http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Farain12&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Farain12 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 10:06:10 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/23144999/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/23144999/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:42:17 PST okay, the first band to play was Saveing able.....they werent all that good, it was awkward watching them, because like 3 days before the concert there lead guitarist got arrested for.......uhhh, well let me just say, some 17 year old girl was walking by there tour bus, they asked her to come in and hang out.......pants were dropped. yea..... i guess he made bail, because he was in the concert.
THEN came Papa Roach.........HOLY SHIT!!! that man is AMAZING live, he was the only one who went out in the mosh pit, and he went into the crowd, he got 5 feet away from me, i would've went up to him and hugged him, but some little bitched pushed me, and she still didnt even get to see him.......lol. i'd say Papa Roach was the most high energy band that played, he got me screaming,.. and singing along to the songs, and i was like the ONLY one screaming and singing, the people in the stands were boreing! lol, next time i go, im going down im the mosh pit, the didnt look that bad, lol. oh... and when papa roach started playing, a big cloud of smoke filled the arena... can you guess what that smoke was... lol... yea, i got contact high... my eyes were RED in the morning..... anywho, there was this older couple right by me, and i think i scared them away, becaese i was acting like i was in the mosh pit, they left.....lol.
when they were setting up the stage for the next band,.. 2 girls came over, they asked if they could sit in the two seats next to me,because they were up in the second level and couldnt see very well, i told them i didnt care, because i scared off the two people that were there, so they sat be me, i told them if i accidentlyhit them just to hit me back, they said they didnt care (but later.. on one of them did hit me back)..they were really cool,they actually freaked out with me XD
then buckcherry came on, they werent as good as i thought they were going to be, but they were still perdy good, but when "crazy bitch" came on, i OWNED that song, i sang so loud that i was singing over them. then a fight broke out right by us, it took forever for the security gaurd to get them apart. and when he got one, he pinned him on the steps, his neck was right on the step.....it looked like it hurt, there was alot of blood... but i just went back to singing, lol.

Then.......duh duh DUH DUH! Avenged Sevenfold came on! OMG i'd have to say, A7X and Papa Roach were the best, Brian kicked over the mic stands, just so Jason would have to come and pick them back up, and he was giggling like a little kid the whole time.when there like second song ended (beast and the harlet) i waited until everyone quieted down, then i screamed as loud as i could, Brian looked right at me!!!!!! i was so happy i nearly pissed myself! then when they were done, they said just from the appreciation we gave them, there putting Spokane on there tour for next year! and i think i helped them make that decision with my screaming XD my mom and i are going to every concert we can go to, and now i got my mom into Papa Roach! XD XD XD XD XD! that makes me happy!
oh, and every time matt screamed a part on a song.....I DID TOO! I CAN BAREY TALK RIGHT NOW!!! *cough*cough*

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Luv yall.

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/22403501/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/22403501/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 20:45:54 PST anywho, if you would still like for me to start writting the new book, just say it. XD

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ANYWHO, to update my last journal "wow...did i jinx it" Jimmy is fine, his ribs have heeled. and now hes back to his horney little self, rofl.
we are still going out with no more problems ((a little drama here and there, but every good relationship has some drama, lol)) BUT, i have some REALLY horrid news... ive losted my book!, im searching franticly for it, but ive started a new book called "Summers Garden" Its about this girl, going through her last week of her senior year, then going off to college, and goes through all the drama and fun parts about going through college... it has some adult situations in it, if you think it would be a good book to get into and read, then i will continue writing it, or if you would like me to find "The Long Road" and finish that up, im leaving the choice up to you...because i like both of them so far, and i realllly wanna find The Long Road...so you might get two stories @ the same time... idk, you tell me your thoughts.

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/21514641/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/21514641/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 08:50:13 PST The doctors say theres a good chance he might die durring the operation...
he told me he will call me before the operation, and his dad will call me after.

i will put up a new journal entry when i know if hes okay after.

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/21491516/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/21491516/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 20:20:58 PST Everyone says hes a bad person, but i know hes changed, i have not been mad at him once since we've started dating, which was about a month ago.
a few people think hes too young for me (hes 13) but i really dont care about age, i just care about personality, and his is pirfect. I have a feeling hes my "diamond in the ruff", but i havent know him long enough to really know.
his family loves me, and i love them.

Another good thing thats happened, I GOT MY TATTOO!!! lol, ill put up a pic soon XD
its so amazing! theres 9 colors in it all together. and im really happy how it came out XD.

but the one bad thing that happened to me, is that ive lost my journal that i keep "The Long Road" in!
i did finish the next few chapters, so when i find it ill put up the next one.

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/20940965/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/20940965/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 17:27:05 PDT hes playin me, tring to get all my friends on his side... my so called boyfriend is not who i thought he was...frankly, hes an ass...
why do all the guys i get involved with have to be assholes and not care about me at all...
he told me he loved me...i know it was a lie...
he doesnt fucking know the meaning of "love"...

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/20608235/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/20608235/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 19:01:52 PDT lol, he is so amazingly sweet i cant even believe it! he has long dirty blonde hair, about 5'8" XD
if he lets me ill get a pic of us sooon XD

And the book, im workin on it! im sorry, i never knew i'd take this long... but i promise ill TRY and get the next chapter done tonight XD

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19996738/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19996738/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 23:50:29 PDT
I've been searching for Mr.Right.
No Luck has come my way yet.
Yearning for someones sweet touch of love.
I guess I want it so badly, because I have never felt that feeling.
The sweet, beautiful feeling of a kiss... ive never experienced...
People have said im beautiful, but have never said Love.
Love is what i want to hear, not like.
Im tired of someone telling me like,
then never trying for more.
People say I try too hard,
but they just dont understand my pain of going through life, never hearing, feeling, loving love.
It tears my heart out, when someone tells me "your too young",
age should have nothing to do with Love.
Love should be the only thing that matters.
I know I can't MAKE anyone fall in Love with me.
But they could at least Try.
Try to see what I have to offer as a loving person.
This loveless life, just continues my agony.
The agony I try to run away from, try to hide... I try to leave the other things that bring stress.
Strees that kills me more each and every day.
I just need that one person, to take it all away,
say Love to me, whenever I need to hear it.
I have alot to offer,
I dare not cheat.
Love is too improtant to ruin by cheating.
its like cheating yourself out of TRUE LOVE...
True Love is the most important thing in my life right now, because everything ealse is crumbling from under me.
I just need someone to hold me, when life pushes me away...
Love...Just Love, is all i need.


thankyou for reading it. it shows that you care for me [[as much as you can care for an online friend ]]

[[i really like how this poem came out, i might make it a deviation]]

When i turn 16, im getting a tattoo, The meaning is about TRUE LOVE, because you only have one chance at getting true love, and you only have one chance at getting a tattoo.

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19851222/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19851222/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:11:44 PDT again, i love you guys SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19659595/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/19659595/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 11:21:54 PDT but ive really been trying, theres been just alot of family issues going on...and relationship issues...
anywho, i have the next chapter written, i just need to get it on here,
so please be patient with me for a little longer.

love yall,
~Farain12

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18696226/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18696226/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:42:31 PDT *sigh*
if she does log it of, then ill beg my little heart out, probably wont work out though >.<


]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18650036/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18650036/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:48:36 PDT im so freeking happy right now.
my brothers GF (one of my good friends) just told me that one of her guy friends thinks im GORGEOUS!!!(hes not to bad lookin himself!)
but the sad thing is, hes 18 and going off to collage *sniffles*
im still gonna go for it though!
WISH ME LUCK!!! XD!
first i thought i was the ugliest person alive, but i GUESS i was wrong, you guys were right all along !
LUV YOU GUYS!!!


~Sarah

P.s.
ME REALLY HAPPYS!!!

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~Farain12

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18476840/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18476840/ Sat, 24 May 2008 09:48:28 PDT And i dont know if i should make it "Star" Synyster Gates, The Reverend or just have me make up the caracters, and have it not be a fan-fic? Its going to be more of an "adult" book, if you get what i mean...

]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18387917/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18387917/ Sun, 18 May 2008 18:11:12 PDT at the moment.

Because other people want different things in the story... more "kinkey" things. but i wont get into details if i am going to do that... but the things other people and I have been thinking about would compleatly change the story.

So what im trying to get to is, who wants me to change the storyline (which it will take me a long time to get out of this stupid thingy) or who wants me to go along with the same storyline that i was working with before?

~Farain12

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18038058/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/18038058/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:09:46 PDT my goal pics are- a mountain lion(probably not gonna happen) grizzly bear, Elk, Big horn sheep, skunk, beetles, spiders, grasshoppers, water(lakes, rivers, etc.), deer, things like that. if theres any animals that you want to see that i havent listed, please do tell

~Farain12

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/17666176/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/17666176/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:49:45 PDT you should see the first chapter in a few days
A7X FORS LIFES!!!!!!

~farain12

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]]> ~Farain12 http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/17056325/ http://Farain12.deviantart.com/journal/17056325/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 11:38:00 PDT im on chapter 15 right now, and im expecting there to be 30 or 40 chapters.
leave lots of comments! please?

~Farain12

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