http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Emicatt&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Emicatt en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 03:48:59 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/28782495/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/28782495/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:52:11 PST
Graphics Art is shit compared to Graphics D&T. Maybe its just the teachers or the workload, its strange, I'm doing all the things I love, yet put them together and I want to puke. Might drop it next year and take up Drama.

Englishishish is good, teacher saw how illegable my handwritting is, have to sit all exams on a computer, oh joy.

Seriously hate someone and wish I could just drop it, but every time I see her I just want her to burst into flames.

Has a boyfriend. Yep.

Has made some new friends. Yep.

Got a good grade on a poem in English. Yesssss.

Has an obsession with Facebook. Seriously, no one should post that many statuses in an hour.

Is scared of Christmas. Yeah. It's creating alot of tension at home. So not liking atm.

And I have an essay to do on Tess of the D'Urbviles, which I haven't even started. Poop.

I doubt I'll be posting much on here due to my absolute paranoia which my poetry and basically everything I've had a hand in making.

\m/

- Emi x

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/26502897/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/26502897/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 10:46:47 PDT
A mate is visiting me soonish and I'm gonna be hanging out and about with some friends until I have to go to college.

I can't bring mesel to start reading Tess yet.

Pants.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/26101053/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/26101053/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 04:25:46 PDT
]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25712398/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25712398/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 09:30:43 PDT
Or something. Although I love the subject, not usually a Literature reader.

So dudes, when I go to college I'm studying; Art (Graphics), Philosophy, Music Tech., and of course English Lit.

THE SIMS 2 WON'T WORK ON VISTA, WAAAAnotverywellanywayAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

My feet are sweaty and I am bored.

And SOMEONE needs to get his internet sorted.

OH CRUEL WORLD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN MY SUMMER TO BE AS APATHETIC AND PATIENTCE-DRAINING AS POSSIBLE.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25650448/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25650448/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 12:02:42 PDT
I've had my first two days of sixth form college.

I dunno how I'll survive another two.

I want to crawl into a hole and die.

How will I survive September.

And the next year.

And the next year.

Fucking village had to be in the middle of nowhere.

Urgh.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25471834/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/25471834/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 11:05:30 PDT
Well, while I was away, I've returned from Ireland (boohoo), I've been to parties, enjoyed hangovers, and finished all my exams and school. Next week theres this college sample week thing. Should be nice to be out and about, meeting new people.

I've reinstalled some old games, and also when returning from my Ireland trip, recieved my Gameboy Camera and Gameboy-to-Computer Madcatz cable. But, theres a problem. I don't have a Parallel port on my Vista Laptop. We do have one on the XP Desktop, but the program refuses to open and pretty much sticks its tongue out at me. So, I might as well install Windows 98 (the system it was intended for) on my old crappy compuer which takes approximately 20 years to load anything, which makes me think XP shouldn't have been installed on it in the first place. Therefore, I'll be able to actually use my Gameboy as a Camera, and will be able to install some older games that don't have patches (as they are virtually unheard it) and bask in my nostalgic then.

Also, I properly realised that someone who often called me a best friend (never returned the name, btw) is a complete cow and not worth my time. Oh well. People like that need to melt.

ALSO downloaded A Clockwork Oranges' soundtrack. Wendy Carlos sure makes a Beethoven sound good. Real horror-show.

Anyway, until next week (maybe), fairtheewell.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/24126463/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/24126463/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 09:11:33 PDT
Prom went of without a hitch. Well, running around panicking because I was nowhere near ready was a little one, but the night was fantastic. I was all poppin' it up in a dance comp, yer yer.

So. Ireland. Like all family holidays, it gets increasingly tedious having to share rooms and constantly argue with my family about everything and anything.

However, the whole point of me wanting to come over was to see some friends, so at least I have that get-away.

Mmm. Chicken pie and Monty Python.

Peace out.

Emi xo

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23883887/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23883887/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 14:07:55 PDT
Leeds trip was really nice. The museum was nice to visit, Robert Koch, Louie Pasteur, that Lister man... knew it all, but got some nice pictures.

The city was so pretty. Tried to go into the alt. shops more than New Look and that. They were packed and made me feel ill anyway. Got a £30 top from TKMaxx for £12. Chain store, meh, BARGIN (y)

I got my product for graphics almost finish, the paint is just drying and in my lesson tomorrow I will be designing and making the package. Urgh.

Everything else seems to be going okay. Got some History coursework back. The weeks are dragging even slower as more work appears and the holidays come closer. My WHOLE Graphics project is due next Thursday, I could have done some work in the holidays for it, but of course, Ireland.

The weekend is my last weekend for gathering stuff for Graphics, some stuff for Ireland, and next week is my last week for improving Science coursework.

I'm praying for the weekend to come quickly. Mainly to my headmaster.

Emi xo.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23762258/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23762258/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 11:41:59 PDT
Well, the last week hasn't really been any better, but it has been more, standable. Got some work done, got my grades back for Science, and Drama (which I can still improve) which was a B grade, a Merit (B), and a Distinction (A). So, ya. I can improve on all of them, therefore I am happy.

I am working myself to death. I can't wait for my holiday in Ireland, and the my week off that will consist of, uh, sleep.

Also, on Saturday I am attending a trip to a History of Medical Science Museum in Leeds, which I'm hoping will be fantastic. Next large event will be my prom, and then trip to Dublin for a week, then a week of nothing and probably revising.

Doyee. I'm sick of school.

Emi xo.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23675185/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23675185/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 11:51:58 PDT
My last two weeks have been completely hectic. Last Thursday, my History teacher was too ill to stay behind, and hes putting it off. Last Friday, I asked a girl for a lift home from Drama, and since she left me behind, I had to stand there, completely miserable until 6pm. What a shit Friday that was.

Over the weekend, I did some History work, and because of this I couldn't do a concert I had been asked to.

I've been stopping back everyday for Graphics, except for Thursday where I became so ill I needed to get home. I ate and relaxed and felt alot better. I then went to the hospital (my Dad works there, its easier than getting to the doctors) and got my sore ears checked out. It's apparently my in-ear headphones that have caused friction when I've taken them out my ears. With exposed flesh, comes infections!

I also finished some Drama work. Urghhhh my face.

Something that made me smile though; my Graphics teacher said I COULD infact draw 3D, which made me kinda happy :]

Now, I am exhausted. I have some Graphics work to do over the weekend, and I have until sometime in April to completely finish my Graphics work. I neeeed sleep, but I am in a better mood than last Friday.

Will update next Wednesday.

Thanks for reading :]

Emi xo

PS: Anyone know if The Jesus and Mary Chain are good? Kthnx.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23521988/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23521988/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 10:36:57 PST
Anyway, finished a big Drama assignment today afterschool. Found it pretty fun (WTF.) because I was supposed to be doing a practical, but didn't, and then everything was boring so I did it and got it done and I am happy. Tomorrow I will be stopping back for History tomorrow, finishing the practical on Friday, church gig on Saturday, should do some more Drama over the weekend, and then all of next week Graphics after school.

And from Graphics, I am beginning to learn Photoshop and stuff. It's really pretty actually, even though I could probably do the prettiest things in Fireworks. Just it would take a few more years. BUT NOW! For my Graphics, Photoshop is an industrial practise, and will count for that in my coursework. So gonna make some net designs with a Steampunk theme, if anyone wants to see them just let me know, and hopefully that week of afterschool classes should do the trick.

After listening to Kraftwerk and Rammstein far too much, I've found my interest in German again. Its a shame I can't speak it. I've been put off languages by how I was treated trying to learn French, but I should be getting lessons after I finish my GCSES. Also, want to learn Klingon. Yes it's stupid. No I won't shup'.

Also I got a new iPod.

Thanks for reading :]

Emi xo

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23399662/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23399662/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 13:59:01 PST
Right, gonna start updating this regularly. What day is it? Wednesday. Yep, I'll update every Wednesday.

Anyway, so I've been so annoyed with school and people recently. In English I feel myself getting boreder and boreder when it's supposed to be my best subject. Hell, my GRAPHICS is becoming emmensly boring and tedious (which makes me sad). I'm sick of waiting for coursework from my History, sick of Drama work. Sick of my iPod not working and sick of being too exhausted on a night to finish the book I've been reading a month that I could finish in a week. Getting sick of the people of school, such as the small children who go fucking batshit insane if I say to close the windows on the bus or happen to hear my voice.

However, on a lighter note, I've reinstalled my love, Petz 4. Bred a Persian-mixie called Erik and I've fallen in love all over again :3. If you find that sad, fuck you.

Sick of a so-called friend walking off, making fun of me, saying my online friends would rape me, yknow the normal stuff . It's hard to make a friend you can just have a laugh with. Or share my creative side with. Hardly anyone knows I write because at 16, we're all still immature pricks with stupid tendences. This also explains why I still haven't fully come out; I'd rather a dirty look than get bullied for something I can't help. Also, if you're homophobic, or for some stupid reason believe it's just indecision or something shit like that, fuck off.

My bedroom has suddenly become empty and bare, due to my parents deciding "I KNOW. EMILY IS OFF SCHOOL. REDECORATING TIME." This room doesn't feel like mine anymore. It doesn't even smell the same, unless I dig my face into my pillow real deep.

That's it for normal female teenage rant, tune in next week x

Emi.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23001097/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/23001097/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 11:53:30 PST
I feel... new.

I feel, able.

I feel, confident.

Expect a little more from me.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/21698295/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/21698295/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 11:45:09 PST
No longer upload stuff to DeviantArt because I have utterly no belief in anything remotely "artistic" I do and I no longer wish to be ignored and lol'd at.

I might in future, but not now.

Meh.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/19158356/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/19158356/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:57:05 PDT
I have an idea.

But I need a Golliwog for it.

If anyone has a Golliwog knocking around, let me know.

Cheers.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18626574/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18626574/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:18:50 PDT
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily (I burn easy, actually. That counts, yeah?)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (I really want to get at least two though)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Of course.)
[x ] I have/I've had braces.
[kinda] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[dunno] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[X I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox
[x] I was born in a different country.
[not me personally..] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Plenty of fucking times)
[got thrown out...] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (It was a beach. No one was there. And I put everything back on. I'm not hardcore.)
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (Pretty much raped the poor boy xD )
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (Fairy, Munchkin, I can see a pattern of retarded characters.)
[msn] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played wait a chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[WANT TO] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. (It tastes like hell. With mayo ;l)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (*sigh* I didn't wanna be mean! D
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[x] I've had phone sex.
[x] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keepin... ]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18474198/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18474198/ Sat, 24 May 2008 05:42:41 PDT
I'm sorry.

Deal with it.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18461717/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18461717/ Fri, 23 May 2008 10:57:48 PDT
I've fucked my whole life up.

I'm only 15.

My social life is a lie.

I don't know what truth is anymore.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18243166/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/18243166/ Fri, 09 May 2008 14:20:06 PDT I think sometimes there is doubt.

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This song describes alot for me right now.

So um. Kinda singley-takeny. Can't be bothered with relationships.

Starting to be impressed with myself with my photography. Contrast is my best friend.

An awful situation today has taught me to hold on to the ones you love, and push away those you dispise. Because you don't know when they're gonna eat you alive. Life lessons. Day in the life of a 15 year old, hormones.

So I shall concerntrate on my work, schoolwork, coursework, etc. Well, try to. I'm hopeless with motivation and I'm pretty much going to Hell for my Slothness.

Enjoy the pictures of my eye.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/17960241/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/17960241/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 13:48:23 PDT
What up? I'm bored. I'll upload some drawings and stuff.

Also, love is cruel.

kbye.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/17455515/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/17455515/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 09:08:31 PDT
Maybe single...

The only good part of the last few days.

Has been Aldin's drawings.

And my results from school.

Yknow, I hate where people can't take a hint.

I hate someone.

And they don't know.

I hate having so much wrath inside me.

I'm really, really losing myself.

And no one can save me.

This time.

-----

So, my artwork, if it so can be called, will be on hold.

Maybe some emo poetry etc. will be scrawled across this deviantart.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/16753699/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/16753699/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:22:25 PST
In personal news, I'm with my boyfriend again.

Okay, for my closest friends, I don't give a FUCK about your lectures anymore. I love my boyfriend and I'm sick of everyone pulling me and pushing me to do things I don't want to. I know you mean well but... leave me to my own devices please.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/16457263/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/16457263/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 09:47:24 PST
Taking up photography for my Graphics class, really enjoying it ^^

Sorry for the inactivity, there will be photos up. Soonn.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/15983790/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/15983790/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:29:46 PST
I've been occupied with other things, like my Graphics work at school. Which I am enjoying alot, so I may launch some of my work on you to see what you think of it.

Also, at the tender age of 14, I find myself in my first serious relationship. For two months now, I have adored my boyfriend Nick. Online relationship, yes you think what is the point. Well, I love him. Even at my age I know that I do. So um, just wanted to share that with everyone. So no more achy breaky heart poems, but fun, political, and pleasant non-emo crap. Finally, some pixel work that I have been working on I will upload soon enough, when my old computer doesn't freak out.

Yeah, so keep an eye on me. I've improved, and I want your feedback. Cheers.

]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/14871325/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/14871325/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 13:50:35 PDT
Yeay! I am so so happy about that ^^ I don't know how that happened, but I wanna thank all my watchers and supporters so far. There'd be no point if it wasn't for you guys, yeay!

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Don't miss me too much ^^

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]]> ~Emicatt http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/12091017/ http://Emicatt.deviantart.com/journal/12091017/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:59:25 PST If you are reading this, kudos.
I am a poet, musician and a pixel artist.
Not a very good one, but I'm getting better.

~Poetry~
Please do not go"OMG your poems are so DEEP!!1"
I don't know what that means.
More details are more explanitory.

~Drawings~
I will rarely upload drawings because first of all, my scanner is broken.
Second, I am not the best drawer on DeviantVill. I will be ridiculed.
Although, I did draw a pretty bitchin' Samara

~Pixels~
I will make dolls the marjority of the time for my poems, or if someone really close to me asks, or if I feel like it.

~Blah~
Other stuff like photos or random manips, I duno. Their there to look at.

---
I lurk more on here than write or draw or dot pixels.
If you want me to check out your stuff, just drop a comment and I'll have a lurk.

Until next time, take care,

Emi x

]]> ~Emicatt