http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:FallenHarlequin&section=today deviantART RSS for by:FallenHarlequin en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:12:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/23759858/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/23759858/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 08:20:16 PDT
Mine's some kind of mess, right now XD
You see, I have to chose what to do now that my secundary school will soon be over...

"Recent" events:

- The 14th of December (2008) I started up with my current boyfriend. However, this month things are somewhat awkward
I love him, though. Even if sometimes it's hard for me to show it.

- I'm kind of pissed off at a couple of people... why is people so egoistic? So envious? I *WILL* seek revenge

- I got one diploma at English (remember I'm from Spain, people)

- I got obsessed with Placebo, then Bunbury, then some more Bunbury, some Héroes del Silencio, and now... I'm back with AFI, doing some Clandestine research...

- I'm starting to actually do homework at school! And my grades have gone up... I'm so motivated, so hard to believe XD

- Tomorrow I have no school *grin*


Okay, this time I'll start posting things, not just journal, commenting, and watching other people's work.

Bye ^^

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/19385490/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/19385490/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:13:34 PDT
I've obsessed myself over manga again. I've drawn quite a lot... mostly chibis X3 (And a quite nice-looking waiter *drools*).

I finally read Twilight. I had it since
Saturday the 12th... of January lol
And I've wanted to read it for... two years now.

So... why didn't I read it before?
I wanted to finish all the books I already had before. Ha-ha. Just mine are far too much. If you add the rest of books in the house...

That's one point of reading I hate. I always want to read this one new book I got before I even finish the current one. That's why I have soooo many books I've started and never finished. And that's why I practically quited reading books... I got in the fan fiction world. But ever since I took a peek inside Twilight I wanted to continue. I did, but left it again. But this week I was like "what the heck!?" so I read it. I want more ;3;

I went to a concert (how the heck did I end up in a Miguel Bosé concert!?!?)...

I saw TONS of films...

I played loads of videogames... I resurrected my Nintendo 64 (lol)... and I have a new and super-shiny... Play Station 3!!
There are REM and Blink 182 songs on Sing Star...
WHY THE HECK AREN'T THERE MCR OR AFI SONGS!?!? WHY ISN'T THERE A PLACEBO SONG? EVEN HIM, MSI, BLAQK AUDIO OR GREEN DAY WOULD DO... BUT NO, OH NO.
Not even Linkin Park or Muse TT__________TT
At least I have The Killers U__U


Oh, by the way...

My birthday is on July the 20th. I don't wanna grow up >.<
Wait... Edward's seventeen...
Okay. But not a single one more after this.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/19113397/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/19113397/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:51:51 PDT
Beside my issues...

~ The other day my ex-friend and ex-crush (it all ended because he got mad at me) seemed kinda interested in contacting me after all this time (or so makes me think the number of times my cell vibrated with his name on the screen), which kinda surprised me. Probably wanted to tell me off again or something, dunno what I'm so curious about… still I didn’t catch it. No way. Hmmph!

~ My biggest-crush-ever… spilt last week with his girlfriend. She was the one to do it… and her excuse was kind of lame… She wants to be free during the summer. Sounds kinda slutty to me. However, thanks to my great stupidity of telling him I no longer wanted him near me at the time we were still friends… The strange thing is we are on good terms once again, and he’s acting like the old times… my guilt’s still bothering me, though. Okay, so… no chances with him. I should understand that already.

~ ’s back!! After twenty weeks in which I had forgotten she had ever existed. She’s like… my new hero >___< She sent me this awesome wallpaper, kind of manga sketch… It’s so awesome!!! Just like her ^^

~ I’m wondering how the heck I got over 1.000 hits… Makes me want more XD Okay, I’m gonna start submitting something every once in a while!! Don’t expect anything nice… my work’s crap.

~ My parents are gonna restrict my use of my *own* computer! It starts tomorrow. So… I’ll be gonne for a week or so… =’(
But I’m gonna die playing videogames, watching anime, reading manga, getting the makeover I promised myself, writing fanfiction, reading books, seeing films and out with friends. How bad I wanted to do those things… and how much I could not overcome my computer obsession. So… a break will be nice (I’ll miss my compie, tough)… and useful.

~ ohmygosh. Spain won!! (Talking about soccer!?!?) You know, I hate soccer. And I don’t particularly like Spain. But after so much resignation, the fact that we won… it’s kind of surreal.



I'll miss all the awesome people here in DA. Everyone on msn... The fantastig kingdom of Internet... well, one thing for sure.

Don't know when... BUT I'LL COME BACK!!!!

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18820073/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18820073/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 12:21:50 PDT I'VE MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE PASSED MY FIRST YEAR OF THAT SHITTY SHIT THAT IS SHITTY-BACHILLER, EVEN WITH CATALUNYA'S-SHITTY-STYLE!!

Wich I still consider unfair. Hummph.

OMG-OMG-OMG

OhMyGosh.

My friend called me to say she had passed, and that she had asked the teacher what about me, and I had passed. And I was like OHMYGOD.

And you know? Once I wen't to highshool to reciebe my grades, my teacher told me I've passed, in fact, with all my subjects clean... except for Catalan. Yes, that exam didn't even bother to present myself to.

One would say "If you had pressented, you'd have passed with it clean, too". Sorry, darlings. If I pass with Philosophy clean, it's cause I didn't even bother with Catalan. It was either one sure try or two futile attempts.

So... I'll have to pass September's exam... or then May's one... If I don't... I won't be able to pass bachiller TT________TT

Why can't one have peace for a while?

Still... summertime is summertime... so... I'm not the one who's gonna spend it all studying, ah no. Not me.

I'll have to do a minimum, though.
My exam will be about the first and the second term and the book "Carrer Bolívia, de María Barbal" (Which even signed me the book, and came to talk about it with us at school, but I was too busy talking with a friend about... other things).


But the best thing of the week is my problem with those two guys. The worst of the two is solving out quite well, in fact, I've shown a lot of support for him lately, now that he lets me talk to him... and he's really apreciated it. Maybe we could be friends once again? I don't think he'd let me.

And the other one... after telling me off some weeks ago, he's now starting to act normal (even friendly) towards me, which really pisses me off, cause... well... he can say whatever he wants and then after a time act as if nothing has happened? The worst of it all is that I can't tell him off the same way he told me off, and I'm letting him act all friendly. However, if I really have to, I'll tell him everything that I have on my mind, as I'm not the only one of his "friends" that is mad at him. You see, this guy is a real nice person (I hope you all notice the sarcasm). The problem is: I don't know how to.


And now, forgetting about the one that sickens me and the other, which I've lost forever...

I'VE PASSED!!

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18673385/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18673385/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:17:06 PDT
I've failed 4 subjects, and now I have my one last chance to make them better in order to pass this grade. But the exams start tomorrow, and I've recieved my grades today! It's CRAZY to pretend I can learn in one afternoon (and night, cause tonight I won't sleep) what I haven't learned in all this year... And tomorrow I have TWO exams of the most difficult subjects to pass. I'm not gonna do the catalan one. I'm going to put all my efforts on philosphy, cause I'm better at it ¬¬ And I will have more time to study philosophy, too... I need Red Bulls tonight. Never before have I resourced to them, but... it's my only hope.

Now about the other two... I have this weekend to learn two terms of Spanish and the f*cking book of doom: Solitud, by Víctor Català. But I think I can make it, cause one's on Monday, the other on Tuesday and I'll have all the weekend. And some friend of mine has lend me all of the notes I need. All of them. [He once told me he had a crush on me. I stopped talking to him. Now we're back, and he's always worrying so much over me... But I know (and all my friends) he's fallen again for me. I feel like I'm using him...] I don't think that it's impossible, but I don't see myself capable of doing it... But this time... I'LL TRY!!!

What really f*cks me up is having two exams, of two of the hardest subjects, on the first day, which is TOMORROW.

I HATE THE CATALAN EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM.
Why can't we be like the rest of Spain and have the suficences on September, after having all the summer to study?
Cause we're proud like that.
Nothing against Catalunya, I kinda like it. But I really hate it's educational system. F*ck em, whoever thought of this stupidity.

It's not possible to learn a whole term or even grade in one week, not two... but it's a F*CKING AFTERNOON!!

Yeah, I'm kind of hysterical.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18445430/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18445430/ Thu, 22 May 2008 10:41:36 PDT
Lately, my life's having far too much drama on it for my own personal taste, I'm getting stressed.
For once, it wasn't me who f*cked up, so I can be a drama queen all over, just for messing up with me. Some guy got mad at me and told me off quite... *rudely*, to put it nicely. What was the cause? Me not being uber-friendly towards him. Me acting as he acts always, me giving a little in return for what he's always giving. He can't cope with it? Does it really hurt THAT much? Well then, deal with it on your own, just as the rest of us have to do when it's you being a pain in the ass, which is... oh, yeah... ALWAYS (no regret at all, huh?)

I've realized some things... first of all, I can't continue like I've been for the past months, it's too self destructing, and it doesn't lead anywhere. So I'm gonna make the situation change. Knowing me, I'll probably make it even worse than it is, but I'm learning to stop caring so much. Why should I care if the rest aren't giving a damn!?

I need radical changes. I don't know how, I don't know the result, the only thing I know is that I can't keep this way... So I'm gonna make change happen. And believe me... once a situation reaches the bottom, it can only get better... and I reached the bottom long ago.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18223903/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18223903/ Thu, 08 May 2008 08:54:08 PDT I'm watching the SLOWEST TRAIN EVER now (as there's one railway I can see trough my window). Okay, that was random... but now I've proved just how bored I am.

I've spent nearly two hours watching photos of my crush (I wonder if I'll ever grow tired of him...) and that HURTS. Cause I know I've lost him... and I'm beggining to think it's going to be like this forever. I f*cked up, I really f*cked up... And I've apologized millions of times, but things keep the same. It's no longer the real cause that bothers him... It's what some two-faced b*tch told him I had said. Yes, I DID say those things. But... well, I thought people knew what irony and sarcasm were, AND she wasn't supposed to be hearing those things. Really, I'm growing sick of humanity. Why are people like this?
So, when he told me (via MSN, he won't talk to me face to face anymore) that was what bothered him the most, I told him to go and speak with the person I was actually talking with, so she would explain him what really happened. But will he speak to her? Oh, no.

I don't think I really was as important to him as he claimed I was. If I had been, wouldn't he go check, just in case? Wouldn't he understand what I've explained him was the cause of me saying what I said to him to f*ck off our friendship (at least we had friendship... TT.TT) as much as I did? Wouldn't he accept one of my million apologies?

I know I should ignore him as much as he ignores me, he isn't worth the drama. I know I should just forget about him. I know that maybe if I did, then he'd be the one coming to me. But I also know that he's WAY too proud to ever come to me. And I know that if I let him go, I'll have lost him forever. And I know that I can't let that happen, I don't want that to happen. Even if just as friends (and not even as close as we were), I want us to be together once again... cause, to me, he IS worth all the drama.

I'm making myself suffer over someone who doesn't give a damn, go me. But now again, how many people are/have been in some sort of situation like this? LOADS. And peolpe keep on doing the same mistakes over and over again, perjudicing themselves just because they don't wanna let go. We're masochists...

...and to think I had nothing to say...

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18071235/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18071235/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:38:51 PDT But now, all I wanna do is become numb.
So I considered giving up the edge and just drink until I couldn't feel anymore... or go find some drug and flee to the yuppie world...
But the Edge is one of the few things I've got to hold on, so I quickly made those thoughts disappear.

I still wanna become numb... just something to make the pain and anguish go away.

I f*cked up in so many ways, today... I never knew thigs could ever get this messed up. After today, many things are gonna change. I just wish I could go through the process without suffering anymore, I may look calm on the outside, but I'm about to break down once and for all.

Did I mention I got betrayed by a friend (again)? And did I mention I made one of the most important people in my life hate me? It's completely my fault, and I apologized. But will he listen? No. Of course not, I don't deserve his forgiveness. And those are just a little part of my own personal drama.

They're just sooo many things. Too many. I can't handle it. I wanna become numb, don't wanna feel anymore.

* Oh, I will be alright, just use me...
* The future's bright without me

* * * So stay sweetly numb
* * * Remain lifeless love

* * * Stay sweetly numb
* * * Mantain lifeless love

...then I'll be home

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18004341/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/18004341/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 08:42:59 PDT Three weeks ago, a guy at my class told me he was in love with me. My reaction was kind of... well, I almost hyperventilated. I haven't spoken to him since then (neither has he), and I hope things stay like this forever. I won't speak to him EVER again. I don't really understand why. But I won't. I'm not dating anyone, but I would SO not date him. I considered giving him a chance, but it's something too weird. He's too... well, NO.
And now, leaving the nightmare behind to fully step into my drama.
Two guys. I've fallen for two different guys, who are best friends to each other. The one I have the biggest thing for already has girlfriend (she ignores him but still, cause he's sooo in love with her -however, they had an argument today-). And the other... has such humor changes it's scary. No girlfriend, but he's sport-obssessed.
The worst thing of all: I've already fallen into the "best-friend" category for both of them, or at least it seems so. My friends, however, say they both act different and more affectionate when they're with me... I'm so confused T.T

EDIT: I found out one of 'em has a crush on me, and I kind of... let the other out of my life. He was all sad and asking why and I just said "It's for our own good". After all this, I'm even more in love with him... and ignore the other (who has a crush on me). WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS DRAMA!?

2nd EDIT: You know, I'm so bored... And I've had an idea roaming my mind for a few hours... I'm gonna put some of my stuff here, even if I said I wouldn't. Cause I have this one I'm proud of...

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/17542941/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/17542941/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 14:41:12 PDT My father asked a friend of his who was going to Canada for some days to search for AFI, but I knew nothing of that. And then, the other day, my parens said they had a surprise for me, but I had to guess. They said "Say something you'd really like" I thought and said "That's impossible" (I was thinking of getting my own Davey) and they insisted "What would you do if it was an AFI CD? The bunnies one?" "I'd faint" Then my mother showed me 'Answer that and stay fashionable' and I had to fake a faint. I was like "OMG!!!! O-M-G!!!! Goooood!" and variations of the style.
But then, while I was on the living room, they made a great description of the 'I Heard a Voice' CD that appeared on my hands (I have both the CD and DVD ^.^)
"I expect your grades to improve, then... Cause if they don't, I'll have to take them back..." said my father "and you won't get... THIS!"
And then I nearly passed out. My new 'Answer that...' CD playing, my 'I Heard a Voice' CD's booklet in my hands, and... 'Decemberunderground' on my father's hands.

At the end of the day, the three of them were safely hidden from my brother's thieve hands in my room. Yes, that means I also got 'Decemberunderground' the same day. And I love it.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/17318050/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/17318050/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 15:19:41 PDT suggested me to. I went there, checked, an right there, almost with a divine glow, on it's undeserving stand, stood it. My own copy of A.F.I.'s life at Long Beach Arena.
I made new friends of mere acquainted, and I got to spend a good dose of time with those I really wanted to and just enjoyed being with REAL friends.
But I still had some moments which I just wanted to disappear. To become so numb nothing would affect me. Like yesterday, when I collapsed and broke down in presence of others. But the situation turned out pretty well... I even ended up pretty well.
I'll add part of the story tomorrow...

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16877758/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16877758/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:42:19 PST ...yes, I know why.
Just the fact that I have no one to share it with doesn't mean that it isn't a great day to... write fluffy fics!!

Well, I've been out of the world for a while now, I know (and I also know that no one realized/cared). I haven't been going to school, either, as I got sick and went to the hospital, had some parts of my inner body ripped and then sent back home to stare at the TV for hours without even knowing what's on, playing "The Sims 2" the whole day long and draw and write things that not even I understand.

But I'm not bored. I'm too lazy to be bored, so I'm happy just sitting on a chair in the middle of nowhere. And I'm not worried in the least that I'm losing such an amount of classes and important tests such as the globals. I'm gonna fail this year, so I don't care.

There's a guy in my general classes who phones me almost every two days to check on me... which scares the shit outta me. I mean... I'm APHATIC and ANTISOCIAL. Why does he keep on trying to contact me? And the worst is that he acts as if he was friends with everyone then goes arround backstabbing everyone. I hate people like him.

Everyone acts so concerned about me... I guess it's beacause someone missing is always a good subject to talk about when you're bored at history class. Well, I won't go back until all the exams are over.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16515829/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16515829/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 04:21:29 PST Well... now it's video time for me.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16388781/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16388781/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 13:50:08 PST
And now my beloved school... I did Tirant lo Blanc's test... and I still don't know my mark. However, I payed a good dose of attention to my classmates when they spoke about it, so I think I'll pass... I hope so, cause I failed Catalan last avaluation, and I really need to work harder.

Tomorrow's Monday... isn't it horrible? Oh! I've just remembered I can sleep one extra hour! This kind of things make anyone's night.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16297538/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16297538/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:55:44 PST
However, that doesn't mean I'll feel guilty for more than a few minutes... I'm too lazy to care.
And now... I finally have My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade!!! It's taken years! Ah, I love the inside art.
And HIM's Greatest Lovesongs vol. 666, which is something VERY VERY VERY difficult to find in Spain.
And... as much as I hate it, I've given up my hope of finding any AFI stuff by the "usual" means.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16265893/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16265893/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 06:10:28 PST And I haven't done my homework... nor even started to read Tirant lo Blanc. And I have a exam of the damn book when I go back.
But this year I'm gonna study! And I'll pass ALL my subjects -maybe I make an exception with Catalan-, even Greek . And I'll... keep doing the same I did last year, who am I fooling?
Ahh, depression.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16203797/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/16203797/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:02:21 PST
]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15997345/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15997345/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:07:23 PST Only two days left for Christmas holidays!!!! Time I'll have to spend reading Joanot Martorell's Tirant lo Blanc, in even older Catalan *sigh*

I've spent the whole day messing arround with idioms. It all began when I was mentally singing AFI's The leaving song part 2 on Greek class... and when Davey says "Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso" I pronounced the "veces" like "vezes" and not "veses" like he does... and I began wondering (while the teacher talked ) "If it's Spanish, do the English-speaking people know what are they saying... or do they just repeat?" I supose there will be the two versions...
And then I was like "Hey, I know so many idioms!" I'm from Catalunya, in Spain... so I have to know Catalan and Spanish to go arround, plus my crappy English... I'm learning (or so I say) Greek and Latin (those won't be useful, I know)... ok, enough of my ramblings. Going back to Davey... I really love how he pronounces the "C" and "Z" like "S", as if he was from South America...

For those interested:
*Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso --> I've been here many times before and I come back
*Y regreso aquí otra vez, y comienzo --> And I come back here again, and I begin
...it doesn't make that much sense in Spanish, either.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15913585/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15913585/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 06:35:25 PST
I'm really sorry, but I'm gonna quit all my favourites (as well as some other things). It's only temporal, though, and I'll post it all back and the new ones I discover in the meantime.

I know this seems a stupid thing to do, but believe me, I have my reasons... but I really shouldn't post that, or else I'm gonna kill someone remembering the whole "accident"... maybe I kill that someone anyways. Yeah, seems a good idea to me.

Once again, I'm sooooo sorry, as you shouldn't be paying for this.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15902517/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15902517/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 11:51:48 PST
It's not that I can't study or that I don't understand it... It's beacuse I'm too lazy to even take notes... to even do any homework... to even listen in class. I really wanna stop being so lazy... But it's not easy. I'd rather stare at a white wall than write a sentence down. But I'm gonna change (that's what I always say...), this time for real (yeah, I say that a lot, too) I'M GONNA PULL UP MY GRADES!! (And write some more fic... and draw some more comics...). It sucks to have those two little anoying voices in my head... One says "Be good" and the other "You know you like to be evil..." and that happens when I'm trying to change, too. One says "Come on, you can!!" and the other "Ha. You? Changing? Yeah..."

That's my little recipe for depression, the only thing you really need is me... awake.

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15876509/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15876509/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:26:24 PST Lately it seems that fate is trying to get me seriously injured... first that car trying to pass OVER me... and recently, my illnes and my arm... I'm going to be more careful, and then maybe I stop hitting myself against walls... It would be a great improvement, don't you think?

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15859640/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15859640/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 08:45:38 PST
I love AFI!! (This little outburst has been caused by hearing their songs too much for my mental health) I was in despair and without nothing to hold onto... Until I found them. AFI, as well as My Chemical Romance, saved my life. Their lyrics are more than words...

AFI's one's are so full of sorrow... like a rejected person speaking... I can relate so much to them. And now, wheightless, endless and faithless, I'll adore them.

And now My Chemical Romance's one's... those are more than songs, they're stories! Their videos are more meaningful that lots of films. Those songs, so full of meaning, all those feelings into them... What can I say about them? They changed my life...

I just felt like letting the world know that...

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15845635/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15845635/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 08:54:58 PST
This journal thingy is good, I must admit it. Even if no one reads it, it feels like a therapist. Although I could use my account on Livejournal to write this kind of things, really. If I'm bored enough as to write all this, I could tidy up my room and do something helpful for the good of my parents... but I'm not the helpful-for-the-good-of-parents kind of girl, so the room will remain the same.

Actually, I'm going to do something... write my fic. One of the looooongeeeeest fics to ever exist. It's such a long story... and I don't see how to finish it anytime soon, the plot doesn't let me. And still, no one knows about that fic. Maybe I could give it a try and post it here... Can one post fics in Deviantart? I think I've seen some... But I don't know how to do it, so the result is the same.

The headache is killing meeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~FallenHarlequin http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15830142/ http://FallenHarlequin.deviantart.com/journal/15830142/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 05:09:43 PST
I don't know why I made an account, I'll only use it to be able to comment other's work (and not even that, maybe). It's not that I do nothing, but I don't consider myself good enough to post it. At least, not at the time. Maybe tomorrow I take that back and post something, I'm always changing my mind.

Sooooo... before I leave, I want to thank my dear friend Ralip_Edelstein for doing my avatar, as I'm stupid and don't know how to do them. Muchas gracias, Pili!!!!!!!!!!! (ya no te puedes quejar de que no lo entiendes xD).

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