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It is very good news.

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/18023609/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/18023609/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:06:46 PDT sometimes i feel i don't exist.

School:
I go to it but i feel as if i am floating along and no one talks to me so its easy to pretend like i am invisible. I went from knowing everyone to knowing no one and its quite odd. It makes me wonder if anyone would notice if i just
slipped.
away.

Family:
I was sent here because i wanted to avoid family and messed up any relationship i could have still had in order to do so. What i realize now is that having family who doesnt care about you isnt all that fucking great. its actually depressing. I'll come home at 10 at night after being out with Filip or Grace or anyone - not being stupid just staying out - and i will come home and no one cares. Most would think this was good, they trust me. but i dont think they trust me i honestly just dont think they care. and my uncle makes me feel really dumb a lot with these open-ended questions about my future. i am at the point of not caring.

Boys:
There's Peter, with whom i am friends but nothing more however bad he wants it. I hate teasing him but i do it anyway - what's wrong with me? Filip is my boyfriend for a month now. Good stuff. I really like him and havnt cheated on him and its wonderful. confidence-builder.

Girls:
I thought Kayla would be something. But she is EXACTLY like David Schaeffer. For this i have nothing but resentment.
But i am excited because for once i can actually list female friends of mine. Grace, Maleesha, Kim, Dathal, Chelsa, Zane, Samantha, etc. haha that makes me quite happy.

Substances:
I have been 100% clean since i got here. no joke. its called AA. hah and i attend it every single day and it keeps me from doing anything and its pretty damn wonderful.

Future:
I am trying to go about my plan in a very objective way - I picture myself how i want to be and then proceed in taking the necessary steps to get myself there. I see myself living in my own little apartment (crappy but still mine) or with a roommate. Either way, living without family physically, since i am already without them emotionally. I see myself driving, obviously, and since i am currently working on that it is good. Peter has a neighbor who wants to give him a silver Lexus for $5k. Peter asked if i want it since he already has a car. lol i said yes. I think i can throw down 5 grand for a Lexus. HElls yeah.
I see myself in ASU - so i filled out the application and all i have to do now is keep this plan in motion. the college board wont email me my password so its unfortunate. i have to send ASU my SAT scores.
I would have to get a co-signer for student loans. but i would do it. and if i get into ASU i will work pretty fucking hard and i will not slack. i am ready for life.
i think.
[insert large audible sigh here]

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14590608/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14590608/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 14:01:16 PDT i am at the library
i dont work until 1730
i dont have anywhere to be until 1710
right now is 1656
i have wasted as much time as i possibly can, this is getting sad. i hate the library. it's like, really uncomfortable-feeling. like seriously.

i went to work earlier to talk to beverly and the good news is that i dont work on my birthday...yay...so friday rojie is coming home on the bus with me and she is spending the night and it'll pretty much be the shit.
haha
godDAMN and i bored. today i got assigned an unnatural amount of AP Literature homework so i will most likely not be on later--so sorry to those who love me particularly Leeanna--but it's insane.

i have so much to do
technically i am only here at the library to get books on Napoleon but apparently on the shelves they have all of ONE book. so i had to order like 9 or something crazy from other "branches". haha, i love english. it's like a tree. hahah but its a library.

anyway i think i have wasted enough time doing this so i will go now.
must meet people.
my time is in high demand

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14559981/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14559981/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:24:48 PDT so this morning i woke up at 800 to go to the cult-house, but then my dad told me we weren't going. so I went back to sleep.
and when i woke up it said 1227 on my clock. i was like 'shit'. but apparently nobody cared cause i have worked so much. ugh.
and i hate school this year. last year was so much better. this year all the old seniors have graduated and it sucks cause they were cool. now we're the seniors. and only drew and I are remotely cool. no offense to Rojie. i love her, but she is a complete nerd. she does homework if we have time to talk in class. so yeah i talk to drew. i keep telling aubrey he has to transfer into our school but he says i would see him dead before he would do that. haha i dont blame him.
but yeah we have 2 new american guys and they are both TARDS and not in the good way. one of them has these spaz attacks every 2 seconds and has a throat full of acne and is obsessed with...well...me. And the other one highfives people all the time and called my friend lindsey a swan. soo weird...die bierficker...
anyways. so no cool people at school anymore.
work is um...do i really wanna talk about that? there's drama only in my head, but it still exists. it doesn;t help with the whole gurvinder-sammy-people stuff im just gonna shutup. i love how this is a journal and i cant say what i really feel.
maybe instead of worrying about all this shit i should just forget about everything and everyone and move back to egypt and live with Ahmed. sound good? yep, i think it does.
so yeah i need to go to sfway to get school supplies later. hopefully my mother (*cough) sees the importance in this. then i actually have to go to the library too.
my birthday's on friday and i really just kind of want it to be over. i just want to disappear for a few hours and come back when i dont have to deal with it.
this, obviously, for my own reasons.
i really like Blaqk Audio now. deff one of my fave. bands suddenly.
which makes sense cause AFI was already high on the list .
i have so much laudry to do and i am not interested in any of it
*large sigh/yawn*
anyway
so i am just sitting here. wow. i guess i could go call sammy. cause i told him i would call him and after 1730 i wont be able to. so yaeh. its 1420. what to do...
i am going to start laundry.
i have decided...
oh and i have to write 5 pages on Ahab
ew.
okay bye everyone.

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14329114/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14329114/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 04:43:43 PDT (You have full permission to continue to sit there and listen to Alex bitch for the next hour if you want) My hair is wet at the present, so I should probably dry it before it starts to frizzzzz. One day, frizz will be the death of me. Of this I am sure. I wonder if this will be one of those life-altering days. I wonder this every morning.
Anyway, I know about 76/100 of the PLU codes and I must know them all for my test later. I have until like 4-something (when my boss arrives at work--yes, she has the weirdest hours ever known to man) to learn the other 23.
I can do that.
I just have to learn the stupid peppers. Damn it. haha, I have to remember to change-out bills today. They'll make me do the deposit so it won't be a problem.
Now i realy must go - it is 7:44.
Auf Wiedersehen!! ^____^

aLeX

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14110662/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14110662/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 19:56:06 PDT about an hour ago. 4 miles. Nothing ever changes.

2. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
Nope. Well maybe on the ends of the legs where I have walked on them…^*^

4. Do you celebrate 4/20?
Yeah! haha

5. If you could go back in time to fix one mistake, would you?
yes I would.

6. What is your first period class?
Well it WAS physics. And if the school doesn’t change (which it won’t)

7. What is your favorite store?
Nordstrom

9. What is the last day of your life that changed you or event to come?
Probably April 9th, 2002. That was by far the worst day. Ever.

1O. Do you take any kind of medication?
Yes. For OCD.

11. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
Haha, I can think of a couple.

12. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find you wearing?
jazz pants and a cami

14. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
Yeah. Oakcrest. I was a sprinter and I threw discus.

15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
I used to. I passed that phase. Though I want to get white ones for school.

16. Did you copy and paste this survey?
yep yep

17. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
that’s really funny. I ate some on my break at work today.

18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Not that I can remember.

19. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
Yes, hence why I do not partake in listening to the radio.

2O. Have you ever done something you regret?
Hasn’t everyone?

21. Do you watch Trading Spaces?
What?

22. How do you eat oreos?
No. They are disgusting.

23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
No

24. Are you cocky?
If I were humble, I’d be perfect.

25. Do you like somebody right now?
Yeah. Quite recently actually. I am in the beginning of a fling. Gotta love Panjabi teachers….^*^

26. What is your favorite magazine?
GuitarPlayer or Cosmopolitan

27. who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
the phone…um…I honestly cannot remember. Um…wow.this is kind of sad…

28. Has anybody ever broken up with you?
Yeah. Some people have defective brains. It’s not their fault.

29. What is your favorite kind of drink?
Chai Soy Milk.

3O. Could you live without a computer?
Yes. I could live. But I would miss the privilege

31. Do you wear your shoes in the house?
not unless I am about to leave

32. Do you know of anybody who likes you right now?
Yes, the poor unfortunate souls.

33. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
Really late, actually. I was like 8. And then I begged my grandma to tell me she was lying…

34. How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
um. I have no idea. 2 house phones. Mass amounts of cell phones.

35. What do you do when you're sad?
I run. Or punch something. But I find the former to be a bit more effective and less detrimental to my situation.

36. Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
I don’t know. Rojie>?

37. Last time you saw your best friends?
which one? I saw Julia/Brandon/Spook/etc. two night ago at the Lippards’ party…and Drew like last week…and Rojie before that

38. What day is your birthday?
September 14th

39. What was your first car?
I have no car. But hopefully an Audi.

4O. Who or what sleeps with you?
nothing. I sleep on a pillow with sheets and a comforter. I thought that was normal…

42. Have you ever traveled out your continent?
Which one is MY continent???

43. Do you wear a belt every day?
No. My clothes usually fit on their own

44. Are you in high school?
Yep. One more year of hell. Isn’t that wonderful? (*puking noise)

45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
Yes.

46. What jewelry are you wearing?
I took it all off when I got home

47. What's the first thing you do when you get online?
um…check my e-mail/myspace

48. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
YES. Sony. I am thinking about Sony.

49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
No.

5O. How do most people spell your name?
A lot of people say Alexandria as my full name. Which is incorrect. There is no “I”

51. Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
Yeah.

~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14066493/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14066493/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 21:07:59 PDT
this is kind of funny.

gute nacht
aLeX

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14049740/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/14049740/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 20:03:58 PDT
B - Best Friend Rojie!!!!!!!and Drew!!!!!!!!!!!and there are a lot

C - Crush hehe, i don't know...it has something to do with panjabi

D - Dad's Name Wyott

E - Easiest Person To Talk To Julia <3

F - Favorite Band ugh. there are like a thousand. AFI is pretty high up though

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms bears

H - Hometown Which one?

I - Instrument viola/drums/piano/whatever tappable surface may be nearby

J - Job Safeway bagger

K - Kids not likely

L - Longest Car Ride Virginia to Florida

M - Milk Flavor chocolate soy

N - Number Of Siblings 6 if you count half...and 1 on the way

O - One Wish to fly

P - Phobias ANTS!!!!

Q - Favorite Quote Lente Carite Noctis Equis. in english
"Oh softly run, nightmares"

R - Reason To Smile i have all my limbs in tact.

S - Song You Last Heard we are the champions - Queen

T - Time You Woke Up like 10

U - Unknown Fact About Me i am obsessed with opera

V - Vegetable all of them <3

W - Worst Habits OCD

X - X-Rays You've Had head, arm, and ankle

Y - Your Favorite Food kimchi

Z - Zodiac Sign virgo

]]> ~Ein-Mannlein http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/13976727/ http://Ein-Mannlein.deviantart.com/journal/13976727/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 19:50:24 PDT
Coke or Pepsi? Pep. See.
Regular pool or heated pool? what? no pool. ew, chlorine. *shudder
Hot tea or ice tea? iced. with like three of those pink packets
Sunflower or daisy? daisy. sunflowers are too yellow.
Red rose or pink rose? pink. red's gotten cheesy.
Salt or pepper? neither. it clogs arteries. din'cha know?
Red or Green Apple? red. and like the GOOD red. not the wannabe red thats fading
Red or Blue? both. together. aka - purple
Christmas or Thanksgiving? am i allowed to buy a differnt holiday? like new years?
Pink or Green? both. prep time
Hamburger or Hotdogs? no pigs or cows god you disgust me
Music or Movies? music
Heaven or hell? Hades.
Comedy or horror? haha. it depends on my mood
aol or aim? aim
ipod or mp3? ipod
Purse or backpack? never a backpack.
Myspace or bebo? myspace/budzunyte7337
Parision or Sears? hellO im from great falls.
Paris or France? neither, Belgium.
Milky Way or Sneakers? neither again. twix
Vanilla or Chocoloate? chocolate
Phone or Internet? both.
Steak or Shrimp? ew not either whats with all the cow good god. and shrimp are cute...when they're alive.
School or Work? work

that was fun, let's try something else.
]]> ~Ein-Mannlein