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haven't updated new phtos in a while because this website is too complicated and it takes too long.

hit me up on my flickr if you like any of my work.

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]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/21573544/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/21573544/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 21:00:21 PST it created us and we constantly surround ourselves with it. the veryday things our minds preceive that we never think twice about is chaos. thoughts, within themsleves, are chaos. a manifestation of reacting chemicals in tightly knits atoms consiquentaly bouncing of one another that creates the cells of the working tissue that is your brain. it is the basic of what chaos in itself, preceives, as life. in all sense, every aspect of life is a conceivement of our minds. light only exists because some sensory neurons in your brain make it apear in your eyes. so therefore life is only a series of preceptions of what our brains are sensing? eactly that and not thta. everything about out living could essentially not even exist. for all intensive purposes we are with out intent and purpose. questions like the meaning of life have no meaning and that's exactly what they are suppsed to mean. having everything mean nothing sounds scary, but what is fear other than a word. and with that what is a word, a series of symbols as a means of cummincating ideals and spreading thoughts. speech is somthing beautiful that is taken for granted. it is also something so ridiculous that is difficult to understand whay and how it came about in the first place. what are words in their own right? who gets to decide what constitutes something as a word, which symbols are allowed to create words, and in that the definition of those decisions? why do words need definitions? because mankind likes to have a meaning for everything. that's all thoughts truly are, a menaing. they're our brains making meaning of the chaos that surrounds us.
everything means nothing.
and nothingness goes on forever, which is exactly why it is NOTHING.


why doe sthe above exist?
that's just the way the molecules reacted today.
what's more important:
that our minds have created
or
the creations of our minds

the world wil never know.
and neither will i.

my life suddenly does no longer feel as if it were a blackhole. i truthfully feel more conscious and aware than ever. eloquence without poise or grace, and a pretty face. words always spoken, but never fully understood. knowing what it all measn without letting what would normaly affect you emotionally actually affect you. feelings are a beautiful and ugly thing.
whay are philosophers so few?
because infinitance is hard to accept and let exist in itself.

dream is destiny.

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check 'em out.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20610353/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20610353/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 21:44:14 PDT i'm developing on tuesday, so yeah, then i'll have some sweet shots of shaolin and my recent trip to kenosha =].

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baked cookies today and watched the neighboor girl.
i love her, she's like the little sister i never got.

i call her Kiwi.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20138404/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20138404/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 20:46:38 PDT She said when birth leads to death we will poor out in the Atlantic. To be released from this mess, to be released from this panic. And we'll float like the seagulls, and we'll lie like the sand and reminis a climbing moutain, and the valleys that we've been. We just wanna believe. We just wanna believe. And I believe in peace and harmony. I don't believe what I see on the TV screens. I believe in you, cos you always believe in me. Believe with me. And the people are inspired by what they have heard. Cos the knowledge turns to wisdom of all the things that we can't learn. And the kids, they run the streets like nothing else matters. And I lay me down to sleep, less religion, more of a pattern. I wanna believe. I wanna believe. And I believe in peace and harmony, I don't believe what I read in the magazines. I believe in you, cos you always believe with me. Believe with me. Believe with me. Believe with me. Believe with me.




this boy is brilliant.

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]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20007475/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/20007475/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:56:23 PDT cos every once and a while thats what happens when someones eyes focus in on your lips.

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please check them out.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19790218/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19790218/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 12:36:48 PDT
its driving me crazy and cynical.
i'm starting to think people would be better off without me in their lives...

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]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19284143/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19284143/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 00:41:12 PDT go on
grab your hat and fetch your camera
go on
film the world before it happens

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i place myself in the oddest/worst predicaments.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19129769/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/19129769/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:41:23 PDT to be honest i actually feel rather depressed.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18634408/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18634408/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 19:44:28 PDT i have a few new photos up and i am working on a sequence where they buried Joey in the sand, quite amusing to watch, just do not know how i plan on setting that up yet...i have all summer =].

tomorrow kicks off the ACTUAL summer and hopefully i will be spending tomorrow with Rubes...i love that Silly Rabbit.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18608462/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18608462/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 11:00:09 PDT None of my pictures will have me in them, unless using them to represent something that i encountered or endured at that moment.

people being people.

welcome to our world, we are the wasted youth, and we are the future too.

]]> ~Emskee http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18517304/ http://Emskee.deviantart.com/journal/18517304/ Mon, 26 May 2008 19:42:25 PDT Wolfgang Tillmans' work has taught me that that is what you should do.

yeah.
dumb journal.

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