You are a maniac
killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile



What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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i like this one also pretty acurate if i do say so myself

Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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funny another elements one and this also is pretty much right on the money

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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I like... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5385468/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5385468/ Tue, 17 May 2005 18:00:28 PDT Mood: Chill
Listening to: System of a Down - Prison Song
Watching: Naruto The Movie

A - Age you got your first kiss: 12

B - Band listening to right now: Papa Roach - Scars

C - Crush: someone

D - Dad's name: The fuck if i know thnks it's Chris

E - Easiest person to talk to: No one

F - Favorite band at the moment: no clue

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy Worms

H - Hometown: Norristown

I - Instruments: Clarinette

J- Junior High: Shafer

K - Kids: Don't care

L - Longest car ride ever: 8 hours just driving around

M- Mom's name: Gabby

N - Nicknames: Big K, Fat kyle

O - One wish: To control air

P - Phobia[s]: I don't know

Q - Quote: "Chyeah."

R - Reason to smile: Friends

S - Song you sang last: Scars

T - Time you woke up today: 9

U - Unknown fact about me: lol nothing i'm shameless i say everything and show everything including my small penis

V - Vegetable you hate: Tomatos

W - Worst habit(s): idk laziness

X - X-rays you've had: Dentist, On my chest (checking for punctured lung)

Y- Your favorite food: Cheese Steak

Z - Zodiac sign: Gemini

1- YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on): Boo Bellview

2 - YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name): Kit Dash

3 - YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant): Comic Pub

4 - EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot): Clover Orlando

5 - SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied): K Baltmore
6 - FLY GIRL/GUY ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): K. Fel

7 - ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen): Temari Slice

8 - DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went/Go to High School): Kitty Bucks

9 - BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): Chips Vodka

10 - SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived): C Odin Grange

11 - ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician): Kit Kat

12 - LOVER ALIAS: (Favorite Baked Good + Last Bf/Gf Last Name): Cresant Crystals

13 - GREASE ALIAS: (Favorite Swear Word + Last Word of Favorite Movie): Fuck Royale

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Listening to: System of a Down - Prison Song
Watching: Naruto The Movie

Ok so it's sunday morning and last night i got home from my senior trip to florida anyways i guess i'll start with the first day adn talk about it from there noe i might mess up cause it went by so fast yet so slow and all the days seem kinda merged into one big day but anyways here goes nothing

DAY 1). Well we got to school early then headed to the airport on the bus ride there i watched some of the Naruto movie and then we got there did that whole shindig just to get tou our gate anyways once there me and a few friends went to this play ground thing inside the terminal called the Aviation Playstation and we played on that till out flight was called and tyhen we went got the plan and took off anyways on the plan ride i totally finished the Naruto movie (which is an uber sweet movie) Ok so we land and go to baggage claim and we wait for like 45 minutes until were told that our luggage is already at the hotel so we al;l pile on a bus and leave for MGM we get there and i was going to go with the usaul crowd but i wound up going with some other friends who i don't hang out with as much anyway we basically did ever rie at MGM and then went to check in an found out that we could go back to the hotel to grab our stuff and check into the rooms (actually we had to) so we get there and then i walk to the food court and everyones basically in the pool and they start chanting for me to do a belly flop so i was like whaever give me a sec to change into seim stuff so i ran back to the room and changed cam,e back and bellyflopped anyways i saw a few friends who were going back to MGM for thr Fantasma show (which i never really saw) anyways so i run back to the room and half way there i see Mr. Martino and he says to hurry so i get back and throw on dry clothes and half way back to were we meet i see Mr. Martino again and he says gotta get the park hoppers so i ran for nothing T.T (i was so lazy this trip lol)Well we get there and it's rainign and it's getting a little worse not to bad though then we get to the show and were not even sitting 2 minutes before it just down pours so we have to leave cause the close the show (reason one why i didn't see the show) then we go back to the hotel and i chage into my swim stuff again cause everyone is going swimming again anyways so were swimming and a friend is running around knocking down the signs that say due to bad weather the pool is closed anyways by the time we had gotten back the rain had stopped alltogether anyways so were sittign there swimming and next thing i know i see a nipple i was like O.o wtf!?!?!what happenedwas a few girls decided to jump in without there tops so yea and thats basically all for day 1 now onto day 2 lol

DAY 2).Ok so day 2 is Magic Kingdom day so we get these wake up calls at like 8 in the morning (Mr. martino banging like a barbarian on the doors) We all get ready get our Disney Dollars and go eat breakfast then we go to magic Kingdom now 'm with the same people but we picked up like 3 new people anyways we go around do the rides nothing interesting really happens till later that night when were on splash mountain and our friends jumps from the log runs a feww steps to a bear and starts humping it (someone said it would be funny and he said he was going to do it no one believed him and then he did it) anyways he just humps it and as he's coming back to the log we hear over the intercom pleaqse stay were you ar- and halfway through it goes off cause he's back in the boat so then they stop the ride and the one guy finds iout its him and is just like don't do it again so were like oh cool nothign to bad and thenwe go to get off and the guy is like please go over there and theres a security dude so i'm like fuck i didn't do anythign this is beat oh wel and thats when the one guy goes who did it and the other dude points out andy and the guys like ok u with me the rest go and so we leave to tell a shap for safety purposes we tell them and they laugh or crack a smile and try not to but andy calls my cell and asks to talk to Mr. Degorge anyways they talk and the rest of us get to goand get wristbands that let us stay in the park till midnight so we go off and everyones alling everyone they know telling them what andy did and well yea it was funny anyways we stay and see the fireworks and just wow i mean wow it like if i ever saw a women as beautfiul as thios fireworks display i would explode and then fall over in complete like shockcause my brain would have been fried just wow but yea after that we go back to the hotel and sleep
~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5252311/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5252311/ Tue, 03 May 2005 00:39:44 PDT Mood: Happy
Listening to: Linkin Park - Crawling
Watching: Naruto The Movie

OK so here it is 3:30ish in the morning and i'm heading out to go to school so i can go on my florida trip i wish u all well for the next 5 days when i won't be here

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Mood: Happy
Listening to: Rammstein - Reise Reise

Well i just subscribed to DA for a month so !!!YAY!!! and later tonight i'm taking back my Portable meadi center and going to get a PSP and then stay on the comptur all night in anticipation of going to Florida tomorrow have to be at the school at 4 in the morning O.o i know so early but yea anyways i'm happy and Jason won't check his gdmf DA page >.<* well yea anyways later

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again so cool ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5235862/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5235862/ Sun, 01 May 2005 06:08:02 PDT [02.] Are we friends?
[03.] When and how did we meet?
[04.] How have I affected you?
[05.] What do you think of me?
[06.] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[07.] How long do you think we will be friends?
[08.] Do you like me?
[09.] Would you date me?
[10.] Would you kiss me?
[11.] Would you hug me?
[12.] Physically, what stands out?
[13.] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14.] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15.] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[16.] Am I loveable?
[17.] How long have you known me?
[18.] Describe me in one word.
[19.] What was your first impression?
[20.] Do you still think that way about me now?
[21.] What do you think my weakness is?
[22.] Do you think I'll get married?
[23.] What makes me happy?
[24.] What makes me sad?
[25.] What reminds you of me?
[26.] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[27.] How well do you know me?
[28.] When's the last time you saw me?
[29.] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30.] Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I put about you?

Ok well it's sunday and i have a like twenty some odd page poetry project due and i also have to brining in my lugage for the senior trip to Disney World w00t! can't wait to go anywyas yea do the quiz up there y cause you love me ofcourse anyways yea

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ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: kyle
CHEEK: kyule
ELBOW: kyle
LIPS: kyle
PALM:kyle
BACK OF HAND:kyle
NOSE: kyle
TONGUE:kyle

-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: Irish, Native American, Russian, German, Polish
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Bare feet
-- YOUR EYES: Hazel
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: Tch! like i'd ever tell
-- YOUR FEARS: Not knowing who Iam
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: World Domination (And you all think i'm kidding O.o)
-----------------STATISTICS------------- -----

-- NAME: Kyle
-- ALIAS: Fat Kyle, Biggie K, Keyla, Silent Bob (from when i never talked)
-- BIRTHDATE: May 23, 1987
-- BIRTHPLACE: Montgomery County Hospital (or some hospital in Montgomery County)
-- BIRTHTIME: like 3 am
-- ANGEL: Micheal
-- BIRTHSTONE: Ruby
-- ZODIAC: Gemini
-- YEAR: Rabbit
-- PET CATS: Jimmy
-- PET DOGS: Apollo, JC
-- OTHER: NONE I KILLED THEM ALL (j/k)
-- ACREAGE OF YARD: not a clue normal i guess
-- ROOMS: small
-- BATHROOMS: acroos form my room
-- PHONE #: hmmm..... well it stars with three digits and then there another three and then it ends in four and it starts with a 2 and ends with 0
-- CITY: Bensalem
-- STATE: PA
-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: To the Computer
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEXk i won't lie boobs but the second feature is there eyes (i really don't know why it's the boobs but it is so if you know please inform me ^^)
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: My fat ^^
-- YOUR BEDTIME: like 1am ish
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: Umm nothing yet maybe idk...God that's pathetic
--YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Don't have one
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: Coke
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Man fuck them i roll with Wnedys muthafucka's (lol)
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: man eff them i roll to Wendy's with New Balance mofo's
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: ehh.... Vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cap a fucking cino

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: Quite !!YAY!!
-- CUSS: fucking hells yes!
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: No try like 2-3
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES: Well duh ofcourse i do
-- WHO ARE THEY: Well i do talk about them in my journals
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes and i don't care what anyone says i know i was
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: maybe
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: Hell yea i don't wanna leave
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: maybe
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: ok if your talking about the left hand goes on asdf and right on jkl; then no i don't
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: No
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: man you ever seen my pics look at me i'm a sexy beast
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Hell no!
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: NO!!!!!
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Oh hell ya i do
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: I did play the claronet (can't spell)
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: Yes
-- SMOKE(D): No
-- DONE A DRUG: Yes the alcohol
-- HAVE SEX: No, but so close
-- MADE OUT: No, but again so close
-- GO ON A DATE: Nope not even close
-- GO TO THE MALL: Yep
-- BEEN DUMPED: No
-- GONE SKATING: No
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: No
-- BEEN IN LOVE: Yes
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: No
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: <.< >.> no...

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: No
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: No
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: No
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Do video game cutscenes count???
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT: HAHAHAHA!!!!! what do you take me for asome sick sadistic perv of course i have how could i not
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: No
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: Yep
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Unfortunitely
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: No
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: Yes it was a weird game we were throwing a ball around if you missed you stripped but somehow we all wound up just getting semi naked before going swimming
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: Yes
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": Depends on the something
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: hell yea look at me i'm a sexy beast
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Yes
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Yes
-- SHOPLIF... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5081507/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/5081507/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 19:18:10 PDT
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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4908320/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4908320/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 10:31:17 PST [ 2 ] Last word you said: whatever the last word of what i'm typing is so it would be is
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Dance Dance Revolution - Butterfly
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: Alex
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: Popo's
[ 6 ] Last time you said I dont f***ing remember: this morning
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: not sure actually
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: I have no CD Player i have advanced beyond that to a Portable Media Center which we have deubbed the MP4
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: None
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: Bodies <.< >.> i mean nothing
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 10:34am
[ 13 ] Current hair: Brown
[ 14 ] Current clothes: hehe shorts thats all
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: the way i'm sitting
[ 16 ] Current longing: to defy reality
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: A Naruto Walpaper
[ 18 ] Current worry: Hmmm spite the Conspiracy CHarge i haev nothing
[ 19 ] Current hate: Reality
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: HOODY!!!!!
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: no matter how i look at it i still say the eyes
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: Pokemon sound track...On the road to Viridian City... umm i mean <.< >.> meow!
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: My dreams
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: My moms home which is where i live
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: 5am
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument: Harp
[ 27 ] Favorite color(s): Black and a Neonish Blue and like a Demonic Purple color and of course Crimson and Blood Red
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: Eh sorta
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 6'
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: hoot!
[ 31 ] Favorite book: dude Harry Pooter and the Order of the Phoneix
[ 32 ] Favorite season: spring and summer
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: no one
[ 34 ] Favorite day: Monday w00t!! Stargate Monday rocks!!!!!

[[[ FUTURE ]]]

[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Wherever as long as i have fun
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: Not a clue but i'll definetly be a success
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: how ever many she wants
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: H2

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]

[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc]: Yes
[Been to New York?]: Yes
[Been to Florida?]: Yes
[Been to San Diego, Cali?]: No
[Been to Hawaii?]: No
[Been to Mexico?]: No
[Been to China?]: No
[Been to Canada?]: No
[Danced naked?]: Yes
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day]: Yes
[Had an imaginary friend?]: No

[[[ RANDOM ]]]


[Do you have a crush on someone?]: Yes and i would have to say one to many
[Worst feeling in the world]: Love it hurts sometimes it just hurts to bad
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?]: I hope today is fun
[How many rings before you answer?]: oneish
[Future daughter's name]: Hmm i like Kitty or Lexus
[Future son's name]: Ronald
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?]: not currently
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?]: being creative
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?]: Umm dominate right but i can use my left hand too
[College plans]: Not a clue
[Piercings]: i had my ear pireced

[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]

[Do you do drugs?]: no
[Do you drink]: not often perhapse once ever onth or 2
[Who are your best friends?]: Ron, Jason, Dan
[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?]: Garnier
[What are you most scared of?]: Me
What clothes do you sleep in?]: boxers
[Who is the last person that called you?]: Dan
[Where do you want to get married?]: i don't care
[If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?]: nothing if i changed myself i wouldn't be me
[Favorite number]: 13
[Are You Timely Or Always Late]: little bit of both
[Do You Have A Job]: No
[Do You Like Being Around People]: both
[ Best feeling in the world]: Love
[Are you for world peace]: I don't care
[Are you a health freak]: No
[Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After:] Not sure myself i know when i see and talk to them
[Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now]: Yes
[Are You Lonely Right Now]: No i have my imagination
[Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married]: no
[Do You Want To Get Married]: i don't know
[You Want Kids]: does she

[[[ IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ]]]

[Cried]: No ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4838037/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4838037/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 14:47:46 PST

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Ok now thats outta the way i really just need to say this this really irritates me ok i want a realtionship cause i want to find a person to be with for the rest of my life so i look at the person not the body and i see if i could se myself being with them for the rest of my life and i want to have a seriouse relationship now thats my mature side but sadly i still have my other side my immature sid ewhich i will never get rid of anyways that side want to fuck and nothing more it wants to find a hot girl and fuck her and it know how to do it it finds ways to weasle in and strik the heart and reel them in but my mature side... my Light Side stops it and prevents it and my immature side...my dark Sid eot say hates that and they clash and it hurts the peolle around me so what i've decide is to just flat out not try to get a gf and just stay away from that pathbe single and away from girls and see them only as friends i mean i don't want to but it's what i have to do now the thing is i can't stop my feelings for Alex, Jackie, adn Steph they started to flow and now they won't stop and it really irritates me to no end that i have such feelings for these girls but can't do anythign about it cause i don't wanna hurt them but for some reason i feel like i am hurting them by not moving in or ya know it's weirdbut hey maybe a girl that reads this can give me a pointer or something or and olderwiser male but yup thats that and yea


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Ok ok sunday morning we all wake up at like noon and then ron calls in acting like Jims mom and says he's sick so he can't come into work then from there we go out and eat we go to the Farm and we all pigged out btw it's a Buffet anywas weate and ate and ate for like an hour and a half anywas we were talking and stuff not just eating then we go across the road and to the mall anywas at the mall we walk around go to Game workshop and loo around yes i'm currently trying to amass a Chaos Spacemarines army anwyas then we decide to go to the movies we see Constintine and afterwards to piss off bucko we start calling it by a wrong pronunceation anywaswe go back to rons and argue about Moral Relativism and Ethical Pluralism anywas Jim wins btw i didn't argue Ron Bucko and Jim did anywas Jim wins but while they did that i was talkin to some girl on rons buddy list anwyas after all this Jm takes Bucko home then rdrops me off now form the time we left rons to the time he dropped me off we had a great convo about humans and shit and we both think that there are 3 basic human natures and those are
1.) Reproduction
2.) Survival
3.) The need to understand

anyways i get home and go to sleep wake up and go to school and guess what we get a half day cause theres suppose to be a bad snow storm now mind u it didn't even start snowing till like noon and we got out at like 10:30ish anywas so i get home go on the comp then i get bored so i take a shower now i fall asleep in the shower and have a weird dream and at frist all i could remeber was getting hit by two arrows now funny thing is were those two arrows hit me i had these red marks and still do it's weird lol me and Ron were like dude planeshifting to the dream plane (lol D&D thing) anywas then i went on the comp watched Stargate and fell asleep then this guy from Jersey knocks on my door at midnight and is like hey can i use ur phone my car brok down and i was just like uh yea sure ai let him use the phone anywas when it's all over he's like do u smoke weed and i was just like nah and he was like oh to bad i was going to give u some for ur help and iw as just like lo in my head an... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4581199/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4581199/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 15:12:15 PST
ok ok friday there was a Winter Ball at achool i did not go didn't feel like it nor did have the money anyways so my friend Ron comes and picks me and Bucko up after the dance and were driving up to the Golden Danw for an aftrer party a few people wanted me to come so !!!YAY!!! anyways on the way there these two girls like do these provocative tounge motions so i was like ok thats it they have to be flashed so we follow them anywasy after a1 minute pursuit they pull over so were like ok that was beat and were going to go but a cars coming and this road is tight so ron decides to be nice and let thecar come through anywasy so apperantly the girls got scared called some friends and like 4 guys hop out of thecar and start cursing and screaming and hitting the car were in so ron backs up into my friend Dans car and he was following us anyways dan backs up and we jet off to the Golden Dawn for the party later that night Dan comes by and tells us thatwhat we thought was four guys was really like 12 lol and we were so close to fighting them well that was friday night

Saturday we play Star Wars D&D and were lvl 8 characters and this is post Rebellion Era so right around the time the Shadow Academywas around anywasy so i get recruited and go there first day there i decide to indulg in the dark side and persuade a girl to join me in my quarters needless to say what happen anyways so then i wake up the next morning and shes gone so i was like haha whatever anyways i go to my first class Sex Ed. (Aske the DM he made my class schedule) and whose teaching it non other then the girl i was with so she says she wants to talk to me after class so i go talk to her needless to say we indulged in the dark side a lot moreanywas funny thing is i walk out of the closet pulling up my pants and stuff i look up and her next class is there staring at me i was like <.< >.> off to my next class (lol forgot to mention the girl is only 17 go figure) anyways then i go to piloting class and get smart with the teach so he says he'll teach me in a TIE simulation needless to say i destroyed him lol he got his crotch shocked (did i forget to mention if u fail at soemthing in the academy u get shocked) anwyas on to my force powers class i do a greta drain energy and then i decided to have fun and mess with my partner to move him over a wall anywas the teachers like well ur failing the day and i was like no i'm not heas like what do u mean and i go and move my partner right over the wall and to the other side and move the teacher to the top of the wall and he goes oh i see now the i go to assasination 101 and while there learn to pick a lock i was 32% ofthose who could pick the lock anywas thats when we e3nded the session to go eat pizza then we started a D20 modern were our character is use and we determine what ability scores the other has anywas i came out with something lik STR 16 DEX 12 CON 18 INT 14 WIS 16 CHA 16 needless to say the rest determined iw as a Tough hero so i was a tough hero lol so we go to Croydon to buy guns and wind up stomping out some rbbers we leave the name Black Roses then we defeat some terrorist at Macy's (idk) anyway i had gotten shot up by like 4 diffrent people with AK's but not before killing on with my bear hands and then knocking another 2 or 3 unconcouse (& terrorist in all but i was getting attacked by 4 anwyas in the hospital i was like yea some people the black roses helped me anyways then we go to China town in NY NY and we buy a bomb from them anywas as were leaving they come out and go to a car i send the signal for the sniper he shots the main guy and then blows up the car while this happens i run to the waarehouse throw a grenade/bomb thing into a crate of C4 and blow up the whole warehouse then westoped there and went to barns and nobles thus ended saturday sunday we did soemthingcan't remeber what but we did something anwyas oh yea on saturday we put a hole in rons wall and then fixed it parents never found out...yet oh and sunday we did some bounty hunting we went to our friends hosue and we were told he went out tostaples don't find him so were like ok lets ask around and we do and we find out that there going to value city we go to value city bang we find him lol to make it all the better i snuck up on him and scared him to death lol then we ate at taco bel then welltoday i didn't do much disected a fetal pig saw Alex btu didn't really talk to her didn't really do anything today i eman it's V-day and i have never liked V-day first one i remeber waswinding up getting freaking stabed by my friend with a steak knife then every year after that ju... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4544088/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4544088/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 07:11:32 PST
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Alex is a little pissed cause she wants to see me tomorrow and thursday so yea oops

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A - age: 17

B - band listening to right now: Ludacris (not really a band but eh ya know)

C - crush: Alex, Steph, Jackie

D - dad's name: Chris i think

E - easiest person to talk to: Alex, Steph, Jackie

F - favorite band at the moment: See-Saw

G - gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy Worms all the way

H - hometown: Bensalem

I - instruments: Clarinet (spelling?)

J - Japanese animation: Mostly all of them

K - kids: Perhapse

L - longest car ride ever: 6 hours

M - Mom's name: Gabby

N - number of siblings: 1

O - one wish: One wish i would wish fo the ability to replicate anything i wanted to (ex.money, DVD's, Lightsabers,etc...)

P - phobia[s]: not sure really

Q - favorite quote: "Be not afraid of moving slowly be only afraid of not moving at all."

R - reason to smile: Alex, Steph, Jackie

S - song you sang last: Get Back

T - time you wake up: 5:00am

U - unknown fact about me: I use to smoke when i was like 11 but quit when i was 13

V - vegetable you hate: i have not a clue

W - worst habit(s): Temper (Tis a habit for me)

X - x-rays you've had: Chest twice

Y - yummy food: Cheese Steak

Z - zodiac sign: Gemini

Well lets see today is Superbowl Sunday Egles at the Patriots should b a good game and damn do i hope the eagles win well nothing else...oh wait nvm

Friday - Let's see friday we tryed to play D&D but couldn't so we went to the mall and hng out we meet up with some friends saw some teachers from school and hung out with them and guess what i saw Steph there it was cool the two of us hung out and walked around for a while then we were with this girl Jeanen and i walked around with her for a while then went and got some random girls number as a bet won $10 bucks !!!YAY!!! then we went back home and statted an epic level campaign i'm 17 levels as cleric and now 4 as fighter we fought a blue dragonwe were winning then in terms of the DM after the battle we started to act as if wee had finished smking a bong seeing things and shit

Saturday - Well again we played more of the campaign and drove around for a little bit almost hung out with Alex but she was tired so i told her to go to sleep and that i would see her monday i'm so stupid though she really wanted to hang out but i didn't want her to come out and be all tired and shiz lol she was gouing to spend the night too but like i said i didn't want to drag her out while she's like in blah! mode ya know what i meananyways well we played D&D all that day it was crazy well hmm thats all for saturday

Today - well came home and now i'm here online and well not doing anything really but ya know just kinda being here hmmm damnit now i really wish i did get Alex we could so be chilling right now T.T but well i don't regret it i never y well regret leads to dwelling dwelling leads to wasted time wasted time leads to wasted fun and i live for fun so hehehe ya know never regret but never forget and learn from the past to take hold of the future ^^

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Well i was out of school all last week and i got back today and had live a million things to dobut the thing i lloved to do was the Narrative essay i had fun with that maybe i'll post it eh no one knows and speaking of posting i ahve been lazy i have a bunch of pics that i want to post but i've just been lazy and haven't posted them i'm sorry T.T

wow man dude like again today Alex was like i'm going to the bathroom and i was liek ya know when u need to go u don't have to tell me when ur going and she was like yes i do u have to know here i am and i was like oh yea cause i'm ur pimp right and shes was like yup but it's funny cause she always tells me when she goes to the bathroom lol anywayanother thing happend i saw Steph and without really thinking called her over to talk while Alex was talking to one of her friends anyways i talked to steph for about a minute or two and then she lefted and Alex looked at me like i had just done something horrible wrong...i have no clue what i did wrong i honestly don't

Well what else has happened to me lately nothing really but that Alex thing is weird meh i'll never understand the mind of a female far to comicated i think i'll just start to study Quantum Physics

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Ok got thi from

(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability. Unless, I find it too personal, then I'm sorry but I can't.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

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lets see i saw Ju-on last night (Japanese version of the grudge)
and lol my friends said it sucked major ass but i like it i think it was mostly cause of the hoot me and my friend added long story...and i have time anyway it was me my friend Bucko and mike and we stayed at ron's house anyways we were sitting there and no this started a week ago when we were playing D20 modern future and we were all part animal i was a Siberian Tiger (spelling?) anywaysi coul actually run 1500 yard in the matter of six seconds if i wanted to anyways it was great cause the one kid was an owl and inout of know were he sticks his head up out of no were spins it 180 degress looking at me and ron and goes "Hoot!" and it was funny as shit so we started to do Hoots here and there and as we whatched Ju-on whenever someone would randomly appear or anythign like that we would go Hoot and it was funny as shit so great

Well my moms kicking me out of the house for the night which sucks cause i don't have anywhere to go as of now plus i have school tomorrow which sucks anyways hope i find somewhere to stay the night lol i saw this anime Puin Puin Poemy (I think thats spelled right not sure though) anyway it was made by the people that mad excel Saga lol it was hilariouse i couldn't stop laughing there really was like no time to stop and breath and they made fun of so many animes and shit it was to good well probally going to watch 3x3 Eyes Immortal soon or maybe Tokyo Underground or even Onegia Twins or Onegia Teacher nto sure yet to tell the truth eh well i'll find out sooner or later actually i'm going to watch Stargate SG-1 ok nvm

oh an my last journal i'm sorry about that my mom was flipping shit on me cause well ya know i did alll the laundry cleaned my room the living rom and the kitchen cooked breakfaast or lunch whatever it was at the tim oh yea i did the dish and i wanted to have only 5 minutes only 5 mnutes on the comp before i went out to shovel fnny thing is there was no snow to shovelat the time go figure anyways she was flipping shit and she was like i'm trying so hard not to jump on u and kick ur ass and i was just like mom right now i'm trying hard not to beat the livin fuck out of u y am i trying well i'm strongly against hitting females but if you ever and i mean ever touch me i will and i mean this with all my being i will break both ur arms in such a way so they can never be used again and thats when she stped yeliing and then wentand took her anger out on my sister ...who i also hate jeez i feel ashamed to say thati cam out of such a foul foul pitiful excuse for a human and seriously i mean the only person i don't hate and think is sorta cool is my dad who isn't really my dad hence forth i don't live with him and back to what i said earlier my mom wants me to clean the house and then get out which is gay as shit and it's snowing again !!!YAY!!!

i've been talking to Jackie and she doesn't seem to be doing good and i kinda just want to help her but she won't let me she just pushs me away like when we seem to get closer she pushes me away and then distances herself it's weird but whatever WTF it pisses me off cause i still like her and if she hurts i hurt and i hate it so fuckign muxch it pisses me off and ya know Alex is doing it to and it hurt even for argh this fucking sucks the four lights i was talking about in my last journal yea well on shines bright the other are diminishing this suck those light ar like pillarrs that keep me alive i don't know if i can stand on a worn out pillar and a good pillar but i'll try and what pisses me off the most is i sit here whinning about how i feel when i kow people have it far far far worse then me and it pisses me off that i'm like oh my life sucks which it does but not that bad arghh i need to do one of two things stop bitching and shut up or just take control either way will work anyways

MY birth day is in like 4 onths but yea whatever i don't expect to get anything either but oh wells i have my friends and i hope to still have them

oh yea theres this rumor in school that i fucked Alex and people believe it the stupid fucks believe it and well Alex was going to beat the fuck out of the kid that started it his name be Shank anyways but he said sorry anywasy she's pissed about it oh and i told shank that if i lose her as a friend that i was going to personally see to it thathe can never have sex or sexually please anyone and that he will be so ashamed th... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4382896/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4382896/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 06:13:30 PST
Thing 1 : I've been playing D&D and reading up on it so that i know the rules so i know what's going on and what i can and can't do also because i want to make a very very awsome character and character backround heheheheh well i do have an interesting character lol he's and Male Elf Samurai that when he sleeps has a percent chance to either stay the same or wake up as a Female Elf Bard now it's the feamle is like a whole diffrent person all together alignment changes basically the only three things that stay the same are the Deitie (Eilistraee), Age(127), Race (Elf ofcourse) and then theres the Eberron campaign that i'll be starting i today and i still have no clue as to what i want to be i'm actuall stuck between being a Halfling Barbarian, an Elf Ranger, or a Human Fighter, now the halfling is for comedic relief and if i were to get weapon finess with him with a good score in DEX(18 or better factoring in the +2 halflings get) and with Weapon Finese u don't need to worry about the -2 to STR that halflings get and atleast a decent score in CON(16 or better) and well u have a pretty effective Barbarian, now the Ranger would be an elf and well ya know an elf would make a good Ranger flat out epecially if u purse Archery and not 2 weapon fighting unless u take Weapon finese for the two weapns u would be using then that again would make for an effective Ranger or this new race i was looking at in the Planar handbook which is Neraphim now they don't get and pluses or minuses but the get this thing called Neraph Camo. and when u are ranged attacking or charging and enemy to the enemy it looks like the attack or u is not moving or moving to slow to be effective now theres no save to this and it removes the enemies DEX bonus to AC and if u use this and are a Rouge u can do ur sneak attack even if the enemy knows ur there, the Fighter well i would probally be a human so i could get that one extra Feat and the bonus for skills so i was thinking that if i did that i could become like a Ranger but more effective and i wouldn't have the special class skills for being the Ranger

Thing 2 : School well let see school has been taking a toll on me i'm not doing so hot y well because all the stuff is easy and i'd rather improve my drawing skills then do easy stuff i mean if i did the work then started to draw i wouldn't get a chance to draw y u ask well though it is easy it still takes time to find answers or to do like five billion math equations to get one answer or to do five billions equations to get lie three answers then for those three answers theres like a million more equations to get one answer anyways so i choose drawing and seems that i'm failing sorta

Thing 3 : WTF Girls i mean what the fuckso complicated seriousley like so very very complicated (one more rerason why i like girls(i love complicated things(iu'm good at complicated))) anyways it's ridiculos one minute there so pissed and nothig setles them down and u do one little sacrcastic joke thing and there happy and laughing(this saves many many lives...believe me i have seen it in action all though it doesn't always work) now then i wish i understood girls life would be so much easier now then i will b succesful and i know i will be able to conquer anything that is thrown at me...except for a girli mean seriousley look at the wole Troy thing why did it hapen because of a girl then we look at the fact that it was really the guys fault y because they were both childish then the whole destrustion of Eden thing well a male decided oh i want a companion so he made one all the males fault see this is what girls do to me ARGh!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*

Thing 4 : Girls continued anyways yea thing four is about girls but diffrent then Thing 3 anywasy girls y do they have to be intreging like honestly a girl would be the most likely to rule the world y because they could so play with them males like marionetts and like argh !!!! no no what i started Thing 4 for was because this ok i use to like this girl Jackie but i told her and then her, my best friend Dan, and Ron stayed over one night and i was drifting into sleep when she sits on my bed and is like y do u like me and i explain to her y i do and shes like well i'm waiting for some one Blah Blah Blah.. anywasy not even 10 minutes later she's all over my friend dan and like trying to cuddle with him and shit knowing that he had a girlfriend and then he fell asleep so what she did was cul up and sleep with him anyways this total pissed me off and i hated her beyond beliefe but i still liked her i wasn't sure y anyways then i meet Alex and we were friends and i started to talk and hang with her and i got to li... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4195669/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4195669/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 09:40:00 PST
Hunter Soul:
You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

well thats that so yea !!!YAY!!! me


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Edit: lol well i stayted on that sight and did a few more quizess like what element i am

Air:
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

my name means this

K is for Kinky
Y is for Young
L is for Lovesick
E is for Energeric

im 80% gemini (My zodiac)

i'm banana pocky

Banana Pocky:
Your attitude: fun and lighthearted
Unique and unforgettable
You are cutie everyone falls for

i took a how scary are u test and it said i was scary and that i somtimes scare people

the hit song of the year i am is U2 vertigo

Edit2: decided to do some more things i found on the page

Boobie Names: Siegfried and Roy
Pornstar Name: Jack in the Box
Penis Name: Free Willy
Sex Name (What i call sex): It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Having a Squeeze and a Squirt
Striper Name: Topaz
Dragqueen Name: Barb Wyre
Hippie Dude Name: Zephyrus

Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.

Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.

Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.

Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.

Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.

Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.

Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow

Best day for a date: Wednesday
(Yea i wish most of that was true) ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4160355/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4160355/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 08:55:56 PST The day after christmas and i have gotten everything i wanted...... awww shit that means the Apocalyps TT.TT anyways yes i didn't get my tablet yet and i didn't get the mps player i wanted....i got somethign better an mp4 or a portable media center but that takes to long to say so i say mp4 anyways !!!YAY!!! 20GB of movies music pictures and TV??? O.o anyways i also got a digitlal camera which will be used to make my new DA ID ^_____________________^ now if anyone knows and reads his journal (this on in particular [link] ) well i'm Kyle and he has already seen my ID sorta ^^ lols anyways i alos got wireless headphones which i love i was sittin there and got up got something to eat and came back and was like dude uber sweetness anyways look for my new ID soon ^^ hmm what else lets see nothign much really except i have a splitting head ache from something O.o anywasy i'm going to go make my ID now


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Let's see on thursday i played a nice D& D campaign i'm an Elf Samurai lol i know right and elf samurai well anyways yea so far it's awsome and i've been appointed the leader and we were at an inn and it was about to have a blizzard anyway i was like ok were lodging here till it passes over no one leave and i noticed that the druid was a little anxious so i was like ok me and the druid are going out for a bit so she can connect with nature everyone else don't leave the inn so what happens the rouge leaves the inn and got nailed by 3 arrows shot by goblins so yea oh yea and or cleric who could help him dissappeared to our knowledge but he's really at a church but whatever i hate those bastards not listening there excuse was oh u and the druid went out and i was like stupids druids have that nature thing and i didn't want one of us dying so i went with to protect Oi anyways then they were like oh well...oh and that was that

friday i basically just walked around skool trying to avoid my teacher cause well i don't very much like my teacher at all so eh was suppose to hang with Alex on friday but she had a family thing to go to so yea hmm what else well nothing really except i go to a X-mas party tomorrow and get presents cause it's a family thing hmm lol oh yea dan's GF also put make up all over me today lol black nails it's actually funny lol and she fell asleep on my lap and like almost crushed my groin region like a billion times lol and in her sleep she jawwed dan it was hilariouse i almosted pissed myself laughing

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Well today was the last day of my Academic rotation at school lol i've missed every Trig class so far except for one lol and i have one of the highest grades !!!YAY!!! hmm i have good grades in all my other classes too but i might be getting expelled lol ^^ but whatever i've said this up front to my Tech teacher the other half of y i'm getting expelled but yea i was like Ya know what i don't give a damn if i get expelled cause no matter what i will be a huge successe and i was like one day i'll come back i'll fly in with my own personal helicopter and walk in here and laugh and he was like if u do that and flip me the finger i will thank you and i was like well start practicing lol ^^

hmmmm lol i missed Trig again today i didn't wake up till like 8 and school starts at 7 lol well whatever hmm i watched Osmosis Jones in Anatomy and Jingle all the way in english and played online in my Micro/Macro Economics class then my favorite peroiod of the day lunch well at lunch i talked to Alex for a bit and i realized that she never leaves the table or does anything with out telling me?? it's a little weird but yea whatever lol and to test my theory near the end of lunch she was like i'm going to throw this away and i was like no thats not ok and then shes like oh but what should i do then and i was like calm down i'm kidding and she was like oh u asshole and i just smiled but yea it was funny i think she was kidding though lol ^^

OMG!!!! during english me and a friend mike got out of class and walked around lol we were about to go by this one clas s and i like out of now where Mike assumes a gun totting pose and i drop and army crawl by 2 classes as he does like a cop rol and then aiming to see if he's in the clear and the two classes were just like WTF!?!?!?! and we just laughed and then guess who i saw in the hall way Alex so i walked and talked with her and as i huggd her i picked her up and started walking away lol ^^ then we meetor other friend Eric from the same class lol so we all walked around and stuff and i stopped by my favorite teachers class his name Dr. Joeseph Siberski his alias Doc lol and i was like hey Doc i got the past christmas present for u and did my turkey dance lol hmm i wish i could show u guys but lol it's funny and he just started laughing and i was like well gotta gfo see ya later DOc and he was like alright later and then we went back to english class then i came home and did nothing really nothing att all lol ^^ actually i typed this rambling ^^

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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4060134/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4060134/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 17:49:08 PST
Well yea so i totally missed school which means i didn't see Alex which sucks but i find it good it gives me some time away from her ya know so that i don't get to wrapped up in her so !!!YAY!!! hmm what else oh yea my friend dan relized he was suppose to meet his gf at 2:300 now thing is he realized this an hour later lol i have to laugh he is always doing that but then again i feel bad for her then i realize tat i realy trusted her a lot and she stabbed me in the back with hmm i'd say a knife but twas far to big anyways yea that kinda hurt so i'm bitter towards her so i realize this and no longer feel sorry for her but i feel happy although it pisses me off that dan hurts girls like that but point is i'm shallow i guess or idk what it is but i feel no sorrow for her in any form so yea thats that part of the day

well i got home came on the computer then let's see i bugged my mom for milk and mayo cause i wanted some chocolate milk and tuna fish samichies and then i decided i need to get a whatchamacallit account what the hell thats it a print accounf cause i so wanna buy some prints lets see what else oh yea i'm going to watch that show on Sci-Fi Legend of Earthsea i hope it's good hmm maybe i should do the HW for math.. yea my math teacher posts it on a site so i can get but i don't have to oh yea and i migh get expeled from school but whatever i don't really care cause i've always said and i will stand true to this that i will and when i say this this is the only thing i have and ever will be optomistic about and that is that i will be a huge successe no matter what no matter how long it takes i will be successefully weather i graduate from high school or Harvardy i will be a successe no matter w3hat....i will also rule the world ^^

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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4059926/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4059926/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 17:24:23 PST ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4053389/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4053389/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:57:35 PST
well lets see nothing else really except that the movie Flight of the Phoneix i thought that was really spiffy how they did the name i mean if u've seen the preview u basically know that what they do and if u know the story of the phoneix then it all makes sense a lot of sense

I played this game called Exalted yesterday sorta like D&D except the only dice u need is a d10 but still point is it was awsome and i loved it basically i beat the shiz outtta peps and well didn't get hit TT_TT which if i did would have demonstrated my awsome stamina lol anyway OGM! i was falling of this building and there was like 5 ft between me and this other building and i just stuck my legs out which kept me from falling to my doom and i sat there trying to stay up then i see this guy falling from the same roof so what i do is as he dropps i drop ontop of him thuslly he breaks my fall !!!YAY!!! lol well thaqt was fun hmm oh yea OMG OMG OMG Ron like one of my bestfriends i do a lot withnhim we go back in the woods of my house and explore it like mad we found this house thats like wrecked and theres this like basment thing but the opening is really really small and were trying to open it up anyways Ron might get out of the group home he's in in like one week (got caught computer hacking) anywasy yea i can't wait for him to get out it's going to be awsome ^^

Well i'm watching the eagles game and eagles are winning and this is actually a good game and right now it's a 3 point game eagles are winning skins have the ball an yea thats about it one of th skins got wrecked a bit ago and i mean wrecked like if u play D&D think about rolling like a death blow tackle and thats how wrecked it is or like a Over Kill tackle for VG fans but dude it sucks he might really be hurt... *moment of silence* any one that plays the sport was probally giving that man a moment i salute him

Back to school tomorrow OMG i still have to draw Alex's X-mas present *runs around frantically* argh!! i just haven't been able to do it TT_TT argh i really really wan't to do this and do it right and make it perfect for her @.@ god damn i really want this to be my best drawing ever and it will be it must be it has to be hmm wel yea i see Alex tomorrow !!!YAY!!!

I didn't have to deal with my mom all weekend !!!YAY!!! but she did bitch at me on thursday night and almost made me walk to school friday...ok so thursday night i couldn't get my alarm clock working so i was like my can u wake me up at 5:30 and then she bitched at me about it and anyway she said ok i can do that so the next morning my mom storms into my room at 6:30 yelling at me cause i woke up late and that it's my fault and i should be shamed for ever sleeping and i was like -.- wtf?!?! anyways then i got a shower and every thing and was like ok mom i'm ready to go and she's like ok bye and i was like wait what and she's like what i thought u were leaving and i was like yea aren't u driving me and she's like no and btw it's cold and raining outside maybe u should wear a coat and i was like wtf?!?!?!!?!!? and then i was like hey mom ur a piece of shit cunt fucker... then i called my grandma ( a bus driver at my school) and asked if she could pic me up and she said ok anyways yea so i got to skool a littl late anyways i went handed in my homework for math then i went to actualy sign into school but saw a frew kids from my tech shop (juniors and i'm a senior) anyway they were like hey were going to the bakery u want something and i was like ok so i walked with them got a danish went back to tech shop with them then hung there for a while got a piece of cheese cake (ok it was mor like one third of a cheese cake.. cherry cheesecake that is anyways yea then my tech teacher was like can i see ur pass and i was like uhh gotta go and left anyways i finall sign in after being in school for an hour lol anyways i get to class forget my cheese cake anyway i relixe i did go there and get and guess who's there Alex nyway i get and she's like oh i should have stolen it and i was like lol yea right i could just give u some and she was like nah and i was like ok then and i said by and left and then at lunch i ate some and was done and the she's like can i have it i was like yea sure so she eats with her finger s i was like u can use the fork i was using i'm not diseased and she was like ok and used the fork lol anyways she ate some of it and then we left and i was walking her to class and she was like u don't have to walk me then i explained to her how walking and talking to her is one of the better parts of my day and after talking to her i got an exce... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4020267/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/4020267/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 15:38:34 PST
Well lets see idk oing through a lot of shit with my mom she really iretates me like a lot and i am ashamed to say she gave me birth yadayadayada anyways yea i really hate my mom a loti mean yea i just do

Lets see christmas is almost here !!!YAY!!! i can't wait but besides the point is Alex wants me to draw a picture of her in my own style and frame and thats all she wants she said if she gets more then that she'll hate me and never talk to me again lol well to bad she's getting a box of chocolates (i know corny and cliche, but she loves chocloates more than anyone iknow it's scary) yea but anyways i'm still working on that pic for her hmm yea, but anyways maybe i should ask her out but then again i am a coward so maybe not ^^ it really sucks

Ok today i walked Alex to her class and we saw our friend JJ and i was like hey the unmovable wall and then Alex was like oh yea and rammed into him...he did not move lol and i was like way to go JJ and i was like we are both unmovable and then me JJ and Alex talked and before i left i was like hey i want a huge and then Alex huges me and jokingly i was like Tch i was talking to JJ bu i always love a hug from you and she was like what u bum and then i hugged JJlol and then Alex was like u ass (jokingly) and i was like hey i wanted a huge from u and she's like true, but from JJ first and i was like well umm yup and she was like what?!?! and then rammed into me and i didn't move and i was like see unmovable wall and smilled then huigged her again and was off to class seeing as how the late bell had just rung lol

well yes At lunch though Alex was like why don'r u talk to me that much anymore and i was like yea i do (know i do realize i don't) and she was like come on whats wrong why don't you talk to me and i was like i do but i've been really tired and stressed lately (i haven't) and i think she bought it but i thoguht about y i haven't and realized that i like were we are and i do want to go further but i don't want to ruin what we have right now and i'm afraid of talking to her now cause i'm afraid i might say something wrong and fuck things up really badly and i don't want to do that so i think by trying not to do that i'm doing it but i have this feeling that if i do talk to her more again i might just speed up the process and i don't know what to do i really don't T.T this sucks i'm going to go listen to emo now, but yea i really do like Alex i really do and it sucks cause arghh T.T my last words please someone if u can just give me some help with this please please PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...if u want to that is *cries then dies*


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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3914349/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3914349/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 05:09:13 PST
Main Theme
Battle Theme
Major Battle Theme
Personal Conflict Theme
Main Character Conflict Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 2 Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 3 Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 4 Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 5 Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 6 Theme
Fighting Alongside Main Character 7 Theme

Crap thats like eh i'll figure it out later but it's definetly more then 50 songs and theres so many songs and they have to fit just righht and T.T wish me luck

hmm nothing else to report really so later


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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3887766/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3887766/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 19:05:48 PST
~now for a break from this rant to tell u all about the Dance on Saturday~

Ok well it all went great starting at 4:45 i had flowers for her and a white choclate lolipop (Alex loves chocolate) anwya we piced up a friend who i forced to sit up front then we got to picking up Alex and i did the whole getting her door for her thing ad gave her the flowers then we had to go bakc to my house real fast cause i forgot my ticket anyway we get to the dance with grat timing cause my friends date had jsut got there and then we went in and chatted then basically danced the rest of the night now then for some reason about half way through the dance i became really emotional but didn't sho it an played ot off as being tired anyway yea so no one knows about that part but OMG i loved it i got to sow dance with Alex the night was so great and then my mom was late picking us upa nd i got to talk to Alex which we talked about our parents she didn't understand how i could hate them thus began my process of thinking

~BRAK OVER!!!~

SO i started to think and i was thinking and thinking and realized that my mom never wanted me and still doesn't want me but before that i realized something was wrong Alex went to the dance with me me KYle and i began to ponder i have no clue y she did i mean it goes beyond me everyone there was jealouse of me cause i was with her and not brgaing or because i like her or anything but she was the hottest girl there and as judged by everyone there the best dancer and i was ike why does she talk to me why is she nice to me and then i realized that i'm going to die soon thats the only reason i could have such an awsome girl talk to me and whats worse is everyone i know doesn't like the fact that she l went to the dance with me and it sucks and thy make a big daeal abotu it and are like oh u have to fuck her and shit and i'm like what the fuck no i don't she's a girl a human she has feeligs ya know yea feelings thoose things that get hurt easily and then i remeber how she hadd said the parents thing and i began to think and not once has my mom said i love u not once has she ever every gotten me somehting i wanted for christmas like last year all i wanted was a like a $10 book and guess what i didn't get it and not one of those thinga i got do i use to this day there all jsut sitting around collecting dust y cause i didn't want them i just wanted the fucking book it was $10 is it me am i being an ass about this i mean i told her i said straight up i want this book and if this is all i get i'll be happy but what did i get a bunch of meaningless shit adn not once has she ever said she is proud of me or how happy she was that i was bnorn now i've been told to die by her or how much of a mostake i am and plus i never lived with her till i was 6 in which case she had been married for 2 months befor i started to live with her and she never taught me life lessons or anything she just said yes to me thats all she said was yes or no now my step dad who i'm greatful for but i still don't like him he kept her whatever u wanna call it in check but anyw i juts don't know anyore is there a point to living when u hate the thing that gave birth to u is there a poin to living when u have to cry urself to sleep knwing that nothign good will come from waking uop the next mornign is it even worht it to live just so i can wake up go to school let everyone insult me and take there... ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3867939/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3867939/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 00:01:36 PST A.) Pick her up from work were she has her stuff she gets dressed in her works bathroom then we go and make it one time and she looks hot
B.) Pick her up take her to her house she gets ready and were fashionablly late and she still looks hot
well those are the options and OMG!!!! she paid for my ticket i was like why what huh why and then i tried to give her the money for it but she would't take it then after like 40 minutes she goes it's a gift now u can't complain and i was like well damn u have me there but still now i have money to spend on a gift for her and the thing is she didn't want me to pay for her ticket and after like an hour of going back and forth i settled and was like ok u can buy ur own ticket...but i was going to get her one and give it to her but no she like bam she tricked me but eh what can i do anyway ok well then i went to English and as always English was awsome i always love it so many jokes so many good times and well today we talked about Eminem's new CD and one friend was like yea i wanna get it cause of Mosh and then i was like i see u don't like Bush and he was like oh no i do but not the W and i was like lol and i laughed then we took a quizthen more fun happened well that was school today now for the after party ^^

ok so today i decided no D&D but instead Football so i found Alex actually and we were talkin and she wanted to play bu couldn't cause she had to go to drivers Ed anywayyea soi played football for like an hour and a half straight and got wrecked so much i'm in so much pain and still am but hey whatever an i messed up my back again anyway yea then i went to chck up and see if Alex was out yet then i went to see the D&D group and found out that offically there is onlty one campaign cause the 2 DM's quit there campaigns and entered the teachers which i think is fucked up cause they just ditched like 5 players i mean one of them could have just not played but no they had to but whatever then i offered to walk Alex to her work but she insisted that i go home and rest cause i looked like i got nailed by a drunk Mack driver 5 times lol i insisted but she said no so she sent me away to my bus T.T btu !!!YAY!!! i love that girl she's so awsome i really need to get a pick of her to show u guys

Ok now then i see people saying PSP now i was wondering what that was???? i know stupid question but still i must know

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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3833062/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3833062/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 16:50:55 PST
Well yesterday i played Star Wars D&D it was fun i wound up finishing one of the party members reason for adventuring but luckily we are being hunted by The Empire which means he has a new reason to adventureing and i still need to find my lover ... hmm nothing else really happened just a few stupid things oh yea and we meet Ben Kenobe ^^ and Luke lets see oh yea we almost got killed by Storm Troopers but i killed on so !!!YAY!!! crit with a Heavy Blaster did 3D8's of direct wound damage ^^

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Edit: I know stupid question but wtf is PSP ]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3810788/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3810788/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 14:57:52 PST
Ok so wensday me and Alex hung out and we were having fun and everything i mean she likes video games when she said that i was like o.O what really?? and she was like yea and i was like O.o how about that, then i she somehow lead me into a clothing store and was talking about what looked good on her and stuff ^^ and i agreed she really is beautiful anyways then she's like i have a pair of gil boxers now i wi9lll say exactly what was said word for word
Alex: "I have a pair of boxers that have a black pussy right were my cotch is." *makes a semi kitty face with hands and places it over crotch*
Me: So it's black cause thats the color of ur pubes isn't it." *relize what he said and is read to beat himself to death*
Alex: Yup you got it
Me: O.o o.O O.O
Anyway that wasn't the weirdest we were talkin about giving oral sex and she was like i don't know if i would kiss a guy after he ate me out and i was like hey lket's try and she was like i wouldn't kiss u after u ate me out know that i think about it and i was like O.o o.O O.O but yea then we talked about a lot of things and stuff and man she is such an awsome girl i really love that girl ^^

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]]> ~FatKyle87 http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3777770/ http://FatKyle87.deviantart.com/journal/3777770/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 15:30:32 PST
Well yesterday i playd Star Wars D&D with Ron and some other friends it was awsome i was a Soldier/Scoundreal it was awsome I'm a Zabarak Female tattoed up sorta like Darth Maul (also Zabrak) anyway and on my tummy is a black tribal rose tatto (family symbol that every 10th geneartion female gets) anyway yea btw I'm a lesbian in the game and am trying to gert into the Mystreal Faction which i were my lover is and i need to find out all this stuff to get there but omg it's so hard to find stuff about it cause the faction is only for womenand there really really secrative and ughh @.@ anyway yea i live with a Twilek, Ewok, and a Human and there all guys anyway it's great cause it's so much fun cause we armor the Ewok in household items like pots and stuff ^^ lets see lets see oh yea lol man had so much fun playing that game cause the Twilek Deal was trying to hack this Night falcon and couldn't do it he tryed like 10 times i walk up and roll and got a 20 i was like omg haha and laughed cause the code to get in was 12345 lol ^^ yea and i conned this guy into getting 550 credits plus and extra 100 but he wound up dieing and i took his remaining 600 credits

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