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]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27568777/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27568777/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 23:27:57 PDT
MUST DRAW MORE >_<

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27291544/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27291544/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 00:50:32 PDT __> yaaaaaayyyyyy.... gotta love these LONG breaks...not lol another week or so would be nice ^ ^

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27129675/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/27129675/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:47:14 PDT
WHY does everyone take it upon themselves to interupt my practice in the dorm by BLASTING their music...practice is practice i cant magically be amazeing at the song i wana learn....maybe this is why i practice outside...>__>

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26722684/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26722684/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 21:03:37 PDT [link]

Guild wars 2 trailer XD im extatic

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26621494/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26621494/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 02:53:50 PDT Same band Completly different sides of them

Very calming and meditative
[link]

Just plain amazeing (bear with the adverts PLEASE)
[link]

i Absoloutly LOVE this band ever since ive found them 3 weeks ago.
I dont think they top iron maiden just because theyre iron maiden, but they are a very close second.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26578735/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/26578735/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 21:25:05 PDT
Im sorry i dont update offten partialy cuz my printer and computer dont get along...and ive been lazy. ill try as i keep saying to put time aside and upload a bunch of pictures.

i got a couple character concepts. Havnt been doin much on pgotoshop as of late :/ i realy should.

^ ^ I may be redesigning some aspects to Kopa but overall he'll be the same. Revamps are good.

Guild wars Has been exceptionaly fun as of late ^ ^ Send me a PM sometime if you play, Maybe i can nab you for my guild Player Name: Kopa The Demon King
Dominion [WARS]

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25787714/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25787714/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 02:17:35 PDT All for closed space being a book say aye!

It seems the best way to do things.

The feeling of seclusion when in a creepy place on a dreary day or night, even when with friends, is scary, but awe inspiering. I have gotten many ideas on writings over the past few days.

A few more days left...ill have to get as much sword practice in as possible.

Just as the darkness ensrouds us, only then do you realise how alone you realy are. As the rain falls it drowns out sound and washes away the remnants of those around you. You are alone thus it was and thus it shale be until the light is shed again.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25618727/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25618727/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 23:33:03 PDT
The victum blackened and burned sits away in the dark, whilst shadows dance around silent and forebodeing, one less now makes four since the victum appeared, once were five another had split from the ranks.

Four now dance one sits and two stand off. the man in black, the beast, and the victim, four shadows, and the darkness.

The man in black forever shadowing, a miror with eyes empty and black, never leaving thine side, and the beast always appearing to fear and exhaustion. The victim just sits and watches seemingly appears when you least expect thriving on pain and nothing more.

The man in black a guard a ward a silent sentinal

The beast horror fear and anger the bringer of terrors haunter of dreams

The victim a leecher of pain and sadness, the aura of tears

The shadows ever danceing ever watching, the patient ones leechers of energy, to once again become whole.

Seven spirits seven watchers seven are they whom forever haunt.

these are the seven my seven and noone elses my wards and my fears.

Im going to write a song. Only a few know what im talking about, if you wish to better understand send a note and i may explain it.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25341120/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25341120/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 23:29:56 PDT [link]

Hope you guys enjoy

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25189125/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/25189125/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:12:25 PDT
Blah dee blahh Stressed over college Blah dee fuckin blah what else is new XD
Gunna plan a goin away party for Zach, Gunna miss that fucker haha Good times good times.

Hopeing the replacements for Zach and Dan arent Slobs/Jackasses/Blast Shit music/dont give a fuck, because patience is thin.

NOW ONTO THE REAL STUFF


Im starting to see my own self outlayed more and more as time goes on. im becomeing more and more detatched from the friends i know and love, im tired, insomniatic, but somehow deal with stress and Anger thats thrown around EVERYWHERE nowadays with the calm only a damn buddist Monk would have.

But the part that realy confuses me is the following.

Is it wrong to want to be home honeing my sword technique in silent meditation alone over ALMOST all else? I dont see too much of a problem, but adding in with the recent revalatiuons im comeing to wonder if theres a twist in what i realy want out of life.

I cant wait to get into the profession im going to college for but the fact stil remains that....the more im around people....the more i hate people. they're agitateing and annoying and cant help but start fights with each other and bitch and complain.

They're flawed yes, but they all act like children, even those fully grown. I act like a child, i bitch i complain, I havnt realy picked fights or arguments, im passive in nature like that but the fact still remaining that im angry that im like that. i want to work at it. i want to be as calm and stress free as my mind wants me to portray.

Its agitateing when i can see a clear path out and i try to help someone who asks for help or wants help, wont take it, and just gets angrier. Is it human nature to ignore the easiest path called acceptance? People are people i guess.

I cant understand why people just LOVE to pick out tiny possibilities and turn them into a giant expanding baloon of stress. It only serves to make your life more hectic and in the long run shale shorten your life.

Maybe i just view the world differently, maybe everyone has clouded views on the world and how it is, but the fact still remains that unneccicary stress is unneccicary stress, and all it will do is cause harm, when it shouldnt ever be there in the first place.

what happens happens and what is incured is what shale be incured, thus is the flow of time, where when one does something it has been done, it cannot be undone, and conciquences shale be taken that shale in any other instance be taken. Thus is my belief.

If you sleep through an alarm you sleep through an alarm its simple, go to bed earlier, and turn up your alarm.
If you dont have time in your morning routine to get ready for School/work/church/ get up earlier.

And for gods sake if you are getting stressed over a tiny inconciquencial thing, dont for the love of god, baloon theis ball of stress inside of you until you have nothing left to do but scream.

When people yell...they let of steam witch is good, but when people get stressed over things that shouldnt cause so much stress, they need to think it through. Im tired of hearing people yell, im tired of hearing people bicker, and im tired of hearing people bitch. Im tired of hearing bickering or Bitching exhale from my lips as well.

A life bestowed upon the blade in training and meditation sounds like a beautiful life. Maybe i was brought up in the wrong country. To be a Monk in a xiao lin temple sounds both intreaguing astounding and peacefull...The calm that permiates every hallway and crack and crevace astounds and baffles me.

In catholocism there is even stress. To be a priest means no wife, no love other than god, and to be tied to the church. The stress of manageing the church and listening to people complain constantly, nothing there draws me.

I want a life of peace, a life of calm, meditation. One that tests the body yet keeps it calm and relaxed.

As for this summer its all i shale be doing. nothing but meditateive toneing of the body, and honeing of my swordarts.

A bit too much said there but i have no problem with it, sorry

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24629205/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24629205/ Thu, 07 May 2009 03:26:38 PDT
1.Sleepless and tired....

2. My dad got an asston of interviews from multiple imployers....

3.the problems at the dorms are slowly being fixed....

4.My back hurts...shouldnt sleep in awkward positions ever again...its painful...

5.Grades looking good

6.i hate reading what i cant choose to read, because 95% of the time its boaring and it sucks XD

7.i got all my midterms done

8.I finaly gfot initiative and creativity flowing back into my brain after about a year
and a half

9.i drew creepy monster things

10.=__= i still need to make myself sleep.....other than when i pass out

11.I got showed something that made me laugh so hard i almost died

12.I held a conversation with zach in my sleep, something about the following

me:"you know you could make it come out of the toilet right?"

Zach:"oh realy?"
(mike next to zach)"what?"

me:"yeah it could come out of the toilet and rise up like an elevator"

Zach:"wow thats real interesting"
(mike next to zach) "what the fuck?"

Me:"well yeah just putting it out there, itd be pretty Bitchen, fuckin dogshit yeah"

Zach: "ill get right on that badassness"
(mike next to zach)"Whaat?"

Me: "awesome"

(mike next to zach) "what the hell is he talking about?" (thinks zach understands)
Zach: "I have no idea."

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24529514/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24529514/ Fri, 01 May 2009 11:49:04 PDT
the school waits to tell me about my housing lease running out one week ago....

So heres exacrtly whats fucking happened.

We are now incomeless, because some greedy bastard drove nortel into the ground, and aparantly its that greedy fucking bastard whpo put his wants before the company, and lead it into the ground, who is going to determine my future.

I had to file the correct paperwork, and it JUST got in......even though we faxed it monday....and aparantly she needs to recive it afyter it pends aproval to be aparantly Aproved....then it gets sent to the director of that office and pends aproval again.....then i get to wait for them to see if Grants open up for me...and the process she said could take up to 5 weeks to finish.......AND I FUCKING NEEDIT DONE IN 3

IM PISSED that my fucking future...MYYYYYY FUCKING FUTURE, is on the line because some FUCKING FATASS wanted some extra money over keeping his company afloat. Its SICK how this fucking country works.




Im insomniatic....and when i finaly am tired enough to doze off...My dormmates start fucking bickering like children yelling and arguing...Because Dan whos been gone for 6 months sleeps in the daytime and is pissed that aparantly we made noise...and mike who Cant stop but instigate ANYTHING.....so mike blasted videogames all day, and dan blasted his all night....And i got NO FUCKING sleeep...and im rather pissed because im tired and cant get to bed anymore...Im fucking pissed that dan had to react in such a childish mater. I DONT CARE WHOS RESPONSIBLE I DONT CARE WHO STARTED IT I DONT CARE ABOUT WHOS MAD AT WHO. IM NOT TAKEING SIDES AND IM NOTGETTING INVOLVED IN THIS.....if it continues to fucking hinder my sleep im gunna fix it with the back end of a fucking pool cue.


WHAT A LOVELY WORLD WE LIVE IN! its full of childish fucks and greedy bastards.

FUCK PEOPLE, i fucking HATE people.

DONT bombard me with oh mike this or oh dan that. I DONT WANNA HEAR IT....BECAUSE IT INVOLVES LOUD FUCKING NOISE AT 3AM KEEPING ME AWAKE. the OOONNNLLYYY reason im against dan right now is BECAUSE I SLEEP AT THAT TIME. Im pissed at mike because all he did was instigate it, weather intentional or not, its childish behavior. I am awake in the day and try to fall asleep at night. and after fucking 3 days i can get a bit cranky....and right now i feel like breaking BOTH of the fucks and shove them up the asses of those greedy fucks who headed the nortel company.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24304348/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/24304348/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 08:45:07 PDT
]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23613764/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23613764/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 16:59:50 PDT
Vocals-me
Lead-me
Rythm1-me
Rythm2-me

ENJOY! heres the link!

[link]

Any feedback would be nice

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23589169/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23589169/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 10:13:19 PDT
ANYWHO! im confused at what im going to do, my bonzai tree will be perfectly fine for this week break comeing up...but (ugh) 11 weeks later i have another break for four weeks, and i dont think itll make it being in our dry shitty prisonlike dormrooms...maybe i need that watery globy thing they show on TV...if it dies while i have that im gunna be pissed, but thatll be suitable for when i need to water it....it should hold out then. and if not i will be sad...very sad.

AAAAAANNNNNDDDDDD ONWARDS!

I will be uploading some of my pictures i have drawn for college, i dont know when but i will.

And lastly

I DONT CARE if you like my characters, as long as it stays within bounds, PLEASE! I dont mind fans of any of my characters weather it Kopa Zephyr Riese Yivvy etc... as long as you dont fangasm all over them. and back to the first part, NO I WILL NOT DRAW THEM doing the nasty, bumping uglies, freeing willy, letting the neighbor visit, opening the back door, prolonging humanity, HAVEING BIG NASTY BLATENT EXPLICIT NAKED SEX, ANYWHERE with ANYTHING or whatever.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23349352/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23349352/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:46:37 PST
True friends will read and re post this. Fake friends will just ignore it."




-one of my additions

-Its DEVIANT ART not deviant space
-Its not a place to show how "popular" you can get, its a place for artists to post their work, and to enjoy the work of other artists, to have friends, its not all friends and favorites, they want feedback on their artwork not just a mindless favorite.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23287861/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/23287861/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:01:08 PST On the 51st day of his exodus, a frightful sight manifested before Jadoth's eyes: the unmistakable shape of Forgotten warships upon the horizon's shimmering edge.
And prayed Jadoth, "Abaddon! Lord of the Everlasting Depths, Keeper of Secrets, open mine eyes and bestow upon me the knowledge of the Abyss that I might smite mine enemies and send them to the watery depths!"
An unsettling silence swept across the waves. The twilight sky shattered and stars streaked down upon the Forgotten armada. The seas boiled and ruptured, and gave birth to a maelstrom from which not even light could escape, and transforming the sky above into a midnight void.
And thus was magic gifted to Jadoth, chosen of Abaddon, the first of the Margonites.
–Scriptures of Abaddon, 1BE


Came then Desmina, scorned and exiled by her people. And in her misery and wretchedness, did Desmina curse the gods for abandoning all who, like her, admired power and ambition.
And asketh she, "Where is the god to whom I may give my undying devotion? Where is the God to whom I may beg revenge against those who scorn me?"
And rumbled then the earth from far below, and with a terrible groan, split open. The ground grew white with frost and ice, and from forth the frozen earth spilled the rotted, skeletal minions of Grenth.
Appeared then the god, and with bony hands outstretched, welcomed the girl into His fold. Saith he, "I am your god. Follow where I lead, come whence I call, and the rotted corpses of the dead will be yours to control." And swearing allegiance in life and beyond, did Desmina thence become the god's first follower.

-- Scriptures of Grenth: 48 BE


For weeks did the battle rage on, and those who had taken up the mantle of war grew weary and their courage began to falter.
Then did Balthazar, god of war and fire, appear to the soldiers, carrying with him a grand sword that did glow with such brilliance it blinded any who looked upon it. When he spoke, His voice was like thunder, and it shook the ground with force.
Then saith He, "Lift up thy weapons. For you are my soldiers, and must you be steadfast, strong, and brave of heart. They who neither hesitate nor stumble shall be rewarded. Then shall you have glory. Then shall your deeds be remembered for eternity."
And then did release from His sword a hundred thousand flames, which encircled the soldiers. For this was the fire of courage, and forthwith did they follow the god into battle without fear or hesitation. Thence was the enemy struck down.
-- Scriptures of Balthazar: 48 BE


And when the world rang with the clanging of swords and did fire fall from the skies, Dwayna, goddess of life and air, heard the wailings and pleas of the weak.
And when the rumblings of war did not cease, came Her charge, Doric, who did prostrate himself at Her feet.
And cast She now a glance upon the war-torn lands and wasted flesh of the fallen, and with tears upon Her cheek did lay Her gentle hands upon the prostrate man. Then saith She unto to him and all Her charges, "Lay down thy weapons, and as I have done unto ye, so ye must do for your brethren. Offer protection to the weak. Give solace and shelter to those who need it. Be ye a salve to the wounded.
"For I am your goddess, and I will give blessings to all who follow these teachings."
-- Scriptures of Dwayna: 115 BE (Before Exodus)


And it was, that a stranger came to the village of Wren seeking shelter and employment. Though young in years, her body was stooped and twisted, her flesh eaten by disease.
"Ye have the mark of plague upon ye," said the citizen named Gallrick. "Leave this place lest you sicken our people."
"I've lost my family and my home," cried the desperate woman. "Have you no heart?"
Yet each person, in turn, did look away.
Then from the crowd came a young woman, Sara. She looked upon the woman with pity. "If you need help," said Sara, "I will give it." And Sara did approach the gnarled, bent woman and did offer her a helping hand.
Then the sickened woman pulled from her body the robes of plague, revealing Herself to be the goddess Lyssa.
The people of Wren fell to their knees, begging Lyssa's mercy. But lifting Sara gently, saith She, "True beauty is measured not by appearance but by actions and deeds. Many have eyes, but few have seen. Of all here, you saw the beauty behind the illusion. And you alone shall be blessed with My gifts."
-- Scriptures of Lyssa: 45 BE


And it was that a tribe of godless humans wandered the... ]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22692925/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22692925/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 12:19:12 PST On the 51st day of his exodus, a frightful sight manifested before Jadoth's eyes: the unmistakable shape of Forgotten warships upon the horizon's shimmering edge.
And prayed Jadoth, "Abaddon! Lord of the Everlasting Depths, Keeper of Secrets, open mine eyes and bestow upon me the knowledge of the Abyss that I might smite mine enemies and send them to the watery depths!"
An unsettling silence swept across the waves. The twilight sky shattered and stars streaked down upon the Forgotten armada. The seas boiled and ruptured, and gave birth to a maelstrom from which not even light could escape, and transforming the sky above into a midnight void.
And thus was magic gifted to Jadoth, chosen of Abaddon, the first of the Margonites.
–Scriptures of Abaddon, 1BE

One of my favorite (FAAAKKEEEEE) scriptures from a GAAAAMMMEEEE called guild wars. i dont know why im posting this, maybe so I can post something new

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22121765/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22121765/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 12:40:41 PST
Honestly how much energy does it take to move your eyes to the mirror or turn your head to look behind you! ITS BULLSHIT i almost got in MULTIPLE accidents today just driving to a couple stores, because these goddamn christmass shoppers are too busy on their phon es and blasting their music to even think of hey LOOKING BEFORE THEY MERGE and showing signals so i dont have to slam on my brakes and slide on the fucking snow!

Thank you for almost killing me oh great SUV whos driver was yakking on their phone and merged WHILE I WAS RIGHT NEXT TO HER FUCKING WINDOW!!!!!!!!!!!! FFUUCCKK YOUUUUU!!!!! i shouldnt have to swerve to the shoulder on an icy slushy busy road because some dumbass bitch or some asshole on the road doesnt bother to GLAANNCEEE to their left ans see my -->BIG BLACK TRUCK<-- next to them. HOW DO YOU NOT SEE IT!!!!!!!!!

I nearly went off the road...lets count 4 or 5 times haveing to swerve out of the way of mergers who just dont care and had to slam my brakes for about 5 or 6 drivers who dont fucking signal. Again MERY FUCKING CHRISTMAS, if you survive long enough.... D=<


LEARN TO DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OF THE PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND FOR GODS SAKE DONT FUCKING TEXT WHILE DRIVING YOU DRIVE LIKE A DRUNK WHEN YOU DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

merry christmas

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22010228/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/22010228/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 06:13:56 PST
i still cant sleep....

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21893137/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21893137/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 05:04:59 PST
I can't sleep very well...im maybe getting an hour tops a night, and my body is going to hell because of it...i sleep when i pass out from exhaustion which is bad...and then i wake up only one or 2 hours later...

I cant wait to go home though...about 2 weeks left untill i go home for 3 weeks...long christmas break. maybe that'll clear my head, but i doubt it...

im takeing up tai chi with my bud mike and that works well...just once its done i revert back over time.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21352129/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21352129/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 05:00:40 PST


Im heading home today....thisll be out of date soon.....

I need to go deal with some family related issues...ill try to be on still...so many things have went wrong in the past week its driving me insane...panic attacks and such are a minor issue here ill just say...




I love you, you'll be in my prayers, R.I.P.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21182224/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21182224/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:16:51 PDT
College is stressfull yes...but the lack of sleep is continuing on just like the first semester i was here.

talked with mike, its all good.

OUR FRIDGE IS CLEAN.....it was disgusting, and i was half expecting to find something alive in there.....buuuhhhhhh >_<

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21091402/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21091402/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 07:56:33 PDT
Im kind of sick of this not being able to sleep...i have roommates up till all hours blasting video games...im gunna request a room change if it doesnt get better...once zack moves out i think i will...i have a migrane...i cant see straight...

My classes are going well...i got A's on my work...at the expense of my health i guess because i cant do work here they wont leave me alone...im up all night...

I dont want to get sick...like actually really sick...headaches nausia and migranes i can deal with on my own with rest...but if i get the flue...we dont have an infirmary...i need to go to the hospital at my expenses that i dont have...

I cant believe hed go by and go behind my back and set up rooms with me...i tried to prevent it from happening because i knew this would happen...but he roomed with us...and now we have Many problems that I HAD UNDER CONTROL...like my work ethic, my sleep schedual....and Dan...i had dan under controll for how long now...but mike BLOWS IT THE FUCK UP now he wont leave us alone......Im done trying to controll this because every thing i do, mike countermeasures it.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21012633/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/21012633/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:59:32 PDT
Stress and insomnia...fun fun hahaha

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20732676/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20732676/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 21:22:46 PDT

im a dumbass im a dumbass im a dumbass.....i hate what my brain does......


....still not over it....dont know if ill ever be....AGH i hate this

i even find it hard to eat right now.....I hate when my brain does this to me...i HATE MY BRAIN!!! GO AWAY BRAIN!!!! FUCK YOU!

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20149394/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20149394/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 13:53:55 PDT
i need a release, i need a release, i want my sword, i miss it more than My family, friends, and animals, because with it i could deal with this problem so much easier, i could just forget it through the artistic swings of my sword dance.....

can someone help me find a new release, or help me release and forget....its been so long sience ive been genuinely happy....i havent felt true happiness in years.....and i want it, i want to feel it so bad, its been so long...and all its done is torment me.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20087871/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20087871/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 00:01:52 PDT

i try to cover it up...i think im doing it well so heres to that......

its my fault and only my fault...so dont play the blame game.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20051582/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/20051582/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:03:49 PDT
im rather sad though, and its not because i miss everyone no....thank you nari for the help thank you very much.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/19688085/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/19688085/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:10:42 PDT Based on the hanging Monastery in Jinxia Gorge
[link]
Think of something like this but much bigger, and on both sides of the gorge, like shelves but for people....i guess i could put it that way...

City Built over a large gorge, built into the cliff walls connected by bridges “netting” the parts of the city together.

It includes a bazaar along the western wall running along to the back where the walls of the gorge are literally 10 or 15 feet apart.

There are multiple levels, 4 of them, each serving a purpose
The bottom level is the military level with the barracks and military training grounds
The second level is the lower class community, and the bazaar
The third level the second class and the second level of the bazaar
The fourth level holds the royal family and nobles along with the temples and the royal guard, it is accessible by anyone.

The city is built into the east and west cliffs, and are connected by bridges across the gorge, the main bridges allowing space for shops and such.

It is a large city, still unknown as to where it will be put in this story.

It is an oriental themed city with the bright red green and gold colors, the terra cotta and jade statues paper lanterns and everything else one would expect.

The city juts out of the Cliffside about 35 feet and is carved into the walls about 10 feet, but hallways and temples and houses go as far back as 100 feet in to the rock face, the city being about a quarter mile across from the north to south point.

The ways up are large staircases carved into the rock on the edges of the city and in the center of the city as well.

Below the city is a river that floods at times.
The way out is below the city, but also above, allowing you to reach cities and towns above on plateau around the floating city.

this city design is mine, and i have proof that it is mine so please do not steal it.

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MMORPG (Unnamed)- Barely Started
- Ill need Help with concepts and such, along with ideas.....its based in midevil times, off of the world i designed for my book im writing.....demons and such, ill post stuff up soon for that once i get my scanner up and running.


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Survival Horror (Hellzdrive)- still in outline stage
- Character Concepts done
- Monster designs needed
- Maps Needed
- Building and town concepts needed


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Survival Horror (Unnamed) - Possibly a concept for the later hellzdrive game.
- same stages as the hellzdrive game


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Book (Demonsbane) - Half done with first book rough draft
- Typing not started
- Outline done
- 3 to 4 books planned for this story
- still planning on more books in this world that may intertwine with each other.
- Kopa's Past will be written in a book....at least some of it.


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Album (dust to dust) - 4 songs thought out, and played
- still need lyrics
- still need to record



Thats all im working on for now......along with a few outside sketches ill post when the printer scanner is hooked up.

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Plays guild wars at the snap of a finger

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I cant believe i made it this far lol, it doesnt seem right for some reason. Ill miss my old life, half of me doesnt want to go but wants to live how i was, but thats impossible, so Onwards i go.




with all thats gone on im confused and happy and sad and content yet yearning for something, i dont know what the hell im doing, im a melancholy of whatever the hell emotions i can think of.

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It was loud and rowdy and moshy and everything

next time if its not on such short notice ill invite some of my friends to go with me

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18908723/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18908723/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 09:55:02 PDT _O (tweak)

Good things and bad things

Patio Work around my pool must be done before july 5th, its hard Work

School AP art mural is.....almost....done (saying that because i know some people wont be in to work on what they havnt even started, so we'll just have to do it for them >_<

GRAD PARTY JULY 5TH! WOOOO!!!

Ill miss all those at Wayne central....except for those douschbags.....ANYWHOOO its been fun.

To think of a goal is easy, to make it happen is another story

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wish i could have been a better friend to you all.

yes it's an end of high school realization. Ive wasted my own life away, and didn't do all those things i should have, i regret not going to a lot of the events that had gone on over the past four years.
seriously the only sane thing in my life is between my friends and for that i thank you all so much, you've always been there fr me, though i haven't always been there for all of you, which again i am sorry.

what have i done with my self, what have i done but dick around for the past few years.

(sorry for the rant complaint whatever you wanna call it)










(i don't know about asking this here but...)

How do you just forget about someone who you really care about? is it even possible? just tell me how. I need to get these feelings out of my head, or at least suppress them, but its hard to do.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18546415/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18546415/ Wed, 28 May 2008 15:49:11 PDT
Ill stay posted on DA and my band myspace search david koehler on it, im the one thats Rock/Blues/Metal the black and white picture as well.

blah blah blah

same old crap as always so im not gonna bother you all with it


AWESOME VID MUST SEE!!!!

[link]


High as F#%k music video

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im being fuckin serious and i have 6 witnesses as well

looked exactly like this [link]

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Ok were graduating high school very soon excited but I'm also rather sad seeing ill be leaving some of my good friends behind, some i may not see after college. T_T
end of the year is sneaking up very fast, maybe too fast, and i feel kinda overwhelmed, goddamn senioritis.

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]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18029407/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/18029407/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 20:37:06 PDT eh at least i now have a real room to think over this stuff in

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New York Was Awesome!!!!!!!!!!
I Loved it lol
We got to ride a limo too, Wooo
Lukasic and logan got a picture with the naked cowboy, and when he turned around to point for a second pic he made4 a gay joke to logan, he said and i quote "this is my first time" hahaha

Will be posting some awesome pics from the trip on as well

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Yes ever have thoughts stewing in your head that you want to get out but cant tell anyone? Yes it sucks ass, just sits there and rots away at your mind forever!!!!







AAAAAAnnnyyywwwaaayyyssssss went to the schoolbattle of the bands, Snyders Band trio of course was AWESOME!!!!!!!! the others were a little odd and very emoish....i dont like emo lol.


EMO CANNOT STAND AGAINST THE HENDRIXY BLUESY JAZZY PSYCHADELIC ROCKNESS GODLYISM THAT TRIO IS lol

[link] Check it out!!!! AWESOME!

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but he wants us to be like professional choir singers, not what i wanted to play ever, doing quadruple rounds with five harmonies and whatnot that kind of bullshit.

He also said hey you can play what you want to play, but then went on and basically said you could only if its what i tell you to do, I mean WTF!!!!

Honestly i loved my church and i loved doing the music, but the damn place for 3 weeks now the masses are so unbearable do to his interference that i don't even want to go, i used to leave there light and happy, now i leave heavy and depressed, with a fucking headache so bad i see red and purple.

FUCK!!!

our group has all this talent and diversity and he wants us to do all this solemn church hymnal crap, I mean god said REJOICE in his name, not Go be sad and depressed in my name, why not play happy music damnit!!!!! fucking bullshit, if i had a choice i wouldnt go to church, its gotta be bad for my health to get headaches that bad from that music, and chants, its like were some cult goddamnit fuck this.

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and the best part was that over the speakers all over the mountain theyblasted none other than.......................

IRON MAIDEN WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AWESOME!!!!!

I KNEW .HACK//SIGN WAS FAMILLIAR!!! THE ARTIST DOES EVANGELION!!!!! HAAA WOOHOOO!!!!

What Is pleasure without Pain?
What Is happiness without sadness?
What Is closeness without loneliness?
What Is Contentness without hunger?
What Is satisfaction without disappointment?
What Is Love without Hate?
What Is life without death?

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16888144/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16888144/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 18:40:19 PST
Yes they are the same ones previously

What Is pleasure without Pain?
What Is happiness without sadness?
What Is closeness without loneliness?
What Is Contentness without hunger?
What Is satisfaction without disappointment?
What Is Love without Hate?
What Is life without death?


But also my parents want me to take down some of my Suggestive pictures in my deviations >.<# WHY!!!! i mean sieriously who gives a rats ass!!!!!!!

......THANK GOD THEY DIDNT LOOK IN MY FAVORITES.......OMG THA WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN GOOD LOL


I have not slept for two days straight and right after i relapsed so im not used to it......

but in the morning i go upstairs and make tea.....lots of it lo;l...in the past two days ive had at least one cup of every kind we have in the cabinet......and thats a lot!!!!!!! holy shit lol.

i feel like im looking for something, like im missing something in my life...but i sieriously have no clue or lead to what it even is and it sucks. i dont know what it is but its bothering me a lot. -_-

I have officially been named Koehler kitty by my friends, because they think id ook cute with cat ears....-_- <(sigh)

so ill have to post some sort of artwork for it lol just to be fair

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16761652/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16761652/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 20:56:51 PST
What Is pleasure without Pain?
What Is happiness without sadness?
What Is closeness without loneliness?
What Is Contentness without hunger?
What Is satisfaction without disappointment?
What Is Love without Hate?
What Is life without death?

The answer in my mind, nothingness.

truth is That life is overrun with negative emotions, and hurtful events, but are those events not the things that make life worth living?

If we dont have negative events we cannot come close to apreciating life to the fullest.

Ones life is overrun by negativeness, and even though 90%of your life is pain or some other negative emotion or feeling, that 10% is why we live, and why we love.

The fact is the most pained person will be able to apreciate life better than one who is Blissfull.

Also why one on their death bed can accept death as it comes.

without pain one cannot accept and feel true pleasure.
without sadness one cannot feel true happiness.
without loneliness one cannot feel Closeness.
Without Hunger one cannot feel content.
Without Disappointment cannot feel true Satisfaction.
without hate one cannot feel true love.
and without death one cannot appreciate life.


those who cannot accept death have not expierienced true happiness, and couldnt grasp the greatness of life.

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anyways funny vid of my friend david just before he got used as a target for erics new airsoft gun.
[link]

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AP art is going to kill me by the end of this week im not gunna get the third piece done in time, i dont even have an idea and its due in what two fucking days.

i got a week off thank god for midterms though, hopefully ill calm down, either that or my head will explode whitchever one.

for some reason i dont feel very hapy at all, i dont enjoy much of anything at all right now, and cant really see much that could make me happy, except for the music i play, but its not enough, i need something more.

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16347101/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/16347101/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 17:01:44 PST I WANNA FUCKING THROTTLE THE KID RIGHT NOW!!!!! HE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYONE BUT HIS FUCKING SELF AND NOW BECAUSE OF THAT SKIP HE PULLED I HAVE A FUCKING 57 IN GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT ONLY THAT BUT MY BRO DOESNT RELENT ON HIS PISSING OFF OF MY MOM!!!
ITS ALL JUST BITCHING EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY FROM MORNING TILL NIGHT, AND I HAVE NO ESCAPE AND NO WAY TO GET RIDOF STRESS OR ANGER BECAUSE I HAVE NO PUNCHING BAG TV'S SHIT THESE DAYS, AND MY MOM TOOK THE PS2 OUT OF THE HOUSE, NOR AM I ALOWED TO SEE FRIENDS OR GO OUTSIDE, JUST TO SIT THERE AND ENDURE MY MOMS UNRELENTING BITCHING AND YELLING!!! IM GUNNA FUCKING THROTTLE SOMETHINGOR HAVE A GODDAMN HEART ATACK AT THE OLD AGE OF FUCKING 18. IVE BURST CAPILARIES IN MY THRUGHT AGAIN, BECAUSE OF THE STRESS AND I NEVER THOUGHT IT THIS BAD, I DONT WANT TO LEAVE SCHOOL BECAUSE HOME SUCKS SO MUCH, AND WHEN I GET PISSED SHE FUCKING WONDERS WHY IM SO TICKED OFF AD GOES ON AND ON ABOUT HOW I SHOULDNT BE STRESSED. WELL IM SORRY BUT YOU ARE THE PROBLEM THERE DUMBSHIT! FUCK IM GUNNA DIE IF THIS GODDAMN THING KEEPS UP.
constant headaches my chest hurts near all day, adrenaline pulsing, heavy breathing, i taste blood in my mouth and at times yes i cough it up, im getting sick quite literally over this and wont be surprised if i get ulcers from it. theres not a single moment in my fucking house that one of my parents arent pissed off.



so if i get locked in my fucking house till the end of time its been nice knowing you.










even though some of you think in some crazy way its all your fault
its not i love you all <3<3<3
and i thank you for being there, had you not been my friends i would have killed myself long before. i am truly grateful to have such great friends i love you all so much. thank you forever and always.
id continue on but i gotta get off from my fucking 5 minutes on the computer.



listening to black hole sun by Soundgarden I'm addicted and it calms me down at least a little. (listen to it its good)

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AND we got a new video camera its Digital, no more tapes, woo happy happy happy happy, but all that and i still don't feel right. like somethings missing, and i don't know what it is. its wierd.
Also im back to working on my manga i got the next two pages being drawn right now, and im onto chapter two of my story, I GOT THE NEW FOO FIGHTERS CD!!!!!!!!!!

Now for the long rant


My parents said i cant go to the iron maiden concert, and that ruined this week entirely cause it sucks, i really wanted to go, and i dont have the money or the knowledge to get there, to even conceive going on my own. My bro got a new i-pod and hesa been \gloating ever sience, and my parents arent even takeing my beat up POS to get fixed, it doesnt even sync to my computer anymore and i dont have the cash to fix it, itll cost me like 120 bucks and they wont let me buy a new one saying HEY YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE, im glad for the art supplies and the robe, and the camera but everything else sucked Big fat fucking hairy balls, so merry fucking Shitmas to everyone, my goddamn holoday ended in me having to spend every penny of what i owned on gas for the goddamn truck, because i went out to get a fucking game whitch the game was 60 but the rest of my cash needed to be used to fill up all 120 dollars worth of the fucking trucks tank again. I HATE IT WHEN THEY DO THIS!!!! FOR GODS FUCKING SAKE THE AMOUNT I SPENT ON THAT FUCKING TRUCKS GAS I COULD HAVE BOUGHT A FUCKING PS3 ITS THAT SAD AND I DONT EVEN USE THE FUCKING THING!!!!!

i guess that they dont want me saveing for housing at AI and they kerep fucking bothering me on how im going to afford it when i cant even save up 150 fucking dollars without my brother stealing and spending it on shit at lunch like cookies, or my parents fucking makeing me fill up the goddamn truck tank,

I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY AND I CANT FUCKING FSAVE ANYTHING, MY ENTIRE,I REPEAT ENTIRE SAVEINGS IS GONE DOWN THE FUCLKING DRAIN BECAUSE OF THIS SHIT AND IM TIRED OF IT, EVERY TIME I GOT PAID WHEN I ACTUALY HAD A JOB I LOST IT ALL IN A DAY BECAUSE THEY NEEDED TO FILL THE FUCKING GAS TANK

SO FUCK THE ECONOMY AND THEIR HIGH GAS PRICES
FUCK MY BROTHER
FUCK THE TRUCK FUCK MY PARENTS
FUCK MY FAMILY
AND FUCK THIS GODDAMN JOLLY FUCKING HOLIDAY!!!!
And my parents wonder why i spend my time doing nothing, hmmm they think my lifes peachy that i have everything running for me and tat i get everything i want well FUCK THAT!!!!!
the reason i do nothing is because i have nothing to do, they wonder why oi spend my time on the computer gameing, well its because its fucking fun and i want to do that over sitting around on my bed doing nothing but stare at the ceiling the weather is shit my brother wont fucking stop bothering me im seriously about ready to snap his fucking neck and bash his head through the fucking wall i cant spend two minutes around him. my parents wont stop nagging, an they consantly find outlets in me because of my brother fucking with them, they see me on the computer and they scream at me.

the weathers bad so i cant do anything
the snow at bristol sucked and it fucking Raind FUCKING RAINED THERE!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!
my bro's being a fucking ass, and i wanna punch anyone who fucking tries to defend him saying, oh but hes so cute or oh but hes and angel,

or my personal favorite OH BUT WHAT COULD HE HAVE POSSIBLY DONE?
hmm maybe ITS HIS FUYCKING FAULT THAT MY PARENTS ARE A THREAD AWAY FROM DIVORCE AND THE REASON WHY MY LIFE IS A FUCKING WRECK AND THE REASON WHY THIS FUCKING COMPUTER IS MESSED UP, AND THE REASON WHY I HAVE NO MONEY LEFT OVER CAUSE HES STEALING IT AND USEING IT TO BUY COOKIES AT FUCKING SCHOOL!!!!!!!! AND THEN THEY END IT WITH AFTER I MENTION THE REASON OF MY PARENTS ABOUT TO DEVORCE, AND THIS REALLY IS FUNNY STUFGF THEY ASK THIS

OH WHAT COULD HE HAVE POSSIBLY DONE?

HAHAHAHAHAHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAHAAAHAAAA
THIS FUCKER IS FUCKING SATAN I SWEAR TO FUCKING GODD, AND EVERY TIME I FUCKING TRY TO SAY SOMETHING SOMEONE ELSE SAYS OH IS IT REALLY THAT BAD? OH LIKE HELL IT IS, AND THEY DONT FUCKING BELIEVE IT, NO THEY JUST KEEP ASKING ME WHY HES ALWAYS IN TROUBLE LIKE FUCK I KNOW HOW TO FUCKING DESCRIBE IT SO FUCK OFF I HAD TO DEAL WITH THIS ALL FUCKING WEEK AND IM ABOUT READY TO BLOW UP. I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE, I SHOULD JUST LLAY... ]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/15936463/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/15936463/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 20:17:34 PST [link]

concentrations getting there

Writing my book is going along well

My manga is only in planning stages right now, i dont have the urge to draw new stuff yet, but ill have chapter 2 ready to draw soon

Im actually passing every class without problems, and my senior paper is soooo damnclose to being done.

i think im doing too much at one time but i dont care

oh god AI is like Rape And Kill Prices Holy crap, and even at a total of $102,000 over the three years, its still $60,000-$70,000 cheaper than going to any other schools close to me

]]> ~Evangelionfan http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/15712453/ http://Evangelionfan.deviantart.com/journal/15712453/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 18:59:48 PST
Negima Manga Kick ass but negima anime Gay

Im Brike TT_TT no $$$

Im Working on a book and am in the production stages of the story and whatnot, not sure weather to make a manga or a novel, i might make both, ill post the first few pages sometime, and a sweet doodle i did in math class for the first event in the book.

Parents still bugging me when im on the PC

watch very funny [link]

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