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]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23836894/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23836894/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:38:37 PDT and , Mar, Sici, and Demy and probably other people about new account names. I should be getting a new account by the end of the week or so.

I think that was the only reason I'm doing this journal. You know, aside from announcing that I got Platinum. I got Chimchar because I can get a Turtwig and Piplup from my copy of Diamond later.

Oh, and did I mention that today is my 4 month anniversery with ? Maybe. I can't remember. We went to Friendly's with her dad, Jen, Abby, and Homophobe Bitch (her brother but noone gives a shit about him). After that was just walking around the outlet stores, mainly Hot Topic Outlet, and I managed to get skinny jeans there. I love their "Rude" fit jeans now.

I'm seriously loving this day. Now to have school fuck it all up.

I still need Xemnas, Xiggeh, Mar, Sici, and Demy to discuss things with me.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23616493/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23616493/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:22:46 PDT
1. Bleaching my 'coon tails and the half of the hair on the back of my head.

This is mainly for my Beat cosplay. That and my 'coon tails came out like shit. I'm also looking for something new with my hair.

2. New account.

Really, I'm just sick of my username and how spammy my gallery is. Just wondering how many of my watchers would actually re-watch me on a new account. I might need more ideas for new names. I'm probably going to debate that with the old men (Xiggeh and Vinex), Sici, Demy-clone, and Marly.


3. Future cosplay.

Just wondering if anyone has any ideas for cosplays I could pull off.

Answers and opinions are appriciated. Thanks all.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23563467/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23563467/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 19:44:37 PST


Also, less than a week until the MSI concert. Delia and I are going shopping tomorrow for really gay stuff from party stores so we can look like faggots at the concert. Well, I'll look like a Mega-Faggot seeing as I look like a faggot everyday.

Oh also, I went ot Cambridge with last weekend for Otaku-Fest. It was pretty cool. The space was crowded and the music was way too loud but for a first time thing, they did a good job. I saw , and there so that was super, hella fun! We had a mini-photoshoot but it was so cold we didn't get a lot of pictures. Rue has one picture of me and her in front of a glowing momument.......tons of fun there. We'll take more pictures in the spring when we aren't all freezing.

One last thing, Sici has been sick for a while so send your best wishes to her. GET BETTER, HUN! I MISS YOU! ...........AND YOU STILL HAVE NO INTERNET AS FAR AS I KNOW!

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23405492/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23405492/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 18:57:13 PST
I'm going to make the charm out of clay but I can't figure out what kind of chain to attach it to and how. Metal chains are off limits because Anime Boston rules about anything that may be considered dangerous. I probably won't be about to carry around the skateboard as well which sucks because I was looking foward to showing it off (if I managed to finish it). I can probably make the chain on his pants out of clay as well.

Fucking weapon rules.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23332827/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23332827/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 21:41:51 PST
I'm also probably going to drop Dante for Anime Boston. I see no possible way for to complete it and get her super boots. I will do it for CTCon '09 though so keep your heads up.

Instead, I'm thinking of going as Beat from The World Ends With You for a day or so. I'd need to practically beg to go as 777 for a day but I still want to do it. The shoes and necklace are going to be the only really difficult parts for me. I might just slack off and use my old red and black Anarchics (badass skate shoes Hot Topic used to sell). I can probably make the chain out of plastic chain fro mthe costume store and clay.

So know I have even more reasons to learn to skateboard (Demy! You'd better try to help me!) and to get my ass in shape. Fuckin' Bowflex. Let's hope I can keep my shit together.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23084945/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/23084945/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 15:06:44 PST
So next week is not only Valentine's Day, but it's the horrible day that I was born on. Valentine's Day is also 's birthday so send him your best (or worst) wishes. Still debating if I should draw/make him something seeing as he's such a great friend and all. Oh, and I just have to remind him that he's older than me. I also have to finish my drawing for and because I'm being super awesome and giving them a combined, late birtday present, because if you get one of them, you get both. 'Love you guys!

Now I have to find something for for Valentine's Day.....and find something to do. If you want to help me with what I should get her (honestly guys, I really need some help), just send me a note. Thanks in advance!

Now I also have a week to figure my brithday out too. Right now, I'm going to be getting my Dante cosplay, Dante wig, Demyx wig, and possibly a new Organization coat (mainly because I'm hoping to loose weight so I need one that'll fit me better). If I don't get a new coat off eBay, I might ask to make a new one. Of course I'll buy the fabric and finally be able to use my new, super zipper. And if I don't get the coat off eBay, I'll probably end up getting The World Ends With You.

Right now, I really need to find what to do about Dante's guns. What with convention rules and all, I have no idea what I'm going to do. I also need to figure out how to do fake stubble (lol manly!) with makeup. QUICK, DEMY! HELP ME WITH YOUR AMAZING STAGE MAKEUP SKILLS!

Love you all,
~Owen <3

P.S.: Does anyone find it strange that I've been having a lot of dreams where I actually have a penis recently? Because those dreams are my favorite. You know, aside from the ones where I'm jumping off a building with while playing checkers.Yeah............that last one didn't happen.........but it will by the time Anime Boston rolls around.

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22991868/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22991868/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 12:41:04 PST TAGGED ME! D:< YOU LITTLE FAG! YOU'RE LUCKY YOU'RE AWESOME!



Who did you first cosplay as?
I really consider my first real cosplay was Demyx from Kingdom Hearts 2. <3

When and where did you first cosplay?
Anime Boston '08. <3 Happy times!

When and where was the last time you cosplayed?
ConnectiCon '08. I MISS YOU GUYS AND YOUR COMBINED GAY! D:

Who have you cosplayed as in the past?
Raver!Demyx, Demyx, L and that's about it.........I don't have a lot of friend to help me because I suck.

Who is your favourite person to cosplay as?
I really love cosplaying Demyx because I can be a complete idiot and I can get away with it! <3 And people give me hugs!

Who do you REALLY wanna cosplay as?
Dante from Devil May Cry (mainly 4 because older guys are badass, but I also want to do all the other versions too), Soubi from Loveless, Cloud from Final Fantasy 7, Crisis Core (lol we can be twins Superior *nerdy fag laugh*), Kingdom Hearts, and Advent Children, Zack from Crisis Core, Seto Kaiba from Yu-Gi-Oh! (Battle City version), Reno from Advent Children, Walter from Silent Hill 4, Lavi from D. Gray-Man, Allen from D. Gray-Man, Tidus from Final Fantasy X, and ton I will eventually want to cosplay. xD

How many of your friends cosplay?
Actually, a lot less than you'd think. Close to none of my daily friends cosplay (maybe a max of 5.......MAYBE). Luckily, I'm making more friends through cons. I think I'm up to about 35 or so who cosplay. xD So about 40 or so, maybe more.

Have you ever walked around in public in your cosplay outfit?
HELL YEAH! D:< Idid pretty much everyday last year because of my shitty mullet-hawk!

Have people in public ever recognized you and asked for photos?
Some friends from school recognized that I had "Demyx hair" but no one ever asks for pictures because apparently a 5'6" faggot is threatening and scarey. xD

Have you ever made your own cosplay outfit?
I just style wigs by myself right now. Props for me need a lot of help and my costumes are comissioned. As soon as someone can help me learn to sew, I'll start making my own.

What was your favorite cosplay experience?
ALL OF THEM! Especially the Orgy line at Anime Boston '08. Demy's mom's face was priceless. I really love Anime Boston because more of my friends go there but I love ConnectiCon because I meet so many nice people so quickly. Less elitists, more "OMG I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I DO THAT!" xD

What is your worst cosplay experience?
That time during the Dating Game when I dropped 's sitar at AB'08 and it kinda broke. D': I still hate myself for that.

When and where did you first learn of cosplay?
.........................Internet? I don't know. I think it was around 7th grade or so.

What did you think of it then?
It was pretty cool but wasn't my thing.............I was really shy.

What do you think of it now?
I THINK ABOUT 3 PEOPLE JUST CAME IN MY PANTS!...........AND TWO OF THE WEREN'T ME!...................It's like drugs for my self esteem. <3

Where do you usually cosplay?
Conventions with my friends. Anime Club events. At home if I super bored.

Have you ever done a cosplay skit on stage?
No, but I want to so badly once I work up the balls to do so.

Have you ever won a prize for said skit?
..........................WHY DO YOU MOCK MY LACK OF TESTICLES!? D:<

Do you plan your cosplay outfits waaay before you’re meant to wear them?
Honey, I plan them everyday of my life. <3

Have you ever been to a convention and cosplayed?
HELL YEAH!

Ever have something terrible happen to your outfit?
Not my outfit but I dropped 's sitar at AB'08 and it kinda broke.

What is the best thing about cosplay?
........The fact... ]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22744032/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22744032/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 18:29:30 PST
Limelight (neon green) and black, ftw.

I'm really only getting it trimmed. Dead ends suck and the hair on the back of my head is getting way too long for my liking.

In other news, today was my two month anniversery. I swear, it doesn't even feel like it's been that long but it has been. Hopefully will like her gift.

......God I am such a fag when it comes to my relationship.

I'm just lucky I passed all my midterms. Now to improve my grades. Semester two, here I come! My math grade better improve or no Anime Boston or MSI concert for Owen.

Things to motivate me:
-Mindless Self Indulgence (all ages show)- March
-Anime Boston - May
-Demyx cosplay - Anime Boston (recieving for birthday)
-Dante cosplay - Anime Boston (recieving for birthday)
-XalDem fanservice - Anime Boston (.......lolwhut)
-DantexNero fanservice - Anime Boston (hopefully we can raise the money for Sici's Nero costume by then)

Love you all,
~Owen <3



]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22673343/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22673343/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 12:40:23 PST says I would top.....................seriously kid? I'm 5'6", and you're what, 5'10"? 5'11"? ............Fuckin' kitty boy.

ANYGAY!

I went to the mall yesterday with , , and Sici's friend and honestly, it was awesome. I finally got all the hair dye I need. Limelight, Cupcake Pink, and Electric Blue.

Yeah......my hair is going to be awesome.

I also got a DMC4 wristband for $2. Thanks again to Demy for finding it in clearance!

Now I have to go set up my PS2 again. Yeah, this is going to be fun. At least midterms are over on Wednesday. TWO DAY WEEK FOR THE WIN!

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22585460/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22585460/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 19:36:28 PST
Right now the only thing I'm looking forward to is the half days, four day weekend and seeing and her friends this Sunday. I really need to find a better way to start binding soon. Ace bandages are just terrible and sports bras suck for me (despite having small breasts). Someone on cosplay.com found a way to use sports tape but I didn't really understand it and it sounds painful to do alone. I'll probably try that one out for Anime Boston (if I end up going). I hate layering shirts so maybe I can look for a button down shirt at Hot Topic. That and guy jeans (oh joy, looking for jeans. They make me feel so fat sometimes). I can't use stomach flatening devices either due to the fact that they don't breath and I have nervous issues already (I sweat when nervous sometimes, but who doesn't?).

I haven't had counseling in almost a month and I'm starting to break down. I really need someone to talk to right now. Not over the phone or something like that. Face to face is the way to go this time. I just need to get a lot off my chest (in more ways than one).

Any suggestions for binding are happily accepted.

I am also still open to commisions. Trust me guys, this is really the only way I can help Sici raise money for her Nero cosplay.

..............I need to get so much cosplay stuff.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22477012/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22477012/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:41:26 PST


Lucky for me, Nate is a math genius and is helping me because he's a good math fag like that.

While still on the topic of things that piss me off:

My ears aren't stretching to 0gauges. Probably because I only stretched them 5 days ago. Mom is holding Anime Boston over my head if I don't pass the semester.

And worst of all, a story:

So I was talking to David on IMVU Monday night. He ends up talking about how his family didn't wake him up during a bomb alert and, like little old me, I freak out. Now while he's laughing about it, I'm still freaking out. Maybe it's because I'm a pansy when it comes to people I care about. If anything happens to him, I swear I'm going to cry my little eyes out. Bad enough he's half way across the Earth.

......Still we did find out something very interesting.

Out of nowhere, I asked him how tall he was. He ends up only knowing his height in meters so, like a dumbass, I said it was alright because chemistry is actually useful with teaching me the metirc system. Bad idea chemistry. He's 1.63 meters. In other words, about 5 feet, 3 inches. I'm 5 feet, 6 inches, about 1.67 meters.

Yeah..............it was kind of awkward.

.......I still demand to see pictures of his Ryuichi cosplay.

ANYGAY!

Only other good things that have happened this week is that got IMVU, Liz finished her research paper (she interviewed my friend Steph and I for it), and learning that Sici's friends actually want to meet me.

Also, I need to help Sici raise money for her Nero cosplay. I'm considering starting commisions. Is anyone interested? Seriously, I need some feedback. Knowing my anime club, everyone will either not have money (max will be about $10 for a full color picture) or they will just refuse to buy anything from me because they hate me.

So, anyone?

Love you all,
~Owen <3



]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22328967/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22328967/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 10:21:09 PST to be Nero.



Yeah, I'm that evil but Sici better know it's because I love her too much not to use her love of yaoi to my advantage. What? She knows she has an extremely gay boyfriend and is damn proud of it.



You know she's awesome.

So enough of me going on about my awesome, and totally understanding, girlfriend.

I'm just going to list cosplays for this year that I have planned:

-Demyx (Kingdom Hearts 2) - Anime Boston 2009
-Seto Kaiba (Yu-Gi-Oh!) - ConnectiCon 2009
-Walter Sullivan (Silent Hill 4) - possibly ConnectiCon 2009
-Dante (Devil May Cry 4) - just for giggles (for now)

I'm going to need a lot of help, and wigs, but with some effort, I think I can pull it off. I still have to get to be our cosplay photographer seeing as she's the only one with a good camera......and is really the only one of my art friends who is so awesome she has to take a million awesome pictures just to get one perfect one. Seriously, if you saw her a Tower Hill you'd think she had OCD or something......but we all love Fishy because she's a little hoe and the perfect trophy wife (yeah......she wants to be a trophy wife when she grows up).

Hope you all have a great new year!
~Owen <3



]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22176415/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22176415/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 21:06:50 PST


THAT'S RIGHT! PRESENTS AND FAMILY VISITS!

I just can't wait to spend some time with over the break seeing as I never see her. I'm probably going over 's sometime next week.

Right now, I just can't wait until March. Delia found out about a Mindless Self Indulgence concert and she's planning on going. That means a free ride and a great time with friends. Probably just going to be Delia, Dallas, Zac (my brother), possibly Sici (if she wants to go), and me. It's on a Friday and it's an all ages show. Oh yeah, we scored big time.



HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22092729/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/22092729/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 21:21:35 PST
, , Vexen (sorry that I don't know your dA if you have one, hun), and I had a little Chirstmas party today. Best Christmas party ever. We played Saint Nick. I won because I'm just awesome like that and can eat chocolate like a crazed junkie. I'm a chocolate addict and damn proud of it. Even though I was the only boy there, Sici's mom really didn't seem the care. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones or something (Congrats again guys. Can't wait for Sophie to be born!). Anyway, it was a ton of fun. Can't wait to hang out again guys. Maybe on New Years.

I also need to find a better way to tape down my breasts. Ace bandages are horrible. Any suggestions?

Only two more school days, then vacation!

Love you guys,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21979733/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21979733/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:55:47 PST
Mom thinks I'm playing the "poor me" card and dad thinks I need to respect her more. How about this, she gives me a bit of respect and in return I'll respect her. It's things like this that make me want to go in the basement and shoot myself (dad doesn't keep his gun cabinet locked. Way to go dipshit).

Funny how two weeks ago I was so happy and now I'm considering going to live with a friend or my aunt.

.......I really need a good cry.

~Owen

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21832428/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21832428/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 14:17:03 PST
Yep yep it's almost Christmas and that means I'm a happy little git.

So yeah, I'm spending so much time on IMVU these days. It's kind of pathetic. Oh well, at least I get to talk to all my friends.

School is raping me with two projects but luckily one of them is a periodic table of POKEMON. OH HELL YEAH BITCHES. YOU HEARD ME. I'm so awesome.

I still owe Terrance McQueerass art. KEEP YOUR ERECTION IN YOUR PANTS MAN! lol or don't



*is shot*

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21687544/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21687544/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 19:42:14 PST
YOU DON'T NEED TO KISS SOMEONE TO KNOW THAT YOU LIKE THEM!

My mom said to wait and make sure I know I want to do this before I even think about it. I already know that one day I want to change this because damn it, I want my own dick and adventure beard one day! She also said not to talk about counseling/the tranny issue with my friends. Well I'm sorry if they're the only ones, besides my councelor, that actually listen and, at least, try to understand.

Oh and my mom already hates my girlfriend. She hasn't even met her. That and she refuses to admit she's my girlfriend.

I'm just so sick of her being so supportive of my brother and shooting me down about everything.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21540798/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21540798/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 19:10:54 PST
Counseling is pretty good so far. I've had one meeting with John. Even though he's 55, he's pretty cool. I have my second appointment on Thursday. Hopefully he got some information on transitioning.


I've been doubting my skills as an artist lately. I don't know why, I just feel I can't do anything right art wise. Whatever, I seriously don't care right now.

And finally, something that no one expects: I got a date this weekend. Holy shit! The faggot got a date?! Yeah I did and I'm nervous as hell! I should go down to Bob's and look ofr cheap guys pants. Thing is I just got new jeans this weekend.....oh well. I'll use my own money.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21421987/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21421987/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:50:10 PST
I'm psyched to have my first councelor appointment this Wednesday as well. Yeah, my councelor is already awesome seeing as his name is John. Such the stereotypical councelor name.

I'm still super happy that I get to talk to Ethan again. I've really missed him.

On a side note, today is my brother's birthday. LOL He's getting old......which means I'm getting old.

.......................................shit.

As another side note, I just started listening to Brokencyde. They're actually pretty good. If you like screamo rap that is. It's kind of weird but it's pretty good.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21363051/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21363051/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:54:50 PST
I probably should've gotten a laptop.

On a better note, I have my first councelor's appointment this Wednesday after school.

~Owen

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21267907/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21267907/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 15:36:50 PDT
My dad needs to make it more. Tomato soup kind of sucks though. Chicken noodle for the win.

So yeah.

Halloween was killer. I went Trick or Treating with and and Christine (who used reverse pedophilia on me) and a bunch of Sici's friends. I was a sick ass vampire even though my nipples kept trying to escape my wrap. They succeeded a few times. Luckily no one saw. Now I have a knot in my neck and it hurts like when Undertaker kicked Chavo's ass last night (I love Sici's DVR for letting us watch Smackdown last night).

Now I kind of feel like shit but in a good way. Fat cat is taking up too much space on my bed while my dog is being a shaved rat. All in all, this was a pretty rad weekend.

Edit:
Oh yeah, something I forgot. Girls (whores) on IMVU keep hitting on me. Sorry girls, this guy is looking for some man chicken (aka penis) in his life. No vag for me thanks. Vag is too dramatic and ends up being a whore!

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21094801/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21094801/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:29:15 PDT
- anime version of himself for catching my 16k and something else for catching my 17k

If I owe you something, please tell me.

And onto a second matter of business:

If I were to host a contest, would anyone be interested? I just feel like hosting one right now I just want to know if anyone would even be interested.

I'm supposed to be getting a councelor but the people at the office have yet to call me back. They'd better call me back soon.

~Owen <3


Edit:

Going to be MIA for the weekend. Going to be with and and a bunch of other girls (lol only boy) for the weekend. Getting back Sunday so have fun without me.

Also! I got my hair cut yesterday. I look like some kind of The Rev/Zacky Vengeance mix.....but gayer. It's kind of a manly pixie cut....but not. I don't know. It's black and purple....so awesome.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21016265/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/21016265/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:40:51 PDT

Anygay!

I'm starting to debate about my hair again. I want to go and have my inverted skunk/Frank Iero (Revenge era) hair again because I like my fuzzy head but I'm not sure if I should. I'm probably going to do that seeing as I love shaving my head but I want people's opinions.

In other news, I'm still having some troubles with art =/ Just read my last journal for information: [link]


In other other news, my new lip piercing is healing up just fine. Still a bit of swelling, but it's been good.

AS FOR ART SCANNER WISE! I'm hoping my brother will let me use the scanner for a bit today so I can finally get stuff up. Seriously guys, I am so sorry it has taken this long. I feel terrible about making you all wait.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20960850/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20960850/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 21:18:57 PDT
So tomorrow I have the day off to steal the scanner, hopefully. I'll just trade computers for a while with my brother or while he's playnig Wii.

ANYGAY NOT THE POINT!

THE POINT IS THAT I NEED HELP!
Some might remember when I used to overload you inboxes with emo/scene/whatever faggotry, yes? What I need help with is finding pictures of said faggotry so I can draw you all more faggorty.

If anyone is willing to find me pictures of emo/scene/punk/rave kids in poses they want me to draw, comment, note, do something to tell me you want me to draw some of my characters liek the poses in the picture.

Just a few guidelines:
- No anime pictures for now. I want real life people please. If you look at my earlier pictures, you'll see most of the references were real people.
- No asking me to draw my gay characters with my straight characters unless it's a friendly pose.I know they love each other and all but please, they're gay for a reason (lolfagslol).
-No image over the rating of PG-13. This is deviantART people, you really think they'll let me put 'R' rated faggtry on here without banning me? (rhetorical question)
AND FINALLY:
-No tiny photos. I need a decent sized photo people. Seriously.

List o' Characters:

-Evan (gay)
-Ethan (gay)
-Muse (pansexual)
-Alex (gay)
-Taylor (pansexual)
-Trevor (bisexual)
-Aiden (gay; technically straight what with the crossdressing)
-Emmi (bisexual)
-Jami (gay)
-Matt (pansexual)
-Jayden (gay)
-Chelal/Owen (bisexual)
-Heng (bisexual)
-Asheton (gay)
-Benji (pansexual)
- I'm also looking to make so new characters (mainly girls; seriously guys, my gallery needs more boobies) so I'm open to suggestions on characters =]

PLEASEKTHANKSFORTHEHELPGAIS! D8>

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20942792/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20942792/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:42:06 PDT
Just got back from the mall about an hour ago. Went with Dallas, Delia, Lucas, and Milana (my ex). Dallas's friends kept showing up randomly which was pretty weird. I constantly felt like shit because I have a major cold or something. Really bad sinus congestion. Finally got a set of flesh tunnels, an Avenged Sevenfold shirt, and some magenta plugs (one of the employees is so awesome she's drilling it into the minds of the youth that they're not called gauges xD). They're really gay looking. We went to Hot Topic about 4 times. Dallas kept staring at one of the guys who works there. He seriously needs to get a boyfriend. Then again it might've been because they were having a dance party in the middle of Hot Topic.

Went to Halloween Outlet earlier with Tiff and . It was wicked fun but the store was really annoying seeing as the props and shit are annoying as hell. And it was really busy.

I'm pissed that I can't go se Metro Station on the 28 or something like that. Damn Tuesdays. It sucks because Delia wanted to go too. Fuck Tuesdays and school.

Oh well, karma, life, and whatever god hates me. More proof that 'God hates fags.' Screw you mega-uber Christians. You suck cocks.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20830679/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20830679/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 18:58:56 PDT
I finally finished my snake bites!

..........I MEAN !


Anygay!

The new ring looks so shiney compared to my original ring. So sad. OH WELL!

I'm starting to get a mullet again. Maybe in a week or so I'll ask my mom to take me to get my hair trimmed.

I saw and Naomi (as far as I know she has no dA and I think I spelled her name wrong. Sorry hun! D8> ) at Open Mic Night last night. I was so happy to see them again. I haven't seen either of them in months. I also met their friend Elen (think I spelled her name wrong too) and Naomi's sister. Both of them are awesome, they have pink hair too! Automatic awesome.

I haven't been able to find "Deathrock" magazine in a while. I might just have to suscribe to it. It's too awesome not to.

I still need to work on my Halloween costume. Blah, semi-modern vampire = difficult for me.

HEY GUYS! GUESS WHAT! I ALMOST HAVE 17000 PAGEVEIWS THAT I PROBABLY DON'T DESERVE!

You know the drill. Screenshot or some form of saying you got the 17000 and you get one free picture.

PS: I'm going to try to use the scanner tomorrow. Possible massive art download.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20743382/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20743382/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:47:13 PDT
I got some new Skullcandy. They're the same pink but they're the earbuds but whatever. They have great bass. I also got "Vintage: A Ghost Story" by Steve Berman on Saturday and finished it today during lunch. Only one thing to say about it: ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY STUNNING! Yay for for telling me about it! Now my little brother (lol YGO cosplay) gets to borrow my gay ghost pr0nz! 8D YAY!

ANYGAY! D:<

I've been trying to keep my spirits up, trying to get homework done, trying to finsih art projects/sketches, and trying to deal with life.

My spirits go up and down as they please so I don't give a fuck. The only thing keeping them up right now is the fact that I'll be getting a NEW PIERCING! Now I know you're all like "OMFG OWEN! SRSLY! ZOMGYAY!" And if you're not well then YOU SHOULD BE! D:<

Homework is just way too stressful. Why the fuck do I care about translating graphs? That's right, I don't.

Art is going pretty good except that my grade is pretty sucky. We haven't had many big art projects so that's why it's so low. Hopefully my painting will boost my grade......and if I re-do a few sketches.

Dealing with life is dealing with life.....y. (nice one)
A lot of my friends keep telling me to go get a boyfriend but seriously guys. How many gay or bisexual guys do you know that are alright with having a tranny as their boyfriend with a vag and bewbs? Close to none, right? Seriously. Dating has always sucked for me and it always will. So I'm not going to get hung up on it and just say 'Fuck it' for now.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20620456/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20620456/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 14:01:24 PDT
I have $22-ish.

Headphones are about $30 and I ordered Vintage: A Ghost Story by Steve Berman (I LOVE YOU FOR TELLING ME ABOUT IT ! >3< )so that's another $13.

....................I need to scrounge up some money. Luckily I get $10 a week for eating yogurt for lunch. I only get $9 this week but what ever. I might do some extra chores to get some money......that or I can see if Mike wants to but some of my wristbands or my ribbon collar.


......................Yogurt is good.

As side note, people at school still aren't calling me Owen. So sad.

Love you all,
~Owen

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20543168/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20543168/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:49:10 PDT
Dad got back from the ER today. YAY! 8D

School is wicked crazy.

I have to do an English essay about the word 'nigga.'

I need to find a new Demyx wig.

I might have a gym partner (thanks so much for being awesome and offering !)

People still aren't calling me Owen.

I started yet another story.

I can slip the wide end of my 4 gauges through my ear.

I still need to start working on a Halloween costume. I'm think of a semi-modern vampire. Anyone want to give me some help with costume ideas?

I haven't gotten a new piercing in over a year.

I'm debating on getting a snug.


Life is just plain crazy.

Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20463439/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20463439/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 22:26:43 PDT
So here's the run down of what I need help on:
I still feel really uncomfortable with looking so girly. I stopped wearing colorful eueshadows everyday and just use yellow or tan instead. I'm wearing an uber sports bra (I need a different one, probably one size smaller) that basically minimized boobage everyday. I need to look into getting men's pants as well. Other than that I have no ideas as to how to look more manly. I can't ask my parents for semi-obvious reasons. I know loosing weight will probably help. Problem being my parents don't get home until late, I have no way to get a good sourse of exercise besides the gym (which is in the next town) which we can't go to because when my parents get home, they get really lazy. They just watch tv and eat. Great role models I know. I would play DDR, only problems being that dad is down there a lot and the mat moves like crazy on the carpets.

I need a gym partner. Zac would be awesome if he wasn't so ashamed to be around me when there's people he might know around.

Anyone think of anything else besides the shit I listed? Losing weight will probably be the best one seeing as I have my mom's hips and ass.

Just as a quick shoutout:
Best wishes to who is finally getting his surgery in October. Get better soon kid! We miss you!


Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20279316/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20279316/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 20:06:33 PDT 3< I'M SO FUCKING PUMPED! And I got two Skelanimals shirts =] They's so cute I can't stand it!

I'm planning on getting my hair dyed and trimmed soon. Nothing off the bangs because I love them too much. I'm going to get the rest of my hair dyed chocalate brown, like the top and maybe have Angie put some pink, green, or purple in as well (any sugestions on which?). I'm getting the top trimmed so it can grow out better. I might start putting my bangs over both eyes because it's that long now.



LOL I stole it from

Boy Side
[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[X] Shopping is torture. (only when it's in girly stores)
[X] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[X] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (I'D FIGHT IT WITH MY FISTS!)
[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (Used to? I STILL AM!)
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[X] Gory movies are cool.
[X] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[X] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (even though I like ones that are sort of tight)
[X] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total: 18

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[X] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (I can't say I like it, but I can't say I don't)
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like....
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored

Total: 3


DAMN RIGHT! >8D


Love you all,
~Owen <3

]]> ~EgoCityRox http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20187447/ http://EgoCityRox.deviantart.com/journal/20187447/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 15:57:43 PDT
So. I've been taking more time to think my life over recently. Normally I ignore my personal problems but this one keeps biting in the ass.

As some of you may know, I'm not happy to have been born a woman. I'd much rather be a man but because fate is cruel and whatever power is up there has a twisted sense of humor, I was born a girl. Phyiscally at least.

I've basically been bumming over how I can't be me and how to tell my family and friends. I'm still debating on asking my friends to call me by a male name but first I have to pick one. I'm torn between Chelal and Owen but I lean more towards Owen namely because people probably can't pronounce/remeber the name Chelal worth shit. That and I'm starting to like Owen a lot more.

Edit: I decided on Owen. Owen Mathew.

Right now, I'm just wishing that I could find a way to have my outsides match my insides. Sadly, the only way I could start taking T is if I'm diagnosed with gender-identity disorder (I hate that it's call a disorder, it just gives it this negative sound). I can't dress like a man because I don't want my mother questioning me. I can't dress like a man at school because there's a huge chance that I will get harassed and the school won't do anything about it. Even if I did start dressing more like a male, it's hard to find pants that hide my hips (I was cursed with large hips that runs in female on my dad's side of the famile and my mother's ass). I'm pretty sure my school friends won't use male pronouns and/or call me by a male name just because they're so used to calling me Chels and most of them don't put a lot of effort into much.

I want to look into getting a councelor from my doctor but then they'll tell my parents because of all that medical bullshit. I just find it kind of pathetic that the only time I'm comfortable with who I am is when I'm cosplaying. I guess it's because people actually use male pronouns when reffering to me.

I really don't know what to do but live the next few years in discomfort.

Thanks to all who read this. Extra thanks and love to those who aren't assholes about this and still accept me for who I am.


Love you all,
~Owen <3

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