xP

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Favorite photo stocks: http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/6780083/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 03:15:05 PDT Mood:
Currently listening: A playlist of my own mix ^^.
Album(s): Ryan Cabrera's Albums.
Current Favorite Track(s): Hit me with your light - Ryan Cabrera.
Currently reading: Nothing.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / Last Exile.
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Hi everyone !

Remember when I told you I would leave DA if things weren't improving ?
Well...They obviously didn't.

I keep being deceived by the managers of the community, the rules, everything, more and more. Artistical expression is going down the toilet flush, as I said to a fellow artist, and I don't accept that...I never did.

Though, I will not -leave- DA definitively. I will stay here for my soul sister, my friends, I will stay here to fav, comment, and support...But I . will . not . post . personnal . art . anymore.

The only things I could remain posting, would be art for the fan clubs i'm in, I don't wanna leave them out...But it will probably be very rare.

I have already found a very friendly community to host my male art, and things DA forbids. If you want to know the link to my gallery there, message me and I will give it to you ^^ As for the rest of my future artworks, if you know a good community, give me a sign please ^^

I think that's all I wanted to say for now...Yep.
Soooo, i'm not leaving you all, but you'll see no more original art from me on DA, and little fanarts if any. I'll not remove what little amount of deviations is in my gallery already though.

Unless i get banned, i'll remain here as a friendly watcher ^^

Take care, I love you all !

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/6258364/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 03:46:12 PDT Mood: Tired, yet Exstatic ? (Excited)
Currently listening:
Album(s): None Specific.
Current Favorite Track(s): FF7 AC website's BG music...So strong.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / Last Exile.
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: Get that job !!!!

Thanks to and her latest FF AC journal entry, i'm bouncing everywhere ! the movie commercial she gave a link to showed me images I wanted to see since a long time already, and there was more sephiroth !!!! *squeals like a mad fangirl, almost glomped the screen when she saw him* I'm crazy to this point about very few things, but my dear silver-head is part of those...

Man, I hope this will be coming in france ! If not, i'll just go into a quest to get the collector box (see here [link]) by a US website and that's all >< ! Because square's evil, and we could aswell never get it down here, poor frenchies that we are. I want my sephy action figure badly too, -badly- I tell you lol. [link] at [link] (If you wanted to make me a gift, it's time ! 32 Euros is not too big.... *can always try*)

I've seen the AC OST cover...I've seen the official website's new design, heard the (beautifull) background music...[link] And i'm deeply sad too, because, I think I know Kadaj's fate already, and I don't want to admit it I won't say anything, because i'm truely sure it could be big spoiler...but, yeah Kadaju-Kun is my favorite "evil figure" in this movie after seph. * them*

We'll have to wait and see, but I must say i can hardly wait patiently anymore, this movie seems so gorgeous...I wish it was going onto the big screen, it deserves it so much more than "The Spirit Within"...x.x.

Anyway, that was my freaky, super extra hysteric fan rant, I hope you won't mind.

Have fun and take care everyone ! Life's precious, live it at it's best, always ! And never fear expressing yourself. ^^
and ! And I'll be quieter in the next entry I guess xP

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Keep supporting our beloved Yellow Alien too ! : [link]

Don't forget ...we you. And we'll keep showing how important you are for us.

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To do list: http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/6204051/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 02:59:18 PDT Mood: Unplugged / Zen
Currently listening:
Album(s): None Specific.
Current Favorite Track(s): Vanilla (Night Version) - Gackt.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / Last Exile.
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To work on the stories I have to for my job.

I hid all of my gallery today, and for a week...

Like most of DevianArt Members, I want the truth, and I want the community to be back, fully. I wish to make all those commercial changes never happen, If I can by this simple move, I'll be happy. I want Dev Art to Change for the *best* - Or - Atleast recover it's TRUE spirit.

I'm not leaving, not yet, people won't get me giving up so easilly, yet, if things doesn't change, I might be gone in september...So you all know and are warned ^^.

For more informations about the "Hide and Seek Counter-Attack" (that's how I call it), check this link: [link]

Keep supporting our beloved Yellow Alien too ! : [link]

Don't forget ...we you. And we'll keep showing how important you are for us.

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I Support Furry Art [link]

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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/6097493/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 00:31:24 PDT Mood: Angry and Bored.
Currently listening:
Album(s): None Specific.
Current Favorite Track(s): Vanilla (Night Version) - Gackt.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / Last Exile.
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To work on the stories I have to for my job.

The co-founder of DA got shot down to the level of "Former Staff Member" His admin title took away from him without consent or warning it seems.

For more informations, see here: [link]
And in Jark's journal entries for a listing of other projects related to his defense.

Jark is the spirit of DeviantArt, him leaving would mean the death of this spirit, and of DeviantArt as it was originally created. To see it become a full commercial Website.

I'll keep this entry short and clean though... So.
Here is what we can do:

Yellow Day:
DA's 5th birthday is August 7th. To show your support to Jark, submit NOTHING! no scraps, drawing, poems, photo shots... NOTHING! -Except- submitting deviations which are related to supporting our yellow alien.

The already famous and so called "Yellow Deviations".

Also, members of the community supportive of Jark, and whom didn't sign the petition yet, can do it here: [link]

Don't forget ...we you. And we'll show it to the new DA crew.

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I Support Furry Art [link]

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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5914976/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:45:13 PDT Mood: Nervous, tired, imaginative still though, willing to write and draw.
Currently listening:
Album(s): An Avril Lavigne mix of sorts.
Current Favorite Track(s): I'm with you - Avril Lavigne.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / Love Hina
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To relax, and work on the stories I have to for my job.

Just a small entry to "erase" the old one and tell that I feel much better now. Thanks to your comments and support M'Dears. I'll never thank you enought for that.

The only remaining problems are lack of sleep and calm to help me get all healthy again, and...I need money for a pair of concentration glasses I could wear at computer x.x My sight is alright, but my eyes are tired of seeing my computer screen and causes trouble. So it'll help them. ^^

Otherwise, writting, creating new stories and characters, working on the old ones, drawing logos...
I'm creative, and I feel cheery again, so it's all fine ! I just have to rest, and hope that the hot weather will slip to a fresher one. It's so hot here x.x

Take care everyone, and again, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I love you.

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I Support Furry Art [link]

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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5891587/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 02:29:24 PDT Mood: Nervous, tired, imaginative still though, willing to write and draw.
Currently listening:
Album(s): An Avril Lavigne mix of sorts.
Current Favorite Track(s): I'm with you - Avril Lavigne.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / The cat returns.
Currently playing: Furcadia / iRO

Current Resolution/Project: To relax, and work on the stories I have to for my job.

Ok, now i'm pissed...

I -want- to have back my own computer...
I -need- and will get a job...
I -will- get what I want at home: peace of the familly.
...Someday. (translation: when i'll work and get a computer with internet connection back for myself.)

Stupid father and his stupid character are seriously getting on my nerves. So much infact, that this morning, I wish I had some money of my own, and I could buy a room in an hotel for the day, of pay bus for a tour of the city, just to have some calm, away from him.

We're reproaching him something , with good reasons to, and since he has nothing to replicate because we're right, he starts yelling at what we do, and that I am at the computer all day, when I lave it to him when he needs, and being bitchy and STUPID !!!

Beside he seems to think I only play with the computer when I actually have WORK to do on it, sometimes it goes through RolePlay though, because I will perhaps get a job in that branch, but that he plainly don't UNDERSTAND, and isn't bright enought to just make the link when he's pissed. (which means almost always). Plus I have a website to start as a work for someone, and I can't even concentrate on making anything good because of him, he's always on my back asking if i started it when i'm at comp, randomly when he's at home. That just put my nerves on edge a bit more.

Man, just give me a break...

He works all week, So I can work too here and have some quietness, but damn, couldn't he be just calm when he gets back on week end, instead of trying to piss me off ? I'm a ball of nerves actually, and him trying to get to me that way is furthermore unnerving. It's not the time for him to act as such, really not.

I know my rant is getting all angsty and stuff, and I apologize, but I needed to write it out so I could calm down, otherwise i'll go as stupid as he is, because i'm angry, and that what happens sometimes when I am...I just...Want to do what I have to, and want to on comp, and otherwise, in the calm, and understanding.

I don't think that's too much to ask...

Some week ends are just fine, as long as I evade being around him, but some are just plain freaky, because, seeing he's away from all weeks, when we argue then, it's worse, just because of that. Sounds like we've been keeping it inside for the past 7 days and let it explode. I hate it...

Just wish he could think more, more clearly, and be different about me, but I know he won't, and i'm just threating him the way he does me, which of course makes him furious because I shouldn't, i'm just "a child". Bleh. first i'm 20...Not that it changes anything great, but still. Second: I'm perhaps his child, but I just threat others equally to what they do me. Parents or not. Always did, and always will, if he doesn't get it, and why I do it, then, pity, but i won't change.

I think that's all, I apologize again for sounding so weird, I just needed to release it. Congratulations, and thanks if you've read all the entry untill now. lol, and I hope it wasn't -too- bad x.x I feel a tad better now, more calm. I'll be trying to fix it all, yet I don't think i'll success, heh.

Take care everyone, i'll keep you aware of the happenings of my life which deserve a journal.

Love you all

PS: I need to call that girl for my job, quickly, or I may loose it, and get yelled at, too. Beside, I want it, it would be lovely. -self reminder-

Re PS: Great, now i've brought havoc because I told him that he was stupid when he acted such, and he translated in that wicked little mind he has, that I said he was plain stupid, and useless, period. ...Go figure. Go me ? *feel the irony and sarcasm here* If he acted like a man of his age should, I wouldn't threat him that way, but he won'... ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5576052/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5576052/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 11:06:57 PDT Mood: Nervous, tired, imaginative still though, willing to write and draw.
Currently listening:
Album(s): None Specific.
Current Favorite Track(s): I'm with you - Avril Lavigne.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Fruit Basket / The cat returns.
Currently playing: Furcadia / iRO

Current Resolution/Project: To -seriously- write, and work on all the stories I have in my mind. / Draw gifts ( ) and Relax.

Edit, the 21/06/2005:

No boyfriend again...

But I don't feel that bad anymore, despite that. I have so many projects, and so many dreams to work on, and i have my dear sis and my frieds to help me back up and make me smile. So yeah, i'm more happy than sad

I -must- work seriously on said projects though
But it'll be ok I know it

Sincere thanks to all my friends and to my sis, for supporting me. Simply, for being here when i need it...And I hope i return it enought.

I love you all, deeply.



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I found myself back, mostly.

Can't tell you how good it feels !

There are still things i need to work on, and out but, I feel better already, -much- better.

Got little issues with my left ear, but it's on it's way to recovery. I think sleeping late didn't help *working on that too* Neither having friends visit us with a michievous, professional crybaby (Gods, his yelling is so strong and high pitched x.x lol worst is he doesn't do it because he feels bad or was spanked or anything, it is just to be the center of attention.)

I feel the need to move this summer, I want to go out, i want to work on my projects, and, I don't want to be alone.

...I hope my dearest will understand me again...

Anyways, beside a few little issues, I feel good x3 ! I even feel a little hyper, perhaps too much

Hope you all are happy and fine too, wishing you good holidays. !!!!

I shall rant more later I think Need to go out with mom right now lol, Laters !!!!

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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5353036/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5353036/ Sun, 15 May 2005 04:12:07 PDT Mood: Nervous, tired, imaginative still though, willing to write and draw.
Currently listening:
Album(s): None Specific.
Current Favorite Track(s): Save your love - Great White.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Love Hina / Fruit Basket.
Currently playing: Furcadia / iRO

Current Resolution/Project: To -seriously- start to write, and work on all the stories I have in my mind. / Draw gifts ( ) and Relax.

I need that break badly... I feel like going mad lol.

If I say i'll not be on from two weeks sometimes soon, don't be surprised...

Problem is I really wish I could be away from everything and everyone through that period like i said in my previous entry...From my house which's getting on my nerves, I can't wait to move from it to a new one. From my loved ones, which i would still try to contact in other ways than by the Internet, mail once again sounds wise and cool to me...lol. And...Yeah, I dunno xD I just wish i could take a ticket to some quiet place where nature would surround me...like, scotland (again), Canada, Foreign Japan, netherlands perhaps ... Yeah, i would love to go visit my Sis too ^^

I need to recover that feeling of serenity and genuine joy again. lol

Finding myself back.

And, I need to do some sport too, preferably asian, I think it would help.


PS: I'm not depressed, just tired from nervousness and stress, physically and morally. I just want to be able to regain my balance, and for that, I need some distance, I think.

Edit PS: I wonder why I write DA journal entries still, no one seems to read them anymore...

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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
... ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5269733/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5269733/ Fri, 06 May 2005 02:17:26 PDT Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To -seriously- start to write, and work on all the stories I have in my mind. / Draw gifts ( )

Edit:

Sometimes I just feel like I need to back away and out of the world for a while to meditate and relax.

Being away from computer, even from those I love more than everything somewhat, or choosing who i -can- talk to, even if it sounds selfish, but it's just because sometimes i can't talk to everyone, i get overwhelmed...just to have a moment of solitude and peace to gather my thoughts and heal.

I' ve been very tired recently, i think it must affect my mind, making me often all gloomy and such, even if a few can notice it. But I just want to be able to get away from the comp and all to get my health up, mend the wounds of my exhausted eyes, leave the stress, and be able to write and draw what i want, and need to quietly.

Anyone have free one week vacations for one to scotlands or something ? Joking

I could then write to those I love so they know they aren't forgotten and such, it would be so good to just have time and thoughts for what is the most important to do again. But I guess i'll be able to do it by myself without leaving my house or town, no choice anyway.
I just needed my online friends, and RolePlaying alot recently, despite the fact i should be reasonnable on comp hours and all, will fix it all to be balanced ^^.

Papers to do in town too, i hate those, but here they are neccessary, plus, I may get a job soon, and sincerely, it would help me recover my balance. Crossing fingers for the good job to come faster lol.

If I soon go all "I leave the web for a week or two, please be patient, call me and write if you want i'll reply gladly !" You'll know why xD.

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Wooot ! I got a free one week suscription !

I'll be able to test all the features by myself for once...
I just discovered it and my, i'm already bouncing here !

Thanks Deviantart XD I'll put that week to use ^^



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To do list: [link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5117009/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5117009/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 01:03:01 PDT Mood: Naughty (furc characters ...), altogether sleepy and hyper.
Currently listening:
Album(s): My friend's Radio...No specific album ATM.
Current Favorite Track(s): Save your love - Great White.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Shrek 2
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To -seriously- start to write, and work on all the stories I have in my mind. / Draw gifts ( )

Turning 20 Today ! Hey, i'm starting to get old, lol Feeling excited about it, many things to do today too, a few gifts, receiving guests...Sounds to be one of my best B-Days !

20 years old...Time sure goes by fast Oo; I hope this new year will be better than the old one, i think it will though x3 Will do my best to be more (alot), more active and such on...

I wish i could have invited M'Dear Sis (moonlitcavalier) though, and my Love...The day would have been perfect then with them at my sides. I miss you both !!! Hope to talk to you two later today atleast, we'll catch up on meeting at another time

I think that's it for Today's babbling ! Atleast, for the mornig one >>...See you later everyone, and be safe !!!!! *waves and bounces*

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:


Special Feature: ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5116961/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/5116961/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 01:56:20 PDT
- Gift Art for my dear Sister 1% Done
- Gift Art for Amileth 0% Done
- Gift Art for Washuu~ 5% Done
- Gift Art for Maëva ! 0% Done
- Fan art of Shuang for Bettina because I was fond of that Char at the first sight 0% Done
- A fanart of Howl for myself, and for 0% Done
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- Create a new ID for my Gallery. 0% Done
- Submit a picture of my Cat...Because she's a star ! 50 % Done XD ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4807657/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4807657/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 10:16:21 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furc characters ...), still tired, and creative.
Currently listening:
Album(s): Howl's Moving Castle OST / Robbie Williams Greatests Hits.
Current Favorite Track(s): The promise of the world - Merry go Round of Life - HMC OST / Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Williams.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Shrek 2
Currently playing: Furcadia.

Current Resolution/Project: To -seriously- start to write, and work on all the stories I have in my mind. / Draw gifts ( )

Well, as the title says, time for me to come back to the white sheets of paper of my empty books and fill them in ! I have so many ideas i want to express, and always was affraid not to do it right (as always -.-; ) so now, it's about time i work on them truely.

I'll be drawing too, been watching exemples of works from my friends alot recently, character profiles, as studies to be able drawing some of those said characters myself... Get ready ^^ ! I may even do some gifts in colors Oo; which is...quite rare.

As a side note... Devil May Cry 3 - Dante's Awakening will be out before the end of the month here, and i'm all prepared to pounce in my video game shop to buy it ! It looks so great...I can't wait to play with it .

~To-Do list~ :

- Gift Art for my dear Sister 1% Done
- Gift Art for Amileth 0% Done
- Gift Art for Washuu~ 5% Done
- Gift Art for Maëva ! 0% Done
- Fan art of Shuang for Bettina because I was fond of that Char at the first sight 0% Done
- Entry Pic for Harker's contest :3 1% Done
- A fanart of Howl for myself, and for 0% Done
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- Create a new ID for my Gallery. 0% Done
- Submit a picture of my Cat...Because she's a star ! 50 % Done XD

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:
http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4575542/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 05:21:14 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furc characters ...), tired, creative, and loving .
Currently listening:
Album(s): Robbie Williams Greatest Hits.
Current Favorite Track(s): Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Williams.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Nothing.
Currently playing: Ragnarok Online.

Happy Valentine Day everyone !

I hope you get to spend it with your loved one and have a great day together , and furthermore... Don't forget today is to be celebrated, but love can find all occasions to be, and not only this one, don't be shy to express it sincerely and offer a little word, a little surprise or two to light up the days of those you love.

Now, this is the story of the saint whom gave his life to give happiness to true lovers long ago, thanks to for this journal entry.
[link]

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My Dear Soul Sister:


Featured Deviants:


Special Feature: because I'm so in love with his cat pictures ! A really amazing catograph. Drop by his gallery please, and fear the cuteness !

Clubs I've joined:
]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4559325/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4559325/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 11:13:58 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furc characters ...), sleepy , and creative.
Currently listening:
Album(s): Crescent - Gackt / Robbie Williams Greatest Hits.
Current Favorite Track(s): Hoshi no Suna - Gackt / Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Williams.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Nothing.
Currently playing: Ragnarok Online.

Edit, the 12/02/2005:

To preceed St.Valentine Day, the story of the saint whom gave his life to give happiness to true lovers by past, thanks to for this journal entry.
[link]

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Needed to remove that purple ID from my gallery and front page before it drove me crazy XD

I will be putting a new one as soon i find what i need for it, either will draw and color a little something all by myself, or use manga drawing x.x....(the last one had a BG from FFX...)
I just hope i can draw something -myself- for it, i juts still don't know what...

So, for now i'm ID-less, but it shouldn't last ^^,

Beside that, everything is fine, and i hope it is the same for you my friends.

My Dear Soul Sister:


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]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4467835/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4467835/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:53:28 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furc characters ...), sleepy , and creative (writing).
Currently listening:
Album(s): Crescent - Gackt / Robbie Williams Greatest Hits.
Current Favorite Track(s): Hoshi no Suna - Gackt / Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Williams.
Currently reading: My own writings, checking them.
Currently watching: Spirit - Stallion of the Cimmaron.
Currently playing: The Saga of Ryzom.

I changed my purple-ish deviant icon today, was bored of it though i still think it was quite pretty *fond of the color purple* Plus, i didn't register it well so it was all pixelizated. So, I decided to put in a new !

Made it with the kitty avy that my soul sister did for me Thank you very much once again !!! I so love that picture *purrs* The icon i made with is quite simple for now, but i'll enhance it perhaps (add more colours) later ^^ I hope it's fine though for now

Deviant ID is to be changed too, soon enought *tired of having the purple FFX BG...* And will be updated !

I think that is

Otherwise, everything's fine for me, save for the fact the guy who's playing with people's sleep likes to play tricks on me actually XD *ish tired x.o*

And, I'm drawing a tad bit again, will be writing soon too, though, it seems i'm taking my sweet time to draw... But I do ! And don't worry about seeing the result, you will ! (beware my crappy skills ! ).

Ok, that was the hyper, weird, full of emoticons, journal entry of the day !!! Have fun and be safe everyone !

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http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4394676/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 14:25:07 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furcadian characters ...) and pretty tired.
Currently listening: Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Wiliams.
Currently reading: Nothing right now.
Currently watching: Spirit - Stallion of the Cimmaron.
Currently playing: Furcadia.

A little quizz taken from and Washuu's journals.

(A) Recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

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I think i'll not see the phantom of the opera movie 'till it's out as DVD, since my town seems to show it only dubbed and sang in french and the translation is pooh...Really, i assure you x.x. And the phantom's voice is all sweet and meeky, couldn't believe it XD

I want to see it in English !!! That's how it -shall- be >>.

Also, Wisdom teeth are growing, my throat and gums are sore and stiff...Growing peak, yep x.x Hope they pierce soon and leave me in peace.

And...I will be back to writing and drawing, because i miss it too much to restrain myself anymore, because of lack of experience. Skills come with practice, right ?

Here, done with today's ranting.

Take care all !

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]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4217673/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4217673/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 07:04:27 PST Mood: Yaoi thinking (furcadian characters ...) and Tired.
Currently listening: Let Me Entertain You - Robbie Wiliams.
Currently reading: The Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux.
Currently watching: Spirit - Stallion of the Cimarron.
Currently playing: Ragnarok Online.

14/01/2005:

I hope The Phantom of the Opera is out in the cinema i'm used to go in town or otherwise i won't be given a chance to enjoy it on the big screen, which would be a shame o.x I soooooooooo want to go and see it ! And, the songs, the organ with the balance of the cinema's speakers...*shivers and purr as the simple thought of it* And the costumes, and Erik, and and...*dreamy sigh* Well, i think that's it

Beside that, i seriously need to add more drawings in my gallery, to come back into drawing and writting things, need to be creative again, i mean, to show that creativity on paper like i did before...But i'm so scared to simply make a mess when i want to draw a character of mine, or a friend's, putting all my heart into it, then having a bad result...x.x yep, that's my fear. I think I need more drawing Lessons.

Anyway, i'm doing fine beside that, excited and bouncy at times, not always well sleeping, but fine ! and that was my ranting of the day ! lol. I hope i didn't annoy you all too much



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02/01/2005

*Happy New Year Entry*

Wishing everyone to have with 2005 a better year than 2004 because i know it had been tough to most.
Cheer up, the best is yet to come ! Isn't it ?

Be safe, happy and healthy all the year through !
and pardon my spelling mistakes XD

Love to all

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]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4145947/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/4145947/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:50:56 PST Currently listening: FFX Soundtrack.
Currently reading: The Secret book of the Elves.
Currently watching: Read or Die (R.O.D) OAV 1.
Currently playing: FFX International Version.

Time has come, and Christmas is here !

So, i wish you all a Merry Christmas, full of of joy, love, and presents ! And... Don't eat too much, or tummy may not be happy (lol)

Be safe and happy, everyone !!!

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Christmas is coming fast, yay !

I Feel better ! But no need to say i sometimes hate wintery weather T_T So cold, and humid here this year, brrr :shiver:

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07/12/2004

And nothing interesting to say as an entry just yet...

Save for: I hate being sick, and, I furthermore hate wisdom teeth (that makes me sick) X____X

Also, not posting alot of art recently, and i wished to apologize to all those whom watch me for this lack of activity I shall come back to my paper and crayons soon, and give you all more drawings then, hopefully, will be able to ink and color them even, with Open Canvas. *yays as she found it back, loves it*

I missed working with it :3

I hope you are all doing finely and that you are safe. Take care ! My best wishes and thoughts to all.

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I know, i didn't say i was leaving, but that's because i didn't know >>;; ...

I had internet problems, DSL got cut without reason, had to call the server and regularize everything...Now it seems to work !

But it kept me away from you all for almost two weeks...Missed you !!!!! e.e;;

*gives big bear hugs to everyone*

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I have plenty of ideas, characters to draw. Plenty of time, hours by day to do it right now, or even write like I used to at a time... But I just don't. There's always something like "I should train more onto character drawing because i'm not very good at it" but, I don't want to make crappy art neither in the process. I can't have drawing lessons right now, and will prolly not before september or october.

About Writting, it's the same, I love to write, but I usually reserve a full blank book for a story and it's creation notes, and i'm telling myself I don't have enought books, the ones I already have are reserved for stories I don't want to work on right now. And, when I do poetry, I usually write like at... Midnight past 20 or 1 AM, so it's not healthy, lol.

I think those are just silly bounds, obstacles I put infront of myself, as I could just act more freely.
Hope I will recover a bit more of motivation soon, and break those barriers I made myself, take good habits.

Anyway ! Enought of my babbling XD but I had to let it out, so yeah Gomen everyone ! I don't feel depressed, but a bit sad, and lost with the way I act and thing goes actually, plus weather is very hot here and it makes me tired T_T

I hope you all keep safe, if not, it's time to start !
Mucha love and hugs to you all Dears.

PS: My friend came back from her journey, YAY ! :jump: ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2310274/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2310274/ Sat, 22 May 2004 13:42:26 PDT So, i hope that like me, you'll be under the spell of her art, and her generosity.



(Big hugs to you Sam, from your virtual second twin sister )

A little Edit to Feature another artist i like alot:



Because she deserve it too And, yes Mav, even
if you didn't know it, i'm fan of you since a long~~
time ^.^ (Don't give up, the muses will be back )

And finally a link to all the others amazing artists that i Devwatched, some are close friends, loved, some are strangers except by their art. But all deserves to be visited [link] ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2253205/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2253205/ Thu, 22 Apr 2004 10:00:59 PDT

Went through birthday calmly, peace was reigning in the familly, and i received gifts that truely touched me. I wanted to give a big thank you to my beloved little Devil (that will reconize himself), and to my closest friends, simply for being here for me. I love you all !!!

Have a Rose ^^

Edit: A link to all the amazing artists that i Devwatched, some are close friends, loved, some are strangers except by their art. But all deserves to be visited. [link] ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2170060/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/2170060/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 07:35:42 PDT [link] who herself took it from: [link] Enjoy chains

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says:

Duh, i have a shelf full of books next to me...
ok *grabs one* Title: The magical worlds of The Lord of the Rings. Line: "The memory of those stories that he liked, would soon give Tolkien the idea of a remplacement for Bilbo: A young Cousin, invested of the official status of Nefew and Hier." (Litterally translated from French, pardon the mistakes, if there's some)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

Depends the direction i stretch it in Oo,...Actually, i reach yellow curtains Oo;...Closer, i would reach the phone, or tissues.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Mhhh...The midday news.

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:

About...4 PM.

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?

16:10 PM (4:10, i was close )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Nothing, deep silence...Which is odd...where's mah music Oo; ?!?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

I left the house half an hour ago, to go copy administrative papers...Oo; (interesting indeed)

8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?

The game i loaded earlier, Furcadia.

9. What are you wearing?

A tight blood red pullover, tight very fine sand toned shirt under it, with cowgirl ornaments, dark blue strong jeans, blue and white sockets, and dark shiny boots...Then, blue and black sunglasses, and 3 silver rings . (complete enought ?)

10. Did you dream last night?

I don't know, can't remember.

11. When did you last laugh?

Yesterday, i think Oo; Dun remember why though,
because i had a few laughs ^^.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

3 Huge wall posters, two are natural sceneries, two streams by spring and autumn time, and the third one is the drawing of a pack of wolves howling at the moon, with a big wolf portrait to top it. Then closer of me is a picture of my grand parents.

13: Seen anything weird lately?

Mhh i see many things some could find weird Oo; lol.

14: What is the last film you saw?

On cinema ? Pirates of the Carribean (yep, long ago already) On TV, some old TV serie i recorded a while ago: The cavern of the Golden Rose. Fantasy story, love it.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

A new house for all my familly, tickets for wales, and a PS2 .

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.

Mhh...I can be very clumsy at times ?

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

Changing one thing isn't enough...(thanks GemiAnge, can't do otherwise than Quoting you lol)

19: Do you like to dance?

Yeah ! Love it.

20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?

Don't talk to me about Bush please x.x...

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?

Elizabeth.

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?

Amarant ?

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

Indeed ! I want to leave france...I need to travel ^^. ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1978495/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1978495/ Sun, 04 Apr 2004 15:17:16 PDT ). And Back to a DSL connection ! *jumps all over the place* I hope i'll be able to provide you a few good drawings to see soon. For now i have pretty hard to draw, busy trying to keep myself healthy. I have rather difficult to sleep these days, meh, will change ^.^

Anyway, i hope you are all doing good, and be happy !


Edit: I love ! ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1765712/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1765712/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 09:42:05 PST
I'm on the main familly computer now, my connection isn't DSL anymore (yet), but Dial Up. Will be like that untill the first days of March, then i shall get a -new- DSL connection. I -can- upload drawings here while waiting DSL, but it will be alot more slow.

Plus I am getting in 'active life' somewhat,
actually doing some papers, and soon I'll be into formations and my first jobs... Please wish me good luck ^.^

To all my friends of the internet, i'm sorry that i can't be with you as much as i would like to actually.

Again, big Hugs and love to all ! ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1631389/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1631389/ Mon, 05 Jan 2004 00:37:45 PST
May this year be one of our greatest and happier, and the peace come back on earth...We need it lol.

For Devianart, you noticed i was in a " wallpaper-maker" mood. Lol in fact i am finishing a few drawings that i will -hopefully- ink, and scan to add them here, but for now, i'm playing with Corel Photo paint 8, and a few Gackt-Sama pictures
I hope the last isn't too bright *blinks* I fear the tone to be too light no ? o.o...Anyway. That was one of my silly babblings.

Have a perfect new year all.

*hugs* ]]> ~Earilmadith http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1390313/ http://Earilmadith.deviantart.com/journal/1390313/ Wed, 12 Nov 2003 06:42:58 PST So Zen suddently, Aww ! Well, yep, i come to the journal to say that...lol Then to give a warm and big hug to all my friends around the world...I'm so happy to have you all you know !
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