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]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/21514404/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/21514404/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 08:33:32 PST
A pain stuck in your chest, a smile from your best, you sit at an empty table.
A new theory to test, a frown to confess, you swing your glass to an old mans fable.

Another speech to make, another conversation to write. Another blind decision to make, another imporbabilty that might.

The melted ice swaying in your glass, the look you let slip, the empty chair thats opposite.
The wine that reminds you of grass, the make-up mark left by your lip, the other feelings fit.

...

Tomorrow at about 4pm i will have lived for 22 years. I think I might have to pull over from my emotional roadtrip and have a cup of coffee.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/20580612/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/20580612/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:22:48 PDT
]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/19619861/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/19619861/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 08:46:17 PDT The cold morning was a welcome escape from the apocalypse I was experiencing in my dreams.

I knew that the late night scary movies would affect my easily manipulated mind, but this was different. I’ve many times dreamt along the course of what ever it was with which I busied myself before I went to bed. Last night, however was unlike those.

At first I’d just wake up with a gasp and calm myself down and back to sleep, as I would with any other bad dream, but these dreams persisted. With every gasp it was becoming more real. Every scene had a growing aftertaste of a guilty conscience. Soon I was rolling around feverishly. Half awake and not asleep I wrestled in a Hollywood instigated brawl. It was a one-sided and short one. I fought for about minute before I was overwhelmed. Begging to be let go out of the headlock ambiguous sin had me in.

I woke up.

A cold morning embraced me as I got out of bed. My mind was thankfully silent for the majority of the morning…

Its been a strange few days. Earlier this week I was filled with a huge sense of fulfillment. An invincible smile crept in the corner of my face. It was ok to not be ok. I felt immortal. Everything was dandy. I went for walks with my friends. I went surfing in unfavorable conditions and I had fun. I was happy. I was happy alone. I felt like I still had it in me to change this world…

…Funny.

These days I don’t allow my mind to wander like I use to. There are lots of scary questions, eh? Don’t you think? What’s right and what’s wrong. Now there is a scary question. I meet all sorts of moral dilemmas these days; drugs, sex, money, but somehow the things bothering me seem, well, worse.
I know I’m exaggerating big time, but it’s like comparing a drunk driver to Hitler?
Action or ideology? Which is the bigger crime?


Ambiguity- a lovely new word I’ve added to my English vocabulary.

I believe lots of things.
I believe things happen for a reason. I believe everything ‘talks’.
I believe in Newton’s 3rd. I believe in hope. I believe relationships are the most precious commodity. I believe everyone has a story to tell.
I believe in God. I believe that He can and will save me. I believe that fulfillment can only be found with Him. I believe that my perceptions of God are wrong. I believe that Jesus is the way to get to God. I don’t understand how. I don’t know how he speaks. But I believe He does. I believe He takes personal interest in us. I believe that there is more than what Christians tell us.

…whoa… I guess I do have a lot on my mind.

I just pray to be saved. To be better… and to transcend.
And yes, I do occasionally question my mental stability- but who do you tell these thing? Simple. You blog it. Its out of your head and public. With the added bonus that I don’t have to face people’s confused questions or ‘you’re so messed-up’-looks.

As for what we all come to this site for- art. Mine has been a bit quiet. The cockroaches in this part of Cape Town seem to have a taste for dry gouache. The little buggers already destroyed a canvas I gave to a friend. NOT FUN. Apart from that I don’t have any canvas left and well, I’ve not been THAT inspired to paint lately.

Well… that’s me for now.

And you? Yes, you actually reading this. How are you? What’s your opinion of things?
What do you think of these things? What’s your biggest… erm… concern?
What do you believe?

Can you ride your bike with no handlebars?

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/19228550/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/19228550/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 01:29:53 PDT
I walk home in the company of empty car. Fall down on my bed in a slump.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/18761623/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/18761623/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 07:10:18 PDT Maybe this is just another cry for help.?

I've been churning out so pretty cool new stuff.

Lemme know what you think.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17519332/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17519332/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 01:59:23 PDT Or can this be explained??


Anycase... ive been given my first big comission. Which i will be paid for. Yeah!

Bleh.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17506661/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17506661/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:41:14 PDT

My logic in no longer sensible.

I've hurt again. I don't think people like me should be in relationships. I need a white jacket. Cheap drugs or something. Or maybe just an experiance to put things back into perspective. I feel like I've lost it and I can not care less.

I told her how I feel about the relationship... That I am unsure. That I did feel that I could wait that long... and sure as pie not going to now. That I captured because i did not want to hurt her. I told her that I felt that I would be better of single. I told her that I kept thinking of ending it. And knew that she felt it. Shes not an idiot. not at all. she read me from day one, better than most.

I told her all this while i was driving her car back home. I knew she could not escape. Then after i told her I just bit my lip and drove... "ive got all this ringing in my ears but none on my finger" played from my Infinity on High disc... I love a good intertext.

I sat down in the armchair in the corner of the room of my head. I sighed deeply and smiled that smile that strikes fear in those who see through it. I reach up the glass of Bourbon on the little wooden shelf. I bring it down to my nose and swirl it. Sweet sorrow.

On the other tab my mind is giving up. Gtalk is organizing a hoolie. Facebook is declaring: /me is lost...

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17359683/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/17359683/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 08:53:12 PDT
So, student life is crazy. The studies, the late nights, the booze, people.
We build ourselves a drinking device last week... It broke us, we broke it in turn. Hated myself the following morning, felt as if I have let the world down.[i'm well over it now] All my dreams of changing the world seems so far away, but there seems to be hope.

So, I've been loving the city i'm staying in. Loads of fun things, crazy people and inspiration... I did my first canvas worth mentioning a few weeks back, i'm quite proud of it and I gave it away...

So, I've picking up loads of issues and things that never bothered me in the past have become in-your-face realities. I find myself considering things I never thought I would. Its scares me.

But ja... I would like to have given a more poetic up date- maybe later, when i have time and juices to do it...

Hope you guys are well!

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/16431436/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/16431436/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:34:16 PST Eyelids shut slowly.
I take a deep breath… It deafens me in the silence of my focused mind
I bend my knees and let gravity do its thing:
Here goes nothing… there goes Kansas.

Tomorrow evening around 6 o’clock I will be dropped off. A new town [ city ], new area, new apartment, new flat mates, new room mate, new mindsets. Like the little first grader going to the “big school”. My mom and dad will drop off a wide eyed boy for a new adventure which will ultimately make him more of a man. So there I will be… bright and new- the rookie, the grommit. Two ways to take: like the little boy or like the kamikaze pilot.

I’ve got so much on my mind. I bought me the new Fall Out Boy album: Infinity on High. I was so looking forward to that album- I guess I was kind of wishing it would for fill me, but it sure did not? Don’t get me wrong, it’s a great album though!
But its like so many other things in life.

Now I’m sitting alone in my room. Trying to process what has happened this last two weeks. Trying to process what is about to happen to me.

I feel alone.

Not an unfamiliar feeling. My parents are asleep, so is my younger brother. So is everyone else I love it seems. But that’s fine. Its a good alone.
[My brother gave me his version of a speech tonight. It whent something like this: “ If you don’t have fun this year- I’ll walk down to Cape Town and kick your ass”. I love him.]

I can’t wait.
To learn – to study, to cook, to live, to think.

I still have a lot on my mind. Would you like to know?

In our fights against ourselves we often make people the most dangerous weapons.
I don’t agree on what she said about just letting go and doing what you feel like doing, but I know I’m too much of a stuck up prick at times.

So ja. BLEH.

I probably need to go get some sleep… I feel this journal is half. But that’s all I’ve got.

Hope you guys have an awesome week, month or year… which ever it may be.

Love people.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/16136084/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/16136084/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:38:20 PST
I had a hectic few week behind me... the hospitality industry is no joke, espescially over the festive season.
Also, it been another bizarre week. With everything ranging from over doing it, meeting new friends, crossing boundries, early mornings- to VERY early mornings, picking fights with my superiors to just winding down...

It is my last week as an employee... I'm wrapping up my 3rd gap year- and moving down south. I'm going to study in Cape Town... study what you ask? electrical engineering... i'm not sure what i'm getting myself into. but I sure am excited about getting my behind educated!!! that and the prospect of being a student! WWWOOOOOHHOOOOO!!!

On the art side... I've been trying out my paint set I was given for my birthday... ITS AWESOME! I really enjoy it! Its alot of work, but hey, its fun... Anyway... i'lll post some later [much later]

Anyway... Keep well...

I'll try and do a long chatter later...

Enjoy 2008! God loves us! we are getting wiser, we are getting stronger. We are going to meet new people, experiance new things... Its gonna be great!

wooooohooooo!

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/15328921/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/15328921/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 09:36:27 PDT Sorry for invoulentarily dragging you into my madness.

You know, some people you can sum up in one word.
eg.

Beautiful, Courageous, Silly, Loving, Scared, Bold, Loud, Gentle, Dumbass, Funny, Creative, Caring, Bitter, ect ect ect. I think my word would be Chaotic.
What do you think you are? Only one word.

I really should stop being so dramatic. Its getting on my nerves.
I had another BIZZARE week. I seem to live in this darn fairyland... weird. Just bee-zarrr!

I'm just tired tonight, so whoever is reading this, is getting all the junk. Do other people also get tired of themselves? Maybe its time for a rock show, or a piercing [behoede my! roflol!! ] or a raucus party? I've been falling on my head quite alot while surfing, but that does not seem to cut it, fun as it is. I've hurt someone [and myself] in a friendslationship [if you know what i mean], that did not do it either.
I've met a buch of cool friends, they're great. But i'll be leaving the area very soon, to go off to the BIG CITY. blahblahblahblah, I reckon I should take the company car after i've finished this silly shift tonight and go for a drive. Maybe cruise to down to the beach or maybe cruise to were my friends are gathering tonight.

[you know, no amount of sex, drugs or rock and roll can EVER satisfy you?]

Anyway, you? how are you? What word are you? Did you think about it? What are you up to?

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/15125825/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/15125825/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 07:58:14 PDT
Somebody teach me to colour!!!
Do i need to get me tablet?? hmmm?
I want to progress!! more more! muhahhahaha!

ok.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/14784032/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/14784032/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:28:48 PDT
I'm lank amped to dent my sketchpad. A friend of mine wants me to draw her [in my own style]!! Yippee! a comisson!! So i'm looking forward to working hard to do something impressive. Hopefully i will pull it off. we'll see.

Anyways.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/14630103/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/14630103/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:15:59 PDT I'm thinking alot about her and the other her. I've been thinking alot about being alone and dying alone. I don't think I care anymore. I'm getting ticked off about the situation at work. I'd like to know if I am an employee or a volounteer. I'm so over coming home after work and not having anything to look forward to. I miss having a group of friends. I miss hanging out. I miss being valuable to somebody else. I feel numb. I wish to have more than this digital excistance. I'm not sure. I don't think I ever was. I miss having weekends. I want a car. I miss God. I wish something would matter?? I find myself wondering where meaning has gone. I don't feel like changing the world somedays. I feel like tearing it apart. I dislike the fact that its friday night and i'm at work and it just does not feel worth it anymore. I love the work i'm doing- but i feel like i'm losing my soul. I feel like tapping the screen for life. I'm not even 21. i'm living like a bloody 56 year old hermit. I need a new rush. I feel like fighting. I feel like drinknig. I don't like the thought of going to bed tonight just to wake up- to go to work- to be shunted about- and then, tragicly, to come home after work only to go to bed again? I'm so tired. I just want to go to sleep. but no, i'm still at work.on duty. fighting the good fight. Taking one for the ministry. BS.
I'm done.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13707127/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13707127/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:08:58 PDT
I had such a fun day. Very strange at times, but fun.
We had a howling wind the WHOLE day.
I like the wind in my face. i alway feel like its blowing my soull clean. And somehow the wind makes everyone else seem a bit dotty too... its most probaly just me.
I found myself chuckeling to myself to such a degree that I even stepped on some toes over lunch...
I laughed about life. I smirked about people. I chuckeld about my past...
I was saying in a previous journal about the female voices in my head? well, i had a good chuckel about them aswell. I had a good laugh about all the girls i've "loved" before. sometimes the chuckel was cynical, but i chuckeled never the less.
The world is such a beautifull place... [i know, that what i say now, but even with all its ugliness, its still lovely.]
*sigh*
I've been LOVING my job these last few days.
We should not work for money, you know...




A good smile.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13682971/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13682971/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:49:33 PDT
Back at work. Loving it.

Thinking more than usual.
Lots of voices in my head, now.
Lots of girl voices.
Gods voice there aswell, rather comforting.

so ja

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13619755/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13619755/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 10:44:14 PDT
So i get to go home this weekend, my leave papers for August is signed and somehow my mind has become very cluttered with female voices?! ]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13302802/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13302802/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 12:00:29 PDT I'm quite run down. Been having alot on my mind.
been having the same thing on my mind the last 6 months, it seems.
[actually, probaly the last 2 years]

So ja... as for art- or what ever you want to call it.
I'm Lazy. i want to try new mediums... i'm trying some writing, but photography is luring me aswell.

Anyway.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13237431/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/13237431/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 09:47:47 PDT

Its funny how life seems to, pardon the analogy, regurgitates .

Like history repeatig itself, or your past haunting you.

I've come across one such regurgitation, the problem is it was a really good meal...

eINa!

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12927952/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12927952/ Sat, 12 May 2007 10:24:09 PDT So I might be posting some of my poems and other nonsense soon.

I've also been working on a few pictures, none really good. I'm trying to get a new edge in my drawings, evolve my style.
otherwise things are going slow.
But I'm starting a complex one tonight- on the concept of "Tri-une" [the concept is in my scraps.]
I've waited for quite a while but I think its time to try it.

What else can i tell you?

I don't have 'someone special'.
I havn't had a beer in about, sheez, 4 weeks?
I'm itching on the inside abit?
I'm trying to pick up some long lost friends here and there.
I'm yurning for adventure...

nothing mutch more...
I might post one of those "questions" again, maybe just as a deviantion this time.

We've got an Electrical Engineer. so called 'Uncle' Billy Hall, to fill in while my boss is on leave for the next two weeks! Yeehah!
That means i get to do and learn some cool stuff!
Hurrah for Bill!
Hurrah for Electrisity!
Hurrah for God!

Anyway.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12826372/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12826372/ Thu, 03 May 2007 10:11:55 PDT
"Charge Windmills" - i love this one.
Exepriance is mightier than strength
"Outlive the Bastards" - i like that one.
Think big, start small?
Am I alone or lonely?
Mercy Killings- the soulish type
Switcfoot's CD 'oh,Gravity' [skop gat] kicks arse
do something
Start with me.

jah, so that it. not much, nothing hectic...

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12618472/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12618472/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 12:28:22 PDT
Either
BE a hero
or
Create a hero


A Hero wearing jeans.
We need heroes.
Would you like to be a hero?
...fighting *for* good, rather than fighting *against* evil.
Do i have what it takes to make a differance?

... or am i just crazy?

you know what hit me recently-
widows and oprhans both lack one thing- Men.

Are any of you willing to make a stand? To change what disgusts you? To fight for others souls? To sacrifice yourself for what is truly and utterly right?









I DON'T KNOW

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12361819/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/12361819/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:50:54 PDT What makes you feel alive?
Have you ever laughed at yourself?
What do you enjoy? - I mean really, what do you enjoy?
Have you ever done things that no one else will see to make yourself laugh?
Have you ever stopped to precieve with your nose?
Have you ever listened to what type of day it is?
Do you understand the power of your soul?
What types of stories does your hands tell?
Have you ever stopped strangers to tell them how pretty they look or how cute their nose is?
Do you leave hints for people to assume how messed up you really are?
What is the most messed up thing you've ever thought of doing? Why didn't you do it? Are you willing to tell someone what it is?
Do you think people are by default bad?
Do you gamble? if not why not?
Would you fight for someone you don't know?
Have you ever been honest to God?
Are you willing to let the world as it is?
Do you miss something?
Have you ever given away your salary?
Are you having fun?
When last did you precieve with your entire body?
Do you like the cold?
Have you ever just did the first thing that came to mind?
Do you know where you really belong?
Have you tasted your surroundings?
Does smells haunt you?

When last did you frighten yourself?

Do you see?

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11733098/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11733098/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:41:15 PST
So i've been skipping alot today, also we've been deconstructing an old shed thingy, so i've been working with large, heavy blunt objects the whole day- Bashing it in basically.

So ja, I stared my day with a surf at 6 o'clock in the morning which always is (if you would excuse my american ) stinking awesome.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11633680/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11633680/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:41:45 PST
So here goes a list of the thing i've been pondering about lately


Traitors - betrayel, paradoxes and guilt.

Cutters - bleeding and pain.

(Yes i know, morbid.)

The people i've met in life so far.

Rum & Pirates.

Emotion

Wisdom

The power of the soul

People i've met

A crime syndicate

Giving away my salary.

Story Characters (i've been challenged to create a few)

Flowers

Animal Characters

Fighting

Living

!home (for all those who understand the punctiation)

??Love??

Friendships

Risks

Fight Club

What it means being an male Afrikaner.


So lets see if any of these inspire some of my up coming works...

Oh,yes and i stared surfing on th first of Feb- its AWESOME! lets see if can get it.

Love you all!


Specs you later!!

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11595072/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11595072/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:25:38 PST
Finally the new deviantions i told you about.

I know its only six, but hey.


Enjoy!

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11539878/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11539878/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:03:41 PST
I'm doing well. Dealing with alot of issues eg:

Relationships
My future
Who I am
What I want
What my potential is
ect...


oh yes... investing stupidity: Rather feel stupid for a short while by asking a dumb question or just doing something than to not do it and loose out on learing something and being stupid about it for a longer while.

Makes sense? tell me if it does.

anyways... some new Deviantions (finally) are on their way. its not much, but hey.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11150028/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/11150028/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:23:52 PST oh today if I fight, i do not fight alone...

Today I fight with 20 years of bottled up hate.

Today I'll let it all go...

Today you will not win for I have my victory
even if i lay face down bleeding on the floor.
For letting go will be my freedom.

I cannot be censored anymore, i cannot live this lie anymore.

Today i fight against myself.

Today i fight for myself.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/10689779/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/10689779/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:17:29 PST
I havent got to drawing anything good lately.
Sad case, though.

i'll be leaving the area soon, so I don't know how I will draw, but we'll see what happens.

I've got a few ideas for a few things in mind to do.

so ja, lets see what happens.

]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9529545/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9529545/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 02:54:48 PDT
"I found this in [insert where you found it here] [link] 's journal."

This just looks like a Killer fun thing to do and it seems to be spreading like the plague!

1. Introduction-
2. Love-
3. Light-
4. Dark-
5. Seeking Solace-
6. Break Away-
7. Heaven-
8. Innocence-
9. Drive-
10. Breathe Again-
11. Memory-
12. Insanity-
13. Misfortune-
14. Smile-
15. Silence-
16. Questioning-
17. Blood-
18. Rainbow-
19. Gray-
20. Fortitude-
21. Vacation-
22. Mother Nature-
23. Cat-
24. No Time-
25. Trouble Lurking-
26. Tears-
27. Foreign-
28. Sorrow-
29. Happiness-
30. Under the Rain-
31. Flowers-
32. Night-
33. Expectations-
34. Stars-
35. Hold My Hand-
36. Precious Treasure-
37. Eyes-
38. Abandoned-
39. Dreams-
40. Rated-
41. Teamwork-
42. Standing Still-
43. Dying-
44. Two Roads-
45. Illusion-
46. Family-
47. Creation-
48. Childhood-
49. Stripes-
50. Breaking the Rules-
51. Sport-
52. Deep in Thought-
53. Keeping a Secret-
54. Tower-
55. Waiting-
56. Danger Ahead-
57. Sacrifice-
58. Kick in the Head-
59. No Way Out-
60. Rejection-
61. Fairy Tale-
62. Magic-
63. Do Not Disturb-
64. Multitasking-
65. Horror-
66. Traps-
67. Playing the Melody-
68. Hero-
69. Annoyance-
70. 67%-
71. Obsession-
72. Mischief Managed-
73. I Can't-
74. Are You Challenging Me?-
75. Mirror-
76. Broken Pieces-
77. Test-
78. Drink-
79. Starvation-
80. Words-
81. Pen and Paper-
82. Can You Hear Me?-
83. Heal-
84. Out Cold-
85. Spiral-
86. Seeing Red-
87. Food-
88. Pain-
89. Through the Fire-
90. Triangle-
91. Drowning-
92. All That I Have-
93. Give Up-
94. Last Hope-
95. Advertisement-
96. In the Storm-
97. Safety First-
98. Puzzle-
99. Solitude-
100. Relaxation-

I think this is great! Spread it!
It might soon be as deviantart phenomenon (whatever the spelling is)!

yeah! ]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9456329/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9456329/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:03:33 PDT
Ok I've sumbitted my most of my new stuff... Hopefully it won't be so long till the next batch arrives... watch me evolve! hehehehe!

Remember to check my Bro's site: [link]

and the props to:
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ByE!

Love you all! ]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9392660/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/9392660/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 08:18:43 PDT
Well my Bro has joined Deviant!

Check out his stuff!

[link]

Yeah!

I hope to submit my new stuff next week, keep your eyes out! ]]> ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/8403617/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/8403617/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 00:13:30 PDT ~Ethelwulf http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/7344733/ http://Ethelwulf.deviantart.com/journal/7344733/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 11:09:56 PST
Eratic, A.D.D. feuled brain patterns filled with impulsive doodles and half constructed imagitive master plans.
Synical and hopefull, optemistic and negative, paradoxes are everywhere in my round skull...

Inside the bone of my jaw looms a predator... manipultive, controling, vain. Misusing al my knowledge, psyco-analisis training suposed to be used for healing, being used for control, techniques perverted... driven by lust, selffishness... pride.
Held back only by the One that controls me and my lips... a upper lip that has seen its share of blood, blood not from others but of my own... my nose, prominent but weak veined.A lower lip bigger than the upper.

Mediumly build with several scars on my arms, on my legs i walk tru a widing road to a journey of healing, understaning and love... ]]> ~Ethelwulf