http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Evil-M&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Evil-M en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 10:54:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/28949766/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/28949766/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 19:13:56 PST I haven't been on here in an age, but now I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN BETTER TO DO THAN THIS.
SO HERE!

(I got sorta tagged by rob, or at least I'm gonna pin it on him)

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1. I love silence and quiet. Preferably in a white room. That would be one of my conceptions of heaven, just sleeping in a completely calm, white, void.

2. Wheat and milk fuck with my head seriously. They are incredibly bad for my system and tend to make me rather unstable for periods of time. Either I get super anxious or seriously fucking depressed for MONTHS. Oh and in large doses, I see shit that isn't there. So yeah, it BAD.

3. I am absolutely terrified of the conception of non existence. For me, a personalised hell in which I know that I matter is preferable to poofing out of existence.

4. If I am with you, even in a crowd of people, expect my absolute, full attention to be on you. I will act ridiculous and flamboyant to amuse you even in large groups of people. And you gain super browny points in my book if you don't try to act like you don't know me.

5. While I dislike the idea of a judgemental, omnipotent prick watching my every move, I would like to believe in a god, albeit a friendly, nice one that I would be equal to (remember, being omnipotent and omniscient doesn't make you any better than me. Might does not make right) and would be my friend.

6. My ideal afterlife would be being some kind of ghost. Partially so I could see everyone's reaction, and partially so I could fuck with people's heads.

7. I've always wished I could burst into a villain song, and have everyone in the background join in. I often do this in my mind to one of the songs in my wonderful iPod. try it, alone in your room, stick on a song you love and imagine you're singing it with all sorts of cool special effects. It is AWESOME.

8. Sometimes, I just don't want to talk to anyone. This is not a reflection on you personally, it's just that I'm doing something I'd rather devote my full attention to. After all, it's not fair on you either if I can only give you a little bit of my wonderful brain.

9. Though I don't show it real well, I develop really strong connections to all my friends and love them with all my heart. I like to think of them as my family.

10. It is really hard for me to suffer fools gladly, one of the primary reasons I don't get along with my extended family. Plus I really hate it when people try to shield me from things. Trust me, I am tough enough to take it.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now: (to online and irl friends)

1. Sorry I haven't been there much for you, brother, but honestly, you have been in my heart. I miss you a lot, and I miss having you there every day so we could talk about random shit and stories, and how we'd both be famous one day. I promise that next year I'll be a better friend, and we'll have loads of fun.

2. You are truly one of the most amazing people I've ever met, and honestly, hanging with you has been some of the happiest moments of my life, and seriously, I miss you. I hope you'll have a safe journey to where you're going and I hope you find what you're looking for. I just hope you don't forget me. I know I'll be trying to keep our friendship alive.

3. There are so many things I wish I could say to you little sister, but since you are leaving brisbane, I guess I can't IRL any more. What I'd say, I guess, is that your big brother loves you and believes in you in anything you ever wish to do. One day, you're going to be famous, and you'll have the most amazing life. Believe me, your brother is never gonna forget you, and I'll keep trying to keep our friendship alive.

4. There isn't a lot I can't say to you IRL, so honestly, I am sorry that you've been stuck in emerald for the past year, and I really hope you come back to Brisbane soon, and that your life starts looking up and being better.

5. Dude, perhaps we don't see each other often enough, but when we do, it is special. I've known you for ages, and you are one of the smartest people I've ever known. I wish you luck in whatever endeavours you're choosing to take next year.

6. The things I could say about you are legion, but I think what I really want to say to you is to get the fuck over it. Shit happens, and if I remember correctly, I was doing my best to help you before you abandoned me. So whatever shit is between us is your own goddamn fault. So maybe the next time you start getting mad at me, think about exactly... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/27292470/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/27292470/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 02:58:45 PDT
I haven't touched this in three months xDD.

Anyhoo, I went to Animania with today. Rather fun, but unfortunately, Gencon were being assholes and set their date the same as Animania to pwn the anime losers and steal their crowds. Anyway Got 4chan stuff and a Neon Genesis NERV Wallet ~<333

Tomorrow going to Gencon with and So yeah.

ENJOY YOUR STUDYING EVERYONE ELSE xDDDDDDDD

-Evil-M

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/25099743/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/25099743/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 01:17:28 PDT I know I know, you've been wondering to yourselves where your mighty master had forsaken you to go. Possibly wondered if you had offended me, and were ready to sacrifice many virgins to volcanoes.

BUT HUZZAH!!!
Two assignments are down, two to go by friday. So my life is happy, and I should be returning to the sweet digital tapestry of the internets.

Ok, I'll let you get back to char-broiling that virgin now.

See ya.

- Evil-M

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24775342/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24775342/ Fri, 15 May 2009 18:46:14 PDT TAAAAAAGGGED ME


1) What is your salad dressing of choice?
I dunno =C ummmmmmm....baby entrails!

2) What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
hana-Ichi, my magical Sushi sanctuary

3) What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Sushi and HUMAN SKIN OM NOM NOM

4) What are your pizza toppings of choices?
Pepperoni DD

5) What do you like to put on your toast?
Butter and SUGAR

6) How many televisions are in your house?
3 cause we all hate each other in my house. WE HAZ THE MOST FUNCTIONAL FAMILY IN TEH WORLD.

7) What color cell phone do you have?
Black and Silver, like jesus' cell-phone.

8) Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left hand for the WIN!

9) Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Only mah soul =C

10) What is the last heavy item you lifted?
My laptop.

11) Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
When someone accidently smacked me in the skull with a plastic bat REALLY REALLY HARD.

12) If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No no no. As julius ceasar once said (I'm certain) a brave man feels death's sting only once, while for the coward, it comes every day (or something in that category)

13) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Dorian or just Martin, with no last name.

14) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for £1000?
Hell yes!

15) How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
I dunno, a few, I guess. I can't be bothered to wear REAL SHOES.

16) What’s your goal for the year?
Pass this year in Uni

17) Last person you talked to?


18) Last person you hugged?
I think the same, on retrieving her assignment.

19) Favorite Season?
Summer. I'm too skinny for winter, it cuts right through me.

20) Favorite Holiday?
Convenienta, a holiday I just made up, to be celebrated Whenever.

21) Favorite day of the week?
Friday. Or Wednesday.

22) Favorite Month?
April, cause mah birthday's then. Oh, and I can be mean to everyone on April Fool's and have them be NICE to me on the next day DD

23) First place you went this morning?
Bathroom

24) What's the last movie you saw?
Fight Club. It was EPIC WIN.

25) Do you smile often?
Yes, I am a supremely happy person.

26) Do you always answer your phone?
Uh....I try to, but sometimes it just runs outta battery, or my Mum calls.

27) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Probably Erin or Rob

28) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I WANT PURE GOLD EYES. Or black, cause thats all badass.

29) What flavor drink do you get at Sonic?
PURPLE

30) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yup. Many, they all died.

31) Favorite Christmas song?
Um....the one where you mock jesus for being pwned by Romans.

32) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
GEIST: THE SIN EATERS, or Starcraft II, or the Moi dix Mois DVD

33) Can you do pushups?
No, I'm a decrepit monkey skeleton.

34) Can you do a chin up?
No =C

35) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Excited! I CAN DO NOOO WRONG. Im like god, when he does no wrong.

36) Do you have any saved texts?
yeah, and shit I can't be bothered to delete. I still have texts from the first time I met Erin.

37) Ever been in a car wreck?
Nah. I'd be a little too dead to post on this page.

38) Do you have an accent?
Yes, its American, from watching too much TV

39) What is the last song to make you cry?
Uh.....I think the last part of the Odyssey, by Symphony X, where it calls me the Champion of Ithaca.

40) Plans tonight?
LOTSA THINGS. HAHA, I FOIL YOU AGAIIIIIN STALKERS

41) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes, but then I realised that this hel... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24711867/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24711867/ Mon, 11 May 2009 21:17:18 PDT [ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[X] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[X] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[X] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 4

Elf:
[X] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[x] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 4

Fairy:
[X] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[X] You are very shy.( I could be considered it because I don't relate to lots of people)
[ ] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[ ] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[X] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 5

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[ ] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[ ] You have a short temper.
Total: 3

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[ ] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 4

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[X] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[X] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 4

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[X] You are not religious at all.
[X] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[X] You don't like sharp objects near you. (espeically if they happen to point at me)
Total: 9

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[X] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[ ] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 4

Wizard/Witch:
[x] You love chemistry.
[ ] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psych... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24593844/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24593844/ Mon, 04 May 2009 23:20:31 PDT Let me have what entertainment I can get.

THE THREE THINGS QUIZ
Its like normal quizzes, but in a startling display of originality, you get to answer it THREE TIMES. OMG

1) THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Martin, Evil-M, OH GOD WHAT IS IT????? AAAAAAAH!!!!

2) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
Evil-M, Diabolus ex Machina, Voice from the Abyss (MSN)

3) THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Listened to my iPod, Read Promethean the Created: Pandora's Book, and WASTED 2 FRICKEN HOURS TO GET TO A LECTURE THAT WASN'T ON T_T

4) THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My intelligence, my creativity and my stunning, stunning charisma.

5) THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
One idiot from Singapore meeting a vaguely descent person from Britain, and then, lots of Diabolical Intervention.

6) THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Bubbles and round things that stick to you =O, Mold, Being Obliterrated in totality.

7) THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
T-Shirt, Pants, Underwear, and NOT MY ANKH, ROB.

8) THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Music, Reading, Creating. This is the essence of my spare time.

9) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
The Serpent's Kiss - Symphony X
Last of the Wilds - Nightwish
La Danse Macabria du Vampire - Theatres des Vampires

10) THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY DO IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Move into my own place.
2. Finish my book
3. ATTAIN INNER PIECE and be able to blow up buildings with my mind and l33t haxor skills.

11) THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
Not much at the moment really. I'm satisfied with my choices.

12) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
I'd like someone with intelligence, a sense of humour, and probably to love me back, with that being the key featute of said question.

13) TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
- This statement is a lie
- This statement is true
- YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHICH STATEMENT IS A LIE AND WHICH IS TRUE AND IT WILL HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUNT YOUR LITTLE MINDS!!!

14) THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Uhhhhhh....hair, overall body shape, eyes.

15) THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Intelligence, A sense of humour, An interesting personality.

16) THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Compromise my core values, no matter how unpopular, Feel comfortable talking to someone not 'in sync' with me, I dunno, fly?

17) THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Nothing. Im happy right now. Don't wanna go back to being all not happy. I do however miss the opportunity to see my friends every day.

18) THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
Um...Starcraft II, Geist: The Sin Eaters (NEW WORLD OF DARKNESS BOOK WOOOOOH), probably a portable nuke, just for the novelty of it.

19) THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Definitely because I take nothing on blind faith, preffering to choose my own ideals, the ability to be myself and vast, vast exposure to nuclear waste.

20) THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Drawing, Writing Stories, Reading 'em.

21) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Meet someone I know at Uni, Eat some sushi, and I have an intense craving for green tea (the real stuff, not the watered down crap at the uni place)

22) THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Writer, Critic, Writer for a Magazine Column

23) THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
USA, Rome, Italy.

24) THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Invader Zim, Ed, The Red Guy!

25) THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Dorian, Phoenix, Teron

26) THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Indigo, Raven, Alessa

27) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Become insanely famous so I can make millions of people An Hero when I go.
- Blackmail SiGgy into making a movie about one of my books
- Publish alllllll my books

28) THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
and ANYONE ELSE WITH TOO MUCH TIME ON T... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24577138/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24577138/ Mon, 04 May 2009 02:41:57 PDT /


I saw the new Wolverine Movie. I was thinking that it was cool with action scenes, and a vahuely decent plot, although, as usual, movie wolverine failed miserably to live up to his batshit crazy comic counterpart. All in all, it was enjoyable, but forgettbale.

And then, something terrible happened.

They put Deadpool in the movie.

They fucking RAPED his character.

Deadpool was just a terminator-esque walking automaton, with every stupid mutant power in the universe. No personality. None of that laughing, batshit crazy, shoot you while singing, 'I missed you little yellow squares!!' kind of Deadpool that REAL X-Men fans will remember from the comics.

Now a hundred useless teenage fuckups will believe that Deadpool is a forgettable walking terminator.

There is obviously no god.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24398528/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24398528/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 17:29:51 PDT
This looked fun, so I grabbed it and ran with it.

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car): Jedi Non-existant (AWESOME!!!)

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Durian Sandal

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Red Spider

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Edward Singapore

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Broma

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Black Coffee

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): lol I can't remember their names.....fuck, um....RIGHT JOSEPH! (I dont know my other grandfather's name)

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): Coffee Mentos (HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!)

9. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Smart Singapore

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Halloween Amaranth

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now): Dragon Fruit Glasses

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Boiled Eggs Elm.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24337280/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24337280/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 04:14:22 PDT

Pick 3 characters, and have them answer the following questions accordingly. (They may be original characters or not):
1. Phoenix (new, badass reworked version of him)
2. Merryl
3. John Marrow (Ex-cop who's now a vampire)

1. Number one, what was your childhood like?

'Oh, that's a long story. Suffice to say, got into a bad deal, ended up gatekeeper of hell. And all because I lost a game of poker. Life sucks, huh?'

2. Character number three, if you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? (It can be something regarding your personal history, or something that is in the history books.)

' I have no problem with my past. I solve my problems. And really, I think the evils of the world allow it to move forward.'

3. Number two, would you rather be immortal and eternally miserable, or live a mortal, blissfully peaceful life?

'robably a mortal, blissful life,' says Merryl with a grin. 'Immortality is wasted on the dusty and boring.'

4. Say, character number three, how much do you weigh?

'Not a lot. Now, its slightly more relative. Weighing scales don't tend to settle on a number when I step on 'em now.'

5. Have you ever loved and lost, number one? I'll bet it was your fault, wasn't it? Tsk tsk...

'Fuck you, you little bitch,' says Phoenix, angrily, before stabbing the interviewer in the eye.

A new interviewer enters.

6. Oh, no character two! You've just strolled into a department store to admire the lovely washing machines when a guy with a nylon stocking over his head runs in and holds the whole store at gunpoint! How will you save the day? (If you are a coward and do not wish to save the day, what do you do upon Stocking Head's arrival?)

Merryl: 'robably quietly ask the dude at the counter if I could have my gum for free.'

7. Number Three, tell your best "Yo Momma" joke.

Marrow: 'No. Just...no.'

8. Who is the one person you cannot live without, character number one? Why? (Please don't say Oprah, please don't say Oprah...)

'There can't be someone like that for me,' says Phoenix, dryly. 'eople tend to die. I don't.

9. Hey, number two, tell me one of your deepest, darkest secrets. To make you feel better, I'll tell one of mine: I don't have any deep, dark secrets.

Merryl 'Dude, I'm a fuckin' daemon. My deepest darkest secrets make shit like 2 girls 1 cup look like a kid's cartoon alright?'

10. All characters: What kind of music do you listen to? Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones? (Yes...the kazoo counts. Your nose, however, does not.)

Phoenix 'Heavy metal. Death Metal. Fun stuff'

Merryl 'Ah, like a bit o' punk, a bit o' dance. Anything energetic, with a beat.'

Marrow 'Rock. definitely.'

11. What is the most annoying thing in the world, character one?

Phoenix 'Really powerful daemons that think that they're the biggest, toughest badass in the whole world. Heh heh, not so tough when the lights go off, eh moron?'

12. Finish the statement, number three: Art is...

'For people with far more time on their hands than me. And I'm immortal.'

12. Finish the statement, number two: People are...

Merryl 'Like ATM's. Well, broken ATMs, that shoot money out all over the street, and you're the only guy on the street because of some evil plague or something. Yeah. Definitely.'

13. Finish the statement, number one: Imagination...

'Is the most important thing to have, in the end.'

14. All characters: Out of the three of you, who is the most outgoing? Reserved? Humorous? Stinky?

'MEEEEEEEE!!!!' yells Merryl, leaping forward. Nix facepalms, and John quietly asks the interviewer 'Why are we here?'

15. Quick, Number three! Write a poem!

'Fuck, I can't write...Um, Once there was a little girl and...' He quickly knocks the interviewer out and walks out the room.

16. What is your favorite word, number one?

'It's not really a word, it's a sentence. It's 'come on, tough guy, I can take you!''


17. Character number three, what is one weird thing that you can do? (i.e. wiggle your ears, fold your tongue, play 'amazing grace' with your armpit...)

Marrow... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24082911/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24082911/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 19:55:25 PDT
Seriously, one of the best weekends of my life, also because I got to sleep over at with , but also because I met JHONEN VASQUEZ, TODD MCFARLANE and ADAM BUSCH.

I got hi fives for all of them. And Jhonen recognized who I was cosplaying as. Plus I got a Johnny the Homicidal Maniac number 1 signed by him.

God my life owns. Compare your lives to mine and kill yourselves.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24005885/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/24005885/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 13:39:07 PDT

And today is my Birthday, so you must all be extra nice to be or be pursued by my Ham Demons of Pain for all eternity.



]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23993708/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23993708/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 20:16:02 PDT I really can't relate to anything I've written on here any more, and I almost feel ashamed of it.
So, this is goodbye. I don't know if I'll even be on here anymore for comments and friends and stuff.
Goodbye guys.

- Evil-M Signing off.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23756343/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23756343/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 23:27:57 PDT
You may have noticed that, though my journal has been barren and bereft, poetry fills my gallery
I like poetry. I'm gonna be doing more of that from now on

Anyway, Im in university now. Made a few pals and such. I'm doing CREATIVE WRITING at long last! Existence is on track again.

So yeah. Status quo for the win baby!

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23670009/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23670009/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 01:53:24 PDT
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Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their:
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity
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GEE THANKS XD

Right, for this little number, I shall be sharing with you 6, count 'em 6, of my weirdest habits. Enjoy = D

Number 1)I like to fight invisible ninjas with my iPod music on. Come on, who doesn't? Secretly?

Number 2) When I get stressed, I love listening to Ave Mariah and lying down.

Number 3) I often watch crowds and forget that the people in it are people at all, just moving shapes.

Number 4) I doodle a LOT. And I tend to right stupid things in the margins of my books. And apocalyptic messages. And shit to make people reading it think I'm insane, like 'All Work and No Play Makes Jack a Dull Boy' repeated for several pages and the cover.

Number 5) I often watch TV and play video games at the same time, even though I know I can't concentrate on both.

Number 6) When Bored, I enjoy trying to remain perfectly still for the longest time possible.

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A
- Available: Recently made.

- Age: One month to 18. Then I can go on a binge of alcohol, ciggarettes and cthulhu-esque depravity.

- Annoyance: My laptop losing batteries. Evil ninjas attacking me during lunch.

- Allergic: Wheat, Milk, and Sharp Objects.

- Animal: Spiders, snakes and chupacabras.

- Actor: Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Al Pacino, Robert DiNero.

B
- Beer: DO NOT WANT

- Birthday/Birthplace: 2nd April, a vile little hovel in Singapore.

- Best Friends: My only friends are my best friends. And I wouldn't trade them for anything.

- Body Part on opposite sex: Um..face, general body shape etc.

- Best feeling in the world: Hanging out with my friends, playing arcade games to heavy metal, fullfilling obsessions, inspiration.

- Blind or Deaf: I have glasses, so I'm halfway there.

- Best weather: THUNDER!!!!

- Been in Love: Several times. Not quite ready to jump into anything at the time being. Pursuing my other passions, like writing and stories.

- Been bitched out?: You gotta be able to take what you dish out.

- Been on stage?: Yuppers.

- Believe in yourself?: Usually.

- Believe in life on other planets: Hell yes! Its completely improbable to believe earth is the only planet with the conditions to create life.

- Believe in miracles: Sometimes.

- Believe in Magic: Some magic. I'm still mildly superstitious when I go to singapore.

- Believe in God: Mostly for the bad things.

- Believe in Satan: Yes, seein as I am him.

- Believe in Santa: Yes, I have him chloroformed in my basement. I keep him alive by feeding him children.

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes, but I also believe that they are invisible, therefore irrelevant.

- Believe in Evolution: Yeah. Creationism seems a tad imporbable. Because god totally created all those dinosaur bones to fuck with us.

C
- Car: Heh, one day I will have one.

- Candy: Mentos

- Colour: Red.

- Cried in school: Once in like preschool

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla.

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese is an abysmally hard language, but then again, so are most languages.

- Cake or pie: If I could eat either, I like Cake.

- Countries to visit: Japan, Rome, Finland.

- Clothing Style: Shirt, Long Pants, Ankh. Never shorts. Shorts are the shame of clothing.

- Characteristics: intellegent, Self Absorbed, Seperate from social heirarchies and fuckin' proud of it.

D
- Day or Night: Daytime, especially early morning. I get more work done then. And night, because it means I don't have to work.

- Dream vehicle: Undead Horse.

- Danced: Yup. Professionally once. I'm trying to get into that again.

- Dance in the rain?: Haha yes.

- Dance in the middle of the street?: Of course.

- Do the splits?: I can't.

E
- Eggs: Yes. Like them very much.

- Eyes: deep brown.

- Everyone has: Innards, Skin.

- Ever failed a class?: Not in the end, I don't think.

F
- First crush: Um...Tammy, grade one.

- Full name: Martin. Not gettin more than that.

- First thoughts waking up: 'Uurrrrrrrghhbbbbwhat? Wasn't I watching TV?'

- Food: Prata. From singapore. It is delicious.

G
- Greatest Fear: Bubbles and Jellyfish.

- Giver or taker: Both. depending on who I like.

- Goals: To finish writing something I'm proud of.

- Gum: Mentos is a kind of gum before it dissolves.

- Get along with your parents?: Sometimes.

- Good luck charms: Bracelet

H
- Hair Colour: BROWN


- Height: Tall.

- Happy: Yes. I am pursuing my passions and enjoying it.

- Holidays: I love them. I like meeting my friends.

-How do you want to die: Captured by a band of well mannered british terrorists transporting a herd of C-4 filled elephants. They lose control of the truck when they offer me tea. We crash into a peanut factory. Elephants escape, and eat the peanuts. They explode.

- Health freak?: Hahahahahahahahaha. No.

- Hate: I ahve dislikes but surprisingly few hates.

I
- Ice Cream: Durian

- Instrument: Pipe organ.

J
- Jewelry: Mah ANKH.

- Job: Soon.

K
- Kids: NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER

- Kickboxing or karate: Karate.
... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23014046/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/23014046/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 03:13:05 PST , its been a non-stop tapestry of money hungry vendors who have no idea what true passion is. Admittedly, it makes finding stuff I like to buy easier, but it certainly takes most of the fun out, especially when a book vendor can't recommend me anything scary, or a movie rental lady doesn't know what Silence of the Lambs is. All in all, the culture is just as I left it, lusting for the power of currency with no objective to spend it. Some smart-ass once spoke about the banality of evil. If that's true, this place is the seventh circle of hell.

On the plus side, I have had a few fun moments. My cousin is awesome, as he always is, and i've discovered a fun band called Visions of Atlantis. Its fun because it rips of Nightwish, my favourite band in every possible way, but at least gives me something to do. Oh, and i've discovered what is quickly becoming my favourite novel in the world: House of Leaves. A creepy, twisted, generally unsettling account of some kind of possesed house that reads like H.P. Lovecraft meets the Blair Witch Project. Absolute brilliance. Like Blair Witch, it never really shows the monster, which I love, but the descriptions of fear are so vivid it scares the crap out of you, wherever you read it.

This brings me to the next part of my rant. I feel I'm becoming completely desensitized to horror films, a great tragedy as they are my favourite genre. It seems all of them are just trying to appeal to the lowest common demoninator, and scare people via the reveal of visceral gore. . Didn't the master of horror, H.P. Lovecraft once write that 'the oldest and deepest human emotion is fear and the oldest and deepest type of fear is fear of the unknown?'

Ok, that's my rant for now. Tune in next week and I'll tell you how popular culture is eroding away human spirit.

Adieu

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21623610/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21623610/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 00:57:30 PST journal and I wanted to give it a try [link]

It is brilliant. I didn't think this would work, but it really did. I salute you, Goldinuniverse

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Name: Martin
Date: 11/23/2008
Colorgenics Number: 73162054

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have unadmitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliche 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?

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My math exam went BRILLIANTLY and now all I have is english and I will ACE that. I AM FREE HAHAHAHAHAHA

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21397754/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21397754/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 01:23:47 PST I fall before the mighty power of her peer pressure


100 TRUTHS:
001. Name - Martin. That's right, just ONE name.
002. Nickname - I think just M. People call me that a lot.
003. Status - Um...animate? Nah scratch that Im really a walking corpse powered by coffee
004. Zodiac sign- Aries
005. Male or female - Male
006. Elementary - My dear watson (>9000 points for anyone who can guess where THAT gem is from)
007. High School - IS OVER IN TWO WEEKS HAHA I LAUGH AT YOU YR 10/11's
008. College -Coming soon but not soon enough for me to care.
009. Smart - Yeah, why not.
010. Hair color -Brown
011. Long or short -Mid
012. Loud or Quiet - So quiet it frightens the neighbours with my quietness.
013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera -Mine functions as both, it is the PARAGON of convenience.
015. Health freak - No, Im a walking corpse, remember?
016. Drink or Smoke? - Nada
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - I'm taken so yeah.
018. Eating or Drinking - The incredibly exotic beverage of WATUH
019. Piercings - No, I doubt it.
020. Tattoos - . Perhaps in the future...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing - N/A
024. First best friend - Mark
025. First award - I think it was swimmin or summat.
026. First crush - Um....some brown haired preschooler
027. First pet - A kitten It died.
028. First big vacation - England
030. First big birthday - I believe it involved much vomit

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - Air
050. Drinking - Mighty water
052. I'm about to - Do my goddamn math homework....sometime tonight
053. Listening to - Malice Mizer
054. Plans for today - Doing math homework Ive been putting off since morning.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? - Either way. Satan spawn would be hard to raise though.
059. Want to get married? - Sure, Id want a gothic wedding, or sumthin vampire themed.
060. Careers - I want to be a writer or comic artist. Or a what are those guys that follow celebrities around called? Oh right, a stalker.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes - Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? - Um....shorter? I never really thought about it.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH. Become schizophrenic just for that.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach whatever.
075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationshiiiip`~
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - Troublemaker, preferably with fire involved. Lots of it.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Yes, many times.
081. Ran away from home - Uh, for like an hour.
084. Broken someone's heart - Yes....It was mean of me oO
085. Been arrested - Not yet.
087. Cried when someone died - Yeah, i think but I cant remember off the top of my head.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - I think so. Im pretty confident going into an IB exam tomorrow and not having practiced my calc skills
090. Miracles - Im prayin for one
091. Love at first sight: oo....not really...
092. Heaven - I believe in a form of spiritual nirvana
093. Santa Claus - Yes, he's tied up in my basement
094. Sex on the first date - Nadah
095. Kiss on the first date - Meh depends

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - YESYESYES
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - Relatively. I mean a million bazillin bucks falling from the sky would hit the spot though.
099. Do you believe in God - Not really but hey anything's possible.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: I MAKE YOU ALL SUFFER YOU MUST ALLLLL DOOOO THISSSSS!

THAR BE SATISFIED !!!

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I think its slowly destroying my soul. For the first time in my life I almost didn't care it was halloween until my buddy SiG reawoke the halloween spirit in me. So I made a happy werewolf picture. But, in a fit of rebellion, my mouse decided to be a poophead and and stop working, forcing me to use my other mouse, which barely works, and thus this journal entry.

Ah well, when I get my actually GOOD mouse working, I shall upload my more recent pics. So yeah. That's all from M today.Good luck with your respective continuous existences.

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21197012/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/21197012/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 04:38:40 PDT are starting a meme. We're remarkably bored today. Anyway, the theme of the meme is angels, and yeah, that's about it. Entertain us minions!

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RULE:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

I.IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Eternally Beyond by Moi dix Mois (Yes, they shall NEVER reach my grand standards)

2.WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Grand Cross by The Black Mages

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Poet and the Pendulum by Nightwish (?????)

4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Blue Blast-Winning the Rainbow by Black Mages (hellz yea I had a great day)

5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Tutankhamen by Nightwish (again....how very unsettling)

6.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Nothing Else Matters by Metallica (very cool. Trust and companionship are all I need)

7.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Xanadu (utopia? Awesome)

8.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
My Friend Misery by Metallica (YESSSSS!!!!!)

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sepultura by Apocalyptica (???)

10.WHAT IS 2+2?
Missconstruction by Apocalyptica (Indeed ^^)

11.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR Best friend?
Le Ciel by Malice Mizer (I need to translate this....)

12.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Epilogue by Apocalyptica (That made not a shred of sense. Oh well)

13.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A Rose for the Dead by Nightwish (Very cool)

14.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The Other side in Blood by Moi dix Mois (Awwwwwwesome)

15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Matoya's Cave by the Black Mages (?????)

16.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Trapped Under the Ice by Metallica (HELL YES!!!)

17.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Baptism in Blood by Malice Mizer (Hahaha awesome)

18.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
End of All Hope by Nightwish (Well stated)

19.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Dialogue Symphony by Moi dix Mois (Weird)

20.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Vamo' Alla Flamenco by Black Mages (Its a nice song...)

21.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
KURAYAMINOKUMO by Black Mages (HAHAHAHAHA YES!!!)

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I drew this on the back of my math Book and with her awesome powers, made it awesome. Thank you

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20836018/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20836018/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:36:13 PDT Captain's Log

Yay school is starting tomorrow, and the final IB exams are on in a month. Everybody wish me luck. No, I mean it, Wish me your luck. You don't need it as much as I do right now. SERVE YOUR MASTER MINIONS

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20679494/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20679494/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 01:11:52 PDT
Dont forget to look at my other entry, lest ye be branded FAKE FRIEND dun dun dun.

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1. Throw a molotov cocktail. Ive always wanted to do that.
2. Accept death as an inevitability
3. Pledge allegiance to all religions so all my bases are covered.

Three Names You Go By:

1. Martin
2. Martian
3. Bunny

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1. Glasses
2. Face
3. Uh, legs? Theyre tall. I never really think about it.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:

1. Singaporean
2. British
3. Smidgen of Dutch in there.

Three Things That Scare You:

1. Bubbles
2. Large Dogs
3. The fact that Im putting this up on the web.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:

1. iPod
2. Book
3. Computer

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1. Red Pants
2. JTHM T-shirt
3. Glasses

Three Of Your Favourite Bands/Musical Artists:

1. Moi dix Mois
2. Nightwish
3. The Black Mages

Three Of Your Favourite Songs:

1. Ghost Love Score- Nightwish
2. Advent: One Winged Angel - Black Mages
3. Mayonaka ni Kawashita Yakusoku - Malice Mizer

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:

1. Love
2. Trust
3. Mutual Respect

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):

1. I consider passion to be the most essential feature of a human
2. I take comfort in the thought of there being no afterlife.
3. Watching people get hurt on the internet, or get set on fire, disgusts me.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1. Eyes
2. Passion
3. Intelligence

Three of your Favourite Hobbies:

1. Writing
2. Drawing
3. RPing

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:

1. Talk to my friends
2. Be in a comic store with said friends
3. Playing Vampire: The Requiem on the internet.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:

1. Author/Poet
2. Artist
3. Journalist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1. Japan
2. USA
3. Singapore

Three Kid's Names You Like:

1. Phoenix
2. Indigo
3. Dorian

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:

1. I'm emotional and find meaning in beauty.
2. I believe in true love
3. I think a LOT about everything, almost all the time.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:

1. watching idiots getting maimed or ignited is really fun
2. I enjoy mindless, gory entertainment like slasher flicks and video games that consist of beating the living shit out of things.
3. I enjoy heavy metal.

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http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20679244/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:26:24 PDT

I was trying not to put tags on my account for awhile, but still, I had to reply to prove I am a real friend. So here ya goez.

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20662667/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20662667/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 04:11:12 PDT Stardate: (0/0)^0

Beginning Log

Greetings, all. Its been a long time since I made a journal entry, and I was bored AND I finally wanted to make an entry that isn't just a quiz God Im addicted to them

Well, Im focusing more on poetry, as you may have noticed, but my drawings will be coming back. Also, I'm taking a new interest in painting, which could be cool.

Also Im on my holiday so I have more time to do more stuffz ^^.

So, just to tell you crew, everything's under control.

Martin Signing off

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Tell my future, oh mighty songs

Ok, the rules say:
1-Put your music player on shuffle.
2-For each question, answer it with the song that comes up.
3-Tell which are true and which aren't.

How are you feeling today?
Pessimiste by Moi dix Mois
(Indeed I had two assignments due today)

Will you get far in life?
Sahara by Nightwish
(Thats pretty far)

How do your friends see you?
Eternally Beyond by Moi dix Mois
(Im sure there's some wisdom in there somewhere)

Will you get married?
White Night Fantasy by Nightwish


What is your best friend's theme song?
Immortal Madness by Moi dix Mois
(Well that certainly fits one of my best friends )

What is the story of your life?
Pageant by Moi dix Mois
(Sweet)

What was high school like?
Monophobia by Moi dix Mois
(Nope, I am by no means afraid of being alone)

How can you get ahead in life?
Front et Baiser by Moi dix Mois
(This literally means 'Kiss on the Forehead' so, sleeping with the boss or being a condescending prick?)

What is the best thing about your friends?
Tristania by Nightwish
(Ok then. I'm sure logic exists somewhere in that answer)

What is in store for this weekend?
A Rose for the Dead by Nightwish
(Hmmmm, this could be an interesting weekend)

To describe your grandparents?
Ange by Moi dix Mois
(It means Angel. That really doesn't describe either.)

How is your life going?
Lamentful Miss by Moi dix Mois
(Im getting less emo)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Deflower by Moi dix Mois
(Wow, im sad Im gonna be dead to miss my relatives reactions to this)

How does the world see you?
7 Days to the Wolves by Nightwish
(Alright. Dread. I like it.)

Will you have a happy life?
The Kinslayer by Nightwish
(Uh...guess not)

What do your friends really think of you?
Kyomu no Naka de No Yuugi (A game of Nothing in Japanese) by Malice Mizer
(So, we play a game with no point. Well, I am on many forums...)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Dialogue Symphony by Moi dix Mois
(????)

How can I make myself happy?
Tutankhemen by Nightwish
(Again ??????)

What should you do with your life?
Exclude by Moi dix Mois
(Hehehe sweet)

Will you ever have children?
A Lapis Night's dream by Moi dix Mois
(So only in my dreams then? Ok, I can live with that)

Have a go! It's hilarious XD

(OK thats the last iPod quiz for me I swear)

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20465278/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20465278/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:59:11 PDT Yeah you guessed it Im super bored. Tell me your opinions, loyal mind-slaves

(I cant think up any more witty journal entry names)


1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When was the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20368703/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20368703/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:22:55 PDT 's journal. She said I could do it and I am so very bored.

The rules are:
* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I chose Nightwish

1. Are you male or female?
Ok there is literally no way I can answer this with a song title.

2. Describe yourself.
'The Escapist'

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
'This Moment is Eternity'


4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
'Everdream'

5. Describe your current relationship.
'She is my Sin'

6. Where would you want to be now?
'Asgard'

7. How do you feel about love?
'Walking on Air'

8. What's your life like?
'The Riddler'

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish.
'I wish I had an Angel'

10. Say something wise.
'Angels fall First'

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20368378/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20368378/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 03:27:19 PDT Start with 100%. X everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died. X
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.X
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.X
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96% (Although it depends on your definition of verbally harassed)

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.X
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.X
16. Cried at school.X
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.X
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.X
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.X
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.X
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.X
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Ran away from home.
34. Broken a bone.X
35. Eaten sushi.X
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.X
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.X
43. Cried yourself to sleep.X
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. (How the hell is that even possible?)
45. Stabbed yourself.X
46. Shot a gun. X
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.X
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.X
50. Watched an animal die.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

51. Watched a person die.X (on the net)
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.X
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.X
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.X
58. Dressed goth.X
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

61. Avoided somebody.X
62. Been stalked.X
63. Stalked someone.X
64. Met a celebrity.X
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.X
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.X (Once for fun I was really fricken bored)
70. Been to a wild party.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%

71. Got caught stealing something. (No, I have accidentally shoplifted once and not gotten caught)
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.X
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.X
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.(This would be scary seeing as I'm male)
77. Babysat.X
78. Been to another country.X
79. Started your house on fire.X
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.X
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. X
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day.X
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.X (Soy ice cream)
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.X
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.X
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.( Now that would disgust me)
96. Danced in the rain.X
97. Been rejected.X
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

56% innocent. God im so fricken bored.

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http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20282562/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:15:31 PDT
♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.





Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20225681/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20225681/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 20:18:55 PDT 1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

Are you male or female?
Wanderlust by Nightwish (Ok, this quiz is already making perfect sense)

Describe yourself!
Shadows Temple by Moi dix Mois (Ok, I think this song could represent me)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Gloire Dans le Silence by Moi dix Mois (Ok then. Fits, kinda)

Describe your current relationship.
Everdream by Nightwish (Indeed, I spend a lot more time thinking about her than actually doing anything)


Where would you like to be now?
Solitude by Moi dix Mois (Ah, perfect fit)

How do you feel about love?
The Escapist by Nightwish (Yes, this is one of my favourite songs and love does free you from the monotony of life)

What's your life like?
A Rose for the Dead by Nightwish (Indeed)


What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Walking in the Air by Nightwish (Couldn't have said it better)

Say something wise.
Chinurareta Kajitsu by Malice Mizer (ok, im sure that means something wise in japanese)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
I wish I had an angel by Nightwish (Hmmmm, not sure if that fits or not)

How would you describe yourself?
Mayonaka ni Kawashita Yakusoku by Malice Mizer (Ok, the title
means marriage in the midnight, so I'm apparently romantic and creepy. I agree)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Foridden by Moi dix Mois (Hahahaha)


How do you feel today?
She is my Sin by Nightwish (Ok then)

What is your life's purpose?
Whoever brings the Night by Nightwish (Ok, my purpose in life is to have sex with and die by the hands of demon mermaids. I can roll with that)

What is your motto?
The Riddler by Nightwish (Love the song, and its about finding the meaning to everything so it fits me perfectly)

What do your friends think of you?
Beauty and the Beast by Nightwish (Take the good with the bad guys)

What do you think of your parents?
Pageant by Moi dix Mois (Oh please, my family is hardly a pageant)

What do you think about very often?
Asgard by Nightwish (very well then)

What is 2 + 2?
Pessimiste by Moi dix Mois (yup, Math does make me sad)

What do you think of your best friend?
Lord of the Rings by Nightwish (Um...wow that fits a few of them. I have like 3 best friends).

What do you think of the person you like?
Front et Basier by Moi dix Mois (French for 'Kiss on the Forehead'. Beautiful)

What is your life story?
Eva by Nightwish (Very sweet, beautiful melancholy song. Except that I really dont fit the whole sweet innocent girl image)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Mephisto Waltz by Moi dix Mois (Sweet, becoming a melancholic dancing demon. I love)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
The Poet and the Pendulum by Nightwish (ok then)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
White Night Fantasy by Nightwish (Sweet I would dance to this at my wedding)

What will they play at your funeral?
Dix Est Infinity by Moi dix Mois (Wow, a series of howls groans, japanese mumbling and demonic howls that goes for 30 seconds. Thats gonna be one fuckin weird funeral. Suits me just fine)

What is your hobby/interest?
The Islander by Nightwish

What is your biggest fear?
Crownless by Nightwish (Yes, being powerless is one of my greatest fear)

What is your biggest secret?
Monophobia by Moi dix Mois (Wow, that makes no sense. I'm not afraid of being alone at all)

What do you think of your friends?
Ange by Moi dix Mois (Lament? Interesting)

What will you post this as?
Priere by Moi dix Mois (Wow, I dont even know what this title means)

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20177705/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20177705/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 02:24:58 PDT 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three, blah blah blah....

CHARACTERS I CHOSE
1. Kalil
2. Nyarlatotep (This is one of my characters from a story Im doing in the Lovecraft universe)
3. Phoenix (Protagonist from my novel. He is immortal)
4. Merryl (cunning, smart, sneaky and utterly cowardly vampire from my novel)

How old are you?

Kalil: I am 756 Years of age. I have slept for 655 of those, and I am now awakened, and this world is fresh for conquest by the rightful people, the Vampires.

Nyarlathotep: I have existed since the beginning of time itself, with those pathetic mindless wretches who swim through the cosmic void.

Phoenix: About 300, I lost track

Merryl: 'Bout 357. I used to be a thief in the olden days. Ah good times when shopkeepers left their wares in the open and didn't appreciate the value of video cameras.

What's your height?

Kalil: 8 feet, as is fitting for a being of my stature

Nyarlathotep: In my true aspect, I am large enough to transcend all dimensions and realities. In my human aspect, I am about 5 feet, and my form is variable.

Phoenix: 'Bout 5.2 Im a perpetual 13 year old remember?

Merryl: A good 6.2

Do you have any bad habits?

Kalil: Messiahs do not have bad habits.

Nyarlathotep: I am perfect in every way. Habits are for inferior vermin like humans.

Phoenix: What counts as a bad habit when you're immortal? I do have a tendency to control thing, though...

Merryl: Um, stealing, fucking, betraying, drugs, an unhealthy obsession with money, um... am I missing anything? Uhh...Oh right, cowardice, womanizing ... and finally, the inability to resist listing all my flaws to anyone who asks.

Are you a virgin?

Kalil: No, I am not a version. That cur Uther used me as his toy every day. He deserves his place in the darkest hell.

Nyarlathotep: I have fornicated with beings that you could not possibly even begin to envisage, however, since virginity is defined as sex with another human, I am.

Phoenix: No, but that was a long time ago

Merryl: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, am I a Virgin? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Oh god, hold on, let me just, lemme just...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Who's your mate/spouse?

Kalil: I have none. I am too busy trying to conquer everglade and make it a utopia for my people

Nyarlathotep: No other being in the universe is so worthy to merit my continued presence.

Phoenix: I'm single. Probably better, probably...

Merryl: I ain't a one woman immortal freak, man. I'm free and easy.


Do you have any kids?

Kalil: The closest thing are my two disciples James and Trixie. They still haven't grasped what it means to be sired by me, but they will learn...

Nyarlathotep: Many races worship me but I have created none.

Phoenix: Um, no, what part of perpetual 13 year old are you not getting?

Merryl: I'm a little to inanimate to have kids, dude.

What's your favorite food?

Kalil: Fresh blood, spilled from a still beating human heart

Nyarlathotep: My need to eat is just another reminder that I am trapped in this wretched form. I despise it.

Phoenix: Lasagna

Merryl: Blood, with a little wine in the mix. or blood with chips. or bloodsoaked biscuits. Blood generally makes stuff taste good.

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Kalil: What is this iced cream you speak of?

Nyarlathotep:To even consider something as trivial as this is an insult to me. Prepare to die.

Phoenix: Durian.

Merryl: Vanilla with blood.

Have you killed anyone?

Kalil: Many many humans, but their loves mean nothing.

Nyarlathotep: To kill a human would be to scratch an itch. I haven't counted how many times I've done either.

Phoenix: A couple of times, but I always felt bad later. I hate killing, even if I feel they deserve it.

Merryl: Yup, lots.

Do you hate anyone?

Kalil: That filth Uther. he deserved his own sword in his chest. And Fenris, that pathetic hunter. He has not the ambition to see the glory of the new world.

Nyarlathotep: Those miscreant little ants that continually try to thwart me with their 'dark powers'. When I ascend to my rightful place at the center of reality, I shall show them the true meaning of pain.

Phoenix: Everybody is just doing the best they can. I pity, but I do not hate. Except Rez, Rez is a monster.

Merryl: Aaah, I'm far too lazy to hate people. Live and let live. Unless they try to che... ]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20106594/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/20106594/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 02:25:34 PDT
So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool!


Opening Credits: Night Breed by Moi dix Mois (Haha, sweet. Im already liking this)

Waking Up: Dix Infernal by Moi dix Mois (Alright! I love this quiz already)

First Day At School: Shadows Temple by Moi dix Mois (Wow, that is awesome. It so fits!)

Falling In Love: Living Dead Girl by Rob Zombie (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Fight Song: 100 ways by Rob Zombie (Oh wow thats awesome. That would be a great song to kill someone to)

Breaking Up: Hakai no Hate by Malice Mizer (Sweet, a really sad funeral song)

LIFE: The Red Weed and Parson Nathaniel by Jeff Waines (nice)

Mental Breakdown: Ave Maria on the Donnie Darko soundtrack (Very insane-ish)


Driving: Bara ni irodorareta akui to higeki no Makuake by Malice Mizer (Yup, this could fit)


Flashback: The Eve of War by Jeff Waines


Getting Back Together: In the Dawn by Robert Miles (Wow, that's beautiful. This would so fit)

Wedding: The Scorpion Sleeps by Rob Zombie (I would PAY
to have this at my wedding)

Birth of Child: Kagami no butou genwaku no Yoru (Wow thats gonna be one fucked up kid)

Final Battle: Thunder Child by Jeff Waines (Oh wow that's sweet)

Death: Epilogue by Jeff Waines (That would actually fit!)

Funeral Song: Dialogue Symphony by Moi dix Mois (Holy shit I would kill for this to be my funeral song)

End Credits: dark Autumn by Jeff Waines

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/19898814/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/19898814/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:08:32 PDT

This is stolen from my friend

Leave me a comment on this journal and I will:

a) Tell you why I friended you (whatever that means ...)
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you,
d) Tell you a memory I have of you,
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

Comeon, take the challenge, people.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/19045075/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/19045075/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 19:13:17 PDT ----------------------------------


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

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IF YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN HELP, AND THAT THINGS SHOULD CHANGE, REPOST THIS AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE

Please, repost this as many times as possible!! people need to get it though to themselves WE ARE ALL HUMAN.


___


Every human has a right to do as they see fit, love who they want and do what they want, and I despise the close minded creatures that would hurt people for that. They are the lowest of humankind.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/18777211/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/18777211/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 02:26:25 PDT
For those who have been driven mad by my absence and have degenerated into a society of blood-crazed cannibals living in the sewers, I wish you luck in your conquest of the world, but must inform you that the cause of your affliction is gone. I have returned to dART, and with me, Kalil shall return and a whole load of new stories I have thought up in my absence.

It's good to be home, and good to see you all again.

Sincerely, Zhaán Martin, Apep and everything else I made up as an internet Persona.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/18281451/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/18281451/ Sun, 11 May 2008 21:55:07 PDT
Describe me in three words, then repost this, but don't bullshit, this is serious.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/17173999/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/17173999/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 01:36:44 PST
I want to take the Origin series and polish it up, and publish it. I won't take Origin down from dART, but I'll rework each one into a seven-page, 3000-word-esque story, and reveal much more of the mysteries of the Outer Plane., along with character development.

I wanted to get your feedback on Kalil, so I know whether to continue it. Good? Bad? Ugly?

Also, I wanted to see what I could do with '8th Circle' and 'Akami' so tell me if you guys like them.

Also, the IB has my throat this year, so new Deviations will be few and far between, but I can promise, they will make up for them in quality.

Well, that's it for the update,

Zha'an Martin Signing off.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16892131/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16892131/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 00:17:43 PST
Also, my comic, Kalil: American Vampire, or at least the first three pages are up, so take a gander at them.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16172770/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16172770/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 20:18:32 PST
Well, this is all of Evil-M's characters wishing you a happy time celebrating this new beginning and making promises that you probably will break tommorrow, and looking forward to being shipped off as a slave to Zelc'rn crystal mines.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16147353/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16147353/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 02:53:03 PST
If I get enough good interest remarks, I will put up more Zelc'rn art and maybe even get a Zelc'rn fanclub.

POLL

Interest Level:

from 1-7

1. What are Zelc'rns? In fact what am I doing here?

2. Zelc'rns are a bad idea. I hate them and I want you to go away. GO AWAY.

3. Zelc'rns are ok, I kinda like them but not enough to do anything with them or pay attention to them.

4. I am interested in Zelc'rns and want to know more, but not enough for fan-stuff.

5. I am very interested in finding out more about them. Tell me more, and maybe doing my own fanfics.

6. I am fervently interested. I like the Idea a lot.

7. ZELC'RNS ARE MY GODS!!! I WORSHIP THEM AND EVERYTHING ASSOCIATED WITH THEM!!! I AM THEIR WILLING SLAVE!!

Tell me thy thoughts, mortals and I will consider them.

(1-2): Ok, not writing/drawing them again.

(3-4): I will put up more Zelc'rn piccies and prose.

(5-6): I shall make a clube where we can all contribute to their marvelous world.

(7): Ok......

(oh and Im not really alienated I just thought it fit the situation)

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16089012/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/16089012/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 05:57:38 PST
Well, as I reflect on another christmas and boxing day, a few unanswered questions come to mind. Mostly, 'Why the heck did they choose to name this day Boxing Day?' seriously, if anybody knows, tell me. I've wanted to know for years.

Mostly, I put up this entry to put this tag on, which i owe for asking her these questions.

Rules:
You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)

Now Here's The Dare.
You Must Put This in Your Journal
See What Other People Will Ask You.

3 questions per person. Its really a boredom inspired quiz. Go for it.

(im not giving out personal details about where I live etc. BTW. You should all know by now that I've lied every single time I've done that so hah to all stalkers).

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15913803/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15913803/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 07:06:59 PST ) I think you'll all readily agree its not my best work.

Thus I call to you, the public for your votes.

Should I continue with Godscape?

Or should I destroy it and all traces of it?


You Decide

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15817858/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15817858/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 07:41:03 PST
My Idea is a graphic novel (about 40-50 pages) about my new character, Kalil. Kalil is a vampire that lived in the 18th century town of Everglade as an advisor and mentor to a local lord (secretly a vampire) Sir Uther. Uther converts Kalil, but a fluke causes him to keep his free will, even as a vampire-spawn, and that fact allows him to betray and kill Uther. he hides in his coffin for three hundred years, only to be dug up by a goth girl called Trixy and her boyfriend Rick, who kalil quickly converts into two vampire sidekicks.

Kalil has big plans to convert an up and coming politician, Dean, and put Everglade into his iron fist. However, he is opposed by Detective Rowan Smith, who is trying to stop our vampire.

But dark forces scheme under the town of Everglade, forces that know why kalil maintained his will, and conspire to bring Everglade, Earth, and the entire Universe into their grasp


Thats just a very very very oversimplified synopsis. Tell me what you think.



(Remember People, Kalil is the intellectual property of Forsaken Graphics (my comic company))

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15643045/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15643045/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 23:29:42 PST
Because I'm free now (god I love saying that) and I haven't done a tag in awhile, and Evil-Panther tagged me (thank you) I will do it now Wheeeeeeeeee ^^

1- Find the book nearest to you, go to page 18, find line 4:

'The Dilbert Principle'

'ay they'll have to live in a dumpster after retirement.'


2- Stretch out your left arm as far as you can:

Ok.... done. Now what?


3- Last thing you watched on TV?:

Star Trek: Voyager

4- Without looking, what time is it?:

5:30

5- Now, what is the actual time?:

5: 21 not bad!

6- Without the computer, what do you hear?

TV outside and Dragula in my head

7- When did you last step outside?:

This morning for dance

8- Before you took this survey, what did you look at?:

A video of Nihilum kicking Illidan Stormrage's ass on WoW

9- What are you wearing?:

My green lantern T-Shirt!

10- Did you dream last night?:

Yes, it involved spiders, lemures, cows exploding and flaming hamsters eating people.

11- When did you last laugh?

Last night on the phone with Evil-Panther

12- What is on the walls in the room you are in?:

Um...whitewash...

13- See anything weird lately?:

Oh, wierd things congregate around me! Just this morning I saw The Tooth Fairie and Santa Claus with lightsabers fighting Samara and Jason Vorhees It was cool.

14- What do you think of this quiz?:

Guy who made it has too much time on his hands.

15- What is the last film you saw?:

Mummy Returns (and it was CRAP!)

16- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you do?:

I dunno, use it to crush governments and establish an evil dictatorship for the planet with me at its rule or summat like that.

Or I'd pay bill gates to wallow in a mud puddle.

17- Tell me something I don't know about you:

Well, you've never met me, so, I have glasses.

18- If you could do one thing about the world without guilt or politics:

I would kick puppies and kittens and encourage others to follow in suit.

19- Do you like to dance?

Yes, I love it.

20-George Bush:

Hideous troll baby from outer space.

21- Imagine your first child is a girl, what is her name?:

Indigo, I like that name,

22- Imagine you first child is a boy, what is his name?:

PHOENIX!!!!

23- Would you consider living abroad?:

Mars, or Azeroth or Australia.

24- What do you want God to say to you when you reach heaven?:

One of three things:

1) 'Hey, I'm feeling a little tired. How 'bout you take over for a few thousand years.'

2) 'No, you're not really dead, this is just a hallucination. The paramedics are reviving you.'

3) Which is your least favourite planet, earth or mars?'

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These Naga are different from the ones you'll find in myths and legends that involve them. They're not helpless prey of the Garuda, nor are they lead by their benevolent king Vasuki. I wanted to make journal entry about my Naga to get the opinion of the public. So, let's get into it.

The Naga are an ancient race of beings, lead by their own Primal Plasma Naga, Vasaki Kalis. They were created from Apep's blood spilling into the sea, and inherrited much of his cunning and cold intellegence. They have a massive submarine and subterreanean empire, spanning hundreds of nautical miles, and, in Godscape, are currently at war with the other Primal Plasmas, and the newborn species of humans for dominance over the land.

Naga Anatomy

Naga, int heir basic form look like serpents, with cobra-heads, complete with hoods, humanoid torsos (scaled) and their bottom sections can transform into a serpentine tail or humanoid, double-jointed legs.

Their flesh is poisonous, as are their fangs and claws, and they can shoot poisoned barbs from glands behind their neck, when they spread their hoods. They can swim very well, but not just through water. their tales can propel them through mud, sand, and even earth.

Also, gender does not determine strength and intellegence. Only scale color does that. There can be Red female Naga and Blue Male Naga.

Naga Society

Naga society is built around genetically predetermined class systems, which manifest as various Naga scale-colors.

Red Naga have red scales, and are genetically slow-witted and muscular. They are trained from birth to draw upon hatred and anger, yet retain the discipline of a warrior, and some are trained in Pyromancy. They are among the mightiest warriors on Urth, charging into battle with reptilian roars, and cutting their enemies to pieces with their coral katanas, in an intricate dance of death.

Dark Naga are the assassins of the bunch, born with black scales, they have telepathy, cloaking and some are trained as Necromancers. They are genetically born with cunning and a thin skeletal structure, allowing them to ooze through small spaces. They also have the deadliest venom. Dark Naga are generally trained as assassins, bounty hunters, jailors or imperial guards for the Blue Naga.

Blue Naga are the thinkers of the society, the leaders and the mages. Blue Naga have special powers for controlling magic, and these thankfully rare creatures can summon down typhoons and control the wind and rain. They are the generally accepted leaders of Naga society.

Finally, their are Gold Naga, the greatest of the the three kinds, so rare that a city with even a single Gold Naga considers itself blessed. They have the powers of all three, and have the greatest potential to evolve into Primal Plasmas of their species. Vasaki Kalis keeps an imperial guard of Gold Naga around him at all times.


Lastly, as during the origin series, I made journal entries from the point of view of Apep, during Godscape Ill make my journal entries from the point of view of my favorite character, Vasaki.


Tell me what you think of my snakemen people.

]]> ~Evil-M http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15224249/ http://Evil-M.deviantart.com/journal/15224249/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 03:00:02 PDT
Still, no time for weaping. I'm making my new series, the final prequel before Greymalkin today very soon to dART. (And for all those people Is still owe stuff to RELAX. I'll be getting back to 8th Circle soon). Its called Godscape. Like all the other series, I'll put up a little synopsis in my journal for it, so look forward to them both.

Anyhoo, enjoy my Origin Series in all its glory:

(In ascending order)

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And Omega

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Enjoy!!!

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