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All I need is a sex change, the ability to grow those amazing (and sadly GONE!) sideburns, and, well, talent.

All I have is eyeliner and pinstriped pants...



But the real reason I wanted to post this is because I'll be on a bit of a hiatus from pretty much anything except designing until winter break's over, given that all my programs are on school computers. So if you see anything from me, it'll be shitty outlines or failed attempts at photography. Maybe I'll post a few pictures from Disneyland, eh?


]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28814895/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28814895/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 20:34:03 PST

OH MY GODDD BUT I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY.

WE IS GOIN TO DISNEYLAAAAANNNNDDDD!!!





<3333333

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28693387/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28693387/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:15:21 PST

Much madness to come, possibly involving THE BEST, MOST GODLIEST FUCKING 9 FANFICTION EVER WRITTEN ---> [link]

F'reals. Chapter 11 = win.


Yesss, free advertising for epic authors. I am ullllvays available.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28309442/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28309442/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 09:04:45 PST

I don't know why I'm so proud of that, because I should be so much further in my story, but oh the fuck well. Had fun recipedropping my (DELICIOUS) tofu scramble in chapter 5. If there anything I have at least somewhat confidence with in my life, it's cooking the best vegan food you'll taste outside a restaurant. And drawing terrible comics.

Speaking of tofu, eventually I'll put up the 5x9 doodle I drew on the bus yesterday if I can find a damn scanner anywhere (besides at school because that's just silly and awkward for everyone involved -- so I heard you like burlap sacks?).

ಠ_ಠ

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28148180/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/28148180/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 17:43:49 PST [link]

Happy NaNoWriMo!


]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26956320/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26956320/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 12:05:22 PDT
Update? What update? Seven days til school starts back up. Lovely, happy days now that Jewfro Samurai's off the map, right? Right? Riiiight?

Buzzzz. Wrong~

Bah. The summer went by way too fast. And how do I spend the seventh to last day of summer vacation? Curled up in a freezing-cold library with a computer running out of time and a Red Bull. Good for maybe the TWENTY-seventh to last day of break, but definitely not the seventh.

What do I do when I don't have any monies and all (well, most) of my friends are back in school already?

This is what I do:

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Besides hunt for part-time jobs anywhere I possibly can. Hollywood Video doesn't like me, apparently. I assume Bel Air doesn't either. Don't want to work on Rush River anyway, Tori's douchebag ex works the checkout line and that would surely lead to awkward moments and glaring contests -- just like summer school, only swap one Douchebo Baggins for another! Next, Zaryn pulls up with the Bitch Incarnate and buys all the Red Bull! AAAAIIIIEEEEEEE!!!

Well, there's always the local McCrack Shack for jobs, or that new Kentucky Fried Entrails on Florin. But maybe I have enough self-worth to stay away from any job that requires white-hot grease. A job at Baskin-Robbins beckons to my inner child... then again, that same inner child has a bit of an addiction to anything with the word SUGAR in the ingredients list (don't we all). Who knows what boring fast food slave labor I'll end up doing for my afterschool hours, either sweating or freezing over a cash register watching pigs become... piggier.

Fun.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26713736/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26713736/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 13:08:49 PDT
And stare.

And stare.

Know what I do at night when I can't stop looking at them?

I shut my fucking closet door.

Problem solved until I need a change of clothes. Maybe I'll just move them all out onto the floor. Then my carpet won't look so dirty and it won't hurt so much when I try to do situps.

What was I gonna say again?

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26406686/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26406686/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 16:29:08 PDT
Now I can sleep at night... maybe.

Til then I'll slurp my iced coffee and try not to think about my brain collapsing in on itself.

Tune out the white noise and try to get over things I thought I was over.

Why is it that when you think the coast is clear, and you begin to step out of the shadows, some monster's claw/tentacle/hand/noodly appendage has to reach out and drag you back? If I burn all the evidence, will it go away? Tried it once, didn't work, all your left with is ashes and angry neighbors. You can smoke/drink/snort/pop your way to ten minutes of a good thing, but it always comes down to more tears and a headache.

Sometimes all that's left is getting rid of everything. E. Ver. Y. Thing.

And that, dears, is why every Thursday night I have to sit in a circle and listen to people twice my age complain about how they managed not to stick their fingers down their throats today and it's tearing them apart with guilt. Or they ate a lick of an ice cream cone and it's tearing them apart with guilt. Or they ate the whole damn Baskin Robbins and it's tearing them apart with guilt. I guess everybody needs a pity party now and then, but weekly?

Updates? Hmm...

Well, my birthday cake from last month could become F00DP0RN#2, since I took some pretty up-close-and-personal shots of it. You could practically taste the Cool Whip and that hint of laziness the Pillsbury Doughboy adds to anything.

Baked lemon bars today but they were ugly. Once I make PRETTY lemon bars I'll post F00DP0RN#3.

Anything else I can whip up and drown in caramel and powdered sugar I'll be sure to shoot before I feed it to the masses. And by masses I mean my garbage disposal. Or my mom, whoever reaches it first.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26386653/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/26386653/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:00:35 PDT
]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/24380740/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/24380740/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 16:24:15 PDT
lol.

[link]

There are three of them right now. More will be added as soon as I take any more worth posting. I took about ten of them... aaand seven were utter SHIT.

The one plus of all this?

There IS tits. It DID happen!!! >

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/24042940/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/24042940/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 15:25:48 PDT
I'm lonely with Joker and Harley and Harvey and... Hannibal Lecter.

[link]


Last night, I had a revelation. I squished down under my Why So Serious? blankey, buried my head in my GIR pillow and had an epic fanfiction braingasm. I came up with a super-secret idea for a Joker fanfiction, and it's so squeaky fresh and raw and bleeding and awesome that I refuse to share it. HA.

So... things are looking alright, I suppose. I'M GOING TO THE FUCKING MALL. OH MY-- hey, look at that Joker shirt on the Clearance rack! Yes, nuggems, Tripp made a shirt abso-fucking-lutely IDENTICAL to the shirt Joker wore in Dark Knight!!! If old news is old, please slap me, but FUCK IT'S ON CLEARANCE AND I NEED THAT FUCKING SHIRT!!!1! D:<

And I took some pictures of myself with Joker make-up done [no white face paint, but I did the eyes and mouth]. When I retrieve the cords for my camera I'll add them to my scraps or something.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23762784/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23762784/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 12:18:29 PDT
Oh dear. What time is it, Harvey?

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23716080/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23716080/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 16:50:13 PDT
So news on the JokerXHarvey story I'm working at? Here I have churned out summary.

Harvey: omg rachel??? wtf wheres rachel??? rachel??? RACHEL?????????? OMG RACHELLLLLL!!!! RRRRRAAAAAAAACCCCHHHHEEEELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! [it goes on...] *pantpant* uhhh... now my nightmare-and-anesthesia-enduced blurred vision is going away. you're not-- OH SHI--

Joker: >3 wazzaaaaaaaap???

Harvey: AAAAAGGGGHHHHYOUCUNTYOUKILLEDRACHELLLLL!!!!!!!!1 DDD:<

Joker: chill homes, i'm in a nurse costume.

Harvey: o rly? ...oh, well now i see this.

Joker: ya rly, you liek? :3

Harvey: ...yes o///o

Joker: we should ttly fuck.

Harvey: we ttly should!

*fuckfuckfuck*

THE END.


You are highly amused.



Oh, and soon I'll be posting the drawing I made that gave me the inspiration for this little magical story. [it's not rly going to be like this, it's just still in the making and... i need to watch dark knight again... oh, bob saget!!!]

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23664004/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23664004/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 17:17:31 PDT
Also, due to the confiscation of my digital camera by my history teacher (I WAS TRYING TO DEMONSTRATE HOW ONE DRESSES UP AS NURSE JOKER DAMMIT) you get no OTHER JokerXHarvey chibis OR Pavi Largo chibis.

I FAIL. ; 0;

So I've developed a fetish for JokerXHarvey, thus reestablishing somewhat of a taste for yaoi. Uh-oh, here we go again. o /// o

More future updates may quite possibly include an actual fanfiction out of my lazy ass! Of course it'll be JokerXHarvey, what'd you think it'd be??? ;] But that's still a maybe-when-i-get-around-to-it-someday kinda idea. It sounds like a lotta fun~ :3

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23611709/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/23611709/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:15:10 PDT


yes. i think i'm developing a joker fetish with my jellybean fetish. yesterday was epic, aside from the lack of uhn-tiss-uhn-tiss-uhn-tiss. i was kinda looking forward to a rave. but no, one of the jokers sadly informed me there would be no rave because the cunts that own the scottish rites center won't let them anymore. CUUUUUUUNTS!!!

but the next con is on the 29th and 30th -- yes, there will be a rave!!! >:3 -- at the raddison, and i will drag all my homies there to watch awesomeness ensue. i might just go for both days if there's a party on both nights. yaaayyyy, jokers!!! jokers all around, jokers for all!!! welcome, have a joker!!! ; 3;



i want more jelly bellys...



...i should probably be doing my art, huh? this is an art class, after all...



...



]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/22283798/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/22283798/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:15:04 PST
oh noes.

library internets are slow as the bus driver who rode me into downtown today. i was almost late!!! but now i can officially prove to y'all that vegan cum tastes mm-mm-MMM! delicious~

go read the book SEXpertise for more, but here come the quotes.

"...subjectively speaking there is a theory that the types of food a man eats can affect the taste of his semen... it seems that vegans will have the most pleasant-tasting semen, as fruits seem to be the least offensive food, while meats can be less desirable."

FUCK YEAH, VEGANS. FUCK YEAH.

...ifonlyxavierwasvegan.



]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/22001735/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/22001735/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 16:51:23 PST
you so want to go to the fun tiems ;3


i miss him i need a hug... and a red bull. two red bulls. and don't forget the-- uhh, never mind.
; ~;

it'd also be nice if my bangs could grow out some more, in case one of my friends is secretly a wizard and can make me feel less exposed and ugly and miserable. but that's a whole different story.


aaanyway, can't wait for the showww!!! now if only jeffree would come to california...

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21983766/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21983766/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:58:40 PST
Myspace says I might know "♥ give peace a chance."

Yeah, I juuust might know Sara.



I might also know the catalyst whatever, apparently. Nnnnooooooo, reallyyyy??

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21937431/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21937431/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 19:25:18 PST
So I'm on here.

DAMN MY FOOT.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21788987/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/21788987/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 18:32:19 PST
lol.

Today's good news? I has a liter of Rockstar and you don't. Add that to the Red Bull we shared when I wreaked anarchy among my New Tech lovemonkeys (two of them happen to have very sharp teeth ; ^; ). Yesss, things are lookin' good.

In other news:
- I forgot my housekeys today
- I'm in one of my more uppity moods, WHICH IS GOOD because half of Thanksgiving break I was on the edge of throwing myself out a window
- The liter isn't even half empty
- I'm going back AGAIN tomorrow for more silliness~
- I honestly don't give a fuck that Rene is calling me psycho behind my back (i must say, how mature to stab at the people who can't defend themselves. LIKE ME AND XAVIER. asshole) because she only proves she's a hypocrite and a liar
- I have Emilie Autumn in my ears ; D;
- I made my whole Thanksgiving (COMPLETELY VEGAN) with tofurky and a lot of fucking potatoes and PIE ;OOO and Melissa was there to wreak havok and keep my mom (and the neighbors who have to go to work at nine in the morning) and it was amaaaazziiiing~~~


]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/20079091/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/20079091/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:52:26 PDT
Tuesday was Kennedy orientation. Saw all kinds of shit from middle school, and a lot of vendettas came back into full swing. If Hunter goes here, I might just stab him again. But I do know that a couple of six/seven-year vendettas are back from the grave, and won't that just be pleasant.

BUT! I GOT INTO THE VISUAL AND PERFORMING ARTS PROGRAM! I HAVE A MOTHERCHUCKING ART CLASS! And guess what my P.E. class is.

Guess.


Dance.

Fucking DANCE.

AND I GOT APPROVED FOR IT BY THE SUMMIT FUCKERS.

> 3<

I like school. ;3


As long as none of my vendettas are in that dance class, I'll be peaches.

But if a certain city in Texas is in that dance class, which I highly doubt and I REALLY HOPE ISN'T, please. Please. For the love of any deity you worship. Put a fucking bullet between my eyes.

Fuck. I'm getting all freaked out again. FUUUCK. I'm sorry, I'm fucking sorry, I know it's nothing like me whatsoever to say this, but I'm fucking scared of who might be there. Certain individuals may or may not be there. AND IT'S FUCKING SUSPENCEFUL, DAMMIT. END THE SUSPENCE. D:

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/20078965/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/20078965/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:44:57 PDT
And whaaat game would that beee?

Well, it ain't Bioshock. I wish it were Bioshock. Ugh. It's fucking HARVEST MOON! :0

Yea. I play it. You've played it. You love it. I love it. We all love Harvest Moon, don't deny it. We also love diet books, lots and lots of diet books that can't be spotted by parenting eyes. > .>

There's the rest of summer, minus Saturday (IRON MAN) and this afternoon when I will be sitting, drowning in boredom and mindfuckery, in Summit Eating Disorder Outpatient program.

I'm going to murder Tony. I swear. Everyone in there is fucking brainwashed. I hate when everyone ends up agreeing with the authorities when they basically tell us that they're listening in on all our conversations in case they hear something (ha!) "triggering."

WHO THE HELL PLOPPED ME INTO 1984. I'M NOT INTO THIS BIG BROTHER SHIT. D<

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19951232/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19951232/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:24:48 PDT
Arrgh. The time, the time, THE TIME! EVERYTHING IS TOO FAR AWAY AND NOTHING IS COMING FAST ENOUGH! Whoever was jealous of me for having Super-Long Summer Break, I'll gladly trade dates with you. G-L-A-D-L-Y.

My summer has basically consisted of Wake up, shower, eat, go to library, eat, play DDR/Destroy All Humans/The Sims until my brain melts, eat, go to treatment, eat some more, drink Ensures, eat when I get home, go to the mall, work, eat, eat, EAT! The only perks of this eating business is I can eat whatever the hells I want and I'm not allowed to feel bad for it. So I ate a giant vegan chocolate chip peanut butter cookie last night with an enormous glass of soymilk (never buy Soy Dream brand -- Rice Dream is the god of that brand), and the night before I ate a whole pint of coconut sorbet. I drank an Ensure WILLINGLY at dinner last night. Why, when it smells like someone melted chocolate laxatives into a bottle of nail polish remover (mmm, chemical shitshake)? Because I'm fattening myself up so insurance will pull the fuck out and I can get right back down again! YAAAY.

But seriously. That cookie was god.

ANYWAY. Speaking of piggies, me and Katie desu are going to see (guess who!) IRON MAN on Saturday!

I'm bringing the Nutella, she's bringing the peanut butter, we're both bringing cookies, sneaking them into the movie and pigging out while fawning over the incredible sexihood of Tony mothaf*#%ing Stark.

Man, I have a serious Robert Downey Jr. fetish now. He's almost my mom's age, but dammit he has a porn star moustache and he's fiiine~


Der Mutter die mich nie geboren
hab ich heute Nacht geschworen
ich werd ihr eine Krankheit schenken
und sie danach im Fluss versenken
In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal
auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal
entferne es mit Messers Kuss
auch wenn ich daran sterben muss

Mmm, Rammstein. :]

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19390614/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19390614/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:49:02 PDT
Poor Mr. Bubbles.

Because my computer sucks, that's why. And I don't have the video card, the sound card, the CPU, or the Internet access to put on my copy of BIOSHOCK.

I HAVE BIOSHOCK IN MY OWNERSHIP! IN MY BACKPACK, AS I TYPE THIS, IS BIOSHOCK! AND I CAN'T PLAY IT!

[MEGAN BECOMES AN HERO, AND CEASES TO EXIST.]

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19311225/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19311225/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 13:17:23 PDT
FIVE TIMES.

FIVE TIMES I have watched Lost Boys since I got it yesterday.

JLKEWHROIHEWKM.

I have a sudden irresistable urge to take a bus to Santa Cruz and go running around the Boardwalk looking for Kiefer Sutherland.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19256872/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19256872/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:53:23 PDT

God, I'm in love with If. Not so much in love with tomorrow, or the job search. Raley's didn't work out, the last place I tried didn't work out, and now I'm trying to get in with the environmentalists! Hooray for ecoterrorism, yes? :3

The birfday was funstuffs. Me and Xavier had fucking CHINESE! KLFIOERKN!!! I LOVE MY NOODLES, I LOVE MY RICE, AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY EXTRA THREE FORTUNE COOKIES!!! <333 Maybe our waitress was psychic, and found out it was my birfday AND I love fortune cookies and their dorky phrases! > 3<

And they actually gave me the cherry with my Shirley Temple!

Cheesecake Factory has at least one thing to learn from PF Changs.



Other fiftizzle giftasms included...
MYNEWCELLPHONEALKHSKJNHDJHRJKHFDKOMG.
(Call me plz, my contact list is lonely D: --> 533 2971)
If ;3
a Dry soda and a bag of Splenda packets (from Xavier :'D)
$60 (which has been spent on many, many new shirts and the most adorkable GIR pen in existence, must go back for the cute Jeffree Star pens and the AFI notebook later) (speaking of J*, WHY MUST HE MAKE SUCH CUTE STUFF? His music isn't even that good! D
dinner @ Changs <3

and some letters in the mail from relatives who I don't know. Yippee, I'm only after the checks :U

Is that shallow or what? Guhh. That was disgusting. Forget you ever saw that, you.

You know, I could just erase that, and you wouldn't have any idea. You would just go on with your everyday life, not knowing that I secretly have a side to me that is a shallow, greedy asshole.

But I'm too bored to bother.

I'm so bored, in fact, that the copy of Destroy All Humans! that has sat untouched for months got some really, really... REALLY good usage. Talking three times around, starting my fourth time. Fuck, I need a life.

In other news: I'm enrolling in my new school tomorrow. Guess which one it is. Come on, guess!

Kennedy.

Da-da-da-duummmm.

It's my last option, and it absolutely HAD TO BE THE ONE SCHNEIDER'S TRANSFERRING TO NEXT YEAR.

At least the place has one good feature for just such purposes: IT'S MONSTROUSLY HUGE. So I'll probably see him maybe once a year? Twice? Thank God for mass population of public schooling. Something New Tech doesn't have: a good avoidance system. > x<

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19147783/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/19147783/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:35:35 PDT
Like, three-days-without-food hungry.

Fucking outpatient program.


Only good part of this summer so far: OMG I'M GETTING A NEW JOB. I'm applying for a job at fucking RALEY'S~! I wish I could work at HeavenLy's but they won't even accept work permits there. Assholes. D:

Saw Xavier yesterday (FINALLY ;O). GARRR, WHY MUST HE MOVE?! I'LL BE ALL ALONE WHEN HE LEAVES. Yes, ALONE, since all my other "friends" are so far into the dark side I don't even recognize them anymore.

Ah, well. Can't be helped.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18572941/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18572941/ Fri, 30 May 2008 07:58:16 PDT

IT'S BEEN LOOOONELEH.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18324138/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18324138/ Wed, 14 May 2008 16:42:38 PDT
Speaking of accusations, a little ghost told me that SOMEONE thinks I'm leaving the school only because of a certain someone else leaving. Can I personally tell the world that this is plain bullshit? There are a million reasons for me to want to leave, half of which lie inside this steaming pile of drama that has me cussing out my friends, or lack thereof. Need the list? Here you fucking go.

And you know what? I think it might be better this way, having only a few friends. Why? Because at least they've stuck with me. At least a few people don't care about what you people have been putting me through.

If Xavier's all I have in the end, then so be it. At least unlike my betrayers, he doesn't talk shit behind my back about me. At least unlike you, I can actually trust him.

And may I personally extend my invitation to a certain seahorse to the nearest dark alley.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18303916/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18303916/ Tue, 13 May 2008 11:42:26 PDT
Thanks for filling my head with LIES, Melissa! Thanks a fucking lot. "Oh, no one's mad at you!" From what I heard, BULL SHIT.

Just so you all know, I FUCKING HATE YOU TOO.

EVERY LAST FUCKING ONE OF YOU.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18301262/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18301262/ Tue, 13 May 2008 07:34:20 PDT I panic
because
I look in the
mirror,
and ask

WHO
AM
I

and
just
can't
answer.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18194114/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18194114/ Tue, 06 May 2008 10:04:58 PDT

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18023817/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18023817/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:18:45 PDT I think he's starting to hate me too.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18007971/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/18007971/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 13:56:22 PDT
I do want this to end. It's bull what we're doing. But I'm terrified because it's never going to be the same. How can we ever be friends again after all this crap?

What's the point?

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17988009/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17988009/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:35:38 PDT
I don't even really care anymore. If you all want to gang up on me, then fine. I'm done with you all.

You'll be done with me in a few weeks, and you won't have to deal with me any more.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17972330/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17972330/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:11:41 PDT I can't even tell that anymore.

Well, that's fucking helpful!

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17972216/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17972216/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:09:18 PDT
I'm so tired of pretending to be happy, and you all just keep asking more and more of me! What more do you want?! It's a miracle I'm even ALIVE! And now because of a select few people, particularly a certain seahorse, I WANT TO DIE EVEN MORE.

So thanks a ton, everyone! If you think I would EVER consider you my friends after the things you've said, you're more pathetic than I am at this point.


I'm definitely changing schools now. If everyone is so damn tired of me here, then screw you guys, I'm going home.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17848177/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17848177/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:43:17 PDT CALL THE MEDIA.


]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17810520/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17810520/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 09:43:52 PDT He's right behind me.
I swear I can feel eyes on my head. My brain keeps buzzing. Like it's saying, "...shoooo. go to millendez's room or something, but just leave me alone."

i hope xavier gets here soon. and i hope the other one leaves.

poof.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17334472/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/17334472/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 16:36:13 PDT Kanashi sugiru unmei kara
Anata wa naraku no hana ja nai

Two new pictures. And a lot more if you're including since the last time I updated my journal.
Whatever. I'm just bored. Constantly.

I'll be even more bored by tomorrow, first day of spring break, when I'll have no one to see and nowhere to go but the jogging trail. For hours, and hours, and hours, and hours, and hours, and...

siodjf.

]]> ~Eyegasmic http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/16447489/ http://Eyegasmic.deviantart.com/journal/16447489/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 15:17:38 PST lol. geometry doesn't deserve my attention. Photoshop, however... DOES. <3

so I'm finally creating Nikki, my wittle snakey alien/demon thing from the stinky pits of hell. She's so seckseh. = 3=

and schneezi? pff. schneezi's a wanker. and he looks like a caveman.

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