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_{perhaps we will die in that car crash.}

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/28096347/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/28096347/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 20:37:41 PST
what is usually on your mind before you fall asleep every night?

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/27399393/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/27399393/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 19:40:18 PDT absolutely.

i keep getting these recurring headaches. wonder if i am getting ill.

made some mistakes, made some good decisions.
had my highs, had my lows.
oh well.

do you prefer your hair longer, or short? why?

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26819353/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26819353/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 15:08:10 PDT this journal really isn't about anything, other than the fact that school has started and it is poop.

after you finish talking or having a conversation, do you close your mouth when you're not speaking?
(if you don't know, pay attention to it the next time you talk to somebody).

i do, sometimes.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26399888/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26399888/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 10:47:31 PDT 2. Write down a song that pops up in your mind beginning with each letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.


sometime around midnight, by the airborne toxic event.
you are, by lost ocean.
do you wanna, by the kooks. ()
no one sleeps when i'm awake, by the sounds.
emergency, by paramore.
young pilgrims, by the shins.

kelsey, this wasn't hard at all.
every second letter of these song titles are 'o's.
except for e, but 'eo' does not work anyway.
not tagging six people, but you're free to do it if you want.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26279447/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/26279447/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 15:19:09 PDT (except you, february!)

met some new, interesting people lately.
summer is winding down, unfortunately.
i need a job, because i am otherwise being unproductive and bored. (and poor.)
yay life updates.


what is your biggest pet peeve about the other sex, in general?

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25521200/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25521200/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:50:51 PDT
it is my birthday in eight days!
i am excited.

oh and:

!!!

think of something that happened to you/involved you that you found to be really funny.
tell me about it.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25520878/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25520878/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:35:20 PDT hello.

THE NUMBERS:

ONE - Write your name without vowels:
sdn, or sydny, if you consider y a vowel.

TWO - Are you single?:
if by single you mean i am not getting any, then yes. ?

THREE - Whats your favorite number?:
thirteen!

FOUR - What colour do you wear most?:
uh, i suppose black or blue, probably. mostly because i wear jeans and such.
i wish i had more orange clothes. ;;

FIVE - Least favorite colour:
i like colours, so i am not sure if i have a good answer to this. pink, maybe, because i do not wear it.

SIX - What are you listening to?:
it was stadium love, by the metric, but that ended so now it is love's not a competition but i'm winning, by the kaiser chiefs.

SEVEN - Do you smoke?:
no, and i never have.

EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?:
my body hurts. ?
but i am doing alright, despite the fact that i am currently doing schoolwork during my summer vacation.

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
HAHA i look like ellen pompeo.
really. ???
?????????

TEN - What is your favorite class in school?:
my newspaper class.
besides that, whatever my english class is.

ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?:
hahaha no i would never. overpriced clothing is not really my thing.
i have been to american eagle before, though.

TWELVE - How do you make money?:
pray that people give me money for holidays. sometimes i just accumulate the cash.
currently trying to get a job, though.

THIRTEEN - Who is/are your best friend(s)?:
this lovely kid named touma.

FOURTEEN - When do you start back at school/college?:
sometime in the middle of august, i believe.

FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?:
i was sitting here like, 'what does that even mean.'
yeah, i suppose. i am friendly to people and i'm usually really loud and ridiculous.

SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?:
uh.
...
idiot.

SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?:
my vans lol. they are really worn down and i think that soon they will get holes in them baaaw.

EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?:
two pairs!
three if i count the pair i stole from a friend!
marc jacobs hell yeah.

NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?:
i like where i am now, though. ?
japaaaan.

TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?:
schoolwork, rather than this quiz!
i typed cuis because it is obviously the same phonetically.
wow.

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?:
uh you bet i can!

Can you dance?:
HAHA not really, but that does not stop me.

Can you do a cart wheel?:
i used to, before i screwed up my wrist post-surgery.
but yeah, i was doing them at the beach with claire.

Can you tie a cherry stem?:
oh my god i can i can i can!
i never knew if i could so i tried it and you bet i rock at it.

Can you whistle?:
sort of.
which means no.

Can you wiggle your ears?:
no haha why would i want to.

Can you wiggle your nose?:
like that chick in bewitched?

THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:
no, but i beat a guy up.

Did you ever run away from home?:
no haha.

Did you ever want to be a doctor?:
oh no i cannot handle the human body.

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
no, that's way too heroic for someone like me.

THE DOS:

Do you believe in God?:
what a loaded question. !!!
i am not very religious, but i do believe in some sort of entity.
... i guess.

Do you know how to swim?:
i'm on the swim team, but no i don't. ?

Do you like roller coasters?:
yes! i love them.

Do you own a bike?:
i do, but it's not like i can ride it because both of the tires are flat.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
seeing as most of the foods they eat are like cow testicles or live scorpions, and i am a vegetarian, that'd be a negative.

THE DOES:

Does hair loss run through your family?:
no, i don't think so.

Does your car get good gas mileage?:
FUUU i have no car anymore. ;;

Does your family have family picnics?:
n... no.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?:
yes.

Have you ever been asked out by someone?:
... lol. yeah.

Have you ever been to the ocean?:
yes. <3
~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25166319/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25166319/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 18:03:20 PDT previous entry was boring.
we got a new kitten, and i named him allen.
i will be offline all of this week for finals.
and, i absolutely love this weather.

when you first open up your internet browser once getting on the computer, what is the first site you visit?
not counting the one your browser shows first. [i.e. google, msn.com.]

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25038991/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/25038991/ Sat, 30 May 2009 19:17:14 PDT
Rules:
- Promote your own country using a video from youtube (or something)
- Say something about it
- Tag 4 people(not including your fellow countrymen)
- No offensive videos or comments please
- Copy and Paste these rules too

the only good thing about us amerikans is our pop culture.
mostly this guy.
[link]
i am pretty sure this video explains itself.
1.28 is the best part because he's on a bed.
mmmmmm.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24757863/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24757863/ Thu, 14 May 2009 17:11:03 PDT
]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24661569/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24661569/ Sat, 09 May 2009 00:58:50 PDT and computerless!

because i suck.
yeah.
there is really no purpose to this, but i just want you all to know that...

I FINISHED MY AP EXAM OK.

my brain is mush.
i am at a friend's house.
i miss you aaalll hopefully i will get my laptop fixed soon. (?)

estoy cansada, pero no puedo dormir. (???)
i don't feel good, goodbye!

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24152440/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/24152440/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 18:25:38 PDT
]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23905628/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23905628/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:22:03 PDT AND BORED, OKAY.

Are your parents married or divorced?:
syd: happily married.
luzy: happily divorced.

Do you believe in Heaven?:
syd: no i do not.
luzy: i look at syd and i do. lmao no.

Have you ever come close to dying?:
syd: yeah, guess who should look both ways before crossing the street!
luzy: i had double pneumonia when i was 4??

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?:
syd: lol earrings usually and sometimes i can bear to wear bracelets.
luzy: can't wear jewelry.

Are you eating?:
syd: nooo.
luzy: idem.

Do you eat the stems of broccoli:
syd: you bet i do.
luzy: ew no. syd you damn hervibore.

Do you wear makeup?:
syd: wouldn't go anywhere without it.
luzy: of course.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?:
syd: only if i was somehow horribly disfigured and needed reconstructive surgery.
luzy: why not.

What do you wear to bed?:
syd: boxers and a big t-shirt. sometimes just the shirt.
luzy: i've seen her with just the shirt!! also, just my pjs.

Have you ever done anything illegal?:
syd: yes, sir! [ma'am...?]
luzy: oh, me? illegal? what does that word even mean?

Can you roll your tongue?:
syd: you bet i can.
luzy: syd says i can so. (?)

Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
syd: nein.
luzy: sydney i'm sitting right next to you stop lying you idiot.

Do you believe in Abortions?:
syd: it is not a baby!!! yes lmao.
luzy: and aliens too, yes.

What is your Hair color?:
syd: bruuunette.
luzy: idem.

Future child's name, boy and girl?:
syd: i like iris and renesmee. ?
luzy: i'd name my kid something awful just to fuck with him/her, really. like bubba.
syd: JAJAJA bubba.

Do you smoke?:
syd: no i do not.
luzy: yes, i do.

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?:
syd: japan!!! guess who is a wap!!!
luzy: i'm already here. ???? idk paris again, i guess.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
syd: no i am far too manly for those. luzy agrees, DOESN'T SHE.
luzy: no, i don't. same answer to you, syd.

If you won the lottery, what would you do first?:
syd: idk that is a good question.
luzy: follow the used around everywhere. ??? and get clothes. lots of 'em.

Gold or silver?:
syd: silver.
luzy: platinum/white gold.

Hamburger or hot dog?:
syd: neither i win!!!
luzy: lomito bc argentinian shit is just better.

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?:
syd: toast. or rice. mmm carbs.
luzy: rice.

City, beach or country?:
syd: city, i think.
luzy: idc.

What was the last thing you touched?:
syd: luzy. inappropriately.
luzy: ... sydney don't talk about our intimacy just like that jeez.
and, my hair.

Where did you eat last?:
syd: on luzy's lap!!! no jk probably my room.
luzy: lol. yeah, syd's room. we fed eachother strawberries.

When's the last time you cried?
syd: today. i laughed too hard baw.
luzy: yesterday. i'm a fag when i read sad things and i'm on my period?? lmao.

Do you read blogs?:
syd: no.
luzy: sometimes, yeah. if they're interesting.

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?:
syd: i am the opposite sex.
luzy: wh... she stole my line!!

Ever been involved with the police?:
syd: only in roleplay!!! LMAO jk jk jk no.
luzy: lol... idr really.

what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?:
syd: anything vanilla. i use like herbal essences i think.
luzy: head&shoulders for shampoo and any soap will do.

Do you talk in your sleep?
syd: DO I? HMMM?
luzy: _shedoes. no, i don't.

Ocean or pool?:
syd: b... both.
luzy: ocean!!!

What's your favorite song at the moment:
syd: idkidk.
luzy: ehh. escape the fate - smooth.

have you ever had a cavity?:
syd: hai.
luzy: sí.

Window seat or aisle seats?:
syd: window seats.
luzy: idem.

Ever met anyon... ]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23304890/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23304890/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:32:33 PST www dog bite.
hand injury.
at least it was not my writing hand.
i am thankful for everyday miracles. (?)
punctured, gauzed, taped.


can you balance a spoon on your nose?

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23196862/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/23196862/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 13:30:48 PST
do you prefer kettle corn over regular, buttered popcorn?
i know i do.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22771635/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22771635/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:54:04 PST
]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22339747/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22339747/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 18:42:22 PST
tagged by

Follow these rules!

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. i can only use a towel once. for this reason, i have my own drawer full of towels and once i use one it needs to be washed before i'll use it again.
2. all the sweatshirts i own are not even mine, i steal them from people.
3. i hate coffee.
4. i'm really unorganized. ;;
5. i prefer chunky peanut butter over smooth.
6. i hate shaving my legs one night and then wearing pants the next day because it DEFEATS THE PURPOSE AND I FEEL GIPPED.
7. i <3 making people smile.
8. i have 20/20 vision but i wish i wore glasses.

i tag uh.




and anyone else who wishes to do it.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22216448/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22216448/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 20:27:14 PST
i won't say i have new years' resolutions, but i do hope to start anew for two thousand and nine.

as soon as school starts again, i will make like a tree and leave. (?) lol i need to focus on finals and school, because it's the end of the semester. which equals no computer. ~
BUT RIGHT NOW, I'M GOING TO SPEND MY LIFE ON THE COMPUTER AND PLAYING KINGDOM HEARTS.

bbbut. i started writing again, which is a good thing LOL. so expect me to be in a happier mood, because writing always makes me feel better. <3~ (even if it sucks and nobody will ever see it. )

anyway. 2008 was a terrible year, good riddance.

i can't wait until summer, for various reasons.

also, thank you for the sub. ♥

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22001501/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/22001501/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 16:39:46 PST
ONE WEEK.
ONE
WEEK.

winter breeeak.
i can do ittt.

i kind of love some people, they make me kind of happy.

doing much better, i think.
hope it stays this waaa~y.

but seriously.
life, y u be so hard.

SO YEAH.
I NEED TO DO MY SCHOOLWORK.
WHICH MEANS I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE ON THE COMPUTER RIGHT NOW.

SO BYE.
_{love you all. ;;}

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21837491/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21837491/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:31:49 PST keep your head down.
we're not safe yet.

i am rather tired of being unhappy, but i've this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.

i should probably not be on the computer for the next couple of weeks, or my grades will be screwed.
maybe i'll actually stay away.

i wish i could write music that brings tears to peoples' eyes.
now, excuse me while i drown myself in imogen heap and blue october.



by chance, if a person or two that actually matters is reading this.
_{i didn't lie.}

people can wish, can't they.
everything is falling apart.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21413149/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21413149/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 22:08:44 PST
]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21374681/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21374681/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:21:07 PST i fucked up today.

no computer or phone, talk to you when i'm not an idiot anymore.

next time you talk to me
i will probably have scratched my skin off in irritation.
wish i was happy.


_{i hate myself sometimes.}

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21116465/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/21116465/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 19:21:26 PDT
chapped lips. tan lines. sugar kisses and chipped nail polish. spare change. eyeliner, spiders, salty oceans.

life's a storybook, only anger scratched out the happy ending with permanent marker.

_{broken hearts and auto parts.}

have i told you i love you?

i couldn't lie if i tried.

what is existence.

seventeen
three
forty-six
thirteen
five
eleven eleven;
make a wish.

------

just sitting here,
wishing i was different...
^{i'm sorry.}

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20912624/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20912624/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 09:57:28 PDT

50 LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what!

[ZERO] Who was your last text from?
hugh.

[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?
default from where. ?
fb is like my room, myspace at school.

[TWO] Your relationship status?
it's complicated???
single.

[THREE] Where did you meet your crush?
lmfao school, i guess?
dAmn?//

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
yeah, but thankfully we are friends again.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
tired. and uninspired.

[SIX] What's your brother(s) names?
michael and justen.

[SEVEN] Sister's names?
none of those.

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
idk i am pretty content here.
japan, maybe.

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
sure.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
yeah i am generally really stupid when i cross the street.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
talk to people.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
nein, i do not stay angry at people for very long.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
an ocean and a few continents. ?

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried really hard?
uuuhhh a couple days back.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
i think about things and events and people from my day lol.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
i talked to hugh last on vent???
i hate talking on the phone idr.

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
oh wow who knows.
i cannot pick one.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
texting, this, singing along with music.

[TWENTY] Do you trust anyone right now?
yeah, why wouldn't i?

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
silverstein/rise against concert.

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you hugged someone in the past week?
uh my brother lol.

[TWENTY-THREE] How many people have you loved? other than family&friends???
one.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
twilight-esque?????
lmfao idk magnificent. ?

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who/What are you thinking of right now?
hoping that touma is asleep because he is not online lmao.

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
sweeping the house.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?
vanessa carlton.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
michael.

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
no.

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color
brunette.

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
lol touma or hugh?
idk i laugh easily.

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
i do not remember.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What pets do you have?
four [five?] cats, and four dogs.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
straight.

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
lmfao. just delicious. ?

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Hugged the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yeah, my brother.

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
sometimes.

[FORTY] Plans for the week?
go to the mall with some friends on thursday, and the beach on friday.
leaving for disneyland on sunday !

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
suuure.

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
bracelet.

[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night ?
beach beach beach !

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
no.

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i sure hope not.

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
nope.

[FORTY-EIGHT] Last person you saw?
my father, who woke me up. |:<

[FORTY-NINE] What date are you looking forward to that's coming up?
july second!
my birthday. ~

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?
magnificent, i am clear of any heart attacks or breaking. ???

--

stolen from and .

1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean? ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20866066/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20866066/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:59:31 PDT

...jacey.
j
c
.
in honor of ~KiraCullen.
yeah.
that's all.
kbai.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20625891/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20625891/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:06:15 PDT my dad's making me eat all this protein today because i haven't been eating.
i'm not hungry and food is being shoved down my throat.

ANYWAY.
so, as most of you have heard, my cat has been attacked. and no, it wasn't chick.
coyoteee. now, he's still alive, and we're hoping it stays that way~.
he got attacked and now has a torn muscle, a bite on the left side of his throat, some canine marks all around his shoulders and neck, some internal bleeding and trauma that's healing nicely, and he's got some bites on his paws.
my poor kitty.
he's actually stable now (and conveniently, right next to me at the moment) and we think he's going to make it.

on a lighter note ---
life is okay~~~.
despite the fact that my family has no money, i've been in a lot of pain for some reason, and i've lost weight from not eating, i'm actually quite happy.

that is, until school. .__. i'm such a failure, lmfao. i need to start trying better because sophomore year is super important (shoot me now, i almost typed hella).
but whatever. what happens, happens.

all i've got to my name is an ipod, a sexy phone, $24, and five holes in my ears, but world, come get me. can't bring me down.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20366621/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/20366621/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 23:13:22 PDT bartender, give me the strongest you got.

i...
have a COMPUTER AGAIN.

well, i'm supposed to only use it for school, but yeah right.
i've been weeks without internet and... i miss it. ;__;

but yeees. it's very happymaking and such. x]
i've missed everyone i haven't been talking to, but expect no more of that!
*is so spending forever online again.*

so despite the fact i'm in extreme pain again because my shoulder and ankle have been giving me grief, i am very happy.
plus, my dad's taking me to get three more ear piercings tomorrow, which has got me in a chipper mood.

and i'm writing this during a power out, which is randomly inconvienient considering i don't know why there is one.
maybe a car ran into our lines or something....
ah, well. it'll come back on soon, and then i'll post this once internet is restored. ;D

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19937235/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19937235/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:28:29 PDT i love those two.

but ummm.
update with stufff?!
yeah. got my phone taken away because i'm a bad child.

and actually updated art. whooo.
but only so a certain will put her art up (running agreement), because she's fantastic even if she says she isn't.

sub ends in a couple days, bawwww.
but i love you mortie for giving it to me, it was kind of amazing.

....my shoulder hurts really bad.
i should get it checked out eventually.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19669462/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19669462/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 20:40:42 PDT i'm writing this journal from my cellphone (LOL) so that's why i'm on. xDD

welllll.
basically. i got in trouble with my dad. i'm too lazy to write out full details, but my dad is pissed.
and i am banned from my compter, and i lose my phone as soon as my vacation is over - i'm in florida for those of you who don't know.

i've been really idle for awhile, and i don't honestly know how long i'll be away from the computer.

i love all of youuu <333
if i can't get on for a long time, it's because my dad banned me from everything. xDD



]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19473280/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/19473280/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 21:46:21 PDT I'm back from camp.

And I come back to a subscription. From a certain =Your-Laughing-Puppet Ilyilyilyily.

So I've had some great fun riding horses and such at camp. It was awesome. But I'm glad to be back~.

Oh yes. Going to San Diego Comic Con in a few days with some friends~
I'll be going on Thursday and Friday. Tell me if you're going aswell and maybe we can meet up.

Okay. So. Everything seems to be alright in this life of mine - I've got a terrible earache lately, so I think I have an ear infection, and it hurts to breathe sometimes, but I think I'm okay.

And the fabulous Mortie also got me the most gorgeous necklace evarrr.
*will so wear it lots*


Overall. Yes. Glad to be back. Tired, dirty, happy.
I missed you all. <3

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18956861/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18956861/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 20:22:35 PDT [Worth it, man.]

If you comment I will....

a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etcetera.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

GOGOGO 5555.
:33

...I really have to pee.
Just so you know.

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18865398/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18865398/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:44:32 PDT josie [aka my cat] is on the roof. outside. meowing.
it's quite lulzy.

i don't want to sleep. perhaps i'll run off to the park. hm.

life seems to be content right now. i'm hoping it stays this way.

i've been happier than i have been in awhile. it's... well, happy. :]
i'm learning who to stick close to on this site. i've made some lovely friends.

hmm. wonder if anyone reads this. i love you.
there are birds chirping outside and it's only 1:42. wtf.

oh yes. life is quite good.
= my life.
:333

]]> ~Esoterics http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18496339/ http://Esoterics.deviantart.com/journal/18496339/ Sun, 25 May 2008 14:35:15 PDT

Well. Besides the fact that there is a purpose to this, I feel the need to ramble a bit.
Lulz. Well. I'm Eso. Hallo tharr. Let's be friends.

This lovely place entitled DNI has made me laugh harder than I have in a whileee. XD Lalala. It's quite amazing. And I've met some loverly people. :3 Mainly and um.. a few others. Like ...D< I'm gonna keep forgetting people. [And sorrysorrysorry if I forgot you. x:]

Um. Yes.
There was a purpose to this. I swear. I'll attach the amnesia!L conversation to this for all the losers that wanna read it [].
...I'll go do that now.

Backstory to amnesia!L
Well yesterday [May 24?] Raito got a call from a mysterious person, claiming to have kidnapped L. He gave the whole chatroom many clues in the form of riddles, that would lead to a chatroom on DA where L was being kept. All of the guests in DNI, together, solved the riddles and pieced together the clues neccessary to finding L. found the actual room [congratz again, hun ] and we all went to L's rescue.
L returned to DNI with a severe case of amnesia. We have all been working extremely hard to help him regain his memories, and we can only hope that this kidnapper is caught and sent to jail.

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