http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Experiment213&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Experiment213 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:59:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/28319429/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/28319429/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 18:03:41 PST Lots of stuff has happened. I doubt anyone here wants to read about it here, or even will, but I have not updated because a] my pc is a piece of crap, and b] most of my current work is black and white film photography and I have no scanner. However, now that I have a much faster and more capable mac laptop I am thinking of making a new account and putting my digital art on it. There is so much personal crap and ranting and whatnot in these journals that I'd really rather delete this account or let it be unused and create a new one.

Would anyone want to see my new stuff in a more professional account setting?

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24622351/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24622351/ Wed, 06 May 2009 17:01:25 PDT So my town fails. And I'm starting to hate this. I have really sad local news, and I have really funny awesome things.

First is this: Why are so many people dying in my town this year? First, Kaity Wilson and being hit by a car, and then recently one of my friend's Uncle shot his wife, his two children and himself, and now a person in my school has killed himself. I didn't know him well enough to recognize by name who it was, but when someone explained to me who it actually was, I was so shocked. He was a cool dude, maybe a bit of a stoner, but never suicidal. Ugh. I don't know. A couple of my good friends are really depressed. Hawthorne heights started going through my head and this ended up getting written down. Not sure if it's good enough for a deviation.

controversial year doesn't describe
the feeling of desperation,
the fears, the tears,
their heartbroken cries.

Why would a being take out his wrath
on a small white town, nowhere land.
crying, dying,
we don't need this waste.



...........

in other news. DRAMA BANQUET IS COMING AGAIN. That means awesome skits, and other such amazing things. I'm doing a senior sendoff for Allen, since no one else offered and it was predictable that I would accept. Buuuuut I'm going to be in the techies act this year and a soloist! We're doing a tech version of Who Will Buy from Oliver, as Who Will Build. I will of course get someone to tape this! There were videos up on youtube, but sadly Snori and I deleted vivalafreaks, so they are not there at the moment. I will at some point make my own account and put them up.
But yes, I get to sing "Do we have any screws in here, mister? Any screws in here, mister?" and the ensemble part, of course. We're going to parody our shitty choreographers moves from the actual show. It'll be wonderful.

That's all for now, sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24119967/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24119967/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:43:44 PDT let me start this by thanking every single one of my friends who have talked to me, helped me, comforted me and shown me love throughout this. Even if you didn't hear about this until now, i still love you guys so much and feel very happy and i have such a lovely bunch of friends [and coconuts?].

My cat Jerry had not been feeling well lately. It started with him being unbalanced, unable to walk or jump without running into and or falling on something. That symptom cleared up about a month ago and he was fine for awhile, but his health was beginning to deteriorate.

He stopped eating, which was so obsenely strange to us, as he would often eat anything we gave him if he thought he would like it [I remember a couple years ago when he took a fancy to eating dogs treats]. He bacame skinnier and started getting a sort of 'ot belly' as websites have described this symptom. We had been taking him to the vet regularly when all this started, and he had been on a number of different antibiotics. we tried to get him to eat at anytime we could.

Yesterday my mom took him to the vet and he had an ultrasound, as well as having some of the fluid in his stomach sent to be tested. The vet then informed us that he diagnosed Jerry with Feline Infectious Peritonitis.

There is currently not much known about FIP. Nothing can be done, and it is completely fatal. I know mom looked it up, and I know I looked it up myself as well. everything seemed to match Jerry; he was a shelter cat, and he had had a respiratory problem while there.

However, the pathologist gave us a little hope that maybe, upon further inspection, it was another bacteria, or cancer. We wanted something at least treatable, not this.

Today the doctor gave us two options: We put him down now, or we get surgery on him to see if there's anything we can do. mom gave me a final say.

the surgery came with a catch, once i chose it... they weren't going to wake him up if there was nothing they can do.

they wanted to do the surgery as soon as possible. meaning tonight. one of my family members was being ripped away from me and all i could do was cry. there was nothing we could do.

we said our goodbyes. my dad was crying. i've never seen him cry before, except when i was little and his dad died. Jerry was truly his cat more than anyone's. my dad left our cage with them, "for good luck," he said.

My mom called me at nine tonight to tell me that Jerry would not be coming back in it.


Jerry was the happiest cat you would've probably ever met. He purred if you let him sit with you or just petted him for awhile, or even if you just paid attention to him. He was a beautiful orange long haired cat. His fur got everywhere.

We adopted him from a shelter when we were looking for a dog. Mom just couldn't resist. He just purred away at her when she petted him, and he was going to be put down if he stayed any longer.
Mom: We adopted Jerry today!
Dad: What kind of dog is Jerry?
Mom: Jerry's a cat.

Despite our other cat, Sally's, immediate displeasure, they eventually became friends, or at least liked to play a bit. Jerry would pounce on Sally and they would chase eachother around. They were both so cute.

Jerry wouldn't sit still on mom's lap. He liked to play with her newspaper a lot. He grew to like me a good deal [upon first moving here, i'm pretty sure I scared him] and sat perfectly in my lap, which I was so proud of.

But Jerry loved my dad the best. Dad let Jerry walk all over him. He would walk on his keyboard, he would walk infront of his screen, he would sit and stick his tail in his face.

Dad loved him.

Jerry loved us all too.

I keep trying to find something else we could've done. But we did all we could, in the end. We gave him food and a home when no one else would, and took him out of the shelter. We had at least seven wonderful years with him. He was the best comfort when I had no one besides him, Sally and Rascal.

Even today, before we took him to the vet's he was. I held him and he just purred in my arms, and I feel that he just wanted me to stop crying and feel better.

I feel as if he knew he was going and he wanted to make it better for us before he left. He purred and nudged me with his nose.

I'm still crying now, from the loss I feel, but I know that at least now he's happy too, and as I told him alone before, his spirit will be feel and painless now and he may go where ever he pleases, whether it be here or elsewhere.

sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24101017/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/24101017/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 19:32:42 PDT my cat's dying. the vet gave him maybe a couple more days.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23975021/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23975021/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 19:12:33 PDT and once again tech week is here. There's so much to be done still. Nick being in the show as well as my overseeing manager is not useful. Kyler might die this week if I get anymore shit from him.

alright, so last night i went to a We are Scientists concert. relatively small, Hard Rock Cafe charity concert. had an amazing time. Kyler came and wasn't an ass. I think repressing it must have made him more of an ass today. I wasn't actually that tired, but i still had a bad day. lost my lunch [luckily it was in a paper bag, so i didn't loose my lunchbox]. had a lockdown during which the vice principal announced every two minutes "we are in a lockdown procedure, anyone approaching the building must wait until the lockdown procedure is over" which was fucking annoying. bio was shitty because we're doing a project due wednesday and we have rehearsal until 9:30 tomorrow. great.

rehearsal was rehearsal [read: annoying as hell but bearable] up until a certain point. we got near the end of act I and a part where there are no set changes for four songs, so i went up to the booth to grab some food [we all stash food up there and i had a pb&j] and chill with Allen for a bit since I hadn't seen him all rehearsal.

came back down after hanging out and getting some need rest. it was right before a set change and i got back into it pretty quickly directing my techies what to do.

then afterwards Kyler decided to bitch at me.
"Where were you?" "What?" "Where were you for that set change?" "..I came back and helped out." "Nu-uh. I had to get your curtain for you!"
We got into a huge bitch fight and some stuff came out from him that really just pissed me off to no end. ["You always leave to just go make out with Allen!"] I got food. And came back before the set change. I even asked Nick later if I missed anything and he said I didn't and that Kyler had messed up and the curtain didn't need to be moved.
the arguement between us basically ended him him going "I take it back. Whatever. Let's just stop arguing." "... Fine. -walked away before i really punched him-"

I was so pissed. Seriously it really hurt. like, we haven't been hanging out as much with tech week and all [allen and i] and i hadn't seen him in like, 2 hours, besides 'oh hey, you're across the auditorium, hi.'

i don't know if it was just my bad day, but i just had to breathe and calm down for awhile. and then i sort of lost my phone. i couldn't find it at all and i just felt like crying. and then i stupidly found it in allen's car. i just felt like shit [allen told me i looked like shit too, so that was awesome].

so. here's to hoping the play turns out alright anyways. cheers.
sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23475931/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23475931/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:52:55 PST So here I am again, back after almost a month. What has happened? so much needs mentioning. Looks like that I really haven't been giving actual updates for a long time. Well, here goes.

In the middle of October I cut my hair pretty short mostly because I wanted to, and maybe a little to piss Kyler off, since he was always against anything I wanted to do to my hair because he likes longer hair better. So my hair has stayed pretty short since then. End of October, this crazy person that keeps getting small mentions in my past journals, Allen, asked me out.

It was a kind of bad and confusing time around then. Katy had just died [see Nov. 6th journal] and Kyler was a little pissy around me and Allen, seeing as he was his best friend. [He had asked Kyler if it was cool to ask me out first, just in case you're thinking that's really scandalous] Not to mention our play was all coming together and Allen was one of the main actors.

Eventually things between us three died down a little and we got through the show. Allen was really nervous before the first show. It was kind of cute. XD Anyways, our shows went marvelously, even if Allen did miss two entrances during our last show.. >>

That was also when we learned that Kyler kind of fails as a manager. Elsa, if you're reading this and are going to tell him I think this, let me make this clear. No matter what he says, he does no work as a manager. The only thing he did during You Can't Take It With You is come over to OUR side and bother us. Also, very recent example: I was on book [meaning writing down blocking for songs, names of placing and just general notes] and went to the bathroom. I came back and Kyler was on book. I tried to get it back because I'm always on book, but he argued enough that I just let him have book. Then, when we actually started blocking a song, Kyler left. Leaving me to do the blocking. So Kyler does not equal manager.

Ugh, anyways. I guess nothing really significant happened during december. i mean, christams is a duh. I got the Folie a Duex deluxe package, the third choice with the signed record and the t-shirts and such. I have to say that I actually really love the album much more than IOH. It's very different from their old stuff, but there's really a clear progression and I do like the new sound.

In January I went to cancun and soon pictures will be flooding your inboxes from Panic concert and cancun and just some random things. I got a rash from some cleaning product they used and was homesick very quickly. I was pretty much over the trip before it ended.

Came home the week of Obama's inauguration [which I was very sad that I had not been in the country for] just in time to have my lovely photo/drawing and painting teacher pissed at me for not turning in stuff because we had gotten out of school due to snow the day before I left. [The one day I was ever unhappy that we were out] But everything was sorted out and the new semester started peacefully.

I now have Modern World History, AP Political Science, Pre Calculus with Trigonometry, and Biology. They're okay. I'm going to die without art pretty soon. Ugh. And Bio is uninteresting and annoying ><

BUT.
THERE IS LIGHT.

OLIVER IS STARTING.

Yes, yes, Our rehearsals for Oliver have started. We have the cutest little fifth grader ever named Kevin. I heart him so.

But I won't bore you with things about Oliver just now. Maybe next time. Finishing up, Valentines day was a couple weeks ago. I hope you all had a good one and spent it with your loved ones. Allen and I experimented with the oven and made a chocolate chip cookie crust and brownie pie. It was delicious after 3 hours of baking. XD

And lastly, last night was winter formal and they played Greased Lightning for us! All the theatre kids were in the front corner of the dance floor and we all danced to it. So. Much. Thrusting. The teachers near us were seriously considering breaking us up, I think, but I'm also pretty sure that they were impressed with us and our knowledge of Grease. XD

So that's all in my life. I've been devoting much more of my time offline than previously, and that's why this part of my life was abandoned. I apologize to my dear friends that I only know from here. I miss you all.

<3 sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23001951/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/23001951/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 12:43:38 PST i hate winter. i hate that allen's getting busier and i miss him. i hate homework.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22604367/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22604367/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:29:39 PST I'M OFF TO CANCUN IN 5 HOURS! YAY ME!

Yeah. Quick journal just to say that. Almost done packing and I just need to synch my ipod and wait for a zillion hours to put two movies on it. I'm really hoping that doesn't take too long.

Have fun in the cold everyone. I'm off to a place where it's 85 degrees.
<3 liz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22549753/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22549753/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 18:23:44 PST So, this is my more formal happy new year to everyone! My year was... crazy, to say the least. Um. Let's see. Last year started with me on swim team. I was stressed, had Ms. Bitner, had no free time and such. I think this year has started off much better. with a kiss and all. Er. Forget I said that, if you want, I suppose. This year is different because I didn't join swim team. I'm more relaxed this year, finishing my homework [if i ever have any ;D] hanging out with friends a ton. It's been pretty good, overall.

On a new note, I don't put up such personal journals anymore. I know exactly why I don't think, and I'm pretty sure a few others can guess. Well, I mean, I don't think you guys mind, right? 0-o

OH. A GAY STRAIGHT ALLIANCE FORMED AT MY SCHOOL. It was pretty cool. I couldn't go to the last meeting since i had cranio-sacral therapy, but I went today and it was pretty cool. I knew pretty much everyone there, there was just one person there that I didn't really know was in the fabulous community of our school, but he seems pretty cool :] We went around the room, and it was just funny to me because me, nick and allen were sitting in a row and it was like "I'm Nick, and I'm bi," [we were doing introductions] "I'm Allen, and I'm mostly straight," "I'm Liz, and I'm bi," and then Megan, next to me was like "I'm Megan.. and I'm mostly straight.. too? I guess? XD" But yeah. Lovely line of bisexuality. Other than that, we talked about what we could do as a GSA, and we're thinking like a dance and then a masquerade sort of dance and going to see Milk. And also, we're gonna discuss stuff that affect us and the liberal/gay community. Next meeting is a dicussion on Proposition 8.

Okay, so, commenting: Do any of you belong to a GSA and if so, what do you do as a group? Feel free to also leave any constructive comments about Prop 8 and your thoughts on it. Or questions what it is.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22302810/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/22302810/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:14:31 PST Getting angry journal off my page.

So updates here suck. I haven't been active in dA for awhile because one, my camera's full and my computer had not memory, and two I have become addicted to facebook. stupid internet.

hopefully more updates will arrive in 2009, but I'm going to continue being lazy today. Happy New Year. XD
Liz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21930800/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21930800/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:58:12 PST ever notice how rainy days are almost always shitty days? for me they are, at least. if anyone has the fortune that they aren't, please spread some of the luck this way.

I woke up late again today. fourth day in a row. the idiotic nuerologist decided upping pills that only make me tired was a good way to go. pills that do nothing for my headache, mind you. what is it? 291 days, I believe? Yeah. And nothing she's done has done anything except make me sleep. Besides midrin which works like advil for me.

But anyways. this rant is not meant to be about the nuerologist. What's it about? Being sick. I was initially leading up to that... oh. yeah. Sleeping. So I woke up feeling grossly too tired, my head hurt and I really did not want to go to school today. I told mom and she just sighed and acted like 'i can't believe you are doing this to me. it's all your fault' and I actually felt bad. I felt bad for her that I was sick. so i went to school.

I'm home and then she comes in and is like 'you have to walk the dogs tonight' and I was like WHAT? she knows i have to write an essay tonight. I wasn't feeling great last night and that I only have tonight to get it done AND we're going to a club xmas party. And she was like 'yeah, we talked last night' and we most certainly did not! The only thing she said was 'if i don't keep nagging you will you still get your rough draft of your essay done?' and I told her yeah. How does that translate?

And apparently she doesn't listen, either. I've been telling her my head hurts, I can't concentrate and my stomach occasionally hurts. so she was just like 'here. -sets down a tray of orange slices- if you're sick, have some vitamin C.' uhm. HAVE YOU BEEN LISTENING? I don't have a cold.

so screw you and your fucking unhelpfulness, mom.

love, liz.

ps. I hate this club so fucking much, i don't want to go to the stupid party. It's barely a club anymore anyways. I'd rather go see Bolt again with Allen.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21736025/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21736025/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:10:09 PST the whole point of high school is to prepare us for life after school. but this sucks. so far this year in english i've hated every single one of the books. Not because they were bad but because i can't believe the human race could ever be so stupid and idiotic.

The Crucible. Tons of people were killed because of crying little crying who were obviously lying. But oh, no, they say it happened, so it must be true, even though we have no evidence at all.

I'm not going to say anything about the Scarlet Letter because it was just boring.

Of Mice and Men I jsut. hated. It made me cry. I understood why it had to end like that, but really, it sucked. i couldn't believe that anything like that could even be thought of, much less actually happen.

And, though I'm not finished with it, To Kill A Mockingbird is just pissing me off. How could they convict him? It's obvious the girl is lying to save her father. It sucks.

ugh.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21652565/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21652565/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 17:47:27 PST haven't made a journal in forever, jeez.

so what's been up with me? Well, The week after the last journal was tech week for our school production of "You Can't Take It With You" which went excellently. I think that our saturday performance was best. Sound system was working better, crowd laughed a lot, no one missed their entrances -cough-Allen-cough-. And yeah. It was awesome. Both cast parties were awesome as well. The first, more official one was at our usual place, Ruby Tuesdays. The waiters were wonderful even though we were a huge party. We played pass the knife and Bryan dropped it. I think he had to give Ian our drama secret, but I don't think he did.

The second one on saturday was the unofficial one where about ten of us went to burger king, got kiicked out because it was closing time, and then played twister at Beth's house. There's a rumor going around school that something s-ca-nd to a to the l-ous happened. it didn't.

Other than that, I went to Cats with Elsa and Snori! It was awesomely. My only critiques were that most of the people [not Luci and Dan] needed to project and have better diction, and the sound techies need to learn a few things from our sound tech.

hmm. Nothing else really new. I'm kinda sick of dealing with all the crappy drama revolving around one person [not you elsa <3]. Uh.

OH. Zach's birthday party last night was pretty freaking sweet. British comedies are the best.
"Tell me or I'll jam you!"
"You Nine-sided whore!"
"What is this tower?! WHERE ARE THE TURRETS?!"

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21361308/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21361308/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:10:35 PST my town is going through a tough time right now. a girl, Kaitlyn Wilson, was killed in a car crash. I didn't know her at all. I didn't even know of her. But one of my best friends was her lab partner. he's. unstable right now. i just. it's so sudden. i feel like. "how could this happen?" how could someone so close in age to me and locally just. close. die like this?

this is why i believe what i do. i don't believe in god. who ever says things like 'he killed her because she was too good on earth or he wanted her to be angel or she has a higher purpose' just. no. no. isn't a god supposed to be a pure almighty being, who always does what's best? This. this can't be what's best. this just can't be.

i don't want to get into a fight about this, seriously. i won't change my views for someone and i won't 'see the light'.

this just makes me feel like I should just keep all of my friends close all the time. i need to know where they are, if they're okay. but i can't do that.

i don't know, you guys. really, i dont.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21325082/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21325082/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 19:20:57 PST Wow, i really need to update this more often. Okay, so first things first, PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT!

~FullmetalBonehead and I went to the Panic concert on Halloween at the Patriot Center. We got there at about quarter till 7, I think. The concert started at seven so we were running pretty good on time. We hit the merch table first and I got the tour t-shirt and she got that as well along with the new panic shirt. Her mom came up to us and was like 'hey, there are guys over there signing stuff. wanna get in line?' so we decided to.

We figured out that it was the Plain White T's signing stuff. ^^ As we were in line, Elsa was like 'this is gonna take forever, let's go D:' but we stayed in line anyways. I don't know all their names, but the first guy [I can't remember if he's the bassist or guitarist] looked Mario-ish? [They were all dressed up for halloween] Next was the drumer and he had an orange beard on. The singer was next, dressed as Grim Reaper. And he talked to me!
Tom[?]: So are you dressed as an Emo for Halloween?
Me: No, this is how I normally dress? XD
Tom: Yeah, I'm sorry, I was joking, sorry.
Me: It's cool, thanks! XD

yeah /dork
The guitarist was dressed as Elmo and he made a cute face when I took his picture. Once I clean out my C: drive I'll put the pics up here and vids will be up on youtube.

SO. Actual concert.

We had the perfect seats. They were low enough that you had to show your ticket to get into the section of seat, high enough to see over the pit, and close enough to spazz about.

First up was The Cab, and they were pretty good, considering how new they were. The singer was just adorable. He was like "So, I don't really know what I am for Halloween. I just found some white makeup and, hey, you know the Plain White T's? I'm just plain white me. ... Yeah, that was really bad, I know." And then he went up the lead guitarist who was wearing a lobster outfit and he was like "So, what are you for halloween?" "Well, this is the closest thing I could find to John McCain." [Oh burn]

But yeah. We cheered for them, but things didn't really get going until they played Bounce, which every Fall Out Boy fan would know from their mixtape. It's one of my new favorite songs. I'm jamming to it right now. XD But I have that on video, so you'll see what I mean.

Between them and The Plain White T's, a guy came out and explained that since this is the Rock Band Live Tour, that after this, between all the bands there was going to be two 'bands' playing rock band against eachother on stage. Basically a bunch of nerds were going to showcase their skills. XD

Next was the Plain White T's and I really need to listen to them more, because this was the second time I've seen them. They were cool. Of course everyone knows their popular songs like "Hate (I Really Don't Like You)" "Natural Disaster" "Our Time Now" And who can forget "Hey There Delilah". so everyone was happy and dancing. I got Hey There Delilah on video :3

Keeping with his promise, two 'rock bands' played on stage after that. They were mostly good, but I felt sorry for the singers. It's not that they were bad, it's just that the screaming screwed with the mic, so they got lower scores. Oh well.

Next was Dashboard Confessional, which I'm least familiar with, but ohwell. They were good, and Elsa really likes them. They were pretty funny too. "So have you guys read Twilight?" -crowd screams- "Reading! Reading is good! This is thesong I wrote after I read Twilight." The Cabe came out and played with them near the end too ^^

Then of course was PANIC!

They opened with their Halloween song [look it up on youtube or something] and everyone was dressed like they are in the video; Brendon was a vampire, Ryan was a mummy, Jon was a zombie and Spencer was a werewolf. Oh, and the dude that plays keyboard with them had this little fake doll dude on his shoulder pretending to strangle him or something. XD Panic was of course wonderful as always. My favorite parts were definitely when Brenny played the piano during when the Day Met The Night and the ending when Brendon sang that One song and danced [You make me wanna shout! Put my hands up and Shout!] and showed us dance moves. It was a pretty freaking sweet concert.

And it's currently Obama 207, McCain 135. -keeps fingers crossed for Obama-

More updates coming when I'm not being lazy <3
sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21231267/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21231267/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:46:27 PDT Okay, so in Computer Graphics, I'm making a Mindless Self Indulgence poster. You cut out people and create a theme, title, and background. The title shouldn't be too related to their lyrics and of course, nothing vulgar [] so i'm having a few issues thinking of something. If anyone can think of a title + background, that'd be awesome.

thanks a bunch all.


and


actual journal tiem~

My class ring came, and it's so purty! It's got LIZ and the photography symbol on one side, 2011 and the art/drama symbol on the other. The stone is my birthstone which looked greyish in the catalouge, but it's actually like blue/purple, depending on the lighting. It says my school name around the stone. It's a really cool silver-y metal that I'm not allergic to :3 I love it. I went savage on the box when it came though, because it was hard to open. My dad wouldn't get me scissors, so instead he just stood in the door laughing at me while I clawed at the box.

Hm. I thought i had more to tell.

uh. I'm going to a Panic at the Disco concert tomorrow :3


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21131552/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21131552/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 19:37:26 PDT Have I told you guys how much I lovelovelove our drama department? We're putting on a Haunted House and it is awesome. Our technical director, Mr. Pressley is a genius with coming up with cool things to do. And he has a ton of halloween stuff. Coffins, graves, about eight skeltons, he's rigged up a painting that drops with a huge BANG and scares basically all of us [i know it scared me!], a ghost that moves its arms, and more cool stuff. One of the coolest things is that this is a fundraiser for our drama department ^^

But yeah, we basically have an epilepsy room, that is black with neon-dotted walls and black light to make them glow. and then we have a girl in a black jumpsuit that is painted in the same dots that is going to be in the corner moving, so it'll seem like the wall is moving.

Hopefully tomorrow before we open i can bring my camera on a little tour through the house and then post that on youtube :]

So yeah. Tech rocks

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21073040/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21073040/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:21:13 PDT ...she won't put out, let's go m- no, wait.

it's 4 am and i'm still awake. my headache's gone, though? It's sort of been gone for a little while now, because of my cranio sacral therapy. i haven't taken any of my meds for a week now and it's made no difference. i feel bad now because we wasted all this money on the nuerologist to have nothing she did help. -sigh-

so now all i am is a teenager with severe insomnia. lovely. i really should put this time to use or something. Maybe some writing will eventually come out of this.

first night of the insomnia ever keeping me awake the whole night. if i go to sleep right now i'll get about two hours of sleep. i'm hungry. i wonder if this is what pete wentz feels like?

i wish i was still home alone almost, so i could turn on the tv and play like, kingdom hearts or something.

oh yeah, my mom is sick. she went away to a dog conference in kentucky and then on Friday she had to go to the hospital because of a bad migrane. they did some tests and basically told her she was fine and tried to send her back. On saturday she decided that she wasn't well enough to drive back home and my dad had to fly out to go get her. so i was home alone and stayed over at snori's to stay happy and not become like, suicidal, or whatever teenagers are supposed to be like when they're alone overnight.

we went shopping too, and i got a pretty snazzy scarf. and a sheepy and some coft socks for mom.

dad called and i called a few times and dad apparently wasn't feeling well either, which got me super worried, because if neither of them can drive, how are they getting home? But they did manage to get home around 8. mom collapsed in bed after getting her presents from me.


i really really need someone to cuddle with and tell me she's going to be okay :<

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21006052/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/21006052/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:46:40 PDT i'm so, so stupid.
all my fault too.


i'll stop being annoying now.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20946172/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20946172/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 00:45:42 PDT i feel like i should say something like 'i'm so tired omg~' but i'm really not. remember how i said i'm on all these different pills now? i'm doing my own little experiment, to see if the solution is to just lay off all the meds, instead of taking a bunch. the only downside of that is those pills are the only thing that make me fall asleep now. i've developed even worse insomnia, it seems. oh well. i like being alone at night anyways. :3 at least i'm not tired from not sleeping now. i guess by getting worse insomnia, i can live off a few hours of sleep and not be too tired.

so tonight was homecoming dance, and it was pretty awesome. Our theme was 'A Knight at Sea' which horribly fails. but then, that's my school for you. [we're the Knights. How do knights and the sea go together, unless you're drowning them as a death penalty?]

i found my friends pretty quickly and had a good time dancing with them. Though of course Kyler was there, and we're still pretty iffy on our friendship, considering that he likes me way too much. i had to escape somewhere else during slow songs, because he just gave me this look like 'i wanna dance with youuuu DD:' every time one came on, and i was just like 'donotwant -flee-'.

i feel bad for Kelly though. he brought Ryan, his pretty boy crush to the dance, which i thought would be awesome. but it wasn't. Kelly is a hardcore dancer. Like. he's awesome. Ryan... Ryan barely moved. So I would be dancing and Kelly would be dancing and Ryan would just stand there awkwardly. -sigh- idk. i hope it works out.

but all in all, it was pretty fun. I watched two hook ups with my friends, it was so cute x3 for some reason it seems like everyone at my school knows i'm bi now. it kind of scares me. I mean with the theatre kids it's cool, but everyone else? idk.

Oh, I have a new favorite freshman! his name is Matt :] He's kinda flamboyant [for some reasons i seem to attract a ton of gay boys XD;] and really awesome. He's also a G-man in our show 'You Can't Take It With You' and he's just awesome. He's kind of a partial techie too, so he calls me his boss. XD But yeah, he's awesome.

I got two slow dances tonight, though. the first one was with my friend Griffin. Crista was like 'I just want to grab one of the boys over there and dance with them' me: you should! Crista: I will if you will! me: fine!
And then Crista did and I was like 'crap' so I called over Griffin and we just talked about what classes we have. XD

And then the other one was with my friend Jordan because Nick and Matt were dancing and she was just like -dances with-. It was funny though because i had my hands on her waist and she was like 'wait no, i wanna be the man! -switches-'

but yeah, those don't really count, do they?


that's all
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20910985/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20910985/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 18:49:10 PDT all my personal life crap is over, for anyone who still knows what the heck I'm talking about. One person is still being an over dramatic drama queen, but whatever. He doesn't want to talk to me, so if he wants to go brood, he can go brood in his little corner.

anyways. XD; I got my hair cut today! It's really short, and I'm gonna post pictures as soon as I can. First is gonna be some new picture of me with long hair that I took last night to show the difference between the two, and probably a new id, but yeah. I came to play practice and everyone was like omg what? so that was fun.

This play is so hilarious, you guys. All you who live near me must see it, okay?

uhmmmmumum.... Let's see... not much else has been going on with me. Oh, I've started some new meds, for anyone who remembers my headache. I'm on 50mg of elavil, 375 mg per day of Depakote, and these two vitamin thingies that I'm too lazy to look at. So far the only thing we've found is that elavil gives me wierd dreams and if I don't take it and the depakote at night, I have insomnia. It's day two hundred and... twenty.. something? I'm not sure. XD;

ermm... Homecoming dance is on saturday. I'm not going with anyone, and just planning to dance with my friends. Not real eventful.

Yeah, that's all for now. XD
Sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20839016/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20839016/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:33:59 PDT apparently my subconcious wanted me to know that I don't hate the Jonas Brothers themselves, I just hate their music. hm.
I had a dream that I was their assistant because I was like, the only girl on the planet that didn't want to discard their purity rings and sex them up [rofl]. I was like, the keeper of their phone numbers since I could fight off all the teenies.

uh. yeah, I don't know.

Personal life is kinda crapy right now. I don't really want to explain it. I'm just crossing my fingers that half of the drama crew doesn't hate me when I go to school.

oh! I saved a mouse's life yesterday! My dad sets up traps that I usually avoid, because I don't really want to see them, but when i went into the garage, I heard some clattering in the corner. I went over to check it out, because believe me, we've had weirder things trapped in our garage [a hummingbird is on the list]. But I found this little mouse running around in circles with a trap. I picked the poor thing up and found that it's paw was caught in the trap. I held it really carefully, and the thing must have been scared to death, seriously, because I could feel it's heart like, racing. I opened the door and let it out of the trap and it ran away relaly really fast.

yeah, so that was my heroic act of the day.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20757073/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20757073/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 10:09:34 PDT raaarrrggghh... so not much is going on here. I have four minutes until play rehearsal is supposed to start and my friend Allan still hasn't picked me up. He has my number and he hasn't called going 'where the hell do you live?!' so I'm a little worried.

Last night I went over to Missa's and we watched the Hitcher or the Hitchhiker, something like that. It was pretty greusome [grewsome?] all the same. Ugh. But then we watched Pretty Persuasion and that made us all laugh. It's kind of a bad movie in the good sort of way. XD I don't know, i like it.

Before that, Me, Snori, Luci and Missa all made pizza and rofled about twenty times to now inside jokes, oh god. It was pretty hilarious.

It is now one minute past when play rehearsal stared.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20656496/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20656496/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:40:37 PDT hello again everyone. I've got a nice little meme thread [link] on lj which i figure won't get too many comments considering that i have limited friends on lj XD; so post there if you want.

So yeah, Let's see. Project Runway dream. Okay, so on sunday I had this dream that I was on Project Runway season four with my friend Allan, who also watches the show. The only real contestants from that season i remember there were Christian and Ricky. Me and Christian gossiped about how Ricky sucked. Anyways, Me and Allan got paired for a team challenge. The dream went really fast so i don't remember what exactly we did, but I do remember the runway show. For some reason Michael Kors had been changed to this young blonde dude named Micheal Kung fu. Anyways, I think the challenge was to make a hat or soething? XD But I wore the hat and walked down the runway while dribbling a basket ball and then passed it to Allen who tried to shoot it, but missed [even though he's ridiculously tall] and then a guy in a wheelchair caught it and made the shot.

it was a kind of 'wtf?!' dream.

My computer grahpics project has been coming along quite nicely. I believe I posted the picture of the monster I'm doing. That should be finishing sometime this week.

In the end, I never finished my english project [the grahpic novel] and had to abandon it at the last minute so I could actually get a good grade on it.

Not really much to report on photo projects. don't know why that was a topic last time.

Anyways. Apparently in tech, I'm a form of authority to the freshmen. XD I'm only assistant Stage [left] manager. So today at tech we were clean up stuff and reorganizing and all these freshmen were like 'Tell us what to do o__o' and I was like 'uh. go do.. something. sort different screws. [because we had these containers of assorted screws and James [[stage Right Mangager]] said that they needed to be sorted.]' so that was pretty cool actually. I think they take me way too seriously though because I was like "GOODBYE EVERYONE 8D" when i was leaving and this one kid was like "are we dismissed?" it made me laugh and I was like "uhaha, yeah?"

So yes. These shows should be fun 8]
Sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20642219/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20642219/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 19:36:34 PDT once again, my computer causes me troubles.

[22:01] MoosesGoMoo222: my computer was like 'send error report? D:' and I was like 'uh, hell yes, retard.' so then it was like 'i'm just gonna mess everything up with this report, kay? kay.' so then i was like "MOFO.' and then had to close that when it wasn't responding.
[22:01] MoosesGoMoo222: so now AIM should be loading. ><
[22:01] Sean: XD
[22:01] Sean: your computer troubles make me laugh

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20625623/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20625623/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:51:13 PDT But of course I have no time. So, let's see. Went to my first rehearsal of "You Can't Take it With You" as Assistant Stage Left Manager and that was pretty fun. Nick [My stage manager] had to read for someone else today so I got to take all the blocking notes. Which was slightly confusing, but actually fun. It's going to be an awesome play, I can't wait until it's finished. People are going to love it.

That took upt roughly three hours of my time. Which is bad. Because this graphic novel project I have [see previous journal] is due wednesday and I'm not where I should be on it. Hopefully I can stay up an extra hour for it ><

Uhm, let's see. I've got more stuff to say but seriously no time.

Next Journal:
-Project Runway Dream
-Computer Graphics Project
-Photo Projects
-Excetra.

Love you all,
Sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20474091/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20474091/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:01:56 PDT sorry the updates have been coming slow lately. I found myself not really caring about the computer anymore. [shocking, yes?] Uhm. idk. I haven't kept up with lj stuff, much less youtube. >< If you IM me and I'm not there, it's just because I didn't put up an away message.

Just went through like, 30 some journals and I still have 129 deviations to go thorugh. Ugh.

Computer doesn't seem as impartant to me at the moment, I guess. I've got school stuff to do, and I get to start my new position as Assistant Stage Manager for the school's production of "You Can't Take It With You." It seems pretty cool, so that'll be fun. I'm definitely not going to do curtains again. I'll pass that off to some unsuspecting freshman >>

On the topic of school stuff, I have two major projects going on here. One is Computer graphics [in school], which I'm almost done with. The guidelines were to take a 3D[ish] picture and recreate it using a specific color scheme and grid technique. Those of you who have taken art classes, you know that the grid technique is fairly common in all art. I know that I did a project in eighth grade art with it, and I did a Photo project last year with it. It's basically the same thing in CG. I'm doing the head of a Laviathan from Ratchet and Clank with a cool color scheme [Green, Blue and Purple]. Those of you not familiar with the game, this is the picture I'm doing, but just the head of the monster: [link]

I just have the lower half of the body and the blast in it's mouth to do. It's coming along great.

The next project I'm working on [at home] is an independent reading project that we can basically do whatever we want with. I'm doing mine on Dramarama by E. Lockhart and I'm doing a graphic novel of the book. I have high hopes for this project, really. I'm not gonna post it here because you all need to read the book, seriously. Anyone into theatre can relate to this book, I promise. :]

That's all for today. If anyone can, please cure my boredom for today. I have absolutely nothing to do.

Sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20376419/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20376419/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 14:01:07 PDT i don't know what's up with the cryptic journals lately, srsly. It's just some personal stuff that was going on, and I'm alright guys, I promise. The people that need to know about it, know about it, and if you don't know what's going on, then you don't need to know. :3

Anyways. The first two weeks of school have been pretty good. I know that I only put reviews of two of my classes, so here are the other two:

Drawing and Painting 1: Basically the class for people who just want to get their art credit. Mrs. Ayotte is my teacher for this too, so she lets me help out and be awesome. I sit with a table of freshmen guys, since I didn't feel like moving from where I sit during photo class. They're really immature and idiotic, but it's kinda funny so, whatever. One of them likes to 'subtly' try to hit on me and he fails miserably so I'm just like -snort-

English 10: This is a pretty good class. The one part I don't like is that I sit next to a total pothead, and when he's high he doesn't really understand anything. But I'm excited for stuff we're going to read, like the crucible, which is about times during the Salem Witch trials. I always found the ways that they test to see if someone is a witch hilarious. But at the same time, it's pretty serious. Anyways. good class.


Not much other than that to really report about. Sooo yeah.
sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20301589/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20301589/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 03:26:09 PDT


i was fighting with my head and my heart all the reasons i knew we would fall apart.







what the hell is up with me and the second day of months?



trying to figure stuff out. -sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20269038/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20269038/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 10:10:09 PDT i can't find the words
to tell you
i don't want to be alone


i feel like i should be apologizing but i don't know what for and i'm just so confused, honestly. i don't really know what i want to do and everyone's just bugging me, bugging me, bugging me. can i punch someone?

four-month anniversary tomorrow.

i cried a bit last night. everything was just going wrong. it felt good, honestly. i realized about a month ago that i'm the type of person that just gets mad about stuff instead of crying, and then i take out my anger on the wrong people, like my parents or the dogs [i don't abuse them, i swear, alright? I just mostly yell when something goes wrong]

i think my mom's been picking up on the fact that i'm not feeling so good, emotion wise. I almost wish i was a crier instead of being so angry all the time. Then I could just let it out instead of feeling so pissed off and horrible all the time.

don't ask me what's wrong, guys. i don't honestly know myself. and i don't know what i'm going to do about it.

one day you'll get sick
of saying that
everything's alright

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20258781/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20258781/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:10:15 PDT sorry for freaking you all out with that last journal :<

it's just really my own shit, and there's nothing anyone can really do to help, unless they can take away all my emotions. though i don't think i would like that because then i'd be like, a zombie or something. Zombie Fluxx! -cough- I just need to figure some stuff out on my own and talk to a few people.

er, so anyways. Elsa, Snori, and Missa came over today for an apple dumpling party. [well, elsa was here already, she slept over last night] And my Cousins, Aunt and Uncle, Mom's best friend, her son, and his daughter and my neighbors. It pretty cool. We have tons of apple dumplings left so i'm gonna get all fat XD

Uhm. yeah. I'm gonna go create a facebook. it looked pretty schnazzay when Elsa did, so i was all 'ooh, shiny -grabby hands-'

sniz
ps: i just tried to spell bleed like blead

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20218697/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20218697/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 12:52:33 PDT shit's going down and i'm scared.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20178182/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20178182/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 03:43:14 PDT hey there. so just a quick journal right now, might change it later after school.

Class reviews:

Computer Graphics: AWESOME. My teacher is the coolest.
Mr. Mattingly: How many of you have photoshop?
-3/4 of the class raises their hands-
Mr. Mattingly: How many of you have photo shop legally?
-most of the class puts their hands down-

He cusses a little too, it's awesome. He was like "Alright, since so many of you know how to work photoshop, help me out and walk around to make sure everyone else around you gets it, or else you're just gonna piss me off."

Photo 2: FUN. I already knew I liked Mrs. Ayotte, so i knew it was gonna be good, but I have it with two of my best friends, Kyler and Kelly. Kelly is like, a really innovative speed demon with photo, so it's cool seeing what he's going to do. Kyler is awesome since we talk a lot. we're gonna walk around the town and shoot our roll one assignment today.

EEK. No time, bus. Love you all <3

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20136675/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/20136675/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 18:59:40 PDT Wow, I haven't made a journal in forever. Nice, okay, so. This is the last day of my summer, and it's been pretty awesome. Plus, it's not so bad. I'm actually kind of excited for school. Crazy, huh? Not really for me. My schedule made all my teachers lose faith in the scheduling system. My first semester is basically all art classes. Computer Graphics 1, Photo 2, Drawing and Painting 1, and English. It's gonna be awesome. My computer graphics teahcer, Mr. Mattingly said all we do is learn about photoshop in the dark [it's a computer lab] and play tunes. I know my photo teacher from last year, and she's awesome, and i have her for drawing and painting. Plus, Kelly and Kyler are in the same photo class, so that's going to be cool. Kelly's a badass photographer, srsly. Oh yeah, and drawing and painting is a slacker freshman class, so I'll have to see how that goes. XD And lastly, my english teacher is a new teacher, and he seems awesome. And he told me I'll be in a small class, like 19 people. So I'm hoping it's people I like.

This summer went too fast, really. It was fun too, but at the same time I'm really sad that I didn't meet you, Shelby [soon? D:] but that was only the kinda big disappointment. Theatre camp was awesome, and I finally got to see Snori and Krasner before summer ended. Snori came over and we hung out, jammed to Avenue Q [my new love], and played Sims. And then we went to the park and hung out with Nick, Marissa and Krasner. Oh yeah, watch out theatre people, Nick might rope me into being Stage Manager for Stage Right! I told him I really didn't want to, but I'd love to be his stage left assistant, so hopefully I can do that instead.

Expect a journal from me tomorrow, I have to go to bed now. I'll be on around 2:30 or maybe threeish. I think the bus route goes backwards, now, so instead of being the second one on and off, I'll be the last one. XD; so yeah. See you all when I get home!
<33 sniz

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19979585/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19979585/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 23:12:00 PDT i just spent two hours reorganizing my memories on livejournal. i'm still not done. Lately it seems like i've been falling back into old habits. falling asleep with my ipod on, reorganizing things that don't really need it, being angry, being depressed, questioning the future, giving in to insomnia, being too needy.

i love it and hate it at the same time. with this regression, this shift, my headache is fading. hopefully soon it'll be gone. and hopefully too, this thinking i've been doing won't bring it back.

i watched the **** live in pheonix show on dvd tonight. both parents watched the part right before Thnks Fr th Mmrs when Pete goes "this song is about loving a girl, and being so jealous of her that you just wanna cut her up into pieces and eat her. Because she tastes like you, only sweeter!" and both of them gave me a look that said "We let you listen to this... why?" and i just giggled.

Every little thing they did that made them who they are as a band just made me so happy. just the way that Pete licked his bass, Joe jumped off of, around and just had pure craziness, Patrick still looked a little nervous, and Andy got into it with his shirt off, as always. i can't really explain it. Listening to the CD and watching the DVD just makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time.

it's amazing how much a band can change the world. if you think about it, they're really just four guys who ended up making some good music together.

i told someone this just last week, but i want to be like that. which sounds stupid, since everyone now says they want to be famous and such. But that's really only part of it, to me. i just want to be one of those people that ends up changing the world with music. which still sounds stupid to me. but i don't know. there are other things i can imagine doing, but really, that's what i want most.


well, so ends another of my late night thoughtful journals. getting online and talking to me or even just sending nice texts make me really happy. i could use someone to talk to.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19876949/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19876949/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 10:46:07 PDT Yesterday was awesome I went to otakon with and had a pretty great time. I went as Mello, and got recognized a few times and one person asked for my picture. It wasn't a hugely flshy costume, so i was okay with the fact that i didn't get stopped a lot. Plus it must suck to get stopped every few steps for a picture. XD

anyways, we got there and the line actually wasn't too bad to get in. There were a ton of awesome tranny boys [Sean, you would've been saying Hot Tranny Mess every few minutes] and a good handful of girl couples and boy couples. XD [There was this one guy in the mall later that had a shirt with a crossed out female sign and under it said "No thanks ma'am"] It was awesome. We went to the dealers room first and just skimmed through some of the stuff, which was pretty cool. After that we headed to the gamers room. Elsa and I watched a Naruto game, some weird drumming thing and Guitar Hero, before we settled on watching Rock Band for awhile.

By the time we were done it was almost one pm, so we headed out to lunch. As we left the gaming room though, there were a ton of Death Note people doing a photoshoot. I stood on the side with a girl playing L and we were just like "... Should we jump in?" and the crowd behind us was like "Go! :]" So we did and i got my chocolate bar out and munched on that during the photoshoot.

Then they did character shoots and they called Matt and Mello up after a bit. Now, most of the Matts and Mellos were couples, so they stood together for awhile posing, but after awhile they decided yaoi was good, and started making out [i don't have any pictures because dad was like "0___0;;;" and didn't take any] as for me, I stood off to the side while this went on since I was kind of a lone Mello.

Then they did group shots of people rotating out for the cast people. I was off to the side waiting for them to switch again, and a girl as Matt was next to me and we started to talk a bit and then they started to switch and i was like "Want to go in?" and she said yes, so we posed a bit together, and that was fun.

i felt bad though because Elsa looked really bored within the first few minutes, so I left after that to go get food.

After lunch, we browsed through the dealers room again and I got a little Kon plushie from Bleach [he's so cute x3] and we went back to the game room. There were no seats at Rock Band, so we decided to visit my friend Ben, who was part of the staff in the gaming room. We told him we were bored, and we ended up in a game of Zombie Fluxx. It's really complicated to explain, so I'm not going to, but the object is basically to kill zombies.

After, we ran off to go watch the Nana movie, which was pretty awesome we had this random guy near us that got really into it and started yelling a the screen when something bad happened. it was hilarious. After dinner nthing much happened. the night didn't end so great, but I'm not going into that.

Quotes of the day:
"Excuse me, sir? Purple man? What are you?"

"Hold on, I gotta go make love to that box."

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19827844/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19827844/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 13:14:15 PDT i am blonde. hear me rawr? XD

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19807468/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19807468/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:25:17 PDT for those of you who did not know, i'm going to Otakon on saturday. Otakon is a large anime convention in Baltimore, and is pretty awesome. i went last year [pictures are in my gallery] and had a great time. This year there aren't as many really cool people [AARON DISMUKE D:] so i'll actually be able to go around more and enjoy it, rather than running around to wherever someone is to try to meet them. [last year we spent forever waiting in lines to meet Steve Blume, Vic Monogsomethingorother, and Aarom Dismuke] so yeah. Yay.

~FullmetalBonehead is coming with me and she was going to be L, but decided that it would be easier to just get a wig and be Misa Misa instead of us trying to get her hair to work. I'll be going as Mello, and have almost everything ready. My vest is in the mail, on overnight delivery orders, [we ordered it last night. XD] so it should be arriving tomorrow since it didn't come today. I have the pants and some shoes i'm borrowing and i'm going to dye my hair a 'light golden blonde' tomorrow [since i stupidly washed my hair today >>]. the only things I need are the cross he wears and a chain to hang from my pants. XD Seriously, if anyone near me has a cross on a chain, or even just a large cross pendant that they can lend to me, that'd be great. My family is not religious at all so i don't have anything like that. The only person in my family that would have something like that is my crazy aunt lisa and i've spent years giving away her religious stuff and convincing her that she shouldn't send me those sorts of things.

oh yeah, and I got my hair cut yesterday too. It was getting a little shaggy, and i needed the bangs for Mello. So yeah, I'm totally ready. I can't wait and will of course have awesome pictures uploaded. Maybe on sunday, maybe on monday. I'm sleeping over at Elsa's on sunday since her birthday party is then, yay. so yeah. I'll put up pictures when I'm a blonde again.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19783043/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19783043/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 03:04:41 PDT it's six am here and i feel horrible. i just woke up from a terrible dream involving a ton of terror and burning someone alive[? it was in the afterlife?] and i pretty much had to force myself awake. near the end it was getting pretty bad, and i was in that stae of conciousness where you're on the verge of waking up or you could just fall into a really deep sleep again. i litterally just stopped the dream and went 'okay, no. i am not dreaming about this. wake up.' and got up.

i'm very jumpy right now, and the cat just scared me walking past the door. i want to say my head hurts really bad, but it doesn't. it feels like it could get bad, but it isn't. i think it's because of the tension in my shoulders. i really need a new mattress or something. the one i have is very firm, and though i've never had a problem with it, i think a new one might help =\

so that's pretty much it, i think i'm going to either eat something or try to fall asleep. that's all.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19731468/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19731468/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 07:25:03 PDT ugh, so, why am i up this early? an hour earlier than i usually am? well, today is my family reunion, and i have to be up and in the car by 11. i have about 45/40ish minutes until then. joy.

not that i'm not sorta looking forward to it. i have a cool family. there's one guy- i'm not sure how i'm related to him, but he must be like, a second uncle or something, idk- but he has this tattoo on his neck of a bite mark and a little blood coming out of the second hole. and he's got this bratty little daughter, but whatever. he's cool.

i also like my cousins on my dad's side [the whole reunion is from my dad's side. mom's side is a little... crazy religious]. Anyways, they're cool. The oldest is a year younger than me, and they all look up to me, especially the youngest girl, Lauren, who's probably like, 8 right now? She's cute. They're going to attack me when i get in to door. XD;

So yeah. The other thing today issssss.....

our three month anniversary. x3 <33333333333333333333333333333333333

i'm sorry i won't be online most of the day :[ I don't really know what time i'll be back, but i'm assuming not that late.

i'm off to eat crabcakes [family food] and play bingo [family tradition]
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19715625/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19715625/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 20:24:19 PDT no one's online and i'm kind of bored and freaking out. last night i left a note for my mom to find this morning, asking about meeting Shelby. Before i got up, she went to go pick up some dogs, and now she's back and i'm really scared about the talk that's probably coming. the note's just siting facedown on the kitchen table and yeah. can anyone get online/return from away to talk to me? ugh.

EDIT: MOM SAID YES. 8D She was like "Oh, by the way, I think it's a great idea that you and Shelby meet. I don't know how, exactly, but I think it's a good idea."

so yeah, i've pretty much told everyone EXCEPT SHELBY. SINCE SHE'S AWAY AND IDDLLLLEEE. >>;
idle = not cool.

EDIT #2: basically anything else important was just her asking me some stuff about Shelby [where she lives and such] and i caught her looking at airline stuffs :]

but that's it for today except

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELSA!
_{Everyone go wish this kid: a happy [belated] birthday, since today was her birthday!
sniz.}

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19614469/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19614469/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 21:52:15 PDT so i think i forgot to tell you all [and if i didn't, i'm going to repeat it anyways] that I got The Sims 2! I decided that after playing Sims 2 with Elsa that the original sims is rather pathetic. So I got dad to take me to walmart and I bought it with the birthday money i haven't used yet.

Snori and I have this kinda epic vampire rp going, so I'm working on creating it on the game. I found some really awesome bodies of Pete, Patrick, Ryan, Brendon [which is pretty much perfect looking!], Gabe, Gerard, and Andy that i downloaded from the sims2 website. If anyone can find any good one of Joe Trohman, that'd be cool.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19599180/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19599180/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 22:56:21 PDT hiccups suck. they really do. have you ever tried to fall asleep with them? i just did. it doesn't work. which is why i'm here. instead of in my comfy bed with my dog.

i guess i'm not even that tired. which is weird, since i got like, 7 hours of sleep. on elsa's really short bed. [my feet were all the way off the end, elsa. XD] my head doesn't hurt that much right now. good. it's sort of been trying to go away lately. i started taking this new med called petadolex. hopefully it helps. mom says it has no side effects. i guess we'll see.

i also went to this voodoo lady on tuesday. okay, not actual voodoo, but this woman who works with the energy in your body. it was pretty freaking sweet. i can't really describe it, and i'm not going to. you all with think i'm crazy[/ier].

kinda bored so. stolen from

_-CURRENTOLOGY-_
1. Missing someone?: yeah
2. Mood? : creative
3. Listening to?: myself typing
4. Watching?: The door
5. Worrying about?: band practice

_-PERSONTOLOGY-_
1. Last friend you talked to?: Elsa[in person]/Marissa[on phone]
2. Last person you called/texted: Snori, both.

_-BIOLOGY-_
1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?: right-handed, yay?
2. Do you like your smile?: my upper lip looks weird when i smile. so not really?
3. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?: uhm... no? i don't really know.
4. When was the last time you had a cavity?: Probably last year
5. What is the heaviest item you lifted last?: tons of groceries at once [i think my record is nine full bags. XD]
6. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?: no.

_-DARE-OLOGY-_
1. Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?: XD No.
2. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?: i would even if i wasn't paid. BUT YOU CAN PAY ME IF YOU WANT?
3. Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000?: nope.
4. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?: no.
5. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?: XD no. but for some reason it made me think of snori chugging garlic sauce. and bailey chugging honey mustard...
6. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?: No.

_-BULLCRAPOLOGY-_
1. If you could, would you want to know the day you were going to die?: absolutely not.
2. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?: no. my friends have spawned quite a few good nick names from it.
3. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?: pills?
4. Have you ever saved someone's life?: i don't think so?
5. Has someone ever saved yours?: yeah. i almost drowned once. some boy was holding me down it the water when i was really little.

_-DUMBOLOGY-_
1.What is in your left pocket?: i don't have a left pocket D:
2.Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?: only the first few times.
3.Last time you had a run-in with the cops?: never, actually.

_-ARE YOU:-_
1. A Bitch?: i can be.
2. Are you tall?: average.
3. A Blonde?: dirty blonde currently.
4. In your pajamas?: yup.
5. Left handed?: no.

_-LAST:-_
1. Friend you saw?: Elsa last night
2. Person to text you?: Jordan
3. Piercing you got?: my ears in third grade.
4. Tattoo you got?: don't have any
5. Was today better than yesterday?: kinda?

_-FAVORITE:-_
1. Numbers?: 13, 9
2. Colors?: red, black, purple
3. Foods? : chinse fried rice, and fettcuine alfredo
4. Places? : Aruba, New York, Germany
5. Days? : October 31, and snow days.

_-QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:-_
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Answered the phone.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: a zit under my nose. it hurts.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
A: Wanted. it was very badass.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: the pool.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yeah.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: i hug pretty much everyone daily. what do you think?

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: in elsa's bed.

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: because it's big enough.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: dunno.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: probably something concerning killing the damn crickets in elsa's l... ]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19544691/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19544691/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:44:51 PDT i'm pretty sure i'm losing my mind, or i've already lost it.

friday night i tried to use toothpaste as soap.

today i ran into a closed door. like. literally. i turned to go into the room and ran into the door.

i have to go to bed, but i have a lot of weird stuff to tell tomorrow. so. look forward to that?

sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19523111/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19523111/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 17:29:19 PDT apparently my thing this week is to be an asshole to my parents. i don't even know why. i've just felt really pissy and my thoughts are just swirling in circles.

my study really needs a miracle to happen. i'm supposed to be cleaning it up since everything is kind of everywhere and it's kind of utter choas. i think a black hole swallowed my floor or something.

i really need to gather up some fucking courage to talk to my parents.

whatever. not many of you will get what i'm talking about.

sniz.
no matter where i go or what i do, it sucks 'cause i want to be with you.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19474730/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19474730/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:48:09 PDT haha, wow, it is soooo late. i really wanna text shelby. :< Our show went amazingly, except the issue with the soldiers' quick change becasue it was completely dark backstage since it was late and we had only practiced in the day in the light. so we were like "SHITSHITSHIT WHERE IS EVERYTHING?!!" But oh well. it's done and over. Only one person went on without a hat.

some stuff will be up on youtube tomorrow, i believe. firstly, people saying hi repeatedly and then the boys crossdressing for the show. it's wonderful.

i'm trying to think of what else to say...

awesome peeps were at the show, like Maggie, Nathanial [our fierce previous gay dance instructer], Kelly [because he didn't come to the camp, gosh], and Molly and other peeps that i'm too tired to think of.

after the set was struck and everything, there was a cast party at Jacob's house and holy crap, i'm going to marry that boy just to get his house. I swear, his basement is huge and it has these gimormous comfy couches, a huuuge plasma screen TV, ROCK BAND, HECK YES, a rave room WITH a stripper pole AND rave lights, pool, foosball ETC. it was awesome we danced to all the needed dance songs EXCEPT Hips Don't Lie, because NO ONE had it on their ipods! I mean, c'mon. my hips are kinda made to dance to Shakira, srsly.

uhm. anyways. XD i'm gonna stop rambling and go to bed.
a more coherent journal tomorrow maybe.
sniz.
P.S. WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED.
WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED.
WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED.
WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED.
WE ATE THE BABIES!
WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED!
WE ATE THE BABIES!
WE RAPED, KILLED, PILLAGED AND BURNED, WE RAPED KILLED PILLAGED AND BURNED!
WE ATE THE BABIES!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19396366/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19396366/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:38:00 PDT I haven't made a journal in forever, holy crap. So HIIIIIIII. Theatre camp has started and is hopefully not going to crash and burn. Okay, srsly, i need to start from the beginning instead of saying things only people at camp will get.

-deep breath-

So the start of camp was a bit crappy for me, and by that i mean the second day. There's a huge thing on my lj for those of you who know it and care to read it, but it's friends-locked and no, i will not unlock it since i honestly don't want any of you at camp to read it. XD; i just don't want to get bitched at and be told i'm completely wrong. [seannnnn]

Anyways, it was just about the casting and Heather. Basically the casting is really screwy, [meaning that John, who is a horrible actor and singer and just an overall annoying person got a semi-lead role] and Heather [the dance director for those who don't know] can be a bitch.

[Here is where i should mention to those who don't know, we are doing the play Princess Ida. Go wikipedia it. :3]

So, onward. I am a court lady [Rose], College girl [Victoria AKA VICKY-T], and a soldier [Harvey]. We got to basically make up all the names for those who are in the chorus/play girls/soldiers. It was kinda cool. XD

Anyways, since I'm in the chorus, I'm onstage all the time, ugh. Which means I stand around all day until we have to sing randomly. Though I cannot wait for the end of Act II with 'Merrily Ring the Luncheon Bell' and Jacob's song, 'Would You Know the Kind of Maid?' It's going to be hilarious. And then of course, Act III with our soldier song and pwnsome dance.

The one thing everyone is complaining about this year is Phil, our music director. You see, Phil is going a little senile, we believe. He gives us the music notes once and then expects us to have them memorized. He'll go over each part [soprano, alto, guys] for 5 minutes and then yell at us because we don't have it completely right. The people in our backstage gossip circle were rallying to have him replaced next year.

Hmmm. I don't think I have anything else to say except I'm excited for wednesday, NEW SEASON OF PROJECT RUNWAY, YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT. 8DD

Other than all that, I was tagged by Shelby =O

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs

1] I have an inner monologue in my head. Think J.D. from Scrubs.
2] I eat Cheez-its way more often than I should.
3] I've been playing bass for a little over a year and get excited when I hear cool bass lines.
4] I don't like my own voice [singing or talking]
5] I'm addicted to the Bravo tv channel. [Which is completely fierce, btw. "I'm not your bitch, bitch!" "I have a culinary boner." "Bronny." "The universe is punishing me. " '"Still want to know if it's illegal to kill a twelve year old""I think you'll have to wait until he turns twelve"']
anyways...
6] I'm a theatre nerd.
7] I can't keep a straight face, especially if I'm trying really hard to.
8] I laugh at the words pudding an pomegranite. :3

[edit] Wow, sorry, hi, I totally forgot I needed to tag people. Okay, soooo... , , , , , , http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19170618/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:48:27 PDT oy vey. the dogs are being crazy bad around here. just had to spend about ten minutes getting one inside because she was not listening and was in the cow field eating crap.

Other than that, everything's going pretty good for me right now. To those who were concerned about me yesterday, ily all, and i'm feeling much better today. Mostly it was just me being moody and pms-y.

This morning was not so great at first, but in another way it was really good. Let me explain.

I woke up really early just to go to the bathroom, so I sent a quick text and then fell back asleep. Unfortunately, I started having a nightmare. Twice in the nightmare I heard my phone buzz and dreamed that I read the text and replied, both times in gibberish. Yeah, I actually dreamed that I had answered my phone. XD; I'm not going to go into my nightmare, but basically if I hadn't woken up when I had, I would have died. I basically woke up completely paralyzed and had to shake myself and convince myself I was alive and awake. Then I looked at my phone and realized that I hadn't actually read either text. Though here's the part that made my morning ton better, yay. It was Shelby and we texted a bit, which made me feel way better after just waking up from a nightmare.

I've pretty much done nothing all day, and I'm in a really good mood.

It could be the fact that today's our two month-iversary too. <333333333333 ily~

<3 sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19127162/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19127162/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:16:03 PDT i got a kinda large extra on my phone bill this month.

from texting shelby.

so i'm taking it as an opprotunity to ask my mom about meeting her.

wish me luck.

will update soon.

edit #1

so just told her this exactly [we were IMing]:

mom: So who is -shelby's number-?
me: my friend Shelby. She lives in Alabama. I've known her for about a year, and I met her on this art site that I'm on. It's pretty safe, mostly only people who want to get opinions on their art and writing are on it. She's 16, we've talked on the phone a little, so yes, i know she's not just some weird creepy stalker, and the most she knows about where I live is that I live in Maryland [see, being safe, whoo]
mom: Glad to hear you're being safe.

i was freaking shaking. haven't asked about meeting her yet, obvsly. I'll probably ask her later tonight, so this'll probably be editted again, sorry. x.x

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19100341/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19100341/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 21:43:29 PDT Ahh, so many things to talk about and so little time. First things first, the new word of the day [aka the new pwnsome word that you should use everyday] is trippy.

Second of all, who all here has seen Wanted? i have only a few words describe it, and those are: Total Mind Fuckification. As I walked out of the theatre the only thing I could think was 'I've just had my brain fucked.' It's very plot twisty and so good, though you do have to get over some graphic killings and a good bit of cussing. basically, don't go with your dad...

like i did.

my dad pretty much didn't know it was rated R, though I'm pretty sure he did by the second preview, as the preview was for stepbrothers, and they said fuck at least twice in it.

My dad is against cussing. As in, he apologizes for saying damn in front of me. So every time they cussed, my dad kind of cringed. -sigh- oh well. Over all, it was a pretty awesome movie. :]

The other thing to talk about is Rotation, Cute Is What We Aim For's new CD. It's pretty trippy, not gonna lie. I really like it. I have it in .wma files [aka non-itunes format] if anyone wants me to send it to them. I especially like Hollywood and the bonus track. The Bonus track is basically just vocals and what sounds to me like scissors. Can anyone verify this for me? I'll be so happy. XD

I also got the cooler version with the DVD because it was the same price as the uncooler version at Hot Topic [when you bought the CD with a CIWWAF shirt it was only $20 since they were having an awesome deal] and I watched the DVD. They got really deep talking about it, but I also discovered that the DVD has KARAOKE. So guys, learn these songs and come to my house and we'll sing Karaoke, alright?! 8DD

Uhm, yeah. I'm feeling pretty trippy tonight, in case you hadn't noticed. I came home, and you know that Advantix commercial? [or whatever it's called...] where they sing that 'IN THE JUNGLE, THE MIGHTY JUNGLE, THE LION SLEEPS TONIGHT!!!' song? Yeah, I was going "UH WEEM BO WAH, UH WEEM BO WAH, UH WEEM BO WAH, UH WEEM BO WAH..."[the background vocals...? XD;] For like 10 minutes, even after the commercial ended. It's probably because too much air went to my brain from hyperventilating because Snori dented the car.

....


MIND FUCKIFICATION FTW.

sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19071247/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19071247/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:06:51 PDT IT'S http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/19054633/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:13:25 PDT My math work is finished! \o/ I got up way too early for a summer day this morning and went in and took two hours to finish up two tests and three quizzes. All in all, I think they went pretty well. My report card will still have a bad grade on them, since Ms. Rogers won't update the grades or something, but it will be fixed over all, so it doesn't really matter.

Mom's getting really worried about my headache. She's more concerned lately than I am. She's looking into hypnotism. XD; I honestly burst out laughing for about two minutes when she suggested it, but she's completely serious. Wow. This is because my nuerologist's next route is to go I.V. drugs, except, hello, needles, goodbye. So, yeah, no.

Well, whatever. I don't really care about that right now.

I've been getting some really weird dreams lately. And I don't really know why. I've been writing them down so I remember them, because they're actually pretty cool. Some of this is just some rambling, and it just has some minute details written in parentheses, too, so I hope you understand it.

This first one was two nights ago and it was kinda awesome. :]

for some reason the start of it was in a gym kinda like my school gym, but twice the size. Like, a full out basketball game was going on in front of me, but 3/4 of the gym wasn't even being used. So, hope that kinda gives you an image of how big it was. The game was also boys[white and orange team uniforms] against girls[black and orange team uniforms] and the girls were like, huge and the guys were tiny. i have no clue why, and that isn't really the point.

I was sitting on the floor and i don't know who, but some people were a little bit away from me and the cheerleaders were on my other side. And then someone was on my right and started talking, and I turned, and it was Shelby! and I was like ';aslkdgjs WHAT?!' and she was like '.... Hi :]' and then one of the cheerleaders was this really snotty annoying bitch from my school, Julie Rockwell, i don't even know if she's an actual cheerleader, but she's a dancer; close enough. So she was like 'What, is that your girlfriend?' and I was like '...Yeah '

idk what happened, but it changed into this kind of outdoor shopping place. and it was snowing. Nothing really significant happened except Shelby showed me her tattoo. And it was completely wrong in my dream. I don't know what it said, but it was writing kinda like the ones on Ryan's wrists [and i remember it had blure and red shadows]. I didn't realize until i woke up that it wasn't right. i don't really remember much from this part except walking around with Shelby in t-shirts and jeans through the snow.
/dream.

Next one was last night, and the Shear Genius stuff is because last night was the first ep of the nw season of Shear Genius. [For those who don't know, Shear Genius is a reality TV show on Bravo in which contestants are the best hairstylists and compete for money, some opprotunity from Elle magazine and money, of course]

So I'm in this Shear Genius challenge, and we have to cut these really fat ladies hair. And I'm not on Shear Genius, I'm just doing the challenge. I remember because Tom Coliccio[head judge from Top Chef] was there and he was like 'Are you part of this?' and I'm like 'Nah, I'm just doing it for fun.' so I take a peach and blueberry pie out of the oven and start lathering it into the woman's hair and then get her to shower it out and it's like, a shower, not just sitting her back in a chair. It looked like a gas chamber. So all the other contestants are already out of there and I'm trying to rush out of it and then I load the lady onto this red wagon. then she wasn't all that important anymore. [i remember she looked like some flesh colored bean with skinny arms and legs sticky out.]

then I'm in this large apartment building with the mom from Baby Blues and Zoe and Hammy. So for some reason, I go drive the car over this curb and I'm like 'WHEEEE! THIS IS AWESOME HOSHIT.'[i remember kind of feeling like the crazy dad from Malcolm in the Middle] and then i come back and take Zoe and Hammy to the park. The park is huge and has this huge swingset. [like, a ton of swings and it's reallyreally tall too] And we're swinging and it's starting to get dark, the sky is purple. So I get off and take Zoe and Hammy with me, and we're walking through this mass of people [like, over people camping and sleepy and talking, and I think there were bonfires.] Then infront of me is Ryan Ross talking to some other people. So I bumped into him when he started walking away and said "Omg, hi, you're Ryan Ross, right?" and he's like "-nervous laugh- Yeahhh.." and then I have a piece of paper and a black marker [crayola, washable] and he's like "You want an autogra... ]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18992339/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18992339/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:13:05 PDT
Earlier I was really hyper. Today was the day that Snori and I had our joint birthday party. A nice crowd showed up and we all hung out in the gazebo and ate for awhile. Then a failed attempt at Commando hide and seek formed. For those of you wondering, no, it does not involve taking off your underwear. It's just basically hide and seek combined with tag. then it started to rain a little, so we went down stairs and had a rave.

It was so great. And everyone socialized, I'm happy to say. Sometimes people will come and be like '...' and stay in the corner. It makes me sad.

So after a super long rave in the basement, we went back upstairs to eat cake and open presents. The one thing I'm not happy about was that Elsa got me IF by MSI, which Bunny had also doen, so me and Snori switched, but she got the cramazing artwork special edition. So. ]: If Elsa could find the receit, that'd be cool. >>; BUT I LOVE YOU ANYWAYS. D: Just tell me soon if you honestly can't find it, because I srsly want to listen to it DDX

Ohter things I got included an Invader Zim t-shirt and flip flops, a cool little umbrella and matching sunglasses, a pin that says 'everything i know i learned for the people trapped in my basement.' or something along those lines. Let's see, popping corn, a Fall Out Boy candle, a cool Sally wall hanging thingy, an Elmo plush [it's like, huge, I love it. XD], and some other things. XD; i'll take inventory later.

After that, we hung out at the fire pit and played scenes from a hat.

Awkward things to find in your locker:
"Mom?"
"Mom and Dad?"
"Mom, Dad and... Grandpa?"
"Mom, Dad, Grandpa and Jamie Lynn Spears?"
"Mom, Dad, Grandpa, Jamie Lynn Spears and Micheal Jackson?"
"OKAY, IT'S RETIRED."

i really wanna talk on the phone to someone. I'm so bored. and i have to go to bed because dad is oh so helpfully sleeping in the living room and telling me to go to bed every once in awhile. -le sigh-

So, yesh. I'm off to bed, I guess. I'll probably just keep reading Lullaby by Chuck Palahniuk since Snori lent it to me. Please, pleas don't kill me, but every time I see his last name, I want to say it like Chuck Palucknuck. -shot-

annddd...

IT'S OVER.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18931653/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18931653/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 14:08:20 PDT So yeah. I'm totally gonna make my nuerologist cry. This one thing i take- midrin- makes it go down when it gets bad, and it's the only thing that really works and she's like 'well, take more of it tonight[last night] and it'll go away!' mom: 'what if it doesn't work?' her: '... then i will cry.'

Annndd it didn't work. XD;

She's still kinda insistant to believe it's multiple headaches that's there all day and I wake up with it, not just one giant headache. I don't bother to correct her anymore. She's so frustrated with me. She keeps muttering to herself about how she can't believe suchandsuch drug didn't work, such as topamax. XD

Anyways, tomorrow's my birthday, yay~ I'm sleeping over at Snori's :3

So this thing has been going around, and I guess I must do it now. I'll probably reply to everything tomorrow, or way later tonight. I'm going to Nick's party for a bit, then i have to walk the dogs, eat and go to agility class. so not much time. So yes, comment and I will:
1) Tell you why I friended you
2) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3) Tell you something I like about you
4) Tell you a memory I have of you
5) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
6) Tell you my favorite piece from your gallery
7) In return, you must post this in your journal! \o/

sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18907100/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18907100/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 08:05:47 PDT ugh. i hate the stupid cleaners. they come to our house at like, 9am and start clomping around and obvsly haven't learned about inside voices. i'm trying to sleep here and i hear 'CLOMPCLOMPCLOMP. WELL HELLO, SHIRLEY, HOW ARE YOU TODAY?!' [shirley's mah mom's name >>] so yeah, that was how i woke up today. ugh.

so today's =Art-Munkey's birthday, so go wish her a happy birthday :3

Friday's my birthday \o/ i'm hoping to sleep over at Snori's so I can be like 'HAHA, I'M FIFTEEN AND YOU AREN'T!' and she can be like 'WELL I HAVE YOUR PRESENT AND I'M NOT TELLING YOU WHERE IT IS!' and then i'll tear her house down looking for it. \o/

I'm going to the nuerologist in 25 minutes. she's gonna look at my MRI and hopefully tell me wtf is wrong with me that i've had a headache for.... 115 days, i think. so, yeah, this'll be updated when i get back. bye peeps~
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18827191/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18827191/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 19:41:21 PDT i already want to get that huge journal off my page. XD; sorry for writing so much, honestly I didn't think it was that long. Oops. XD Oh yeah, i guess i made it out way worse that i thought it was. I was really surprused actually, looking back, at how bad it seemed. basically, i think some of the events were bad, but i was in a good mood a lot, actually. it didn't seem that bad, and i'm happy now, so it doesn't really matter.

Anyways, i went to Hershey park with Luci [~luci-uke] and Sean [~stickfigure556]. that was pretty awesome. My head got bad a few times, but i had midrin to help [which helps a lot. I love it.] and of course we were all a bit moody and pissy sometimes because of the heat. But i took numerous vids, so those'll be up on our vlog soonish. Fahrenheit [yeah, that's how they spelled it] is the new roller coaster, it and pretty awesome. it's in tents . the new water park is pretty cool too. :3

shelbbyyyy, the guys kept getting me to talk about my exes D: -bitchslapsthem-

anyways, i have a dog show tomorrow morning. it's my 4-H dog club show, so it's kinda measly. and it's just showmanship and obediance, which isn't too much fun. Rascal doesn't really like Showmanship, so I'm not expecting too much for that. I'd really like to do good in obediance, though. I wish they had agility so i could pwn them all like i do at the Fair. XD

So yeah, feel free to text me, since i'll basically be sitting around a lot. be home around noon.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18809708/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18809708/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 20:24:13 PDT Gosh, so, i've survived 9th grade. looking back, it's kinda a miracle. uh, i'm gonna go into this this whole sorta timeline monologue sorta thing, SO if you don't want to listen to me ramble, you can go down to the bottom. XD


So at the start of the school year, i had gotten back from a trip to chincoteague and i had just broken up with my summer boyfriend. So, school started and in the first semester my classes were Photo 1, Spanish 3, Gym, and Government. And i basically hated it. Photo took a lot of work for me, Spanish 3 sucked, gym was okay because of the people, but it was still gym, and government was good. I started getting sick in september, which was the start of my cycles of being absent from school. I felt pretty horrible October 3, 07 "I seem to be developing insomnia. I can't fall asleep until 2 am. And when I finally do sleep it feels really nice. So waking up 3 hours later doesn't exactly feel great. So I basically broke down crying this morning because I'm sleep deprived. I went to school late and just felt like sleeping the entire day. I really couldn't concentrate too much on anything."

a few days after that, i went to a party and met Gary. Ugh. Gary is what caused me to be depressed for awhile. There was this whole thing about him asking me to the homecoming, then saying we were just friends, and we got into a text arguement because he didn't like my pink hair. blech, it just went on. after, we didn't talk for months. [we're okay friends now] i went on a trip to virginia with Elsa, which was of course, awesome. it unfortunately included text-arguing with gary. but that's where we first talked to Miccah, and if you don't know who/what Miccah is, sorry. i basically went through a stage of depression around that point, and got really serious and ugh about everything. :\

In November I went to the Fall Out Boy concert with Snori \o/ November was also when Casey Calvert died [i kept a poster in my locker in memory of him all year] and also when I started going out with Nick. I don't even know why anymore ><; Swim team aslo started, I think. As if my life hadn't given me enough stuff to do.

December I got my next round of sickness, including a fever and it caused me to stay home a lot. and december was of course, christmas! I got a PS3 and unfortunately it's highly neglected. XD;

I pretty much went into another depression after winter break. I was overworking myself since I'd probably missed a bit from being sick and there was overall soreness from swim practice [spanish teahcer: I DON'T SEE ANYTHING WRITTEN ON YOUR WHITE BOARD ESPERNZA. [my spanish name]
Me: LOOK, I'M HAVING A BAD DAY. I BANGED MY KNEE IN SWIM PRACTICE YESTERDAY AND IT HURTS EVEN WHEN I'M SITTING.
spanish teahcer: ... oh. Uh. Carry on.]
and i probably had a crying breakdown sometime after that.

But later in january, i went to Aruba~ I went for five days and just completely soaked up sun, windsurfed and ate fried oreos :]

The day after I came back was the start of the second school semester. My classes were Algebra 2, Tech ed, Algebra Based Physics, and English 9. It was an okay semester, overall. Math with Kelly was awesome, and tech ed was okay except for the Gibson part, and of course Mr. Burr is awesome. Loughry.. no comment atm.

Around february i started being unsure about the guy who i was dating. he didn't talk a lot, it was kinda awkward, yaddayadda.

Febraury 9 was the county swim meet, and also the end of my swim season. The swim meet was awesome, and if you want full details you can go to my journal on it. But I met this one guy, Nate, and became friends with him. Unfortunately, i didn't realize how sketchy he was. This wasn't stated in any previous journals because I said I wouldn't say anything. But basically what happened was he had sex with a girl who wasn't his girlfriend. And they didn't use protection since she was on birth control but she forgot to take it that day, so he'd call me like every night and was getting me to do research for him and stuff and I had to talk him through it. it sucked, pretty much.

[a little in between here, me and nick broke up.] Around this point I also got the offer to try and be the bassist for Tyler and Jason. Of course i kind of had a crush on Jason, so that would've been a bonus. Jason and I talked, and he kind of liked me too. Of course, he's a senior, so it wouldn't have worked out. Tyler must have noticed, since they wouldn't audition me since I'm a girl.

This is also a bit after when my headache startedmy headache started, february 24. i started getting blood tests, and my parents started freaking out and trying to help me in anyway possible. Nate and Jason kept checking to see how i was doing, and that stressed me out since i liked both of them. And yet another depression sort of began. x_x
~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18727862/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18727862/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 09:39:02 PDT i've been trying and failing to write a journal for the past three days or so. now i'm sitting myself down and forcing myself away from the fanfiction for a few minutes to write this one XD

So on wednesday we had a pretty bad storm come through the area. It knocked out my power around 3pm and didn't come back until 1pm the next day. Which basically meant I was in this horrible mood for most of the day thursday, since i wasn't able to shower, get on the computer, watch TV, or basically do anything I needed to do. It was a little better after school thursday, but our cable didn't come back until 6 ish, which meant no internet as well.

Friday was better, since once I checked my email, I found that my fifth grade class reunion was that day. I promptly told anyone I could get to, like Sean and Snori, and texted Missa that day at lunch. Even so, most of the people have changed their e-mail or don't check their e-mail. So there was.. what, seven of us from a class of thirty two? XD; Oh well, it was still fun. Then after I had my 4-H picnic and we managed to convince my parents to let Snori come. After that we made a vlog [which will be up once I edit it] and then discovered that Sean had left his backpack and stuff at my house. dumbass. So we returned that and took Snori home.

Then yesterday was Festival of the Arts day~ me, Snori and my mom volunteered there to be booth sitters. We only got about two jobs, since no one seemed to need a booth sitter that day. Oh well. We got the bonus of walking around with Snori's parasol and looking schnazzay. After volunteering, we went to.. i think it was called Cinematic Graphics? Something like that, but it's where our friend Krasner works, so we went to go bother him at work. [Snori- we totally need to go back there and steal all of that vitamin water. I'll distract Krasner by pelting him with mints, while you steal it, kay?] He totally acted OCD with straightening the books, so before we left, we messed up the book and made them all crooked :]]]

then we ate at La Paz, got some mints and went back to where Krasner works. We tried to find him, but he was totally in a back room, so we didn't find him at first. We like literally ran into him and his face was like '.____.' before we started pelting the mints at him. And then we left. XD

And that's pretty much all that's been happening. Errr.. I've had a headache for 105 days, I'm only taking elavil daily, and I take midrin when it gets bad, which works pretty well.

I want cake.
sniz.

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18631553/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18631553/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 17:02:46 PDT i can't believe it's been a whole month already.
<3

]]> ~Experiment213 http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18600250/ http://Experiment213.deviantart.com/journal/18600250/ Sat, 31 May 2008 20:53:38 PDT because we are rockstars:



x3 so anyways, last night was my drama banquet. [note: if this seems kinda half-hearted, it's because i had a super awesome journal typed up about this earlier, but it didn't load right so i lost it D:] the banquet was awesome. The theme was superheroes, so everyone dressed up and I had a cape and mask on. :3

after we ate, the banquet consisted of giving out awards, senior send offs, and of course what would a drama banquet be without preformances?! There were six in total, How to Survive Tech Week: [link] Pink Elephants, The Humans Are All Dead: [link] Greased Lightning: [link] Something You Wouldn't Expect: [link] and The Secret of the Booth: [link] You will notice that Pink Elephants does not have a link. This is because it was done by girls and I hate and it was utterly stupid and made my ears want to bleed.

So anyways, all of it's pretty great, and you should watch all of those. ["SOMEONE STOLE MY PANTS." "If the directors find out that you don't know your lines, your weekend is now open." "Affirmative. I poked one it was dead." "BINARY SOLO." "Well the whole tech crew is up here so god knows who's in the booth." ""Have you seen- Have you seen Kyle, by the way, because I can't find him anywhere, and Sean was supposed to be running the board, but then it started sparking and none of the mic switches are going right and I think Zane's got his pants on backwards-!"
"Appletini?""]

Also, I have decided exactly who my senior send off will be, and it will be Kelly. I thought about Kyler but then I was like '-gasp- KELLY.' so yeah. And if anyone else tries to send him off, I will bitch fight them for it, seriously.

So today was the day of Noah's sister's wedding, and me singing with Noah at the reception. I was pretty calm until the people before us went up and then i was like. "Oh. FUCK." Especially because we were playing a song that I had learned in a day. So Noah and I went to a back room and practiced for awhile. I still messe dup a good bit but luckily Drew said you couldn't tell and it only sounded like I got really quiet sometimes. Snori, I think I'll leave the singing to you.

Just finished my book for english. The main points were that the main character pushes his best friend out of a tree, resulting in a broken leg. Later his friend rebreaks his leg and dies. the end.
sniz.

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