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Alright since I was last here I have managed to get myself knocked up for the second time. Reasons for being away: constant vomiting, pure laziness and having to run after an ever so excitable two year old! Not to mention I have been neck high in poop... oh the joys of parenting!
Anyway I am currently about 28 weeks along, kids kicking away and the ultrasound said "most likely male." In desperate need of boy names as my husband has declared everyone I can come up with completely unfit...

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]]> ~Eschelle I haven't been here in forever! http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/21539480/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/21539480/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:54:06 PST
Update


Since i have last been here i have been pregnant, had a wonderful son, fallen more in love with my "hubby", and my mother has passed from lung cancer. I haven't written anything or done anything terribly productive other than playing with my little boy and snapping photos (which i will update after my move).

I can't believe i'm back and i'm so happy that i will have beautiful photos to post up soon enough!


]]> ~Eschelle "you look f***ing amazing today" http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/9212505/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/9212505/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 16:26:05 PDT Just to top it off i got asked to go smoke a doob with this drop dead gorgeous guy i know from Saskatoon, living in the apartment next to me, on saturday at Barnett beach. I'm exciting but i'm sure Daniel wont be when he finds out i'm going to go smoke a doob with a very handsome man at a beach, probably in my bathing suit... we'll find out. If its soooo bad of an idea then i'll just get a group going with a couple of my friends. BUT UGH IS HE A CUTIE!!! ]]> ~Eschelle out of it http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/9002747/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/9002747/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 19:40:49 PDT I'm thinking of trying to write some monologues for starters, maybe that would be good to get my head going. Moving on, i just thought that i would say a little something something, maybe some good ideas??? Granted i think that its just the fact that i have no time on my hands. ]]> ~Eschelle Out on my own http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/8944022/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/8944022/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 19:27:00 PDT

So i'm back eh??
i bet none of you care, but i'm sure you are all surpised that i am even here.
so i am living with my bf or as his friends call me his wife. Hes been of work for thirteen minutes, there is a mountian of dishes to do and i haven't even started on them. There is no doob when my baby comes home tehre are only bowls. It makes me so sad not being able to give him the things that he wants. Of course i am learning to do something that will get us the money that he wants of course my baby doesn't want to me to be a stripper. I can understand though, what guy would want his gf to be a stripper?? Of course i know there are guys that are saying "what are you talkin' about, i would love it if my gf was a stripper." Yeah right is all i have to say, you like the things they can do but i'm sure you would hate the men looking an throwing money at her naked body.
What are you gonna do?? Well i'm taking the dance lessons, it leaves my options open. If nothing else i can teach dance classes to my co workers for some extra cash on the side.
i'm sure your tired of hearing from me so you can just breeze on through!

PEACE! ]]> ~Eschelle Long time http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/6211671/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/6211671/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 21:55:11 PDT ~Eschelle Grade 12 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3527495/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3527495/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 14:44:09 PDT My amazing boyfriend and i are still together, almost a year and three months.. go us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :date:
Alot of strange things have been going on, a lot of people have changed and the differences are amazing, and of course there are those few who haven't changed a bit. But along with changes there is familiarity between the teachers and hallways.
There is only one new girl in my grade, usually we get about five new people a year, but not this one.
The up coming dance is the new buzz along with the panic of the grad ski trip, which i wont be going to for obvious reasons... stupid money. Also, i don't ski and i never will.
I must get off my lazy ass and, instead of creating emotional fuckwittage, i will have to start writing some peotry to submit for you people not that anyway waits for me to submit things.

A shout out to all my friends and to my big man! ]]> ~Eschelle Soon to be returned to the high school drama that http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3125599/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3125599/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:39:59 PDT cantankerous feeling is everyone's worst nightmare, and biggest comfort. Thats high school. That pleasant looking prison with the jargon speaking faculty, where you are expected to be urbane in everyway possible. Where there is only one chosen delegate to speak for you. Why is this place so terrifying?? Because it is my last year. My last year behind those walls filled with things i hate but have now become dependent upon. This will be the last rock you have to step on before reaching the otherside of the bank, being thrust into the real world, where you become a number rather than a name. Understand? I should think so.


for those that didn't get a chance to in the last entry, please feel free to ask me three questions. In return you are able to take this and place it as an idea and get people to ask you three questions. ASK AWAY!! ]]> ~Eschelle ~Three Magical Questions~ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3051703/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3051703/ Thu, 05 Aug 2004 18:04:46 PDT
I asked her three very specific questions, so now its your turn.

Ask me three questions, no more, no less. In return you will be able to take this same idea and get everyone to ask you three questions.

NOTE I will not be responding to inappropraite questions to which i feel uncomfortable answering. So take the time and ask me something great. You can of course get away with more if i know you personally, but for those who i don't know subject matter is limited.

Thank you, you are now welcome to ask me anything! ]]> ~Eschelle Confused beyond all recognition, with a pinch of w http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3042746/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/3042746/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 15:03:51 PDT Eschelle notices that her entry has taken and violently boring turn
On another unhappy note i've become female needy and desperate and i think all my late nights out have given me a stuffy nose and sore throat. ]]> ~Eschelle What is up?? http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2981178/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2981178/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 15:58:18 PDT crawls into a corner

I am working on a really big cool ass project that maybe some of you know about. I am open to help if you feel the great need to do so just drop me a line.

I am also organizing Vancouver meet this year, because they need the help. So far it is on the thursday, later in the afternoon at Kits beach. Please again tell me when you are available for those three dates 20, 21, 22. Hmmm i don't think i have anything else to say other than......

LATER DAYS
Eschy ]]> ~Eschelle Perfect Date with the Perfect Person! http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2897254/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2897254/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 13:40:23 PDT We managed to walk to Robson, look around, then we ended up at Pacific Centre and we still don't know why we wanted to go there in the first place. We left there quickly and continued our adventure along the waterfront and into Stanley Park. We wanted to go eat at the lumbermans arch fish and chips place so we did and it wasn't as great as he made it sound. Fish was gooey chips were small and unchip like lol. But the lemonade is good!
We travelled around the park and into the aquarium gift shop and slowly made it back to his house where we played Halo.... scary game i have to say!

So i suggest this day to anyone in vancouver! this is perfect first date or just to have some great fun. If yu are hungry you could even go to Robson and eat at Hooters! ]]> ~Eschelle One Year ~ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2841635/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2841635/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 13:30:15 PDT claps and hoots
yes, yes i know. This is coming from a girl who would rarely make it to the third week. gasp! THEN, out of the blue, this boy sweeps me off my feet and manages to break my curse and keep my down and interested for a year.
Is this not amazing?? Yes it is... this boy is amazing. I am proud to say, that throughout our tough times and amazing times, i have had the most fun i ever. He has helped me through everything, and hopefully me the same (as best i could). awww
I am hoping that this boy will be able to keep me around for another year and i keep him for another. He is perfect for me and i love him.
Never under-estimate the power of love!
curtians close

xoxo
Eschelle ]]> ~Eschelle What to do this summer?? http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2714350/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2714350/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 19:54:54 PDT Duties for this long summer
duty one
Loose that weight i have been trying to destroy for a while now. Most has fled my body in fear of excersising and has therefore surrendered while the braver of the cells have stuck around. they hold tightly to my thighs as though the Titanic were sinking and it was their only hope of survival.

duty two
Earn money. I want to have some money saved away for the future. I need to get it to get out. Of course i am stuck in this crap ice cream Nazi job that i can't stand. The irony, i work with ice cream and i want to shoot myself because of it lol.

duty three-- and more obsurd
I want to write something. I want to be myself through my writing and i want to publish it. Either a story or a collection of my poetry. Of course i realize that my poetry isn't the most wonderful thing that i have ever seen, i'm obviously not that great at it. So do you think i will ever get published?? I really dont' think so but it will occupy most of my time this summer now wont it? ]]> ~Eschelle Its over ! http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2691585/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2691585/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 16:30:16 PDT i am soo happy i'm done, of course this hasn't sunk in yet for me. I'm still really stressed out and everything. But after a while i wont be. It did just end today, i'm bound to go through shock or something.
Summer is going to be so great!! let me see i'm goign to be workign all summer adn swimming at Spanish Banks and of course my mothers. But best of all, i might be going to Keats and Anna and i are going to go Kayaking in July !! i'm soo excited i can't contain it! I also get to go to my bfs prom, what could be a better summer??!! I KNOW ! my bf not leaving for a couple weeks but hey i'll just have to go have fun without him, more fun than ever before !! lol yeah right. anyway back to doing nothing but veggin' ]]> ~Eschelle aaahhhh.....*gasp* http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2649775/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2649775/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 10:30:43 PDT Also he taught me how to play this "nerdy" game. I really don't think its nerdy its a lot of fun i think... but he ended it too fast by killing me! poop on him i wanted to play longer! It was a lot of fun though! soo cool!
Other stuff happened like some mind blowing things but i wont get into that heehee! Anway talk to you people later. !! *waves* ]]> ~Eschelle Sex in a Pan and Finals! http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2630539/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2630539/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 17:38:41 PDT Back to this final crap. I hate this, i just wish that i could do all my finals with the exception of math. I'm afraid that i will "learn" everything on the practice work that we got and then when the questions are changed i wont know what to do. If only they could give me the test i'm study off of right now. In fact the one i'm using now was my last years final exam lol (i failed math ten... damn me to hell). The other exams i'm really not worried about, socials i'll have to review and i have some time... tonight anyway then i have to do the other half on 16th. Earth Science is nothing but 100 multiple choice questions, i just have to re read and learn about minerals and junk (only hard part cause i have missed a lot because of hospital visits). English i have no need to study for. I'm in AP English 11 and i'm doing the English 11 exam so that will be a piece of cake. Thats it... i have spent a lot of time trying to teach myself math... then i will do it and i will get the answer wrong. Its soo frustrating i keep breaking out into tears about it. I'm afraid i wont be able to pass it, i dont' know what i will do if i don't. Like i wont be able to graduate and if i don't graduate then i have to obviously repeat the year with just that one class. Everything is so retarded, i understand the reason why i should learn this but i have never spoken to any adult that has had to calculat the midpoint of a line. If they did i'm sure they would just measure it and then divide it in half. Why make things soo difficult. I will never use this, the only think i'm going into is the arts! i will never touch more than basic arithmetic when i'm finished high school. The most complicated math i will do will be my taxes.. grr i hate this shit!

eschy xoxoxo ]]> ~Eschelle I'm Melting!! http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2607120/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2607120/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 18:23:00 PDT I bet you its because i'm really stressed and i have been replacing food with coffee lol, i'm making VERY unhealthy choices right now but i guess its fine for short term till there is food in the house again.
My wrist is healing nicely, right now i don't have a splint on at all and i'm just typing away (strengthening my fingers, loosening the joints and what have you.)
I haven't been on in a really long time and i haven't gotten a chance to just sit down and write some poetry so i'm sorry i have no new additions!! Finals are taking up my time... well procrastinating and panicing is taking up my time really.

Right now i wish that my baby would come over to take me for a walk or my new friend Brad would come over and take me for a walk lol.. but that would be bad becuase he would get me riped and that would be another day of not studying! shame on me !
talk to you all later
Love to my baby :glomp:
Eschy ]]> ~Eschelle Excersising and Finals http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2583781/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2583781/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 17:03:49 PDT Talk to you ppl soon later! ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Logs http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2549800/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2549800/ Mon, 31 May 2004 11:34:17 PDT I can't wait till my bf is eating lunch then i can call him and tell him i say howdy and that i love him!
Anyway i'm going to get back to singing to the movie later days ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 11 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2507456/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2507456/ Tue, 25 May 2004 16:59:23 PDT umm, yeah.... its pouring as though an ocean has filpped upside down and is just falling on us... i don't know what to do now. What the hell kinda excersises can i do with a gimped arm inside my little house. Maybe i will do some crunches, leg lifts, maybe a bit of yogalates! heehee fun word to say you should try it.

Today
I had a good heart to heart with Trish today, we talked about high school, drama shit, kas and the gang, then jimmy, then Nick, then liam. Went really well, i needed it. I think i will make her something nice for tomorrow maybe i'll spruce up that picture of her cause i need to give it to her tomorrow anyway. I'll write a little message on the back or something.
I called my baby today while he was at lunch heehee no reseption in that school i swear it lol!! Hes sweet, treats me great, worth everythign i have. :floating: ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 10 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2499203/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2499203/ Mon, 24 May 2004 15:55:08 PDT update on 9
i went for a long ass walk.

Today
I went for a small walk, i have done a little craft and i haven't gone on a walk yet. I want my baby to come over after dinner or something like that, it would be great if he could cause i could go on a walk with him which is soo much more fun, and he can help me with a little math i guess... I don't know i just want to look at him and give him a little something i wrote for him :cuddle:
So i'm going to go chew some more time here then i'm going to go take a shower and call my baby to see if hes done his english and pysics... i hope soo :dance: ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 9 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2489964/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2489964/ Sun, 23 May 2004 11:15:58 PDT Update on 8
My bf came over yesterday and we went for a little walk so now i can't feel horribly guilty for not moving and smoking too much weed in one day.... though i should feel guilty because of the munchies.. but i skipped dinner so it was just munchies all day on rice crackers (yum), then some pasta with spring peas in it that i made really well, and the last piece of my moms break in milk caramel spread and ultra low fat jam, ooo and an uber small milkshake (lowfat) and two bites of an avacado. Looking back on that amount of food... it wasn't a lot considering i got up at six.

Todays Excersises
So far i have gotten up, and did twenty crunches (very little considering i usually do fifty) and the same amount of lower ab leg things lol. I am hoping to go for a walk later tonight when i get home from my moms. I might even take a walk there... i'll update you later on that.

Shout out
i can say without a doubt in my mind that my bf is worth everything on this planet to me.. all these horrible things going on don't matter i love him more and more everyday and i would do anythign for him. :kiss: ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 8 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2485630/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2485630/ Sat, 22 May 2004 18:10:00 PDT Todays Excersises
I haven't done any today, i got really riped this morning, i'm still really upset so that sorta cheered me up, kept a few hours entertaining. I've been dying to talk to my bf today but i don't think its going to happen. So i guess i should really get out for a walk but i just can't seem to push myself to go outside or do anythign i'm just too deprest... I guess one day wont kill me and maybe i will go on a walk when my dad gets home, i can avoid another human for just a bit longer then i guess. Talk to you later i'll see if i decide to go out tonight. ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 7 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2479624/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2479624/ Fri, 21 May 2004 20:12:22 PDT Todays Excersise of Choice
I walked from 16th and Lonsdale down to the Quay. Then my mom and i walked all along Park Royal all day then i took a walk, came home ate dinner at four haven't eaten since.

Today's happenings
Our of my harassers all of them have chosen to be smart and stop harassing me expect for one who will get all four of them into trouble. He isn't bright so it doesn't suprise me, he has recieved his second warning, if i have to get a third then my father will speak to his, and if that doesn't work then i will call the cops i guess. ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 5 and 6 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2471229/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2471229/ Thu, 20 May 2004 16:29:40 PDT ~Eschelle Excersise Log 4 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2457578/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2457578/ Tue, 18 May 2004 17:41:12 PDT Today's Excersise of choice
I walked all the way from my bfs school, to Park Royal. His school is in North Van. It took about and hour and a half so it was a good one.

Todays' happenings
I got to go to the hospital, where they gave me these silicon strip thingies. They are going to reduce the appearance of the scar, :w00t:
After the hospital i went to my bfs school for his spares and lunch hour with!! It was tons of fun!

I didn't go to school today it all it was awesome!! :hug: ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 3 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2451300/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2451300/ Mon, 17 May 2004 20:12:49 PDT Today's Excersise of choice
Today it was my trail walk again, but this time i took a different path at the fork in the road and explored a train track. Though i found no squwished pennies... :tears: soo sad!
duration: approx. 2hrs

Food Habits Today
I have had nothing but healthy food but my stomach seems to be more hungry than it used to be, no matter how much i feed it, it always wants more within a half hour lol, greedy bastard!!

Todays Happenings

1) i got into musical theatre at my school. This means that, for the musical next year, i am garenteed a chorus spot. The auditons for roles comes in later on next year when we know what musical.

2) I called Urban Connections, they told me to call in two weeks and set up and appointment. The film industry right now in Vancouver is violently slow she said so any work they have they are giving to ppl already with them

3) I got Jeff Z to try and find me the instrumentals to Billie Holiday songs because i have sing them for a drama project so i'm hoping that he succeeds. I couldn't...

Things i need

1) I need a headshot, the UC company does them but my cousin wesley said not to do it with them because they sell those picutres off, so that wouldn't be a good idea. All i have to do is find someone good to do them and give it to this company downtown he told my dad about and i will be placed in an acotr/moel catalogue... i need a good photgrapher in Vancouver who isn't expensive!!

Talk to ya latta dolls!! ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 2 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2440106/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2440106/ Sun, 16 May 2004 10:20:28 PDT I have also managed not to touch a morsel of junk food since friday.. not very long but i just started so so far so good!!
Well... i'm going to go and eat a sald cause i'm hungry and i should eat here instead of at my moms cause she likes to stuff me :kiss: talk to you ppl later ]]> ~Eschelle Excersise Log 1 http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2435985/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2435985/ Sat, 15 May 2004 17:40:09 PDT
reasons for fighting against fat??

my own health
my appearance
my career
my bfs prom
my bikini....

i think those are some damn good reasons!

My goal?

120 <-- i should aim lower this time considering i lost all that weight very very quickly. If i can get there 110 or 115 would be great too but i don't want to be anerexic thin...

My Plan??

I plan to go for a walk/run everyday or at least every other day. I will make time for it out of my lets sit around and do nothing time.

My Diet??
I am planning to be more health orientated. I will cut my dinner servings down, and i will eat lunch if my cupboards so permit me too. I also plan on drinking more water cause i never do.

My Deadline??
I think June 29th (night of prom banquet for my bf)
this date isn't very important because i still fit in my dress even now without and trouble its just the principle of the thing


today my excersises have been taking a two hour long walk/run <-- more walk than run though... but i'm out of shape. ]]> ~Eschelle crappy poops http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2417821/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2417821/ Thu, 13 May 2004 00:09:12 PDT alright today i was so tired all i did was sleep. I really shouldn't have done that since i have so much homework to get done.
I have to finish my script for tomorrows drama class and i have a ch 5 test in Earth Science. I'm so stupid i should have just did it rather than sit around do nothing then sleep.
So, right now, i'm going to try and do as much as possible. I'm just goign to do a rough crap copy so that i have something to give to my teacher and then i'll study in the morning and on the school bus i guess... oh god the school bus.
talk to you again soon.
Eschy-poo ]]> ~Eschelle audition lines http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2402895/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2402895/ Mon, 10 May 2004 21:18:19 PDT Then also, and liam doesn't know this, agency left me a message saying to call them to set up and appointment. They seem great and its pretty much free, they deduct the photo taking cost from my first cheque only 25$. Tomorrow i have to call them and set something up. Soo cool :juggle:

Eschy ]]> ~Eschelle baby cakes http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2398127/ http://Eschelle.deviantart.com/journal/2398127/ Mon, 10 May 2004 09:50:02 PDT i just wanted to rant about how amazing my boyfriend is lol cause its fun and i like to emabrass him nationally not just privately :kiss:

Yesterday i think i had one of the most emotional conversations of my life. I cried for like hours but my baby was there for me. He stood up for me even though i told him not too. Hes always there for me whenever i need him. I get mad at him so much but he still loves me and i love him soo much more than life. I just had to say it, get it out. Love you all mostly my man :kiss:

:jackdirt: ]]> ~Eschelle