http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Evanescere&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Evanescere en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 12:48:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/27481521/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/27481521/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 07:15:55 PDT My bad.

In celebration of my return, I take this from Tess! Mwaha.

I was bored. Here you go.

(001) Your gender: Female.
(002) Sexual orientation: Mostly gay. Like 99%.
(003) Single? Nope.
(004) Do you want to be? I'm good with where I am at the moment.
(005) Your birthday: April 4th, 1990.
(006) Age you wish you were: Twelve.
(007) Your height: 5'3.5"
(008) The color of your eyes: Hazel.
(009) The color of your hair: Brown.
(010) Piercings: Ear lobes (5 total), Industrial, Left side of lip, right nostril.
(011) Tattoos: Splatter Rainbow and "Knowledge is Power".

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? Not a fan.
(013) Do drugs? Have.
(014) Read the newspaper? If you put one in front of me.
(015) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yeah. Haha.
(016) Take walks in the rain? Yeah! :]
(017) Drive? No.
(018) Like to drive fast? I probably would.
(019) Hurt yourself? Yeah. Not on purpose.

HAVE YOU EVER

(020) Been out of the country? Yeppers.
(021) Been in love? Haha, so I've thought.
(022) Done drugs? See (013).
(023) Gone skinny dipping? Yep.
(024) Had any type of surgery? Nope.
(025) Ran away from home? Nah.
(026) Played strip poker? Yep.
(027) Gotten beaten up? Nope.
(028) Been picked on? Eh, who hasn't?
(029) Been on stage? Nope.
(030) Slept outdoors? Yep!
(032) Thought about suicide? Intense pain makes you think stupid things.
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Of course!
(034) If yes, what is your record? 43 hours. :\ I need to work on that.
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yep.
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Lots of times.
(037) Slept all day? Yum.
(038) Killed someone? Sadly, no.
(039) Made out with a stranger? Nope.
(040) Had sex with a stranger? Nopers.
(041) Kissed the same sex? Mmm. I mean, mmhmm.
(042) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes'm. ;]
(043) Been betrayed? Eh. *shrug*
(044) Broken the law? :]
(045) Met a famous person? Guess not.
(046) Been on radio/TV? Nah.
(047) Been in a mosh-pit? Nope.
(048) Had a nervous breakdown? Nah.
(049) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Heh. Only positive.
(050) Had a dream that kept coming back? Not that I can recall.

APPAREL

(051) Shoe brand: I have several different ones that I wear frequently.
(052) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Work? Maroon polo, khaki pants or short, navy hat. Uniform.
(053) Wear hats? All the time.
(054) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Somewhat.
(055) Do you wear make-up daily? Nope.
(056) Favorite place to shop: Thrift stores 'cause I'm cheap. Aero, too.
(057) Favorite article of clothing: My new Haunt hoody.
(058) Are you trendy: I have trends in my head.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

(059) Life on other planets: Yes.
(060) Miracles? No.
(061) Astrology? Yeah.
(062) Magic? HARRY POTTER.
(063) God? Something.
(064) Satan? Nah.
(065) Santa? Totally.
(066) Ghosts? Yeah.
(067) Luck? Somewhat.
(068) Love at first sight? Nah.
(069) Yin and Yang? Sort of.
(070) Witches? HERMIONE.
(072) Fidelity? Yeah.
(073) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No. Just gay guys.


LOVE

(074) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing this title? No.
(075) Do you remember your first love? Yeah.
(076) Still love him/her? In a way.
(077) Do you consider love a mistake? Nah.
(078) What do you find romantic? Er. No idea.
(079) Turn-on: Wit, literacy, fitness, confidence.
(080) Turn-off: Poor hygiene, insolence, sloth.
(081) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? It's a part of the impression.
(082) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? It's not socially acceptable? At any rate, it doesn't apply to me.
(083) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Somebody who isn't exactly my type, yes.
(084) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? So I've heard.
(085) What's the last present someone gave you? Kake gets me stuff. XD
(086) Are you in love? Nah.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(087) That made you laugh? Liz.
(088) That laughed at you? Liz.
(089) That turned you on? Definitely Liz.
090) You went shopping with? Ben Jammin.
(091) To disappoint you? Ben.
(092) To ask you out? I usually do the asking. The last person to ask me out, I suppose, was Tim, I think.
(093) To... ]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/24897862/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/24897862/ Fri, 22 May 2009 20:59:28 PDT Yes. Hay.

Anyway, I've been really busy. Srsly. I don't have much time between friends demanding my attention and me demanding roller coasters and work.
Lots of work.
Uh...

So...
One of these days when I'm bored on a Wednesday, I'll upload some old arts from winter.

Peace!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/23122998/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/23122998/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:00:08 PST

So, I haven't submitted anything in awhile. I realize. I just wanted to let you all know that I shall be submitting more stuff Thursday, probably. , who is amazing by the way, has offered to let me use her scanner. Woo! Alas, there isn't much Tyzula nor Bellice stuff in the mix, mostly just my OCs, or stuff I did for *ShadowKira, but after Valentine's Day, I should start drawing more stuff. Maybe. No guarantees, obviously, but I might try.



So...yeah. I'm really hungry and I have two exams tomorrow, so I'm going to go study for those.

PEACE!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/22115187/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/22115187/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 05:02:30 PST
Lawls.

I don't know what's new. XD I'm slooooowly working on that timewarp meme. My first meme oboy. Otherwise... just doodles. Came up with a new character to chill with the bros Tor and Ari 'n' her girl.
Oh, and obviously I've gotten back into my old Azula habits. Mostly for Liz's benefit. 'Cause I like benefitting Liz.

Aaaaannnndddd.

My scanner's still down for the count.
Why?
'Cause AJ's a douche and undoubtedly lost the power cord. D:
So, for now, I use Gigi's and Fliz's.

SUCH IS LIFE.



]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19644702/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19644702/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:19:40 PDT 1)Post these rules
2)Each person must post 8 random facts about themselves [it better be interesting]
3)Tags should write a journal of facts
4)At the end of this,post 8 more deviant are tagged and named
5)Go to their page and leave a comment, telling them they're tagged by: Evanescere

~~~
1. I like roller coasters more than sex.
2. I'm always either tired or hungry or both.
3. I hate cold water. Even if it's super hot outside. I won't drink it and I won't run around in it.
4. I'm paranoid. About alien attacks. And dying. >>;
5. I never want to grow up.
6. I made a handful of cafepress stores: [link] [link] [link]
7. I should be cleaning my kitchen.
8. I am both scared and excited to go to college in three weeks.


I SHALL TAG:






I has no more friends than that. XD

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19621039/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19621039/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:18:58 PDT I decided to finally do this, after seeing do it. I meant to do this before, at the suggestion of , but I thought you had to put payment information in.
In addition, I now have payment information, so it's perfect.
Here it is: I made a cafepress store.
It's [link]

I only have my rainbow design on it 'cause it's really the only neat thing that would look good on a shirt at the moment. However, is helping me out with an Azula-based design, hopefully one that won't infringe on any copyrights, unless her name is copyrighted.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19487332/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/19487332/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 18:27:16 PDT
*jumps in front of you*

"Liz cell" (7:29:26 PM): Hey, i can be. It's azula day! XD i even have my red undies on. Haha
That Tori Brat (7:29:40 PM): I have red undies on too!

Out loud: "That's exciting! *flails* I'm excited!!"


So, I'm a little retarded.

Yeeeaaaahhhh.

I just went through lots of my old journals on here... weird.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/17545400/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/17545400/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 17:08:16 PDT I haven't updated this thing in forever.

Well, I turn 18 in a week and like 5 hours.

I'm getting a tattoo, too! In case you missed the dA submission, XD

I don't know. I use xanga more than this for blogging, although I definitely go on this all the time.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/13439233/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/13439233/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:00:23 PDT And discovered I can't submit deviations...
-curses-

So, I decided to submit all my scraps, 'cause they seem to work well enough.

The only ones I'd recommend are the seduction and Pope ones. 'Less you're a homophobe. Then only the Pope one. The seduction one I just really like 'cause the poses came out great.

So yeah, Sorry


EDIT


I'm a bloody idiot. You'll be getting deviations soon enough...

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/13206978/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/13206978/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 19:46:10 PDT I have no new art on here. ;______;

What the f00ck.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12876101/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12876101/ Mon, 07 May 2007 13:14:25 PDT That kind of bites.

So, I haven't written in this thing for ages. I should work on that.

What's happened lately?
Well, nothing I feel the need to tell you about.


Yes, I am a grump today.


I'm sick of school. It should be over. I don't like doing anything. I'm becoming exclusive, I've noticed.

I don't want to play this game anymore. I can't win, you can't win, nobody can win and I don't play games I don't win.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12279424/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12279424/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 03:18:57 PDT My birthday is coming up! Oh boy!! I'm excited. Now I just need to talk mom into going grocery shopping sometime next week, and I'm going to *try* and talk her into buying a bulk pack of red bull. 'Cause we're all fiends. And maybe piercing my ear again today (I took the earring out and put in a hoop, they're easier to take care of).
Tomorrow, Tori wears a skirt.
But the problem is, what else is Tori going to wear with the skirt...? o_o; Meep.
Anyway, what else has been happening in the last ten days!?
Um...
Asian! He's awesome. Yep yep. Hm.. Afam and Kake are my party planning committee... Only we still haven't done anything. >>;; Hm. I have to do a speech after spring break! Rawr. I still haven't found an NPO to do it on, though (suggestions?). Um. Gym = fun! Gym = badminton! w00t w00t!
It was warm! Last week!! And then.. it snowed. Like hardcore. Totally wild.
Oh, and last night, I was all rawr at the world, and I had a headache 'cause of it, and Giinzy's all "I'll bring you painkillers!" and I'm all "Hah. No." (I'm an Aries, stfu, this is how we do). So, AJ goes to the store, I'm all rawr...even moreso because I'm getting frustrated at not being able to find an NPO and all the anti-gay ones are just so ridiculous! The phone rings. And AJ's not here to answer it. What the crap. So, up I get and the phone's on the couch. I plop down, see it's Giinzy and meow at her. She's outside my house. Because that's not weird. So, in she comes, and gives me motrins and gives me hugs and nuzzles and despite me trying to stay angry, I get happy 'cause she's cute.
In conclusion: if you're angry at the world and don't want to feel better, don't let your friend in. It just doesn't work.
That's all you get.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12161495/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/12161495/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:42:39 PDT The warmth, 'tis coming!
Anyfuck.
Was going to have a party this weekend, but I get overly excited about these things and invite a lot of people when I shouldn't be. So...that's postponed. 'Til spring break anyway. Well, people can still sleep over this weekend, but not a whole ton of people. I guess I'll ask a few if they want to. I don't care. Mi casa es tu casa. Jebba was complaining that she misses my mom, so maybe I'll talk her into sleeping over. And Kake, too, 'cause Kake needs to hang out with Jebba more. And maybe Giinz 'cause Giinz couldn't last weekend. -shrug- We'll see.
Um. WARM. 'Tis coming.
God, I have no life. This is depressing.

Um. Bye!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11898946/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11898946/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 18:01:56 PST
God, I love my sign.

Be weary of your impulses and stuff, they're gonna be crazy when it comes to desires and love and stuff like that. Just be careful. That's what happens when Venus is in Aries (think Venus in Scorp, but with more action, less emotion, and a lot more impulse).


Today!
Tech Adventure!
Tomorrow!
Tech Adventure: New Jersey!

I'm feelin' so creative! <3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11834003/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11834003/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 18:35:13 PST Yeh, he's better, but I prefer supergirl over batgirl.

Um.
Romped yesterday.

Tech'd and overate today.
Came home and slept. But now I'm up! And I'm going back to sleep!

OH BOY


...but I'm not a boi ><;

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11791480/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11791480/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 20:25:58 PST
I really wish I knew how to handle such a situation.


I don't think I'm going to use this anymore. Maybe once a week. I'm liking xanga more lately.


I'm sorry, but this is how I am.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11762165/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11762165/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 03:02:41 PST I woke up. Nobody was around. AJ came in and told me mom went to Janis-from-Tatamy's funeral. Afam calls. He's comin' over. Clean up the house a bit, take a shower, Afam's here. To Kake's! Lazytown! Cute guy, cute accent, weird-ass show. Colleen calls! Wanna chill? Okay! Drove around in circles for like fifteen minutes. Pole calls! We're conveniantly right outside her house! I love the Pole. To the Palmer mall! Dirty mexican, socks with ants, Ryan Schanzen-something that I haven't seen since fifth grade. Claire's. Fat skunk with a lip ring. THE LIGHTS ARE DIFFERENT. Pole got shotgun. To K-mart! Make-up! Energy-soda-stuff. Candy? No candy... Now, we're home. Fun day. But we're bored.

[edit: 6 am]

So, yes, we were bored. But then we went for a walk.
Got capuccino, said hi to Pole, headed on down to Gina's. Brr. At Gina's, made silly videos, Afam played piano, I 'cuddled' with Gina (more like burrowed). Gina found out yet another thing that she can do that I hate. Oh boy. ><; Um. Got driven home against my will (but it's okay, I understand. Kake's mom is the same way. I can just usually get away with more from Gina's mommy. XD). So anyway, came home, watched Signs. Watched Batman Beyond. Sang to myself in the kitchen and also talked to myself (I'm my own psychiatrist).
Editted my myspace... watched vids Afam and I took from last summer and one from last night. Blah. Now it's 6 am and I'm tired. Gonna go to bed.
Good night <3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11754730/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11754730/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:37:57 PST >; Oh, and listening to the Pole (I can't say it was talking with her, 'cause it was mostly listnening. Pool Pole :[ )

Eh. I'll post something better later. I went all philosophical around like 10, I think. That's on my xanga. I'm a strange one..
Anyfuck, bed time, bitches.


Rawr~

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11717955/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11717955/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:27:48 PST <;

Ugh. Anyway...

Shit! I forgot my dream. ><; wtf. Eh, oh well.

I suppose I'll see if I can sleep for another hour and a half. And if I can't, I'll get back up and clean the house aimlessly so mom'll give me $8.

Oh yeh, yesterday... nothing really happened. 'Cept for my arms getting clawed to shreds by Ali because I kept going after her neck.
We have scheduling today.
Pointless, I know. Will update later when slightly more awake.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11698616/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11698616/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 14:45:52 PST Your passions are restrained today, but they can still be overwhelming if everything isn't just right. You are fussier than usual and are willing to let someone know exactly what you want. If they cannot deliver the goods, then you are likely to withdraw. If, however, you feel understood, then you are more likely to succumb to your desires. Be cool and reserved until you know it's okay to proceed. Then, shoot from the heart.
Well, I'm home now so I guess my horoscope be wrong. Good.

Anyway, we had a two hour delay today (and I'm almost positive we'll have one tomorrow, as well). I got to launch myself right into painting, even if we only had a half an hour -_-; Annoyed by that. Physics was good. I understand stuff . Physics lab was productive, surprisingly. Chem was, well, Chem and World Cultures was gory. English was amusing because we got to make a list of all the problems we see in school and society. We're a very opinionated group of kids, so obviously it got a little rowdy. We have many many qualms with our surroundings. Can't wait for tomorrow.
Tomorrow means gym! Because we all know just how much I adore volleyball. So, yeh, no gym, free hour of Tori-time. Yey. ^^
Now, off to do Pre-Calc, English, and Chem homework.
Gonna try and take pics of some of my art tonight, if I can.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11673543/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11673543/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 15:59:39 PST The computer keeps restarting and I feel like breaking things.
-ahem- Anyway...
Today is an utter waste of a day. So I'll tell you about yesterday. Yesterday was fun, haha. I finally brought Sha's clothes in. I finished my hoody (I think I'll take a picture of that), couldn't do my pre-calc 'cause I forgot to get my kookalater fixed. Um. School was otherwise boring. 'Cept for harassing Kristen during English, that's always fun. Tech meant running around tickling people. Kristen, mainly, really. Jairro braided my hair, haha. Not much went on. Afterwards! Went home, changed shoes, shirt and gathered my necessities and went to Kake's. She got her stuff and we went walking! Got cappuccino and saw Mandi! ^^ Were walking to see Chi when we got a call from Giinz and headed home instead. Giinz showed up, we got ahold of Chi, and she came over too! We watched the Producers (with Gina, me and Chi all piled and laying upon one another in odd ways on the couch). Good times. Then it was pizza time. And then we all left. XD Giinz and I walked to my house and Kiix, Kiix's mommy and Chi walked Chi home. Giinz was over from like 10 'til midnight. We hung out, as per usual. When she left, I took a shower, got out of the shower just as I got a phonecall from Giinz telling me she forgot her glasses (I was thinking "Who the hell is calling at half past midnight?! -checks- Giinz? o_O;"). Was going to clean the kitchen and realized I wasn't exactly motivated, so I went to bed at 1.
Ta-da! How entertaining.
Not really.
All that happened today was I woke up at 9. Got my period at 1. Went to sleep (curled around the radiator, haha) at 4. Woke up at 6.
See, waste of a day.
Now I'm going to talk my mom into buying chinese food 'cause I'm starving. I think I ate like 3 cookies all day.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11636655/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11636655/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 14:58:02 PST
Anyway, I've figured it out! (Eureka)! I'm not in love with Dan, I just like him. Go me! Yey. :]
Gosh, I love being a lesbian It's neat.

Giinz and Chi and Pole and Ali (I think) need to watch the Producers. We must arrange a date! Must must must!!

Okay, well, now I need to go send out e-mails to people 'cause Mrs. Durnin told me so. She walked with Sha and I to lunch. C'est amusant.


GAH! Hyper! Cold makes me hyper for some unknown reason!

Oh! Today!
Got report cards!
Gina beat me by 3 freaking points, wtf!! Rawr. Otherwise, I increased all my GPAs and stuff. That's neat. Gonna work harder! Getting better at this Physics thing, that should help! Neat! Um, what else?
Hm...
Did a lot of nothing in physics, starting painting Zodiac wheel on back of hoody in art. Chem was funny. Mr. Stewart, that guy's hilarious. English was amusing. Kristin's fun to poke. ^^
ajklg;kgajklaskjg~~~~ BORED.

Um, oh yeh, tech! And how I did half my physics homework and the Asian... I asked to help, but he actually didn't. Asian's amusing. Watching Gina dance a bit. Tried to focus on homework. Don't like Jerica, don't like Ramos. Meow meow. After drama, harassed Gina. Got slapped by Gina (hard, even if she doesn't think so. I think I would know, I felt it. Harder than necessary), slapped her back. I allowed her to have the last slap just 'cause I don't like slapping her. Asian and I marvelled over her body. She ran away. She's funny when hyper.
Walked home! Wasn't all that cold :3
Gonna go read! WOO READ! Ahahahah!!!
Hyper? Me? Never >>;
ORANGE JUICE <3

Oh, noted, I like boys with long (like, falling down, not fro) curly hair and blonde hair. Long hair. Always long. Noticed. Just... yeh. >>; And nice bodies. Purely physical attraction (in Dan's case that and mental attraction). Wweeeeee~~~~~~

Hitler?

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11616272/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11616272/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 19:34:15 PST I'm letting her get to me when I shouldn't be 'cause, I mean, I only see her like twice every six days, no? I mean, sure, I see her in the halls and stuff but why'd she have to go and play my games? Why'd she have to go and flirt back? It's just cruel. I hate it. I'm mad at myself for just letting any thought wander into my head. I hate repetition (but I can't stop myself from asking if she's going out with him. They're always together in the halls. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous. But God, how can I be jealous of something that's not mine and won't be? UGH. wtf. But, to let her know would be to give in to her, 'cause she's a fucking Leo. She'd like that, even if she didn't show it. And she's so impossible to read, I can't take anything for granted with her! Why must this happen to me?).
Girls. Girls are a pain in the ass.
But so are boys. I mean, don't get me wrong, they're amusing, but why must they be so stupid and icky.
I don't like talking on the phone unless it's a complete conversation and not just random thoughts. And I don't like talking when I can't hear them well. I don't like phones. I like in person, and I like computer. I don't like phone.


See, I'm a little buzzed, so these thoughts are perfectly rational.

Today was tiring, but okay. I dug it. I love my friends. They're more amazing than anyone, ever. Even more amazing than Alexander the Great.
I'm going to go and finish my White Russian and go to sleep (the only reason I'm drinking it is so I fall asleep faster. I love how well it works. I mean, sure, I could take like two shots of vodka and a shot of NyQuil, but I wouldn't wake up 'til like fucking 9 o'clock. Haha, I need to do that again sometime. It's so funny).
Yeh, I'm dangerous, but I don't care. I never wanted to live to be old anyway. I used to wish to have a long life. Fuck that, I never wanna be so helpless. I don't think I'm going to live to be old, anyway. I mean, I'm constantly paranoid that I'm going to get killed. I walk along Butler instead of down 20th and I'm paranoid the whole time 'cause I figure because I decided to go this way for the first time in ages, maybe it means something's going to happen? See, I'm paranoid. I don't even know. I can't wait for tomorrow.

Oh, and Ari's being a total bitch to draw. Kiska, too, but I'm gonna look at Kiska later. All the eyes I draw are either too close together or too far apart. It's makin' me crazy.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11584815/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11584815/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 07:22:31 PST This means a more softening approach to romance, but for me specifically it means that I'm going to be tempted "to conclude that sacrificing common sense on the altar of principled (but impractical) solutions is the best way to go." I'm told to try and resist. If my already nearly negigably small amount of common sense fails me, please tell me. Thank you. :] And as for moon in Gemini, that just means we're all gonna be curious and restless. Not much different from usual, really.
Do I have homework...? Oh, yeh, vocab. Scheiss. Eh, oh well.

Ho-hum. Today is Afam-pants, Diana and Sandra's birthdays! I'm gonna go over to Afam's later. I wish mom was home so I could finish his box. I hate being dependent. Rawr.

I'm on the phone with Afam! And I told Diana Happy Birfday, and she said she feels old. XD;

Well, anyway, I'm off to go and get ready and hang out with my Afam-pants. :] Dunkin-donuts! Spice World! Oh the excitement <3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11556547/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11556547/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 20:01:07 PST And, an incredibly uneventful one. Well...'cept, y'know, Mr. Cardincal givin' me a $10 gift card to dunkin donuts, Mr. Rundell shaving, and Shari making designer jeans.

I just felt like updating this 'cause I don't like not updating. Rawr.

-yawn-

I need some type of playmate. Bleh.


[edit 10:47 pm]

Need to learn to sleep. Or, just to actually stop reading at a certain time when my body's decided it doesn't feel like getting tired from reading.

Horoscope says tomorrow I have to play nice. Boo. It says that most people won't respond well to, and I quote, my saying "Feelings? Whatever. Just get it done."
I laughed. That's something I'd say. :]

Almost worried. Have $50 in patrons, $160 in ads. Need more... Mom insists that Mr. Rundell is high. She's a little upset with me for procrastinating, but because I'm her favourite, it's okay (I keep telling her I'm her favourite. It's fun).

I did 99% of my homework. Be proud of me.

My mind's priorities are screwy. Sometimes, I don't like being an Aries.
Oh, and note: Because I like Dan, a girl is going to come along. Just watch. It happens every time. I think Afam wants me to meet his boyfriend's best friend... She looks like Chi, only more spunky (Chi is loud, but her physical style is more reserved). She's a Pisces, too, coincidentally... And we all know Tori couldn't resist a girl if her life depended on it. -_-;;
Sorry, I'm upset with myself at the moment. The differences between love and lust are getting me. My mind is currently sizing them up. Like I said, being an Aries is difficult. It's like my destiny to have one night stands 'til the end of my life (not actual one night stands, you know what I mean: not relationships, pretty much).
UGHHH. Ew. I need to sort this out.

Got Afam stuff to put inside his box. Need to finish box. Gonna do that friday afternoon if I can...

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11511481/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11511481/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 22:27:45 PST
Today was good.

Woke up at 11 am, decided to take a nap at 12 pm because mom was gonna be home soon anyway (and she doesn't like me sleeping during the day), so I figured she'd wake me up.
...was awoken two hours later by a very angry Kake.
Showered, and left quickly to go and get ads and patrons. It was very very very cold and very very very windy. Fruitless effort.
Thawed out at her house and read more of Interview. Created the Kingdom of Aries under the alias Isis Alexandria. Capital's Lilith. It's chock full of Buddhist communistic Germans. Great, eh? :] Also, it's in Egypt.
Ate salsa turkey burgers! Mmm. <3 Aquapods! Stacee came over -_-;; She hath a lithp and tho doeth her thithter.
Went to Barnes and Noble! YEY!
Got Jurassic Park (fina-freaking-lly!!!), Silence of the Lambs (Hannibal will most likely be dug out shortly after reading that), and V for Vendetta in book form (by book, I mean graphic novel, what the movie was based off of). Yey! <3
Mommy bought me a cinnamon dolce latte. Oh so good <333
Came home. :] Spent the last half hour arguing with computer over who's in control, hour before that printing stuff out for mom, and the two and a half hours before that reading.
Gotta finish this book!!! ><;; Have so many others to read~~~

^^ Byes!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11489253/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11489253/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:06:19 PST
It's so beautiful!! Ughhh I wanna go outside and play in it so bad but there aren't any foot prints and no cars have gone up my street yet.... I can't ruin it... I wish I had a camera. Can someone take pictures of the snow for me? Please? Snowfall, preferably, when nobody else had gotten to the snow yet...
Aaahhh make it stop being so beautiful! ;_;

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11477089/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11477089/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 01:03:21 PST

In other news, I'm studying! ...well, I haven't started yet but I'm supposed to be . :]

Byes!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11471746/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11471746/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 14:47:03 PST I'm not the best at anything. I'm not the best at drawing (that's Chi), I'm not the best at Chem (Jeffy), not the best in class (Giinz), best Aries (Matt. And, if I'm not the best at something, I'm not a very good Aries), not even best lesbian (because I'm not completely a lesbian), not the best drinker (there are so many better), obviously not the cleanest person 'cause I drink, not the nicest, not the meanest, not the most flirtatious but not the most reserved... I'm not the best at anything and it depresses me like you wouldn't believe. Somebody give me something to try and be best at, please? I hate being inbetween. Hate it hate it hate it.
-sigh-

In other news, today was midterm day 1. Pre-calc was easy, though I didn't finish. Spanish was easy, though I wish I had studied. Got a 100 on my art midterm.
Watched The Producers. Quite possibly the funniest movie (if not, it's up there!) that I have ever laid eyes on. Thank you Kiix. <3
Now, I'm very tired but NEED to study for the stuff I have tomorrow...
Kake doesn't have midterms tomorrow, so my plan is to leave after fifth and go home and nap 'til drama... 'less anyone has any better ideas.

Oh, and I also realized today that I don't remember much of friday ('cept that Giinz wouldn't let me near her neck, I tried to talk her and Keri into making out with me...and... yeh. I think that's it) nor Saturday.
Oh boy.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11461362/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11461362/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 14:41:28 PST Today was the last day of classsss (assssss) 'til Monday.
Midterms! ZOMG YEY <333 Lyk yeh ryte.
Pre-calc (we get to use our notebooks, I have no worries) and Spanish (gonna study a bit) are tomorrow.
My sophisticated plan of action includes me eating and drinking 'til I'm happy and full and reading myself to sleep (or playing pokemon myself to sleep) AND THEN... I'm gonna go and wake up as early as I can, study and be all ready like and stuff so I'm all awake like for the midterms. Ee <3
In other news, I hate caricatures.
And I'm going to try and get my scanner working by the end of this weekend (in which I pledge to remain alcohol free! No, srsly, I'm gonna try).
Heh, you guys are gonna hate me once I get my scanner fixed. SO much stuff in your messages >3

Ciao! <3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11436195/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11436195/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 14:52:00 PST I have such a lack of energy... Adam and Eleni just left, taking Lava with them. I just kinda let them come over do whatever and leave. No entertaining and very little talking.
So, conclusionary type things (yes, I know that conclusionary is not a word, but I'm going to pretend it is).
Drinking when mom is home equals bad. Drinking with Lauren equals bad. Leaving Lauren around alcohol is also bad. I don't think I like drinking so much anymore. It's completely pointless and stupid, and the only reason I do it is so I can get out of responsibility for my actions.


I just read an e-mail from my uncle. Man, I love him. He's great. :]

Anyway, I don't know what's gotten into me. Right now, I'm thinking... and these are just odd thoughts. I'm thinking maybe I don't like girls. Maybe I'm bi. Girls are really dramatic, but guys are stupid...
I like Dan, but I can't drive.
...and Chi just informed me that Matt thinks I'm cute, or, well, that I'm too cute to get mad at.
...
Damnit, I hate boys. They're dumb. -_-; I hate blushing.
-scribbles on something-
That's better.
Well now that I'm not so blah...
Yeh...guys aren't so bad... it's just the vast majority of them are too stupid for me to handle.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11400088/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11400088/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 15:28:59 PST
AP Chem vs. AP Bio. 15 M HCl vs. E Coli; You get the idea.

Sha vs. Tor: Is Alexander the Great a Leo or an Aries? (We determined he's a Leo with Aries rising/moon).

Sha, Tori and Ali vs. Diana, Giinz and Owen: Who's generally better? We met them hit for hit. Neither lost a single point. We ended up tying. Damn.

So, we've come to the conclusion that Sha and I are amazing and that Giinz is up there too. And Kerry tries...but has obviously failed.

Was late for Tech due to technical difficulties. Kidding. Had to stay after to listen to a guy. I didn't like the guy much. He seems incredibly gender-biased and God do I hate that. I don't think old people are going to like me very much. I'm so very unconventional (unlike Giinz). But, I'll try it anyway. Just take out my lip and nose ring beforehand. Oh boy...
Matt named me Shroom! Keri's fun to bite! John tried to claim Giinz for his own! I whined. I won. :] 'Sides, as she said, she's my creation. Kake smelled good! My back got a rest! Neat!
Higher grade than Giinz in Spaaannniiiiissshhhhhh. YES (Oh, and AP, too. <3).
Got home, mom said she'd take me to get illegal liquid substances (for me, anyway, legal for her).
Can't wait for tomorrow!!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11378536/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11378536/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:06:20 PST

Fucking Tyler was an asshole the entire time we were at Friendly's. I don't see how she can put up with him let alone be in love with him. He wouldn't talk to her the entire time.
GOD. It's no fucking wonder I hate guys. At least Gina and Sandra's boyfriends are cool.
Ooh, idea. I should got and get a boyfriend, fix him up, and then send him out into the world for some other girl. I'd be helping the world. :] And ruining the poor kid's life, but that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make.

God, I love being a bitch.


But I'm still annoyed about that. Really annoyed. I'll never understand heterosexuality. Ever. I mean, boys are cute, but so not worth all the trouble they cause. And they act like they're five when they're seventeen.
When I become uber dictator of the universe, I'm going to give all teachers guns and if kids act out in class, they get shot. That solves immaturity.

Otherwise, today was pretty good. Blah.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11367250/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11367250/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 19:18:47 PST
Anyway, today consisted of me understanding Pre-calc, getting a higher grade than Giinz (for once, and probably the only time) in Spanish, trying really hard to get an even high grade in art, understanding physics while drawing, Chemistry was just funny, as usual, and Mr. Comp was actually back in WC! Amazing. :] That guy's amazing, but I still don't understand the fangirldom. Hm. Oh, and English, Jeff hit me, again, and I'm gonna hit him really hard tomorrow. The asshat.

In tech, I was the measuring queen (they took my measuring tape a few times, though ;_____; ). Between my measuring and Kake cutting, I think we got more than 20 boards done. :] Go us.
Giinz went all kung-fu on Jairro afterwards. She's crazy.

Came home and immediately cleaned the kitchen. Went online. Lauren said she has to explain something to me later, and I asked if I should brace myself to be shot down, and she said no. She seemed happy... so, I'm trying to be optimistic but it's really fucking hard when she's done this so many times.
I hate being let down. It's like my fucking life story.
Anyway, as you can tell, she has yet to talk to me 'cause she signed off and presumably forgot about me. So, I'll try and get ahold of her tomorrow.

Lots of drawing done today, but still no scanner. Sorry guys.

Looking forward to friday, though I really hope Lauren shows. Tomorrow is friendly's with Sha. I owe her.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11352639/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11352639/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:55:14 PST
Lauren has planned a mini party for those who are of our liking and willing to comply for friday. These include Lauren, Keri, Shari, Giinz (to be invited, we don't know if she'll actually want to put up with us or not), and I. Sha has agreed and Keri is to be invited tomorrow, though I highly doubt she'll turn it down.
Events include: poker (betting stuff that doesn't have any monetary value unless you count me [I don't think I have monetary value... but Lauren said we're betting me... like "winner gets to make Tor do whatever they want for 30 seconds." You guys are mean, so you'll prolly just be like "Tor, go outside and stay there for the duration"])
Events also include lots of alcohol and way too much cuddling and corrupting Sha and Ker.
Mmhmm. Oh, and Lava and Tor wasted off their faces (which means we'll do whatever you say as long as you kiss us).
This looks interesting

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Poker anyone? Strip poker? I'll bet! I'll bet my clothes, my money, my posessions, my drawings, my freedom. Don't care! Need to gamble. Five-card draw. Don't know how? Lookit up online or let me teach ya. :]
Um. This weekend! Yes! Tori, it's Sunday. Why are you planning for the weekend ahead?! Well, that's because it's a three day weekend and my horoscope says Mars is going to conjunct Pluto on Saturday. :] It's gonna be CRAZY. Yey. In other words, to drink or not to drink?! If I gamble then, I'll prolly reward any winners in kisses, that's what it means (physical + passion = Tori shouldn't drink). Hmm. So, drinking Friday, gambling Saturday? Or maybe it's best if everyone but Kake stays away from me Saturday. I'll be a danger to them. o_o;

HYPER HYPER HYPER

Yes, I just got off the phone with Lauren. Lauren excites me (pervs, stfu). She's gonna get her license soon! Yey! w00t! Hahahah!!!

-gets shot-

Hahaha. ^^ Extremely good/euphoric mood. :] Gonna draw or go and find Roller Coaster Tycoon 2 or something. Weeeeeeeeeeeee!

And seriously, I'm not drunk. Though I do feel like getting myself a white russian. ^^
Um...

I want to write more! (there's nobody online to talk to ;____; )
Why don't I shower on sundays? I always sleep in and cling to the computer all day. Huh. Weird.

-sings anything for you really obnoxiously loudly-
I MISS LAUREN OMG D: ;____;
I told her if she doesn't get her huge ass down here soon, I'll do something drastic. We said the same thing at the same time 5 times during our 45 minute phone convo.
Ooh, hey, strip candyland? Strip spin the bottle? (other people take your clothes off >3)

HYPED! UP! RAAAH!!!

Ehehehehehehh....

-runs away-

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11340853/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11340853/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 21:22:32 PST Afam and my mom are looking at baby pictures of me.
...
Eh.
Anyway, I made Afam watch V for Vendetta. It's his new fave movie. :3
My mom's really enjoying telling Adam stories that make me smile despite myself.
Anyway, Giinz and Ali still need to watch V for Vendetta. Yes.

Um, today it was 70! In January! Yes!
So, I harassed Kake 'til she got ready, and then we went and got Chi and went to the creek and Upper Hackett's. Yey! Kake has pictures, and I have some too. ^^

Um, came home and passed out. 'Til like 8:45 when I woke to get an IM from Afam telling me he's coming over in 3 minutes. Okay. So, I sit here and talk to people while I wait for him to come over. He shows up! Yey! Shows me pictures of Kaitlyn. Not so yey. ><; Um, pizza! V for Vendetta! Now!
Yessuh :3
Really really really wish I had my scanner working. I have lotsa drawings! Neat!
Mom said she's gonna buy more vodka and coffee liquor 'cause we're running low (she's drinkin' down white russians like water!! o_o; ).
Hm. Oh yeh! Gonna work on my paper/rubric tonight. Yes. And, well, I want to draw more. I need my scanner to stop being such a douche! Jeez! ><; Rawr.
Anyway, you're all asleep (squares), and I can't wait til my birthday! Yey! (No, not Dan's version of my birthday, my actual birthday).
CIAO!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11316965/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11316965/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 18:18:23 PST I have a temper.
I had a huge rant about it, but I thought it was stupid, and then you guys would be all stupid about it tomorrow, so fuck it.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11304972/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11304972/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 18:16:16 PST Hm... today, I talked to Lava and updated her on me. Mom finally broke up with Scott, saying if she starts talking to him again to shoot her in (which means hit her upside) the head. Yes.
My lips are numb from the salt of the chips that I ate like half a huge bag of. Need to lay off of those things.
So, in conclusion, Lauren, Giinz and I are ascendant siblings (Leo, w00t!!). Not really. I mean, we are, but that's not the conclusion.
In conclusion, Shari's generally obsessive, I am generally annoying, Lauren's generally in need of Wilson love, Gina's generally slacking and Kake's generally awesome (that's like a constant, though).
TO THE SOCK MOBILE! -jumps into a pile of socks-
Love you guys <3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11292947/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11292947/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 19:03:10 PST
Yeh, see that's been my attitude all day.
Although, that particular bit of Arien superiority complex could be because I woke up like 20 something minutes ago.
Today was spent... in a bit of a buzzed state of mind at first (stupid idea, I realize, but it made my morning amusing and for only have a glass, I didn't get hungry 'til third period which is pretty good). Um, anyway... then it was all downhill from there 'cause I got crampy and figured I was bleeding (I was right), and everybody and their mother annoyed the fuck out of me just by trying to talk to me/touch me. People brushed against me in the halls, or my friends playfully shoved me (we're weird) and I was all asjgkljkldgs ><; rawr. So yeh, incredibly low and violent people tolerance today.

But I got a 5 on my AP Chem test, so that makes the whole day alright... sorta.
Tomorrow, if I'm still in a bad mood when I wake up, I'm gonna ask mom if she has anymore of those happy headache pills. And if she doesn't... I don't know. Tomorrow's supposed to be weird anyway, my little horoscope book of doom says so. I don't like that book. I'm worried about the year now.

Hey guys don't hate me for being super pissy, please? I'm sorry if I snap at you. :\

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11273252/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11273252/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:57:15 PST Holy crap it's 2007.
And I woke up to find an Ebba in my house. Silly Ebba.
I feel so dirty. BUT ALEXANDER ISN'T. (-needs shower-)
Shuttup.
Anyway, I WON A PRINT!
YES!
PrintPrintPrintPrintPrintPrintPrint!!!!!!!111
OHIMSOEXCITED.
But which one to choose?! ;____;

SO IVE NARROWED DOWN THE CHOICES.
Checkit:
[link]
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BUT IDK WHICH ONE D:
Oh.
and.
We have school tomorrow.
Wednesday's going to suck for me.
Somebody play with me today? Please?
Aaaaandd... mom was expecting me to drink more. She seemed kinda disappointed. XD
LAST DAY OF WINTER VACA!!
WE NEED FUN!

[edit]
...no fun?
;_;

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11243699/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11243699/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:24:14 PST Yeh, that kid's awesome. He's definitely got a few mental issues, or whatever, but I asked him to write me a letter, and he wrote it on happiness, and quite frankly, he's right.
I think I'll follow his instructions.

I miss Lauren. She's the best.

She thinks my sudden 'being sick of Leos' thing is a phase. I bet she's right.
Speaking of betting, at my new years party, people need to bring cards. I'm so in a gambling mood.

Today, I plan on laying around. Reading, drawing, game boy.
:] I dig myself way too much.

Tomorrow! New Years Party! w00t!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11238850/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11238850/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:03:34 PST
But anyway, onto more important issues ...
As in the fact that PMS is fucking with my head, like hardcore. Or, I think it is. Ask me to understand (I already talked to Kakey about it, but I don't think she really understood nor cared, really, but that's okay 'cause she's straight and shouldn't). And it has to with the fact that I've suddenly decided that there's no point in tormenting yet another girl and that I'd rather be single. There's a list involved.
Um.
I feel like an asshat (and as cute an an expression as that is, it doesn't feel all that great). But that's associated with the above mentioned issue.
Um, today, er, yesterday... stuff happened. Yes.
I woke up. I dressed. I waited patiently for Sammy to come over. Sammy came over. I remained completely impervious to any tickling, biting, licking, or anything. I couldn't think of anything to do, so we watched a movie. I let her think my ears actually did something at one point, just 'cause I was bored (that's bad, I know, stfu). Then, Afam came over. That was cool. Then, I was in dire need of Kake, so I talked at her via phone and we went over to her house. Then, pranced on over to Gina's. Ate stuff, migrated downstairs. Did we leave that couch the entire time? 'Cause I don't think we did, really. I mean, as in sitting elsewhere. Jeanz did. Don't think I did. Um, anyway... we did that -waves off- Scorpio Aries thing, and Jeanz went and corrupted poor Kiix...kinda. XD Um. Blah blah blah, we have no shame, blah blah blah, I don't really care, I love the attention, blah blah blah, maybe doing stuff like that is bad in front of like 10 people. Something about morals here... um.
Just, physically exhausted, a little annoyed, a little pissed (at me), and I'm cold.
Thank the Gods I don't have homework. And Jeanz, I am so sorry that you do (honestly, not sarcastic at all). Tomorrow looks to be a 'lay around, watch TV, draw and read' sorta day. Visit if you'd like, but be prepared to be laid upon.
I'm going to go find something stupid and pointless to do while I wait for my mind to shutdown. Oh, here's an idea, I'll describe my dream from last night. Feel free to skip it.


I was in a fight with this woman, a teacher of some kind, and it took place in the big house that's in a lot of my dreams with the big basement that has a secret escape spiral staircase. Well, I was running all around the house, 'cause we were in battle. I mean, we were pissed but it wasn't anything super serious. I ran into the basement, to make sure the escape-case wasn't locked or anything, just in case, and ran back up stairs, I think I had forgotten something. So, I get to the top of the stair case, and peak, to my right, through the doorway. And there she was, right across the hall, sitting in the doorway directly across from me (to the right, though), and she shoots. Pain, and then no feeling, stemming away from about 2 inches above my belly button. I panic. I cry, hysterically. I'm dying. I can feel it. My body weakens, I collapse to the ground. Things lose their coloration, everything is bright white all of a sudden. I can't feel much of my body, when it occurs to me that I can't die like this. I have a future ahead of me, I don't want to die. I refuse to die, but it can't be helped if I don't get helped. I need to grow up, I need to fulfill those plans, I can't die. I get some strength back and the coloration comes back, a decent amount anyway. The woman is gone, and I've got my hand over the bullet hole. I check my back, although it hurts so bad. No hole. The bullet's in me. That sucks. I stumble around a lot, looking for someone. I thought people were here, but apparently they weren't. Finally, I find my mom. This whole time, I'm screaming for somebody, anybody, help me, hysterically crying, and also screaming that I can't die. But anyway, mom's asleep on the couch, as usual. I shake her, her eyes open a bit. I tell her I've been shot and I need help or I'll die. She mumbles and turns over. I tell her I can't drive and I'll probably just kill myself trying and that she needs to get up. She sleeps on. I'm faced with the realization that I'm fucked and that I'm going to die. I wake up.


It's like one of my greatest fears: complete helplessness. How can you defend yourself against something that is impossible to fight against? Examples include ghosts (God, I had a terrible nightmare with them once, I was scared to go back to sleep, and that was less than a year ago), incurable diseases, and being hurt but no one to help you. This also incorporates another of my fears: being abandoned.
God, I'm such a pansy. I'm done, ciao.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11215803/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11215803/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 20:24:21 PST In far more exciting news, today was great! I have really cool friends, and I'm sorry but they're better than you. Yessaaaaah.
Um.
Tech was 2 hours spent figuring out people's signs, and leveling up my feisty lil' Absol (Lessthanthree!!). Then we brought wood in. Now we're makin' a merry-go-round!! NEAT!
...anyfuck...
Aftertech - rushed home due to hunger, cold, and...yeh, that's it. Jeanz called when we got inside and was all like, 'zomg where'd u go!?' and we were all 'home. c'est cold.' So, she's like 'well...something about kyle (IDIOT), Ms. D's cool, i'm comin' over' and we were like, 'kewl,' and she's like 'but no gettin' off phone.' So, I talked to her 'til she came to Kake's. Then we harassed her, we got harassed, general sexual harassment all around (everybody gets a piece! Yum!), and then it's off to my house! For! Pole-time! Which meant the Pole took my computer, Kake slept on my bean-bag, and Jeanz read about herself in my mom's book, and then about Ben and I was forced to attempt to fend Jeanz off (goddamned Scorpio). Then, Pole left, Jeanz had to go home, and Kake...idk. XD
Um...
Oh yeh! Then, walked Jeanz home, walked to Kakey's, ate Chilil (yummeh!), went to mall and Aero (the workers looked like they wanted to eat me o____o;, took forever to pick out an outfit. Look quite silly in said outfit, but at least the jeans are comfy (not to be mistaken with Jeanz, though she is comfy, too), and the hoody, too. The shirt's just silly. Went to Suncoast! Soda stuff that's incredibly sweet! ZOMG. Um. Yey, thank you Kake. ^^ Went to Walden books. Buy four, get fifth free! Mommy got a free book, though she denies it and says that I have money to spend that she thinks exists, but actually doesn't. Yep. Got books I'd been meaning to read forever, but haven't (Interview w/ the Vampire, Where the Red Fern Grows, The DaVinci Code, Good Omens). Then! Um. Oh yes! Giant! Sparkling Cider (for the fancy in all of us ;3), chips, and I saved a tree from a mean ol' plastic bag that was trying to eat it. Jerk plastic bag.
KAY IM DONE.
Tomorrow!
Food! Picnic! Fun! Gretchen!?
YARRR. HYPER. Or excited, 'cause I love that emoticon. :3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11202832/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11202832/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 18:52:37 PST ...
Okay, I have no idea what I'm doing on New Yearsssss, sooo.... eh. Asking the Pole what she's doing is out because if I want to stay up, I need control of my body or I'll simply pass out. So... yeh.

Anyway, saw the marineys today (Mackenzie and that boy that calls Jeanz, "Reggie"), and got a hug. :3 Yeys. I love Kenzie. We were walking to Arby's and I hear "I love you, Tori!" behind me and it's her! YEY! I ran. It was neat. :] She's prolly going to be at the picnic on Thursday! Neat! ^ ^ Otherwise, today, I went to Arby's with Kiix and DJ Ali-kat, before proceeding to pass out on Kiix's couch for an hour, and then proceeding to level up my Absol to 99 and being utterly defeated at war (-cough cough-). Got presents! Plan on getting Kakey something more when I get the moneys. :3 Neatz! Mommy's gonna make Kakey's mommy something 'cause she was thinking about it but forgot (as she does everything). And Kakey's mommy tried to give me $5 to pay for the $1.80 of Arby's sandwich that Kakey got...but I p

ut the money on the kitchen table, and Kakey's mommy's gonna be mad , but she always buys me stuff! So I think I should be allowed to buy her stuff. -nod nod-

Tomorrow! Mall with Kiix and Mommy! And possibly see Ebberz! Neat-o! But that's not til evening so whatever 'til then is pretty c'est chouette with me!

C'est Vrai Avec Moi!
And so on and so forth...
Jeanz, you need to watch V for Vendetta.
AndzomgIhaventtalkedtosamarasinceidontkn owwhen D D

PS: OW HOLY CRAP. My nose hurts. Never repierce your nose when you have the patience of...well... an Aries. Or a Scorpio. Or both put together. :\

[EDIT!!!]
Ahem...
So... idea of ruining my sleeping habits and having morals all in one night is out. I'm having a New Years party! With the Pole, and possibly Jebba. :] >>; Well, it's better than her going off and doing other things. I promise we won't leave the house, and we'll lock all the doors, and we won't use the stove. If you want to check up on us, call. Cheers! -gets kidnapped and forced to be in a safe environment-

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11193067/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11193067/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 19:18:11 PST I plan on not sleeping Tuesday nor Wednesday night, if I can help it. I'm going to buy many an energy drink tomorrow and Wednesday.
Yes, I realize I'm insane and stupid and all that great stuff, but I really want to achieve my goal of staying up past 48 hours, 'cause I never can.
And nobody's allowed to sleep over, 'cause they'll only drag me down. I was so close one time and freaking Jebba and Bliss slept over that night, and I ended up falling asleep in Jebba's lap 'cause she kept petting my head. Wtf. >__<;; (not that that was a bad time, though, that was the time that I nearly blacked out and fell off of my brother's dressed because I sucked helium, and that Bliss yelled at me for taking Jebba's side, claiming I was only doing it 'cause I wanted to make out with her [which was true], it was all very funny. Oh, and my mom made Jebba laugh so hard, she hit her head on her knee).
Ahem...
That's all. Talk to you all tomorrow.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11170415/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11170415/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:55:15 PST It's 7:52 am, and I'm gonna go watch some more of the Devil Wears Prada. Peace.



READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!


Hello, there, kids and welcome to "Up Obscenely Early with Tori, Holiday Edition!"
It's 7:10 am, and the dawn is showing breathtaking shades of periwinkle, a very soft pink, and some lavender.
Yes, that's right: it's Christmas' Eve! The high today is 53º, here in Eastern Pennsylvania, with a low of 30º! Currently, it is 46º! That's nine degrees higher than the average high and 24º higher than the average low! The record high for this day occurred in 1990, with a temperature of 60º, with the record low set the year before with a mind-numbing -5º!
Yes indeedy! But that's enough about the weather! How about to you in the news desk, Pip!
Okay, Tor! Apparently, Iran's President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad on Sunday downplayed U.N. Security Council sanctions on his country over its refusal to suspend uranium enrichment, saying world powers will soon regret imposing them. Somebody’s not in the Christmas spirit! But guess who is! That’s right: Israel! They’re unfreezing Palestinian funds! Ain’t that great? Go you, Israel! In ever-so-slightly more local news, our favourite California governor, that’s right, Schwarzenegger, apparently fractured his leg in a skiing accident! Get well soon, big guy! On a more amusing note, Ethiopian jets bombed Somalia areas! Where did the Ethiopians get jets?! And how’d they get bombs? And why isn’t Somalia kicking their clicking asses?
-ahem-
Well, that’s all I got. Let’s switch over to To-to in Entertainment and…other stuff…
Thank you, Pip! Well, SVU is hot hot hot! Youtube is making it possibly for all the many personalities that suddenly arose out of Tori to watch select episodes of it! And Tori even suggested renting a season to AJ! Maybe! ‘Cause it costs $60 at Barnes and Nobles! Oh, and guess what! We’re half way through “The Devil Wears Prada!” Amazing, isn’t it?!
In the other stuff category, Tori was on the phone with Samara Panda Child (um…) from midnight ‘til three am! That poor girl, Tori, stop being so mean!
[off stage] I can’t help it!
It is okay, we understand. They talked about various things, and about 25% of the conversation consisted of arguments of cuteness [is it just me, or is this getting a little redundant with each and every new person…?] and another 25% consisted of questions. The other 50% was random tangents from either of them, though studies show that 35% were from Tori talking about herself [you say that like it’s a bad thing!]. Tori would like to add that Samara is incredibly cute, and it is throwing Tori off severely. Oh, and she would also like to mention something that you guys may find amusing. When asked to describe the perfect person, Tori replied, “I don’t think I could handle a perfect person. Then I wouldn’t be able to find any flaws and pick at them, or annoy the person…but, otherwise… Leo or Scorpio, definitely,” before continuing on a rant about how hot both of them are.
Well, that’s all. Off to you in the ‘Holidays’ dept, Tor-face!
HEY. Thanks! Well, Gina got her present ages ago, Kake knows what she’s getting ‘cause she picked it out, and got mom the sextrology book, partially because she seemed to like it when I borrowed it from Chi, and partially because then I get to borrow it from her. :] AJ has no present yet. Cody does not exist. Afam and Ali’s presents need to be touched up, and Sha needs more fun little things. Christmas spirit, otherwise, isn’t exactly peaking here in the Finlay household, aside from our adorable foot-and-a-half Christmas tree that Kakey got us (I <3 ya, Kakey!). Oh, and the reason we’re staying up is so that we sleep tonight. Yessuh.
And finally, off to Arashi in sports.
Yo! Wilson are state champs, Mr. Comp’s being drooled over more than Jeanz in a room full of her fanboys (what with being Coach of the Year or whatev), the Patriots simply aren’t doing good enough and I’m going to get shot for hating the Eagles soon!
Tori, it’s all back to you!
Thank you, Arashi!
Well, this has been your news at 7. I’m Tori Symone, have a coherently or incoherenlty fun holiday, just don't kill anyone.
xoxoxox

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11160334/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11160334/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:41:37 PST Currently, I'm on the phone with Kake and my fag just left. I was at Angie's yesterday and she called my house at 1:30 last night...
This means the holidays are upon us (or something like that).

SO. Season finale of my favouritest favourite show EVER was on yesterday ('sides SVU). ZOMG. Somebody died, but we don't know who D: And and and!! Spencer's mad at Ashley! AND IT WAS ALL SO INTENSE, WHAT'M I GONNA DO DDDD:

-calms self-

Okay.

At 8 tonight! SVU marathon! Yeyeyeyey!!

Oh yeh, yesterday... (chronological order? Wassat?) Um. Was in art during Pre-calc (finished Afam's box! Painted a crystalmethmas tree (the pole is a genius for coming up with that), and Mr. C! Spanish was spent being artistically frustrated and being ignored whilst being tormented by Jeanz. Art was spent being bored until I came up with a good idea in the last ten minutes, and I ended up working on that idea during physics. It was a free for all in physics, but during lunch a lab, we were in the auditorium with the Asian, Dan Chic, Evan (Wilcox, I think?), Sir Cobaugh, Austin and Jeffy J. Lunch B was another free for all.
And in the fifteen minutes of AP Chem we had, Mr. Stewart had the brilliant idea of waging war on the AP Bio kids. SNOW! Love that man.

6, 7, 8, library with Jeanz and McAtee and Steve.

Woo!

Um.

OH! Yeh, fag slept over last night, like I said. Love that kid. XD

Oh, and something important in my world, though not necessarily in yours, Sammy should be coming down on Friday from 7 - 6. Excited! We were discussing Disney movies, and she's going to bring Mary Poppins to watch. She's adorable. :]

Goals: Work on fidelity.

Oh yeh, gonna try and get my scanner up and running today 'cause I have a decent little amount of artwork I wanna put up.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11130846/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11130846/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 18:09:02 PST Mom doesn't like drama. I think she's going to hint at me quitting soon.
I miss last summer.
Home is not, in fact, where the heart is. Home just pisses me off to the point of me actually feeling like crying.
TOO MUCH WORK.
TOO MUCH STRESS.
Stress is more from mom than anything or anyone, though.
Stupidity should be fixed.


On a much much more positive note...

I have amazing friends, I get to see Gretchen on Saturday, my uncle is really cool and I can draw (and you can't! XD)

Gonna go watch my new fave video now...wee~


EDIT

Ohgodohgodohgod.
No no no no no.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11028264/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/11028264/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:45:20 PST
...so...my weekend...

Drank a little too much.
Didn't puke! Yey!
Never drinking that much again.
Briana slept over.
Dear Lord never drinking that much again.
Stuff happened...
Stuff involving showers and, um, other stuff. I don't remember a lot of it, and the stuff I do remember I wish I didn't and it's all very blurry.
That I prefer to never think about. Ever. Again. Thank you. I may be a lesbian, but ugh.

AJGkasjgdlk;adsjkl

Swear, never doing that again.

Carla came over, too.

Carla kisses better than Briana...

<<;; I'm done now, swear.

Don't talk to me about this weekend. Like I said, I prefer not to think about it.
If I look all sahdgklja at all, talk to me about something happy, kay?


In other news, today was amazing, best art ever, huge argument in physics and and and and Chemistry was just plain fun.
But I owe my entire Chem class bracelets.. >>;;

Call me!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10825475/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10825475/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:38:26 PST
I'm at Georgee's 'cause my computer's broken and we had din-din here.

Taylor has too much energy. Freaking crazy little Scorpio kid... wears me out... (Possibly like another Scorpio I know?)

Lauren was supposed to come down today, but she called at 10 this morning to inform me that she couldn't 'cause of her family.

So, I have no plans for the weekend. Anyone up for anything? Pokemon and SVU are becoming my life. It's kinda freaky.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10775243/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10775243/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:33:46 PST
Hm. Friday was...well, another friday -_-; Which meant, I didn't go anywhere, but it's okay 'cause Gina came over and kept me company. ^^ Yey for Gina. :3 (Though, she tried to help me clean, and wouldn't listen when I said no ><;; )
She left around, what? 10:30-ish? Yeh, think so. I was up for another two hours, then went to bed. And woke up before I was supposed to...at like 7. ><; Made myself go back to sleep. Got up at the correct hour of eight, proceeded to screw around until nine. Got showered, packed up, headed out at like 9:30, 10-ish. Barnes and Noblesss, walking to get a book and hear a 'psst!' behind me. Gretchen! "I was looking all over for you, I was like 'I know she's here..'" "I just got here.." "You're late, then!"
Didn't see her much more after she stated that afterwards she had a no-fun schedule and that she has no life and I denied it. XD She had to work the registers instead of stalking. :\
Rode to subway to see my favourite Ali-cat. Got an amazing 6-inch sub which I consumed in 7 minutes flat. Yelled at Ali to work. :3 Saw an Anthony! Lots of hugs :3 Silly skater boys. Left at 3:25, came home and just laid on my beanbag for an hour and fifteen minutes. I wasn't asleep, but I def wasn't awake 'cause in like three minutes all that time had passed.
Went to Ali's!
Slept while she showered. Her kitty kept my non-existant boobs shielded from danger (aka, he laid there).
To Barnes and Nobles! Again! From 7:30 - 10:30.
Home.
Computer.
Had a fun photoshoot out of boredom (I realize I'm a myspacer, stfu).
Mom came home, hopped into bed real fast.
And now it's morning and I'm waiting for my fave gay uncle to get here. :3
Cheers!

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10755917/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10755917/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:59:33 PST
So, an update.
Um, I'm in the top 10% of my class (which I wasn't before). 15/176. Woo. Unfortunately, Gina (), is number 1. So there, I gave you credit, don't gloat.

Blah blah blah. That's school.

Still girlfriend-less (discounting Lauren, which isn't even real 'cause neither of us can handle long distance relationships [I can't even handle short distance relationships, apparently]. We both need annoyingly high amounts of attention). I could have a boyfriend, but I want to eliminate that awkward business if I feel desperate enough to date him again (if you can't figure it out from that, then...too bad).

Art-wise, I hate charcoal with a passion. OH. But I created a new character person who is currently holding my twins Tor hostage. It's amusing. Stats on her shall be delivered later. Just know she's a crazy Russian sociopath (a Scorpio, obviously).

Monkeys.
Oh. Jebba and Bliss got suspended for a week. Their nark stayed home from school yesterday for fear of getting her ass beat. I'm sorry, but this is her second minglement with our friends. I don't care about her fate.

&Inothernews, girlsarecutetheend.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10611766/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10611766/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:46:19 PST
-watches as the world rejoices-

I slept over her house last night!

-watches as the world rejoices again-

And it was good. ^^

-tells world to stop rejoicing already-

Today's the big ND - Wilson game -gasp-. Yessuh.

But damn, I'm beat. Why am I double spacing this?

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10597207/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10597207/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 19:16:52 PST
We totally beat their asses.

Oh, and Lauren's not coming down.

So, I should be sleeping over at Gina's tomorrow.


BEAT. Lyk whoa.

<3

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10497011/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10497011/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:27:00 PDT On a picture.
And and and.

I don't even know.

-goes insane-


And yes, I'm referring to the butterfly girl.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10475579/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10475579/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:56:32 PDT
AJ won't stop playing fucking Weird Al. It's like nails scraping against a chalk board.

ALSO. AJ. Because he's a fucking genius, and was grounded, he talks to his friends through the window above my corner. The corner where I do my homework. The windowsill where I put the paper for the Pre-Calc project.

Needless to say, the paper's gone missing.

Just another lovely thing to add to this ever increasingly great weekend.
Friday was good, really, 'cept for the whole sudden intolerance to peach vodka thing.
Saturday morning sucked 'cause I missed PSATs.
The skating party was cute, and the night was okay, kinda. 'Cept for Mat being an asshat to Carla, Ange and Tehya 'cause Justin and Deamira (or however you spell her name) were there. I ended up drifting from his group to Ange and Carla's. I'd have to say it was his worst party. It could have been so much better. Eh. Oh wells.
And then today, it was okay. I had weird dreams when I slept in Alisha's bed. Eh. But I came home, took a shower, and discovered the above news.

SO. Who's up for a game of war?

Goals for this week:

Do all of my homework.
Work on that self control thing. Maybe.
Go to Barnes and Noble's Monday, and either Wednesday or Thursday, or both.
Watch lotsa horror movies!!
Go to Dorney next weekend.

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10450403/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10450403/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 21:48:16 PDT
Find something to do with me?

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10417406/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10417406/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 20:42:20 PDT 1.) I fell head over heels
2.) Sha's pissed at me
3.) Kinda flipped on Bre
4.) The more I think about number one, the more frustrated I get
5.) Got an 86 on my Chem exam. That sucks so hardcore. (But then again I was something like 15 minutes ahead of everyone).
6.) I still have fuckin' Physics shit to do
7.) It's quarter 'til midnight

Pros
1.) See 1 above
2.) Got to talk to Lauren
3.) My myspace has been fixed up, courtesy of Lauren
4.) Got to hang out with my fave fags all day
5.) Essy cheered up
6.) Espressooooo
7.) And mom's "Variety Six Pack"

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10389651/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10389651/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:58:52 PDT For one, I made out with Berger. Then I woke up, went back to sleep, and I was in some institution for like a month. I could have wandered around the place, but I stayed in my room. I was sick for the first week, week and a half. Some cute guy brought me stuff. I was basicaly insane in that place 'cause I couldn't go anywhere and I refused to leave my room. I had no idea why I was in there, or how I got there or if anyone knew I was in there. So, eventually, I plotted my escape. I thought they'd go after me, so I wondered where I'd go and stuff. They'd take stuff I had packed. They kept an eye on me. They even sent in this fucking creepy little dog thing to watch me one time. It was nasty. I mainly just sat in my bed, looking through my stuff. (I had apparently brought my bookbag with me 'cause my Chem notebook was in there along with some papers). I had one outfit, so when the cute boy brought me stuff (he brought me clothes, mainly), I immediately stashed them. Well, on to the escape! They had left my door open and unlocked ('cause two girls were trying to walk downstairs and they didn't want anyone downstairs, so the lady was trying to stop them), and I had packed all my stuff and started storming down the stairs and before she could stop me, I blew right past her and out the door. It was crazy. I got home, and apparently, everybody wondered why I was back so early. I was supposed to be there for 6 months. I asked why my mom had put me in there, and she said that some priest had suggested it and it sounded good. I snorted when she said priest and said "Hah, some priest..." and she looked concerned at that, and I just told her that I saw the guy walking around and he was just a drunk. AJ was all pissed that I was home. It was funny. And the institution was in downtown Easton, btw.
It was crazy..

]]> ~Evanescere http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10318109/ http://Evanescere.deviantart.com/journal/10318109/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 19:31:17 PDT
I went to a party hosted by Tim Coyle (and his many similar named relatives, so he shall hereby be referred to as TJ) for his sister who was graduating (college).

If I told you the whole story...well you'd be bored, so I'll give you the highlights.

Um, got there, Tim beat my ass at ping pong, but I made up for it by hitting it to random places.

Sha and Ty finally showed up after like an hour ><;

Blah blah blah stuff happened (as in nothing really did)

And then we decided to play foosball
Which consisted of me being 'wind' (I blew the ball to the other side of the 'field' whenever it was down on Ty and Sha's side). It was Ty (who did all the players 'cept goalie) and Sha (who was goalie). TJ and his cousin Josh were the other people (they alternated who they played). Needless to say, Ty and Sha never lost. At one point, Josh mentioned something about Sara to TJ and I was like "UGH. She's fat and stupid and ugly. But how the hell can she get a girlfriend and I can't?!" And Josh was like "Damn, TJ, you date all the bis?!" and I was like "I'm not bi" so he reiterated what I said and I was like "I know. I'm not bi, I'm a lesbian." And apparently he thought I was Tim's girlfriend. We were all frazzled about that. Then the boys got bored and left ('cept Ty) and Sha and I played against each other, we each won once (I think). But anyway, the important bit is that Josh yelled at me to pay attention to the second set of players, and I didn't hear him and Sha got a goal and he was like "you shoulda listened to me!" So, I continued playing, and I got a goal, and he's like "See, you listened!" and I was like "Um, no I didn't. I don't know what the heck you said." "Well you SHOULD listen to me!" "No, I shouldn't." "Ugh. I'm about to pull this girl's hair out!" "If you did, you wouldn't have anymore balls. *gets 'nother goal*" So, from then on, we hated him. Also from then on, we sat on the couch. Just laying all over each other and making tons of innuendos. The cake was VERY good. I used TJ as a footrest and he got all mad when he had to get up. TJ put frosting on my nose, so I asked Sha to get it off. She kissed my nose 'til it came off. :3 Oh yeh, the entire time, we get slapping each other's asses (TJ, Sha, and Ty's asses, I did.) and yelling "YEH. GO TEAM!" It was great. Oh, and Ty had another 'burn' on his neck. XD And we kept pointing it out. And then when we got outside, Sha was talking about her talent with the shape she made, so I told her to give me one and she started to walk toward me but Ty pulled her back. So, she said she'll do that when Lava comes down.

Great times. :]

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