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Hmm I feel like drawing again

<3

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/10825285/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/10825285/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:18:08 PST
Hope youve all been well, miss being on here!!!! Not like Ive done anything lately to even put up but still, heh. Miss everyone!!! I dunno maybe ill do something. Love all <3


Peace-

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8690361/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8690361/ Sat, 06 May 2006 11:11:30 PDT
Honey bunches of love and candy!

Mum-sweetness bought me Final Fantasy on DVD soooooo if yea wanna run over to hang out tomorrow! Eat crap food and chill... sounds good, aye?


Hoping you pop on before heading out to prom with teh Bayard bear. Have fun btw!!!! Yaaay, dance dance!

Hmmm, well if not, we could hang out after school on Monday or what ever. What evers good maaaan. <3

Yo.....


]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8558642/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8558642/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 08:14:00 PDT
This weekend sucked major. I did nothing....NOTHING. I hate it when your idol....and useless. Its freakin lame. I didnt play Haunting Ground...didnt draw, didnt watch anything.....just slept for what seemed like days. Fuck....I have to get out today.

*looks out side* Meh....raining.......great.

Hey MEGHAN! Hope you read this....lol. Is Sammeh still having a party or what? Brain said something on Thursday.....i wanna get drunk! Lemme know if you've talked to him....or just have him call me the day he's having it. I'll run over XD Fast.


*sigh*

Hmmm, maybe i should get off my ass and get ready for the day even though its like 11:10 already....

I think Aeon Flux is out on DVD tueday. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! And Final Fantasy: AC. = ]

" I would burn for you....feel pain for you....I would twist and knife and bleed my aching heart and tear it apart...."

<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8538502/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8538502/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 07:09:28 PDT

Omg.....im so happy! Spring break, fuckin God yes!!!!! Im going to a few "get-togethers", I have a movie planned with a freakin pimp, and I plan to chill......work out alot and watch tons of G4 and movies ^ ^ Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

Its a plan!

Maybe even draw somefing. Who the hell knows.

But I do have shopping and lots of sleep planned so you never know.

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8387646/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8387646/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 18:47:28 PDT
Fuck I've been gone for a while! Missed you all like hell!


Nothing is new with me. Hope all is well for you sexah people I love <3333333333333333333333333333


peace ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8181114/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8181114/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 17:46:43 PST
*smokes weeds....drinks her beer*




Mmmm, yup so i'll make sweet Irish sex to everyone who's me Irish mates! <><><><><>



<><><> IRISH PEOPLE 4Ever <><><>


LOL


Im so Irish i could puke. Haha.


Im like 80% Irish and the rest French/English and i believe some Native American somewheres.....SO FUCKING COOL EH?!


LoVe to the Irish people!


*dances*

*beer and sex for all* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8118842/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8118842/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 06:29:35 PST
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Its Friday, fuck yea! Happy....oh so happy.

I have my Evanescence blasting......im eating Special K, yummy, and Merry is curled up in my lap *trys not to wake him*


Im trying to think up some new things to draw....urg. No luck. Maybe because i dont feel really like drawing. *rubs eyes*

Im almost done with Shadow of the Colossus....fooking right bitch..mhahahha! I have two left to kill and im done. *sniff sniff* I love Argo. My honey bun!


Not sure what game to get next. I had a long list, but i cant find it....Graaaa raaa grrr.

Oh oh! I love this song......*plays* "I wanted you to know.....that i love the way you laugh."

BROKEN! Who doesnt love Seether??? Or Amy Lee for that matter!!!

*sings along*


I cant believe we got more snowish slush!!!! Fuck, i want summer so bad...winter is evil...like the devil........I miss the warm sun and being able to sprawl in my front lawn in my bra and jeans and just lay in the sun for hours.......i feel deadish without the warmth....Ahhhhhhhh *dies*


Im cold......meh.


Well....i've got things to do. Things no one should have to do......NEVER! >.<


*Bye darlings*

~~~~~~~If i touch a burning candle i can feel no pain...if you cut me with a knife its still the same......~~~~~~~ ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8105060/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8105060/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 16:25:55 PST s birthday tomorra! *dances*

Other than that nothings really new.....lol.


Love love!

~~~~

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough

All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
‘Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line? ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8084671/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8084671/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 14:14:34 PST

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away






~ You know if i love you ^ ^


Meh, on another note.......i ish mad >.< My mooooney hasnt come in yet. Ahooooo, im sad....i wanted to get some sexy clothes and buy a new camera so i can start posting good photos of stuffs.


Yeesh. ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8034733/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8034733/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 06:12:12 PST
Haha, i woke up singing Toxic??? Noooooooooo clue why....and no i dont dream of Britney Spears .......really!

Okie....my beautiful morning from when i woke up till now...err (8:45ish)

* I drooled, hahahaha

*Painfully opened my eyes and rubbed them like 50 times and looked at the clock then stared at my Lara Croft poster for like 10 minutes.

*Unrolled myself outa my blankets and curled up into a ball on my pillows. Stared singing Toxic....to myself, Simba-stuffy and Lara on the wall.

*Flopped off my bed and made my way to the door in my dark VERY blue room....tripped over my controller wire. Opened the door and started down the stairs.

*Looked at a mile long list of "Things to do" from my mother.....on the table.

*Tried to reheat some coffee in the microwave but for some reason it like....blew up and was all over the place but in the mug.

*Hopped into my computer started AOL.

*Watch Xena for a while. *hums theme song*

*Ran back and jumped into computer chair -typed in dA address-

*Skipped along to the bathroom singing Livin La Vida Loca. Fixed my fucked up hair.

*and now.............doing this. YAY.

Now if you read this you will know what i did this morning, and be soooo pleased and happy you will start to touch yourself and giggle.............lol...just because i said so.

~~**~~

You got me turning up and turning down.....turing in and turning round. Turning Japanese...i think im turning JAPANESE.

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8015191/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/8015191/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 06:12:48 PST Good tunes too.

Ooo yea, i finally got photoshop off of limewire....about fuckin time right...Im going to work on something today to pop on later. Prolly a horse or something...i dunno I'll randomly ask Emily what to draw, lol.

Mums going to pick me up Shadow of the Colossus tonight...YAY! I've wanted that game for a long ass time...im gonna pay her back once i get the stupid tax return.......................................Ooo maybe i'll draw Argo from SotC????? Yea, yea i just may do that...he's hott!!!! I think he's like a Friesian/Perchron thing..he's pretty sweet.



Ugg.....i have a day to begin.....

*clean house
*shower
*draw
*clean up again after sisters wake up + screw the house up
*make dinner

Yay ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7972395/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7972395/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 14:31:28 PST
Somebody....anybody tell me something funny/dirty/ or good......I feel sad and.....well no just sad ...lol


*sobs* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7949692/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7949692/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 05:37:46 PST Watching: Nothing...
Doing: Haha..no one, lol


Mmmmmmmmm, coffee

I my mum....shes my lover. I got ready for school at 5:00 *because i dont drive...* this morning and my mummy came down because she had to be in for work today at 6:45...shes a doll. She let me and my sistas stay home to chill *cuddles* Im sho gald, cause i really didnt feel like going in today..too lazy.


~~~~~~

*makes out with coffee cup* <<<3

Kinda bored this morning...with my after smex hair and cup-of-joe....the sun is like blinding me through my window....EEeeek! Im downloading some music, erm...some songs from the Veronicas. Yea...

Maybe i'll draw somefing....doubt it, but maybe. *rubs eyes*

Vacation is next week Yeee haa.


~~~~ ~~~~

Mmmwwhahahahaha, isnt this thing awesome!!!! ---->
I have no freakin clue what it is but i wav it...hahaha!


*yaaaaawns*

Welp, thats all thats going on right now..haha.

....i shall make sweet love to you if you read this promise.

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7942914/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7942914/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 12:08:12 PST *does undies dance by herself*

The lyrics to that song i wav------->
Jems "24"


Been given 24 hours
to tie up loose ends
to make amends
His eyes said it all
I started to fall
and the silence deafened
Head spinning round
no time to sit down
just wanted to
run and run and run
Be careful they say
don't wish life away,
now I've one day

And I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 24 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

Is there a heaven a hell
and will I come back
who can tell
Now I can see
what matters to me
it's as clear as crystal
The places I've been
the people I've seen
plans that I made
start to fade
The sun's setting gold
thought I would grow old,
it wasn't to be

And I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 18 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

13 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
Please do it for me

I'm not alone, I sense it, I sense it
All that I said, I meant it, I meant it

And I can't believe
How much I've wasted my time

In just 8 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

In just 1 hour they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7933928/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7933928/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 11:50:03 PST
I cant stop dancing around to it

<<<<<3

They play it on the Ultraviolet trailer...i wanna see this movie badly. Milla is the shit, not only talented but hot! Go Milla babe ^-^

*pounce-lick* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7931509/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7931509/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 05:29:18 PST

God, i can eat a whole bag of these dinner rolls, har har...*chokes* Eck....anyways yessss my rolls are gooooood.

I was thinking...when i get my tax return money thing sometime this week i hope, i was thinkin on making a new account and doing just photography works *myself, animals, odd things like nature* Yeah, i need a new camera i havent had a working one since summer. So in my -list of needness- a new GOOD camera is on it.

OH MY GOD----*looks outside....* It just randomly started to snow like crazy out in like seconds...so freaky lookin. I mean tons of fucking snow from God...where the hell did it all come from so fast!!!! Im afraid.....*hides*

*stares out window* Ermm, yeah.


I cant wait to start a new thing on dA! Yayness of dooom!

So most likely sometime this week my $400 bucks should come in and i can buy a new cammy


* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
So talented its sick people:



Friends i <3:
Everyone who loves me i love back!!! ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7922672/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7922672/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:29:48 PST
Your heart pounding in my head.....

Watching me, wanting me i can feel you pull me down."

Fuck you Tim!!!! Arg, he screwed things up major for me. >.<

I have this really big THING for this freshman at school and i wanted it hush hush because noone but me should be able to tell her how i feel.....AND here comes Tim...i cant believe he blabbed everything i said to him yesterday. Im reeeeeally mad at him right now...Victoria came up to me and was all wierd and she's like going on about how fucking retarded Tim is and i agreed of course, but than shes like "yea he's like Sam's all gay for me" and stuff and i got all pissed and didnt even bother to tell her anything. i kinda laughed it off with her. i skipped studyhall after she walked away.

*sigh*

"Say goodnight, dont be afraid.....calling me calling me as you fade to black....say goodnight, dont be afriad...calling me calling, sweet rapture and light it end here tonight."

"You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you."

"Dont close your eyes, dont turn out the light." ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7895527/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7895527/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 13:15:18 PST

I love to love people! Well, my friends at least!!! Wav wav waaav!

*pounce+lick+cuddle+snuggles*

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7871201/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7871201/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 06:57:31 PST

Is there anyone who could do a request for me!!!!????

I cant find anyone....

----------

Anyways if by chance someone does wish to make Sam happy this is what i want!

* I want a pic with Daniella and myself!!!!!!! *Note* me if you want to take this on, i'll tell yea what i want in depth!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7857100/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7857100/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 15:09:29 PST
oh and people make me sick...they really do. im bothered by their retarded ways.... sept for my friends who arent like the tards...lol.

i wish life was funner. and i wish i could hang with my online friends, sometimes i feel as if they would be more the party/fun/sexy type then the morons i have to hang around for "real"...not my sexah though!!!! NOT YOU MEG! or the random few who i really like to screw around with. but every one else can go die.

i dont think im gonna draw alot for a while....it my art 3 class. my teacher messed up any artness that i still thought i had...eck. i hate her...shes on the hit list too....

bye loves ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7826729/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7826729/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 09:21:03 PST Hope everyone's well and done purdy works for me to gock at!

LOVE YOUS

]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7751058/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7751058/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 12:25:54 PST
No...im sick AGAIN!!! DAMN it... I am so stuffed up i sound like a freakin retard, and i dont want to deal with people tomorrow....Gawd....Lordy lord, why must you do this to me's???? Why?

*blows nose*

Well, Wildfire is on tonight! Yay, new eppy again ^ ^ I hope i dont fall asleep before it starts!!!!!!!


]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7711544/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7711544/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 08:26:40 PST Tagged meeee's!

Alrighty!
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"You've copied the Lycan rounds. Silver Nitrate."--Underworld comic book, lol.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
*snap..crackle...POP* uh....ouch O.o

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
CHEAT on G4 -Resident Evil 4 for the PS2 baby!-

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
Umm, dunno maybe around 10:30 AM

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
Nope....11.02 AM

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Final Fantasy 8- Eyes on Me, Merry meowing and the TV.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Uhhh........when i got home yesterday at around 3 PM. I was throwing snow at Livy ^ ^ lol.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
I had to sign back onto AOL because an ass kicked me off. *growls*

9. What are you wearing?
A kinda tight chested grey tee wit a horsie head on it and my HUGE night pants. Oh and white sox and a thong with a cute little jingly heart on the front ^ ^

10. Did you dream last night?
Well i bet i did...i just woke up an hour ago..i dont remember anything. Who am i......

11. When did you last laugh?
When i came down stairs singing to myself this morning. "Oscar Mayer song"

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Ah...nothing.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
I see wierd stuff everyday...i dont even notice it anymore ^ ^

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Its alright, i like funny/dirty personal ones better.

15. What was the last movie you saw?
FlightPlan last night---awesome movie btw

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Hmm a new horsie - tack/barn too, anything my family and friends or myself would want and a boob-job for me's!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Ima Video Game Vixen - - and no im not one of those ugly nasty nerdy VG losers who dont have a life....>w<

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would make sex very VERY open to ALL. Why hide it?

19. Do you like to dance?
'Course, when im in a good mood. I poll dance....not really, but i want to.

20. George Bush:
....fucks asses?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Rinoa...idk first name to pop in my head.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Elijah....i HATE kids...why ask me this!!!!

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes.....No...whats abroad?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I really dont want to think of that. Its hard enough to have faith let alone think of what he would say to YOU.


I gotta make a better one, a fun one, for the fun people

I wont tag anyone just because noone reads my journal lol. But if you wanna do it...than do it, i really couldnt care less ^ ^

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7695165/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7695165/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 13:16:40 PST
Very.....verrrry long ass day. I think i may just pass out and melt onto the floor and my retarded dog will lap me up.....*sigh*

Finals give me a head issue......>.< I cant think anymore and just fink....im not done yet! Yeesh. Damn the world, fuck testing and GOD BLESS CHERRY PIE! What eva fuckers! *shoots little children and teachers alike* Mmmmuuuuaaaaahhhaa......


Urg....i wanna draw something but my head hurts too much. And im running on no sleep and im on a water diet, and its hard! Water+HyrdoxieCut+Testing=Fast death. Yush...I'll die soon, YaY.


I hope we get a snowday or delay tomorra *prays and PRAYS* WE are going to get more snow....and if we end up getting nothing i shall kill people.....*giggle* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7664669/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7664669/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 08:16:29 PST W<

Underworld Evolution was purdy good, saw it last night. Not as awesome as the first, but still good. Effects were sweet and anything with Kate Beckensale is good anyways....thats a givin Amelia only had like two seconds on screen, that made me mad. Shes awesome. Lycans were cool and im lovin those contacts the vampires wear. Very hot!

*sigh* I feel like sleeping...gawd i wish i knew why everything feels so WEIRD today!!!!! *slaps face* ARG.

*curls up in ball*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7646642/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7646642/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 08:51:58 PST Listening to Evanescence in study hall.....yea bored right now. Yeesh... >.<

SO far today has sucked cant wait to go home. My dads gone for the week so its just the girlies in my house! YaaY.

All's i want is to be free, then my burf-day would be great. I want cake bad! Not like i need it....lol.

Im going to see Underworld Evolutiion tomorra and on Sat. prolly going shopping. I dunno what mums getting me tonight....*thinks* Shes getting lots of stuff i know that much...shes going shopping sometime before i get home ^ ^

CAKE

BALLOONS

YAY

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7627960/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7627960/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 08:36:57 PST

I dont plan on doing anything this year really....on Friday my mum and I are going to the mall to see Underworld Evolution and prolly go shopping after. I really want my sexah whore to come over on Saturday *wink wink* We gotta hang out Meg, its been for ever!!!!!!!!!!! I hope your mum will let yea!!

LOL, maybe will be on AIM and we can scare him again!!! Like last year...haha!

I dont feel any different...lol. Oh well, almost done wit school and i can leave and enjoy eveything i cant while in my house!

~~~~~~~
My theme song! Download it and think of Sammeh....or else.... >.<

Warrant - Cherry Pie Lyrics

Cherry Pie by Warrant Dirty Rotten Filthy Stinking....
She's my cherry pie Cool drink of water Such a sweet suprise Taste so
good Make a grown man cry Sweet cherry pie Well, Swingin' on the
front porch Swingin' on the lawn Swingin' where we want Cause
there ain't nobody home Swingin' to the left And swingin' to the
right If I think about baseball I'll swing all night, yeah
(yeah, yeah) Swingin' in the living room Swingin' in the kitchen
Most folks don't Cause they're too busy bitchin' Swingin' in
there Cause she wanted me to feed her So I mixed up the batter
And she licked the beater I scream, you scream We all scream for
her Don't even try Cause you can't ignore her She's my cherry
pie Cool drink of water Such a sweet suprise Tastes so good Make
a grown man cry Sweet cherry pie Oh yeah She's my cherry pie Put
a smile on your face Ten miles wide Looks so good Bring a tear
to your eye Sweet cherry pie Swingin' to the drums Swingin' to
guitar Swingin' to the bass In the back of my car Ain't got
money Ain't got no gas But we'll get where we're going If we
swing real fast I scream, you scream We all scream for her Don't
even try Cause you can't ignore her She's my cherry pie Cool
drink of water Such a sweet suprise Tastes so good Make a grown
man cry Sweet cherry pie Oh yeah She's my cherry pie Put a smile
on your face Ten miles wide Looks so good Bring a tear to your
eye Sweet cherry pie Swing it! All night long Swing it! (I'm a
trained professional) Swingin' in the bathroom Swingin' on the
floor Swingin' so hard Forgot to lock the door In walks her
daddy Standin' six foot four Said you ain't gonna swing With my
daughter no more She's my cherry pie Cool drink of water Such a
sweet suprise Tastes so good Make a grown man cry Sweet cherry
pie Oh yeah She's my cherry pie Put a smile on your face Ten
miles wide Looks so good Bring a tear to your eye Sweet cherry
pie Sweet cherry pie Yeah Swing it! ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7605349/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7605349/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 20:33:31 PST Hehe! I was told i would be hogtied and thrown to horny lunch laides if i gave up like a loser *laughs* Cant do that now can i!

I just got back from Tristan and Isolde! I loved it, horridly sad ending like we all knew would happen, but awesome all the same. And damn...Isolde gets banged enough to last you threw the movie, lol. Though it would have been more fun if my mum wasnt sitting next to me...maybe i would have enjoyed the sex a wee more lol. But yes GO see it. I dont normally go see flicks like this but hey, it was good!

YAY for Tristan and the hot Isolde!

~Night World!~



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

_ _ _ _ _


~ ~

We belong together,
like the open seas and shores.
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for.


The hammer may strike, be dead on the ground.
a net to my hand, a cross on his crown.
we're done if, who we're undone,
finished if who we are incomplete.
as one we are everything,
we are everything we need.

we belong together,
like the open seas and shores,
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for

What good is a life, with noone to share,
the light of the moon, the honor of a swear.
we can try to live the way in which you speak,
taste the milk of your mother earth's love,
spread the word of consciencness you see,
we are everything we need

We belong together,
like the open seas and shores.
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for.

All this indecision,
all this independent strength,
still, we've got our hearts on safe,
we've got our hearts on safe.

someday when you're lonley,
sometime,
somewhere lost in emptiness,
I hope you find this gift...
I hope you find this gift...
I hope you find this gift. ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7599869/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7599869/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 19:52:06 PST Hehe! I was told i would be hogtied and thrown to horny lunch laides if i gave up like a loser *laughs* Cant do that now can i!

I just got back from Tristan and Isolde! I loved it, horridly sad ending like we all knew would happen, but awesome all the same. And damn...Isolde gets banged enough to last you threw the movie, lol. Though it would have been more fun if my mum wasnt sitting next to me...maybe i would have enjoyed the sex a wee more lol. But yes GO see it. I dont normally go see flicks like this but hey, it was good!

YAY for Tristan and the hot Isolde!

~Night World!~



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

_ _ _ _ _


~ ~

We belong together,
like the open seas and shores.
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for.


The hammer may strike, be dead on the ground.
a net to my hand, a cross on his crown.
we're done if, who we're undone,
finished if who we are incomplete.
as one we are everything,
we are everything we need.

we belong together,
like the open seas and shores,
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for

What good is a life, with noone to share,
the light of the moon, the honor of a swear.
we can try to live the way in which you speak,
taste the milk of your mother earth's love,
spread the word of consciencness you see,
we are everything we need

We belong together,
like the open seas and shores.
wedded by the planet force,
we've all been spoken for.

All this indecision,
all this independent strength,
still, we've got our hearts on safe,
we've got our hearts on safe.

someday when you're lonley,
sometime,
somewhere lost in emptiness,
I hope you find this gift...
I hope you find this gift...
I hope you find this gift. ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7593700/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7593700/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 15:05:25 PST ~

The game of M.A.S.H. has seen your future!

You are destined to live in a Mansion in New York.
You will marry Angelina and raise 0 kid(s).
You will work as a Equine stunt girl and drive a Black Mustang!

Awesome! That was mine!!!

Go try it, fun fun ^ ^

[link]

_______

BTW...i was going to see it tonight...but my dads a cunt.

*cries* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7585997/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7585997/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 17:59:33 PST Hey, i mean they got that squishy gripper stuff on it ^ ^ *pops in mouth* Yea random creepy, i know

I also noticed as much as i hate school and such...that i have alot of horny guys who are madly attracted to me O.o

I mean it really dawned on me today.

I cant for the life of me see why? I dont find myelf to be a nice chummy outgoing person worth while of a guys time. Like 80% of my friends are horny guys of all ages...lol. I found it odd, i mean i dont see why they would want me. But hey i like the attention though! If they see sexah hot meat, im there babe! Its also funny as hell when they know you know that they like you more than just a friend and they act all retarded ^ ^ Hehe. Cracks me up man!

Well im going to beddy now, long day over...yet another to begin in no time at all *rolls eyes*

Urg...5pm calls me *cries*

*love + good thoughts of sheep jumpin a fence* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7581291/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7581291/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 08:43:12 PST

Better make me my Daniella/Fiona/Hewie porn for my birthday!!!!!

On another note, maybe i'll do more short stories ^ ^ Fun eh?!

Pass the time away........oh yesss.

Urg, gotta work on my English story...*kills self*

*love all* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7542232/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7542232/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 13:22:48 PST

made me the most beautiful pic in the whole land of dA. Made me cry it was soooo great! I thank you sooo much sugar, you made my day. Im going to print it out when i get to school tomorra *mines broke * and supa glue it to myself!!!!

Love yea pal! *snuggles*

On top of all the kisses and hugs from my buds at school, all the thoughtful comments and this pic i do feel the love ^ ^ good to see people are there to care for me Wav you guys!

For my birthday *cough, the 19...* I think im gonna try to do one of the tshirts where you send in a picture and they screen it or whatever. One of Mickey ^ ^

*sigh* I really still cant believe what has happend...im still in shock. I dont think im ever going to get over this horrid loss. He was my friend and very special to me. I didnt even get to see him before they did it. They could of called me. I would have ran all the way there to be with him....but they didnt becuase their fucks. Now i will never have the chance to see him again.

I guess i wont be able to buy him back after high school
Like i wanted to do so badly....

*sad puppyeyes* I have lost many friends this year. My grandfather in May, my friend Josh in June *suicide*, Pippin like a month ago and now Mickey......maybe im a jinx.

*I love+ miss you Mickey*

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

~I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG~

Your Bueatiful-James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Lalala lalala lalala lalala laaaaaa

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7537076/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7537076/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 15:57:56 PST
Im not in the best mood.... >.< Today sucked and im heading to bed early, blah blah...life sucks right now. 'Course...

I cant seem to find any info on my Mickey....I dont have his papers anymore but what i did find was this link with his sire/dam....

[link]hp=X4567

*sigh*
I really miss him. Im going to do some pix of him soon.

Other than that its been a boring Sat. like always.

Think i'll go work on Haunting Ground to blow off steam.

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7476725/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7476725/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 08:18:25 PST I am crushed and heart broken beyond help. Mickey rests in peace now. He died on New Years.

*Bless his soul and may he run free with angel wings.*

~~~~~~
Yea yea yea....
.....what if GOD was one of us....just a slob like one of us...just a stranger on the bus trying make his way home....trying to make his way home. back up to heaven all alone.....

~~~~~~

Idk i've been creepy and wierd these last two days...like i'll be trying to sleep in the darkness of my creepy room and i'll just start thinking about if God was real or what happends when you die...what its possibly like not BEING anymore.

...strange. i got all rapped up in thought i couldnt sleep cuase i thought i was goin to die, hahaha.

But then i was all scared thinking about loosing my parents someday and how i couldnt live without my mum who is my best friend in the entire empty world. Im all sad....and freaked out.



I surely hope there is a God and a heaven somewhere......

If not alot of people are going to be lost....

__________________ ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7446950/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7446950/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 08:50:38 PST Gawd....this whole vacation i've been going to bed anytime from 1:30am----on. Im tired *well yea...* And my coffee tastes like shit too >.< Think i'll make somemore.

Dreading going back to school next week....you have no idea. I can feel the shit already happening....*Noooooo*

Im trying really...really hard to get my mum+asshole father to get me a new computer...i need a new scanner too because i flipped over the summer and broke it....i believe "smashed" is the word. I was pissed, put it as that. I didnt mean to kill it....lol. I bought it anyway....*growls*

*Random thought*
Awwww, Merry is laying on the floor on his back with his paws curled and he looks sooo cute!!! Well...kinda looks dead too but we wont go there ^ ^

I need a job....yet i dont feel like comitting to another yet. Hannaford sucked...that was hell on earth if i eva saw it...*shudders*

Still need a car....well....i still need to take "drivers" too. im soo behind in life.......

Need to clean the house again....arg. I hate cleaning alot. Im a very tidy person most of the time....but i hate cleaning other ppls messes. its retarded...people suck ass. *smacks em*

Mum must take me out....i need to go shopping for the basics. Just shower crap, razors, toothpaste, tampons... some makeup *running low*. Ooo, i need cat food too *looks down at Merry and Pete staring....* Going "veggie" has sucked....but it seemes to be working alot. i work out like 10-20min a day. I feel lots better Healthy! YaY.

Well enough rants...im gonna go clean the house up while the twats in the living room watch tv...take a shower, get ready and than be back on to draw. I need soemthing new about my shitty "art" My mum was pissed because i said i was going to give it up last night. Soooo now i have to try doing soemthing different. Idk what, but hey....try is key here.... O.O

*hugs+love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7442303/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7442303/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 18:00:39 PST
LOST is on in like 5 minutes I havent watched it in weeks!!!!

Im so like...*leg humping* happy!

I have some pix to put up that are late gift things.....>.<

~~~~

I had the strangest dream last night.....

I wont say names, just because im afraid of who reads...lol

But yea, it was about a girl from school whom i dont think too fondly of.....we were....like....having a *lusting* time....O.o

It was the most wierdest thing ever....i dont even like her...or do I????

I cant remember the ones from the other night i said i was going to write down Oh well......

Last nights was swell enough right ^ ^

Well...all i do remember was that it had to do with a teacher from school and his house...... T T dont ask i couldnt tell yea.

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7432720/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7432720/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 15:51:41 PST

kinda bored....well no, im REALLY bored. *sigh*

Listening to some tunes....maybe i'll more HG arts.
Dunno O.o

I had some weird ass dreams last night, i'll have to write them down so people can ask themselves what i smoke Ha...heehee...har.

I'll take requests....huh, maybe i'll even do em ^ ^

*love*

_________

~Tourniquet~

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?


I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation
I want to die

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7423521/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7423521/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 14:53:11 PST Awesome horse/dragon/fantasy stuffs!

****DarkDragon7****


Chloe, your awesome girl!

~~~

I feel lots better now that today is done. I've been dancing around in my bra and undies to "Invincible"

"WE cant afford to be innocent...its a do or DIE situation!"

I was raised on MTV....mum drove 80's into my head, and i luff em!


Pix to come, i hope!



*dances*

This bloody road remains a mystery.
This sudden darkness fills the air.
What are we waiting for ?
Won't anybody help us ?
What are we waiting for ?
We can't afford to be innocent
stand up and face the enemy.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
This shattered dream you cannot justify.
We're gonna scream until we're satisfied.
What are we running for ? We've got the right to be angry.
What are we running for when there's nowhere we can run to anymore ?
We can't afford to be innocent
stand up and face the enemy.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
And with the power of conviction there is no sacrifice.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
Won't anybody help us ?
What are we running for when there's nowhere
nowhere we can run to anymore ?
We can't afford to be innocent
stand up and face the enemy.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
And with the power of conviction there is no sacrifice.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
We can't afford to be innocent
stand up and face the enemy.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
We can't afford to be innocent
stand up and face the enemy.
It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible. ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7421323/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7421323/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 09:37:50 PST
I feel like it....

Not very happy today, its raining. Mums at work...dads an asshole.

I miss my mum Im bored, and i want to draw but everything comes out like crap, so why bother?

Blah.......I wanna go play Haunting Ground, but my head hurts and my father is being weird upstairs cutting things????? O.o Scary....lol

Okay now im really freaked out....He's scaring me, im not even going to bother going up there....*hides*

Okay....

Im sad.

Its raining its pouring.....Sam feels like shit in the morning!

I think i'll go take a shower and maybe...maybe...get dressed for the day. OMG, i know....strange.....

Olivia is a pain in my ass....*shoots her*

"Come onnnnn i wanna go play HG...pwease!!!!!"

*shoots self*

HELP ME
~~~

*love* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7414512/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7414512/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 14:13:32 PST
Oooooo, im fat! What a fun day, geez!

I got loads of neato stuffs. Liv *my sister* and myself were playing the coolest game ever!!!! Haunting Ground of course! God i love this game.

Hope you all got cool stuffs too! And lots of food and wav!

I plan on doing some fanart for Haunting Ground soon. Also i want to draw Sabortooth kitties, make some charrys...idk.

Livy killed Fiona.....*cries* So now i have to go beat her!

________________________________________ _____________

Darkdragon7! I'll draw you a pic too for being awesome! Lemme know what you wish for darling!


****

I cant wait for tomorrow! Im going *veggie*! I know...who would think that? But yea, i need to work out more. I feel all lazy and not very good. Im not fat, but i like to be in shape

Starts tomorra!!!!!! Yay for me!!!!

Love you all!

Merry Christmas *like you havent heard it enough, right...lol* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7400659/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7400659/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:29:07 PST
Merry Christmas Eve Everyone!

*********
"With the Morning Light, got your mind in sight....."

If anyone knows a site that has Trumans lyrics to "Morning Light" i would hug you to death! I cant find 1 T.T



*********
Bow down!

Bow down!

Before the power of San-ta!

Or be crushed!

BE crushed!

Byyyyyyy, his jolly boots of DOOM! ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7375756/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7375756/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 18:06:51 PST I watched Anger Management when i got home today. I forgot how funny that movie is

I feel pretty / oh, so pretty / oh, so pretty and witty and...gay...

~~~~~~~

Stacy: Uh, we're in the adult film industry, and, we're lovers.

Gina: Yeah.

Stacy: So Gina was having sex with this guy Meelo which was totally cool cause it was in the script.

Gina: So we invited him back to the house because we like a little variety...

Stacy: I look up and see Gina kissing Meelo on the MOUTH which is not cool, because it violates our threesome code of ethics!

Gina: So Stacy bit my toe off.

Stacy: Then Meelo starts yelling, calling me a crazy skank...

Gina: And nobody talks to my bitch that way.

Stacy: That's right.

Gina: So I stapled his lips SHUT.

Dave: Well, we've all... been there. ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7357100/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7357100/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 17:54:57 PST

Got home at 3...went to bed because i felt like poop and just got up now at err...8:30ish. I REALLY dont feel like getting up tomorra!!!

~~~~
I have to get cracking on my christmas piccys! Yeesh, i hate being lazy and behind in something!!! Im in a hole, but i'll get em dun ^^

I started on my bestest pal's piccy RAMALA! *snuggles* Should be done soon Rams!

Im pleased she saw Narnia! Everyone go see it! Yay ^^

Im trying to do a pic for all my other friends/watches/and watchers because they are all so great and awesome! Time hates me though

~~~~

Oh and about the pink on my ass....I have pink blotches on my BUM! I think my jeans are dead. I dont have anything pink? WTH? *sigh*

*starts blotching bum of jeans*

I spilt my hot chocolate on my bed too LOL...oh man who needs tv when you got this much going on huh?!

~~~~

Huh, i dont see Merry anywhere around my 'puter.... I must find my child! Dumb kitty is prolly out side in the cold-darkness of doom! I must find him!

Hope all is well with everyone!

Wav you guys!!!


----------------------------------------------------------~



I'm afraid it's been too long to try to find the reasons why
I let my world close in around a smaller patch of fading sky
But now I've grown beyond the walls to where I've never been
And it's still winter in my wonderland

I'm waiting for the world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colors come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone

I close my eyes and try to see the world unbroken underneath
The farther off and already it just might make the life I lead
A little more than make-believe when all my skies are painted blue
And the clouds don't ever change the shape of who I am to You

I'm waiting for the world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colors come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone

When I catch the light of falling stars my view is changing me
My view is changing me

I'm waiting ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7333981/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7333981/ Sat, 17 Dec 2005 05:37:51 PST
*staggers downstairs. trips over cat. makes coffee*

*crawls over to computer chair* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7325884/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7325884/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 08:09:49 PST
Im happy!

I hate school!

Im free for now!

Yay!

T'is Friday!

I have to clean the house before my mum comes home from work!

Maybe i'll draw!

I want to rent a movie!

Im cold!

I just watched the creepiest game trailer in the world!

Haunting Ground is awesome!

If i draw like i plan, I'll do Hewie!

Love darlings!
~huggles~ ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7308647/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7308647/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 10:42:44 PST
I was watching SNL and the Buffy chick was on and she was doing a Christina Agulaira (sp?) music video...a chick said something about a Christina burn on their neck from her humping them too hard...lol

god...being deathly sick makes my head all screwy...i found it funny though.

Oi...sick since monday. i cant talk my gland things are all huge and i cant eat anything. Dizzy and cold too. I hope i feel better by tomorrow cause i cant miss any more school...im screwed as it is.

Cant thing of anything else besides this. Eh, yea...I think im gonna go back to bed.

*grabs throat* *hack-cough*

Hope everyone else is doing better than myself!

~xoxo friends~ ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7268029/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7268029/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 19:02:43 PST
Beautiful. Just so flawless and dreamily true. This movie was complete heaven from begining to end...We were all so stunned at the end of the movie, its so moving and everything was so perfect. Music was soul sturring, CG effects were drop dead beautiful: Aslan was my dream come true, he was gorgous and emotionaly intoxicating. As a whole, the movie is in my mind was better the the Lord of the Ring's films...i know...jaw dropping huh. "Oscars" will have fun with this one for sure. Seeing this favourite story of mine in such glory made my life seem better some how. Everything is just beautiful now. Narnia has opened a door to me i guess ^ ^

*SPOILERS*

IF you have read the book or seen the animated/ BBC version of the Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe you will know the beautiful-sadness of this scene played out to see rather than read.

Aslan's night walk to the White Witch for his death was so sturring in this movie. I had tears dribbling the whole time from the moment Susan and Lucy follow him to the time he returns to the awesome battle scene.

All so well done.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I know people thought i was crazy at the mall. It was basicly empty...and as soon as the movie ended i ran like a nut all the way to the MusicStore to grab the soundtrack. The score in the movie was beautilful but the CD doesnt come out till the 13. This one i got was all music inspired by the movie. REALLY awesome well known Christian artists preform bold very "Narnia" songs that are to die for. Im in love with the cd for gods sake. Comes with a beautiful poster of Aslan himself in his glory.

So seeing the movie is VERY well worth it. The soundtrack is also a good buy. I plan on getting the PS2 game for Christmas too.

If i can find "Chronicles" toys/stuffys i'll prolly grab them too, hehe.

I would love to get a huge Aslan stuffy, like almost full size. I would kill for that God help my crazy soul!

Goodnight sweeties!
*curls up to Aslan--snuggles--sleeps in peace*

"...But the lion is an angel. Wise eyes. That see the core of me." ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7255935/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7255935/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 13:19:53 PST
I HATE winter, and to top it all off its going to snow like 8" tonight/tomorra. And i bet YOU that i wont even get a snow day...

Im going to see Narnia tomorrow! I shall review it the second i get home. *pets Aslan*

Still have pix to do.

Im almost done my book---been reading it for about 4 days. So good!

Hoping to do something with my bestest buddy this weekend.

I want to rent My Summer of Love over the weekend.

And other than that nothing is new for me.

I feel like playing video games in my dark cold room...hehe maybe i'll get lucky and not freeze to death up there.

hugs ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7231037/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7231037/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 16:33:23 PST
I should make a list or something. They will get done someday, lol.

If i said i would make you a pic...would you be so kind as to remind me

Much thanks!

Things are going alright here. Same old same old... I've got "my last breath" on the brain heh. Since ma and pops arent here i think im gonna steal the tub...we got jets ^ ^...*wink wink* Yay whirlpool tubs are awesome. Fun fun! Its so cold here i might just go boil for a while. Bed doesnt sound too bad either.

Got to run!

Goodbye my darlings! *pounce, hugs all* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7191978/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7191978/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 06:22:18 PST
~Tristan & Isolde~
Looks so fucking good, watch the trailer NOW!

They play "Going Under"-Evanescence in the trailer *eeeee*

If you like epic love type of movies i think you would enjoy this.

[link]

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And since im on the topic of movies.....

-Aeon Flux comes out tomorrow

-Next Friday Narnia comes out

-Jan 6 BloodRayne

-Jan 13 Tristan & Isodle

-Jan 20 UnderWorld: Evolution ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7174786/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7174786/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 08:18:05 PST ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7166044/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7166044/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 09:41:54 PST
To dream about sex, refers to the psychological completion and the integration of contrasting aspects of the Self. You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. Alternatively and a more direct interpretation of the dream, may be your libido's way of telling you that it's been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love.

To dream about sex with someone other than your spouse or significant other, suggests dissatisfaction with the physical side of your relationship. On the other hand, it may be harmless fantasy. In such situations, you may find that you are less inhibited sexually and you can even bring that sense of adventure to your existing relationship.

To dream that you are having sex with an ex or someone who is not your current mate, denotes your reservations about embarking in a new relationship or situation. You may feel nervous about exposing yourself or currently feel a resurgence of those old emotions and feelings that you felt back when you and your ex were together. Believe it or not, it is not uncommon for people approaching their wedding to experience especially erotic adventures with partners other than their intended spouses. This may be due to the intensity of your sexual passion with your fiancé. It also relates to the new roles that you will be taking on and the uncertainty that that may bring.

If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are having sex with someone of the same sex, signifies not necessarily homosexual desire, but an expression of greater self love and acceptance. You need to be in better touch of your feminine or masculine side.

To dream that you are the opposite sex, suggests that you exhibit or need to incorporate those qualities of the opposite sex. Ask yourself, how do you feel being a man or a woman? In what ways can you incorporate those feelings into your waking life.
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From dreamoods.com

thought it was cool...mostly because of that last one i had...lol ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7151657/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7151657/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 17:49:46 PST Ohhhh why is it that nothing good works for me...i mean just simple things, damn it all.....

Things like this guy you thought cared about but really doesnt give a shit leaves you hanging for the dogs to rip apart.

Stuff like simply feeling loved.....

Basicly being important in some way to more than just family....

Being lonely, having artist block, lack of energy, always tired and bored....having your cat get hit by a car....selling your horse....parents trying to move you 5 states away from yor life....keeping relationships going, trying to be happy.....crawling through every day by your fingernails.

aww boo....

*thinks happy thoughts*----*pats kitty*----*meditates*

*growls*
Arg...and school monday, shit man....*dies* ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7134247/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7134247/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 16:21:09 PST
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?


I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation
I want to die

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide
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Yeep, I have listened to this song at least 50 times today! Emotional little me, no? Oh yessss.......

*watches Merry stare at door*
We have like 5" of new snow and i am not letting my kitty outside no mater how much he screams!!!!!!

Gosh im bored...maybe i shall doodle somemore.

Later ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7122977/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7122977/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:07:54 PST
Im eat gonna eat till i get fat, then sleep and watch movies till i fall asleep again! Weeee Whoooo!!!

So everyone have a Happy Thanksgiving! *dances*
Because i said to! ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7095098/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7095098/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 08:45:25 PST
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She was alone, and depressed in a strange new world. Moving had been a nightmare from the start leaving all her friends, loves and memories. Life seemed too short and complicated to start a-new.

Her family moved to beautiful development in a quite,sunny town not far from the more cityish setting of Maryland. Life was made out to be content and better here. But not for her....

One morning she woke before her parents and sisters and took a walk through the warm wet grass to the large inground pool on the far side of the small development of pretty houses and perfect mowed lawns. Along with her she brought her small white dog Zac. Trotting though the grass making her way to the pool she stopped and sat down on the edge of the water, Zac along side panting. There were three people in the pool already. A pretty shapely girl around her age and two boys beating on eachother splashing her.

"Ohhh, what a cute doggie." came a meek voice.Suprised i jumped startled, and formed a fake half smile to please the old couple who stopped petting Zac.

I said nothing, faking my smile still staring at the ground. The three in the pool stopped and watched me. Pale skin blushing slightly i looked away from them.

"Terra! He's something! Gooood boy, good now..." The old lady said. I assumed she was speaking to the girl in the pool because she looked up and smiled. She began to make her way over through the water.

"Your from that family who just moved in from New Hampshire arent you? You like it here?" Rinkles said smiling boldly, her old face beaming with life.

"Ohh, ah yea..yeah its great. Really nice here." I lyed. Terra popped up from the water to pat Zac, her skin gleaming in the sunlight.

"Hey boy! Awww, yeah" Terra began as she worked over Zac scratching wildly. I watched, suddenly seeing how close she was to me. I felt out of place.

I faked another and looked away. The old couple waved and went on their way leaving me with this girl alone. I looked back at her. She was staring at me. I got a tingle of fright in my gut and looked away, but soon i returned to her eyes. She wasnt looking at me....more like into me. Her blue eyes looking deeply into my animal green.

I stopped becoming abit unsettled and pulled my black hair out of my face.

"Are you happy...." I stopped stunned. Unsure of how to answer i looked back into her eyes.

"What?"
"Are you really happy?" She said again, smile over her face.
I looked down again, feeling open and unsure. My brow narrowed and i looked up.
"No.....no im not at all." She sat beside me still watching me.

"You must miss your friends huh."
"So much i cant even begin to say....I feel so alone here. I basicly have nothing to be happy about anymore."

She smiled again. Glancing sideways i caught her gaze. She put her hand on mine. I looked up.

"Your not as alone as you think...Come on." She pulled me onto my feet, our painted black nails imprinting our flesh. She was a good foot taller than me. Her dark hair down to her midback. I stopped staring and turned to look to where she was pulling me to.

We stared to walk around the neat side paths and trails around the pretty houses, just talking for what seemed like forever.

*I cant remember what happended here* Some how me get really close over time.....

One night Terra brought me to the pool to swim with her. She loved the water. I threw my stuff to the side as she lept into the water splashing me. I laughed and hopped in too.

Nothing was really said between us. We just swam and circled the pool. I closed my eyes and floated.

Suddenly warmth on my lips stunned me and i opened my eyes. Terra....

I was stunned and happy yet so messed up i didnt know how to react. Going with the flow i pushed back into her opening and taking in her tongue, playing....I sat up in the water and held her curvy sides in my hands. She dug her hands in my wet hair and pulled back to see me. She smiled staring into my eyes licking her lips. I smiled back and began to kiss around her neck, rapping myself around her body. I made my way around her curves and naked middle.

*yeah and scene continues on...more sexual. I have to hurry it up before my parents get back, lol* So basicly Sex Sex and Sex....

So yeah...that was my dream ^.^ And for you slow people....that girl was me....i have no clue who the hell that Terra girl is...

Maybe sometime i will write a story to go with this. Im so interested to see who this Terra is! Maybe this is a future flash thin... ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7015384/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/7015384/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 04:55:37 PST Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool

(c) Amy Lee/Evanescence


I plan on putting up lyrics that are basic issues in everyones life...including things in my own. Meaningful things to listen to if you wish to download these awesome tunes. Amy Lee's voice moves me so much. It sounds kinda corny but her beautiful and very soul sturring music makes me happy inside *hugs self* She is my altime fave! Go AMY.

Also if you plan on seeing "Narnia" you should remind yourself that Amy is the one who sings the spine tingling theme song of the film. She has a cameo!!! Playing a char. who dies...very moving *winks*

So go download some Amy and have a nice day!

*Art may be posted sometime soon.... ]]> ~EquusSpirit http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/6959527/ http://EquusSpirit.deviantart.com/journal/6959527/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:16:57 PST
To start....last Sat. my beautiful baby died. Im not sure if Pippin had any pix on dA...if not i should find some and make it all purty for him. He was my kitty--only one yo. We still have his brother Merry, but im still very heart broken for him. He was hit by a car on rt. 16. I held his little bloody head and cried. He was the runt of the litter of barn cats-but he was the pretty one, almost blue looking.

Enough of that before i cry...

I had to get out of work because i was so upset and crying. I think i have to go in today, but im afriad to call. I might not even have a job anymore....

School sucked too.

So thats my aweful week...i am the weakest link...so good bye! ]]> ~EquusSpirit