deviantART: by:ElvenDeathMarch http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ElvenDeathMarch&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ElvenDeathMarch en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 16:24:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png I saw it and LIKED it! http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28555350/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28555350/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 18:59:07 PST


New Moon
I watched New Moon, and I loved it. I think my favorite part was listening to my sister's comments and such. It went sorta like this:

-Jacob is hot!
-Wow! He's so freaking built!
-Kiss him Bella.
-Just a little closer...
-Boo! They should have kissed!
-Edward is so ugly...
-Hey! Is that the guy from Sweeney Todd?!
-WTF!?!?! Bella is such a *****!!! You can't say, "I love you, but don't make me choose cause I'll choose him!" That's not love!! This is stupid! She's stupid!!! I HATE HER!! This is such a disappointment!! She should have gone with Jacob! He's hotter!!! Poor Jacob is so much better than stupid Edward!

She liked the movie just as much as I did. Lol! But what made me happy was that she said everything while watching the movie that I said when I read the books. That would be "Jacob is awesome", "Edward's a loser", and "Bella is a stupid *****! She had no right to hurt Jacob like that!!" It made the whole thing for me. XD My sister has gone and joined me on Team Jacob! Heehee!!

Naruto
Spoiler Warning! I'm about to oogle over the latest chapters of Naruto. If you don't wanna know, don't read on!! XD Lol! Cause I spoil things! Heehee!

I want the next chapter to come out already. I mean, it's Tuesday...I think they come out on Tuesday. I'm waiting for the scanlated version though. Yes, I stoop that low just to know what happens next! XD I think chapter 473 is next. Waiting... Goodness. I want Killer Bee to live!! Even more than I want everybody else to live (except Naruto and Gaara). Kisame, it's not personal, but DIE!!! DIE!!! DDDIIIIIEEEEEE!!!!! I'm so glad your sword turned on you! XD Killer Bee has to live! LIVE DANG YOU!!! XD

Anyway, I'm wondering what's gonna happen when Gaara finally finds Naruto and them. I'm kinda shocked with him. I know he cares for Naruto and all for beating the crap out of him and bringing him to his senses...but seriously?! It's like he doesn't know him at all. Gaara, I know you wanna protect Naruto, but do you really think he's just gonna let you guys hide him? Gaara, seriously, Naruto's gonna have a cow when he hears this. A COW!!! Yes...

Also, I hope Sakura finds Sasuke. I really hope she does. That way she can be all like "Sasuke, return to the light for me and Naruto's sake." Then he'll be all like, "Heck no, Stupid!" Then she'll go all noble and be like, "Fine, I'll just have to kill you in order to defend the village!" Then a really lame battle will occur and Sasuke will kill Sakura. X3 And then Naruto will find out and be all sad and angry. Then he'll stop wasting precious time and KILL SASUKE!! XD Yes, Sakura... Find Sasuke...find him... Kukukuku!



]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Things I Think Are Cool, That You Think Are Lame http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28454900/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28454900/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 16:47:41 PST

Question: Why am I supposed to tag people if they are already gonna take it for opening this?
Answer: Be a rebel, break the following rules!

Rule #1: If you open this you take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Tag 25 random people.

Answer: True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?: False
Q: Been arrested?: False
Q: Do you like someone?: False
Q: Held a snake?: True
Q: Been suspended from school?: False
Q: Sang karaoke?: False
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?: True
Q: Laughed until you started crying?: True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: True
Q: Kissed in the rain?: False
Q: Sang in the shower?: False
Q: Sat on a roof top?: True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: False
Q: Broken a bone?: False
Q: Shaved your head?: False
Q: Played a prank on someone?: True
Q: Shot a gun?: True
Q: Donated Blood?: False


Last Person
1. You hung out with?: Linda
2. You texted?: Moroni
3. You were in a car with?: Linda
4. Went to the movies with?: Daddy, Mommy, Nathaniel, and Linda
5. Person you went to shop with?: Linda
6. You talked on the phone?: Moroni
7. Made you laugh?: Nathaniel
8. You hugged?: Nathaniel

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon?: Moon
2. Winter or Fall?: Winter (for obvious reasons)
3. Left or Right?: Right
4. Sunny or rainy?: Rainy
5. Where do you live?: Not where you live
6. Club or pub?: Neither
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?: Yes
8. Do you want to get married?: Yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl
10. What time is it?: 6:28pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment?: Not really
12. What is your greatest hope/wish?: To create something unforgettable
13. Do you cook?: I burn things really well...
14. Current mood?: Bored out of my mind @_@
15. Color of underwear?: Pink...so sue me


In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang?: No
2. Listened to music?: Yes
3. Danced Crazy?: Never
4. Cried?: Yes...actually
5. Liked someone you can't have?: I sorta gave up on that kind of stuff, so no

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date?: Homeschooled...didn't have one
2. Who was your first roommate?: Never moved out
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?: Never had alcohol
4. What was your first job?: Sales Rep...I think
5. What was your first car?: Hot wheels
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?: When my grandpa died
7. Who was your first grade teacher?: Mrs. Ba...something rather
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?: Utah
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time?: Never
11. Who was your first best friend?: Desarae (never learned how to spell it)
12. Who was your first best friend in high school?: Homeschooled...but Kayla was my friend at the time
13. Where was your first sleepover?: Don't remember
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?: Mommy
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman?: Hasn't happened
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning?: Rolled over and fell back asleep
17. What was the first concert you went to?: Never been to one
18. What was the last concert you went to?: Never been
19. First tattoo or piercing?: Earring
20. First celebrity crush?: Jonathon Taylor Thomas (at least I think that was his name)
21. Current celebrity crush?: Doesn't have one
22. First crush?: Marqus Something-rather
23. Current crush?: T_T Don't have one
24. First time you tied your shoe laces? Probably when I was 5 or 6..or 4

Seven names you go by
1. Winter
2. Ter
3. Terd
4. Terminator
5. Puck
6. Your Master
7. Minion

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. A green legend of Zelda shirt (I'm so awesome)
2. tan/grey sweat pant things
3. White excersize bra...you already know about the pink undies XD


Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. Inspiration
2. Naruto Chapter 473
3. Ice cream


Three people who will probably fill this out:
1. You
2. Me
3. and Cheryl (Yes! I singled you out!)


Two things you did last night:
1. Slept
2. Chilled with my brother <3


Two things you ate last night:
1. Ice cream
2. An apple


Two people you last talked to on the phone:
1. Moroni
2. Daddy


Three things you are goi... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch To Every Guy http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28453657/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/28453657/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 15:47:37 PST
LINK TITLE HERE | LINK TITLE HERE | LINK TITLE HERE


♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

________________________________________ ______________________________

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

________________________________________ ______________________________

I got this from :iconenglishknight: and :iconbleedinginshadows:. I thought it seemed like a good thing to repost. Also, I wanted to try out the skin thing. :meow:

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Updates and a Question for Those Who Care http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/27695398/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/27695398/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 20:47:52 PDT The Question

My mom mentioned to me that she found this site where you can sell your art and stuff. She was suggesting I look into that. It kind of got me thinking about commissions. I honestly don't feel that my abilities are quite where I want them, but I figure I've got to start somewhere and at some point in time. To me it would be interesting to give it a whack and see what happens.

My Question Is: How many people would be interested in commissioning me (did I even say that right?) and if you are interested, how much would you be willing to pay?

The Updates

My family and I did move to Amarillo. Craziest thing ever! We found a place and got all moved up in ONE WEEK! Well, five days, but STILL!! ONE WEEK! I didn't know people could get moved that fast. ...and just as I thought would happen...it came about so fast I didn't even get to say goodbye to my friends. I'm sure they'll all beat the snot out me next time they see me. I know...shame on me. I feel terrible about it.

Anyway, we moved up at the end of August...about the 28th I think. It was so crazy fast. I admitt that I was really angry at first and this house is so different than what I'm used to. I've calmed down and such though. Settled in. It's really nice here. We are fortunate to be located within about 2 blocks of every store you'd ever need to visit. I swear if I threw a rock, I'd probably manage to hit one of them.

The people here seem friendly too. At least the ones I've talked to...which I'll admitt aren't many. The weather is wonderful too. My first thought as I climbed out of the car was, "Whoa! No humidity!". Of course it's all cold now. I wasn't prepared for winter...which is probably ironic since it's my name... We all had to get coats...real coats. Craziness! I need boots too...or something that's a little warmer than flip flops. I have shoes...but I want boots. Somehow it seems wrong to use shoes in cold weather, especially when you could be wearing boots.

Hmmm... I think that's all of the updates I have. Yes, I haven't exactly been keeping up with my DA stuff. Moving is fun and exciting, but it also tends to put me into a huge slump. I'm trying to get out of it. :meow:

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Believe It! http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/26739436/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/26739436/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 17:35:28 PDT Naruto
I finally started watching Naruto. I tried watching it a few years ago, but after the second episode I decided it was crap. Then about two weeks ago I started watching it with my brother. Now I can't get enough of it! :D When I was watching with my brother we were pretty far into it, so I had to go back to the beginning and watch the episodes to understand what was happening. It's been amazing!

At first I was all like, "Go Naruto! You can be Hokage! Use your demon fox powers and KILL THEM ALL!". I admitt that I love it when he makes a promise and all goes "Believe it!". I swear it makes my day everytime. :glomp: Heehee! I just wanna scream back "I BELIEVE IT!".

As it continued on, I grew to love a lot of the other characters (not as much as Naruto though). I love seeing Lee and Guy go on about how superly cool they are. Every time they pop up on the screen I squeal! :meow: I also love it when Shikamaru is all like, "What a drag". Heehee! Those words foretell butt kicking! :ninjabattle: It's always interesting when he gets involved. I especially love the Pervy Sage. Him and his "research". Kukuku!

Anyway, despite their obvious coolness, they are nothing compared to Naruto. He owns all life! At least that's what I thought till Gaara showed up. :XD: I swear to you now, Gaara is the personification of all that is awesome! I mean it!! The first thing Gaara does in the morning is bathe in a monstrously super amazing tub of everlastingly cool awesomeness. The guy eats, sleeps, breathes, and even SWEATS awesomeness. People kill themselves trying to attain the awesomeness he holds in a single strand of hair! He is so cool that he makes his lame siblings look cool!! He is that cool! Trust me when I say this! Gaara owns your soul!!!! Believe it!

Ah, Naruto makes me so happy. The only the way that show could possibly be more cool, would be if Naruto and Gaara joined forces and killed Sasuke. Hahaha! You can believe that too!!


The Real News
My parents have decided that they would like to buy a house and move. I know this may seem unimportant to most of you, but it's a big deal to me. They are presently looking at Amarillo. I'm gonna miss my friends. I haven't even told them yet. Part of me wants to hold off on the telling till our plans are more set in stone. The other part realizes that the longer I put it off, the less of a heads up they'll have. My family has never been one to take things slow exactly. Rather, once a choice is made, we'll be gone. So, I'm not sure what to do. I don't even really wanna tell them. It'll be too hard. I can think of two people straight up who won't like this news at all. I don't want to hurt them. Man, I'm going to miss them all so much.

I am excited though. Kinda makes me feel guilty...like if maybe I shouldn't be happy cause I'll be leaving them. I am so excited though. I'll be able to have my own room in our own house! Do you get that?! I won't have to share a room anymore. I will have complete control of who comes in and out and of what goes where! It'll be better than that too! Since it'll be our own house, I'll get to do things with my room that I could never do in a rented house! :XD: I have some plans already! Haha. We haven't even picked out a house yet and I've already got ideas. Heehee!

First, I figure most rooms have least one wall with no doors or windows on it. I want to reserve that wall for life sized paintings of characters I like. Heehee! I should like to paint Gaara (Naruto) and Chad (Bleach) up for sure, but I also want to paint some of my own characters. Taikeru for sure is going up. He's more important than the others. :D I wouldn't mind painting Midnightra and Daedalus either. Heehee! If I put Gaara up, I oughtta put Naruto up too. :XD: Maybe I can paint one of the scenes where they were fighting! That would be so cool!!! :meow:

I w... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Not As Important (Things you can skip) http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/26737041/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/26737041/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:24:45 PDT :iconbleedinginshadows:

1 Post these rules.
2 Each tagged person must post 5 things about themselves on their journal.
3 At the end, you have to choose and tag 5 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4 Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5 No tag-backs.


1. I believe this is the third time I've tackled this tag
2. I think I give people the impression I'm giving them the cold shoulder, but in reality it's just that I feel awkward when there's a lot of people around
3. I know McDonald's is famous for their fries, but I think they have the worst fries ever! Jack-in-the-Box has the best fries in my opinion
4. While there are colors I prefer above others, I like pretty much every color. Yes, that includes pink. Deal with it
5. I'm 23 years old. I've never had sex, only been on like 5 dates, never smoked, never drunk, never done drugs, I despise yaoi (all hot men shall belong to me!), I'm under the impression that guys who wear their pants down to their knees have de-evolved into gorillas, I hate it when people bash the color pink (for crying out loud it's just a shade of red!), I dislike dogs (but I like wolves, coyotes, and foxes), cat's deserve their own holiday for being so awesome, when I say "I love anime" I don't mean every single stupid show, and one day I will rule the world. ...funny thing is that I couldn't think of five things at first...then I couldn't think of only five things...

I TAG~
Nobody, you've all been spared

Stolen from :iconenglishknight:

[Relationship Status] Doesn't have one
[Parents still together] Yes
[Siblings] 2 younger brothers and one younger sister
[Pets] 1 cat named 00Pobo, or Pobo for short

FAVORITES
[Color] I dunno, purple is cool
[Number] 25
[Animal] Wolves and others
[Book] Howl's Moving Castle
[Flowers] Red roses

DO YOU
[Have Tattoos?] Nope
[Cheat On Tests?] Twice and I've felt terrible about it my whole life
[Like Roller Coasters?] Hell no
[Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else?] Yes...I'm so tired of this heat and humidity!
[Clean?] When it's absolutely necessary
[Own A Cell Phone?] Yes, but it's down and out

CURRENT
[Hair] Long and dark
[Playing] Nothing
[RePlaying] Nothing
[Believe There Is Life On Other Planets] Yes
[Hate Yourself?] Occasionally
[Collect Anything?] Nutcrackers and coins
[Like Your Handwriting?] It's terrible, but yes I love it

LOVE
[First Crush] Marqus
[You Believe In Love At First Sight?] I dunno
[You Believe In "The One"?] Generally yes

ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] Depends
[Shy] Usually
[Talkative] Rarely

WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce Your Nose Or Belly Button?] Belly button
[Be Serious Or Funny] Depends on the situation, but generally funny

ABOUT YOU...
[What Time Is It?] 5:01 pm
[Name] Winter

WHAT DO YOU WANT:
[Where Do You Want To Live] Germany...if not that, then I'll settle for any place with snow and a nearby library
[How Many Kids Do You Want] 2
[What Kind Of Job Do You Want] If I knew that, I wouldn't be here. Something related to art or books

LAST TIME YOU:
[Bought Something] Today
[Gotten Sick] Don't remember
[Sang] Sunday
[Had You Hair cut] Uh...a couple months ago
[Watched cartoons] Was watching Naruto yesterday
[Lied To Someone] Probably sometime within the last hour I'm sure

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept In Your Bed] It's only ever me :P
[Saw A Movie With You] My mom

HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been To California] When I was a kid
[Been To Europe] Yep, I went to Germany
[Wished You Were The Opposite Sex] Everyday...I bet I could pull it off...just gotta hack my hair off

HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] Grey
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] Lots of things. Where am I going i... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch 100 Theme Challenge http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25571502/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25571502/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 16:33:51 PDT

3/100 completed

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign [link]
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm [link]
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Death and Memories http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25375712/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25375712/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:03:48 PDT
I hate death. I hate seeing it. I hate that it even exists. Mind you, I am religious so I do believe in life after death. I know a corpse is just the body and that the person's spirit lives on. I know they'll be resurrected some day and be whole again. I know that. It's just the actually dying part that bothers me.

So I was thinking about death, my own in particular and was just feeling really down and honestly frightened by the idea. I always imagine myself dying in some really horrible way for some reason and being completely alone. So, while I was freaking myself out with all these terrible depressing thoughts and fears of mine I remembered an experience I had when I was about 11 or 12.

I had been jumping on a trampoline with my siblings and some friends of mine. I experienced what we called a double bounce. That's basically when someone lands in such a way that it causes you to be tossed really high into the air. It's fun, or least I thought so at the time. Well, this time I was tossed, only I didn't go up, I went out.

It's maybe a little hard to describe what happened next. I was flying through the air and the first thing going through my mind was this solid knowledge that I was going to crash head first into the ground and die. There wasn't really a doubt in my mind. I could already see in my mind the blood and chunks of my brain. It could imagine the frantic movement that would be buzzing around me, my friends, my siblings, my parents and my friend's mom, all of them trying to save my already extinguished life. I could see them crying and I felt terrible cause I knew there was nothing they could do. I was a goner.

Then I had this thought. What happens next? I'd learned about heaven and hell and I wasn't entirely sure I'd qualify for the better of the two.

Then this most amazing of things happened. I quite literally saw my life flash before my eyes. It was like a replay of every great moment in my life, good and bad. It could have lasted for hours for all I saw in that single second. For that brief moment my whole life came into perspective. I realized that the memories that most filled my mind, the most precious to me, were of my family and my siblings, green grass, blue skies, laughter, smiles. All those other things that I thought were important to me, weren't. No drawings, no school grades, no super expensive toys, they meant nothing to me. The only thing that mattered was the people whose lives I had touched. Not what they did for me, it was what I did for them that mattered. I then felt a peace like none other I have ever experienced. I thought, "Okay, God. I lived a good life. I'm happy. Whatever you want."

Then by some great miracle, I don't even know how it happened, my ankle got caught in the springs and I wound up dangling upside down. My head was a mere inch from the hard ground. I could feel the grass cushioning my head. I was surprised to say the least. I think an angel must've grabbed my ankle and shoved it in the springs cause there was a netting around them to prevent things from getting caught in there. I walked away without a scratch.

As I recalled this experience, I felt such relief. I thought, maybe death isn't so bad. Granted, I can't say I won't be tortured or experience pain, but at least I know the passing is pleasant... assuming of course that I've still got more good memories than bad. This sorta made me think on now though. It's been over 10 years... I wonder, if I had the same experience now, have I made new memories that would bring me joy, or have I gone and filled myself with the bad ones?

Anyway, I wanted to share this experience with ya'll cause it means a lot to me, and I really love you guys. I am curious though, have any of you had similar experiences? If so, what was it like for you?

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Discovering New Things About Myself http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25277925/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25277925/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:37:32 PDT
1) Are you attracted to members of the same sex?
I thought about it and the answer was of course no. I'm not attracted to other women in the slightest. So I selected "no". The quiz went on.

2) Are you attracted to members of the opposite sex? Now I thought long and hard about this. I haven't had a crush on a real human man since I was about 14 or so. Not since I discovered anime...and I'm not sure if crushing on anime men counts as being attracted to the opposite sex. So, I selected "no".

Then my results came up. Apparently I'm asexual.
...the things we learn about ourselves... XP

Now you might be wondering something along the lines of, "Winter, why the hell are you telling us this? It has nothing to do with anything! There's no reason for it!!" I assure you that I do in fact have a reason for telling you this.
You see, I hate it when my journal entries are sooo long that it takes like 20 minutes to scroll down to see my comments. So, I decided to post a new journal. However, I have nothing important to report and this was the first funny bit of randomly useless information that came to my mind.

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch One of them things I like... ^^; http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25037796/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/25037796/ Sat, 30 May 2009 17:58:44 PDT Important stuff first!
My little brother has a DA account. Muahaha! He has a cool poem up to. :3
:iconneonatat7: <---my brother Nat
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I was tagged by :iconenglishknight:


My real name: Winter
Age: 22 (I'll be 23 in July)
Natural hair color: Dark brown...looks black
Eye color: Brown. XD Like chocolate
Glasses/contacts: I wanna wear colored contacts for the fun of it...but I don't need them.
Piercings: My ears...just the one set

FAVORITE:

Color: Honestly, I say purple...but I like them all
Band(s): Uh...Korn, Linkin Park, Within Temptation, Dead Can Dance, Rammstein (I admit to not having heard much from Dead Can Dance and Rammstein, but I likes them anyway)
Book: Howl's Moving Castle
Food: Honestly...I'll eat most anything...some kinds of rice or pasta
Flower: Red rose XD They are the most beautiful!
Comic book: dun read those
Manga: does Moon Boy count? If not then I'll say Bleach
Cereal: I dun really eat cereal...but Fruity Pebbles are cool
Website: Deviantart

CAN YOU...

Sing the alphabet backwards: never tried (lies)
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes: Let's see... the verdict is...yes but not for very long before I fall over
Speak any other languages: I wish I could speak German and Japanese, but I can't. Just English (boo!)
Go a day without food: been there done that
Remember your dreams: usually...but if i don't write them down immediately I forget them
Roll your tongue: the verdict is...yes
Eat a whole pizza: been there done that

HAVE YOU EVER...

Won something in the lottery: nope
Snuck out of the house: never had to
Lied to get out of trouble: hahahaha! yes...
Had a computer crash: T_T It was horrible...I lost EVERYTHING!!
Gotten lost in your city: I don't travel
Seen a shooting star: many many many
Been to any other countries: Yes. I went to Germany last year :heart:
Had a serious surgery: no
Solved a rubiks cube: haha yes, but I was using a instruction booklet XD
Gone out in public in your pajamas: I checked the mail...
Kissed a random stranger: nope
Hugged a random stranger: ...if you just met them that day and hugged they goodbye...does that count?
Been in a fist fight: I only got in a fight once and it was with my brother. He was punching...but I was clawing and biting...so I dunno if that counts
Been arrested: nope
Done drugs: Hahahaha! No
Had alcohol: Hahahahahaha! No...unless you count cough syrup...but i was sick
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: dunno about milk, but pink lemonade is a yes. It was horrible...the burning
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom: Hahaha! I walked in! No sneaking necessary! (but I was helping my dad clean the building and no one was there)
Swore at your parents: Not to their faces...parents deserve more respect than that. Mine do at least...
Kicked a guy where it hurts: This one time on the bus some kid grabbed my breast! XD Lets just say the answer to this is yes and he NEVER touched me again!
Been to a casino: nope never had need
Ran over an animal and killed it: I haven't...but i've been in the car when others have
Gotten stitches: Yes! and washing dishes is evil!
Made homemade muffins: yes
Bitten someone: yes...I bit my sister the other day...but she started it!
Been to Disneyland/Disney world: nope, but we have plans to go this year hopefully. :D

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

Cried: been a couple weeks
Seen a movie in a theater: New years
Read a book: I can't remember...that's bad huh? January...if you count manga
Had a snow day: When i was like 9 (it doesn't snow where I live now T_T)
Had a party: just birthday parties
Got cursed: define cursed...I've been cursed at...and it happened about... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Where Is My Mind? http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24703687/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24703687/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:31:02 PDT
I have a picture I've been stuck on forever too. It's of two of my characters, Kismet and Edee, they are both princes from rivaling countries. I have them all drawn the way I want them, except for their clothing. I don't know what style to have them in. Kismet in particular is the kind who would wear gobs of golden jewelry. I am just having difficulty deciding what exactly he should be wearing. Edee hasn't been any easier. So alas, they sit on my desk still...nekkid.

Also, I've been debating moving all my linearts to scraps. I hate looking in my gallery and seeing nothing but white and black. Unfortunately, most of my stuff is linearts. If I move them, my gallery will be practically nonexistant. That and I really like some of them. I suppose I could try and color them all...that way my gallery would be full of color! I'm too lazy to do that though. I wonder why I'm even saying anything. I know I'm not gonna mess with it. Haha! I guess I just wanted to say something anyway.

My sister made an account. :iconkyodylover: I don't know how often she'll get on, but she put some poetry/emotional writtings up. It's all in journals though. She hasn't any idea how to upload to her gallery and refuses to allow me to help her. She's funny like that.

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Creatures of Myth http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24639533/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24639533/ Thu, 07 May 2009 17:26:42 PDT :iconenglishknight:

Centaur:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal. (One of them)
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 6

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!). (one has a little bump near the tip does that count??)
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 6

Fairy:
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 6

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[ ] You have a short temper.
Total: 4

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[ ] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[ ] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 2

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach moreso because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 1

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[ ] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it. (Too Much Garlic in Anything is gross xD)
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 5

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[ ] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[ ] You'd rather be outdo... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch 10 free sketches http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24346199/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24346199/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:52:26 PDT
1) - I won't draw your request until I see this in your journal (Because everyone deserves something for no cost, in this costly world of ours. Why not give the gift that keeps on giving?)
2) - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw or write me a description (i prefer links please)
3) - Only one character per person - remember, this is FREE

1. :iconember-baka: (completed) [link]
Ref: [link]

2. :iconlanshannarra: (completed) [link]
Ref: [link]

3. :iconangculture: (completed) [link]
Ref: something cool

4. :iconshiezka: (completed) [link]
Ref: [link] [link]

5.
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8.
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9.
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(Stolen from :iconenglishknight:)

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch New Moon Cast http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24259124/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24259124/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 15:26:14 PDT Main
Bella - Kristen Stewart
Edward - Robert Pattinson
Jacob - Taylor Lautner

Cullens
Carlisle - Peter Facinelli
Esme - Elizabeth Reaser
Alice - Ashley Greene
Jasper - Jackson Rathbone
Rosalie - Nikki Reed
Emmett - Kellan Lutz

Quileute
Sam - Chaske Spencer
Jared - Bronson Pelletier
Paul - Alex Meraz
Embry - Kiowa Gordon
Quil - Tyson Houseman
Harry Clearwater - Graham Greene
Emily - Tinsel Korey

Vampires
Laurent - Edi Gathegi
Victoria - Rachelle Lafevre

Volturi
Aro - Michael Sheen
Caius - Jamie Campbell Bower
Marcus - Christopher Heyerdahl
Jane - Dakota Fanning
Alec - Cameron Bright
Demetri - Charlie Bewley
Felix - Daniel Cudmore
Heidi - Noot Seer

I made this list to help me keep track of who is playing who.

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Thanks For Nothing http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24028952/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24028952/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 18:19:27 PDT [link] (yeah I look dumb, I was talking) See? I'm not the most beautiful person in the world, but I'm not a complete toad either. I don't feel very interesting or intelligent, but I do try. If nothing else, I'm still a person and I still have feelings! Which is why this pissed me off!

I had a guy telling me how beautiful he thought I was. For weeks he's been flirting with me. We've hung out and all. He even asked me out. It made me feel good. It's nice to feel that you're wanted. It's nice to think that you have something to offer someone. I felt special.

My sis has come to live with us and all the sudden he started ignoring me completely. What's worse is that he's hitting on her big time right in front of me! He even uses the same lame lines! Now that I look on it, I realize he had called me by her name several times. I dismissed it cause everyone confuses the two of us. I see now that he really wasn't interested in me to begin with. I feel so stupid. If I felt I had any value before, it's gone. This isn't the first time this has happened either. I suppose I should be used to it. Still, it hurts. I mean, what am I? A substitute crush?

It kinda makes me think of an episode of Ouran High School Host Club, the one where the girl is fine dating either of the twins. I've heard that we look similar, but that's no reason for guys to bunch us together. Either is fine, freaking jerks! If you like me, pursue me! If you like her, don't pursue me! Pursue her! Don't do this "I'll take whichever one is available" crap! We are not the same and neither of us should ever be used as a backup.

Poor thing. Guys do this crap to my sis too and she's gotten it worse.

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Too Much Info http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24025031/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/24025031/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 14:46:25 PDT :iconenglishknight:

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Yes
B - BIRTHDAY: July 13th
C - CRUSHING ON: -_- Doesn't even matter
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Leah..pretty much just her. I feel like I gotta guard my feelings with everyone else...that or I rarely talk to them.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Butterfly Cry by Kerli
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Worms...unless it's German. XD Then bears.
H - HOMETOWN: San Antonio
I - IN LOVE WITH: No one
J – JUGGLE: Lol. I wish
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Only in games
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: SA to Utah ><
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 younger brothers and 1 younger sister
O - ONE WISH: To be truly happy forever
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my baby sis
Q - QUICKIE: ????
R - REASON TO SMILE: Random stupid things, completeing a picture, music
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Pepper by Butthole Surfers
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: I didn't
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Dark blue
V - VEGETABLE(S): Bell Pepper and tomato
W - WORST HABIT: Laziness and procrastination
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Just at the dentist
Y – YOYOS ARE: It never comes back up...
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: :XD: I am a crabby tiger! Cancer/Tiger


Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: Wntr Dn Lpz
Your favorite number: 25
What color do you wear most?: Green or brown (which is funny cause neither are my favorite)
Least favorite color?: I like them all
What are you listening to? Kiss by Korn
Are you happy with your life right now?: Waaaaay no
What is your favorite class in school?: Not going...but it was math (even though I was practically failing)
Who is your best friend?: :iconenglishknight: is number one.
When do you start back at school/college?: Whenever I decide to go..
Are you outgoing?: Far from it
Favorite pair of shoes?: Flips flops...it's as close to being barefoot as I can get..without actually being barefoot.
Where do you wish you were right now?: I wish I could live inside my head...

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Slow dancing is do able...but I hate dancing
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: Not yet..can't unwrap the starburst wrapper either ><
Can you whistle?: No
Write with both hands?: No
Cross your eyes?: Yes
Walk with your toes curled?: Never tried

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yeah
Do you believe in miracles? Yes
Do you believe in magic?: Sorta
Love at first sight?: Yes
Do you believe in Santa?: I believe in what he represents (happines and good cheer)
Do you know how to swim?: Barely
Do you like roller coasters?: Nooooo
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? Haven't watched any...

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: No
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes
Have you ever kissed a guy?: No


THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: I have no idea (goes to check) 80.6 °F
What radio station do you listen to: 99.5 Kiss :XD:
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I'm eating Bill Millers as I type this
What was the last thing you bought?: Moon Boy volumes 1-5
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Marley and me(?)

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Dennis
Who was the last person you took a picture of: Me
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Nathaniel

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: No
Do certain songs make you cry?: No


HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Not exactly, but I do try
What can make you happy?: Ask a Ninja, music, drawing
Do you wish you were happier?: I wish...but don't do anything
Can music make you happy?: Yes

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have y... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch All Hail Sephiroth!! http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/23051089/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/23051089/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 23:10:23 PST He got FFVII: Crisis Core. :heart: I LOVE IT!!! Hee heehee heehee! :XD: You can't understand my joy! I've wanted to play it for so long! T_T I am so happy! YAY!!!! :XD: Eeheeheeheehee!
I'm not very far into it though. At least I don't think I am. About 10 hours...that would equal about 5 hours to a normal person. I have this habit of taking forever to do simple things. So my brother is the same level as me...and he's been playing for about 5 hours.
I kinda squeal whenever Sephiroth shows up. It's kinda a bad thing cause it means I'm not paying attention when I should be. Fortunately I haven't died while squealing over him...yet. So, I'm not completely lame. I've grown attached to Genesis, Angeal, and Zack. I almost want to draw them...almost. Obviously I'm too lazy to actually do it.

Friend Quiz Thing
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
14. Physically, what stands out?
15. Emotionally, what stands out?
16. Do you wish I was cooler?
17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
19. Am I lovable?
20. How long have you known me?
21. Describe me in one word.
22. What was your first impression?
23. Do you still think that way about me now?
24. What do you think my weakness is?
25. Do you think I'll get married?
26. What makes me happy?
27. What makes me sad?
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
33. Do you think I could kill someone?
34. Do you think I WOULD kill someone?
35. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch I Look Twice and I'm Tagged http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/22960838/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/22960838/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 10:44:11 PDT :iconmixed-blood-girl:
I figure since it's the same tag as the one below, I'd just put it in this journal. I'm leaving the original there too. =P

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


1: I layed in bed till 5am trying to sleep last night. My mind just wouldn't SHUT UP! I was ready to bash my melon into something hard just to stop my thinking...
2: I never switched my drivers license when I moved to Texas...now I'll have to take the driving test all over again! I think I'll just forget the whole thing (I never drive anyway so it's not that big of a loss).
3: When I was younger, me and one of my brothers were putting together an electrical fence...my two other siblings were playing in the yard with the water hose...yeah. They decided to spray us. electrical wire + water = not fun. XD
4: I took this awesome Chuck Norris quiz and my result was that he'd kill me and screw my girlfriend...even though I'm a straight woman. It was so funny.
5: I don't want to date or marry a man who 1) doesn't play videogames, 2) doesn't enjoy anime, and 3) doesn't love and create art (which may be why I'm still single)
6: I feel like coloring all the linearts in my gallery, uploading the colored versions, and then moving the linearts to scraps.
7: I read over what I've written on my story so far and got depressed. It doesn't have the fairytale air about it, it seems more like modern day stuff with a touch of magic. It's okay for now, but I think I'll go back and do some major revising when I've finished writing this draft.
8: I was gonna say that I want to cut my hair short like a boy's (it's kinda long as is, but I never actually cut it), but instead I'll tell you that my birthday is this month. July 13. That's assuming you even read this far. XD

I TAG:
Absolutely nobody. I tagged people last time. XD


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February 2, 2009

Tagged by :iconshiezka:

RULES
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1) I love snow!!! (:iconenglishknight: showed me lots of pics of snow and now I secretly desire to move to Canada! XD)
2) I went to Germany last year and it is seriously the most awesome place on earth! (Sorry USA! You are my home forever, but it's true..Germany's cooler)
3) I have an obsession with nutcrackers and I collect them. I have 8 so far. <3
4) I love fairytales, myths, and legends!! X3 Heehee!
5) My greatest dream is to take my stories and characters and create a fantasy world that others can enjoy. (I just don't know if I'll write books or do it through some other media)
6) I select anime with all the care I put in selecting movies, books, and music. (AKA I'm picky)
7) I am determined to marry a grey-haired, blue-eyed man that can be seen here: [link] [link] [link] (Granted he's not real exactly, but I'm determined to marry a man who personality wise is like him)
8) I attend the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints

I'm Tagging:
:iconphoenixsaga: (servants pass all things to their masters XD)
:iconenglishknight: (for all those pictures you showed me <3... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch The Year 2009 http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/22678151/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/22678151/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:41:47 PST < I need direction and something to keep me going forward! So, my goals for this wonderful year of 2009 are:

Draw more often
-(so that I can improve my skills)
Color more of my pictures
-(so that I can improve my skills)
Work on my story for at least an hour daily
-(so I can finish it)
Wake up early every morning
-(so that i can do something worthwhile)
Excersize some
-(so that I can lose this extra 10 pounds I have)
Get a boyfriend
-(I'm 23 in July...I need to get a life)

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Featuredness http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/21462144/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/21462144/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 21:50:53 PST :iconenglishknight: featured me. So, I'm featuring her. Muahaha.
My top three fave pics of hers are:
1-[link]
2-[link]
3-[link]
There are several reasons I like her art. First off I think her drawing style is original. I'm not quite sure how to explain it, but it has a crisp look to it. It's very clear and very defined.
I'm shallow enough to also point out that most of her drawings are of hot guys. I like hot guys. <3 @_@ Abs...
I like the detail she puts into them as well, particularly the clothing. She does some really cool looking armor too. :3 I like details. It makes things cooler. It also shows how much love you are willing to pour into your art, which in her case is a lot. :heart:

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Letter MEME http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/20803947/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/20803947/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:43:42 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it When I threw up Outside of Chicago and I saw you Sit on My avocado plant. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand That I'm open. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep David's tricot outfits as a memory. You should also know that I Never liked Our friendship.

With ease,
Winter D. Lopez
___________________________________________________________________________

I am so sorry. It was funny, but wow. Yeah...LOL!!! Anyway, I'm supposed to tag five other people. So I tag:

:iconphoenixsaga: Phoenixsaga
:iconenigmaoftheabsolute: enigmaoftheabsolute
:iconbloody-never-ending: BLOODY-NEVER-ENDING
:iconsuccubus-masquerader: Succubus-Masquerader
:iconcookiers: Cookiers

I apologize to all of you.
___________________________________________________________________________
RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
 ~ElvenDeathMarch Autumn Marie Kitchens http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/20671925/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/20671925/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 16:04:52 PDT
I have some good news and some bad news. I'm not sure how to go about saying it either. Do I just blurt it out....or tell you the whole story. I've decided to tell the whole story as I recorded it in my journal...with some edits. If you want a short version though...just read the last paragraph. It sums it up.

Linda, my sister, went into labor. So we went to the hospital (my mom, Linda, Cody, and myself). It wasn't a large one, but it is easily the most bright, cheerful, welcoming, and clean hospital I've ever seen. Anyway, the midwife looked her over and checked up on the baby. There was some difficulty finding the heart beat. When it was finally located, it was determined that the baby was in distress. Her heartbeat was too fast and too deep. So Linda had to have an emergency C-section.

As my mommy, Cody and myself teased and joked in the waiting room, I couldn't help but have these angry thoughts. I was angry that my sister wasn't getting a water birth like she had wanted. I was also jealous of Autumn. In my own selfish way I couldn't help but think that she was taking my sister away. Despite all that nonsense I was so excited. We all were.

I had just turned my mp3 player (I was listening to In my arms by Plumb) when the midwife walked up. "How is she", we all asked. She answered so calmly and surely. "Momma is sleeping and we are taking care of her, but baby is dead."

I half-laughed to myself. I thought it was a funny joke, but she never said "Just kidding". She kept going....she hugged Cody....and just kept going.... She told us that they tried to save the baby, but it was too late. She'd been dead for a couple days. She wasn't sure what exactly caused it, but it now seems that the baby had been strangled with her umbilical cord. The midwife told us that she was a beautiful baby, and invited us to see her. So we did.

My first thought is irrelevant. My second is too, except that she looked like she was just sleeping. I felt so guilty though. I know I had been a little jealous and stuff, but this wasn't at all what I wanted. I didn't want her to die. It wasn't supposed to be like that. Suddenly I felt like no pain was too much. I just wanted my sister to have her baby. She deserved to have her. She'd waited and had been so excited. I just wanted to go breathe my life into her. Say, "Here Autumn, take my life. Live for my sister." ...but she was still there.....dead.....lifeless.....and according to the doctors had been for a couple days.

Then I felt peace. Autumn is in Heaven right? She'll be resurrected and Linda will be able to raise her in the millennium. So it's okay. This is what the Lord wanted. So it's okay. Autumn isn't lost.

I watched as my mom and Cody held her. I felt so thankful. I'm happy to have seen her. Mostly though, I'm so glad that my mom and I are here. I wouldn't have wanted my sister to go through this alone. I'm here for her. I love my sister so much.

I held Autumn too. She is so beautiful. She looks just like my sister. She had her nose and her face. She even has her hair...but with one minor difference. Her hair is straight, not curly. She even has Linda's perfectly shaped lips. She's a long baby. Kinda makes me think she would've been tall like Cody. She had his fingers and toes. I noticed her nails too. She had long pretty nails, the kind that Linda loves so much. I feel a little jealous of God. He gets to enjoy her full beauty, her life, and joy. I wish I could have heard her laugh. I bet it sounds like bells. I bet she smiles for Him a lot too. Linda always smiled.

We went to see Linda next. She was awake. Cody had already told her. She's so strong. I would've died, never wanted another child, jumped from the window, been swallowed by my grief, never wanted to see her, wanted to pretend nothing was wrong, or else denied her existence all together. Not Linda. She is more of a woman than I will ever be. She smiled at us. She looked at every picture, asked questions, listened to all of our descriptions. She even mentioned doing better next time. I'm not saying that there is no pain, because she is in so much pain. I'm saying that her strength amazed us all. It could be seen and felt.

I know it's going to be hard, but I know we'll be okay. All of us. I love my sister so dearly. I'm so grateful that she is in my life. I can't tell you how much I love her.

I guess I just sorta wanted to let you know what happened. I don't want any questions, that's why I told you the whole story. I don't want to talk about it either. Not now. I feel a little guilty. If it were someone else, I would want to tell them how sorry I was that it turned out that way. I'd want them to know that I was there for them. Being where I am though, I don't really want... ]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Winter's List of Bishies (and others) http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/18484759/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/18484759/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 17:11:02 PDT
I feel like making a list of all the characters I like (mostly males) and why I like them. Plus I added my best friend Leah and now my sister. Heehee. This will never be finished.
:D = they are funny :heart: = they are handsome
:meditate: = they are cool :devil: = total evilness
:kitty: = adorable :chainsaw: = psycho

Kingdom Hearts Series
Sora :D :kitty:
Riku :meditate:
Roxas :meditate:
Axel :D :heart:
Demyx :D :kitty:

Magna Carta
Orha :heart: :meditate:
Calintz :heart: :meditate:
Agreian :heart: :devil:

Final Fantasy Series
Reno :D :heart:
Cloud :meditate:
Sephiroth :devil: :chainsaw:
Vincent :meditate:
Kadaj :heart:
Yazoo :heart: :meditate:
Squall :heart: :meditate:
Balthier :D :meditate:
Basch :meditate:http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/13258168/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 21:25:58 PDT Yes!! I was so upset after Orha presumabley died. I thought it was awful, especially since Roxy died to save him. I was and am so happy that he lived though. :D Yeah, that was like total spoiler info....but face it, if you haven't played the game by now, you probably won't ever. So, I don't feel guilty. :P (More spoilers are coming)

I thought the game was pretty good, but there were some things that annoyed me.

First off....what purpose does Chris have? Seriously. He doesn't deal a lot of physical damage, he doesn't deal great magic damage, he can't use healing magic, and he has a horrible defense....he's useless. -_- Why did they even put him in there?
Second, the load screen. It took forever... I have that freaking flower petal thing burned into my eyes. -_-
Third, the voice acting...if you can even call it acting. It sucked. Except Orha, he was cool...I might just think that cause I'm obsessed with him though...
Fourth, Reith. I hated her. I'm glad she died...which is odd to say cause I thought Amila was cool. Dang them for being the same person!

Anywho, the things I loved are:
The music
The environments
The storyline (it was weak in the beginning, but it got better)
The characters (most of them)
The battle system

Anywho this my journal, so I shall keep typing. XD
Characters:
Calintz was cool.
Reith needed to die (and did)
Haren sucked in the beginning, but got cooler
Eonis was okay but got cooler
Azel was cool
Chris was a cool character, but was useless
Maya was cool
Lehas was cool (dang them for killing her)
Agreian was awesome...totally awesome
Mistress Ladrinne was cool
Justina was okay
Rianna was totally awesome
Raul was funny
Astal shouldn't have died...
Orha...=3 Orha was the coolest in the game. <3
Roxy was cool
Carian was a ....yeah (didn't like her)
Azhadi was cool
Serina was okay
Amila was cool too

Yeah...anyway I'm thinking of drawing Orha again... but I'm not sure yet.
That pretty much all I've got to say.

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch Raining http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/12735863/ http://ElvenDeathMarch.deviantart.com/journal/12735863/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 20:30:47 PDT
That being said, I have drawn pics...I just don't feel like uploading them. Call it laziness or whatever. Personally I think it's just me being stubborn.
Hmmm I've been working on a project. -_- It's actually pointless for me to mention that cause even if I do upload it, it won't be for a while.
What else to say... Oh! I know! There are these questions I've been asking. I'd like to get as many answers to them as possible. So, I'll just ask them and whoever reads this can answer them. Only if you want to though. I mean, I want people to answer them, but I won't make you. Though I most likely will think less of you if you don't answer them. If you've already answered them for me, you don't have to do it again. :D

1) If you could have any one wish come true, what would it be?
2) What would you give up for that wish to come true?

]]> ~ElvenDeathMarch