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                <title>I needwant would love to learn.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 May 2009 02:13:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Would any of you want to help me learn Spanish?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Every. Last. One.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2009 03:03:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doin' em all.<br />I swear it.<br /><3<br /><br /><b>1. Introduction</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43619216">Her, In a Nutshell.</a><br /><b>2. Love</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55551303/">I Shrug It Off.</a><br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace<br />6. Break Away<br /><b>7. Heaven</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Left-at-Heaven-74651328">Left at Heaven.</a><br />8. Innocence<br />9. Drive<br />10. Breathe Again<br /><b>11. Memory</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/We-Loved-Once-69411065"> We Loved Once.</a><br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile<br />15. Silence<br /><b>16.Questioning</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56923027/">I'm Leaving You.</a><br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br /><b>22. Mother Nature</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking<br />26. Tears <br />27. Foreign<br /><b>28. Sorrow</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Joshua-and-Cassandra-83338010">Joshua and Cassandra.</a><br />29. Happiness<br /><b>30. Under the Rain</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/That-Drive-Home-66935127">That Drive Home.</a><br /><b>31. Flowers</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Oh-Susan-38329485/">Oh, Susan.</a><br />32. Night<br />33. Expectations<br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br /><b>38. Abandoned</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43613547/">We Grew Up.</a><br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br />43. Dying<br /><b>44. Two Roads</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/I-Wasn-t-Expecting-This-108475682">I Wasn't Expecting This.</a><br />45. Illusion<br /><b>46. Family</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Daughter-of-a-Daughter-66998539"> Daughter of a Daughter.</a>  <br />47. Creation<br /><b>48. Childhood</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/62680080/"> Ring Us In.</a> <br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules<br />51. Sport<br /><b>52. Deep in Thought</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/What-Do-They-Think-About-67024340">What Do They Think About?</a><br />53. Keeping a Secret<br /><b>54. Tower</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46918198/">I'll Stop the Worldr.</a><br />55. Waiting<br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br /><b>58. Kick in the Head</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46128535/">She Is Coming For You.</a><br />59. No Way Out  <br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br /><b>63. Do Not Disturb</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br /><b>66. Traps</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42021234/">She'll Ensnare You.</a><br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession<br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror<br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold<br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All That I Have<br />93. Give Up<br /><b>94. Last Hope</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Will-You-Love-Me-Now-956357">Will You Love Me Now?</a><br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxation<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Wheeeere is it?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:23:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Where's the random deviant link? I can't find it anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Every. Last. One.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2009 02:47:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doin' em all.<br />I swear it.<br /><3<br /><br /><b>1. Introduction</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43619216">Her, In a Nutshell.</a><br /><b>2. Love</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55551303/">I Shrug It Off.</a><br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace<br />6. Break Away<br /><b>7. Heaven</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Left-at-Heaven-74651328">Left at Heaven.</a><br />8. Innocence<br />9. Drive<br />10. Breathe Again<br /><b>11. Memory</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/We-Loved-Once-69411065"> We Loved Once.</a><br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile<br />15. Silence<br /><b>16.Questioning</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56923027/">I'm Leaving You.</a><br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br /><b>22. Mother Nature</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking<br />26. Tears <br />27. Foreign<br /><b>28. Sorrow</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Joshua-and-Cassandra-83338010">Joshua and Cassandra.</a><br />29. Happiness<br /><b>30. Under the Rain</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/That-Drive-Home-66935127">That Drive Home.</a><br /><b>31. Flowers</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Oh-Susan-38329485/">Oh, Susan.</a><br />32. Night<br />33. Expectations<br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br /><b>38. Abandoned</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43613547/">We Grew Up.</a><br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br />43. Dying<br />44. Two Roads<br />45. Illusion<br /><b>46. Family</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Daughter-of-a-Daughter-66998539"> Daughter of a Daughter.</a>  <br />47. Creation<br /><b>48. Childhood</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/62680080/"> Ring Us In.</a> <br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules<br />51. Sport<br /><b>52. Deep in Thought</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/What-Do-They-Think-About-67024340">What Do They Think About?</a><br />53. Keeping a Secret<br /><b>54. Tower</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46918198/">I'll Stop the Worldr.</a><br />55. Waiting<br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br /><b>58. Kick in the Head</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46128535/">She Is Coming For You.</a><br />59. No Way Out  <br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br /><b>63. Do Not Disturb</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br /><b>66. Traps</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42021234/">She'll Ensnare You.</a><br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession<br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror<br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold<br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All That I Have<br />93. Give Up<br /><b>94. Last Hope</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Will-You-Love-Me-Now-956357">Will You Love Me Now?</a><br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxation<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>I love you like the ashamed love to forget.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:08:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Totaled my jeep in a snowstorm, and because my jeep is dead, my father drives me to college on his way to work, at 8am. I don't have class until noon. That's four hours of just, chilling. I was getting used to it, started to not mind, until I realized my Session B class starts this week. Here, friends, let me show you my schedule, starting today:<br /><br />Monday:  8am-noon - Chill in the library<br />              noon - 1pm - Poetry 100<br />              1pm - 3pm - Chill in the library<br />              3pm - 6pm - Session B, Intro to Fiction<br /><br />Wednesday: Ditto all of that ^ but add: 6pm - 9pm - Intro to film<br /><br />And Fridays are the same as Mondays.<br /><br />That's a maximum THIRTEEN hours on campus.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Oh, ho.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 17:55:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been hung up on this admissions essay for the University of Manchester. I love to talk about myself, but for some reason, nothin' doin'. For a while I considered writing, "PLEASE LET ME IN!" over and over and over again.<br /><br />Wouldn't that be the greatest story of my life? Getting into U. Manc like that?<br /><br />I'll work it out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Tomorrow!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:20:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tomorrow, I am nineteen.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>My Birthday.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:53:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's coming up. On the 8th. The big one nine.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Heath Ledger.</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/16522644/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 14:43:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ He's dead.<br />
What?<br />
The world is going to explode before the year is out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>And again.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jan 2008 07:56:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another friend died last night.<br />
She was car pooling back to SUNY Potsdam, and her car collided with an on coming pick up truck while they attempted to pass someone at an unsafe speed on a snowy road. She and the driver of the pick up are dead, the driver of her car and another passenger are in the hospital. This is the second death of someone close to me within this month, and the third within two months. All poetry has been sucked out of me, and I cannot think of anything to say for her. What is it with this place? It is tainted.<br />
<br />
I remember when death meant flushing a goldfish down the toilet.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Forever.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:39:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A girl died last night.<br />
You didn't know her.<br />
She was 16, a riot, and a torrent.<br />
She was tall, a star, and a rebel.<br />
She was angry, subdued, and explosive.<br />
She ruined lives and made her parents cry.<br />
She slept around and made silly jokes.<br />
You would have laughed 'til your chest hurt.<br />
She had soft brown hair and pretty blue eyes.<br />
She looked just like her brother,<br />
Who looks just like his father, but she looks like her mother.<br />
She didn't care about school, she liked to get high.<br />
She went to prom trashed and had to get her stomach pumped.<br />
If you weren't her friend, you wanted to be. But you were her friend.<br />
She threatened her life, but never took it.<br />
She slipped and fell.<br />
She was 16.<br />
She's dead now, but you never knew her.<br />
<br />
<br />
Good night, forever. Amanda.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>Every. Last. One.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:22:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doin' em all.<br />I swear it.<br /><3<br /><br /><b>1. Introduction</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43619216">Her, In a Nutshell.</a><br /><b>2. Love</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55551303/">I Shrug It Off.</a><br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace<br />6. Break Away<br /><b>7. Heaven</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Left-at-Heaven-74651328">Left at Heaven.</a><br />8. Innocence<br />9. Drive<br />10. Breathe Again<br /><b>11. Memory</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/We-Loved-Once-69411065"> We Loved Once.</a><br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile<br />15. Silence<br /><b>16. Questioning</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56923027/">I'm Leaving You.</a><br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br /><b>22. Mother Nature</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking<br />26. Tears <br />27. Foreign<br /><b>28. Sorrow</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Amanda-Forever-73750276">Amanda, Forever.</a><br />29. Happiness<br /><b>30. Under the Rain</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/That-Drive-Home-66935127">That Drive Home.</a><br /><b>31. Flowers</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Oh-Susan-38329485/">Oh, Susan.</a><br />32. Night<br />33. Expectations<br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br /><b>38. Abandoned</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43613547/">We Grew Up.</a><br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br /><b>43. Dying</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/There-Is-Always-Hope-66339441">There Is Always Hope.</a><br />44. Two Roads<br />45. Illusion<br /><b>46. Family</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/Daughter-of-a-Daughter-66998539"> Daughter of a Daughter.</a>  <br />47. Creation<br /><b>48. Childhood</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/62680080/"> Ring Us In.</a> <br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules<br />51. Sport<br /><b>52. Deep in Thought</b> <a href="http://eleh.deviantart.com/art/What-Do-They-Think-About-67024340">What Do They Think About?</a><br />53. Keeping a Secret<br /><b>54. Tower</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46918198/">I'll Stop the Worldr.</a><br />55. Waiting<br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br /><b>58. Kick in the Head</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46128535/">She Is Coming For You.</a><br />59. No Way Out  <br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br /><b>63. Do Not Disturb</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48603599/">Wake Her In Spring.</a><br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br /><b>66. Traps</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42021234/">She'll Ensnare You.</a><br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession<br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror<br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold<br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All That I Have<br />93. Give Up<br />94. Last Hope<br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxation<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>But it is.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Sep 2006 14:28:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mom hit me yesterday.<br />
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nobigdeal.<br />
<3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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                <title>311</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Sep 2006 04:40:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Score<br />
<br />
Pick some..message me.<br />
<3<br />
<br />
THE LIST:<br />
1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>almosttttt 300</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9956606/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Sep 2006 21:57:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ninemore<br />
<br />
<br />
Pick some..message me.<br />
<3<br />
<br />
THE LIST:<br />
1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Close</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9924869/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:38:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ nineteenpageviewsuntilIreachthreehundred<br />
<br />
<br />
Pick some..message me.<br />
<3<br />
<br />
THE LIST:<br />
1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Pageviews</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9893512/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Aug 2006 07:43:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thirtyfourpageviewsleftbeforeIreachthree hundred.<br />
<br />
<br />
Pick one..message me.<br />
<3<br />
<br />
THE LIST:<br />
1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>I'm happy.</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9867983/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Aug 2006 23:47:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pick one..message me.<br />
<3<br />
<br />
THE LIST:<br />
1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>fuck.</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9835853/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Aug 2006 06:49:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ f;jaowr;ohgarewb;lhgjarewh<br />
<br />
I'm sooooooo fucking pissed.<br />
<br />
I dropped my cell in a pool this morning.<br />
<br />
It wont stop vibrating when the battery is in..and the screen stays blank. And It wont turn off unless I take the battery out.<br />
<br />
The only good pictures that had ever been taken of me were on that phone.<br />
<br />
I had amazing, beautiful pictures.<br />
<br />
Pictures of people..and places..and things and expressions.<br />
Wonderous things. I treasured them..and I was proud of them.<br />
<br />
They were Art.<br />
<br />
And now they're gone.<br />
<br />
I want to cry..and I probably will.<br />
<br />
I don't really even care about the lost numbers...my call list will never measure up to it's former glory..but I'll get at least half of the 90 or so people I had.<br />
<br />
The pictures, though...amazing...terribly wonderful pictures.<br />
I'll never get those back.<br />
Ever.<br />
Art only happens every so often. And I was lucky that I had capture so much of it.<br />
<br />
Never again. ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>pageviews</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9797913/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:18:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1 +199<br />
<br />
395 - 195<br />
<br />
two hundred<br />
<br />
@))<br />
<br />
200 pageviews!<br />
<br />
<br />
*celebrates*<br />
<br />
I didn't think I'd make it past fifty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Pissed</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9787648/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Aug 2006 13:35:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No longer.<br />
<br />
Nick'las has chased away me anger <3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Something New..For Me</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9723894/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 22:31:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doing a..thing..with pictures.<br />
<br />
It's going to depict life around my hometown.<br />
<br />
And the whole thing is going to be titled "newyork asi knowit".<br />
<br />
The titles join together to make sentences.<br />
<br />
You'll know you're viewing out of order if the sentences don't make sense.<br />
<br />
<br />
So part I (Haybales) should be viewed as "Round baling" (#1) "Is Considered" (#2) "Humdrum" (#3) "By Outsiders." (#4)<br />
<br />
The end of a set is signified with a period.<br />
<br />
*** Change of plans. Not all of them are going to be titled as such. <br />
      It'll only be like that..sometimes.<br />
<br />
<br />
<3 Don't hate too hard, if you happen to be viewing. I'm no photographer. ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Lately</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9695376/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Aug 2006 20:14:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been feeling creative.<br />
<br />
I'll get an idea in my head..see it clearly...<br />
<br />
But when I touch my pencil to paper..I just feel like.."eh"<br />
<br />
So I stop. No point in drawing if you aren't feeling it. The outcome wont have a soul if you continue.<br />
<br />
I guess I'll give it a few more days to work it's way out of my system before trying again.<br />
<br />
<br />
Today..despite my inability to create..<br />
<br />
was wonderful.<br />
<br />
'Nuff said :3<br />
<br />
<br />
<3 ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Late</title>
                <link>http://Eleh.deviantart.com/journal/9562785/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 07:00:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I told my boss I'd come to work at 9am today.<br />
I woke up at 7:30 and fell right back to sleep, thinking I had the time to do so. (my alarm was set for 8)<br />
next thing I know, it's 9am and the phone is ringing off the hook. <br />
I rushed around, trying to shower and the like and just before I left, I listened to the phone messages that had piled up that morning. <br />
I was terrified it would be my dad (He's a supervisor where I work, so my actions -somehow- reflect upon him) but it was just a dentist reminder..oh..and a girl who works with me telling me that the trip to another town my boss and I were going on was moved from lunch time to..NOW!<br />
She said that since I wasn't there, I was going to go on monitoring duties instead..So I called to let Bria know I was coming in right away..<br />
-No answer-<br />
By the time I got to work (there were the usual mishaps..I was stuck behind some dump trucks and 18 wheelers..and OF COURSE there were multiple construction sites to repair flood damage) Bria and my boss were gone.<br />
So now I'm sitting here, waiting for my boss to get back.<br />
She's super easygoing and all, so I'm pretty sure she wont fire me or anything. But I'm sure to get a tongue lashing.<br />
I hope I do..because I was in the wrong..<br />
I'm feeling guilty, because I let them both down by being late.. ]]></description>
                <author>~Eleh</author>
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