http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:EveryoneHeartsMe&section=today deviantART RSS for by:EveryoneHeartsMe en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:23:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/28149842/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/28149842/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:08:31 PST

High school is a biiiiiig pain in the ass right now. In fact, I'm STILL working on homework. -sigh-

2 months down, 7 to go. D:

I feel like doing a meme...but that would eat up so much time. XD

ALSO, A LOT OF MY DOODLES LATELY HAVE BEEN OF AXEL AND CHINA. Yay ttly opposite characters XD

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26840966/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26840966/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:40:24 PDT
And now here I am, 16 and dreading junior year. >.>

School starts in two weeks, and I'm stuck with one of the meanest teachers. And a teacher that can't teach at all. DDD:

I should've done the summer homework earlier...this is killing me. I really don't care about nerves...ugh neuroscience.

On the bright side, I got Final Fantasy Dissidia. HOORAY!

-abuses Squall and Zidane yay-

BUT WHY IS TIDUS TEE-DUS. DAMMIT, TIE-DUS SOUNDS BETTER. D:<

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26496310/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26496310/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 01:35:22 PDT
Did a sketch for a .hack RP. Finished the line art today and I colored the skin and hair, but then I got tired and my friend decided to color it for me. YES. I detest coloring...mainly because I have no good tools and therefore it just makes it harder one me. orz

Here's to hoping it turns out spectalurific!

-shot-

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26224502/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/26224502/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 01:50:25 PDT
Been working on a Jadefic for the past two weeks. 12 pages in and not even half-way done my god. I'm a bit scared of how much I'm willing to write for Jade. His character is by FAR the hardest I've ever had to write for, Atobe included. -.-

Granted, the fact that I get to include an OC of mine just makes the whole thing more enjoyable. I made him for the sole purpose of having a little kid...and to practice my tsundere writing skills.

It's a bit daunting how many times this OC (Nicholai Stradivari) has changed though. First, his name was "Jay" and he had green hair/red eyes. Then, I thought that he'd look TOO much like Heimdall from Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok, so I changed the red eyes to purple (note: his sketch hadn't been made until...well..today). After a few days, I decided I didn't like the name "Jay", and changed it to "Vict", short for "Victor". 5 pages into the story, I found that I didn't like using that name...so then I changed it to "Nicholai".

...And that's when I found out he needed a last name.

So. Um. I did the WEIRDEST of things and watched a certain Trigun scene where Vash goes off and gives himself that ridiculously long name. "Stradivari" was part of it. And well. I liked it, so I used it. 8D

Oh wait, that's not the end of Nicholai's transformations!

When I FINALLY got around to drawing him (which was...at around 8pm yesterday), I decided to go the extra mile and color him. I say "extra mile" because I've NEVER finished a coloring project. Hell, I usually leave coloring at its base and don't even bother shading.

I actually colored the skin to my liking and his hair is...all right. I ended up having to change his hair color to auburn; he'd look EXTREMELY similar to a friend of mine's OC otherwise. As for the coloring, there's only so much I can do with a laptop and it's touchpad. -.- His clothes--which took me FOREVER to design--are still in the works. But yeah. Lil' Nicholai seems to be turning out ok~

...Unfortunately, he doesn't look too much like a 10-year-old. orz Funny thing is, his initial age was 14. Then it went down to 12. And then 7. And then up to 10. XDD

I'mma go take a break now. My hand is getting cramped from coloring with the touchpad

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/25933154/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/25933154/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 00:54:10 PDT
Writing wise, I'm working on what may be an epic one-shot co-written by someone on Luna. Not saying who's writing it with me, but you guys will enjoy it, I promise!

...Err. At least, if you like Ryoma. XD

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/25761864/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/25761864/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:40:56 PDT .>

I haven't been sketching much lately, but whatever. I really do need to practice on anatomy and clothing folds, though. ;-;

Also, those people who do fireworks AFTER 4th of July? Yeah, you all need to die. -.-

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/23128169/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/23128169/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 19:14:26 PST
I DUN WANNA BE OOOLLLLDDDD...oh well.

I should have scanned the card I made for someone a few days ago. I actually really liked that sketch. -.-

IN OTHER NEWS, I AM GETTING DBSK's NEW JAPANESE CD/DVD! YESSSSS~

-goes off to do her homework and worry about a dance competition whee-

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/22531246/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/22531246/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:19:03 PST
So, school started up again on Monday. Dear god I wish it was vacation again. I can't stand school. It should just go in a corner and DIE. Then I wouldn't have to freak out over homework and stuff.

On the brightside, I got a boyfriend. YAY. 8D If you can think up one of the most romantic and sweetest guy you can, then you have a step below my boyfriend. When I said my life was like a k-drama before, it's NOTHING compared to how it is now.

SLOW DANCING IN THE SNOW SHOULDN'T HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE BUT IT DID SO YAAAAAAY. -parties-

Also, I got back into writing over break. And lost it when school started. And got it back again temporarily when my "boss" reminded me I haven't sent her anything for the past...month.

Goddamn it, why did I sign up for a site that expects me to update again? WHY DID NO ONE SLAP ANY SENSE INTO ME RAWR.

All right, now that I covered the art and writing portion...TIME FOR MUSIC WHEEEE.

So I got Sixology by JJ Lin recently. Oh man, GREAT album. I love JJ Lin, but he just shot up after this. My favorite track from this has GOT to be 不潮不用花錢. It. Is so. Catchy.

For recent k-pop, I listened to SNSD's new songs: Gee and Way to Go! I already like Way to Go since it's the full version of Haptic Motion minus them yelling "Oh haptiiiiic~" in the chorus, but that's ok. Gee is...um. Insanely high. And cutesy. I want to lower their voices by an octave, if that'd be ok. XDDD

Also, MIROTIC in Mandarin sounds SOFUNNY.

"I like the way you them things with no shame, so insane"

Oh Yunho, wo ai ni! XDD

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/22530345/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/22530345/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 17:30:27 PST
[x] You watch(ed) anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy(ed) drawing anime.
[] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Total : 7


Art Nerd

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[ ] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[ ] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[ ] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Total : 6


Musical Nerd

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play(ed) more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[x] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Total : 4


Video Game Nerd

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 player
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Total : 9

I'll post an actual journal soon. XD

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/21097356/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/21097356/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 15:37:34 PDT
I haven't made any new wallpapers as of yet. Rawr. I need to, though. As pretty as the lotus is, I'm getting sick of staring at it every day. -.-

Oh, did I mention I love the new 주문/Mirotic album?

SIMPLY. AMAZING.

I can't pick a favorite song, but I really, REALLY like "Flower Girl". I smile whenever it comes on. -is a dork- And "Wrong Number" is positive sexy. Actually. All their upbeat songs are sexy. Slow ones are prettyyyyy~

Younha's new album is good too. "Telepathy" is pretty much the story of my love life. XD At least, the story behind the mv is. The whole girl pining for a guy's attention before outright telling him is extremely familiar. =__=

Oh well.

-switches subject to KHR-

HOMG IS XANXUS HOT OR WHAT!? What the HELL happened to him? He went form ugly to DROPDEAD SEXY in the span of nine years and ten months.

The following is a reinaction of Ayu's sheer shock.

Ayu: "Sorete you wanna be my friend? We are, we are on the--oh hey. KHR is out today. YES."

-clicky-

"...OMFG TYL!DINO. KJSDFL:JKLSFKJ"

-looks down-

"...HOLY SHIT XANXUS!?"

O__O
>_>
<_<
*.*

Yeah. So. I'm now a TYL!Xanxus fan <3

Wheeeee~

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/19968731/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/19968731/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 11:06:51 PDT
So I finally got the new Big Bang mini-album and...eh. In all honestly, I think it's just ok. Nothing that made me go "asdlfjaldkjf" or anything like that. It was just ok.

The leading song, "하루 하루", is pretty much a carbon copy of "Lies", but that's also the reason I love it so much. I'm still slightly disappointed by the fact that they sound so similar, but at least the PV's are different. XDD Oh, I had MANY laughs during the 하루 하루 PV, and that's supposed to be an emo video. Honestly GD, what the hell were you thinking when you wore that vest? And all that guyliner...gah. At least TOP's still smexy.

Next track is something I really liked: Heaven. Beginning sounds somewhat dramatic, but then the beats kick in and we're back to the Big Bang we all know and love. Such a good song too. The chorus is catchy, and it's probably one of the best songs on this album.

Track 4 (the first track was the intro), "착한 사람" has a bit of a slow start, but when GD starts rapping, I guess it picks up? I dunno. I normally skip over this song when I listen to it now. Not amazing, but not that bad either. At this point, I'm starting to miss their "Lalala" days XDDD.

"LADY". Wow. I just...wow. 8D This sounds SO westernized, even more so than Big Bang's usual sound. Seriously. It sounds like something you'd hear from Chris Brown, and I LOVE IT. Big Bang has reminded me why I liked American music in the first place...depending on the artist. But it IS a good song. The beat is great, as with the rhythm, and I guess the lyrics too, from what I could understand.

...And then there's the last track: "OH MY FRIEND". I'm not lieing, when it started up, I had to look at the album cover again just to make sure I was listening to Big Bang. Because really, when have you heard Big Bang singing with a PUNK ROCK BAND behind them? O_O On the first listen, you might not like it, especially since the guitar is a bit too loud, but once TOP and GD come back in, it becomes tolerable. XD A few more listens, and then it catches on. No joke, I really didn't like this song (I had a temporary "WTF" face for a mew minutes) before, but now I kinda like it.

...The video, on the other hand I LOVE TO BITS. It's HYSTERICAL. XDDDD All of Big Bang has different professions (...GD not so much >.< and No Brain (the punk rock group they collaborated with) is...No Brain? I really didn't pay much attention to them, cause their screaming sorta hurt my ears.

I DID pay attention to Big Bang though. So. Damn. Funny. Right off the bat, you get to see Dae Sung as a boxer, Seungri as a creepy mime/clown thing with a JabbawockeeZ mask, and Tae Yang as the sexiest mechanic you will ever see. 8D Then you get to see my darling TOP as a cop!

If more cops looked like TOP, then I wouldn't mind speeding red lights. Just sayin'.

AND THEN YOU GET TO GD WHICH IS WHEN I STARTED TO LAUGH PROFUSELY. XDDDDDDDDDDDD

I think the part of a psychopath fits him nicely. -snerk-

So, all in all, Big Bang's new album is pretty good. Lots of variety, and the PV's for the two songs are just amazing.

Now, I must go and finish recording a song. Because god knows I only have this summer to do it.

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18401633/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18401633/ Mon, 19 May 2008 15:39:53 PDT
>__>

Oh how I wish it was summer. Not for the heat, god no. Summer means no school, and no school means no work. AND NO WORK MEANS AYU CAN BE AS LAZY AS SHE WANTS.

I won't have to ever worry about my physics grades, and I don't have to read the longest and most pointless books while writing an essay/speech for survey lit. Do you know how amazing that would be? I can get my social life back...FINALLY. My social life was OHSODEAD during this entire school year. 1 freaking boyfriend the entire year wut. -_- But I have many lovers, so that makes up for the gaping hole in my love life. And friends. But lovers are better, since they're friends with benefits. XP

Good news is, I'm no longer angsting over a boy. Bad news is, I still like him. Only reason it's ok is because he's single again...which I actually wasn't happy about when he told me. Should've been...but I wasn't. And my sister still pisses the hell out of me. Honestly, I think I now know the reason why I have such a freaking short temper. --__--+ Freaking pissant...not even able to do her spelling homework (splitting a word into fcuking syllables) without my help. I wonder how we're related sometimes.

Mm...I should start on my homework soon...

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18217359/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18217359/ Wed, 07 May 2008 19:04:51 PDT
Yesterday happened to be probably the worst day of my teenage life. For the first time in a long time, I actually broke down crying from something other than school/grades. I'd sound like such a teenage sob story if I ever explain what exactly happened. But if I've ever talked to you about someone called "Jason", you'll know EXACTLY why I started crying.

I've been beating myself up a lot since yesterday afternoon. It was much worse than what I posted a few months ago. Much, much worse. I didn't break down crying once...but twice.

And wow. A tear just fell from my eye. I thought I finished this yesterday.

I know I sound really stupid for saying this...but even after yesterday...I can't move on. It hurts to look at him...it hurts to just hear his name. I keep thinking of what would have happened if I just told him sooner...

..it's getting really obvious that I'm "heartbroken". -_-

I just want school to end. I don't want to see him anymore...but at the same time...I do.

Props if you actually read all of this emo blog post thing.

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18013390/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/18013390/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 19:42:01 PDT
Honestly. It's been three months since I broke up with my ex-boyfriend--a total asshole by the way. And then, last month (a few weeks before i-nite), my brain decided to turn into mush and actually let my FRIGGIN' HEART control me.

And guess what. Now I actually REALLY LIKE a guy, more so than my last boyfriend (who treated me more like a really good friend rather than a girlfriend). And it sucks. Mainly because...

1) I can't stop thinking about him
2) I don't know if he likes me back or not
3) HE CAN'T FCUKING TELL I LIKE HIM.

GOD. And I leave so many hints. But of course, when I asked my friend Lauren, she said that if it were anyone else, it would have been obvious. Now, I don't know how to take that, but apparently I'm not obvious enough. >__> That, and HE'S A TOTAL BRICK HEAD.

I've had those moments where I have a feeling that he does kinda like me, especially because of what he does. Lip synching for me, putting his arm around my shoulder the second he saw someone hug me (and called me "his pinay" ), and the lost goes on and on. But that could just be my pride talking. It does that a lot. I really should check up on that.

Anyways, if anyone has advice, please give some.

And if I get a note saying to tell him, I'll shoot you. 5 people so far have messaged me both on facebook and here telling me to do so. -__-

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17886973/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17886973/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 19:40:38 PDT
I still hate my school. A lot. Sure, I've gotten closer to quite a few people over the past week, but I still can't stand the other 50% of the school. Pissants.

Anyway, I've been doing...better...since that last entry despite the fact I still beat myself down constantly. It's not a dramatic "ILOVETHEWORLDANDEVERYONEINIT" happiness, of course, but its something. So in other words, I'm back to my normal self: a hyper little pessimist.

...How I can be completely and utterly spazztastic and hyper and still be a part-time pessimist is beyond me. -__-

Oh, and I have finally realized that I'm not THAT bad at drawing. Yay for self-confidence. It really does wonders on a bad mood. Why couldn't that Zelos sketch come to me sooner? I would've never went into that emo phase in March.

And to finish this off...I'm sick. Again. >__< Fcuking weather, screwing with my health.

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17531381/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17531381/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:32:15 PDT
God I hate it. Especially mine. Not only do the teachers pile on homework, they assign huge ass projects at the WORST possible times. Oh, and can't forget about the tests and portfolios that are 25% of your fucking GRADE all in the same week. In the same goddamn class too.

Honestly, I felt like crying at one point. Do the teachers not realize about 1/3 of the school is practicing dances for hours on end with little time for all the things they give us? My grades in math are low as is (a 79 the last time I checked ), and yet they announce that there's a big test next week. I don't have time to go over whatever pointless shit we learned in IMP since I'm too busy trying to make sure no one fucking gets hurt during the dances. AND I DO TOO PARTICIPATE IN FUCKING CLASS YOU JACKASS.

I don't even have enough time to write anymore, and it's only been four days since spring break--not like I wrote then anyway. I was too busy getting ready to move.

Hell, I think the only things that make me want to stay at my school are some people and the dance group I'm in. And even then, a lot of the people there piss the hell out of me.

...Screw this mini-rant. I'm gonna go read some angstfic where I can drain every last bit of my anger.

But I so wish I could say the subject title to my teachers. And if it happened, that would be even better.

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17215455/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17215455/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 19:08:35 PST
*Rules*
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Give your own thoughts on the answers.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Darkness Eyes
(...That sounds remarkably emo.)

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Cell Block Tango
(So basically, I'm going to jail for killing my husband/boyfriend and start tangoing and singing a la Chicago. Joy.)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Epiphany
(OMFG I'M A KILLER!!!)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Shootin' Your Smile
(...Does that mean yes? >__>

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
It Ends Tonight
(HOLYSHIT YOU GONNA DIE)

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Party Like a Rockstar (piano)
(...Sweet.)

WHAT IS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Destiny
(-__-)

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
Through the Fire and Flames
(I'm guessing that I'm going to strike a deal with the devil.)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Rewrite
(...how do I respond to this...)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
The Homework Never Ends
(...iTunes is fucking psychic)

THE BEST THING TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Omaera Gakepucchi girigiri
(My grandparents are close to the edge? OHNOES)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Balloons
(The DBSK boys say I'm happy.)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Peaceful Time
(Is that an insult? -__-)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Te~Tsunago
(People want to hold my hand...)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Petenshi Daa? Nan Todemo Iie
(I'm going to be a conman, sweet!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU
Sexy Back
(...XD)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
All You Wanted
(Ohboy, I guess you do...)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Must Be Strong
(...Well...it's true.)

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Forward my Men
(I WILL PELVIC THRUST MY WAY TO THE TOP)

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
For Real
(...)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
Ore-sama no Bigi ni Boogie Woogie
(No...fucking..way...XDDD)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Bend and Snap
(HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Lovin' You
(Again, makes sense)

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
Bring It
(And here I was expecting Mortal Kombat)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Makezu Kirai
(Well, I do hate to lose)

WHAT WILL TOMORROW BRING?
Fuuki Iinchou Hibari Kyouya
(8D OH YEAH!!!)

IF THE WORLD EXPLODES, WHAT WILL BE THE THEME SONG?
Hallelujah Goodbye
("Tomorrow will be a good day" my ASS.)

SUPPOSING YOU HAD TO SAVE THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD YOUR FANFARE BE LIKE AFTERWARDS?
It's Not Over
(My life is turning into a cliched anime. )

WHAT'S YOUR LOVE SONG?
Karma
(...S-socute.)

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Expect a new sketch soon. DGMxReborn! crossovers FTW! XD

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17129633/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17129633/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 07:54:54 PST
Now I'm gonna get older and get wrinkles and my hair will turn gray and...

Eh. Screw it. I love my birthday, mainly because I don't look a day older. XD AND THERE'S CAKE OMFG CAKE.

]]> ~EveryoneHeartsMe http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17078168/ http://EveryoneHeartsMe.deviantart.com/journal/17078168/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 17:54:32 PST It's not even limited to just my sketches and other crap. Now, I'm criticizing both my writing AND singing. It's like every fucking thing I do is so half-assed that I can't even tell until I actually HEAR/READ it.

Take my new song, Kakeata Kiseki, for example. Haven't heard it? That's because I haven't uploaded it on youtube since it's so full of crap. The vocals are so shitty that I'm getting ready to just stop trying to record it. Except, I spent, oh I don't know, 3 GODDAMN HOURS editing the karaoke, so I just can't leave it.

Then there's my writing. Anyone who knows me from lunaescence or FOSFF knows me as Ayu...And therefore know how much of my old stories suck ass. My newer ones--the ones I haven't finished yet--are actually acceptable, though. Somehow.

Anyway, they're just filled with bullshit. Period. The plots were so clichéd and the reader's personality was almost always the same for every piece of shit I wrote. Tango Towards Destruction's reader character was the only one that was different, but that story was so rushed and the prose was so inconsistent. Even worse, there was no real plot other than the reader and Atobe trying to screw each other over.

The same goes for Passing Flings' plot. Except that was actually something I was proud of...after the re-write, of course.

But getting back to my bitching, I don't like my art either. It takes me what...fifteen tries just to be satisfied with a motherfucking NOSE? Oh, and I can't forget how all the hairstyles I come up with look like clones of each other with a nuance of difference. Then there's the whole eye deal where I can't make them symmetrical so I just stick an eyepatch and say "yeah, doesn't that make them look badass?" No, it doesn't make my characters badass. It just shows how much I fucking suck at drawing. I mean, an eyepatch every once in a while is ok, but when you do it for very other guy, there's something wrong.

-sigh-

God, what's gotten into me? I was in such a good mood this morning...and then this rant comes out? Honestly, I should stop playing/watching things where some major character that you grow to love dies. That's what usually spawns these things.

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Well actually, it's more anti-V-Day this year. XD

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5k's worth of shit for Oshitari, my traditional OMGRANDOMLOL Valentine-themed sketch of some hawt dude from a series that I'm smitten with (this year it's Reborn! XD), record my part of "Valentine Kiss" for setokoji, buy a last-minute present for my friend who's birthday is tomorrow, and then I gotta do all my homework. And if I have spare time, maybe write a birthdaydrabble for Choutarou of PoT since his birthday's tomorrow too...>__>

HOW ONE GIRL CAN DO ALL THIS I DON'T KNOW.

And apparently, I have a Japanese quiz tomorrow. >__>

-totally ignores studying-

But I dunno who to draw this year. Last year's sketch was Atobe (obviously), but this year is too haaaard.I can't decide among Hibari, Mukuro, Dino, and Gokudera.

OR I COULD BE TTLY AWESOME AND DRAW--

Yes, I have decided on who I shall draw. XD

-runs away crazily-

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I COULDN'T HELP IT; THE ANIMAL COSTUMES WERE CALLING TO ME.

-cries-

Anyway, I've been working on a few rough sketches of some OC's. If my sister ever gets her ass off the other computer--the only one hooked up to the scanner--then I'll upload them. Except for the girl, Seraphim. I don't like her. Therefore, I shall redraw her. Sometime. It all depends on if I have enough time or not.

Unfortunately, I can't just leave her out. If I did, it'd just be an all male group.

And no, I'm not exactly into yaoi. >__>

-sigh-

On the bright side, Jade Curtiss of ToA and the entire Reborn! cast have successfully stolen my attention. Yayz.

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ANYWAYZ...

I'm still spazzing over my friends. Which, by the way, will never stop. IF YOU SAID FRIENDS HAVE CLASS WITH ME, I WILL NOT LEAVE YOU ALOOOONNNEEE!!! XDDD Be prepared for annoyingly high-pitched squeals during class and if I ever see you in the halls.

Um. Yeah, I should totally be working on my Japanese presentation and Physics homework, but Eternity and Road are stripping me of my attention span. b

Oh, and my listening to Kampai Je'Taime does not help. That song is addicting despite its ridiculous dancing and impure lyrics. Oh PUREBoys, why are you so impure?

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