http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ErisYao&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ErisYao en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 10:06:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/28153432/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/28153432/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:26:25 PST Nothing much is actually happening right now. School marches on... I passed the mid-term test. Never though I'd do that, felt like it was an absolute fail... So it's a great relife.

Ad I found this 1600-style dress in a second hand store. It's huge, so I have to refit it so I can wear it, and then I just need to modify it a bit... then I have my next cosplay. I'm so happy about that.

So... Other than that.. nothing much is going on.
....
.....

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/27331158/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/27331158/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 00:38:43 PDT
How the HELL (pardon my bad language) can it be so %"#%##€ dirty??? Always!!!!


The floor is smeared with I-don't-want-to-know-what, there is left over food everywhere at the table, floor, stove, there is cigarette ash all over (despite the fact that we are not alowed to smoke indoors) and there is a mountain of unwashed dish in the sink, and a mountain of week old clean dish in the dish rack.
It's just simply amazing how seven grown up people can't keep their living area clean. I am now seriously considering moving. Either to the other building of my dorm (where the people seem to know how to clean (except for floor 2, where they are more disgusting than anyone)... wonder why my place's people cant...) or to a whole other dorm. There is another one called Kalmars which seems nice, plus it's about five minutes walk to school from there. If I'm slow...

Hope I wont get some sort of food poisoning when I'm forced to cook in this €"%€/%R@ dirty kitchen of ours.
'Cuse I won't clean it for them again!! I will not be forced to tidy up someone else's mess. I have done that enough!!!

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/27142291/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/27142291/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 22:38:40 PDT Why is that?

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/24713778/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/24713778/ Tue, 12 May 2009 01:03:21 PDT I asked do draw Kadaj and his brothers in a brotherly relationship, where the elder two takes care of a slightly vulnerble Kadaj. And I got this wonerful picture, I love it!! Do check it out!!
[link]

Further on I'm stressed, as there is a big speech coming up this Friday and I HATE doing speeches, as I get all nervous and shaky. I'll probably get the brain freeze and forget all.

and I have dropped a big plastic box on my foot so I have one friggin big bruise...

And I just Failed at making scones for breakfast.. T_T Didn't have much baking powder, so I was doing half a dough. And forgets that, so I add the whole amount of butter. Still, poor as I am I cant get myself tho throw it away, and as it's not exactly that much of a mistake, they are still eatable, I bake them. The tasted OK. Looked OK. Where way to fat though. But what should I do, I had nothing else for breakfast.

And tonight is the eurovision song contest. Go Malena Ernaman!!!
She's my Idol. No, honestly! She is awesome! I got tickets for her concert at my birthday. God, am I happy! It'll be awesome!!

and lastly, I just wanna say: Nitwit! Blubber! Oddment! Tweak!

Have a nice day.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/24340703/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/24340703/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 10:08:14 PDT So, first sighn of life in a long time today. Sorry to say, I don't have that much to post or say or anything. Life is ticking on in it's own impossible pace as usual.

Take care, all you out there.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/22773328/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/22773328/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 02:15:31 PST ME!!!
I got it two days ago togeather with a pair of ultra neet loudspeakers for my computer.
So i'm still figuring the tablet, but it's great!!
I wont give up working traditionally, my copics would just go wasted, but y tablet is great to!!!!

YAY!!!
So happy!!!
^^

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/22008458/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/22008458/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 01:44:17 PST
I recived a thing I'd like to call chain-mail (I have no idea what it is called in english), a mail about something they want you to keep on sending to others to have it going, to get people to do something or what ever.
AND I HATE THEM!!!
I hate those kind of mails with the whole of my heart!!!
I hate hate hate hate hate!!! Them!! (To quote our deer Kefka)

No offenc to you who sent it to me though. This isn't your fault. So don't let it get to you. I'm just having a rant of anger because I'm embarrased like hell. OK^^

I cant belive why people send those things, why they start them.
So. some days ago I got one about a virus threatening to erase an entire harddisk... And I don't know why I didn't erase it as soon as I saw it was a chain-mail, as I usually do. I never send them on. Exept this friggin time!!!! Why the h**ll did I do that??? WHY??
I must have goten a sudden case of bad jugement and burned my brains active cells. I sent it on to my friends!!!
God, they must laugh at me!! Hate me!! I'll never hear the end of it. Especially since most of my friends are computer experts. I got two rather annoyed mails back both stating that they hated chain-mails and that this thing was, like all else of these things, fake.
And I don't want more of those mails!!!

AND I DON'T WANT CHAIN-MAILS!!!!!!!
SO if you ever get the idea to send one to me, forget it. Don't you dare!!! Especilly not if it's something stupid like this!!!


I'm so embarrased I want to go hide in a dark cave for some hundred years until people have forgotten me!! I don't want to hear this from any of my friends!!!! I wish I had never sent them. I wish I knew why I DID send them.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!! AGGJDFLNjöad öjabdvvöd!!!! *Angry fit*

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/21778021/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/21778021/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 04:24:56 PST And what worse is, there is no end to the madness. No end to it.
I have been trying to stand tall, shrug worries and sadness from my shoulders for maybe, oh I don't know. It's coming and going all the time. But I'm feeling the weight of all the thoughs and worries more and more, and it has become more difficult to shake it all of lately.
And now I think I have reached my limit. I'm crumbling beneath the weight of all I carry. And I now carry it without support. That's what I fear. That's where the problem lays.
I have no one to turn to. The two I love, the two I feel I could turn to, wanted to turn to is unreachable.
But God, I need them!!! I just want someone to curl up to and hug them until all goes away. I want someone to scratch my back.
Everybody has got a limit to how much trials they can take, and sadly, I'm at my limit now.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/20679505/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/20679505/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 01:14:02 PDT
University is stealing my life!!!!!
And gives me a horrible cold. My throat is dead. I sound like... I don't know.... Crap. Really. Luckily I had my audition for the Student theatre the yesterday so I don't have to bother really. Eccept that I will do no god on the speaking lessons.

Ok. So in general?
University is great, my dorm corridor is full of wonderful people and I'm having a ball.
And studying goes great. I was actually told not to come to some of the lessons because I knew to much, so for two weeks I was free from three lessons.

So, untill next time.
Bye.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/20211631/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/20211631/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 00:56:06 PDT ^^
It's been a while. I know, I 'm really crapy at updating anything on this page. But I blame it fully on my job who stole my free life, my friends who stole my will and the university who stole my patience. Oh and our new scaner is also a reason. It i so ?%&€"€€@ bad!!! Thats why I haven't updated my page in a while.
And sadly there won't be much of an improvement.
Why??
Because I'm moving this Sunday. Which means I won't have access to my familys scaner any more, and probably will be too busy to visit the internet until my life is settled somewhat.

From today will be mostly cleaning up my room, packing boxes and throwing away old stuff. Loads of fun..
haha....
But still
I'm mooving!!! I hae my keys here!! Isn't it wonderfull!!
^^

Have a nice day.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/17709935/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/17709935/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:17:08 PDT So I have a mission for you!

If you know any really good Final Fantasy VII fanfiction that is about the Turks (Including Rufus) or Kadaj & co...
Give it to me!!!!
Give me a link, or directions on how I find them.
I'm picky, but if you know any, send them. I'll read them.
They can be angst, romance, fluff or any.

As for pairings, these I like:
Tseng+Elena (Number 1 on my list!!! The one and only pairing to be honest)
Elena+Rufus (Is OK as long as it is in character)
Reno+Elena (If it's really good)
Reno+Rude (hehe, yes^^)
Reno+Rufus (If it's really good. But honestly, Reno+ Rude is better)

What I don't like:
Tseng+Rufus
Tseng+Reno
Elena+Rude

Further on:
Kadaj and Co are brothers, so love relations (Aside from brotherly love) between them are... Well, I'm really really picky. So in those cases send me the good ones only.
No OC fics please.
No random pairings, like Elena+Zid (WTF??). Keep them inside ShinRa/Turk. Tifa+Rude is Acceptable though.

Still, If you very much insist I should read a story that doesn't apply on these prefered pairings/people, sent it anyway and I'll look at it^^.

Thanks^^

Oh, and I have gotten a job!!!!!! YAY!!!!! I can start living again!! Hurray!!

My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/17522190/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 08:49:06 PDT How's life?
My life is sorting itself out nicely now^^ Yay for that!!!
I almost have a good job. That is great!! Need the money badly.
And I am planning for a live roleplaying game that takes place in May, and I'm looking forward to it so much I'm already bouncing around sqeeking. Poor my friends who'll have to drag my role around. She is gooing to be afraid of more or less everything (especially the leaders of the troop and the elder soldiers), have a horrible selfconfidence, be silent most of the time and when she speaks she'll be stammering. Real fun!
And my drivers licence is getting really close now. I have the final theory test in mid April. Hope I pass it.

My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!


]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/17166085/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/17166085/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:41:45 PST Might be because I'm closing in on my drivers licence really fast now....
Or because y job situation has started to look beter...
Or because my drawing are getting back on track and I find it fun again.
Or it is just because of my wonderful friends who made my weekend so absolutely wonderful!!! You give me my life energy back everytime I get to see you! Why do I have to live so far away from you guys?!

Not even the fact that I got soaked to the bones today while biking home from town could take my good mod away.
(It was the most wonderful morning with sunshine and birds singing... and three hours later it was just pouring down snow and raindrops the size of ping pong balls... ><. Do you think I had brought any raincoat?)



My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16826457/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16826457/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 01:50:03 PST A new update for you all.
I was on a testjob this saturday. It went all well in my oppinion. As well as i could, seeing how it was the first time I was there. Naturally, I didn't know where anything were or exactly what food they served, but I learned, and I think I have a fair chance of geting a job ther. Just as fair as any other person.
An I love the place's atmosphere. And the people working there is so sweet and nice. The girl who helped me most eve drove me to Malmo efterwards so I didn't have to wait for a bus, and got to my friends house earlier^^

So... they'll call me this week and tel my how it went^^

OH.. And I was tagged by


1 . YOUR REAL NAME:

Emelie

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)

Emizzle

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

Black Hawk (whoot?? Sound more like my assasin name XD)

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)

Sanem (now thats cool actually..)

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)

Lime Latte (WTF?? Ewwww...)

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)

Mnhaielom (...)

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)

Ingrid Ricard

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)

Black Frida (ehhhhhh..... Not cool.. not cool at all!!)

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1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory (that means random) facts about themselves
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts
4. In the end tag and name 8 people
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged

1. I have a bad toothace... ><
2. I sing opera
3. I have a BIG romantic side, and would die out of happiness if my future boyfriend would sing me serrenades outside my balcony.
4. I have never had a fight with my brother. Ever!
5. I once dreamt that my neighborhood was part of WoW and every person I met had HP bar and MP bars above their head, and that a small glove floted in my view al the tim. and every time m father whanted to talk to me he had a "!" above his head. And I never even owned a WoW.
6. I have cosplayed Kuja from Final Fantasy IX.
7. I own lets see...16 different music instruments. Or rather.. my family does. I only own three of them.
8. I bake bread for the fun of it!!

(And I'm actually against chainletters and such. so I wot tagt any people... Just some.. The rest, do his if you feel like it^^)

My friends
~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16764093/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16764093/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:10:04 PST I'm somewhat back on track. Things are settling and getting etter, and i'm feeling a lot better now. So slowy slowly I'm getting back to my old self.

Yesterday I was at an job-interwiew.
It all started realy crappy, with the entire Malmö-aerea sudenly without power to run the trains... So I was stranded for almost an hour at some god-forsaken place where the train had stopped, until I managed to get on one of the crowded busses (I wasn't the only train passenger whanting to get on the bus) then I had to stand all the way to the stop where I was to take another bus. And then I had to wait for that next bus for half an hour. Plus the busride to the interwiew, which took half an hour.
SO!! Instead for beeing half an hour early to the interwiew, as I had planned, I was one hour late!!! Wonderfull!
But, I had called the place so they new, and I got to the interwiew and It was nice. Nice people who understood why I was angry and tired!! (Damn train-service!!) I stuttered a bit, which I do when I get really nerveus, but all in all, I was sattesfied when I left.

At 7 o'clock that same evening the people from the interwiew called me, asking if I whanted to try working one night.
So, this saturday I'm working from 1600 to 2400!!!

I'm crying here!! Crying out of pure happyness!
I still might not get the job, but they whant to see me work, and I have a fair chance^^ That it the furthest I have gone on the way of getting a job since I started searching for a new one.

*Jumps around laughing like mad*


My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16638093/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16638093/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:02:40 PST
And Further on, I close the contest now, since nobody exept seems interested.

and lastly, some random things I stole from

9 first:

-First best friend: Ann-Lousie who lived three houses away^^
-First imaginary friends: Don't remember if I ever had one...
-First pet's name: Frida
-First piercing: One in each ear, at seven.
-First crush: Whoa... I'm supposed to remember who I had a crush on... Well. Could be Eric. But we were young.. So i guess a guy named Joacim...
-First CD: Either Spice Girls.. Or one of the cursed Smurf Hits ><
-First car: None yet.
-First school: Errarp
-First kiss: No idea!

9 last:

-Last time you smoke: Never done, never will.
-Last food you ate: Porrige for breakfast
-Last car ride: Yesterday, when I drove home from coire tgeather with my father.
-Last movie you watched: PotC: At worlds end.
-Last phone call: Um... To m father, yesterday.. to se where he was after the coire ended.
-Last CD you listened to: Not counting the one I'm listening to now? Eric Gadd
-Last bubble bath you took: No idea! Loooooooong ago.
-Last song you listened to: No clue what its called.
-Last fight: Probably my father.. about me not finding any jobb (he thinks it easy...)

8 have you ever...
-Have you ever date a best friend: Em... Well... Would be Mzale... exept for e realised we were more like siblings then lovers... the it ended there.
-Have you ever been arrested: No!
-Have you ever skinny dipped: Hahah! what a question. Yes I have XD
-Have you ever been on TV: Em.. Well, not exacly me... but I was in a coire hat was on this huge TV music gala-thinge...
-Have you ever kissed someone and regretted: Yes and No... Well.... Yes. And no....
-Have you ever cheated on your BF/GF: God forbid NO! That is the lowest you can do!
-Have you ever been on a blind date: Nope
-Have you ever Been out of the country: Oh Yes! Whant me to count?

7 things you are wearing:
-Hairtie
-Shirt from Japan
-Skirt
-Stockings
-A black linnen.
-Underwear
-Underwear

6 Things you've done today:
-Eaten brekfast
-Got dressed
-Done the dishes
-Hung the laundry
-Baked bread
-Recycled paper and plastic

4 people you most trust (no specific order)
-Mzale
-Filli
-Pippin
-My brother

3 choices...
-Latte over espresso
-Sushi over Pizza
-Fool over boring

2 things before you die:
-Se the Phantom of the opera on stage in London
-Go to Japan together with Filli and Pippin^^

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16397385/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16397385/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 03:40:50 PST My job interveiw was torture and I didn't get the job. Am as poor as a slave during the middevial times and the only possitive thing around me right now is that I'll get my computer bck from the ensurance company after I mannaged to pur coffee in it (while I was looking fo a job on a job site!!!!! Isn't that just ironic?? The world is against me)

I just whant to go to bed, sleep and wake up from whatever horrible dream my life is right now.


The contest continiues:

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment… You still qualify.

Copy the part above into your journal.

My rules for this is:
I whant a feeling, Like happyness, anger, sadness, love... anything.
Then I whant two situations of a choise in wich the feeling fits in.
And then a character to be in the said situation. Your own character or another persons character (Like someone from Neath Note, Naruto or Yami no Matsuei... shortly.. do you whant a fanart och an art of your own character)

Remember that when you do this YOU decide the rules.

# 1: LadyProphet
# 2: open
# 3: open
# 4: open
# 5: open
# 6: open
# 7: open
# 8: open
# 9: open
#10: open


My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16338466/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16338466/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 02:21:38 PST So here goes^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment… You still qualify.

Copy the part above into your journal.

My rules for this is:
I whant a feeling, Like happyness, anger, sadness, love... anything.
Then I whant two situations of a choise in wich the feeling fits in.
And then a character to be in the said situation. Your own character or another persons character (Like someone from Neath Note, Naruto or Yami no Matsuei... shortly.. do you whant a fanart och an art of your own character)

Remember that when you do this YOU decide the rules.

# 1: LadyProphet
# 2: open
# 3: open
# 4: open
# 5: open
# 6: open
# 7: open
# 8: open
# 9: open
#10: open


And I'm having a job intervew tomorrow, and I'm freaking out thanks to my nervs!! I really really really whant this job!!!

My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/16070250/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:17:51 PST MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
I whish you all the best of times, a joyfull hollyday and a wonderful party.
Thanks for this year, and may next year be filled with even more art!!


My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!


]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15925830/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15925830/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 02:26:48 PST It's just that everything has turned false in some way...
I'm having no job, which makes me all locked up in my parents house, no money to go see friends, no money to pay my bills nothing... All I do I have to rely on my parents and I hate that!!!
Don't take it as I hate my parents helping me, they are my lifeline and support, which I need badly now. It just... I feel a tremendous guilt for not being able to give anything in return. It tears me from inside.

And I keep on serching for a new job, at some decent resturant, shop or store, but NO place seems to want me!!!! It drives me crazy!!! What do they want for sort of person?? I am an educated waitress, with an enormous interest in whine knowledge and I love coffee. I have a special certificate showing I'm also a good and professional waitress. Why can’t I get a job??!! I have asked myself that question so many times and I'm staring to really believe I'm useless. Am I to ugly?? Am I to stupid? Do I have to have an attitude of "Oh, I'm SO GOOD!! The rest of the people don’t know anything, but I'm good, so take me for this job!!" Why is it so wrong being polite and friendly? Do I have to be an ass towards my work friends, to be worth employing? I can’t help I have grown up to be a bit shy, and it's nothing I can change in a second! It takes time getting over.
I just want a job!! I want to get out of this town, have a life of my own, being able to take care of myself, have fun with my friends without constantly thinking "Can I afford that cake to the coffee? Can I even afford the coffee??" Or having to tell my friends that sorry, I can't talk to you because I don't have any money to pay the phone.


These last few weeks I have turned into a bundle of nerves, not able to relax. I'm a nerve wreck that don't trust what I know has always worked and what I see. These last few weeks I have hardly fallen asleep before 2 in the night.
And I hide from my life, drowning myself in fake reality, or shores at home, killing time either cleaning or reading a book, drawing... Anything to make me escape my hated reality, praying for it to be better the next time I close the book.
Which it won't be, obviously.

Sorry for this strange jounal. I need anvice, help and anything that could get me to my sences in time for christmas...

‘Couse I don't like this nervy me. It's not right. It's actually scaring me stiff.
I just simply don't know want to do, how to get out of it.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15687852/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15687852/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:10:58 PST You people who has known me for some time knwo what I mean. November- December is a strange mix of Heaven and Hell... And it all started yesterday with the firs Lucia of the year.
White dressed, red ribbons candles and lots of singing.
All together this year I have:

9 Lucia conserts
3 "Joseph" concerts
2 traditional Christmas Conserts
3 Concerts at the end of term thingy at the local highschool
2 concerts with my orchestra
+ all the training for these concerts!!!!!

Christmas time is a pain.
Especially since I on top of all the music have:
Christmas candy making day
Cookie baking day
Gengerbread house making day
Decorating the house day
Helping a friend at his party

That's why Christmas is such a pain to me!!!
And you know... I still love christmas for some impossible, crasy, unbeliveable reson.

T_T

My friends


!!!Some of the awesome people I Watch!!!!
~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15386555/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/15386555/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 04:21:36 PST I didn't whant to leave Japan T_T
I simply love that country. The people are so friendly, the nature is beautiful, the fassion is great and the food is like heaven for the mouth!!!
And my family! T_T
I miss you!!

And at the same time it's great being back home. The winter air is so crispy and nice
And I love my nice, warm, soft bed!! Futon is all right but i prefer a normal bet and a soft pillow^^

And I can meet my wonderfull, sweet friends again!! I missed you so guys!!! Great to talk to you again!!

I bought 36 new copics in japan!!! Yahooo!!!

My friends


Clubs I'm in


]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14922632/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14922632/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 06:00:49 PDT I'm just writing to tell that I'm going to Japan on the 15th och october, and will be gone for three weeks. Thus I wont be able to put anyhing up here in a while.
Not that I have been to active with that anyways...
I have just had to much to do with my stupid job and cosplay ontop of that.
But thats all over now.
I hope I will be able to post anything here before I leave. I have some pictures I'm working on so...
Lets se.
Anyways.
Bye for now.
I hope I will have loads of art from you waiting here wen I come back
*wave*

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14723224/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14723224/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 02:45:07 PDT


The audition is over.. well.. a while ago, but we have goten our rolees now...
*eheheheee ;;;*

We had to go though all these wierd tryouts, for dance, theatre and song.
I can say that I'm about as gracoius as tank and with as much cordination as a cooked spagethi So I'm not in the dancegroup (thank heavens!)

But the theater tryouts and the singing went good. Soo im in.
I'm playing

Jacob!!!! Joseph's father!!! XD
This is going to be VERY interesting!!!
I'm going to have a big beard!!! LOL!



OMG!!! It's only three weaks till i go to japan!!!
AHH!!!
I got to buy the presents!!!

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14589207/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14589207/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:24:25 PDT My coire (i cant spell that word... if you don't understand it a group that sings together) is going to set up a musical, and it just happens to be my nr. 1 favorite musical.
I know it all by heart, have seen it three times on stage and would be the most hapy girl on earth if I got a role in it.
The leaders have talked about doing it for almost four years. First it wasn't done because one leader had to go to a new town to study, then it wasn't done because she wasn't back yet (wich I was very happy about because I was in Japan that year), then it wasn't done for some new reason and this christmas it is finaly time to do it.
Guess who is happy!
BUT!
I realised as I was talking to my leader, that my jobb will make it har for me to be on all the training times. And in a month I'm going to japan to be there for three weeks. there goes three practice opertunitys.
So I decided, with great pain in my heart, that it would be no use for me to even go to the audition this thursday.
After I hung up I cryed my eyes out. I have looked forward to it so much!!
Then me an my mother and father talked about it, because they know how I love that show.
Then we realiced that It is one evening a week I won't be able to work, and I can still work during the midday. And I'm only working there one more month. the show is in december.
So, I'll just have to make sure I get the midday pass these last weeks.
So i called back to my teacher, telling her I will go to the audition.

I need a pat on the back. Really. And loads of friendly words because I feel a bit wierd... And very shaky.

My friends


Clubs I'm in


]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14405532/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14405532/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:14:47 PDT This is one of my favorite things^^

Take 1 1/2 tablespoon of cacoa powder, and 1 1/2 tablespoon of sugar, plus half a tablespoon of vanilla sugar in a small soucepan, and mix until its all nicely mixed.
then add two to three dl of milk, a little at a time. (Best is if you take about a tablespoon first, and stir it out, so the cacoa and sugar is mixed together with the milk into a thik-floating mixture. After that you can ad the rest of the milk easyer, without big lumbs floating around. Thats yucky!)
Then heat it up slowly, so that it doesn't become to hot (It mustn't boil).
Enjoy^^
It's a rather strong cacoa drink, if you don't like it so strong, just ad more milk.

My friends


Clubs I'm in


]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14061937/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/14061937/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 15:19:19 PDT
1-Find the book nearest to you, go to page 18, find line 4:
The manual for my mobile phone.
"...In bokstäver" (make sbsolutley no sense...)

2- Stretch out your left arm as far as you can:
A wall...

3- Last thing you watched on TV?:
Some sports competition taking place in Stockholm

4- Without looking, what time is it?:
23.45.. ??

5- Now, what is the actual time?:
23.59.. Lord.. I should really go to bet... I'm working tomorrow ><

6- Without the computer, what do you hear?:
The beeping in my ears... and without that a car far far away...

7- When did you last step outside?:
Some hours ago, when we were eating dinner outside...

8- Before you took this survey, what did you look at?
The Naruto RPG I help running...

9- What are you wearing?:
A jeans skirt my cousing has created, and a bagey t-shirt she has also created

10- Did you dream last night?:
Absolutley NO idea O_O

11- When did you last laugh?
About 20 minutes ago, when me and my father was fooling around singing old swedish songs... "Sov lilla Totte.."

12- What is on the walls in the room you are in?:
Ym.. Carpets?? No.. realy.... Um... a painting of a naked man hung up in red silk ribbons that I drew at my artlesson (OMG.. sound wacky!! XD), two calenders on top of eachothers (umm..) One Radio and LOADS of chelves.

13- See anything weird lately?:
No. Nothing.

14- What do you think of this quiz?:
Pretty funny^^

15- What is the last film you saw?:
Let's go to prison (Se it!! It's great)

16- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?:
A peace of land in a near porest, so I could build an old traditional japanese house. You know, those with paper sliding-doors, wooden balconys and a nice wellkept garden with a pond in^^

17- Tell me something I don't know about you:
I bite. Its true. Don't point at me, I bite if I'm in the mood.

18- If you could do one thing about the world without guilt or politics what would you do?:
I would make sure no one is mistreated or looked down uppon because of ther religion, skincolour, or if they're hetro-, homo- or bisexual.

19- Do you like to dance?:
em.. maby... But I'm lousy at it.

20-George Bush:
Really need to listen to what the world says, and start to think.

21- Imagine your first child is a girl, what is her name?:
AHHH!! Hard question of DOOM!! Lets se.
Amelia Saki Filippa and then my lastname (Right now those are the names I'd give her. It's a family tradition giving three names to a child.)

22- Imagine you first child is a boy, what is his name?:
Erik Rei Kristofer (and my last name. All names (The girls names too) have a special place in my heart. But I won't tell^^)

23- Would you consider living abroad?:
Now, I think I would. Maby not forever, but fore som years I would.

24- What do you want God to say to you when you reach heaven?:
"You did well, child."

My friends
http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13856939/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:24:04 PDT I'm sitting, at the moment with one friend of mine and we are dooing absolutely nothing.
What do you do when it turns out that way? We havent meet for two years, and now we thought we wuld have a great time... But it's raining and the weather is horrible, and we have nothing to do exept reading, drawing and waching movies.. and well.... i don't know.. it feels strange... All quiet.
Since she is visiting I feel its up to me to come up with something...
But I live in a boring town with nothing to do!!

I just wat her to have a nice time.
*Sigh*
We have a wierd friendship...

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13647785/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13647785/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 14:41:47 PDT My mom even insists that my essays for school was good.
Lately I have come up with a cuple of fanfiction ideas and I have so far started writing three of them down. None of them is fully finished, only one has come so far it actually could be called a story.
But I would like to finish them, and maby even get some help and advise on the way. Or just some friendly pats on the back with a "keep on writing".
But realy I don't know if they are worth posting.

Would anyone be interested in some totally random, probably boring fanfics on Naruto filled with home made characters?? (I'm not trying to sound emo and be all "i'm so horrible". really.)
Should I post them here or maby even get myselfe a account on fanfic.net?

Really I can't decide...

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13494323/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13494323/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 05:03:10 PDT Time to sort it out, I thought.
But you know how it is! You get stuck looking at the pictures, remembering and beeing nostagic.
As I was siting there I noticed how many characters I have created though the years I have been drawing manga. So MANY!!!
I decided to write them down. I counted to:

50 Original characters.
To you it might not be many, but to me, that's a lot!! And its only my own, original story characters. No fanfic characters at all.
Would I count them, I would have weeeeeeeeery many characters.

And I only counted those I had a story on, whose name I remembered and i had more than one picture of. So no doodles and rough sceches counted. Only finished characters.

And out of these 50 characters I only tried to do a comic out of three...

O_O

I need a life.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13135924/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/13135924/ Tue, 29 May 2007 09:05:52 PDT GOD it was FREEZING!!! I was an hour ago and I'm still cold to the bones!!

But it felt extreemly good^^

My friends.



]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12828532/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12828532/ Thu, 03 May 2007 14:00:22 PDT
I got new Copics today!! Thank you my wonderful hostfamily!!! You know just what I whant^^
And a lot of japanese candy and three super cute Totoro plushies^^

And now I'm working late in the evenings. I'm so tired I'm staring to have black shadows under my eyes to mach Death Note's L....


I whish I were like thos who get all there hillarious ideas when over tired...

My friends- sheck them out



]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12177060/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12177060/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:14:25 PDT
Today I'm going to show some people I know and watch here on DA.


My wonderfull friend and eternal source of inspiration and ideas. Somehow you always managed to get me out of artblocks or flood my mind with ideas!! Arigatouuuuu Senpai!!! !!!


A coulouring goddess and a real chibi- master!!! I look up to you so much!!! Your art is so pretty!


A sweet little girl with a simple style filled with lots of love and laughter.


My one and only!! sweety!! Makes amazing signatures and wallpapers!


A very talented artist. Has given me some good advises. Thanks^^


Nice friend. Gives me lots of comments and ideas and advises and stuff.

Sheck them out!!! That's an order!!

^^

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12103377/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/12103377/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 08:36:33 PST
And I often meet people who tells me to, quite literally, shut the *** up, when I sit and talk about my interests with my friends. And whe are not even talking to them. I wonder why? Does it scare them?

Maby it does. It can sound a bit nerdy, but it's not that horrible is it. And We might seem a bit crazy. Yes I admit, I see myself as crazy from time to time, but If it's crazy I am, crazy is great fun!!

so why laugh, why be angry or mean just because someone have an interest.

It makes me think of two songs by The Ark, a swedish pop group.
One song goes like this in one place


" If you think you´re tough when you´re laughing at us
Well, it´s no big buzz You can laugh if you must
`cause me and my friends like the way that we look
and that´s enough for us And we don´t want no fuss
But if you´d like to stay then to me it´s OK
- And I don´t say there´s anything wrong with your head
Just wish you´d try to think for yourself instead

But I aint to proud to bow I ain´t to proud to kneel
I ain´t to proud for any gesture that is meaningless to me
I ain´t to proud to beg I ain´t to proud to run
`cause I don´t want respect I´d much rather have fun"

and the other is simply called

It takes a fool to remain sane.

I'm a foll some times. And I have loads of fun.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11596560/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11596560/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 07:32:25 PST
I have cosplayed four times in my life and I'm working on my fifth costume at the moment. And I have allready started thinking of my sixth one.
hhehehe.....hehe....he... I'm crazy.
Esepecially when you think of how much headace, sleeples snights and sore fringers (after all the needels) you get. Not to mention that creating a costume is bad for the nerves. I'm al What if the fabric isn't enogh?? what if I sew it wrong?? What if... what if....

So lets see...
I have cosplayed as
Lina Inverse- slayers
Akari- Hikaru no Go
Elena of the Turks -FFVII
Quistis Trepe- FFVIII

I want to do
Ashuka- NGE
Haku- Naruto
Orochimaru- Naruto
Genma -Naruto

I have cosplay projects for the rest of my life^^
I will never get bored...

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11448375/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11448375/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 13:51:44 PST
And on top of that I'm bussy like hell, and hyper abbove the clouds.

The hyperness is all thanks to a buch of hillarious flash videos with narutocharacters

And one wonderfull, super, cute, adorable, tuching video filled with 100% love wich shows pictures of Yondaime and Naruto as father and son. Yes, I belive in that theory very much. And the video is SO cute. ^^
If you are a yondaime fan you should really check it out:
[link]

To think that I have become such a naruto fan... Never would have thought that. One year ago I didn't even know it existed.

The bussyness is caused by school. Did you know, teacher must have some sort of skill that automaticly tells if any of their students hav a little less to do, so that they can give you a whold buch of homework and essays to do.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11133845/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/11133845/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 00:36:16 PST
メリー　クリスマス、　あけましておめでとうございます

thanks for looking at my gallery.

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10745941/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10745941/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 14:24:03 PST I'm tiiiiiiiiired of everything!!!!
Everythiinnnnnnnnnnggggg!!!
And my legs hurt. I worked from 9.30 to 23.00 yesterday!!! Pain in the....feet.

and the world is evil by the way.....

Blaaaaa!!

I'm bored and tired and annoyed....
And probably annoying... Not that I care.

Bla...

I need sleep....

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10464249/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10464249/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:42:07 PDT It was FUN!!!! I had such a great time!
Three days of caos. Before the gates opened there was this huge que around a whole block and people came up to us looking scared asking what was gooing on. Poor people, their town got invaded by 1500 otakus and out of them 175 people was cosplaying. I got some funny looks when I went to the local soopermarket to buy breakfasta nd so... they probebly thought I was some wierdo. Maby I am.... well, so what?? I don't care. I belive me, I wasn't the one with the wierdest cloths.

This is my cosplay^^ Quistis from FFVIII (I look as if I'm drunk XD but I'm just tired...)
[link]


And this is the entire cosplay gallery, including group photos
[link]

I took part is some competitions to. I didn't win anything but I had fun and thats the main thing^^

I just cant wait for UppCon 08. I have allready started planning my next cosplay^^

]]> ~ErisYao http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10331931/ http://ErisYao.deviantart.com/journal/10331931/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 01:36:42 PDT You know, sometimes you feel like life has taken a turn for the better. Just like that. Things suddenly fall into place and it all feels great.
My life has just taken that turn and I feel so happy.
Relived
Free
Relaxed
All at once!!
I have no clue what exactly started it but one thing I know; I needed it. I have been having a hell. School is a mess, orcestra is tiring, theatre is just XP urrrkkkk!!!! (the group has lost all feeling of friedship and carefree style it had), family is gettin on my nerves, I feelt unrested and stressed and I have no motivation to do ANYTHING. Especially school has ben a stressfactor.

Now it's better. I feel so relived. And it's all thanks to my wonderfull wonderfull friends. Without you guys I would have been a wreck right now.
Shin-chan
Kamira-chan
Lumo-kun
Mzale-niiichan
Filli-senpai
and every one else who are ther and makes my days fun and light upp the days.

Thank you for beeing there.



]]> ~ErisYao